Solved Murders - True Crime Stories - 9 Hours of Nightmarish Tales

Episode Date: November 9, 2025

#horrorstories #reddithorrorstories #ScaryStories #nosleep #paranormal #creepy #nightmares #truehorror #darktales #psychologicalhorror “9 Hours of Nightmarish Tales” plunges you into a marathon of... pure terror — a chilling mix of real and imagined horrors inspired by Reddit’s darkest threads. Each story drips with dread, unraveling eerie encounters, psychological nightmares, and twisted moments that blur the line between dream and reality. Prepare for a long, sleepless night filled with fear, suspense, and whispers from the unknown. horrorstories, reddithorrorstories, scarystories, horrorstory, creepypasta, horrortales, darkstories, ghosttales, supernatural, nightmarefuel, hauntedstories, truehorror, mystery, suspense, chillingstories, darkness, eerieencounters, horrorcompilation, spookynarration, ghostlyvoices

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Starting point is 00:00:00 As the night drew in, he slid beneath the covers, switched off the lights, and turned on the television. Everything was calm, I could hear him next to me, breathing softly. I had already drifted off into a deep sleep when suddenly, he decided to start playing with our dog. I'm going to take some pictures of the dog, he said, and as he fiddled with the camera, something strange happened. One of the photos he snapped seemed to capture something that wasn't quite right. Hey everyone, welcome back to my channel dedicated to all things creepy and unsettling. If you're new here, I'm Flisher, and each week I dive into the most shocking mysteries from history and my own personal paranormal experiences.
Starting point is 00:00:38 Today, however, you find me in a bit of an odd spot. I'm not in my usual setup, my library, or even in my room, honestly, I don't even know where I am right now. A friend suggested I do a paranormal vlog at a supposedly haunted location, but all I can see around me are trees, well, if you can call this a forest. It looks more like a typical viewpoint than anything else. He told me about all the strange things he had felt and seen here, but frankly, I haven't noticed anything myself. He just gave me directions and sent me off with Danny. Hey, say hi, I urged. Just in case something goes wrong, or I end up getting robbed.
Starting point is 00:01:15 You know how it is, people will challenge you to something and then leave you hanging when you actually show up. Today, I've brought two cameras, one for the investigation and another for vlogging. It's quite windy out here, so I also brought a lapel microphone to help with the sound. I have the audio recording from that camera too, but it's positioned quite far away, so we'll see how that goes. All right, without further ado, if you're intrigued by what's to come, make sure to dim the lights, lock your doors, and settle in. Here come my latest nightmares. Let me kick things off with an experience from December last year. Danny's grandmother had been in and out of the hospital due to her frail health.
Starting point is 00:01:54 She's quite elderly, and even the slightest cold can be a big deal for her. Honestly, hospitals creep me out, I don't think anyone really enjoys being there. They have this unsettling vibe, a reminder that many people are facing some of the hardest moments of their lives. Yet, given the circumstances, we had to visit her. She was placed in a geriatric ward in a public hospital, sharing a room with another patient. We were aware of this, but we hadn't fully realized just how dire the situation was until we arrived.
Starting point is 00:02:23 The woman in the next bed was elderly and clearly nearing the end of her life. I won't go into detail about her condition out of respect for her family, but let me just say it was a sight that no one should have to witness. It felt utterly wrong that this woman was in the same room as Danny's grandmother, especially with all of us gathered there. It would have made more sense for them to place her in a separate room or a care unit, but they just left her there for everyone to see. Walking into that room and seeing her was uncomfortable, more than uncomfortable, really.
Starting point is 00:02:52 It was like there was this strange energy surrounding her, almost a dim light that was flickering out. It was bizarre, something I can't quite put into words. You could feel that she was on her way out, and it was just a matter of time. All I could think was, she's going to pass away any moment now, but the worst part wasn't just the image of her or the heavy atmosphere, it was when I felt this whisper echoing in my mind, a strange murmur that I couldn't quite pin down. I was talking to Danny's family, chatting with everyone without any issue, including his grandmother. At one point, I positioned myself near the window, sandwiched between Danny's grandmother in the glass. I glanced at the elderly woman in the corner, and then I heard
Starting point is 00:03:31 it again, a soft voice in my head, saying, welcome, I froze. Okay, this must be my imagination, I thought. It's just my mind playing tricks on me. But then it came again, welcome. In that moment, it felt like the woman sensed I had picked up on something, like she was aware of my awareness. I stepped back from the window and walked towards the foot of Danny's grandmother's bed, needing to put some distance between myself and that feeling. Danny's uncle came into the room, and I let him take my place next to his grandmother. I approached the elderly woman once more and glanced up at the sign above her bed. It read, Welcome.
Starting point is 00:04:08 At that moment, I turned to Danny and said, we need to get out of here. This is too eerie. Let's head home. We bid farewell to Danny's grandmother, wishing her well, and made our way out of the hospital. The journey back was the most claustrophobic and anxiety-inducing. experience I've ever had. It felt like there was this pressure on my shoulders, a relentless buzzing in my head that wouldn't let up. I know this sounds crazy, maybe it's all just in my head, but I distinctly heard that whisper, welcome. If I could somehow recreate that voice and
Starting point is 00:04:38 play it for you, I'm sure you'd feel the chills too. What's up, Danny? I asked, breaking the silence. Nothing, just keeping an eye on things, he replied. But you feel that too, right? There's something off here, and he was right, I could feel it. After that hospital visit, we felt a little unsettled, not just because of what we had witnessed, but also due to the shadowy experiences we shared in the hallway, which I mentioned in my last paranormal blog. We never saw that shadow again, but soon after, odd noises began to manifest in our home, strange thuds and knocks that seemed to come from nowhere. You'd be sitting in the living room with all the doors locked, only to hear the bedroom closet creak open. You'd rush to check, and it would be firmly closed.
Starting point is 00:05:22 Or you'd be in the bedroom when suddenly, you'd hear the books in the study rustling, only to find everything in perfect order. These were not the kinds of noises you could brush off as coming from the neighbors, they had a distinct origin. The scent of strange perfumes would drift through our space as well. One moment it would waft past me, and I'd turn around only to find nothing there. The windows were shut tight, it wasn't like we had some broken pipe spewing odors. Sometimes it was incense or a sweet, smoky fragrance, but the scent I found most peculiar,
Starting point is 00:05:52 was that of wet earth. Whenever I caught a whiff of it, goosebumps would rise on my arms. Now, while the last experience didn't involve any sense, it was all about sounds. This began in early January. One day, I was over at my in-laws, sitting on their couch with my laptop, editing, when I started hearing a tapping sound near the stairs. They had a narrow glass table beside the stairs with a plant on it, and it sounded like something was tapping against that glass. I assumed it was my father-in-law, always the joker, playing around. But when I looked up, there was no one there.
Starting point is 00:06:26 I tried to brush it off, thinking I was imagining things, but then I heard it again. I looked up to check, and it stopped. I started thinking maybe the sound was coming from somewhere else, perhaps the neighbors. It was daytime, after all, and there was no reason to suspect anything paranormal. But as I kept hearing those sounds, I couldn't shake the feeling something was off. I eventually packed up my laptop and headed home, leaving those strange noises behind me. Once home, I didn't think much of it until night fell. As soon as it got dark, I started hearing soft knocking on the wood, like fingernails
Starting point is 00:07:00 tapping rhythmically. I looked toward the hallway, and it dawned on me, the noise was coming from the doghouse outside. Just as I realized this, the tapping stopped. From that point onward, things escalated. I started hearing doors close on their own, only to find them wide open when I checked. This wasn't just happening to me, Danny was experiencing it too. Suddenly, our dogs would start barking at seemingly nothing,
Starting point is 00:07:25 and noises would emerge from the study only to stop as soon as we got there. So, one night, I decided to take action. I thought back to the evidence I'd gathered over previous paranormal blogs, audio recordings, photos, videos. I knew that many new subscribers were tuning in, some questioning my credibility. So, I thought, it's time to gather proof. Without telling Danny, who would have undoubtedly freaked out about the whole thing, I planned my mission. Danny worked long hours and often didn't return until the early hours of the
Starting point is 00:07:55 morning. So, I decided to wait until about midnight, turn off all the lights, and creep around the house in the dark, snapping photos. I figured if I heard a noise, I could whip out my phone with the flash on and capture whatever was causing it. I took pictures in every room, the entryway, the bathroom, the kitchen, every corner of the house. I didn't leave a single spot unphotographed. But no matter how many times I checked, there was an a, all right, so picture this, Danny hears the sound of a dog drinking water, and immediately, he relaxes. If the dogs are calm, he thinks, and drinking from the kitchen, everything's fine. There's nothing to worry about. But then, as he lifts his gaze, he catches sight of Jake
Starting point is 00:08:38 and Arya, our dogs, sound asleep in the bedroom. And yet, the sound of water of lapping from the fountain still echoes. Hey everyone, well, Welcome back to my House of Horrors. For anyone new, I'm F.R. Fisher, your host who dives deep each week, assuming everything goes smoothly, into some of the most hair-raising mysteries ever heard. These are my tales, my unsettling mysteries, bizarre experiences, and strange vibes. Today marks entry number 26 of my paranormal blog series, and I've got to say, looking back at all 26 entries, I've noticed how much I've changed, not just in how I talk and express
Starting point is 00:09:13 myself, but in the whole vibe I put out. I started this series speaking softly, almost timidly, but now I can talk about these things as if they're just another topic. Not only has my confidence grown, but even my appearance has shifted, I went from looking like a quiet, good girl to rocking a vibe that's way more rebel without a cause these days. So, two things to kick off today's blog. First, yes, I've finally got some red tea in my mug, take a good look because I know
Starting point is 00:09:40 some folks say it's just empty air in here. And second, just a heads up, this entry will be lighter than that. unusual. I'll share some creepy experiences, but they're not quite as intense as some of my other stories. Originally, I planned to film this with Danny so he could share firsthand how he feels about all this, but at the last minute, he wasn't comfortable doing it. So, if after watching this you're interested in hearing Danny share his experiences directly, drop a comment below. If there's enough interest, maybe we'll make it happen in a future video. All right, you know the drill, turn off the lights, lock the doors, get cozy, because my new night
Starting point is 00:10:16 are about to begin. So, in my last entry, lots of people asked about this protective entity that supposedly could be my uncle, the one with that lingering Jasmine scent. I was actually digging into some things lately, so I didn't touch on it much last time. I wouldn't call it investigating, exactly, more like observing things that were happening. Let's start at the beginning to keep this story coherent for both you and me. In my last blog, I filmed in this very room while Danny was out in the living room, just a wall away. Right after I stopped recording, Danny came in and told me he'd sensed something in the hallway, a presence that was watching him from the shadows. He couldn't see or hear anything, but he felt this intense, large
Starting point is 00:10:55 presence staring him down, almost as if it were silently urging him to leave, to get out and leave me alone with it. He was noticeably uncomfortable, looking over his shoulder, rubbing his arms, and insisting, I'm serious, there was something there, I tried to reassure him, saying it was probably just the eerie vibes from listening to my stories, nothing real. But then he told me that this wasn't the first time he'd felt that presence. Danny had been on a two-week vacation and had been staying up late, sometimes until 2 a.m. He'd mentioned feeling strange things in passing, like forgetting things or sensing odd vibes, but he'd chalked it up to coincidence.
Starting point is 00:11:31 So, I sat him down to talk through it all, hoping he'd eventually share his story with you all, but here we are. Let me tell you what happened to him. The first night he stayed up late, Danny was gaming until around 1 a.m. He turned off his computer, closed the laptop, brushed his teeth, and went to bed. But right as he was settling in, he noticed a faint glow from the living room. He leaned over to check and saw that his laptop was open and on. Now, Danny was absolutely certain he'd closed it, but he figured he must have just been mistaken. So, he got up, closed it again, and went back to bed.
Starting point is 00:12:06 But things only got weirder. For the next few nights, he had similar experiences, he'd closed the laptop, go to bed, and returned to find it open again. At first, he laughed it off, telling me, guess what weird thing happened again last night? He didn't outright say he thought it was paranormal, but he was starting to get freaked out. Three nights in a row. That was pushing it. Eventually, he decided not to stay up so late alone anymore.
Starting point is 00:12:33 One evening, we had dinner on the terrace, he made us burgers with fries. through, I asked if he'd remember to turn on the vent while cooking, to which he sheepishly admitted he hadn't. Just as he turned toward the kitchen, we heard a click. The extractor fan had turned itself on. Danny checked and found it was running, even though he swore he hadn't touched it. He laughed it off, but we were both a bit rattled. That night, he stayed up gaming again, but this time, things escalated.
Starting point is 00:13:02 Around 2 a.m., Danny felt a jasmine scent, strong and unmistakable. We live in a fairly rural area, so the smell of Jasmine in the middle of the night didn't make sense. Feeling unnerved, he quickly powered down and got ready for bed. Just then, he heard our dog's water fountain, only to look over and see both Jake and Arya asleep beside me in the bedroom. Now thoroughly spooked, Danny darted to the bedroom, pulling the blanket up, trying to shake off that disturbing moment.
Starting point is 00:13:29 But he couldn't sleep, nudging me awake and whispering, there's something out there in the living room, Neckhane. There's something out there. I tried to calm him down, saying if the dogs weren't on edge, we shouldn't be either. Yet he kept insisting something was there, saying he could feel it. So, the next night, I decided to stay up instead. I was already feeling anxious, though I can't remember why. I played around on the computer, scrolling through Twitch and Twitter, but then something shifted.
Starting point is 00:13:57 A cool breeze swept through, though it was a warm summer night. The smell of damp grass filled the room, and as the clock struck 110, the atmosphere grew dense, almost suffocating. Then I heard the dog's water fountain bubbling from the kitchen, which was strange because both dogs were curled up on the sofa with me, staring down the hallway. Chills shot down my spine. I walked toward the kitchen to investigate, but the sound abruptly stopped as I reached the doorway. I could feel someone, or something, right there, watching me.
Starting point is 00:14:27 I swear, the tension in the air was thick enough to cut. I tried to act normal, brushing my teeth and going through my nightly routine, but the whole time, it felt like someone was right behind me, invisible but intensely present. My reflection in the mirror was the only one there, yet I felt eyes on me. I was sure I was being watched by someone tall, looming in the doorway. Then, as I finally got into bed, something strange caught my attention. Even though the room was dark, I could make out a shadow peeking around the bedroom door, moving from one side to the other as if it were trying to decide whether or not to come in.
Starting point is 00:15:01 Danny sensed my unease and whispered, do you feel that? There's something in the living room, right? Trying to dismiss it, I replied, no, no, it's just your imagination. But inside, I couldn't shake the feeling that something or someone was with us. That shadow at the door didn't feel like a trick of the light or some easily dismissed presence. It was there, as real as the bed I was lying in. And even as I tried to sleep, it felt like I was sharing the room with something unseen. And so here we are.
Starting point is 00:15:31 I don't have all the answers, but I know these experiences. were real, and they left a lasting impression. So, what do you think? So, let me take you back to a family barbecue that my parents organized. It was a pretty big deal, lots of family gathered around, and I took the opportunity to share some exciting news. I announced to my aunts, uncles, and cousins that Dan and I were getting married. I told them the date, the theme, the time, it felt great to see everyone's reactions.
Starting point is 00:15:59 They were over the moon. My aunt was all about wearing a ridiculously extravagant vintage dress, my uncle, who's usually a teetotaler, was suddenly eager to indulge, and my cousin wanted to don a princess gown. Everyone was just thrilled about the whole idea, it was like a party just waiting to happen. The day turned into a blast. We had kids splashing around in the pool, laughter echoing everywhere, and just an overall amazing vibe. It was one of those days where everything feels perfect, you know. But, of course, as life often goes, things took a turn for the weird. Fast forward a bit, my Aunt Pyley was driving me home, and halfway through the ride,
Starting point is 00:16:37 I suddenly felt nauseous. It hit me out of nowhere. We had to pull over to the side of the road so I could throw up. Not the most glamorous moment, right? I got home, took some natural pills she had given me to help settle my stomach, and hoped for the best. But then came the surprise, that night, I ended up with this terrible allergy at I mean, I don't have allergies. I'm not allergic to pollen or anything, but that night was brutal.
Starting point is 00:17:04 My eyes were puffy and red, my skin was itchy, and I felt completely drained. The next morning, I woke up feeling a bit better and thought maybe the whole allergic reaction had to do with those pills. I kept taking them, but nothing else happened, so I was left puzzled. Perhaps it was something else I ate or, honestly, who knows? Life is strange sometimes. here's where it gets really odd. When I woke up the next day, I noticed different scents in various rooms of the house. In one room, it smelled like fresh laundry, while in the dining
Starting point is 00:17:35 room, there was a strong minty aroma. The bathroom had this intense cologne smell, definitely a guy's scent, while the study had a weird earthy smell, like wet dirt. Each space had its unique scent. I thought, maybe this is normal. I mean, I live in an apartment building, so it could easily be a neighbor's perfume wafting through the walls. It seemed reasonable at the time. But then things escalated. Every night after that, Danny and I started hearing this strange noise in the kitchen. We'd be getting cozy in bed, ready to drift off at a decent hour, when suddenly we'd hear this sound, a plastic bottle being crumpled, like someone was twisting it to take a drink. It wasn't just the regular sound you hear when you set a bottle down,
Starting point is 00:18:17 it was like someone was actually opening it, drinking from it, and then squeezing it in that peculiar way. We'd get up to investigate, but there were no bottles on the counter. The only water bottles we had were in the fridge. It was such a loud and distinct sound, almost like it was meant to be heard. So, we started talking and decided we needed to do some sort of energy cleansing in our home. Maybe light some candles, burn some sage, just something to clear the air. Now, I'm not usually the type to believe in this stuff. I tend to be skeptical, and Danny, well, he's even less interested in the idea.
Starting point is 00:18:51 I told my mom about what was happening, looking for advice, and she was like, Hey, if you're dealing with weird stuff again, just let me know, and I can come over. But of course, with my chaotic life and wedding planning, I didn't get around to it. Then something happened that really took a toll on my mood. I spent a week feeling down, and everyone knows that when you're in a bad place emotionally, your negative energy can linger in your surroundings. Our home started to feel heavy, almost suffocating. I knew I had to do something about it, it became a problem.
Starting point is 00:19:21 priority. Finally, I found a moment where I could take a breather and decided to go all out. I grabbed some sage and went through the whole house, smudging every corner, making crosses on the doorframes, and praying for good vibes. It took me a while, but once I was done, I felt lighter. Little did I know that what happened next would be something my maternal family would label as, supernatural, while I just thought it was my subconscious mind doing its thing. That night, after all the weird stuff with the sense and sounds, I went to bed and fell into a deep sleep. I had a ton of dreams, but they were all fuzzy and bizarre. I remember bits and pieces, like a beach party, walking with my brother and Danny, but then
Starting point is 00:20:00 things shifted. At one point, the dream became so real that I could feel everything, the warmth of the sun, the texture of the sand, and even the smell of the sea air. I was walking along the beach when Danny and my brother suddenly stopped and went off somewhere, leaving me alone. It felt strange because suddenly my feet were just moving on their own, carrying me toward this set of tall white buildings. They looked like some kind of fancy retirement homes with pristine glass windows. I entered through a gate and walked into a courtyard filled with
Starting point is 00:20:29 picnic tables and benches. At one of those tables sat three elderly folks. There were two women sitting with their backs to me and a man in front of them. The woman on the left lifted her hand to show the others, and it was all twisted, like she had some serious injury. I leaned in to listen to their conversation, and she was saying how the last thing she remembered was falling down the stairs and then waking up there. The woman on the right asked the man if there were any problems bringing her back. The conversation was strange, kind of sinister, and the woman had a velvet-smooth voice that felt familiar.
Starting point is 00:21:01 Suddenly, she reached down to the table and picked up something. She opened it up, and it was a fan. In that moment, I realized it was my grandmother. It had been ages since I had a dream about her, but there she was in front of me, and I was blown away. She always wore black, but in this dream, she was in light colors, which struck me as odd. I approached her, touched her shoulder, and felt the fabric of her dress, it was so real. When she turned around, she recognized me and, for a split second, smiled.
Starting point is 00:21:32 But then her expression shifted to pure panic. She stood up and exclaimed, You can't be here. What are you doing here? I tried to calm her down, saying I just wanted to enjoy the dream and talk to her. I told her how much I missed her and how I wanted to hug her. When I finally embraced her, it was a mix of warmth and that distinct scent that I always associated with her. She kissed me with that familiar grandma kiss that's all soft and sweet.
Starting point is 00:21:57 Then, out of nowhere, my grandfather popped up and said, Hey, what are you saying about me online? Your uncle David is really upset with you. I was taken aback, but I laughed and explained that I was just reminiscing about the time he baptized me and gifted me a popsicle. He chuckled, and we shared a warm moment. I told them how happy I was to see them both. I could feel their joy, but then I remembered my burning question. I asked my grandmother if she truly loved my grandfather, wanting to know if her feelings
Starting point is 00:22:26 were genuine. She looked me straight in the eyes and said, never let anyone tell you otherwise. Your grandfather was the love of my life, and just when I thought it couldn't get better, she told me, by the way, your mom mentioned you're getting married. Congratulations, sweetie. You picked the perfect day for us all to see you. At that point, my heart soared, and I woke up with the biggest smile. It was such a beautiful dream, so vivid, and I felt grateful for the time I got to spend
Starting point is 00:22:53 with them, even if it was just in my mind. For me, it didn't feel paranormal. It was my subconscious, trying to give me some closure. My grandmother had always been my second mother. I spent countless summer vacations, Christmas holidays, and Easter weeks with her, and I just longed for her to be at my wedding. I wanted to dance with her, to share that special day, and in my heart, I believed that somehow she was there with me, even if just spiritually.
Starting point is 00:23:19 But the strange happenings didn't stop there. In the following days, I continued to experience odd sense around the house. Those perfumes I'd noticed before, the heavy cologne in the bathroom, the fresh scent of mint in the dining room, were now moving through the house as if someone was walking with me, trailing different aromas behind them. I could catch whiffs of jasmine, cigar smoke, you name it. At first, I brushed it off, thinking it was just the neighbor's sense again. One evening, after a long day at work, I came home around 7 p.m., casually unlocking the door,
Starting point is 00:23:51 greeting the dogs, and getting ready to take them out for a walk. But as I approached the kitchen, I heard the rumba activate. It had been in the entryway, and I hadn't gone near that room at all. I've worked as a nurse in multiple hospitals and facilities before landing at my current job. One of those places, a geriatric hospital about 30 minutes from my home, was where this story takes place. I already had experience working with elderly patients, so it felt like just another gig at first. Little did I know, I wouldn't be there long, just a couple of weeks, in fact.
Starting point is 00:24:23 You'll soon understand why. This happened during my second to last shift there. It was a night shift, and I was already running on fumes, having barely slept in days. That night, I was assigned to the Alzheimer's ward. The patients there adored me, probably because I was in my 20s and a rare burst of energy in a space where most residents seemed trapped in their own heads. I think my presence brought them back to the here and now, if only for a while. When you're left alone with your thoughts, it's easy to drift to other places, but having
Starting point is 00:24:53 someone around helps anchor you to reality. One patient stood out that night, Lena. She was particularly restless. This was my first time taking care of her, and from the moment I entered her room, she started telling me about voices, she kept hearing and a man dressed in black who stayed in the corner of her room. Her roommate, an older woman who barely spoke, but always smiled sweetly, had asked earlier to keep the curtain drawn so Lena wouldn't bother her. Most of the patients were asleep by 11 p.m., but Lena was wide awake. Every time she called me into her room,
Starting point is 00:25:25 she looked terrified. She claimed the voices were taunting her and that the man in black was just standing there, staring at her. I felt bad for her. I figured her mind was created, these terrifying hallucinations, and I tried my best to calm her down. I didn't want to turn on the TV to distract her because I didn't want to disturb her roommate, so instead, I held her hands and told her to breathe. You're not alone, Lena, I reassured her. I'm right here, just a call away. That seemed to work. She relaxed a bit, and the next time I checked in, she was finally asleep.
Starting point is 00:25:58 The ward grew quiet as the hours dragged on. Night shifts have a strange way of warping time, it feels like the clock moves back, Around 1 a.m., I went to the linen closet to stock up my cart. The room was small and silent, with the door shut, so I was startled when I heard what sounded like movement behind me. I turned around, expecting to see a coworker, but no one was there. Shrugging it off, I went back to my task, but then I felt it, a hand on my shoulder. The sensation was unmistakable, firm, like someone was trying to get my attention.
Starting point is 00:26:31 I jumped and spun around, my heart racing. Again, no one was there. The room was empty. I poked my head into the hallway to see if a nurse had walked by, but the corridor was eerily quiet. Feeling uneasy, I shook it off and continued stocking my cart. As I finished and turned toward the door, I froze. My heart leaped to my throat.
Starting point is 00:26:53 Through the small glass pane in the door, a man dressed entirely in black was standing there, smiling at me. His grin was wide and unsettling, like he knew something I didn't. I screamed, loud enough to wake half the ward. In the blink of an eye, he vanished. Seconds later, the door opened, and one of my fellow nurses rushed in, alarmed by my screams. She helped me off the floor, where I had collapsed in terror. Did you see him?
Starting point is 00:27:19 I stammered. The man in black. She looked at me, confused. What man? There's no one here but us. We checked every room and hallway in the ward, but there was no sign of anyone matching that description. I felt like I was losing my mind. My outburst had woken Lena, who was now crying and babbling about the voices again.
Starting point is 00:27:41 When I entered her room, she asked me, did he smile at you too? Her question sent chills down my spine. How did you know? I whispered. She looked at me, her face unusually focused. Because he always smiles, she said. My heart skipped a beat. Lena began screaming, begging us to take her out of the room.
Starting point is 00:28:01 He's coming, she yelled. It took three nurses to calm her down. I couldn't handle it anymore. They reassigned me to a different ward for the rest of the night, and I ended up leaving early, shaken and exhausted. The next day, I texted the head nurse, telling her that my upcoming shift would be my last. I explained that I couldn't work in that building anymore after what I'd experienced. She was understanding, but it didn't make me feel any less unsettled.
Starting point is 00:28:27 I've never been diagnosed with any mental health issues or experienced a little. hallucinations before. I know sleep deprivation can do strange things to the brain, but this felt different. The hand on my shoulder, the smiling man in black, and Lena's eerily accurate descriptions, it was too much to dismiss as coincidence or imagination. That wasn't my only brush with the unexplainable. A few years ago, I had a severe case of bacterial meningitis. I live in South Florida, and while there wasn't a known outbreak at the time, I somehow contracted it. The symptoms hit me hard, splitting headaches, confusion, nausea, and an overwhelming fatigue. But it wasn't until the hallucinations started that I realized how serious it was.
Starting point is 00:29:09 One afternoon, while lying in bed sick, I heard a child's voice calling, Mommy, from downstairs. My husband and I don't have kids, so hearing that sent a jolt of fear through me. I dragged myself out of bed, peered down the staircase, and called out to my husband, forgetting he was at work. My headache worsened from standing, so I stumbled back to bed. Then, I heard another voice, this time, a cheerful, hello, coming from downstairs. Panicked, I called my husband, crying into the phone about the child's voice I kept hearing. He left work immediately to take me to the hospital.
Starting point is 00:29:44 While waiting for him to get home, I tried to get dressed but was interrupted by a wave of nausea. I ran to the bathroom, and as I was leaning over the toilet, I heard a third voice, muffled but unmistakably coming from just outside the bathroom door. My heart pounded as I realized I was losing my grip on reality. At the hospital, I was diagnosed with bacterial meningitis. The doctor said I was lucky to have come in when I did, as waiting any longer could have been fatal. They started me on four antibiotics immediately.
Starting point is 00:30:14 Despite the treatment, I couldn't shake the sense of unease. That night, after my husband left to get some rest, I drifted off to sleep but was plagued by a vivid dream, or so I thought. My ex-husband appeared in the hospital room, standing by my bedside. He started talking, spewing hateful things about my current husband. Then he leaned down, patted my head, and said he was glad I was okay before launching into a rant about wanting to hurt my husband. I woke up in a cold sweat, dazed and disoriented.
Starting point is 00:30:43 The chair by my bed was empty, but it had been moved from where it was before. The next morning, I told the nurse about the dream. She frowned and said, that wasn't a dream. Your cousin David visited you last night. My blood ran cold. David was the name of my ex-husband. I called my husband immediately to tell him what happened. He was furious and concerned.
Starting point is 00:31:06 Later that day, I texted my ex, demanding to know why he'd come to the hospital. He claimed he only wanted to check on me and denied making any threats. To this day, I don't know if his words that night were real or if my medicated, delirious brain twisted his visit into something darker. Finally, there's the time I went on the most terrifying first date of my life. I matched with a girl named Francesca on Tinder. She was cool, tattoos, red highlights in her hair, and an adventurous streak. For our first date, she suggested exploring an abandoned hospital on the outskirts of town.
Starting point is 00:31:40 I thought, why not? It sounded exciting and different. We snuck in through a broken basement window and navigated the creepy, decaying hallways with just our phone flashlights. seemed to know the place inside and out, which was reassuring at first. But then we started hearing noises, doors creaking, footsteps echoing in the dark. At one point, a man appeared below us in one of the hospital's many gutted rooms. He was dressed in black and had this unsettling grin, eerily similar to the man Lena had
Starting point is 00:32:09 described years earlier. He called out, come down, in a deep, creepy voice. Needless to say, we ran. What followed was a heart-pounding chase through the hospital's labyrinth of halls and stairwell. I'll never forget the sound of his footsteps closing in on us. We barely made it out through the same basement window we'd entered, our adrenaline through the roof. Looking back, I sometimes wonder if I've been marked in some way, destined to encounter these strange, shadowy figures. Whether they're products of my imagination or something
Starting point is 00:32:40 more sinister, I hope I've had my share of them for one lifetime. Here's a rewritten version of your story in English, tailored to the requested 3,800 word count, with a unique, informal style. nurse in various hospitals and facilities before ending up at my current job. One of the places I worked at was a geriatric hospital about 30 minutes from my house. I had experience with elderly patients, so I figured it wouldn't be anything out of the ordinary. However, my time there was short, just a couple of weeks, and after reading this, you'll understand why. It was during one of my last shifts, and I had no clue at the start of that night what I was about to experience. I was on the night shift, running on little to no sleep. My assignment
Starting point is 00:33:21 that evening was in the Alzheimer's ward. The patients there adored me, probably because, at 20-something, I was a fresh face in a world where they often felt isolated in their minds. I like to think I brought a little energy into their day, anchoring them in reality, even if only for brief moments. That night, most of my patients were asleep by 11 p.m., but not Lena. She was a bit more restless than the others. It was my first time taking care of her, and every time I went into her room, she told me about voices she could hear and a man in black standing in the corner of her room. Her roommate, a sweet but forgetful woman, had asked earlier in the evening for the curtain
Starting point is 00:33:58 between their beds to be drawn, probably hoping Lena's comments would stop. I can't say I blamed her. By the time Lena had called me into the room for the third or fourth time, I started to feel a little uneasy. She was genuinely terrified, and as much as I wanted to dismiss her fears as just symptoms of her condition, her insistence that the man was still there, began to get to me. It wasn't just what she said, it was the way she said it, with a conviction that made my skin crawl. I held her hands, trying to reassure her, telling her to breathe and relax, reminding her that she
Starting point is 00:34:30 wasn't alone and that I was just a call away. That seemed to help, and after a while, she finally fell asleep. The rest of the night dragged on painfully slow, as night shifts often do. Hours felt like they were moving backward. Around 1 or 2 a.m., I was in the supply closet restocking my cart when I heard a sound in the room. It was faint but distinct. I froze, trying to figure out where it had come from. The door was shut and the room was small and quiet, so it didn't make sense. I turned around, saw nothing, and went back to what I was doing, trying to shrug it off.
Starting point is 00:35:05 Then, I felt it, a hand on my shoulder. My heart stopped. I spun around and let out a scream, but there was no one there. Nothing at all. Still, I knew what I had felt, something big and firm gripping my shoulder. Panicked, I stepped out into the hallway. It was eerily silent. No sign of anyone.
Starting point is 00:35:26 My cart still needed stocking, so I reluctantly went back inside to finish. As I turned toward the door, I froze in place. My knees buckled, and I sank to the floor, my heart pounding in my throat. standing outside the door, staring at me through the small glass pane, was a man dressed in black. He was smiling. I screamed so loudly that it woke the entire ward. The figure vanished almost instantly, but the fear didn't. Seconds later, one of my colleagues came rushing in to find me on the floor, shaking and crying. When I asked her if she'd seen the man in black, she looked at me like I'd lost my mind. What man, she asked. There's no one else here, we checked
Starting point is 00:36:06 every room on the ward. There was no trace of anyone who didn't belong. My screams had woken Lena, and when I went to check on her, she immediately started talking about the voices again. She also mentioned hearing the screams but didn't realize they were mine. I asked her what the man in black looked like. Her answer left me cold, how did you know he smiles like that? It was as if the blood drained from my body. I hadn't described him to her. Not even a little. Lena became hysterical, shouting that she wanted to leave the room because the man was coming back. Other nurses had to step in to calm her down. I was reassigned to a different area of the hospital for the rest of my shift, but I couldn't shake the fear or the exhaustion.
Starting point is 00:36:48 Eventually, I left early and went home, texting my supervisor the next day that I was quitting after my next shift. I'm not someone who's prone to seeing things or making up wild stories. I've never been diagnosed with any mental health conditions, and although I know that I know that sleep deprivation can do weird things to the brain, this felt different. The hand on my shoulder, the man in black matching Lena's description, these things didn't feel like mere coincidences. I still don't know what I experienced, but I hope it's a once-in-a-lifetime event. At least, I pray it is. The figure in the room, it was the spring of 1990 when Joss, his brother Aaron, and his mother were living in a mobile home on a farm outside of Laurelville, Ohio.
Starting point is 00:37:28 That night, Joss woke up from a disturbing nightmare. Although he doesn't remember the details of the dream, he does remember enough to want to get out of bed in search of his mother's company. I walked down the short hallway to my mother's room to try to crawl into bed with her, says Joss. She told me to go back to my bed, he continues. So, he went back to the room he shared with his brother Aaron. Joss wasn't prepared for what he found when he began entering the room. I'll never forget what I saw there. At the head of my brother's bed was a dark figure that resembled a gargoyle or gremlin.
Starting point is 00:38:06 I couldn't make out anything below its feet or legs, just its rigid, square head like a gargoyle. It was about two feet tall, hunched over, looking at Aaron. Joss froze and gasped when he saw it. The figure turned its head, as if it had heard him. I couldn't see its eyes, only the outline of its face, he recalls, terrified. scared, Joss turned and ran back to his mother's room. She, thinking he just needed some comfort, walked him back to his room to show him there was no monster. And indeed, what Joss had seen was no longer there. She didn't believe me, so I just tried to forget what
Starting point is 00:38:45 had happened, Joss says. I didn't mention it to anyone after that night. Some years later, when Joss was in 10th grade, he was sitting with a classmate named Ryan. Joss noticed some large scars on Ryan's neck and asked how he got them. Ryan said that when he was about eight years old, he accidentally ran through a sliding glass door. He claimed the cuts nearly killed him due to blood loss, Joss recalls. But then Ryan confessed a strange detail. The weird thing was, the night before the accident, my brother saw a small, dark figure sitting on my bed watching me sleep. What Ryan described sounded exactly like the gargoy-like creature Joss had seen. The magic phone, Sandy wanted to call her grandmother to tell her about the new chatty doll
Starting point is 00:39:30 and the other gifts she had received for Christmas. The house phone was mounted high up on the wall, too high for her to reach without help. Unfortunately, her dad and brother had gone out to shovel snow, and her mom was in the shower. She couldn't wait. She felt like she would burst if she couldn't tell her grandma right away about her new treasures. I was getting more and more impatient, she remembers. So she decided to pretend she was calling her grandmother using the toy phone she had received for Christmas. At that time, where she lived, there were no rotary phones, every call had to go through an operator.
Starting point is 00:40:08 When I picked up the receiver on my toy phone, I clearly heard an operator say, what number please. She was surprised, but gave her grandmother's number, which she still remembers to this day. She heard the phone ringing, and soon her grandmother, with her heavy Italian accent, answered, Hello, Sandy immediately began telling her everything about her chatty-cati doll, but her grandmother wanted to know where her mom was. She explained that her mom was in the shower and her dad and brother were outside. Her grandma knew she couldn't use the real phone by herself, so she asked how she had reached the one mounted high on the wall.
Starting point is 00:40:45 Sandy explained she had called her using her toy phone. Her grandmother laughed heartily before telling her to have her mom call her once she got out of the shower. When her mom got out of the shower, Sandy tried to tell her she had really talked to grandma using her toy phone, and that grandma wanted her mom to call her. Her mom laughed just like her grandma had. But since Sandy insisted so much, her mom finally made the call. When she discovered that Sandy had actually spoken with her grandmother, Sandy got in big trouble. Her mom insisted that she must have dangerously climbed the wall to use the phone. Sandy insisted she had called Grandma with her toy phone, and got in big trouble for lying.
Starting point is 00:41:29 Sandy spent the rest of Christmas in her room, falsely accused of climbing dangerously and lying. I was frustrated about that, she says, but I couldn't help smiling at the fact that somehow, I had called my grandmother with my toy phone that Christmas morning. The strange reflection. Alice was eight years old and lived in Glasgow, Scotland. In those years, Alice's parents often visited an elderly woman to check in on her from time to time. This kind woman sometimes asked that Alice and her younger sister spend the night at her house. I have no idea why, Alice says, because she was really old and never paid us much attention.
Starting point is 00:42:07 But she was recently widowed, so maybe she was just lonely. One night, Alice and her sister spent the night in the woman's woman's. guest room. It was a small room with very old furniture, a double bed with a mahogany headboard that had a light cord attached, a tall mahogany dresser, and a mahogany vanity table with three mirrors, one large in the center and two smaller ones on the sides. Alice had trouble sleeping that night. The heat made her uncomfortable, and her sisters loud, persistent snoring kept her awake. The bed was covered with a lot of blankets, so I reached up and pulled the light cord to see and remove some of the blankets, Alice recalls. As she sat up, she found herself looking straight
Starting point is 00:42:50 into the vanity mirror. But Alice didn't see her own reflection. Instead, she saw a thin elderly woman with curly white hair, wrapped in a large white towel. Her head was tilted downward as if she were looking at the floor, and her arms were crossed in front of her. She was rubbing her arms with the ends of the towel, Alice remembers. The place where the elderly woman was didn't match the guest room. It had dark brown wooden panels on the walls reaching about three-quarters of the way up, and was decorated with a picture rail. Then the woman stopped rubbing her arms, lifted her head, looked at Alice, and smiled. Terrified, Alice slid under tons of blankets and stayed there with the light on until the room filled with daylight. I know I wasn't
Starting point is 00:43:37 dreaming, she insists. I've replayed that moment over and over in my mind, although she was terrified as an eight-year-old, as an adult, she says, I know the spirit didn't hurt me or do anything that made me think it wanted to hurt me. Who she was, or why she wanted to be seen, remains a mystery to Alice. There's one last intriguing detail in the story. When Alice went into the bedroom of their kind elderly hostess, she noticed that the woman also had a vanity mirror, but hers was completely covered with a pink shawl. I knew right away that she had seen something in her mirror too, says Alice. I wish I could go back in time and ask her questions about it. I hope you enjoyed these stories that invite us to question our perception of reality.
Starting point is 00:44:21 Each one leaves us with unanswered questions, but also with the certainty that life is full of mysteries. If you liked it, don't forget to give it a like. The end. Hey everyone. Welcome back to my horror-filled house. If you don't know me, I'm San F, you're not so ordinary host, and every week, I dive into the most shocking mysteries of history, or, let's be honest, my own mysteries, my weird thoughts, and those chilling paranormal stories that keep me up at night. Today, I'm bringing you paranormal vlog number 25. But before we dive in, I've got a couple of things to mention, as usual. First, let me warn you about the fan in this corner over here.
Starting point is 00:45:00 I know it's noisy, and it might drive you nuts, but hey, I'm boiling over here. So if the sound bothers you, just remember, it's either that or I melt away. And the second thing is, no mug today, folks. Instead, I've got this generic bottle of water. Why? Because no one's paying me to promote anything here. All right, let's get into it. If you're interested in today's topic, and I hope you are, make sure to turn off all the lights, lock the doors, and get comfortable because it's time to start my new nightmares.
Starting point is 00:45:31 The last time we talked, I shared my struggles with energy blockages, feelings of blindness, emptiness, and anxiety. I was at a point where I couldn't feel or detect anything. I mentioned I was trying various methods to fix this, meditations, energy cleansings, and attempting to see everything from a more spiritual perspective. Surprisingly, despite my skepticism, it all really helped me out. I had been talking to Chloe, a friend who's quite into spirituality. She opened my eyes to these topics, and gradually, as I started to relax and not obsess over my void and blindness, I began to feel things again.
Starting point is 00:46:06 Slowly but surely, I started to recover my gift. But before I delve into that journey, let me backtrack and share what's happened in the last few months. Chloe was guiding me through cleansings, helping me see things from a different perspective. She gave me a few guidelines to follow to become my old self again. She advised against paranormal outings, stressing the importance of not stressing myself out or going crazy about not feeling anything. All that pressure just added negativity and blocked me even more. It sounds logical, right? But when you're in the thick of it, stressed out and feeling nothing, it's tough to just let go and relax.
Starting point is 00:46:43 You want instant solutions, like yesterday. So, in the beginning, during the first cleansing sessions with my eyes closed, I started experiencing really strange sensations. I would get headaches and felt like I wanted to run away. I even saw the face of an unfinished sculpture, it was all bizarre and unsettling. However, in my later sessions, everything shifted dramatically. Instead of chaos, I felt crystals aligning, pulling away from me, and suddenly it was like my mind was transported to another realm. Sure, it was probably all suggestive thinking, the incense, the situation, or maybe my
Starting point is 00:47:18 overactive imagination, but whatever it was, it made me feel more relaxed and aware. In one particular session, I found myself hearing noises, like whispers and the distant wailing of a baby. I walked down a street lined with old paired houses, feeling an overwhelming sense of history, the paint peeling, the atmosphere heavy with stories. I found myself in a small workshop. I pushed through the door and discovered it filled with canvases and frames. At the back, I spotted a man in a painter's smock. I walked towards him, and he looked up, his face lighting up with joy. He spoke to me, though I couldn't hear what he was saying. I felt invited to sit down, and just as I was about to, I woke up.
Starting point is 00:48:00 When I came out of that session, I didn't feel like I had just dreamed. It felt real. I truly believed I had been with that man, engaged in some unspoken conversation. He seemed at peace, and he invited me to feel the same. It was incredibly strange. I still don't have the words to describe it. Maybe it was the incense or my runaway imagination, but something profound was happening. As the sessions continued, I came home feeling more like my old self.
Starting point is 00:48:28 I could sense presences around me, knew where things were moving before they actually moved. I was gradually returning to who I used to be, so I kept attending the sessions, following Chloe's guidance. I must admit, my skeptical side was nagging me. It kept insisting that I was just influenced by the incense. So, I decided not only to have cleansings done for myself but to also observe what would happen when I closed my eyes. One time, Lorena and I went together for a cleansing, and what I witnessed that day completely changed my perspective. At that session, Chloe used various crystals at our
Starting point is 00:49:01 chakras, chanted prayers, and passed natural incense over our bodies. She would use a pendulum on different chakras and occasionally sounded Tibetan bowl. The atmosphere was calm, and I could feel the energy in the room shifting. But then, something odd happened. Lorina's arm hung off the table, suspended in mid-air, and from the incense smoke emerged faces, faces of old people, children, adults. I couldn't take my eyes off them. I thought maybe it was just the smoke playing tricks on me, creating illusions. But when I glanced at Chloe, she was smiling, looking completely unfazed. I asked her about the faces, wanting her to tell me it was just my imagination, but she shook her head and said those faces were real, they were the faces of our ancestors.
Starting point is 00:49:45 She explained that these cleansing rituals often invite ancestors to guide and illuminate our paths. Hearing that made my skeptical foundation tremble a bit. I was starting to believe in this whole process. Things were looking up, everything was better than ever. But then, Lorena, Sonia, and I had this wild idea. Now that I was feeling like myself again, we thought we could take it a step further. Why not go to the mountains and do a ritual? Spoiler alert, it was a huge mistake.
Starting point is 00:50:14 I only had one session left to completely rid myself of whatever had been hanging around me. I was on the brink of being totally free, but the next thing I knew, we were planning a mountain trip to perform a ritual. It wasn't anything wild, no sacrifices or anything dramatic, just something we usually did in the comfort of our homes, bringing our energies together. We thought, what could go wrong? After all, this was the kind of thing our moms and grandmothers used to do. So, we packed our things, set our sights on a beautiful open area that wouldn't catch fire, and prepared to create our protective circle. We thought it would be a peaceful experience, flowers, a little prayer, and then back home. How sweet and innocent we were.
Starting point is 00:50:54 We ended up heading to one of the most active forests in Catalonia, the Orius Forest. We parked the car, and after crossing a path, we were confronted by a chain with a sign saying, no entry. Naturally, we hopped over it without a second thought. That's when the strange occurrences began. It was nighttime, and the only light we had was from a single flashlight illuminating our path. For some reason, I felt compelled to look back, and that's when I spotted shadows between the trees, figures lurking, watching us, following us. I urged Sonia to shine the flashlight into the woods, but to our surprise, there was nothing there. We kept moving forward, but I could still feel the shadows, an eerie sensation that the entire mountain was filled
Starting point is 00:51:36 with eyes watching us. I shared my feelings with Lorena, who confessed she felt the same, an overwhelming presence, a multitude of shadows. But Sonia, ever the skeptic, brushed it off, insisting there was nothing to worry about. My skeptical mind argued with hers, telling myself she was right, but deep down, I felt uneasy. Eventually, we reached a flat area of dirt where nothing could catch fire, and we set up camp. We formed our protective circle and each held a candle. At that moment, the wind was still, and the flames of our candles flickered confidently.
Starting point is 00:52:11 Mine and Lorena's candles burned strong, but Sonia's candle was having a tough time. The flame danced unpredictably, threatening to go out before suddenly flaring back to life. Then, out of nowhere, the flame went dark. As soon as her candle extinguished, I glimpsed a tall shadow right behind Sonia. When I turned to look again, it was gone. I glanced back to Sonia's dark candle, and the shadow returned. I was puzzled, was it all in my head? Was it a trick of the light?
Starting point is 00:52:40 Then, my focus shifted. I couldn't help but stare at Sonia's candle, and every time it flickered and struggled, I swore I could see a woman standing behind her. She was tall, wearing a long, dark dress that blended into the night. I couldn't make out her features, but she was covered in mud. Assured us that there was nothing sinister in that forest, but I felt otherwise. Even though I was regaining my abilities to see and feel, I didn't feel frightened, I felt curious. I wanted to see her more clearly to shine my flashlight on her, but I knew that if I did,
Starting point is 00:53:12 she would vanish. So I stayed calm, kept focused on the ritual, and when it concluded, we headed back to the car. On our way back, the feeling of being followed was strong. I kept looking back, half expecting to see the woman still behind us. The darkness engulfed the road, and I couldn't shake the feeling that whatever was with us was getting into, so, there I was, setting up the dog camera at home. I thought, hey, let's see what's up with the pups, hoping I'd catch them on camera so I wouldn't have to keep running upstairs. But I didn't see a single movement, nothing. I figured maybe the audio would pick up some paw steps on the wood floors, so I put the volume to my ear.
Starting point is 00:53:50 And just as I'm listening closely, I hear a woman's voice. Not speaking outright, but whispering in a way that sent chills down my spine. Welcome to the channel. For today's paranormal vlog number 28, I've got something special. As you can tell by the title, I've got Danny with me. He's here to help share some of our paranormal experiences, including a few that went down with me, plus a few that didn't, but somehow still seem connected. I'll do my best to keep it together because, yeah, this is a serious topic, totally different from the last video.
Starting point is 00:54:21 So, how about it? Ready to dive in. Turn off the lights, lock those doors, and settle in for a fresh nightmare, well, mostly ours, but hey, we'll share them with you. All right, here goes. This first story happened at the very beginning of our relationship when I was still living with my family. There was this one night when my parents weren't going to be home, and they suggested Danny come over so I wouldn't be alone. He actually offered to have me stay at his place, too, but for some reason, I decided to stay home. home alone that night. I think part of me was already coming to terms with the fact that I might
Starting point is 00:54:55 be able to sense things others don't, so I wanted to see if anything would actually happen if I stayed alone. So, there I am, around ten at night, in my room doing my own thing when I suddenly hear a switch being flicked in my mom's bedroom. I froze. And then, the lights turned on and off by themselves. I'm not talking about just the switch itself, I heard footsteps, too. It was like someone was rushing up and down the wooden staircase, back and forth along the hallway, turning lights on and off without me even seeing anyone there. Every time I heard those footsteps, I'd lock the door quickly, only to hear the sound starting all over again.
Starting point is 00:55:32 Freaked out, I called Danny, begging him to come over. He promised to get on the next night bus over. It was around 1.30 a.m. when he finally managed to get in touch with me. I'd barely spoken to him before that, trying to keep my cool, but as soon as he picked up, I couldn't hold back any longer. The house felt so heavy, like something was weighing down on me. Danny didn't think twice. Even though he didn't have a car, he took the first bus he could get,
Starting point is 00:55:58 but on the way, they got a flat tire. Talk about bad timing, right? Eventually, they managed to get another bus, and he arrived at my place by dawn. The second he walked in, he could feel it too. We're not staying here tonight, he said, sensing the heaviness in the air. My bird, Neo, wasn't in his usual spot on the perch but huddled in the corner of his cage, which wasn't like him at all. So we quickly grabbed my things and got out of there, spending the rest of the night at his parents' place.
Starting point is 00:56:27 It wasn't until later, after we'd left, that we could finally breathe again. Another time, when we were at his place in San John, we were chilling upstairs, usually gathering in the living area with its big sofas. Sometimes we'd hear strange noises from the floor below. Most nights, the floor would creak, like footsteps heading our way, growing louder and heavier with each step. And I'm telling you, whatever was making that sound, it had to be pretty solid because the floorboards only creak when there's real weight on them.
Starting point is 00:56:56 The strangest part. It seemed like the sounds were coming from the bathroom or the studio area across the hall. On multiple nights, I'd hear these slow, dragging footsteps, almost as if someone was scraping slippers along the floor, coming from the bathroom toward the stairs. But every time I looked, there was no one there. Eventually, I decided to just ignore it, telling myself it was probably just my mind playing tricks. But then, one night, I was in the bathroom listening to music, and the song on YouTube switched on its own, cranking up the volume to max.
Starting point is 00:57:27 After that, I was way too freaked out to go back up there alone. Then there was this one time when we were alone at his place, watching a movie with headphones on. It was daytime, maybe around 3.30 or 4 p.m., and we were showing. a pair of headphones, each with one earpiece. Suddenly, we heard three loud, distinct knocks on the bedroom door. We looked at each other, wide-eyed, both thinking the same thing, no one else was home. We were both right there, looking at the door, and I'm telling you, it was one of the creepiest moments. We just froze, not daring to make a sound. One night, about eight
Starting point is 00:58:02 months ago, I was sitting in the living room watching TV, and I started hearing creaking noises in the hallway. I thought, great, here we go again. It sounded like someone was walking from one room to another, back and forth, until they stopped dead in the hallway. I looked out into the hallway mirror, but there was nothing, no one. I went back to the couch, telling myself it was just the house settling. Then, out of nowhere, the floor next to me creaked, loud and clear, like someone had jumped right there. The entire living room floor shook. It felt like some invisible person was playing hide-and-seek or something. It was honestly terrifying. The next day, I told my mom about it, but she just brushed it off, saying it was probably the neighbors
Starting point is 00:58:45 or something. But honestly, unless we've got the Hulk downstairs, I'm not buying it. Then there was this other time, probably the most disturbing one for me. It was another night when we were watching a movie together. The movie was one of those creepy ones, and we were lying on the bed with the laptop between us. Everything was fine until we got about halfway through, and then it happened again, those three distinct, deliberate knocks on the door. It was like someone was on the other side, trying to get our attention, but we knew we were alone. After that, we'd sometimes hear faint whispering in muffled voices late at night. Once, while we were falling asleep, I heard a voice clear as day. It was a woman's voice, almost like she was murmuring,
Starting point is 00:59:26 and it seemed to be coming from right outside the window. At first, I think, I thought I must be imagining things, but then Danny heard it, too. We lay there, not daring to move or even breathe, just listening to the faint sounds drifting in from the dark. Looking back, I still can't explain it, and to this day, we still experienced the occasional knock, the flickering lights and the footsteps in empty hallways. It's one of those things that you learn to live with over time, but it never gets any less unsettling. Every time I think I'm used to it, something happens that sends chills down my spine all over again. So if you ever find yourself experiencing something similar, remember, you're not alone. Or, well, maybe you are,
Starting point is 01:00:06 but maybe you're not. A friend and I were just chatting, doing the usual, hanging out and catching up at her place. We were home alone, and suddenly, we both hear this distinct, heavy knock, like someone is knocking on a solid wood door. It was loud and clear enough to stop us both in our tracks. Did you hear that? I asked. Yeah, I did, she replied, just as spooked as I was. We decided to check around. We were on the top floor, so it wasn't like a neighbor could have knocked or anything. We went through every room, calling out, hello. Anyone here, just in case, but the place was completely empty.
Starting point is 01:00:44 It was eerie, the knock had come right from her bedroom door, clear as day, yet there was nobody in sight. That same day, I learned her grandmother had passed away in the hospital. It felt like one of those weird coincidences that hits you later, like there's some connection, but I brushed it off at the time. Not long after, things started getting stranger around the house. One night, as I lay in bed, a small music box on my desk suddenly began playing. This box had been a memento from my grandmother, who used to play the exact same melody for me when I was a kid. The box had a bunch of stuff piled on it, too, so it was extra weird that it had suddenly
Starting point is 01:01:20 started up on its own. Hearing it that night felt like a message from her, like she was there in some way. The following days only got weirder, though, as I kept hearing footsteps around the house, and the lights flickered without explanation. One time, I was with some friends doing what we called paranormal exploring. We visited an old, abandoned mansion in this quiet area called Cabrales. This place was straight out of a horror movie, cobwebbed, full of antique furniture, dusty mirrors, and a grand piano just sitting in the middle of a room, untouched.
Starting point is 01:01:51 The vibes were eerie. There was even an overgrown courtyard with a fountain and vines. I remember feeling a chill the whole time, like someone, or something, was watching us. At one point, I took out my camera and wandered off on my own, hoping to catch something on film. I felt a strong presence as I stepped into one of the side rooms, a weight in the air. I didn't see anything initially, but as I zoomed in with the camera, I suddenly felt like there was an older man nearby. It's hard to explain, but he just felt tired, like he'd been there forever. The strangest part. I heard myself speaking in Catalan, my native
Starting point is 01:02:26 language, but one I rarely use unless I'm working. I even asked, is anyone here? I don't mean to disturb you, as though I was trying to reassure this ghostly presence. Right then, a dark figure moved in front of the camera. It was unmistakable, a shadow hunched over, drifting from a small round table towards a vase. I reviewed that footage so many times, hoping to figure out what I'd captured, but I never found an explanation. Things like this happened again when we were about to leave. We heard a loud bang, like a door slamming, which seemed impossible because most of the doors
Starting point is 01:03:00 in the building were warped or swollen from humidity. Just moving one of them took some real effort. Whatever force it was, that door had slammed shut all on its own. That experience stuck with me, but I hadn't expected the activity to follow me home. Just a week after that visit, little things around my house started to feel, off. I kept brushing it off, but one day, I arrived home after work and found the fan unplugged. I'd left it on purposefully, planning to turn it off after grabbing a drink. I figured I must have done it absent-mindedly.
Starting point is 01:03:31 But then, it happened again with the kitchen fan when I was making dinner. I left to put plates on the table, only to come back and find the fan turned off. It was bizarre, I hadn't even touched the switch. Another incident happened when my friend decided to take the dogs out, leaving me alone in the apartment. I dozed off, only to wake up and realize they weren't back. I started worrying, so I tried to call, but her phone went straight to voicemail. I thought, all right, I'll just go out and try to find them. On my way out, I turned on the camera we have installed for the dogs to see if I could catch
Starting point is 01:04:05 any noise or movement inside, but I got something else entirely, a faint, feminine voice whispering. I froze. Was it her? I quickly checked around, but the doors were locked, and nobody else was there. Lately, I've noticed something else unusual that I can't quite shake. Every morning, I get up around 7 a.m. to work on projects. In the past week, I started seeing this shadow in the hallway. At first, it was just a faint blur.
Starting point is 01:04:33 I chalked it up to some trick of the light, the streetlight, maybe, or my eyes just not fully awake. But each day, the shape seemed to become clearer, almost as if it was slowly taking form. A few days ago, I noticed this shadow again, but this time it was distinct. I could make out a figure leaning against the wall, with its legs crossed. It was so clear, standing right there in front of the bathroom door. I kept telling myself it was just my imagination, but I couldn't shake the sense that it was, observing me. Then, the weirdest thing happened.
Starting point is 01:05:04 I thought I'd seen everything when the shadow crossed its arms, looking at me as if to say, you're late. Now, I don't consider myself a believer in ghosts or the supernatural, I try to be rational about these things. But after seeing the shadow practically take form right before my eyes, it's hard not to wonder. And it's been happening every morning at exactly the same time, almost like it's waiting for me. If you've got any theories or similar stories, I'm all ears. The thing about this shadow and all the weird knocks, voices, and unplugged appliances, it's messing with my head. I try not to dwell on it too much, but when I'm alone in the early hours of the morning, seeing that shadow
Starting point is 01:05:42 lurking in the hallway, it's hard to ignore. Hey everyone. So, I've got a bit of a story to share today, and honestly, it's been one wild ride. You know how sometimes you think, nah, that can't be anything weird, and you just brush it off. Well, that's what happened to me not too long ago. I was just going about my business, putting a harness on my dog, ready for our usual walk. Nothing unusual, right? But then, something strange happened. We made our way to the hallway, and that's when I heard it, a whispering voice coming from the entrance room. It was dark, and all I could make out was this low murmuring, like a man was having a conversation with himself or someone else. My heart raced a little, but I thought, maybe it's just a neighbor. So, I ignored
Starting point is 01:06:28 it. But really, who knows what goes on in the dark? Now, this isn't the first time I've had an odd encounter, so it kind of felt like just another day in my house of horrors. Welcome back, folks, to my latest spooky escapade. Can you believe it? This is the 20th episode, and here I am, still sharing my life's eerie moments with you all. It's crazy how it feels like I've been doing this forever, yet I still get a kick out of it. So, what's new, right? Well, I've been working on this secret project that I've been absolutely dying to share with you. Seriously, I'm bursting at the seams.
Starting point is 01:07:03 The thing is, I can't let the cat out of the bag just yet, it has to stay under wraps until it's ready for its big reveal. But you know me, I'm an impatient soul, and I just had to give you all a sneak peek before I exploded from the excitement. This project has taken me to some wild places, including the most active cemetery in all of Barcelona. I mean, when you're filming in a place like that, you can't help but feel a bit on edge. For one of the shoots, I found myself poking around in mausoleums and crips, armed with my trusty recorder. Now, let me tell you, nothing notable happened at first. It was eerily quiet, but I did catch some faint sounds, like whispers, but barely audible. It's like they were just teasing me, saying, hey, we're here, but good luck trying to hear us.
Starting point is 01:07:48 However, there was one crypt that completely threw me off. It was in disrepair, and the city had put up barricades to keep nosy people like me out. Naturally, being the rebel I am, I hopped over the barrier and ventured inside. But the moment I stepped in, I regretted it. The whole place was flooded. I could see bones scattered around, but there was something more than just the remains of the past. I could feel this dark energy swirling around me, like a storm brewing inside that crypt. It was unnerving, like I had opened a door I wasn't supposed to.
Starting point is 01:08:20 The closer I got to the center of that crypt, the more intense it became. It felt angry, filled with rage, and I just couldn't handle it anymore. I stepped back, turned on my recorder, and left as quickly as I could. But here's the kicker, when I got home that night, the elevator doors opened to a pitch black It was as if someone had turned off all the lights just for me. I felt like I wasn't alone. I entered my apartment and dropped my bag on the table, and out of nowhere, one of the light bulbs above me popped. I thought, okay, that's just normal wear and tear, so I shrugged it off.
Starting point is 01:08:55 I put the harness on my dog, and off we went for our walk. But once we were out there, I heard that same murmuring again. It was like the voice had followed me. I turned the lights on and checked the entrance room, but of course, there was no one there. I figured it was just some late-night neighbor chatting away, right. Once outside, I called my mom to vent about my spooky day. I told her about the crypt and how I thought something might have tagged along with me. As expected, she flipped out on me, scolding me for poking around where I shouldn't have.
Starting point is 01:09:26 She warned me that if I kept experiencing these strange happenings, she would have to come over and do a ritual to cleanse the house. I brushed it off, thinking whatever had followed me would just go away on its own. The next morning, though, I woke up to a bizarre scene. Remember that vacuum cleaner I borrowed from my mom? Well, it turned itself on and started roaming around the house. I was in the living room getting ready for work when I heard the familiar whirring sound. It was like someone had pressed the button to start it up, and there it was, gliding around the entryway, bumping into walls. I was like, what the actual heck.
Starting point is 01:10:00 Now, I knew this vacuum wasn't programmed to do that, and even if it were, I didn't set it up. Plus, Daniel was sleeping soundly on the couch, so I knew it wasn't him playing a prank. I hurried over, turned it off, and waited to see if it would turn on again, but it didn't. Just as I was about to chalk it up to a glitch, I felt this nagging unease. So, I called my mom again. That same afternoon, she came over, lit some candles, and burned incense, claiming it would calm the energy in the house. For a week, things felt perfectly normal, no whispers, no shadows. I thought I was in the clear.
Starting point is 01:10:36 But then came Friday night. Daniel had an early morning the next day and needed to wake up at 6 a.m. It was late, and I was trying to settle down, but I can't sleep in silence. I flipped out when he turned off the TV, insisting that I couldn't possibly sleep without some background noise. I was practically begging him to leave it on, and I might have gone a little overboard, throwing a mini tantrum. Daniel, being the rational one, just left the remote on the table and told me if I wanted
Starting point is 01:11:03 the TV on, I should move to the living room. I stubbornly crossed my arms and glared at the black screen, and then, boom, the TV turned itself back on. It switched to a channel that was showing my favorite series, and Daniel and I just stared at each other, shocked. Now, keep in mind, the remote was still sitting there on the table behind him. He picked it up to turn it off again, but just then, we both are. heard a deep sigh coming from the direction of the door, as if someone didn't want the TV to
Starting point is 01:11:30 turn off. It was eerie but oddly comforting at the same time, like it was a familiar presence. For the first time in a while, I didn't feel scared. It was as if that voice, or whatever it was, wanted me to be happy. I couldn't help but think of my uncle who passed away when I was just a baby. I never knew him, but I'd heard stories about him, and I felt like he was there with me in that moment. From that point on, I became hyper aware of my surroundings. I started to notice every little sound, every thump, every whisper. I thought maybe it was my uncle trying to reach out, so I kept the TV on, hoping he'd show himself.
Starting point is 01:12:07 I even left out some chocobons as an offering, thinking he might enjoy them. But looking back, I realized how misguided that was. My curiosity had opened a door to who knows what, and soon, it got out of hand. One evening, I hopped into the shower while Daniel was in the living room playing fortnight. I set the mood with some relaxing music, lit some incense, and thought I was in for a nice, peaceful time. But the moment I settled in, I noticed the bathroom door slowly creaking shut. I froze.
Starting point is 01:12:37 It wasn't just closing on its own, it was as if something was pushing it. Then came the knocks, gentle at first, but they escalated into this pounding rhythm, echoing off the walls. I felt trapped in that tiny space, unable to move or call for help because I was stuck in the shower. I panicked and screamed, hoping Daniel would hear me. The more I yelled, the louder the knocking got, like something was trying to drown out my voice. And sure enough, Daniel came rushing in. When he opened the door, he felt a blast of cold air that swept through the bathroom.
Starting point is 01:13:09 Whatever was in there didn't want to be discovered. After that, I tried to ignore everything. I stopped leaving treats out and looking for signs of something supernatural. But a few days later, things got strange again. had this habit of using doorknobs as makeshift hangers, but one morning, while I was brushing my teeth, I glanced over and saw something unusual. Daniel's pajamas were hanging on the doorknob, and I couldn't figure out how they were staying there.
Starting point is 01:13:35 The door itself had a crack, and I started to wonder how it was possible for that doorknob to support all that weight without falling. Just then, the knob tilted, then straightened up again, like someone had played with it just to mess with me. I freaked out and left the bathroom without looking back. I mean, I had never felt such dread. Not everything is meant to have an explanation, or maybe it's just better that way. Sometimes, it's easier to ignore the unusual occurrences that go beyond logic, pretending it's all in your head.
Starting point is 01:14:03 But when things begin to stack up, it becomes nearly impossible to ignore. This is the story of when I reached that tipping point, where I couldn't pretend things were normal anymore, asterisk, asterisk. The night felt unnaturally cold, it's the kind of cold that settles deep in your bones and makes every corner of the house feel haunted. The building itself is old, the walls thick and the floors echo, especially once the sun has set. No matter how high you turn up the heat, there's this persistent chill in the air. We'd always chalked it up to the old architecture, but lately, something else seemed to be lurking behind that logic, testing the boundaries of reason. Most nights, I'd hunker down with my friend May.
Starting point is 01:14:42 We'd gather in my place, cozyed up on the couch, watching Outlander until the wee hours. On February 10th, I remember it vividly, we were in our usual sports. I was by the window, May lounged on the chaise. Around 11 p.m., we noticed that strange cold creeping back into the room. But this time, it was accompanied by a thick, hazy mist, like something I could almost see hovering between us. I convinced myself it was just a trick of the light or maybe even my hair moving in my peripheral vision, but it didn't feel right. It seemed to sway, moving closer, then pulling back, almost as if it were breathing with us. Finally, I turned toward it, hoping to see nothing but the corner of the room.
Starting point is 01:15:22 Instead, I came face to face with this dense, white cloud hanging between May and me. My body reacted before I could think, I jumped back so fast that I almost crashed into the glass window behind me. And as quickly as it had appeared, the cloud vanished. May looked at me, startled, her expression mirroring my shock. Jake, my cat, stared too, his eyes tracking something unseen across the room. Whatever it was, I was sure I wasn't the only one experiencing it. May had jumped from her spot just moments before, sensing the mist creep directly into her face.
Starting point is 01:15:56 Each time I turned, the shadow would be gone, yet the fog remained, almost a companion to the chill that clung to the walls. May saw it too. We shared those glimpses in silence, each more certain with every sighting that we weren't imagining things. As the days passed, other odd occurrences followed. Out of nowhere, strange sense started to fill different rooms. I've never been one to keep alcohol in the house, but suddenly, there was this overpowering
Starting point is 01:16:22 scent of stale beer lingering near the corner of the living room. The strangest scent, though, was that of Jasmine, faint yet persistent, like a distant memory of my uncle, who loved that flower. I associated Jasmine with him so strongly that whenever it filled the air, I felt certain he was nearby. But these weren't his only visitors. As the Jasmine faded, the rooms were left in a heavy, almost tangible darkness, a darkness that was physical, pressing down as if it held weight.
Starting point is 01:16:48 Even the communal lights in the stairwell outside my apartment began to act up. Each time I stepped out to walk the dog, the light would flicker, then shut off entirely. No matter how many times I tried to switch it back on, it stayed dark. Oddly enough, it was only my landing that seemed cursed, the other floors stayed brightly lit. Visitors mentioned it too, startled when they noticed the eerie blackout each time they entered. The household appliances started to betray me too, one by one. On February 17th, the washing machine was loaded and ready, but when I went to turn it on, it made this strange, grinding sound.
Starting point is 01:17:23 I spent an hour trying to open it, but the door wouldn't budge. After a quick call, my father-in-law came over to have a look. Somehow, he managed to open the door, claiming it had jammed during a cycle, and after a quick adjustment, it was supposedly fixed. But it didn't end there. That same evening, the television in the living room started acting up, losing its internet connection and freezing on YouTube videos. It was as if the whole system had locked up.
Starting point is 01:17:50 The remote wouldn't work, the power button failed to respond, and changing the channel was impossible. The next night, the TV in my bedroom began to do the exact same thing, and it only escalated from there. The microwave, fridge, lights, all of it seemed to be falling apart at the seams. I was ready to shrug it off as a coincidence, even a frustrating. series of malfunctions, until March 12th, when the fridge lost power altogether. Everything inside had warmed to room temperature, a disturbing discovery since every window
Starting point is 01:18:19 in the house was shut tight, no drafts or open spaces for the air to slip in. Daniel, my roommate, checked every corner of the kitchen, and as he tinkered with the instructions for the fridge, I started hearing noises, a series of three, steady knocks, as if someone were trapped just outside the entryway closet. Each knock seemed so deliberate, I was nearly convinced someone was hiding just on the other side. I took a few steps toward the door, each one slower than the last, my eyes locked on the closed door, and that's when I noticed the chill.
Starting point is 01:18:48 A cold draft was seeping from beneath the closet door, far colder than the air in the house, and filled with a dread that made my hair stand on end. The next morning, I found an old pumpkin in the middle of the closet floor, staring at me with a face that seemed almost angry. I hadn't placed it there, nor had Daniel. The sight of it, alone and defiant in that cold closet, brought a chill that stayed with me for hours. It was at that moment that I knew I couldn't keep brushing these things off.
Starting point is 01:19:16 Whatever had taken up residence here was affecting more than just me, it had spread to Daniel, Jake, even the very air we breathed. I called my mother, a woman well-versed in the spiritual arts, and she offered a solution, a ritual, simple yet powerful. A bowl of water with six tablespoons of salt, placed beneath my bed for six days. I was to leave it untouched, but curiosity got the better of me by the third day. I took a peek and found two small lumps of red salt. I snapped a photo and sent it to my mom, and though she assured me it wasn't alarming,
Starting point is 01:19:47 it made me uneasy. When the six days finally ended, I lifted the bowl and saw that the salt had expanded, spilling over the bowl's edges as if it had grown overnight. After that ritual, the house did feel lighter, but things didn't stop there. The final straw came not in my own apartment, but in Mays. Her house had always been strange, filled with an unnameable presence we'd long ago dubbed Bobby. Bobby seemed harmless enough, a presence more curious than menacing. But this time, as I attempted to work from May's house, the atmosphere shifted.
Starting point is 01:20:19 Jake was unusually skittish, wanting to be near me, away from whatever roamed the halls. I could feel it too, as if something was lurking on the other side of the bedroom door, pacing back and forth, waiting for a chance to enter. Curiosity got the better of us, and May and I ventured downstairs to see if anything would happen. I cracked open the door to the basement, inviting Bobby to close it. The door stayed open a moment, then, with an unsettling slowness, began to close, inching forward in a way that sent chills down my spine. I watched, transfixed, as the door paused briefly, then jerked shut, as if something waited, watching us from the darkness beyond. The air grew heavier
Starting point is 01:20:57 as we sat, a tension building that was almost suffocating. Finally, we retreated upstairs, only to hear a sudden burst of loud knocks echo from below. The sound grew more insistent, as if someone were pounding to be let in. We huddled in May's room, trying to ignore the noises, but the unease stayed with us long after the knocking stopped. These days, whenever I set foot in May's house or linger too long in mine, I can feel something lingering, waiting just beyond sight. Whether it's shadows that flicker out of the corner of my eye, sense that whisper of something long forgotten, or a chill that presses in like a silent visitor, I've come to accept that maybe, not everything needs an
Starting point is 01:21:34 explanation. It was a typical day, and I was just hanging out at my apartment when my friend Lorena came over for a visit. I'd been living in this place for about a year and a half, and although I had experienced my fair share of eerie moments, I was hoping that today would be just a casual catch-up. But the atmosphere was about to take a strange turn. As we settled down on the terrace, sipping our drinks and chatting about life, Lorena suddenly froze. She turned toward the hallway, staring intently for a few moments before looking back at me. You know there's a man standing in the hallway, right? He's watching you, she said, her voice low and serious.
Starting point is 01:22:11 My heart skipped a beat. What the hell? I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I had invited Lorena over for a relaxed afternoon, primarily to show her my place and share a few laughs. She had never visited before, so I thought it would be a nice way to catch up and see if she could pick up on any of the odd energy I sometimes felt in the apartment. You see, both Lorena and I share a sensitivity to the paranormal, she has an innate ability to sense things that I can't quite grasp. Reflecting on our past, I recalled our adolescent adventures into the supernatural. Those days were filled with all sorts of spooky occurrences, and I always felt a certain comfort in being able to share my experiences with her.
Starting point is 01:22:49 She understood things that would sound ludicrous to anyone else, and that bond only grew stronger over time. On that particular day, however, the atmosphere in my apartment shifted dramatically the moment Lorena stepped through the door. Everything felt heavier, almost suffocating. It was as if a shadow had passed through the room, darkening the bright, airy space I had grown accustomed to. I thought back to the last few months, things had been quiet, almost too quiet.
Starting point is 01:23:16 Yet here we were, and it felt as if something had awakened. As I showed her around, I noticed her behavior becoming increasingly cautious. She was scanning the corners of each room as if searching for something lurking just out of sight. It was unsettling to watch, she moved through the hallway as if trying to avoid bumping into invisible figures. You really can't understand this feeling unless you've experienced it for yourself. It's surreal, to say the least. Things reached a climax and we settled on the terrace to gossip and unwind. We were caught up in our own world, exchanging stories and jokes,
Starting point is 01:23:49 when Lorena suddenly stopped mid-sentence. She gazed towards the hallway again, her expression turning grave. Philip, I swear there's a man in the hallway. He's standing there, and he's watching us, she insisted again. I was dumbfounded. I had felt that presence before, especially when Mai they visited for movie nights or takeout. It was like an uninvited guest who had overstayed his welcome. This time, however, it felt different.
Starting point is 01:24:16 When Lorena mentioned the man, I realized that I had indeed felt something in the hallway earlier. It was a heaviness, a dark energy I had learned to ignore over the months. But now, with her confirmation, it was impossible to dismiss. The idea that there was a man, an entity, watching me sent chills down my spine. I didn't know what to say, I was completely at a loss for words. The conversation shifted as Lorena brought up something I hadn't considered before, my lack of self-protection against these entities. You need to start taking this seriously, Philip. When you go on your paranormal explorations, you should protect yourself, she advised. It's true, I often forget to take my protective herbs or crystals
Starting point is 01:24:57 with me. My adventurous spirit always outweighed my caution. I was skeptical, too, I wanted to see for myself, to feel things firsthand before accepting them as reality. But Lorena was right. I needed to acknowledge my sensitivity and accept that it was part of who I am. She He shared various methods of protection, using herbs like rosemary or salt, and even wearing protective crystals. Just as we were deep in discussion, I began to feel a wave of discomfort wash over me. The air became thick with tension, and I sensed an overwhelming rush of emotions. It was as if the atmosphere was charged with all these conflicting feelings.
Starting point is 01:25:34 And suddenly, I felt something brush against my hair, as if a gentle hand was toying with my locks. I looked around, my heart racing. also seemed to sense it, she turned abruptly and waved her arms, as if trying to ward off an invisible entity. It was one of the strangest moments of my life. We were outside, yet it felt as though we were trapped in a bubble of unseen pressure. I can't even articulate what was happening. It was utterly surreal. Feeling cornered by the situation, I retreated into my studio and grabbed a white quartz necklace that Lorena had gifted me years ago. I slipped it on, hoping it would ground
Starting point is 01:26:10 me and protect me from whatever was lurking around. Since then, I haven't felt that uncomfortable presence again. It was as if the necklace created a barrier between me and whatever dark energy had been hovering nearby. In the days that followed this intense experience, Lorena and I made plans to visit a tarot reader in Mataro. She had known this woman for ages and insisted that her readings were remarkable. Now, I've always been a bit wary of tarot cards and fortune-tellers, my past experiences had left me skeptical. But Lorena's enthusiasm was infectious, and I found myself agreeing to join her on this adventure. When we arrived, I was taken aback by the atmosphere of the place.
Starting point is 01:26:49 The shop was filled with the scent of incense, adorned with mystical statues and crystals. It felt like stepping into a scene straight out of a fantasy novel. The energy in the air was palpable, and for the first time in a while, I felt a strange sense of peace wash over me. After a brief chat with one of the staff, a woman named Morgana entered the room. The moment she walked in, I felt my hairs stand on end. Her gaze was piercing, as if she could see into the very depths of my soul. It was intimidating and captivating at the same time. I had never experienced anything quite like it.
Starting point is 01:27:23 Morgana began our session by asking me about the name, Fran. This name struck a chord deep within me. Fran was my late uncle, a significant figure in my life, known for his warm soul. spirit and the jasmine scent that seemed to follow him everywhere. The fact that she mentioned him instantly sent shivers down my spine. She conveyed that Fran was with me, watching over me, and at that moment, I felt a wave of love and comfort enveloping me. As Morgana continued her reading, she started to unravel personal details about my life that I had never shared with anyone, including Lorena. She spoke about a bicycle, a gift from my mother that my father had given
Starting point is 01:27:58 away to his sister after my parents separated. This was a deep wound for me, It represented a loss of connection to my childhood and a painful reminder of the things that had been taken from me. I had never told Lorena about this, yet Morgana knew. The more she spoke, the more my mind raced. Morgana delved into my relationship with my father, predicting that I would have a conflict with my mother-in-law, something I thought was impossible. I considered myself respectful and always kept the peace, but soon after our visit, I found
Starting point is 01:28:27 myself in the middle of a heated argument with her over something trivial. It was uncanny. Then she brought up my relationship with Danny, hinting at an imminent wedding and even a future pet. At the time, we hadn't even discussed the possibility of tying the knot, let alone getting another dog. But as time passed, those things began to unfold naturally. Leaving that session felt surreal, it was as if I had emerged from a different reality.
Starting point is 01:28:52 My mind was racing with all the things Morgana had revealed. How did she know so much? It was both thrilling and terrifying. In the weeks following, I couldn't shake the feelings from that day. The visions of Morgana's piercing eyes and the connection I felt with Fran lingered in my mind. I often found myself contemplating the mysteries of the universe, the thin veil that separates the living from the spirits that walk among us. Now, looking back, I realize that the paranormal isn't just a series of spooky occurrences.
Starting point is 01:29:22 It's a complex web of emotions, connections, and energies that weave through our lives, often unnoticed. And for those of us who are sensitive, it's a journey filled with discovery, fear, and acceptance. I've learned to embrace my sensitivity, to protect myself, and to navigate the world with an open heart and mind. The shadows may still lurk in the corners of my home, but I no longer fear them. Instead, I choose to acknowledge their presence and seek understanding. So, if you ever find yourself feeling the weight of the unseen or sensing a presence lurking in the shadows, remember, you're not alone. Embrace your gifts, protect your energy, and continue to explore the mysteries that lie beyond the ordinary.
Starting point is 01:30:02 Life is an adventure, and sometimes, it's the supernatural moments that lead us to our greatest insights. So, let me tell you about this wild experience I had. I was just chilling, minding my own business, and then this lady comes along with some tarot cards. You know the type, right? The ones who claim to know your future just by looking at a bunch of colorful cards. I was skeptical, of course. I mean, I've heard all the stories. You'll have a child, they say, and then they throw in something about an abortion.
Starting point is 01:30:33 It's always the same old routine, like a broken record. I wasn't buying it. I thought, yeah, right, whatever, but honestly, that night was a different story. I left that reading feeling pretty shaken, not just by her words but by the absolute chaos that followed. I got home, and I was completely wiped out. I felt like my soul had been yanked out of my body. I flopped down on the sofa, too exhausted to even think about cooking.
Starting point is 01:30:59 I mean, I ordered takeout just because the thought of standing up to make food was unbearable. When the delivery guy came, I could barely manage to eat, I was so drained. After stuffing my face, I just tossed everything aside, literally left it on the table, didn't even bother to clean up. I crawled into bed, switched off the lights, and turned on the TV. Before I knew it, I was out cold. Then came the dreams. Let me tell you, it was like a horror movie on repeat.
Starting point is 01:31:28 The first dream was about this creepy paranormal investigation. In the dream, my friend Danny and I were exploring this old, abandoned house. Everything was frozen in time, just covered in dust and cobwebs. The furniture looked ancient, and it had that classic creepy vibe, like something straight out of a horror flick. We were in the upstairs part of the house, and let me tell you, I could feel it. You know that sensation when you just know something's off. Yeah, that.
Starting point is 01:31:54 I could feel the presence of something lurking around us, watching us. It was like being on high alert, and I started freaking out. I turned to Danny, practically shouting, get downstairs. It wants me. Go now, of course, he didn't understand what I was rambling about, and then, out of nowhere, the room erupted. Furniture started flying around, like a scene straight out of a disaster movie. A dresser smashed against the wall, splintering into a million pieces.
Starting point is 01:32:23 The stairs started shaking, and the railing just bent and fell apart. It was absolute madness. I don't know how, but I managed to wake up. I could barely catch my breath before my eyes shut again, dragging me into another dream. This one was even hazier, but somehow it felt similar. I was aware of a dark entity this time. It was a shadowy figure, and I knew it was a woman. I could sense she was after me, wanting something.
Starting point is 01:32:50 Her hand was reaching out, but it was all blurred, like she was made of it. smoke. Her nails were unnaturally long and sinister. I tried to run, but my legs wouldn't move. It felt like I was stuck in slow motion, trying to escape down hallways and through rooms, but the walls were vibrating around me. It was terrifying. And here's the kicker, I didn't wake up from this one like the last.
Starting point is 01:33:13 I jolted awake in the real world because, as I lay there, I felt something. A hand, yes, a real hand, was tickling me under my arm. It felt so real, with long, sharp nails. I screamed so loud, I'm pretty sure I woke the whole neighborhood. Danny and Jake came running in, probably thinking I was being attacked by a ghost or something. Once the lights were on and I'd calmed down a bit, I could still smell incense. It reminded me of that store where I met the tarot reader. I felt like a piece of her had followed me home, like I was some sort of paranormal magnet.
Starting point is 01:33:48 And then, for reasons I can't explain, the name, Morrigan, popped into my head. I didn't know why, but it lingered there. After that night, I really wanted to go back to that store and talk to that lady again. I needed to understand my sensitivity to this stuff. There was definitely something special about her, something mysterious in her eyes, the way she spoke. It was intriguing but also terrifying. I wanted to go back, but a part of me was scared of what might happen. Fast forward to this summer at the toy store where I work.
Starting point is 01:34:19 I haven't had too many creepy experiences lately, but the few I've had. were pretty intense. The elevator has gotten stuck a few times, leaving me trapped in the storage area with the lights out. I've heard whispers, felt strange presences, and even caught a glimpse of that woman I mentioned before, the one from the paranormal blogs. I tend to talk to myself when I'm working, you know, just mumbling about being tired or what I need to do next. But being sensitive like I am, talking to myself can sometimes invite responses. One day, my boss sent me to the storage room to grab some products. I had a list and everything. I went down the stairs to the first storage area and wandered in. I reached the toy section, full of all these giant
Starting point is 01:35:01 plastic cars and Marvel superheroes. I grabbed one of those toy cars and started grumbling to myself about how tired I was and how heavy everything felt. It was like I was in a monologue, going on and on about my aches and pains. Suddenly, I felt this heavy silence. It was that same feminine presence I'd felt in the other storage room before. I knew she was there, and I thought she might do something, maybe knock a box over or change the temperature, but what I didn't expect was to hear her voice. Calm, she said, and it was so soothing. Not in a creepy way, but like she genuinely wanted me to chill out.
Starting point is 01:35:36 It echoed in my head. I froze, slowly turning around, but I didn't see anyone. So, I just thought, all right, keep it together. the car and leave, I took a couple of steps back, still on edge, and then I heard her again, no, don't calm. At that moment, I bolted. I didn't even care if I tripped on the stairs, I just ran. I didn't step foot in that storage room again until absolutely necessary. Then, a few days later, something even weirder happened. I was in the store with the manager, arranging some Playmobile boxes when I noticed the door to the back storage area was ajar.
Starting point is 01:36:12 I looked over and saw a little girl, about three years old, standing there, mumbling to herself and peering inside. She turned to her parents, then back to the storage area, waving her hand. But her parents? They were totally oblivious, engrossed in their own conversation. The little girl was just chatting away and waving, having the time of her life while her parents were lost in their phones. I got curious and walked over to check it out. When I peaked inside, the space was completely empty, no one was there at. at all. I closed the door and gently told the little girl, hey, sweetie, you can't go in there. How about you go play with the clay over there? The last thing I want is for her to wander
Starting point is 01:36:52 into a spooky storage area and disappear. But she just smiled and waved, like she was having a blast in her own little world. The most intense experience happened on September 7th. It was a beautiful day, clear blue skies, a blazing sun, and typical summer heat. We got a delivery in the morning, and I helped distribute products around the store. By the afternoon, I was assigned to the storage areas again. I set everything up perfectly in the first room, then moved to the second to arrange some dolls. The entire time, I could feel that whatever was in the storage room didn't want me there. But it wasn't angry or scary, it was more like it cared for me.
Starting point is 01:37:30 It felt like it was trying to protect me. I could almost hear it saying, get out for your own good, but, you know, work is work, so I had to keep going. My boss needed me to fetch some gift wrap, which is stored in giant rolls that weigh a ton. I rode the elevator up to the second storage area and was met with an overwhelming sight, so many rolls of wrapping paper stacked neatly. I stood there debating between a blue or red roll. If I chose blue, the displays would match, if I went with red, they'd be different. I went with the blue, grabbed it, and headed back down to the boss, who then told me to get the other color for variety.
Starting point is 01:38:05 So, I rode the elevator back up, and as I stepped out, I saw something that made my heart drop. Right in front of the elevator, there was the red roll, exactly where I hadn't left it. I swear on my life, I didn't put it there. Someone had moved it, and it wasn't anyone else in the store because I was alone up there. I stood frozen, realizing that something was definitely going on. I knew I hadn't touched that roll, yet there it was, almost waiting for me. I decided to just grab it, say thanks to whatever was watching over me, and get out of there. About 45 minutes later, the city was hit with a crazy rainstorm.
Starting point is 01:38:42 Water poured in from everywhere, hey everyone. Today, I want to share some wild and wacky childhood stories with you all. And no, I'm not running out of ideas for content, this is something I've actually been thinking about for a while. Whenever I post videos where I spill the tea about my life, like those tales involving crazy stalkers or just random bits from my personal adventures, you all seem to love it. You've been asking for more of that kind of stuff, so I thought, why not give the people what they want?
Starting point is 01:39:10 Now, before I get into it, let me just say my childhood wasn't what you'd call normal. Seriously, the things I did and the situations I found myself and were pretty out there. Maybe there's someone out there who had a similar experience, but if you did, well, let's just say we might need to have a chat about that. So, I'm just going to clarify that I wasn't a little weirdo or anything, I just spent a lot of time alone, which led to some interesting thoughts for a kid between
Starting point is 01:39:34 the ages of five and nine. And believe me, that's not always a good thing for a child. Speaking of beliefs, I didn't really start thinking about religion or anything until I was a bit older, like, old enough to form my own opinions. My parents didn't shove religion down my throat, in fact, it was quite the opposite. My dad is a hardcore atheist. If you ask him about God, he'll probably laugh and say something like, look, if God came down from the sky and introduced himself, maybe I'd believe it. But until then, no way.
Starting point is 01:40:06 On the flip side, my mom was more of a free spirit when it came to faith. She thought there was something out there, some sort of higher power, but she wasn't really sure what it was. So, she would encourage me to believe in whatever felt right to me, while my dad would roll his eyes and say that everything was nonsense. Growing up in that kind of environment was interesting, to say the least. I had two parents with very different beliefs trying to guide me, and it left my head spinning. I spent a lot of time thinking about what was real and what wasn't, and with no clear direction, it turned into a bit of a mental mess. But then again, spending so much time alone at home didn't help either. My parents thought it was best for me
Starting point is 01:40:45 to stay with my grandparents in the countryside during the summer and holidays. You see, I'm from Barcelona, and they sent me to this little town in Valencia called Beneferi. Now, if you haven't heard of Beneferi, there's a good reason for that. It was basically the last stop before you hit the wild, untamed countryside. Back in the day, it was all fields and maybe a handful of houses scattered around. I mean, we're talking a small church, a tobacco shop, and a kiosk, nothing else. The place was practically a ghost town, and my grandparents lived at the end of the village. Their views on religion were a whole different ballgame compared to my parents.
Starting point is 01:41:22 If my dad was the poster child for atheism, my grandmother was a true believer in God, convinced that he watched over us and kept us safe. When I was seven years old, I'd spend hours arguing with my grandmother about religion. She was adamant that I needed to believe in God, like, she thought it was a life or death situation. God exists, and he protects us, and you need to be a good Christian, she would insist. It's pretty wild to think that a grown woman would spend that much time debating with a seven-year-old about faith, but hey, she had her reasons. Just like me, she spent a lot of time alone,
Starting point is 01:41:56 my grandpa worked in the fields, leaving her with not much else to do than argue with me. I totally get where she was coming from, though. I used to argue with my brother about the most ridiculous things, like how Shakira isn't real music and that he should be listening to avenged sevenfold instead. Those debates never went anywhere, so I understand my grandma's frustration trying to convince me of something that she thought was super important. One day, during one our epic religious debates, the topic of baptism came up. I wasn't baptized, and my grandma flipped out. I mean, it was like someone pressed the panic button. She started shouting about how I was living in sin and all sorts of things that I didn't even understand. It was
Starting point is 01:42:36 like a scene out of a soap opera. She stormed into the house, yelling for my grandpa to grab the van keys because we needed to go somewhere, fast. Hours passed as we drove around aimlessly through the countryside. It was literally just fields and desert, nothing to see. After what felt like forever, we ended up at this secluded sanctuary in the mountains. She took me to this holy water fountain, scooped up some water like it was a prize, and started splashing it on me. There I was, thinking, what the heck is going on? And she's there making the sign of the cross and saying, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen. Before I knew it, she He slapped me on the back and declared that I was baptized.
Starting point is 01:43:18 As if that wasn't enough, after our little field trip, she insisted we light a candle for Jesus. I remember thinking, what did I get myself into? We went back home, and on the way, we stopped at a gas station where she bought me an ice cream as my baptism gift. The whole thing could have ended there, just another strange childhood story, but nope, life had other plans. A couple of hours later, my grandma decided to call my mom to check in on me.
Starting point is 01:43:43 I told my mom, hey, guess what? I got baptized today. My mom just laughed, taking it as a joke. But then when my dad got on the phone, the atmosphere changed. It was like an awkward silence blanket just draped over the conversation. Hey, Dad, how are you? Uh, yeah. I'm good.
Starting point is 01:44:03 You. Yeah, I'm fine. Just that, over and over. My dad has always been a man of few words, but this was next-level awkwardness. As the years rolled on, my religious saga with my grandma didn't stop there. One day, when I was stuck in the countryside, I found myself bored out of my mind, classic countryside problem. Seriously, there's only so much staring at fields a kid can do.
Starting point is 01:44:29 Back then, our TV had a measly six channels, and not a single one of them was playing cartoons. So, what do you do when you're bored? You ask your grandparents for something to do. Big mistake. My grandma told me about this super. interesting book she had. It was a thick, golden-covered book with raised designs on it. At that point, I was like, ugh, I don't want to read a book, I want to have fun. But you know how grandparents can be, they're like the master negotiators when it comes to getting you to read. So, I reluctantly
Starting point is 01:45:00 sat down with this giant book. I cracked it open and was met with page after page of tiny text and even more illustrations. I thought, nope, not doing this. Honestly, at seven, the last thing I wanted to do was read some massive tome. I just wanted to run around and play. Later that day, my dad called to see how I was doing. I said, just reading a book, and he asked what it was about. I shrugged and replied, I don't know. It has pictures, and there's this dude with a stick, maybe at Santa Claus parting a river or something. That's when the fun began. Seven hours later, we heard the sound of the bell at the entrance of my grandparents' house. Yep, they had a bell instead of a doorbell. That's how rural we were. My dad showed up, and he was not in the best mood.
Starting point is 01:45:48 But guess what? He brought me a charmander toy. I mean, come on. How awesome is that? Meanwhile, he started arguing with my grandma, saying things like, what are you doing trying to push religion on her? She's just a kid. She doesn't need to be filled with all this nonsense. Watching them bicker was hilarious because I was completely uninterested in their debate. All I wanted to to do was play with my new Charmander. I didn't care about the philosophical implications of faith or whatever. I was just a kid, happy to have a new toy. You'd think that would be the end of it, but my grandma was relentless.
Starting point is 01:46:25 She grew up in a world where she felt it was her duty to instill faith in her grandchildren, which is quite different from how my own parents approached the topic. They wanted me to figure things out for myself, which I appreciated, but grandma had other ideas. my summers spent at my grandparents' house, I had a lot of time to think. And believe me, when you're surrounded by nothing but fields and limited entertainment options, your imagination runs wild. There was this girl, Maria Dolores, who lived across the street. She only visited Benefairie once in a blue moon, so when she was there, we took advantage of every moment. We would hop on our bikes and pretend we were in a video game or something, racing
Starting point is 01:47:02 down dirt roads, creating imaginary worlds, and just being kids. One day, I remember climbing this huge tree and thinking it was a magical portal to another world. I made up all sorts of stories about fairies and wizards and lost treasure hidden in the leaves. But here's where it gets weird. One day, Maria Dolores asked me if I believed in ghosts. Now, I had heard stories about the haunted village just a few miles away. So, naturally, I said, of course. They're everywhere.
Starting point is 01:47:33 And just like that, we became convinced that our town was crawling with spirits. We went on these ghost hunts in the evenings, armed with flashlights, trying to catch a glimpse of something supernatural. One night, we decided to go on an adventure through the fields, convinced we'd spot a ghost. We tiptoed around, whispering and giggling, feeling like the bravest explorers ever. And then, boom! Out of nowhere, we heard this rustling noise behind us. We froze, hearts pounding, convinced we were about to encounter a ghost.
Starting point is 01:48:04 Turns out it was just a stray dog looking for food. Classic. Eventually, as summer drew to a close, I had to go back to Barcelona, and the ghost-hunting escapades with Maria Dolores faded into the background of my memories. But those summers were the foundation of so many stories that I'd carry with me into adulthood. You see, childhood is funny like that. You think you're just playing games or riding bikes, but what you're really doing is building a world full of imagination and stories.
Starting point is 01:48:32 And even though I had my fair share of arguments about religion and faith, I also had moments that filled me with wonder and adventure. So, that's a little peek into my childhood, filled with weird baptisms, endless debates, and wild adventures in the countryside. It was a time of imagination, exploration, and learning who I was while figuring out the bizarre world around me. And trust me, those experiences shaped me in ways
Starting point is 01:48:55 I'm still discovering today. Thanks for sticking around for this journey down memory lane. I hope it brought a smile to your face, and maybe even a giggle or two. Until next time, take care of it. care and keep those childhood memories alive, they're a treasure. When I think back to my adventures in the countryside, I can't help but chuckle at the sheer drama of it all. Seriously, every injury I suffered while camping seemed like it was straight out of a telenovela. One memorable
Starting point is 01:49:22 incident involved me impaling my ankle on a stick. My grandmother, with all the love and wisdom of a woman who had seen her fair share of scraped knees, decided that the best remedy for my injury was to pour ice-cold water over it. It might sound soothing, but let me tell you, it felt more like a horror movie than a healing session. After that, she wrapped my ankle in what can only be described as a cast that dried harder than the toughest beef jerky. Honestly, I looked like a character from one of those old robot shows, all awkward and stiff. Then there was the time I walked into a door, yes, you heard that right.
Starting point is 01:49:56 I smacked my face right on the edge, and I was out of it for the rest of the day. Instead of rushing me off to the doctor, my grandmother decided to use her expertise in home remedies. She doused my chest in Cologne, claiming that the strong scent would help revive my senses. What was she thinking? In my little village, I had more than enough time to let my mind wander and come up with all sorts of plans, especially when someone rubbed me the wrong way. If someone acted like they were better than me, I'd find a way to get back at them. Call it my personal brand of revenge.
Starting point is 01:50:28 Now, there was this girl who visited our village during the summer. She was friends with my best friend Maria Dolores, but to me, she was more of a nuisance. This girl, with her perfect blonde curls and big green eyes, thought she was the queen of the world. I mean, come on, she wore fancy dresses and shiny shoes in a place where dirt and mud were part of everyday life. She came to flaunt her fancy Barbie dolls in front of us, claiming she had the best stuff, like a Barbie jacuzzi and a swimming pool. I couldn't stand it. So one day, while Maria Dolores was off getting something from home, this girl showed up at my doorstep with her toys, ready to rub my nose in it. She started going on and on about her Barbie's jacuzzi, and I couldn't take it anymore.
Starting point is 01:51:10 I snatched her doll and said, Oh, really? You think you're so special with your Barbie jacuzzi? Well, I have the Barbie sauna. I could see her eyes widen in disbelief. She wanted to see it, of course. So I led her to the kitchen, telling her I'd show her my sauna. In the kitchen, I told her to wait while I got it, out of the microwave. What she didn't know was that I had popped her precious Barbie inside for a lot of
Starting point is 01:51:35 little sound a time. She was looking all over for it while I was just biting my time. The microwave dinged, and by then, she figured out what was going on. I opened the door, and there she was, her Barbie, half melted, looking like it had just come out of a horror movie. The poor doll was unrecognizable, like it had just experienced a small explosion. The girl started crying, and it was like a scene from a tragic soap opera. She bolted back to her trailer, sobbing like I just committed a crime. My grandmother rushed in, alarmed by the commotion. I shrugged it off, casually mentioning what had happened. To my surprise, instead of scolding me, my grandma wrapped me in a hug and said, I'm so proud of you. But let's keep this between us. Your mother
Starting point is 01:52:19 doesn't need to know. Well, sorry, Mom, but you probably just found out that your daughter turned a little girl's Barbie into a barbecue. But hey, you had a real live demon of mischief instead of an angelic daughter, right? Fast forward to my time back in Barcelona, where I had endless hours to think and plan my next escapade. I found solace in the world of cartoons, especially on TV3, the Catalan television channel. They had a slew of animated shows in the morning and after school.
Starting point is 01:52:47 That's where I became obsessed with Detective Conan. I was utterly smitten with the idea of being a private investigator, just like him. So much so that whenever my parents lost something, a ring, a wallet, you name it, I grabbed my magnifying glass and turned into a mini-detective. One day, I had the bright idea to dig into my mother's secrets by hunting for her diary. I can't explain it, but the thought of finding out what my birthday presents would be was thrilling. While my mom was in the shower, I went on my quest. Armed with my trusty magnifying glass in the hairpin, because that's how detectives pick locks, right?
Starting point is 01:53:21 I scoured the house. I rummaged through every nook and cranny, lifting couch cushions and peeking under beds. Finally, I ended up at my mom's bedside table. When I opened the bottom drawer, there it was, her diary, hiding under a mountain of her underwear. I triumphantly pulled it out, ready to unlock the mysteries of my mother's life. But as I was fiddling with the lock, I completely forgot about the wide-open window right above me. Somehow, I managed to pop the lock open. As I jumped in excitement, I hit my head against the window frame with a loud thud.
Starting point is 01:53:55 Suddenly, my world went black. When I came to, I was bleeding like a scene out of a horror film. My mother rushed out of the shower, saw me bleeding, and panic ensued. Both my parents came running, towels flying everywhere. My mom was shouting, what happened, as if I had just been attacked by a bear? When they finally calmed me down and patched me up, they used enough iodine to clean a battlefield. That's stunned like you wouldn't believe. At the end of the day, they wanted to know why I had been snooping around.
Starting point is 01:54:24 I sheepishly replied, I wanted to read Mom's Diary. You can only imagine the look on their faces. So yes, that's the story of how I learned the hard way that curiosity can get you hurt. Now, let's talk about my lifelong obsession with pets. Ever since I was a wee little one, I've had a parade of animals in my life. Seriously, I can't remember a time when I wasn't surrounded by furry friends. Growing up in the countryside, I got my hands dirty with all sorts of farm animals. I learned to milk cows, sheer sheep, and even watched a few chickens meet their end.
Starting point is 01:54:59 Trust me, those images are forever etched in my brain. But when I returned to Barcelona, my mom had a brilliant idea to help me heal from my countryside traumas, more pets. I had hamsters, fish, parakeets, canaries, you name it. She kept telling me these creatures were my, friends, to distract me from all those dramatic moments. I became a mini zookeeper right in our home. One of my first pets was a little bunny I got for Christmas. I thought I'd name her Jennifer Morales. I mean, why not?
Starting point is 01:55:30 Every bunny deserves a full name. But as time went on, that little bunny grew into a beast. I'm talking about a rabbit that eventually resembled a chubby Persian cat. She was always hungry, eating everything in sight. Not only was she a glutton, but she also had a knack for destruction. She chewed through the TV wires, the radio cables, and even nod at the legs of my chairs. I couldn't let her roam free because she would just wreak havoc. The worst part.
Starting point is 01:55:58 Every time I picked her up, she would nibble at my hands like they were her personal chew toys. I was constantly covered in little bite marks. It was a love-hate relationship, really. After months of this madness, my mother finally snapped. She picked up the rabbit one day and took her back to the pet store. She told them, this isn't a cute bunny, it's a monster. Either you take it back, or I'll report you for selling me a psychopath. The store employees looked confused but took the bunny back, probably just happy to get rid of
Starting point is 01:56:28 her. When she got home, my mother didn't want to tell me the truth. Instead, she said Jennifer had gone to the vet because she had a hurt Paul. I was so confused. Days passed, and I kept asking about my beloved bunny. My mom was vague, telling me she was recovering. At one night, my mom came home late from a night out with friends. I was wide awake, still worried about my bunny.
Starting point is 01:56:53 I pressed my dad, asking where Jennifer was. He gave me a cryptic answer, trying to dodge my questions. Then, when my mom walked in, I shot straight up, where's Jennifer? She looked at me, feigning innocence, who? Oh, Jennifer. She ran away to live in the mountains with her family. You know how rabbits are, I didn't believe her for a second. The thought of my bunny abandoning me for a rabbit family in the mountains was too absurd to process.
Starting point is 01:57:20 I was a wreck for days, thinking my furry friend had chosen wild rabbits over me. I treated her like royalty. I gave her fresh carrots and lettuce. How could she do this to me? To soothe my heartbreak, my parents decided to get me a fish. A simple, straightforward pet, what could go wrong? I named my new little friend Carlos. At first, I thought, fish don't require much attention.
Starting point is 01:57:45 Boy, was I wrong. I quickly became obsessed with ensuring he had the perfect tank set up. I decorated it with plants, rocks, and even a little castle. I spent hours watching him swim around, fascinated by the fact that a fish could have such personality. But just when I thought I'd finally found a low-maintenance pet, Carlos pulled the ultimate disappearing act. One day, I woke up to find his tank empty.
Starting point is 01:58:10 My parents played dumb, but I knew something was off. I searched the house, calling his name like a lost puppy. When I asked my dad about it, he burst out laughing and said, Oh, Carlos. He decided to explore the world outside. I was horrified. What do you mean outside? I yelled.
Starting point is 01:58:29 You let him swim in a bathtub or something. My dad waved me off. Nah, I just forgot to cover his tank, and the poor fish decided to take a leap of faith. I rushed to the living room, and there he was, Carlos, lying on the floor like a fish out water, literally. I scooped him up and ran to the kitchen sink, desperately trying to revive him. After several seconds of holding him under running water, he was gone. After my heartbreak over Carlos, I was convinced my family couldn't be trusted with any more pets. We all agreed that I was a cursed pet owner. My mom tried to convince me to get another hamster, but I just shook
Starting point is 01:59:05 my head. I can't do this anymore, I told her. I'm destined to be a lonely cat lady, but of course, the universe had other plans. One day, my mom walked in with a tiny ball of fur, an adorable kitten. She named him Gatto because, well, cat is a pretty straightforward name in Spanish. Gatto was different from all my other pets, he didn't chew wires, jump out of tanks, or try to escape to the wild. Instead, he curled up on my lap every night while I watched cartoons. Gatto quickly became my partner in crime.
Starting point is 01:59:37 He was there for all my late-night snack raids and my secret TV binge set. We'd curl up together, watching detective shows as I day dreamed about becoming a private investigator. But with Godot by my side, I realized I didn't need to solve mysteries to have fun. Our bond was more than just a pet and own a relationship, it was a friendship. As I look back at all those adventures, my traumatic injuries, the epic battles with toys, and the heartbreaks of lost pets, I can't help but laugh. Each moment shaped me in ways I didn't even realize back then.
Starting point is 02:00:10 has a funny way of bringing you laughter through tears. And hey, even if I did turn into the Ultimate Cat Lady in the future, I knew I'd be just fine. The first set of experiences I want to share revolves around my home, where a series of bizarre events have been unfolding long before we even moved in. As you might know, it's an old apartment that we renovated from top to bottom, and during those renovations, we encountered a slew of strange occurrences. From the moment we started working on the place, the weirdness kicked off.
Starting point is 02:00:39 this, as we brought in friends to check out the progress, the wooden beams in the dining room would mysteriously fall. We'd hear thuds coming from all over the house. If we were in the living room, the sound seemed to originate from the entrance. If we were in the entrance, they echoed from the living room. It became a little comedic after a while, though nobody was laughing when one evening, while my parents were visiting, a bathroom drawer simply flew out of its place and crashed to the ground. It felt like the universe was throwing us a party we didn't ask for. Despite all these occurrences, we convinced ourselves that it was just a phase, something transient, and brushed it off as a coincidence. The renovations wrapped up,
Starting point is 02:01:16 and we finally settled into our new home with the bare essentials, a fridge, a TV, and a gigantic couch, the trifecta of modern living. Admittedly, the TV was non-operational because the antenna setup was all wonky, and the fridge was as empty as my bank account after the move. But hey, we had a couch. That was enough for us. On our days off, we'd spend hours cleaning up the mountains of dust the contractors left behind, pestering them to come back and fix the antenna, repainting walls, and fixing doors. By night, we were so exhausted that we hardly noticed the oddities still haunting our new abode. The first few nights, we slept on the couch, windows and doors flung wide open to let in the fresh country air, and honestly, it felt quite pleasant. But deep down, there was this nagging sensation that the cool breeze carried something else with it, something that quietly roamed the room.
Starting point is 02:02:06 homes, inspecting our belongings, perhaps even watching us while we slept. Many times, Danny would wake up in the dead of night and whisper, did you hear that? It's like someone standing in the hallway. The tension in the air was thick enough to cut with a knife, but I brushed it off. What good would it do to admit I felt it too? Admitting fear would have seemed ridiculous, especially considering we had just poured our life savings into a house that might be even spookier than my parents' place. At that point, I was convinced whatever was there was just passing through.
Starting point is 02:02:37 It wasn't rooted in the house, it was more like a transient energy, like those vibes that just wander without a clue about where they are or what they're doing. But as we expanded the house and invited friends over, we both began to sense that something was off. The first sign of trouble. Our new TV. After they fixed the antenna, it still wouldn't work. We called the store, and when we returned for a replacement, the technician connected it and
Starting point is 02:03:01 asked, so, what exactly is the issue? Danny explained that it didn't detect the antenna, to which the technician replied, well, from what I see, it's functioning perfectly. At that moment, we thought we might have misconfigured it somehow. We took it home, reconnected everything, and lo and behold, it worked. We could finally access all the channels. But then, out of nowhere, the TV began shutting itself off. We checked the settings, and the automatic shutoff wasn't even activated. But right in the middle of an interesting movie or a documentary, the screen would just go dark. Sure, this could be brushed off as a quirky malfunction, but it was just the tip of the iceberg. One night, we decided to treat ourselves and bought some frozen pizzas.
Starting point is 02:03:44 After following the manual to preheat the oven, we figured everything was in order. But within minutes of turning it on, a strong burnt smell invaded the air, so intense it felt like it was seeping into our lungs. Initially, we thought it was coming from the neighbor's house. house, but before we knew it, our place was shrouded in thick black smoke. We rushed to turn off the oven and checked inside. Nothing was burning, in fact, it was entirely empty. Confused, we called a technician the next morning. He came by right away and told us the oven was in perfect working order and had no idea
Starting point is 02:04:17 why we'd encounter that issue. This shouldn't happen with a brand new oven, he said, shrugging his shoulders. Later, while Danny and his brother went out to buy a dining table, I was left alone at home. To say I felt uncomfortable would be an understatement. It felt as though I was being watched, like someone was lurking around, and it was making me anxious. I thought maybe I was just getting into my head, so I tried to distract myself by tidying up a bit. I grabbed a bucket to mop the living room floor, set it in the kitchen sink, and as soon
Starting point is 02:04:47 as I turned on the faucet, a pipe burst. A pipe connected directly to the boiler. Luckily, the flooding wasn't inside the house itself, but in the gallery. I turned off the water supply as fast as I could and had to call my father-in-law to get a plumber over Pronto. What do you think the plumber said? He couldn't figure out why there was a leak, the pipe looked brand new. In fact, all the plumbing in the house was new.
Starting point is 02:05:12 But I wasn't making it up, my gallery was flooded, and I was drenched after trying to shut off the water. My parents didn't know much about what was going on in our home, and I knew I should have told them, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I was sure my mother would freak out. I could already imagine her reaction if I said I spent all my savings on a house that was probably worse than the one we grew up in, all while being an hour away from her. I just didn't want to worry her.
Starting point is 02:05:37 Then one afternoon, I couldn't keep quiet anymore. Since Jake arrived in our lives, everything changed drastically. We had to keep all the cables out of his reach, always keep our shoes up high so he wouldn't chew them, and lock all the doors to the rooms to keep an eye on him. I travel a lot by train, whether for family or work, so I always bring Jake with me. Before leaving, I make sure everything set up so that when I get back, he's in a safe environment, allowing me to worry about one less thing. One day, as usual, I packed my bag with my laptop, Jake's food, and toys.
Starting point is 02:06:10 I tidied everything up, pulled the blinds up, and locked all the doors. Then, the dog and I dashed off to catch the train. After a long day out, I came home so tired that all I wanted was to flop onto the couch and watch some TV. But as soon as I stepped inside, my desire to relax vanished. I turned the key in the lock, and right as I was doing that, my mom called me. It was a bit of a hassle trying to balance the phone on my shoulder while juggling my bag, backpack, and holding onto the dog. My mom was calling to share some juicy gossip from the gym, which was kind of important, but not really. While chatting, I stepped inside, closed the door behind me, dumped my stuff on the floor, washed my face,
Starting point is 02:06:51 and headed into the living room. That's when it hit me, I was completely frozen. I always shut all the doors before leaving and pull the blinds up, but the bedroom door was wide open, and the blinds were completely down. In that moment, panic surged through me, and the first thing I thought was, oh no, a burglar has broken in. There was no way it could have been Danny because he was at work all day. So, I asked my mom to stay on the line while I cautiously checked if anyone was hiding in
Starting point is 02:07:18 my house. I peeked behind the door, under the windows, and searched everywhere. Thankfully, there was no one there. Then I walked into the study and found a bunch of strange things, the blind I had raised that morning was now halfway down, my recording light was out of place, and two stuffed animals were lying on the floor. I can't put into words the sheer terror that washed over me at that moment. The fear that someone or something had rifled through my things, moved my stuff around,
Starting point is 02:07:45 and pulled down the blinds was paralyzing. At that point, I didn't immediately think of ghosts, I was convinced someone with a spare key had broken in and messed around. My mind went straight to my in-laws, and I asked Danny to have a serious talk with them. I desperately wanted to believe it was them, but they had an alibi, they'd gone out to the countryside with friends, and when I got back, they hadn't even returned yet. My mom was really concerned when I told her what had happened. She's aware that I'm pretty introverted, so naturally, she asked the million-dollar question, is everything okay in that house?
Starting point is 02:08:18 I'm not great at lying, so I spilled everything. I shared how uneasy we felt, how Jake would go bonkers barking at the hallway at night, and how the bedroom door would creak open slowly whenever we had visitors or were watching TV. I recounted the water leak, the oven, the TV, everything. Growing up, I didn't come from a place of fixed beliefs or set traditions. My family was a curious mix, pulling me in opposite directions. My biological father was a hardcore atheist, the kind who wouldn't accept the idea of a supreme being, let alone anything supernatural.
Starting point is 02:08:51 On the other hand, my maternal grandmother was deeply religious and mystical, almost as if she lived in her own magical realm. She would light candles for everything, an exam, a health problem, any little thing, candles, incense, prayers. And my mom, she leaned a bit that way too. My mom wasn't all out mystical like my grandmother, but she wasn't strictly rational either. And somewhere in between them, I inherited this strange sensitivity for my mom, passed down to her by my grandmother, just like my uncle's hat.
Starting point is 02:09:20 They never told me much about my mom's older brother, my uncle. Whenever he came up, I could sense the conversation hit a wall, as though a painful memory was keeping everyone quiet. My mom, her siblings, my grandmother, they all seemed to have blocked out that memory. Losing him was like losing a piece of their world. And, for some reason, I never asked much about him when I was a kid. It wasn't a lack of curiosity, it was more like I didn't want to bring up anything that could reopen old wounds. When he passed, my grandmother fell into a deep sadness, almost losing herself in grief.
Starting point is 02:09:54 She surrounded the house with candles, talking to herself in whispers, muttering things that didn't quite make sense. She convinced herself that my uncle was still around, watching over me like some guardian angel. My mom, though, didn't buy into it. Especially not when I started saying things like, Uncle is playing with me. Mom thought my grandmother was putting ideas in my head, making me believe my uncle was following me around everywhere. But here's the twist, I don't actually remember any of that.
Starting point is 02:10:21 I don't recall playing with him or even feeling his presence. My family, though, they remember it like it was yesterday. As I got older and moved out, I thought I'd left whatever strange energy lingered in my parents' house behind. I thought that if there was something there, it would stay there. But it didn't work that way. It felt like something, some presents, was traveling with me, tagging along in ways that reminded me of moments in my childhood I'd rather not revisit.
Starting point is 02:10:47 At night, in my room, I'd feel something near my bed. My boyfriend started having these intense nightmares, and my dog would stand in the hallway barking, sometimes even growling at the mirror. And since I began working at this toy shop, one presence has stood out more than the others. It's almost like it waits until I'm right on the edge of sleep, and then I'll hear the rustle of candy wrappers right in my ear, or feel a gentle sigh, a light touch on my hair. It's the same entity that turns the lights on and off and opens doors around the house. I hear its footsteps pacing in the hallway.
Starting point is 02:11:19 And lately, those footsteps have returned, mostly late at night, pacing my room, then the living room, sometimes all over. When it became too much, I had no choice but to tell my mom, who just couldn't understand why this thing was following me. Why, after all this time, I still can't find peace in my own home. In a conversation about this with my mom, she began asking me lots of questions. She'd ask, how does it feel? What does it sound like? And then she dropped a theory I hadn't thought of, could it be her brother? In life, her brother loved pranks. He would drag his slippers across the floor to freak people out and even hid candy under his pillow, crunching the rappers
Starting point is 02:11:59 at night just to scare everyone half to death. He'd let out these ghostly sighs, too, scaring everyone else. I don't remember him much, to be honest, just his face from photos. But apparently, he adored me. He'd get furious if my mom or anyone else upset me. He was sensitive in a way that would be almost supernatural in itself, like he could feel things nobody else could. He'd put on his late father's glasses and say he could see him.
Starting point is 02:12:26 But it's not easy telling you this. As I talk about it, the memories start creeping back, and I'm getting goosebumps all over. Some things I can't say out loud, out of respect for my family. All I can share is that my grandmother had a lot to do with the strange circumstances around my uncle's death. She would put me in his arms and sit me beside him while he was in a coma, telling everyone that he'd smile just for me, even though he was completely unresponsive. She'd say he was still here, protecting me, and that he'd always be by my side.
Starting point is 02:12:56 If my uncle is really the one following me around, maybe that explains a lot. Maybe that's why I feel so unafraid, why I feel invincible when I'm in haunted places, and why certain moments just make sense in a strange, inexplicable way. When I started working at the toy shop, my mom gave me some rituals to ward off unwanted energies. The main one was keeping three bay leaves in my back pocket for protection. She told me to rub them in my hands first and then put them in my pocket. But honestly, it didn't seem to help much. Still, it didn't stop the presences completely, it just kept them at bay, for a bit.
Starting point is 02:13:32 After a while, it felt like they were spilling down from the upstairs storage room. It was as if, by the third day, the entities claimed the entire store. Surveillance cameras had been installed in the shop, one for each floor, and on the third day, I noticed something odd. The camera on the third floor went all black and white. The whole screen was in grayscale, even though my boss said everything looked normal. It thought weird, though, because the following week, the second floor camera failed the same way, and then the first floor camera the week after that.
Starting point is 02:14:04 With each camera failure, the lights in that area would flicker, and there was this biting cold, a chill that wasn't just in the air, it felt like it was actively seeking you out. One day, my boss came to help me with stock on my floor. She started commenting on how freezing it was around me, even though the rest of the shop was warm. We joked about it, but I could tell she was scared. The camera kept malfunctioning, sometimes, it went completely black, and other times, it cycled through the floors so fast you couldn't make out anything.
Starting point is 02:14:33 But the third floor always vanished, it was like it didn't exist. Another time, my boss sent me up in the elevator to grab a shipment from the stockroom. I'd been up there dozens of times and never felt anything, but this time, as the elevator climbed, a dark, intense fear set in. When the doors opened, the lights were off, and the air was so cold it felt suffocating. It was dead silent, but every now and then, I'd catch a murmur, a distant whisper that seemed far away but somehow close, too. I tried to press the button to go back down, but the doors just wouldn't close.
Starting point is 02:15:06 It was like someone was holding them open, trying to keep me there. The tension grew with every second, and so did the chill, pressing in until I felt trapped, completely overwhelmed. It felt like there were dozens of people in that room, all in pain, all wanting me to understand them. But all I wanted was out. When I couldn't find a logical explanation for the flickering lights and the freezing air, I did some research.
Starting point is 02:15:29 The toy shop is in a part of town that was bombed during the war, and women and children, on their way to get rations, had lost their lives right in front of the store. I realized maybe that's why, last year, I'd felt the presence of a woman, and this year, girl. The most haunting part was, my outfit that day, a military-style jacket, somehow felt disrespectful in that setting. It's strange how clothing can trigger old memories, but I felt like that jacket made me stand out, as if I were challenging them. Everything started to make sense when I heard the faint cries of children and women. That day, as I walked out of the shop and looked down, I realized that two bombs had dropped near where I was standing, right outside
Starting point is 02:16:08 the toy shop. This wasn't just any place, it was a piece of their history, one of I'd stumbled into. So there we are, just chatting away. Everything's fine, right? And suddenly, my co-worker goes pale. I mean, her face just drains of color as she stares over my shoulder. Then, she starts whispering urgently, turn around, turn around. I swear, turn around. There's something behind you. Turn around, turn around. So I turn. Welcome back, everyone, to my personal House of Horrors. As you can tell, today I'm filming right in my room. I've got my trusty tea mug and all my gear, so you know it's going to be a good, spooky session. And no, it's probably not a surprise since, well, you saw the title, right? But before I dive into today's story, I just want to
Starting point is 02:16:59 clear up something. Many of you have asked where I got this, let's call it, gift from, whether it came for my grandmother or grandfather. Until recently, I thought it was just for my grandmother, who had it. But after digging into some old family records, it seems like my grandfather might have passed it down, too. But until I get real proof, let's keep that story on hold. Trust me, when I know for sure, you'll be the first to hear it. Anyway, back to today's story. Grab some tea, switch off the lights, close your doors, and settle in. Let the nightmares begin.
Starting point is 02:17:33 Since my last paranormal vlog, things haven't exactly improved, in fact, they've gotten a whole lot worse. I kept getting that weird feeling in the stockroom, cold, heavy, like there was some invisible pressure. My boss told me they were bringing in extra staff for the holiday rush, which I figured might distract me. The first new hire, Alejandra, was all smiles and energy, but things changed quickly. It only took a couple of days for her to notice something was seriously wrong. On her first day, she was super friendly and on top of everything. But the moment she entered the stockroom, her whole vibe changed. She came out looking pale and jittery, though I kept my mouth shut. On Monday morning, we had truck deliveries, so we loaded up some
Starting point is 02:18:15 stuff in the elevator to bring it up to the second floor stockroom. As soon as we walked in, I felt it, the cold, the weight in the air. It was worse than ever, like the presence was moving toward her. Alejandra looked visibly uncomfortable, but she stuck it out. When we went for a break, though, she left and didn't come back. Later, she texted my boss, saying she just couldn't handle the vibe of the place. Then we got another new girl, Maripoli, who I'd talked about on Instagram before. And let me tell you, this girl was full of energy. She got right to work, no hesitation.
Starting point is 02:18:50 But that presence in the stockroom wasn't giving up its game. Lights kept burning out, toys fell off shelves, and the cold, eerie feeling never stopped creeping around. One day, my boss got a little chatty, asking me how my paranormal investigations were going, right there in front of Maripoli. My heart skipped a beat, because I didn't want her connecting my ghost stories to our toy store. I tried to brush it off, telling her I did psychological investigations for YouTube, and that maybe it wasn't worth watching if she planned to work here. But little did I know she was actually into this kind of stuff.
Starting point is 02:19:24 So, of course, she watched the latest vlog and didn't quit, even though I could see her nerves were getting rattled. Then one quiet day, while we were talking on the second floor landing, Maripoli suddenly asked, Do you know why there's something, here? I glanced around and noticed there weren't many customers, so I spilled the story. I told her about the bombings, the women and children who died, and my theory that the presence was a distressed woman just wanting attention. The moment I finished talking, we heard this huge crash. A big, empty box had fallen from the third floor staircase as if someone had kicked it.
Starting point is 02:19:56 Maripoli looked as freaked out as I felt. We both agreed to keep our mouths shut from then on, hoping that Ghost would leave us alone. But over the next few days, things just got worse, toys falling, lights burning out faster than we could replace them, and that cold presence everywhere. When I finally got a day off, I thought things would calm down. But when I returned, all three floors of the store were a complete mess. It was like someone had gone through and tossed everything around. I spent hours setting up, stacking shelves, and arranging everything, trying to keep it all
Starting point is 02:20:29 organized. On Friday, Maripoli asked if we'd been super busy, since she found everything in shambles again. I told her the day had been slow, and we decided to run a little experiment. That night, we tidied every inch, double-checking every toy, wiping down shelves, vacuuming, and mopping all three floors before locking up. When we came in on Saturday morning, it was worse than ever. were scattered, Barbies shoved into shelves, and plushies turned over. By now, we were convinced something paranormal was going on.
Starting point is 02:21:01 But we agreed to ignore it. Whenever something fell, we left it there for a while before picking it up. If a light blue, we'd wait to replace it. But, of course, the stockroom presence wouldn't let it be. Over the next few days, the disturbances grew stronger. It was one unnerving experience after another, like the spirit was fixated on getting a reaction out of me. One day, Sarah, another co-worker from downstairs, came flying out of the stockroom in a panic. She said she'd heard footsteps and felt watched. She looked ready to quit then and
Starting point is 02:21:33 there. When she left, I was fuming. Whatever this presence was, it was targeting the most sensitive, most vulnerable people in the store. I couldn't let that happen. I went to the stockroom, stood there, and laid it out for the spirit. I called it every name in the book and dared it to come for me if it had a problem. Nothing happened. Not a sound. So I left, feeling both relieved and a little disappointed. A few days later, I was chatting with Maripoli, who was pressed against the wall while I stood with my back to the doll shelves. Suddenly, her face went pale, and she started repeating, turn around, turn around, I swear, turn around. There's something behind you. I turned, and there it was, a baby doll moving on
Starting point is 02:22:17 its own. Its arm was lifting a little cloth, up and down, over and over. For this doll to move, someone had to press a button. But we were alone. A shiver ran through me as I realized that it was as if the entity was saying, here I am. Maripoli clung to me like I was a human shield, urging me to check the doll. I picked it up, examined it, and as soon as I touched it, it stopped moving. I put it back on the shelf, telling Maripoli that it must have been a glitch. But we were both spooked. Then Sarah came back upstairs to get an item from the third floor. She passed by us, and the doll activated again, moving its cloth as though someone was
Starting point is 02:22:56 pressing the button. Maripoli looked ready to jump over the railing, and I didn't blame her. Later that week, we started hearing sounds from other toys. A little pink unicorn toy would start playing its harp music out of nowhere, even when no one was around. Maripoli swore she heard it singing by itself and ran over to find it lit up with music playing. while the aisle was completely empty. The cold patches got colder, the lights kept dying, and the toys continued moving.
Starting point is 02:23:23 Eventually, I had to go into the stock room alone to retrieve a customer order. The moment I stepped in, the room got dead silent. The temperature dropped, and I swear I heard running footsteps echoing through the hall. It felt like the spirit was saying, you're in my territory now. I grabbed the box, took a deep breath, and bolted out, feeling every hair on my neck stand up. I don't know if the spirit is connected to the bombings, or if it's just some restless energy left over from all the chaos that's happened in this building over the years. But one thing's for sure, whatever is in that stockroom, it's not friendly.
Starting point is 02:23:57 It wants attention, and if you don't give it that, it'll make sure you're at least uncomfortable. But for now, all we can do is keep things professional, stay calm, and keep those toys in check, even if they have other plans. All right, I wanted to make this blog post because I need to document everything that's been happening to me lately. I want to remember this clearly, and now that it's all fresh in my mind, I feel like it's time to talk about it. Honestly, this whole experience gives me a bad vibe because this time, whatever it is, isn't trying to tell me a story.
Starting point is 02:24:28 It's not trying to share some message like, this happened to me, or I feel pain because of this. No, this time feels completely different. It all started in the toy store. That's where everything always seems to begin. First, it's little things you don't pay much attention to, or at least don't want to pay attention to. A light burns out, then another, then another, until by the end of the week, you've changed five bulbs. A toy falls off the shelf, another one follows it. Then,
Starting point is 02:24:56 this weird chill creeps over you from nowhere. All these things start piling up, and by the end of the day, you sit down, process it all, and get chills just thinking about it. If you're into paranormal blogs, you probably know the backstory, the toy store, the bulbs, the warehouse woman, you know it all. So, you understand exactly how this works. But each day, it feels a little sharper, like it's learning new ways to mess with us. The first strange incident this year happened early in November when I was unloading a delivery truck. We hauled the boxes down, arranged them in the stockroom, and started unpacking everything, stacking toys into tall towers. My boss then asked for a specific doll, so I searched everywhere but couldn't find it. Right then,
Starting point is 02:25:39 one of those stacks tipped over, spilling toys everywhere, except for the doll. That specific doll fell in the opposite direction, right in my path. Coincidence. Maybe, but at the toy store, there's no such thing as coincidences. I didn't have time to think much about it then, so I grabbed the doll and turned to leave. And that's when I felt it, a breath on my neck. At that moment, I knew it was back. The warehouse nightmare was starting all over again.
Starting point is 02:26:07 But this time, it wouldn't just stay in it. in the stockroom, it would be everywhere. Now, here's where things get even creepier. There's an elevator in the back with a light you have to turn on manually. You stretch up, stick your hand in a gap, and push the button. Since my co-worker is quite short, the light usually stays on all day after I turn it on in the morning. That particular day, around noon, my boss went to turn it off. My co-worker and I were at the door, ready to leave, when we saw my boss head towards the elevator, shut off the light and start back towards us. Then, out of nowhere, the elevator light turned itself back on.
Starting point is 02:26:44 Now, could she have accidentally flipped the switch? Sure. But that switch makes an unmistakable, click, sound, and we all heard it. Still, the light came back on. My boss didn't give it much thought, turned it off again, and we left. That afternoon, nothing more happened, the stockroom felt its usual cold self, with that creepy feeling lingering in the air. But I could tell it was only the beginning.
Starting point is 02:27:09 The weirdest stuff always comes around November 20th, when things really start escalating. On that morning, I arrived around 10 a.m. There wasn't much to do, so my boss asked me to clean the back area, the front office, the elevator area, the first stockroom, and the bathroom. Everyone has to do it eventually, but it was my turn. So, I got out the mop bucket, broom, and dustpan, scrub the sink, the toilet, and the floor, changed the towel, and even decided to clean the toilet brush holder. It was nasty, but I figured I might as well do a thorough job.
Starting point is 02:27:42 Once it was clean, I put it on the stairway landing to dry. I stacked three garbage bins next to it, one for cardboard, one for plastic, and one for compost. The setup was pretty stable, you'd have to hit it hard to knock it over. While I was sweeping and mopping, I heard something fall and bounce on the floor. I peeked around, and the toilet brush was at the other end of the stockroom, near the door to the shop. I thought, maybe it was a gust of air. Maybe it wasn't stable. I was trying to be rational about it. I picked it up, placed it back on the stairway, and continued cleaning. Then, it fell again. At that point, I couldn't tell what was real anymore. I grabbed it,
Starting point is 02:28:23 put it inside the bathroom, finished what I was doing, and tried to put it out of my mind. But I spent the rest of the morning obsessing over it. My logical explanations didn't add up. If it was loose, why didn't it fall immediately? And the way it fell was too strange. A gust of wind couldn't have caused it, it didn't just tumble, it had been thrown. That's not something air can do. It felt like someone or something had grabbed it and tossed it across the room. And just retelling this makes me shiver.
Starting point is 02:28:53 I keep looking over my shoulder, half expecting something to be there. The next unsettling experience happened on Saturday, December 1st. I was restocking items in the first stockroom. I had my list in a pen, marking things off as I found them. Everything felt normal, no weird vibes or presents. I was checking items off the list when I needed to grab some crystal figurines from a narrow, eerie aisle at the back. I headed down the aisle, grabbed what I needed, and then I heard it, a faint, distant murmur,
Starting point is 02:29:22 like people singing. It's Christmas season, so I assumed it was the usual holiday background music that plays in the city center. But as I moved away, the sound didn't fade. It got louder and closer, like someone was singing right behind me. Only it didn't sound like singing anymore. It sounded like, retching. My heart started pounding.
Starting point is 02:29:43 I dropped the box and ran for the stairs. The sound was getting closer, and I swear it sounded like a woman choking or vomiting. And it wasn't just the sound, there was this weird sensation, like water moving behind the walls, like the pipes were full and about to burst. As I felt something near me, barely a foot away, I bolted down the stairs, almost tripping in my panic. I crashed into a coworker who asked what was wrong. My face must have been pale, my expression terrified.
Starting point is 02:30:12 I just muttered something about hearing a strange noise, brushed it off, and tried to calm down. She laughed, saying, there are no ghosts here. But I couldn't even laugh. I felt like screaming, do you even know what goes on here? here feels like being stuck between two terrible options, being alone with whatever's in the store, or being with people who don't understand. I genuinely hope my coworkers don't have to go through what I've seen, because this year, whatever it is, feels stronger than ever. One of the worst
Starting point is 02:30:41 places to go is the second stockroom. I can't shake the memory of a night when I heard this angry man's voice echoing from somewhere in there. Now, anytime I go in, day or night, I keep glancing over my shoulder. Whether I'm alone or with someone, I can't. can't shake that feeling of dread. Just yesterday, I went in there to gather a few things, and the moment I stepped past the doll's section and got to the storage area, I heard it. A doll spoke. It was a baby doll, and it said, hi, mommy. I was alone, and that doll was nowhere near me when it spoke. I felt frozen, I was across the room, and it just spoke. Then, after I'd gone even farther, it said something again. The silence around me felt massive,
Starting point is 02:31:24 like it was pressing in on me. Just me, the dark, and that voice echoing through the stockroom. You have no idea the dread I feel every time someone says, can you go to the stockroom and grab something? Just hearing it makes my stomach drop. And we haven't even hit the busiest time of year yet. The real activity usually peaks around December 20th when we're swamped with the holiday rush.
Starting point is 02:31:46 That's when it is the most active, and it's terrifying just thinking about what it might do this year. I'm writing this on December 9th, and the thought of going through the rest of the month scares me. I know I'm not ready for it. I have no idea what it'll do next, but I'm just hoping to survive the holidays. Thank you guys for listening.
Starting point is 02:32:05 Sorry, this post is a little on the short side, but I had to get this off my chest. This whole year feels like a twisted game. Last year, I thought I understood, I'd found explanations that made sense. But now, nothing adds up anymore. Everything I thought I knew doesn't align with what's happening. I'm totally lost.
Starting point is 02:32:25 Whatever this thing is, it's behaving randomly, without any clear message or purpose. And that makes it even scarier. So, I walk into the room, and as I start moving the sage smoke around and crosses, right in one of the corners, I feel this intense, sudden chill. And it's strange because there's no open window, no breeze from anywhere, just that corner full of ice-cold air. The chill only intensifies as I get closer with the sage branches, dried and crackling as they burn. And just like that, the smoke that should be drifting normally in the room turns back at me, wafting right into my face. That's when I knew, something in this house was just, off.
Starting point is 02:33:03 Hey everyone, and welcome back to my channel, Max's House of Horrors. If you're new here, hi, I'm Max, your host for all things spooky, creepy, and downright mysterious. Every day, I aim to bring some intense and unsettling mysteries your way. If not real-life hauntings, it's my own experiences, and of course, my paranormal vlogs. But hey, before I dive into today's tale, I've got a few things to warn you about. First up, the obvious, my door is closed. I usually film with it open because I don't like enclosed spaces, but today's different. Danny's in the living room, screaming at
Starting point is 02:33:40 Fortnite like he's performing on stage. Trust me, it's either shut this door or listen to Fortnite mayhem echoing through my video. Second, you might see some smoke floating around, but don't panic, no paranormal activity here. I've got incense burning to set the mood, and yeah, it drifts all over the place. Today's vlog, I promise, is a lighter one. But who am I kidding? You all know that every time I say, this one's chill, it turns out to be anything but. But grab a cup of tea anyway, because today's story is definitely going to keep you here
Starting point is 02:34:12 for a while. Let me set the scene, it all started a few days after my last paranormal vlog. Recently, I had a giveaway on Instagram. I was giving away three signed copies of Haunted Spain, and the process wasn't exactly smooth. It took longer than I thought because the idea for the giveaway was born back in July, in the heart of summer. I reached out to my publisher, got the books, signed them, and planned to do the giveaway in August. But I was on vacation, so that month went by without much action.
Starting point is 02:34:42 Then came September, and still, no progress. October finally rolls around, and just days before I was set to send the final email confirming the day and time for the giveaway, something eerie happens. It was around 7 or 7.30 a.m., and I was chilling on the couch, finishing up the email. My two dogs, Jake and Arya, were snuggled next to me, peacefully sleeping. Suddenly, we hear this loud thud, like someone dropped a heavy object. It didn't sound like something just slipping from someone's hands, no, it was like someone grabbed something and threw it with intention. The dogs perked up and stared straight down the hallway. I figured it must have been my neighbor making noise because the sound seemed to come from their place.
Starting point is 02:35:23 But, you know, that didn't explain the feeling I got, that hollow drop in my stomach that told me something was off. Later that day, I went about my routine, ran some errands, and mentally prepared for my next video. That night, when I finally walked into the studio and lit the LED candles I use, there it was, my signed copy of Haunted Spain, lying on the floor. Now, I know what you're thinking, maybe it just fell, right? But the book hadn't fallen as you'd expect. Normally, a book would land face down, maybe bent a little, but no, this book was lying perfectly flat, with the title facing the door as if someone had placed it there deliberately.
Starting point is 02:36:01 Honestly, I tried to brush it off. Maybe a breeze, right? But come on, it was too precise, too arranged. It was as if the book was set down intentionally. But hey, I was on a schedule. It was 11 p.m., and I didn't have time to start second-guessing everything. Throughout the entire recording, though, I felt on edge. I could hear faint whispers, little creaks, tiny sounds coming from the closet, like something
Starting point is 02:36:27 tapping on wood inside. Then there were the cold chills, I could feel them prickling down my neck. The whole time, it felt like something was watching me. But I powered through, finished the video, packed up, and went to bed. The real twist started that night. Normally, Danny and I leave our bedroom door open when we sleep. But the next morning, we found it closed, something that just doesn't happen. All the windows were shut, so a draft couldn't have done it.
Starting point is 02:36:54 Maybe one of us got up and closed it by accident, who knows. I brushed it off as a one-time thing. Except, the following night, it happened again. And the night after that, too. The third morning was the worst, not only was the door shut, but Jake, one of our dogs, wasn't in the room. We found him curled up on the couch, wagging his tail like he hadn't seen us in ages. It was unsettling, but again, I tried to rationalize it. Maybe he jumped off the bed in the middle of the night and wandered out,
Starting point is 02:37:24 and maybe a draft somehow pulled the door closed. But when it kept happening, we finally put a weight against the door. At this point, it was driving me nuts. If one of us had been sleepwalking, surely the weight would have moved, right? But the weight never budged. Every morning, the door was slightly ajar, just a crows. track. Finally, after several nights of this, we removed the weight, and, no surprise, the door stayed open. Whatever have been closing it seemed to have stopped. Then, the weirdness jumped
Starting point is 02:37:54 to my friend May. She has her own ghostly, roommate, she calls Bobby, a harmless presence she usually only feels on random days. Bobby's the type who'll knock things over, open doors, maybe toss a piece of fruit out of the bowl on the table, but never anything more intense than that. He's playful, curious. But that all changed after May got back from her archaeology trip to Jerusalem. She came back with loads of stuff from her trip, blessed items, relics, and souvenirs from sacred places. She handed out gifts to friends and family, including a blessed branch for me, which was super sweet. When she finally got home, though, she could tell Bobby was gone. Instead, she felt a much darker, more malicious energy. She told me she sensed this intense cold,
Starting point is 02:38:39 the room temperature would drop in seconds. Instead of Bobby's usual curiosity, there was only hostility and rage. At night, she would hear knocks, whispers, footsteps echoing down empty halls. One night, while working at her desk, she said she felt something huge jump beside her, shaking the whole floor. At that point, she was at her breaking point and finally reached out to me for help. We decided to do a cleansing ritual using everything I could find. I packed a bag with white sage, a bottle of Florida water, matches, white candles, and
Starting point is 02:39:11 mure incense, then headed over to her place. As soon as I stepped inside, I felt it, an overwhelming sense of anger. It wasn't like Bobby's usual vibe at all. May felt it too, she described it as a suffocating tension. We set up a cleansing, going through each room in the house, especially the corners, using the sage to create crosses in the air while repeating a prayer my grandmother taught me. The tension in the house was almost tangible. and while the main floors didn't feel too oppressive, I could feel a weight in the air.
Starting point is 02:39:41 When we reached the basement, though, everything intensified. Down there, it was like a separate world, one filled with damp, stale air and shadows that didn't seem right. As I entered one particular room, I could feel the hair on my arm stand up, and suddenly, the sage smoke that I'd been using to trace crosses started moving backward, coming straight at me as if something in the corner was pushing it back. It was as though the air itself was trying to warn me. And that's the story, well, as much of it as I can tell right now. May and I did what we could that night, but the energy in her house, something about it just
Starting point is 02:40:14 didn't feel resolved. Maybe Bobby's out there somewhere, waiting to return. Or maybe May's trip brought something home with her, something that wasn't ready to let go. Either way, the story isn't over, and I've got a feeling I'll be back with updates soon. So stay tuned, because you never know what will come next in the world of the paranormal. Setting the scene, the protagonist, will call her Anna for clarity, and her friend, May, start a cleansing ritual in May's home, a house with a history of unsettling events and an unusual, tense atmosphere. As Anna goes through the process of burning sage and making the sign of the cross, strange, cold air swirls around her, intensifying her discomfort and sense of dread. May's dog, visibly agitated, paces nervously as they go from one room to another, trying to drive away whatever unknown presence lingers.
Starting point is 02:41:03 of an unknown entity, as they move through the house, Anna feels the air change, sensing a dark presence surrounding her. May, though apprehensive, stands by, watching as Anna persists. There's a palpable shift when they light white candles and incense, bringing calm to the space. Even the dog, who'd been restless, now seems peaceful. While the ritual brings temporary relief, Anna and may realize this may only be a small respite, as the feeling of being watched hasn't entirely disappeared.
Starting point is 02:41:32 More than coincidence, Anna begins to experience a series of strange events at her own home. Her pets, usually healthy, start showing signs of mysterious illnesses that the vet cannot fully explain. One of her dogs, Jake, has a severe ear infection that seems sudden and severe, while her other dog, Aria, inexplicably begins coughing and showing breathing difficulties despite recent medical procedures that should have eliminated such issues. Anna starts to wonder if these ailments are related to her strange experience at Maze, she brushes it off as an unlucky streak. Anna's growing concerns, soon, Anna's physical health
Starting point is 02:42:06 begins to deteriorate. She develops a persistent cough and gastrointestinal issues, which she attributes to stress from planning her wedding. Danny, her partner, grows increasingly convinced that there's something more sinister at play. He begins to sense an eerie presence in their home and insists that there might be a negative force targeting them. Anna tries to remain skeptical, but as the strange events escalate, her rational explanations begin to waver. A turning point, the tension reaches a breaking point when one night, Anna hears a strange meow directly behind her in her hallway. She's initially convinced it's her imagination until Danny, who is nearby, hears it too.
Starting point is 02:42:44 This shared experience finally convinces her to take action. Together, they decide to bring a new protective symbol into the house, a pentacle, which they bless and place around the house and on their dog's harnesses. Eerie phenomena and the vanishing amulet, despite taking precautions, more unsettling things happen. Anna notices a cold, shifting presence when she tries to sleep, and even when she performs a traditional cleansing ritual using an egg, the result seems strange. Her health problems persist, and her once healthy hair becomes brittle and damaged, even though she follows her usual hair care routine.
Starting point is 02:43:17 Then, bizarrely, both she and Danny find their protective amulets on the floor in public places, far from where they had stored them, as if they'd somehow fallen out of secure pockets without anyone touching them. Conclusion, through the lens of humor and incredulity, Anna and Danny tried to make sense of the unexplainable, wondering whether they're truly facing a haunting or a series of catastrophic misfortunes, as Anna prefers to think of it. The events bring them closer as they navigate these eerie occurrences together, yet they remain vigilant, amulets in hand, hoping for a return to normalcy.
Starting point is 02:43:49 When we first arrived at the house, we were so sure it held a fresh start. an amazing future. We'd poured our savings into this old apartment, convinced of its hidden charm, its incredible views, a prime location, and all the space we'd ever need. We were thrilled to move in, more than eager to begin our lives together here. But maybe, in our excitement, we missed something important. I ignored the odd sensations, the strange noises, the way the chilly wind seemed to roam freely through the halls.
Starting point is 02:44:17 I even convinced myself that there was no house scarier at night than my parents' old home. Turns out, I was wrong. This house took, creepy, to a whole new level, surpassing anything I'd ever experienced. And it all began one month ago, the day we invited my parents over for lunch. Daniel's parents had been by plenty of times, but mine, because they lived far, had only come over briefly to drop things off. So, we thought it was time to have them over, show off the place, and hopefully reassure my mom, who's sensitive to energies, that there was nothing off about the apartment.
Starting point is 02:44:50 We even invited my brother and his dogs along, hoping to make it a full, relaxed family day. Everything was fine until halfway through lunch when the dogs started acting up. Jake, one of the dogs, was particularly antsy, so I decided to put him in the bedroom to keep him from being a nuisance. My mom warned against it, saying he'd be fine, but I wanted to be safe. So, I picked Jake up, set him gently on the bedroom floor, and closed the door. As soon as I left the room, something felt off. A gut feeling told me it was a mistake to leave Jake in there, but I shrugged it off as my imagination.
Starting point is 02:45:26 When I returned to the living room, I noticed my mom staring at me intently, her expression serious. I asked her if something was wrong, but she just gave me a tight-lipped smile and shook her head. Then, out of nowhere, we heard the bedroom door slowly creak open. Jake trotted out, happy as could be, and we all fell silent. Our bedroom doors were old, and they opened inward, requiring quite a bit of force to turn the knob and pushed the door. It would have been almost impossible for it to open on its own, yet here it was, wide open, with Jake free to roam. We tried to brush it off, but the energy in the room had shifted. Since then, strange things kept happening, especially with the doors.
Starting point is 02:46:06 They would open and close on their own, even with the windows shut tight. Sometimes, I'd even catch it on video. I kept telling myself it was just a draft or something rational, but my mom wasn't buying it. She finally pulled me aside one day to ask, are you absolutely sure this place is safe? I lied, reassuring her it was nothing, but deep down, I was growing more uneasy. Doors weren't the only things out of place. One time, I returned home after running errands to find the apartment in complete disarray. One door was wide open, another halfway shut, and a couple of items like stuffed toys and a lamp had been moved. Initially, I thought maybe someone had broken in, but the front door was still locked. My next thought was that maybe Daniel's parents,
Starting point is 02:46:49 who had a spare key, had come by, but they weren't even in town that day. Daniel and I eventually asked his parents to return the spare key, which caused a bit of tension, but we felt it was necessary. After that, we started taking pictures of each room before leaving, meticulously locking everything up. For weeks, things were calm, with the apartment exactly as we'd left it every time we returned. So, we assumed it was over, that maybe Daniel's parents had just moved things around unintentionally that first time. One night, while we were lying in bed, I brought up the whole ordeal, still feeling unsettled. Daniel brushed it off, telling me, no one has a key but us. It's over. Yet the next day, when I came home after work, something else caught me off guard. Our only
Starting point is 02:47:34 framed photo together, which I placed face down on a shelf, was now propped up by the door, facing outwards as if watching me enter. The photo itself was untouched, perfectly positioned, with no signs of it being tampered with. The fact that this photo, out of everything, had been moved so precisely only added to the growing feeling that something was very, very wrong here. From that day, it was like a switch had flipped. Not only did these odd occurrences continue, but they grew more intense. Lights flickered, and on several nights, we'd hear strange noises that we couldn't quite place, like soft footsteps or the sound of something shuffling in the dark. Sometimes, we'd even hear what sounded like faint laughter or whispered conversations,
Starting point is 02:48:15 too quiet to make out, yet undeniably there. Jake, our dog, also became increasingly restless, barking at empty hallways and growling at the shadows. One of the eeriest nights was when I had a friend, my, over to watch a movie. We'd been binge-watching a new series when we heard faint taps coming from the kitchen. At first, we thought it was nothing, but then the taps turned into rhythmic knocks. I decided to investigate, turning on my phone's flashlight and making my way down the hall, with my following close behind.
Starting point is 02:48:45 The air was cold, much colder than it should have been, and the temperature seemed to drop even further the closer we got to the kitchen. I could feel a presence, something that wasn't just a trick of the mind. I extended my hand, and the air felt icy, like there was a tangible presence lurking nearby. as quickly as it had come, the cold vanished. But Mai and I couldn't shake the feeling that something had been there, watching us. She looked visibly shaken, and for the first time, I felt genuinely scared. That night, sleep was impossible.
Starting point is 02:49:16 Both Daniel and I kept tossing and turning, feeling as though someone was staring at us from the corner of the room. And then, Daniel began talking in his sleep, something he'd never done before moving into this apartment. Right after night, he muttered about a woman standing by our bed, watching us with her head tilted to the side. Each time I tried to calm him down, he'd only clutched the sheets tighter and mutter, she's getting closer.
Starting point is 02:49:38 For weeks, our nights were haunted by restless sleep and disturbing dreams. Daniel's sleepwalking episodes became a common occurrence, and even Jake refused to sleep quietly. Every night, he would sit at the edge of our bed, growling softly at the dark hallway. The strange happenings eventually stopped, at least for a while. We were finally able to sleep without feeling like we were under constant watch, and the house began to feel like home again. We'd convinced ourselves it had all been in our heads. But one evening, my came over again.
Starting point is 02:50:09 We spent the night watching Netflix and talking, and everything felt peaceful until we heard those same soft knocks coming from the kitchen. The sound grew louder, more insistent, as though someone, or something, wanted our attention. We froze, unable to speak. Finally, I stood up and made my way down the dark hallway, heart pounding. The air was thick and cold, the same chilling sensation as before. I felt a presence waiting for me just beyond the doorway, almost daring me to step closer. The next morning, Daniel woke up looking exhausted, dark circles under his eyes.
Starting point is 02:50:43 He told me he'd had another nightmare, one where a tall, shadowy figure with long hair stood at the end of our bed, laughing softly as it inched closer. He said he felt paralyzed, unable to scream or move. When he looked into the figure's face, it was like looking into an endless black void. His story matched perfectly with the shadow-eyed glimpsed in the hallway just the night before. Things escalated. Every door creak, every cold draft, every flicker of the lights began to chip away at us. I started feeling constantly drained, and even the smallest disturbances left me feeling
Starting point is 02:51:15 anxious and fatigued. Daniel became increasingly restless, suffering from frequent bouts of sleep paralysis. and our once friendly, cozy home felt increasingly foreign and hostile. We tried everything to get rid of whatever might be lurking there. We burned incense, spread salt by the doorways, even tried chanting old blessings that my grandmother used to do. Nothing worked. The dark presence remained, as though it was biting its time, waiting for the next
Starting point is 02:51:41 moment of weakness. Eventually, we reached our breaking point. Between Daniel's worsening nightmares, Jake's terrified whimpers in the middle of the night, and the constant feeling of being watched, we decided it was time to leave. Hacking up our things, we couldn't shake the feeling that we were being watched every step of the way. And on our last night, as we turned out the lights one final time, I could have sworn I heard a soft, mocking laugh echoed through the halls as if bidding us farewell. Hello everyone. Today, I'm here to share the third installment of stories from my childhood.
Starting point is 02:52:13 This time, I've brought some pictures to illustrate some of the things I've mentioned in previous stories, just to help you picture it all. Some of you didn't believe some of my previous tales, saying it was impossible that I could have been so mischievous as a child or that no mother would ever dress her daughter in a garbage bag costume. Well, here's a photo to prove it. According to my mom, I was dressed as, Hello from the Sea, or something along those lines, and she insists it was a fantastic costume she worked really hard on. In this session, we're doing things a bit differently. I'll be taking you on a journey through my childhood, from my birth up to my teenage years. By the end of this, you'll understand a lot more about the quirks of my family and why my childhood turned out the way it did.
Starting point is 02:52:55 My parents had me when they were very young, my mom was only 22. Imagine being my age and suddenly having to care for a baby. They weren't even able to take care of themselves, so imagine how unprepared they were to care for a child. My mom had this dream of a perfect pregnancy, where she'd stroll around town dressed beautifully. But instead, her pregnancy meant nine long months in bed, constantly at risk. of losing me. The doctor said there was a chance of miscarriage, so she spent half of her pregnancy confined to bed, bleeding and worrying. The cherry on top. She had convinced herself she was
Starting point is 02:53:29 carrying twin boys. Everyone assumed it was twins because of the size of her belly. The first ultrasound revealed that, actually, one of the twins hadn't developed, leaving her with only one child. They still couldn't tell if I was a boy or a girl, and by the time they finally figured it out, the whole nursery was decked out in blue. Growing up, I can't really complain about my childhood, though I have to admit, I'm about to. My mom was probably the only one in the family truly prepared for my arrival. I was born with a condition called gastroesophageal reflux, which basically meant that I was constantly throwing up because my food kept coming back up. The pediatrician told my parents that I shouldn't nap lying down since that would
Starting point is 02:54:09 make the reflux worse. My dad, always brimming with bright ideas, decided that the best solution was to keep me upright by tying me to my high chair with a belt and leaving me in front of the TV. Unfortunately, there's no photo evidence of this, but family stories confirmed that my dad was quite the handyman when it came to making unconventional parenting decisions. Eventually, the reflux became more manageable. But by then, I was so used to sleeping upright that I didn't know how to sleep lying down. So, my dad came up with a new idea, he'd drive around with me in the car until I fell asleep, then sneak me back into the house once I was out cold. Every nap and every night became a joyride around the neighborhood until I finally fell asleep.
Starting point is 02:54:50 My dad would bring me back to my crib and finally get some peace. By the way, I was an adorably chubby baby, definitely on the heavier side. My mom, ever the optimist, decided I had potential in the world of baby modeling. So, she got me signed up, and I became a diaper model for a popular brand. Every summer, my family would go camping, which is where I learned why I'm still terrified of water to this day. My dad, in another of his brilliant ideas, decided I would learn to swim by myself. He bought me a purple swan float, tied a rope around its neck, gave it a kick, and sent me drifting off in the pool while he lay back on his deck chair, pulling me back in like he was
Starting point is 02:55:29 fishing whenever he felt like it. Of course, he only did this when my mom wasn't around. There's even a photo of my little plastic pool, showing me, the chubby baby, in all my glory. As the years passed, I eventually hit the grand age of five, which is when my first carnival season arrived. I'd become obsessed with Dragon Ball Z, believing that Vegeta might one day come to Earth, adopt me, and save me from my slightly dysfunctional family. Around that time, my parents were also working a lot, and they'd started the divorce process. So, my grandma, whom you might remember as the super-religious, slightly scatterbrained one,
Starting point is 02:56:05 took over the task of picking me up from school. Grandma had one job, pick me up, feed me, and take me back to school. Yet, sometimes she'd get so caught up watching her soap operas that she'd forget all about me until my grandpa reminded her. One day, she completely forgot, leaving me stranded outside the school until the grandma of a friend took me to her house. My mom, after getting a call from this kind woman, came rushing to pick me up. We found my grandma sitting at home, oblivious and surrounded by moving boxes.
Starting point is 02:56:35 Turns out she'd been planning to move to the countryside with 30 cats, without telling anyone. After we recovered from the shock of Grandma's sudden plan to move, my mom hired a series of babysitters to take care of me. But they didn't last long, thanks to my, spirited personality. Once, when I was about seven, I hid the babysitter's phone, searched her number in the phone book, and dialed it from our landline to make it seem like she'd lost her phone. While she was searching, I climbed up the counter to reach the Nutella. The plan might have worked if I hadn't slipped, sending Nutella splattering everywhere and hitting
Starting point is 02:57:08 my head in the process. My mom finally decided that we needed a vacation and took me to Disneyland Paris as a reward for my good behavior. I was ecstatic. We took a taxi to the airport, and as we got closer to the plane, I started feeling a bit nervous about flying. As the plane prepared to take off, my nerves reached a peak, and I began loudly announcing that the plane wasn't ready for takeoff and that we were all going to die.
Starting point is 02:57:31 My mom, understandably mortified, tried to calm me down with food. When we landed, though, I was so exhausted from my mid-air dramatics that I fell asleep on the bus ride to Disneyland. My mom, meanwhile, had a whole separate adventure. She had her heart set on meeting Goofy, her childhood crush, and when she finally met him, she was like a love-struck teenager, jumping on him and even offering him our hotel room number. So, that's a glimpse into my early years, full of adventure, a bit of chaos, and some unconventional parenting. Each memory is a piece of the puzzle that shaped who I am today. Stay tuned for more stories because my life has been anything but ordinary. There I was, gripping the wheel,
Starting point is 02:58:12 racing down that mountain, gravel flying, making hairpin turns, narrowly avoiding accidents at every bend. By the time I finally got home, I was bruised all over. My mom freaked out, yelling at my dad for hours. After that, they were convinced they wouldn't have to worry about me and my speed demon ways ever again. School traffic safety class, fast forward to a traffic safety course at school. They taught us all the basics, like stopping at signs, crossing the street, slowing down. You know, the stuff meant to make us responsible on the road. Then we got to the practical part, where they brought us outside to try driving little carts.
Starting point is 02:58:50 My mom, ever the strategist, timed her dog walk perfectly so she could peek through the fence and see how I was handling myself behind the wheel. The minute I sat in that cart, it was like something flipped in me. As soon as the light went green, I floored it, skidding around turns, overtaking everyone, and leaving the other kids in the dust. The police officer in charge kept trying to get me to slow down, but I was treating this like the biggest race of my life. I'd only stop if I saw a stop sign, then gun it as soon as I waited two seconds.
Starting point is 02:59:20 Yellow lights Forget it, they were just another excuse to speed up. Then, this one girl in front of me actually braped on yellow. I couldn't believe it. She was waiting for some divine sign to go, while I had to slam on my brakes and sit there, stewing, waiting for her to move her, very important self. After a good 30 seconds of her sitting there, I couldn't help but yell, move it. What are you waiting for?
Starting point is 02:59:44 I guess my respectful side goes out the window when I'm behind the wheel. Eventually, I rev the engine, pushed my cart forward, and tried to intimidate her into moving. The girl ahead, however, kept on fixing her ponytail in the rearview mirror. Meanwhile, I was just itching to push her cart out of the way. But my, brilliant tactic backfired because by then, the light had turned red again. Just as I was about to go, I noticed every eye on the track was on me. The officer stopped me, made me get out of the cart, and told me with absolute authority, you will never get a driver's license in this town.
Starting point is 03:00:18 He said he'd plaster my photo in every driving school so no one would ever let me behind the wheel again. The speed demon gene, you might wonder if my parents did something wrong to make me this way. Honestly? Probably. My dad can't be trusted behind a wheel either. He's the kind who changes the minute he's got the steering wheel in his hand. And it's not just him, my uncle is the same with his motorbike, doing wheelies on the highway. And my aunt?
Starting point is 03:00:46 For her, every car ride is a dance floor with her hands off the wheel and eyes closed, lost in the music. My dad's mom, the religious grandma, also had a legendary 300,000 car accidents record because she never figured out the difference between the brake and the accelerator. Eventually, she stopped driving entirely, which was probably a blessing. Grandpa's wild rides, but let's talk about the grandpa who raised me, the man who instilled in me a healthy disrespect for traffic rules. This man had a red van that was barely held together, with plates falling off, tires constantly going flat, and no rear seatbelts, just ropes to tie myself in like some
Starting point is 03:01:23 kind of makeshift safety measure. This man didn't believe in air conditioning, so he'd let me stick half my body out the window, saying that was the only way to get fresh air. On weekends, we'd load up in that death trap and drive out to see his friends, to borrow things. And by borrow, I mean he'd take whatever he needed without permission. One of those days, he drove me to a field full of orange trees on the outskirts of town. He told me to sit in the driver's seat and honk if I saw anyone coming. I asked him if his friend really wanted to give away oranges. He grinned, telling me not everyone appreciated his generosity. Sure enough, the minute I saw someone, I honked, and he bolted back, tossing the oranges everywhere as we
Starting point is 03:02:04 sped off. Of course, I tell my mom every time he'd borrowed fruit, and she'd scold him and sometimes drive over from Barcelona to fetch me, fuming at the whole family. But grandpa? He was clever, bribing me with chocolates to keep my mouth shut. The neighborly feud. Then there was the time my grandpa started a feud with the neighbor over a dirt path no one even needed. This petty back and forth went on for years. If the neighbor left furniture blocking the path,
Starting point is 03:02:31 Grandpa would plow right through with his tractor. It eventually came to blows, and one day, he took me to court to testify that the sweet old man had been unfairly attacked. I was seven. I don't think that's even legal, but Grandpa didn't care. He'd steal anything from anyone because, in his mind, they were friends, and friends help each other. But after that court incident, I told my mom everything, and she promised I'd never be left
Starting point is 03:02:56 alone with them again. The disappearance of Grandpa. When I was 17, I called my grandma to ask how they were, and she said Grandpa was busy at 10.30 p.m. Weeks went by, and every time I called, he was too busy to talk. My mom dismissed my suspicions, but as months went on, we all began to work. My uncle joked that maybe he'd gotten into some crime ring, while my aunt half seriously wondered if Grandma had taken him out and hidden his body. Eventually, we packed up and went to their
Starting point is 03:03:25 new place in Crevalent, which was Geary. There were cameras pointed out each window, blinds half closed, casting strange shadows all over the place. We thought Grandpa had gone fully paranoid, so my mom and my uncles confronted him. He insisted there was a conspiracy against him, but honestly, it was probably just in his head. Epilogue. So, that's my family. From the borrowed oranges and speeding escapades to roadside brawls, I guess it all shaped me. It's not exactly normal, but it's ours. So, I find myself standing in this dimly lit room, staring at something, or someone, beside me. It's like I'm drawn to it, and I can't help but ask, what's your name? I mean, isn't that what you do when you encounter something strange? But deep down,
Starting point is 03:04:11 I know this entity might not be honest with me. It's as if it's playing a game, trying to dodge my question, maybe even lying outright. Is it a demon? I muse aloud, just to break the tension. Hey everyone, welcome back to my spooky corner of the internet. For those who don't know me, my name is Kant Fischer. Every Monday and Thursday, I dive into the creepiest mysteries of history, or sometimes, I just share my own bizarre experiences that leave a chill in the air.
Starting point is 03:04:39 Today, we're diving into my paranormal blog number 24, and trust me, you're in for a wild ride. Before we jump in, I've got a couple of announcements. First off, this video is going to be super weird. Like, surreal weird. I genuinely don't even know where to start, it's that out there. And the second thing. This Saturday, I'll be dropping a trailer for something huge that's coming to my channel, something on an international level that you won't want to miss.
Starting point is 03:05:06 It's literally a dream come true for me. I won't spill too much just yet, but if you're intrigued, make sure to stick around. All right, let's get cozy. Turn off those lights, close the doors, and get ready because we're diving into some new nightmares together. Now, let me tell you about this cup of tea I'm sipping on, it's pretty basic, but hey, it's what's inside that counts, right? It's some bitter red tea, which is just what I need because what I'm about to share with you today is going to blow your mind. Seriously, the stuff that followed my last paranormal blog was downright surreal. After that wild night, I got hit hard, physically and emotionally.
Starting point is 03:05:44 I fell seriously ill and had to take a break from everything, trying to get my footing back. But honestly, it was impossible. By the time I realized what was happening, my contract had ended, and I hadn't set foot in that toy store again. On my last night there, something eerie happened. I felt these soft brushes against my hair, like a gentle reminder saying, you don't have to come back. It's all right. Relax. But just like that, the sensations faded away.
Starting point is 03:06:13 It's hard to explain, my home started feeling off. Every night, weird stuff went down. I'd hear footsteps, knocks on the bathroom door, and the garbage bags rustled as if someone was rummaging through them. The lights? Oh, they were out of control. bulbs kept blowing, and one fluorescent light in the stairwell even exploded right in front of my door. I switched it out, and boom, another one gone.
Starting point is 03:06:38 It was madness. The strangest part. I couldn't feel anything. I'd hear the scuffling sounds, the knocks, but when I went to check, there was nothing there. I could feel the energy shift in the air, but I had no idea where it was coming from. I didn't sense any presence, any chills, no whispers, nothing. It was like I had suddenly gone.
Starting point is 03:06:59 blind to everything paranormal, and it freaked me out. I would open the door, peek into the hall, and see nothing. Danny would come in and he could feel it, the heaviness, the weight in the air, but I was completely oblivious. This just heightened my anxiety. I knew something was there. It was like an unshakable instinct gnawing at me. The more I ignored it, the more desperate I became. Weeks passed, and I was drowning in this relentless anxiety. I even started to wonder if it was because of that last encounter in the toy store. Why wasn't I feeling anything? Was something wrong with me? It became an obsession. Every night, I'd sit in silence, hoping to sense something, anything. One afternoon, as I gazed out my window, I noticed something
Starting point is 03:07:44 strange, the upper window was slightly ajar, and there was this figure waving at me. It was a woman, her expression completely blank as she greeted me. I was like, what the heck are you doing. I was stunned, standing there, unsure if I should wave back. Then suddenly, the garage door creaked open, and out came my friend May with her dog. They strolled out like nothing was happening, and I couldn't shake off the feeling that the woman was still up there. I glanced back up, and the window was shut tight. Talk about an unsettling moment. You see, I've got this history with May and her house, it's always been a little creepy. So, I figured I'd share my experience with her, just in case something weird was about to happen.
Starting point is 03:08:26 But when I told her, she just shrugged it off, saying she was used to these things. We decided to take a stroll, then head back to my place to watch a movie. As we settled in, I plopped down on her bed while she got everything ready on her laptop. We decided on the Phantom of the Opera Musical, and while she was downloading it, I felt this eerie sensation creeping up on me. Her room was a rectangle, with her bed on one side, a desk across from it, and a closet and bookshelf on the opposite wall. As May turned to rearrange her books, I couldn't shake the feeling of being watched. It was odd because I had no idea where the gaze was coming from. Panic
Starting point is 03:09:02 started to bubble inside me, and I told her, close the door, please. I feel like something's lurking in the dark hallway. I was convinced that whatever it was, it had to be hiding in the shadows. So, she did what I asked and closed the door. We started chatting about movies, series, and books, but I couldn't focus. My mind was racing with this gut-wrenching anxiety, the feeling of a presence that was somehow still eluding me. It felt like I was being suffocated by this unseen weight. And then it happened.
Starting point is 03:09:33 We both heard a loud bang coming from her closet, like the doors had been flung open and slammed shut all on their own. We looked at each other, wide-eyed and startled, and rushed to check. We opened the closet doors, but there was nothing there. Just emptiness. I felt a mix of relief and confusion. Why hadn't I felt anything? Usually, I would sense these things before they happened, but this time, it was as if I was
Starting point is 03:09:58 completely blocked off from the energy around me. At that moment, my anxiety morphed into full-blown worry. I was in a state of complete frustration, wondering why I couldn't connect like I used to. Days turned into weeks, and I still felt drained and lost. Then, an unexpected opportunity popped up, a chance to film at one of Spain's most haunted locations, Levanda. I've been there a few times, and I absolutely adore the place. It's vibrant with energy, and I was sure that spending time there would help clear my head. So, I packed my gear and headed out with Danny. Our first trip was in the morning, and we set out to film a few segments.
Starting point is 03:10:35 But when we got there, it felt like Deja V-U. I stepped into Toralavanda and once again felt the emptiness wrap around me. Danny ended up with a killer headache, and I felt completely drained. The second day was a repeat. Despite being surrounded by all this supposed activity, I couldn't connect. I even spotted a shadow dart past me, but my instincts were still muted. It was like I was trapped inside this invisible bubble, unable to break free. After hours of filming, I was beyond exhausted, physically and mentally. On the train ride home, I felt sick and dizzy.
Starting point is 03:11:10 When I finally got home, I threw up everything I had for dinner. It was a nightmare. I barely slept that night, and in my desperate state, I had. thought, maybe it's time for a cleansing ritual. Now, I've never done one alone before, but I decided to give it a shot. I figured I was just blocked and needed to clear the air. The next morning, I gathered my supplies and set to work. My mom had taught me a basic cleansing ritual that involved an egg and some candles. I stood in front of the mirror, stripped down, and rubbed the egg over my body, making all sorts of circles and crosses. It felt weird but also
Starting point is 03:11:45 oddly comforting. After that, I cracked the egg into a bowl and checked for any signs, no red spots, no weirdness. Then I got rid of it, along with all the negative energy I had been carrying. Next, I lit two black candles and one white, anointing them with some Florida water. I arranged them in a triangle on a plate, threw in some coins and sugar, and lit them up with some incense. Honestly, I didn't expect it to work, but I was desperate for a change. So, I crawled into bed, hoping for some relief. As I lay there, something shifted. I could feel the energy around me shifting, almost like a wave washing over me. Suddenly, I was back to feeling normal, like the block was gone. I could feel the energy again, the whispers starting to creep back
Starting point is 03:12:30 into my mind. The next day, I headed out to record. This time, I was fully prepared. I took my camera and went exploring, feeling confident again. I revisited Toro Lavanda, and this time, I was able to connect with the energy there. I encountered whispers and shadows that felt familiar. I was back in the game. But here's where it gets wild. I had my camera rolling when I captured something extraordinary, a clear figure right in front of me. I was amazed, and I couldn't wait to share it with everyone. But then the footage glitched out, and the image distorted. It was infuriating. The energy around me changed again, and I felt a sense of urgency creeping back in. I was determined to figure out what was happening.
Starting point is 03:13:14 So, I started researching, diving deep into the stories of others who had experienced similar phenomena. The deeper I delved, the more I realized this wasn't just a personal experience, it was a connection to something bigger, something cosmic. And just like that, everything clicked. I decided to share my journey on the blog, not just the experiences, but the lessons I learned along the way. It became about embracing the darkness, understanding the energies that swirl around us, and finding the light even in the midst of chaos. So, there you have it, my friends. A whirlwind of eerie encounters, cleansing rituals, and the quest for connection. Remember, the shadows might hold their secrets, but they also offer a chance for growth and understanding. Stay curious,
Starting point is 03:13:58 and keep exploring, because you never know what awaits just beyond the veil. You know, I've always had this feeling that my gift is something incredibly important to me. It's like a part of my identity, and I'm genuinely proud of it. This isn't just some quirky family trait, it's a legacy that connects me to my mother, my grandmother, and even further back to my ancestors. They all shared this gift, and in a way, it feels like a sacred bond. I've always known it was special and worth celebrating. However, there's this complicated relationship with my uncle that's been weighing heavily
Starting point is 03:14:29 on my mind. I get it, he wanted to protect me. I understood that on some level. But here's the thing, I could never wrap my head around the fact that he would physically hurt me, and then just stop. Like, how can you go from that to nothing? It felt wrong, and the confusion it created in me started to spiral into some pretty unsettling thoughts.
Starting point is 03:14:50 I remember one specific moment when I was at a toy store with my aunt. Out of nowhere, I felt this intense presence, like a growl, right in the middle of my back. I immediately told my aunt about it, thinking maybe she could help me make sense of it. But her response shocked me. She insisted that the growl couldn't have come for my uncle, claiming he was in the light and didn't have a bad temper. She was adamant that he wasn't the type to yell or growl. My uncle was a gentle guy who had this deep fondness for gin, loved his signature perfume,
Starting point is 03:15:20 and was always sneaking in some candy before bedtime. It was hard to reconcile that image of him with what I felt. I adored my uncle, but the aggressive behaviors and the blocking of my feelings? That just didn't seem like him at all. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was off, so I decided to call the shop in Mataro to ask about Morrigan, the woman I had previously sought guidance from. What I found out next took a turn for the bazaar, and if you're someone who gets easily freaked out, I suggest you buckle up because this part is wild.
Starting point is 03:15:50 When I called the store, I was told that Morrigan no longer worked there. She had left to start another shop, and they even gave me her new address. But my urgency was through the roof, I needed to consult someone right away. living your whole life feeling these energies and then just waking up one day, completely numb and blocked. I was panicking and couldn't take it anymore. I needed answers, fast. The staff suggested a girl who specialized in voodoo, angels, demons, and all that supernatural
Starting point is 03:16:19 jazz. They also mentioned a new girl who focused on regressions, entities, and energy work. I thought, okay, this could be it. So, I set up an appointment with the girl we'll call Chloe. I was eager to get to her and explain my situation. When I finally met Chloe, I walked in with a sense of desperation. I opened up right away, saying, Look, I have a serious problem.
Starting point is 03:16:43 I feel completely blocked. I know I have this gift, this heritage, and I feel my uncle around me, but I can't tell who he is anymore. I explained how he would come and go, and just when I felt protected, something happened, and suddenly, I was hit in the stomach and everything went black. I was terrified, not knowing what was happening. Chloe listened intently, and then she said something that made my heart race. She didn't feel my uncle's presence with me at all.
Starting point is 03:17:10 In fact, she suggested that the entity around me wasn't human at all. We talked for a while, and she dropped a few hints but didn't give me a straight answer. The conversation shifted toward my gift, how long I'd known about it, and what I had been doing with it. Then she gave me a piece of advice, you need to meditate, but not just any kind of meditation. You should go out into nature, somewhere secluded like a forest or a field where you can be alone. Create a protective circle with a glass of water and a white candle, and try to connect with your ancestors and the entities that guide you.
Starting point is 03:17:41 Now, if you know me, you know I have a skeptical side. For me to consider doing a ritual with candles, I'd have to be at my wits' end. I mean, I'm generally the kind of person who needs solid proof before diving into anything that seems paranormal. Even though I've always acknowledged my gift, I've often questioned its validity. I used to deny the existence of anything beyond the physical world, God, demons, you name it. I brushed off paranormal experiences as psychological tricks until something happened that changed everything.
Starting point is 03:18:10 But there I was, desperate and willing to try anything, so I agreed to meditate as Chloe suggested. I felt a mix of excitement and dread as she set up a follow-up appointment for a week later, on the 24th, for an energy cleansing. She could sense that I was overwhelmed and needed to expel whatever was weighing me down. The days leading up to our next meeting were filled with anticipation. I called my friend Lorena, and after hearing about my experience, she suggested we go meditate in a forest together.
Starting point is 03:18:38 The following evening, she picked me in another friend, Sonia, up, and off we went to the Orius forest. When we arrived, we explored for a while until we found this beautiful spot with huge rocks. This is where things took a really surreal turn. One rock was large and round, and facing it a few meters away was a fallen tree trunk. Lorena and Sonia sat on the trunk while I climbed up onto the rock. They guided me to cross my legs and form a triangular shape with my hands, placing them between my legs.
Starting point is 03:19:08 They told me to sit up straight and relax. Sonia grabbed a stick and began to trace a circle around the rock while Lorena started chanting some phrases. I didn't pay much attention because, honestly, I was still in my skeptical mode, but I could feel the atmosphere shift. Sonia completed the circle, and they sat down beside the trunk. instructed me to close my eyes, listen to the sounds of nature, and breathe deeply. As I listened to the wind rustling through the leaves and the distant chirping of birds,
Starting point is 03:19:36 I suddenly became aware of this faint whispering. It was a woman's voice, murmuring just out of reach. I opened my eyes and was like, uh, nope. I don't know what you guys are doing, but I'm out. I jumped down from the rock, feeling the urge to escape. But Lorena insisted it was normal to hear something and told me to relax. I reluctantly closed my eyes again and focused on the sounds of nature. The whispers returned, but now they were much closer, and I was terrified.
Starting point is 03:20:05 Suddenly, I couldn't ignore the voice anymore. It was right next to me, speaking in a language I couldn't comprehend. Panic set in, and I leaped off the rock again, demanding to leave. Lorena and Sonia urged me to calm down and trust the process. They reassured me that they were creating a protective circle around me and that nothing would happen. With my heart racing, I finally closed my eyes one last time and tried to breathe deeply. I could hear the rustling of leaves and the chirping of birds, but the whispering was growing louder.
Starting point is 03:20:35 Then, out of nowhere, I started to hear what sounded like a family passing by on a nearby trail. I thought, great, now I'm sitting here looking like a hippie in the middle of the woods while a family walks by. Just then, I felt a wave of embarrassment wash over me. Lorena insisted I stay focused, but then I noticed both Lorena and Sonia moving around the circle. They raised their arms and began speaking in tongues, words I couldn't understand. This was it, I was done. I called out, stop.
Starting point is 03:21:05 I want off this rock. I can't take this anymore. They insisted it was okay, that they had everything under control, and that I needed to place my hands on the rock and open my eyes. So, reluctantly, I followed their instructions. They asked me what I had heard, and I explained about the woman whispering and the family that had walked past. To my shock, they turned pale.
Starting point is 03:21:27 Lorena and Sonia exchanged glances, and I could tell something was off. We didn't hear anything, Lorena said slowly. We've been right here the entire time, and there's no one else around. Are you sure you're okay? At that moment, I realized they were dead serious. It was surreal. I started to doubt myself, wondering if I had imagined the whole thing. But I knew what I had heard.
Starting point is 03:21:50 They didn't laugh or joke around, they looked genuinely concerned. and it made the experience even creepier. The next week, on the 24th, Lorena decided to join me for my energy cleansing with Chloe. When we walked into the small, dimly lit room, I felt the atmosphere change again. It was filled with incense and candles, and everything felt mysterious and slightly unnerving. Chloe immediately asked if I had been meditating as she instructed, and Lorena chimed in, explaining how I had heard those voices during our meditation in the woods. Chloe's expression changed instantly, and I sensed something was wrong.
Starting point is 03:22:24 She gave me two stones to hold, one black and one translucent white. These will protect you, she said, and you need to keep them with you during the cleansing. Chloe then set up some candles, telling me to sit on a cushion in front of her. She guided me through a series of breathing exercises and visualizations. As we started, I felt the energy shifting in the room, and it felt as though something was reaching out to me. Chloe closed her eyes and began to hum, and I could feel my own energy responding to hers. It was incredible, like two forces merging together. But then things took a turn.
Starting point is 03:22:58 I noticed a dark shadow lingering in the corner of the room, hovering just out of sight. Chloe opened her eyes and looked right at me, a knowing expression on her face. There's something here, she whispered, her voice barely above a whisper. It's not human, and it's trying to communicate with you. I felt a cold chill run down my spine. What do you mean? I asked, my voice trembling. It's an entity, she said.
Starting point is 03:23:23 It's drawn to you, and it's feeding off your energy. My mind raised as I tried to process what she was saying. What do I do? I asked, feeling utterly helpless. Don't worry, Chloe said softly. We'll cleanse it. But you need to stay focused. She began to chant and light the candles, creating a circle of light around us.
Starting point is 03:23:42 I held on to the stones tightly, feeling their weight in my hands. With each word she spoke, I felt the energy shift again, this time more intensely. Suddenly, I felt a jolt of energy surged through me, and I gasped. What was that? Chloe looked at me, a mixture of concern and determination on her face. It's trying to break through. Just breathe and let it go. As she continued chanting, I felt the presence pushing against me, like a heavy weight pressing
Starting point is 03:24:09 down on my chest. I tried to breathe through it, but it felt suffocating. I remembered what she said about letting go, and I focused on releasing the tension. With each breath, I felt lighter, and the darkness began to dissipate. The whispers returned, but this time they felt distant, like echoes fading away. Chloe finished her chanting, and I opened my eyes, feeling an overwhelming sense of relief wash over me. It's gone, she said, her voice full of reassurance. I looked around the room, and everything felt brighter, clearer.
Starting point is 03:24:40 It was as if a heavy fog had lifted. Thank you, I whispered, feeling gratitude flood through me. Just remember to protect yourself, Chloe advised. And stay connected to your gift, leaving the session, I felt renewed. The weight of my experiences had lifted, and I was ready to embrace my gift fully. But I also knew I had to remain cautious. Days turned into weeks, and I found myself meditating regularly. I sought out nature, embracing the tranquility it offered.
Starting point is 03:25:10 I felt more connected to my ancestors and my own intuition. But one evening, as I prepared for another session in the forest, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was watching me. The air felt charged, and my instincts kicked in. When I arrived at my meditation spot, I decided to stay alert. As I settled down, the whispers returned, echoing in my mind, but this time I felt a sense of empowerment. I held my stones tightly and focused on the protective energy around me.
Starting point is 03:25:37 Suddenly, a voice broke through the chaos, clear and direct. You are not alone, it said, and I felt a rush of warmth envelop me. In that moment, I knew I wasn't just some passive participant in this journey. I was becoming a force of my own, learning to navigate the unseen world with confidence. I opened my eyes, feeling invigorated. The path ahead was uncertain, but I was ready to face whatever came my way. The whispers transformed into guidance, and I understood that my gift was not a burden,
Starting point is 03:26:06 it was a powerful legacy that connected me to my past, present, and future. Parents who have disinherited or completely stopped loving their child. What happened? Well, they're not my kids, but my parents did disinherit my older sister. We grew up in a middle-class family in a pretty nice area. She was sweet as a kid, a really motivated person, and even had some remarkable talents. For instance, she was an outstanding softball player and got several scholarship offers from universities. The thing was, her grades weren't great, but she always gave her 100% in everything she did.
Starting point is 03:26:41 To be honest, though, she struggled with her weight growing up and didn't have many friends. She mostly stuck with a small circle of people from high school. Then, after high school, everything changed. She dropped around 150 pounds, close to 68 kilos, and it was like she became a completely different person. She started saying she was making up for all the high school fun she missed out on because of her weight. And by that, I mean she went full-blown wild. She began hanging out with sketchy guys, staying out for days or even weeks, and rejected all her scholarship offers.
Starting point is 03:27:16 She even quit her massage therapy job, which she was licensed for and was making decent money at. Eventually, she got involved with this guy, an absolute loser. He was in the military but also a paranoid schizophrenic with PTSD. He even physically attacked her a couple of times. My dad went to their place, put a guy. to the guy's head, and told him that if he ever touched her again, he'd regret it. This happened after multiple attempts to convince her to leave him and move back home. At that point, she had
Starting point is 03:27:45 blown through $14,000 of her savings and maxed out a $12,000 credit limit. She was paying for this guy's mess, his DUIs, a felony hit and run, and his general refusal to get a job or contribute to anything. My parents, being the good people they are, stepped in and offered her a chance to come back home. She agreed, but after just three days, she bolted while no one was home and stole $20,000 from them. That was the breaking point. They hired a lawyer, took her to court, and cut all ties with her. She's been essentially homeless ever since, couch surfing and scraping by. Occasionally, I'll reach out to her, but all she ever does is ask me for money or a place to stay. It's heartbreaking, but sometimes you have to make tough choices for your own sanity. Now, my
Starting point is 03:28:31 situation isn't exactly the same, but it's along similar lines. My son is a literal psychopath. And I mean that in a clinical sense, not just as an insult. From a disturbingly young age, he checked every box for antisocial personality disorder. His behavior became increasingly aggressive and dangerous over time. We discovered a long list of violent and abusive incidents, against peers, family members, you name it. We reported everything to the police, social services, and local mental health teams, pushing hard for them to step in and help. Eventually, he was placed in a secure facility with 24-7 supervision. My wife and I made it clear he could never return home.
Starting point is 03:29:12 As much as it tears us apart, we can't support him after everything he's done. Our priority is to protect his victims and ensure everyone's safety. It's a nightmare. He lacks empathy entirely and doesn't think twice about hurting others. Yet, at the same time, he's still our child. We love him, and while part of us thinks he deserves some of the consequences he faces, we don't wish harm on him. The situation feels doubly tragic for me because I was a victim of abuse as a child. Having to face this with my own son is like reliving that pain but on a whole different level.
Starting point is 03:29:45 My wife and I try to support each other through it, but it's unbelievably hard. On a completely different note, my older sister is permanently cut off from me now. Growing up, she was ruthless. She'd manipulate my brother and me into giving her way. whatever she wanted and would throw massive tantrums if we didn't comply. She always got the new clothes and expensive stuff while I was stuck with hand-me-downs. She even had the nerve to claim I was the spoiled one when, in reality, I started working in paying rent to my parents at 16.
Starting point is 03:30:15 She constantly mocked my looks, my hobbies, and pretty much everything about me. If I ever stood up for myself, she'd laugh in my face. Two years ago, when I was a single mom working full-time, she and her husband were living rent-free with our elderly dad. Her husband threatened me over something as petty as changing the Netflix password. The abuse escalated to the point where I was receiving ominous messages like, watch your back when you leave the house in the morning. All because of a streaming service password. When our dad passed away, her husband sent my other sister and me a photo of a coffin with the caption, LOL. We banned him from the funeral, which only made things worse. She sided
Starting point is 03:30:54 with him, saying I deserved all the abuse and threats for antagonizing her husband. After that, I blocked her on everything. She's now divorced, a single mom, and struggling to make ends meet. While I feel bad for her, I can't forget how she treated me when I was going through my own struggles. Here's another story. When I was 14, my dad left my mom for a woman 16 years younger than him. She already had two boys, aged eight and five, and my dad really took on the role of their father.
Starting point is 03:31:24 they had a child when I was 17, another boy. But when my half-brother was 18 months old, the new wife realized my dad had racked up a ton of debt trying to keep up with her lifestyle. She wanted the cars, the house, the nanny, and everything that screamed suburban bliss. Instead of dealing with the financial mess, she found another man who could provide for her and left my dad. Her two older boys were taken out of his life completely, though he still shared custody of their child. I didn't have much of a relationship with her or her kids. but I saw them occasionally and liked them. Fast forward to three months ago, I got a call from an unfamiliar number.
Starting point is 03:32:01 I ignored it, but the voicemail was from her oldest son, now 18, saying he was in Atlanta and wanted to meet. I hadn't seen this kid in six years, but I agreed. It turns out he'd run away from home, hopped on a bus, and used Facebook to find me. He asked if he could crash with me while he figured things out. I learned he'd been working since he was 17 to support his mom, who was struggling financially. He graduated high school with great grades, but college was off the table because he needed to stay and help her. Things came to a head when his younger brother
Starting point is 03:32:33 moved in with their biological dad, who had turned his life around. He tried to do the same but was met with constant resistance and harassment from his mom. So, he packed up, saved some cash, and left. He's been living with my boyfriend and me for three months now, working, paying rent, and saving up for college. His mom disowned him, calling him ungrateful and selfish, which has taken a toll on him. All he ever wanted was for her to be proud of him. It's incredibly sad. I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness, and my dad was an elder, basically like a priest. When I decided I didn't want to be part of the religion anymore, they stopped treating me like family. They won't kick me out of the house because I'm still in high school,
Starting point is 03:33:15 but they've already taken away my internet access and excluded me from family dinners. They also said they'll cut off my phone service because I, don't do my part around the house, even though I'm barely ever there. Once I graduate, I know they'll never speak to me again. Thankfully, I've made friends outside the religion who are willing to help me start my life. My cousin, who's like a brother to me, was disowned for having a boyfriend. He was 16 when it happened, and they packed up his stuff and drove him nine hours to live with his mom, who they'd previously called unfit. That incident was the final straw for me. Any religion that thinks it's okay, to abandon a kid over who they love isn't for me.
Starting point is 03:33:54 Finally, there's my mom who's all but given up on my younger sister. She's 22 and has a laundry list of issues, schizoaffective disorder, bipolar disorder, ADHD, and a mood disorder. She's been challenging since birth. My mom always said she knew something was wrong, but doctors brushed it off as her being spoiled. At 8, she was diagnosed with a mood disorder linked to her thyroid and started medication. It made her behavior even worse.
Starting point is 03:34:21 One time, she chased me around the house with a butcher knife, and I had to lock myself in the bathroom until my mom came home. By her early teens, she had physically harmed my mom, leading to a trip to the ER. My dad, who was barely in the picture, insisted she be sent to a psychiatric hospital. She stayed there for a few weeks until our grandma died, which led to her release. After that, she spiraled. She can't hold a job, has no real friends, and spends all her money on weed. She refuses to take her prescribed medications, claiming she doesn't like how they make her feel. She's made no effort to contribute to the household and expects my mom to financially support her. It's a heartbreaking situation with no easy solutions. These stories are raw and
Starting point is 03:35:05 painful, showing just how complicated family relationships can get. Whether it's a parent disowning a child, a sibling cutting ties, or a child walking away from their parents, the emotional scars run deep. The love might still be there. but sometimes, love isn't enough to keep the bond intact. Imagine being stuck in a whirlwind where your family feels less like a support system and more like a reality TV show gone horribly wrong. That's how my life has been, and believe me, it's been a journey. Let's start with my sister.
Starting point is 03:35:35 She has this bizarre expectation that my mom will give her money whenever she asks. And what does she bring to the table? Absolutely nothing. She doesn't pay rent, avoids cleaning the house like it's a plague, doesn't own a car, and barely even showers. Oh, and let's not forget, she flat out refuses to take her prescribed medications. Why?
Starting point is 03:35:56 Simply because she doesn't like them. Instead, she insists that marijuana should be her go-tooth medication. Fine, you do you, but once or twice a month, she goes off the rails. I mean, my mom has to call the police because my sister becomes belligerent, screaming things like, Lady of the Night. That's the polite version, by the way. You wouldn't believe the horrible thing. things that come out of her mouth. I had to get out of there. I moved to a completely different
Starting point is 03:36:23 state because, before my mom got the brunt of it, I was the main target. I became the scapegoat for all the chaos in the house. The final straw for me was when my sister physically attacked me. Picture this, I'm on the porch, minding my business, when she decides it's time to claw at my arms and chest like a feral cat and tries to push me through the porch screen. It was madness. And you know what my mom did? She blamed me. She said I was trash for yelling back, as if defending myself was a crime. Things only got worse from there. One day, I asked my mom for a simple favor.
Starting point is 03:36:59 Now, I hardly ever asked her for anything because she always reacted badly. But this time, she absolutely lost it. She woke my sister up in a fit of rage, and my sister, of course, went nuclear. She screamed at me like her life depended on it and even spit in my face. Gross, right? My immediate reaction was to slap her hand away, like you'd do to a misbehaving toddler. But of course, she twisted the story, called my mom, and told her I'd hit her. Mom sided with her, surprise, surprise, and told me I had two weeks to figure out where I was going.
Starting point is 03:37:34 So, I packed up my things, rented a U-hall, and drove off, handling everything on my own, dresser, bed, you name it. Now, my mom occasionally calls me when my sister acts up. She'll say things like, your sister's out of control, or, the police had to come again. What can I say? Well, Mom, I told you I wasn't the problem, but now you get to see it firsthand. She misses me, and I guess my sister does too, but here's the thing, my sanity is intact for the first time in forever. I don't carry the weight of someone else's issues anymore.
Starting point is 03:38:06 Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but she needs serious help. I'm not sure even divine intervention could fix her at this point. The past that haunts me, let's rewind to my childhood. My mom married a man who turned out to be a predator, a truly vile person. He abused me regularly, leaving me with PTSD. I was just five when it started. Once, he even threatened my life if I ever told anyone. My mom.
Starting point is 03:38:33 She ignored me. Worse, she laughed when I tried to tell her what was happening. Eventually, I told someone else, and things came to light. Two of my best friends at the time had also been victims when they stayed over at my house. They told their mom, and the predator was sent to prison. By then, I was placed in foster care. My 11th birthday came and went in a stranger's house. The only bright spot was when the foster dad handed me some money and said,
Starting point is 03:39:00 Have a nice birthday. It wasn't much, but it meant the world to me. My mom tried to get me back, but her lies caught up with her. She had faked a DNA test and claimed the predator was my biolids. father. Turns out, my real dad was living on the other side of the country. The authorities shipped me off to live with him, along with my cat and all my belongings, even though I didn't know the man at all. New beginnings. Not quite. Living with my dad was weird. My mom kept crying to her co-workers about how much she missed me, but it was all for show. She knew exactly
Starting point is 03:39:35 what she'd done, and I wasn't buying her crocodile tears. One of her co-workers even reached out to me, trying to convince me to give her another chance. Nope, not happening. For the record, I'm still young, not even 18 yet. I've been through hell, but I'm finally finding my voice. I've cut ties with toxic family members, including my mom, and I'm determined to create a better life for myself. I want to make the world better, starting with my own mental health.
Starting point is 03:40:02 My mom's fallout with the family, fast forward a few years. My younger brother, who's 12 years younger than me, joined us on a family trip to the beach. One day, while I was playing with my kids, my four-year-old daughter started screaming. I looked over and saw my brother holding her in a way that terrified her. I lost it. My mom, instead of addressing the issue, got furious with me. She stormed off, drove three hours back home, and didn't talk to me for months.
Starting point is 03:40:31 Eventually, she even uninvited us from Christmas. Classic, right? Patriotic illusions shattered. Growing up, I was fed this overly patriotic narrative, America was God's favorite, the flag was sacred, yada, yada. I played the part of the obedient grandkid, spouting the rhetoric I'd been taught. That all changed when my parents' messy divorce pulled back the curtain on our so-called perfect family.
Starting point is 03:40:55 My mom became a single mother overnight, juggling three jobs to support us, and my dad's side of the family started treating us like second-class citizens. By the time I got to college, I'd had enough. I started voicing my opinions online, and that's when my dad's family turned on me. They called me stupid, sent threatening messages, and even spread lies about me in our tight-knit church community. The 2016 election brought out their worst. Racist, sexist, xenophobic, you name it, they said it.
Starting point is 03:41:24 Eventually, I had to cut them off completely for my own sanity. Choosing myself over toxicity, over time, I've learned to invest my energy in people who genuinely care about me. Sure, it's hard cutting off family, but sometimes it's the only way to heal. My grandparents still text me once a year, asking if I'll come to Christmas dinner. I never respond. I've built closer relationships with other family members who truly have my back, and for that, I'm grateful.
Starting point is 03:41:52 Breaking free for my mother's chains, my mom's addiction took over her life when I was just a kid. She fell for her drug dealer, moved us in with him, and let the situation spiral out of control. After years of neglect and abuse, I was placed in foster care, where a kind family friend took me in. She gave me clothes, my own room, and even a PlayStation. It was the first time I felt loved. As I grew older, I realized how delusional my mom had become. I gave her an ultimatum, get clean or stay out of my life.
Starting point is 03:42:23 She chose her addiction. I've made peace with it, but I refuse to let her back in, even though my sister still does. A relationship that changed everything. In my mid-20s, I dated an incredible woman from Mauritius who had two kids. Her teenage son, Tom, was a handful, arrogant and aggressive. Over time, his behavior escalated. He bullied his sister, and won Thanksgiving, things took a dark turn. Tom attacked her, and I had to step in.
Starting point is 03:42:50 That moment marked the beginning of the end for our relationship. Despite our love for each other, we couldn't move past what happened. Tom's life spiraled after that, lying, stealing, drugs, you name it. He's been estranged from the family for over a decade, still blaming everyone but himself. Meanwhile, I've remained close to my ex and her daughter, who I consider lifelong friends. Moving forward, looking back, my life has been a chaotic mix of trauma and resilience. Every experience has shaped me, and while I still carry scars, I've learned to prioritize my
Starting point is 03:43:23 well-being. My story isn't over, but I'm determined to write a happier, healthier chapter moving forward. Major Koo stepped off the train, breathing in the cool mountain air. Private Fu followed, dragging along two large suitcases so heavy that their wheels seemed to be leaving skid marks as they screeched across the hard, cold floor tiles. We need to be on the lookout, Private. Co looked over his shoulder before readjusting his peaked cap. Our job starts once our boots are on the ground. They say terrorism is rife here, Fu nodded and glared at the same direction his superior did.
Starting point is 03:43:56 That's what we are here for, sir. quick trip to the hotel to drop off their bags, the two reconvened at the army base. Headquarters had requested a special room for them, but the local general detested this order. Thus, the smallest conference room was found. Co had to squeeze past Fu to get to his desk. Right, let's review the facts of the case. Coe sat down with a sharp squeak from the chair. Fu handed Coo a small stack of documents, still warm from the printer.
Starting point is 03:44:25 The first incident happened on the 7th, just over two weeks ago. Customs found ammunition in crates disguised as auto parts. Forty guns were seized, including pistols and semi-automatic rifles. They also found more than 5,000 rounds in the crate. Five days after that, prison guards found notes recruiting people to join a separatist movement and communicating information about their organization. The notes were found in the prison uniforms, which would normally be washed by the prisoners themselves.
Starting point is 03:44:53 This is the first time the organization, calling themselves the iron fist, had identified themselves. And in one of the notes, they taunted the prison guards. Fu picked out the photocopy from the stack, Coe drew a star on the photocopy. We are everywhere. Your complacency has made you weak, and we will rise up and topple your oppression. Signed, the iron fist, he sipped his tea. The scalding heat did not deter him. Interesting. Presumably they are also behind the arms smuggling. That would suggest they are plotting something, and they have full confidence. Otherwise, they wouldn't taunt us with this note.
Starting point is 03:45:30 That would be what I think, too, sir. Foo nodded so enthusiastically his service cap nearly fell off his head. What's after that? Co-lifted an eyebrow. The local library, sir. Fu produced a notebook from his coat's inner pocket and flipped to a page bookmarked with a paperclip. They found a gun, hidden inside a book, with parts of the pages carved out.
Starting point is 03:45:53 In it, was the same note. That was the 14th, different handwriting, Kuh noted. He could picture the piece of evidence right in front of him as he closed his eyes. Yes. That would suggest it is not an individual behind all this. It appears there really is a whole conspiracy. Fu rubbed his chin and frowned. Kuset down his now empty teacup.
Starting point is 03:46:15 A gun hidden in a book, huh, he mused. Go find out more about these incidents. Interview some witnesses. We'll meet again tomorrow. to discuss our findings. You are dismissed, private, you're late. I said 5.30 p.m. Coot tapped his foot in displeasure, extinguishing a cigarette but he just threw to the ground.
Starting point is 03:46:36 My apologies, sir. I had to run back and forth between the library in particular. The air before foo's face fogged up rhythmically as he was trying to catch his breath. I brought my gun along, and they found it when I went through the metal detector. I had to come back and leave it in the locker before I could go back. didn't you show your identification, private? Coe spat right next to where the but was. They did, sir.
Starting point is 03:47:01 But they said it was not up to the new standards they put in recently. The mist before Fu started to steady out and dissipate. The guards were very adamant about that, guards. Kuh turned his head immediately to him upon hearing those words. Five. Foo nodded five times. Koo raised his eyebrows. Right, why don't we start there?
Starting point is 03:47:22 What more did you find? out at the library, there was only one gun found, luckily. The book itself had not been checked out for a month, so the organization had to be active since before that. The security cameras did not pick up anything suspicious. I reviewed the footage myself. Foo sat down on his stool. Such a shame, he muttered. Christy would not be pleased with this, Christy. Co frowned upon his comment. The book was murder on the Orient Express, sir. Foo looked away as he blushed. I. I like detective fiction, Kus smiled. Presumably that was why Foo chose to enter the investigative branch. It was one of those books Koo himself had heard of but had never had the time
Starting point is 03:48:05 for. As for the prison, I had uncovered no new information. Wasted my time trying to get in with all the construction there. Sensing Kus confusion, Fu added, they are installing a radar system to identify threats from the air. And finally, the customs department. They found the shipment of arms in a truck at a remote border crossing. There were in total 12 semi-automatic rifles and 38 pistols. Foo paused to recollect himself. All were Russian builds. The truck was headed to a warehouse in a neighborhood just 20 minutes from here,
Starting point is 03:48:38 but the manager of the warehouse checks out. So did the police report into his background and his company. Here comes the all-important question. Co-placed his hand on Fu's shoulder. Did they have a note? Anything to associate it with the iron fist? No. I've asked around, checked all the camera footage, but it didn't have a note. Foo shook his head. This was corroborated by all four agents who were present.
Starting point is 03:49:03 The first note found was the one in the prison uniforms on the 12th. So what do you think about this, foo? The major leaned back in his chair, but couldn't get very far since the room was so cramped. I think this is a group that is already armed and very dangerous. The private crossed his arms and held his notebook. We caught one of the arms ship. by luck. Then, they started to taunt us with notes and discoveries. If this shipment was the first one, they would not have the confidence to taunt us. Given that they hit a gun in a book, we must presume that they have arms at multiple locations. I believe they will strike again soon, and we must act fast. Okay, I can see where you're going with this, but there
Starting point is 03:49:43 are a few holes in your theory. Firstly, Coos shook his fingers before his face. Ring. Coop picked up his mobile. Hello, Major Coe from the Army investigative branch. Within seconds, he jumped up and grabbed his coat. Let's go, foo. The police station on Daxing Street was bombed, Major Coe. Thanks for coming so quickly. The policeman bowed slightly. Was anyone hurt?
Starting point is 03:50:09 Coz's eyes darted around for any casualties. Fortunately, no. It happened just as we were swapping over to the night shift, so some of our officers were not back yet. That's usual for us. And it happened in a far away corner of the station. Just take me there. Co pointed to the surveillance department. Foo, go check the security cameras for any footage. Yes, sir. Foo nodded and followed a policeman who led the way as Coe headed towards the other direction with another. After a long corridor, Coe was brought to the room. This is a spare closet. We usually just put things such as cleaning supplies in here. We've been meaning
Starting point is 03:50:47 to redo it for a few years now, but never found enough money in the budget for that. The policeman gave an embarrassed smile. Where was I? Oh. Luckily, it's far away from the rest of the station, and not close at all to the ammunition room. If that was targeted, then it would be a much bigger explosion, and likely to cost some on their life, co-bent down to examine the damage. Have photos already been taken of the scene? Yes, sir, of course. The policeman saluted as he proclaimed that. Good. He picked up a piece of bent metal.
Starting point is 03:51:20 Is that? Granade Schrapnel. Coming from the army, he had no doubts that this was the case. Holding it up towards the light, it looked familiar. It felt familiar. The coolness of the metal, the sharp edges of the shrapnel. But something else caught his eye. The pull ring, or more correctly, what's left of the pull ring lay on the floor, twisted. He pulled it back into its original shape.
Starting point is 03:51:45 Something came into his head, and he stood up suddenly. Next up was the window. The window was slightly ajar, and punctuated the residual heat of the granade. Not large enough to slip a whole granade through, and especially not trying to toss it through the gap ten feet above the ground. This leaves only one solution. And of course, the note. Again, different handwriting, but the same message once more. I'm done.
Starting point is 03:52:11 Take me to the control room. Coe patted the dust off his jacket. Of course. The policeman bowed and immediately showed the way. Major Coe. Back so soon. Fu stood up from a chair. Yeah, I have my suspicions.
Starting point is 03:52:28 What did the cameras show? Coop pulled a cigarette case from his coat. A chunk of footage looking over that section was erased. We can't access anything starting ten minutes before the explosion. Fu covered his chin as he said something his superior would not have liked. to hear. Co nodded and sighed. Sounds just about right. This means they have intimate knowledge of the inner workings of the police station here. Fu's eyes grew wide. So there. Either a current police officer or former police officer, in a deep husky voice, Co replied, the person who
Starting point is 03:53:00 planted it there, yes, Fu immediately started scribbling down in his notebook. I'll get a list of all the officers that work in this. Ring. This time Fu picked up the phone. Hello, private Fu here. He paused. Sir, another police station was hit. This one on the other side of town, Kuh shook his head. You take this one. I'll go do some research. Meet me in the morning, 9 o'clock, Fu rolled his eyes. He was clearly going back to the hotel to sleep. But there was nothing he could say. Koo was in great spirits. Morning, private. He said in a booming voice. Foo, on the other hand, was barely managing with two coffees already. Morning, sir. He replied wearily. So, what did you find at the other police station?
Starting point is 03:53:51 He walked over to an army car and hopped in. Get in, Foo got in, still groggy. Pretty much the same thing. Camera footage also erased, the explosion was in a remote part of the building and no one was hurt. It also had the same note, that makes a lot of sense. It had to be in inside job." Coe concluded in a as a matter-of-fact manner. Wait, why? Fu's eyes widened as those words were ten times as potent as caffeine. I've used those grenades before.
Starting point is 03:54:22 Co looked straight into Fu's open eyes. They are Chinese-made grenades. Which means they aren't ones that are smuggled over the border. No, they were stunned grenades the police themselves used. And there were just too many strokes of good luck. It just happened to strike at the time when not many people were at the station, and was far away so no one got hurt. That was on purpose, so the attackers just wanted to damage the buildings. Foo dropped his jaw. Exactly. If they wanted to kill
Starting point is 03:54:51 or injure more officers, they would put it in the ammunition room. You would cause something much bigger that way. They were also the ones who made sure the cameras were turned off. I guess I see it now. Foo sat up, any hint of confusion disappeared promptly before looking puzzled again. Wait, where are we going? Coe smiled. You only noticed it now. We're going to the army base. Specifically, the one at Min Pi, Min Pi. Isn't it rarely used as an outpost now? What are we doing there? Fu took off his cap and scratched his scalp. You'll find out soon. Co gave Fu a pat on the shoulder. And now, the one that I was most suspicious about. Why would anyone hide a single gun in a book in the library, to taunt. It's not a practical way of operating.
Starting point is 03:55:39 Foo proposed. It's a clear way of getting caught, because eyes lit up. That's right. I was curious from the very start. When you pick up the book, you'll notice the weight immediately. Librarians should find out very quickly. They wanted it to be found. And after researching the book, I came to my final conclusion. You read the murder on the Orient Express. Foo asked. No, I watched the movie version. But the reviews said it was very true to the original. Co-beamed as he was reminded of a conversation they had earlier. Tell me, since you're such a Christie fan.
Starting point is 03:56:15 Who did it in the book? Everyone did. No way. Fu's eyes grew wide open, and he slumped back in the seat. Peace it all together. Cook commanded. So the armed smuggling might be the only one that was real. Fu circled a clue on his notebook, stretching a line of to another on the same page.
Starting point is 03:56:34 The prison guards planted the notes to give the idea of a separatist gang which they then quashed. The librarians caught wind of this and planted a gun inside a book, and left the note blaming it on the gang. The two explosions yesterday, also done by the police, very well. You're learning. Kuh nodded approvingly. Fu shook his head vigorously. But why did they do this?
Starting point is 03:56:57 What is the motive? I have to know, you went to the prison, you went to the library. What was different from the police station yesterday? Ko peered down at Fu Notebook to see what he had concluded. Let's see. They had much newer equipment, even the library, compared to the police when it comes to security. Fu circled another one of his sentences on the same page. Bingo.
Starting point is 03:57:20 They get more funding to deter these attacks. The book was a signal to anyone who could understand it, join in on the scheme. Coe rested his hands in his pockets. Okay. Last thing I don't understand is, why were there two attacks on the police station then? Fu put his notebook down. If it were a scheme to get more government funding, surely one attack would suffice. This was the final question I had too.
Starting point is 03:57:45 But if it were not orchestrated by one group, then more than one person could have gotten a signal. Coe stared intently at Fu. It just happened that they decided to do it on the same night. Fu nodded, deep in thought. Oh. So why are we going to that outpost when it's being remembered? prepared, the car stopped at a red light. Now it's our turn.
Starting point is 03:58:05 Co held out an envelope. Fu took the letter out gingerly. It read, We are everywhere. Your complacency has made you weak, and we will rise up and topple your oppression. Signed, the iron fist. Being in the military comes with its fair share of challenges, but nothing prepares you for the eerie, unexplained, and downright chilling experiences some of us encounter. Over the years, I've heard countless stories, and experienced a few myself.
Starting point is 03:58:30 self, that defy explanation. Here are some of the most memorable and unsettling tales I've encountered, from my own time in service and from others who shared their experiences. The Burning City, 20 years ago, I was stationed at a small army camp just outside Hongwu, South Korea. The camp was situated north of Seoul but far enough south of the demilitarized zone, DMZ, that we figured we'd have some warning if the North Koreans ever decided to attack. One night, I was at the airfield when I noticed something unusual. The familiar skyline of Hangwu, which I could usually see about five miles away, was replaced by an orange glow.
Starting point is 03:59:07 It looked like the entire city was engulfed in flames. I could see columns of smoke and bursts of light that I interpreted as explosions. I genuinely thought we were under attack. Panic set in as I rushed back to inform my supervisor. I started rattling off procedures, wondering if the vehicles had fuel and trying to stay focused on what I'd been trained to do. My supervisor, however, calmly asked me to step outside and show her what I was talking about. We walked out together, and nothing.
Starting point is 03:59:36 The city was perfectly fine. The skyline I was so used to was back to normal, with no signs of smoke, fire, or explosions. The night was clear and quiet, the stars twinkling above, and the city lights shining as always. I stood there in disbelief. I wasn't sleep deprived, nor was I hallucinating. I had worked night shifts before and was used to the rhythm. I wasn't obsessed with war or paranoid about an invasion. Yet, what I saw felt so real.
Starting point is 04:00:05 It wasn't fog or haze, it was as if I was staring at the destruction of Hongwu. To this day, I have no explanation for what happened. The runway apparition, during my time as an air traffic controller in the Marines, I had my fair share of unsettling moments, but one in particular stands out. I was working alone in the control tower around 2 a.m. when a jet approached for landing. I gave the pilot clearance, and they began their descent. Just before touching down, the pilot's voice came through the radio, shaken and alarmed.
Starting point is 04:00:36 He said there was a woman standing in the middle of the runway, and he was going to abort the landing to avoid hitting her. I immediately called airfield operations and asked them to investigate. They searched the entire area for 30 minutes but found no one. The airfield was completely empty. This wasn't the first strange thing to happen while I worked in that tower. The elevator would randomly move on its own, doors would slam shut with no one around, and, occasionally, I'd hear faint screams. While I was convinced some of it was the work of other Marines pulling pranks, the pilot's account of seeing a woman on the runway still gives me chills.
Starting point is 04:01:10 The Haunted Aircraft Shelter, in 2007 to 2008, I was stationed at Ozan Air Base in South Korea. One of my buddies had an encounter during one of our readiness exercises that has stuck with me. During these exercises, we'd often hide in reinforced aircraft shelters, or ASS, to simulate taking covered during attacks. There was one specific shelter in Bravo Diamond that everyone avoided. The story goes that during the Korean War, maintainers were left behind at the base as it was being overrun. When the North Koreans captured them, they were tortured and killed, some reportedly hanged
Starting point is 04:01:44 with barbed wire. Their spirit supposedly still lingered in that shelter. My friend and his team once had no choice but to take it. cover in this infamous AS. During the simulated attack, they closed the doors and stayed inside for about 90 minutes. Throughout the exercise, they reported hearing strange noises, random thuds, whispers, and even clear voices. My friend swore he heard someone distinctly say, please, no, by the time they were allowed to leave, the entire team was on edge. When I returned to Ozen years later, that shelter had been demolished, replaced by a new building.
Starting point is 04:02:18 But the memory of those ghostly encounters remains. The Moning on Hatchet Trail, another story comes from my time in the Air Force, stationed at a base in Louisiana around 2006. This base was infamous for its eerie tales. One of the most well-known was about a man in a top hat who wandered along, dark dirt road near a storage facility. Another told of a deranged man who had been hit by a patrol car and disappeared into the woods. But the one that haunts me the most involves the spirit of a young girl. On my second night of duty, I was partnered with an airman who had been there for years. He told me about a girl who had tragically fallen to her death while playing on the construction site where we were working.
Starting point is 04:02:59 He even took me to the exact spot and turned off the vehicle's engine and music, leaving us in eerie silence. Nothing happened that night, but the story stuck with me. Years later, I was assigned to patrol that same area. The storage facility had been mostly shut down, and we were required to do physical checks of the perimeter. My partner and I were given an old livestock truck to use since our regular vehicle was in the shop. This detail seemed trivial at first, but would soon add to the weirdness of the night. Around 4 a.m., we decided to do our final check. As we drove down a road we called Hatchet Trail, I started to feel uneasy.
Starting point is 04:03:35 The usual noise of the truck and the faint chatter of the radio seemed to fade. It was as if the world had gone completely silent. As we approached the sight of the girl's supposed death, I turned my head to look out. the window. That's when I heard it, a soft, mournful moan, like someone in pain. It sounded like it was coming from inside the truck, right between me and my partner. I froze and quickly asked him to stop making that noise. He looked at me, confused, and said he wasn't doing anything.
Starting point is 04:04:04 We both sat in silence, listening. Then we heard it again. A long, eerie moan that sent chills down my spine. My partner's face turned pale as he whispered, what the hell is that? We stopped the truck, turned off the engine, and listened. The moan came again, louder this time, as if it was surrounding us. Without a word, my partner threw the truck into gear, and we sped out of there as fast as the old vehicle could go.
Starting point is 04:04:29 When we finally made it back to base, we reported the incident to our flight chief. To our surprise, he believed us, saying he'd experienced similar things in that area. After that night, I never went down Hatchet Trail again. The jungle's unseen voices. the Vietnam War, I was a young radio operator, fresh out of high school. I didn't know much about war or what to expect, but I was eager to serve. My first night in Vietnam was uneventful, but the tension in the air was palpable. The jungle seemed alive with unseen eyes watching us. My job was to manage communications between our unit and the others. I carried
Starting point is 04:05:06 a large radio pack on my back, along with other equipment. It didn't take long for me to be assigned into a close-knit unit that had just lost their previous radio operator to a landmine. The first time we made contact with the enemy was chaotic. We were in dense jungle, unable to see where the shots were coming from. The noise was deafening as we returned fire, blindly aiming in the direction of the attack. When the shooting stopped, we moved forward to secure the area. That's when I saw them, three enemy soldiers lying lifeless on the ground. They were young, like me, and it hit me hard that they were alive just moments ago.
Starting point is 04:05:42 It was a harsh reminder of the reality of war. As the weeks went on, I became desensitized to the violence. But one night, while on a routine patrol, something happened that I'll never forget. We were moving through the jungle when we heard a faint voice calling out for help. It was unusual because it didn't sound like any of us, and it wasn't coming from the direction of the enemy. We followed the voice cautiously, weapons ready. After about ten minutes, we reached a clearing, but there was no one there. The voice had stopped.
Starting point is 04:06:12 We searched the area but found nothing. As we turned to leave, we heard it again, this time coming from behind us. It was as if the voice was leading us in circles. Eventually, our leader ordered us to fall back. To this day, I don't know what it was. Some of the guys believed it was a trap set by the enemy, while others thought it was something more supernatural. Whatever it was, it's an experience that still sends shivers down my spine.
Starting point is 04:06:38 These stories are just a few examples of the strange and unexplainable experiences military personnel have had during their service. Whether you believe in the paranormal or not, there's no denying that these events leave a lasting impression. I got used to traumatic events. I'd seen far too many of our young soldiers fall in ways I'd rather not describe. It was one of those days when my sergeant walked up to me and said someone wanted to speak with me. The man who greeted me was older, probably in his 50s, and he seemed completely out of place.
Starting point is 04:07:07 His demeanor was cold, calculated, and precise, like every move was planned. plan ten steps ahead. Even my commanding officer acted like he was taking orders from this guy. He introduced himself as Frederick Douglass, an intelligence officer stationed nearby. According to him, I was being reassigned as his RTO, or radio telephone operator. To be honest, I didn't want to leave my unit. These guys were my family, the only people I trusted. But orders were orders, and refusing wasn't exactly an option. So, I grabbed my gear and boarded a military helicopter with Douglas. We flew to a heavily forested area surrounded by dense jungle. When we landed, the atmosphere was off. The place reeked of unease. There were a few
Starting point is 04:07:52 cabins scattered around, which Douglas said were old Viet-Zong strongholds. They'd been fortified by the enemy, and you could almost feel the violent history of the place. I noticed there were soldiers and gas masks lingering around, standing motionless like statues. Others moved with a kind of robotic precision that made my skin crawl. They didn't look at me, didn't acknowledge my presence, like I was invisible. And their eyes, there was something deeply unsettling about them. They weren't afraid, not like most of us were. Their expressions were blank, hollow, as if they'd been drained of humanity.
Starting point is 04:08:27 I tried making small talk with one of them, but all I got was a weird, emotionless stare. It was like trying to talk to a mannequin. Whatever these guys were dealing with, it had infected all of them. I'd never felt so out of place. I just wanted to leave. Douglas took me to one of the smaller cabins and told me to stay put until someone came for me. He left without another word. I sat there, trying to shake off the bad vibe of the place, but my curiosity got the better of me.
Starting point is 04:08:55 After what felt like an eternity, I ventured out and walked toward the main tent. The closer I got, the worst the feeling in my gut became. Inside, I saw something that made my stomach drop. On a makeshift table, there were six murky containers. Each held a severed head, heads of guerrilla fighters, with wires and tubes sticking out of them like some kind of grotesque experiment. My mind raced, trying to make sense of what I was seeing. That's when I felt a hand clamped down on my shoulder. I nearly jumped out of my skin.
Starting point is 04:09:26 It was Douglas, and he was pissed. He barked at me, telling me I had no business being there. I stammered out a question, asking what the hell they were doing in that tent. He didn't answer. Instead, he shoved me back toward the cabin, ordering me to stay inside. The look in his eyes was something I'll never forget, a mix of anger and something else. Fear, maybe. The next thing I remember, I woke up in a triage unit with broken ribs and a fractured collarbone.
Starting point is 04:09:55 No memory of what happened after that confrontation. Just darkness. I never saw Douglas or those soldiers again, and I never got any answers. To this day, I wonder what they were doing out there. Maybe they were gathering intel from dead enemy soldiers, or maybe it was something far worse. Whatever it was, it left a mark on me I can't shake. Years later, I had another brush with something just as chilling, though this time I was only a kid.
Starting point is 04:10:21 I was eight when we moved to military housing near a big base. My dad was an officer, so we got one of those cookie cutter houses right next to the base. I was a weird kid, always off in my own world, reading books in a tree or playing with the neighborhood kids in cardboard box forts. We had a pomegranate bush in our yard, and I'd often sit in a sturdy branch, munching on a pomegranate and flipping through a book. One day, I noticed this guy, an older man, walking back and forth near our backyard. At first, I didn't think much of it.
Starting point is 04:10:52 Adults did weird things sometimes, and I figured it wasn't my business. But then, one afternoon, I was home alone, reading under the shade of a bush. I could still see the street from where I was sitting. That same guy was back, and this time, he was acting even stranger. He was looking around our backyard, like he was trying to make sure no one was watching. Then he started fiddling with the latch on our back gate, trying to open it. My heart shot up into my throat. I bolted inside and locked all the doors.
Starting point is 04:11:22 When my parents got home, I told them what happened. They listened but brushed it off, saying I was probably being dramatic. A week later, I was at a friend's house with a few other girls. It was a scorching hot day, and we were all hanging out in a kiddie pool, trying to cool off. My friend's backyard faced a large park, and at some point, one of the girls noticed a man standing near the edge of the park, watching us. We all froze. Someone ran inside to tell my friend's parents, but the guy must have sensed the change in
Starting point is 04:11:52 our behavior because he started walking away. My friend's mom came outside with a wooden spoon, shouting in Korean at the top of her lungs. She chased the guy off, but not before noticing he had a camera. The base police got involved after that. They came to my house and asked me about the man, but I couldn't be sure if it was the same guy from before. My parents started taking me seriously, though. They kept a closer eye on me, and I wasn't allowed to go anywhere alone.
Starting point is 04:12:20 A week or so later, we were at a fast food place when I saw him. The man. He was sitting in a booth, eating like nothing was wrong. I whispered to my dad, telling him it was the guy. My dad asked if I was sure, and when I nodded, he didn't hesitate. He marched over and shoved the guy back into his seat. The base police arrived shortly after and searched his camera. What they found was sickening, photos of me, my friends, even pictures taken through the
Starting point is 04:12:47 windows of our house. The man was arrested, but here's the part that makes my blood boil, no charges were filed. Turns out he was also a high-ranking officer, and my dad was about to retire and land a big civilian job. Sweeping it under the rug was easier for everyone involved, except me. Years later, my mom told me something that made my skin crawl. She said the man had somehow accessed our attic and cut a hole in the air conditioning duct so he could spy on me. That explained why my room was always hotter than the rest of the house.
Starting point is 04:13:18 To this day, I don't know if she was exaggerating, but it's a thought that haunts me nonetheless. Now let me take you to one of the most bizarre and terrifying nights of my life. It was late, pitch black outside, and I could feel the pounding of my heart in my chest as our armored vehicle veered off the gravel road into dense underbrush. Weeks earlier, an entire unit had gone silent. No calls, no signals, nothing. They'd vanished like smoke on a windy day. Then, out of nowhere, we'd received a distress signal. A garbled transmission of numbers, repeated over and over, like a broken record.
Starting point is 04:13:53 It wasn't much to go on, but it was enough for command to send us in. Sergeant Davis, are you sure this is the place? I asked, my voice shaky over the crackling static of the radio. This is it. Stay sharp, Davis replied. The vehicle came to a halt, and the thick fog that surrounded us seemed to deepen. Stepping out, we were swallowed by the eerie silence of the abandoned base. The buildings looked like hollow shells, windows shattered, doors hanging off their hinges.
Starting point is 04:14:22 Just weeks ago, this place had been buzzing with activity. Now, it was a ghost town. Davis whispered for us to stay alert as we moved in, our boots crunching over broken glass and debris. Signs of a struggle were everywhere. Overturned furniture, blood-stained rags, and spent shell casings painted a picture of chaos. But there were no bodies, no clear sign of what had happened. Just an overwhelming sense of dread. As we approached the command center, the strange transmission grew louder.
Starting point is 04:14:52 The monotonous string of numbers seemed to drill into my skull, incomprehensible yet maddeningly persistent. Inside, the air was stale, and the only light came from flickering monitors. The radio crackled, repeating the numbers over and over in a lifeless tone. What does it mean, one of my squad mates whispered, her eyes wide with fear. Maybe the commander knew, Davis muttered, referring to the leader of the missing unit. We pressed on, searching for answers, but it was the lab that changed everything. The door was barely hanging on its hinges, like someone had forced their way in.
Starting point is 04:15:26 The air inside was thick with the stench of chemicals and decay. Broken vials and overturned equipment littered the floor. And then we saw them, bodies. Or what was left of them? The members of the missing unit were sprawled across the floor, their faces frozen in expressions of sheer terror. There were no bullet wounds, no signs of a conventional fight. Whatever had killed them, it wasn't normal.
Starting point is 04:15:50 In the corner of the room, amidst a pile of hastily abandoned notes, we found the commander's body. His hand clutched a notebook, the pages filled with scrawled numbers and a chilling final message, they're coming for us. The weight of those words hit like a sledgehammer. Who was coming? And why? The distress signal we thought was a plea for help now felt more like a warning, a warning
Starting point is 04:16:11 we'd ignored. Panic set in as the realization sank in, we weren't here to rescue anyone. We were the next targets. The fog outside seemed to close in, and the base felt like it was swallowing us whole. Davis barked orders, snapping us out of our stupor. We had to get out. We ran, stumbling through the mist, our only guide the faint glow of our vehicle in the distance. Just as we reached it, a shadow emerged from the fog.
Starting point is 04:16:37 It wasn't human. Or if it was, it wasn't anymore. The thing moved with a deliberate, unnatural grace, its presence colder than death itself. Get in. Now Davis screamed, his voice raw with terror. We scrambled into the vehicle, my hands shaking as I fumbled with the radio. The numbers interrupted every attempt to call for help, their maddening rhythm unbroken. As we sped away, the base disappeared into the fog, taking its horrors with it.
Starting point is 04:17:06 But the shadow, the thing, stayed burned into my mind. We can't let this go, Davis said, breaking the silence. We need to figure out what those numbers mean. happened to that unit, I didn't want to go back, but I knew he was right. We owed it to them, and to ourselves, to find answers. The dawn broke as we drove, but the light did nothing to ease the weight in my chest. The numbers, the fog, the thing in the shadows, they're still with me, haunting my thoughts. Whatever happened that night, it was just the beginning. And I'm not sure we'll ever truly know the end. Few people ever experienced the terrifying reality of a home
Starting point is 04:17:43 invasion, but those who do often carry the trauma for a lifetime. I happen to be one of those people. When I was around seven or eight years old, I experienced something so harrowing that it has stayed with me ever since. My older brother Austin and I grew up in a modest home, raised by our mother. Our father had left us early on, and our mom had to juggle two jobs to keep us afloat. On nights when she had to work late, our grandmother would stay over to take care of us. Despite our challenging circumstances, we had a relatively stable life, even lucky enough to have our own bedrooms. Our house was small but functional, though the neighborhood we lived and wasn't exactly safe. One night, everything changed. I can't remember whether it was
Starting point is 04:18:25 a weekday or a weekend, but I do know it was late in the evening. My grandmother and I were in the living room, she was watching TV, and I was playing with my Legos, making noise and generally being a kid. She kept telling me to quiet down, scolding me gently but lovingly. Austin had already gone to bed, and my bedtime was fast approaching, probably around 9.30 p.m. Eventually, my grandmother sent me off to bed, and she followed shortly after, heading to the bathroom to brush her teeth before turning in for the night. I was never a child who was scared of the dark. My mom used to say I was brave for my age. But that night, something woke me up in the middle of my sleep, something unusual for a heavy sleeper like me. I heard faint creaking
Starting point is 04:19:08 noises coming from the hallway outside my room. The wooden floors of our house were notorious for their creaks and groans whenever someone walked on them, so I figured it was just my grandmother heading to the bathroom. But the creaking didn't stop. It sounded like someone was pacing back and forth. Confused, I got out of bed and approached my door to listen more closely. Then, I heard whispering. It wasn't loud enough to make out the words, but it was I assumed my grandmother might be talking to Austin. Curious and a little uneasy, I opened my door to peek into the hallway. What I saw is something I will never forget.
Starting point is 04:19:45 Standing against the wall was a tall, naked woman, thin and hunched, with her head buried in her arms. She was muttering something to herself. The sight froze me in place. Suddenly, she turned her head sharply to look at me, her eyes wild and unblinking. I screamed for my grandmother and slammed the door shut, throwing my small weight against it to keep it closed. The woman on the other side began shouting, Jeremy.
Starting point is 04:20:10 Opened the door, Jeremy. Her voice was frantic and desperate. I screamed for my grandmother again, and moments later, I heard her shouting back, get out of here. My grandmother, despite being in her sixties, was fierce and capable. She managed to fend off the intruder while also calling the police. Somehow, she scared the woman enough that she fled the house, still shouting that mysterious name, Jeremy.
Starting point is 04:20:34 After locking the door behind her, my grandmother came to comfort Austin and me, holding us close as we cried from the ordeal. We stayed huddled together until the police arrived. It turned out that the woman had entered the house because my grandmother had forgotten to lock one of the doors. The neighborhood we lived in was dangerous, and it was likely that the intruder was under the influence of drugs. though the incident was over, it left a lasting impact on me. For years, I couldn't sleep alone,
Starting point is 04:21:00 and the memory of that night haunted my dreams. Years later, I heard another terrifying story from a friend named Megan, who had her own brush with danger. Megan suffered from sleep paralysis and often experienced vivid, unsettling dreams. One night, she asked me to come over because she was feeling particularly uneasy. When I arrived, I found her sleeping peacefully, or so it seemed. I sat by her window, playing games on my phone, waiting in case she needed me. After about 30 minutes, Megan suddenly woke up screaming. It wasn't a normal scream, it was muffled and panicked, like she was trying to shout but couldn't.
Starting point is 04:21:37 Her eyes were wide with fear, and she began shaking uncontrollably. I tried to calm her down, thinking it was another episode of sleep paralysis. After a few tense moments, she regained control and whispered, he's still here, confused and unnerved, I asked her to explain, but she said nothing more. Later that night, Megan revealed that while she had been pretending to sleep earlier, she'd noticed a man hiding in her closet. Terrified, she had managed to text 911 without alerting him. When I arrived, my presence apparently scared him into staying hidden,
Starting point is 04:22:09 buying her enough time for the police to arrive and arrest him. The man had been holding a large kitchen knife, and the police theorized that he had been planning something horrific. Megan's quick thinking, and perhaps my unintentional interference, had likely saved her life. These brushes with real-life terror serve as chilling reminders of how quickly normalcy can shatter. For me, the fear lingered long after the events themselves, shaping how I view safety and security
Starting point is 04:22:34 to this day. To everyone out there who's had encounters with the unexplainable, whether it's aliens, humanoid cryptids, UFOs, shadowy figures, or anything in between, what's your story? I've got a few of my own that still send chills down my spine, and I'm hoping to hear if anyone else has had similar experiences. Let me start with something that happened a few years ago during winter break. Two friends and I decided to have a sleepover at my house. For context, I live in a small suburb with about 20,000 people near Hamburg in northern Germany. It's the kind of place where nothing strange ever happens, or so I thought. My parents were out of town,
Starting point is 04:23:11 my sister was partying, and the three of us, about 12 or 13 years old at the time, were up late gaming. It was around 1 a.m., and we were playing Minecraft back when it was just starting to make a big comeback in late 2018. That's when things got weird. One of my friends suddenly froze and said he thought he heard the doorbell ring. My other friend and I didn't hear a thing, probably because we had headphones on, so we just brushed it off. You're imagining things, we teased. But about ten minutes later, as I was in the bathroom near the front door, I heard it too. Someone knocked, no, pounded, on the door. It was so loud I nearly jumped out of my skin. I bolted back to my room, my heart racing, but my friends swore they didn't hear a thing. I couldn't
Starting point is 04:23:56 wrap my head around it. How could they not hear it when it was so loud? We tried to shake it off and went back to playing Minecraft, but the atmosphere had shifted. Half an hour later, we headed to the kitchen to make some pizza, and that's when the doorbell rang again. This time, we all heard it. For context, my house has one of those intercom systems where you can talk to whoever's at the door. I grabbed the handset, my hands trembling, and asked, who's there? But as soon as I spoke, the ringing stopped. Dead silence. At that point, we were so freaked out that we each grabbed a knife and locked ourselves upstairs. After about five minutes of huddling together, trying to convince ourselves it was just a prank, we decided to go back to our game. Not ten minutes
Starting point is 04:24:40 later, the pounding started again. That was the last straw. We were already on edge, and since my sister wasn't home yet and my parents weren't answering their phones, we called the police. When they arrived, they checked the area and told us they'd patrol the neighborhood for a while but couldn't do much without more information. Eventually, we managed to fall asleep, clutching our knives like they were magical talismans. But the creepiest part came the next morning. For some reason, I went out to the garden and found huge footprints, bigger than anything an normal person would leave. They were scattered all over the yard. A week later, my mom came home from her trip and told us she had a similar experience. She heard loud knocking on the door
Starting point is 04:25:20 late at night, and when she checked the garden the next morning, she found more oversized footprints. We've had security cameras ever since, but I still wish I knew who, or what, was behind it and what they wanted. Another eerie thing happened when I was younger. It was a school night, and I was up late scrolling through my phone, even though I wasn't supposed to. One of our dogs was lying on my bed, and suddenly, he lifted his head and stared at the bathroom door. I turned off my phone and looked, expecting to see my mom. I'm sure I saw a woman, a shadowy figure that looked feminine, just standing there,
Starting point is 04:25:54 watching me. She walked toward the bathroom and disappeared. I thought, oh no, my mom saw me on my phone. But why didn't she say anything? Instead of sleeping, I started scrolling again, only for a shadow to move near my closet. Before I could react, the light switched on, and my actual mom was standing there, looking annoyed. I handed over my phone and asked, why didn't you take it earlier when you were in the bathroom?
Starting point is 04:26:20 She looked genuinely confused and said she hadn't been there at all. To this day, I have no idea if it was a trick of the light, my imagination, or something else entirely, but it still freaks me out. Behind my old suburb was a small mountain with a trail cutting through the forest to the top. I used to go there for the stunning view of the area. The trail continued beyond the summit, but I never ventured that far because it always gave me a strange, uneasy feeling. One day, I brought a friend along, and she wanted to explore further. We walked for about an hour, and both of us started feeling worse the further we went.
Starting point is 04:26:54 I developed a splitting headache, and she ended up vomiting in the bushes. Before we turned back, we spotted an overturned car on the far side of the mountain. It felt wrong, off, like the whole area was soaked in bad energy. I returned to the summit one last time with another friend. Even being there made me feel awful, and my friend said she felt the same. As we started heading back down, I noticed something. A tall, dark figure was standing just behind a bush near the trail. It wasn't moving, but its presence was overwhelming.
Starting point is 04:27:26 My heart felt like it stopped. At the same time, my friend grabbed my arm and screamed, run. We bolted down the mountain, tripping and stumbling, not stopping until we felt safe. When we caught our breath, I asked her why she had started running. She described seeing the same tall, black figure behind the bush. We never went back to that mountain. A friend of a friend shared something that still makes my skin crawl. She had a phone app that recorded her snoring.
Starting point is 04:27:54 One morning, she checked the audio and heard what sounded like someone opening her attic, walking down the attic stairs, whispering, she's the one, and then leaving. Horrified, she called nearly twenty friends to come over before checking the attic. Sure enough, there were signs that someone had been living up there, footprints, empty water bottles, and other trash. She moved out not long after. When I was in my early twenties, I used to visit creepy places and cemeteries for fun, hoping for something spooky to happen.
Starting point is 04:28:23 My hometown has a massive, old cemetery, and one night around 1 or 2 a.m., I decided to check it out. I parked outside since the main gates close after dark and walked up the hill into the wooded area. Everything was eerily calm, no wind, no animals, nothing. As I wandered the paths, I started hearing a faint whistling from the other side of the cemetery. It was soft and spaced out, like someone trying to get my attention. It had a weird rhythm, high, low, high, and it gave me goosebumps. I kept walking, curious, but uneasy.
Starting point is 04:28:56 The whistling grew louder and seemed to move, coming from different directions. At first, I thought it might be a prank, but when I whistled back, the sound stopped. Then it started again, faster this time, and coming from multiple directions. First north, then east, then right behind me. Finally, it sounded like it was just inches from my ear. I bolted out of there, my heart pounding, and never went back. Another bizarre incident involved my dog, Rufus. He was a Rottweiler my parents adopted before I was born.
Starting point is 04:29:27 When my mom was pregnant with me, Rufus wouldn't leave her side. He was fiercely protective, and when I was a baby, he slept in my room every night. One night, when I was about six, someone tried to break into our house. Rufus fought them off but didn't survive the encounter. It devastated my family, but even after his death, strange things kept happening. At night, I'd hear scratching at my door and soft wines, just like when Rufus wanted to come in. Once, during a thunderstorm, my mom swore she saw a tail sticking out from under my bed. We didn't get another dog for a couple of years, but guests who stayed in my room would complain about allergies, even though there was no dog hair anywhere.
Starting point is 04:30:07 I'm convinced Rufus stayed to watch over me, even after he was gone. When I was about fifteen, we moved to a new house, and I'd often hear strange scratching and creaking noises outside my window. I always assumed it was just animals. But one year, my dad noticed that the grass and dirt around my window looked flattened, like someone had been standing there. He said the tracks looked human. Knowing someone might have been watching me all those years still makes my skin crawl. Finally, there was the time I was driving home late at night on a rural road in northern Texas.
Starting point is 04:30:39 It was early autumn, around 8 p.m., and I had the windows down to enjoy the cool air. As I drove, something reflective caught my eye up ahead near a speed limit sign. At first, I thought it was just a piece of debris, but as I got closer, I realized something was standing in front of the sign. I slowed down, thinking it might be an animal, but it didn't look like any animal I'd ever seen. It was tall, pitch black, and had a strange, almost furry texture. But it wasn't fur exactly, it looked sharp, like it was made of needles or spikes.
Starting point is 04:31:11 The closer I got, the more I realized how wrong it was. It was darker than the night around it, like it was absorbing light. When I was about 20 feet away, it stood up. It had been crouching but now towered over the speed limit sign, which I later found out was about six feet tall. Its head turned toward me, and I saw its eyes, red, glowing, and metallic, like embers fresh from a forge. I froze, my heart hammering, and scrambled to roll up my window.
Starting point is 04:31:38 The thing stared at my car for a few seconds before stepping into the bushes. I hit the gas and sped away, but after a few minutes, I couldn't shake the. About eight years ago, I lived in an attic apartment in Michigan. It was a cozy space, but strange things happened there, things I can't explain. One night, I had this incredibly vivid dream. Now, I'm a deep sleeper and rarely remember my dreams, but this one stuck. In it, a baseball floated toward me in slow motion. Everything else around me blurred, and the ball became the sole focus of my attention.
Starting point is 04:32:11 The moment it touched me, I woke up, startled. Just as I was catching my breath, my dog's wind-up toy flew across the room and smacked me in the chest. It had been sitting on a shelf. I froze, staring into the darkness. The room, normally lit by moonlight streaming through three large windows, was pitch black. My first thought was my dog, maybe he'd nudged the toy. I called his name, but he was lying next to me, fast asleep.
Starting point is 04:32:39 Then, the bed shifted. It felt like someone climbed in behind me, spooning me. The pressure of a body was unmistakable. My heart pounded as I muster the courage to turn and look. Nothing. No one was there. Later, I found out that a close friend of mine, who had lived in that room before me, had experienced similar encounters.
Starting point is 04:33:00 It was unsettling to know I wasn't alone in these experiences. Another strange event took place while driving with my wife and another couple late at night. We were on a winding country road, the kind where your headlights barely pierced the surrounding darkness. As we rounded a sharp turn, a woman suddenly appeared in the middle of the road. She was covered in blood, her torn white dress clinging to her as she staggered toward us. I swerved hard, ending up in someone's yard. Shaken, I thought I must be hallucinating.
Starting point is 04:33:29 But then everyone in the car shouted, did you see that? We got out to look, but the woman was gone. There was no blood, no sign of anyone. We called the police, desperate for a rash, explanation. To this day, the memory haunts me. One of my earliest encounters with the unexplainable happened when I was about four years old. I was sitting on the living room floor, watching TV. The house was dark except for the flickering glow of the screen. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a white humanoid figure leaning casually against my bedroom
Starting point is 04:34:01 doorframe. Its arms were crossed as it watched me. Strangely, I wasn't afraid. In fact, I felt calm, almost comforted. It resembled the Michelin man, but without the lines. For years, I chalked it up to a vivid imagination. But years later, my boss, a close friend of my late mother, asked me if I'd ever told my mom about it. Apparently, my mother thought I had an imaginary friend who fit that description. Whether it was my imagination or something else, I'll never know.
Starting point is 04:34:32 Another unsettling moment happened in my current house. It's a two-story place, and I sleep on the ground floor. One night, while I was alone, I heard footsteps upstairs. Thinking my parents had come home, I called out, hello. There was no response. The footsteps stopped. Dismissing it as my imagination, I went back to my room. A few minutes later, the footsteps started again, followed by the sound of the TV upstairs
Starting point is 04:34:58 turning on. This time, I decided to investigate. As I approached the TV, it suddenly turned off by itself. That was enough for me. I bolted back downstairs and stayed there until morning. When I was about ten years old, I had an experience during a Cub Scout's camping trip that still baffles me. Late one night, I woke up needing to pee. I didn't want to walk all the way to the bathroom, so I headed to a tree nearby.
Starting point is 04:35:24 As I finished, I noticed a tall figure standing in front of me. It was at least eight to ten feet tall, with a pitch black face so dark it seemed to absorb light. Oddly, I wasn't scared. I felt calm, even safe. I asked if it was going to hurt me. It didn't respond but extended a hand and gave me a light gray stone. Then everything went black. I woke up in my tent the next morning, unsure how I got there.
Starting point is 04:35:51 Weeks later, while unpacking at home, I found the stone at the bottom of my bag. I still have no explanation for that night. Years later, I planned a solo survival trip in a remote winter forest. I was excited but felt an unshakable unease from the moment I arrived. The area was eerily silent, devoid of the usual sounds of wildlife. On the first night, I heard coughing and muttering from the woods. Thinking someone might need help, I called out, but the sounds continued. As I sat by the fire, clutching my hatchet, I saw something at the edge of the clearing.
Starting point is 04:36:24 An old woman, naked and walking on her hands, moved sideways through the trees. My throat tightened, and I couldn't scream. She vanished as quickly as she appeared. I stayed up all night, terrified. At sunrise, I packed up and hiked back to the road in record time. A farmer found me collapsed and helped me. When I told him where I'd been, he warned me never to return, saying locals avoided that area after dark. Growing up, my grandparents lived in a big, old house with a mysterious history.
Starting point is 04:36:55 It had once belonged to a doctor known for groundbreaking medical advancements. There were also rumors of tragic deaths, murders, suicides, you name it. As a child, I occasionally saw what I thought were ghosts. They never scared me, they felt like part of the house. Years later, I told my mom about them, and before I could describe what I'd seen, she listed the exact same apparitions she'd encountered as a child. That confirmation has stayed with me ever since. On a trip to rural England, I stayed with my uncle, who took me and his dog for nightly walks.
Starting point is 04:37:28 One night, as we strolled through an orchard, I felt an intense sensation of being watched. Turning my flashlight on, I saw a tall, humanoid figure moving between the trees. It was at least eight feet tall and seemed to be observing us. My uncle saw it too, but we both stayed quiet, unsure what to do. The figure disappeared, but the memory of its presence still gives me chills. While camping in northern Wisconsin with my sister, her ex-husband, and my ex-boyfriend, we stood on a dock stargazing. Suddenly, a bright light appeared across the lake, moving in impossible patterns.
Starting point is 04:38:02 It darted up, down, left, and right with a speed no man-made object could achieve. We debated its origin for an hour before giving up and heading inside. To this day, I've never seen anything like it. In college, I rented an apartment in a 100-year-old building. Within weeks, I experienced my first bout of sleep paralysis. One night, I woke up completely aware but unable to move. A shadowy, humanoid figure stood in the corner of my room, radiating an oppressive energy. It pointed at me, emitting a static-like noise that chilled me to the bone.
Starting point is 04:38:37 After what felt like an eternity, I blinked, and it vanished. For weeks afterward, I felt like I was being watched. Finally, during a school trip in the 1980s, my class saw two massive, metallic objects hovering in the sky. They were cylindrical and far too large to be planes. Everyone saw them, but no one wanted to talk about it. Decades later, I still wonder what we witnessed that day. These are just a handful of the unexplained events I've experienced.
Starting point is 04:39:04 Each one has left its mark, reminding me that the world is full of mysteries we may never fully understand. For years ago, I was driving home late at night in Northern California. It was around 1 a.m., and the roads were eerily quiet. Out of nowhere, I glanced up at the sky and spotted something that immediately made me hit the brakes. Hovering above was a triangular craft, each point glowing with bright lights. It was high up, but still clearly visible.
Starting point is 04:39:31 I pulled over, got out of the car, and just stared at it. For about four minutes, I watched it silently hover in place. Then, it began to ascend, slowly at first. Within seconds, though, it accelerated at an incredible speed, shooting straight up into the sky. It vanished so fast it seemed to dissolve into the darkness. Growing up on an Air Force base and living just an hour away from one now, I've seen countless aircraft, but nothing like that. that. Ever. As a kid, I already had my share of unsettling experiences, and this sighting brought some of those memories rushing back. Back then, I hated going to bed because of
Starting point is 04:40:08 the shadowy figures that would linger around me at night. They'd only appear when I turned to face the wall, as if they were waiting for the right moment. Sometimes, I'd hear faint whispers or strange noises coming from my closet, which made the experience even worse. There was always this sense of being watched. If I dared to glance back to see what it was, I'd spot a shadowy figure standing there, staring at me. But the moment I locked eyes with it, it would dart into the closet. I could even hear its footsteps as it moved. Other nights, I thought I'd outsmart them by pulling the blanket over my head.
Starting point is 04:40:42 But even then, I'd feel something lightly touching me, as if trying to freak me out. When I got brave enough to peek out, there was nothing there. I used to share the room with my grandma, and I'd wake her up, panicked and crying. He'd always tell me it was just an image from the TV lingering in my brain. Sure, that explanation was amusing, but it didn't help much. I'd still lie awake for hours, hearing those whispers from the closet, too terrified to move. Even now, I've had sleep paralysis a handful of times, but I can usually snap myself out of it pretty quickly.
Starting point is 04:41:15 Those childhood experiences. They felt nothing like sleep paralysis. I could move. I could talk. I even heard an evil laugh coming from the closet. And I swear, I knew where everyone else in the house was at the time. It wasn't a family prank or someone sneaking around. It was something else entirely.
Starting point is 04:41:36 When I was about ten, we moved to a house near a railroad crossing. They installed bright lights there that shone directly into my window at night, creating these strange shadow shows on my walls. One night, I had a sleepover with two friends. was normal until we saw it, a hunched figure at my window. All three of us froze. There was nothing outside the window for someone to stand on, which made it even creepier. The figure had elongated limbs and a pointed head.
Starting point is 04:42:05 We hid under the blankets, peeking out occasionally. After what felt like forever, we saw it jump to the side and disappear. For years, I convinced myself it was just a bad dream. But years later, during our senior year of high school, one of those same friends brought it up while signing my yearbook. Do you remember that thing we saw at your window?" she wrote. My jaw dropped. I asked our other friend, and she remembered it too.
Starting point is 04:42:30 When I mentioned it to my dad, he told me the lights from the railroad crossing never actually pointed at my window. That realization made my skin crawl. Another time, I was on a late-night drive with friends in Ontario, Canada. We'd pulled over on the side of the highway so one of us could relieve themselves in the woods. While waiting, I noticed something tall moving between the trees. It was slowly getting closer to my friend. I rolled down the window and yelled, Hey, there's something in the trees.
Starting point is 04:42:59 My friend turned to look, and whatever it was, it stopped. Then he did the dumbest thing, he whistled at it. To our horror, the figure whistled back, but it sounded wrong, like a mix of a whistle and a low murmur. My friend screamed and bolted back to the car. We sped off, hearts pounding. the deep woods now as an adult, you'd think I'd be used to strange things. But these woods? They're beyond strange, they're haunted. I inherited this place from my aunt, who left me a note
Starting point is 04:43:29 with some cryptic advice, always put salt at the doors and windows. I laughed it off at first, but now I understand. Shadow figures are a regular occurrence here. I've seen them on my security cameras, on trail cams, and even inside the house. Once, while smoking on the porch at night, I felt something touched me. When I looked, there was no one there. Other times, logs and rocks have been hurled at my cabin and car. One of the scariest incidents happened recently. A couple who rented a nearby cabin told us they'd been attacked by something while hiking. My partner went to check it out and later called me, visibly shaken. After years of strange activity, they'd finally seen it, a massive creature they could only describe as Bigfoot. The damage to
Starting point is 04:44:14 their truck, dense from logs and rocks, was proof enough. I've only ever caught glimpses of it on camera, but once, late at night, my daughter screamed from her bedroom. I rushed in just in time to see a huge shadow retreating from her window. We used to have dogs, but they all disappeared without a trace. We assumed they met a tragic fate. But the strangest thing I've ever experienced wasn't in the woods. Years ago, while serving in the Navy, I had a vivid nightmare at sea. I was running on the deck during a terrible storm, being chased by something. The ship was tilting, lightning flashing all around me. Just as I reached a hatch to escape, it cornered me. It was an old, seaweed-covered woman cackling like something out of a horror movie. She lunged
Starting point is 04:44:58 at me, and I woke up in a cold sweat, heart racing. I convinced myself it was just my imagination, I'd been playing a lot of dungeons and dragons at the time. But the next morning, another sailor mentioned having a weird dream about a sea witch. Then another chimed in. I didn't say a word, but I've never forgotten it. Years later, I had another eerie experience at my girlfriend's rural apartment. I'd stepped outside to smoke in the middle of the night, leaving the door slightly ajar. As I stood there, an unsettling feeling washed over me, like I was being watched.
Starting point is 04:45:31 I hurried back inside, but just as I did, the door swung open on its own. It blocked the entrance to our bedroom, and when I peered around it, no one was there. My girlfriend and her kids were still asleep. I locked the door and climbed into bed, trying to shake the creepy vibe. Hours later, I woke up to see a figure in the room. It looked like a heavyset person in a pink mumu, with faintly pink hair, standing in the corner with its back to us.
Starting point is 04:45:57 I told myself I was dreaming and forced myself to go back to sleep. The next morning, I told my girlfriend, and her face went pale. She said it sounded just like her grandmother, who had died in that apartment years ago. I still get chills thinking about it. My childhood home wasn't much better. Growing up with three siblings and two parents, we all had strange encounters there, except for my dad and one brother, who insisted it was nonsense. But even they couldn't explain some of the things that happened.
Starting point is 04:46:26 For me, the mirrors were the worst. I'd avoid looking at them because I'd always see something out of the corner of my eye, a man dressed in black with long, dark hair. It happened so often I just accepted it as normal. Now, at 22, I haven't seen anything like that since, so I chalk it up to childhood imagination. The garage in that house, though. It's a whole different story. Originally detached, it was later converted into a master bedroom and eventually a gym.
Starting point is 04:46:54 Even as a kid, I hated going in there. It felt off, like the air was heavier, and my anxiety would spike. There were two large closets in the room that always gave me the creeps. One night, feeling brave, I decided to face my fear. It was almost Halloween, so I'd been watching horror movies and wanted to test my nerves. I walked into the gym, stood by the light switch, and thought, wouldn't it be creepy if the light just turned off? And then it did.
Starting point is 04:47:22 I tried flipping the switch, but the light wouldn't come back on. I noked out of there and texted my sister about it. The next morning, I went to check it out, expecting to replace the bulb. But when I flipped the switch, the light came. Have you ever met a killer? It's a chilling thought, isn't it? To think you've crossed paths with someone capable of taking a life. Looking back, I realize I've encountered more than one person who ended up doing just that.
Starting point is 04:47:47 These experiences have left an indelible mark on me, and maybe sharing them will offer some clarity, or at least serve as a cautionary tale. Let me take you through the times I've brushed shoulders with darkness, both in unexpected ways and under eerily mundane circumstances. The Walmart encounter. About 12 years ago, I was in my 20s, living in a southern state in the U.S. One late night, I realized I urgently needed something from the store. The only place open was a 24-hour Walmart Supercenter near a major interstate exit.
Starting point is 04:48:18 It was a Tuesday, around 1 a.m., and the parking lot was vast and mostly empty, save for a few semi-trucks, RVs, and scattered cars. I was in the checkout line, and the man in front of me immediately caught my attention. The store was nearly deserted, making him even more noticeable. He was a young white man, maybe in his early 30s, with an average build and a baseball cap pulled low over his face. He was buying a peculiar set of items, a shovel, duct tape, rope, zip ties, latex gloves, leather gloves, an empty red gas can, and a disposable cell phone.
Starting point is 04:48:51 That's it. Nothing else. He paid in cash, barely acknowledging the cashier, who looked as tired and annoyed as you'd expect at that hour. Even without those specific items, something about him gave me an uneasy feeling. But those purchases, at that time of night, a random weekday, added an ominous layer to the encounter. My gut screamed that something was wrong. I lingered in the store after he left, feeling too nervous to walk to my car alone.
Starting point is 04:49:19 Eventually, I convinced the night manager to accompany me to my vehicle. Reluctantly, he agreed. The next day, I couldn't shake the feeling, so I called the local FBI office. They asked if I was reporting a specific crime. I wasn't, just a gut instinct, but they took my information anyway. Months later, they contacted me again, asking if I had paid with a credit card during my visit. I had. They never provided further details, and I never saw any news reports related to the incident.
Starting point is 04:49:49 To this day, I'll never know if I witnessed someone preparing for a heinous act. But I'm almost certain I did. The co-worker who snapped, years earlier, during my university days in the UK, I worked part-time at McDonald's to help pay for school. Most of us were teenagers or young adults, but there was an older guy named John. John who worked maintenance. He was in his late 30s, significantly older than the rest of the staff. John tried to fit in, but often came off as awkward.
Starting point is 04:50:17 One day, he showed up with a girlfriend much younger than him, she was 19, sweet, and quiet. They seemed mismatched but genuinely in love. One afternoon, I was in the staff room with another colleague when John came in, holding a box cutter. My co-worker made a harmless joke at John's expense, which made me chuckle. turned on me, yelling and waving the blade around. We quickly apologized, and my colleague pulled me aside to diffuse the situation. It was strange, but we didn't think much of it beyond how odd John was. A few days later, management called an emergency staff meeting.
Starting point is 04:50:53 Everyone, even those on vacation, was required to attend. We were told John would no longer be working there. If any customers asked about him, we were to direct them to the manager. It turned out John had brutally murdered his girlfriend after she tried to break up with him. He used a mallet to strike her, then strangled her with a tie. Afterward, he walked into a police station and confessed. He received a life sentence, though in the UK, that didn't necessarily mean life. By now, he might even be out of prison. The thought chills me to this day.
Starting point is 04:51:26 A close call at the gas station, during another chapter of my life, I worked as an assistant manager at a busy gas station in a small town. I often worked the night shift alone. One regular customer, a middle-aged man, started showing an unusual interest in me. One night, he parked his car, went into the restroom, and stayed there for hours. He stripped naked and kept propping the door open with a toilet paper roll so he could watch me from the corner of his eye. I was scared but didn't call the police, thinking he was just high.
Starting point is 04:51:56 Luckily, customers kept coming in and out all night, which was unusual for that time. At 6 a.m., a regular customer of mine showed up. I told him about the man in the restroom. He banged on the door, threatened the man, and chased him off the property. I was grateful, but that wasn't the end of it. Months later, I saw the man's face on the news. The same night he had been lurking at my gas station, he went home and murdered his girlfriend with a bedpost.
Starting point is 04:52:23 I still shudder, thinking how close I came to being another victim. The friendly, schoolmate. When I was 14, I had a close friend, let's call her sick. Sarah, who was a year younger than me. She was bright, funny, and seemingly ordinary. But one day, Sarah and three others kidnapped a boy, held him hostage, and tortured him for two weeks before killing him. They burned him with cigarettes, poured boiling water on him, and committed other unspeakable acts. The news broke, and my world shattered. I couldn't reconcile the girl I knew what the monster described in the reports. During those two weeks, I had called Sarah
Starting point is 04:52:59 several times. She sounded normal, even cheerful. It haunts me that I spoke to her while she was committing such atrocities. Could I have done something? Could I have saved that boy? The guilt lingers, even though I know the blame doesn't belong to me. The reformed doctor. In 2009, I started university and met a man named Fabio Jorge. He was older, quiet, and polite. He didn't seem out of place on campus, but I later learned he had killed his girlfriend, a patient of his, in 2003. He'd confessed, but only served a few years in prison due to Brazil's lenient legal system. By the time I met him, he was trying to rebuild his life. We had one class together, exchanged pleasantries, and occasionally crossed paths. He seemed reserved, introverted. I never heard
Starting point is 04:53:47 him mention the crime. But in 2017, he took his own life after being convicted again and sentenced to 14 years. The news hit me hard, even though we weren't close. It's unsettling to realize how easily someone's dark past can stay hidden in plain sight. Other encounters, over the years, I've met others who ended lives, sometimes intentionally, sometimes by reckless accident. A former landlord of mine was a suspect in his girlfriend's disappearance. An old schoolmate caused a fatal car accident while driving drunk.
Starting point is 04:54:19 And a friend from high school tortured and killed a man over a drug dispute. Each story is unique, yet they all share a common thread, the unsettling realization that ordinary people are capable of extraordinary violence. Final thoughts, life is unpredictable. You never know who you're standing next to or what they're capable of. These experiences have taught me to trust my instincts, stay vigilant, and remember that evil often hides behind a mask of normalcy. While these encounters have been haunting, they've also shaped my understanding of humanity, both its darkness and its resilience. So, have you ever met a killer? If not, consider yourself lucky.
Starting point is 04:54:57 But remember, they may not be as far removed from your life as you think. What security camera watchers wish they could forget? Ever wonder what it's like to keep an eye on the world through security cameras? Some people see things they wish they could unsee. Whether you're watching for work or stumbling onto something horrifying, the stories stick with you. Here's a compilation of eerie and unforgettable tales from those who've peered into the dark corners of human behavior, or maybe something else entirely. One, gasoline, flames, and a beating in the night.
Starting point is 04:55:26 This wasn't my job, but I ended up watching some security footage because of a crime. It happened over 15 years ago, back when I was still in school. Around 3 a.m., a car rolled into the drive-thru at the convenience store where I worked. The people inside were rowdy, loud, and obviously drunk. Then we started hearing it, what sounded like someone being repeatedly hit inside the car. The store was dead empty that night, and we were sure something bad was happening. We opened the window to get a better look, but couldn't see much, just flames. Somehow, they'd set fire to the drive-thru menu board and speakers.
Starting point is 04:56:03 They must have used gasoline because the flames spread fast, licking the side of our building in under five minutes. One of the guys who'd been hit was lying on the ground near the fire. When we checked the cameras later, we saw blood splattered from the car as they beat him. He was rushed to the hospital. and I heard he was in critical condition for a long time. It took months to repair the damage to our store. The cops investigated, but I never found out if they arrested anyone.
Starting point is 04:56:29 To this day, I wonder if the guy had been kidnapped. Two, a silent predator in the parking lot, I used to work at a small office building owned by a family that was renovating it to attract new tenants. The place had a couple of office cats that had been living there even before the family bought it, fat cat and blackie. I wasn't much of a pet person back then, but over time, I warmed up to them. They were good for pest control and occasionally finding employees in the building's blind spots. One day, the owner decided the cats needed to stay outside, worried their smell might turn off potential renters.
Starting point is 04:57:03 It wasn't ideal, but they were given food, water, and shelter outside. A few months passed, and one day, the owner mentioned he hadn't seen Blackie in a while. I agreed to check the security footage to see what I could find. The footage broke my heart. One early morning, Fat Cat and Blackie were lounging in the parking lot, gazing up at the stars. Suddenly, a small dog, or so I thought, appeared, creeping out of the shadows. It wasn't a dog, it was a coyote. In an instant, both cats bolted.
Starting point is 04:57:34 Fat Cat raced up a nearby tree, but Blackie wasn't as lucky. The coyote caught him and ended his life in seconds. I wish I hadn't watched that footage. It was brutal and made me realize just how indifferent nature can be. Breaking the news to the owner was one of the hardest things I've ever done. Three, The Smiling Stranger, a friend of mine works in security, monitoring cameras for industrial storage facilities. It's a mostly quiet gig, just keeping an eye on heavy equipment and construction materials. But one week, something started triggering the motion sensors after hours.
Starting point is 04:58:09 At first, it seemed like nothing. Birds, stray animals, or wind-moving debris. But one night, he finally caught something, or rather, someone. Out of nowhere, a man sprinted from the woods, squeezing through a section of fencing that had been cut earlier. He darted across the lot like his life depended on it, stopping just below the camera. My friend tilted the camera down to get a better look, and there he was, standing against the building with his arms outstretched, grinning year to year like he'd just
Starting point is 04:58:37 won the lottery. His teeth were bared, his eyes wide, and his face was plastered with the creepiest, most unsettling smile you can imagine. The guy started creeping along the wall like a cartoon villain. My friend called the cops and kept watching. The man slithered under a parked truck, hiding. When the police arrived, they surrounded the vehicle, guns drawn. Whatever the guy had, a knife, a needle, who knows, they eventually got him out. My friend can't forget that smile. He says every time a motion sensor goes off now, he braces himself for that face. Four, a ghost in the cell. During my time at a correctional facility, I worked night shifts, constantly monitoring the cameras. One night, I saw an inmate wandering in an off-limits area
Starting point is 04:59:21 under renovation. The place was supposed to be sealed off, but there he was, slipping between blind spots like he knew exactly where the cameras couldn't see. I tracked him to a cell, where he shut the door behind him and stared out the window for a long time. I radioed an officer to check it out. The officer unlocked the cell, shine a flashlight inside, and nothing. No one was there. Years later, I learned that three inmates had died by suicide in that block, two in that very cell. I don't believe in ghosts, but I know what I saw.
Starting point is 04:59:53 It still gives me chills. Five, a routine that turned violent. At a past job, I used to watch security feeds near a quiet street. There was this woman who passed by every night, probably on her way home. home from work. For a while, two men started sitting on a bench nearby, always showing up just before she walked by. At first, I thought nothing of it. They didn't seem to interact with her, so I assumed it was harmless. Then, one night, they seemed different, on edge, fidgety. When the woman walked by, they got up and followed her. I switched to a different camera to keep an eye on
Starting point is 05:00:28 them, and my stomach dropped. They attacked her. While I was calling for help, they mugged her and left her unconscious. The guards arrived too late to catch them, but luckily, she survived with only minor injuries. I quit that job shortly after. I couldn't handle the thought of watching something like that happen again. Six, the man with the keys, I work at a hotel in a not-so-great part of town. One night, my manager was reviewing the security footage from his bed when he noticed a guy in the lobby acting suspiciously.
Starting point is 05:00:59 First, the guy tried to get behind the front desk, then he moved on to breaking into the vending machine. When that didn't work, he began trying random doors, claiming he'd rented a room. At some point, he pulled out a huge ring of keys, like something out of a cartoon, and started trying them one by one. By the time my manager showed up, the guy had bolted, leaving the keys behind. We called the cops, and they found him lounging on a bench not 20 meters from the building. It turns out he'd stolen the keys earlier, but who knows from where? Not the smartest criminal. 7. A Naked Mystery. Once, I stepped away from my cameras for 20 minutes to check freezer
Starting point is 05:01:37 temperatures. When I came back, there were cops swarming the parking lot. Apparently, a kitchen worker had spotted a man, completely naked, pleasuring himself out there. I reviewed the footage, and there he was, strutting around like he owned the place, occasionally ducking out of view. He wasn't homeless, either. He had some kind of ring on, which was, unsettling. No one ever caught him, and I never saw. saw him again. But I double-checked the parking lot every time I leave work now. 8. Paranormal activity. My cousin used to work as a security guard at a psychiatric hospital. People often joked about the place being haunted, but he didn't believe in that stuff,
Starting point is 05:02:16 at least not until he saw the footage. One night, around 3 a.m., the camera caught something eerie in the visitor parking lot. A shadowy figure appeared out of nowhere, walking through the lot before vanishing. My cousin brushed it off at first, thinking it was just a trick of the light. But then he saw it again on another camera, moving in the same way. Years later, he told me the story, still visibly shaken. He even showed me the footage. I don't know what it was, but I could tell it wasn't just a glitch. Nine, the woman in white. There was one night when a woman walked into the lobby of a hotel I worked at, dressed all in white. She didn't say anything, just stood there, staring at the front desk.
Starting point is 05:02:57 When the clerk asked if she needed help, she turned and walked out. A few minutes later, the cameras picked her up outside, walking through the parking lot, and then she vanished. No one could find her, and there was no record of her coming back. To this day, I wonder who, or what, she was. These are just a few of the bizarre, creepy, and downright terrifying experiences people have had while watching security cameras. Whether it's criminals, unexplained phenomena, or the occasional wild-like,
Starting point is 05:03:25 encounter, one thing's for sure, there's always something lurking just out of sight. I'd never seen him so nervous before. Honestly, I thought he was joking at first, but then he showed me the video. It was around 3 a.m., and the footage was from the visitor's parking lot at his workplace. This wasn't just any parking lot, it was built in what used to be an open courtyard, so there was no roof, just a wide, open sky. The area was completely enclosed except for a single lane entrance, which was gated off by a garage door and a separate, locked gate. Visitors would have to get past both to enter. The place was illuminated by a single orange streetlight in the middle of the lot, casting
Starting point is 05:04:03 enough light to make it easy to spot anyone coming or going. The video started innocently enough. About twenty seconds in, though, two bright points of light appeared on the ground out of nowhere. They didn't just stay still, they began moving like someone was walking. As they moved, the brightness dimmed, and you could clearly see the they looked like shoes, shoes walking on their own, with no body attached. These phantom shoes began circling the streetlight, going around it at least ten times. Then, as if they were taunting anyone who might be watching, they started walking directly
Starting point is 05:04:35 toward the camera. For a full minute, they stood there, almost daring someone to do something. Then the shoes abruptly turned and sprinted to the opposite corner of the lot, disappearing into the shadows. But that wasn't even the creepiest part. As soon as the shoes vanished, the streetlight began flickering. The shoes reappeared, this time running full speed toward the camera. There was a traffic cone next to the light pole, and whatever force was behind these
Starting point is 05:05:00 shoes kicked the cone like a pro football player. It flew straight into the camera, smashing it. My cousin, who worked security, investigated with a colleague right after the incident. They found no sign of anyone entering or leaving. The garage door was closed, and the gate was still locked. the camera was definitely broken. He even took a photo to report it to management. Watching that video felt like something was staring right back at me, even though there was
Starting point is 05:05:27 nothing there but those glowing shoes. The whole thing was so unsettling that my cousin actually took me to the parking lot to prove he wasn't making it up. And honestly, the vibe there was just off. Even in broad daylight, it made me uncomfortable. That video changed my perspective on ghosts. Whatever it was, it wasn't just harmless. It had enough power to kick a traffic cone 50 feet and destroy a security camera in one go.
Starting point is 05:05:54 At work, we have cameras, but not many motion sensors except for some outdoor lights. Monitoring is mostly handled by three or four people with access to the system on their phones. It's a relatively new setup since we've only been in the building for a few months. But weird things seem to happen here too. About two months ago, something strange occurred in the alley behind our building. I'd parked my truck out front and had been working inside for about an hour when the shipping manager arrived.
Starting point is 05:06:21 He went to the back to start preparing orders and came back a little later, looking puzzled. He asked if I'd seen the wood pallets in the alley stack strangely. Curious, I went to check it out. Sure enough, the wood we'd left scattered around for shelving projects had been neatly rearranged. It didn't seem too weird at first. Maybe someone had organized it for us, right? But something about it nodded me, so I pulled up the footage from the night before.
Starting point is 05:06:47 Around 1.15 a.m., in the middle of February, with temperatures hitting minus 20 degrees Celsius, I saw a man on the camera. He was wearing a hoodie, shorts, and sandals, not exactly winter gear. For 40 minutes, he stacked the wood into a neat pile at the far end of the alley. Then, he climbed the stack and disappeared out of view. I switched to the opposite camera just in time to catch his face, grinning maniacly, pressed right up to the lens. He stayed there, smiling at the camera, for a full 20 minutes before casually pulling his hood up
Starting point is 05:07:18 and walking away. I still get chills thinking about it. Another unsettling memory is for my time working at a big corporation. Security was tight, and every morning, we had to scan our ID cards to enter. One warm spring day, a friend of mine was leaving the building and noticed a terrible smell coming from a parked car. Curious, he peaked inside but didn't see anything. The smell lingered, though, so he reported it to a security guard. Instead of investigating, the guard got into the car and drove off. My friend was baffled but decided to let it go. Weeks later, news broke that two
Starting point is 05:07:54 bodies had been found stuffed into suitcases on a rural road about two hours away. The story didn't fully hit him until the police showed up at work to arrest that same security guard. Turns out, he was a former cop who'd killed those people and was trying to dispose of their remains. Working in security can be a trip. I once worked at a hospital with a trauma center. You get used to the chaos and the grim realities of life and death, but one patient sticks with me. Emergency services brought him in, suspecting a PCP overdose.
Starting point is 05:08:25 For three hours, he fought against restraints, trying to bite off his own fingers. The staff sedated him with enough drugs to knock out ten people, but he kept going. Two days later, I saw him again. He was calm, lucid, and completely normal. Turns out he wasn't on PCP at all. He'd taken a dangerous mix of prescription meds, Sarahquell and Ambien. Seeing someone lose touch with reality like that was eye-opening. Back when I worked at a homeless shelter in the city, my shifts were long, usually 13 to 16 hours overnight. We had cameras covering two streets since the shelter sat on a corner in a high-crime area. One night, I watched a woman walk by on one camera, then round the corner onto the next. A man followed
Starting point is 05:09:09 her, grabbing her by the head. I jumped out of my chair, yelling for my co-worker to call the police, and ran downstairs to stop it. By the time I got there, a van was speeding away. She was gone, and I've never stopped feeling guilty about being too late. Living in a rural area doesn't mean you're safe from bizarre happenings. My neighbors were building a house and had security cameras installed to protect their equipment. One day, their son came over, visibly shaken. He had footage of two figures emerging from the dense woods behind their property. There were no roads back there, just farmland. These two wandered around, growing louder and more agitated as they tried to break into various sheds and buildings. When they couldn't, one pulled out a gun and started
Starting point is 05:09:53 walking toward the property line, which bordered my family's land. The two intruders stood in clear view of the cameras for over an hour, smoking and making bizarre, threatening gestures. Later that night, I'd been out in the back of my house watching shows on my phone, completely unaware that I was being watched, and potentially targeted. The police couldn't identify them, so we've since installed cameras and keep everything locked up tight. Then there was the time I worked at a 100-year-old hotel next to an old courthouse that used to house at jail. The chef started yelling at the night security guard one morning, accusing her of sleeping on the job. Apparently, he'd found broken wine glasses in the bar two days
Starting point is 05:10:31 in a row. The guard insisted she'd patrolled the area regularly and hadn't seen or heard anything suspicious. We checked the footage. The glasses had been hanging on the racks, untouched. Suddenly, one flew off and shattered. Then another, and another. It was like an invisible hand had thrown them. No one was in the bar, and there was no logical explanation. When I suggested uploading the video to YouTube to promote the hotel's paranormal activity, the manager refused, saying it would hurt the business's reputation. But that wasn't the only strange thing to happen there, just the first one I saw with my own eyes. In my free time, I've also stumbled across weird things. I used to watch live CCTV feeds from different countries. One night, I was
Starting point is 05:11:17 checking out a mountain pass in Japan. Around 2 a.m., I noticed a figure moving near the edge of the camera's view. Its eyes reflected the light, glowing eerily. When I adjusted the camera, the figure darted out of the light, running on all fours like a gorilla. When it slowed down, it stood on its hind legs, looking like a thin, upright human. I emailed the camera owner using Google Translate. He told me he'd seen it before, called it, Takama, and assured me it was harmless. Still, it's something I'll never forget. Working in a remote location has its own challenges. At a dam in the middle of a national park, I alternated between patrolling vast areas in a vehicle and monitoring cameras. One night, I decided to reverse my usual route to avoid
Starting point is 05:12:01 being predictable. When I reached a remote spot, I got out to check in with dispatch, but immediately felt uneasy. Everything was too quiet. I skipped using the emergency phone and radioed my location instead. Later, back in the security room, I reviewed the footage. A Mountain Lion had appeared right, people who went to buy cigarettes and never came back, a collection of stories. Have you ever heard the phrase, I'm going out for cigarettes, only to discover that the person never returned? This phrase has become somewhat of a metaphor for people disappearing from their lives, often leaving behind pain, confusion, or relief. Let's explore these stories, moments where individuals chose to leave their lives behind, the reasons they made those decisions, and what happened afterward.
Starting point is 05:12:45 My mom chased me around the house one night, cornering me in the bathroom. She demanded I hit her. I didn't, of course, but when I tried to leave, she hit me instead. I told her I'd call the police. Her response, Go ahead, but I'll say you hit me. It'll be your word against mine. The next morning, I grabbed an old, barely functioning car that was technically in her name but was line in practice. I took it to a mechanic and asked how much longer the car might last.
Starting point is 05:13:14 He told me I'd be lucky to make it a block. But I wasn't turning back. Three days later, that car miraculously carried me from California to Maryland. For five years, I stayed completely out of contact with her. Stupidly, I reconnected, thinking people change. Spoiler alert, they don't. The last I heard from her, she wanted me to sign over my apartment in Russia so she could sell it and give me the money. I told her I'd sign it but didn't need her to pretend she'd share a cent with me. For years, I worked multiple jobs starting at age 12. My money? All taken by her. I left after college, got a job, and within three months, I rented my own apartment. I went back to her house just to grab a trash bag of clothes. That night, for the first
Starting point is 05:14:01 time in my life, I slept on a floor, and felt peace. Now, years later, I've built a good life. I have a house, a wife, and a child. But it wasn't easy. My mother and stepfather fought constantly, dragging me into the middle of their battles. My parents' love for alcohol and drugs didn't help. When I finally got a steady job working in retail, my mother threw me out two weeks before Christmas because, according to her, her house wasn't a truck stop. I had no one to turn to because she poisoned my relatives against me, claiming I'd hit her.
Starting point is 05:14:34 I found refuge with my grandmother, who knew how toxic my parents were. Years later, I still get drunk voicemails and crying messages from my mother, apologizing one minute and blaming me the next. I don't regret cutting her out. I'm the family black sheep, but that's okay. I'm better for it. When I was 19, my life was chaos. My friends were meth addicts. I wasted thousands of dollars bailing people out of jail and trying to help them.
Starting point is 05:15:01 My girlfriend lied to everyone about our relationship. Then my uncle called, offering me a job across the country. I packed up in less than twelve hours and left without looking back. Two weeks later, my girlfriend called, crying because I wasn't at home. She told me I had no right to leave without consulting her. That was the last time we spoke. I moved back to my hometown five years later. Things had changed, for the better.
Starting point is 05:15:28 I ran into some old acquaintances here and there. Some didn't recognize me, others just waved awkwardly. I built a new life. Leaving wasn't easy, but it saved me from becoming someone I wouldn't have recognized. At 14, I started working at a convenience store for $8 an hour. My dad didn't know because he would have taken all my money. I hid my earnings in a locked container in the woods. By 18, I'd saved a few thousand dollars. I waited until my parents left for work, grabbed my documents, and caught a bus to Alberta. That was a year and a half ago. They haven't looked for me, as far as I know. Life now. It's hard. I'm broke, working odd jobs, and barely
Starting point is 05:16:10 scraping by. But I'm free. And that freedom is worth everything. Growing up in the foster system was no fairy tale. Every house I lived and treated kids like a paycheck. My biological mom was abusive and a heavy drinker, which landed me in foster care in the first place. But as an adult, we somehow built a decent relationship. She was proud of me for working hard and earning a full-ride scholarship. Things fell apart when I started doing better than my immediate family. They thought I'd abandoned them, that I believed I was too good for them. The last time I spoke to my mom and sisters was Thanksgiving 2011.
Starting point is 05:16:48 I drove three hours to have dinner with them. My mom was drunk, my sisters were high. They accused me of abandoning the family. My mom told me, I hope you achieve all your dreams. because you've given up on hours. I left that night, crying the whole drive home. That was the last time I saw my mom. She passed away last year.
Starting point is 05:17:09 Cleaning out her house, I found a safe. Inside were her wedding ring, preserved childhood photos of my sisters and me, and a note. My section read, Daniel, I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you. I think about it every day. I drink because I wish I'd been the mom you deserved. You're the strongest person I know.
Starting point is 05:17:28 I know. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you, Mom. It breaks my heart that she thought I didn't love her. I carry her driver's license in my wallet so she can always be with me. That's my story. Five years ago, I moved to California to start fresh. At 17, I was 400 pounds, addicted to alcohol and prescription drugs.
Starting point is 05:17:51 My family life was a mess. I'd done well in school but couldn't afford to continue college after my first year. Leaving was the hardest decision I've ever made, but it saved my life. Today, I'm healthier, running a small business, and putting myself through school. My mom died two years ago, just before I'd planned to return for her birthday. My biggest regret is not closing that chapter sooner. But I like to think she'd be proud of where I've ended up. My dad left when I was nine.
Starting point is 05:18:20 He didn't just leave us, he left behind a mountain of debt from his gambling addiction. My mom got sick shortly after. She was bedridden for years, and I was homeschooled out of fear he'd come back and kidnap me. Eventually, the police found him a few towns over, but he refused contact. A few years later, we got a call from a stranger who found his address book, telling us he'd died. We traveled to where he'd been staying and met an elderly woman he'd manipulated. He'd spun tales of heroism, claiming he'd cared for his cancer-stricken wife until her death. He erased me from his stories entirely.
Starting point is 05:18:54 I grew up terrified I'd turn out like him. But witnessing his lies helped me see what kind of person I didn't want to be. Two years ago, I moved to Australia. I fell in love with a girl who turned out to be someone completely different from who I thought she was. When her baby was born, I had doubts and requested a paternity test. The results came back negative. She insisted the test was wrong. I scheduled another test, but she refused to participate.
Starting point is 05:19:22 Heartbroken and confused, I booked a flight back to California. For a year, she reached out, wanting to fight. But I was done. It's taken therapy and time, but I'm finally starting to heal. The experience left me with scars, but it also taught me to value myself. These stories are raw, messy, and painful. But they're also proof of resilience. Sometimes, walking away is the only way to survive.
Starting point is 05:19:48 Whether it's from toxic families, dead-end situations, or manipulative relationships, leaving isn't always easy, but it's often necessary. The road ahead may be uncertain, but it's the first step toward a better life. Finally, I'm starting to feel whole again. The world just looks so different now. I've been through so much, and for the longest time, I thought I'd never pull myself out of the mess I was in. To be honest, it all started when I got expelled from university. That day hit like a ton of bricks.
Starting point is 05:20:18 Moving back in with my dad only made things worse. We couldn't see eye to eye. on anything, and I just felt stuck, spiraling further and further into depression. I'll admit, I was mad at my dad for being so hard on me. But, if I'm being real, I was angrier at myself. His frustration toward me was just gasoline on the fire. I'd been crashing on a friend's couch for a few days, wandering around the city aimlessly, trying to avoid going home.
Starting point is 05:20:45 But eventually, I couldn't delay it any longer. When I did walk back through the door, the tension was suffocating. I felt like nothing. Like I'd never be able to shed the weight of all my mistakes. I remember packing a few things, preparing to leave. I had this backpack slung over my shoulder, which wasn't out of the ordinary since I'd often bring it to my friend's place. But this time was different.
Starting point is 05:21:08 My dad was standing at the top of the stairs, hands in his pockets, just watching me. He wasn't the type to say much, but I could feel his eyes burning into me. Then, in this soft, almost defeated voice, he asked, where are you going? son, I looked up, trying to act like it was no big deal, and said, I'm just heading over to So Anso's house. He nodded slowly, then asked, when are you coming back? I shrugged, muttering, I don't know, Dad. And in that moment, something shifted.
Starting point is 05:21:38 He knew. Somehow, he just knew I wasn't coming back. The look on his face broke me. He didn't say anything more, just gave me that same slow nod, as if he'd already accepted it. That image of him still haunts me, the way he just stood there, silently heartbroken. I'm sure I crushed him that day, even if he'd never admit it. He wasn't the expressive type, but I could feel his sadness. Still, I had to leave.
Starting point is 05:22:04 I needed to figure things out on my own, face the world, and grow up. It hurt, though. It still does. The memory of him nodding as I walked out the door cuts deep. Here's the wild part, I told my parents I was going hiking for a few days. But instead, I hopped on a plane to Europe and joined the French Foreign Legion. For weeks, they thought I was dead. Eventually, they figured out what I'd done, but I didn't care.
Starting point is 05:22:30 I couldn't face them. Even now, almost two years later, I can't bring myself to go back. I know I'll have to one day, if only to see my younger siblings, but not yet. Why did I do it? It's complicated. My childhood wasn't exactly picture-perfect. My parents were, intense, fanatically religious and narcissistic, with their own twisted version of Christianity.
Starting point is 05:22:54 I was homeschooled my entire life. No friends, no social life, nothing. Just me, my parents, and their rules. I didn't even step foot in a real school until I was 17, and even then, it was only because they kicked me out for challenging their beliefs. Those six months on my own were brutal. I had no life skills, no diploma, no idea. idea how to navigate the world. I was completely lost, but I figured joining the military
Starting point is 05:23:21 would give me some structure. You know, just follow orders, no worries about bills or food. But my country's military told me I'd have to wait two years to enlist, and I'm not exactly patient. So, in my infinite wisdom, I decided the next best thing was the French foreign legion. Why not, right? I didn't last long, but I stuck it out until I turned 18. In the meantime, I saved up money, snuck my documents out of the safe my parents kept them in, and bought a plane ticket. And that's how I ended up halfway across the world, speaking a new language, protecting people I'd never met. Looking back, it sounds crazy. Maybe it was. But I was bored, frustrated, and desperate for something, anything, to change. Did it make my life better? That's
Starting point is 05:24:08 debatable. But at least I can say I've done something. When I was 19, I ran away from everything I I left my hometown in Washington, headed south to Oregon. Friends, a girlfriend, family, I left it all behind. Why? Honestly, I don't even know. I've done this kind of thing so many times, just packing up and leaving. I get tired of the same old crap after a while. It's not like I'm under any illusion that my problems won't follow me wherever I go. But for a little while, it feels like I've shed some of the weight.
Starting point is 05:24:41 Part of it is guilt. I've said and done things I'm not proud of. Things that still haunt me. And maybe, deep down, I'm just looking for a fresh start. Who doesn't want that? One summer, I had a panic attack. I didn't even think those were real until it happened to me. That one attack turned into a year of living in constant fear of the next one.
Starting point is 05:25:04 It was like a vicious cycle, the fear feeding the attacks, the attacks feeding the fear. It broke me. I've been bottling everything up for so long, and it all just came crashing. down. Fast forward to January 11, 2020. I checked myself into treatment. Got clean. Met an amazing girl nine months later who was also in recovery. Now, I'm back in school, chipping away at my student loans, loans I'd blown on partying. I'm even taking medication for my anxiety, which I never thought I'd do. I used to think society was over-medicated and all that. But you know what? It helps. Maybe it's because I'm getting older, I'm
Starting point is 05:25:43 I'm 29 now, but I don't feel the urge to run anymore. Not right now, at least. These days, I'm living in a quiet apartment building near Seattle, surrounded by older folks. No addicts, no bad influences. Just peace. It's amazing how much better life gets when you start facing your problems head on. Sure, I still get mad about stupid things. But I don't blame other people.
Starting point is 05:26:08 I don't punch holes in walls. And I don't run away. progress, right? Let's rewind a bit. I was 27, living with my ultra-religious parents, miserable. My boyfriend of a year asked me to move in with him, and one day, I just did it. Packed my things, left a note, and walked out the door. My parents would have lost their minds if they'd known. They didn't approve of relationships outside of marriage, and if they'd found out, things would have gotten ugly, for both me and him. I have zero regrets. It was the best decision. I've ever made. Growing up, my dad was physically abusive. My brother, too. And my mom.
Starting point is 05:26:50 Emotional abuse was her specialty. For years, I was their punching bag. When I was 14, my brother's psychologist reported our dad to child protective services after seeing the marks on him. CPS got involved, but the case was closed pretty quickly. They never even asked me if my dad hit me, too. Not that it mattered, I was too scared to tell the truth back then. Even though CPS didn't stick around long, it scared my dad enough to back off. But that's when my brother got worse. He'd lash out violently, and my mom decided it was my job to keep him under control. I was basically a human shield, taking punches, dodging knives, and enduring all kinds of chaos.
Starting point is 05:27:31 My brother's bipolar disorder went untreated because my mom refused to medicate him. It was a nightmare. The constant abuse left me severely depressed. I'd stay in bed for days, sometimes weeks. Sleep was rare, and when I did manage to close my eyes, I'd wake up from horrific nightmares about my dad or brother. When I finally worked up the courage to tell my mom I needed help, she shot me down. She even denied the abuse ever happened.
Starting point is 05:27:58 That was the final straw. One Sunday morning, while they were at church, I packed everything I could into trash bags, grabbed the little money I had, and ran. I've never looked back. I cut off all contact, and to this day, they don't know where I am. Honestly, I prefer it that way. Since then, life's been looking up. I scored insanely high on my college entrance exams, and thanks to some amazing friends,
Starting point is 05:28:23 I'm starting school this fall. Therapy's been a game changer, too. Leaving that hellhole was the best thing I've ever done for myself. There was a time I lived in Central California, stuck in a toxic cycle. My best friend overdosed at 17, and I was heading down. down the same path. One day, I got mixed up with a local gang in Fresno. They shot through my apartment window, and that was my wake-up call. The next day, I packed up and left. Withdrawal was hell, but I made it through. Fast forward eight years, and I'm a plumber
Starting point is 05:28:56 with a wife and a newborn. Life's not perfect, but it's better. I've made a lot of tough decisions in my life, but each one has brought me closer to where I am now. I've learned to face my demons, take responsibility, working in psychiatric wards can be as heartbreaking as it is unpredictable. Every nurse, assistant, or caregiver has stories that stick with them forever. Here are some unforgettable accounts from the psychiatric field, written in a personal and unique style. During my internship in a children's psychiatric ward, there was this young boy who had every issue under the sun, bipolar disorder, ADHD, you name it. Most days, he was bouncing off the walls, screaming, or reenacting scenes from his favorite musical, singing in the rain.
Starting point is 05:29:38 Despite all his struggles, he had an amazing personality, he was hilarious, creative, and full of energy. Then they started him on depocote. Suddenly, this vibrant, chaotic little kid was sitting quietly with his head down, just coloring. The mania and violent behavior were gone, but so was his humor, his creativity, his singing and dancing. Seeing him like that broke my heart. It was like watching someone's light switch off, and it left me speechless every single time. When I worked as a nursing assistant for about four years, there was a resident who thought I was her daughter. She had studied at Harvard and was a brilliant woman in her prime, but now she barely spoke. Every time I walked into her room, though, she'd light up and exclaim, Elizabeth, you came,
Starting point is 05:30:23 she'd only eat if I fed her, and she fought everyone else off, but never me. Eventually, I found out Elizabeth, her daughter, had died by suicide at 21. Knowing she thought I was Elizabeth gave her so much joy, so I never corrected her. When she passed away holding my hand, I felt like I'd given her some peace. I miss her to this day. One of the more curious things you see in dementia care is how giving patients dolls can calm them. It gives them something to nurture, to hold on to, and can really brighten their mood. I once gave a doll to a patient with late-stage vascular dementia who was inconsolably agitated.
Starting point is 05:30:59 She cradled the doll and began to calm down, and I went back to my notes. But a few minutes later, I heard her crying. When I came back to her, she looked up at me with tears in her eyes and said, I know this baby isn't real. She broke down, sobbing. I didn't know what to say, so I just put my arm around her and sat with her in silence. It was a moment of raw humanity that left me utterly speechless. Not all stories are heartbreaking, some are just wild.
Starting point is 05:31:27 I worked as a CNA in a nursing home and in the ER. There was this older gentleman who'd chat you up sweetly and then sucker punch you when you weren't looking. Another time, I walked in on a married couple in their 80s having, a very intimate moment. They both had hearing loss and didn't notice I'd walked in, so I'd just quietly closed the door and let them continue. And then there was the guy crushing grapes in his room to make wine while. while his roommate chugged mouthwashed to get drunk.
Starting point is 05:31:53 The absurdity of those moments sticks with you. Some situations are a little, messier. Like the woman with dementia who repeatedly flushed her stuffed animals down the toilet or the time a resident had an accident, tracked it all the way to the nurse's office, and, well, let's just say the mess ended up on the chair, the computer, and even the nurse's phone. Then there was the woman who refused to bathe unless her favorite CNA was working. If anyone else tried, she'd hurl whatever she could get her hands on at them.
Starting point is 05:32:20 And that's CNA. She only worked once a week. One of my nursing professors shared a chilling story from her time in a psychiatric hospital. There was this young woman, polite and charming, but she wasn't allowed to leave her room without male nurses present. Curious, my professor asked why. Turns out, the woman was under evaluation because she'd killed her husband and his family in a psychotic episode.
Starting point is 05:32:44 One night, my professor checked on her, and the patient stood at the door, staring. In a monotone voice, she whispered, do you want to be next? A friend of mine worked with a young man in his twenties who was brought in by his parents in a complete psychotic break. No history of mental illness, no family history, no drug use, or so they claimed. He sat there, murmuring over and over, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I didn't stop.
Starting point is 05:33:11 When someone asked what happened, he'd act like no one was there. The next day, all the nurses were called into an emergency meeting. Under no circumstances were they to enter his room alone. Why? His girlfriend, who'd recently tried to break up with him, was missing. She's still missing to this day. He was transferred out shortly after. Not all stories are dark, some are just hilariously awkward.
Starting point is 05:33:36 At a rehab facility, a patient going through meth withdrawal was having a full-blown meltdown, screaming, I just want my damn ice. A new B-tech took him literally and brought him a cup of ice from the staff kitchen. The guy just froze, staring at the ice in total confusion, before he and the tech burst out laughing. It was a rare moment of levity in an otherwise tough detox process. I worked in a drug and alcohol rehab where we also treated behavioral addictions, everything from gambling to gaming to sex addiction.
Starting point is 05:34:05 One night, a patient came to the dispensary for his scheduled meds. He had a prescription for 20 milligrams of diazepam every four hours, with an extra dose available as needed. But he'd already had his extra dose and was demanding more. When I explained we couldn't give him any, he lost it. He tried climbing through the tiny dispensary window to grab the keys to the medication safe. When that didn't work, he started throwing furniture at the reinforced glass. It was chaos, other patients woke up, panicking, triggering their own anxieties and PTSD. It felt like the world paused as I stood there, watching the madness unfold. One of the scariest nights I've had was as a sitter in a psych unit. My job was simple,
Starting point is 05:34:47 sit outside the door and make sure patients didn't harm themselves or anyone else. One patient became convinced my bag, containing nothing but a book and my dinner, had a gun in it. He lunged at me, and I ran, calling security. He grabbed a fire extinguisher and chased me around the ward. Thankfully, I made it to a room that locked just as security arrived to subdue him. It was my first night on the job, and somehow, I came back the next night. My mom worked in a forensic psychiatric ward for years and rarely talked about it. But one day, she came home visibly shaken. There was a patient who'd been there for over a decade without speaking a word.
Starting point is 05:35:25 She'd confessed to killing her two children, but their bodies were never found. One day, out of nowhere, she grabbed my mom's hand and said, I'd like to talk about it now. Then she described, in excruciating detail, what she'd done. My mom never told me exactly what she said, but it haunted her for years. I used to work with children and teens in a psych ward, and let me tell you, there's nothing more gut-wrenching than seeing a child catatonic, staring at a wall. One girl, admitted for self-harm, had scars all over her arms and body. One day, she seemed to be doing well, so we let her have her hands unrestrained.
Starting point is 05:36:01 Big mistake. Within thirty minutes, she bit into her own finger and tore a piece off. She looked at me, laughing hysterically as she did it. To this day, I can't eat carrots, the sound and effort of biting into one reminds me too much of that moment. In a group home for adults with mental health issues, we had a resident who was obsessed with food. Anything edible had to be kept out of sight, or he'd devour it. Once, someone left the kitchen door unlocked, and he got into the dough rising on the counter.
Starting point is 05:36:31 He choked on it as it expanded in his throat and died. time, I heard a blood-curdling scream from the basement. A resident with Down syndrome and schizophrenia was pointing at a tiny piece of red lint on the stairs, convinced it was a lobster. This was the same woman who'd once used a fork to remove her own eye because voices told her to. And then there are the moments of tragic lucidity. My dad worked as a night guard in a psych ward back in the 90s. There was a patient with severe brain damage from a horse accident. He couldn't have anything in his room but a mattress because he'd destroy everything. else. His door was a Dutch door because he couldn't figure out how to open it. One night, though,
Starting point is 05:37:11 my dad saw him walking down the hall. The man waved and said, good evening. Just heading to the bathroom. Afterward, he went back to his room and returned to his usual state. Turns out, he occasionally had brief moments of normalcy. My dad only saw it once, but other staff confirmed it happened now and then. It was heartbreaking because his daughter would visit, but he was never lucid when she came. During my psych rotation in nursing school, I cared for a girl my age with severe schizophrenia. She was in isolation, and one day, as I brought her food, she looked at me and said, they're telling me to hurt you. I'll never forget the way she said it, calm, almost apologetic. Moments like that remind you how thin the line between reality and delusion
Starting point is 05:37:55 can be. Psychiatric work is a roller coaster. It's equal parts heartbreaking, terrifying, and absurd. But every story, no matter how bizarre or tragic, is a reminder of the human condition in all its complexity. I once worked with an elderly man who had a daughter that tried her best to visit him regularly. But whenever she did, he was never lucid. Instead, he was always aggressive. Back when I was in nursing school, I had a particularly interesting psychiatric rotation where I cared for a girl about my age who was severely schizophrenic. She was in isolation because she had been attacking staff and was completely out of touch with reality. Her situation was tragic. She had been off her medication and kept isolated at home for years
Starting point is 05:38:38 because her parents were in denial about her illness. One night during my shift, I observed her pacing back and forth in her observation room. It had circular windows, and honestly, her behavior wasn't out of the ordinary for most patients in that unit. But then she moved to a corner, began rocking back and forth, and started whispering to herself like a character, from a horror movie. Instead of using the bathroom, she relieved herself in that corner. Afterward, she removed her gown, used it to clean the mess, and requested a new one. We handed her a fresh set of clothes and left her alone. She neatly folded the clean gown on the bed like a little child might, and then, to our surprise, put the soiled gown back on.
Starting point is 05:39:19 She returned to her corner, resuming her whispering and rocking. We hesitated to intervene because earlier that day, she had brutally attacked a nurse, throwing a food tray with such force it shattered a window and caused a head injury that required eight stitches. Ultimately, we had to call security to help her change. I'll never forget that girl. Her illness had spiraled so severely because her parents refused to acknowledge the existence of mental health disorders. I used to provide technical support for scales, and new technicians like me were often sent to mental health care facilities. On my very first visit, three things happened that I'll never forget. First, I walked past a woman whose neck
Starting point is 05:39:57 was twisted to the side like a statue. As I passed, she let out an eerie, blood-curdling scream. It startled me so much I nearly dropped 150 kilograms of lead weights from my cart. Next, while I was working on a scale, checking the wiring and such, I noticed a man standing just centimeters from me, silently watching. He leaned in closer and asked, how's the bomb going? A nurse quickly escorted him away. Lastly, about a minute later, a man in his forties appeared completely naked, riding his bed down the hallway with a sinister grin on his face. He stared directly at me as he passed.
Starting point is 05:40:32 A nurse shouted, Frank, get back to your room. His expression immediately shifted to one of sadness as he climbed off the bed and pushed it back to his room. Strangely, that first visit was the only time I experienced anything so unsettling. After that, I had many pleasant interactions, including with Frank. I was working a night shift when a new patient became distressed, insisting that a man in a hat was in his room. He was too tired and weak to get out of bed, so he kept using the call bell, begging us to remove the man. The room was empty, no one else was there. Still, he grew increasingly
Starting point is 05:41:07 angry, claiming this stranger alternated between incessantly talking to him and just staring at him from the corner. This patient had a history of hallucinations and was heavily medicated. A few days later, he passed away. Fast forward a few days. A new patient was admitted to that same room. She seemed to be adjusting well and was in a much better mental state. One night, she casually mentioned having a lovely conversation with a man who had been in the room earlier, but he had since left. Trying to be helpful, I asked what he looked like. She said she couldn't quite remember because it was dark where he stood, in the corner, and his hat made it hard to see his face. That gave me chills, as I recalled the previous patient's complaints about a man
Starting point is 05:41:49 in a hat standing in that same corner. To this day, I can't think about it without shivering. As a mental health technician at a psychiatric hospital, I've seen a lot. There was one patient who firmly believed he was of a different ethnicity. He bore a striking resemblance to a famous historical figure, and while he was generally a pleasant person, we were explicitly instructed never to tell him otherwise. He had once attacked a group home staff member with a brick for telling him the truth. Another case involved a veterinary office worker who smuggled and four needle into the unit. She wasn't psychotic, but she was clearly very unwell.
Starting point is 05:42:23 One day, another staff member found her in the bathroom, filling a cup with a mysterious red liquid. When a patient poses a risk to themselves or others, we're allowed to physically intervene. This can mean isolating them in a bare room with only a mattress or placing them in restraints. These are always last resorts after exhausting options like medication and verbal de-escalation. One particularly memorable patient was a 62-year-old woman with dementia. She was adamant that a little girl lived under her bed. This went on for months.
Starting point is 05:42:56 One night, while delivering medication, I tried to reassure her by looking under the bed to show her it was empty. To my shock, I found a neatly folded pink nightgown with a floral print lying directly under the center of the bed. This was deeply unsettling because the facility, a state psychiatric hospital, was tightly secured. Residents weren't allowed personal belongings due to self-harm risks, and cleaning staff would would have noticed the gown during their rounds.
Starting point is 05:43:21 Furthermore, this wasn't a community hospital with patients constantly coming and going, this was a long-term care facility. I inspected the gown with my supervisor and the director of nursing, but we couldn't explain its presence. We reviewed security footage and eventually decided to dispose of it. The gown had an eerie feeling about it, and one of the newer nurses was so spooked that she quit without notice. My wife, a psychiatrist, once treated a patient who was paranoid about being surveilled.
Starting point is 05:43:48 He claimed his home and phone were bugged. At first, it seemed like classic paranoia. But then the FBI showed up to arrest him based on information they'd gathered from his home and phone. They even retrieved devices they'd planted at his workplace. My wife was furious, especially when they claimed they'd only listened to his sessions and hadn't recorded anything else. I also worked at a group home for teenagers. One girl, a sweet 15-year-old, was admitted to a psychiatric unit after a sudden and dramatic mental health decline. She had been doing well, making plans to live with a relative and staying optimistic about
Starting point is 05:44:23 her future. Then, one night, I found her sitting on her bed, looking distressed. She had become convinced she was pregnant despite negative tests. She then claimed the baby had been replaced with chemicals and was terrified of the substances she believed were everywhere. Things escalated quickly. She said the clock was talking to her, instructing her to harm herself. She began banging her head against the wall, and we had to intervene.
Starting point is 05:44:48 Within hours, she was incoherent, spouting nonsensical phrases, and completely disconnected from reality. She had to be taken away on a stretcher. Watching her deteriorate so rapidly was heartbreaking. As a former police officer, I was once called to a psychiatric unit where a man was destroying his room. The furniture was bolted to the walls and floor, but he had managed to rip everything apart with his bare hands, even tearing light fixtures from the ceiling and outlets from the walls. He had also shattered a security glass window. Despite his small stature, just 5 feet 4 inches and about 140 pounds, he displayed superhuman
Starting point is 05:45:24 strength during his psychotic episode. When we arrived, he was ramming into the door so hard that plaster dust fell from the ceiling. He eventually broke through an inch-thick window to climb onto the roof. It took hours to talk him down. Once sedated, he was moved to a padded room. The damage he caused was shocking, the room looked like it had been demolished with a sledgehammer. Our department's psychiatric emergency unit had a bathroom adjacent to the guard's monitoring station, with a pass-through cabinet for urine samples. One day, a familiar patient became agitated after a doctor upset him.
Starting point is 05:45:59 Security intervened, but the situation escalated. The patient later asked to use the bathroom. Moments later, he shouted, surprise, asshole, and threw his waist through the pass-through window at the guard. It was disgusting, but later, I couldn't stop laughing at the sheer absurdity of it all. Another patient was an elderly woman who constantly murmured to herself while pacing the unit. No one understood her mutterings, but she'd been there for over six months. One day, during mealtime, she sat down, opened her tray, and suddenly said clearly, I didn't order a diabetic tray, bitch.
Starting point is 05:46:34 The entire room froze in shock. It was the only coherent thing she ever said, and we were all dumbfounded. Working in mental health is both challenging and rewarding. the chaos and unpredictability, many patients become charming and kind once they receive proper treatment. It's terrifying to lose control of your mind, but a little kindness can go a long way. Many of our patients struggle with self-harm and need a safe space to heal. I encourage anyone feeling that way to seek help at a psychiatric facility. Most patients say they were scared at first but grateful they took the step. Mental health work is full of surprises, heartbreak,
Starting point is 05:47:10 and hope. Every story, no matter how bizarre or unsettling, is a reminder of the resilience of the human spirit. Moving out, the roommate experience. When I graduated high school, I moved in with my older brother, which worked out well for a while. We split the rent on a modest apartment because neither of us could afford anything solo. It wasn't a bad setup, really.
Starting point is 05:47:32 He covered a bit more of the rent, but I made up for it by managing groceries and doing most of the cooking. We had a good system. But by the fourth year, things started changing. My brother had begun climbing the ladder at work, and suddenly, he was making enough to live alone comfortably. I could see it coming, he was itching to get his own place, something he could personalize and call entirely his own.
Starting point is 05:47:54 His decision wasn't a shock, but it left me in a tight spot financially. My part-time job wasn't exactly lucrative, and I knew there was no way I could stay in the apartment alone. The search for a roommate started immediately. I spent countless hours scrolling through online ads, hoping to find someone saying, and I knew clean, and within my budget." Spoiler alert, the perfect roommate doesn't exist. By the last month of our lease, I was desperate.
Starting point is 05:48:21 My brother had already moved most of his stuff into his new condo, and the apartment felt empty. There was this overwhelming pressure to find a new place before the lease expired. And then I found Evans' ad. It was almost too good to be true. He was offering a room in his house for dirt cheap, and he didn't seem to have any weird restrictions. The ad promised full access to the house, kitchen, living room, even the backyard. He seemed normal in our initial messages.
Starting point is 05:48:48 A bit reserved, sure, but not off-putting. We scheduled a call, and he explained the setup. He lived alone and wanted to rent out the spare bedroom for extra cash. The deal seemed perfect, so I jumped on it. Two weeks later, I had all my stuff packed up, rented a moving truck, and headed to his place. The house was smaller than it looked in the photos but charming in its way. When I pulled into the driveway, Evan was already waiting, standing in the open garage and waving at me.
Starting point is 05:49:16 He was in his mid-30s, almost a decade older than me, with an average build and a shy demeanor. After a quick introduction, he gave me a tour of the house, helped unload my stuff, and showed me to my room. He wasn't much of a conversationalist, but I chalked it up to him being introverted. After everything was unpacked, I returned the moving truck and took an Uber back. By then, it was late, around 8 p.m., and I was exhausted. Evan was lounging on the couch, watching TV. I mumbled something about heading to bed early and retreated to my room.
Starting point is 05:49:48 For a moment, I stood there, taking it all in. The place wasn't perfect, but it was cozy enough. I felt hopeful about this new chapter. But then I noticed something odd. The locked door, I walked over to close the door for the night, and my hand froze. The doorknob was strange, it had a lock, but the lock was on the outside. It didn't make sense. My first thought was that it was some kind of mistake, like a contractor had installed it backward.
Starting point is 05:50:16 Curiosity got the better of me, so I went back to the living room to ask Evan about it. Oh, that, he said, looking genuinely confused. I never noticed. That's weird. I'll fix it tomorrow. His response was casual, but it didn't sit right with me. I nodded and headed back to my room, telling myself. it wasn't a big deal.
Starting point is 05:50:36 People make mistakes, right? Still, it was unsettling. Too tired to dwell on it, I climbed into bed and fell asleep quickly. A few hours later, I woke up to the sound of movement. It was faint, someone walking around in the kitchen. Probably Evan, I thought, grabbing a midnight snack or water. I closed my eyes, ready to drift off again, but then the footsteps moved down the hall. They stopped right outside my room.
Starting point is 05:51:03 I held my breath. The silence was suffocating. I could feel my heartbeat in my ears. Then I heard it, a soft click. My stomach dropped. He'd locked my door. I moved in with my older brother right after finishing high school, and we shared a small, two-bedroom apartment for about four years.
Starting point is 05:51:22 Back then, neither of us could afford a place on our own, so splitting rent seemed like the only sensible option. Things worked out okay for a while, but during the fourth year, my brother's career really started to take. take off. He began earning more money and told me he was planning to move out as soon as our lease ended. I, on the other hand, wasn't so lucky. My job paid peanuts, and I knew there was no way I could afford the apartment by myself. So, I started searching for a roommate online, scrolling through countless ads for months. But as time went on, I realized something, maybe it was time
Starting point is 05:51:55 for me to find a cheaper place altogether. With my brother practically gone, most of his stuff packed and moved, I was under a lot of pressure to find somewhere fast. The last month of our lease was chaos. I was still stuck with no options, and my budget was so tight that it felt like every decent listing was miles out of reach. Then, almost by accident, I stumbled across an ad for a room in a house. The owner, a guy named Evan, was renting out a spare bedroom. The description sounded okay, shared house, access to common spaces, reasonable rent. I sent him a quick text to say I was interested and then kept browsing, just in case. A few minutes later, Evan replied.
Starting point is 05:52:36 We set up a time to chat that same day. When we spoke, he seemed normal enough. He told me he lived alone, had an extra room he didn't need, and was looking for someone to help cover the mortgage. I asked about the house, and he sent me some photos. It looked cozy, nothing fancy, but definitely livable. So, I agreed to move in. Fast forward two weeks, and there I was, driving a rented moving truck to Evan's house. He and I had been texting back and forth since our initial chat, but I still hadn't seen
Starting point is 05:53:07 the place in person. When I pulled up that afternoon, the house looked just like the photos, small but neat, with a nice little yard. Evan was waiting for me in the garage, waving me over. We exchanged a quick hello before he gave me a whirlwind tour of the place. The house wasn't big, but it had everything I needed, a small kitchen, a living room, and my bedroom, which was tucked at the back of the house. Evan helped me unload my stuff and even carried a few boxes for me.
Starting point is 05:53:34 He seemed fine. A little quiet, maybe even shy, but nothing that raised any red flags. By the time we finished moving everything in, it was nearly 8 p.m., and I was wiped out. Evan was sprawled on the couch watching TV, so I told him I was calling it a night and headed to my room. As I settled in, I felt a weird mix of exhaustion and relief. The place seemed decent enough, and the rent was definitely manageable. But then, as I was about to turn off the lights, I noticed something strange.
Starting point is 05:54:04 My bedroom door had a lock, on the outside. Not the inside. I stared at the knob for a solid minute, confused. Why would anyone install a lock like that? I walked back to the living room and asked Devon about it. He seemed just as puzzled as I was, or at least, he acted that way. He shrugged and said he'd never noticed it before but promised to replace it the next day. His response didn't exactly put me at ease, but I let it slide.
Starting point is 05:54:31 I figured maybe it was a leftover from a previous tenant or something. Too tired to overthink it, I went back to my room, crawled into bed, and knocked out. In the middle of the night, I woke up to the sound of someone moving around in the kitchen. Half asleep, I assumed it was Evan getting a midnight snack, so I rolled over and tried to fall back asleep. But then I heard footsteps coming down the hallway, toward my room. They stopped right outside my door. My heart started racing as I stared at the ceiling, frozen. I could hear him breathing, standing there for what felt like forever. Then, click. The sound of the lock turning. Panic shot through me as I realized he'd locked me in. I jumped out of bed and rushed
Starting point is 05:55:12 to the door, yanking on the knob. It wouldn't budge. Evan. I shouted, my voice shaking, with a mix of fear and anger. Unlocked the door, a few seconds later, I heard him sprinting down the hall. He hesitated outside my room before finally unlocking the door. I flung it open, ready to confront him. What the hell was that? I demanded. Evan stammered, trying to explain.
Starting point is 05:55:39 He said he'd locked the door to, keep me safe, because he didn't know me well enough yet. The excuse was ridiculous, and I told him as much. I made it clear I was leaving first thing in the morning and spent the rest of the night wide awake on the living room couch. As soon as the moving company opened, I called and rented another truck. By the time I got back to the house to load up my stuff, Evan was nowhere to be seen. I worked as fast as I could, hauling box after box to the truck. But just as I was carrying the last box out, Evan appeared in the doorway.
Starting point is 05:56:10 Forgot this, he said, holding up the box I'd left behind. His expression was unreadable, but there was something about the way he stared at me that sent chills down my spine. I grabbed the box with a muttered, thanks, and started toward the truck, but before I could climb in, he tried to shut the truck's back door on me. Pure adrenaline kicked in, and I managed to shove him away and slam the door closed. I jumped into the driver's seat and sped off, my heart pounding. It's been a few years since that night, but I still get uneasy thinking about it. I moved in with my brother again temporarily, and eventually, I found a new place, a charming house in the suburbs with a big backyard.
Starting point is 05:56:47 For the first time in ages, I felt like I had a place I could call home. Moving in was tough, though. It was winter, and I had to do everything solo. By the time I'd finished unloading the truck, it was dark, and I was exhausted. I locked the truck, went inside, and crashed on the couch. Sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up to a faint noise outside. It sounded like footsteps crunching in the snow, coming toward the porch. I sat up, straining to hear, but the sound stopped before.
Starting point is 05:57:17 reaching the door. Convinced I was imagining things, I went back to sleep. The next morning, I noticed something odd. The front door was wide open. I knew I'd locked it before going to bed. I stepped outside, expecting to see tracks in the snow, but there was nothing there. That wasn't the last strange occurrence, though. Over the next few days, I kept finding the door unlocked or slightly ajar. It didn't make sense, there were no signs of a break-in, and nothing was missing. Still, the unease started creeping in. One night, I was upstairs getting ready for bed when I heard faint footsteps on the back deck. Peeking out the window, I saw a dark figure standing at the edge of the yard, just beyond the fence.
Starting point is 05:58:00 My blood ran cold. I called the police, but by the time they arrived, the figure was gone. After that, I installed cameras and changed all the locks. Whoever had been snooping around never came back, but the fear stayed with me. And then there was my neighbor in the next place I rent. From the moment I moved in, he gave me the creeps. He'd stand in his driveway, staring at my house, sometimes late at night. I tried to brush it off as harmless curiosity, but his behavior got weirder.
Starting point is 05:58:30 One night, I heard something scraping against the side of the house. Looking out the window, I saw him dragging a ladder across his yard. A sick feeling settled in my stomach, but I convinced myself I was overreacting. That is, until the night I woke up to find his face inches from my bedroom window. He was standing on the ladder, peering inside. I screamed, and he bolted. The police caught him a few minutes later trying to stash the ladder, but he never admitted to anything.
Starting point is 05:58:58 I moved out soon after. To this day, I can't shake the feeling that I've been lucky, twice now, to get out of situations that could have ended much worse. All right, let me set the scene for you. It was the beginning of summer break. You'd think we'd be out playing basketball or wasting time on video games, but Nope, my sixth grade class had a bigger plan, we were going to make a movie. Not just any movie, either.
Starting point is 05:59:24 This was going to be a full-on detective film. Drama, danger, mystery, and of course, a little chaos. We were all in, and I somehow got roped into playing the lead, Thomas Crownwell. Sounds fancy, huh? Now, in the story, Thomas, aka me, and his partner, her name's still undecided, but let's call her Sam for now, are broke. I mean really broke. Like, we can't even pay the electricity kind of broke. Their detective agency hasn't seen a case in months. Dusts thicker than air in their office. They're two seconds away from selling the coffee machine when BAM, someone knocks
Starting point is 06:00:06 at the door. A guy in a trench coat, because obviously, mysterious people always wear trench coats, walks in holding a bunch of grainy photos. He lays them out on the desk and says in a low voice, I saw the phantom. Now, here's where it gets crazy, the phantom's supposed to be dead. Two years ago, everyone watched this guy fall from a rooftop in a fiery explosion.
Starting point is 06:00:31 That was supposed to be the end. But these photos? They're recent. And they show the same dark figure, same weird emblem on the coat, same haunting mask. Thomas and Sam don't believe it at first. I mean, who would?
Starting point is 06:00:48 But the guy insists he saw the phantom near an abandoned warehouse and that something terrible is about to happen again. So, what do we do? We gear up and head to the warehouse. When we get there, it's quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes your skin crawl. We look around, flashlight scanning the area, and that's when we find it.
Starting point is 06:01:11 A body Not just any body, fresh Barely cold Lying in a pool of blood We know we can't handle this on our own I mean, we're just a couple of broke detectives with nothing but a camera, A half-empty notepad, and sarcasm as a coping mechanism So we go to the police.
Starting point is 06:01:34 Big mistake The moment we mention the phantom, the cops start giving us the side eye. But when we bring them to the scene and they see the corpse, things take a dark turn. The police captain, let's call him Captain Rizzo, is furious. He says we're messing with a closed case, interfering with evidence, and before we know it, he's ordering us to be arrested. Now Thomas, being the cool-headed and completely unhinged guy he is, panics. He grabs the nearest thing, which happens to be a metal rod, and smacks Rizzo over the head.
Starting point is 06:02:10 Not my proudest moment. Then he pulls out a gun, don't ask where he got it, aims it at the other officers, grabbed Sam by the hand, and bolts. We run like hell. Out the door, down the alley, into the car, and we're gone. Everything's left behind, our office, our files, our busted coffee machine. We only take what's absolutely necessary, our IDs, some clothes, and the camera with the guy's photos. We're fugitives now.
Starting point is 06:02:42 A few days go by. We're hiding out in a cheap motel on the edge of town. Living off vending machine snacks and stress. That's when Thomas gets a call from an old friend, a reporter named Danny. Danny says he saw the Phantom kill someone. Not just anyone, his assistant, a guy who had just gotten out of prison and was trying to start over. He sounds terrified, like he's being watched. We tell him we're coming, and we race to meet him.
Starting point is 06:03:13 When we arrive, though, Danny's nowhere to be found. The place is empty, quiet, eerie. We're just about to turn back when we hear a thud. We look up, and there, falling from the rooftop, is Danny's lifeless body. He hits the ground with a sickening crunch. We look up again, and there he is. The Phantom Standing on the roof, dressed in all.
Starting point is 06:03:39 black, his face hidden by that same creepy mask. He doesn't stick around. Just stares at us for a second, then vanishes into the night. Sirens wail in the distance. Someone must have called the cops. Thomas and Sam don't wait around. They dash into the alley, hearts racing, mind spinning, but they're cornered. The police are closing in. Just when it looks like it's over, a black van screeches to a stop beside them. The door slides open and inside are Thomas's cousins, Jake and Mia. Let me tell you, Jake and Thomas don't exactly get along. And Mia?
Starting point is 06:04:21 She's sharp-tonged and sarcastic, but brilliant. They argue for like five minutes, because obviously, that's the best time for a family feud, before agreeing to help. The new gang of four drives off into the night, back to the first crime scene. The goal, find any clue the police might have missed. They combed the place like a crime scene show, gloves, UV lights, the whole thing. And for a while, nothing. Just dust and regret.
Starting point is 06:04:52 But then Mia finds something weird, a torn piece of black fabric with a strange mark on it. The same mark from the phantom's coat. It wasn't their last time. They realized something, the phantom must have returned after the police got. cleared out. Which means he's watching. Waiting. Planning. Before they can react, the lights go out. A cold wind rushes through. And then, bang, the phantoms there. He's fast. Scary fast. He knocks Jake out with one hit. Sand tries to fight back, swinging a flashlight, but it's like punching a wall. Thomas joins in, throwing fists.
Starting point is 06:05:36 yelling, trying to distract him. But the phantom grabs Sam and holds a blade to her neck. That's when Thomas sees it. Something clicks. The phantom slips up, says a line he'd heard before. The exact same line the trench coat guy said when he came to their office. That's when it all makes sense. The guy who claimed he saw the phantom, was the phantom.
Starting point is 06:06:02 He set them up. The photos, the body, everything, it was all a trap. Thomas raises the gun. Hands shaking. Heart pounding. The phantom sneers, daring him to do it. And then, bang.
Starting point is 06:06:19 Cold. No hesitation. The phantom collapses, and Sam stumbles free. Sirens again. Police burst in, weapons drawn. But this time, no one's running. The body's there. The truth's out.
Starting point is 06:06:38 Rizzo walks up, still nursing a bump on his head, and instead of arresting them, he offers his hand. Congrats, Crownwell. You just cracked the impossible case, crazy, right? The story ends with Thomas, Sam, Jake, and Mia forming a new detective team. They call themselves the shadow unit. It's cheesy, sure, but kind of cool too. For brains, for skills, one. One goal, solve the cases no one else can.
Starting point is 06:07:10 But, just when you think it's over, we cut to a dark room. Monitors everywhere. Security footage plays on loop. Clips of the police, the detectives, even the phantom. A shadowy figure sits in a chair, watching. Rewinding. Zooming in. When the footage reaches the moment the phantom is shot, the figure chuckles.
Starting point is 06:07:34 No more leader, a female voice. whispers. That means I'm free to rule, and then you see her. She was there all along. In the background of key scenes. With the reporters when Danny died, but not taking photos of the body, oh no. She was taking photos of Thomas. And in other scenes too, always watching, always lurking. Fade to black. Roll credits. Now that's the story we're working on. I'm writing the script right now. It's not perfect. It's got plot holes and crazy twists and a lot of arguing cousins, but man, it's got heart. We're just a bunch of kids making a movie on summer break, but we're doing it our way. Gritty, weird, action-packed, and kind of hilarious. I don't know if we'll
Starting point is 06:08:27 win any awards. Heck, I don't even know if we'll finish editing it. But this story? It's ours. Phantom or not, we're going to make something epic. The end. You know it's okay to cry. Right? The voice asked me as I kept my eyes on the floor not wanting to admit the severity of the situation still loosely holding on to false hope that there was light coming through this darkness. I don't have to cry.
Starting point is 06:08:54 I say holding the pain deep inside if I let one tear go I knew I might break down, playing with my cross-fidgeting any way possible until it was my turn to enter the room that would change me for years to come. Oh, Mijo, it doesn't make you any less. of a man you're around family, but I understand I won't push you. I just want you to know it's okay to feel baby. I'm your mother. You don't have to be strong for me. I just want to make sure you're okay. Suddenly the door opened up and I recognized the face as my cousin Tony. He still had that goatee and bald head, accompanied by his gold chain and leather jacket that he's always worn. As he finishes talking to the nurse, he glances over and sees me. He excuses himself
Starting point is 06:09:29 and walks over to me. Oh my God, he me holy shit man, he yells happily, his tears filling his eyes as he wraps around me lifting me up. He was older than me and always been stronger. I was still in school and he had been out for about three years at this point. A sense of joy washed over me as I hugged him back thinking of all the good times we had. Easy Tony he still has to be able to breathe Cabran. She laughed as he walked over wiping tears from his eyes as he hugged my mom. Standing up and playing with his cross he almost started to tear up as he remembered the situation going on in the other room.
Starting point is 06:10:03 So how is he? He's not looking good if anything he's. getting worse. They say he's having even more trouble breathing so they might have to put him on a respirator. Tony said as he choked up quickly strengthening his composure as he looked at me seeing I was extremely nervous I had no idea how bad the situation was he walked over to me. Hey, do you want some time alone with him to say what you have to say one on one? It might be good to talk with him before they put him on the respirator. He said seriously I slowly nodded my head and he nodded back as he walked me to the door before holding
Starting point is 06:10:31 it open for me motioning for me to step inside. I could hear the humming of the machine. machines. The coldness of the room embraced me as I nervously stepped inside and I saw him. My uncle was on the bed breathing heart. It seemed like every breath was a massive struggle for him, his eyes looked empty and tired. As I stepped in he turned his head to see who it was a slight smile washed over his face and his eyes seemed to have a even slight spark dimly light up as he opened his mouth. Ah, Amijo. I wasn't expecting why you take a seat, every word he spoke seemed like a fight for him to push out of his mouth. His body seemed so frail as he weakly pointed to a chair just across from his bed. I walk over to it and move the chair next to the head of the
Starting point is 06:11:13 bed as I set it down I take a seat. You look like you've seen a ghost kid. My uncle laughed as he weakly lifted up an arm to lightly punch my shoulder putting a weak smile on my face. I just want to say I'm so proud of you, kid, for stepping up to help with your mother. I know it was hard when your dad passed, but I think I did all right. He said with a weak smile it was still enough to lift my spirits and make it seem like we were just having a fun chat. Even though he was having big coughing fits that put me on alert. I even got to see Tony too, you know, my uncle paused as he brought him up, Tony had been in and out of our lives not in a bad way. He always put in an effort to stop by and see us and uncle he was just a ways on business. My uncle knew the kind of
Starting point is 06:11:53 work Tony was in he was a freedom fighter or as they government considered him a domestic terror sit, always fighting against the core trying to give us a better life at least Tony thought so. H, he's a good kid, Mijo. But I don't want you getting involved in whatever it is he's wrapped up in. Even in his shaky voice he still spoke with such passion and seriousness, I nodded in response and he patted my hand as his eyes began to tear up. I figured he knew he was going to have to say goodbye soon and wanted to make sure I was going
Starting point is 06:12:19 to be okay and make the right decisions. A tear fell down his cheek sliding off his chin and dropping to his shirt. Remember Mijo if you forget everything else this old fool taught you at the very least remember this. Life is short so live it right, he weakly smiled. I could tell he wanted to make sure I was going to be a good man. He wanted to make sure to leave some good behind. He knew all the pain we felt in this world and wanted to make sure I didn't spread it. Tony says they're going to put you on a respirator.
Starting point is 06:12:46 He looked annoyed that Tony had told me shaking his head slowly as he tried to hold his composure. He had another coughing fit and then looked at me. I wanted to avoid telling you, but I guess it was right he told you. You have a right to know they say I'm getting worse day after day trying to save me, but the treatment is so expensive. Even with Tony's money, he suddenly gripped my hand tightly even in his ill state he coughed hard and I even saw a little bit of blood. I know how bad the world hurt us. Hurt you I know you've lost so much kid but please don't it change you don't let it define you, but if it must define you let it be through striving let it be by standing tall even with all the scars you have. I started shedding
Starting point is 06:13:23 tears but not sobbing even though I was close it just wasn't fair we've lost so much it seemed like everything I did didn't matter. I know you can be whatever you p put your mind too even in these circumstances. Please just get out of this city and take your mother with you. My uncle stated with a frim grip on my hand, I will T oh, I'll get out and it'll make you proud I promise you I love you. I love you too, kid B before you go I want you to have this. It's my rosary. I want you to have a to keep you safe. I leaned over as he put it on my neck. He had always worn it and now it was mine. I started to break down sniffing and breathing hard as I realized more and more how real this was getting. Realizing he probably wasn't going to get better. I changed the subject not
Starting point is 06:14:02 handling it well. When you get out of here you finally want to watch that movie with me. You're always busy with work, but you'll probably have some free time. We don't even have to watch a movie, we can play soccer like we used too. He smiled weakly and slowly nodded playing along with the idea, but we both knew deep down he wouldn't be leaving that hospital bed another tear shed and his grip got a little tighter. Ha-ha, sure me, Joe, if you want to el-loose that bad I see can help you. We both chuckled and suddenly he started having another coughing fit,
Starting point is 06:14:30 but this time it didn't stop and his vitals began to spike. I stood up and watched as his body tightened and his eyes went wide. His vitals were now dropping and a group of nurses rushed in. I tired to stay in the room but they rushed me out. I stood there as my mom and Tony walked up Tony was trying to look inside. What happened he me? I don't know. He just started coughing and then his machine went crazy. My mother hugged me tightly as we waited a couple minutes.
Starting point is 06:14:57 They felt like an eternity as medics rushed in and out. I held my rosary tight as we waited and waited. After ten minutes of pure hell a doctor walked out into the waiting room his face was somber and he walked slowly. I'm sorry but but Mr. Lopez has passed away, Tony suddenly started lightly sobbing. I was in shock. I still couldn't believe that my uncle was sick in the first place now he was gone. It just didn't feel real. I felt my mom come to my side hugging me tight as Tony walked outside.
Starting point is 06:15:27 The doctor spoke some more, but it was in one ear and out the other as my mom responded to him and I watched as he walked away. We stayed only a couple minutes longer after a while it was time to leave my uncle as it was getting later and later Tony never came back that night we got in the car and took a short drive home. As we entered the house, we were welcome to our three-bedroom one bathroom house. The living room was a little dirty with some trash lying around and dirty clothes the kitchen, which was right next to it wasn't in any better shape, maybe even a little worse with dishes spread about we hadn't been home a lot since my uncle got sick and my mom worked, all the time. My mom sat at the kitchen table and motioned for me to sit down. I pulled out the seat
Starting point is 06:16:04 and sat down looking at my rosary as I felt the sadness swallow the room. My mom sat there looking at me as if trying to figure out the thoughts racing in my head. Listen, baby, I want you to know you can talk to me. I know how sad you feel and you think you have to stay strong for me, but you don't. I'm supposed to be strong for you, you can let your guard down. It's okay. My mom said as she pulled me in for a hug as she did, I just broke down crying in her arms, sobbing uncontrollably. I felt so ashamed, but felt good doing it. My uncle had always taught me to be strong for my mother and I always did, but even my mom always felt I was growing up too fast and needed to remember it was okay to feel
Starting point is 06:16:38 sometimes. After a while of crying I pulled away, wiping my tears. My mom looked at the time and realized that it was really late and time for here to finally get to bed she had work in a few hours. Listen, son, I know you probably won't, but you can stay home from school tomorrow. You worked so hard these past weeks just take a day to rest and feel everything you feel all right. I nodded and she kissed my forehead as she got up and walked to her room normally she would have taken time off work, but bills were piling up and we were behind on payments. I had just turned 18 but had to get rid of my job because I really had to focus on school. My mom and uncle insisted they thought I would have a better future if I excelled in my
Starting point is 06:17:16 academics, been getting good grade since. As I walked into my room I laid on my bed thinking about the loss my uncle was like my dad he stepped up right when my dad died. I was about seven and he raised me like he was his own along with Tony. Tony's mom had run out on my Tio leaving him alone to raise Tony so I was always thankful for him. After some time tossing and turning I passed out cold. My alarm rang in the morning letting me know it was time for school. I got up and got dressed really wanting to go, but I just couldn't push myself to go through a whole day of school with this pain that I had. I decided just to
Starting point is 06:17:49 stay at home looking around my room. I saw a picture with my whole family and it I turned it away for me my pain too fresh to look at these memories. I sat around, looked out the window watching the clouds roll through the sky having no clue how I was going to move on. I start playing a movie sitting on the couch trying to get my mind off everything. I was still wondering why Tony never came back and figured he would want to be around family, but it's probably just the way he grieves. After a while of watching movies there's a knock at my door I look into the peep hole and see a man in a suit holding a checkboard or recruiter for the army. He was always so President. I just ignored him, but after an hour there's another knock this time I get up
Starting point is 06:18:23 angry and open the door. What the F-oh, hey, Eve, sorry, I thought you were someone else what's up. Eve was surprised laughing a little as she spoke. She was in a black beanie with long blue dyed hair she was in her dirty sneakers that she always wore and her green eyes looked right back at mine. Ha-ha damn hemi, who has you all riled up? I just came over because your mom told me about your uncle cool if I come in, aren't you supposed to be at school right now. I asked confused. Nah, I can ditch you know I don't give a shit about any of that plus ID rather hang out with my bro. Okay, fair enough. Yeah, come inside it's kind of a mess. Eve walked in and sat beside me as I watched the movie seemingly only focused on the screen
Starting point is 06:19:01 feeling tired and drained. We sat there for a little. You should come with me to a party after Promet could do you some good to have just a fun night with friends. Maybe I'll have to see. By the way, how's Mark doing I haven't seen him in ages? Oh, those fucking idiots. How many times are we going to go through this? They want to be gangsters so bad those kids got to get it together, Mark 2. Phantoms of Destitute A Futuristic Dysopian Adventure, Chapter 2, to New Beginings, I was on my way to the party. I had taken some time off school and just did my work at home. You can call me weak or whatever something was different and I just couldn't do it.
Starting point is 06:19:37 I felt really guilty as my mom was still going to work day after day, but I did my best to help around the house. As I pulled up in my car and looked around, It was a scene people were already throwing up at a little pull in. This was definitely a weird place for a party. It was an old abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of town. The only real light was the bonfire and some of the portable lights floating in the air. All around me people stumbling and laughing this definitely wasn't my type of thing. Ace over here, I looked to see a small kid in a baggy hoodie with a black beanie on.
Starting point is 06:20:09 I recognize him instantly as Mark. It was always funny looking at him because he was small but always wore big clothes. that seemed to make him look bigger than he really was, next to him were Eve and Carlos. What's up guys thought you bailed or something? I said jokingly, what bailed were just getting started fool. Carlos laughed, handing me a bottle that I quickly started sipping as the four of us walked into the entrance. We saw some people from school and started talking with them. It was a nice night but I noticed a lot of gangsters and freedom fighters but realized Carlos was the only coyote. I knew there was tension amongst rival groups but Carlos didn't seem to
Starting point is 06:20:46 I figured this is why we're having this party all the way out of the city neutral ground. Mark started sprinting. We all looked confused before realizing what he was running towards a keg he looked at me and Carlos. Come on guys, lift me up let's do a keg stand. Carlos laughed as he responded. Whoa, look whose balls are finally dropping, Mark laughed it off. Carlos was like his big brother. His parents were always drinking or fighting and his big brother was killed by the virus.
Starting point is 06:21:14 Carlos had been friends with Mark's brother and knew how rough their living situation was so he decided to look out for Mark after his brother passed Carlos had felt guilty for Mark's death, he had talked Carlos into taking him on a trip to a hot spot said he wanted to learn how to be one of the coyotes then he got sick. The story always made me feel bad for the kid it was hard to make it in this city and Mark's brother was just trying to figure out ways to make money just a common tragedy. Mark was 13 and Carlos was 20 at this point. There were a lot of older people at this party, but it wasn't. uncommon to see young kids running around with guns, weed, and liquor maybe it would be strange before the war and the virus destroyed most of our mortals. I was somewhat surprised as some people were even a few years older than Carlos. I wondered if we had the wrong place, but figured it was all right. Suddenly to my surprise Carlos lifted Mark so he could drink off the keg letting him down as Mark cheered. Fuck yeah, Eve shook her head disapprovingly but in a city
Starting point is 06:22:08 filled with killers young as 12 this was nothing might as well have your first drink before you die. So are you glad you came out tonight even if this really isn't your kind of scene? Eve asked, what this is totally my kind of scene you don't think so. I asked as Mark and Carlos laughed and talked with each other in the background. I lifted up the bottle to my lips and took a sip. Well, you know what I meant. I just want to make sure that you're all all right, you know, having a good time, Eve asked with a smile. Believe me if I didn't want to be here I would already be in my car. This is nice being around friends for the night. I responded as we went further into the warehouse seeing people acting crazy doing parkour off the rails, some guys throwing up as we
Starting point is 06:22:47 walked in. I see an old familiar face walk up to us. It was a girl with baggy pants and a white hoodie. Well, if it isn't the crazy motherfuckas, what's up guys? It was stitches she got her name from being very good at well stitching up people on the run. She was a rebel totally against the core not a coyote by any means, but she still got her hands dirty from time to time she was one of the best medics if you got shot by a fed and didn't want to draw attention by going to the hospital you go to her. She has some of the best cybernetics on the market. Her arm is completely metallic and holds extremely steady and her optics are completely tetched out allowing her to switch to the best-ray vision if needed she's the best of the best. Carlos gave her a quick hug and pat her
Starting point is 06:23:25 on the back. I Stitches what's up still huffing fumes in that dusty ass lab. Stitches laughed before she responded. Yep, you're still getting shot and bleeding like a tampon. Okay, don't push it. Stitches then turned to me. Hey, Ace, I'm sorry to hear about your uncle. Tony was telling me about it when I was patching him up yesterday. Shit, are you serious? He hasn't come around me or my mom, but he's still out there getting in all sorts of shit. I said a little annoyed Stitches realized she slipped up mentioning that. Go easy on him, ace. You know how he will come around, but you got to give him time. Hey, how about we have some fun? You guys want to take some shots. Stitches asked excitedly
Starting point is 06:24:00 as she brought us over to a little table. We could barely hear anything. She poured up some vodka as I finished my beer and threw it in the trash she poured up one for all of us and said, Here's to good health, we all raised our glasses slightly before taking them down the hatch. Before I knew it she was pouring us all another one. I had planned to stay at Carlos' house which was only a block away so I figured I could drink a little and still be fine. Carlos raised a toast. Hey, race to all my friends here tonight may we live well, he wrapped his arm around Mark as he said that before we all drank it was nice to have the feeling of a family again. Don't get me wrong I never took my mom for granted it was just nice to have a sibling
Starting point is 06:24:38 type of Bond Tony was cool, but he was always in and out so it was hard to connect with him sometimes. So Stitches How's Business been in your neck of the woods heard shit's been getting hectic with the turf wars, Eve asked I could tell she desperately wanted to find a way into the world of smuggling she had killed in the past for self-defense. We all have it was just how it was, but that didn't mean she was cut out for a life of crime she seemed to desperately want to control something in her life. You know how it is Eve dumbass killing dumbassess S, I'm just there to patch em up, take the money
Starting point is 06:25:05 maybe let some shots off from time to time other than that everything's the same. She fidgeted with her metallic hand as she talked. I was starting to get curious about the underworld it was so varied some were trying to bring their beliefs to this post-war world and didn't mind spilling blood to do it others were loyal to the money not caring who paid them core rebels didn't matter. It was really interesting. Why don't you go legit stitches? I mean you got the skills all these lame-as surgeons getting fired left and right in this city they'd be lucky to have you. I said before taking a swig off the vodka bottle stitches looked up at me smiling a little before looking back at her hand trying to fix something that was wrong with it she had it open with
Starting point is 06:25:39 the wires hanging out as she said. Believe me I've tried that way things just didn't work out that way doesn't help the core run the show with the legit business and I'm on their shit list. I heard that. Carlos said as he looked at the ground he then turned to Mark and smiled he realized Mark was almost falling asleep he was a known lightweight and Carlos always gave him shit for it of course he was just a kid, he tapped him on the shoulder startling him a little. Whoa, going to sleep on us, fool, wah, no, we all laughed at his reaction as he started up. Don't worry, Mark, there's a basketball hoop outside, maybe we can liven you up with a quick game. Eve replied looking at Mark careingly before getting up taking a quick shot as she motioned for all of us to go play.
Starting point is 06:26:17 Oh, hell yeah, I want to kick Carlos ass in a one-on-one. Mark laughed as he stood up a little wobbly. Carlos just laughed clearly, not threatened by him at all. Fool, you couldn't beat me if I had both my arms tied behind my back. Don't listen to him, Mark. He's all bark. He moves like fat boy on the court. I laugh as I punch Carlos on the shoulder jokingly. He just smiled and said, ha ha funny. You and me next will see about that. We all laughed as we made it outside Mark quickly picked up the ball and Carlos rushed to take it from him but failed slipping as Mark shot a three. He was a good sport about it though.
Starting point is 06:26:51 It was a pretty dirty old abandoned court, but it wasn't bad. There was a single street light out by us that lit up most of the court. The moonlight was actually extremely bright and we could see pretty well. Me and Eve sat on the wall watching the game as stitches was on the sidelines cheering on Mark. You know thanks Eve this was really what I needed. I missed you guys. I'm just so busy all the time. It's really crazy how time flies pretty soon will all be out of here. Eve just laughed as she pulled out a joint, lighting it up as the flame illuminated her face before she put it out. I don't know, I'll probably just be here. I have no clue what I'm doing half the time I'm just going through the motions, you know.
Starting point is 06:27:30 She took a puff and held in the smoke before blowing it out and passing it to me. I took it and replied. Well, that's okay, I think that's just how most people feel you know there are people that are 34 doing worse than you, Eve. You just like to figure out stuff on your own which is a good thing, but it's okay to let people in sometimes. I hit the joint before blowing out the smoke passing it back. Eve was always looking for something real she went through so much just like the rest of us. When she was 12, her parents just decided they didn't want to be parents anymore. They were junkies that were never fit to be raising a kid in the first place they just left her in some dingy foster home.
Starting point is 06:28:03 She ended up getting sick of it and left when she was 14 and made money cracking into cars, hacking people for their bank info. It was wrong, but that's all she knew till she got caught. I guess she had a grandma she didn't know about. She came back into the picture, took care of her, well if that's what you want to call it, her grandma would beat her and constantly degrade her. Turns out she only really wanted the money. It wasn't a lot, but to Eve's grandma a check was a check. She's been on her own ever since putting herself through school now.
Starting point is 06:28:33 Ha, maybe I only really trust you guys sometimes, I can't even trust myself. Super edgy, I know, she laughed. I noticed that Carlos and Stitches were playing a one-on-one now and Mark was talking to someone I figured it was just a friend and tried to talk to Eve until I see the guy pull Mark's shirt with force and start yelling something into his face I get up and start to run over. Carlos looks over to see what's going on then drops the basketball running over quick. The man dropped Mark to the ground by shaking him. I jumped and pushing the dude aside he had to be 28.
Starting point is 06:29:00 He was a rough-looking guy. Two cyber optics bright red stared back at me. Half of his upper skull was metallic and he had one full-arm metallic look at the guy and asked. Yo what the fuck's going on dude you're shoving a fucking kid he's 13. The guy glared at me angrily. This fucking kid owes us he was supposed to be selling optics. for us, but dropped the stash when the cops pulled up he owes us. Just then Carlos pulled up he heard just about everything he looked at Mark disappointed he tried to set a good example
Starting point is 06:29:27 while best of an example you could set in a world like this, of course he wasn't raising him perfectly bringing him to parties, but he never lost his temper killed or acted like a thug in front of him. He spoke to the man. The tension could be cut with a knife. None of us were innocent in this city, a lot of people have been killed before that's just the way it was after the original pandemic where lucky humanity recovered this well in the first place. Look, dude, you put your business on a fucking kid you don't think that's gonna backfire. What are you fucking stupid? Carlos asked, the man was then accompanied by five more goons each looking sketchy in their own way just then Eve and stitches ran up behind us.
Starting point is 06:30:01 Look the kid owes us some fucking dough. Even if he doesn't pay up we have orders to take his head he got some good fucking guys locked up. Carlos pushed me aside and stood face to face with the guy putting his hand on his waistband where the point four five was. I knew Carlos was no joke and these guys had no clue he simply said. You sure you want to take it there, the man responded by throwing a punch at Carlos which he caught in the blink of a eye, twisting his attacker's wrist and breaking it in the process the bones cracked and stuck out as he pulled his pistol in a millisecond sending shots through the man's stomach that ripped through his organs dropping him in a second. Carlos seemed to move faster than a speeding bullet he turned to us and yelled cover before throwing a smoke pellet at the attackers allowing us to go for cover mark jumped behind a old car as stitches pulled a sod off shotgun from her white hoodie she leaped into the air landing on one of the attackers digging into his chest. as she aimed the shotgun. The spread ripped through the man's face,
Starting point is 06:30:51 sending chunks all over her white hoodie now painted in her target's blood. One attacker threw a knife at her, but using her optic eye to see through the smoke she easily saw it coming and dodged it. Some of the men started opening fire and Eve jumped up using one of her gadgets to harness the bullets into it with a magnetic pull before snapping her fingers sending all the bullets back into two of the shooter,
Starting point is 06:31:11 sending them to the ground leaking blood all over the ground. I began walking into the smoke as I felt one large guy rush me tackling, me. To the dirt I grabbed the man by the throat lifting him off the ground as he kicked and struggled before ripping his throat out slamming him to the ground. One more came running up from behind, but I heard him coming. I turned around and kicked him in the shin, shattering his shin into pieces as his head hit the ground. I stomped on it, shattering it under my foot. It was quite for a while all you could hear was sweat-dripping and heavy-breathing Carlos gave me a look of surprise. So, that's new ace. Yeah, had Tony hooked me with some
Starting point is 06:31:45 strength enhancements when uncle got sick figured it would help me keep my mom safe. Nice speed enchantments on you though, man, Carlos nodded in silence before responding. That's some black market shit right there, man, Holly fuck Tony hooked you up anyway we should get the fuck out of here. We then saw Mark peek out from his cover behind the car. He was shocked he had seen people killed before, but never to that extent Carlos walked over to him and grabbed him by the shirt pulling him in seriously. Are you serious, Mark, you get yourself involved with these fucking idiots, what's wrong with you? what were you thinking he asked looking into his eyes with anger and worry mark just looked scared and replied with a shaky voice i i thought i could do it and just make some extra money on the side man shit mark i thought i taught you better but this is not the kind of life you want to be living you're just going to get hurt we all looked around at the bodies on the floor stitches wiped the blood off her hoodie best she could to no avail listen i've been drinking but i think i can drive us home i said showing my keys to carlos he just looked at me and nodded we all turned around and began walking to the car we had no way
Starting point is 06:32:44 clue who these guys were or how big their group was they seemed to be well equipped. I mean so were we, but that didn't. Suddenly a shot rang out and a bullet ripped through Mark's back going out of his stomach. Mark let out a painful scream as he hit the ground. Carlos rushed to the ground to help. We all quickly turned around to see a barrage of bullets flying in our direction shredding the air as they whizzed by Eve dropped two small pellets that expanded into large bulletproof cover me and Eve hid behind one while stitches rushed over to help. I pulled my pistol and started opening fire. It was one of the attack. attackers that was still kicking, both of his forearms were open revealing two large guns firing
Starting point is 06:33:18 at us. I realized my pistol was not going to cut it on this guy. He was armored up the least I could do was cover us as I landed a shot on him. It ripped through his stomach revealing circuits and wires. Ace keep the fire on him for a little bit longer. I got something to take this fucker out just need some time to get it ready. Eve yelled at me as I could tell she was patching some gadget together in her backpack. I simply nodded and switched my magazine with one filled with hollow tips I started to open fire hitting the knees to try and stop him one went through and I could tell he felt that before the wound was self-repared in seconds the fucker had a nanobug enhancement military grade. The big guy then started focusing fire on me. A bullet whizzed
Starting point is 06:33:55 past my face and I almost shit myself. I looked over to see Carlos holding on to Mark's wound tightly as stitches worked her magic best she could although I could sense she was struggling it looked like the entry wound was right where Mark's lung was I focused and started sending shots back hitting the attacker in of the eyes which he just laughed off I looked over to ask Eve how the gadget was coming I realized she was gone. Suddenly a flash of light washed over the attacker before Eve threw a disc at both his knees cutting his legs from his body as he fell on his back with pain on his face. Eve stood over him looking him in the eyes as he aimed his guns at her as he tired to fire his forearms blew up sending circuits. Blood and bone flying the attacker
Starting point is 06:34:30 began to scream in pain as Eve pulled out a python revolver that seemed bigger than her hand, cocked the hammer and aimed it right in the man's face. Yep EMP asshole with my own little touch try not to use any of your enhancements or they might backfire on you. On second thought you won't have to worry about that anymore. Eve explained as she pulled the trigger the flash from the barrel was all the man saw before the bullet ripped through his head smashing it like a pumpkin his brain leaked out over the guy's chest and pulled out the nanobug enhancement that was helping him heal she walked over and tossed it to me and joked. Here in case you want to be indestructible, I took it and examined it before putting it in my pocket rushing over to join the rest of my friends who were hovered. around Mark. He was bleeding quickly and Stitches was doing her best, but that was a high-caliber round that went through him. Stitches looked over at Carlos. We got to get him back to my shop,
Starting point is 06:35:18 Carlos. He's in rough shape. I can't do much for him out here. Carlos nodded and looked at me. I quickly ran to my car as I heard sirens and saw lights pulling up in the distance. I hurried up and jumped in my car hitting the gas as I pulled around to the courtmark now had his shirt wrapped tight around his wound as his face was stained with pain and fear. They must have heard the sirens because everyone piled in quickly as I hit the gas I slowed down for a second acting like just another car while the police rushed by and I then took off speeding down the road. I blurted out all the commotion in the car as I drove to Stitches' house. I've been there once or twice. After a while I pulled into an old abandoned car shop I instantly hopped
Starting point is 06:35:56 out and carried Mark as Stitches ran over and opened the door before running to a platform typing in a code which lowered us into her almost pristine shop she led us to the operating table and ripped Mark's shirt off revealing the gunshot wound. You guys might want to wait outside. I'm going to put him under and I'll need a lot of concentration. We went into the hall and waited. I stayed silent for a little while not knowing what to say. Eve kept her eyes on the floor as she tapped her foot nervously, tears slightly in her eyes.
Starting point is 06:36:24 Carlos had his fist balled up under his chin as tears ran down his cheek. This is all my fucking fault dog, he said coldly as he brushed the tears away. I just looked at him shaking my head. No, it's not Carlos those fuckers trusted a kid to do their dirty work then got mad when he fucked up like a kid. I got up and put my hand on his shoulder as he replied. I don't know he's obviously trying to be like me, I'm just a bad influence on the kid. I just thought maybe I could teach him more, you know.
Starting point is 06:36:52 Maybe a better way to live, like maybe I could do just a little bit of good to make up for my wrongs. But I can't escape what I am no matter how hard I try. It's my fault is fucking brothers dead too, man. people die around me man i shook my head come on man you do a lot of good for the people around you how many times have you had my back when shit went south and throughout my uncle being sick you always paid him a visit or even eve when you let her crash at your pad while she was homeless eve smiled and nodded in agreement but carlos just sighed i just hope that kids okay i promised
Starting point is 06:37:23 his brother id look out for him his parents don't even give a fuck he said frustrated punching the bench he sat on breaking it a little bit eve patted his back he's gonna be oh Okay, Carlos Stiches is the best surgeon out here. I'm sure she's patched up worse, for a while we all just sat there. I think the drinking had caught up with us too because before I knew it we were all asleep. I don't really know how long exactly, but I woke up to Stitches talking to Carlos who looked relieved to hear the news. He's going to be okay, he's stable, but he's going to be feeling it for a couple weeks, maybe even months he's going to need some medication so just bring him around every once and a while. Carlos nodded, thanks Stitches I wanted to ask,
Starting point is 06:38:00 Do you think you could keep an eye on him for a little while? You know his parents and he's not going to be safe until we deal with these pricks. Stitches nodded back in response she always liked Mark and figured he'd be safer here until Carlos could cut off the loose ends. He's probably going to need some time to rest so you guys can head out. I'm sure you're tired. Okay, we'll catch you stitches. I gave her a wave goodbye before we all headed out.
Starting point is 06:38:23 The city was cold and dimly lit. I looked at Eve and Carlos. I can give you guys a ride home if you want. I don't really want you guys getting caught up in any more shit. Nah, homie, I'll be good and gonna walk. Got a lot to think about, but I'll give you guys a text when I get these assholes taken care of you guys be safe all right. Carlos laughed as he walked off into the dark, as we walked to my car Eve just brushed it off
Starting point is 06:38:45 and said, Don't worry, he me, he's always got a plan you know he's used to this shit right now gunfights come with the job. Yeah, but having the kid you love like your little brother get shot. I mean that's gonna mess with his head, I said as I leaned against my car. Yeah. I know I was just trying to make myself feel better this city is getting worse every day. I mean they shot a fucking kid. We stood there in silence for a little before I replied.
Starting point is 06:39:07 We just got to get out of here. Eve scoffed and seemed visibly upset. You keep fucking saying that like we can all just pack up and leave. Not everyone's as good at school like you. Heimi not everyone fits into the system like you. Whoa, Eve, what the hell where is this coming from? I say putting a hand on her shoulder trying to calm her down. No, hemi, you just act like everything is easy as that.
Starting point is 06:39:26 Oh, well, just fucking pick it up and go. Have you seen the news? Everything is bad. The Corps run the country. They don't care about us. They're letting people die. We're heading back to the same shit we just crawled out of. Eve. Eve put her face in her hands and started breaking down tears running from her face as she tried to hold them back. I moved next to her putting my arm on her shoulders. I wasn't used to seeing Eve like this at all. That's when I knew things were starting to change for our crew. Eve's voice was shaky. I just don't want to lose you guys. You're all I've got. It just feels like things are getting worse and worse. for us here. I mean Mark just got shot. Carlos is on a warpath and it seems like no matter where we go, things are just going to be like here. I sat with her for a while just listening to her. After a while she calms down. Eve, no matter what happens you're going to be okay, you're a survivor, you always have been, you'll always have me Carlos and you know stitches would take a bullet for you. Every road's got to get rocky before it gets smooth. Eve chuckled and looked at me smiling, wiping her tears.
Starting point is 06:40:23 God, that was one of the worst quotes I've heard in my life. I smiled and shrugged. Yeah, I saw it on a card one time. Hey, why don't you stay at mine tonight? It'll be nice. You won't have to be alone. It'll even cook you breakfast in the morning. Come on. I got up and put a hand out. Eve smiled and grabbed my hand lifting her up. We walked to my car. It was a quiet drive. We listened to Eve's music just to make her feel better. I had no clue how she had been feeling lately. We pulled up to the driveway and walked into the house and made our way to my room. You can sleep on my bed tonight. He'll get the couch. I say grabbing an extra blanket and pillow. Hey, you don't have to do that.
Starting point is 06:40:57 She smiles awkwardly. I could tell she felt kind of bad about taking my bed, but I really didn't mind at all. You know we can just share it. It's not weird for anything we've been friends for a while. My face instantly got red and I started to lose my composure. She gave me an annoyed look before lightly punching my shoulder and laughing. God, dude, get your mind out of the gutter. We both started laughing.
Starting point is 06:41:19 Okay, okay, sorry my bad listen. It's been a long night you get the left side. I'll get the right side. Okay, deal. I used my extra blanket and put my head on the pillow closing my eyes as sleep washes over me. Hope you enjoyed Chapter 2. This is one of my earlier stories and I've gotten a lot better, but I still want to post this one Flaws and all before I post my better ones. Thank you for your time. Norm, California, June 2024, I live and work in Silicon Valley.
Starting point is 06:41:43 The San Francisco Bay Area is one of the most expensive places to live in the country. Which is why I work for a tech company by day but moonlight as a pizza delivery guy by night. That is, until recently. After the experience I had, I'm now looking for a less terrifying side hustle. The night was hot and the pizza was flying fast and furious. I'd just come back from a five pizza delivery run and it was after 10.30. I was about to clock out when my boss pulled me aside and said we had one last order. She asked me if I could take it since the other delivery guy had already gone home.
Starting point is 06:42:17 She told me there was a guaranteed extra tip, and because I'm more broke than I was tired, I agreed. There was just one catch. The house where I was delivering to was in a rundown section of East Palo Alto. If you don't know anything about that area, East Palo Alto is generally pretty sketchy. But being as I needed the money, I sucked it up and got back in my car for one last pizza run. The house I was delivering to was located at the dead end of a street lined with cars. The only street light in sight was out. Most of the houses on the street had their front porches lit up, but there wasn't a single light on at the house where my delivery was taking me.
Starting point is 06:42:53 As I pulled up, I took a long look out my windshield and double-checked I had the right address. The place looked abandoned. More than that, it looked straight up like a haunted house, complete with upstairs front windows that looked like eyes and a front door like a closed mouth before it opens up and eats you alive. The yard was overgrown with weeds, and there was a huge tree that loomed over the house. I almost said, the hell with this, and drove off. Almost.
Starting point is 06:43:20 But after taking a few deep breaths and gathering up my nerve, I picked up the pizza box, got out of my car, and approached the house. I nearly biffed it when my foot hit a cracked piece of sidewalk, and I practically had to stoop under a long tree branch to get to the front door. There was no doorbell that I could see, so I knocked three times and waited. I expected the front porch light to come on, or for some light inside the house to come on, but it stayed dark. I waited about a full minute before knocking again, this time harder. Still nothing. I was about to turn around and leave when I heard movement on the other side of the door.
Starting point is 06:43:55 It sounded like someone was standing up against the door trying not to be heard. I figured maybe they were afraid to open the door or something, so I cleared my throat and said, pizza delivery, I heard what sounded like a voice but couldn't understand what was said. Then I heard the sounds of someone fumbling with the lock on the other side of the door. I took a step back away from the door and waited as the knob began to turn and the door slowly opened. At first I couldn't really pinpoint what it was about the person who opened the door that was so unusual. He was an older guy, probably around 60 or 70, with gray hair and thick glasses.
Starting point is 06:44:28 There was nothing otherworldly about him, nothing at all to indicate he was anything but what he appeared to be. Still, when I looked at him, I got an uneasy feeling. I held up the pizza box and told him I had his delivery. He looked at it like it was something he wasn't expecting. He didn't say a word but just nodded and turned around like he was going to get his wallet. The door fell slightly closed and he disappeared from my sight. I waited and waited, but he didn't come back.
Starting point is 06:44:55 I listened and heard nothing. I realized that I hadn't heard him walk away and thought maybe he was just standing behind the door or something. Growing frustrated, I tried to peek my head around to see in. I didn't see anything but darkness, so I decided to push the door inward slightly. I said, hello. But there was no reply. I finally got so impatient that I pushed the door open all the way and called out again. I saw a completely empty front room, not even a single piece of furniture.
Starting point is 06:45:24 It was entirely dark, and I couldn't see any farther beyond. I listened for another minute before a sudden creepy feeling fell over me and I backed slowly away. The house was completely empty. There wasn't a sound to be heard. I'd finally had enough and turned around, almost nailing my head on the low-hanging tree branch and practically running to my car. I didn't once look back to see if there was any activity in the house, and I threw the pizza onto my passenger seat and go the hell out of there, not quite sure exactly why I was so freaked
Starting point is 06:45:52 out but just giving into my instincts. My boss was pissed when I came back to the restaurant with the pizza. She asked me why I hadn't called the number on the order to see if I had the wrong house and I admitted I hadn't even thought of it. That's how freaked out I felt. She went to the phone to dial the number herself and then put the phone back down with a confused face. It's not in service, she said. I was still creeped out when I got home and couldn't sleep, so I decided to look up the address online. First I found it on Google Maps and confirmed it was the house I'd been to. Then I googled the address, along with the name on the order.
Starting point is 06:46:27 What I found scared me so much I almost cried, and I called into the pizza placed the very next day and quit. As it turned out, the house had been empty for years. Its last resident was a man who was questioned on suspicion of some child disappearances in the area back in the 80s. The article went on to say that the man had killed himself in his home not long after being questioned and let go, the assumption being that the cops were onto him, and this was his way of escaping punishment. Although the police never found any evidence in his house to the
Starting point is 06:46:56 crimes he was suspected of, it was pretty much assumed by everyone that he had kidnapped and murdered three children in the area, and there were probably lots more. I couldn't find any pictures of the man online, but something tells me that if I had, I would have seen the same face I saw in the doorway of that house. I believe that what I saw was a ghost, and that even though the man I saw might have escaped justice, he's clearly not resting in peace. I just hope his victims are, and that they aren't also stuck in that house with him. Tales from the front lines, paranormal encounters by law enforcement. You'd think working in law enforcement would make a person skeptical about anything that can't be explained with hard facts and logic.
Starting point is 06:47:33 Cops, 911 dispatchers, and security officers deal with reality at its grittiest and most unflattering, often putting their lives on the line to confront human danger. And yet, every now and again, something happens that shakes even the most hardened professional, leaving them wondering if there's more to the world than meets the eye. I've heard plenty of these stories over the years, some from colleagues, others from my own experiences. They're the kind that stick with you, not because you can prove them, but because you can't stop thinking about them.
Starting point is 06:48:02 A 911 call that stuck with me, I once worked as a 911 dispatcher, a job where strange calls are just part of the gig. But one night, I got a call that still makes me shiver. An off-duty officer had rushed home after his teenage son, who was alone, called him in a panic. The boy said he heard noises coming from a back room, things moving, a door slamming shut. The officer wasn't one to panic, but he wanted backup to search the house, just in case someone had broken in. While keeping the officer on the line, I pulled up the address and checked its history. Apparently, about a year prior, an elderly man had passed away in that very house.
Starting point is 06:48:39 I casually asked how long they'd been living there, and the officer said they'd moved in recently. I felt my stomach drop. When backup arrived, they swept the house and found nothing unusual. No intruders, no evidence of anyone even being there. But in my heart, I knew what, or who, it was. The man who had died there hadn't moved out quite yet. A haunting in the kitchen, another story I heard came from my boyfriend, who's also an officer.
Starting point is 06:49:06 He once responded to a call from a woman claiming she heard noises in her kitchen late at night. She thought someone might have broken in. My boyfriend and his partner arrived, checked the house, and found nothing amiss. They were reassuring her in the living room, saying everything seemed fine, when all three of them heard it, a loud noise coming from the kitchen. When they walked in, every cabinet door was wide open, and the chairs around the table were tilted, balanced precariously against the table edges. None of them had heard any movement before the sound, and the woman swore this had never happened before. She was so terrified that she refused to stay in the house, leaving with my boyfriend and his partner that night. It was one of those moments where you don't have to believe in ghosts to feel the hair on the back of your neck stand on end.
Starting point is 06:49:51 A visit from the other side, I've always been fascinated by the idea that people might reach across the divide between life and death, especially during moments of intense emotion. A man I once worked with told me a story about his time as an ambulance assistant in the 1960s. He was used to seeing people in their final moments, but one experience left a lasting impression on him. There was this elderly woman who attended a local Episcopal church and was known for her love of Shalimar perfume. It was her signature scent, so strong it gave my co-worker headaches. When she passed away, her daughter insisted on spraying her mother's favorite perfume on her
Starting point is 06:50:26 body at the funeral home. Months later, my co-worker responded to a car accident involving the woman's teenage grandson. The boy was in critical condition, barely conscious, but as they rushed him to the hospital, he started speaking. He talked to a classmate who had drowned the previous summer and, more chillingly, to his grandmother. This wasn't uncommon, people near death often spoke of seeing deceased loved ones. But when the boy said, Grandma, the back of the ambulance suddenly filled with the unmistakable smell of Shalimar perfume. By the time they reached the hospital, the boy had passed, and
Starting point is 06:51:00 my co-worker was left with a pounding headache and a deep sense of unease. To this day, he swears the grandmother was there to guide her grandson to the other side. The howling under the deck, as a police officer in Alaska, I've grown used to strange occurrences, especially on night shifts. One cold evening, two other officers nigh responded to a call from a family claiming they'd heard someone howling like a wolf under their back deck. On the way there, one of the other officers mentioned that the neighbor next door had a history of odd behavior. He'd called the police multiple times, claiming intruders were breaking into his house, but each time officers found no evidence, no footprints in the snow, no signs of forced
Starting point is 06:51:38 entry. The guy even fired his gun at his own house once, convinced someone was inside. When we arrived, we spoke to the family, who seemed genuinely scared. They swore they'd heard something under the deck. We checked the area but found no tracks in the snow, which was odd given how fresh it was. As we searched, the wife mentioned seeing a dark-haired man in a jacket running into the woods near the neighbor's house about a week prior. We decided to follow the tracks further into the forest, eventually losing them in deeper snow. To this day, I'm not sure what we were chasing, but something tells me that neighbor wasn't as crazy as everyone thought. Chasing shadows in a metal plant, security work has its fair share of quiet nights,
Starting point is 06:52:18 but when you're stationed at a metal foundry in the middle of nowhere, things can get, weird. I worked at had an old cemetery nearby, dating back to a smallpox epidemic in the 1800s. Every officer who worked there had stories of seeing figures out of the corner of their eyes or hearing faint whispers. My own encounter, though, still gives me chills. One night, while patrolling the office area, I heard a dry, raspy cough coming from a dark corner of the room. I knew no one else was on sight, yet there it was. Another time, I was walking down a long hallway when I saw a door close by itself. Thinking it might have been the wind, I ran to check it out.
Starting point is 06:52:58 But as I reached the door, I saw another one further down the hall close, quickly, almost as if someone was slamming it. I sprinted after it, only to find yet another door shutting just ahead of me. By the time I reached the final door, I was out of breath and ready to confront whoever was messing with me. But the room was empty. It didn't end there. Over the weeks, I began finding graffiti in the form of pentagrams and random doll.
Starting point is 06:53:22 left around the site. I joked about asking if my contract covered ghost encounters, but deep down, I knew there was something seriously off about that place. A narrow escape, during my years working undercover in narcotics, I developed a knack for reading people and situations. But one night, something beyond instinct saved my life. I was working a case infiltrating a Dominican gang in Washington Heights, buying cocaine in increasing amounts to build their trust. After months of groundwork, I arranged to purchase two kilos from my main contact. The deal was set to go down in his apartment, and I had my hidden mic and backup team ready. As I approached the building, a sudden wave of dread washed over me. It wasn't the usual
Starting point is 06:54:03 nerves, I'd done countless deals like this before. This was different, almost paralyzing. A cold voice in my head kept repeating, don't go. Don't go. I tried to shake it off, but the feeling only grew stronger. My body felt heavy, and I couldn't ignore the sense that I was walking into something terrible. At the last minute, I decided to keep walking past the building and cancelled the operation. Hours later, we learned that my contact and two others had gotten into a deadly shootout in that very apartment. If I'd gone inside, I would have been caught in the crossfire. I can't explain what warned me that night, but I've never felt anything like it before or since. An eerie encounter with Rachel, not every unsettling moment involved
Starting point is 06:54:46 gunfire or shadowy figures. Sometimes, it's the quiet ones that get under your skin. While patrolling a neighborhood known for homelessness and drug use, my partner and I were flagged down by a man near an old RV. He claimed a strange woman had entered the vehicle uninvited and wouldn't leave. When we knocked on the RV's door, a young man inside gave us permission to enter. The woman inside looked disheveled but calmer than expected. She mumbled to herself, her hands twitching as if she were holding something invisible.
Starting point is 06:55:16 After a while, she left without incident. My partner and I decided to check on her later and found her walking down the street. We stopped to ask her a few questions. She introduced herself as Rachel and started speaking faster, almost frantically. I couldn't make out most of what she was saying, but one phrase stuck, I'm always looking. Something about her eyes gave me an uneasy feeling. Out of curiosity, I silently began praying the Lord's Prayer in my head, even using Old English to make it unrecognizable. As I finished, Rachel abruptly stopped murmuring, lifted her head, and stared at me with wide, terrified eyes.
Starting point is 06:55:52 Then, without a word, she ran into a nearby alley and disappeared. I don't know if it was a coincidence, but that encounter haunted me for days. The ritual in the mountains, late one night, dispatch sent me to a rural area after a caller reported seeing several people holding a baby above their heads and chanting. It sounded absurd, and I was ready to laugh it off until I arrived at the location. The road was eerily quiet, surrounded by dense woods. When I reached the house, I knocked on the door, feeling a strange tension in the air. While waiting, I heard movement to my left, a heavy, deliberate sound, like someone big was walking nearby.
Starting point is 06:56:29 I shone my flashlight into the darkness but saw nothing. Inside, I heard voices, a man and a woman. That brought some comfort, but only for a moment. When the door finally opened, what I saw made me question everything. I kept pounding on the door, feeling the kind of desperation that makes your heart race. Then, through the thin walls, I heard voices, two of them. A man and a woman. That oddly made me feel a bit better, like maybe I wasn't alone in this weird situation.
Starting point is 06:56:59 At first, I thought someone might still be out in the yard, but I decided I must have been wrong. They were probably inside. Finally, the door cracked open, and there she was, the woman I'd heard. She looked terrified, like she'd been crying or was about to. She didn't even ask who I was, just yanked the door wider and begged me to come in, slamming it shut behind me the second I crossed the threshold. She led me to the living room.
Starting point is 06:57:24 On a small, cheap-looking security monitor, a grainy video feed flickered. It was like those baby monitors you'd see back in the day, basic audio and video, nothing fancy. The camera was positioned to capture the front yard and the porch, the exact spot where I'd just been standing. The audio was muted at first, so I watched in silence for a few seconds, trying to make sense of it. The woman started explaining something, her words rushed and nervous, but I cut her off. Where's the guy? I asked, looking around.
Starting point is 06:57:55 I heard a man's voice in here, she blinked at me, clearly confused, and said she was alone. That threw me because, no joke, I knew I'd heard a man's voice when I knocked. I asked her about it several times, even thinking she might be lying, but she just kept in insisting she was the only one there. Meanwhile, my partner started searching the house, top to bottom, and found. Nothing. No man. No one.
Starting point is 06:58:21 Just her. The woman told me she'd been sitting on the couch, reading, when she heard something through the security camera. She glanced at the screen and saw two people standing in her yard, right by the front door. Then came the knocks, the ones I'd responded to. That's when she called the police. I looked back at the monitor. Even with the poor resolution, you could still make out the porch and the yard beyond it.
Starting point is 06:58:44 It was oddly quiet as she continued explaining, but then, suddenly, the silence was shattered. The monitor's audio, which had been muted, exploded into static. It wasn't just loud, it was deafening. We all froze. The woman was trembling now, visibly shaken, and I leaned closer to the screen. Nothing. The camera showed an empty yard. But the sound kept going, a roaring, hissing noise, almost like the wind, but there was no wind
Starting point is 06:59:12 that night. What is that? I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. She stared at the monitor, her voice trembling. It's them, I glanced at my partner. He looked as uneasy as I felt. The woman handed me her phone and showed me a series of photos she'd taken earlier that night. The images were all snapshots from the same security feed, and most of them didn't show much.
Starting point is 06:59:36 But then, as I scrolled, I stopped cold. There they were. Too tall, dark figures standing right at her front door. The figures were, strange. They weren't just shadowy, they seemed void of any features, completely black, like silhouettes cut from reality itself. In one of the photos, one of the figures held something above its head. I couldn't tell what it was, but the shape looked wrong, off.
Starting point is 07:00:01 In the next image, the object was at the base of the door, and the figures stood closer together, almost touching. I tried to rationalize it, coming up with explanations for what I was seeing. Maybe it was a trick of the light, or a glitch in the camera. But deep down, I knew the truth, there had been two people, things, in her yard. We went outside to check, walking the perimeter of the property all the way to the tree line. I told my partner about the movement I'd seen in the yard earlier and the male voice I'd heard inside, but he cut me off. Don't talk about it, he said, his tone sharp. We finished our swing. and returned to the woman, who was already packing a bag. She told us she wasn't staying here
Starting point is 07:00:41 another night and planned to drive into town and get a hotel room. I didn't blame her. As we walked back to our cars, my partner hopped into his patrol car and sped off. I laughed nervously, trying to shake the unease that had settled over me, but standing there in the dark, I couldn't help feeling like I wasn't alone. I got in my car and left soon after. Back when I worked armed security in the wood area, there was a place everyone talked about, an old nursing home called D Spring. The whole property had a reputation for being haunted. Supposedly, it was built over an orphanage run by two nuns and a priest who were,
Starting point is 07:01:15 let's just say, not great caretakers. Some of the kids who died there were even rumored to be buried on the grounds. The night cleaning crew. They hated working there. They'd clean the glass doors and windows, only to find tiny handprints on them later, as if little kids had been playing around. Residents often complained about hearing children laughing and running through the halls, even though there were no kids anywhere near the place.
Starting point is 07:01:39 One night, my partner and I decided to check out the indoor gym next to the facility. We were bored, and honestly, we were hoping to see something spooky. I'd heard that sometimes cameras could capture things the naked I couldn't, so I snapped a random photo of the gym while my partner wandered around. When I looked at the picture, my stomach dropped. There it was, a shadowy figure, standing perfectly still. staring down at its own feet. It wasn't a reflection or a trick of the light.
Starting point is 07:02:07 It was just, there. That was the last time I volunteered for any ghost-hunting adventures. I've always loved hearing weird stories, especially from people in jobs like mine. You'd be surprised how many cops, firefighters, and security guards have tales of their own. Here's when a guy from the Air Force told me back when we were stationed in Korea. It happened during his first assignment in Germany, about a decade before we met. He and another airman shared a tiny basement room off base. One night, he woke up to find a dark shadow standing at the foot of his bed.
Starting point is 07:02:40 At first, he thought he was dreaming. But as he blinked and rubbed his eyes, the shadow didn't go away, it just stood there. Then, suddenly, it was gone. The weird part. His bed was pushed right up against the window, so there was no space for anyone, or anything, to stand there. Still, he convinced himself it was just his imagination and tried to go back. to sleep. The same thing happened the next night.
Starting point is 07:03:05 And the next. Every night, for two weeks straight, he'd wake up at exactly 3 a.m. and see the shadow. It got to the point where he just stopped caring. When the shadow appeared, he'd glance at it, roll his eyes, and get up to make coffee. One morning, as he was sitting on the couch sipping his coffee, the heater in the apartment malfunctioned. A fireball shot out of it, setting a nearby plant ablaze. He managed to put it out, but after that, the shadow stopped appearing.
Starting point is 07:03:34 Make of that what you will. I'm a detective in Tennessee, and let me tell you, weird stuff happens on this job. One night, I got called to the scene of a death, a gunshot wound to the head. The victim was lying in the unfinished basement of their home. Normally, this would be straightforward, but the victim's spouse was an employee of our sheriff's office, so we had to call in the state investigators to avoid any conflicts of interest. They told me it'd take them at least four hours to get there, so I agreed to secure the scene while I waited.
Starting point is 07:04:03 Everyone else left, and I found myself alone in the basement. At first, it was fine. I sat in a chair near the exit, the body about fifty feet away. Then, out of nowhere, I heard a loud hissing noise, followed by what sounded like a slap against a flat surface. The sound came from the direction of the body. I froze. The house had been cleared before I sent the deputies back to patrol, and I'd locked the
Starting point is 07:04:27 only entrance. No one else was there. I grabbed my phone, backed out of the basement, and sat in my car with the engine running until the investigators arrived. The medical examiner later joked that bodies make all kinds of weird noises as gases escape, but I still can't explain this lap. I could keep going, but I'm running out of room here. Let me know if you want to hear more crazy stories. After all, this is just the tip of the iceberg. I know what everyone is going to say, and yeah, I knew what I signed up for. I Hudson 29M met my girlfriend Taylor 27 six years ago. On our very first date, she told me that she was polyamorous.
Starting point is 07:05:08 Taylor said it in such a professional way. I almost laughed, Hudson, I am really enjoying our date and since I would like a second date. I think you should know I am polyamorous. I was sitting there like an idiot just looking at her for probably a few beats too long when I finally said, okay. What does that mean? The thing was I vaguely knew what the term meant. She began, that means I don't limit myself to one romantic partner. I snapped out of my shocked stupor and replied, yeah, I, I knew what it meant, I got caught in a dumb moment.
Starting point is 07:05:43 So, you're dating others right now as well, Taylor began to tell me about her situation, I have two other long-distance partners. One is my high school boyfriend. Another is a friend of mine from college that became a friend with benefits. I sat there again, head slightly down, eyes drifting from the southwest to southeast of my periphery. After what was probably a few beats too many again I said in a confirming tone, huh? That was it. My resounding contribution to the conversation.
Starting point is 07:06:17 She chuckled mildly, that's it. No questions. No thoughts. I eased out of my stupor and finally replied, so what would that look like, for us? She got this flirty look on her face, do you want there to be in U.S.? With what I just told you, it was weird the way my brain processed the whole situation. I think a lot of guys would have walked out right there, or worse. I still wanted her, though, I was still interested.
Starting point is 07:06:46 It may have just been my past dating experience. I was only 23, but I had already been in what I would describe. as multiple traumatic relationships. I had a girlfriend for two years in high school. We talked about how we would get married one day, have kids, where we would live, all the places we would travel. I loved her a lot, and I thought she felt the same about me. She always said we had a special connection.
Starting point is 07:07:14 Unfortunately, we would each end up going to different colleges. We spent that whole summer leading up to it discussing how we were going to make the long-distance element work. We were going to talk on the phone every day, switch off coming to see each other every other weekend, return to our home every break and spend every second together. I went with her family to help move her into her dorm as her move in was on a Wednesday. We parted ways and that was the last time I saw her in person as my girlfriend. That very Sunday, I had gotten up early after moving into my dorm the day before.
Starting point is 07:07:49 I texted her good morning and figured it would be an hour or two before she. got up. Surprisingly, I received a phone call from her about five minutes later. She sounded upset and I went into a comforting tone right away. She was really hesitant to say anything, so I started telling her it was okay, I'm here for her, you can tell me anything. That was when she broke up with me. She was apologetic, but steadfast in her decision to break up. That hurt, really sucked. Four days. That's how long our special connection, survived long distance. I made the mistake of looking at her socials in the days following. That's how I got to see her new boyfriend. That quick. She was referring to this guy as her boyfriend in these posts,
Starting point is 07:08:39 lots of picks of them together. I tried texting and she immediately blocked me. It took a long time to get over that one. I would say it was a blessed. though that we had no contact. I moved on fast enough in terms of dating, but in reality was definitely not over my high school girlfriend. I was just using parties and hookups as my way of coping. It actually led to me struggling somewhat academically that first semester. Not real bad, but there was no reason I was getting Bs and Cs in Gen Ed courses that were lower level than what I took in high school. I got myself together enough to not let my partying interfere with class going forward. Over the next four years I had two official girlfriends, and both of them ended up
Starting point is 07:09:25 cheating on me. When the first one happened, it was more embarrassing than anything. I admit I liked the idea of having a girlfriend but didn't really think her and I would last past college. She ended up hooking up with someone at a party that a lot of mutual friends were also at, hence the embarrassing part, but I just ended things and walked away. It was kind of a relief that she provided me with such an easy out. Now my second college girlfriend, Alyssa, was a different case altogether. It was senior year and we had only been dating for about nine months. Still I was pretty into her. I thought, even though it was early, she just might be the one. That was until I discovered that she was cheating on me. Actually, she wasn't cheating on me, she was cheating with me.
Starting point is 07:10:14 By absolute dumb chance, we went to a concert together. This wasn't some big A-list act of today in one of those huge amphitheaters. It was held at a small stadium near our campus and featured some big names of the 90s. I thought it would be fun to go as my dad had listened to a lot of this stuff when I was growing up so I was pretty familiar with the groups. We are at this show doing couple stuff like holding hands, arms around each other at times, kissing here and there, when a rather short woman about our age comes walking up to us. She has her phone out recording the whole thing, and is calling my girlfriend names like, slut and whore.
Starting point is 07:10:54 I have no idea what is happening. Eventually, the short woman says, So you're, cheating on my brother, your fiancé. She turned her attention on me, and I turned mine on Alyssa. Asking Alyssa, what is going on? The short woman turned her attention back to Alyssa still filming all this. I think the woman realized I was just as much in the dark. It clicks for me finally and I decide I'm just leaving.
Starting point is 07:11:23 As I head for the exit Alyssa follows me out ignoring the short woman who continues to hurl insults at her. We get to the car and she just gets in. I look at her and say, really? She starts to apologize and I cut her off, you're engaged. She cried a little, but I didn't care as I drove back to her car. We talked on the way and I found out I was the other guy. They were long distance as he went to another university several states away. I asked what her plan was when graduation hit and she said,
Starting point is 07:11:55 I was going to break up with you just before. That was a kick in the nuts. The relationship ended before we got to her car. From checking socials after this horrific incident, I found her fiancé ended things as well. It's been years now that I have been with Taylor and our dynamic has never changed. I think these past relationships really molded me into someone capable of being with someone who is Polly. I've been doing a lot more introspection lately
Starting point is 07:12:23 and I think being cheated on or quickly discarded by each of my past girlfriends led me to the idea that it was inevitable. When Taylor was up front about not being monogamous, I took that as being better than being blindsided later. For the first four and half years everything was great. We moved in together after one year. As our early dating relationship developed, we had some open talks about the rules of our relationship. Essentially, everything was on the table. Dating, hookups, and forming emotional connections with others. I was also completely open to do this as well.
Starting point is 07:13:01 After that first year, she brought up the idea of moving in together. I stated I was only going to do so if we had a primary partner relationship. We had a say in each other's lives. We would be sharing finances and living space, and each other's daily personal lives. She agreed and we have had a very happy nesting relationship since. I had my first test of this relationship style pretty early on. I think we had been dating for three weeks when she went home for a weekend. She told me ahead of time that her old high school boyfriend, Jacob, still lived there and that she would likely spend at least
Starting point is 07:13:40 one night with him. The weekend came and went. I verified that she did have sex with him, and realized I didn't feel any which way about it, probably because it was out of my sight. This is how it was for the first four years of our relationship. Jacob would come visit her once or twice a year. He would get a hotel room and she would stay with him for a long weekend. Or they would meet up when she would visit her home without me. Same thing with the friend with benefits, Zach. He was local, but it was really sporadic. Every once in a while, maybe five to six times a year, she would say she was meeting up with Zach. I never asked for any details about what she did with either of them. She never had either of them over to our house for anything that
Starting point is 07:14:28 wasn't a special occasion like her birthday, which was just a platonic social event. She always spends special occasions with me. Things changed when she met a new guy a year and half ago. His name is Ryan and he lives very close to where we do. At first I didn't mind this, I figured it was just going to be a short-term thing or in the sporadic occurrence column like with Zach. Actually, it was a little more than that and I found the idea of him being a routine part of the week to be rather annoying. I shared this with Taylor, and we talked it out. I told her I've never had a problem with the here and their relationships she has with her other partners, but this one I felt was interfering. with our time. She told me she understood where I was coming from and promised to make more of our
Starting point is 07:15:15 time, but also told me she didn't want to cut down on this relationship with Ryan either. It was one or two nights a week with an overnight here or there. I guess in the grand scheme of things not all that much, but I was still feeling the void. We went along like that for about six months until Taylor's birthday rolled around. She wanted to have a night out with friends. I made this happen, and even took her out of town the weekend before to celebrate, just us, so that she didn't feel any extra obligation towards me on her actual birthday. Jacob, Zach, and Ryan were going to be there. This hadn't been a problem in the past.
Starting point is 07:15:55 I had met Jacob and Zach a few times at various events involving Taylor. They were very chill individuals, and if you didn't know, you'd never guessed that Taylor was involved with either of them based on the way these get-togethers played out. I wasn't sure about Ryan, I was a bit nervous, as Taylor had described him as kind of an arrogant frat-boy type, even though he was 26 years old. The party was fine, all was going well. I did find myself talking to Jacob and Zach for a short time when Ryan made his way over. I know Taylor had made him aware of her polyamorous nature and who we all were. At first it was just usual guy talk, but naturally, the conversation had turned to Taylor.
Starting point is 07:16:38 Initially it was just a few funny anecdotes about Taylor, but one set Ryan up to say, well, we all know how wild she is, am I right? He said the last part while sort of play elbowing at Jacob, who said, I don't talk about that, but, you're not wrong. Zach was nodding along and they all had this knowing look on their faces. I nodded a little and smirked, but honestly was a little taken back. Wild? Wild how? Taylor and I's bedroom life was pretty active, but I would never have
Starting point is 07:17:11 described it as wild. I have even tried to spice things up in the past, multiple times, only for her to course correct us to our usual experience. When I've brought it up in the past she has always told me she wasn't into that. Whatever, that might be at the time. Was it just me? Was she different with the others? For the first time ever in our relationship, I felt real insecurity. I tried to put this out of my mind, at the end of the day she was with me. We shared a place, I went to bed next to her almost every night. We had a healthy sex life, probably better than most people, especially after five years together. I couldn't shake the feeling, though, that gnawing insecurity about Ryan's seemingly throwaway remark.
Starting point is 07:17:59 Taylor could tell something was bothering me and that it had started after the party. I initially told her it was nothing, just a feeling I was working through, but she pressed me for it and I told her about our conversation. Much to my chagrin she basically verified my insecurity. I was different, and I know she meant it in a good way, but it didn't feel like a good way. She said to me, I am more wild with them, those relationships are more of a sexual focus where ours is so much more than just that. We share a life, I mean yeah, I care about them as people, but you're who I want to spend my life with. I told her, I know that, I love you too, I want to spend my life with you as well.
Starting point is 07:18:42 It's just my insecurity, I feel like they get a side of you that I don't, and I'm feeling jealous about it. She tried to reassure me at that moment, I'm sorry you are feeling that way. I love being with you and I love our intimate life. You're really not missing out on much. The whole thing probably would have blown over if not for that last little sentence. I was feeling reassured until that sentence came out of her mouth. Once she said it out loud, though, any amount of missing out made all that reassurance go out the window. Can I, ask what I'm missing out on?
Starting point is 07:19:19 I asked. Taylor looked a little shocked, but as she has never lied or withheld anything from me before she said, if you think that would help, but also be sure you want to know. I named something I've asked for before, and she confirmed she does it with them. Then I named another, same thing. It was almost comical as we went. I would name something that I've either shared as fantasy, requested directly, or even just tried to make happen, but that had always been turned down or shut down.
Starting point is 07:19:49 Everything I said, she responded with yes or yeah with Zach I do, or yeah, but just with Ryan. In all there were only two things I listed off that she said, no, two. My demeanor really flattened out. Taylor could sense that I was not in a good place at that moment. She tried to pivot, but honestly we should have probably just ended the conversation there and called it a night. Instead, in her attempt to make me feel better, I was dealt this gem, with you it's special, I'm comfortable, relaxed, I feel safe and secure. With them they just get that crazy carnal energy out of me.
Starting point is 07:20:27 She cringed a little when she said that knowing how it sounded, not like, that, I just put my hand up and finally said, can we just stop, maybe talk again about this in a day or two. We had a somewhat awkward two days together not talking about anything serious. She was a little more nice and affectionate towards me those two days, but I was probably a little cold. She had an overnight planned with Zach after those first two, and actually asked me if I wanted her to cancel, which had never happened before without someone being sick or having some sort of minor emergency. I told her no.
Starting point is 07:21:02 It was those 18 or so hours, though, where I decided I needed to do something for myself to help ease these feelings. In the five years we had been together she had these two others, then a third. She even had two one-night hookups during that span. I had not branched out at all. It was on the table, I totally could if I so chose to.
Starting point is 07:21:24 She even brought it up every now and then, just to see how I was feeling about the whole situation, see if I wanted anything different. I never felt a need to change, never desired anything outside. Until now. For the first time I was going to see what else was out there. I was basically fresh out of college and we started dating. She told me about being Polly on date number one and has been that way our entire six-year relationship.
Starting point is 07:21:52 I had never tried to explore what Polly meant for me, didn't want to. I was happy with mine and Taylor's relationship, and I was really focused on my career. I've put in some serious hours in these six years. I've climbed the ladder and am doing very well for myself. A year ago, though after the incident that started this whole situation, I realized I had been using my job as a way to distract myself from my relationship. It's like it all became clear. I never really dealt with my own shit from those earlier relationships.
Starting point is 07:22:25 Taylor was a breath of fresh air, here was a girl just telling me up front she wanted to sleep with other guys. No hiding it, no lying, no surprises. I was so messed up from the past I thought of this as a perfect situation. I was basically at the point I expected to get cheated on. This was perfect, I can't be cheated on because we are a poly couple. Only I never really did the work to be okay with that. I accepted yes. but I also buried my head in a job. That was my focus. She would ask if I was wanting to make a dating profile or go out on my own sometimes.
Starting point is 07:23:05 I always said no, I was focusing on work, I had too much going on at work. So I'm sure I gave off the good partner vibes, the very secure in my lifestyle vibes. I realize now though, I wasn't. I was traumatized by the past and hiding from the present. I decided I was going to start figuring out who I was. It was six days after the conversation that I made my first ever dating profile. I told Taylor I had done so. She was supportive of my decision, but at the same time seemed skeptical.
Starting point is 07:23:42 Eventually she just asked if this was about our conversation. I was honest and told her, yes, it was. But not to get even, or anything, that conversation has made me face some things I didn't want face before. She asked what those things were and I told her about some of the realizations I've had about my past relationships and our current relationship. It was a very long conversation. She listened and never questioned my decision to open up my side of the relationship. Then she finally said, I keep wondering if this is mostly about our sex life. I looked at her and said, that's part of it, I won't deny that, but it's not the main reason. I need to know who I
Starting point is 07:24:25 I am and who I want to be, and that won't happen if I don't branch out. She responded quickly, but if we were doing the things you asked me about last week, would you be pursuing this? What if we started doing them, would you still want to date others? I only ask because you've never shown interest in pursuing other partners before now, I don't think you can blame me for thinking it's the cause. I answered, I don't blame you for thinking that, and yes, a part of it is that I want to do those things. I would like to have these experiences and I want to do them with someone who wants to do them with me. She got her first offensive tone at that moment, it's not that I don't want to do them, it's just. I interrupted her, it is though. I've
Starting point is 07:25:10 asked before and been declined. Even if you wanted to now, I don't, not any time soon. I know you didn't mean for it to come off the way it did, but it made me feel like a pet. I'm safe. reliable, trustworthy. Which are all things I want to be for you, but I also want to excite you, and I don't. She interrupted me at that point, you excite me, we have sex all the time. I retorted immediately, no, I don't, I make you feel loved and comfortable. Which also makes you want to have sex, but I don't excite you. I don't ignite your carnal side.
Starting point is 07:25:47 I want to feel lusted after two. And for everything that is great in our relationship, I just don't think that something we can have, at least not now, not soon, I wouldn't be able to stop thinking that this is just to appease me. The conversation ended on that note. We worked through things further, got back to our normal. Although there was a bit of underlying sadness. I don't know if I'm lucky or good, but I got a few matches early. That was a pretty good ego boost. Only one of those early matches went past the chatting phase and I had my first date outside of my relationship with Taylor.
Starting point is 07:26:24 The date was not good, but I had at least gotten out there. Though none of them worked out. I was feeling confident, not defeated. The next day was a Sunday, and I was just taking a moment to scroll through socials. When I got notification of another match. It was Cindy. Cindy was a classmate of mine back in college. We had never had anything between us then, never even hung out socially actually, but had some nice interactions in class.
Starting point is 07:26:56 We began chatting and it was natural from the very beginning. Cindy had been living in the same city as us for about four years. She had been single for the past year and felt like she didn't want anything too serious. This led her to try out one of the more E&M-friendly dating apps. Her thought being that if she were dating a guy in an open relationship, she could get her feet wet without feeling any pressure to dive all the way in. We had our first date about a week after the chatting started. It was a really fun dinner date and we ended up talking for an hour past finishing our meals. That's when she asked me if I wanted to come back to her place.
Starting point is 07:27:36 I hadn't expected that. I don't know why, I just hadn't expected that. I accepted and after returning to my vehicle, I called Taylor and told her I would be later than I initially thought I would. She told me to be careful and to have fun. I did have fun. Cindy led off with something Taylor had never done to me before. When we were finished, I felt like I could have lingered there forever. Why Taylor had always lived this way truly made sense in that moment. My NRI was off the charts.
Starting point is 07:28:09 I went home that night and Taylor reclaimed me. She was a little more aggressive than usual too, which I found odd and simultaneously exciting. We talked about my new relationship and how it could change Taylor and the eyes dynamic. She expressed that she was happy for me, but at that same time felt a little uncomfortable. I reassured her that she was my priority. We talked about what we wanted from each other going forward, and how we would make our relationship work now that it involved four other people between the two of us. The next nine months we fell into a pretty comfortable routine. Taylor and I still had our together lives. I made it a point,
Starting point is 07:28:51 or at least I told myself I was, to make our relationship a priority. That being said I know if I had a moment of space I was messaging Cindy. We texted consistently throughout our days, had regular dates, and even overnights a few times a month. Taylor continued her. her relationships as well, but she had much more practice in balancing them than I did. I caught myself not being present with Taylor a few times in those initial two months of my relationship with Cindy. I felt guilty about that and made changes to make sure I was keeping my focus on whoever was in front of me at that time. Still, I enjoyed the fact that Taylor was Polly for the first time. I had always been okay with it, even felt compersion for her, but I wouldn't
Starting point is 07:29:37 say that I enjoyed it. That was until it gave me more opportunity to be with Cindy. If Jacob came to town, well, that was potentially a full weekend with Cindy. If Ryan set up a date with her on a Friday, even if I already had plans to spend the day with Cindy on Saturday, in my mind that just created an overnight. Then the night three months ago changed everything. I was under the impression things were going in a pretty comfortable routine. Taylor had noticed the changes though. My eagerness. She came to me and said, I feel like your new relationship is becoming your primary relationship. I stared at her for a moment, I don't know what you mean. She gave me a look and said, you jump at every opportunity to be with her. Yes, we still have our
Starting point is 07:30:25 life, but it feels stagnant. She wasn't wrong, and the reality was slapping me in the face. She continued, it's been months since we last talked about marriage or what our future would look like. And I'm responsible for that as well. I've let other things get in the way before too. I don't want you to feel like I'm pinning everything on you, but after Ryan and I ended things I began thinking about what I wanted. I think I want marriage. I even think I might want to have a child. Where are you when it comes to our future?
Starting point is 07:30:59 Is getting married something you could see in the near future? Is it far off? Do you want that at all? She asked these questions with genuine interest in the answer. The answer was yes. Yes, I want these things. But faced with the question, I realized I wanted them with Cindy. That thought made me feel shameful.
Starting point is 07:31:22 Here was my very devoted, loving, long-term, living girlfriend, telling me she wants to be, betrothed to me, and I'm thinking of someone else. I nodded to her and said, Yes, I want that. I lied, or at very least withheld the truth. Maybe I was trying to deny myself to make it go away. Taylor hugged me. We spent the rest of the day together. I knew I couldn't hide from these feelings.
Starting point is 07:31:49 It wasn't right to do that. The next day Taylor asked me a wedding-related question, I can't remember exactly. Something minor, like a lope on a beach or big ceremony. with everyone we know. I broke at that point, Taylor, I need to talk to you. I saw a tear glimmer in her eye from that first sentence. She knew. I confess that when I picture myself getting married, I picture myself marrying Cindy. She was clearly hurt, her first response was, don't say that, what about me, don't you love me? It was the first time I had ever heard that
Starting point is 07:32:26 from her. She never gaslit, she never played the victim. or tried to reverse it back on me. She communicated, she listened. That sentence was the most manipulative I had ever seen her be, which is a testament to how well she knew herself and how good of a partner she really was. It cut me deep, the hurt on her face will likely be forever ingrained in my mind. It was just the truth, an ugly truth.
Starting point is 07:32:55 One that, if I could have, I would have erased. I love you, but I also love her. her. I can't deny that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry this happened. She cut me off, stop. I just, I need a moment. When she says this, she means it. I retreated to our kitchen. I heard her make for our bedroom. We didn't speak again until the next day. Over the next couple days we discussed the reality of our separation. I didn't mention any of this to Cindy. I didn't didn't want to do that. I didn't want to put all that on her. Show up and just assume she would want the same thing. Taylor and I agreed I would move out.
Starting point is 07:33:41 The place was a rental, but we had a lot of great memories in it. It took a week for me to find a place, another for me to move into it. We separated our finances, and divided up our mutual belongings. I second-guessed myself several times. I stayed the course, though, I didn't want to add any additional pain to the situation by flip-flopping. On the day I began to move I let Cindy know that Taylor and I were over. She came to my place once I was done going back and forth from my old house. I told her everything. Told her why Taylor and I had ended things.
Starting point is 07:34:19 I knew Cindy was what I wanted. I knew it wasn't just because I excited her, and that we had the experiences that I always wanted with Taylor. It was more, it was real. I told her right there that night, I want a monogamous relationship with you. Cindy didn't even let a second go by before saying, that's what I want too. We've been spending near every moment together for the last three months. She will be moving into the place I'm renting in two weeks as her lease is expiring.
Starting point is 07:34:50 From there we will begin looking for a house to purchase. Last night I proposed to Cindy, and she accepted. I am over the moon excited, and happy beyond words. Still, I do feel a sense of guilt for how things transpired with Taylor. I know it's only a matter of time before she finds out. I have never known her to lose her cool, not really anyway. I mean everyone has their moments, but hers are just that, moments. This may be different though, but I hope not.
Starting point is 07:35:23 Two months into wedding planning and everything is going well. Cindy would like a more traditional wedding but with a smaller guest list. It looks like we will have about 27 guests, mostly family. The wedding isn't far off either, just three more months. It has been such a whirlwind when I think back. A little over a year ago I was the very content, nesting partner, to a perfect polyamorous woman. Now I'm marrying my soulmate. A woman who I wouldn't describe as perfect, just perfect for me.
Starting point is 07:35:56 Still I have a bit of unease. I don't like how it all played out, I wish it could have been more amicable. Wish it could have been cleaner. I hate that it hurt Taylor so much. That has been recently exacerbated. I ran into a mutual friend of ours picking up some lunch one day this past week. He congratulated me on the engagement. During what probably should have just been a bit of small talk in passing, I asked a heavy question.
Starting point is 07:36:26 I couldn't help it, I needed to know. His wife was very good friends with Taylor, and by extension he was too. I asked how she was doing. He told me, she is hanging in there. I don't want to dump this on you, but she has taken your engagement pretty hard. I cringed hard when he said that, and he tried to provide some ease, don't be hard on yourself, that's how these things go sometimes. Taylor will bounce back, she always does, she just always,
Starting point is 07:36:56 He stopped himself, and I looked up at him, she always what? He made a face and said, she just always thought you were the one. My head dropped, my heart sank. He jumped back in with more hollow reassurances, though, hey, it's Taylor we're talking about, yeah, it sucks now, but she will find the one, or two, or three. He laughed and I flashed a fake smile. He said he had to get going and we parted ways pleasantly. I've been in a bit of a rut since then.
Starting point is 07:37:27 I know I'll shake the guilt, and I don't owe her. I just hate hurting her. I still love her as a person and knowing I'm the reason she's in pain is tough to swallow. I almost reached out to Taylor, but thought better of it, figured that would just be twisting the knife. I also don't want to do anything that would hurt or disrupt Cindy. She comes first. I'm resolved to not let this steal the joy of my upcoming. wedding. What's done is done, time to look to a bright future. Living the dream. Lots of people
Starting point is 07:38:01 say this when you ask them how they're doing. Usually they say it as a joke, often followed up by them saying, or maybe it's a nightmare with a little laugh. Not me though, I don't say that stupid phrase, but I could. It's just different when you're with your soulmate. I wake up every day looking forward to what is in store for Cindy and I. Even renovating this old-ass house we bought seems like a privilege, when in actuality it's probably the real nightmare. Date nights, weekend getaways, eating ramen on the couch while marathoning nightmare on Elm Street. It's the same feeling. Happiness. We love our special occasions and big trips, but we are just as happy making a Denny's run before going back to bed and taking a nap on lazy Sunday.
Starting point is 07:38:50 days. We have it all planned out. We got the house. Next step, fix it up. Four bedrooms, three baths. The plan is two or three kids. We got a dog too, got to have a dog when you have a fenced-in yard. It's basically mandatory. Yearly vacations, a few weekend camping trips a year, family movie nights every Friday. Well, we thought we had it all planned out. Then a few months ago, after we celebrated our second anniversary, I got told it wouldn't happen. I had been losing weight for months when I began having intense pain in my abdomen and lower back. At first I thought this was ulcers or something like that. I wasn't prepared when the doctor told Cindy and I that I had staged three pancreatic cancer.
Starting point is 07:39:42 Cindy immediately burst into tears. I comforted her and the doctor gave us a moment. When he returned, he laid out my treat. treatment options. It was pretty advanced, spreading through my lymph nodes and nearby blood vessels. My prognosis is around seven months without treatment. Even with treatment he told me my chances of survival were around 10%. I had a decision to make, spend my remaining months trying to prolong a life that was going to end early, or enjoy what I could while I could. I chose the latter. Cindy begged me to fight, but it's just grief. I'd rather. I'd rather
Starting point is 07:40:20 have this time with her, being with her, than just being bedridden. We have done as much as we can in these few months. But the time has come. I won't last much longer. That brings me to the issue at hand. About a year after our separation, Taylor reached back out to me. We talked, we each got closure. Cindy knew all this, and even encouraged it. Although I'm pretty sure she didn't like it. Since then Taylor and I have sent the typical birthday messages, commented on each other's posts, or sent congratulations on life events, etc. Now she wants to see me, before I pass. And I want to see her too. Taylor reached out to Cindy to see if that would be okay. She wanted to clear it with my wife as she knows that Cindy is the most important person to me
Starting point is 07:41:12 in all of this. Cindy told her that she wasn't sure about doing that. Taylor didn't press it but said, I still care for HUD, and if there was any way you could let me say goodbye to him, in person, I would be grateful for it, but I leave that to you. Cindy told me this, and I got somewhat upset that she had turned Taylor away. I know it wasn't fair, she has been through hell since my diagnosis. I asked Cindy, why, why no? My thinking being, there had been a steady stream of visitors over the past week. Cindy hasn't denied a single one until now. Just Taylor.
Starting point is 07:41:51 I wanted to know why, and not being of sound mind through all of this, I used my strength to ask. Why, why no? She teared up, it still breaks my heart to see her tear up, even though it's been a daily occurrence for months. After a few heavy sobbed she composed herself, because you're mine. I don't want to share you again. Not with her. I don't want to see you look at her lovingly again. You're mine, and I don't have much time left.
Starting point is 07:42:21 I don't want to lose a single second. She burst into heavy sobs again, and my heart shattered. I used what little strength I had to alert my eyes and take her hand. She took some deep breaths and looked at me. I said all I could before I couldn't say anything more, it was broken, it took time, but I got it all out, I love you, Cindy, you are my soulmate. No one can ever take that away. She was a big part of my life, and I want to say bye, but I don't need to see her.
Starting point is 07:42:54 I only need you, I am yours. At that point I drifted off. I awoke once more. I can't speak now, the pain is too much. I won't last much longer. Hours? A day maybe. Taylor, I would have liked to see you one more time, just to say goodbye,
Starting point is 07:43:15 but nothing is worth seeing any amount of pain on Cindy's face. I want her to get what she wants. I want her to have every last second. Hudson lay in his bed. I struggling to stay open. Cindy ever present at his side, hand firmly in contact with him. He was ready to let go, to let this be his last moment, when the door opened. Taylor walked to his bedside and looked down upon him.
Starting point is 07:43:43 He met her eyes for the first time. years. She had once been everything to him. Life took them both on different paths, but he was happy to get to say goodbye, even if he couldn't actually say it. Taylor took his hand. Hudson closed his eyes for a brief moment, and gave her the most subtle of nods. He reopened his eyes and with the last of his strength and turned to face the woman he loved beyond measure. Cindy's eyes locked onto him, and she could see it in them. Thank you, I love you. Taylor leaned down and gave Hudson a kiss on the forehead just as he closed his eyes. She turned to Cindy and said, Thank you for this, thank you. She slipped her hand softly away from Hudson's and
Starting point is 07:44:27 began to turn back towards the door. Cindy turned to her, you don't have to go. With that Taylor turned back to her, this time is for you, and only you. Cindy nodded as a tear fell down her cheek. She put her hand to Hudson's face and looked on him for what was sure to be the final time of his life. Taylor turned back to the door and exited before the streams poured down. Cindy sat with Hudson for a few more minutes, now pressing her face to his. Her eight months pregnant body making it uncomfortable to lean over, but she didn't care. These moments were hers. Not anyone else's, not even their soon-to-be-born sons. The monitor began its rapid beating to alert of Hudson's declining heartbeat. Cindy knew what that meant. Cindy knew what that meant.
Starting point is 07:45:15 The hospice nurse came in quickly and silenced the machine. She said only, take your time before quickly exiting. He was gone. Cindy let the sobs out. Sobs for the unfairness of it all, for the amazing years they had together, for the son who would never meet his father, for all the years she would endure without him. What psychiatric nurses have seen that left them speechless?
Starting point is 07:45:41 During my mental health rotation in nursing school, I was assigned to a facility for minors. It was there that I encountered a boy whose admission process I oversaw. I had to inventory his belongings, escort him to his room, and settle him in. He had been sitting in the admissions room, completely unclothed, drawing circles all over the walls using his own waist. Yes, it was exactly as horrifying as it sounds. Once we moved him to his designated floor, I met a teenager who was experiencing some type
Starting point is 07:46:09 of psychotic break. His only response to anything anyone said was to me. mutter, turned down for war, over and over, each time with a slightly different tone. Apparently, he'd been doing that for three weeks straight. Later that day, I had lunch with a girl who seemed completely normal. She was chatty, smiled a lot, and honestly, if no one had told me otherwise, I'd have thought she was just visiting. Then the nurses dropped the bomb, when she was ten years old, she'd fatally attacked her younger
Starting point is 07:46:37 sister with a knife. Her sister had been only four. I remember sitting there, completely stunned. That single 12-hour shift was enough to convince me that psychiatric nursing was absolutely not for me. The patients who don't belong, or do they? Sometimes, people without severe psychiatric disorders still end up in these facilities. One particularly memorable case involved a sweet older man who had a pronounced slur in his speech.
Starting point is 07:47:03 Initially, everyone thought he'd had a stroke. After running several tests, however, they discovered he had ALS, a myotrophic lateral sclerosis, progressive nervous system disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord, causing loss of muscle control. In his case, the disease started in his throat, making it hard for him to speak or swallow. When the doctors broke the news, he cried for two days straight. It broke my heart. I wasn't technically supposed to have my phone with me, but I snuck it in anyway so I could play him old country songs to cheer him up. He loved them. Over the year and a half he stayed in the facility, we watched him deteriorate. First, he lost his ability
Starting point is 07:47:44 to speak. Then he couldn't swallow. Eventually, his neck locked into a fixed position. He started drooling constantly, and we had to keep a cloth handy to wipe his mouth. When he got a feeding tube, he was terrified of lying down because he'd choke on his own secretions. I spent countless nights sitting by his bed, helping him sit up and patting his back when he struggled to breathe. He had a do not resuscitate, DNR, order, which made every labored breath nerve-wracking. I would stare at his chest to make sure he was still alive. One day, during the second shift, we heard he'd finally succumbed. A mucous plug had blocked his airway, and by the time they rushed him to the hospital, it was too late. He passed away by the end of the week.
Starting point is 07:48:27 The strain of psychiatric work, working in a psychiatric facility isn't just emotionally draining, it's physically taxing too. I used to work as a direct support professional in a psych ward. There, leaving your post without a replacement was absolutely forbidden. This meant that if the next shift staff didn't show up, you were stuck. Sometimes, this turned my 12-hour shifts into brutal 16, or even 32-hour marathons. Once, I was scheduled to leave at midnight after working at a high-risk facility, we called it, Code Red, for patients with severe psychosis.
Starting point is 07:49:00 My replacement didn't show up. I'd been there since 8 a.m. and had no choice but to stay. One of the patients, a man whose schizophrenia worsened at night, became particularly aggressive. Male staff typically covered night shifts to handle him, but that night, it was just me, a petite five feet two inches woman. At 2 a.m., he wandered into the staff supervision room, which was little more than a small space with a plastic chair, table, a mini-fridge, and a radio. I was doing paperwork when he began pacing around my table, scratching at his face.
Starting point is 07:49:32 and muttering, I need to kill, I need to kill, over and over again. My stomach dropped. I called my supervisor and told her I was leaving because I feared for my life. She snapped back that if I left, I'd be fired. The company's policy prevented us from locking patients in their rooms since the facilities were designed to feel like, homes, where patients could roam freely. To create a barrier, I shoved the table into a corner, wedged myself behind it, and called the police.
Starting point is 07:50:00 They escorted me out safely, but I refused to return to work after that. My supervisor kept calling, begging me to come back because they were short-staffed, but I was done. Heartbreaking cases that stick with you, some stories haunt you forever. There was this little girl, no more than seven years old, who arrived at our facility around 2 a.m. She was adorable, sweet, polite, but a little shy. We became fast friends, and I couldn't understand why she was there.
Starting point is 07:50:27 She seemed fine. But later, I learned the truth, that afternoon, she'd come home from school, entered through the garage, and found her dad in the living room. He was holding a chainsaw and using it, on someone. It might have been a family member. She was in complete shock and didn't seem to grasp what she'd witnessed. To this day, I'm floored by that story. I hope she's okay now, but I'll never forget her.
Starting point is 07:50:52 Unexpected encounters, not all these moments happen on the job. Once, after leaving a movie theater with my 11-year-old son, I saw a young woman who looked disheveled and distressed. I asked if she was okay, and she burst into tears. I hugged her and assured her that things would be all right. She told me she'd been released from a psychiatric hold at a small community hospital north of us. They'd handed her a one-way bus ticket to our city and left her to fend for herself.
Starting point is 07:51:19 She rattled off a list of psychiatric medications and anti-anxiety prescriptions she was supposed to be on but couldn't access. Her story was heartbreaking, lost jobs, lost custody of her kids, a divorce. She'd been wandering the mall area for three days. I gave her the $30 I had on me and called 911, explaining the situation. I wanted my son to witness compassion, but I didn't want him to see what might happen when the authorities arrived. By the time emergency services showed up, she had disappeared.
Starting point is 07:51:49 I begged them to find her, but I doubt they did. I still think about her and hope she's okay. A lifetime of pain, one of the most tragic stories I've ever heard came from my mom, who worked at a care home on the Isle of Man in the 1980s. She cared for an 80-year-old woman with dementia named Davina. When Davina was 16, she'd moved from Scotland to the aisle to marry a handsome, wealthy man she'd met on vacation. They were madly in love.
Starting point is 07:52:15 After their wedding, they bought a beautiful seaside home and had a baby girl. Life seemed perfect, until another woman spread a vicious rumor that Davina's husband was unfaithful. Devastated and delirious, Davina walked into the sea with her newborn. She was rescued, but her baby was lost to the waves. At just 17 years old, she was institutionalized and spent the rest of her life in psychiatric care. Even in her 80s, she would ask my mom every day where her baby was. Occasionally, she'd wander off, trying to reach the beach to search for her child.
Starting point is 07:52:48 My mom gave her a doll, and Davina cried tears of joy, convinced it was her baby. The unimaginable, my mom's job often involved visiting people to assess whether they needed to be taken back into care. Once, she received a call about an elderly woman whose neighbors were concerned. When my mom arrived, the woman opened the door. Her hair was matted, her nails were overgrown, and she was wearing only an open robe. The apartment was filthy, with garbage everywhere and a stench that was almost unbearable. As my mom moved further into the apartment, she noticed an even stronger, more putrid smell.
Starting point is 07:53:23 She followed it to the stove and lifted the lid of a pot. Inside, the woman had been boiling her own waste, toilet paper and all. There was even a ladle in the pot. Needless to say, she was taken into care that very day. A glimpse of despair, one of my earliest experiences in a nursing home's intensive care unit involved a resident with Alzheimer's and severe depression. On my first day, while still in training, he called me over. I leaned in to hear him, and he looked me dead in the eyes and said, please, just end
Starting point is 07:53:53 my miserable life, I froze, unable to process what I'd just heard. My trainer stepped in and guided me away. Later, I learned this man had been a clinical psychologist who'd spent his career studying Alzheimer's. When he started exhibiting symptoms himself, he spiraled into depression and rapidly deteriorated. Now, he was trapped in a perpetual state of despair, unable to remember why. That moment stuck with me and contributed to my decision to leave the job after just a month. The hardest part, my girlfriend, Kai, works at a mental health facility that helps reintegrate
Starting point is 07:54:26 people with severe mental illnesses and addictions back into society. One night, she got a call from a resident who needed help. When she arrived at the woman's apartment, she found her standing in the living room with a knife pressed to her throat. Her wrists were already injured and bleeding. The woman's phone was on speaker in the bathroom, connected to her mother. Kai reassured the mother and called 911. Meanwhile, she wrapped the woman's wrists in towels to slow the bleeding.
Starting point is 07:54:54 The ambulance arrived just in time, and the woman survived. But later that same night, Kai checked on another resident who hadn't signed in for 24 hours. When she entered the apartment, she found the woman dead in her recliner. That single shift left Kai deeply shaken. A bittersweet laugh, not every memory is dark. When I was temporarily in a psych ward myself, there was an older man named Gary who often acted out but never in a harmful way. Once, he argued with a staff member about juice. He asked for orange juice but was told they only had grape. I see, Gary said, nodding solemnly. Then,
Starting point is 07:55:30 with all the authority he could muster, he declared, you're fired, and walked away. The nurse laughed and said, well, I guess I'm fired. Moments like that remind you of the humanity in even the bleakest situations. Psychiatric work is a world of extremes, terrifying, tragic, but sometimes unexpectedly heartwarming. It's not for everyone, and it's certainly not for me. But those who choose this path deserve endless respect for the resilience and compassion they show every single day. I hope you're doing well. Thinking back on my own experiences, I've witnessed a lot of strange, wild, and sometimes even hilarious situations. Let me share a few stories, they're fascinating in their own way. One moment that stood out to me happened when I was working with a particular
Starting point is 07:56:14 patient who had schizophrenia. He described his hallucinations, most of which involved visual distortions, like bubbling or tilting in his field of view. But when his anxiety spiked, he saw something much more specific, a large black dog. Sometimes it appeared in his room, other times at the end of a hallway, lurking. I was a student back then, unsure about diving too deep, but I couldn't help noticing the similarity between his description and the Grimm from European folklore. The Grim, often referred to in popular media like Harry Potter, is said to be a spectral black dog, a harbinger of death. It's invisible to everyone except the person destined to die.
Starting point is 07:56:52 This got me thinking, what if his hallucination wasn't just a random manifestation? If we assume that medieval people experienced psychotic episodes without understanding mental health, how often might they have seen something similar to the grim? Back then, without medical care, someone experiencing psychosis might find themselves in danger, getting into trouble, facing accidents, or even becoming the victim of societal punishment. Death would have been a natural outcome of untreated mental illness in such an unforgiving time. Perhaps, over time, enough people reported seeing a black dog before dying that the legend took root.
Starting point is 07:57:25 I've done some light research on the connection between schizophrenia and cultural myths like the Grimm, but there's not much out there. Someday, I'd love to dig deeper into this hypothesis. But that's just one story. I've got plenty more, including one about my own hospital stay. I was admitted after a suicide attempt. Being diabetic, my insulin regimen is critical, but the staff switched my medication to one I'd never used before.
Starting point is 07:57:52 One evening, around 7 p.m., they gave me insulin. I went to sleep by 9 but woke up at 11 feeling strange, that telltale sign of low blood sugar. I went to the nurse's station and told her I needed my glucose checked. She dismissed me, saying it was bedtime and I should just go back. back to sleep. I tried reasoning with her, explaining it would only take a moment, but she called security instead. They escorted me back to my room and locked the door. There I was, under supervision, begging for basic care, yet they told me to sleep it off. Sleep it off. I could
Starting point is 07:58:25 have died. Eventually, I either fainted or fell asleep. When I woke up two hours later, they checked my blood sugar. It was at 19. 19. I had survived a severe hyper, hypoglycemic episode. These checks were supposed to happen every 10 to 15 minutes, yet it took them two hours to notice something was wrong. When I could finally stand, I confronted that nurse. Security got involved, standing between us, but they let me vent. I told her, just because I'm depressed doesn't mean I'm crazy or stupid. I could have died because you couldn't take two minutes to prick my damn finger. By the next morning, she was gone. Fired, I assume. Here's another gem, this one's my dad's story from his early days as a psychiatric nurse. Back then, he often got
Starting point is 07:59:14 stuck with the jobs no one else wanted. There was this older man on his ward, a retired school principal who was rigid, abrasive, and downright mean. He had zero respect for the staff and frequently hurled verbal abuse their way. This guy always wore the same oversized green coat, regardless of the occasion. He was filthy, smelled awful, and refused to care for himself. One of the inenviable tasks for the nursing staff was grooming him. My dad, being one of the younger nurses, often got the short straw. He'd cut the old man's toenails while enduring a steady stream of insults. On one occasion, though, something unusual happened.
Starting point is 07:59:52 The man stayed eerily quiet as my dad began trimming his nails. Dad didn't think much of it at first, maybe the guy was finally having a rare moment of peace. Then, the smell hit him. A rancid, gut-churning odor. Turns out, this man had been hoarding his own waist in the deep pockets of his coat for days, maybe weeks. As my dad melt there, the old man started massaging his head. Dad, being the kind, optimistic person he is, assumed it was a rare show of affection.
Starting point is 08:00:21 But no, this man was rubbing feces into my dad's scalp. Once my dad realized what was happening, he bolted from the room, barely making it to the nearest sink before vomiting. With nothing else on hand, he scrubbed his hair with hospital-grade hand sanitizer. Despite his best efforts, the stench lingered for a week. He had to wear a bandana to keep from gagging at the smell of his own hair. That's just one of hundreds of wild stories my dad's shared about his time as a psych nurse. Some are heartbreaking, others bizarre, but they all carry a threat of humanity. Speaking of humanity, working in mental health often means witnessing the first cracks in someone's reality.
Starting point is 08:00:59 I'll never forget the admissions from patients in the throes of their first schizophrenic episodes. One man was at work when he began hallucinating that Dr. Phil had crawled out of the TV and was spewing satanic messages at the gas station. Another guy shot his TV, barricaded himself in his room, and stabbed himself in the chest. Miraculously, he survived. I accompanied that second man to court to determine whether he'd go to a psychiatric hospital or jail. During the car ride, he rambled about satanic rituals and barely let me get a word in. When we arrived, the judge asked him to share his side of the story. In front of a room full of
Starting point is 08:01:34 lawyers, medical staff, and a jury, he grabbed the microphone and declared, Your Honor, God told me to take a giant black dildo and shove it up my dad's ass. I have to do the Lord's work, the room went silent. The judge raised an eyebrow and simply said, I think we've heard enough. The man didn't say another word and quietly went to the psychiatric hospital. Not all stories are funny, though. During my time working in a psychiatric hospice laundry room, I met a patient nicknamed Hunter. Physically capable, but mentally childlike, he always wore Disney uniforms and loved showing off his books, stuffed animals, and airplane sheets.
Starting point is 08:02:11 We'd play games like rock-paper scissors during my deliveries, and he'd light up with joy. One day, he fell and hit his head. Though he seemed fine at first, something changed. When I next saw him, he'd torn apart all his stuffed animals. When I asked why, he lunged at me, biting my arm and flailing. It was like a switch had flipped, from innocent and sweet to violent and unpredictable. He had to be moved to the locked, padded section of the ward. I still think about him and wonder what caused that shift.
Starting point is 08:02:42 The one time I tried visiting him after leaving that job, I was denied due to his behavioral issues. I've seen my fair share of unsettling things during my own stays in psychiatric facilities. My roommate was one of them. She mostly ignored me, which was fine, but I couldn't help noticing the disturbing crayon drawing she'd pinned up, armless, legless figures, glowing eyes, and scribbled words I couldn't decipher. I'll never forget the stormy night I lay awake, jumping every time a nurse came in for checks. I never got to know my roommate before I left, but I wonder what dark experiences inspired those drawings. Whatever her past, I hope she's found some peace. In two years as a psychiatric
Starting point is 08:03:21 nurse, I've seen things that left me speechless. Like the patient who threw a cookie at me, exposed himself, then did cartwheels down the hallway. Or the young woman, psychotic and unstable, who smeared menstrual blood across her window and bathroom, calling it lipstick. She later poured lemon juice in her eyes, sobbing, now I'm invisible. We had to clean her up and calm her down, but that moment stuck with me. And then there was the 30-year-old man, six feet tall and over 250 pounds, with the mental capacity of a four-year-old.
Starting point is 08:03:53 Severely psychotic and delusional, he couldn't remember his name or address. He stayed with us for five months, far longer than the typical short-term stay. No family visited him, and attempts to contact them were fruitless. Our staff bought him clothes and shoes, and our social worker worked tirelessly to find him a group home.
Starting point is 08:04:11 When one was finally secured, his family suddenly reappeared, interested only in transferring his social security benefits. I hope he ended up in a good place, he deserved better. There's so much more I could share, but the one common thread through all these stories is the resilience of the human spirit. Whether tragic, bizarre, or funny, each story is a reminder of the humanity that persists even in the darkest corners of mental illness. We laugh to cope, cry to heal, and hope for better days ahead.

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