Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 035-Sex Addict Brandon Fell Off the Wagon Hardcore

Episode Date: August 10, 2014

Sex Addict Brandon (episode 11) was "sober" for over 3 years but he recently fell off the wagon and he fell off pretty hardcore. In one week he went from being completely monogamous to screwing a 20 year co-worker, to doing 5 women in one day to screwing a trannie. Listen in for all the detials.    **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous Podcast. Conversations with online strangers. We place ads online. Craigslist is definitely the gift that keeps on giving. Real people respond. You go to Singapore or Thailand. You can't not do it. The temptation is just too much.

Does your friend know that you're banging her? No, he has no idea. And anything goes. The motto of the show, let your Greek flag fly. Probably the only good advice I'll ever give you is to rehide your whips and change. Here are your hosts, Kathy Kay and Tommy. Hey, welcome to shipping on this podcast. And it's Kathy alone still because I still haven't gotten a co-host.

Today, though, my co-host is going to be my caller. He's a repeat caller and I know him really well. It's Brandon. I forget what his episode number was, but when he called in, he was an ex-sex addict who went sober and was sober for a long time and was married and had a kid and was doing really effing great. and he sent me an email recently that said he fell off the wagon and he fell off the wagon hard. So that's that's the story.

So we're going to talk to Brandon and I'm assuming he has some pretty hardcore sex stories because when this guy was a sex addict, he fucked everyone. Men, women, you know, I don't know. It's kind of interesting. So anyway, I'll be right back on with Brandon. Do you have a story? lifestyle or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show?

Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous podcast at gmail.com, with your story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly anonymous. Hey, Brandon, you're on with just me by myself again. still. I'm still by myself. No co-host. I'm doing good. I need a co-host, though, actually. I don't like doing

the show without a co-host. I think, I don't know if you've listened to my episodes recently, but I suck by myself. I need somebody else. I need somebody else. What were you going to say? I listened to the Maverickman episode. And I thought I was kind of boring, and that was my fault. You did it? Yeah. No. No, I thought the guys were engaging in there had good stories. Yeah, totally.

I think though that I get too serious if I don't have a co-ho. I don't know. I've taped a couple that I haven't aired yet. And I just suck without somebody. I just need somebody. So I'm going to have like revolving co-hosts because I have a couple different guys that want to do it. And it's too hard scheduling. Like it was too hard with Tommy because he had too much going on that.

I lost so many people that wanted to be on the show so many times. And then I'd be fucked because I wouldn't have somebody to air, you know. And I can't do that. I just need to be able to do when someone's ready. Like, look, you're available. on Friday at 6, but then you switch to 630, you know, when shit happens. It's really easy for me to be flexible because this stuff is in my house. It's hard when it's, I have to rely on somebody else.

But if I have three people, you know, and I could always have somebody, I will. So, you know, that's what's going to happen eventually. But it's just going to be a backup for your backup. I need a backup for my backup for my backup. And since there's a Tommy on the intro, like I said this a long time ago, like every guy who comes in has to be named Tommy because that's, it's all, you know, it's in everything that we created already. So I'm just going to have a lot of different Tommies.

There'll be Tommy number one, Tommy number two, Tommy number three. And I'm sure regular Tommy will be back eventually every now. And then I just can't, you know, I can't work around his schedule anymore. Oh, I don't remember that movie. Really? Why? Is that they just how they had a different? You got to see.

It was funny. Believe me, somebody out there is laughing right now. Yeah. And see, if I had a guy co-host that was hip on shit like that, like he'd, be talking about it and then you guys have a conversation it would be so much better than just me alone. Do you understand? Because that just like went over my head. I don't

even know what you're talking about so we can't even talk about. You have to see the movie Spinal Tap. They keep losing their drummer and instrument place with another guy. But yeah, that is. I think you'll find somebody. It is spinal tap. You can also, you know. Yes, I always wanted to be a guy only because

I get mostly men that call in and I feel like I need a guy's opinion. You know, I'm the girl. Like, I feel like it's, I need, it needs me and a guy because you need the guy's perspective. That's what I definitely feel is needed. Sometimes I'll have someone on. Sometimes I won't.

But, you know, whatever. We don't care about that. It's just, you know. How are you doing with the insemination thing? Oh, my God. You asked that in an email and I said, okay, we'll talk about it on the show. The insemination thing, this is the deal. I'm doing, everything's going really well, but I'm using a surrogate now.

So I don't have to worry about any of that stuff. anymore. Oh, really? Yeah. Uh-huh. That's my story. Oh, good luck to you. Thanks. It's all good now. I don't need luck anymore. Before when I was trying on my own, I needed a lot of luck. It was hard. I was too, I was older, too old to have a baby, you know, so the chances were so slim. Now my chances are, you know, like anybody else's. Like, there won't be a problem. But let's talk about you because you, I mean, I love your, I mean, you fell off the wagon and you fell off the wagon hard. So I'm expecting to hear some, stories. I mean, and you have many, so you're still off the wagon? No, no, no, back on the wagon.

Okay. What happened was, was a combination of before she went away, which, okay, fine, not a problem. But then she went away. I mean, she just had her period, so she couldn't, like, screw you for, like, three days. So that's not a big deal. Yeah. So between our working schedule and that, and then she went away on vacation. And then the worst thing happened, our co-worker. Okay. How old are you again, Brandon? 45.

And how old's your wife? Okay. And so I said, she posted herself to me a text. And the text was innocuous. How you been? How you doing? Blah, good wife's away. So I'm playing with.

Like a titty picture? Like what kind of picture? Yes, it was a titty picture. You're kidding. First of all, wait, wait. But did you and this girl have, like, sexual chemistry when you guys work together. Do you still work together? Are you and the girl? No, no, no. We don't work together.

Okay, but why did she feel comfortable? Is this what girls do nowadays? They just send titty shots to guys like that? Or did you guys have a history? No, no, his very relationship. She was, you were her boss. Yeah. So, but, you know, she was also significantly younger. And I, you know, I didn't even think of her in that way. I just thought, I've learned long ago, never shit were You eat. Is she hot?

Yeah, yeah, she is. Okay. She's hot. She's a little chubby, but not like, it's kind of like, you know, that freshman 15 kind of chubby. Uh-huh. You know? So she has big boobs? It was just, and then the pictures, and then it went from texting.

What do you mean? So she just sends you, first of all, how did she have your phone number to text you? Um, okay. So, you know, she's just, so. What do you do? Do you mind telling me what you do? I'm in sales. I'm in sales.

And what was her position? She was a receptionist. So this is the receptionist. But this is what I want to know. Is this just how, I mean, maybe we could just discuss this first. Is this just how women are nowadays? Like, they'll just send a titty shot to a guy, like, right off the bat like that. Age range.

I think it's this more carefree. Yeah. Perfect could be anybody. Kind of identifying. But she sent you. a full on her tits out of her braw like a shot of like her tits. Yes. Wow.

I'm never going to get a guy. I would never do that. Is that what you have to do to get a guy now? No. I think that's that generation. I think that's what the 20-somethings do. People our age are a little bit more. Heasant.

Right. Yeah. Hesitant or sending yourself exposed. Right. So. What? Yeah. It's so interesting.

So this girl's just horny, and somehow she just smelled it from a mile away that you're like this ex-sex addict that would just hop on that bandwagon. Because like, unless she sent it out to 10 other guys before you, I don't know. So I'm sure I'm not the first one to enjoy her. Oh, yeah. I had a guy sexed me all the time. He sent me his dick picks. And he would act like he's like, this is him right now. It's like I caught him so many times, like sending me the same pick or like the background.

It's like you're not even home. It's like light out, but you're setting me at night. Like, you know, they send, they recycle them, of course. Right. Pictures. What? Oh, yeah. Videos of what?

Like her jerking off? Oh, God. So this was like your biggest temptation. Oh, it was, it was horrendous because it was, I was done. What? What were you guys texting? So your guys are, you start sexting her back, right? Like, so she said to you all this.

And you're like, holy shit. Like, what are you saying back to her? So I'm saying things like, you know, what's your boyfriend going to think? And she's asking, this. Oh, my God. This doesn't happen to me. You know, I think it's just not real. I'm sure.

Right. And I was kind of fun, right? So that allure of that, you know, who might catch you. Totally. I know the whole thing sounds really hot. That's what's unfortunate. Like that kind of sex. Cheating, illicit, out of nowhere.

You know what I mean? And fortunately, sometimes that's like the hottest kind of sex. Yeah. You know, let's count it. She's 25 years younger than. Right. Right. Of course.

Well, obviously with the pictures, obviously she was horny for you. You know, I mean, somehow, like, it just clicked for her and she wanted. Maybe, you know, because you have a wife and you used to be her boss. Like, there's, you know, that's like kind of probably a hot situation for, 20-year-olds. Well, she had said that she kind of had feeling, but she never said it or elusive about me. I said, did you use a condom. Oh, yeah. Okay, you did. Oh, yeah. I made a little bit stuff by the way because I'm figuring in this or she does this with the vehicle. I didn't want, I didn't want to know the answer, so I didn't have. Right. You wanted to feel special.

Right. And you know what? When you get older, you kind of look for that, those certain little things that make you feel special like that. And boy, that I feel special. I know. I always ask guys and my guy friends, like I feel like you, you know, all of you 40-something year old, like you're all born in the wrong time period

because I think that if you were 25, you wouldn't even need to feel special with that situation because it'd be happening all the time. I think that it is just the way that people do business nowadays. Well, yes, in my 20s, but the only difference is that when you're in your 20s, you don't think that

it's ever going to slow down. Right. Keep on going and then you get older and then you find one person and then you're like, oh, so this is what it used to be like. And it's a reminder of that. Well, that's the addiction, Mike. How long did you bang her in the car for? Did she let you do everything?

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Did you fuck her in the house? Did you have anal? Oh, yeah. Everything. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

She wanted, she was like, she was just full on. There was nobody in the air. area or because she was loud. Wait, but wait, where were you parked? We were parked in a back end of a parking lot in between like, like, I don't know, the woods and like the dumpster. You couldn't see us unless you specifically drove there. Dumpster sex is the best sex.

I've been near dumpsters when I was young and drunk. Like, it's so bad. It is that. Totally. The car is all steamed up. The windows are wet. You go down to load the window to cool. And then the stand she had to go.

So how many times did she have work? Like how many times did you come with her? How many times did she? I came three times. I couldn't count how many times she came. But how long were you in the car for? About an hour and a half. So like you would fuck and then you'd talk and then you'd fuck again and then you talk.

Or are you one of those that goes for the show the whole time and doesn't stop? A little cool down period. Right. I find that there's two kinds of guys. like there I always I prefer to like screw then you have an orgasm then you talk a little bit then you get horny again and then you do it right but then I've met yeah but there's some guys that do what they call the show and I've met a couple guys like this that and they just want to fuck and there's no stopping and they want you to get off like five times without them stopping and they're just like going through like there's no break after you got like I don't like the show and I got to tell you I don't like the show I don't know why guys think that's so great I think most people want to do like what you just said. Like you screw, you both come, you relax,

you talk a little bit, and then you start talking. The more you talk, you get horny again, and then you fuck again, right? Like, isn't that? I think that's better. Yeah, for me, that's more, that it makes the next organ. You do the show or, you know, where they go, you know, whatever the girl is. Yeah, we talk about the Maverick guys.

Like, I don't, like a lot of porn out there is kind of boring because you know that they're just doing it for, you know, it's rare that you see people that are really into it. But no, the show thing, too, it puts pressure on the woman. Like, for me, I need a break. Like I can't have multiple orgasms without stop. You know what I mean? I get really sensitive afterwards. So I want like a break afterwards and then I get turned on by talking. Like I'm sure like you said you and her started to talk and she started to tell you that she was really into

in the past. You know like when you start to have a conversation, you start to get horny for the person again. So I like that kind of thing. I can't go for an hour and a half with somebody wanting to get me off a million times without any stopping or anything. But I think that that's a lot. I think that's like a whole other show with a whole other problem with the guys that want the show. I think there's something behind it. Or intimacy, or actual intimacy, I think. Or both, right. Yeah, because that intimacy, I think that after you have an orgasm, like you hang out

and you talk, if you feel comfortable, like, talking to someone and being with them, even if they're not someone that you're in love with, like, whatever, like you could hang with them for a little bit and then you get horny again. But maybe they're the type that, you know, they don't want to see you after you. There's no connecting, you know. know? Yeah, I know. I know two of them, so maybe I'll try and get one of them on. So anyway, so you fucked her every which way. Anal, she did everything. She blew you. And yeah, car sex is kind of good because you could get in the craziest positions, right? Yeah. Right. So it's, the first of what? Seven. Seven. First of seven experiences? Yeah. Oh, nice. I knew this would be an interesting call. I said, unfortunately, you fell off the wagon, but fortunately for us, you fell off the wagon. Because we get some good hot stories

So wait, so you screwed her and that was done How did you feel afterwards like on your drive home? Did you ever at any of this time feel bad Or were you just on the rush of like, wow, this is what I was missing? I was what I mean? Yeah, your real life. So then, you know, I said, okay, I'm not going to do it, I'm not going to do it. But it never fails at when I go back to work.

What do you mean? What did you say when you passed what? In other words, I would be able to go back. to work the next day, right? Yeah. And then somebody would contact me. Public unconscious and people that I was familiar with that were kind of sort of into it. I believe that.

I really believe in that weirdo energy thing. I really do. I really feel like people could smell like opportunity and availability and unavailability from a mile away. So who contacted you the next day? Like, what happened the next day? So, we're still talking with her. Last night was great, blah, blah, blah. What I had done to her.

You mean, like, a pussy shot of, like, how raw she was? Yeah. You know, how wet she was. We'd run into each other at the same clubs, and then we would fuck afterwards. Right. So, you know. Rihanna. Okay.

Uh-huh. Yeah. She wasn't, like, I like, kind of like girls with big breasts, and she did not have big weight. Right. And I did have you been, blah, blah, blah. and I'm like pretty good what are you up to oh my god wait how many years were you sober for from sex three and a half years so you haven't you hadn't banged her in like four years okay so she says i'm missing your cock right so she'd make you go down on her and then screw her in the ass you to oblige

yeah well the anal sex okay i have to tell you you come the fastest from it there's just so many nerve endings if people women that don't like enjoy anal they don't know how to do you do it properly or they don't understand like they have to like be really really aroused you know and there's certain ways to do it i feel like so many people don't enjoy it because they don't you know a guy just thinks he's just going to stick his dick in your ass you know before you're really horny if you're really horny and something goes in there like forget about it it's like you come to it like in two seconds because it's your there's so many nerve endings in there that's what she did you know and uh a notification oh my gosh right right

Well, they both live in my old hometown. Same day. The one girl, she didn't mention me at the time. And, oh, twice. Were they married? Were these girls married? The one girl was married and divorced. The other girl's never been married.

Well, wait, it gets worse. So, you know what day? I think it was the city now, but she was visiting friends in Rockland. Totally, totally. Except with very needy. But what? What do you mean? You wanted two more girls after her?

Well, it ended up being... Oh, my God. So let me explain what happened. Okay. So I, all day at work, two other girls. One girl was from a dating site from a way back. Mm-hmm. And timing was to say it.

To where? Oh, to Vernon. That's really far. Well, that was, that's the one I, that's the one. Oh. This is the needy girl. This is the needy girl. Right.

Okay. She's like, buddy, you know, I was hoping to do it again. I said, listen, one more time. You go down on me. I'm going to. You just need to save your jizz for the other girls. Yeah. Well, because by the end of the right, I'll be shooting dust.

Right. So that was, that's all she wanted. So, again, more than happy to oblige. In fact, when she comes and she comes, so I was able to. Oh, my God. hilarious. It wasn't until bowling or something like that. And I don't need another.

Right. So, but when I was probably my fault, blah, blah, blah, blah. Because it gave me a chance to recharge my batteries for a fourth time. Oh, my God. And then the next year, and it's like, you know what? I want this to be about you. You know, the orgasms is not, you know, for me, it's not about the organ. The old journey there.

I boot bowl. And then she's like, I. Oh, my God. This is what's bad about me doing this podcast. Let me just tell you because I talk to so many guys And I get all these little you know tidbits of information and I store them in my brain So in the future now if any guy ever tries to tell me like oh don't worry I don't need to come I'm gonna be like you probably fucked four girls before you got here

Yeah and got one in the wings Yeah and you're on your way This girl was head over heels for me Before I met my wife and I kind of broke off and make the movie but I think and she had this really If I ran my if I ran my head my head over heels for me hands down the small of her back really where as soon as it went down to the smaller back those little dimmage right above the ass cheeks I remember that I thought oh that right and left her plus one a quaffector I guess you call it I know have you

went in during your like you know full-on sex addictions days did you used to do this regularly or was that like had you ever done a quattract what did you call it a quaffecta a quaffecta I've done me I've done me trifectors before I never really pulled off a quad factor unless you count you know having a threesome twice in one day yeah right interesting you know when you hear these stories it just sounds like so much fun it's so sad that it's like it's like a it's like a problem really like you know that's like you have a sexual addiction and this is supposedly like a bad thing yeah when you hear these stories it just sounds like wow you had a great time you know there was uh i forget what happened i can't remember

if I for whatever reason. Uh-huh. I had to look at her several times because there was nothing. No. Right. She was one of the nights. And the lighting's just right. It's like a guy or.

She looked like a check. So you knew, I mean, for people that didn't listen to your first call, I mean, when you, you know, before you went sober from sex, like you fucked tranny, like you did all that kind of stuff. So, right? Like, that was your thing. Did you fuck straight guys too? Like, did you?

No, but I let straight guys. blowing through glory holes. Oh, really? Where did you find the glory holes? I was not obsessed with glory holes, but I think the glory hole thing is like kind of hilarious. Like I just did a little research on it one time.

Where did you do? It is hilarious. It reminds me of porkies. Remember the movie Porky? But one. Yeah, but I went, there was a day where I was thinking like for women, like if, you know, because sometimes like, you know, for as a woman, like I just want to get fucked, right?

But if I don't like anybody or I don't want to kiss, like, you know, like you just want like that part of the body but you don't want the rest of it you know because if you don't really like like that person you don't want the hairy chest and the ugly face and the breath and all that stuff so you know I was joking with a friend like you know maybe that glory whole thing where you just get the thing that you need from the guy you know but you don't get the the the grossness around it yeah you don't have to worry about the guy's beard belly or whatever exactly you don't have to look him in the face like there's something to that glory whoever thought of the glory I need that

what I need to do. I need to Google to see, like, who thought of the glory hole. Because it's such a... So you got blown by guys in Gloria. Where did you find the gloryhouse? I don't know. I'm Craigslist. You'll find them on Craigslist. But where are they? Are they like in... Usually? Sometimes you're in homes. Usually they're in hotels.

In hotels? Yeah, they can be in hotels. Like, like, Citi hotels? Like, you know, sex? No. Well, I mean, you can go to a CEDE Hotel, but the ones I went to weren't CEDA hotels. They're a nice hotels. But what do you mean? mean are they like do they they they don't have glory holes set up in the bathroom in the hotel to the no no all right you know when you walk into a hotel it and then there's like a little bit of a wall

the closet and then it opens like the four-eighths bar and that's where the street will be and then put it in the whole so there's a sheet yeah and you oh so they you advertise so people advertise this on craigslist yeah real i mean you're saying this like everyone knows okay we're not in your world so like And I want to know how this works, okay? This is not, we're not talking about where you buy donuts, okay? We're talking about. Well, it's excellent. I know.

I just find callers on Craigslist. Okay. So, but where do they advertise? Okay, so they advertise like Gloria Holtz. And so is it, do you assume that it's like one guy that puts it out and he just has different people coming to his hotel and he's behind? Or is there multiple guys behind that sheet? what was your experience um i think it was a guy i didn't know i didn't care now i just put my dick in the hole came and left right and then and do they have multiple like are someone coming in when you're

going out or are you there by yourself right you know uh right because they're booking like they're booking people it's like me booking shows like you got to like it's that's at a schedule and i didn't want to have any part of somebody i didn't like the idea of like well i was getting you know what mean that I could Right, but that's the thing about sex addiction, right? It's that, you know, eventually it leads to all these other things because you need more and more to get you off, right? After like two, you know, two threesomes in a day or having trifectas or whatever that is,

like after a while, because you've done there, done that, right? You need more sort of naughty things to do. So you've got to go to like, like eventually you went to the trannies and the glory holes. Like what was the, what was like the worst you did or the farthest you went? The trannies, the glory holes. I mean, I think the glory holes was so anonymous that it's like, I think for me, right? Right, but in a way, right, the most taboo. Right, the most taboo. But in a way, that's like what you're looking for, right? Like, you need that. Like, at that point, like, nothing else was like giving you that rush, right? I was like, I need something different. Right. You know. You weren't

getting the same rush from it. And even in this time period, look out how it, how interesting is your addiction. Like, it comes back and within seven days or, like, how long is the time period that you've been off the way, like that all these seven different episodes happen? It happened in a span of a week. Right. So in one

week, you went from the beginning to the end. You went from, like, pussy to trannies. Like, I mean, it probably took you a lot longer to get there before. A long, slow, gradual crescendo. But. In one week. So the tranny, and so you fuck the tranny in the, do you blow the tranny?

Like, do you do gay sex with the tranny? I mean, because the tranny has the cock, right? This one, too, I have to admit. Right. So you're by. You consider yourself by? Oh, the definition, if I have FDF. I don't really consider myself by.

But you just said she had a really nice cock. That's not a very bi thing to say. She had very nice breast or sexual, too. No, no, no, no. But bye means you're into, you were into the tits and you're into. the cock. I mean, you could say you're by, why you have a, you have a thing with that? No, I mean,

call me by, I wouldn't necessarily, I guess I guess again, maybe the denial part of it is, you know, denying the addiction part and then denying that, you know, I could. Right. But, you know, I, like, that part doesn't do for me. Right. What it was, though, is the taboo. Like, this is a woman that has a cock, right? I mean, the cock is a part of it, though. Right? Yeah, no, it is. And I also got off watching her come.

Right. You know, because I know that I have pleased. Right. But you don't, you don't blow her? No. Or anything of that. Because, you know, I do a Giz quiz.

My Giz quiz this month is going to be, or this week is going to be whether, you know, you, as a man, it's for men to answer the question. Whether you'll make out with a girl after she blows you and swells your cum, because I noticed that guys, a couple guys that I know, like,

they don't want to kiss me after it. And I'm like, why are guys, like, sort of opposed to that? Will you kiss a girl? Like, you could be the first person that takes my jiz quiz. Will you kiss a girl after she swallows your jizz? Yes. Oh, I thought you said no, I was going to be shocked.

Oh, no, no, no, I will kiss a girl off if... But you know what? If she's going to kiss me after I go with me... Yeah, no, we talked about this before. I think it's actually hot. I like to make out of the guy after he goes down. I mean, there's something hot about it. I just don't know why some guys are so, like, freaked out about that.

Because I swear, if they have it... Any kind of semen, they must be gay. Yeah, they think that, yeah, exactly. Subconsciously, I don't think it's in the forefront of their brain. I just think it's in the back of their brain. Right, because they're like, they'll eat your ass. They'll do all these things, but they're like, oh, no, I won't, like, touch my own cum after you swallowed it. Like, God forbid.

You're talking about guys who will drink out of dirty beer cans or pick food out of a garbage, but the kids you have to come down on them. No, we don't want to do that. Right, right. That's my jiz quiz, though. But anyway, so the tranny, you don't blow the tranny, but you got off on that. But you fuck the tranny in the ass, right? Oh, yeah.

And you like, right. And does she fuck you in the ass? Yes. No, no. No. It's had any kind of, or, you know. You don't want anal for yourself. Yeah. You know, I tried with a finger or two, but it just doesn't, it never really did any.

Yeah, I'm surprised because I think, you know, an ass, citizen ass, ass. I think assholes, like whether you're a man or a woman or. the same, you know, and I would think that you should be able to derive as much pleasure as much pleasure as anybody else can. I'll disagree with that statement only because I think

that people's assholes vary as much as women's vaginas vary. You think? Yeah, can I tell you something? I can tell you that when I'm going down on a woman, I can tell how she can have an orgasm by

where her clit is, a relationship to the opening of the vagina. Some girls can only have a combination of the two of them. And the same thing is like on a, like for me, like. Right. So if a girl's concentrating a blowjob on me on the head of my body, if she goes all the way down in the shaft, then I'm in. Then that's what gets.

So. So you, but you think I get that pussy's inside or different because there's different places for G spots and there's, you know, but I think like the asshole is just like really tight, like real small squeeze. But I just think that there's so many nerve endings in there. So that's what I think just, you know, makes it like sort of an equal opportunity pleasure zone. No? Um, I mean, it's possible.

I mean, for me, I'm going to research it. Right. And because you know, the reason why it's interesting to ask you is because, you know, you're not homophobic in the slightest, right? Like you'll, so that's why it's like, you know, if there could be pleasure in your, ass to be had, you probably would have felt it. But for some reason, you're not, you don't get into it. Okay, but wait, because we're already at an hour. And I don't like them to be too long.

My podcast has to be too long. But I do want to get to your actual issue here, which is the fact that, like, you're still in sex addict mode. I could tell by our conversation, right? I mean, like, what are you going to do? Where has your wife been this whole week, that whole week, first of all? Visiting relatives. Okay.

So where are you at right now? Like, what's your deal? I'm at in... Where are you at in this problem? Like, you fell off the wagon, right? And so, like, yeah, it sounds like a lot of fun. Everything's great. But you are married.

You have a kid. What's your plans? Like, are you still going to be fucking other people? Are you going to meetings? No. I just think some people, I just know what I did was wrong. You think? The mulatto girl wanting it one day.

Okay, that's good. That's good. Yeah. You know? And just, not putting yourself in. Right. You know what it is? You open the door slet. Like you just, it's just that door was

open slightly and the opportunity came in and then it was completely open. And now if you close it again, you could just go back, right? Yeah, I can close it and go back. That's not a problem for me. But are you going, so you're not going to screw anybody else. Like those seven instances, you're done.

Yeah. Of course. But most of them were understanding. Right. You know. So you think you'll be able to be on the other side again. Question for you, Kathy. Oh, my God. I don't think so.

Yeah, but I think I can. Yeah, you should. Just, you know, just not, just not put myself in that position where it can, you know, I, I. Yeah, keep it buried for another three and a half years. But if you don't, this is the thing. If for some reason. I have to call Kathy. Yeah, if for some reason, because it's the great stories for the podcast,

and this is like real life and this is what people like to hear about. You know, if for some reason you fall off the wagon again, you give us a call. I keep saying us and we as if I'm like, it's me and Tommy, but it's not. It's just head you're talking about. Yeah, exactly. It's just me and you. But no, there's like us is like the people that are listening. So please call again.

Give us an update. Give me an update regardless if like, you know, in six months that you're at least staying clean. All right. So I'm glad that you're off the wagon. I'm glad that you fell off the wagon. and it was very interesting for us. And we'll talk to you soon. All right.

Look forward to it. All right. Bye. All right. Take care. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audio book.

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