Solved Murders - True Crime Stories - Night of Horror: 9 Hours Nonstop

Episode Date: March 25, 2026

#horrorstories #reddithorrorstories #ScaryStories #nosleep #paranormal #creepy #NightOfHorror #LongHorrorMarathon #NonstopScaryStories #TerrifyingEncounters This extended horror compilation delivers s...tory after story of terrifying events, from paranormal encounters to real-life horror situations. Every tale is designed to keep your heart racing and your imagination haunted, making it the ultimate nonstop horror experience for fans who crave long, immersive, and bone-chilling narratives horrorstories, reddithorrorstories, scarystories, horrorstory, creepypasta, horrortales, nightofhorror, nonstopterrortales, longformhorror, chillingstories, paranormalencounters, realhorrorstories, unnervingevents, scarymarathon, frighteningtales, darkhorrorstories, creepyencounters, horrorcommunity, spinechillingtales, terrorcollectionThis episode includes AI-generated content.

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Horror, strange encounters, and creepy memories. You ever hear a story from your family that makes the hairs on your arms stand up, and you realize if one tiny detail had been different, life, as you know it, might not even exist? That's kind of how this whole thing starts. Back in 1989, long before I even had memories of my own, my dad was living in Daytona Beach, Florida. He was a deacon at church, mom sang in the choir,
Starting point is 00:00:30 and I was just a bouncing little baby girl strapped in the back seat most of the time. We looked like the picture-perfect Christian family, church on Sundays, potlucks, volunteering, always trying to help people out. My parents were the type to stop and give someone a ride or hand over their last dollar if somebody needed it more. That whole good-hearted streak, though, it could have cost my dad his life, if not for the fact that I was strapped into that car seat behind him one sunny afternoon. It happened like this. Dad was driving home from my grandparents' place in Ormond Beach. To get there,
Starting point is 00:01:05 he had to cross the Granada Bridge, and on that particular day, traffic was stopped because the drawbridge was up. As he sat there waiting, he noticed a woman hitchhiking. She looked rough around the edges, but Dad's whole thing was helping strangers. Without hesitation, he waved her over and offered her a ride. At first, she seemed really into it, kind of hyper, quick to say yes, but then she'd, leaned forward just enough to see me in my car seat. Something in her face shifted instantly. She went from all smiles to tight-lipped and twitchy, like she wasn't sure she wanted to be there anymore. She told him no thanks. She didn't need a ride after all. But Dad insisted, he never took no easily when he thought he was helping someone. Finally, she slid into the seat.
Starting point is 00:01:55 The whole ride she was weirdly jittery, fidgeting with her hands, looking out the wind like she was expecting someone to follow us. But the moment she looked back at me, her whole vibe softened. She kept saying over and over, what a pretty baby I was, how my dad was lucky to have me, how God must have blessed him. The words were nice, but the way she kept repeating them gave my dad goosebumps. Before she got out, she looked right at him and said something he never forgot. You thank God for that little girl. You have no idea how lucky you are. They dropped her at some bar in downtown Descona and thought nothing of it until later. That night, Mom and Dad were watching the news. The screen flashed to a sketch drawing of a wanted woman. Dad shot up from the
Starting point is 00:02:44 couch and started yelling at the TV. That's her. That's the woman. I just gave her a ride. The news anchor said her name, Eileen Warnos. She was wanted for multiple murders. Yeah, that Eileen Warnos, the infamous serial killer. My dad swears on his life that if I hadn't been in that car,
Starting point is 00:03:07 he might have been her next victim. The only reason she backed off was because I was there, a baby. She couldn't bring herself to harm. That was just the first of the strange encounters. my family seems cursed to stumble into. And unfortunately, I've had my fair share since growing up. Fast forward years later, I'm 15, living with Mom and our dog in Northern Florida. We'd ended up in this two-story apartment complex that sat right next to an old cemetery.
Starting point is 00:03:37 It wasn't the ideal setup, but the rent was cheap, and Mom said we'd only be there until she got a better job. Our place was decent enough, but being next to rows of crumbling gravestones wasn't exactly the view I dreamed about. Our routine was pretty simple. School got out at three. Mom would pick me up on her lunch break, drop me at home, then go back to work until five. Most days she got home around 5.30. That meant I usually had a couple of hours of freedom in the afternoons. Like any other teenager, I didn't mind.
Starting point is 00:04:09 It meant video games with zero interruptions, snacks and the living. room and music blasting without anyone telling me to turn it down. One Friday, though, things went sideways. Mom called the say she had to stay late at work, and wouldn't be home until around eight. I shrugged it off. More gaming time for me, right? Around 6.15, my dog started whining, so I decided to take them out. As I headed downstairs toward the front door, I heard this sound, heavy breathing. Not light, normal breathing, but the ragged kind you'd hear from someone who just sprinted a mile. My stomach dropped. I turned my head slowly toward the door, and that's when I saw him. There was a man standing there with his face pressed against the glass of our front door.
Starting point is 00:04:59 He was tall, had to be six foot seven at least. Shirtless, easily in his 50s. He had one of those thick lumberjack beards and these huge glasses that magnified his eyes in a way that made him look unhinged. He wasn't knocking. He wasn't saying a word. Just pressing his face to the glass like he wanted to breathe the air inside our home. Panic surged through me. My kitchen was right next to the door,
Starting point is 00:05:27 so I bolted in and grabbed the biggest knife I could find. My voice cracked, but I managed to shout, Get the hell out of here! For a moment, he didn't react at all. just stood there like my words didn't even register. Then, without a word, he turned and walked away, slow and steady, like nothing was wrong. You think that was the end of it, right? Wrong.
Starting point is 00:05:53 An hour later, around 7.30, it was getting dark. I hadn't seen him again, so I figured maybe he'd just been some drunk guy who wandered off. My dog still needed his walk, though, and he was getting restless. Against my better judgment, I leashed him up. and headed outside. Our usual route went right past the cemetery. Normally it didn't bother me, but that night the air felt heavy. My skin prickled and I couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching us. My dog froze, ears perked, then started barking like crazy. He wouldn't budge an inch forward. I followed his gaze toward the cemetery and my stomach dropped again.
Starting point is 00:06:34 There he was, the same man. Only now he looked different. He wasn't just standing there. He was leaning on something. As I squinted into the dim light, I realized it was a shovel. At his feet was a red bag, a bag that, horrifyingly, had what looked like a human foot sticking out of the bottom. Was this guy actually digging a grave? My brain really. It couldn't be real. Maybe it was a mannequin. Maybe I was seeing things. But then he looked up at me and smiled. The creepiest, most chilling smile I've ever seen. Like he was daring me to say something. Then as if I didn't even exist, he went right back to digging. I yanked my dog's leash and sprinted home. By the time I burst through the door, Mom had just gotten home. I told her everything in a rush,
Starting point is 00:07:33 shaking so badly I could barely hold the knife I still had in my hand. She didn't waste a second, called the cops right then. They went out to the cemetery, but of course they, quote, found nothing, no shovel, no bag, no man. We moved out a few months later, and I've never heard a word about it since. To this day, I wonder if he was burying something or someone that night. Not all the creepy stories in my family come from me, though. Some came from my uncle, who swore up and down that what he told us was true. He's gone now, but before he passed, he shared one memory that still makes me shiver.
Starting point is 00:08:18 It was the mid-1980s in Arkansas. His girlfriend at the time dragged him to a wedding out on some ranch, way out in the sticks. The setup was pretty, he said, a big clearing surrounded by thick woods that went on per miles. They were literally in the middle of nowhere. It took him three hours to get there from where he lived. He didn't know many people at the wedding, but there was an open bar, music blasting, and a dance floor under strings of lights. Even he, who never danced, ended up moving his feet that night. After about an hour of awkwardly channeling Saturday night fever, his feet hurt, and he sat down near the edge of the dance floor. He started rubbing
Starting point is 00:08:58 his ankles when he noticed movement beyond the lights, near the tree line maybe 40 yards away. It was hard to make out with the darkness, but it looked like someone dragging another person into the woods. At first he laughed. The bridesmaids were wearing these bright yellow dresses, and he swore he saw a flash of that yellow. He thought it was just some drunk couple sneaking off to do whatever couples do in the woods. He was tipsy himself, so he didn't give it a second thought. But two days later, his stomach dropped. News broke that one of the bridesmaids had gone missing after the wedding. The police came around, and my uncle told them what he'd seen, even though it made him feel sick to admit he hadn't said anything sooner. The next day they found her body in the woods,
Starting point is 00:09:45 dismembered, scattered. Some parts never even recovered. The killer was never found. My uncle carried guilt over that for years. He always said, if he hadn't laughed it off, maybe she'd still be alive. She wasn't even 20 years old, her whole life ahead of her, and it ended in pieces in some Arkansas forest. So yeah, between my dad, almost giving a ride to Eileen Warnos, me stumbling across some psycho with a shovel, and my uncle watching a bridesmaid vanish into the woods, my family has collected more horror stories than I ever asked for. And if there's one lesson I've taken from all of it, it's this. Evil doesn't always wear a mask or carry a knife out in the open. Sometimes it looks like a woman hitchhiking. Sometimes it's a man smiling from behind thick
Starting point is 00:10:38 glasses. Sometimes it's just a shadow at the edge of a dance floor. And sometimes, if you're not paying attention, it's already closer than you think. Story of Sharon La Hachisera, A Life of Music, Struggle, and Tragedy. It all started with a phone call. Imagine this, the fourth time the phone rang, someone picked up. On the other end of the line, a voice, broken, desperate, trembling, cried out. Doctor, please help me. Save me, Genito, save me.
Starting point is 00:11:17 Those would be the very last words that the beloved, Ecuadorian singer Sharon La Hachisera ever spoke. Seconds later, she was gone. The woman who had once been the brightest star of Ecuador's techno-cumbia scene, a pioneer, a trailblazer, and an idol to thousands, lost her life in an instant. She was struck down, and with her death came not only heartbreak but also one of the most controversial and unforgettable legal battles the country had ever seen. Today, we're going to revisit Sharon's life.
Starting point is 00:11:50 Not just her tragic end, but her entire journey, from a little girl with a dream in the small town of Durand to a national icon, a mother, a performer, and ultimately, a victim. This isn't just a biography, it's the story of resilience, ambition, love, betrayal, and the painful price of fame. So grab a seat, because this is a long ride. And by the end of it, you'll know why Sharon La Hachisera is still remembered with so much love, respect, and yes, controversy, in Ecuador and beyond. Early days, from Charo to Sharon.
Starting point is 00:12:31 Sharon was born as Edith Rosario Brameo Cisneros on March 28, 1974. Some say she was born in Guayaquil, others insist her birthplace was Duran. What we do know for sure is that Duran, a modest, hardworking community, was the place where she spent her childhood, ran through its first. streets, laughed, dreamed, and first discovered her love for music. Her family was not wealthy. Her father, Homero Bermayo, worked as a tractor driver. He wasn't a celebrity, he wasn't rich, but he had something priceless, a passion for music. Homero could play the guitar, and he could sing, and he passed that love of melody and rhythm
Starting point is 00:13:14 on to his daughter. Sharon's mother, Edith Cisneros, played her own crucial role, she raised Sharon and her siblings with strength and values, despite the family's limited financial resources. At home, little Edith was not called Sharon. She was affectionately nicknamed Charo or Charito by her family. But here's the cool part, years later, when she began shaping her artistic identity, she took that childhood nickname, added a little twist, and reinvented herself as Sharon. It wasn't just a stage name, it was a symbol of transformation. a way of turning something small and sweet into something larger than life. Childhood talents, music, sports, and faith.
Starting point is 00:14:01 From as early as eight years old, Sharon showed signs that she was meant for the stage. At a school festival, she sang a traditional Andean song, Lacancian de Los Andes, and walked away with first place. That victory was more than just a trophy, it was the spark that lit a fire inside her. But Sharon wasn't only about music. She also excelled in sports, becoming a starting player on her school's mini-basketball team. Imagine her, tiny but fierce, dribbling down the court, competitive and determined. That drive, that hunger to succeed, would define her for the rest of her life. Her upbringing was also deeply rooted in religion.
Starting point is 00:14:47 Sharon grew up as a catechist at her local parish, Marianita de Jesus, in her life. Durand. Her primary education took place at a school of the same name. This religious foundation gave her discipline, community values, and a sense of resilience that she carried into her adulthood. When she got older, Sharon continued to pursue her education. She enrolled at the Universidad Estatol de Guayaquil, where she studied communications for five years. At the same time, she had to work, sometimes as an assistant at child care centers, sometimes selling corn. She was juggling everything, school, work, and her dreams. Life wasn't easy, but Sharon had that mix of grit and charm that kept her moving forward.
Starting point is 00:15:35 Becoming a mother At just 20 years old, Sharon became a mother. She and her fiancé, Eduardo Gray, welcomed the daughter, whom they named Samantha. And here's a fun fact, Sharon chose the name because she was a massive fan of the TV show Bewitched. The lead character, Samantha, was a witch who balanced everyday life with a touch of magic. It was her favorite show, and you can already guess how that little detail would later inspire her artistic persona, La Hachisera, The Sorcerous. But motherhood didn't come wrapped in a fairy tale. Her relationship with Eduardo didn't last, and Sharon found herself navigating the tough reality of being a single mom.
Starting point is 00:16:21 She had to study, work, raise her daughter, and somehow still chase after her dream of becoming a singer. Most people would have given up, but Sharon. She wasn't like most people. The birth of Sharon La Hachisera Dreams take time, and Sharon knew it. She worked, she said, saved, she hustled, and finally, in 1998, she recorded her first song, Corazon Valiente, Brave Heart. The title couldn't have been more fitting. This was the birth of a new chapter,
Starting point is 00:16:56 not just for Sharon, but for Ecuador's music scene. But Edith Rosario Bermeosisneros wasn't enough of a name to make waves on stage. She needed something bold, something unforgettable. That's when she remembered her childhood nickname. Charo, her love for Bewitched, and her admiration for the character Samantha, the enchanting witch. Combining it all, she transformed into Sharon La Hachisera. This wasn't just a rebrand. This was a declaration of identity. From now on, Sharon wasn't just Edith, the girl from Duran.
Starting point is 00:17:35 She was Sharon, the sorceress of Technocumbia, the woman who would cast a spell on audiences across Ecuador. Building a new genre, Technocumbia's Queen. Let's pause here for a second. If you're not from Ecuador or familiar with Latin American music, you might be wondering, what's Technocumbia? Technocumbia is like cumbia, an upbeat, danceable rhythm originally from Columbia, but fused with electronic beats, keyboards, and a modern twist. Think of it as cumbia with a futuristic sparkle.
Starting point is 00:18:10 In the late 90s and early 2000, It became a massive sensation across Latin America, and Sharon was one of the pioneers pushing it forward in Ecuador. Her look was just as important as her sound. Short skirts, tall boots, glamorous hair, and powerful stage presence. Sharon wasn't just singing songs, she was creating an image. Audiences loved it, and soon, her style became the blueprint for countless technocumbia groups, not just in Ecuador but also in neighboring countries. She wasn't afraid to be bold, to stand out, to own her femininity. In a world that often tried to box women in, Sharon smashed the walls and said, nope, I'm doing this my way. Fame on the rise, Sharon the performer. By the late 90s and early 2000s, Sharon wasn't just another
Starting point is 00:19:07 local singer trying to get her big break, she was starting to become the face of Ecuadorian techno-cumbia. People would flock to her shows not just for the music but for the energy. Sharon wasn't a passive performer. She didn't just stand behind a microphone and sing. She owned the stage. Picture it, the lights dim, the beat kicks in, and suddenly Sharon appears, miniskirt, boots up to her knees, her hair catching the spotlight. The crowd goes wild before she even sings a single note. She had charisma, that indescribable star power that made people feel like they weren't just watching a show, they were part of something special. Her voice was unique too.
Starting point is 00:19:52 It wasn't about having the most perfect technique. It was about passion, connection, and raw emotion. Sharon sang like she was telling your story. Like she was speaking directly to the heartbreak, the struggle. and the joys of the people listening. And that made her irresistible to fans. Personal struggles behind the curtain. Now, here's the thing about fame.
Starting point is 00:20:19 What happens on stage doesn't always match what happens off stage. Sharon was glamorous in the spotlight, but behind the scenes, life was still complicated. We already talked about her first relationship with Eduardo, the father of her daughter, which didn't last. Later on, she actually got married again. And here's where it gets wild, that marriage reportedly lasted only two days. Two. Just 48 hours after saying, I do, Sharon walked away. She never publicly gave all the details, but she hinted at reasons, lack of compatibility, emotional distance, things that just didn't sit right.
Starting point is 00:21:02 What's clear is that Sharon was a woman who refused to settle for less than she deserved. She wasn't going to stay in a situation that didn't make her happy, even if it meant walking away from something that looked stable, from the outside. This strength, the ability to reinvent herself, to leave behind what didn't work, was both a blessing and a curse. It made her resilient, but it also left her vulnerable when it came to matters of the heart. Sharon the Trailblazer If you ask older Ecuadorians about Sharon, many people. will smile and immediately mention her outfits. The mini skirts, the high boots, the way she carried herself on stage, this wasn't just fashion, this was a cultural shift. Before Sharon, women in
Starting point is 00:21:51 Technocumbia weren't really pushing those boundaries. The genre itself was male-dominated, and female performers were expected to keep things modest. Sharon came in and said, Nope. I'm going to wear what makes me feel powerful. And if you don't like it, too bad. That attitude inspired a wave of other artists. Soon, you had entire groups copying Sharon's style. Her influence stretched beyond music into pop culture, fashion, and even TV, where she was often invited to perform and do interviews.
Starting point is 00:22:27 She became a household name. And let's not forget, this was the late 90s and early 2000s. Social media wasn't really a thing yet. Sharon didn't have Instagram reels or TikTok videos to boost her career. Her fame was built the old school way, radio play, live performances, TV appearances, and word of mouth. That makes her success even more impressive. The woman behind the artist. It's easy to get lost in the image of Sharon LaHichisra, the diva, the performer, the icon.
Starting point is 00:23:04 But at the end of the day, Sharon was also just Edith Rosario, a mom, a daughter, a woman trying to balance everything. Her daughter, Samantha, was always at the center of her world. Sharon once said that everything she did, every late-night show, every grueling rehearsal, every costume change, was for Samantha. And interestingly enough, Samantha would later follow in her mother's footsteps, stepping into the entertainment world herself. But Sharon's personal life wasn't without storms. Fame brought admirers, but it also brought envy, gossip, and people who wanted to take advantage of her. She tried to keep her private life as quiet as possible, but being a public figure in a country as tightly knit as Ecuador meant that rumors spread quickly.
Starting point is 00:23:56 Still, she managed to keep her dignity. Even when things got messy, Sharon rarely lashed out in the media. She kept her battles mostly private, saving her energy for her music and her fans. A Night of Tragedy And now we arrive at the part of the story that still hurts to talk about, the night Sharon died. It was January 4, 2015. Sharon was traveling along the road near the coastal province of Santa Elena. What exactly happened that night is still a source of debate, but what we know is
Starting point is 00:24:33 chilling. At some point, Sharon was reportedly in distress. She made phone calls. And on one of those calls, her friend heard her last words. Doctor, please help me. Save me, Janito, save me. Shortly after, Sharon was struck and fatally injured. Witnesses later claimed it wasn't a simple accident. They suggested there had been an altercation, that she had been pushed or forced into a vulnerable position before the impact. The details were messy, contradictory, and heartbreaking. What's undeniable is this, Sharon lost her life that night, almost instantly. The news spread like wildfire.
Starting point is 00:25:22 Fans were shocked. Ecuador woke up the next day in disbelief. How could someone so full of life, so vibrant, so iconic, just, be gone. The trial that shocked Ecuador. Sharon's death didn't just spark mourning, it sparked one of the most controversial and closely followed legal battles in Ecuador's history. At the center of the case was Sharon's romantic partner at the time.
Starting point is 00:25:51 Prosecutors argued that he was responsible, that her death wasn't just an accident but the result of violence and negligence. The defense, of course, painted a different story. claiming it was all a tragic mishap. The trial was intense. Media outlets covered every single detail. Fans protested outside the courthouse, demanding justice for their idol. Ecuadorians who had never even followed Technocumbia before suddenly found themselves glued to the news,
Starting point is 00:26:22 arguing with friends and family about what really happened that night. Eventually, the court delivered its verdict, Sharon's partner was found guilty. But even with that decision, the case left behind lingering doubts and debates. Some felt justice was served, others thought it was incomplete, and many were just devastated that Sharon's life had ended in such a way. Legacy of a Hachisera So, what do we make of Sharon's story? She wasn't perfect.
Starting point is 00:26:56 She had her ups and downs, her successes and failures, her moments of strength and her vulnerabilities. But that's exactly why people loved her, because she was real. She represented the struggle of chasing a dream even when the odds are stacked against you. She represented women owning their space in a male-dominated industry. She represented resilience in the face of heartbreak. And musically, Sharon left a permanent mark on Ecuador. Technocumbia will always carry her fingerprints. The short skirts, the high boots, the beats, the energy, that's Sharon's legacy. Even after her passing, her songs are still played, her image is still remembered, and her story is still told. Her daughter Samantha continues to honor her memory, and fans still gather on
Starting point is 00:27:49 anniversaries of her death to pay tribute. Closing thoughts. When you think about Sharon, La Hachisera, you can't help but feel a mix of emotions, admiration, sadness, nostalgia, even anger at the injustice of her death. But above all, there's gratitude. Gratitude for the music she gave, for the doors she opened for other women, for the inspiration she provided to dreamers who come from humble beginnings. Her story reminds us that life is fragile, that fame doesn't protect you from pain, and that sometimes the brightest stars burn out far too soon. But Sharon's magic didn't die that night in 2015. It lives on in her songs, in her daughter, and in the countless fans who still remember her as not just a singer, not just a performer, but as Ecuador's beloved Hecissera.
Starting point is 00:28:44 To be continued, Sharon La Hachisera, Life, Love, and Tragedy. Sharon's life was never simple, and maybe that's part of what made her so captivating. despite being married at one point, that union ended shockingly fast, just two days after the wedding. Can you imagine that? Two days. According to her own words, being in a relationship with her was complicated. Not because she didn't love, but because she had a strong personality, a demanding career, and a fierce desire to keep her private life out of the public eye.
Starting point is 00:29:22 And make no mistake, Sharon was fiercely private. She carefully controlled how much of herself she showed to the public, which only fueled curiosity and intrigue. People were drawn not just to her music but to the mystique that surrounded her. She had this almost magnetic way of keeping the spotlight on her work while keeping the messy details of life tucked away. Building a career with charisma and sensuality. Sharon's career wasn't built solely on talent. Let's be honest, critics often say, said she didn't have the strongest voice. But Sharon knew something many artists never learn,
Starting point is 00:30:01 talent alone isn't enough. You need charisma, showmanship, and the ability to sell yourself. And she had all of that, in spades. Her performances were a mix of sensuality and charisma, a combination that made her impossible to ignore. She knew how to make an entrance, how to own a stage, and how to leave audiences hanging on every gesture and word. Over time, this became her signature style, a blend of energy, charm, and unapologetic confidence. By 2001 to 2002, surveys and polls declared Sharon the most desirable woman in Ecuador. Not just because of her looks, but because she had this aura, this energy, this presence that made people notice her wherever she went. Fame can be fleeting, but Sharon had a knack for making it stick.
Starting point is 00:30:56 Musical Journey and Television Ventures Sharon's career spanned over five albums, including hits like Hachizo Latino and La Hachisera. These records weren't just music, they were anthems, each song a chapter in her story, reflecting her journey and her persona. Her music opened doors for her to perform not only in Ecuador but in other countries as well, expanding her fan base and solidifying her place as a pioneer of Ecuadorian techno-cumbia. But she didn't stop at music. Sharon had this innate ability to pivot across different media.
Starting point is 00:31:32 She ventured into television, acting, and even business. In 2003, she fulfilled one of her dreams by starring in the telenovela La Hachisera, broadcast by T.C. television. The show, inspired by her life, portrayed her journey as a rising up. artist and captivated audiences who were eager to see the real story behind the music. Following that, she launched shows like Sharon W. Losa Specialistas and Detectives Famosos, while also writing a celebrity column. She wasn't just a singer, she was a brand, a personality, a cultural figure whose presence extended far beyond the stage.
Starting point is 00:32:13 Entrepreneurial Ventures Sharon's ambition extended to the business world. She launched her own lingerie line, modeled in fashion shows that reminded fans of Victoria's Secret Runway events. She also posed for calendars that broke sales records between 1999 and 2005. This wasn't just about profit, it was about creating an image, a lifestyle, and a connection with her fans. She understood that being a star meant more than music, it meant being visible, being aspirational, and leaving a mark in every area of life she touched. Controversies and memorable episodes Of course, living life in the spotlight has its downsides.
Starting point is 00:32:59 Sharon's career was peppered with controversies and unforgettable moments. One incident occurred in 2008 during a performance in Spain for Ecuadorian migrants. Known for her energetic shows, Sharon attempted one of her signature moves and fell on stage because a dancer wasn't in position to catch her. Fans remember it vividly, not just as an accident, but as a moment that revealed the human side of a seemingly untouchable star. Then there was 2009, when she made headlines with her first plastic surgery announcement. In a bold and defiant move, she invited the press, debunked rumors about body alterations, and even removed the padding from her bra to show her natural figure. That stunt wasn't just attention-grabbing, it was Sharon asserting control over her.
Starting point is 00:33:47 her image and challenging societal expectations about beauty. Love, Family, and Giovanni Fidel Lopez. In 2010, Sharon's life took a new turn when she met Giovanni Fidel Lopez, an Ecuadorian living in New York. Their relationship began long distance, a modern romance over calls and visits, eventually growing into something deeper when they could finally be together in person. Two years later, the couple welcomed Brian, their only child together. Brian, affectionately nicknamed Giovano, became the center of their world. Giovanni wasn't just a partner, he was a collaborator, a supporter, and a co-creator
Starting point is 00:34:31 in cultural projects promoting local and international talent in Ecuador. From the outside, they seemed like the perfect couple, loving parents, business partners, artistic companions. But as often happens, appearances can be deceiving. The last days. By early 2015, Sharon was on tour in the province of El Oro. During the New Year holidays, she had just wrapped up the tour and spent some time relaxing on the beach with family and friends. When it was time to return home, she traveled with Giovanni and Little Brian, the trio moving carefully and deliberately, even traveling in a caravan for safety. Along the way, they stopped at gas stations and restaurants to refuel both their car and
Starting point is 00:35:19 themselves. But it was at one of these stops that tensions boiled over. Reports suggest that Sharon and Giovanni had a heated argument, allegedly because Giovanni had been drinking and wanted to continue, although there were also unresolved work-related tensions. A friend in the group, Dr. Bloom, concerned for Sharon's and Brian's safety, offered to drive them himself. Sharon declined, insisting that everything was under control and that they would rest a bit longer before continuing the journey. The final call. Later that night, things escalated. According to Dr. Bloom, he received a distress call from Sharon.
Starting point is 00:36:02 She told him Giovanni was acting violently, and that she feared for the safety of herself and their child. By the fourth call, Sharon was crying uncontrollably, begging. Doctor, help me, save me, save Janito. What followed is a blur of confusion and tragedy. Within moments, Sharon's life ended. The details of that night are heartbreaking, a combination of personal conflict, circumstances,
Starting point is 00:36:32 and decisions that culminated in a catastrophic loss. Reflections on Sharon's life. Sharon's story is a reminder of the fragility behind fame. She was a powerhouse on stage, a mother, a businesswoman, and a cultural icon, but behind that Veneer was a woman navigating love, ambition, and personal challenges. Her life teaches us that success and public admiration do not shield one from human vulnerability. Her legacy, however, is undeniable. She revolutionized Ecuadorian techno-cumbia, influenced fashion and media, and inspired countless fans.
Starting point is 00:37:14 Her daughter Brian's existence and her collaborations with Giovanni show that even amidst chaos, Sharon created moments of love, art, and cultural impact. Even after her death, Sharon's influence continues. Fans celebrate her music, remember her persona, and honor her contribution to Ecuadorian pop culture. She may have left this world, but Sharon La Hachisera remains unforgettable, a star whose light continues to shine through her artistry, her courage, and her indomitable spirit. To be continued, Sharon La Hachisera, tragedy, investigation, and legacy. The night Sharon La Hachisera died remains one of the most tragic and mysterious chapters in Ecuadorian pop culture. By then, she was at the peak of her career, beloved by thousands, a mother, a performer, and a public figure whose life seemed larger than
Starting point is 00:38:11 life. But fame, as it often does, can sometimes mask the realities behind closed doors, realities that, on that fateful night, culminated in a shocking tragedy. It all started with a call for help. Sharon had reached out to a friend, Dr. Bloom, expressing her fear. She said that Giovanni, her partner, was acting violently and that she feared for both her life and the safety of their young son, Brian. On the fourth call, she was crying uncontrollably, pleading. Doctor, help me, save me, save Janito. Those were the last words heard from her alive.
Starting point is 00:38:54 What happened after that was confusing, chaotic, and heartbreaking. The accident According to reports, the circumstances of the incident were, never fully clarified. At some point, Sharon left the vehicle she was traveling in. That's when another car, passing along the same road, struck her. Emergency services rushed her to Santa Elena Hospital, but by the time she arrived, it was too late. Doctors could only confirm her death. The autopsy painted a grim picture of the violence she endured. A lacerated lung. fracture at the base of the skull with internal bleeding.
Starting point is 00:39:39 Contusions on the shoulder and arm. An open fracture on her left leg. At just 40 years old, Sharon was gone, taken at the height of her career, leaving behind fans, family, and a grieving nation. Morning a legend Sharon's funeral was held at the Colisio Volta Paladins Polo in Guayaquil. More than 1,000 people attended, including family, friends, and colleagues from the entertainment industry. The crowd wasn't just mourning a singer, they were saying goodbye to a trailblazer, a woman who had left an indelible mark on Ecuadorian music and culture.
Starting point is 00:40:20 For many, it was the end of an era. The investigation begins. Authorities immediately launched an investigation. Sharon's partner, Giovanni, was initially. taken into preventive detention, but his first detention lasted only a few hours. Giovanni claimed that Sharon had been driving the car, but had stopped to change and feed their son, Brian, nicknamed Giovano. According to him, that was the moment another car struck Sharon. He also said that she hadn't died instantly but had remained conscious for several minutes after
Starting point is 00:40:57 the impact. Giovanni admitted that both had been drinking prior to their trip back to Gwai However, toxicology reports later proved otherwise, Sharon had not consumed any alcohol, contradicting Giovanni's statements. Later that night, Giovanni was detained again for a second declaration. The Santa Elena prosecutor then opened a formal investigation against him for culpable homicide, which led a judge to order preventive imprisonment. Red flags and questions From the very beginning, doubts arose about whether Sharon's death had been a simple accident.
Starting point is 00:41:38 Investigators discovered that Sharon had a protective order against Giovanni. In Ecuador, these orders are meant to safeguard victims of domestic violence, and the existence of one against her partner painted a more concerning picture of their relationship. For days after Sharon's death, her daughter, Samantha, filed a private accusation against Giovanni, arguing that her mother's death was not a traffic accident but femicide. In her statement, Samantha described how her mother had lived in a violent environment, and insisted that this context should be a key factor in the investigation. Witnesses and the mystery vehicle
Starting point is 00:42:17 Some witnesses led authorities to identify a woman named Tatiana Chavez as the driver of the car that allegedly struck Sharon. According to Tatiana, she had felt a bump against her vehicle, that night but didn't stop because she thought it might have been a robbery attempt. By January 11, investigations revealed that Tatiana's involvement seemed to correspond to a different accident in the same area, occurring around 40 minutes after Sharon's death. Despite this clarification, the judge kept Tatiana in custody, rejecting her request for release. Conflicting narratives The case became increasingly tangled with contradictory.
Starting point is 00:43:00 statements, uncertainties, and conflicting testimonies. On one hand, Giovanni's account suggested an accidental tragedy, while toxicology and witness reports cast doubt on his version. On the other, protective orders and Samantha's accusations suggested a pattern of domestic violence, which made the idea of a simple accident less believable. The authorities were faced with a web of questions. Did Sharon leave the car voluntarily, or was she forced out? Was Giovanni's behavior violent enough to contribute to the accident? Who was actually driving the vehicle that hit her, and under what circumstances? The lack of clarity made the investigation highly complex, attracting massive public attention. Newspapers and television outlets followed every twist,
Starting point is 00:43:53 feeding Ecuadorian's fascination with the case while highlighting the tragic loss of a cultural icon. Public reaction Sharon's death wasn't just a news story, it was a national trauma. Fans across the country expressed grief and outrage. Social media, though still growing in Ecuador at the time, was filled with tributes, memories, and demands for justice. For many, the incident symbolized more than a traffic accident, it highlighted domestic violence, legal ambiguities, and systemic failures in protecting vulnerable victims. Even outside Ecuador, Latin American media covered the tragedy.
Starting point is 00:44:36 Sharon was no longer just a local star, her story became part of a larger conversation about gender-based violence and accountability. Legacy Amid Tragedy Despite the circumstances of her death, Sharon, La Hachisera, remains alleged. She revolutionized Ecuadorian techno-cumbia, popularized a bold, empowered image for women in entertainment, and inspired countless fans to pursue their dreams. Her music still plays on radios, at parties, and on streaming platforms, keeping her memory alive. Her daughter, Samantha, and her family continue to honor Sharon's legacy, ensuring that she is remembered not only for her tragic end but for her life, her art, and her impact. Even in death, Sharon's presence is felt in Ecuadorian culture, the energy she brought to every stage performance, the charisma that made her iconic, and the courage she displayed in life. Reflections
Starting point is 00:45:38 The story of Sharon La Hachisera is a powerful reminder of how fame, love, and danger can intertwine. She was a strong, determined woman who achieved incredible success but also faced challenges and threats behind the public. spotlight. Her life, and the tragic circumstances of her death, offer lessons about vulnerability, resilience, and the need for justice. Even amidst unanswered questions and conflicting testimonies, one thing is clear, Sharon's life was remarkable, her career revolutionary, and her loss deeply felt. She will forever be remembered as Ecuador's beloved Hecissera, whose music, style, and spirit continue to enchant generations. To be continued, the story behind that January 30th night, a long, complicated tale.
Starting point is 00:46:32 There are stories that leave people puzzled, stories that twist and turn so much that nobody can tell where the truth begins or where it ends. The case that shook an entire community on that late night of January 30th was exactly one of those. Every new piece of information that came out only seemed to make things murkier. People wanted answers, but answers were slippery. Rumors filled the air, theories spread like wildfire, and for every supposed fact, there was always someone ready to argue the opposite. What really happened that night?
Starting point is 00:47:07 That's the question that haunted everyone. And because of the uncertainty, the authorities decided they had to take matters into their own hands. They needed something more than speculation, so they set up a full reconstruction of the events. This wasn't some quick one-day thing either. No, this process dragged on for four whole days. Step by step, detail by detail, investigators tried to piece together what had gone down in those dark hours of the morning. And, surprisingly enough, that careful reconstruction actually brought up new details that no one had noticed before. Out of that long procedure came two fresh witnesses who hadn't spoken up earlier, plus the revelation that there had been.
Starting point is 00:47:51 been a third vehicle involved in the night's chaos. That vehicle turned out to be a DMAX double-cab pickup truck. And behind the wheel of that truck, according to witnesses, was a man named Luis Miguel Correa de Vila. Pretty soon, the suspicion began to build, maybe his vehicle was the one that actually ran over Sharon. Now, at this point, most people would think, well, if he's the driver of the truck that hit her, then surely he was arrested on the spot.
Starting point is 00:48:22 But that's not what happened. Luis Miguel wasn't thrown into a cell. Instead, the court ordered that he had to show up three times a week before a judge while the investigation was still ongoing. So, he was under some legal control, but not locked up. Meanwhile, let's not forget Tatiana, the woman who at the very beginning had been accused of being the one behind the wheel in the supposed hit and run. She had been locked up in the same.
Starting point is 00:48:50 the Women's Rehabilitation Center in Guayaquil for 40 long days. But on February 13th, she walked out. The judge decided to replace her imprisonment with other, less harsh legal measures. Basically, she was freed under certain conditions. For her, that must have felt like finally breathing again after being underwater. Then came February 24th, and with it, another big step in the legal saga, the pretrial evaluation hearing. That's where the judge made a dramatic move, he ordered a full trial against Giovanni Lopez, accusing him not of a simple accident, but of something much darker, attempted femicide. The courtroom turned into a battleground of evidence and emotions.
Starting point is 00:49:38 Sharon's family, desperate for justice, brought in four audio recordings they believed could turn the tide of the investigation. They wanted those recordings to be taken seriously, as key pieces of proof. On top of that, Samantha, Sharon's daughter, stepped up in a heartbreaking way. She had taken on the responsibility of caring for her younger brother after the tragedy. And she revealed something heavy, her mother had been living in fear. Sharon had confided that she was scared for her life because of the toxic and conflict-ridden relationship she had with Giovanni. She even told her daughter that she was considering leaving the country altogether to escape the situation.
Starting point is 00:50:18 That revelation struck hard. It painted a picture of a woman trapped in a dangerous situation, a woman who might have been planning her escape but didn't get the chance. Outside the courthouse, the atmosphere was electric. Crowds gathered, their voices clashing. Some shouted and held signs demanding justice for Sharon, demanding that Giovanni pay for what they believed he had done. Others came out to support Giovanni,
Starting point is 00:50:47 insisting that he was innocent and being unfairly targeted. The whole thing became more than just a legal case, it became a public spectacle, a division of opinions, almost like two rival teams at war. And through all of this, there was still the matter of Luis Miguel, the truck driver. Despite his name coming up in connection to the accident, the prosecutor's office never formally accused him. That meant he was not officially tied to the legal process,
Starting point is 00:51:17 at least not in the way Giovanni was. To some people, that smelled like injustice. Why was one man being dragged into trial for attempted femicide while the other walked around without charges? Fast forward a few months to June 22, 2015. The long-awaited trial hearing finally took place, this time in the first Criminal Court of Guarantees in Santa Elena. This was where things were supposed to become clear,
Starting point is 00:51:45 where the prosecution would lay everything out. And lay it out they did. The prosecutor's theory was striking, they said Giovanni was the one driving that night. According to their version, Sharon wasn't just hit by accident. She had been assaulted inside the car, suffering a blow that left her weakened or unconscious. After that, she was supposedly pushed out of the moving vehicle,
Starting point is 00:52:11 landing hard on the road, which caused a fracture at the base of her skull. Then, things got even messier. The prosecutor said that right after Sharon fell, Giovanni tried to get away. But just at that moment, Luis Miguel came down the same stretch of road in his truck. Seeing Giovanni's vehicle ahead, he swerved sharply to avoid hitting it, and in doing so, he accidentally ran over Sharon, who was lying on the ground. And what did Giovanni do after all that?
Starting point is 00:52:43 According to the case, he parked his car nearby, got out with his child in his arms, and asked passing strangers for help. A dramatic image if there ever was one. During the trial, the prosecutor presented a whole list of evidence. The autopsy report, which confirmed Sharon had injuries that happened before the alleged accident, meaning something had gone on inside that car. It even suggested she had tried to fight back, maybe hurting herself. with the seatbelt in the struggle. Reports from the reconstruction of the events, carefully documenting the sequence of what likely occurred.
Starting point is 00:53:23 The technical inspection of the vehicle involved. And finally, the testimony of 18 different people, including both expert witnesses and regular witnesses who had seen or heard parts of the story. When the tribunal weighed at all, they made a decision that shocked many, they decided to reclassify the crime. Instead of treating it as attempted femicide,
Starting point is 00:53:47 they downgraded it to involuntary manslaughter. The sentence came down hard, or maybe not so hard, depending on who you ask. Giovanni was initially sentenced to three years in prison. But because he had cooperated with the process, that sentence was reduced to two years and eight months. And on top of that, they discounted the five months he had already spent behind bars during the investigation. For Sharon's family, this was devastating.
Starting point is 00:54:18 They felt the justice system had failed her. Samantha, in particular, was furious. She didn't just keep her anger inside either. She spoke out publicly, both in person and on her social media accounts, letting the world know that she believed the sentence was far too light for the tragedy that had destroyed their family. The anger, the confusion. the sense of unfairness, it all lingered long after the courtroom emptied.
Starting point is 00:54:46 The case wasn't just a line in the news anymore, it became a symbol of how messy and frustrating the justice system can be, especially when it comes to violence against women. To be continued, Sharon's story, a case that shook a nation. When the sentence finally dropped, it didn't bring relief. It didn't bring closure. It didn't even bring peace. Instead, it opened up a fresh wound for Sharon's family, one that burned deeper than before. The ruling stirred fury, especially in Samantha, Sharon's daughter, who refused to stay quiet. She made her pain known everywhere she could, face-to-face with journalists, on live television, and blasting her raw emotions across her social media pages. Her words were heavy,
Starting point is 00:55:36 loaded with grief and rage, like someone fighting against a wall that refuses to move. One of Sharon's sisters also stood up, shaking with anger, crying out against the justice system that, in her eyes, had failed. She screamed about how unfair it was, about how her sister's death seemed to matter less than that of an animal. Two years and eight months. That's the punishment. My sister is gone forever, and this man gets barely three years. People get harsher sentences for killing a dog. Where's the president of this country? Does he see what these judges are doing?
Starting point is 00:56:16 Her words cut deep, slicing through the air like knives. And honestly, a lot of people agreed with her. It wasn't just about grief, it was about the feeling that justice wasn't real, that the system was rigged, broken, or simply blind. Now, according to the penal code, If Giovanni had actually been convicted of attempted Femmicide, the punishment would have been on a completely different level. We're talking 22 to 26 years in prison.
Starting point is 00:56:46 That's a lifetime compared to the tiny fraction of time he was initially sentenced to serve. But here's where things got messy, again. The prosecutor had already announced that the state would appeal the decision. But guess what? They didn't even get the chance to. The original tribunal that had convicted Giovanni never actually issued their ruling in writing. And according to the law, without that written decision, the entire thing basically dissolved into thin air. Just like that, the sentence disappeared.
Starting point is 00:57:20 Poof. This blunder didn't just spark outrage, it set off a firestorm. The case had already been controversial, already dividing people left and right, but this new twist made it boil over. People started yelling about corruption, incompetence, cover-ups. Was it a mistake? Was it intentional? Nobody knew for sure, but everybody had an opinion. The failure of that first tribunal forced the justice system into a corner. On August 13, 2015, a new tribunal was formed.
Starting point is 00:57:57 Their very first move. Declare the entire previous process null and void. Wiped the slate clean. Everything done before, erased. Then they scheduled a whole new trial. But that wasn't all. The members of the original tribunal who had dropped the ball were punished too. They were suspended from their positions for 90 days for their carer. Whether you call it incompetence, negligence, or something worse, it was enough to get them benched. And so, with the stage reset, the second trial began. on October 19, 2015.
Starting point is 00:58:37 This time, the prosecutor came armed and ready. They didn't just represent the old evidence, they added more firepower. New revelations painted Giovanni in an even darker light. According to the prosecutor, Sharon had been the victim of constant blackmail at Giovanni's hands. The evidence suggested he had been demanding a massive sum, $1.50,000,000, just to agree to separate from her. That's not love. That's not a breakup. That's extortion, plain and simple. It showed the grip of control and abuse he had over Sharon, a woman who was desperately trying to
Starting point is 00:59:17 find freedom from the relationship that was suffocating her. By now, the case wasn't just about a tragic accident on the road. It had transformed into the story of a woman trapped in a cycle of manipulation, emotional abuse, and violence, a cycle. that ended in her death. Finally, on November 8, 2015, the verdict came crashing down. Giovanni was sentenced to 26 years in prison for the crime against Sharon. Not two years. Not three years.
Starting point is 00:59:52 26. And that wasn't the only punishment. He was also slapped with a fine of around $275,200 plus an additional $1,000 in reparations for Sharon's family. A symbolic amount compared to the fine, but still meant as recognition of their suffering. Of course, both sides appealed. Giovanni's defense team screamed about unfairness, while the prosecutor wanted to make sure the sentence held firm. But by January 2016, the Court of Justice of Santa Elena stepped in and confirmed the 26-year sentence, shutting down all appeals. For once, there was a clear
Starting point is 01:00:33 decision, Giovanni was staying behind bars. Sharon's legacy on screen. Fast forward to 2018. Three years had passed since Sharon's tragic death. Her story hadn't faded, if anything, it had grown bigger. Her life was turned into a biographical TV series called Sharon La Hachisra. The series wasn't just entertainment, it was personal. Her daughter, Samantha, stepped into her mother's shoes and actually played Sharon on screen.
Starting point is 01:01:09 That decision made the whole project even more emotional, because it wasn't just an actress pretending. It was Sharon's real child bringing her mother back to life for the world to see. Of course, the series stirred controversy too. Some people thought it dramatized things too much, or that it was trying to rewrite the story. But whether people loved it or hated it, they watched it. The show became a phenomenon, smashing audience records and keeping Sharon's name alive in the public's memory. Giovanni behind bars. Meanwhile, Giovanni wasn't silent in prison.
Starting point is 01:01:49 Not at all. He painted himself as a victim, saying he was being mistreated inside. He complained of depression, of a hernia, of a leg injury that's a... supposedly wasn't treated properly. According to him, prison life wasn't just hard, it was inhuman. Between 2021 and 2023, he filed not one, not two, but eight habeas corpus petitions. These are legal requests basically saying, my detention is illegal or inhumane, so let me out. He tried everything. He was transferred twice to different prisons. He even went on a hunger strike, saying he wouldn't eat until he got a hearing with the Constitutional Court of Ecuador.
Starting point is 01:02:35 At one point, it almost looked like one of those petitions might work. A judge leaned toward overturning his sentence. But then, another twist. That very judge was suspended, accused of overstepping his authority. So once again, Giovanni's attempts crumbled. Petition after petition, hunger strike after hunger strike, all were denied. The walls of his prison cell didn't budge. A divided nation.
Starting point is 01:03:07 And so, here we are. Years later, the case of Sharon La Hachisera still burns in Ecuador's collective memory. It remains one of the most polarizing legal sagas in the country's history. On one side, there are those who believe the verdict was just and necessary. For them, the evidence was overwhelming. The testimonies, the forensic reports, the proof of blackmail, it all painted the same picture. To these people, Sharon wasn't just unlucky, she was a victim of an abusive relationship that eventually destroyed her. For them, Giovanni's 26 years behind bars is justice served.
Starting point is 01:03:49 But on the other side, there's a significant group that still cries foul. They say the judicial process was unfair, even unconstitutional. Their biggest argument. Giovanni was judged twice for the same crime, first for involuntary manslaughter, then for femicide. To them, that's a violation of his rights. They also point to the elephant in the room, Luis Miguel, the truck driver who was never charged despite being part of the story.
Starting point is 01:04:19 For Giovanni's defenders, that's the smoking gun showing how unbalanced and biased the whole case was. The debate hasn't cooled down. Families argue about it at the dinner table. Journalists revisit it. Lawyers still reference it in discussions about justice and corruption. But regardless of which side you stand on, one thing is undeniable. Sharon's story revealed the dark reality of gender-based violence,
Starting point is 01:04:48 and it forced the country to confront uncomfortable truths about love, control, and abuse. The human side of the story Think about it Sharon wasn't just a name in the news She was a woman who sang, who danced, who had fans, who had kids who adored her. She was a mother trying to protect her children, a woman trying to escape a relationship that had turned toxic.
Starting point is 01:05:15 Her death wasn't just the end of her life, it was the beginning of a movement, the spark for conversations that were long overdue. Her daughter Samantha, still so young when it all happened, had to grow up overnight. She carried the weight of her brother's care on her shoulders. She fought not just for her mother's memory, but for her own future. And she did it in front of cameras, in courtrooms, in interviews. Imagine that, losing your mom in such a violent way, then having to relive it publicly for years.
Starting point is 01:05:49 On the flip side, Giovanni became the symbol of something else. entirely. To some, he was the face of guilt. To others, the face of injustice. Behind bars, he may spend his days claiming innocence, writing complaints, filing appeals. But out in the streets, his name sparks arguments, divides opinions, and even triggers protests. And today. Today, Giovanni is still serving his 26-year sentence. He hasn't managed to to break free, no matter how many strategies he's tried. Sharon's family, though still scarred, continues to push forward. Samantha, now older, has carved her own place in the world, carrying her mother's legacy in ways Sharon herself would probably be proud of.
Starting point is 01:06:41 And the case? It still sits there, unresolved in the hearts of the people. Because justice isn't just about laws, or judges, or codes. Justice is about perception, about what feels fair. And when a case like this divides so many, maybe there's never truly a way to close it. The story of Sharon La Hachisera will always be told with fire, with tears, with anger, and with love. It's the story of a woman who wanted freedom, the story of a family demanding justice, and the story of a country still struggling to balance truth, power, and law. The end, as some of you may know I grew up. up in San Francisco CA. At 17 I was using heroin regularly and by 18 I was fully hooked. In retrospect
Starting point is 01:07:32 I may have been earlier and hadn't known it yet. The two main places to buy dope were the TL and HP. The TL was a few blocks from downtown and the shopping there, tons of tourists so often if you were from out of town, this is where you would find drugs. They were costlier for this reason and even when I had regular connects they would still slightly overcharge. HP was the hood, tucked in to be southeast corner of the city, it's almost all black and largely projects, Section 8, and generally low-income housing. You can watch a doc or the trailer of said doc on YouTube about it called Straight Out a Hunter's Point.
Starting point is 01:08:10 It's the realist of shit. Anyway, I met a wealthy blonde white girl, I'm also white, from a suburb of San Francisco who too was an addict. She had gotten a great connect in HP she told me but was afraid to go alone. This lead to me driving her in her car there every day, day or two, and we would both buy our stuff. We would then drive somewhere Seidel and shoot up together. She had a serious boyfriend and me and her were always simply platonic but friendly and would openly chat. A few days before I moved to L.A., I told her about a pregnancy scare I had with an X-age period that was simply late then happening,
Starting point is 01:08:48 and my friend mentions to me that she hadn't had her period in more than six months. She explained she was on the pill but would forget to take it all the time and that heroin messes with your cycle. She isn't a big girl, but she's a little overweight. I urged her to see a doctor just to be safe as she had insurance. The morning I was driving to L.A. for the move, she calls me and tells me she's pregnant at the doctor's office. She was fairly calm and said sadly she would abort cause clearly she couldn't have a kid right now in her state. For hours later she calls me and tells me she's already in her third trimester and it's too late, she's having the kid. While her boyfriend knew she would
Starting point is 01:09:29 smoke weed and drink sometimes and smoked cigarettes daily, he didn't know she was a heroin addict or user, not did her family. So that day she had some very intense phone calls to make to her parents and BF. The doctors told her to get on methadone and she did that very day. She stopped smoking and drinking too. She was told not to kick while pregnant so she waited till she have birth. The baby was weaned off some baby methadone over the course of a few weeks at the hospital and then went home a healthy baby and still is to this day. My friend stopped methadone, cold turkey a few weeks later she said for her kid. I was so happy for her, heroin is so hard to defeat and her need to step up and be a mother and the love for her baby overcame her addiction.
Starting point is 01:10:14 I was proud of her and felt inspired, I truly believed love could conquer my addiction too maybe someday. Now I'm not rushing to have a kid to do this, I want kids but not while I'm still using. But for the first time, I saw a potential light at the end KF this cold dark eight year tunnel. Me and her were talking maybe once every couple months, I always called her. She picked up maybe a third of the time. I figured she was a mom now and while we are friends. she didn't have room for addicts in her new life and I respected that even then it meant not getting to be in her life as much, it was for a greater good I could get behind.
Starting point is 01:10:53 I drove up to San Francisco from L.A. last Friday and spent the week seeing old friends and family. Catching up with buddies from high school and my old neighborhood friends. It was a great trip. For days and I ran out of dope. This wasn't a problem as I saved the guy who sold dope in H.P.'s number so I called him to meet at the usual spot. As I'm pulling in, I see a familiar car. Same make, model, year and color. I walked over and there she was, two-year-old in his car seat in the back, waiting to meet the SE person I was there to meet.
Starting point is 01:11:29 I'm there for the same reason, who was I to judge her, I didn't have a toddler with me, but I still shrugged it off, got in, and we caught up. She told me she almost never used and this was just a treat, a once-in-a-while thing. She bought our dope and went our surpassed ways. I packed my stuff, took a shot for the road and began my ride back to L.A., knowing I wouldn't get in until one or two I deseed to buy one last gram so I would have something for when I got home and the next morning. So again I called the HP Connect and went to the meeting place. I bought my gram and as I rode out of the parking lot, she pulled in, not recognizing me underneath my full-face motorcycle helmet but it was for sure her, toddler and all in the back. I spent a lot of the five-and-a-half-hour ride home thinking about this.
Starting point is 01:12:17 I always thought a mother's love for their child was one of T-be-most powerful driving forces in earth. If this girl couldn't love her own son, her own flesh and blood who she have birthed to enough to stop using, will I ever love or be loved enough to be able to do the same? I tried convincing myself that my mom wasn't around much and I've had ex-girlfriends who I felt loved and cared for me far more than my mother ever had, above and beyond changing. changing diapers and feeding me, the essentials of keeping your kid alive. This whole experience fucked with my head and I tried to sleep it off and I'm still thinking about it this afternoon.
Starting point is 01:12:53 Just wanted to write for a bit, I guess. Thanks. The end. There's this girl I met way back in high school, and honestly, she's been one of my closest friends ever since. I mean, we've known each other for years now, hell, we're both in our mid-20s already, which still feels weird to say out loud because part of me still thinks of us as those goofy teenagers hanging out after school, talking about music, crushes, and all the random
Starting point is 01:13:19 dumb stuff we thought was the center of the universe back then. Anyway, life happened. After high school, she went off to university out of state. We still kept in touch, you know. Not every single day because life gets busy, but enough to stay close. We'd call, text, send each other memes at 2 a.m., it felt like even though we were in different parts of the country, the friendship didn't fade. During her time at university, she started dating this guy she met there.
Starting point is 01:13:51 At first, she didn't say too much about him to me. I figured, okay, she's got a boyfriend, that's cool, I hope he treats her right. I trusted her judgment, and she seemed happy enough, or at least that's how she made it seem whenever we talked. Fast forward to her senior year, and suddenly everything changed. They broke up. It didn't seem like a regular breakup either. One night, she called me out of the blue, her voice all shaky, and she started confessing things that made my stomach turn. She told me that this guy, the one I thought was just her college boyfriend, had been physically
Starting point is 01:14:29 and verbally abusive to her throughout their relationship. I didn't even know what to say at first. She wasn't the type to cry or overshare, but she let it all. all out that night. She sent me screenshots of texts he'd sent her, vile, degrading stuff I can't even repeat without getting angry. She showed me photos too. Black eyes. Bruises on her arms. Her apartment trashed like a hurricane had blown through it because he'd thrown a fit over something stupid. It was heartbreaking. It was infuriating. But mostly, it killed me inside to know that she went through all of that alone. That she kept it from me and
Starting point is 01:15:10 everyone else. I felt hurt at first, like why didn't she reach out sooner? Why didn't she tell me when it was happening? But I get it now. Victims often stay silent because they're scared, because they're ashamed, because they think nobody will understand, or worse, nobody will believe them. And in her case, he's a music producer by trade. She worked. in the music industry too, managing artists, touring, handling legal and logistical stuff. That made things even more complicated. That detail's important, and I'll come back to it later. For years after they broke up, I saw this guy trying to worm his way back into her life.
Starting point is 01:15:54 So many times. I couldn't even keep count if I tried, it's got to be over 9,000 by now, no joke. Every time, she shut him down. Every time, she told me how disgusted she was by him, how much she hated that he still tried to reach out. She would vent to me about how exhausting it was to keep blocking his numbers, how he'd use his friend's phones to try and contact her when she blocked him. She and I had talked at length about how toxic he was, how him hitting her and then crying
Starting point is 01:16:24 about it later, saying, I'm so sorry, it'll never happen again, was textbook abusive behavior. We even discussed how if she ever got back together with him, it would basically be telling him that his actions were okay and forgivable. And she agreed, she said over and over that she could never let herself go back there. The distance helped too. They lived across the country from each other. Aside from his pathetic attempts to harass her over the phone, which she handled by blocking him, there weren't many opportunities for him to actually bother her in person.
Starting point is 01:16:58 For a long time, it felt like she was strong. Like she was done with him for good. But then, there's what just happened. The other day, he pulled his usual stunt, offered her backstage tickets to a big music show, Full Access Pass, VIP treatment at Coachella. He still got connections in the industry, so it wasn't surprising that he could pull something like that. But here's the thing, she and I had literally talked about this before.
Starting point is 01:17:27 how shitty it would be for her to accept anything from him, no matter how tempting. She even told me herself it would be a bad idea, that she'd never take him up on something like that. So imagine my shock when I find out, she went. Yeah. She went. She lives in the Bay Area, and I figured she'd drive back after the festival ended on Sunday. But here we are, and she's still not home. It's been days. I can't shake the feeling that she's been with him this whole time. Look, I need to make something clear, I'm not jealous. Not even a little bit. I've never been interested in her romantically.
Starting point is 01:18:09 To me, she's like a sister. I love her dearly, but strictly in that platonic, protective, big brother kind of way. So this isn't about me wanting her for myself or anything like that. This is about me feeling, betrayed. Hurt. Disappointed. I don't even know how to bring this up to her without it turning into an argument or her feeling like I'm overstepping. But damn, how could she do this? How could she spend years telling me how much pain this guy caused her, crying on my shoulder, venting about how she'd never forgive him, and then turn around and accept his invitation like nothing
Starting point is 01:18:46 ever happened? It feels like a slap in the face. Not just to me, but to herself. To every tear she shed, to every conversation we had about how important it was for her to stay strong and never let him back in. I keep trying to put myself in her shoes. Maybe she was tempted by the VIP access, the glitz, the glamour. Maybe she convinced herself it was harmless. Or maybe she's lonelier than I realized, and his manipulative words finally wore her down. Abusers are good at that. They're experts at creeping back into their victim's lives and making them feel like maybe he's changed or maybe I overreacted. But still, I can't shake the feeling that she betrayed herself, too. Now I'm stuck trying to figure out how the hell to talk to her about this.
Starting point is 01:19:37 I want her to understand why what she did was wrong, not just for her but for the friendship too. It's like she stomped all over everything we talked about for years. I don't want to yell at her or guilt-trip her, I'm not trying to make her feel like crap. But I am hurt, and I want her to see my side of it. How do I even begin that conversation? Do I wait for her to come home and bring it up in person? Do I send her a long text laying it all out? What if she gets defensive?
Starting point is 01:20:08 What if she says it's none of my business? She's a dear friend. One of my best friends. I don't want to lose her over. this. But at the same time, I can't just pretend like this didn't bother me deeply. Has anyone else been in a situation like this? How did you handle it? How do you express your disappointment and concern without coming off as controlling or judgmental? I feel stuck. And to anyone reading this, if you ever find yourself tempted to go back to someone who hurt you, please remember this,
Starting point is 01:20:42 an abusive person doesn't change just because they say, I'm sorry. Words are too. You're Cheap. Patterns don't break overnight. Love yourself enough to stay away. Because the truth is, getting back with someone who hit you, screamed at you, and made you feel small is like handing them the keys to your house and hoping they don't burn it down again. I'm praying she sees that before it's too late. I keep replaying everything in my head, like some broken record I can't shut off. Maybe I'm overthinking it. Maybe I'm being too harsh. But then again, maybe I'm not being harsh enough.
Starting point is 01:21:20 You know, back in high school, she was always this bright, fierce girl. Not loud or in your face fierce, but that quiet kind of strong that makes you think, damn, she's got her life together. She was the type who stood up for her friends, never let anyone talk down to her. I remember this one time when a teacher embarrassed me in class. I don't even remember what it was about anymore, but she was the first person to pull me aside after and say, Hey, that wasn't okay. You don't deserve that. She had my back when no one else even noticed. That's the version of her I keep picturing when I think about all this. The girl who never took
Starting point is 01:22:00 crap from anyone. The girl who made everyone around her feel like they mattered. And now, it's like I'm watching her slowly become someone else, someone who's letting herself get pulled back into a toxic mess. It hurts. When she first told me about her ex, I wanted to drive out there and beat the living crap out of him. Not that I'm some big, tough guy, I'm not. But the thought of anyone laying a hand on her made my blood boil. She showed me the texts he sent her. They weren't just mean, they were cruel. Stuff like, you're worthless. Nobody else will ever want you. The kind of words designed to break someone down piece by piece.
Starting point is 01:22:44 And the photos. God, the photos. Seeing her face bruised up like that, it stuck with me. You don't forget something like that. So when she finally broke free of him, I felt this weird mix of relief and pride. Like, yes. She made it out. She's stronger than him.
Starting point is 01:23:06 was doing so good too. Blocking his numbers. Building her career in the music biz. She seemed happy again. Then out of nowhere, this Coachella thing happens. At first, I didn't think too much of it. She mentioned he'd offered her tickets, and we talked about how messed up it would be for her to accept them. She even laughed about it, saying, what kind of idiot does he think I am? So I figured it was settled. No way in hell she'd say yes. Except, she did. And now I'm sitting here wondering what the hell changed. Was it the temptation? I get it, backstage passes, VIP treatment, rubbing elbows with big names in the industry. It's hard to say no to that, especially when music's your whole world. Or maybe he's gotten better at playing the nice guy act. Abusers are masters of manipulation,
Starting point is 01:24:04 They know exactly what to say to make you drop your guard. Still, I can't help but feel betrayed, not in a romantic way, but as her friend. For years, I've been her sounding bored. I've listened to her cry about him, I've given her pep talks, I've reminded her over and over that she deserves better. And now it feels like all of that meant nothing. The worst part. I don't even think she realizes how much this hurts me.
Starting point is 01:24:33 I keep trying to figure out how to bring it up to her without coming off like a controlling jerk. She's an adult. She can make her own choices. But when those choices could lead her right back into the arms of the guy who destroyed her self-esteem, how do I just sit back and say nothing? Part of me wants to wait until she gets home, sit her down, and tell her everything I'm feeling. But another part of me is scared she'll shut down or get defensive. What if she says, it's none of your business?
Starting point is 01:25:05 Technically, she'd be right. But damn it, I care about her. I don't want to see her get hurt again. And if I don't say anything, won't that make me just as bad? I keep thinking back to all those nights we spent on the phone. The nights she'd call me crying after another one of his outbursts. The nights she'd say, I don't even recognize myself anymore. He's turned me into someone I don't want to.
Starting point is 01:25:31 want to be, and I'd sit there, heartbreaking, wishing I could reach through the phone and pull her out of that hellhole. That's why this feels so personal. Because I was there for her when she was at her lowest. I fought for her when she didn't even have the strength to fight for herself. And now it feels like she's undoing all of that. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe nothing happened between them. Maybe she just wanted to enjoy the festival and kept her distance. But the fact that's the fact that that she's not home yet. I can't help but think the worst. It's like watching someone you love walk straight into a burning building. You're screaming at them to stop, but they can't hear you, or maybe they don't want to. So yeah, I'm hurt. I'm confused. And I'm scared as hell for her.
Starting point is 01:26:22 But here's the thing, I don't want to lose her. She's one of the most important people in my life. The thought of her cutting me off because I spoke my mind terrifies me. At the same time, staying silent feels wrong too. So how do I do this? How do I tell her that what she did was wrong, that it's offensive to me as her friend, without pushing her away? I don't have the answer yet. I just know I can't keep all of this bottled up forever.
Starting point is 01:26:51 To be continued. You know what's crazy. I keep flashing back to this one night years ago. It was late, maybe 2 a.m., and she called me out of nowhere. At first, I thought it was a butt dial or something, but when I picked up, all I heard was her sobbing. Like, not just crying, a full-on, gut-wrenching breakdown. Hey, hey, are you okay?
Starting point is 01:27:17 I asked, even though clearly, she wasn't. There was this long pause, and then she whispered, he hit me again. My stomach dropped. I didn't even know how to respond. I remember pacing my room like a caged animal, gripping the phone so hard my knuckles turned white. I wanted to do something, anything, but I was three states away. All I could do was listen as she poured her heart out, telling me about the fight, about how he'd thrown her phone across the room and shoved her into a wall.
Starting point is 01:27:49 I'm so stupid, she kept saying. I should have left him a long time ago. Don't say that, I told her. her. You're not stupid. He's the one who's messed up, but deep down, I was furious, not at her, but at him. Furious that someone I cared about so much was being treated like garbage by a guy who didn't deserve to breathe the same air as her. That night changed something in me. I made this silent promise to myself, I'd always be there for her. No matter what. And for a while, it felt like I was keeping that promise.
Starting point is 01:28:25 I talked her through the breakup. I cheered her on when she blocked his number. I reminded her over and over that she was strong, that she didn't need him, that she deserved way better. So seeing her now, potentially slipping back into his orbit, feels like a punch to the gut. The more I think about it, the more conflicted I feel. On one hand, I get it.
Starting point is 01:28:50 She's in the music industry. He's a music producer. That world is small, and sometimes connections are everything. Maybe she's thinking about her career. Maybe she's trying to be civil for the sake of networking. But on the other hand, damn it, this isn't just some business deal. This is the guy who called her worthless. The guy who left her with bruises.
Starting point is 01:29:15 The guy who made her question her own value as a human being. And now she's at Coachella with him. It's hard not to take it personally. I can't help but wonder what's going through her head right now. Is she convincing herself that he's changed? That maybe he deserves a second chance. Or is she just enjoying the perks, backstage passes, free drinks, rubbing shoulders with famous artists, without realizing the slippery slope she's standing on?
Starting point is 01:29:44 The thing about abusive relationships is, they mess with your head. You start to believe their lies. You start to think you're the problem. Even after you leave, those scars stick around. Maybe that's what's happening to her now. Maybe she's not thinking clearly. Or maybe she is, and that's what scares me even more. Because if she's fully aware of what she's doing and she still chose to go, what does that say?
Starting point is 01:30:12 I keep going over how I'll talk to her when she gets back. Part of me wants to lay it all out. What you did was wrong. It was a slap in the face to me and to yourself. You're better than this, but another part of me knows that approach might backfire. She might feel attacked. She might shut me out completely. And the last thing I want is to lose her.
Starting point is 01:30:37 So maybe I need to be gentler. Maybe I need to frame it as concern, not judgment. Something like, hey, I care about you. I've been here for you through everything with him, and seeing you go to Coachella with him really shook me. I'm scared he's going to hurt you again, and I don't want to see you go through that. Would that work? Or would she still get defensive?
Starting point is 01:31:01 You know what's weird? As much as this hurts, I'm not angry at her. Not really. I'm angry at him. Angry that he still has this kind of pull over her. Angry that after everything he put her through, he still gets to take up space in her life. She deserves better. It's crazy how fast life changes.
Starting point is 01:31:24 A week ago, I thought we were on the same page. I thought we both agreed that going anywhere with him would be a terrible idea. Now I feel like I don't even know her. And maybe that's the scariest part, realizing that no matter how close you are to someone, you can't control their choices. You can only hope they make the right ones. When she gets back tomorrow, I don't know what to expect. Will she be honest with me about what happened?
Starting point is 01:31:52 Or will she brush it off, act like it was no big deal? Either way, I need to talk to her. Because if I don't, this will fester. And if there's one thing I've learned over the years, it's that unspoken feelings have a way of turning into resentment. And I don't want to resent her. I just want her to be safe. I want her to be happy.
Starting point is 01:32:14 I want her to remember who she is, and how hard she fought to get away from him in the first place. So yeah, that's where I'm at. Confused. Hurt. Scared for my friend. I know a lot of people would say, it's her life. Stay out of it.
Starting point is 01:32:34 And they're not wrong. But when you've been in the trenches with someone, when you've seen the damage firsthand, it's not that easy to step back and say nothing. I just hope I find the right words when the time comes. Because I don't want to lose her. But I also don't want to sit by and watch her lose herself. The next day felt like one of the longest days of my life. I kept checking my phone every five minutes, hoping she'd text me to say she was back home safe.
Starting point is 01:33:03 She didn't. By the time evening rolled around, I was pacing my apartment like a lunatic. I had rehearsed a thousand different ways to start the conversation, but every single one felt either too harsh or too passive. What if she gets defensive? What if she thinks I'm overstepping? What if this blows up and wrecks our friendship? But then another voice in my head said, What if you say nothing and she slides back into his life for good?
Starting point is 01:33:30 What if next time she calls you crying, it's because he's done something even worse? That thought snapped me out of my spiral. I knew I had to say something, even if it was messy. Finally, around 8 p.m., I saw her name pop up on my screen. Hey, just got home. Exhausted. Can we talk tomorrow?
Starting point is 01:33:53 I stared at her message for a long time. Part of me wanted to say yes, give her space, but another part of me knew I'd just do all night if I didn't get this off my chest. So I wrote back, hey. Glad you're back safe. Can I swing by for a few minutes tonight? I just need to talk. There was a long pause before she replied. Sure.
Starting point is 01:34:18 I'll put the kettle on. When I got to her place, she answered the door in sweatpants and a hoodie. Her hair was in a messy bun, and she looked tired, like she hadn't slept much in days. Hey, she said softly. Hey, we hugged, and for a moment, I almost forgot why I was upset. She felt like family to me. But as soon as we sat down on her couch, the words I'd been bottling up came rushing back to the surface. So, how was Coachella? I asked carefully. She sighed and gave me a little smile.
Starting point is 01:34:55 It was, fun, I guess. Crazy, exhausting, all of that, I nodded slowly. And, you went with him, her face tightened. Yeah. I did, there it was. The confirmation. I took a deep breath. Look, I'm not trying to come at you or anything. But I need to be honest, it really threw me when I found out. After everything we've talked about, after everything he's done, I didn't expect you to go. She looked down at her hands, twisting them in her lap. I know. I knew you'd feel that way.
Starting point is 01:35:34 That's why I didn't tell you before I left. That's kind of my point, though, I said gently. If you felt like you had to hide it from me, doesn't that tell you something? She was quiet for a moment. Then she said, it wasn't like that. I wasn't planning on, anything happening. I just, he offered the pass, and it felt stupid to say no to that kind of access. It was a professional move more than anything, was it?
Starting point is 01:36:01 I asked softly. Or was it more than that? She hesitated. We talked a lot while I was there. He said he's changed. That he's been in therapy, that he's sober now, that he's, He regrets everything, I felt my chest tighten. And do you believe him, she let out a shaky breath.
Starting point is 01:36:22 I don't know. Part of me wants to. But another part of me keeps replaying all the horrible things he said and did. I don't know what to think. Listen, I said, leaning forward. I get it. I really do. I know how easy it is to get sucked back in when someone you loved is telling you they're
Starting point is 01:36:42 different now. But, you told me you. yourself how bad it was. You showed me the texts, the photos, all of it. You fought so hard to get away from him. Don't let all that progress go to waste. Her eyes filled with tears. I'm not getting back with him. I swear. I just. I don't know why I went. Maybe I wanted closure. Or maybe I just wanted to believe he's not as terrible as I remember, so I could stop hating him. I reached over and took him. I reached over and her hand. You don't owe him closure. You don't owe him forgiveness. What you owe is to yourself, to keep yourself safe, to surround yourself with people who actually love and respect you. She nodded,
Starting point is 01:37:28 wiping at her eyes. You're right. I know you're right. I guess I just needed to hear it from someone who actually cares about me. That's all I want, I said. I'm not mad at you. I just. I don't want to get another call like the one you made to me back in college. That night scared the hell out of me. I know, she whispered. And I'm sorry for putting you in this position. It was selfish of me to go. We sat there in silence for a few moments. Finally, she said, thanks for being honest. I don't want to lose your trust. You won't, I said. But please, promise me you'll keep your distance from him. Even if he's waving VIP passes and backstage access in your face, she gave me a weak smile. Promise, when I left her place that night, I felt a little lighter. But I also
Starting point is 01:38:24 knew this wasn't over. People like her ex don't just fade away quietly. He'd probably try again. And again. But at least now she knew where I stood. And at least now she knew she wasn't alone. You know, friendships aren't always easy. Sometimes they mean having tough conversations, calling someone out when they're slipping, even if it risks the friendship. But if you really care about someone, you don't just sit back and watch them make choices that could destroy them. I guess that's what being a real friend is about. So yeah, that's where I'm at. Exhausted. Relieved.
Starting point is 01:39:06 Still a little worried. But also, who's what I'm at. hopeful. Hopeful that she'll stay strong. Hopeful that she'll remember her worth. Hopeful that maybe, just maybe, this chapter with her ex is finally, truly over. The end. All right, so picture this, you're a pretty grounded, emotionally aware guy. You've been through therapy, you know your attachment style, and you're finally at a place in life where you're not just swiping for hookups or passing time. You're looking for something that feels real, deep, may be even transformative.
Starting point is 01:39:40 Enter the dating app. One evening, as you're chilling at home, glass of red wine in hand, you match with her. Let's call her Evelyn. Her profile is immaculate, not just filtered selfies and brunch picks, but quotes from Jung, recommendations for obscure documentaries,
Starting point is 01:39:59 and a bio that reads like an emotional resume, emotionally fluent. Growth-oriented. Former overthinker, current self-compassion warrior. You raise an eyebrow, intrigued. The chat starts the same night. She's witty, articulate, and somehow manages to reference both Carl Rogers and Studio Ghibli in one conversation. It's like someone took your ideal match and just, conjured her. And not in a clunky,
Starting point is 01:40:28 trying too hard way. She's smooth, almost too smooth. But you dismissed that thought. Maybe you just got lucky. Finally. Over the next few weeks, the messages turn into voice notes, the voice notes turn into late-night calls. She shares stories that resonate with your past. Talks about how she always felt like an outsider, how she had to shape-shift her whole life just to feel accepted. How she learned to prioritize everyone else's needs above her own. You feel this deep pull. You're not just talking to someone who gets you, you're talking to someone who is you, just in a different body. What you don't realize at the time is that Evelyn has been doing her homework. Not just casual stalking. We're talking deep dives into your social media history,
Starting point is 01:41:20 cross-referencing your playlists, decoding your tweets from five years ago. She's not just connecting the dots. She's constructing them. Crafting a persona that aligns so perfectly with yours, it almost feels causing. She says things like, you're easy to read, followed by a little laugh emoji. You think she's being playful. Maybe a little flirty. You don't clock the warning bells. But in hindsight, it was all data collection.
Starting point is 01:41:50 The stories she tells. Some don't quite add up. There are little inconsistencies, like a slip about where she studied, was at Oxford or Cambridge, or the timeline of her dad's illness. But you're in deep now. You've built this internal narrative about her, that she's this complex, brilliant, emotionally evolved unicorn who just gets you in ways no one else has. So you brush those things off. Then comes the trap.
Starting point is 01:42:19 One night, she calls you crying. Her dad just died. Sudden. Heart attack. She's devastated but calm in that unsettling way. She says she didn't. expect to be this composed, and you believe her. You shift into emotional support mode. She's vulnerable. She needs you. She doesn't say it outright, but you pick up on the cues. You cancel
Starting point is 01:42:47 plans, make time, listen to her cry at 3 a.m. You're all in. A few days later, she brings up this wedding she's supposed to go to in Budapest. It belonged to a cousin she barely sees, but now it feels important. Like closure. She hesitates, then floats the idea, I know it's crazy, but what if you came with me? You're surprised, flattered, a bit nervous. You've never even met in person. But she frames it as this bold, romantic move. You think, why not? You've always said you were done playing it safe. She gives you that look in her voice, you know the one, where she sounds like she's smiling. You're in. You book the flight. The night before the trip, she sends a voice note that sounds like something from a movie. Thank you for seeing me, for being brave. I can't wait to
Starting point is 01:43:45 finally look you in the eyes. Your heart does that little leap. You're ready. Budapest is gorgeous. The wedding venue looks like something out of a Wes Anderson fever dream. And Evelyn? She's glowing. She looks even better in real life. She pulls you in for a hug like you've known each other forever. For a moment, everything feels perfect. But then, the display begins. She grabs your hand and walks you around the venue like you're some sort of exotic pet.
Starting point is 01:44:19 Introduces you to everyone with lines like, Can you believe he flew here just to meet me? We've never even met before this. Her friends laugh, but not in the warm way. It feels off. Like you're part of a social experiment. The group is smart. Very smart.
Starting point is 01:44:39 Educated, polished, the kind of people who do TED talks and volunteer in Africa during their sabbatical. You try to make conversation, but there's this underlying current of mockery. Like they're all in on some joke you're not aware of. She disappears. More than once. Leaves you with her friends, who toss subtle psychological tests at you, so what do you think of polyamory in trauma recovery, or do you believe emotional intelligence can be weaponized?
Starting point is 01:45:08 You try to keep up, but you're spiraling. Every answer you give seems to earn you some invisible score. They're measuring you. And you're failing. Later, one of her friends, a woman with kind eyes and too much honesty in her smile, pulls you aside. She asks how long you and Evelyn have known each other. You tell her. Her face shifts. Like she's just figured something out. She says nothing more. The next morning, Evelyn is distant. Cool. Controlled. Over coffee, she tells you that this isn't working. That you're too intense.
Starting point is 01:45:50 That she thought she wanted this, but she realizes now she does. She blames you for the grand gesture she explicitly encouraged. This is why you start with coffee, she says, not even looking up from her phone. You're stunned. Numb. You ask if this was a mistake. She says no, more like a necessary step. Then she walks away.
Starting point is 01:46:16 There's something almost triumphant in her stride. Like she just finished a performance. that's when the horror sets in. You sit on a park bench near the Danube, playing back every moment in your head. The way she echoed your exact values. The stories that never lined up. The way she used grief like a fishing line. The eerie questions her friends asked. The little clues she left, like breadcrumbs you were never supposed to follow until it was too late. You realize Evelyn never really existed. At least, not in the way you thought. She was a construct, a persona stitched together from your posts, your preferences, your dreams,
Starting point is 01:46:59 your vulnerabilities. She didn't fall for you. She studied you, modeled herself after you, mirrored you so closely that it became a performance of connection rather than the real thing. She used emotional language like a scalpel. Not to heal, but to dissect. To gain access to your softest parts. and you opened up, because how could you not?
Starting point is 01:47:25 She was the perfect mirror. But mirrors don't love you back. They just reflect. And distort. That night, in a tiny Budapest Airbnb, you cry. Not because you miss her, she was never real. You cry because you missed the idea of her. The potential you built up in your head.
Starting point is 01:47:47 The safety you thought you found. The version of yourself that believed you were finally being seen. In the weeks that follow, you pull back. You delete your dating apps. You start rereading old journal entries, trying to find where your instincts got muffled. You talk to your therapist. A lot. And slowly, painfully, you realized this wasn't about love.
Starting point is 01:48:13 It was about control. Power. A performance. You weren't. chosen, you were cast. Sometimes, late at night, you wonder how many others she's done this to. If you were just one act in a long-running show. And you wonder how someone so emotionally fluent could be so emotionally vacant. The experience doesn't make you bitter. Not quite. But it makes you vigilant. You start noticing when people echo your words too perfectly. When their stories
Starting point is 01:48:46 always line up. When vulnerability feels too rehearsed. And one day, months later, you meet someone else. This time, you start with coffee. She doesn't say all the right things. She mispronounces Jung. She talks too fast when she's nervous and admits she has no idea what attachment theory is. But when you tell her about Budapest, she doesn't blink. She listens. Really listens. You don't know if this will be anything. But it feels, human. And for now, that's enough. Because now, you know, real connection isn't about perfect alignment.
Starting point is 01:49:29 It's about showing up without a script. And you're finally ready to do just that. The end, you know, I never thought I'd be sitting here trying to tell my story like this. But if I don't, I feel like everything that happened, all the pain, all the joy, all the moments that broke me and made me whole again, will just vanish into nothing. And Sakura, she deserves to be remembered. We both do. My name is Hikaru Shika. When I was 17, I was just a regular guy. I didn't think I was special. I wasn't some straight A student or a sports prodigy. I wasn't popular or cool or anything like that. I was just, me. Quiet. Kept to myself most of the time. I was. I was just, most of the
Starting point is 01:50:16 But then she came into my life. Sakura Yucchi. God, even now, just saying her name out loud makes my chest tighten. She was everything I wasn't, bright, fearless, beautiful in a way that didn't even seem real. Her smile could light up a whole room. She had this kind of energy that pulled people in, like she had her own gravity. Somehow, don't ask me how, she noticed me. We started talking.
Starting point is 01:50:45 talking. At first, I thought it was a fluke. Like maybe she mistook me for someone else. But no, she meant to talk to me. One conversation turned into two, two turned into four, and before I knew it, we were inseparable. We'd go out after school, sit in the park for hours, talk about everything and nothing. She'd laugh at my dumb jokes, and I'd listen to her tell me stories about the future she wanted, all the places she wanted to travel, all the food she wanted to try. It felt like I was finally awake for the first time in my life. But then one day, she told me something that shattered my heart. We were sitting on a bench under this massive tree, the kind that drops flowers everywhere in spring, and she turned to me, her face unusually serious. Hikaru, my pancreas is failing,
Starting point is 01:51:37 I didn't understand at first. I didn't want to understand. But Then she said it, clear as day. I don't have much time left. A few months, maybe, the words hit me like a punch to the gut. I couldn't breathe. I wanted to cry, to scream, to beg the universe to take it back. But I didn't. I just took her hand in mine and held it tight. Then let's make these months the best damn months of your life, I said. And that's exactly what we did. We made a list, Sakura's life list, she called it. It wasn't about crazy, impossible dreams like climbing Mount Everest or swimming with dolphins, though she did consider adding those.
Starting point is 01:52:23 No, it was little things. Simple things. The kind of moments that make life feel worth living. We ate at her favorite ramen place every Friday. We snuck into an abandoned amusement park one night and rode the ferris will even though it was rusted and creaky as hell. We danced in the rain in the middle of the street while cars honked at us. We watched the sunrise from a hilltop and didn't say a word because we didn't need to. She was so happy. And because she was happy, I was happy too. We both knew our time was running
Starting point is 01:52:58 out, but for a while, it felt like we tricked fate. Like maybe, just maybe, we could stretch those months into years. And then, something miraculous happened. A few months later, Sakura came running up to me in the park, her face glowing like I'd never seen before. I survived, she said, tears streaming down her cheeks. Hikaru, I survived. The treatments worked. I'm going to live, I was so stunned I didn't even move at first. And then I grabbed her, spun her around, and laughed so hard I thought my lungs would burst. We were going to have a future together. Or so I thought. Half an hour later, I was walking home, still grinning like an idiot, when I passed by a TV shop with the news playing in the window. And that's when I saw her face.
Starting point is 01:53:51 Sakura Yakuichi, 17 years old. Murdered. I froze. My legs gave out, and I collapsed on the sidewalk as people walked past me like I wasn't even there. She survived her illness only to be taken like this. How could the world be so cruel? I cried harder than I'd ever cried in my life. I felt like my soul had been ripped in half. I remembered the last thing she said to me before she died. Please, Hikaru, make the world a better place. Make it a world filled with peace. I promised her I would. So I did. I threw myself into myself. studies. I majored in law, politics, and public speaking. I read every book I could get my hands on about freedom, justice, and how to inspire people. I wanted to understand how the world worked,
Starting point is 01:54:45 and how I could change it. By the time I graduated college at 22, I had already started giving speeches. At first, it was just small crowds, classmates, community groups, anyone who would listen. But my word seemed to strike a chord with people. Soon, I was invited to speak in bigger venues. Then other cities. Then other countries. Not everyone agreed with me, of course. Some governments outright banned me from speaking. Some people laughed at me or dismissed me as naive. But others listened. And little by little, things started to change. In countries where the leaders had grown corrupt and power-hungry, people began to demand better. They begged for new presidents, new prime ministers, leaders who cared about peace and justice. And when they finally got them, the world
Starting point is 01:55:40 became just a little brighter. I was so happy. Not because I wanted fame or glory, but because I knew Sukura would have been proud. But then, when I was 25, it all came to an end. I was walking out of a rally when I felt it, a sharp pain in my chest. A gunshot. I hit the ground as people screamed and scattered. I was rushed to the hospital, the same hospital where Sakura had died years earlier. But I didn't make it. Pronounced dead on arrival. And then I opened my eyes. But I wasn't in the hospital anymore. I was standing on soft white clouds, the air warm and sweet smelling. And there she was. Sakura
Starting point is 01:56:26 She ran to me, her arms outstretched, and I caught her, holding her so tight I never wanted to let go. I waited for you, she whispered. I never dated anyone else, I told her. I wanted to stay loyal to you, she smiled and kissed me. And for the first time in years, I felt whole again. It's been a year since I died. My friends, the ones I grew up with, have all started families. They tell their kid's stories about me and Sakura.
Starting point is 01:56:58 Call him Uncle Hikaru, they say. And that's Aunt Sakura. Sakura and I watch from above, smiling as they live their lives. We're gone, but we're not forgotten. And that's all we ever wanted. Hikaru X. Sakura. The end. All right, buckle up, because this one's a wild ride.
Starting point is 01:57:20 You're not going to believe half of this unless you've been through it yourself, but I promise every word is true, and if you've ever been married to a jerk, this might hit close to home. So picture this, I was married for almost 19 years. 19 years. To a guy who, let's just say, was not exactly Prince Charming. Let's call him Silas. Now Silas was one of those dudes who walked into a room and thought the entire world should stop spinning just to watch him breathe. You know the type. He wasn't all bad at first, I mean, clearly, I married the guy, but over time, the shine wore off and all that was left was a guy who treated me more like furniture than a wife.
Starting point is 01:58:05 But I digress. Silas had this history. Back in high school, there was this girl, let's call her Valerie. And Valerie? Well, she thought Silas hung the moon. She was head over heels, high school scribble his name in her notebook in love with him. Only problem was, Silas didn't marry her. Nope.
Starting point is 01:58:28 He married me. And as far as I could tell, Valerie never got over it. It was like she carried this torch for Silas so big it could have burned down a small village. And believe me, she made sure I knew about it. Now, here's the thing, for years, I thought Valerie was just a bitter, jealous woman who couldn't let go of her high school crush. And okay, maybe she was. But what I didn't know back then was that Silas had been playing both sides. He was feeding her lies about me, making himself out to be this poor, misunderstood husband
Starting point is 01:59:03 stuck in a marriage with an evil witch. He spun this whole soap opera where he was the victim and I was the big bad villain. And Valerie? She ate it up like a bag of Halloween candy. So there I was, trying to hold together a marriage while this woman kept popping up like an unkillable video game boss, doing her absolute best to wreck my life. She tried everything. Once, she told me I was lucky I didn't have kids because, and I quote, you couldn't handle being a mother. Yeah. She said that. Mind you, this was a year after I had delivered my stillborn
Starting point is 01:59:41 baby and suffered multiple miscarriages. Can you imagine the level of cruelty it takes to say that to a woman? But oh, she wasn't done yet. At one point, Valerie actually took the time to subscribe me to an entire year of baby magazines. Baby. Magazines. This was right after I'd had yet another miscarriage. I can still remember opening my mailbox and pulling out the first issue, my heart dropping into my stomach like a lead balloon.
Starting point is 02:00:11 I didn't order this, I thought. So I called the magazine and asked what was going on, and they told me someone had gifted me a subscription. That's how I found out it was her. Valerie. Honestly, I should have expected it. I didn't let her win, though. I donated the whole subscription to the labor and delivery department of the local hospital. A couple of years later, I was holding my firstborn son in my arms, and let me tell you, there is no sweeter revenge than living well. But oh, Valerie's antics were just the tip of the iceberg. Silas himself was his own. own brand of hell. By the time we had our second son, Silas had gone completely off the rails.
Starting point is 02:00:56 He'd been hinting for years at things I was absolutely not comfortable with, open marriage, swinging, bringing, extra people into our relationship. You name it. I said no every single time. But at some point, his requests became demands. It wasn't, I'd like to try this. It was, this is happening, and if you don't like it, there's the door, so I left. I packed my bags, sent my boys to live with my parents to keep them safe while I waited through the legal mess that Silas left behind. And let me tell you something, I found myself again. After nearly two decades of being worn down, I remembered who I was.
Starting point is 02:01:39 And damn, I was amazing. Like Auntie Maim says, life's a banquet, and most poor suckers. are starving to death. And she wasn't lying. Side note, if you've never seen anti-mame, go watch the Rosalind Russell version immediately. You can thank me later. Anyway, no sooner had I left than Silas went crawling to Valerie. Shocking, right? Next thing I know, she's moved in with him. Moved in. And the divorce papers weren't even drafted yet. I just rolled my eyes so hard I nearly sprained something. Honestly, I wasn't surprised. Dogs return to their vomit all the time, don't they? But here's where it gets really good. While I was packing up my stuff and purging my
Starting point is 02:02:28 house of anything and everything Silas-related, I came across this box. In it were all these outfits he'd bought me, you know, the kind of stuff he wanted me to wear for his little parties, and other guys. There was lingerie, costumes, and even some toys he'd insisted on. buying. Seeing all of it just made my skin crawl. But then I had a thought. I still had a box of Silas's crap that I needed to send him. So I got to work. I washed every single piece of lingerie, folded it all neatly. Cleaned the toys, packaged them up like little presents, and placed everything in a bright pink Victoria secret bag. On the bag, I wrote to Valerie in big bold letters. Then I stuck it in the box with the rest of Silas's stuff. But wait, it gets better. I didn't deliver the box myself.
Starting point is 02:03:23 Oh no. I asked my pastor and one of the church elders to take it over to Silas's house and leave it on his doorstep. I can only imagine the look on Valerie's face when she opened that box and realized she'd gotten more than she bargained for. I figured, hey, if she wanted my sloppy second so badly, she could have all the accessories too. With my blessing. Smiling face with Halo, the irony of it all. Valerie eventually left Silas. Turns out, he treated her just as badly, maybe worse, than he treated me. And here's the kicker, she actually tried to reach out to me afterward, wanting to, talk, and figure out where things went wrong with him.
Starting point is 02:04:06 Girl. Girl. No one, and I mean N-O-1. could pay me enough to psychoanalyze my ex-husband for them. Not now, not ever. That chapter is closed, sealed, and buried in the backyard. So yeah. That's my story.
Starting point is 02:04:26 And if you're wondering if I regret any of it? Not for one second. Because walking away from that mess was the best thing I ever did for myself. And let me tell you, the view from the high road is chef's kiss. The end, but also, the beginning of something way better. You know those moments where you do something out of sheer boredom and instantly regret it? Yeah. That's this story.
Starting point is 02:04:52 And honestly, I still can't figure out how I got myself into that mess, or how I made it out. It started on a random Tuesday afternoon. I was lying in bed, scrolling through my phone like I always do, staring at stupid memes and funny TikToks, just trying to kill time. I guess I was in that restless, dumb mood where anything seemed like a good idea. So when this girl I'd been chatting with hit me up and said, hey, why don't you come over? I didn't even think twice about it. She seemed cool enough over text, kind of flirty but not too pushy, and honestly, I had nothing better to do. Bet. Drop me the address, I texted back. She sent it almost instantly. I didn't even hesitate.
Starting point is 02:05:39 grabbed my keys, threw on a hoodie and sneakers, and was out the door. Biggest mistake of my life. The drive-over was uneventful, just me blasting music and psyching myself up, telling myself this was going to be chill. Maybe we'd watch a movie, talk a little, you know, normal first hangout stuff. But when I pulled up to her house, I immediately got this weird vibe. It was one of those old, country-style houses on the edge of town, with peop. peeling paint and a creaky porch swing. The kind of house that looks normal enough in daylight but turns straight up creepy once the sun
Starting point is 02:06:16 goes down. Still, I shook it off. Don't be paranoid, I told myself. She probably lives with her family. No big deal. But the second I stepped inside, oh man. Her entire family, and I'm talking mom, dad, uncles, cousins, maybe even a random neighbor, crammed into the living room. And every single one of them had a gun on the table in front
Starting point is 02:06:43 of them. No, I'm not exaggerating. Pistols. Rifles. Rifles. Shotguns. The whole nine yards. And they weren't cleaning them or anything either. They were just sitting there casually, chatting about random stuff in hushed voices like this was normal family bonding time. For a second, I froze in the doorway. What the The actual hell did I just walk into. But I didn't want to seem rude, or scared, so I forced a smile and nodded. Hey, I said awkwardly, giving a little wave. Nobody smiled back.
Starting point is 02:07:22 In fact, they all kind of stared at me like I was fresh meat. Like I'd just wandered into the lion's den. Uh, okay then, I mumbled under my breath. The girl, let's call her Lila for the sake of this story, popped her head out from around the corner. Hey. You made it, she chirped like nothing was weird. I followed her down the hall to her room, trying to shake off the feeling of 20 pairs of eyes burning into my back. When I stepped inside, there was another girl in there, Lila's friend, I guess. She was sitting on the edge of the bed, scrolling through her phone with a bored expression.
Starting point is 02:08:01 Hey, I said, trying to sound casual. Your friend's name, right? How are you? She didn't even look up. Not good, she muttered. Then she raised her eyes to meet mine, and they were cold. And neither will you be if you stay here, I blinked. Uh, what? She sighed and put her phone down. You should leave. Like, right now. They're planning to spike your food or your drink or something. Don't trust them, I froze. Wait, what do you mean? You heard. You me, she said flatly. Get out while you still can. Before I could respond, Lila walked in with a big smile, like she hadn't just left me in a room
Starting point is 02:08:46 where her friend basically told me I was about to get drugged and possibly murdered. Hey, she said again, all bubbly. So, you settling in, uh, I looked at her, trying to keep my voice steady. What's going on with your family? They've all got guns out and they were, like, glaring at me. Oh, don't mind them, she said with a wave of her hand. They're just trying to scare you. They do that sometimes.
Starting point is 02:09:13 Aha, I wasn't buying it. The hairs on the back of my neck were standing up. Every instinct in my body was screaming at me to get the hell out of there. I think I'm going to head home, I said, backing toward the door. She pouted. No, don't leave yet. Why not? I shot back.
Starting point is 02:09:33 I don't feel safe here. Don't be silly, she said, stepping closer. Nothing's going to happen. Yeah, I'm not so sure about that. I moved toward the hallway, but she grabbed my arm. Stay, she said, her voice dropping a little. Let me go, I snapped. She didn't let go. So I yanked my arm free and bolted down the hall.
Starting point is 02:09:57 The second I stepped back into the living room, all eyes turned to me again. Where you going, son, one of the uncles asked. leaning forward. My mom, uh, she needs me, I blurted out. She's sick. Kidney failure. I got to take her to the doctor. It was a lie, but also not a lie. My mom does have kidney failure. Just not right now. You sure about that? Another voice asked. Yeah, I said quickly. Sorry, I got to go. I didn't wait for a response. I booked it out the door, ignoring the sound of footsteps behind me. When I got to my car, my hands were shaking so bad I almost dropped my keys.
Starting point is 02:10:44 I jammed them into the ignition, slammed the door shut, and peeled out of the driveway like the devil himself was chasing me. I didn't breathe properly until I was five miles away. When I got home, I texted Lila. Why the hell did you try to set me up? Her reply came almost instantly. How did you know? Because I had a feeling, I wrote back.
Starting point is 02:11:07 I'm sorry, she said. No, you're not, I replied. Then I blocked her. But here's the thing. Ever since that night, weird stuff's been happening. For the past few days, random cars have been parked near my house. Different ones every time, but always in the same spot, right at the edge of my property, like they're watching me.
Starting point is 02:11:31 Sometimes they sit there for hours. I don't know if it's her family, or her, or just my imagination running wild. But I can't shake the feeling that I'm still not safe. So, what the hell do I do now? The end. Okay, so let me tell you about this insane case I've been glued to for the past few weeks. It's been all over the news, and honestly, it's the kind of story that messes with your head and makes you double-check your locks at night. It's about a young woman, just 23, who vanished in broad daylight.
Starting point is 02:12:05 No warning. No clues. Just gone. And the deeper I get into it, the more it creeps me out. This girl, she's not just some random person. She's a law student at this private college, smart, beautiful, super active on TikTok, and even runs her own little business on the side. She's one of those people who seems to have her whole life together. You know the type. The one you scroll past and think, damn, they've got it made. So for something this dark to happen to someone like that? It shakes you.
Starting point is 02:12:41 It really does. It all started about three weeks ago. She was coming back to her neighborhood, nothing fancy or shady, just a regular area, middle class, quiet. She parks her car, grabs her bag, starts walking toward her house, and boom. Out of absolutely nowhere, two guys rush her. They grab her, drag her into a van, and just drive off. All in under 20 seconds.
Starting point is 02:13:10 The wild part. There's security camera footage of the whole thing. It's grainy and shaky, but you can see it. Her trying to fight back. One guy covering her mouth. Another one holding her legs. It's like watching a horror movie, but you know it's real. You feel sick after seeing it.
Starting point is 02:13:32 And that footage? It went viral, of course. Everyone's seen it. Everyone's talking about it. But here's the weird part. No ransom. No demand for money. No calls.
Starting point is 02:13:48 No letters. Nothing. It's like she just vanished off the face of the earth. The police made a statement saying this isn't your run-of-the-mill kidnapping, and they're treating it like something way more serious. They're keeping quiet on a lot of things, which makes sense, but it also makes it all more chilling. So far, they've arrested two people. A woman in her 40s and a man around the same age. Turns out, the guy's a lawyer, yeah, you read that right, a lawyer, and he's got a messed up history.
Starting point is 02:14:22 Like, he's been to prison before for something really bad. I'm not going to go into those details, but trust me, it's the kind of thing that makes your skin crawl. Now, this woman he's with? She's apparently his girlfriend or partner or whatever. During her court hearing, it came out that she and the lawyer dude are romantically involved and possibly working together. The police think these two aren't acting alone either. They believe there are at least two more people involved, probably men, who haven't been caught yet. And get this, the cops think those guys are still out there, hiding or maybe even planning
Starting point is 02:15:00 something worse. The investigation has been non-stop. Police are raiding buildings, checking surveillance footage from every street corner, and talking to anyone who might have seen anything. But so far, no sign of the girl. Not even a clue. It's like she's disappeared into thin air. And the longer this goes on, the scarier it gets.
Starting point is 02:15:23 Some rumors are floating around that this whole thing might be connected to gang activity or some kind of underground network. The police haven't confirmed anything like that, but they did hint at it during one of the press conferences. They called the case extremely complex, which is pretty telling. Like, this isn't just a random crime. This could be something way darker. People in the city are freaking out. Parents are terrified. women are scared to walk alone, even during the day.
Starting point is 02:15:56 It's like this one incident has shattered everyone's sense of safety. Suddenly, every stranger looks suspicious. Every van makes you nervous. And every quiet street feels a little more dangerous. Social media's been blowing up with theories. Some people think it's a revenge thing. Others say maybe she knew something she wasn't supposed to. There's even this weird grueless.
Starting point is 02:16:21 online that thinks it's part of a bigger conspiracy involving rich and powerful people. Sounds like a Netflix show, I know, but honestly, nothing sounds too crazy anymore. Meanwhile, her family's been holding press conferences, begging for her return. Her mom looked straight into the camera last week and said, please bring my daughter back. You could feel her pain through the screen. Her dad couldn't even talk, he just stood there, shaking. It's hard. heartbreaking. And what really gets me is thinking about her. Where is she? What is she going through? Is she even alive? The not knowing is the worst part. And every day that passes without answers just adds another layer of fear. Some people have started organizing neighborhood patrols.
Starting point is 02:17:12 Others are handing out flyers or hosting candlelight vigils. There's this overwhelming sense of helplessness, but also this need to do something, anything. Because sitting around and waiting feels unbearable. I read somewhere that she had posted a few TikToks in the days before she disappeared, just regular stuff. One of them showed her talking about a new product for her business. Another one was her dancing in her kitchen. Completely normal.
Starting point is 02:17:42 And then boom, she's gone. It messes with your head. How can someone be so full of life? one moment and then just vanish. People who knew her say she was super kind, ambitious, always helping others. No enemies. No drama. Just a good person trying to make something of herself. Which makes this whole thing even harder to understand. There's also this growing fear that if this can happen to her, it can happen to anyone. You start questioning everything. Should I stop going out alone. Should I install cameras? Should I carry something for protection? It's like this case
Starting point is 02:18:24 has made the entire city paranoid, and maybe that's not a bad thing. Maybe we've been too comfortable, too trusting. A few bloggers have started digging into the backgrounds of the suspects, and it's disturbing stuff. The lawyer guy had apparently defended some shady clients in the past, and some think he might have crossed paths with gangs before. There's also talk about. There's also that the woman was part of some sketchy groups online. Nothing confirmed, of course, but when the official info runs dry, people fill the gaps with whatever they can find. I wish I had some good news to share, like they found her safe or she escaped somehow.
Starting point is 02:19:03 But nothing. It's just silence. And that silence is louder than any scream. You can feel it everywhere, in conversations, in the way people look over their shoulders, in the way the news anchors pause before reading the next update. It's like the whole community is holding its breath. I keep thinking, what if this had been someone I knew? What if it have been my sister or my best friend?
Starting point is 02:19:29 It's the kind of thing you never expect to happen close to home. But here we are. Living in a nightmare that just keeps stretching on. If there's anything to take from all this, it's that we need to be more aware. More alert. Look out for each other. Trust your gut. If something feels off, it probably is.
Starting point is 02:19:51 And if you see something weird, don't ignore it. Call it in. Speak up. Because we can't afford to stay quiet anymore. I know a lot of people are hoping this story has a miracle ending. That she shows up one day, alive, maybe even stronger than before. I hope that too. With everything in me.
Starting point is 02:20:14 But the truth is, we don't know. We're all just waiting. Watching. Hoping. And in the meantime, we've got to stay safe. We've got to protect each other. Because clearly, the world's not as safe as we thought. So yeah, that's where things are at.
Starting point is 02:20:35 No girl. No answers. Just questions. Fear. And a city that won't stop looking until she comes home. Stay safe out there, for real. The end. This is a true story.
Starting point is 02:20:51 Names have been changed, nothing else. It was the summer of 2009, I was 19 and my career had recently taken off. Aside from moving into a much nicer place I had begun to travel quite a bit. My close friends all took the college route over selling drugs, and mostly ended up on the East Coast. I would fly out to NYC on weekends where we would all meet and I would typically get a hotel room at the Ritz or W. Life was good. My friend Yves went to school in Boston and would sometimes make the trip to New York to party with us. On one such weekend she traveled with her roommate, Tessa. She was from San Diego and was best
Starting point is 02:21:31 friends with a girl who now lived in New York who she was going to visit. At some point in the night Yaz and Tessa talk on the phone in Yaz, our friends and I are invited to Tessa's friend's apartment, or rather penthouse I would later learn. Before getting there yes mentioned she had met this girl and told me not to mention drugs around her. Most of my friends were privy to my drug use at this time, but it was before the reclusive behavior started so nobody seemingly had a problem with it, at least not a vocal one. We get up to the top of floor of a beautiful luxury condo high-rise, overlooking Manhattan's Union Square at 14th and BW. The apartment was stunning, even more so Tessa's friend, Natasha.
Starting point is 02:22:14 I was immediately drawn towards her, I had to mentally remind myself not to be blatant in my staring at her. Not a problem I normally have dot eventually whilst having a cigarette alone on a balcony, the door slid open behind me and Natasha walked out and joined me. The two of us looked down at the city and talked. She told me how she had moved to New York. That she was a heroin addict from San Diego and when her parents found out they flipped. Her older sister was living in New York and dating a multi-millionaire banker and invited
Starting point is 02:22:46 Natasha to live with them to get away from it all, even though they spent most weekends away leaving the place to her. We clicked on this level and I opened up about my heroine use to her and we went from there, trading stories for a good time until a drunk friend came out to ruin our moment. Before leaving I got her number. I spent the next night in Brooklyn and then flew out the next day. A few days later I called her from San Francisco where I lived at the time. The conversation was great and she ended up asking what I was doing that very week,
Starting point is 02:23:17 inviting me back out to New York, telling me I could stay with her. I was elated. Mind you, every time I had been to New York, I had met up with a group of friends, never had I gone 2,500-plus miles to visit a girl I'd only spent 15 minutes of my life with. This wouldn't be a problem, however. I booked a ticket and flew out the following day. In the train from the airport to her house I got butterflies in my stomach. I felt like I was in eighth grade again.
Starting point is 02:23:47 I was stopped by security at her lobby so she had to come down and let me in which is common there in high-end places. Smiling at the guys behind the security desk as she lead me to the elevators, they knew what was up. We got some food, talked, watched a movie and then got ready for bed. I started to get nervous, had I misread this. Is she not into me? She lead me to the master bedroom as her sister and banker were out of town, at the Hamptons or something, and told me I would crash there. I would have been disappointed but then she climbed into the same bed she had just directed
Starting point is 02:24:23 me to. Well read, my name, well read. I don't feel the need to go into details about the sex that night but I'll say these things. It was passionate and hot as hell, there was real physical chemistry, and this would lead to me spending every other weekend in New York for the next six months, which should in itself, speak volumes. We started dating quickly. I had never felt this way about a girl before. She was everything I wanted. She was smart and hilarious, fun to be around and supportive. She was realistic and would be straightforward all the time. She didn't judge and was tough. as all hell. Not to mention a literal ten, she could have modeled easily. My trips to see her never got old, the chemistry was still there and the spark never lessened. We would spend weekends together at luxury hotels, sometimes just spending days in bed together. Sexual activity broken up in between
Starting point is 02:25:21 orders of room service. Did you know they'll bring you entire cans of whipped cream at 4 a.m., I really cherish the time I spent with her. I never took drugs while staying with her, I'd smoke weed, no H. I didn't need to. She made me happier than they ever could. Life was good. She was doing a good job of keeping clean as H is easy to get in New York. She had done some oxycontin, a single 80 milligrams pill once since moving from San Diego but other than that she was good. We would talk about how one of us had to move so we could be together all the time and I was thrilled. I told her I loved her and it was like a weight was lifted off my chest. I knew I loved her since that first night but didn't want to scare her off, so was relieved
Starting point is 02:26:09 when it had been a few months and I could comfortably say it. I started school again part-time in the Spring Haven taken the fall semester off to sell drugs and see Natasha. This would limit our relationship to phone calls and seeing each other on weekends but it was still good. Sometimes we wouldn't talk for a few days but it never made me nervous. I was busy and so was she. This was one of the happiest times in my life. For the first time ever I was happy about my future and I looked forward to it. She was my partner and made life easier to navigate. She gave me hope and made me believe in myself. Me and Natasha had talked on Saturday evening a weekend I was in S.F. She was going to her brother-in-law's company Christmas party that night and I
Starting point is 02:26:56 was spending the weekend up north with some friends in Marin County and would be back early Monday. It's weird looking back, if I knew it was the last time we would ever be speaking, would I have said anything differently? The weekend was fun, casual drinking, and barbecue. We got back into San Francisco on Monday and I made my way to class. While my friend was driving me to campus my phone rang, it was Yaz. I picked up and could hear she was in tears before she could say anything. Tash is dead, she cried into the phone. My heart sank. I didn't have to ask, I knew what happened. I don't remember the rest of that phone call or car ride, but I know I went home right afterwards. I found out she was offered some China white heroin by her brother-in-law's
Starting point is 02:27:43 co-worker that she took home, slammed and overdosed with. She died in a bed we shared countless nights. Only she happened to be alone that night, and the following morning when her body was found. I went numb to it. Part of me wanted to start using again, but another part said not to for obvious reasons. I didn't cry. Wasn't horny, didn't jerk off for three weeks, didn't drink, just got by like a zombie and didn't face it until one night. I was drinking with some friends and it all hit me. I had to walk away from the group and try and compose myself but I couldn't stop bawling. I'm not someone who cries often, if ever really, but this tore me up and being drunk only worsen things.
Starting point is 02:28:28 The following couple weeks consisted of a lot of drinking straight vodka alone during the day and listening to old Sinatra records until slowly I transition back to spending all my time on heroin. I always felt a new guilt using after she had died from it. Like she so deserved to at least be a martyr and I could. couldn't even give her that, let alone the support to stay clean. I was so focused on my not being on drugs I never stopped to see how she was doing. In all probability this is just another one of the consequences of having drugs in your life, but sometimes when I look around it just
Starting point is 02:29:02 feels like life deals some people much tougher hands and feels the need to repeatedly test some people, and some people, not at all. I've been asked if selling drugs if worth it and I usually say no. But, if I'm being honest, I wouldn't take back a single dime bag I ever sold because if I had never sold drugs, I never would have gotten my time with Natasha which was priceless to me. The end. Horror. The story of Jeff, a cautionary internet nightmare. I've got a story that still makes my stomach twist every time I think about it. It's not one of those funny little internet anecdotes you share over drinks. It's the kind of memory that sneaks up on you late at night when the house is quiet,
Starting point is 02:29:46 and you suddenly remember how close you came to real danger without even realizing it. Honestly, looking back, I still can't believe how far it went before I finally piece things together. And the craziest part, it all started with nothing more than an old blogging site, my college girlfriend, and a stranger on the internet who turned out to be way, way darker than he first appeared. If you're younger than 30, you probably don't even remember LiveJournal. But if you're my age or older, that site was basically Tumblr before Tumblr. It was where all the lonely, angsty, half-baked writers and poets of the internet gathered to overshare their feelings at 2 a.m.
Starting point is 02:30:28 You could rant about your professors, post-song lyrics you thought perfectly summed up your broken heart, and meet random strangers from across the globe who also didn't know what the hell they were doing with their lives. It was raw, messy, and in a weird way, kind of comforting. Back then, I was in college and using LiveJournal constantly. My girlfriend at the time was just as obsessed with it as I was. We were young, chaotic, and documenting pretty much every detail of our relationship online. Looking back, we put way too much of ourselves out there. We treated LiveJournal like a diary, not realizing the whole world could peek in if they wanted.
Starting point is 02:31:07 And one day, someone did. That someone's name was Jeff. Now, if you just heard the name Jeff, you might think of a boring, everyday guy, some neighbor with a beer belly and a grill. But our Jeff, no. He was the kind of guy who should have set off alarm bells immediately. But of course, being young and naive, we didn't see it at first. Jeff's whole vibe was off.
Starting point is 02:31:34 Not in the obvious, oh, this dude is a psycho way, but more like the kind of weird that doesn't sense until later. His profile screamed contradictions. He described himself as a hardcore, born-again Christian, super conservative, waving a metaphorical Bible in one hand. And yet, he also had a giant Confederate flag slapped across his page. Now picture this. My girlfriend and I were two queer college girls openly writing about our relationship online. Why in the world would Mr. Bible and flag even want to talk to us. The math wasn't mathing. But Jeff wanted to be friends. He commented on her posts, messaged her constantly, acted like he genuinely cared about our little rants about classes and music and late-night ramen dinners. My girlfriend, being the type who saw
Starting point is 02:32:25 the good and everyone, thought he was harmless. Oh, come on, just add him back, he told me more than once. He seems nice. So, to shut her up, I did. At the time, at her. At the time, he said, First, he really did seem like just another internet oversharer. He wrote long posts about his life in New England, how he used to work at a hardware store, and how he had recently moved to Florida. Supposedly, he'd made the move to be closer to his girlfriend, a girl he called Julie. And boy, did he talk about Julie. Every single post was about her. If you've ever met that one friend who can't shut up about their relationship, multiply that by ten, and you'd get Jeff. He poured out endless pages of tragic love poems, dramatic diary entries, and rante declarations about how much he missed
Starting point is 02:33:17 her. It was like his entire identity revolved around this one woman. According to him, they were separated against their will, some tragic Romeo and Juliet thing, and he was wasting away without her. At first, I thought he was just being melodramatic. A lot of people on Live Journal were. But then little details started to nag at me. For example, he mentioned the last time he saw her was the end of her sophomore year of college. The way he phrased it made my brain itch. Something about it felt wrong.
Starting point is 02:33:50 Meanwhile, my girlfriend was texting him on the side. And Jeff, he was clingy as hell. If she didn't reply instantly, he'd send 30, 40, 40 hey. messages in a row. It was suffocating. But through those endless texts, she learned more about his supposed love story. According to him, he met Julie on Live Journal years earlier. They'd fallen in love online, he moved closer to her, and then her parents swooped in like villains in a bad teen movie and broke them apart. He was convinced they were destined to reunite. In his head, all he had to do was wait for her to get back to college, and then they'd be together again. He claimed her friends
Starting point is 02:34:32 were blocking his attempts to reach her, intercepting her messages, even cutting him off from her phone. Basically, everyone around Julie was keeping her from him. My girlfriend, being the hopeless romantic she was, believed him. She actually started offering to help him find Julie again. Me? My BS radar was going off like crazy. Something about his story. stank. Like, okay, dude, you're supposedly this tragic Romeo, but why can't you just create a new account or figure out some other way to reach her if you're so desperate? The whole thing just didn't add up. I don't remember every detail perfectly. It's been over a decade. But I do remember the exact moment when my gut told me something was very, very wrong. My girlfriend was literally compiling
Starting point is 02:35:23 information about Julie, preparing to hand it over to this guy, and I've been, felt my stomach drop. That's when I decided to do some digging on my own. So, I googled him. And what I found turned my blood cold. The Truth About Jeff. The first real piece of dirt I uncovered was that Jeff had been fired from a job back in New England. The reason, he'd been hitting on a teenage girl at work. Not just casual flirting, either. He'd been reported for being creepy and crossing lines. That alone made me sit back and whisper, oh, shit. But it got worse. The deeper I dug, the more horrifying the puzzle became. Turns out, Jeff hadn't met Julian College like he claimed. He'd actually found her on Live Journal when she was just 15. Fifteen. And Jeff, he was in his
Starting point is 02:36:20 late 30s. It hit me like a punch in the chest. She wasn't some college sweetheart he'd been tragically separated from. She was a kid. Just a lonely, insecure teenager posting her feelings online like so many of us did back then. And he zeroed in on her like a hawk. He messaged her constantly, showered her with attention, told her everything a vulnerable teen wants when she feels unseen. Eventually, he actually drove across the country to her hometown, not to meet her parents, not to introduce himself properly, but to literally lurk outside her high school, like some nightmare predator who thought he was the hero of a romance novel. And when he got her alone, he didn't bring flowers, he didn't bring promises of a future together,
Starting point is 02:37:10 he pressured her into running away with him. And eventually they ended up in his car. What happened next wasn't romantic, it was abuse. Whether it was forced, manipulated, or consensual, under his lies doesn't matter. She was 15. He was nearly 40. That's statutory rape. End of discussion. Julie filed a police report afterward. She even got a restraining order. She tried to take back her life. But Jeff didn't stop. By the time my girlfriend and I were talking to him online, he'd already been stalking her for four years. Four. We weren't chatting
Starting point is 02:37:52 with some heartbroken guy mourning his college girlfriend, we were chatting with a predator who had been obsessively hunting the same girl since she was a child. And my girlfriend, she was about two seconds away from handing him Julie's personal info and helping him track her down all over again. Trying to stop him. The second I realized what was happening, I panicked. I called the police, thinking surely this was the kind of thing they'd jump on. Spoiler, they didn't. Because he hadn't technically broken the restraining order recently, at least nothing they could prove at that exact moment, there wasn't much they could do. Posting endless love poems on Live Journal wasn't against the law. The cops basically shrugged and said, call us if he makes a move again. I wanted to scream. Here was this man clearly obsessed, clearly dangerous, and they were telling me their hands were tied. Meanwhile, Jeff kept bombarding my girlfriend with messages. And she, bless her stubborn heart, still wanted to believe he was just misunderstood. She didn't want to accept that we'd accidentally let a predator into our lives.
Starting point is 02:39:03 But then Jeff showed his true colors directly. One night, completely out of the blue, he sent her a string of graphic, sexual comments about me. Stuff so vile and disgusting, I felt sick reading it. That was finally enough for her. We blocked him everywhere. deleted him from our live journals, cut off the texts, wiped him from our lives like he never existed. And that was the last time I ever heard from Jeff. Looking back.
Starting point is 02:39:35 Years later, I still think about Julie. I hope she got away. I hope she healed, that she built a life where she never has to look over her shoulder again. She deserved so much better than to be hunted by a man who turned the Internet into his personal hunting ground. As for Jeff, I honestly don't care where he is. Best case scenario, he's locked up or dead in a ditch somewhere. Because some people don't deserve sympathy. Some people don't deserve second chances.
Starting point is 02:40:06 And Jeff was one of them. To be continued. Horror. Number two. The Knight of the Red Truck. All right, so let me paint the picture before diving into the crazy stuff. I'm a 22-year-old guy, your typical mix of goes to the gym more often than he probably should, and still eats junk food at 1 a.m.
Starting point is 02:40:28 I lift, I run, I do all that fitness stuff, so I've got that stocky, solid look that makes strangers size you up twice before deciding whether or not you're an easy target. I'm not saying I'm a superhero or some intimidating beast you'd cross the street to avoid in a sketchy alley, but I'm definitely not the guy you'd pick first if you were in the mood to start truck. I'm somewhere in the middle, average enough to blend in, built enough to hold my ground if needed. And before this starts to sound like a Tinder bio, let's get to the point. It was one of those evenings that feels both chill and suspiciously alive with bad vibes.
Starting point is 02:41:06 I was with my girlfriend, who I'll call Elle for the sake of this story, because she'd probably roll her eyes at me for dragging her name into it. We just left a friend's place around 10 p.m., so, yeah, dark enough outside to make everything seem a little more intense than it should be. The plan was simple. Leave our buddy's house, head over to Applebee's to meet up with a different group of friends, grab some food, laugh about stupid stuff, and call it a night. Applebee's was like 20 minutes away, no big deal. We pulled out of the driveway, music on low, windows cracked, because L likes fresh night air, which really means I need to hear crickets or I'll complain. About three minutes down the road,
Starting point is 02:41:46 I noticed a truck behind us. Not unusual. People drive at night. But the thing about this truck was, it wasn't just behind us. It was right behind us. Close enough that if I braked too hard, he'd end up in my back seat. At first, I brushed it off. Maybe the guy was in a rush. Maybe he didn't realize how close he was riding my bumper. Then I noticed he swerved a little. Not drunk-style swerves, not the slow, weavy kind where you're like, yep, that guy's had a six-pack. and a half. No, these were quick corrections, like he was testing my reactions. That sent a shiver down my spine, but I kept driving. Speed limit was 45. I was doing about 50, pretty normal. The road was straight, not many cars, easy driving. Then the truck started flashing its headlights. Now, flashing your
Starting point is 02:42:38 lights on someone usually means one of three things. You're telling them their headlights are off? You're signaling that you want them to pull over, or you're just being a jerk. My lights were fine. I just had the car inspected, and it passed. I wasn't crawling under the speed limit, so there was no reason for me to pull over. And the road was a passing zone anyway, so if this guy really wanted to get ahead, he could have just gone around me. But he didn't.
Starting point is 02:43:05 He wanted me. I glanced over at Elle. She hadn't noticed yet. She was too busy scrolling on her phone and mumbling something about her. how Applebee's better not be packed because she was starving. So I kept driving. That's when the truck decided to close the gap even more, like way closer. We're talking less than a car length behind me, which at 50 miles an hour is basically begging for a crash. That's when I thought, okay, this isn't normal, time to test him. I knew the area pretty well, so I started taking side roads.
Starting point is 02:43:41 These weren't random turns. I had a little map in my head of backroads and shortcuts. My hope was that if he wasn't really following me, he'd just keep going straight and I'd lose him. Nope, he followed. Still flashing his lights, still glued to my bumper. At this point, Elle finally noticed. She looked up from her phone, saw the truck in the rear view, and asked why he was tailgating so close. I didn't want to freak her out yet, so I just shrugged and said, probably, some idiot who doesn't know how to drive. But the truth was, my stomach had already dropped. See, our area has a reputation. Crime rates are high, and every couple of months you hear rumors about gang initiations, new members proving themselves by running people off the road, forcing strangers to pull over, or even shooting them. Whether all the stories were true or not, didn't matter. The possibility was enough to get your nerves buzzing. Elle must have picked up on my tension, because she stopped talking about mozzarella sticks and started fidgeting with her seatbelt. Her voice dropped when she asked,
Starting point is 02:44:48 He's not really following us, right? I didn't answer. That was answer enough. I kept weaving through the backroads, but the truck mirrored every move, every turn, every lane change, every fake out. My hands were sweaty on the wheel, and my heart was pounding harder than I wanted to admit. I'm not the type who gets scared easily. But when someone is hunting you on the road like a predator, all bets are off. Finally, I made a split-second decision.
Starting point is 02:45:18 There's a Walmart not far from where we were, and I knew it had a back road where delivery trucks go to unload shipments. Not many people drive back there, which made it risky, but I figured if I could lose him on that road, we'd be safe. So I cranked the wheel and turned onto the Walmart road. No blinker, no hesitation. I floored it, hitting 80 on a stretch that should, should have been 25. Stop signs? Ignored. Lane markings didn't matter. My whole focus was on
Starting point is 02:45:48 shaking this guy. But every time I looked back, there he was. Still flashing his lights, still glued to my bumper. At this point, Elle finally noticed. She looked up from her phone, saw the truck in the rear view, and asked why he was tailgating so close. I didn't want to freak her out yet, so I just shrugged and said, probably some idiot who doesn't know how to drive. But the truth was, my stomach had already dropped. See, our area has a reputation. Crime rates are high, and every couple of months you hear rumors about gang initiations. New members proving themselves by running people off the road, forcing strangers to pull over, or even shooting them.
Starting point is 02:46:30 Whether all the stories were true or not, didn't matter. The possibility was enough to get your nerves buzzing. Elle must have picked up on my tension, because she stopped talking. about mozzarella sticks and started fidgeting with her seatbelt. Her voice dropped when she asked, He's not really following us, right? I didn't answer. That was answer enough. I kept weaving through the backroads, but the truck mirrored every move, every turn, every lane change, every fake out. My hands were sweaty on the wheel, and my heart was pounding harder than I wanted to admit. I'm not the type who gets scared easily, but when someone is hunting you on the road,
Starting point is 02:47:10 like a predator, all bets are off. Finally, I made a split-second decision. There's a Walmart not far from where we were, and I knew it had a back road where delivery trucks go to unload shipments. Not many people drive back there, which made it risky, but I figured if I could lose him on that road, we'd be safe. So I cranked the wheel and turned onto the Walmart road, no blinker, no hesitation. I floored it, hitting 80 on a stretch that should have been 25. Stop signs, ignored. Lane markings, didn't matter. My whole focus was on shaking this guy.
Starting point is 02:47:47 But every time I looked back, there he was. Still flashing his lights. Still glued to my bumper. At this point, Elle finally noticed. She looked up from her phone, saw the truck in the rear view, and asked why he was tailgating so close. I didn't want to freak her out yet, so I just shrugged and said,
Starting point is 02:48:06 probably some idiot who doesn't know how to drive. But the truth was, my stomach had already dropped. See, our area has a reputation. Crime rates are high, and every couple of months you hear rumors about gang initiations. New members proving themselves by running people off the road, forcing strangers to pull over, or even shooting them. Whether all the stories were true or not, didn't matter. The possibility was enough to get your nerves buzzing. Elle must have picked up on my tension, because she stopped talking about mozzarella sticks, because he's not really following us, right? I didn't answer.
Starting point is 02:48:44 That was answer enough. I kept weaving through the backroads, but the truck mirrored every move, every turn, every lane change, every fake-out. My hands were sweaty on the wheel, and my heart was pounding harder than I wanted to admit. I'm not the type who gets scared easily, but when someone is hunting you on the wheel, the road like a predator, all bets are off. Finally, I made a split-second decision. There's a Walmart not far from where we were, and I knew it had a back road where delivery trucks go to unload shipments. Not many people drive back there, which made it risky, but I figured if I could lose him on that road, we'd be safe. So I cranked the wheel and turned onto the Walmart road,
Starting point is 02:49:27 no blinker, no hesitation. I floored it, hitting 80 on a stretch that should have been 25. Stop signs, ignored. Lane markings, didn't matter. My whole focus was on shaking this guy. But every time I looked back, there he was. Still flashing his lights. Still glued to my bumper. At this point, Elle finally noticed.
Starting point is 02:49:50 She looked up from her phone, saw the truck in the rear view, and asked why he was tailgating so close. I didn't want to freak her out yet, so I just shrugged and said, probably some idiot who doesn't know how to drive. But the truth was, my stomach had already dropped. See, our area has a reputation.
Starting point is 02:50:10 Crime rates are high, and every couple of months you hear rumors about gang initiations. New members proving themselves by running people off the road, forcing strangers to pull over, or even shooting them. Whether all the stories were true or not, didn't matter. The possibility was enough to get your nerves buzzing. Elle must have picked up on my tension, because she stopped talking about mozzarella sticks, because he's not really following us, right? I didn't answer.
Starting point is 02:50:38 That was answer enough. I kept weaving through the backroads, but the truck mirrored every move, every turn, every lane change, every fake out. My hands were sweaty on the wheel, and my heart was pounding harder than I wanted to admit. I'm not the type who gets scared easily, but when someone is hunting you on the road like a predator,
Starting point is 02:51:00 all bets are off. Finally, I made a split-second decision. The BALCISION. Horror. Number three. The Balcony Stranger. Okay, so here's the deal. I'm a woman in my mid-20s, living in what I like to call one of those quiet, but not
Starting point is 02:51:17 too quiet neighborhoods. If you've ever lived in a mid-sized city, you know what I mean. The place isn't downtown, but it's close enough that you still hear traffic, sirens, and the occasional drunk yelling into the night. It's also just far enough away that you can trick yourself. into thinking it's safe. People walk their dogs after dark. Kids ride bikes during the day.
Starting point is 02:51:40 And most crime you hear about is just petty stuff like car break-ins or porch pirates. Nobody really thinks about anything worse happening here. So, me, I split my time between two jobs. My nine-to-five office gig pays the bills. But I also work evenings as a matri-dee at this really high-end restaurant in the city. The kind of place where guys propose over champagne, and people argue about wine pairings like it's life or death. Don't get me wrong, it pays well,
Starting point is 02:52:10 but it also means late nights, sore feet, and smiling through conversations with people who think they're more important than they really are. Anyway, it was a Sunday night. I just finished a long shift at the restaurant, and by the time I clocked out, it was close to 11 p.m. You know those nights when you're just done? Like, your brain's mush, your body's tired,
Starting point is 02:52:31 but your stomach is screaming at you because you skipped dinner? That was me. The last thing I wanted was to go home and cook something, so I decided to grab a bite across the street. The place across from my apartment is, how do I put this? A dive bar, but one of those dive bars that tries really hard not to admit it's a dive bar. It's cheap, the food is greasy in a comforting way, and the margaritas are actually decent if you're into something cold and strong after a shift. I wasn't dressed for a dive, though. I still had on my restaurant clothes. a fitted but conservative dress, black heels, and my hair pulled back neat because presentation is everything in that line of work. Picture me walking into a dimly lit bar in full fancy dinner service
Starting point is 02:53:16 mode while everyone else is in jeans, flannels, and banties. Yeah, I stuck out like a sore thumb. Now, here's something I always forget. Sunday nights at that bar are punk show nights. They have this back room where bands play, and it always draws a rowdy crowd. I think drunk 20-somethings, mosh pits, people spilling beer, and a general vibe of chaos. Normally, it doesn't bother me. I've lived across the street for years and seen my fair share of weird, drunk energy. But that night, that night, it mattered. I grabbed a seat at the bar, ordered my food and a margarita, and just zoned out.
Starting point is 02:53:55 Nothing unusual. People were laughing, yelling, music thumping faintly through the back wall. I was almost done eating when it happened. I felt my bar stool bump forward, like someone had leaned into it. At first I thought it was just the crowd, maybe someone trying to squeeze through. I turned around and saw this man, maybe ten or fifteen years older than me, standing way too close. He was tall, kind of lanky, wearing a red plaid jacket and one of those old-school newsboy caps like he thought he was starring in a period drama.
Starting point is 02:54:29 And he was smiling at me. Not the polite, oops my bad kind of smile. No. It was this weird, too wide grin that instantly made my skin crawl. I brushed it off, drunk guy, crowded bar, whatever, until I felt his hand on my back. Not a tap, not an accidental brush. He rubbed my back, soft, lingering, like we were old friends or something. My whole body went cold. I spun around a face. I spun around a few, face him, confused and annoyed. He just kept smiling. Now, I was already closing out my tab, so I figured, okay, just leave. I hopped down from the bar stool, but since I was in heels and trying to move fast, I stumbled a little. Immediately, he reached out, like he'd been waiting for that moment. You okay? He asked, voice smooth, like he was, oh, so concerned. I straightened up quick. Yeah, I'm fine. I only had two drinks. I'm not drunk. He leaned in, still smiling. Oh, no, I didn't think you were drunk. You just, you look so sweet, so innocent. I just wanted to make sure you're safe. Now,
Starting point is 02:55:43 listen, I've been hit on before, I've dealt with creeps before, but something about this guy was different, too familiar, too focused, like he wasn't just flirting, he was studying me. I forced a polite laugh. I'm fine, really. Then he hit me with, do you want me to walk you to your car? And here's where I made a mistake I will never make again. I didn't want to deal with him anymore. And without thinking, I said, actually, I live across the street. Big, huge mistake. His grin widened. He put his hands on my shoulders, gently like he thought that made it okay, and pulled me into a hug, A bear hug. I resisted, tried to pull away, but he just squeezed and whispered something about wanting me to feel protected. I shoved him off with a forced, whatever, good night, and hurried out.
Starting point is 02:56:38 The walk home took maybe a minute, uneventful, thank God. I locked my door, kicked off my heels, and honestly, I forgot about him. Just another drunk creep, right? Fast forward two days. It was late again, a little after midnight. I was sitting on my bed reading. No music, no TV, just me and my book. My room is on the second floor of a duplex, and I've got this balcony that faces the street. The balcony is one of my favorite parts of the apartment. Perfect for coffee in the mornings, perfect for people watching.
Starting point is 02:57:12 The only way to get up there, though, is through my bedroom or by climbing up from the street. And climbing up, not easy. You'd need strength, determination, and a reason. Anyway, my bed is positioned so I can see straight out onto the balcony through a big window. I usually keep the blinds open because I like the sun waking me up. Plus, the trees out front block most of the view from neighbors. So there I am, reading when I hear it, a muffled thump. At first I thought maybe it was a branch dropping or someone slamming a car door outside.
Starting point is 02:57:46 Then I heard the faint creak of footsteps on my balcony. My head whipped around so fast my neck cracked, and there he was. Plad jacket, newsboy cap, that same wide, unsettling smile. He was standing six feet from my window, waving at me, like he just dropped by for a casual visit. I froze. For half a second, my brain refused to process what I was seeing. Then survival mode kicked in. I bolted out of the room, through the back door, phone in hand. My fingers were shaking so bad I could barely dial, but muscle memory took over. I'd been through a home invasion once before. That's a story for another time, and my body knew exactly what to do. The cops showed up in five minutes. He was gone. I told them
Starting point is 02:58:40 everything. They gave me the usual spiel, lock your doors, keep pepper spray by the bed instead of your purse, stop telling strangers where you live. Yeah, lesson learned. Since then, my brain has not stopped spinning. What if he'd been up here before? Watching me through the window while I read or while I slept? What if that night wasn't the first time? What if he had a gun? He could have shot me through the glass, easy.
Starting point is 02:59:09 He could have smashed the window and been in my room in seconds. And here's the part that really messes with me. I've had moments before when I thought I was being watched. Just little feelings. shiver, the urge to grants outside. I always brushed it off as paranoia. Now, I'm not so sure. Needless to say, my blinds stay shut now. The end. The Golden Arizona Sun, still a gentle warmth rather than a scorching blaze, streamed through the windows of the Mesa home as both Ella and Tanya stirred awake at precisely 8 a.m. The air was already alive with the comforting sounds of a
Starting point is 02:59:47 bustling morning. From the kitchen, the clatter of pans and the rich aroma of something delicious signaled that Priscilla was on breakfast duty, while the familiar hiss and gurgle of a coffee maker confirmed Mary's contribution to the morning ritual. The kids, blessed their independent little hearts, were already engrossed in their own worlds, a peaceful hum of youthful energy. Good morning, sleepy heads. Mary's voice, warm and bright, carried from the kitchen, quickly followed by Priscilla's equally cheerful, wonderful good morning. Ella and Tanya mumbled their hello's back, still blinking away sleep. Just then, Ella was seized by a sudden urge, letting out two truly colossal sneezes that rattled
Starting point is 03:00:29 on her pajamas. God bless you, Mary called out instantly, ever the attentive host. Thank you, Ella managed, wiping her chin. As Ella settled back down, Mary's keen sense of smell picked up on something peculiar. It was a bizarre blend, the sharp, clean tang of Lysol-citrus sparkle zest multi-surface cleaner, surprisingly mixed with the cloying sweetness of honey, and a faint undercurrent of stale breath. But beneath it all, the most prominent note was undeniably ammonia. Mary filed the observation away, a quiet curiosity.
Starting point is 03:01:06 Richard is at work, and I'm really swamped with the kids today, Priscilla announced, a hint of harried exhaustion in her voice. Don't you worry, Mary chimed in, ever the problem solver. I'll take the girls around Phoenix today. Give you a break. Tanya, who had been quietly listening, suddenly exploded with unbridled joy. She bounced up and down, a human pogo stick, her excitement contagious. Breakfast was a quick, lively affair, followed by a flurry of getting dressed.
Starting point is 03:01:39 All right, ladies, Mary announced, keys jingling in her hand. Tell me where you want to go. I'll take you. They piled into Mary's reliable Honda Civic. Ella, Ever the Shopper, declared her ambition to visit all the malls in Phoenix. Tanya, still buzzing with enthusiasm, readily agreed to be, submissive, and follow Ella's lead. Excellent, Mary nodded, starting the car. We'll begin with Superstition Springs Center Mall.
Starting point is 03:02:10 It's not a far drive. True to her word, the drive was short. They parked near Dillard's, a beacon for serious shoppers. I'll be doing some shopping here, Mary informed them as they stepped inside the cool, conditioned air of the mall. As they walked around, Ella couldn't shake the feeling that superstition spring center almost felt like the shops at Salona. Their exploration led them to JCPenny, where a new mission was born, to ride every elevator and escalator in the mall. They giggled and posed, enjoying the novelty of the mechanical ascents and descents. At one point, Tanya, inspired by their elevator adventures, decided she needed a selfie in one of the gleaming cars.
Starting point is 03:02:54 Just as she was framing the shot, the doors opened, and a group of people piled in. Suddenly, a gruff voice cut through their fun. What is this clown doing? A ripple of giggles and outright laughter followed. We're taking a selfie, Ella stated, a touch of defensiveness in her voice. You two look weird, taking a picture of an elevator, the man sneered, prompting more laughter from his companions. Tanya's face fell.
Starting point is 03:03:24 Well, that wasn't very nice, she mumbled. Ella nodded in agreement, a sour taste forming in her mouth. Her initial impression of Phoenix was quickly shifting, it didn't seem like a very friendly place. Still, they shrugged it off, determined not to let it ruin their day. They browsed a few more stores, looked around, and before long, they were done. Mary was patiently waiting for them, her shopping bags in hand. Next stop, Chandler Fashion Center. As they drove, Tanya recounted the rude encounter at Superstition Springs Mall.
Starting point is 03:04:01 Mary listened patiently, then offered a pragmatic response. Don't take it personally, girls. People in East Mesa, in general, can be pretty mean. Chandler Fashion Center was a welcome change. They liked this mall much better. They repeated their ritual, riding all the elevators and escalators, walking every store. This time, there were no rude comments, just an odd frequency of people saying, excuse me, for no apparent reason, a minor quirk rather than an offense. Their final destination was the Grand Scottsdale Fashion Square. Before diving into the mall, they stopped for lunch in downtown Scottsdale.
Starting point is 03:04:44 Ella, ever hopeful, tried to smile at others they passed, but she noticed a consistent lack of return smiles. People seemed to avoid eye contact, their faces often said in neutral, unapproachable expressions. At Scottsdale Fashion Square, they truly settled in. Five hours melted away. in a blur of shopping, riding every available lift, and exploring every nook and cranny. It took up most of their afternoon. Finally, exhausted but happy, they decided to stop for ice cream. As they sat at their table, savoring the cool treat, Tanya voiced her accumulated observations.
Starting point is 03:05:24 You know, Ella, Phoenix is just not a friendly or kind metro. Everyone seems really rude and snobby, and people just say really snarky comments. Ella nodded, swirling her spoon in her melting cone. I noticed the lack of education amongst the locals, too. I really don't like the people here, she admitted, then added, but it's still much better than El Paso. She recalled an incident, someone even sarcastically commented on my hair earlier. See. Tanya pressed.
Starting point is 03:05:57 People just aren't kind here. Ella sighed, a thought pulling at her. I really want to see Dallas. Tanya's eyes lit up. Oh, me too. Remember how much friendlier Dallas felt. They finished their ice cream, the conversation solidifying their shared impression of the Phoenix Metro. Their day at Fashion Square was complete.
Starting point is 03:06:22 Find out where they will go next soon. To be continued. Back in the summer of 1983, Singapore was hit by a chilling wave of violence that nobody saw coming. It all started with a guy named S.E.K. Kim Wah, a young man with a deeply troubled past. See, S.E.K. had it rough growing up. Bullied constantly, emotionally abandoned by his parents, and carrying scars no one ever really noticed. He didn't just get picked on in school, his bullies used to strangle him for fun. Yeah, literally choke him out like it was some kind of game. That trauma stuck with him, twisted his mind, and eventually,
Starting point is 03:07:02 eventually shaped how he'd decide to kill. Fast forward to June 1983. S.E.K. was about to make headlines for all the wrong reasons. He had somehow managed to get his hands on a rifle, which he stole from a military camp. Armed and dangerous, he roamed the city until he spotted a couple sitting inside their car. He walked up, pointed the rifle at them, and demanded everything they had. terrified, the couple handed over their valuables, probably hoping that it'd be enough to make him go away. But S.E.K. had other plans. He didn't want to leave witnesses, people who could later identify him. So he did what his bullies used to do to him. Only this time, he was the one doing the strangling. And he didn't stop. The couple never made it out alive. That was just the
Starting point is 03:07:54 beginning. In July, just a month later, S.EK teamed up with a friend named NYU Kochmeng, a Malaysian guy who had no idea what kind of psychopath he was dealing with. They plotted to rob a house, pure and simple. At least, that's what NYU thought. Just a regular break-in, grab the cash and bounce. But S-E-K had darker intentions. Much darker. So they break into this house, and as planned, NYU keeps watch over the hostages while S.E.K. goes off into another room. But what NYU didn't know was that S.E.K. had already slipped into killer mode. In that room, S.E.K. started his murderous spree. First, he tried to strangle one of the hostages. When that didn't work fast enough and the guy was still clinging to life,
Starting point is 03:08:45 SEC grabbed a wooden stool and beat him to death. Blood everywhere. Then, as if that wasn't enough, he strangled the other two hostages right there in the house. Cold. Calculated. Brutal. When NYU finally went to check on S.E.K., he walked into a nightmare. The bodies, the blood, the horror, it hit him like a truck.
Starting point is 03:09:10 NYU panicked. He didn't scream or fight. He just slammed the door shut, locked it, and bolted. At that point, S.E.K. knew the gig was up. He'd been exposed. There was no cleaning this up, no walking away. So he did the only thing he could, he ran. NYU, still in shock, went back to the remaining hostages.
Starting point is 03:09:35 He untied them and told them to call the police. Maybe that was his way of redeeming himself. Maybe he just wanted to stop the madness. Either way, the hostages ran out to get help, and NYU was left alone, trying to figure out what to do next. He thought about ending it all right there. He picked up the rifle, planning to shoot himself, but he had no clue how to use the thing.
Starting point is 03:10:02 So instead, he ran too. By the time the cops and the special forces showed up, the place was empty. Just bodies and chaos left behind. But the investigation didn't take long to gain momentum. While going through the house, the police found something crucial, a map. And not just any map, one that NYU had accidentally left behind. It marked out where
Starting point is 03:10:27 SEC lived. Talk about a dumb move, but it was the break the cops needed. Six days later, they had SEC in cuffs. Meanwhile, NYU, racked with guilt and fear, turned himself in. He walked into a police station and confessed everything. The surviving hostages backed up his story too. They told the cops that NYU didn't kill anyone, that he was shocked by what he saw, and that he even helped save them. When it all went to trial, the courts believed NYU's side. He was convicted of armed robbery, sure, but they spared him from the death penalty. Instead, he got life in prison in six strokes of the cane, which is no joke, by the way. That punishment leaves a mark, physically and mentally. S. E.K., on the other hand, didn't get off so easy.
Starting point is 03:11:20 He was found guilty of multiple murders and sentence to death. No second chances. No way out. But here's the craziest part, S.E.K. didn't even flinch. No tears, no regret. He straight up told people, dying in the gallows will be thrilling. Like it was some kind of finale he was looking forward to. In 1988, the state made good on that sentence.
Starting point is 03:11:48 S.K. Kim Waugh was hanged at China. prison. His body was cremated and his ashes were placed in a Taoist temple. And with that, Singapore had officially seen the end of its first serial killer. As for NYU Kok Meng, life inside was long and heavy. But in 2005, after more than two decades behind bars, he was released and quietly returned to Malaysia. He didn't make any public statements. Just vanished back into the crowd, likely trying to live out whatever peace he could find after being part of something so horrific. Years passed. The city moved on, but those murders were never really forgotten. They became part of Singapore's dark history, something whispered about but rarely talked about
Starting point is 03:12:34 out loud. That is, until 2022, when the story found its way back into the spotlight. A crime Docuceries called Inside Crime Scene aired an episode titled Inside the Mind of a Serial Killer. In it, actor Josh Lim played S.E.K. Kim Waugh, reenacting the twisted story for a new generation. The episode pulled no punches. It showed the trauma, the violence, the fear. And maybe most importantly, it tried to explain how someone like S.E.K. could turn into what he became. Not to excuse it, but to understand it. Because if there's anything this case taught people, it's that monsters don't always start out that way. Sometimes, they're made.
Starting point is 03:13:20 In the end, the story of S.E.K. Kim Wa and NYU Koch Meng is more than just a string of crimes. It's a glimpse into a broken mind and the wreckage it left behind. It's about choices, consequences, and how far someone can fall when no one's there to catch them. And that's the terrifying legacy of the Seal Tar killings and the Andrews. Road murders, Singapore's brush with pure evil, wrapped in the story of a young man who was once just another kid in school, trying to survive. But some wounds never heal. And sometimes, they kill. The end. Horror. Number one. I'm 26 now, but this happened exactly a year ago to the day, and I still think about it more often than I'd like to admit. Picture it, a house party in
Starting point is 03:14:09 rural Connecticut, the kind of place where GPS gives up halfway down the road and your phone signal turns into no service like it's mocking you. A family friend of ours was throwing this big college graduation bash for their daughter. And when I say big, I mean it looked like they had invited her entire graduating class, their plus ones, and possibly a few random strangers just for fun. The house itself, unreal. Two stories of polished wood floors, those fancy crown moldings that make you feel like you should be sipping tea with your pinky out, and balconies off every upstairs bedroom like something from a movie where the main character dramatically stares at the moon. Not only that, two full-sized kitchens, because apparently
Starting point is 03:14:56 one isn't enough, and the whole thing sat on several dozen acres of mostly open land. I'm talking wide rolling fields, patches of forest at the edges, and that soft kind of summer grass you just want to lie down in. At the time, I was about four months pregnant, which meant two things. My feet hated me. My social battery died faster than an old flip phone. So, after a couple of hours of smiling, nodding, and pretending I knew who half these people were, I felt the exhaustion creeping in. Not just the, I need to sit kind of tired. More like, if I don't sit down now, I might actually keel over and become part of the decor. I told my husband I was heading upstairs to rest, and he came along, probably relieved for an
Starting point is 03:15:44 excuse to escape the noise. We ended up in one of the bedrooms facing the backyard. Across the hall, I could hear a group of younger kids, middle school age, maybe, shouting at a video game like their lives depended on it. I laid down on the bed, and my husband sat beside me, rubbing one hand gently over my belly while sipping from one of several craft beers he had brought up. Since I couldn't drink, he was giving me the play-by-play like some kind of beer commentator. About ten minutes into our quiet little escape, he started massaging my feet. Let me tell you, when you're pregnant, there is nothing in this world more glorious than someone rubbing your swollen feet. I swear I could have married him all over again in that moment.
Starting point is 03:16:27 While I was melting into the bed, my eyes drifted lazily over the room, and then I saw it. On the table beneath the TV, something caught my attention, a flat-head screwdriver. Weird, right? Not just weird, wrong. It wasn't shiny and new, like you might expect in a tidy, upscale home. This thing looked ancient, rusty, with bits of dry dirt clinging to it, like it had been left outside for years. It was pretty. perched awkwardly, practically hanging off the edge of the table. Something about it didn't fit. The rest of the room was immaculate, like it had been staged for a magazine photo, and here was this grimy old tool, looking like it had crawled in from another world. I didn't say anything to my
Starting point is 03:17:15 husband, though. Why? Because, well, he was rubbing my feet. You don't interrupt that kind of magic unless the house is actually on fire. Another ten minutes passed. Then, Bang! A massive explosion of sound erupted just outside the balcony door, followed by a shower of red sparks. Fireworks. Someone had decided it was the perfect moment to start a backyard light show. The kids across the hall went from loud to ear-splitting, shouting over the noise and dropping curse words like they were in a Tarantino movie. My husband stood, walked to the door, and poked his head into the hallway, telling them to keep it down. And that's when it happened.
Starting point is 03:17:57 I turned my head toward the balcony and froze. There, just outside, partly hidden around the corner, was half a face. Pale skin, lit by the glow of green fireworks, a shadowy body outlined against the night sky. The man, because it was definitely a man, was watching me. I screamed for my husband. In one smooth, silent motion, the man stepped forward, turned the knob, and walked into the the bedroom like he owned the place. If you've ever seen Brandon Lee and the crow, you can picture him. Tall, thin, cheekbones so sharp they could probably cut glass, long, greasy black hair falling over his face. He was wearing tattered black clothing and heavy boots that looked like they'd been through a war. Without so much as glancing at me, he strode to the table,
Starting point is 03:18:51 grabbed the screwdriver, and stepped back onto the balcony. It happened so fast, maybe five, seconds, but it was enough for my husband to turn around, see him, and yell, who the fuck? The man looked over the balcony railing, then leapt down, two stories, and walked calmly across the yard. My husband bolted outside after him, shouting, but the man disappeared around the side of the house. Sixty people were in the backyard, but their eyes were glued to the fireworks, and the music was so loud they didn't hear us screaming. We ran downstairs and told the home. We ran downstairs and told the homeowners. They were drunk, like happy, sloshy, can't take anything seriously drunk, and brushed it off. When we suggested calling the cops, they waved us off like we were offering
Starting point is 03:19:39 them an after-dinner mint. Back upstairs, my husband checked the balcony lock, broken from the outside. We told a few sober friends, then left. To this day, we don't know who he was. My husband thinks he might have been the daughter's dealer since it was her room. Personally, I don't care who he was. All I know is that he had been out there for at least 20 minutes watching us through the glass. If he'd wanted to, well, the screwdriver was in his hand. We've never gone back to that house. Number two.
Starting point is 03:20:15 I grew up in a small town tucked deep in the forest, the kind of place where everyone knows everyone's business, but somehow still pretends they don't. In second grade, my best friend, let's call her Celia, started telling me strange things about her house. The first thing she showed me was in her unfinished basement, a hole in the wall. The basement walls were made of rough cinder block, cold and dusty, but one section looked wrong. The hole was small at first, just enough to stick a finger into, but the bricks around it looked like they were crumbling outward, as if something was slowly pushing from the other side. Do your parents know, I asked. They weren't worried, she said,
Starting point is 03:20:59 shrugging like it was no big deal. Fast forward to fourth or fifth grade, and the hole had grown deeper. We could stick our arms in almost up to the shoulder, and no matter how far we reached, we couldn't feel the end. It was like it led into nothing, or something. That's when Celia told me about the voices. She swore she could hear whispering from the basement. mostly from that hole. I never heard anything myself, but we were only ten, and when your best friend tells you something creepy, you believe them. Her family was unusual. They had an absurd number of animals, six cats, multiple dogs, rabbits, lizards, frogs, snails, fish, you name it. Around the time the voices started, we noticed some of the tats and dogs would vanish,
Starting point is 03:21:48 only to be found later in the basement, standing right in front of the hole, staring at it. They had never liked going down there before. Celia became convinced something was living in the walls, using the hole to peek into the house. I wasn't as terrified as she was, yet, but I couldn't deny something was wrong. At school, she was anxious all the time. Teachers noticed, kids noticed, the adults all decided she was just upset because her older sister had gone off to college. Then came the night that changed everything. It was winter break, and I was spending the weekend at her house. Celia's room was full of stuffed animals, big ones, small
Starting point is 03:22:30 ones, the kind you win at a carnival, the kind you buy at gift shops. We fell asleep in her bed. When we woke up, every stuffed animal in the room was facing us, even the ones on top of her tall wardrobe. I'm a light sleeper, and there was no way Celia could have moved them without me waking. We put them all back where they belonged and didn't tell her parents. The next night, we woke up in the dark to the sound of creaking, wooden floorboards directly beneath us. In our 10-year-old brilliance, we leaned over the side of the bed to look. Right as we did, one of the floorboards slammed back into place. We shot upright, clutching each other, sobbing in terror. The next morning, I called my parents to come get me. I never stayed at her house again. That summer, my family moved
Starting point is 03:23:22 far away. I saw Celia twice after that. Then nothing. It's been over a decade, and I still wonder. To be continued, horror. I've only laid eyes on her twice since that whole weird thing happened, and honestly, those two times were more than 10 years ago now. Since then, radio silence. Not a phone call, not a random message, nothing. And even though life has kept me busy, there's always been this tiny corner in my brain that wonders, what actually happened to her?
Starting point is 03:23:56 It's not like she and her family just vanished. As far as I know, her folks are still living in that exact same house. I've driven past it a few times over the years. windows still intact, mailbox still crooked in the same way it always was. It's almost eerie how normal it looks, considering what I remember from back then. People I've told about it over the years usually jump straight to, oh, that must have been paranormal, like it has to be ghosts or some kind of spirit. I guess I can't blame them.
Starting point is 03:24:27 It's an easy explanation when you can't think of a logical one. But I never liked labeling it as haunted. I even left my own theories out whenever I told the story, because honestly, the scariest part isn't what happened. It's the fact that I still don't know why it happened. If you push me for my theory, though, here's the one I've been nursing for years. I think there was a man, or maybe even a group of people, living in the walls of her house. Yeah, you heard me. In the walls. That weird little hole we found in the basement, I'm convinced it was like their personal peephole so they could watch and listen in on what was going on down there. If no one was in the basement, I think they'd crawl out
Starting point is 03:25:11 from whatever crawl space they had and sneak around the house. Those stuffed animals that suddenly appeared, that wasn't random. That was someone disturbed, someone who wanted to mess with our heads, like leaving little breadcrumbs of creepiness just to see our reactions. Then there was that one night, the floor board shifting. I swear, it might have been some kind of crude way to check if we were asleep. Since I only saw one board move, I don't think that was their doorway into the room or anything. More like they had multiple little vantage points all over the house, and they knew exactly when it was safe to move. So, nope, no ghosts in my opinion. In a weird, twisted way, that makes it so much worse. Fast forward to last October. Totally different situation, but the same uncomfortable gut feelings.
Starting point is 03:26:05 My boyfriend and I were headed from Washington State all the way down to Texas. The reason wasn't some romantic let's go start a new life thing. It was because his great uncle had passed away and, surprisingly, left him a decent chunk of land in his will. We're talking several dozen acres. That's a lot of dirt to suddenly inherit. We flew down to check. We flew down to check. it out, to see if it was worth keeping or if we should just sell the whole thing and run back home. Turns out, it was basically a big, open patch of dry ground with some pretty hills in the distance. No buildings, no fences, no trees, just dirt and a view. It wasn't exactly screaming live here forever. The plan we came up with was to sell off most of it, keep a smaller
Starting point is 03:26:50 section, and build a little house there. Nothing fancy, just something we could live in during the winter months and maybe rent out during summer. So that's what we did. The house got built, we flew back down to Texas, and we moved in for the rest of that winter. For the first week, things were calm, almost boring. Then one evening, we were sitting on our porch when this dusty old pickup truck rattled its way up the driveway. It had deer antlers mounted right on top of the cab, like some kind of backwoods hood ornament. Outsteps this middle-aged couple, friendly smiles, casual body language. They introduced themselves like their old friends of the family,
Starting point is 03:27:32 saying they used to be neighbors of my boyfriend's great-uncle. They even brought a 12-pack of Shiner Beer, which they handed over like it was some kind of welcome to the neighborhood starter pack. Now, I'm not from Texas. Where I grew up, people don't just roll up to strangers' houses uninvited with beer. My first thought was, okay, bold move. But my boyfriend didn't seem bothered. We didn't know anyone in the area anyway, so making friends sounded better than making enemies.
Starting point is 03:28:02 They said their names were Rubin and Charlotte Wallace, and they started telling us stories about hunting trips with Uncle Trevor, including this one bit about shooting the heads off snakes like it was a party trick. They were polite enough, but something about them just didn't click with me. My boyfriend, though, seemed to enjoy their company. So when they invited us over for dinner the next night? He said, sure, before even look in my way. I bit my tongue, but I wasn't thrilled. The following evening, we drove out to their place. It was way farther than I expected, deep into the countryside, surrounded by endless flat land. Their farmhouse was old, not charming old, more like this place has survived too many hurricanes old. Charlotte met us
Starting point is 03:28:49 at the door, and immediately the smell hit me. Cigarettes, smoke mixed with something stale and rotten, like the house itself was slowly decaying from the inside. Every room I could see into had three things in common. At least one American flag, at least one gun somewhere in sight, and at least one mounted animal head on the wall. It was like stepping into a combination hunting lodge and political shrine. We sat down to eat, right next to their wide-open sliding patio door. Bugs flew in like they'd been in. invited too. The meal was beans and what they said was venison, but I wasn't buying it. I'd had venison before. This tasted off, and I'm pretty sure it was undercooked. At first, the conversation was
Starting point is 03:29:38 casual enough. Then it got weird. Ruben started asking about my boyfriend's great-uncle's old house, what was in it, if he'd ever mentioned certain belongings, if there were valuables. He wasn't subtle either. The longer it went on, the more uneasy I felt. Charlotte, meanwhile, was just staring at me, not glancing, staring, barely blinking. Every bite she took showed flashes of grayish teeth. I excused myself, pretending I wanted a cigarette. Charlotte told me I could just smoke at the table, but I was already halfway out the door. Truth was, I didn't smoke at all.
Starting point is 03:30:18 I just needed to signal to my boyfriend that I wanted out of there. Their backyard stretched out into a field, and I wandered around heading toward a shed. My plan was to take some sunset pictures with my phone, so it wouldn't look suspicious. Then I smelled it. Coming from the shed, this rancid gut-punch smell, like a dumpster that's been left in the sun for a year. I gagged, but went closer. On one side of the shed, there was this pile of shoes, 15, maybe 20 pairs, sneakers, cowboy boots, all different sizes. Some were so weathered and dusty that you could barely tell what color they used to be. My stomach tightened. I pushed open the shed door. Inside, piles of clothes,
Starting point is 03:31:06 hats, backpacks, strewn everywhere like someone had dumped out the contents of a hundred thrift store donation bins. The wooden floor was covered in dark stains, and I realized they formed trails leading out the door, like things, or people, had been dragged. I stumbled back, and that's when Charlotte appeared behind me, silent as a shadow. She said something like, now why'd you go poking around in there? That's when I noticed she had a serrated knife in her hand. Lucky for me, I used to teach self-defense. I didn't think twice. I drove the heel of my hand up into her nose. There was a crack, blood everywhere. I screamed for my boyfriend. He came running. I kicked the knife across the dirt and yelled for him to run. We bolted to the car, tore backward out of their driveway. Ruben appeared on the
Starting point is 03:32:01 porch with a rifle and fired. Missed, thank God. By the time he tried for a second shot, we were already on the road. We didn't go back home. We went straight to the police station in town. I gave my statement and officers headed out there. Over the radio, we heard gunfire. Rubin was killed in the shootout. Charlotte, gone. Vanished. Turns out, Rubin and Charlotte Wallace weren't real names. They were fugitives wanted for multiple attempted murders in Arizona. They apparently patrolled the border and shot at migrants, then brought bodies back to their property to dispose of them. Uncle Trevor had known, and he'd been blackmailing them to keep quiet. And the meat they served us? I can't prove it, but in my gut, I'm almost certain it wasn't dear. Charlotte's never been found, and I pray to every higher power
Starting point is 03:32:57 that I never see her again. The end. Horror. Family, spirits, and a lifetime of strange encounters. You know how some families pass down recipes or old furniture? Well, mind passes down weird stories about the supernatural. We're Native American, and while we're not exactly religious in the usual sense, no formal church, no weekly sermons, we've always been deeply spiritual. Our beliefs are woven into everything, how we treat the earth, how we speak to each other, and maybe most importantly, how we listen to our dreams. In our tradition, if you have a dream,
Starting point is 03:33:43 involving a friend or a family member, you don't just shrug it off and move on. Nope. You tell them about it. It doesn't matter if it feels random, embarrassing, or just plain strange, it could be important. Dreams to us aren't just your brain's late-night Netflix. They're like postcards from the spiritual realm. And sometimes those postcards are warnings. And in my family, we've had some pretty intense proof that ignoring a dream might not be the smartest idea.
Starting point is 03:34:21 My mother's warning. One of the most famous stories in our family starts with my mom. She once had this vivid, unsettling dream about her sister, my aunt. In the dream, my aunt was wasting away right before her eyes. her skin pale, her body fragile. And then, suddenly, she was on the floor of her own living room choking, gasping for air. Mom woke up in a cold sweat, her heart pounding like she'd run a marathon. The next morning, she didn't hesitate. She called my aunt immediately and told her about the dream. Now, my aunt's the type who doesn't get spooked easily. She didn't think much of it at first,
Starting point is 03:35:06 but she agreed to see a doctor just in case. She also asked a family friend who happened to know his way around household repairs to come over and check the house. Turns out, my mom's dream wasn't just creepy. It might have saved my aunt's life. The friend discovered a crack in the oven, and sure enough, a small but steady stream of gas was leaking out. It wasn't enough to be obvious, but over time,
Starting point is 03:35:36 it could have built up to something deadly. If mom had brushed the dream aside and said nothing, well, let's just say my aunt might not be here to tell her own ghost stories today. The Red-Eyed Man and My brother's crib. My own first brush with the Strange came when I was little. I used to have this recurring nightmare, and I mean recurring, like clockwork, about a tall, shadowy man with glowing red eyes. He'd come into my room at night, not saying a word, and stand over my baby brother's crib.
Starting point is 03:36:12 It terrified me. Every time it happened, I'd bolt out of bed and sprint to my parents' room, practically screaming before I even reached the door. I'd shake, cry, and blurt out the same thing. He's in my room again! After a few nights of this, my parents decided to move my brother's crib into their room. I think they assumed I was just having nightmares, but they wanted to keep me calm. and maybe deep down they didn't want to take any chances.
Starting point is 03:36:40 Then about a week later, something happened that I'll never forget. There was a massive storm that night. At some point, lightning must have hit a transformer or something because our power went out. The sudden darkness woke me up, and right then there was a loud pop. The light fixture in my bedroom ceiling had exploded. Shards of glass and little fiery sparks
Starting point is 03:37:05 rainbound exactly where my brother's crib used to be. I sat up frozen. My mind caught between fear and disbelief. If my brother's crib had still been there, he could have been hurt badly. A story from my grandfather. After that, my grandfather pulled me aside and told me something that gave me chills.
Starting point is 03:37:30 When he was a kid, his family lived in a one-room house. He used to dream about a dark figure eerily similar to mine standing over his baby brother's cradle. Unlike me, though, he never told anyone. He didn't think it mattered. One night without warning, his baby brother suffocated in his sleep. Grandpa's voice got quiet when he said that. Like even decades later, he still wondered if telling someone could have changed what happened. So yeah, in my family, we take dreams seriously. Maybe it's all coincidence, but if it is,
Starting point is 03:38:09 it's a string of coincidences that's way too extreme for me to ignore. The boutique incident. Fast forward to me as a teenager. I was about 16 or 17, living in Arkansas and working at this cute little local boutique. At first, it was just a normal job, folding clothes, greeting customers,
Starting point is 03:38:31 restocking shelves, but something about that place felt off from the very beginning. Whenever I worked alone, I'd get this heavy, oppressive feeling in my chest. Sometimes it felt like someone was glaring at me from across the store, even when I knew I was the only one there. I chalked it up to paranoia, you know, the way your brain plays tricks on you when the store is too quiet. But then things started happening.
Starting point is 03:39:00 It started small. Doors slamming when there was no breeze, faint sounds of children laughing or talking, items not being where I left them. I'd try to laugh it off, but the feeling in my gut got worse every time. One Sunday morning, I was working with Ava, a good friend from high school. Sundays were slow, so we spent a lot of time just chatting behind the counter. Near the checkout area, there were these big shelves holding glass. jars, some a foot wide, some nearly two feet wide, with heavy glass lids. I was leaning against one of the white pillars, mid-conversation with Ava, when out of nowhere one of those
Starting point is 03:39:42 lids flew off. I'm not exaggerating. It didn't just fall. It launched toward me and smashed into the pillar inches from my head. Glass went everywhere, in my hair, on my clothes, all over the floor. For a second, we were too stunned to move. Then Ava screamed, and that broke the spell. We bolted for the front door, not caring that we were covered in glass splinters. As we ran out, I swear, we both heard it. There was this deep, guttural growl echoing from inside the store. We stood on the sidewalk, shaking and crying, trying to catch our breath.
Starting point is 03:40:21 People driving by probably thought we'd been robbed or something. It took hours before we worked up the nerve to go back in and clean up. Even then, we did it fast, barely speaking. I prayed over that place more than once after that, and not long after, I left for college. Grandma's house. Then there's my grandmother's house in a quiet suburb of Salt Lake City. She and my grandfather bought it back in the 1960s, right after having their first child. According to Grandma, she knew immediately that the place was haunted.
Starting point is 03:40:58 She could feel it the moment she walked in, but it wasn't the kind of haunting that made her want to run screaming. It was different. Over the years, she had more kids, and the house became the center of our family life. Holidays, birthdays, reunions, it all happened there. Some of us even lived there temporarily when life got rough. Most of my family members have experienced something in that house, footsteps in empty rooms, doors, opening on their own, but it was almost always harmless. Almost. The basement incident. My grandfather passed away in 1999, and a few months later, Grandma was in the kitchen washing dishes. Out of nowhere, she felt this overwhelming urge to leave the house. She later told me she was certain it was my grandfather trying to warn her. Before she could react, she felt something grab her from behind,
Starting point is 03:41:57 hard and start dragging her toward the basement door. There was no one else in the house. Groundma's tough, but she said it was like wrestling with an invisible bodybuilder. She managed to break free, gripping the kitchen table like her life depended on it. Then, just as suddenly as it began, it stopped. The air went still. The silence felt heavier than the struggle itself. The Girl in the Basement. That wasn't the only weird thing in that house. Grandma also talked about a little ghost girl who lived in the basement. Unlike the thing that grabbed her, the girl seemed harmless, even playful.
Starting point is 03:42:40 Sometimes she'd pull blankets off, Grandma, in the middle of the night, or hide little objects around the house. She'd giggle while doing it, so Grandma always knew it was her. My mom actually saw her once, or at least saw something. She was down in the basement doing laundry when she noticed a faint hazy outline of a small figure. Nervously, she said, hello, and the haze vanished. The Chandelier Years later, I was sitting at that same kitchen table with my mom and two friends, Brad and Ashley. We didn't have money to go out, so we decided to hang at Grandma's house.
Starting point is 03:43:20 Mom and I started telling them some of the family's ghost stories. Brad and Ashley were listening, skeptical but entertained, until we got to the part about the thing that had attacked Grandma. Right as Mom finished the story, the chandelier above the table exploded. Glass rained down everywhere, bouncing off the table and scattering across the floor. None of us were seriously hurt,
Starting point is 03:43:48 but we all stared at each other in stunned silence. Then we stood up and left. Left. Fast. Horror. The Wednesday visitors. I've heard people say that Switzerland is peaceful, quiet towns, snowy mountains, and postcard perfect chalets where nothing scary ever happens. Well, I can tell you right now, that's not entirely true. I'm 22, born and raised in Switzerland, and I've lived here long enough to know that not every beautiful mountain hides a friendly story. One of my aunts owns this old house way up in an isolated mountain range near the Simplon Pass, you know, the kind of place that's stunning in the day, and absolutely eerie once the sun drops.
Starting point is 03:44:37 When I was a kid, we'd go there on weekend trips. I loved those weekends, the crisp air, the giant rolling fields, and that fresh smell you only get in high altitudes. We'd go hiking, drink hot chocolate, watch snow falling from the wide wooden balcony, it was perfect, except for one little family tradition. The running joke was that we could never, under any circumstances, stay there past the weekend because that's when the ghost family comes back. Everyone would laugh when they said it. It was like a quirky Halloween-style thing to tell the kids.
Starting point is 03:45:15 Sure, it gave me goosebumps as a little boy, but I thought it was just a spooky bedtime story adults told for fun. Turns out, it wasn't. The reveal. Fast forward to my early twenties. I'd been itching for a short break with friends. Nothing fancy, just a few days away from the city to drink, ski, and forget that adulthood existed. That's when I thought of my aunt's mountain house.
Starting point is 03:45:41 So I called her up and asked, Hey, think I could borrow the place for a week with some friends? There was this long pause on the phone. Then she said, You can, but you can. can't stay on Wednesday. I laughed and said, oh, the ghost family thing? You still tell that story? Except, she didn't laugh. Instead, she told me to come over so she could explain properly. When I got there, she made tea and sat me down like she was about to tell me something serious, the kind of serious where you lean in without realizing it. And then she said,
Starting point is 03:46:16 that ghost family story, it's not a joke. Every Wednesday night, the house, is visited. I think they're the original owners, from back when the property was first settled in the 1850s. Now, my aunt isn't the type to make stuff up. She's sharp, grounded, the no-nonsense type, but still, a ghost family that only shows up on Wednesdays, it sounded like something out of a bad horror movie. She kept talking. The neighbors, she said, had seen the lights turning on and off in the house on Wednesday nights when nobody was there. They'd heard she. shouting, crying, things banging around inside. She herself had seen shadowy figures moving from room to room, always staring at her, always with that same look, the kind that makes you feel like you've
Starting point is 03:47:05 barged into someone else's home without knocking. I raised an eyebrow and said, So what? They have a strict schedule? They just take the rest of the week off? She didn't even smile. I don't stay there on Wednesdays, ever. You shouldn't either. Why I didn't listen. Here's the thing about me. I've been an atheist all my life. No ghosts, no spirits, no afterlife. I figured it's all people misinterpreting creaky floors and weird shadows. So, when she finished, I nodded politely, but inside I was rolling my eyes. I even laughed, which, in hindsight, makes me feel like a bit of a jerk. I figured maybe age and living alone in the mountains had made her overly superstitious.
Starting point is 03:47:51 Besides, a haunting that only happens one day a week? Come on. So I kept asking if I could borrow the place, and eventually she said yes, but not with a reluctant sigh, like she was giving me the keys to a car that didn't have any brakes. The first two days. My friends and I, that's me, my girlfriend and another couple, packed the car on Monday morning. Skis, snowboards, beer, way too much junk food, and a Bluetooth speaker, for blasting music. By the time we wound up the mountain road and saw the chalet, my aunt's ghost warning was the last thing on my mind. Monday night was perfect. We lit a bonfire out back, drank until we were laughing at nothing, and played music loud enough to scare away any wolves. Tuesday was more of the same, but with skiing thrown in. We hit the slopes hard,
Starting point is 03:48:45 came back with sore legs, and collapsed in the living room watching some bootleg movies we downloaded. By midnight, we were exhausted, buzzed, and ready for bad. 2.30 a.m. It was the middle of the night when my girlfriend shook me awake. Babe, she whispered, someone's walking around. Still half asleep, I mumbled something about her dreaming. But then I heard it too. Slow, steady footsteps in the kitchen.
Starting point is 03:49:12 I checked my phone. 2.30 a.m. I'd been asleep for maybe two hours. At first, I figured it was one. of our friends getting a snack, but then the steps came down the hallway, right past our room, and then back to the kitchen again. I was annoyed more than anything. I threw off the covers, stomped to the door, and opened it, just in time to see the kitchen light shining into the hallway. I called out, hey, shut up and go to bed. Instantly, the light went out. The silence that followed
Starting point is 03:49:45 was unnatural, like the kind that presses against your ears. Strike, two. I climbed back into bed, muttering about drunk friends, but no sooner had I started drifting off, then the footsteps came again. This time they passed directly by our bedroom door, loud and deliberate. My girlfriend cursed, and I jumped out of bed again, flicking on the hall light and heading straight to the second bedroom. I found both of my friends sound asleep, or at least looking like it, but even if they were faking, there was no way they could have gotten from the hall back into bed that fast without me seeing them. That's when the tiniest thought crept in. Wednesday. Searching the house. I told my girlfriend to stand in our doorway and keep an
Starting point is 03:50:32 eye on the other bedroom. Then I grabbed the fire poker from the fireplace and did a full sweep of the house. Lights on in every room, checked the crawl space, dead bolts still locked, windows shut tight. When I finally circled back toward the bedroom, my girlfriend was glaring at me. What were you doing in the kitchen? She asked. I frowned. I wasn't in the kitchen. I just walked through it. She shook her head. No, I heard you in there, opening and closing cabinets. That's when my stomach sank. She wasn't joking. She's not the type to try and scare me. And I hadn't told anyone about my aunt's Wednesday warning. The voices. We tried to go back to sleep, but it wasn't happening. Around 4 a.m., I heard more footsteps, right outside our door this time. And then, a child's voice,
Starting point is 03:51:25 soft, murdering, couldn't make out the words. I lay there, eyes wide, every muscle tense. My girlfriend whispered that she wanted to jam a chair under the door handle, but I stroked her hair and told her it was fine, mostly because I didn't want her panicking. Fifteen minutes later, yelling erupted from the other bedroom. I bolted upright and ran into the hall, nearly colliding with my friend. He looked furious. Why the hell were you in our room? He shouted. What? I wasn't. He swore he'd felt the mattress dip, like someone had been sitting there and then stood up. We were mid-argument when I saw it. The eyes. Over his shoulder, Down at the far end of the hall by the front door, a figure was standing, perfectly still, watching us.
Starting point is 03:52:15 Two pale, hostile eyes locked on mine. I froze. My friends saw my expression and spun around, but the eyes were gone. We tore through the house again, lights blazing in every room, but there was nothing, no one. And then, the kitchen light flicked off by itself. We didn't wait for it to come back on. The escape. We left everything behind. Clothes, bags, food, all of it. Just grabbed our coats and bolted for the car. As we piled in, my girlfriend kept glancing at the house. Later, she told me she'd seen a small girl standing at the living room window watching us drive away. Aftermath. The next day, my buddy and I drove back up quick as we could to grab our stuff. We were only there for 20 minutes. The place felt cold, lifeless, like whatever had happened, wasn't happening now, but could at any second.
Starting point is 03:53:14 We locked up and left. I never told my aunt, none of us talk about that night, and me, I'm never setting foot in that house again. Doesn't matter what day it is. I've heard people say that Switzerland is peaceful, that nothing bad ever happens here. They imagine the cute little towns, the snowy capped mountains, the chocolate shops, the people who greet you in the street like they've known you forever. And sure, all that's true, until you end up somewhere so far from the city that the only sound at night is your own heartbeat, and maybe, just maybe, the sound of someone else's footsteps that you know shouldn't be there. My aunt's mountain house. I'm 22 now, born and raised in Switzerland. But this story goes back to when I was just a kid. One of my aunts owns a house
Starting point is 03:54:07 tucked way up in an isolated mountain range near the Simplon Pass. You can't see another house from her balcony. All you see are pine-covered slopes, rocky ridges, and, if the weather's clear, a horizon that feels endless. When I was little, my family would sometimes spend weekends up there. I loved those weekends, the smell of wood smoke, curling out of the chimney, the way the air was so clean it almost stung your lungs, the quiet mornings when the mountains glowed pink in the sunrise. But there was always this joke. The running family line was, we can't stay past the weekend because that's when the ghost family comes back. I never knew who started saying it, but it was horror. Number five. My name's Eliza, and if you hang around me long enough, you'll learn something
Starting point is 03:54:58 pretty quick. I'm not exactly easy to scare when it comes to the paranormal. I've been called a medium, a ghost talker, a bridge between here and whatever comes after. I've had people tell me I'm crazy, and I've had others swear I'm the only one who's ever truly understood what they've been through. Truth is, I've been doing this long enough to know one thing for sure. The dead don't scare me, not even a little. The living? Now that's a different story. See, ghosts, spirits, whatever you want to call them, they don't have anything left to lose. They're not trying to scam you, stab you in the back, or use you for something. The living, on the other hand, well, let's just say I've seen people do far worse things than any spirit ever could.
Starting point is 03:55:47 But hey, that's a story for another time. Back when I was 22, I had this experience that stuck with me like nothing else. I was with my mom and our paranormal investigation team, same crew we'd been working with for a while. That night, we were helping out at this charity event hosted by the local historical society. The place was gorgeous, a turn of the century house with all the little details still intact. You know, the kind of place where you feel like you've just stepped into a sepia-toned photograph. Creaky wooden floors, heavy curtains, walls lined with old-framed portraits of people who look like they never once cracked a smile in their lives. Our job for the night was simple, set up different
Starting point is 03:56:31 stations around the house where visitors could try out the investigation gear. It was a mix of fun and education. People got to play with the equipment, and we got to show off our methods. We like to work with both scientific tools and spiritual techniques, so we cover both bases. It's kind of the best of both worlds approach. I was stationed in one of the upstairs bedrooms. Visitors wandered in and out, hoping for a thrill, but nothing much was happening. You could see it in their faces, that slight slump of the shoulders, the polite, oh, well, smile. Then I saw her. Not on one of our cameras, not in some grainy infrared footage, I saw her with my own two eyes. She was tall, thin, with this sharp, intense gaze that could cut right through you. Her dress was white,
Starting point is 03:57:21 old-fashioned, the kind that would have been the height of elegance over a century ago. Her dark hair was piled high on her head in this formal, almost severe style. She was just sitting there on the bed, blaring at me, not blinking. The first thing I felt wasn't fear. It was the sense that she was annoyed, like we were guests who had overstayed our welcome, barging into her bedroom at some ungodly hour. I decided to speak to her. Hey, I said, said softly, do you have a name? For a moment, she just stared. Then, as clear as if she'd whispered it right in my ear, she told me, Ruth. I suggested she head up to the third floor. Nobody was allowed up there, so she could have some peace. She stood up slowly, gave me one last look, and left
Starting point is 03:58:11 the room. The image of her wouldn't leave me. I've seen plenty in my time, but this, this was different. She was so vivid, so real. I asked around, wondering if any of the other investigators had seen her, even on the monitors, but nope, nobody else had caught a glimpse. I figured someone had to know who she was. I went straight to the two women who ran the historical society, and asked if they had records of anyone named Ruth who matched my description. I even grabbed a notepad and sketched her face, hoping it would jog someone's memory. The women promised they'd look into it. The women promised they'd look into it. My gut told me Ruth was tied to the house somehow, maybe to a piece of furniture, maybe to the building itself. The event wrapped up around midnight. We were packing gear into our
Starting point is 03:58:59 cars when the two historical society ladies came rushing over, pale as paper. One of them said, we found her. They handed me an old newspaper clipping, some anniversary celebration for the Historical Society. There, in a faded black and white photo, stood a tall, thin woman, with her hair piled high and those same piercing eyes. Her name, Ruth Giberson. She died in that very house. I just stood there staring at the photo, my stomach flipping with a mix of shock and honestly relief. I'd trusted what I saw, and here was the proof. That night, I made myself a promise. I'd never doubt my abilities again, and I haven't. The woman in the 1940s negligee. Fast forward four years after Ruth Giberson made her grand ghostly debut in my life.
Starting point is 03:59:52 By now, I'd gotten way more comfortable with my abilities. I could sense spirits faster, communicate more clearly, and, my favorite part, sketch their appearances with enough accuracy that other mediums or investigators could say, Yep, that's who I saw too. I was still investigating with my mom and the same crew. That night, our assignment was this tiny old bar in Atlanta. County, a place that had been around since the turn of the century. On the outside, it didn't look like much, weathered wood, a faded sign, the kind of place where you'd expect the regulars
Starting point is 04:00:27 to have been sitting on the same bar stool for decades. We slipped past the bar area and climbed this narrow staircase that looked like it might give way if you step too hard. The air up there felt heavy, not just stuffy, but pressing down on you heavy. Now, I should explain something. heaviness like that isn't necessarily scary. If you're afraid, you cloud your own judgment. You start attributing every sound, every shadow to the paranormal when it could be something completely ordinary. I've learned to stand in that heaviness and just observe.
Starting point is 04:01:02 This upper floor used to be part of an inn, or so the owner told us. We always prefer to know as little history as possible before going in. It keeps our impressions untainted. But I was already picking up flashes. of something the owner hadn't mentioned. The feeling in my chest, not mine, someone else's fear, hit first. Then, little flickers of memory that weren't mine, arguments in the hallway, hurried footsteps, tension so thick you could slice it. Then I saw her. She looked about 20, petite, with delicate features and wide eyes. She peeked out from a door across the hall,
Starting point is 04:01:40 almost curious, but hesitant. This place wasn't dead. It was alive with activity. Not in a guests or upstairs having a good time way, but in that layered, echoing way old buildings get when decades of memories are packed into the walls. We set up our equipment, and I was given a pad of paper to draw anything I saw. This is my thing. Sometimes a drawing says more than words ever could. The investigation dragged on, with more psychic impressions than hard evidence. I always hope for a mix, a few EMF spikes here, a personal encounter there, but you take what you get. Paranormal work doesn't run on your schedule. Near the end of the night, we found ourselves in what the owner said was his late uncle's room. Apparently, the uncle was
Starting point is 04:02:25 known to appear now and then, scratching at his neck as if something was itching him. But that's not what I picked up. I was with one of our investigators when she reclined on the bed, not the investigator, the spirit. It was the same young woman I'd glimpsed earlier. Only now she was stretched out on the bed like she owned the place, wearing a 1940-style negligee, cigarette in hand, and she had this easy confidence, like she knew exactly the effect she had on people. I didn't say anything at first. Then the investigator asked, Do you see a woman lying there about, yay tall, dark hair, kind of smirking? I grinned. Yeah, hang on. I started sketching her as quickly as I could. She seemed almost flattered we were
Starting point is 04:03:11 paying attention. Slowly, she led us in on her story, not in full sentences, but in fragments, impressions, little flashes of memory. She'd worked here when the upstairs doubled as a brothel. This had been her room. My mom came in part way through and immediately clutched her chest. Did someone have a heart attack in here? She asked, grimacing. No, I said softly, but she did die here. Piece by piece, the investigator and I put the story together. She'd been a popular prostitute, beautiful, charming, the kind of woman who could make a man forget every problem he'd ever had. That popularity, unfortunately, came with danger. One admirer in particular became obsessed with her. Jealousy turned to rage, and one night, in the middle of the act,
Starting point is 04:03:59 he stabbed her in the chest. Just like that, her life ended. The oppressive heaviness that had been suffocating the room lifted almost instantly once we pieced it together. The air felt lighter, calmer, like she'd been holding on to the weight of that night until someone finally acknowledged it. I think she moved on. Before we left, I set my quick sketch of her on the nightstand. In case you come back, I murmured. I kept a photo of it for myself, along with the news clipping from the article about our investigation that night. Story 3. The Ghost at Mayor Island. Now let's shift to something a little closer to home. My dad isn't a medium, not a parent, a normal investigator, heck, he's never claimed to see a ghost in his life. He sells cars for a
Starting point is 04:04:46 dealership at Vallejo, California. The dealership's main lot only has so much space, so the overflow inventory is stored at a warehouse on Mare Island. If you've never been to Mare Island, picture this, a naval shipyard dating back to the mid-1800s. Some warehouses are still in use, others still abandoned, hulking skeletons of buildings with broken windows and rusting beams. At night, it's the kind of place you could film a horror movie without adding a single special effect. People go there for urban exploration, gritty photo shoots, even ghost hunting. Look up Mare Island hauntings, and you'll see it ranked as one of the top five most haunted places in the Bay Area. Some ghost hunting shows have even filmed there. Every now and then, my dad has to go
Starting point is 04:05:33 pick up a sold car from the warehouse. He's friendly with the security guards, so he'll chat with them while he's there. One guard in particular works the night shift and has plenty of stories, flickering lights and buildings with... It's been well over six years since my mother's murder. Before that I was one of four siblings, and I was the oldest, however, I was the only one with a different father. My stepfather when I was young was military, I remember going state to state every couple years constantly on the move. This along with his multiple deployments causing him PSTD in Iraq also caused tension between him and my mother. I witnessed lots of drinking and screaming sometimes blood-curdling, this left a deep impression on me and made me rebellious,
Starting point is 04:06:15 and to resent him and my mother. I was never the best kid, however, I was the most knowledgeable and the most confused simultaneously. I loved them both deeply, but the mental anguish I sustained weighed greatly on my conscience to be some other breed of kid point one day that struggle between my mother and stepfather grew to much for them to handle. A suburban mom and a desert war-driven man just couldn't coexist indefinitely. They divorced and headed their separate ways, leaving us broken and my mother with more work and longing for the love she needed in her life. I was left with hate in the situation.
Starting point is 04:06:51 Going to school hearing about people's happy families and not having any friends to talk to about personal situations drove me mad. With that I didn't even know that he wasn't my real father and until my mom told me after the divorce just before a Christmas visit to see him again with my three other step siblings. I remember vividly having a nightmare just before staying that night with him having a nightmare of screaming at him that he isn't my real dad. After his drunk lashouts that night towards us I made that nightmare true. But this broke him, his hands around my shirt loosened with the pride A and anger in his eyes. That night he just finished a whole bottle incoherently babbling
Starting point is 04:07:29 on the floor on a Christmas night. This in turn broke me. I felt like another reason for his miserable life. That night I was left to piece together his and my sorrow. After that visit we went back to a broken home. Mom was always trying her best to be positive, but succumbing like most people to a state of melancholy. Soon after she started to date people this made her happy
Starting point is 04:07:53 and I was happy to see that for her. Seeing her make friends and get out of the house made me overjoyed at least she was trying to be happy in life. Another holiday comes around with another visit and I see that my stepfather was desperately trying to do the same. At this time a man named James Tichwan Wu came into my mother's life they have been steady for a couple years. This man was strange and cold I didn't understand him. It was like I could see him as a clean, collected Japanese man but that was all, he didn't seem to be emotionally deep or empathetic towards us at all. Looking into his eyes I saw nothing, just empty space. I only seen him laugh
Starting point is 04:08:31 with my mother and he only did things with my mother. I didn't know what to make of any of it, but my mother was happy so I was happy. One day I noticed something, something I haven't heard in a long time. A screaming match, I eaves dropped on it and I was left in shock this man yelled but he yelled with no anger or emotion put behind his words just really loud demands. My mother voice was shaky and disproportionate. This left me terrified. I ran away from upstairs scared of what's to come next. Hours passed and it seemed the conflict resolved itself. These arguments persisted for a couple months. Soon enough we didn't see him again for bit. And that's when life flipped around for me and my siblings. One day I woke up in the middle
Starting point is 04:09:20 of the night to hear a garage door open I usually like the kid I am go and see what my mother is doing as she likes to go hang out with friends after we are asleep, and I'm an annoying brat that wants to pop in A and say what you're doing. But this one time I went back to sleep. I awoke to get ready to go to school freaking out knowing this is unusual. Here door was locked, so was the pantry and the garage was vacant. I banged on her door with no response leaving me to freak out, pull out my flip phone and not hesitate to call 911 after she didn't pick up her phone. I went on the porch to proceed the call. because I didn't want my siblings freaking out. Soon after my neighbor rushed over to see what was going
Starting point is 04:10:00 on and took the call for me. I was in denial knowing this is what happens to kids on TV when cops get involved, the worst case scenario. With fear in the back of my mind I distanced myself from the entire situation after I talking to a detective. I didn't want to approach my siblings on the matter. I proceeded with distracting myself by hanging out with my neighbors. A few days past, and what I dreaded came to reality way worse than what I expected. My mother was shot multiple times handcuffed and hidden in a storage unit. This long event changed me there's more on the sidelines, but this hit me the hardest and made me something else.
Starting point is 04:10:39 It robbed me of everything. I met my real dad after that and fell into his custody. I don't remember a lot about those three to four years, but when I turned 18 I lost it desperately trying to change my state of mind through making a successful family of my own. I failed at that now I'm alone, my family either on drugs or hating one another. I'm absolutely miserable. The PTSD that my stepdad felt those times, now I understand.
Starting point is 04:11:08 I'm empty, untreated, and alone just trying to hang on to my own child and the beauty that's left around me knowing the hell the seeps through the cracks of life that I've experienced things that I'll never truly be free of, that event and more. One day I hope to rise above but I can't predict the future. All I can do is smile through it and be true to myself. The end. It's been almost three years since my ex-girlfriend had broken up with me. Let's call her Vicky.
Starting point is 04:11:36 We had been in a relationship for a little under six years. The way our relationship started wasn't good, but it was a change I had welcomed. See, I had cheated on my girlfriend before her with Vicky. I'm not proud of that and I understand that what I did was wrong, but it was a situation where I fell out of love halfway through that relationship but didn't have the courage to speak up. I'm not justifying that action, just accepting it. My relationship with Vicky had developed when I was working as a housekeeper for a hotel in the town I went to high school. The job offered cheap seasonal housing to its employees, which I took, as I was 18 at that time and had been kicked out of my father's house. The only problem with this was that the season was ending, and I needed to find somewhere to live or partake in urban camping.
Starting point is 04:12:24 That's when Vicky made me an offer. She was living with her grandmother in a small town an hour from the Canadian border. She told me that, if I wanted, she would talk to her grandmother about letting me live with them. Seeing as I had been friends with Vicky since the sixth grade and had come to view her as a good friend, I accepted. A few days later, Vicky let me be. know that her grandmother was all right with it, as long as I helped with work around the property. I agreed, and at the end of the season, Vicky, her grandmother, and I moved what little belongings I had and myself three hours north. Over the course of a couple of months,
Starting point is 04:13:02 that's when the feeling started to grow. After my relationship had ended between me and my girlfriend before Vicky, we started to date. I would do the outside property work, Vicky would bring me water and food and make sure that I wasn't overworking myself, all while her grandmother would be at her job. Then, her grandmother told us that we would be moving, all three of us. Just to a city that was closer to her job. We were all excited. It was a three-bed, two-bath house, with an unfinished basement on an acre and a half of land. Sure, it was part of an HOA, but it was really nice land. It took some time to get everything moved over, but we were Once it was done, life seemed like it was going well.
Starting point is 04:13:47 Then, as time went on, I got to really know Vicky's parents. Her father, Daniel, was a no-nonsense kind of guy. Having worked a number of manual labor jobs in his youth before finally becoming an architect for private housing. Her mother, Marie, was a woman who worked part-time but was mostly a homebody. They seemed like good people at first. I had a couple of dinners with them and had always offered to help. whenever Daniel came over to fix something with the house.
Starting point is 04:14:17 Then, the problems began. It started with Marie. Something about how I don't think when I speak and how I should watch what I say. I didn't hear about this from Marie. I heard it from Vicky. And honestly, that bothered me. I've always been the kind of person who wants to talk things out and find common ground. That way, there's no misunderstandings, and I don't end up hurting anyone's feelings.
Starting point is 04:14:43 But when I told Vicky that I would have a conversation with Marie about it, Vicky stopped me. Don't do that. She won't like that. It'll only make her complain about you more. She'll just think you're confrontational. I thought about it for a second and decided to drop it. It made sense in the moment. It was a small matter, and at the end of the day, insignificant.
Starting point is 04:15:09 But that wasn't the end of it. Marie kept saying things about me behind my back, I don't trust him. He doesn't fit in with our family. He's just a bum from the streets. He's just leaching off of you for his own benefit. All of this I found out from Vicky. And every time I heard something new, I said the same thing, let me talk to her. I'm sure if she just heard me out, she might understand.
Starting point is 04:15:36 And every time, Vicky said the same thing, don't do that. It'll just stir the pot and make things worse. It was upsetting, but I pushed through it. I kept putting in my fair share. Paying rent, doing house chores, helping out where I could whenever someone needed it. After all, it was just one person in her family, it's not too much. But I was wrong. Because, one day, Vicky told me something her father said that had actually hurt.
Starting point is 04:16:07 He has potential, but he doesn't have promise. It took me a moment to understand, but I eventually did. He was saying that I have the ability to learn and grow, to become a better person, not just for myself and society, but for his daughter as well. But he didn't think that it would matter because I wouldn't apply any of it. That hurt. All the times I had helped him out, asked if he needed assistance with a project he was working on, or even just showed interest in something he was doing so I could learn his handyman tricks.
Starting point is 04:16:38 None of that mattered to him. Turns out, the reason he said that was because whenever he would turn me down after I asked if he needed help, he didn't want me to just ask. He wanted me to just do. He saw me as lazy. But, when I told Vicky that I would talk to him, I got the same response, don't do that. He'll just think you're challenging his words. It'll stir to the pot and make things worse. And that wasn't the last time I would hear about what Daniel thought.
Starting point is 04:17:08 of me, he's lazy. He doesn't know what he's doing. He's not going anywhere with his life. He is just mooching off of you for cheaper housing. And every time, I would say the same thing, let me talk to him. I want to understand what I can do better. And just like every other time, I got the same response from Vicky, don't do that. It'll just stir the pot. You'll make it worse. It was becoming more and more frustrating to deal with. But I figured that if something was going to change, then I needed to be subtle with how I went about things. I started to play into Marie's narcissism, giving her compliments, admiring the things she got with her husband's money, showing her that I was doing good things for Vixie. I got a job that Daniel would respect, building houses, learning the trades, and vocalizing that when I knew enough, I would end up building a house for me and his daughter.
Starting point is 04:18:04 But none of that mattered. They still talked badly about me behind my back, and what's worse, they even started getting other members of their family to think these things of me, he's a mooch. He's just kissing ass. It won't change the fact that he's just a stray dog. It made me realize that nothing I do would make them change what they thought of me. So, I decided that it wasn't worth my time to work to please them. So, I stopped.
Starting point is 04:18:32 I started doing things that I actually enjoyed, dressed the way I wanted, and put my opinions out there, even if they were different from everyone else's. And sure enough, that made things worse. They didn't like how I didn't conform to their ways. They started to actually criticize me directly. Nothing big, just enough for me to notice. But I got used to it. Hardened my skin to it. Let's slide off. Then, the instant. The thing that tipped me over the edge. Vicky and I were planning a trip to a really big event. We had done work for a local run fair, and we got an invitation to go to their next show in the next state. It was going to be a 16-hour drive. We had to plan on it months in advance. Setting aside money, planning out meals for the week, calculating how much gas it would be for
Starting point is 04:19:27 there and back. Vicky had left before I did, going with one of the performers. I planned on riding with my best friend, and when the day came for us to leave, I thought I had everything in order. But I was wrong. See, what I didn't know was that before we left, a bag of trash was left in the bed of my truck. For most, it's not a problem. But we lived in Northwest Montana. Prime Bear Country. While I was 16 hours away, a black bear had come into Vicky's grandmother's property, climbed into my truck, and began tearing into the bag. The grandmother saw this and drove the bear away, banging pots and pans to scare it off. She sent me pictures, convinced it was all my fault that a wild animal wandered onto her property.
Starting point is 04:20:16 I did take some blame for that. I should have checked the bed of my truck, but I genuinely didn't know it was there. And that wasn't the end of it. Vicky told me that her family group chat was blowing up. All of it was how I had put her grandmother in danger, how I didn't have the common sense to no basic wild animal safety. Vicky showed me the texts, he's a moron. He's shit in my nest for the last time. This is the final bridge he's burnt. He'll never learn. Rage filled up inside of me. For years, I put up with their two-faced behaviors. Tried to be the person they wanted me to be, tried to live as one of the one of the way. Ablechew-aids. of them. But none of it mattered. They were always going to think of me like this. And I was tired of it.
Starting point is 04:21:05 Tired of not being heard. Tired of being treated like the shit on their shoe, all while they lied to me with fake smiles. And I was going to confront them about, I was going to say my peace, and Vicky wasn't going to stop me. I stood up quicker than I had intended, but clearly, I was mad. Where's my phone? I asked. Why? Vicky responded, because they're finally going to listen to what I have to say. I'm tired of this behind my back bullshit. Vicky didn't like that, she tried to stop me, tried to tell me that I was being rash, that I was letting my anger win. In truth, it was, but I was done being treated like this.
Starting point is 04:21:48 When I didn't listen, other people got involved. People who were in our camp, people who didn't know the full story, people who only saw my anger. They talked me out of it, had me sit down, and tried their best to calm me down. I eventually did, and I just did what I could to let this whole thing slide off my back. Then, the next day, Vicky wanted to talk to me in private. I had this not in my stomach, but I couldn't figure out why. When we were alone, she told me that my outburst the day before had scared her, that this wasn't the first time I was frustrated that her parents would talk about me behind my back. She said the outburst made her realize that I had become unpredictable, even to her, and it
Starting point is 04:22:32 made her worried about what I would do. For the sake of keeping myself safe, I think we need to break things off. Just for now. Maybe we could revisit us later, but I believe there are things that you need to work on. The words hit me like a ton of bricks, I was in shock. I wanted to plead, to beg her to reconsider, but I couldn't say anything except, OK, I understand. The rest of the week was a blur. I was juggling emotions back and forth. Anger, sadness, frustration, guilt. I honestly don't remember much until we got back home. When we did, there was no relief to be found. Vicky, her grandmother, and I sat down and had a conversation.
Starting point is 04:23:18 Words were had, emotions flared, but it all boiled down to one thing. Her grandmother didn't want me to live on her property anymore. She gave me 30 days to find a new place to live. It sent me into a panic. I spent the next few weeks looking at apartments and roommate options on Facebook, but eventually, my friend, the same one who came with us to that renfair, offered me a place to stay. I lived with him for a couple of months, until finally I found him. a little one-bedroom apartment. It was the cheapest in the county, and I was lucky to have got it.
Starting point is 04:23:54 I moved in and settled for a time, all the while I stayed in contact with Vicky. See, Vicky had made it seem like if I just changed, made her feel secure in my emotions, that we could have that relationship we had. So, I started to change. I thought I was making myself better, but in reality, I was just shaping myself to fit into the little mold she wanted, taking away bits and pieces of myself. Friends of mine gave me warning, telling me that she didn't actually intend to get back with me. I didn't believe them, but I should have.
Starting point is 04:24:29 Almost a year had passed, and I kept trying to show Vicky that I made myself better for her. Then, one day, it happened. She texted me and told me that she just didn't see herself getting back with me. She told me that she saw me more as a really close friend or a brother. She said she had started to have feelings for someone else, one of my friends. I broke. Six years of my life, spent with a woman that I thought one day I would build something with.
Starting point is 04:24:59 A woman that I changed for, made myself someone I didn't even want to be. And the worst part about all of it was that for that year we spent a part, she had strung me along, made me think that we could have built back what had crumbled. I was devastated, I cried, I shouted, I wanted to break something. I felt something. A little voice in the back of my head that I hadn't heard from since I was 15 years old. The little voice that convinced a teenage me to put a rope around my neck and try to cease my existence in this world.
Starting point is 04:25:31 I called a friend of mine and told him I needed him to hold on to something for me. When he got to my place, I went into my closet and handed him my shotgun. He knew immediately what was going through my head, but he didn't know what he could do. Later that day, I texted Vicky and told her I needed to talk to her privately in person. It took some convincing, but she agreed. Later that evening, she texted me that she was there and wanted me to come outside. I did, but when I spotted her, I saw she wasn't alone. She had her new romantic interest with her, my friend.
Starting point is 04:26:08 I looked at him and said, I wanted this conversation to be private. He looked at me and said, Vicky wanted me to be private. be here just in case. I wasn't happy with it, but I accepted it, okay, then let's go inside. He responded, she wants to talk outside. That wasn't acceptable. I laid out my terms for the conversation, and Vicky still wanted to have things go the way she wanted them to. Not this time. For once, in the six years I had been with her, things were going to go the way that I wanted, and if they didn't, things weren't going to happen at all. Fine, I see. I see. said, then this conversation isn't happening. But stay here, I have things for you, Vicky.
Starting point is 04:26:51 I went back inside, grabbed everything she had gifted me that I felt was of significance to our relationship, went back outside, and put them in her arms. I took a breath and said, I've tried my hardest to be what you thought was best while still trying to be myself. I thought I was doing good, I thought we were fixing things. Clearly, I was wrong. You've hurt me, bad, I've known you for a long time, and I'm not about to throw a 13-year friendship away, but I need time. There's feelings that I still have about you, that you clearly don't have about me, and I need time for those feelings to go away. I'm not saying that we'll never talk again, but I need to disassociate from you for a minute.
Starting point is 04:27:36 So, until I say differently, don't contact me, don't be around me, don't look at me. Until these feelings I have for you go away, I can't be your friend. This hurt Vicky. I could see it. She wanted to cry, but she didn't. I went back inside. Time passed, and the romantic feelings I had for her went away, and eventually, I talked to her again. But the friendship we had wasn't the same.
Starting point is 04:28:05 Eventually, I found someone new. Someone who wanted me to be myself for who I was. We'll call her bell. Our relationship started as long days. We had met through a common nerd sport that regularly held weekend events. I was growing fond of her, and eventually, I had developed romantic feelings for Belle. She helped me realize that I wasn't happy living where I was. So, I made the plan to move out of state.
Starting point is 04:28:34 The move was rocky, but eventually, I settled. My relationship with Belle had continued to flourish, and to this day, it still does. I'm happy with her, and though we may have hiccups in communication, we never fight. Something I didn't get from Vicky. Eventually, we made a plan to go to a weekend event for our nerd sport. It was back up in Montana. We had fun, shared drinks, and laughs. Then, on the last night, Bell had made a suggestion.
Starting point is 04:29:06 This is where things get a little NSFW, so I apologize in advance. Bell came out of our tent, holding a collar and leash, and looked at me expectedly. She wanted to have me put it on, and we'd walk around the event site, only to camps that would be all right with this sort of thing. I agreed. The collar was a little too small, so we made a slip lead with it and the leash. If she pulled on it a little too hard, the chain leash dug into my neck a little, so we kept that in mind. We walked around to the different camps, watching people's reactions to our display. Then, as we left one camp, we ran into her. Vicky. She stopped and chatted with us for a moment, and then she spotted the
Starting point is 04:29:51 collar and leash. Yeah, this makes sense for you. She said, half-heartedly laughed it off, and that's when it happened. Vicky reached out, quicker than either Bell or myself were expecting. She grabbed the leashed and yanked down hard. I nearly fell to my knees. I was livid. I had to stop myself from rearing back up and giving her an uppercut from hell. I coughed and somehow, calmly, said, hey, let's not do that. A clear sign from anyone in those communities that I was not enthusiastically consenting.
Starting point is 04:30:28 Vicky giggled, well, clearly, Belle here is your do-o-em. Let's see what she has to say. Bell, as calm as ever, said, well, if you're not going to take his no, I'm going to tell you no. Bell then quickly diffused the situation, distracting Vicky, and eventually, we got out of the area. It was only later that I found out that that little stunt Vicky had pulled filled Bill with enough rage to want to pick Vicky up and threw her at a tree. The rest of the event went fine.
Starting point is 04:30:58 We got back home, but something about what happened still nagged at me. I talked to some friends about it and have confirmed that what Vicky did was, in the context of the situation, S-Aid me. She recognized what was going on, made a move that she wasn't given prior permission to do, and then tried to circumvent my consent. Once I understood this, it made me angry. It's been ten months since it happened, and I'm still angry. I haven't talked to Vicky since, but I know that she'll be at events that I plan on going to. When that does happen, I'll have to have a conversation with her boyfriend that Vicky isn't
Starting point is 04:31:36 allowed in my camp. I know she's going to throw a fit about this. She'll have this idea in her head that she hasn't done anything wrong to warrant this. She'll want to talk to me about it, try and find out why I made this decision, and plan to stand firm on it. I'm not opposed to this. I'll explain why. I'll tell her the wrongs that she did and why I don't trust her anymore. I have a plan, and it's going to go the way I want it to, and if it doesn't, I'll have event security escort her away from my camp, effectively still having go my way. And the part that I find the most funny about it. I know she's on here, I know she looks at these kinds of posts.
Starting point is 04:32:18 Her boyfriend does, too. Friends of hers who have heard my side of this do, too. She may very well find this and put the pieces together. I'm all right with this. There's a portion of my brain that wants her to. To have her learn that her dirty laundry is being aired out to random people on the internet brings me a smile. So, Vicky, if you are reading this, thank you for helping me realize that you are an unhealthy person, thank you for helping me learn that you are the same, if not worse, than the mother who brought you into this world.
Starting point is 04:32:51 The end. I grew up in a domestic home where my father was addicted to painkillers and a mom who loved me and protected me from it all as best she could. could. I am a child of four other children 20 years older than me, but I was the baby of the family. I was sexually assaulted at 8 by one of my sister's BFS. But that's a story for a different day. Just a bit of a backstory for you here. For the past several months I've had the worst dreams imaginable. Torture, addiction, demonic, domestic. Beatings all the way into childhood Trima Dreams when I was a kid. Little innocent five-year-old me begging Daddy not to play Russian roulette with Mommy Cause then who would feed me. Love me. The gun clicks and I wake up.
Starting point is 04:33:39 Mind you I thought I got past all that. Steady job, car, finances in order. I just don't think about it. It's been nine years since I became an adult and I've accomplished a lot. The dreams all started a few months ago. So horrible I couldn't bear to shut my eyes. Insomnia got the best of me for the first week it had began. The second week I deemed I'd get over it and to keep a journal of the dreams and try to pinpoint what it is or maybe just make it go away by documenting them. They got significant worse. I was desperately pleading for help thought my best friend. She offed some sleep aids. I tried them. No. They just trapped me into the dreams. I I thought couldn't get worse.
Starting point is 04:34:26 My sister got frustrated I would complain of not sleeping well when asked. I dropped the dream journal and stopped telling people I wasn't sleeping because nobody really offered help anymore just told me to get over it and stop thinking about it. That's what give the dream's power. Feeding into it. Thought it was some kind of attention thing. All right. Sure.
Starting point is 04:34:48 I'm quite a few weeks into this now. I average about three to four hours of what I can bear of dreams. Most nights I wake up screaming or crying or in a horrible panic attack. Some night I just don't sleep at all starring at the ceiling. I still drive to and from work. I see things now. I hear things. I imagine animals in the road or obstacles cars slash trucks coming at me. That causes me to swerve or break randomly. I thought they were real. I have passengers in my car at times. My mom, my sisters, nieces and nephews, sometimes and they panic asking what I'm doing. I hear people calling me in the halls of my bedroom and people standing out the window.
Starting point is 04:35:35 While I'm driving I hear people screaming stop or look out. Then when I tell family and friends what I've seen and here I feel crazy. I'm not schizophrenic here. I have a 4.0 GPA I don't think people are out to get me. But when I tell them, they tell me to pay them. They tell me to pay attention and that I'm seeing things and if I'm unstable to drive, leave them home. It's probably just the TVs I hear. Maybe they're right.
Starting point is 04:36:03 All the true crime I've watched over the years. Well, I don't tell them anymore due to the huge inconvenience I've become not being everyone's taxi and unreliable for what people say around me. I got a dash cam though. The dash cam can't see what I see or hear. That's when I realize my cheese must be sliding off. the cracker. I've limited myself from driving unless necessarily. I started ignoring the obstructions and sounds. Things got better. Or so I thought. I started telling myself I'm too stressed. No, it's something else. Driving home one day my car slammed on the brakes on ice. All by itself. I wasn't in control. I didn't
Starting point is 04:36:47 do it. My car is dated so mind you it's not fancy. It doesn't have auto braking on ice or any of that crap. It sent us spinning. We spun twice and ended up in the wrong lane facing the oncoming cars and semi. I attempted to start my car. Didn't start. I coasted into the right side of the road and into the right lane. Car started. Semis barreled past. Okay whatever I slid on ice. Dash cam showed nothing caused me to slide. We lived cool. Three days later everything was fine went out of state for business. For hours into my drive, every light on my dash pops on.
Starting point is 04:37:32 Every single one. Send a pick to my sister as she sees it's real. Cool. I decided to not turn the car off due to wanting to make it the destination. Two hours later. On interstate my car slammed on the car slammed on the, the brakes and send us spinning again. This time right into the ditch 80 miles an hour. No ice. No snow. Nothing. Okay, two feet from the fence along the interstate I didn't roll and
Starting point is 04:38:02 survive cool. Call a tow truck. Everything was fine, no damage to car. Drove to destination. Got to a hotel. Shut car off started at all dash light still on cool whatever. Run all errands next morning done. Heading home. End up at stoplight. Solid red. I waited at the stoplight 50 seconds. Light turns green the first drive forward.
Starting point is 04:38:32 Passenger says that's red. I laughed and said funny as they don't know my past. I looked up through my sunroof passing thought the green light. Solid red as I drive though it. How must have been a fast light I said with a chuckle. Wrong I thought when I look in review mirror all cars still sit at red light. How weird, okay. They didn't think much of it after I said that.
Starting point is 04:38:57 We all run red light whatever. Right after we ran the stoplight, all dash lights shut off. Every one of them. I re-watched the dash cam once I came home to find I've done that many times throughout my time having a dash cam. I stop at the light image it turns green and just run it and stop signs I don't see them at all. roads I've driven on and obeyed since I could drive. I don't think I've mentioned this yet, but I'm a poster child. I've never gotten a ticket.
Starting point is 04:39:28 Straight A's in school. Graduated. GED and went to collage. Follow the speed limit use my signals. Home on time. Yeah, I'll drive though a yellow light we are all guilty. That's about it though. I've had my license going on 10 years.
Starting point is 04:39:47 I drive a one owner no accidents. My mom gave it to me as a hand me down from a when she bought it new. Am I paranoid or is something going to happen to me? I'm going to be oblivious when I just die one day crashing my car. I'm still not sleeping right. Nightmares are still there. I'm not going to a doctor. They will have me put in the crazy house or they will commit me.
Starting point is 04:40:13 I don't want medications I'm not unstable that I'm aware of. I work with EMTs and I'm a certified nurse. I teach. I cook as a hobby. I paint. I don't really know what to do here. Is it the car? The essay when I was a kid.
Starting point is 04:40:33 Child trauma. Let me know what you think. Or just thanks for reading. I might just make this a place to reach out without giving to much detail about my life. But telling stories of my past to see if anyone can write. related. The end. Amara's wake-up call, Amara never thought she'd be the kind of person to get blindsided. She wasn't naive. At least, that's what she told herself. At 26, she thought she'd learned how to spot red flags, hell, she'd watched enough of her friends crash and burn in toxic
Starting point is 04:41:08 relationships to know the signs. But with Jordan, she'd let her guard down. She loved him, trusted him, believed in him. For three years, it felt like they were building something real. The kind of love people wrote songs about, the lazy Sunday mornings tangled in each other's arms, spontaneous road trips with the windows down and music blasting, birthdays where they couldn't stop laughing long enough to blow out the candles. It wasn't perfect, but what relationship was? And yet, lately, something felt wrong. It started small. Missed texts here and there. Sorry, babe, been slammed at work. That was fine.
Starting point is 04:41:52 Amara got it, she was a graphic designer, she knew what it was like to grind for deadlines. But then came the cancelled plans. Movie nights she'd been looking forward to for days turned into, Raincheck, something came up at the office. Dinner she cooked went cold on the table while his phone went straight to voicemail. She tried to silence the little voice in her head whispering, he's pulling away. She told herself not to overthink. Jordan loves you, she said out loud one night, staring at her reflection in the bathroom mirror.
Starting point is 04:42:25 Don't ruin this by being paranoid, but social media told a different story. While she was at home sketching new designs or trying to keep her succulence alive, Jordan was out. Posts tagged at bars, clubs, rooftops, nights with friends she'd never met, people she wasn't invited to hang out with. Pictures of him smiling with his arm draped casually over other women's shoulders.
Starting point is 04:42:50 Nothing obvious. Nothing incriminating. But something about it didn't sit right. Girl, that man is moving funny, Tasha said one night over wine. Amara sighed. You don't know that. He's probably just stressed. He's been working late a lot, Tasha raised an eyebrow.
Starting point is 04:43:12 Working late or working someone else. Don't let your loyalty make you look like a clown, Amara. She hated that Tasha's words burrowed under her skin. The rainy Thursday. It was a Thursday when everything broke. The rain was coming down in sheets, drumming against her car as she sat parked outside Jordan's apartment. She hadn't planned to go over.
Starting point is 04:43:35 She didn't want to seem clingy. But she'd left her phone charger there two nights ago, and her phone was down to 7%. He wouldn't mind, she reasoned. He was supposed to be working late anyway. She grabbed her spare key from her bag, he'd given it to her last year, said he wanted her to feel at home in his space, and jogged to the door, shaking the rain from her jacket. The apartment was quiet when she stepped in. Too quiet.
Starting point is 04:44:04 Then she heard it. A laugh. A woman's laugh. Amara froze. Her fingers tightened around the key still in her head. hand. Slowly, she moved toward the living room. And there they were. Jordan. And her. The girl was curled up on the couch wearing one of Jordan's shirts, his shirt. Her legs were tucked beneath her as she laughed at something on his phone. Jordan sat next to her, not touching her, but close enough.
Starting point is 04:44:36 Too close. When he saw Amara standing there, his face went pale. His mouth opened, but no No words came out. The silence was louder than a scream. Amara felt her heart crack in two. No tears, she didn't cry. Not then. Not there. Okay, she said softly.
Starting point is 04:44:59 Her voice didn't even sound like her own. It was too calm, too steady. Jordan jumped up. Wait, Amara, this isn't what it looks like, but she was already turning to leave. She didn't slam the door. She didn't yell. She didn't demand explanations or shout accusations. She just walked out into the rain, the cold drops mixing with the heat burning in her chest.
Starting point is 04:45:26 The aftermath. Back in her apartment, Amara sat on her bed with her phone in her lap. She scrolled through old photos of them, beach trips, birthday dinners, selfies where Jordan had his arms wrapped around her like she was his entire world. She deleted them one by one. Every smile, every, I love you, every memory felt like a lie now. Her phone buzzed. It was Jordan.
Starting point is 04:45:52 She didn't answer. He texted. Please, Amara. Let me explain. It was a mistake. She doesn't mean anything to me. You mean everything. She stared at the screen for a long time before typing.
Starting point is 04:46:09 You made your choice. Now I'm making mine. Then she blocked his number. Rebuilding. The first week was hell. She cried. She raged. She screamed into pillows until her throat went raw.
Starting point is 04:46:26 Tasha showed up with ice cream, wine, and every breakup cliche in the book. You're better off without him, Tasha said, rubbing her back. Amara wanted to believe that, but her heart still felt like it had been torn out of her chest. By week three, something shifted. She started drawing again, not for clients, not for deadlines, but for herself. Sketches of broken hearts, of phoenixes rising from ashes, of women standing tall with fire in their eyes. She went out with Tasha.
Starting point is 04:46:59 She laughed, really laughed, for the first time in weeks. Slowly, she began to feel like herself again. Reflection. Looking back, Amara realized joyous. Jordan wasn't her whole world. She was. Losing him hurt like hell, but finding herself again. That was worth every tear. She didn't need closure. She didn't need him to tell her why he betrayed her. She just needed peace. And now, she finally had it. To be continued. It had been four months. For whole months since Amara walked out of Jordan's apartment and, more importantly, out of his life.
Starting point is 04:47:40 At first, every day felt like she was dragging her own broken body uphill, her heart aching in ways she didn't even think were possible. She had never imagined herself as the girl who got cheated on. Yet here she was. And while the wound was still there, raw and tender under the surface, she had started stitching herself back together. She dyed her hair a deep coppery red on a random Tuesday night, just because she could. She started boxing on weekends with Tasha, her best friend, who insisted that nothing
Starting point is 04:48:12 felt better than punching the hell out of a bag while blasting Beyoncé. And maybe Tasha was on to something, because every punch Amara threw seemed to knock a little more of Jordan's ghost out of her system. She even started seeing someone, Malik. Malik wasn't Jordan. He didn't have that reckless charm that pulled her in like a tide she couldn't resist. But that was exactly why Amara liked him. Malik was calm, funny in a quiet way, and deeply respectful of her boundaries.
Starting point is 04:48:44 He didn't push. Didn't demand her time or attention. If she didn't text him back for a few hours, he didn't act like the world was ending. With Malik, things felt light. Peaceful. It wasn't love, not yet, but for the first time in a long while, Amara felt like she could breathe without someone else holding the oxygen. It was on a slow Sunday afternoon, while she was curled up on her couch in sweatpants, flipping through Netflix options she wasn't going to commit to, that her phone buzzed.
Starting point is 04:49:16 Unknown number. Her first instinct was to ignore it. Unknown numbers usually meant spam calls, some robot voice telling her about car insurance or package deliveries she never ordered. But curiosity got the better of her. She opened the message. Jordan, hey, it's me. I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but I'm sorry, Amara. Can we talk? She froze. Jordan. The name hit her like a sucker punch.
Starting point is 04:49:51 For a moment, she just stared at her screen, thumb hovering over, delete. She could block the number right now, toss her phone across the couch, and pretend like this never happened. But Instead, her fingers betrayed her. Amara, meet me at the Bloom Cafe. Tomorrow, 6 p.m. Don't be late. The second she pressed send, her stomach dropped. Why had she done that?
Starting point is 04:50:19 Because a part of her wanted answers. Not closure, she didn't believe in that anymore, but maybe just to see him one last time. To face the storm head on, instead of letting it live in the back of her mind like a shadow. The next day, Amara showed up ten minutes early. The Bloom Cafe. She hated herself a little for picking this place. It had been their spot. Lazy Sunday mornings, two cuisons shared between them,
Starting point is 04:50:47 lattes that Jordan always said were too sweet but drank anyway because, yours tastes better, babe. They doodled on napkins here, made dumb plans about adopting a dog and naming it, Captain Pancakes. She chose the window seat. Her favorite. The minutes crawled by. She stirred her coffee absent-mindedly, the warm aroma mixing with her own nervous energy.
Starting point is 04:51:12 At exactly 6 p.m., Jordan walked in. Amara's breath caught for just a second. He looked thinner. Paleer. Like someone who hadn't been sleeping much. His eyes darted around until they landed on her, and for a brief second, something flickered there. Relief? Regret? She didn't care to figure it out.
Starting point is 04:51:36 Hey, he said softly, sliding into the seat across from her. She sipped her coffee. You're on time. Shocking, he let out a weak laugh. I deserve that. You look, older, she said, not unkindly. Jordan rubbed the back of his neck. Yeah.
Starting point is 04:51:57 Life's been loud without you. For a moment, they sat in silence. The cafe buzzed around them, clinking mugs, a barista calling out an order, but between them, there was only stillness. I messed up, Jordan said finally. I know that. I'm not here to make excuses. I just, needed you to know.
Starting point is 04:52:19 I ended it with her the same week. I've been going to therapy. Trying to figure out why I threw away the best thing I ever had. Amara tilted her head, arms crossed. Why now, Jordan? After all this time, he stared down at his coffee like it had answers. I thought I'd moved on. But I haven't.
Starting point is 04:52:41 I miss you. Every day, her voice stayed calm, steady. Do you miss me, or do you miss the version of me who put up with being hurt? That landed like a slap. Jordan's eyes flicked up, wounded. That's not fair. No, her tone was sharp now, but not any. but not angry. What wasn't fair was you making me feel small. Making me think that love meant
Starting point is 04:53:06 waiting around while you figured yourself out at my expense. He flinched. Around them, the world kept moving, people laughed, spoons clinked, but Amara felt like they were in a bubble. Jordan reached across the table, almost on instinct, his hand inching toward hers. But she didn't take it. I'm not that girl anymore, she said quietly. I've built something good out of the mess. Peace by piece. I don't need your guilt to make my healing valid. He pulled his hand back, staring at her like she was a stranger.
Starting point is 04:53:41 I get it, he whispered. I guess I just, needed to hear you say it. Amara stood, grabbing her purse. Then I hope you were really listening. She walked out into the cool evening air. No tears. No ache. Just clarity.
Starting point is 04:53:59 Some people come back to reopen wounds. Others return so you can finally close the door for good. Amara wasn't looking back. That night, curled up in bed, Amara stared at her ceiling. Malik's name popped up on her phone with a, You Good, text. She smiled softly to herself. Yeah. She was good.
Starting point is 04:54:22 Better than good. She was free. The end. It happened around nine years ago, maybe give or take a few months. I was 20 years old, young and trying to figure things out, when my life took a massive turn. My wife, well, back then we had just gotten married, still all fresh and new, was six months pregnant. We were both scared and excited as hell, planning our future, watching her belly grow day by day. We had this talk and decided she would stay home with the baby while I'd look for a better paying job to support the new little human that was about to crash into our lives. Up until then, I'd been working as a stripper.
Starting point is 04:55:04 Yup, that's right, a male stripper, shaking it on stage and pulling in tips with some of my closest buddies. It wasn't glamorous, but the money was decent and the environment was, let's say, interesting. But with fatherhood knocking on the door, I figured it was time to hang up the tearaway pants. My friends at the club, good guys, threw me a small goodbye party. Nothing crazy, just some drinks, laughs, stories, and a lot of, man, will miss you, kind of stuff. So after a few beers and a whole lot of bare hugs, I decided it was time to call it a night. I wasn't drunk, but I was definitely buzzed and in my feelings. The quickest way home was through this narrow alleyway behind the club, it was like a shortcut I'd taken a hundred times.
Starting point is 04:55:53 Nothing unusual ever happened there, and I never felt unsafe. That night, though, something was off. I had just pulled out this tiny ultrasound picture of my daughter. I kept it in my wallet and used to look at it all the time. I was staring at it, just grinning like an idiot, thinking about what she might look like, what her laugh might sound like, how I couldn't wait to be her dad. I was so lost in that moment, I didn't even notice someone creeping up behind me. Not until he was basically breathing down my neck.
Starting point is 04:56:27 Before I could turn around, the guy rushed in front of me. It was like a blur, bam, he pulls a knife and jabs it straight into my stomach. No warning, no words. Just cold steel and pain. And then he took off running. I dropped to the ground, my brain trying to catch up with what just happened. I remember staring at the blood pouring out of me, warm and red and terrifying. It didn't even feel real.
Starting point is 04:56:56 It was like my body was screaming while my brain was frozen. I clutched that ultrasound picture so hard that I didn't even realize it had slipped out of my hand. It caught a breeze and flew away, and I tried to grab it, but another wave of pain crashed through me. Everything started going fuzzy. The pain was like a thousand knives were dancing inside me. I blacked out right there in that alley, bleeding out, thinking maybe that was it. Maybe I wasn't going to see my wife or my baby girl. I don't remember the ambulance.
Starting point is 04:57:29 I don't remember getting to the hospital. But I do remember waking up in a white room with the beeping of machines and a nurse sitting nearby. She looked surprised to see me open my eyes. Apparently, one of my friends had found me just in time. He'd come out of the club looking for me, maybe to say one more goodbye, and saw me lying there like a horror movie scene. He called the ambulance, and he also called my wife. He had her number in case anything ever went wrong, which, funny enough, it actually did. I should have been relieved, but instead, I felt embarrassed.
Starting point is 04:58:07 I didn't want my wife to see me like that, half dead and bleeding and broken. I was supposed to be strong. I was supposed to be the guy who protected our family. And now, there I was, stuck in a hospital bed with tubes in my... arms and pain meds in my system. The nurse asked me if there was anyone I wanted to call. But I was so drugged up, I just shook my head and said no. I didn't want visitors. I didn't want anyone to see me like that. All I wanted was to go home and pretend none of it happened. A few days later, when I was finally well enough to leave, I grabbed an Uber and went straight to my wife's
Starting point is 04:58:47 place. I didn't call ahead. I just showed up. When she opened the door and saw me standing there, she looked like she was about to pass out. She kept pinching herself like I was some kind of ghost. I told her it was really me, and the moment I said it, she burst into tears and collapsed into my arms. That moment, her crying in my chest, clinging to me like she never wanted to let go, I'll never forget it. It hit me how much she really loved me.
Starting point is 04:59:18 Not just the idea of me, but me. never seen her cry before, not like that. And it felt good to know she cared that deeply. We stayed locked in that hug for what felt like forever. She kept whispering that she thought I was dead, that she didn't know how she'd raise our daughter without me. And I just kept saying I was here now, that everything was going to be okay. That whole experience changed me. Not just the pain or the hospital or the almost dying part, but the way it made me look at life. At my family. At what it means to be alive.
Starting point is 04:59:56 Almost losing everything makes you pay attention to the little things. Like waking up next to the woman you love. Or hearing your daughter laugh for the first time. The guy who stabbed me? Yeah, they caught him. Turns out, he didn't even get far. Some random person saw him running away and thought he looked sketchy as hell, so they called the cops.
Starting point is 05:00:19 They found him hiding in a dumpster not for. far from the alley. Turns out, he was high as a kite and carrying all kinds of drugs. He got sentenced to 15 years for attempted murder and drug charges. Good riddance. It's wild to think that if my friend had been just a few minutes later, I wouldn't be here writing this. I wouldn't have walked my daughter to school or danced with my wife in the kitchen. I would have just been a memory. A what could have been? Life's fragile like that. One minute you're heading home, excited about becoming a dad, and the next you're bleeding out in an alley with your dreams slipping out of your hands. But I got lucky. Really lucky. And now,
Starting point is 05:01:04 nearly a decade later, I don't take any of it for granted. Every scar on my body reminds me of that night. But it also reminds me that I made it. That I lived. That I get to be here, to hold my daughter, to kiss my wife, to sit on the porch and watch the world go by. I don't talk about it much. Not because I'm ashamed, but because I don't need to. The people who matter know what happened. They were there. They saw the pain and the healing and the way we all came back stronger. Sometimes, I take out that ultrasound photo. The one that flew out of my hand that night. My friend actually found it later, crumpled and a little bloody, but still intact. He kept it and gave it to me when I left the hospital.
Starting point is 05:01:53 I've kept it ever since. It's in a frame now, hanging above my daughter's bed. She's nine years old now. Smart, funny, fierce like her mom. She doesn't know all the details about what happened to me. One day I'll tell her. When she's old enough to understand. For now, I just hold her close and thank whatever higher power is out there that I'm still here.
Starting point is 05:02:20 So yeah, happy ending. Messy, painful, terrifying, but still happy. I got to keep my life. I got to watch my daughter grow. And every day, I try to be the kind of man who deserved that second chance. The end. This story is true. I'm a homeless writer who is hell bent on telling the stories of the street.
Starting point is 05:02:43 All names have been changed, but the truth is still there. Thank you for reading. Stacey was in the kitchen apologizing again. That meant that she would be put out in a few minutes. She smoked heroin from a piece of aluminum foil, heating the dope from underneath the foil with a lighter ore, for best results, one of those small butane torches that have grown so popular lately. The goal was to heat it just to the point that smoke would start rising,
Starting point is 05:03:12 being careful not burn it, and then inhaling that through a straw, the body of a pen, or a rolled up piece of paper would serve the purpose if nothing else. This is called hot rails or hot railing it. A lot of people who did hot rails didn't consider themselves to be addicted, no matter how many times they had that foil in hand every day. I pointed out to people all the time that if your every waking moment is dictated by dope, then you are addicted. It can be any pleasure or feeling that you,
Starting point is 05:03:42 can administer to yourself, chocolate, sex, gambling, or eating. We all know someone who always has a cup of coffee or can of soft drink in their hands or within reaching distance at all times. A constant treadmill or circular behavior. Get your fix, do your fix, locate your fix, get your fix, do your fix, locate your fix, and on and on it goes until death do you part. If you wake up and take inventory so you'll know how to plan your day, then you're an addict, whether you like it or not. Stacey was one of those who figured she wasn't an addict because she smoked rails and didn't shoot anymore.
Starting point is 05:04:20 She just liked it a whole lot, so much so that she would even put a price tag on her body if that's what it took to get more. Man, is Nick around? If not, then call him and tell him that he can come get her, or we let the first dude we see walking down the street walk her home. Reckon he'll get that message. I'm sorry, I'm making too much noise, ain't I? She sounded so profoundly sorrowful in her apology that you couldn't really be mad.
Starting point is 05:04:48 She sounded like she was apologizing for every terrible thing throughout history. Someone had done a real number on this girl, with damage too deep to cure. Even the process of putting on her shoes was like a day at the circus. Come on, damn it, Stacy, get your shoes. Tommy was starting to completely lose his patience with her, and that might not end well. I heard the notification alert on Tommy's phone. He read off the text to me, please don't hurt her. I'll be there in ten.
Starting point is 05:05:20 Tommy looked like Atlas after he set the world down, relieved. He better hurry, or I can't promise not to hurt her. You would hurt me, Tommy? Serious? What did I do? I am so sorry. Nobody's hurting anybody. Got that?
Starting point is 05:05:39 Just find me. your shoes, or Nick said he'll take Bethany back to the shack. I said in an attempt to focus her energy. It didn't seem to be working. What made Stacey different was her sadness, as though some event in her life had bonded to her very soul with such a weight that it forced her body to move with a sluggishness of a worn-out pack animal who has known better days. Something from her past was constantly pulling her back, and every step forward that she
Starting point is 05:06:06 took was a life-draining struggle. Something back there wanted her to come face it, to stand up and give a closure. But Stacy was fighting tooth and nail to remain in the present, so she smoked her rails, did her tricks, conned her cons, and told herself over and over that she would never go back there. Yet it was clear to everyone that knew her that the only way forward for her would be to go back. Start from the starting point. When she was just where she wanted to be, then she could get comfortable enough to sit and enjoy being in the moment, but when she passed that line of just right, that anchor from the past somehow appeared where
Starting point is 05:06:42 only she only she could see it, and she would start begging it for forgiveness, for some measure of comfort. But the beast wasn't there for redemption, just to feed itself off her sorrow. Her anguish would become overpowering. No matter what she did, it would never be enough for the beast. You couldn't even talk to her over her constant apologies, which would get louder and louder until she was wailing about how sorry she was for everything. For being born, for being there, for getting too high, for existing in the present. She sounded like someone was beating her, so I had no choice but to make her leave. No sleep and many times tempers would flare, but not even the threat of bodily harm would
Starting point is 05:07:23 dampen her timbre or pull her through her hysteria. The act of putting on her shoes would take an hour or more, like a toddler getting ready to go somewhere that they really didn't want to go, like the dentist office, to bed early, or maybe awake. When Stacey wasn't too high, she was easy enough to get along with, and at times, I caught myself noticing a certain attractiveness about her. Standing all of maybe five foot two, with a well-proportioned body, she had long, dirty blonde hair that always put me in the mind of the women you would see at the first woodstock. Her face was dainty and sharp as a ceramic doll,
Starting point is 05:07:59 but it was covered in deep scars, like she had been afflicted with smallpox and at a young age, or maybe a nightmare of a case of acne. That was definitely the only thing that was a, I guess you could say flaw in her beauty, for one of a better word, and it made her quite self-conscious, as I suppose it would anyone. Her beauty had been marred to the point of being a disfigurement. But that didn't stop the men from coming around. Some, it seemed, just for the cruelty of reminding her that she was damaged goods. But, goods nonetheless. She never had any problems financing her next high. One clue to her pain came to me in the form of her mother, a short, stocky woman who radiated
Starting point is 05:08:42 cruelty. She had sharp, unforgiving features that seemed to come straight from central casting to play whatever villain that was needed. Face wrenched in a permanent scowl, and even her smile, as seldom as it appeared, was off-balance somehow, having more of an appearance of smug satisfaction than of a humorous quality. It gave no vibe of happiness. Her mother had legal custody of her two teenage daughters and had brought them to the house to spend time with her, according to the stipulations of her visitation agreement, but as usual, Stacey was either running very late, stranded somewhere without a ride, going to a last-minute job
Starting point is 05:09:19 interview, although sometimes she did not even bother to make an excuse and just outright blew them off. When it became clear that Stacey wasn't going to show for this visitation, again, her mother immediately launched into a tirade of what a useless whore of a mother she was, how she could never do anything right, how she was so stupid that she could fuck anything up, and how she could only think about herself, oblivious to how it affected those around her. Then she went into great detail telling that she was sure that any day now she was sure she would be getting the news that she had been found dead in some trap house with a needle hanging out of her arm in silent testimony to how she lived. Her 14, and 16-year-old daughters are sitting right there, so
Starting point is 05:09:59 in all the abuse and the foretelling of their mother's death. They tried to act like it didn't really matter, but I knew inside they felt as though they were what didn't really matter. When good old mom decided to inform me of what a sorry example of a human I had staying in my spot, I put it to an end, shutting her down by arguing that she a caring and worthwhile person. For everything negative that she threw out there, I countered with two positives, a game that mom wasn't ready for and seemed to make her a bit uncomfortable. So much so that she decided to cut our little visit short and took her little toxic roadshow of venom spewing somewhere else not quite so confrontational.
Starting point is 05:10:38 I know from experience that this will be the very mother who will play the sympathy card for years if Stacey does live up to her mom's prophecy. Of course, she will be in need of money to take care of the plans and to get her through her period of intense mourning. I would be willing to wager that she has already figured out how to use her. go-fund me like an expert, you know, if the need should arise. Three days after the visitation attempt, Stacey's daughters decided to call her and let her know that they hated her now and hoped they never had to see her again. They told her that their grandma was right, she was
Starting point is 05:11:11 nothing but a dope whore who should die in the gutter, and then hung up on her before she could respond. That night, Stacey decided that she wasn't getting her full money worth by hot railing her dope and went back to the needle after a seven-month tolerance break. Three days after that, she was in the hospital on a ventilator from an overdose. She parleyed that into a three-day vacation from the streets. Just like so many addicts before her, Stacy hoped to mitigate the damage she had caused by announcing that she was on the path to wellness as of now. She had seen the errors of her ways and would be checking into a treatment center
Starting point is 05:11:47 straight out of the hospital to begin her life again. She seemed so sincere that Nick left her because, of course, he did. He stopped by the house on his way to Greensboro, Charlotte, Savannah, Georgia, or maybe to Italy during the period of Leonardo da Vinci was doing his thing. Doesn't matter what he said, really. He made it to the dealer's house on Fifth Street, and was still there when Stacy decided that the rigors of living a clean life would probably be too much to deal with at this time, and that she should probably hold off until she was in a better place.
Starting point is 05:12:20 emotionally and financially. Oh well, better luck next time. Stacey fled the hospital while waiting for transport to a treatment center that took all, or even no insurance. Money wasn't even required. Romeo and Juliet were reunited when Juliet arrived at the dope man's house on Fifth Street and found her Romeo cooking up a 20 bag into a couple of shots for the night when his purpose for living walked in the front door with 20 more bucks that her mother had given
Starting point is 05:12:47 her to try and get a ride to the treatment center. Her mom said that she would have taken her, but, well, you know. So Romeo and Juliet took a good shot apiece and did what desperate lovers do the world over. They gave each other a shot of heroin, curled up on the couch and nodded out while watching a nameless and faceless cartoon. Epilogue, some two years later, I ran into Nick while having a crisis night of my own. I had been chased out of my abandoned house by dope dealers who wanted to control the place and turn it into a trap house. I fled to a motel and managed to stay there for almost two weeks before the money went dry, and they sent me on my way.
Starting point is 05:13:27 I had been walking with my total weight on my back for over 15 hours, straight looking for at least a temporary hideout to get rested. Your total weight is when you have everything you have left in the world on your person. The total of your weight. I had just crossed the bridge over the railroad tracks where I had to talk to myself about the pros and cons of a life continued. I thought I heard my name being psted out of the darkness at the end of the bridge. What manner of beast nocturnal did speak my name?
Starting point is 05:13:57 I implored the emptiness. Turned out it was just Nick. Hey, man. I heard about all the bullshit that happened at the house. You all right? Nah, man. Not by a long shot. I loved that place.
Starting point is 05:14:14 I know, brother. Everyone knows it, and we all appreciate what you tried to do. Not many people just show up out of nowhere and start looking out for people they don't even know, and don't expect some kind of payback. Hell, at first I thought you were playing some angle or something. A lot of us did. But that was some real shit you were throwing down. I had never heard Dot him sound so real before. This was a side of Nick I had never seen before.
Starting point is 05:14:44 sincere. Anyway, you got anywhere to crash. You look pretty tired. Man, I could really use some random act of kindness right now. You got anything up that sleeve of yours. One of the good things about Nick was his ability to catch the nuance if good banter. Yeah, bro. I got you.
Starting point is 05:15:07 Back this way. I've got me a nice bandy all to myself. I told everyone that a friend of my. cursed it and that spirits walked undead at night there, so nobody out here wants to even go through the yard. Dumbass Hicks. He informed me as he turned from the dark and started into the real dark overgrowth that seemed to be thriving off the neglect of the yard. He led the way around the side of the house into a back deck that looked older than this state. It appeared that the builder of the deck believed that craftsmanship was a foreign concept and had used pre-rodded lumber. But, somehow,
Starting point is 05:15:42 I made it around in total darkness, up the rotten steps to the deck, and through the smashed glass sliding doors into Nick's very own hideaway. Man, I can't tell you how much I appreciate this. Where can I plop? Anywhere you deem ploppable. Wherever my fat ass will fit? Your words. Not mine, he smiled and added, but, my words would be very similar to the ones you just used.
Starting point is 05:16:09 With that, he busted out laughing, obviously very very much. pleased with his clever and sharp wit. It was always a good thing to find someone who could relate to your sense of humor, and no got all mad or offended. Some people out here would have felt that Nick's remark was over the line, and whether he meant any disrespect or not, disrespect was all that would have been taken and that that would have been enough for that person to burn down the world. I plopped with an exaggerated sigh, too grandiose I was to be in a bandy. I looked at him with my best satisfied smile and said, to-shae, motherfucker. A little later Nick asked me if I wanted to some wax his friend had just brought from California
Starting point is 05:16:48 and laid on him for free. I had never smoked wax before and told him so. Boo, I got me a virgin, eh. Well, come to Papa. Why did you have to make it weird? That's my superpower. You didn't know. You better be asking somebody. How long am I good for here? When homeless, you always feel like you've worn out your welcome before you even arrived. You can stay as long as you want, man. Come back whenever you want. No sweat.
Starting point is 05:17:22 Hell, I owe you that much, at least. I could see the wax-taking effect in his eyes. Or maybe it was the wax-taking effect in my eyes that made his eyes look like that. Just come alone, that's all I ask, he thought for a boy. brief second and then added, make sure you announce yourself though when you come up. Me and Stacy might be in here trying to pollinate some flowers. Dig? Not a problem, I could definitely feel the wax now, and I was glad I stopped at two hits. It felt like a peppy setiva buzz. My mouth became engaged. So, how is the little lady these
Starting point is 05:18:00 days? She's good. She was around here earlier. Don't know where she got off. to. Dude, I have never seen as much sadness in a human being as I see in her. I feel bad for her, carrying around all that shit. And then, to have a rabbit honey badger for a mom can't help. She's been like that for five years, bro. Every since she hit her brother with the shot that killed him. I was speechless. Jesus, what a thing to carry with you every day. How does a person get past that? Can a person get past that? Damn, bro. I didn't know about all that. What happened? Hot shot. A hot shot is one that contains a lot more fentanyl than the user is aware of, which can lead to immediate overdose and death. Nah, they had split a 40 of some good shit that Stacey's
Starting point is 05:18:56 dealer was slinging at the time, so they had planned on shooting it as soon as he got home from work and then watched that Motley crew movie together. They were really close like that. But, what she had no way of knowing is that Eric had skipped work and had been partying all day. Doing perks and snorting Roxy's mixed up with Coke and eating Zanis on top of all that. May have been some liquor involved at some point as well. I could see Nick's lighter under the desk and realized he was cooking up a shot as he talked, so, needless to say, when she hit him, he just croaked right out.
Starting point is 05:19:31 His shit just stopped almost immediately. She didn't have time to find the Narcan, much less use it. So that's what all the apologizing and saying she shouldn't have been born is all about. Fuck, man. That's a heavy-duty load to be carrying around all the time. Oh, it gets better. Her mom decided that Stacey had killed Eric, the golden child on purpose because she had signed for him to get a car and she wouldn't do that for Stacey.
Starting point is 05:19:59 So, her mom goes and tells the cops what she thinks and they came and got her. Put her under a $1 million bail that no bail bondsman in the area would touch. Every day she's in jail, the cops are trying to beat her down. Telling her that they know it wasn't an accident and that they can prove she meant to kill her. They're calling her a murderer and all this shit. That fucking shit weighs a whole lot on an 18-year-old. She said at one point they had her believe it. that she killed him on purpose. They beat her down so bad that she'll never stand up straight again.
Starting point is 05:20:36 Fucking cops. Real bad asses bullying some 18-year-old girl into believing that she intentionally killed the brother she fucking worshipped. And, to top it all off, they wouldn't let her go to his funeral. They said they would arrange it, and then on the very day of his service, they told her that they just decided not to. Fuck, man. That explains a lot of. Damn. That poor girl. Yeah, man. That's one of the reasons I'll always be there for her. I can't just run out on her. I love her. I may not show it like I should sometimes, but I could never add to her pain. Unless she gets clean, right? Unless she gets clean. I watched Nick's head bob up and down for a moment until his conscious just gave up and he slumbered in the arms of Morpheus, leaving me alone with this new
Starting point is 05:21:30 info running around my brain. Sometimes, it takes years for the critical piece of a puzzle to be found. For some, like Stacey, that peace will never be found because it was buried without her even being there. How can she be fixed? Can she be fixed? Left to wander in a perpetual state of grief and anguish for a mistake that left no one alive to forgive her. Not even herself. The end. You know those moments where everything feels normal, until it doesn't. That's exactly how this day started for me.
Starting point is 05:22:05 It was early evening, still bright out. The sun was hanging low in the sky, casting that warm golden light that makes everything look soft and safe. I had just finished grabbing a few things from the store, milk, some snacks, nothing serious. and I was heading back home. The kind of walk where you're not really paying attention because it's routine, you know. Anyway, I'm walking along, earbuds in, but not blasting music because I like to hear what's going on around me, just in case.
Starting point is 05:22:36 The streets weren't too busy, just the occasional car rolling by. I get to a traffic light and press the button to cross. I'm waiting there, kind of zoning out, when this car pulls up beside me. The guy driving leans out the window and yells something at me. One of those obnoxious catcalls. You know the type, gross and unnecessary. I don't even fully register what he says because I've trained myself to tune that crap out, but I roll my eyes and keep facing forward.
Starting point is 05:23:07 Eventually, the light changes, and I step into the crosswalk. The car speeds off, and I think, good riddance. I figured that would be the end of my annoyances for the day. But no. Out of nowhere, this black Lincoln Town car creeps up behind me. It's moving slow, almost too slow for traffic. I notice it's about to turn into a little store parking lot, but instead of fully turning, it stops right in the middle of the crosswalk, blocking the way between the two sidewalks. I pause. Behind the wheel is this older woman. Late 50s maybe, short curly gray hair, sunglasses even though the sun's not strong enough for them anymore.
Starting point is 05:23:51 She's completely blocking my path, and I have to decide whether to walk in front of the car or behind it. So I motion for her to go. Like, I wave my hand a little, trying to tell her, Go ahead, lady. You're in my way, but instead of moving forward, she rolls down her window and starts yelling. Get in the car, at first, I think I misheard her. I hesitate, staring at her like she's lost her mind. What? I ask, because surely she's talking to someone else. Get in the car, she says again, louder this time.
Starting point is 05:24:31 Her tone is sharp, commanding, like she expects me to obey. A cold chill runs through me. Uh, no thanks, I mumble, trying to sound casual even though my stomach has dropped to my shoes. I back up and decide to walk behind the car instead. I keep my eyes on her the whole time, and my pace quickens. My heart starts thumping in my ears. The second I'm safely past her, I hear the sound of her car shifting into reverse. No freaking way.
Starting point is 05:25:03 She reverses into traffic, her tires screeching a little as she backs out onto the main road. She's not even being subtle about it, she's clearly following me now. She pulls up alongside me and lowers her window again. I said get in the sire, she screams. I jump a little at the sudden volume. No. Leave me alone. I yell back.
Starting point is 05:25:28 She doesn't. She speeds ahead, her tires screeching again as she zips to the next intersection. Then she pulls in sharply, positioning the car so it blocks the sidewalk again. What the hell is happening? Panic is flooding through me now. I'm scanning my surroundings for other people, but the streets almost deserted. Typical. When you need someone around, there's no one.
Starting point is 05:25:54 Luckily, there's a metal pole in the sidewalk where she's parked, and it's just wide enough that I can squeeze through without having to pass too close to her car. I dart past, my legs moving faster than they have all day. I hear her car door creak like she's thinking about getting out. But I'm already bolting. She pulls out again and speeds ahead. At this point, I realize her plan, she's trying to get ahead of me each time to cut me off.
Starting point is 05:26:22 Sure enough, she turns sharply into the next crossway, aiming to block me again. My mind races. Okay, if I keep going straight, she's going to have me trapped. I need to change direction. So I do the only thing I can think of, I spin on my heel and start walking the other way. When she sees me turn, she slams her car into reverse again.
Starting point is 05:26:46 But this time, instead of following me, she speeds off in the opposite direction. Gone. Just like that. I stand there for a second, heart pounding, legs shaking so bad I feel like I might collapse. Was she trying to abduct me? Was this some weird prank? Or was Isocons away from being shoved into that car and never being seen again? I don't wait to find out.
Starting point is 05:27:13 I power walk all the way home, constantly glancing over my shoulder to make sure she isn't coming back. Every sound, every car engine makes me jump. When I finally get home, I lock every door, pull the curtains closed, and call the police. The words tumble out of me in a rush as I explain what happened. Yeah, you did the right thing filing this report, the officer says calmly. We'll keep an eye out for VALS. vehicles matching that description. Thanks, I say, but it doesn't really make me feel better. The rest of the night, I sit on my couch, curled up with a blanket, staring at my phone.
Starting point is 05:27:51 I keep thinking about her face, her voice. Get in the car. The way she said it, it wasn't a request. It was an order. I don't know why she finally gave up, but I'm grateful she did. To this day, I still think about what might have happened if she hadn't. The end. The end. Horror. Crazy X. The story of how my life turned into a nightmare. All right, let me just start from the beginning, because if I don't set the stage, none of this is going to make sense. This isn't one of those cute breakup stories you laugh about years later. This is the kind of crap that makes you check your locks three times before bed, glance over your shoulder at the grocery store, and wonder if karma is punishing you for every dumb choice you.
Starting point is 05:28:40 ever made. So yeah, this is the story of me and crazy. And trust me, I'm not using that name just for laughs. That's what she is, through and through, unstable, manipulative, and terrifying when she doesn't get her way. How it all started. We dated a couple of years ago. At first, it was fine, normal even. But like all ticking time bombs, you never really know when they're going to go off. After six months to get, I had finally had enough and broke it off. I thought that was the end of it. People break up all the time, right? Wrong. That's where my nightmare actually began. For about six months after the breakup, Crazy kept calling and texting me. At first, I did what most sane people would do. I ignored her.
Starting point is 05:29:31 I figured she'd eventually get bored, move on, maybe find another poor guy to terrorize. But nope, she was patient. and I was stupid. One night, after I'd had way too much to drink, I did the one thing I shouldn't have done. I answered one of her texts. Yeah, I know, rookie mistake. But I was in that sad, pathetic, sentimental mood that alcohol always seems to bring out, and my brain decided, hey, what's the worst that could happen? Well, let me tell you, everything. Everything is the worst that could happen. That one reply was like opening Pandora's box. Next thing I knew she was showing up at my apartment again, acting like nothing had ever happened. She wormed her way back into my life,
Starting point is 05:30:21 and before I knew it, we were together again, if you can call it that. We lasted another seven months before I finally snapped. She was manipulative, abusive, and demanded things like she was some toddler who just learned the word mine. If I didn't let her use my car whenever she wanted, she'd throw a tantrum. If I didn't give her money when she claimed she needed it, she'd scream at me, break things, or sulk for hours. It was like living with a toddler, except toddlers are actually cute sometimes. And don't even get me started on the violence. Crazy wasn't just emotionally manipulative. She was physically abusive, too. Once, she hit me. in the face with a set of keys because I told her I was tired and didn't feel like going out.
Starting point is 05:31:10 Who does that? Oh, right. Crazy. The final straw, though, was when she started using meth. Yeah, meth. She brought that garbage into my apartment, and I knew right then and there it was over. I tried to get her help, but of course, she twisted it around on me, claiming I was trying to change her and acting like I was the bad guy. So I gave up. I called her mom, told her to come get her daughter before I called the cops, and made it crystal clear. I was done. Done with the lies, the drugs, the manipulation, all of it. I wanted nothing to do with her ever again. But here's the thing. Breaking up with crazy isn't like breaking up with a normal person. When a normal relationship ends, you deal with some awkward texts,
Starting point is 05:32:01 maybe a sad playlist or two, and eventually you move on. But with crazy, that's just the beginning. When the real nightmare began. The day I officially kicked her out was the day she started her little campaign of torment. She began with something straight out of a movie. She made a fake Craigslist ad in the escort section. She used a random picture, but she put my phone number as the contact. Within hours, phone was blowing up with texts and calls from random guys who thought I was some kind of sex worker. I'm not exaggerating when I got over 500 messages in less than a week, 500 strangers blowing up my phone at all hours, asking about rates or when I was available. My voicemail filled up, my text inbox crashed, and that was just the beginning.
Starting point is 05:32:57 One night, while my phone was buzzing non-stop, I noticed the same. security guard from my apartment complex circling my car in the parking lot. He was shining his flashlight inside, like he was looking for something. I went outside and asked what the hell he was doing, and he tells me someone reported my car as abandoned. Abandoned? I drove that thing earlier that day. I had to show him my license and car title just to keep him from having it towed, all because crazy thought it would be funny to report my car. And just, when I thought it couldn't get worse. Oh, it got worse. The next day, while I was at work, my phone kept blowing up with texts and calls. I was trying to do my job, but I couldn't focus
Starting point is 05:33:44 with all these random dudes asking me when our date was. I didn't know it at the time, but Crazy had started giving out my address to guys she met online. I came home that night, sat down to relax, and heard a knock at the door. I checked the people and saw some random, guy standing there. I ignored him, but then I saw him outside on his phone. So I yelled down from the balcony, asking what he wanted. He asked if crazy was there. Turns out she had set up a dinner date with him and given him my apartment address like it was hers. I had to explain that she didn't live there anymore and that he needed to go check her mom's place. That same night, three more guy showed up, three, all looking for dinner dates with her. It was insane. And then the text started
Starting point is 05:34:35 again, this time from crazy herself. She sent me pictures of my apartment building with creepy little messages like, it's breezy in your apartment with the patio door open, or hope your dog finds his way back home. She was threatening me, messing with my head, making me wonder if she'd actually broken in while I was at work. When I got home, nothing was out of place, but the stress of it all was eating me alive. I kept ignoring her, hoping she'd eventually get bored and move on. But crazy doesn't get bored. Crazy escalates. When the cops showed up. One night, I was watching TV when there was another knock at the door. I looked through the peephole and saw two cops standing there. Immediately my stomach dropped. I opened the door, and they asked if I was such and such. I said yes, and they hit me
Starting point is 05:35:31 with, only if you consider raping a young woman a problem. I swear to God, my heart stopped. She had filed a false police report saying I raped her. They asked where I had been for the past few hours. Thankfully, I had just gotten off work, so I told them to check with my employer. But the whole time, one of the officers kept looking at me like I was guilty. He even said, Your car's still warm. You look guilty. Like, excuse me? Of course my car was warm. I had just driven home from work less than an hour ago. It didn't matter. Crazy had officially taken things to a whole new level. And now I was being accused of one of the worst crimes imaginable. And that, my friends, was just the beginning. To be continued. Horrible.
Starting point is 05:36:22 living with crazy, the torment that wouldn't end. All right, so when I last left off, I had just been accused of rape by none other than my psycho ex-girlfriend. Let's keep calling her crazy, because that's who she is. The cops had shown up at my door, thrown accusations at me, and then walked away after basically telling me, don't leave your apartment or will be back if your story doesn't check out. And let me tell you, hearing those words while you're standing there,
Starting point is 05:36:52 sweating bullets, trying to convince two pissed off cops you didn't rape anyone, is something that sticks in your head. It doesn't just fade away the next morning. It's the kind of thing that haunts you. So, yeah, the cops left, and I sat there staring at my door, half expecting them to come back at any second. I didn't sleep that night. Hell, I didn't sleep much for the next few nights. I was waiting for sirens, for a knock, for the sound of my door being kicked in. But they never came back. I eventually got so paranoid that I called the police station myself to get an update. And here's where things get really messed up. The guy on the phone tells me there's no report, none, no record of any officers being dispatched to my address that day. Nothing. How the hell is
Starting point is 05:37:41 that even possible? Did I hallucinate two uniformed cops standing in my doorway accusing me of rape? No way. They were real. I had the sinking stomach, the sweat, the adrenaline spike, all of it. But the department claimed nothing was on record. That's when I started losing it. Because how do you fight back against someone who not only knows how to mess with your head, but apparently knows how to make reality itself bend around you? At that point, I wasn't even angry anymore. I was terrified. She could ruin my life with a single phone call and leave me standing there with nothing but my word against hers. The silence that wasn't silence. After that fiasco, things went weirdly quiet.
Starting point is 05:38:29 I was still getting messages and calls, though less than before, but the whole rape accusation thing seemed to have died down. I convinced myself maybe she had finally gotten bored, maybe she had moved on to some other unlucky bastard. A week passed, then another. The texts were slowing down. The random phone calls weren't as frequent. For the first time in months, I felt like maybe, just maybe, I was going to get my life back. Spoiler, I was wrong. One evening, I stopped at my mailbox after work. Inside was a letter from the post office. It said something about my mail being forwarded to a new address. The problem? I hadn't filed a change of address. Immediately I knew. Crazy. Who else? So I called the post office and told them straight up. Look, I haven't moved. I didn't change my address. Keep sending my mail to my current place. The woman on the phone assured me I had nothing to worry about. She said everything would be fixed. Yeah, right, full of crap. Because after that day, my mail just stopped coming, completely. For two months, nothing showed up in my mailbox. I made three phone calls and two separate visits to the post office before I finally got it sorted out. But by then, it was too late.
Starting point is 05:39:52 Crazy had used that little window of time to snatch up my mail, which meant she had access to all my personal info, my utilities, my cable account, even my phone bill. Thankfully, I had extra security on my bank account so she couldn't touch my money. But the rest, fair game. She managed to shut off my phone bill. gas, my electric, and my cable. I'd come home after a long day, hit the light switch, and nothing. Cold apartment, no internet, no TV, no hot shower. I got calls from the phone company saying
Starting point is 05:40:27 changes were being applied to my account. If I hadn't caught it in time, who knows what she would have pulled with my phone line. All told, it cost me an extra $300 in fees just to get everything back in my name. My apartment complex even had to step in and cover unpaid balances for gas and electric, because she had shut them off, and then they turned around and billed me for it. So now I wasn't just stressed out. I was broke, exhausted, and ready to explode. Get a restraining order, they said. By this point, I had tried everything. I called the cops again, hoping maybe now they'd finally take this crap seriously. Their response? Do you have to be? You have to be? They're not. Do you have to a restraining order? Yes, I had one, but here's the kicker. She had never been served.
Starting point is 05:41:17 And apparently, if the person doesn't get served, the restraining order is just a useless piece of paper. I told them she was actively avoiding service. She dodged deputies, duck out of sight, whatever it took. And the cops basically shrugged and said, We can't help you. That's when I lost it. I remember saying something like, You guys followed up on a false rape accusation with no hesitation, but now that I'm being stalked and harassed nonstop, suddenly it's not your problem? Their answer? Silence. They didn't care. I hung up the phone shaking with anger. If the people who are supposed to protect you won't lift a finger, what the hell are you supposed to do?
Starting point is 05:42:00 A tiny break in the madness. But then something unexpected happened. If you remember, Crazy had gotten arrested for beating some guy over the head with a beer mug at a bar. Well, she finally got convicted. The punishment? Three months in jail. Three months? That's it. If I'd had walked outside right now and cracked someone over the skull with a beer mug,
Starting point is 05:42:24 I'd guarantee you'd be looking at a year minimum. But Crazy, she skates by with a slap on the wrist. Still, three months was three months. And for me, that meant peace and quiet. No texts, no calls, no random dudes showing up at my door looking for dinner dates. For the first time in forever, I actually slept. I checked the jail's website every so often just to make sure she was still locked up. And every time I saw her name pop up with that in-custody status, I felt like I could breathe again.
Starting point is 05:42:57 But one day, I checked and saw she had been released, two days earlier. Out loud, I literally said, fuck. Immediately paranoia set in. I started triple-checking my locks again, watching the parking lot from my balcony, scanning my phone every time it buzzed. But weeks went by and nothing happened. No texts, no calls, no weird knocks at the door. Maybe she was finally gone. Maybe she'd moved on. For the first time, I allowed myself to hope. The Pregnancy Bomb. Then it happened. It started with a text message from a number I didn't recognize. It was a photo of a pregnancy test. Positive. At first, I wasn't even sure it was her. I'd been talking to a couple of women casually since breaking up
Starting point is 05:43:47 with crazy, so there was a brief, horrifying moment where I thought maybe this was someone else. But deep down, I knew. I texted back, finally, any ties to you are broken. Have fun with whatever poor schmuck knocked you up. A reply came instantly. You obviously. You are obviously don't know who this is. And that's when my stomach dropped. Because, yeah, I didn't know for sure, but I had a damn good idea. Over the next week, the texts kept coming. Always the same picture of the positive test.
Starting point is 05:44:20 Nothing else. No explanations, just that same image over and over, like some kind of sick trophy. Then another picture. This time of a woman holding her pregnant stomach, but her head was cut off in the frame. Immediately after, another text. I guess we know who the fertile one is now, don't we? That sealed it. It was her. See, back when we were together, we'd actually tried to have a kid. It never worked out, which she held against me constantly. She'd say maybe I was broken or sterile. So this little stunt, it was her way of rubbing it in. I texted back,
Starting point is 05:45:00 Awesome, have a great life with whatever idiot got you pregnant. Thank God it wasn't me. Now kindly fuck off. Her response? A string of insults so stupid and petty they aren't even worth repeating. I ignored her. Figured she'd gotten what she wanted, to shove in my face that she was pregnant and I wasn't the father. Honestly, I considered that a win.
Starting point is 05:45:23 No kid with her meant freedom, even if she thought she was scoring some kind of point. For about a week, I thought it was over. But, of course, it wasn't. Then Thursday. I'm the kind of guy who cuts it close when it comes to mornings. I sleep until the last possible second, throw on clothes, and rush out the door just in time to get to work. No extra minutes, no room for surprises.
Starting point is 05:45:49 That morning, I grabbed my bag, locked the door, and headed for my car. Continued. All right, so let me back things up a little before diving into the next level of chaos. At this point, I was already living like some paranoid dude in a thriller movie. checking behind my back, scanning my car before getting in, and wondering what the hell my ex, yeah, crazy, would throw at me next. I swear, if you had told me when I first met her that my life would end up looking like a low-budget crime drama mixed with a soap opera, I would have laughed in your face. But here we are. So picture this. It's a normal Thursday morning. I'm groggy,
Starting point is 05:46:30 late as always, stumbling out of my apartment like a zombie who hits snooze five too many times. My mornings are already rushed because, let's be real. I'm the type who squeezes every last second of sleep out of my alarm clock before dragging myself to work. So I don't have time for surprises, not even little ones. But of course, crazy doesn't care about schedules. I walk out to my car and immediately notice something off. There are magnets stuck to it. like those big, dumb bumper sticker-style magnets with corny slogans.
Starting point is 05:47:05 One of them literally said something like, proud cat lady. Another one had some tacky inspirational quote, and the third was too faded for me to even care about. Now, normally, I wouldn't give two shits about magnets, but here's the kicker. These things weren't just slapped on my car. They were super glued. Yeah, she actually glued magnets to the paint of my car,
Starting point is 05:47:29 like some twisted arts and crafts project. So now I'm standing there, running late, cussing under my breath while trying to peel this crap off. The glue left behind these ugly streaks that wouldn't budge, and I knew instantly I'd have to buff it out later or risk having permanent scars on my car. But whatever, I peeled most of it off, tossed the magnets aside, and figured that was the funny little prank for the day. Except, nope, crazy doesn't just stop. I Stop at annoying pranks. She goes full, how can I ruin this guy's mode? I opened the driver's side door and, surprise, five pounds of dog shit piled up on my seat.
Starting point is 05:48:11 Not even exaggerating. Like, it was an actual mountain. And as if that wasn't gross enough, there were open, used condoms mixed in. Used, freaking condoms. I just stood there staring like, is this real life right now? I mean, you can't even make this stuff up. Some people break up and just block each other on social media. My ex?
Starting point is 05:48:34 She's out here setting up scatological art projects in my car. Now, remember earlier in the story when I told you my driver's side window had been busted out? Yeah, that little detail came back to haunt me here. Quick backstory. One day she took my car to her brother's place. They argued about meth, shocking, I know, and he decided to express his feelings by kicking in my driver's side window, and then ramming my car with his truck.
Starting point is 05:49:02 No insurance, no accountability, just pure tweaker chaos. Because of that, I'd been rolling around with no driver-side window for months. California weather made it easy to ignore, until Crazy decided to use that gaping hole as a delivery shoot for her gift. So there I was, already late for work, now staring at a pile of dog shit and condoms in my car. What's a guy supposed to do? I found an old plastic grocery bag on the ground, used it like a glove, and scoop the mess out.
Starting point is 05:49:35 Thank God it was at least dried, or I would have straight up puked right there in the parking lot. Even so, I knew some of it probably smeared, but I had zero time. I literally just shrugged, sat down, probably right in remnants of it, and drove off. By the time I got to work, the smell was unbearable. I told my boss what happened. Thankfully, he's one of those chill dudes who actually likes me, and he let me take half an hour to clean out the car properly. Honestly, if he hadn't been so understanding, I might have just quit that day. Needless to say, I finally caved and replaced the driver-side window after that.
Starting point is 05:50:14 Lesson learned, when you're dealing with someone like crazy, any open access point is basically an invitation for biohazard-level pranks. Now, I know what you're thinking. Why not just move? Why not change your number? Why keep putting up with this crap? Trust me, I've asked myself those same questions a thousand times. The thing is, changing my number felt like giving her a win. Like, why should I inconvenience myself because she's out here being psychotic? I had too many contacts tied to that number, family, friends, work stuff, and honestly, the hassle wasn't worth it.
Starting point is 05:50:52 As for moving, yeah, I wanted to, but my rental history wasn't exactly. sparkling. Breaking the lease would have tanked it further, so I figured I'd just ride it out until the lease ended. Call it stubbornness, call it stupidity, but that was my mindset. So anyway, this was around late July of 2012 when all this madness really kicked into high gear. Let me rewind for a sec and explain how it all started, because context matters here. I come from one of those small towns where everybody knows everybody. You know the type. One high school, one grocery store, gossip travels faster than the internet. I had just turned 18, and like most kids my age in that town, we thought partying down by the beach with a bonfire and cheap booze was the
Starting point is 05:51:39 height of fun. My circle of friends was small but tight. We'd hang out, go for drives to the bigger city nearby, and basically do anything to break the monotony of small town life. One night, I was hanging out with my buddy Adam, we'll call him that. We were at my parents' place, bored of out of our minds and decided to head into the city to catch a movie. After saying goodbye to my folks, we hopped into his car and made the drive. The movie was decent, nothing memorable, but afterward we got hungry and hit up McDonald's. And that's where it happened. That's where I met the guy who, without exaggeration, changed my life forever. For the worse. We're at the counter, Adams ordering food while I'm half distracted, scrolling through my phone. The guy,
Starting point is 05:52:26 working behind the register notices me, smiles, and I smile back out of politeness. No big deal, right? We get our food, Adam heads out first, and this dude, let's call him Chris, comes out right after us. He asks me for a lighter, strikes up a conversation, and casually slips me his number. Says he wants to take me out sometime, maybe a movie or something. Now, keep in mind, I was 18, kind of naive, and not exactly swimming in options. So I think, figured, why not? He seemed normal enough. We texted, we met up a week later, and before long, we were hanging out constantly. Within a month, he was coming out to my parents' place all the time, staying over in my granny's little flat on their property, and even dropping me off at school in the
Starting point is 05:53:14 morning. My friends hated it, mostly because they all had to ride the bus while I rolled up in an actual car with my cool older boyfriend. Things moved fast, maybe too fast, but At the time, it felt exciting. One morning, I convinced Chris to pull up next to the school bus while my friends were loading in. I stuck my head out the window, called out to one of my friends, and introduced her to Chris. And let me tell you, that was mistake number one. Because not long after that introduction, the cracks started showing. And that's where the scary part of my life really began.
Starting point is 05:53:53 To be continued. Horror. Okay, so here's where things started getting way scarier than I ever expected. You'd think a messy breakup would just mean some angry texts, maybe some gossip going around town, and then eventually you both move on with your lives. That's how it goes for most people, right? But nope, my story turned into something way darker, something I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy. Let me rewind to the beginning of this part.
Starting point is 05:54:23 after my friend met Chris, things between me and him fell apart fast. Honestly, it was a train wreck of a breakup, yelling, crying, throwing accusations around. Messy doesn't even cover it. And just when I thought it was all behind me, the real nightmare began. It started small. I'd hear footsteps on the gravel driveway late at night. At first I brushed it off, thinking maybe it was just some random animal wandering around, like a stray dog or a possum or something.
Starting point is 05:54:53 But then I'd peek out the window and notice a car parked at the very end of the road. Not just any car. Chris's car. Sitting there under the streetlight. Engine off. Just waiting. Watching. And he'd be there before I went to bed, sometimes for hours.
Starting point is 05:55:13 That's when I realized. This wasn't just him being salty about the breakup. This was full-on stalking. Things escalated quickly. I'd be lying in bed at night and hear voices outside right by my ranch slider. I recognized his laugh. I recognized his voice whispering to someone else. Then I'd hear the faint metallic sound of someone trying to jiggle the garage door handle,
Starting point is 05:55:38 testing it like they were checking for a way in. Gravel crunching as he walked back and forth outside. My heart would pound so loud I was convinced he could hear it through the glass. And then the texts started. Random numbers blowing up my phone in the middle of class. Messages describing exactly what I was wearing, what I was doing, even what time I walked to the bus. Things like, nice red hoodie this morning. Cute backpack.
Starting point is 05:56:06 Your mom leaves the kitchen light on when she makes tea, right? Stuff that made me feel like I was living in a horror movie. And then the threats. Straight up violent, disgusting threats. Messages like, I'm going to break into your house. I'm going to rake into your house. I'm going to rape you. Nobody's going to find your body.
Starting point is 05:56:25 I'll bury it deep in the forest where no one ever looks. I remember sitting there in class. My hand shaking so bad I couldn't even hold my pen, trying not to cry in front of everyone. Meanwhile, I was supposed to be focusing on my end-of-year exams, writing university applications, planning my future. Instead, I was checking every shadow, every noise, every unknown number that rang my phone.
Starting point is 05:56:49 And here's where my biggest mistake comes in. My friend, we'll call her Julia, was supposed to be someone I trusted. She had been around since that one morning Chris gave us a ride to school. I didn't think anything of it at the time, but behind my back, she started spending more and more time with Chris. I had basically introduced the wolf right into the sheep pen. Unbeknownst to me, Julia was feeding him all the info he needed, my schedule, my whereabouts, even the times I'd most likely be alone. perfect stalking material.
Starting point is 05:57:22 They actually started dating, which blew my mind, and once that happened, the messages came from both of them. Two against one. Double the threats, double the fear. It wasn't just words anymore. One night I stayed late at school with my drama class, rehearsing for our final performance of the year. We were in this little classroom, lights on, rehearsing lines, building props. It was late, about 10 p.m., and most of the school was empty. easy pickings for someone who wanted to corner me.
Starting point is 05:57:53 Some of my classmates noticed Chris's car parked across the road from the school. They said there were two figures inside, just sitting there in the dark, watching, waiting. And everyone knew who it was, and when they told me, I absolutely panicked. I called my mom in tears, and she raced over to pick me up. We drove home that night, checking the rearview mirror constantly to make sure we weren't being followed. That was the moment I realized. this wasn't just creepy anymore. This was dangerous.
Starting point is 05:58:24 So I went to the police. I showed them the texts, told them about the break-in attempts, the threats, everything. I even told him about Chris's weapons, because, yeah, he carried them. Sure, he liked to say it was for hunting, but we all knew he was also wrapped up
Starting point is 05:58:40 in shady drug world crap and carried them for intimidation. The police went to check his place, but they came back saying they couldn't find anything. No weapons. No proof, nothing. And guess what? That just pissed him off even more.
Starting point is 05:58:55 That night he parked at the end of my parents' road again. Same spot under the streetlight. He sat there until all the lights in our house went off. Then I heard the crunch of gravel as he came up the driveway. I was sleeping in the living room that night. Huge mistake because the living room had big open windows in a sliding glass door. I heard him. Clear as day.
Starting point is 05:59:17 Heavy boots on gravel. The sound. of metal like a gun being cocked. My blood ran cold. I commando crawled down the hallway to my parent's bedroom and whispered, Mom, someone's outside. Get up. Someone's outside. My dad shot up like a soldier. He grabbed his robe, snatched his 22 rifle, and bolted out the back door. The sensor light clicked on, and just like that, Chris took off running. My dad chased him halfway down the driveway, but he slipped out through the padlock gate and vanished into the night. That night was the breaking point. I couldn't sleep. Every creek in the house made me jump.
Starting point is 05:59:57 Every car that drove by had me running to the window. After that, things calmed down for about a month, just enough time for me to pack up and move away. Ten hours north to a new city, a new apartment, a new start. I thought maybe I was finally free. But nope. The very night after I left, my mom called me, her voice trembling. She said someone had been inside my old flat. Muddy boot prints everywhere, like someone had walked around the entire place, scoping it out. And it didn't stop there. Weird things started happening around my parents' property. Trees cut down in the middle of the night, cars driving by at 2 a.m. with their headlights off, moving slow. It was like Chris was sending messages. I'm still here. I can still reach you. Meanwhile, in my
Starting point is 06:00:45 New City, I wasn't safe either. Every morning I left my apartment, there was always a car parked across the street, tinted windows, engine idling, just sitting there. I'd get voicemails from private numbers, violent, threatening messages that made me want to crawl out of my skin. I stopped answering calls altogether. And this didn't just go on for a few weeks. This went on until late last year. years of constant harassment. Then one day it just stopped. No more calls, no more sightings of his car, no more threats. Silence.
Starting point is 06:01:23 But silence doesn't mean peace. Every time I visit my parents, I never tell anyone when I'm coming or when I'm leaving. I don't post online about it. I don't text friends about it, nothing. For my own safety, I keep everything hidden. And even now, I get flashbacks. A car backfires on the street and I nearly jump out of my skin. I see a vehicle that looks like his and I go cold.
Starting point is 06:01:47 I keep my home address private. My phone numbers restricted. Because in the back of my mind, I'm convinced he's still out there watching, waiting. I even told my mom once. If I ever go missing, you'll know where to look. Update 2015. So here's the kicker. I actually wrote most of this down back.
Starting point is 06:02:10 in 2015 and kept it private. Why? Because the activity started sparking up again. I had gone home for Christmas that year. I was scheduled for major surgery in January, so I knew I wouldn't be able to see family or friends afterwards. At the same time, there was a death in the family, so emotions were already running high. And then my sister, God bless her, but seriously, told a few people that I'd be home until mid-January. And who did those people hang out with? Julia. The same Julia that was dating Chris, the same Julia that basically gave him the playbook to stalk me. Even though I actually didn't get home until the end of January, it didn't matter, because my dad had an encounter with Chris. First time in three years. Dad was outside near the
Starting point is 06:02:58 fence line when Chris's car pulled up, window rolled down, he leaned his head out like it was just another casual neighborly chat, totally normal in a small rural town where people stopped to talk from their cars, except this wasn't a neighbor. This was Chris. He smiled and asked, Hey, is she around? Old friend of mine. My dad instantly recognized him. He went cold but didn't show it. He told him to leave, or else he'd grab his gun. And Chris, cocky as ever, just laughed. We both know you won't do that before I put two bullets in your head. Now where is she? Chills. Thinking fast, my dad lied. He said, I was in the hospital three hours away and that I had moved permanently to a big city far north.
Starting point is 06:03:45 Chris nodded, thanked him, and casually said, watch your back. Then he drove off. Dad didn't tell me until later, because he didn't want to stress me out while I was recovering from surgery. But when I found out, I immediately changed my cell number, locked down all my social media, no tags, no locations, nothing. Because if he could pop up after three years, who's to say he won't pop up again? And that's the part that haunts me the most, the idea that somewhere out there, Chris still holds a grudge, that he's still hunting, and that I know things about him, serious things, dangerous things, that he doesn't ever want me repeating. That's why to this day, I live in constant alert. I don't share my address. I don't share my routines.
Starting point is 06:04:32 And I'm always waiting for the next time he decides to crawl out of whatever hole he's in. because I know he's not finished. The end. All right, so. I did something stupid. Like, really stupid. The kind of thing that sticks in your brain like gum on the bottom of your favorite pair of sneakers. It's been haunting me for weeks now, and honestly, I don't even go outside anymore.
Starting point is 06:04:59 I haven't stepped foot beyond my door since that night. It's weird how something that seemed so harmless at first can spiral in. into a full-blown nightmare. I don't even know why I did it, to be honest. I mean, yeah, I know why. I just don't want to admit it because it makes me sound like the dumbest person alive. But I'll tell you anyway because keeping it and feels like it's eating me alive. It all started with skeletons. Yeah, you read that right, skeletons. Not real ones, obviously, but those plastic ones people stick outside their houses as Halloween decorations. For some reason, I've always been obsessed with them. Ever since I was a kid, I've thought they were cool. When I first
Starting point is 06:05:46 saw the nightmare before Christmas as a seven-year-old, I became infatuated. Jack Skellington felt like my spirit animal. There's something about skeletons, the way they're designed, their goofy grins, their spindly limbs, that makes me weirdly happy. So, Anyway, there's this apartment complex I walk past almost every day. And around mid-October, I noticed one of those plastic skeletons hanging out in the courtyard. It wasn't just any skeleton, either. It had a little cowboy hat on its head and sunglasses propped on its bony nose. Someone had clearly taken the time to give it personality.
Starting point is 06:06:25 And I don't know what came over me, but the first time I saw it, I thought to myself, I have to have it. At first, I brushed the idea off. Like, I'm not that kind of person. I don't steal. I don't even like borrowing things because I hate the responsibility of returning them. But every day I passed that skeleton, the thought kept creeping back in, what if I just took it? Would anyone even notice?
Starting point is 06:06:52 Over time, it became an obsession. I started paying extra attention to the area every time I walked by. Was there anyone? Everyone sitting on the balconies? Were there security cameras? What about lights? The more I studied the place, the more doable it felt. So one night, technically very early morning, I decided I was going to do it.
Starting point is 06:07:16 It was 2 a.m. I just finished a few rounds of Town of Salem on my old, beat-up laptop. Everyone else in the house was asleep. My mom's snores echoed down the hall. The perfect cover. I slipped on my sneakers, grabbed my keys, and tugged a black face mask over my mouth. Not because of COVID or anything, it just felt like a burglar-why thing to do. Like I was in one of those heist movies where the guy wears all black and climbs through
Starting point is 06:07:47 laser beams or something. The night air hit me like a slap when I stepped outside. It was cold and damp, and every little sound made me flinch. A cat darted across the sidewalk, and my heart nearly shy. out of my chest. I swear, even the streetlight seemed brighter than usual. As I made my way to the apartment complex, I kept telling myself this was fine. Just a quick grab and go. No harm, no foul. Nobody even lives in that courtyard, right? When I got there, the place looked deserted. Not a single light on in any of the windows. Perfect. I pushed the gate open, wincing at how loud the rusty hinges squealed. It felt like the noise echoed for miles, but nobody stirred. I spotted my
Starting point is 06:08:38 bony little prize sitting by one of those weird hanging benches, you know, the one suspended from the ceiling with ropes. But there was a problem, the skeleton was wrapped in this thick layer of fake spider webs. Like, serious webs. Whoever decorated it didn't mess around. The stuff clung to my fingers like glue when I tried to pull it off. And then, it happened. Hey, my blood ran cold. I froze, hand still gripping the skeleton's ribcage. Hey!
Starting point is 06:09:11 What the hell do you think you're doing? The voice came from across the street. I whipped around and saw a man standing there, partially obscured by the shadows. He was too far for me to make out his face, maybe 20 or 30 feet away, but I could see the outline of his body. He was tall. Broad shoulders. He didn't move toward me, but his tone was enough to send my brain into full-blown panic mode. I did the only thing I could think to do. I ran. I didn't just run, I bolted. Why are you running? He shouted after me, his voice laced with this mix of anger and amusement that made my skin crawl. I didn't answer. My feet slapped against the pavement as I tore down
Starting point is 06:09:56 the street. My lungs were burning within seconds, but adrenaline kept me moving. My brain was screaming go, go, go, go on a constant loop. Behind me, I didn't hear footsteps, but that didn't mean he wasn't chasing me. For all I knew, he could be jumping in his car right now, ready to hunt me down like some vigilante. The thought made me push my legs harder. My breaths came out loud and ragged, each one sounding like a dying vacuum cleaner. At one point, I tried ducking into an alley to catch my breath, but I was too paranoid to stop moving. The whole thing felt like a scene straight out of haunting ground, a game I played recently. I have expected a giant man with a sack over his head to lumber around the corner and grab me.
Starting point is 06:10:44 When my apartment building finally came into view, I thought I might cry from relief. My legs felt like jelly, and my lungs were ready to burst. I forced myself to slow to a speedwalk as I fumbled for my keys. The first key I tried didn't fit. My hands shook so bad I nearly dropped them. Come on, come on, come on. I jammed the right key in, yanked the gate open, and slipped inside. Once I reached my apartment door, I slammed it shut behind me and locked both deadbolts.
Starting point is 06:11:18 My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might actually explode. For a minute, I just stood there in the dark, hunched over with my hands on my knees, gasping for air like I'd just run a marathon. My legs burned with the kind of ache that makes you question all your life choices. Eventually, I stumbled into my room, kicked off my shoes, and collapsed onto my bed. I didn't even bother changing clothes. My sheets smelled faintly of laundry detergent and safety. But sleep wouldn't come. In the distance, I heard faint sirens wailing.
Starting point is 06:11:54 My imagination went wild. Were they coming for me? Did that guy call the cops? Was my face on some neighborhood watch Facebook page by now? I buried my head under the blanket and squeezed my eyes shut. And that's it. That's how I became a skeleton thief, or, well, almost a skeleton thief. I didn't even get to keep the damn thing.
Starting point is 06:12:18 Now I'm stuck here, afraid to go outside. Afraid of running into the man who saw me. Afraid of what might happen if I do. I keep telling myself it wasn't a big deal. I didn't actually steal anything. But then I think about that voice shouting across the street, and my stomach twists into knots all over again. If there's a moral to this story, it's this,
Starting point is 06:12:43 don't let your weird obsessions get the better of you. And don't try to steal a plastic sight. skeleton at 2 a.m. It's not worth it. Not even close. The end. The tragic story of Stefania Dubrovina. When you hear the name Stefania de Brovina, it probably doesn't ring a bell right away. She wasn't a Hollywood star or a global celebrity, but in her short life she managed to create waves in Russia's modeling scene. She was young, beautiful, ambitious, and determined to rise above a childhood that was anything but easy. But behind her stunning photos and her glowing presence, there was a darker story unraveling, one that would end in betrayal, jealousy, and death.
Starting point is 06:13:29 This isn't just some random tabloid drama. This is a true story that played out in St. Petersburg, Russia, involving two sisters whose bond once seemed unbreakable, until envy and obsession tore everything apart. So, buckle up, because this is going to be a long ride into one of those cases where family love and family hate collide in the most horrifying way possible. A childhood without comfort. Stefania Dubrovina was born in August 1999 in St. Petersburg. She wasn't the first child, her mother, Oksana, had already given birth to a daughter two years earlier, a girl named Elizavetta. If you're picturing a stable, happy family with both parents around, forget it. Oxana never had a stable partner, and the identity of the fathers
Starting point is 06:14:20 of her kids is still a mystery. After Stefania, Oksana went on to have five more children, all with different men, none of whom stuck around. Now, raising one child as a single mother is tough. Raising seven. That's chaos. But Oxana didn't just struggle financially, she struggled emotionally, too. She had grown up in a violent household where her own parents believed physical punishment was the right way to discipline children. And, like many people who go through that, she ended up repeating the cycle. Oxana would hit her kids often. It wasn't just a slap here and there, it was full-on beatings that left scars, physical and emotional. To her, violence meant discipline.
Starting point is 06:15:10 She thought fear was the only way to keep her children under control. And if you're wondering if she ever tried to break free from that pattern, nope. She just copied what she knew. Growing up in that environment meant the Dubrovina kids had very few good memories. Love and warmth were practically non-existent, replaced with fear, shouting, and bruises. But somehow, in the middle of all this, Stefania and Elizavetta formed a close bond. They leaned on each other because no one else was really there for them. They weren't just sisters, they were best friends, partners in survival.
Starting point is 06:15:50 When you live in a house where violence is the norm, you cling to whoever gives you comfort. For Stefania and Elizavetta, that was each other. Ascaping home As they grew older, things only got worse. Oxana's temper didn't cool down, and the family's financial struggles made life unbearable. At some point, both girls realized they couldn't keep living like this. Elisavetta, the older sister, was the first to run away. She was only 15, but the constant violence pushed her out the door.
Starting point is 06:16:27 Stefania, still young herself, followed her sister's footsteps soon after. At first, they'd run away for a few days, then return. The streets were terrifying, and deep down they still longed for the safety of a home, even if that home was filled with violence. But every time they went back, their mother would punish them cruelly, which only pushed them to leave again. It was a vicious cycle. Eventually, they realized nothing would ever change unless they took serious action.
Starting point is 06:17:00 So, they did something very brave for two young teenagers, they went to the authorities. They told officials about the abuse, about the desperate conditions at home, and asked to be placed in an orphanage. They wanted Aksana stripped of parental rights. And guess what? They got their wish. Within a few months, both sisters were sent to live in a foster home, away from their mother forever. From discipline to rebellion. You'd think this was their fresh start, right? A chance to build a new life without the shadow of abuse. But instead of stability, what followed was rebellion. At the foster home, no one beat them, no one screamed at them, no one forced them to obey through fear. For most kids, that would be a blessing. But for Stefania and Elizavetta,
Starting point is 06:17:55 who only knew violence as structure, it was almost too much freedom. They started misbehaving, testing limits, breaking rules. For them, freedom quickly turned into chaos. They influenced other kids at the home, dragged them into trouble, and picked fights. Stefania especially showed a pattern, she'd disappear for days without telling anyone where she was. It was as if she had a built-in urge to escape, like she couldn't settle down no matter what. Caretakers began to suspect that maybe her running away from home back then wasn't just about her abusive mother.
Starting point is 06:18:34 Maybe Stefania simply had a pathological drive to run. And then came another concerning concern. pattern. Both sisters started dating much older men. We're talking way older. Experts who later studied the case said this was probably their way of searching for the father figure they never had. For the sisters, these relationships represented stability, money, and protection, all the things their own family had failed to give them. Finding their paths Despite all the trouble, with time and some external help, things started looking up. Slowly, they seemed to be piecing together lives that had potential.
Starting point is 06:19:17 Of the two sisters, Stefania was the one who stood out the most. She had this fiery personality, bold, determined, and magnetic. She wasn't the type to fade into the background. She set goals for herself and refused to give up, no matter how many times life knocked her down. And then there was her beauty. noticed her wherever she went. She wasn't just attractive, she had that kind of striking presence that makes you turn your head in a crowd. Her smile, her energy, her confidence,
Starting point is 06:19:51 it all made her unforgettable. Naturally, Stefania started dreaming big. She wanted to be a model. Not just any model, she wanted fame, recognition, and a career that would take her far away from the childhood she had endured. She worked at it, too. She used social media as her platform, posting pictures that didn't leave much to the imagination. She knew exactly what she was doing, showing off her body, her looks, her charm. And it worked. She gained attention fast, building her own little fan base.
Starting point is 06:20:31 People described her as vibrant, friendly, and extroverted. She could charm anyone with her smile, and her outgoing nature only boosted her. chances in the modeling world. The beginning of jealousy. But here's where things get complicated. Elizavetta, her older sister, was watching all this. On the surface, she supported Stefania. They had always been close, after all.
Starting point is 06:20:59 But deep down, something was shifting. Elisavetta couldn't ignore the fact that her younger sister was shining brighter than her. While Stefania was gaining attention, Elisavetta felt left behind, invisible. That envy, the kind that starts small but eats away at you, began to grow. Friends later said Elisavetta became obsessed with her sister. She compared herself constantly, feeling inadequate. She wanted the same beauty, the same attention, the same success. And instead of finding her own path, she began spiraling into jealousy,
Starting point is 06:21:38 At first, it was subtle. Maybe little comments, maybe passive-aggressive remarks. But over time, her resentment built up like pressure in a volcano. And eventually, it was going to erupt. A dream in the spotlight. For a while, everything looked like it was falling into place for Stefonia. She wasn't famous on the level of international supermodels, but in Russia she was getting noticed. Her Instagram kept growing, her photo shoots got bolder, and she had no trouble catching the attention of photographers who were always hunting for fresh faces.
Starting point is 06:22:18 And you know how it goes, when you're young, beautiful, and ambitious, people either admire you or envy you. For Stefania, it was both. She had plenty of supporters, but she also had critics who whispered that she was just another pretty girl showing off too much skin for likes. Elizavetta, meanwhile, was stuck in the shadow. She had once been the big sister, the one Stefania leaned on when they were kids hiding from their mother's rage. But now, now she felt like she was playing second fiddle in every way. The more Stefania succeeded, the more Elizavetta's insecurities grew. She began to see her sister not as family, but as competition.
Starting point is 06:23:02 and competition, in her mind, wasn't something she could handle gracefully. The Sisterly Rift At first, their fights were just normal sibling arguments, clothes, makeup, boyfriends, petty things. But soon, people around them started noticing the tension wasn't ordinary. Elizabetha would criticize Stefania constantly. She'd call her vain, shallow, even accuse her of being. being cheap for the way she dressed or the picture she posted. Stefania, on the other hand, brushed it off.
Starting point is 06:23:40 She knew her sister was jealous, but she never thought it would go beyond words. But jealousy is like poison, it doesn't just stay still. It spreads, it festers, it eats away at everything. And in Elizavetta, it turned into something darker. Friends recalled how Elizavetta would sometimes imitate. her sister, her style, her poses, even the way she talked. It wasn't admiration anymore, it was obsession. She wanted to be Stefania, but at the same time, she hated her for being everything she wasn't. A Dangerous Night
Starting point is 06:24:19 By the time Stefania was 17, her career was just beginning to take off. She had photo shoots lined up, her online following was growing, and she was planning bigger things for her future. But in 2016, everything took a terrifying turn. That night, Stefania had been with her boyfriend, relaxing and enjoying herself. Elizavetta, who was 19 at the time, showed up at his apartment. She was jealous, angry, and unstable. No one knows exactly what pushed her over the edge that night, maybe it was seeing her sister happy, maybe it was months of built-up resentment exploding all at once. What we do know is this, when Stefania's boyfriend left the apartment briefly, he returned to a nightmare. Elizavetta had attacked her younger sister in a frenzy. It wasn't a simple fight, it was brutal,
Starting point is 06:25:18 violent, and horrifying. She stabbed Stefania multiple times, over and over, in a jealous rage. Some reports say she gouged her eyes, as if she wanted to destroy the beauty she envied so much. It was a scene so gruesome that investigators later struggled to describe it without shuddering. By the time help arrived, Stefania was gone. Seventeen years old, full of dreams, her whole future ahead of her, cut short by the very person who had once been her closest ally. Shockwaves in Russia News of the murder spread quickly in St. Petersburg. The idea that one sister had killed another out of jealousy was almost too twisted to believe.
Starting point is 06:26:06 People were horrified, not just by the crime itself, but by the brutality of it. The media immediately latched onto the story. Headlines painted Elizavetta as the jealous sister, who couldn't handle living in her younger sibling's shadow. They described the crime scene in chilling. detail, focusing on the sheer savagery of the attack. Stefanias friends and acquaintances flooded social media with tributes, sharing photos of her modeling work and talking about how vibrant and full of life she had been.
Starting point is 06:26:39 To them, it was unthinkable that she was gone, and even worse, that her own sister had done it. The trial When Elizavetta was arrested, she showed little emotion. Some reports say she tried to do that. to act confused, claiming she didn't remember what happened. Others say she showed flashes of anger, even trying to justify her actions. But the evidence was overwhelming. The forensic details left no room for doubt, this wasn't an accident, this wasn't self-defense. This was
Starting point is 06:27:14 a deliberate, jealous killing. The trial dragged on, with experts debating whether Elizavetta was mentally stable or not. Psychologists pointed to her obsessive behavior, her unstable moods, and her deep-seated envy as signs of serious psychological issues. But whether she was crazy or simply cruel didn't change the fact that she had taken her sister's life in one of the most brutal ways imaginable. In the end, the court sentenced her to a lengthy prison term. She was found guilty of murder and forced to face the consequences of her actions. A family shattered. For the rest of the Dubrovina family, what little unity they had left was destroyed.
Starting point is 06:28:00 Oksana, the mother who had already failed her children in so many ways, was left to grapple with the reality that one daughter was dead and the other was in prison for killing her. The younger siblings, already scarred by years of abuse, were left in shock. They had looked up to their older sisters once, but now their lives were forced. forever marked by tragedy. Neighbors and acquaintances whispered about how the cycle of violence in the family had set the stage for something like this to happen. A mother who beat her children, daughters who grew up without love, jealousy and trauma left unchecked, it all created a perfect storm.
Starting point is 06:28:40 Lessons from a tragedy. The story of Stefania de Brovina isn't just about a jealous sister. It's about what happens when abuse, neglect, and envy are allowed to fester. It's about how fragile family bonds can be, and how easily love can twist into hate when insecurity takes over. Stefania had the potential to build a new life for herself, to break free from her past and make something extraordinary. But her light was snuffed out before she even reached adulthood. And Elizavetta? She'll spend years behind bars, haunted by the fact that she destroyed the one person who had once been her closest friend.
Starting point is 06:29:23 Final thoughts. When people first heard the case, they were shocked by the gruesomeness. But the deeper you look, the more you realize this wasn't just about one night of violence. It was years in the making. A broken home, a violent upbringing, a rivalry that turned into obsession, all of it came together in the worst way possible. It's the kind of story that sticks with you. Not just because of the horror of the crime, but because it makes you think about how fragile relationships can be, especially when envy creeps in.
Starting point is 06:29:59 To be continued, the dark tale of Stefonia de Brovina, beauty, fame, jealousy, and a brutal crime. It's hard to imagine that behind the glossy world of modeling, with its photo shoots, lights, and glamour, there can lurk shadows so. dark they can swallow someone whole. The story of Stefania de Brovina, a Russian model who once dreamed of fame and admiration, is one of those tales that sound almost like a twisted movie script. Except this wasn't fiction. This was real life, and the consequences were bloody, tragic, and unforgettable. What happened to Stefania isn't just about crime, it's about obsession, family rivalry, jealousy pushed to its cruelest extreme, and how a life that seemed full of promise ended in the most horrific way imaginable.
Starting point is 06:30:50 Early life, beauty that drew attention too soon. Stefania Dubrovina was born in Russia in 1996. From a young age, people noticed her striking looks. She had those kinds of features that seemed made for a camera, large eyes, delicate bone structure, a soft but piercing presence. For some, this beauty was a blessing. For Stefania, it became both her biggest gift and the curse that shaped her destiny. Growing up wasn't easy.
Starting point is 06:31:23 She didn't come from privilege or luxury. Her family had their struggles, and Stefania wasn't living in some glamorous palace. Like many girls her age, she found herself dreaming of a better future, one where her looks could open doors that poverty had closed. But there was another element in her childhood that would later matter for. far more, her relationship with her older sister, Elizavetta. On the surface, they were just two sisters. Behind closed doors, things weren't so simple. While Stefania was described as sweet and gentle, Elizavetta had a reputation for being controlling, moody, and intensely jealous. And jealousy, as we'll
Starting point is 06:32:05 see, would become the poisonous thread that ran through everything. Modeling Dreams, Chasing the Spotlight By her teenage years, Stefania was already standing out. She had the kind of presence agencies wanted, young, fresh, photogenic. She started dipping her toes into modeling, working with photographers, doing shoots,
Starting point is 06:32:29 and slowly building a portfolio. But this wasn't some glamorous rise to stardom like you see in fashion magazines. Stefania's path was rough. Russia's underground modeling scene wasn't always safe. There were shady characters, exploitation, and a lot of promises that never became reality. Still, she pushed forward, chasing what she believed could be her ticket out of a hard life. People around her said Stefania wasn't just beautiful, she was kind.
Starting point is 06:33:03 She was polite, charming, and almost too trusting. Those qualities made her easy to like, but also easy to take advantage of. And then, there was her sister. Elizavetta couldn't stand watching Stefania get attention. She was two years older, but instead of guiding or supporting her, she reportedly competed with her. Whenever Stefania got compliments, Elisavetta felt overshadowed. Whenever Stefania was praised, Elisavetta boiled inside. This toxic rivalry started small with fights, criticisms, and cruel remarks.
Starting point is 06:33:42 But over time, it became something darker. The men in their lives. Around this time, Stefania met a man named Alexei. He was older, more established, and he seemed to offer both attention and protection. For Stefania, who was still figuring out the world, Alexei became not just a boyfriend but someone who gave her stability. But Alexei wasn't just part of Stephania's life. Elizavetta became close to him too. And here's where things turned complicated.
Starting point is 06:34:17 Some reports suggested that Elizavetta also had feelings for Alexei. Others claimed she was just obsessed with controlling her sister, jealous of any affection Stefania received. Whatever the truth, Alexei became a wedge between them. Instead of smoothing things out, his presence seemed. to intensify the competition. Elizavetta allegedly made cruel comments, comparing herself to Stefania, mocking her, and trying to undermine her confidence.
Starting point is 06:34:47 Friends noticed the tension, but no one could have predicted how far it would go. The night everything changed. The events of March 2016 shocked Russia and soon the world. Stefania was just 17 years old at the time. On that night, she went to the first. to Alexei's apartment in St. Petersburg. They were supposed to hang out, relax, and spend some time together. Elizabetha was also there. No one could have known that within hours, Stefania's life would end in one of the most brutal ways imaginable. According to investigators,
Starting point is 06:35:26 Eliza Vnapped that night. Fueled by rage, jealousy, and what some later described as a deep psychological instability, she launched a savage attack on her own sister. What happened in that apartment was straight out of a nightmare. Stefania was stabbed more than 140 times. The rage behind those numbers is staggering. This wasn't a quick act, it was prolonged, frenzied, and filled with hate. As if that wasn't enough, reports stated that Stefania's ears were cut off and her eyes were gouged out. The brutality was so extreme that even hardened investigators were shaken.
Starting point is 06:36:06 This wasn't just murder. It was personal, intimate, and symbolic. It was as if Elizavetta wanted to erase Stefania's beauty, the very thing she envied most. When Alexei returned to the apartment, he found a scene so gruesome it would haunt him forever. Stefania's body was mutilated, the walls stained with the violence of what had happened. Elisavetta was there too, covered in blood. The arrest and investigation. Police quickly took Elisavetta into custody.
Starting point is 06:36:41 From the beginning, it was clear she was the prime suspect. But her behavior added another disturbing layer. She didn't act like someone who had just committed a crime in a fit of passion. Instead, witnesses described her as almost calm, detached, even proud in a twisted way. Investigators pieced together the evidence. The motive seemed obvious, jealousy. Elizavetta couldn't handle living in Stephania's shadow. Her sister's beauty, youth, and rising career were too much for her to tolerate.
Starting point is 06:37:16 And instead of dealing with her insecurities, she tried to destroy the person who triggered them. The case became a media sensation. Headlines across Russia called Elisavetta the Sister Killer, and tabloids ran lurid stories about the rivalry. Photos of Stefanias' modeling shoots circulated, paired with chilling details of the murder. People couldn't stop talking about it. Trial, madness or cold-blooded murder.
Starting point is 06:37:46 When Elizavetta went on trial, her lawyers argued she wasn't sane. They claimed she suffered from psychological disorders that made her dangerous and unstable. They painted a picture of a young woman whose mind was collapsing, consumed by delusions and paranoia. But prosecutors saw things differently. To them, this wasn't just insanity, it was calculated rage. They argued that Elizavetta knew exactly what she was doing.
Starting point is 06:38:16 She wasn't hallucinating or out of touch with reality. She was driven by jealousy, pure and simple, and she had chosen to act on it in the most vicious way possible. The courtroom became a theater. of horror. Photos of the crime scene, testimony about the mutilation, and the strained family dynamics all came out. The public was divided, was Elizavetta a monster who deserved the harshest punishment, or was she a mentally ill young woman whose breakdown had led to tragedy? In the end, the court declared her mentally unstable and placed her in a psychiatric institution
Starting point is 06:38:53 rather than a standard prison. Aftermath, wounds that never heal. For Stephania's family and friends, the loss was unbearable. She had been only 17, on the brink of adulthood, with dreams she'd never realize. Her life had been stolen not by a stranger, but by her own sister. The betrayal was almost too much to process. Alexei, the man caught in the middle, carried his own scars. He had cared for Stephania and found himself entangled in the toxic rivalry that ended with her death. His role was scrutinized, his choices questioned, but ultimately, he too was seen as another victim of Elizavetta's obsession.
Starting point is 06:39:39 The case left people shaken because it touched on something universal, sibling rivalry. Most brothers and sisters fight. Most compete. But in the Dubrovina family, that rivalry escalated into something nightmarish. Legacy, beauty, tragedy, and warning. Today, when people talk about Stefonia Dubrovina, they remember her as the beautiful young model whose life was cut short in an act of senseless violence. Her photos still circulate online, haunting reminders of what was lost. For some, her story is a warning about the dangers of jealousy and obsession. For others, it's a tragic example of how fragile the line between love and hate can be.
Starting point is 06:40:25 Elisavetta, meanwhile, remains confined, her name forever linked to the brutality she unleashed. Some wonder if justice was truly served, or if her psychiatric treatment is too lenient for what she did. But one thing is certain, she destroyed not only her sister's life, but also her own. Final thoughts The story of Stefania Dubrovina is one of those cases that stick in the public imagination because it combines beauty and horror in such a jarring way. Here was a young woman who should have been celebrated, who should have had the chance to live, to grow, to succeed.
Starting point is 06:41:06 Instead, her life became the fuel for her sister's darkest impulses. It reminds us that sometimes the people closest to us are the ones who can hurt us the most. That jealousy, if left unchecked, can transform into something monstrous. and that behind every glossy photo, every carefully posed smile, there might be shadows we can't see. Stefania's story isn't just a crime story. It's a tragedy about family, about the fragility of human emotions, and about how one act of rage can erase a future in seconds. To be continued, the tragic case of Stefania and Elizavetta de Brovina. Life sometimes writes stories that sound two-twenters.
Starting point is 06:41:52 twisted to be true. And the case of Stefania and Elizavetta Dubrovina is exactly that, a mix of ambition, envy, trauma, and tragedy that ended in one of the most shocking crimes in modern Russia. What started as the dream of a young girl to shine as a model spiraled into obsession, madness, and ultimately murder. To really understand how it all unfolded, we need to rewind the tape, not just to the night of the crime, but back into the tangled past of this family, that left scars no amount of success could erase. Stefania's early dreams. Stefania de Provina wasn't your average teenager.
Starting point is 06:42:34 From a really young age, she had the kind of beauty that turned heads, and she quickly learned that beauty could open doors. While most girls her age were worried about school dances or what to wear to class, Stefania was busy building her image. She threw herself into modeling before she had even turned 18. showing up in photo shoots, some of them in lingerie, posing for photographers who promised her a ticket into the glamorous world she longed to be part of. She wasn't shy about it either. Stefania had this extroverted personality that made her glow in front of the camera.
Starting point is 06:43:10 She wasn't just a pretty face, she knew how to work an audience, even online. With social media at her fingertips, she crafted her persona, uploading bold photos, chasing likes, comments, and attention. For her, it wasn't just about vanity, it was strategy. Every shot was an investment in her future career, a step toward the stardom she craved. But while she loved the attention, not everyone in her life approved. Her mother, Oksana, who had lost custody years earlier, was furious when she saw those pictures floating around. Despite the fact that her relationship with her daughter was already fractured, Oksana tried to step in and denounce the photographers,
Starting point is 06:43:54 claiming they were exploiting her underage child. The police, however, weren't impressed. Stephania convinced them she was doing it willingly, and that was enough for them to back off. Stefania wasn't just chasing a career, though. She was also chasing love, or at least the stability she thought came with it. Around this time, she met Alexei,
Starting point is 06:44:18 Fative, a man more than twice her age, already in his 40s. To outsiders, their romance seemed odd, maybe even alarming. But to Stefania, Alexei offered security, maturity, and perhaps the father figure she had never had. Despite the whispers about the age gap, they moved and together, leaving behind the group home where she and her sister had once been placed. The growing rift between sisters At first glance, Stephania's new life looked like a fresh start. She had her own place, a boyfriend who supported her,
Starting point is 06:44:55 and her modeling dreams slowly taking shape. But her older sister, Elizavetta, watched all of this from the sidelines with a bitterness that grew deeper every day. Elizabetha, just two years older, had always shared a close bond with Stefania. They had endured the same violent childhood, the same unstable home, the same desperate escape to state custody. They were survivors together, best friends, partners against the chaos of their upbringing.
Starting point is 06:45:25 But now, something had shifted. Friends of the sisters began noticing unsettling patterns. Elizavetta seemed to be sliding into obsession with Stefania. She started imitating her, copying her clothes, her hairstyle, even her mannerisms. To some, it looked like innocent admiration. To others, it was eerie, like watching someone slowly erase their own identity to wear another's skin. And beneath it all, jealousy brewed. Elizavetta saw her younger sister achieving things she couldn't.
Starting point is 06:46:02 Stefania was the star, the one in the spotlight, while she remained in the shadows. Envy can eat away at people quietly, but in Elizavetta's case, it was turning into something darker, more dangerous. February 23, 2016, the night everything shattered. That night was supposed to be just another holiday gathering. Russia was celebrating defender of the Fatherland Day, and Stefania, only 17 at the time, was at home with Alexei, now 44, and her sister Elizavetta, 19. The three of them spent the evening chatting in the apartment, drinking, enjoying the holiday mood.
Starting point is 06:46:43 But tension has a way of creeping in when you least expect it. At some point in the night, Stefania asked Alexei to run out and buy more alcohol. He agreed, left the apartment, and thought nothing of it. But when he came back, everything had changed. As he walked up the stairs, he heard screams. Not just muffled arguments or drunken shouting, desperate, blood-curdling screams echoing through the building. He ran to the door, tried the handle, but it was locked from the inside. Panic set in.
Starting point is 06:47:19 He banged on the door, shouted, begged for someone to open. A neighbor rushed to help, and together they tried to break it down, but the lock held. Then, suddenly, the door flew open. Elizavetta stood there, wild-eyed, and without saying a word, bolted past him. Instinctively, Alexei chased her down. the stairs, catching her at the first floor and blocking her path. Residents, alarmed by the noise, called the police. And when officers arrived, they walked into a nightmare. The horror inside. In the bedroom, on the bed, lay Stefania's body. The room was drenched in
Starting point is 06:48:03 blood, walls, floor, furniture, every surface stained in crimson. The brutality of the scene stunned even seasoned investigators. The forensic report later revealed the staggering truth, Stephania had been stabbed at least 140 times. Some English-language media outlets even claimed the number was closer to 200. It wasn't just the sheer quantity of wounds that shocked people, but the cruelty behind them. Elisavetta had targeted her sister's face, stabbing out her eyes, cutting off her ears. It was as if she wanted to erase Stefania's business.
Starting point is 06:48:40 beauty, to destroy the very thing that had made her special. The cause of death was massive blood loss. By the time anyone reached her, Stefania had no chance. The attack was so frenzied, so extreme, that police sources admitted her body was almost unrecognizable. Her remains were cremated almost immediately after identification, perhaps to protect her dignity, perhaps to shield her from the media frenzy already exploding around the case. Denial, madness, and rumors.
Starting point is 06:49:14 When police caught up with Elizavetta, she denied everything. She claimed she couldn't remember what happened, that her mind was blank. It wasn't her, she insisted. She didn't know how her sister had died. Her behavior convinced authorities she might not be mentally stable, and she was quickly transferred to a psychiatric hospital in St. Petersburg for evaluation. And that's where the flood of speculation began. Some argued it was all about jealousy.
Starting point is 06:49:46 Elizavetta couldn't stand to see her younger sister succeed, couldn't bear to watch her become everything she herself had failed to be. Others spread darker rumors, whispering that Stefania was secretly working in the adult entertainment industry, maybe even as a sex worker. Friends and professional acquaintances pushed back hard, saying she was focused only on modeling. Still, those kinds of rumors have a way of sticking, and they fueled the media firestorm. Then came Oxana, their mother, stepping back into the chaos with her own bizarre claims. According to her, Elisavetta had moments of clarity in the days after the murder,
Starting point is 06:50:25 moments where she supposedly told her mother that the real killer wasn't her at all, it was Alexei. Oksana described him as if he had been, possessed by a demon, claiming he flew into a jealous rage after seeing nude photos Stefania had recently posed for. Oksana even suggested her daughter had been unfaithful to Alexei, possibly with a close friend who had helped her land modeling gigs. That friend recalled his last conversation with Stefania. She had called him crying, hinting at problems she was facing but never explaining exactly what they were. It left him haunted by the thought that maybe, just maybe, she had been trying to warn him. There were even wild theories about organized crime that Stefania had somehow crossed dangerous people who wanted her out of the picture.
Starting point is 06:51:13 But none of those ideas ever gained traction. The evidence pointed only one way, toward Elizavetta. Building the case Investigators leaned on multiple eyewitnesses. Alexei's testimony matched that of the neighbor who tried to help him force open the door. Other residents swore they had heard Stefania's desperate screams and had seen Elizavetta fleeing the apartment. The physical evidence, the blood, the wounds, the sheer violence of it all, left little doubt about who had wielded the knife. For the police, the picture was clear.
Starting point is 06:51:52 Elizavetta was the sole suspect. But things weren't so simple once the case reached the courts. A family cursed by trauma. As the trial approached, members of the extended family began speaking out. An aunt of the sisters wrote publicly about her grief, lamenting how their traumatic childhood had stolen their futures. She pointed out that all seven of Oksana's children had suffered under violent discipline, neglect, and instability.
Starting point is 06:52:24 None of them had ever really had a chance at a normal life. And when people looked back at Elizavetta's history, they found red flags and everywhere. Reports surfaced that she had been hospitalized as a teenager for mental health issues. Friends hinted she had been struggling with some kind of psychological disorder, though nobody could say exactly what. This instability complicated the legal process. Russian courts don't move quickly under the best of circumstances, but when mental illness comes into play, things slow to a crawl. A trial stalled by madness. After the crime in 2016, Elizavetta was held in a psychiatric institution.
Starting point is 06:53:09 For two years, doctors worked to stabilize her, until finally, in 2018, she was deemed fit to stand trial. But almost as soon as proceedings began, her condition deteriorated again. She had to be sent back for further treatment, delaying everything by another year. It wasn't until September 2019, three and a half years at that. after Stefania's murder, that Elizavetta finally appeared in court to face charges. She was formally accused of murder committed with special cruelty, a phrase that underscored the savagery of her actions. If convicted, she faced up to 25 years in prison. And that's where the story pauses in official records, though the scars it left behind linger on,
Starting point is 06:53:56 a young life destroyed, another consumed by madness, and a family broken beyond repair. The aftermath and trial proceedings. After the charges were officially filed in September 2019, the trial of Elizavetta Dubrovina became a focal point in Russian media. It was more than just a legal process. It was a story about a fractured family, about childhood trauma, jealousy, and the fragile nature of the human mind. Court sessions were packed, with journalists, locals, and curious onlookers eager to witness what they saw as a real-life horror story. story. Despite being deemed mentally fit to stand trial, Elisavetta's behavior in court was unpredictable. Some days she was coherent, answering questions in a calm and almost detached tone. On other days, she would break down or refuse to speak, requiring her lawyers and court-appointed
Starting point is 06:54:52 psychiatrists to step in. The oscillation between lucidity and instability painted a complex picture for the judges and prosecutors, one that blurred the lines between criminal intent and mental incapacity. The prosecution laid out a meticulous case. They presented the forensic evidence in detail, the number of stab wounds, the targeted nature of the injuries to Stephania's face, and the signs of extreme rage in the patterns of the attack. Witnesses were brought in, including Alexei, the neighbor, and even former friends of the sisters who described Elisavetta's escalating obsession with Stephania and her erratic behavior. The defense, meanwhile, leaned heavily on Elizabeth's mental health history.
Starting point is 06:55:38 They argued that her psychotic episodes were well documented, that the attack occurred during a period of extreme psychological disturbance, and that she was not fully aware of her actions. They even suggested that external pressures, her feelings of inadequacy, jealousy, and the constant media scrutiny, had triggered an irreversible break in her mental state. Public reaction and media frenzy. As the trial progressed, public interest only grew. Social media was ablaze with commentary, speculation, and judgment. Some sympathized with Elizaetta, citing the violent and neglectful childhood that she and
Starting point is 06:56:18 Stefania had endured. Others saw her as a monster who had intentionally ended her sister's life in one of the most horrific ways imaginable. The Internet, as always, thrived on rumor. Even though friends and professionals confirmed that Stefania's career had been entirely legitimate, whispers of adult entertainment involvement persisted in certain forums, fueled by tabloids eager for sensational headlines. Meanwhile, supporters of Stefania pushed back hard, emphasizing her ambition, her hard work,
Starting point is 06:56:51 and her dreams cut tragically short. Oxana, the mother, remained a controversial figure throughout. Her claims that Alexei had played a role in the crime were widely ridiculed but never fully dismissed by some segments of the public. To this day, there are debates online about whether jealousy alone drove Elizabeth to commit murder or if some outside influence, perhaps fueled by her unstable relationship with Alexei, contributed. The Family Struggle
Starting point is 06:57:21 For the remaining Dubrovina siblings, life was a complicated mix of grief, guilt, and anger. They had already endured a childhood marred by violence and neglect, and now they faced the public fallout from one of their own committing a horrific act. Some of the younger siblings struggled with trust issues, while others sought therapy to process the trauma. Family gatherings became nearly impossible, the shadow of Stefania's death loomed over every conversation. Even extended family members, like the aunt who had spoken out earlier, found themselves caught in the whirlwind of media scrutiny. She continued to post reflections online, emphasizing the cycles of abuse and trauma that had plagued the family for generations.
Starting point is 06:58:07 Her message was clear, while Stefania and Elizavetta made headlines for the crime and its horror, the root cause traced back to systemic neglect, domestic violence, and mental health issues that had gone unaddressed for years. Court deliberations and verdict. By early 2020, the court was finally ready to deliver a verdict. After months of testimony, psychiatric evaluations, and detailed forensic analysis, the jury and judges faced the inenviable task of reconciling Elizabetha's mental state with the brutal nature of her crime. In a lengthy session that gripped the nation, Elizavetta was found guilty of murder with special cruelty. The judges acknowledged the mitigating circumstances of her mental illness but emphasized that the severity and premeditated aspects of the attack could not be overlooked. Her sentence was said at 22 years in a high security correctional facility, with mandatory psychiatric treatment included as part of her rehabilitation plan.
Starting point is 06:59:10 For many, the sentence was a bittersweet outcome. Justice had been served, but it could never restore Stefania's life or undo the pain inflicted on her family. Some critics argued that the psychiatric treatment component was too lenient, while others maintained that without acknowledging her mental instability, the verdict would have been unjust. Reflection on Stefania's life and legacy. Even amidst the tragedy, Stephanie's life left an impression. Friends, colleagues, and fans spoke often about her ambition, her charisma, and her infectious energy. She had been on the cusp of significant modeling success, and her legacy became a cautionary tale about the dangers of envy, untreated mental illness, and the fragile boundaries of family loyalty. Her social media accounts, preserved by friends, became a memorial of sorts. Pictures of her smiling, behind-the-scenes snapshots from photo shoots, and even candid moments with Alexei were shared to remind the world that she was more than the victim of a horrific crime, she was a year.
Starting point is 07:00:16 young woman with dreams, laughter, and a magnetic personality. Psychological insights Experts analyzing the case highlighted a number of psychological elements that contributed to the tragedy. Elizavetta exhibited classic signs of deep-seated envy, borderline personality traits, and possibly intermittent psychotic episodes. Growing up in a home where violence was normalized had a profound impact on her ability to regulate emotions and form healthy attachments.
Starting point is 07:00:49 Stefania, on the other hand, had learned resilience and determination. Her focus on modeling, her ability to attract attention and opportunities, and her relatively stable relationship with Alexei gave her a sense of control she had never had as a child. But these differences, ironically, may have fueled Elizavetta's jealousy to a tipping point, culminating in the attack that would forever change both their lives. The broader implications. Beyond the individual tragedy, the Dubrovina case sparked broader discussions in Russia about
Starting point is 07:01:24 mental health, domestic violence, and the pressures faced by young women in the modeling industry. Psychologists, educators, and social workers cited the story as a stark reminder that early intervention in dysfunctional families is crucial, and that untreated trauma can manifest in devastating ways later in life. Media ethics were also questioned. Some commentators argued that the intense coverage of Stefania's personal life, particularly in the context of rumors and speculative reporting, may have contributed to Elizavetta's obsession.
Starting point is 07:01:58 While it is impossible to determine a direct causal link, the discussion highlighted the delicate balance between public interest and individual privacy, especially when vulnerable young adults are involved. Healing and moving forward. For the surviving Dubrovina siblings, life after the trial remained a complicated journey. Some chose to leave St. Petersburg entirely, seeking anonymity and a chance to rebuild their lives away from the media glare. Others stayed close to extended family, leaning on one another for emotional support. Therapy, support groups, and counseling became essential tools in their recovery.
Starting point is 07:02:37 Even Oksana, despite her controversial public statements, reportedly sought to reconcile her relationship with the surviving children, focusing on healing rather than blame. She publicly acknowledged the cycles of violence in the family and expressed remorse for the ways her parenting had shaped the paths of her daughters. The Enduring Legacy Today, the case of Stefania and Elizavetta Dubrovina is remembered as one of the most shocking familial tractors. in recent Russian history. It serves as a grim example of how unresolved trauma, jealousy, and mental health issues can collide in catastrophic ways. Stefania is remembered as a talented, ambitious young woman whose life was cut short, while Elizabeth's story is a cautionary tale about the destructive power of envy and untreated
Starting point is 07:03:28 psychological disorders. Legal scholars and psychologists continue to study the case, using it as a lens to understand violent familial conflicts and the importance of early intervention. Meanwhile, fans of Stefania's modeling work celebrate her memory, sharing her photos and stories, ensuring that she is remembered for more than the tragedy that ended her life. The Dubrovina case is tragic, but it also reminds the world that behind headlines and shocking statistics are real people, families, and dreams.
Starting point is 07:04:02 Stefania's ambition, Elizavetta's instability, and the dynamics of their upbringing combine into a story that is as haunting as it is instructive. It is a story of love, rivalry, ambition, and the devastating consequences when mental illness goes untreated. It is a story that will continue to be retold, examined, and remembered for years to come, not just as a crime report, but as a deeply human tale of what can happen when envy, trauma, and opportunity collide in tragic ways. To be continued, the Dubrovina Sisters, a tragic tale of envy, trauma, and family secrets. The announcement that Elizavetta Dubrovina faced the possibility of up to 25 years in prison
Starting point is 07:04:46 sent shockwaves through St. Petersburg. Depending on the verdict, she could be locked away for decades, leaving no room for error or second chances. The trial against her was held behind closed doors, as is often the case with sensational criminal cases in Russia, but the press managed to leak details from the prosecution's statements. giving the public a chilling glimpse into the events that led to Stefania's brutal death. The narrative painted by the state was dark, almost cinematic, a story of obsession, envy, and deep-seated resentment. According to the prosecutors, Elizavetta had been consumed by a desire to take over her younger sister's identity.
Starting point is 07:05:27 She wasn't just jealous, she wanted to become Stefania, to replicate her every move, her every gesture. This obsession went beyond mere imitation, she dyed her hair the same color as Stefonia, copied her makeup style, mirrored her gestures and even tried to mimic her expressions. The prosecutors argued that this was not casual sibling rivalry, it was pathological envy that escalated into a violent and uncontrollable rage. The state described the attack as one of unimaginable cruelty. Elisavetta reportedly targeted Stefania's face, torso, and, and so. arms, and legs with vicious precision. The level of violence, the sheer intensity of the blows, and the number of wounds suggested an act not born of a single moment of anger, but of long-festering resentment that had been silently growing for years. Prosecutors labeled it savagery, a term
Starting point is 07:06:21 rarely used in court documents, but one that captured the brutality of the act. According to the evidence presented, this attack was meticulously violent, a culmination of envy that had spiraled out of control. This portrayal became the cornerstone of the state's case. They argued that the crime was premeditated, that the obsession with Stefania's life and image had grown to the point that Elizavetta could no longer contain herself. However, the trial revealed just how murky the waters were. Elisavetta insisted, repeatedly and vehemently, that she had not committed the crime.
Starting point is 07:06:58 She pointed her finger at Alexei, Stephanie's boyfriend. claiming that he was the true culprit behind the attack. She described him as someone who, according to her, had acted like a man possessed, driven by uncontrollable rage during the fateful night. The prosecution was unmoved. They reiterated that Alexei was a witness, nothing more. From the moment the investigation began, authorities had cleared him of suspicion. His role in the trial was limited to providing testimony about the events he witnessed and his
Starting point is 07:07:31 attempts to assist Stefania when the screams began. He had no motive, and all forensic evidence indicated that the violence originated from within the apartment with Elizavetta as the aggressor. Verdict and Sentencing After months of testimony, psychiatric evaluations, and legal debates, the St. Petersburg Court reached a verdict. Elizabeth, 22 at the time, was found guilty of the charges against her. The reading of the verdict was tense, she sat silently in the glass enclosure reserved for defendants, expressionless, seemingly detached from the life-altering sentence being announced. On October 20, 2019, the trial officially concluded.
Starting point is 07:08:17 Elizavetta was sentenced to 13 years in prison, a term that balanced the severity of her actions with the mitigating circumstances of her mental health history. Reactions were immediate and varied. Local media reported on the shockwaves in the community, while some business figures connected to the entertainment and modeling industry argued the sentence was excessive. One local entrepreneur who had known the sisters personally went on record saying he believed Elisavetta was not guilty and hoped her sentence would be reconsidered, though such appeals rarely gain traction in cases this high profile. Oksana Dubrovina, the mother of both sisters, was also thrust back into public scrutiny. Her statements throughout the trial and afterward raised eyebrows and left many questioning her role in the family's tragic dynamics. She spoke with a confusing mix of detachment and apparent
Starting point is 07:09:09 contrition, often failing to acknowledge the damage inflicted on her children through her parenting. Many wondered how a mother could openly admit to having sacrificed her children, particularly her older daughters, when she relinquished custody and allowed them to enter the state system. In interviews, Oksana shocked the public with her candid, almost cold reflections. She confessed that she had, in her own words, sacrificed, her eldest daughters, implying that her decision to place them in state care was a matter of survival for the rest of the family. She claimed that Stefania and Elizavetta had demonstrated inappropriate behavior, and that if she had continued trying to manage them, the family would have descended into a cycle of
Starting point is 07:09:52 endless conflict. According to her, she fought for them as long as she could, but eventually, she felt overwhelmed and saw no other option. Her comments about her daughters were particularly jarring. Oksana characterized Stefania and Elizavetta in terms that many found harsh and offensive. She called them prostitutes, insinuating that Stefania had engaged in sexual work-disciplina. despite evidence to the contrary and despite testimonies from friends and professionals who confirmed that Stefania's career was legitimate modeling. Her remarks alienated much of the public and fueled debate about how childhood trauma and family dysfunction might have contributed to the sister's downward spiral. The role of family dynamics.
Starting point is 07:10:38 What became clear through the trial and media coverage was that the Dubrovina family had been profoundly shaped by cycles of trauma, neglect, and violence. Stephania and Elizavetta's childhoods were marked by strict discipline, emotional neglect, and, at times, physical abuse. These experiences did not excuse the violent act, but they provided context for understanding the psychological pressures that built up over years. Experts consulted during the trial noted that children raised in such environments often develop maladaptive coping mechanisms. Elizavetta's obsession with her sister, her difficulty regularly. emotions, and her history of psychotic episodes all pointed to the long-term effects of growing up in a household where love and stability were scarce. Stefania, in contrast, had learned resilience and independence, but her very success may have
Starting point is 07:11:32 intensified her sister's envy, creating a volatile mix that ultimately exploded in tragedy. Family members who survived the ordeal described the lingering impact on their lives. The younger Dubrovina children, already exposed to domestic strife, now faced the public scrutiny of a sibling's brutal crime. Therapy, counseling, and attempts at normalcy became essential for the surviving siblings, who had to navigate life in the shadow of Stefania's death and Elizavetta's imprisonment. Broader implications The case did not remain confined to courtrooms or local gossip. It sparked broader discussions in Russian society about mental health care, domestic violence, and the pressures faced by young women in the modeling industry.
Starting point is 07:12:21 Mental health professionals emphasized the importance of early intervention and support for children growing up in abusive environments. The Dubrovina case became a cautionary tale about what can happen when trauma goes unaddressed and when emotional instability is ignored. The media also faced criticism for sensationalizing aspects of the case, especially the baseless rumors about Stefanias' career and personal life. Some commentators argued that intense public scrutiny may have contributed to Elizavetta's obsessive behavior, though such claims are difficult to substantiate. Nevertheless, the story highlighted the delicate balance between reporting the facts and respecting the privacy
Starting point is 07:13:01 and dignity of vulnerable individuals. Reflection and Legacy Even in the wake of tragedy, Stephanie's life left an enduring mark. Friends, colleagues, and fans remembered her as ambitious, charismatic, and full of life. Her social media accounts, preserved by loved ones, offered a glimpse into her personality, a young woman working tirelessly to build a career, always smiling, always determined. These memories served as a counterpoint to the horror of her death, ensuring that she would be remembered for more than just the crime that ended her life.
Starting point is 07:13:40 Elizavetta's story, by contrast, became a study in the destructive power of jealousy and untreated mental illness. Her actions were horrifying, yet they also underscored the psychological fragility that can result from chronic trauma and familial dysfunction. Courts, psychiatrists, and the public grappled with how to assign responsibility, blending legal judgment with psychological insight. For Oxana and the extended family, the aftermath involved painful reckonings and attempts at reconciliation. Some younger siblings sought to escape the public eye entirely, relocating to start anew, while others remained close to family networks, relying on one another for support. Oxana herself, despite her controversial statements, reportedly attempted to
Starting point is 07:14:28 mend relationships with her remaining children, recognizing, at least in part, the consequences of her earlier decisions. Conclusion The Dubrovina Sisters story is a grim reminder of how childhood trauma, family dynamics, and unchecked jealousy can combine in tragic ways. Stefania's life, marked by ambition and potential, was abruptly ended by an act of violence rooted in envy and instability. Elizabeth's actions, while inexcusable, reflect deeper psychological and social issues that contributed to the disaster. Ultimately, this case is not just about crime, it's about the complexities of human relationships, the impact of upbringing, and the consequences of neglect and untreated mental illness. It serves as a cautionary tale, a narrative for reflection, and a story of tragedy that resonates
Starting point is 07:15:22 far beyond the walls of a St. Petersburg courtroom. Stefaniya is remembered as a bright, determined young woman, and Elizabetha remains a warning of how unaddressed envy and trauma can escalate into unimaginable violence. The Dubrovina case compels society to consider the roles of family, mental health, and intervention. It is a story that underscores the importance of nurturing children in safe, supportive environments, the dangers of ignoring psychological distress, and the tragic outcomes that can arise when human emotions, unresolved trauma, and familial tension collide. It is, in the end of the end.
Starting point is 07:16:01 A Human Story, Tragic, Cautionary, and Unforgettable. The end, my clearest memory from the late 90s isn't anything you'd expect. It's not the music, not the fashion, not even the rise of the Internet, it's the whole Clinton-Lewinsky scandal. But not for the scandal itself. Nah. What stuck with me most was how obsessed everyone around me became with it. It felt like the news wouldn't shut up about it, like every channel had a
Starting point is 07:16:31 giant magnifying glass pointed straight at the White House. I was just a kid then, maybe 10 or 11, and all I really wanted to do was watch cartoons in peace, Rocco's modern life, specifically. But instead, I got the non-stop drone of news anchors and political experts yelling over each other about impeachment and moral failures. We lived in Maryland back then, not too far from D.C., and my dad worked for the Department of Defense. He knew a guy who knew a guy who claimed to be close to Clinton, which meant my parents acted like they were insiders too. They'd talk like they knew what was really going down behind closed doors. Clinton getting removed would have apparently set off some political domino effect at my dad's
Starting point is 07:17:15 job, like his boss would have gotten promoted or fired or something. It all sounded super adult and complicated, and frankly, I couldn't care less. I just wanted control of the remote. At one point, they had ten or so people over, last. loud voices echoing through the house while the TV played more breaking news about stained dresses and denials. Meanwhile, I was sulking upstairs, annoyed that I wasn't allowed to pull the old black and white TV from the closet.
Starting point is 07:17:44 Apparently, they couldn't get it to work right anyway, but it still felt unfair. So there I was, sprawled across my bed with a cassette tape playing in my Walkman, trying to tune out the boring chaos downstairs. And that's when I saw him. I just happened to glance out the window, pure boredom, honestly, and I caught sight of a tall man creeping through our backyard. He moved fast, almost like he was deliberately avoiding the lit-up patches from the windows. He was bald, way taller than my dad, and definitely not someone I recognized.
Starting point is 07:18:19 At first, I figured maybe he was just a guest stepping outside for air or a smoke. But he didn't linger. He was heading toward the doghouse. Now, here's the thing. Our dog, Jim, had died just a few weeks earlier, and I wasn't over it. That doghouse still felt sacred, and seeing some random dude mess with it pissed me off. The guy threw something into it, something about the size of a VHS tape, and that was the last straw for me. I stomped out of my room, down the hallway, and leaned over the railing to shout at my parents.
Starting point is 07:18:55 I must have sounded like a brat, but I didn't care. I wanted that man out of our yard. My mom yelled back something like, what man, and then everything went dead quiet. The news was still playing on the TV, but all the adult voices had gone silent. Then boom, my dad sprinted up the stairs, grabbed me, and rushed back down without another word. Next thing I knew, we were all across the street at the neighbor's house, watching the blinking lights of police cars and the arrival of a literal bomb squad. Yeah, bomb squad. I didn't really understand what was going on.
Starting point is 07:19:33 I mean, I got that it was serious, but my main reaction was just being irritated that we had to leave. The police eventually asked me to describe the man I saw. All I could say was that he looked like Captain Picard from Star Trek, which wasn't super helpful. I've never been good at descriptions. We were allowed back into the house later that night, and things sort of returned to normal, beast on the surface. But my parents never told me what that package was. They didn't say if it was an actual bomb or just some kind of threat. Whatever it was, it was serious enough to get law enforcement moving fast. The police came back a few times and showed me pictures of possible suspects,
Starting point is 07:20:16 but I never saw the man again. Years passed. My dad died of blood poisoning in 2005. My mom passed from natural causes in 2007. Both of them took whatever knowledge they had about that night with them. I ended up moving to Vermont. Lost touch with most of the people my parents knew, and honestly, I don't even remember many of their names now. But that night stuck with me, and when I tell the story at parties, it always gets the room quiet.
Starting point is 07:20:47 Now here's where the creepy factor goes up another notch. A few decades back, my grandfather had a neighbor who was straight out of the same. of a survivalist fever dream. The guy lived on a ridge overlooking my grandpa's house in central Missouri. Nobody knew much about him, but the locals called him Tanner. He was this hardcore conspiracy theorist who lived completely off-grid. No electronics, no utilities, no law. He didn't recognize the authority of the police and made it clear to everyone that they should
Starting point is 07:21:19 stay the hell away from his land. Tanner was what people now call a sovereign citizen. He brewed his own booze, hunted his own meat, and grew his own crops. He had a shed full of guns and traps, and no one, not even the cops, wanted to mess with him unless they absolutely had to. My grandpa lost track of how many times the sheriff's department drove past his house to climb the ridge and tried a reason with the guy. One time, there was even a full-blown standoff.
Starting point is 07:21:50 Tanner barricaded himself in, and the cops had to rip his front door off with a chain tied to a pickup truck. He'd get locked up for a few weeks here and there, disorderly conduct, trespassing, resisting arrest, but he always came back. Always. The police warned my grandpa and his family to stay away from Tanner's property. If anything happened, call them. Don't go investigating. Don't confront him. Just stay safe. Tanner set traps in his lawn. Like actual bear traps. He had shackles and chains bolted to the walls of his back room. It was the kind of thing you see in a horror movie, not real life. My grandpa only had one face-to-face run in with him, but it was memorable.
Starting point is 07:22:39 One winter, my grandpa was smoking a cigarette on his back porch when he heard a gunshot way too close for comfort. A hawk, some kind of short-tailed one, fell from the sky, slammed against the railing, and landed on the lawn. It was still alive, thrashing around, wings flapping weakly. My grandpa looked up toward the ridge, and there was Tanner, yelling, don't touch him. He's mine. Grandpa shouted back that he'd call the cops if Tanner stepped foot on his property.
Starting point is 07:23:10 Then he went inside, locked the door, and didn't come back out until the next day. But the Rayal kicker came a few months later, in the spring. This rust-colored panel van broke down in front of my grandpa. house. The driver, some stranger, pulled over into the dirt path that led up to Tanner's place, not even realizing it wasn't a regular road. The van just sat there for a few hours. Then, bam, someone pounded on my grandpa's front door. He opened it and found three huge men standing there, demanding to know if he'd broken into their van and stolen their stuff. And that, well, that's a whole other story. To be continued.
Starting point is 07:23:52 Three massive guys knocked on my grandfather's front door one afternoon, demanding to know if he was the one who had broken into their van and stolen their stuff. Not without reason, Grandpa pointed them up the dirt road that led straight to Tanner's isolated home on the ridge. That's where the real trouble began. This part of the story was pieced together later by what the police told my grandfather. The three men marched up the trail, kicked in Tanner's front door, and boom, first guy through the doorway stepped right. into a bear trap. Yep, a full-on metal-jawed beast of a trap, just sitting there in the dark like a horror movie set piece. The guy screamed, and that's when Tanner, who had apparently been hiding in the bushes outside, ambushed the other two with a can of industrial bear mace.
Starting point is 07:24:40 The two men dropped, screaming, rubbing at their faces, stumbling blindly through the hall. Tanner pushed them all the way into the back room of his house, where he had chains bolted to the wall, and tried to lock them up like animals. One of them, blinded and panicked, stumbled toward the back of the house, trying to escape. He ran straight into a barbed wire net that Tanner had set up by his rear exit, the same way some people might string up Christmas lights. My grandfather, sitting down by his shed at the base of the hill, heard the yelling, then screaming, then gunshots. He knew instantly this wasn't some regular argument with a trespasser. He called the cops immediately.
Starting point is 07:25:22 When the police arrived, they found the house full of traps like something out of a twisted home alone movie. A swinging axe rigged to the ceiling, tripwires, more bare traps. One guy was chained to the wall with a knife stabbed clean through his hand. Another was tangled in the barbed wire net with four bullet wounds. He'd been left there to bleed out. Tanner? Gone. Vanished like smoke.
Starting point is 07:25:49 When Grandpa asked about the third man, the cops told him only two had been found. Both survived, were taken to the hospital, and then arrested for outstanding warrants. The cops hinted that the van they'd been driving was probably filled with either stolen goods or drugs, maybe both, and that's what Tanner had taken. As for Tanner, he was never seen again. But a few years later, Grandpa heard a strange little story on the radio about a man found dead in a ditch down in Kentucky. The body matched Tanner's description.
Starting point is 07:26:23 We always joked in the family about the bear trap man, as in, what happened to him. Did he ever walk again? Soon after that, Grandpa packed up and moved to another state. He did visit the old house once years later and swore he saw someone up on the ridge, watching him from the trees. He didn't stick around to find out who. Fast forward a few years, I was just a kid. when we moved into this quiet little suburb in Ottawa, Ontario.
Starting point is 07:26:53 The neighborhood was pretty typical. Cookie cutter houses. Clean driveways. Everyone mowed their lawn on Saturdays. But one neighbor didn't quite fit the mold. She lived across the street from us. When my dad went over to introduce himself, she barely cracked the door. Said almost nothing.
Starting point is 07:27:15 Didn't give her name. Didn't even smile. She wasn't rude, just, strange. So we ended up calling her the crazy lady. Every time we played outside, I got the feeling someone was watching us. One day, I heard tapping, like knuckles on glass, and looked up. There she was, standing in her window, just staring at us. No smile, no wave, no expression.
Starting point is 07:27:44 Just watching. Like we were some kind of zoo animals. It became a regular thing. Every time we were in the driveway or front yard, she'd be there at her window. Always the same expressionless stare. And if a ball ever rolled into her yard, she'd come out screaming for us to get off her property. We learned pretty quickly to steer clear. About five years later, she vanished.
Starting point is 07:28:11 No warning. No goodbye. Just gone. My family didn't miss her, but the weirdness is. didn't stop. A few weeks later, we were woken up by sirens outside. Fire trucks, paramedics, the whole works, all outside the crazy lady's house. My mom rushed out to see what was going on. The responders said they got an alert from a medical necklace signal, like the kind elderly people were in case they fall. But nobody had lived there for weeks. Eventually, a new family bought
Starting point is 07:28:45 the place. We went over to welcome them to the neighborhood. and when we brought up the previous owner, they looked confused. They said they'd owned the house for years but had rented it to no one. Said it should have been empty. But there were two creepy details their son told us later that stuck with me. First, when they moved in, there was one single chair facing the front window in the living room, nothing else. Just that chair, as if someone had sat there every day, staring out the window.
Starting point is 07:29:15 Second, in the basement, they found a small, locked room. Not just shut, locked from the inside. They never found a key, never opened it. For all I know, it's still locked to this day. I sometimes wonder, was she ever really gone? Or was she down there, behind that door? Another strange memory, the Rodney King riots back in 1992. I was seven years old.
Starting point is 07:29:44 My friends and I were stacking beer cans in the backyard of a house in L.A. when it started. Sirens, yelling, breaking glass. I didn't know it then, but those sharp popping sounds were gunshots. We were curious, not scared. We wandered to the edge of the fence and peered out. The streets were chaos, fights breaking out, shops getting looted, people running. Whoever was babysitting us did a terrible job. We slipped out through a gap in the fence and walked down the block, drawn in by the madness like moths to a flame.
Starting point is 07:30:21 One of my friends, older than the rest of us, spotted a broken window in a candy store and was tempted to go inside. He stood there staring through the jagged glass, unsure, while chaos swirled around us. We got separated. I didn't know where I was. Didn't know how to get home. I ducked into an alley, just trying to hide and breathe. I saw cops slamming people onto car hoods, men lighting dumpsters on fire, and a woman who passed by, kissed my forehead, and told me, God bless you, child.
Starting point is 07:30:55 Get home. Then it got darker. A man in a windbreaker reeking of gas and sweat spotted me and grabbed me by the collar. I was too stunned to react. He started dragging me toward the fire. I started kicking, screaming, panicking. I thought he was going to toss me into the flames. He clamped an arm around my neck and dragged me faster. Just as we reached the burning dumpster, another man stepped in, bigger, stronger. He punched the guy, threw him against the wall, and shoved his face right up to the metal
Starting point is 07:31:31 side of that flaming dumpster. I still remember the smell. Burnt meat. The guy screamed like an animal. I ran. Eventually, someone pulled me into a church and told me to sit down and wait. I stayed there until someone recognized me and brought me home. I had scrapes, bruises.
Starting point is 07:31:53 One friend was hospitalized after a TV got thrown out a window and exploded near him. He made it. We all made it. Barely. I sometimes wonder about that man in the windbreaker. Was he trying to hurt me? Was he just insane? And that bigger man, was he a hero or just someone who hated the other guy more?
Starting point is 07:32:16 I don't know. But whenever I see fire, I hear that scream. Now let's jump to something more recent. Last year, I moved into a dirt cheap housing unit in Detroit. It was beat up, dark, and hadn't had a tenant in a while. I hadn't even been there two full days when it happened. It was around 11 p.m. I was upstairs in the smaller bedroom, hanging up clothes.
Starting point is 07:32:44 Most of the lights were out because I hadn't plugged in my lamps yet. That's when I heard the front door open. The door was old, swollen from humidity, and stuck unless you really forced it open. It wasn't locked, yeah, I know, bad idea, but I figured nobody would bother breaking into a house that looked like it was falling apart. I froze. Listened. heard someone walking through the living room. Then the sound of drawers being opened in the kitchen.
Starting point is 07:33:14 My phone and laptop were sitting right on the counter. I stayed quiet, heart pounding. To be continued. My most vivid memory of the late 90s. Honestly, it's not something personal or even all that heartwarming, it's the whole Clinton-Milinski scandal. But let me be clear, it wasn't the scandal itself that stuck with me. It was the constant, never-ending, headache-inducing coverage of it that burned itself into my brain.
Starting point is 07:33:43 I was just a kid then, but man, I still remember the look on my parents' faces every time the president's name came up. They were pissed. Like truly, old-school, red-faced pissed. My dad couldn't stop calling him the deadbeat president, and my mom. She was swearing under her breath so often I learned more curse words that weak than I did in my entire time at middle school. The TV in our house in Maryland might as well have been permanently glued to news channels. CNN, MSNBC, you name it. It was wall-to-wall news, and no matter what I
Starting point is 07:34:19 wanted to watch, I couldn't. I just wanted my cartoons, man. Rocko's modern life, specifically. But nope, the grown-up drama had hijacked my childhood. What made it worse was that my dad worked for the Department of Defense. And he actually knew someone who knew Clinton personally. Yeah, that kind of connection. So every time some new twist in the story dropped, we weren't just watching it, we were getting updates. Like, real life, behind the scenes, classified kind of sounding updates.
Starting point is 07:34:54 Apparently, if Clinton had been removed from office, there would have been a domino effect in the chain of command, and my dad's boss could have gotten promoted. Big deal to them, sure. But me? I was like nine years old and just wanted to watch cartoons and eat cereal without hearing about political fallout and extramarital affairs. There was this one night during all this drama that still gives me the creeps. My parents had invited about ten people over to the house, some government folks, some neighbors, all adults, and they were having this loud, animated conversation downstairs about the whole Clinton mess. It was one of those gatherings where everyone brought some food and a bad attitude.
Starting point is 07:35:37 Meanwhile, I was upstairs sulking in my room. Bitter, annoyed, and stuck with a cassette tape instead of cartoons. I'd begged my parents to let me use the tiny black and white TV that was buried in our closet, but they wouldn't let me. Something about it not tuning in right or whatever. Honestly, they just didn't want me to distract myself from the adult nonsense happening downstairs. So I was lying in bed with my cassette player, trying to drown out their voices with music, when I happened to glance out my bedroom window. And that's when I saw him. A man I didn't
Starting point is 07:36:12 recognize was creeping through our backyard. Moving fast, but deliberately, like he knew where the light patches from the windows were and was avoiding them on purpose. He was tall, definitely taller than my dad, and bald. The image is still super clear in my mind. At first, I assumed he was just one of the guests who had gone outside to take a call or something. But then I kept watching. Mostly out of boredom. But what he did next set off every alarm in my little kid brain. He crept closer to the house and started peering into the ground floor windows.
Starting point is 07:36:50 I sat up. My music was still playing, but I was barely hearing it. Just as I was about to get up and flip the cassette, the man tossed something into our doghouse. It looked about the size of a VHS tape, yeah, remember those. And that's what made me mad. Like, genuinely mad. See, our dog Jim, sweet old mutt, had just passed away a few weeks earlier. He was old and sick, and it still hurt.
Starting point is 07:37:20 So seeing some random weirdo mess with his dog house. Nah. I wasn't gonna let that slide. So I stormed out of my room, marched out to the landing, and called downstairs. My voice had that tone. You know the one, when a kid is angry enough to demand justice. Everything went quiet for a beat longer than I liked. Then my mom called up, confused, what man, suddenly, everything got very, very still. The only thing I could hear was the TV. No more chatter. No more clinking glasses. Just the low hum of breaking news.
Starting point is 07:38:00 Next thing I knew, my dad was sprinting up the stairs. And I mean sprinting. He didn't ask questions. He just picked me up, rushed back downstairs, and we were out the door. The other adults followed. We all huddled up at the neighbor's house across the street. The police showed up fast. Then the bomb squad.
Starting point is 07:38:25 They asked me all kinds of questions. Wanted descriptions. All I could think to say was that the man looked like Captain Picard from Star Trek. Not the most helpful thing, but hey, I was a kid. We eventually got back into the house. The package? No idea. My parents never told me what it was.
Starting point is 07:38:48 They never said if it was a bomb or just a threat. But it was serious enough to evacuate the house and call in specialists. The cops came back later and showed me pictures of suspects, but I never said. never saw that bald guy again. Never identified him. My dad passed away in 2005 from blood poisoning. My mom died a couple years later in 2007. Whatever it was, they took that secret with them. But that night has stayed with me. I live up in Vermont now, far from those Maryland days. I don't talk to anyone from that part of my life anymore. But when I tell this story at parties, It always gets a reaction.
Starting point is 07:39:32 And that's just one of the weird stories my family had. Let me tell you another one, this one's from decades earlier. My grandpa, back in the day, used to live in central Missouri. Had this property with a nice view, peaceful place, except for the neighbor. The guy who lived up on the ridge overlooking his house was a certified lunatic. A full-blown conspiracy theorist. People called him Tanner. He didn't trust electronics, didn't pay taxes, didn't acknowledge the local police.
Starting point is 07:40:05 Refused to even recognize the U.S. government. You've heard the term, sovereign citizen. Yeah, that was Tanner before that label even hit the mainstream. He lived off the land. Grew his own food, brewed his own booze, hunted for meat, and apparently had a serious stash of weapons. Not like a few guns. We're talking in Arsenal. Traps in his yard, chains and shackles in his back room, like old school dungeon level stuff. Cops would show up all the time. They were at my grandpa's house so often that the driveway basically had tire grooves permanently etched into the dirt. There was one standoff that lasted a full day.
Starting point is 07:40:48 Cops had to rip Tanner's door off with a truck and a chain just to get him to come out. He'd spend a few days or weeks in jail for things like trespassing or illegal hunting, but he all always ended up back home. Police warned my grandpa's family, do not engage. If there's ever a problem, call us. Let us handle it. My grandpa had one unforgettable run-in with Tanner. One winter, he was out on his porch having a smoke when he heard a gunshot, loud and way too close. Before he could react, a short-tailed hawk dropped out of the sky, clipped the porch railing, and hit the ground hard. Thing was still twitching.
Starting point is 07:41:29 From the ridge above, Tanner's voice rang out, Don't touch him, he's mine. My grandpa shouted back, warning him to stay off his property or the cops would be involved. Then he went inside and locked every door. But the really wild story. That happened the next spring. Early 80s, rust-colored panel van broke down right near the dirt path that led to Tanner's place.
Starting point is 07:41:53 probably some out of towner who didn't even realize they were parked at the edge of a driveway. Hours later, there was a loud knock on my grandpa's front door. He opened it and was met with three huge, intimidating guys demanding to know if he'd broken into their van and stolen their stuff. And that's where things started to spiral. To be continued. My grandfather stared both Roy and me right in the eyes with a seriousness I'll never forget. His voice was cold and steady when he told us that if we ever talked to anyone about what happened, we'd be cut off.
Starting point is 07:42:28 No inheritance. No ranch. No legacy. Nothing. That was the last time we spoke of it in front of him. But Roy and I, we couldn't just forget it. We were kids, and what we saw haunted our dreams. A week after that warning, we hopped on our bikes and rode back out to the woods.
Starting point is 07:42:50 The camper was gone. Totally vanished. We weren't giving up that easily, though. We followed the tire tracks, weaving through leaves and brush, pushing our bikes for miles. We tracked them all the way to a narrow dirt road that twisted off into nowhere, and that's where we lost it. Like someone had just vanished into the earth. My grandfather passed in 2003. Dad died just earlier this year, heart failure.
Starting point is 07:43:20 Now that the ranch is officially ours, I feel like I can finally talk about it. The memory has chewed on my mind for decades, and writing it down is the only way I know how to release the pressure. Roy and I have our theories. We think our grandfather and dad knew the man in that camper. Maybe even gave him permission to be there. But once we stumbled across it and he fired a shot at us, things changed. They had to kick him off. I mean, if it's it was nothing, why the threats? Why the secrets? If Dad had just said, you boys are imagining things, I might have believed him. I might have even slept better that night. But instead, they scared us into silence. That kind of fear doesn't come from nothing. And it made me start
Starting point is 07:44:11 thinking, maybe those human heads we saw weren't props. Maybe they were real. It's a chilling thought, but I believe, deep in my bones, that someone in our family helped hide a dangerous man. Maybe even helped cover up his crimes. I have this feeling that something's going to come to the surface one day, something buried and rotten that will drag our family name through the mud. And if that wasn't enough, let me tell you about my aunt. She had a brush with death back in 96, and it's a story we still bring up around the holidays. That Friday night, my aunt and her friend hit the bar with her.
Starting point is 07:44:48 with one mission, find a guy each and maybe have a little fun. They were both single, bold, and wild. It was the 90s, no cell phones, no constant texting, so they had their own secret language. The code was simple, if they took off their earrings, it meant, I'm into this guy. If they casually placed a hand on the back of their neck, that was the distress signal, save me. Now, my aunt floated through the crowd, letting a few guys buy her drinks, when she locked eyes with someone across the room. He was leaning against the bar, watching her, but didn't make a move. That intrigued her. She made the first move, walked right over. He was in a biker jacket, and wore a gold watch with a leather strap, just like the one her boss wore. It gave her an easy icebreaker.
Starting point is 07:45:41 They danced for a bit, got flirty. Then they settled into a quiet boot. where he bought her another drink. She removed her earrings, her signal to her friend. She was going for it. His name, he said, was Harrison. Everything went a bit fuzzy after that. She felt nauseous, off balance. She thought maybe she had too many cocktails. Her friend was nowhere in sight. Trying to pull herself together, she went to the restroom but didn't find her friend there either. She was ready to ditch the guy and head home, but Harrison caught up to her outside and offered her a ride. She hesitated, but wanting to avoid the cab fare, and maybe get his number, she said yes. On the drive, she perked up a bit.
Starting point is 07:46:30 By the time they pulled into her driveway, she was feeling almost herself again. She invited him in. They barely made it to the living room before she started feeling sick again. She told him to go, apologizing for cutting things short. He was understanding, smiled, and said he'd see her again next Friday at the same bar. She locked the door behind him and went to bed, feeling gross and disappointed. But she couldn't sleep. Her head was spinning, her stomach turning.
Starting point is 07:47:02 Then, just past midnight, she heard something. Movement. Downstairs. She sat up in bed, heart-turning. pounding. Her parents were out of state. She talked to them earlier. Nobody else had a key. At first, she doubted her ears. Maybe it was the wind or her imagination. But then she heard it again, this time louder. Cabinet doors opening. Something metal clattering. She locked her bedroom door and pressed her ear to the floor. She heard footsteps, muffled but real.
Starting point is 07:47:41 She grabbed the phone and called the cops. Now, here's where it gets darkly funny in hindsight. Her phone wasn't wireless. So, while she whispered into it from the closet, a long cord trailed right to the door. The operator kept her on the line. Those 15 minutes stretched like eternity. Then, she heard someone coming up the stairs. Doors creaked open one by one.
Starting point is 07:48:07 Then, silence. Someone was standing right out. her room. She didn't breathe. Didn't blink. Then came the sound of sirens. Police flooded the driveway. But they didn't come in. The operator told her the police couldn't find signs of forced entry and didn't want to bust down the door unless necessary. My aunt screamed into the phone, break it down, moments later, boom. Chaos. Shouting. A man being tackled on the stairs. Then a soft knock on her bedroom door. It's okay. You can come out now. She grabbed a coat, still shaking, and followed the officer downstairs. But before she made it to the front door, she glanced into the living room.
Starting point is 07:48:57 There it was. Her plastic shower curtain, spread out like a tarp across the floor. Her dad's toolbox lay open nearby. Kitchen knives next to it. She hyperventilated so bad they had to. to call an ambulance. When she recovered, they let her look at the guy through the back window of the squad car. It was Harrison. Turns out, after leaving her place, he'd snagged her keys from the stairs and let himself back in. He must have drugged her at the bar, but got the dose wrong.
Starting point is 07:49:30 It didn't knock her out completely. He wasn't even really, Harrison. The name was fake. No criminal record. Nothing in the system. The cop said he was a total ghost. He died of leukemia in prison a few years later. But my aunt still tells that story. Every time someone asks. And yeah, it's kind of a running joke now, we never buy her plastic shower curtains. Now, this next one is mine.
Starting point is 07:50:01 And I truly believe if I hadn't randomly discovered a creepy YouTube channel and gotten spooked, my kids and I wouldn't be here right now. It was a chill Saturday morning. I was making pancakes with my kids while my husband scrambled around, late for work, again. We were saying our goodbyes when I reminded him the kids and I were heading to the splash pad later. I normally didn't bother locking the backyard door. Our yards fenced in, the gate locked. No reason to. But that morning, something felt off. I'd watched a horror the night before and felt uneasy. So I locked it. Just in case.
Starting point is 07:50:43 Rain started coming down. There went the splash pad plans. I tossed on a movie for the kids but ended up switching gears. We built a blanket fort instead. While they were playing, I went to change the laundry. That's when I noticed something. The backyard gate. Wide open.
Starting point is 07:51:05 Even with wind, those locks shouldn't Butch. I stood frozen for a second. Something didn't feel right. Then my daughter ran into the kitchen, eyes wide. Mommy, she said, there's a man at the window. He waved at me, to be continued. Hello everyone, since a few weeks ago, I was working on a new story that hasn't finished yet. I managed to write some chapters and I want to know if it is good enough for me to finish. I appreciate if you rank it for me out of ten and tell me a about suggestions and notices. I hope you enjoy it. The new story, Introduction 1, I know how everything looks for you, but I won't succeed in narrating the story if you keep these thoughts in your
Starting point is 07:51:49 mind. I know you would ask me what thoughts I am talking about. Well, just open your window and you will get me. Skyscrapers, cars, electricity, and men and women scattered in malls with MP3S in hand, rather than streets and parks. I would have loved to tell you about everything in details, but it looks like you already know. You know everything now. I wonder if you like this story called Les Miserables if so I advise you to continue reading. If you read it already then I think you will know everything I am talking about, if not then bring your smartphone you lazy and search for it. I hate how indolent kids are nowadays. I think we will need to stop talking about now and return to the good days of the past. I know they are not good for
Starting point is 07:52:36 Alice or Elizabeth, but it is better than the misery some nations are living right now. I think you need to know something before I start. Without manners, you are not a human deserving to live. Introduction 2. It is hard to tell about everything, but this book is not about me. Let me get everything fixed. Alice, Elizabeth, Nicholas, and Sebastian own this story. You will get to know them one by one later, but for now, I want you to read this paragraph then close your eyes and imagine every single word in it. In Paris 1832, everything starts. Streets by then were crowded with people everywhere, poor and rich, men and women, hurried or strolling. Cheese and perfume was the smell everywhere.
Starting point is 07:53:21 Cafes and restaurants were full of sweethearts and older women with wigs taking their afternoon tea. Shopkeepers had their smiles to their ears, they were simply content with people. crowded in their shops and the money boxes full with francs. The bourgeois were sitting together discussing their business and politics. Everything was going through that day except for some people. This would continue but not for long. Bourgeois, rich merchants class in Paris asterisk asterisk. Chapter 1, Alice.
Starting point is 07:53:52 The day does not finish just because the sun decided to sleep between the clouds. For me, the work just started. This is Alice Lemoy a girl in Paris. My mother had passed away yesterday from the epidemic diffusing in the country and now I only have my papa left for the family. He is completely atroce. Regularly, he is not even home. But what home am I talking about?
Starting point is 07:54:16 If I was lucky I would sleep under the bridge and this is the home I call. I do not want to think about this carless pair. I hate him and his stupied friends. My job is hopelessly stealing or begging for now since he refused to. to keep me with him. I can't work, I am a girl who can make me work for him. For this, I need to steal or beg for one or two francs to get food for my dinner, which usually is a small piece of bread or some rotten carrots. I stroll in Paris at 10 o'clock of the clock. The sun is sinking helplessly in the ocean of the sky. There is no one to aid it, so it just drowns and
Starting point is 07:54:55 dies easily leaving the whole sky for the shiny moon. It is hard to see through the streets with no candles in the poor avenues, but when I arrive at the richest streets the night seems luminous and fancy with all the lights. Electricity was not used until late 1800s so they used candles or oil lanterns for lights asterisk asterisk. I would be asked what I am doing here, in the richest part of Paris because of my clothing and I tell the same exact lie. Dash, Mama works in one of the homes and I visit her. Then I turn and leave so simply without any more inspections or even before any more questions are asked. I walk decently and stopped then hit any man walking and stretch my hand into his coat. I take his wallet and pardon him for the hitting. Sometimes I think I am
Starting point is 07:55:40 telling them sorry for the stealing, not the hitting. I put everything I steal in the front pocket of my dress so that no one could steal it again. After a dozen of wallets, I decided to return back to the bridge for some sleep before the sun finally find someone to help it from sinking. Through scores of shops and restaurants, I walked and walked without thinking. A few years ago, I used to spend hours looking at the windows of the stores in the richest part of Paris. I used to imagine myself covered in layers of dainty cloth and having a lot of food around me. I didn't care a bit about toys, I just wanted food and clothes. I used to play with Uds, my old friend, until sleep time. We used to pretend that he is the king and I am the queen. The stairs of the bridge,
Starting point is 07:56:28 used to be the ones of the cart for us. I held my dress and walked daintily giving him my hand for help and when I step on the last step, he would kiss my hand and call me, Your Majesty. We laughed then until our side started to hurt. Last year he died like Mama. I cried my eyes out that day. I remembered his mother that day. She was crying too, but I think she wasn't so concerned about it, she had other six children and she barely had enough food for all, now that one was gone she would have some more food. I do not blame her for this. By that time children were not as important for parents as now. Children were abandoned on a fairly regular basis. The lucky ones were dropped off at state-run hospices, where they usually remained
Starting point is 07:57:15 until they turned 25. The even unluckier children were forced to live on the streets and fend for themselves. In these cases, children turn to beg and thievery in order to survive, asterisk asterisk. Now, I only care to stay alive, feed myself, and get out of Papa's way. I stood on the bridge watching the moon duplicating itself on the calm water. The streets are tranquil and I barely see any lights except for the radiant moon. I like how the city is quiet. I rather prefer it with no people, empty of beast-hearted humans. I stand to beg each one, with my empty stomach and none of them even look in my face this pleading, pale face, instead, they oust me away until I vanish from their sight and after a few minutes from their memories. It seems that I have no importance in life, I have no place in anyone's memory.
Starting point is 07:58:08 Even father, he sometimes calls me Elsa or Alicia. He does not remember me except if he wants something. Seriously who would leave his 15-year-old daughter alone in the street? After all, I am not a kid, but won't he even ask where I am? He doesn't bother himself to ask unless he wants my help with information or money. Once Pascal, one of my father's friend, the most one I hate and the youngest in the gang, he is maybe in his early twenties, came pleading me to see Papa. When I arrived he was apparently drunk, his smell was awful.
Starting point is 07:58:43 Pascal told me he needed somewhere to stay since he can't stroll around the city drunk. Unfortunately, I had to let him sleep with me under the bridge that night. I regret it till now because he was ridiculously smelly. I didn't decide whether this smell was from not showering for at least two weeks or this awful drink. But he was my father at the end, I didn't want to be like him. I hated him, but I didn't want him to hate his only daughter. I bet he doesn't remember this day, but I do.
Starting point is 07:59:14 I know I visited almost every part of Paris and I went to jaw-dropping places, But this old, tired bridge in one of the poorest areas in Paris will stay make the most preferable place to be for me. I wonder why it is, maybe because this the only place I stayed in when I had my most happy and sad moments. When Mama and Yud's died I came here. When Yud's gave me my necklace we were here. When the police chased me they chased me all over to here.
Starting point is 07:59:41 I was lucky I wasn't caught by then. Even when, so look who we have ICI, it was Pascal. he laid his big hands on my shoulders, but I managed to move away. K. Fate 2. I see I Pascal, what am I doing here? I think you should tell me what a lady your age doing at that time of the night. He snaps. I hate when he snaps. Mird.
Starting point is 08:00:06 I sighed. I know his wills are not good. Excuse me, I can't see any woman here. I tried to snap back, but I know I can't beat him. Well, I pass for 12 years, apparently, I don't look like a woman. I am short and thin as the stick the school teacher holds. Unfortunately, I didn't have a chance to go to school. Poor children by 1832 weren't lucky as you are.
Starting point is 08:00:35 They used to wish to go to the school you are nagging about instead of begging. They wished they could read or write, but instead they worked hard to help their families and themselves, asterisk-a-alice. I don't think you will trick me, young lady. Now tell me why aren't you asleep by now, kids, as you say you are, shall be dreaming by now, he started to get closer now and helplessly I am stuck between him and the edge of the bridge. I can do nothing. Literally nothing. I am stuck. Dash, don't you have work to do, Pascal? I tried to be clever, but I can't think with his body so close to mine. I can't think with his hazel eyes close to my face. His breath is becoming too disturbing. Dash, well I do, but I think you are more important than
Starting point is 08:01:27 work with your papa. He is honestly stupied. I only agreed with his last comment, but I am now quite afraid. He started to get so close, his body large against mine and his breathes firm against my face. Oh, Mondieu. What could I do? I know he is more than good-looking, but trust me he is such a vile. Call me crazy, but I think I know what to do. Don't wonder much, it is apparent. Chapter 2. Nicholas, I am hopeful we will reach can before the sunset. I promised Monsieur Henri Poeper to be in his office tonight in the letter I sent him recently. Luckily, Sebastian, my helper will stay in Paris to manage my work. It is tiring to travel first.
Starting point is 08:02:14 I miss Elizabeth, but I do not want to see her. She looks just like her mother, and I don't bear seeing her again. She just left without farewell, she didn't leave a letter. She ran away with her brother. I didn't do her anything. I loved her as ever. She was my life and everything I thought about. I cared about her.
Starting point is 08:02:39 I was afraid she will get harmed if she leaves, but she did. Tales Nicholas won't mention. One, since he married Adele, he kept her locked in his mansion. He said he was afraid someone will harm or kidnap her because he is one of the richest merchants in Paris. Two, Adele ran away with her brother to England because she couldn't handle staying in the mansion. Three, he locked his daughter Elizabeth in the same way, asterisk-a-sterisk. This deal with Monsieur Popert is one of the most important steps in my business. I must persuade him to buy bricks from my factories. If he did, I will become one of the most important bourgeois in Paris.
Starting point is 08:03:19 Dash, clang. Bang, is all that I heard after I felt my toes above me? It was pain attacking, spreading quickly through my flesh and bones. It was strong, stronger than me and I was defeated again. If you have any enemy you want to defeat choose any of these four methods. Method point one anger, people can't control themselves with anger and they will fall quickly without feeling it. Method. 2 worry. Worry is like pain, but it spreads through the brain. Destroying it. It makes the person be defeated because of himself or herself because of excess
Starting point is 08:03:55 thinking. This apparently includes fear, because fear is a worry. Method point three pain, it enters the body so simply. No one can resist it. Nothing can stop it except for opium if you have some, but I bet only some do. Opium is a painkiller used in the early 18th century. Believe me that, surely he will exclude pain from his list if he saw the Panadol tablets in the pharmacy nearby, asterisk-asturisk. Method.4 Gun. If there is poor or an ordinary annoying you, the answer is so simple. Head to your room, open your drawer and take out the gun. One shot, and your worry vanishes. I know it is difficult for everyone in the country to do this, but it is available for me, so I don't hesitate to do it. Crime was admittedly everywhere in 19th century Paris, and real criminals
Starting point is 08:04:49 were certainly dangerous. This caused grave problems for the many poor people who were not criminals, since the upper class viewed them all as that dangerous class, to be held in contempt and ridicule. They might have been the most hardworking, God-fearing people in Paris, but according to the upper-class, The poor and huddled masses were dangerous and despicable, asterisk asterisk. If he lived in our meantime, he would add nuclear power. Chapter 3. Elizabeth. While her father headed to Cannes, she stayed locked in the giant house like her mother. She never left her home since she first saw the light.
Starting point is 08:05:26 She barely talked. She doesn't see anyone except for her servant Flora. Her mother wasn't concerned about her neither she was, so her mother left without her, and Elizabeth didn't care like her father did. I know she is not ready to talk about herself yet, so I will help you to know everything going on with her. She sits in her room all day, and the food comes on a tray. I think this tray is what makes her want to eat.
Starting point is 08:05:52 It was once her grandmother's, the most one she loved in her life. Her grandma was something other than both of her parents. She wasn't as selfish as her mother neither a show off like her papa. Her mother barely talked to her, she used to think Elizabeth is ill because she doesn't speak and her father made it even worse. They didn't know that everything happening was because of them. Because her father locked her and because her mother never talked to her. It was only the old grandma who loved her honestly, she never left her alone. She told her stories, played with her in the large garden and was not the old woman everyone sees with her, she was a friend.
Starting point is 08:06:31 When she died, her son buried her somewhere far from the house and the nearby graveyard, he wanted Elizabeth to forget her and not cry as much as she did that day for the rest of her life. That day was nothing you want me to talk about. The only thing I could say, she cried her eyes out, and her mother celebrated secretly. Actually, Elizabeth problem is not as serious as everyone thinks it is. She just to have a small phobia. Well, the phobia of people. If everything happened now, she would be cured easily by any of the psychologists.
Starting point is 08:07:07 Anthropophobia, phobia of people. It is a long word, so pardon me using PP. I know I am lazy, but what to do I was born in the 21st century. Isterisk-asturisk. She only needs someone to confront her. She only needs someone to talk to her frequently. Is it hard, Nicholas? But he doesn't care about her.
Starting point is 08:07:30 Chapter 4. Alice. Pascal is literally sticking to me by now, his face buried in my neck. For the first time, I noticed how clean he smelled, nothing like Papa, although they are living in the same building. I can't behold him anymore, I need to flee. I didn't want to feel cold, but it was the only thing I could do. If I ran he would catch me easily, of course, he is faster than me, and if I stayed, I wouldn't rather mention what will happen.
Starting point is 08:07:59 I even couldn't move away with hands tight around my waist and his weight all above me. I started to raise my body up slowly, for him not to feel it. I could feel myself towering above him as I stood on the first step of the bridge railing. He seemed not to feel it, so I climbed another one. I still have only one, I should be fast. I climbed the last one and threw myself off the bridge. For a moment or so, I felt myself flying, the air hitting me fiercely. I liked how it felt.
Starting point is 08:08:33 After a few seconds, my whole body was freezing cold I can feel the coldness diving deeply through my bones. I felt pain. I could hear Pascal call. Cannard, but I didn't mind him at all, and I was satisfied when he left. I know he won't be as crazy to put himself in the freezing water to catch me. I slept again under the bridge for the night after I tried my best to rinse my clothes. I know I would be sick because of yesterday's swim, but I tried to discard this idea from my mind.
Starting point is 08:09:05 As I woke up, I reached my pocket to get some of the money I stole yesterday to buy food since I was starving by now, but there was none. Not a frank. Oh no. This canard stole it. If I knew that happened I would have slapped him yesterday. I have nothing to eat now. I couldn't steal in daylight, I would be caught. I am starving. Papa won't give me a frank and I don't think I dare to go to Pascal again. I know he would do me nothing with Papa around, but I thought about last mite and shivered. I had to find a solution for my empty stomach.
Starting point is 08:09:43 I can't resist my hunger and I went to the cafe, Papa and his friends linger each day. I turned the door open and it was too crowded. Actually not with men, but with smoke fumes. My eyes caught Papa in the very middle table talking loudly about his plans. Everyone was there even Pascal. I think they were preparing for something. I think Pascal saw me and he started, Oh, look who came, the crazy swimmer.
Starting point is 08:10:11 I only managed to roll my eyes at him. But what? He said it loudly. He told Papa then. He is not a fool. afraid to do it again then, even in front of him. What was I thinking about? Papa doesn't even care about me. I stood still and froze in my place. Fee intelligent. Smart girl. Antoine winked at me. Strong and fierce too, Papa said looking at me directly in the eyes. He smiled at me and I
Starting point is 08:10:44 started to falter. His smile, it is the same one, the same one when he smiled at me when he left me home alone and ran away. Then stupid mama ran after him and we ended up here and like this. Wretched. I know he was planning to do something, um, dangerous. Never even think about it. I almost yelled at him. You need to calm down, Amuru. Sebastian laid his hands on my shoulders, what? I laughed hysterically, me, your sweetheart. Shut up. You almost raped me yesterday. He gave me a look, a bad one. I calmed down, I didn't want anything that happened yesterday to be repeated again here. I just realized that I was the only female in here.
Starting point is 08:11:34 It was just men, big and small, all of them looking, on no staring at me. Some winking, smiling, or just glaring amused. I realized I was in and lowered my voice a bit, completely calmed. What do you want for me, Papa? Is she you fee charmed? A beauty is she, nothing like you." Someone at the back said, Me, a beauty.
Starting point is 08:11:59 I was nothing even near to. My dark eyes and brown hair with this pale face and my thin body. I thought it was sarcasm from this man, but it wasn't as I thought. Close your mouth, Gustav, my dad yelled at him and returned to me. We want from you a small favor, Alice. I want to ask him how he remembered me, but I want to ask him how he remembered me, but I I kept it for myself. In return of what? Well, I didn't think about that, but what do you want? Papa asked, I want you to leave me alone. I looked at him in Pascal, and I want my money back,
Starting point is 08:12:34 Pascal, what money are you talking about? Pascal looked at me trying to hide his knowledge. Oh well, Monsieur Thief. Rate me, steal me, and deny it. A good plan, though not to succeed with me. I raised my voice that everyone started to look at me again. Oh, calm down, Amuru. He looked at me, his eyes begging to stay silent about it. Don't you dare call me your sweetheart. I yelled. He sat down on one of the old, tired chairs and didn't face me.
Starting point is 08:13:08 One of the men, a large on indeed, took my wrist so hard that I couldn't resist it. He was like four times larger than me and I wouldn't dare to scream at him too. Look, girl, he said so calmly, you want to be treated well, you shut your big mouth and stop being fiery, or I think anyone here would enjoy making whatever Pascal did yesterday a good dream compared to his work. He looked serious. I was frightened by now and I sat on one of the chairs the man offered to me. Thank you.
Starting point is 08:13:40 Monsieur was the only thing I could say. Good job Maurice, Pascal said as if mocking me. I wanted to yell at him. I had this desire to slap his beautiful face, but I couldn't. Maurice wasn't joking, and I couldn't do anything risky with him around. What do you want me to do? I asked Papa looking at him directly in the face, into his eyes, these eyes that beat me just as I looked into them.
Starting point is 08:14:07 Well, your job isn't so hard. You only need to spy on a man called Theophan Monat. Pascal will take you to his home this afternoon. Oh yes, of course, after I. I get my money. I eyed Pascal. Pascal come on give her the money. Maurice looked at him. I didn't steal a thing from this corin. She's lying. He lied. Oh really, then tell me who stole it from the pocket in the front of my dress, a young boy reached to my waist and to them? I yelled mockingly. Your temper young lady. Maurice eyed me. Come on Pascal, don't let me come and take them myself.
Starting point is 08:14:48 It seemed that Pascal was afraid of Maurice too that he took out the wallets in his pocket and handed them to me. I checked if there was money in them and yes they were full except for one, but I didn't mind it because I think I got enough money. All the time before that afternoon, I was thinking about the revenge Pascal would probably take by the time I go and see him. I ate well with some of the money I got and left to get some new clothes. It was freezing cold and I only wore a thin dress. I looked at looked over for cheap things I could afford. I couldn't buy dresses, but I could buy other things. At the end it I bought something to keep me warm and left to meet Pascal. A detail Alice won't mention, she brought boys' clothes and a hat to hide her hair. I waited for him in front of the
Starting point is 08:15:34 cafe until he came, he changed his clothes too. He wore something more decent. I didn't know he has a lot of clothes, but it seems he benefited from the money I gave him or he stole. He stared at the place for a while and stood like waiting for someone. Maybe he didn't notice me. I went to him and started, Bonjour Pascal. Oh, is that you, Alice? He paused and laughed. So you don't like to play the girl's role anymore, Ties Toy. Now close this big mouth and show where is this house? I yelled angrily. I was already angry with him, but now it seems that it exceeded all the limits. calm down Alice he paused
Starting point is 08:16:18 would like to eat first no show me where is this fucking mansion I felt myself boiling with anger my face red and my knuckles pressed turning white he moved then without looking at me and I followed chapter five I think you should know some stuff before Sebastian takes the microphone from me
Starting point is 08:16:40 I will try hard to explain everything I just need you to imagine with me every word I tell you. The guards will open the giant golden door now for Sebastian, Nicholas's helper. He has some papers to get from Nicholas's office. The only thing you could notice by then would be the three exquisite buildings. All of them in the color of crimson sand. It looked just like the blood on a beach in can 20 years ago. The place is now called Oki Beach.
Starting point is 08:17:10 The only thing I know about this accident is that Nicky's, Nicholas killed his first wife. The police said that she killed herself with a knife, but trust me that is wrong. The buildings were guarded by tall green defenders all covered with red balls. I bet they would be so delectable for tasters. The ground by then wasn't as green as a few months ago. It is starting to get really cold. You can find small bushes, they seem to be the sons of the guards. The house wasn't weird or fascinating. It was a very. It was just imprisoned by the guards and the tall fence. It had immense windows and a massive golden door if you turned your head a bit left you will find a small fountain. It is not impressive,
Starting point is 08:17:54 but at that time it was. The main building was used by Elizabeth and Nicholas. The smaller one was for the maids, drivers, and guards. The last one had horses, a lot of them actually. Nicholas liked them so they stayed. One more note, Alice is not as innocent. as she makes you think. Nicholas is not as mean as he looks. Elizabeth is not as isolated as you think. Pascal is not as vile what Alice said. Maurice is not as savage as how he looks. Sebastian is the most mysterious of all. Chapter 6. Sebastian. Everything became a mess when Monsieur Allen traveled. He left everything to me. I couldn't handle it anymore. How could he? I entered the gates of his mansion to bring some papers from his office.
Starting point is 08:18:42 I walked through the mass of greenness on both sides of the route to the Golden Gate. Then I saw something moving above the gate, something moving behind the window. The door was opened by one of the guards and I entered. The staircase was filled with pictures of people. I only realized Monsieur Allen sitting with a smile. It was weird of him smiling, but I didn't care about it that much and I continued upstairs. There was no one and all of the doors were closed. I tried one by one until I opened the most elegant door in the aisle and I knew now who I have seen in the window.
Starting point is 08:19:18 She was a girl, no, a young lady. Her hair smooth as silk, long, black exceeding her waist. When she turned her face toward me I saw her icy blue eyes. Wild and strange, but sweet at the same time. Her face was white, but not pale. Her beauty was out of usual for me. It was nothing I've ever seen. It was a unique beauty, but it only lasted for seconds.
Starting point is 08:19:46 Her face started blushing unusually red and her breath fastened. Suddenly she started sweating and she looked nervous as ever. I tried to get near to her as a comfort, but she resisted any. She called someone, I couldn't understand what is happening here anymore. Then someone came, she was a mid-aged woman, or a biddy maybe. She was apparently running since she couldn't catch her breath. She went beside the girl to calm her and she seated her on the bed and murmured things I couldn't hear. She left her slowly, pushed me out of the room, and closed the door.
Starting point is 08:20:22 What in the world were you doing here, monsieur? Who are you a thief, I guess? Leave before I call the police. I, I, I struggled for words but I should say something. She is angry. I was looking for Monsieur Allen's office. I was supposed to bring some papers. Oh, she paused, you should be Sebastian.
Starting point is 08:20:43 I am sorry for my accuse monsieur, never mind madam. It was all I could say. Mademoiselle, or forget about it. Call me Flora. Well, Flora, could I go to the office now? Yes, of course. Follow me. We walked and walked.
Starting point is 08:21:02 Flora in front and me following her. I walked slowly, towering above her. I thought about her words, thief and police. Maybe I deserve police, but I am not a thief. Do I really look like a thief, the words blurted out before I could stop them? Sorry for the thief accuse, but maybe yes you somehow do if we excluded your face because it doesn't show a thief, it shows a gentleman. Then I should change my face, to suit my clothes. I tried to break some barriers between us.
Starting point is 08:21:34 At the end, I don't want her to think I am just. a boy whom Monsieur Allen pitted and gave him work. I don't even want to remember this. A detail Sebastian won't mention, years ago, when Sebastian was nearly Gabriel age when he died, he would join us soon just give me some paragraphs, he was once begging in one of the streets and then he fell near Nicholas's feet because of hunger. Nicholas took him that day and made him work with him and years later he became as one of the most important helpers, asterisk asterisk. Oh, not you silly. She laughed,
Starting point is 08:22:07 not tempered anymore. I think we need to change your clothes, follow me. I didn't think she took it seriously, but when we entered a large room with clothes everywhere, I knew she wasn't joking. She opened a box with a suit in it. It was glamorous and shining clean, unlike his clothes. Now go and try it in the room, I bet it is your size.
Starting point is 08:22:31 She handed me the box and I did as I was told. I didn't think much about suit, nor flora. I thought about this girl in the room. She is someone I would like dating for now, but what is wrong with her? Is she mad? I left the room with this suit on and saw myself on the nearby mirror. It was my first time to wear such expensive clothes. I looked like someone from the royal family.
Starting point is 08:22:57 The suit was perfectly my size as Flora said. When she entered the room the basket she was holding fell down from her hands and she stared at me. I thought she was about to cry, but I had no idea why. I can't behold anyone crying, I turn anxious, so I tried to be comical. King Charles is me. I lowered myself, my knees on the ground, holding her hand, I smiled at her tired face. Would you marry me, Princess Flora? Would you become my queen?
Starting point is 08:23:29 I looked serious or I was trying to, but then she started to laugh and I joined her too. I was relieved there were no tears in her eyes anymore. You better stand up King Charles before your clothes get dirty, certainly, your majesty. I stood up and looked at her now from a different angle, now towering above her again. She looked at me and held the pockets of the coat and pulled me toward her. I saw that her eyes flooded again in tears. You look just like my brother, she hugged me tight then she retreated noticing I wasn't him. I am sorry.
Starting point is 08:24:04 She said blushing. I hope you didn't mind it. I didn't want to ask her about the brother because I think I knew the answer. No, not really. I felt my cheeks firing red too. You could keep the suit if you want, there is no one this size here to wear it and I was going to throw it anyways. How would anyone throw such a thing I thought, but I rather wanted to ask about the papers we didn't still get, and the girl. So where is the office, Your Highness?
Starting point is 08:24:32 Oh, I totally forgot about it. Wear your clothes and then we would go. We entered the office and I froze in my place mouth opened. I have never seen anything like this in my life. The walls, the ceiling, the floor, the office, the chairs, everything was colored with wood brown. Nothing like the one of my home, if you walked on it a bit and cautious it will break under your feet. On both of my sides, large shelves covered the walls. books and books filled everything.
Starting point is 08:25:04 Red, black, and every color made the covers of the books. Books were the only thing I longed for since childhood. I used to be taught reading and writing at the charity carehouse in my village before I moved to Paris. I wanted books, but I could find none for free, I needed money for them, and I had none spare. Papa claimed food was more crucial than books when I told him about books. I don't want to remember him because, never mind. To be continued. The creepiest yard sale trip of my life.
Starting point is 08:25:38 I've told this story to a handful of people over the years, and every single time I've been met with either laughter, smirks, or sarcastic comments like, oh yeah, you definitely stumbled on a cult out in the woods, sure. But I swear on my life, what I'm about to tell you is absolutely true. It's burned into my brain in a way that no amount of time can erase. Even now, years later, I can close my eyes and see that place, smell the damp gravel, and feel the way my stomach twisted into knots when I realized I wasn't just looking at some innocent yard sale. I've always loved yard sales, like, genuinely loved them.
Starting point is 08:26:19 I don't mean I casually stop at one if I happen to see a sign. I mean I'll spend whole summer days driving around specifically. specifically searching for them. To me, yard sales are like little treasure hunts. You never know what you're going to find, and sometimes you score something incredible for almost nothing. Vinyl records, old tools, weird knickknacks, antique lamps, or even random little gadgets that make you wonder who bought them in the first place. It's not about needing anything, really, it's the thrill of the hunt. So about two years ago, I was doing exactly that. It was one of those perfect summer days where the sky looks impossibly blue, and you can almost
Starting point is 08:27:01 smell the heat rising off the asphalt. I had the windows down in my Jeep, music playing low, and no particular plan other than to follow signs and see where they took me. At first, I stuck to neighborhoods not too far from home, but as the day wore on and the signs became more scattered, I started drifting further and further into the countryside. That's part of the fun, sometimes the best yard sales. are in the most random, hidden places. I was winding down some backcountry roads,
Starting point is 08:27:32 the kind where trees formed these thick canopies overhead so the sunlight filters threw in weird patches, when I spotted a sign. It wasn't like the usual neon poster board with black marker. This one was different. It was stuck into the ground next to this massive boulder, and the boulder itself had something carved into it. I slowed down to read it, but the letters had weathered a bit.
Starting point is 08:27:56 I think it said something like God's Haven or the Lord's Refuge, something religious, anyway. I figured it must have been a church group putting the yard sale together. In my experience, church sales usually meant lots of donations and a good variety of stuff, so I thought, why not? I turned my Jeep onto the gravel driveway, which was long, narrow, and lined with thick woods on both sides. For a minute, I thought maybe I'd gone the wrong way. but eventually the trees opened up into a clearing. And that's when I saw it, a big, beautiful White House sitting like a postcard in the middle of nowhere.
Starting point is 08:28:37 Tables were spread out across the lawn, covered with folded clothes, stacks of books, toys, and the usual yard sale junk. Nothing about it screamed, strange, at first glance. But the longer I looked, the more my stomach told me something was off. There were about 30 people milling around, and not one of them was dressed like a normal person. Every single one wore a gray jumpsuit. Not matching T-shirts, not aprons, jumpsuits. Identical ones. And they weren't browsing the tables like regular shoppers.
Starting point is 08:29:13 Some were arranging things, others were just kind of, standing. Watching Moving between small buildings behind the house that I hadn't noticed at first. There must have been at least ten of those little structures, and people in grey kept going in and out like bees in a hive. I tried to brush it off, maybe they were volunteers, or maybe this was some kind of uniform for the church group. I was about to head back to my Jeep when a woman sitting at a makeshift table with a money box smiled at me. She waved me over, and I figured it would be rude not to at least say hello. Up close, she looked normal enough, middle-aged, plain clothes under her jumpsuit, but her eyes had this flicker in them.
Starting point is 08:29:59 You know when someone looks too enthusiastic, almost rehearsed. That was the vibe. She asked me the usual small-talk questions, where I was from, if I liked yard sales, how I'd found them. I answered politely, but my attention kept drifting to the buildings in the back. That's when she caught me staring. Yes, she said quickly, with a little smile. We all live here. Isn't it wonderful?
Starting point is 08:30:28 Would you like to come inside and learn more about us? I froze. The way she said it, like it was a rehearsed line, made my skin crawl. I muttered something about needing to leave, but she didn't back off. Instead, she nodded toward three men in gray jumpsuits who had been arranging stuff on the tables. They immediately abandoned what they were doing and started walking over. Really, she said, her voice dropping almost into a whisper. Come inside.
Starting point is 08:31:00 We preach peace, and the word of God. I think you'll really like it here. My heart started hammering. The three men had boxed me in without touching me, but it was clear I wasn't just free to walk away anymore. Then she actually grabbed my hand, tugging me gently. but firmly toward the house. That flicker in her eyes had gone from enthusiastic to desperate, and I knew in my gut something wasn't right.
Starting point is 08:31:28 And then, out of nowhere, someone else stepped in. An old man I hadn't noticed before shuffled over, his face lined with age and concern. He cleared his throat and said, Sorry, ma'am. We both really need to get going now. I don't think she's interested. The woman's face twisted like she couldn't believe he'd just interrupted her script.
Starting point is 08:31:54 For a second, I thought she'd argue, but she let go of my hand. The three men hesitated, glanced at her, and then slowly stepped back. The old man put his hand on my arm and leaned close, his voice low so only I could hear. Something strange is going on here. You need to get out. Now. I didn't have to be told twice. My hands were shaking as I fumbled from my keys.
Starting point is 08:32:24 Every single gray jumpsuit on the property had stopped what they were doing and were just, staring. No talking. No movement. Just watching me. It felt like being surrounded by mannequins that had suddenly come to life. I finally unlocked my Jeep, climbed in, and started it up. But when I tried to turn around on the gravel driveway, the tires slid into the car. to the shallow ditch along the side. The Jeep tilted slightly, and my panic spiked. Easy, the old man said calmly. Just take it slow. Use your four-wheel drive. I whispered back frantically, I don't know how. I've never used it. He leaned down by my window, gave me quick instructions, and stood there steady as a rock while I figured it out. My heart was
Starting point is 08:33:18 pounding so loud I could barely hear, but somehow, I managed to do it. The Jeep crawled back onto the gravel, and I floored it down the driveway. As I passed the boulder with the religious carving, I yelled out a shaky, thank you, through my window. The old man nodded, gave me the smallest wave, and then headed toward his own truck. I didn't stop driving until I was back on a main road. My hands were trembling on the wheel, and I couldn't stop glancing in the rearview mirror like they might be following me. When I told my family and a few friends about it later, they all laughed. Cults. Around here? Nah. Probably just a church group doing a fundraiser. Maybe. Maybe that's all it was. But deep down, I don't believe it. I've driven those roads again
Starting point is 08:34:14 since then, trying to find that boulder with the carving. I've never been able to locate it again. And honestly, I thank God that old man was there. Because if he hadn't stepped in, I might not be here to tell this story at all. To be continued, into the woods, the day I almost didn't come back. There are certain moments in life you think about way too often, even though you try your best to shove them to the back of your mind. You'll go about your day, years later, sipping coffee or folding laundry, when something random, maybe the way a certain smell hits your nose, or a line in a documentary, or even the color of a sunset, triggers the memory. And suddenly, boom, you're right back there, standing in that terrifying moment, your skin
Starting point is 08:35:03 crawling, your stomach sinking, and the overwhelming thought of, I could have died that day. That's how this particular story has lived with me. When I was a kid, somewhere around 11 or 12, I had what I can confidently call one of the scariest experiences of my entire childhood. At the time, I didn't fully grasp how close to danger I might have been. Back then, my brain was more occupied with video games, comic books, and the latest drama with my classmates than with life or death survival scenarios. But as I got older, and especially after learning more about the strange history of the place
Starting point is 08:35:42 we were in, I started realizing just how terrifying the whole thing really was. It all started with my uncle. He was the adventurous type, a guy who always had some new plan in motion. He wasn't the sort of man who could sit around quietly on a Sunday afternoon. No, he always had a project, a fixer-upper car in the garage, a half-built shed in the backyard, or in this case, the idea of buying several acres of land near Red Oak, Oklahoma. My dad, mom, and I ended up tagging along with him one Saturday when he decided to drive out there and look at the property. The idea was that he might use it as hunting land. Personally, hunting was not my thing.
Starting point is 08:36:27 I hated the idea of killing animals and had no interest in spending weekends freezing in a tree stand, but my uncle was practically giddy about the thought. The drive took around three hours. As a kid, that felt like an eternity, but a kid, I actually loved long car rides back then. I'd sit in the back seat, stare out the window, and daydream. The scenery changed gradually the further we got from home. Suburban neighborhoods gave way to farmland, farmland gave way to long stretches of woods, and before long, we were in the middle of nowhere. When we finally got there, I remember being, underwhelmed.
Starting point is 08:37:07 That's the best word for it. The land didn't look like much. It wasn't picturesque, not the kind of place you'd snap a photo of for a postcard. There were no houses anywhere nearby, no barns, no fences, no sign of life other than a couple of birds swooping through the trees. It was just, empty woods. Still, we parked the car on the side of the road and piled out to take a look around. My uncle kept talking excitedly about where he might put a hunting blind, or how much game he thought the area might have. My dad humored him, nodding along. I trailed behind with my mom, who already looked uncomfortable.
Starting point is 08:37:51 Right away, the place had an odd vibe. You know how sometimes you walk into a room and just feel like something is off. That's what the woods felt like. It wasn't anything obvious, no creepy noises, no weird smells, no skeletons hanging from trees or anything like that. Just a heavy, unsettling energy. Everyone in our group felt it. My dad even admitted, half jokingly, that the place gave him the creeps. My uncle, of course, laughed it off.
Starting point is 08:38:24 You all are too soft, he said. It's just a patch of woods. What's so scary about trees? But my mom wasn't laughing. She had goosebumps all over her arms and kept glancing over her shoulder like she expected to see someone standing there. At one point she whispered to me, something's not right. I feel like we're being watched. Hearing her say that sent a shiver straight down my spine.
Starting point is 08:38:54 We hiked for a while, picking our way through the undergrowth. That's when I spotted it, a small red shack tucked between the trees. It wasn't big. Honestly, I'd seen larger storage sheds in people's backyards. But it stood out like a sore thumb against the green of the woods. Naturally, we had to check it out. My uncle said there was nothing about it mentioned in the property listing, which immediately raised questions.
Starting point is 08:39:23 Who had built it? What was it for? When we got close, I noticed the door was already cracked open. That alone was enough to make me nervous, but my uncle pushed it wider without hesitation. The smell hit us immediately. Inside were half-empty cans of food scattered across the floor, a filthy blanket bunched up in the corner, and the overwhelming stench of something rotten. It was the kind of smell that made your stomach lurch, the smell of decay. Jesus, my dad muttered, covering his nose.
Starting point is 08:40:01 Probably some hermit squatting here, my uncle said casually, as if that was supposed to make us feel better. But it didn't. At all. The thought that some stranger could be living out here, hidden away, sent my anxiety through the roof. What if they came back while we were poking around their space? What if they weren't exactly the friendly type? We all agreed, without much discussion, that it was best to leave. The only problem was that we had wandered so far into the woods by then that none of us were entirely sure which direction led back to the car. That eerie feeling from earlier cranked up to
Starting point is 08:40:42 maximum as we tried to retrace our steps. Every snapped twig made me jump. Every rustle in the brush had me spinning around, convinced someone, or something, was following us. Eventually, after what felt like forever but was probably just another mile or so, we stumbled onto the road. Unfortunately, we'd come out way further down than where we had parked. which meant a long walk back. But honestly, none of us cared. We were just relieved to be out of the woods and back on asphalt. That relief didn't last long.
Starting point is 08:41:20 Halfway back to the car, we saw something in the middle of the road. At first, I couldn't make out what it was. But as we got closer, the shape took form. It was the carcass of an animal, maybe a deer, maybe a dog, it was too charred to tell, and it was on fire. Yes, you read that right. Burning. The flames licked up its body, smoke curling into the still air.
Starting point is 08:41:48 The stench was horrific, worse than the shack, worse than anything I'd ever smelled. And here's the thing that still chills me to this day, it hadn't been there when we first arrived. Which meant someone had killed it and set it ablaze while we were in the woods. We froze. Nobody said a word for a long moment. Then, as if on cue, all of us broke into a run. By the time we reached the car, we were panting and drenched in sweat. That's when we noticed the scratch. Along, jagged mark ran from the hood all the way to the trunk, like something, or someone, had deliberately dragged something sharp across it. My dad fumbled with the keys, heart racing, but thank God the car started without trouble.
Starting point is 08:42:37 We piled in, slammed the doors, and tore out of there as fast as we could. Needless to say, my uncle didn't buy the land. For a while, the whole experience became one of those odd family stories you tell at gatherings. You know the type, half funny, half creepy, the kind of thing that gets exaggerated over the year. But eventually, we stopped bringing it up. It faded into the background of my memory. Until years later. I was watching a documentary one night, and the title made me sit up straight, the disappearance
Starting point is 08:43:16 of the Jameson family. It was about a family who vanished in the exact same area we'd explored that day. Their deaths remain mysterious, with theories ranging from drug involvement to cult activity. One detail in particular made my stomach drop, stories about strange rituals in the area involving cats being set on fire. Cats. On fire. Just like that burning carcass we saw on the road.
Starting point is 08:43:47 Maybe it was all coincidence. Maybe we just stumbled onto some hunter's camp or some psycho's weird idea of fun. But deep down, I can't shake the feeling that we narrowly escaped something much dark. A cult. A ritual. A group of people who didn't want us there. And maybe, just maybe, they let us live. After that trip to Red Oak, the memory sat in the back of my mind like an old scar, always there, mostly quiet, but aching when the weather changes. I grew up, went through high school, started figuring out my own path in life, and the incident with the shack, the burning carcass, and the scratch on the car eventually felt like some surreal
Starting point is 08:44:31 childhood nightmare. But then, years later, I had another encounter in the woods, one that made me rethink everything I thought I knew about creepy wilderness stories. This one didn't happen with my parents or my uncle. No, this one went down with a group of friends in northern Alberta, Canada. Yeah, a whole different country, but apparently the woods everywhere like to keep their secrets. So let me set the scene. There were six of us on that trip, me, my girlfriend Ashley, my buddy Eric, a guy we all nicknamed G.I. Joe, because he was ex-military and built like a tank, another friend Mike, who had actually played semi-pro football, so imagine a literal linebacker carrying a tent, Jake, a hardcore
Starting point is 08:45:18 gamer with some, let's say, interesting online habits we teased him about endlessly, and his girlfriend Jamie, who was more or less permanently seen. stoned. It was supposed to be just a fun camping weekend. We'd all gone up north with enough beer, snacks, and gear to last us a few days. We chose a remote area, far from the nearest town, because that's how Eric liked it. He and I were both into guns, and back then, before the Trudeau administration made things complicated, we usually carried pistols when camping. Not because we were expecting trouble, it was more of a just-in-case thing. Eric brought his, I had mine, an MP-446 Viking. I loved that pistol so much I just called it, the Viking, like it was its own little character on the trip.
Starting point is 08:46:10 At first, everything was normal. We set up camp near a clearing, cracked open beers, and roasted marshmallows. The air was fresh, pine needles crunched under our boots, and the night sky was clearer than anything you'd ever see in a city. We joked, we told stories, we laughed until our sides hurt. But by the second night, the atmosphere shifted. It started with the noises. The woods are never silent, you've always got crickets, owls, the rustle of small animals. But suddenly, everything went dead quiet.
Starting point is 08:46:49 No bugs. No birds. silence so thick you could hear your own heartbeat. Then came the knocking. At first, I thought someone was screwing with us, maybe Mike trying to spook Jamie. But the sound was too deep, too resonant. A heavy thud against the trees, like someone was wrapping on them with a thick branch. Three knocks.
Starting point is 08:47:16 Pause. Three knocks again. Sometimes closer, sometimes farther, sometimes farther. Ashley grabbed my arm, whispering, do you hear that? Everyone heard it. We stood there, flashlights darting around, but we couldn't see a thing beyond the glow of the fire. G.I. Joe muttered, could be woodpeckers. But no one believed him.
Starting point is 08:47:44 The knocking kept going, moving around us, circling the camp. Then came the shadows. Shapes in the tree lines. line, tall and thin, almost blending with the trunks themselves. Every time I swung my light in their direction, they vanished. Eric finally pulled his pistol, and I followed suit, my Vikings suddenly heavy and comforting in my hand. Stay calm, he said, though his voice was tight.
Starting point is 08:48:13 Could be animals. Animals my ass. Animals don't stand upright. don't knock on trees in rhythmic patterns. The rest of the group huddled by the fire, whispering nervously. Jamie was so freaked she actually sobered up, which told me this was serious. Then, out of nowhere, a voice. It wasn't words, exactly.
Starting point is 08:48:42 More like a low humming, rising and falling in a way that almost sounded human but not quite. Like the trees themselves were vibrating. I swear to you, I felt it in my bones. Tree people, Jamie whispered, eyes wide. She'd grown up hearing First Nation stories about spirits that lived in the forest. Guardians, watchers. She told us about legends of trees with souls, of beings who could take on shapes and move silently between trunks. Normally, I'd have brushed it off as stoner nonsense.
Starting point is 08:49:18 But standing there, gripping my pistol while strange shadows moved in the woods and something hummed through the air. Yeah, I wasn't laughing. We barely slept that night. Every crack of a branch had us on edge. Every whisper of wind sounded like a voice. By dawn, we were exhausted, bleary-eyed, and desperate to pack up. When we finally stepped away from the clearing, I noticed something that made my blood run
Starting point is 08:49:48 cold, every tree surrounding our camp had fresh marks carved into the bark. Not scratches from animals, these were deliberate. Vertical lines, deep grooves, some of them almost forming symbols. No one admitted to doing it. And honestly, I believe them. We got out of their fast. None of us ever went back. Now, here's the thing. You could argue it was all coincidental. Weird acoustics, tricks of light, nerves getting the better of us. But after my childhood experience in Oklahoma, and then this? I've learned to trust my gut. Some places in the woods are not meant for us.
Starting point is 08:50:34 Some places have their own rules, their own guardians, their own watchers. And when you stumble onto their ground, they let you know. To be continued, the Viking and the forest whispered. Eric was the one carrying most of the gear that evening, but I was the one holding something I considered more important than a flashlight or a tent pole, my MP for 46 Viking Pistol, which I'll just call the Viking from now on. It sounds cooler that way, and honestly, once you're out in the middle of nowhere surrounded by miles of woods, a little psychological comfort goes a long way. Knowing that I had the Viking tucked into my waistband made me feel a little
Starting point is 08:51:17 safer, even though I had no idea at that point just how much that sense of security would be tested. We rolled into the campsite around 8 p.m., right as the light was disappearing behind the tree line. The timing wasn't ideal. Anyone who's ever set up camp knows that fumbling with tent poles, firewood, and cooking gear in near darkness is a nightmare. But Eric, being the problem solver he always tried to be, repositioned his truck so the headlights faced directly into the clearing. The beams cut through the growing darkness, spilling across the uneven ground and bouncing off tree trunks like pale spotlights. It wasn't perfect, but it gave us just enough light to get ourselves organized. The campsite itself sat in a clearing, maybe the size of a
Starting point is 08:52:05 basketball court, surrounded on all sides by towering pines and oaks that looked like they'd been there for centuries. If you faced north, past the tree line, it wasn't just forest, it was a labyrinth of forest. A tangle of endless trees that gave the unsettling impression you could step inside, walk for days, and never find your way out again. Ashley, my girlfriend at the time, decided she wanted our tent a little farther away from the center of camp. The fire pit was smack in the middle of the clearing, and most of our friends were setting up their tents in a circle around it. Ashley insisted on placing ours several yards farther back, closer to the trees. At the time, I thought it was just her way of carving
Starting point is 08:52:49 out some privacy from the group, but later that night, when I replayed everything in my head, I couldn't shake the thought that maybe the trees had been calling her closer. While we set things up, I caught myself watching the shadows of our friends moving around in the firelight. From where I stood, it looked almost like they were dancing among the trees, stretching long and thin one second, then curling and twisting the next, as if the forest itself were pulling their outlines deeper into the dark. That was when I felt it for the first time, the kind of bone-deep dread that doesn't come from anything you can see, only from the unsettling certainty that something is wrong,
Starting point is 08:53:27 even when everything looks fine. I wasn't the only one who felt it either. I noticed Ashley pausing now and then, glancing toward the woods with the kind of look you don't give unless your instincts are screaming at you. Later, she admitted she kept catching something out of the corner of her eye, something darting between the trees, just fast enough to disappear whenever she tried to focus on it. By the time we had our camp settled and the fire going, I realized I'd made a mistake. I'd left my lucky stampeder hat back in the car. Laugh if you want, but I'm superstitious about that hat. I'd worn it on every camping trip since I was a
Starting point is 08:54:08 teenager, and the one time I didn't bring it along, the trip ended in disaster. Call it coincidence, call it paranoia, but I wasn't about to spend a night in those woods without it. The problem was that my car wasn't parked near camp. On a previous trip, I tried driving up the hillside to the clearing and wound up stuck so deep in the mud it took a tow truck three hours to pull me out. The bill had been obscene, and the memory still burned in my wallet. So this time, I left the car down by the lake's parking area.
Starting point is 08:54:41 Convenient for avoiding another tow bill, not so convenient when I suddenly realized I had to hike back for my hat. Eric, always up for distraction, said he wanted to check out the lake anyway, so he offered to come with me. We could have driven his truck back down, but the way the road was laid out, it would have taken us about 45 minutes for a round trip. Instead, we decided to cut through a small patch of forest. It was only about 300 yards from camp to the lake if we went on foot,
Starting point is 08:55:12 easy enough in daylight, less appealing once the sun had vanished. Before leaving, we handed Mike one of the walkie-talkies and made sure we were all tuned to the same frequency. That way, if something went wrong, we'd still be able to communicate. At least, that was the plan. The moment we stepped into the trees, the difference was like flipping a switch. The clearing, with its firelight and chatter, felt miles away. Inside the woods, everything was black, dense, and smothering. Our footsteps crunched against the underbrush, each snap of a twig echoing louder than it had any right to.
Starting point is 08:55:53 I could feel Eric tense up beside me, and though I tried to play it cool, I felt the same way. About halfway through, we heard it, something moving in the trees. Not the distant rustle of a deer or the brush of a raccoon, but deliberate steps. Heavy enough to break branches, close enough to make my pulse jump. We froze, listening. The forest went still for a long moment, and I thought maybe we'd imagined it. But then, from the opposite direction, came another sound. This time, not just movement,
Starting point is 08:56:28 voices. Low, hushed, and broken up by the trees, but unmistakably human. Go ahead, go ahead, one of them murmured. I looked at Eric, and even though I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, I knew we were both thinking the same thing. Every horror movie, every late-night action flick we'd ever watched together, it all came flooding back, and we both knew exactly what came next. This was the part where the idiot split up or stood still and got caught. Not us. I pressed my hand against Eric's back and whispered, go. He didn't hesitate. He charged forward, pushing through the undergrowth, and I stumbled after him, keeping my hand on his back so I wouldn't lose him in the dark. We crashed through branches, tore through bushes, and then, suddenly, we burst out of the
Starting point is 08:57:24 trees and into the clearing by the parking lot. Both of us spun around, backs pressed against my car, pistols drawn and aimed at the black gap in the tree line. We waited, breathless, the night pressing down on us. Any second, I expected someone, or something, to step out after us. 20 seconds passed. Nothing. 30 seconds. Still nothing.
Starting point is 08:57:54 Finally, Eric broke the silence, his voice low and tense. It sounded like we were being followed, right? Yeah, I said. And I heard the voices too. We're not alone out here. I grabbed the walkie-talkie and called Mike. Mike, come in. Did anyone else leave camp after us?
Starting point is 08:58:20 Negative, he replied almost instantly. We're all still here. What's going on? I swallowed, trying to keep my voice steady. Listen, we think there may be someone else out here with us. Keep an eye out, okay. Copy that, Mike said. Eric turned to me, lowering his pistol slightly but still scanning the woods.
Starting point is 08:58:49 Maybe we're overreacting. Could just be another group camping nearby. I shook my head. No. You felt it back there, the same as I did. Whoever that was, they weren't just camping. I think all of us might be in serious danger. I opened my car door, grabbed my lucky hat, and pulled it onto my head like armor.
Starting point is 08:59:15 Then I collected a few other supplies I thought might come in handy, extra batteries, a flashlight, and another box of ammo, while Eric kept one. watch, his eyes locked on the tree line. The wood stayed silent, but the silence itself was its own kind of threat. And deep down, I knew the night was just getting started. To be continued, the night of the tree people. Eric was still scanning the trees when I finally managed to shove my lucky hat onto my head and grab a couple of extra things from the car, flashlight batteries, my small emergency kit,
Starting point is 08:59:52 and, of course, a tighter grip on the Viking. It's funny how an object can suddenly feel heavier just because you know you might have to use it. The pistol wasn't any different in weight than it had been earlier, but now it seemed like the only thing standing between us and something we couldn't even name yet. I turned around, my flashlight beam slicing through the dark like a blade, but as expected, it revealed nothing more than a jumble of trees swaying slightly in the night breeze. Still, just because you don't see anything doesn't mean nothing's there. Eric knew it too.
Starting point is 09:00:27 His eyes kept darting from shadow to shadow, every movement making him tense up like a spring about to snap. We stood there for a few minutes, whispering back and forth about whether to head back to camp or not. Five whole minutes of pure unease. I wanted to stay by the car, lock the doors, and wait until daylight. But Eric, stubborn as ever, pointed out that hiding wasn't a real option. Everyone else was back at camp, waiting, probably wondering why we were taking so long. And he was right, our imaginations had been running wild. Just because we heard voices didn't mean there was any actual danger.
Starting point is 09:01:08 Maybe another group of campers had set up nearby. Maybe hunters were out there talking quietly. Still, deep down, I wasn't buying that no-te-one. danger explanation. Finally, we decided to move. But before stepping back into those woods, I grabbed the radio. Mike, we're heading back now. Just so you know, this is not the time to screw with us.
Starting point is 09:01:35 If anybody pulls a prank tonight, it's not going to end well. We think someone else is out here, and I do not want to accidentally shoot you. Got it? His reply crackled back almost instantly, calm but serious, copy that. We're all still here. Be careful. That was enough for me. I clicked the safety on the Viking, flashlight in one hand, pistol in the other, and nodded to Eric. Without another word, we stepped back under the canopy of trees.
Starting point is 09:02:10 The walk back was one of the most nerve-wracking experiences of my life. Every sound was magnified, branches snapping somewhere in the distance, leaves rustling under our boots, even our own breathing sounded like it was betraying us. I kept expecting to see a face staring back at me from the shadows. But strangely enough, nothing happened. No figures. No whispers. Just silence, broken only by the occasional crunch of twigs beneath our steps.
Starting point is 09:02:43 When the glow of the campfire finally came into view, we both quickened our pace. The warmth and the sound of our friends talking felt like a lifeline pulling us back into safety. Relief washed over me for about two seconds, until the chanting began. It started as a low, rumbling noise, impossible to pinpoint at first. Then it grew louder, spreading out all around us, echoing from the trees like some kind of unnatural thunder. A chorus of deep voices, rolling and pounding through the night air. We weren't the only ones who heard it. As Eric and I stumbled into the clearing, everyone at the campsite immediately froze. Jake was the first to speak, his voice sharp with confusion.
Starting point is 09:03:30 What the hell is that? Mike stood up, eyes locked on the northern tree line. Guys, look. I swung my flashlight in the same direction, and my stomach dropped. Several dark figures had emerged from the forest, their movement steady, deliberate. They weren't rushing us, but they weren't stopping either. Slowly, they were making their way toward the firelight, toward us. Eric and I didn't hesitate. We both drew our weapons. My flashlight beam illuminated them as they stepped closer, and what I saw made my skin crawl.
Starting point is 09:04:10 They looked like people dressed in heavy camouflage, but not the kind you'd buy at a sporting goods store. This was different. Their bodies seemed to blend with the forest itself, as if they've been living among the trees so long they had become part of them. Covered in leaves, mud, bark, and strange wrappings, they looked less like people and more like some kind of swamp creature army. A Legion of Tree People Stay Back I shouted, aiming the Viking at the ground in front of me. My voice cracked a little, but I fired anyway, sending a bullet into the dirt.
Starting point is 09:04:48 The sharp crack of the shot echoed through the clearing, and for a brief moment, the figures halted. Then came another gunshot, louder, sharper, and not from me. A bullet hit the dirt right at our feet, so close I felt the fragment sting my legs. Holy shit, sniper. Eric yelled, diving slightly to the side. It wasn't hard to figure out what that meant. Somewhere out there, hidden in the darkness, a rifle was aimed directly at us. That first shot had been a warning.
Starting point is 09:05:25 That was no accident, Eric said, his voice trembling but steady. They're telling us to leave. I got the message, I muttered. never lowering my weapon. I raised my voice, addressing the approaching figures. Okay. We get it. We're leaving. With that, we began backing away, step by step, toward Eric's truck. The figures stood still, watching us. But every time I turned my flashlight beam away and then back again, I swore they were closer, like they were inching forward whenever they thought we weren't looking. Another gunshot cracked through the night.
Starting point is 09:06:08 This time, it shattered one of Eric's taillights. Glass rained down onto the ground. That was all the confirmation we needed. Forget the tents. I shouted. Just grab what you can and go. Everyone scrambled. Sleeping bags, backpacks, coolers, anything that wasn't nailed down got tossed into the bed of Eric's truck.
Starting point is 09:06:34 The tent stayed behind. There was no way we had time to break them down. Eric jumped into the driver's seat and fired up the engine. The headlights cut across the clearing, and that's when we saw them. Dozens more figures, standing right there at the edge of the trees. Then more. And more. Until the entire clearing seemed filled with them.
Starting point is 09:07:01 There weren't just a handful anymore, there had to be. be at least 300, maybe more. They stood like statues, silent, unmoving, their faces hidden by camouflage and shadows. My chest tightened so much I thought I might pass out. We were surrounded. The strangest part was the silence. You'd expect a crowd like that to make noise, to chant, to breathe heavily, but they just stood there, perfectly still, as though they were carved out of the forest itself. Drive, I whispered. Just drive.
Starting point is 09:07:39 Eric did. Slowly, carefully, he guided the truck toward the dirt road. The figures didn't move to block us. They didn't raise their weapons, though I knew the sniper was still watching from somewhere out in the dark. We passed within feet of them, and none of them even twitched. I couldn't stop myself from glancing back as we rolled. rolled away. In the rear window, the firelight illuminated the figures still gathered
Starting point is 09:08:07 around the campsite. They were standing right next to the flames now, their bodies casting long shadows that stretched across the ground like black claws. All of them, hundreds of them, just watching as we left. The ride down the dirt road was dead silent. Nobody spoke. Nobody even breathed too loud. The tension inside that truck was suffoccurts. When we finally reached the lake, relief hit me like a tidal wave. My car was still there, untouched, sitting exactly where I'd left it. Ashley and I jumped into it, following close behind Eric's truck as we made our way back to the highway. Only once we hit pavement did anyone dare to speak again.
Starting point is 09:08:55 We reported what happened to the police, of course. But predictably, nothing came of it. No patrols. No investigation. Just a couple of officers nodding politely as we tried to explain what we'd seen. But deep down, I think I know why. If that was some kind of cult out there in the woods, and what else could it have been, it's not hard to imagine they had connections. Maybe the local police knew better than to poke their noses where they didn't belong.
Starting point is 09:09:27 Maybe they were told to look the other way. Or maybe, just maybe, some of the same. Some of them were part of it. The scariest part. Those people could have killed us. Easily. They had a sniper, they had numbers, they had the upper hand. They could have stormed the campsite, burned our vehicles, blown out our tires, and none of us would have stood a chance.
Starting point is 09:09:52 But they didn't. Instead, they let us leave. To this day, I don't know why. Maybe it was a warning. Maybe they were just flexing their power, showing us that the forest belonged to them. Maybe they wanted us to spread the word, to keep others away from their territory. Whatever the reason, I'll never forget that night. The sight of 300 tree people standing silently in the clearing, watching us drive away, will haunt me for the rest of my life.
Starting point is 09:10:27 There's always a reason to be afraid. The end. Thank you.

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