Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 086 - Is Dr. Guy Having a Midlife Crisis or is he Having a Lot of Fun

Episode Date: August 10, 2015

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And he's like involved in this whole like scene in the city. And it's actually really interesting. So he goes in and explains about the scene that he's sort of involved in. It's like in the nightclub scene. And it's like this whole thing with models and guys that pay for them and all this shit. Personally, I think Dr. Guy is having a major midlife crisis. about to turn 50. But there's like a very little part of me that's like maybe not. Maybe I'm just being judgmental. Maybe he's just having a lot of fucking fun. You know, so I figured let's do a podcast.

He was down for it. He's like, let's do a podcast and let him explain what's going on and what he's doing. Of course, I give my two cents and I totally, you know, think he's having my life crisis. But he explains what he does. And I'm curious to see what other people think. Because like I said, I believe it's like it's dysfunctional, but I'm like, maybe I'm wrong. You know, I don't know. I don't know. I mean, I kind of do know. I think that I'm right, but I'm always open to being wrong. I don't know. I'm curious of what you think after you listen to what he's doing.

He's about to turn 50, and let me know whether you think he's having a midlife crisis or you think he's having a lot of fucking fun. Just so you know, at the end of the podcast, we say that we're going out, because I did wind up going out with Dr. Guy to a bar after that podcast because he tried to force me into his world. And I did go, and I just have to tell you that 12 years sober, I'm so glad I don't drink. It's so weird going out to bars, even in the city where people are better looking when they're older.

I don't know. This bar was just filled with old drunk people, and there was nothing more sort of boring about that to me. I don't know. Not just boring, actually. Sad. It's so sad to see, like, these really old people, like, half-cocked out of their mind. They can barely talk. I spent my night talking to a 25-year-old who was really cute, but, you know, what are you going to do with that?

but it was fun, but I'd rather be watching Dateline. I would have rather been home watching Dateline. And that's a reference that you'll hear me talk about in the podcast. So anyway, I'm just going to get right to it, and I'll be right back on with Dr. Guy. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com with your story and your anonymous name.

And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly anonymous. Hey, welcome Strictly Anonymous podcast. Kathy. And today, instead of caller, I have an in-studio guest, but he's a repeat guest. He's Dr. Guy, the total womanizer. Is that what you were the first time? I don't remember the adjective

You used It was just It wasn't an adjective It was the title Didn't you listen to your podcast? Of course I listened to it You may be listened to it Before you put it on the air

And I also I wanted to make sure I want to just check No but also I mean just as an egomaniac As everybody is Didn't you just want to listen Turn your volume up by the mind No I didn't

You're cutting my volume You know I have to check the volume Keep talking Okay, testing. I want you to be as loud as me. Yes. So you try to lower me. No,

I would never try and lower you. We need to hear your shit. Okay. So you were the total womanizer. One thing I did get, one of my friends listened to the podcast, and they were just like, can I see a picture of him like he doesn't sound cute? Because you do kind of almost have a lisp, and you kind of almost stutter. And the weird thing is that maybe you don't sound good looking, but you are really good looking.

That's like the whole thing about you. We were like, and that's what the whole podcast kind of, it was about. You're like this good looking guy and you like read the book, you wrote the book, you live the book, and you get a lot of bitches because you play those cards, right? Now, I don't know what this podcast is about. What I wanted to be about is like, and why I've already thought about the title and we haven't even had the conversation. I thought, oh, let's do a podcast. Like, is Dr. Guy having a midlife crisis or is he having a lot of fun? Because Dr. Guy has been on a rampage since the last time we talked, right? And last, last.

last time we talked was around the holidays. It was right after we stopped dating and it was the first time I saw you about a month later. And you didn't say anything on the podcast. But what the truth was is that you were dating somebody else seriously. And you went into a full-fledged relationship through the holidays, right? Because me and you stayed friends and you eventually told me you had a girl and you were with her. And then you guys broke up. And then since then you've been on a rampage.

What I would say. you're at the top of the pussy mountain. Exactly. That's what you coined. No, I tell you what happened. Because in March, my divorce went through. So all of a sudden, there's no one watching me. Look at my credit cards.

Because I'm going to spend $5,000 in one shot. They say, oh, huh, you have a lot of money. We should try to go for more. So I had to lay very low for a long time. So you were laying low when I knew you and all these other girls. But that one girl you dated. after me you took her away a bunch of times

how was that laying blood no no it wasn't it wasn't the same level I took her one trip I took her away on one trip no you said you took her away for the holidays and then you took her away to Miami oh that girl yeah I did the only girl that I know you to have dated since I know and the one girl that I think you were a little

you really liked her and I actually think she was kind of right for you in a lot of ways even though she was wretched and she was like really mean deep down inside but that's like kind of what you need because that's like what you have to work through with your mommy stuff. They don't really. They don't like they don't like me.

Yeah, yeah, whatever that is. That's what you need to work through. But she was actually like really like suited for you really right. But that went. And I like girls that listen to me and do what I tell them to do. So isn't that two opposite people? Those two different girls or you want that same girl. The girl doesn't like you but listens to you?

No, I'm just saying what qualities I liked about her is that I got to call the shots. And I like calling the shots. So she, when I said, we're going to do this, we do that. and I made the plan and she just did it. Yeah, that's only because it was the beginning of the relationship. I know you said that. That girl was like an alpha and eventually she was not going to listen to you forever. Because I'm an alpha female and some guys could come into my life and in the beginning I could be very like a puppy dog with them, you know, but really.

That's not who you. That's not who she was either. I agree. I'm not arguing. So that's why it ended. So two things happened at the same time. I ended my relationship with that, you know, girl and my divorce went through.

So now I was free and I could spend money and not have to worry, not have people scrutinize me, all this free time, you know, and now I could do whatever I want it. I mean, like I don't see my kids that much because my ex-wives hate me. Let me see my kids, you know, a pretty damn good father. But so I have a lot of weekends off. And so, you know, now I can do something about it. Right. And let's just talk about the racket that you.

got yourself involved in. And now people that don't live, we live in New York City, right? And this is a racket in New York City. When I was telling other guys about it, they're like, oh, yeah, and this is what happens and that. Like, this is something that people know about in New York. I don't know if people around the world that are listening to this podcast know about this, but in New York and maybe in other cities, there's this racket, and this is

what the racket is. There's like women. She's like a promoter, right? Yes. And she recruits models, B-list, D-List, C-List. LISC models. They're not top. They're not real models.

Not top models. Okay. But the Eastern European pretty girls, some of them not so great, but good enough, but young. And then she recruits one or two, like she recruits like 12 of the girls and then maybe one or two guys that are old and have a lot of money and want to pay for them. And these girls want to be paid for. And then she puts them all together and she brings you out to clubs and you pay for the girls and you get the girls.

And then she gets money for bringing them in, right? and then now you are at that that's how you've gotten to the top of the Bissie Mountain. Exactly. You bought your way into it. But you know what? I mean. No, but that really goes down though, right? Like that really is a scenario, right?

And a lot of guys in this racket who are fat and ugly. But they still get fucked. And no, they don't get fucked. No, they get fucked. Yeah, they get fucked. Yeah, they spend all this money and they got nothing to show for it. And what do you have to show for it? I get to fuck the girls.

They get to fuck the girls too. No. They don't. You're positive? I am positive. Why? Because that's what the girls tell you? These are the most...

I see it. No one ever goes home with these guys. They go home with guys like me. That's what they go home with. Right. But you don't care that you're screwing girls that are taking other guys to the cleaners and not fucking them and like using them and you'll fuck them. Like does that... You don't care about their character, right?

It's not true. Because if you think about it, this is... These girls are not getting paid. there's only one girl's getting paid. That's what they're doing for, though, the money. Why else are they hanging out with fat guys? Oh, no, no, no, no. The girls aren't getting paid.

No, no, no. That's not how it works. No, I know they're not getting paid, but you don't, I'm not talking about paid like the money, but they're getting their nights paid for free alcohol, cocaine. Okay, listen, nobody knows who you are. So we're going to be honest. No cops are listening. And if you are, you don't know who I am either.

So we're going to, I'm just going to say the truth. Like you don't just give them food and booed. You bring them cocaine, you bring them weed, they get drugs. So all these guys are doing the same shit, okay? These girls are getting everything that they need. And trust me, they get gifts probably from those fat guys of the not fucking know. Trust me for sure. So in a way they are getting paid.

So you think it's really great. This is what I don't get about guys because I have like another guy who does business in Moscow and he knows people like that. And once he told me about this girl who he met that was married to a guy who she got, she got, you know, fished out of a catalog and brought here for this guy. And she hated the guy. He was like disgusting. You know,

and she was fucking my friend. And he just thought it was like really hilarious how she was taking this guy to the cleaners with fucking him. And she didn't even like this guy. But I was just like, doesn't that kind of tell you anything about her? Like, I don't know.

Like if I was with a guy and he was like fucking over another girl and he thought that was like, I wouldn't feel complimented that that person was into me because I would think like that person's a scumbag. So what I don't get is like how you as a guy And this is where I think you have an issue because you're so needy for girls to like you that even though these girls lack character and they'll tell you that these fat guys, I take them for all their cash, but I don't fuck them. We only fuck you because you're cute. But they're still hanging out with those guys and giving them a good time and acting kind of like escorts. But like, and you don't think that shows character?

You don't care? So let me talk about their psychology. Because most these girls are actually highly educated, very smart. That has nothing to do with it. Can I just finish? can you nearly finish. Okay, and they usually come here on educational view. That's how they get here.

So they're in college and Hungary, Lithuania, Romania, whatever it is, and they get a, it's very easy to get a work permit slash summer vacation pass to go to the United States. And they're allowed for three months to come here to actually work. They're giving a social security number and to live here. And then they meet these promoters. And then they all of a sudden are introduced to this world. of just, you know, relentless partying, beautiful yachts, big houses, being whined and dined, and they get addicted to it.

But it doesn't mean they sideline their career. A lot of these girls, one girl's an opera singer. Okay, but let me just say something. When I'm talking about character, plenty of people have amazing careers that have lack character. That's two different things, okay? I'm not saying that they're uneducated and they're not smart. They're smart women, for sure. And they need to get ahead and make a life for themselves.

Whether they're going to end up married with kids or, you know, donating their money to check because they have so much of it. I don't know what they're going to happen later on. But they're not as mercenary as you make them sound as they're immigrants. You're out of your mind. I never said mercenary. Well, you're judging their character. So you're not treating them as a person. No, their character is different than the education.

I agree. I agree. If I got into that situation where I was meeting these people and they were, were literally as shallow as you make them. Pure users, like a, like a prostitute or a dancer in the clubs. I know there's, because I got out with a lot of dancers. I fucked

several of them. So those are the lowest characters. They really are only interested in money. Okay. So what do you think that's the fat guys? If the fat guys that go out with them, that you're saying you're the only one they fuck out of all these other guys. Because you're not the only guy in the racket, okay? Right? They go

to other people. You're You're not the, she doesn't just. I've seen, I've seen it. I met them. Yeah, you meet them, but they're, that's not the only promoter. There's tons of you down there that are doing the same thing. I can't see what other people's experiences? Right, they're doing the same thing.

But what would they say about the women if they're not like they're just doing it and they're not getting fucked? I think, I think they, they understand that that's what their lot in life is. And they, they rather, they're so lonely, they're so desperate. They rather spend money just to have these girls around, you know, someone to talk to, because they have no friends. You know, these guys have made a lot of money. devote their careers to their, you know, their time to their careers. And they're really developed social skills or, they're very usually awkward. They cannot have a conversation.

Okay. They're not funny guys. But you're the one out of all of them that's different, right? Are there many other guys like you that you say, because you think you have it all, right? Yeah, I'm pretty close to it. Okay. Oh my God. Okay.

Okay, everyone, did you hear that? He's pretty close to perfect. I mean, wait. Not perfect to the person, but they're saying, I have, I have quite a few of check marks. Those little boxes. Right. So, but at most of the men that are in this racket, you're probably, you would say, the only one that really has it together and all the other guys are losers?

Many are, and I don't even realize how atop of the heap I am and how I could use that to my advantage. Okay. What I would even go further to say is that if you're in a group where every other guy that's doing what you're doing is a loser, maybe it's because it's a loser thing to do. And I know that there's people outside of plotting my statement right now that I just made because it's true. So if every guy is doing it's a loser.

So what I say to you, Dr. Guy, what I really think, because I do think that you're a good guy and have a lot going. I don't think you need a fucking racket. Okay. I don't think you need. I don't need a racket. Yeah, you don't. So I think that you're in that racket is like you're actually, to me, putting yourself down.

Because you could get women without that. It's not about getting women. Okay. I am enjoying the nightlife. Right. If I go to a club with my friends, I'm not going to have as much fun. I'd rather go with 12 girls. So I buy them a bottle of champagne for $1,000.

Big fucking deal. I do it every couple weeks because I'm not the only guy. And the head girl knows that she's not going to get money from me every time. She's lucky I'm hanging out with them. So once in a while I do treat the girls nice. I have everyone's phone number. I'm on everyone's Facebook But you don't just go out to clubs of them

You have a house in the Hamptons They come out to the Hamptons every weekend And we cook and they clean And we have fun And we dance and we party And we're in the hot tub We're in the pool Then we're at the beach

And then we go out to dinner I show up with 12 girls at dinner I'm the only guy And each one of them is tall in the necks And they're all fucking smoking And dressed in the nines And I'm having the time of my life And I'm gonna fuck one of them that night

I'll fuck another one another night. And I'll have the next 10 months, I've got a different girl for every night of the week because I can keep going there to that well a million times. And they know people and they introduce more people. So it's just a way to network. I'm not going to be someone's fucking, you know, bandy boy forever and ever.

I'll pay for some stuff in the beginning to get myself in. It's an entree ticket. I pay a price. It's an admission ticket. So I'm not such a bad guy. And anyone... I think you're doing something that like loser guys do. And you're not a loser guy, but maybe you are.

No, because, you know, I get the pick of the litter. And you know what? If you want to be girls like this, you have to do this. No, that's not true. No, that's not. Adam, you live in New York City. I've seen your girls, okay? They're like C-list models.

You could get better than them and you could get, like, classier than them. And you could get women that aren't in that racket that are just using guys for alcohol, even worse. Like, I respect more of the escort who's using. it to fund her college. These girls are you... They don't drink. They don't party that much. Then why do you bring Coke on the weekend?

You bring them for their girls? We barely use it. Honestly, most them don't. Most them don't. Okay. Once in a while, but most them don't. Okay, I just wonder. And so that's my thing.

It's like, that's why I think, oh, we title it either, is Dr. Guy having my life crisis or is he having a lot of fun? Or we title it, how could a guy that wants to fuck really young girls when he's older do it? And, you know, how do it? This is a good way. And you're going to meet smart, attractive, tall women who are under 30. They're not going to be all 21, 22. No, that's not true.

Many of them are, you know. No, your one girl is 30. Yeah, I'm probably in the more 29 to 30 range, 28. I mean, I could push you with 21 year old, but that's a little too much. So, you know, yeah, if you want to meet girls. But top of the line, if a girl, a girl's got a lot of money. And she's that hot. She's going to be the biggest asshole in the world.

These girls appreciate. No, see, that's where we had this conversation already. I really think, Dr. Guy, because you were married for a really long time. And I happen to think that maybe you were really ugly in high school. Because I, because, like, honestly, this is what I think is going on. Because I know guys that got hot girls in high school and their whole lives. Do you know what I mean? And at 50, they're not like, feel like they're so great if they meet 12 good-looking girls that are

tall and 29 to go out with because they could always get girls. So I really think maybe. Yeah. No, no. I'm at the height of my game. Were you ugly in high school? I wasn't ugly.

I had girls. I had girlfriend. But were you like the guy. You could know. Right, you were. And I didn't have money to do this. Right. You were.

I didn't have poor shoes. I didn't have. No, you didn't need that in high school. You just needed to be like a fucking douchebag jock and you could fuck anyone. Or you needed to be a musician. I went to a Jewish high school. They were like 10 girls in the old school. Right.

So that's what I mean. There's no opportunity. If I had been exposed to a better environment Yeah, I would have been much better off Right, that's what I'm saying A lot, that's why when I hear you say At 50 like you're You're you're

And I was married You know also in my career Yeah My career was very intense Yeah you became a doctor You were at med school And then you went from that To residency

And then I got married You know Twice And had many kids During the residency So I never really had a moment I would work like a door Yeah I couldn't

At the time. Right. And the money and the time, I have an obligation. So you know what? I'm doing it now. Right. So that's what that's all I'm saying. That when I hear you say these things, you say them as if like getting girls is like the most amazing thing.

Whereas I think most men at 50 has like been there, done that. That's what I mean. Like sometimes you say things to me that it's almost sounds like a child. Guys that I know that like got hot girls all their life are starting to settle. down. Right. You didn't get in high school and now they're here like they're fucking. Good for them.

Good for fucking them. I'm not, okay. So, you know what? I'm happy for them and no one's judging them. And I don't know if you're judging me, but that is, you know, that's how things happen in life. Okay. Everyone's a different spot.

Okay. But what I want, but I know because we're friends and we talk on the phone. I probably get more fucking pussy than all those guys. It's very important for you to feel like. And better fucking pussy. Yeah. Yeah, that makes you like a little cocky, asshole. Yeah, that's right.

Oh, my God. Not too many people can fish in my pond. That's fine. That's what I want. Right, but I think that like, because I really believe. But I have regular girls and regular guys, too. I'm grounded. Oh, my God.

It's like the stuff that comes out of your mouth. Age appropriate. I'm so glad that I have this on tape because the things that come out of your mouth, I think some people listening to this podcast are like on your side, on your side, on your side. And then you say shit like what you just said. And they're just like, what a fucking asshole. Like things come out of your mouth that make you seem like you're so shallow. Like seriously.

And you're so sort of into like acquiring the most shallow things in life that that's so important. It makes you better than people. Hold on. Better than people. You know, and that is like at 50 to have that attitude. I see it. I get at 17. But that doesn't make you better than other men.

No. No, I'm not better. I'm better at one thing. That's all. It's just that that's it. You know, I think there are many smart guys in this world. There are many rich guys in this world. There are many people very accomplished.

But for you, you always wanted success with women and now you finally have it. Now, how come you're bored of it? How come when I talk to you this week because me and you talk and we're friends and I check in on your weekends? I think it's fun.

I got my popcorn out. I'm watching the show. It's very interesting to me. I love to see how this plays out. You know, I don't know. I like human nature. Like I said, are you going through Midlife prices? What I say.

I've always thought it is. It is a little bit of a midlife crisis because it is the fact that you never got tail, like you never chased tail. You were never good at it when you were younger. And then when you finally found it when you're older, you nailed it down because it was a different time and you had to. And then once you got divorced and you moved to New York, you're like, oh my God, you're in that thing that people normally do in the early 20. So that is sort of like a midlife crisis, right? But I do know that at the end of the day, you still, like you have all that.

But you're like, oh, like it's kind of like, isn't it getting not like boring but like exhausting. Like you're at that place where like what did you just tell me the other day? No, I mean, I don't know exactly what I said. But no, I think that it's natural. It's going to burn out eventually. You cannot sustain that with working with social responsibilities, you know, forever and ever. So it just, you know, and I think also, you know, I never appreciate it like the summer is so important mentally. and emotionally because it's a release.

It's warm. It really lasts two months. It's very short. Very short. And you really want to get everything possible, every experience in that you can, you know, and make the most of it.

You know, why people spend so much money on a vacation house because for two months, it's that important. That's why. So, you know, I think that I'm being fueled by the summer weather. I think, you know, as you mentioned, because now I can chase tail and get there's money and just all went you know I like I know

no there's stuff that comes out of your mouth sometimes it sounds so insane like I'm gonna just out you right now because it was the funny you said two really fucking hilarious things to me recently that were so out there I was like oh my god I can't wait to tell you this in 10 years you were like but I'll put it on tape so you can listen to it now you were like you the first time you got into the racket and you went out to the one club and you met the girl and she brought you out to like some great club on Monday night that that you think you can't get into normally and you got into it and you were like, oh my God, Kathy, like I was in the club

and there was all these like really good looking people and everyone was tall and everyone was good looking and I felt like I finally made it in New York. I'm sorry, but like... It was fun. You were like, I felt like I finally made it in New York. And that to me sounds like there's almost something like it that's very childlike to me.

Like you're not common, that's not like an adult person talking. That is like the most, Like, youngest, most immature, something part of you that's saying that because it's so asinine and retarded for an adult to be saying that, right? And someone who I know for real is a full person and you're not like, you know, just like, just this shallow guy, but like to say that it just sounds so dumb. And it comes from another place because you can't be saying that like realistically.

No, it's a moment. That's what appeals to me. I just can't. Making it in New York, but making it is. Hanging out with good looking tall people? No, no, I just, you know, I have been to plenty of clubs, I've danced, I've partied all night. But, you know, it's a lot more fun when you just walk in and you treat like a king. Right, it's like you were never the popular kid in high school and you're getting off on it.

That's a little bit gross. Because it is about that whole thing of wanting to be a part of that member of a club. that everyone wants to be in kind of thing. I've been to it like already a bunch of times. I've been tired because the same thing over and over again. Trust me it's going to be another little shiny stone and eventually I'm put away because I couldn't, I can't stand anymore.

So I know that. But, you know, it's nice that finally have done it. You had to do it. Yeah. I had to have that experience. I don't know where it's going to end, you know, what time or, you know, but eventually, yeah. You can't, I'm not interested in doing that forever and ever.

But right now, am I enjoying it? Yeah, of course. Yeah, it's feeding some part of you that I think always wanted to be popular and popular to you means hanging out with very good looking people like a lot of services. Which I think is gross because really what you'll eventually realize is none of that really matters. Listen, it's great. I don't believe what you believe that you think that if you get a really hot girl that are better than these girls that they're going to be a bitch. I had this conversation with you recently. I think you're living in the 80s or something,

the pretty girls were mean to you in high school, and you have that in your head. Because nowadays, there's a lot of beautiful women that are amazing, okay? You can't be pretty and be a bitch anymore, because there's another pretty girl down the street. Like back in the 80s, when one girl had big tits and was naturally pretty, okay, they were like bitchy and they were pretty, and that was great. You can't get away with that anymore because every girl looks great with Botox and all the stuff.

So girls have to be nice, and most girls are nice. So I don't believe that if you got better, than them or whatever you think like those girls would be so mean so you get these girls like I think you have a very sort of you're coming from a place from like your past and you were like maybe like I said not cool in high school not good looking the pretty girls didn't give you the time a day and you have this sort of vision and now you think you're like kind of making it and I don't know I don't think that that means you're making I mean we all learn that that doesn't mean shit in our 20s I guess you're learning that now you know but you're you're

When you say, oh my God, like I felt like I finally made it in New York. And you said it like you really, it meant this so much to you. Yeah. Like you had just cured cancer. I think it's an accomplishment. For me it is. You know, everyone has their own little goals in life and that's mine. So what's wrong with that?

I had such a good time. Right. And listen, I don't listen. As a woman, right, I am wired very different, right? And I'm very. So I don't know. How would, if we put 10 men in this room, right? But I think it would be this. I think if we put 10 men that were really popular in high

school, like my gym guy. He was popular in high school. He's a hot alpha male guy from the dawn of time, just fucking, you know, getting the hottest girls always. So you put him in a room, he would not be that way. Like he would look down on it. But if you put my other friend that we talked about who I think didn't get tail like that because he was like an intellectual too and whatever until he was older and wealthy, I think maybe he'd understand it. I don't know. But I think that I wonder what other men would say. I think some men would glom on to it and say, oh my God, that is making it having 10 tall women that are under 30 paying attention to you. But I think a lot of guys also would maybe think that it's as ridiculous as I do. Or maybe I think

it's ridiculous because I'm a woman and it just seems like so. No, I think I think it's not for everybody. Like you said, there'll be guys that, you know, can kind of really. relate to it and other people think it's ridiculous you know so I mean everyone everyone's a different point in their lives and you may peak early you may pick later we what's what's there's nothing wrong with that yeah just how it is how it works out sometimes so um yeah I don't know this necessarily bad what I don't know what should I be doing should I was married twice I was home with my kids twice I did what I think you should be doing and I'm paying my price and so you know what I could I could stay home I could be with one girl I could do all these things no

No, I've already diagnosed you the first time. And I tell you this all the time as your friend. I know I will high-five you with all your girls, all your action that you're going through everything. Because I believe that you have to go there because it obviously is something that you have wanted all your life. When I hear you say those things. Wait, I know what you want. When I've done all that, I come back to say, Kathy, all this time I really loved you. No, that's not wonderful.

Oh, my God. And then I really want to marry you. my life with you. Yeah, because I really want to spend my life with you. Okay, listen to this. Okay. Where I was going was that I tell you that do all of that stuff. Get that out. You need to go there. You have that you needed to prove to yourself that you are somebody and that you're good looking and you could get girls, right? Because you have low self-esteem, even though you're a good-looking guy and you're still getting girls. That's not going to change you. Self-esteem is not changed by getting more girls like just so you know that's why it's gonna you have to have insight right so no matter

how many girls you're at the top of the pussy mountain but it's gonna lose its luster and you're still going to be the same guy it's not really going to change who you are what i believe will change who you are is going to the deepest parts of you and fixing your bullshit stuff that you have because me and you have talked seriously and i know you have your shit you should be and and i said to you i will respect I will totally like not look down on you for all the things as long as you're doing do it all you want but at least be talking to something be in therapy or do something else on the side that's like keeping you a little bit grounded then just like going down that path and that's cool yoga does not count that's too bad because I do do yoga I haven't been doing it very yoga is great

that's great and you're trying to find a balance I know you told me this week like oh I'm getting a little tired like and I have to pull back and I want to go to yoga and you just told me before like you are going to go to therapy. Like you really should be doing that at the same time because what I really think will happen as a natural progression because it happens to everybody in their 20s. It's just happening to you in your 50s. Is everyone thinks that those kind of things getting to that top of that mountain of all that shallow stuff is where it's at.

And then everyone gets there and they're like, okay, now what? Like it's not where it's at. Do you understand? And then you need more. And then people need real things and, you know, and all that other stuff. and then that inner fulfillment that you get from nothing from the outside. So I don't believe what you're looking for. You're going to get it in all of these girls.

I don't care how many girls you fuck. I think you have low self-esteem. As much as you think you're so fucking great, I think on some level you don't think that you're great. And you're trying to believe it by all this outside stuff, but I don't think you think that really. Maybe each time I fuck a different girl. I think that's going to make my self-esteem go.

And does it? Of course not. You know it doesn't happen that way. Right. I can fuck a million girls. Right. It doesn't. It's not your mommy.

It does. It still doesn't like you. Exactly. Your mommy fucking hated you. I still love fucking all these girls. Well, that's the man in you is of course going to like to fuck girls. And you should do that because you're also a relationship guy. You're good in relationship and you like relationships.

You do. I just can't concentrate on one person. No, you can't. And you need to get it out of your system. Because I have like everywhere it turns out. and a different girl another girl another girl and there's something I like about this one and something I like about that one this one's young

it's a great ass this one's got a fucking nice dits and you know go on and on and on so right yeah yeah and you and any and listen and guys only get that out of their system by like been there done that I'm gonna bang my way through this you have to fuck your way out of it I'm gonna make it somehow totally I'm like I'm climbing up I've been climbing pussy mountain for a while

and you're at the top of the pussy mountain And you're going to stay there for a while. You're getting close. I want to watch the view and enjoy it. Yeah, you might have put your flag up there. I've been to the pussy mound because plenty of other guys have been there. Exactly. There are a bottle flags up there.

I couldn't believe it. These girls all been fucked like the other guy. I can't believe it. Jim guy's flag is there a lot of my other hot friends. Their flags have been there. They've been there for a long time ago. You know what I mean? Has Jim guy been on the podcast yet?

No. He has interesting story with his fiance. He has a fiance, but he can't get, you know, but they can't pull the trigger with the relationship. That's always an interesting one. You know, listen, I think that we could name this podcast how to screw women that are young. And how is it? Tell guys how to do it.

What if they're not good looking or they need money, right? It's that matrix thing, right? But even that you use it looks. You got something like personality, a little bit of zest for life. Okay. I hate to burst your bubble. I wish I had a picture of my. one friend.

Yeah. Okay. I have plenty of guy friends that are not that attractive and that don't have good bodies, but they had cash, okay? Yeah. And let me tell you, and they got those women. Yeah. They got those women too, okay?

For real. So I don't think that I think maybe your girls didn't fuck the ugly girls, but somebody fucks those ugly guys. They do. Those, I have ugly guy friends that get fucked by the guy. Because women aren't as attracted to looks as they are money. not like men. They're not wired by men like men.

So if a man comes in with a power, okay? But he's, look at Harvey Weinstein. I'd fuck him. There's something about him. He has a fuck you face. But he's a powerful guy. Right, but he's disgusting.

It doesn't matter. Then he has something. Yeah, money is it, but there's something as a certain, you shouldn't say qua. Right. So nobody has money. Most guys that have money have that because they have to be

vicious businessmen to acquire that much cash. Right? So you think that those ugly other guys that are out there running this racket aren't getting laid and I would say maybe they are or maybe they're not really the really rich ones. The really rich ones that I know don't have to run the racket. Some have so some of them may a lot of money and they're very socially awkward. It's not true. Yes, a lot of them have have, have what it takes. Yes. Brilliant geniuses are sometimes fairly socially. So it's hard for them. Even though they have all the money and they don't make money, they're still good. But if they bring those women back to their apartment and the women see that stuff, That's what women get warning for. I'm on the inside because these girls live with me. So I hear them to go. They live with me. Yeah, my house in the Hamptons there. They all live there.

So, and I'm with, and I'm, you know, best buddies with the main girl. I hear all the negotiations. I think she's actually the prettiest one of the mom. She's very attractive, yeah. So they have the right to refuse, and I've seen them, I will not go here. I will not go there. So they're not, you know, it's not so. loosey-goosey

and so eventually, yeah, something may stick. A guy keeps up putting money into it and eventually you'll get something. Someone will go Listen, when you're doing odds like 12 to 2, right, those girls have to find somebody. So they all, those guys find somebody out of

all that. The odds are in their favor. Eventually, but it's not so easy. And not all those girls are that hot to like. Yeah, this is the less hot ones. The ones are hot and they have other options they say no. Right, but I have a lot. options if I say oh you know what maybe not so bad okay but Dr. Guy I mean I'm an older woman just like you're an older man right I'm 46 you're 50 um I agree okay you're for but you're that might

well be 50 oh my god no just so you know I mean you know when I was 39 so when I was 39 it's so fucking when I was 39 it's like you might as well be 40 yeah and the shock thing is 50 sounds 50 yeah you're 50 so you know and I'm older too yeah yeah you're 50 yeah you're 50 So for me, I like you, I think everybody feels this way, find younger men way more attractive. Like I look at younger, their skin, their body, like it's all the same thing for women. So what I don't understand is these young girls, if they're not sort of using you guys for cash, because why are they not with hot 32-year-olds? They have five-year-olds. Right.

There's one chick this weekend told me she's playing my hair and she's like I love I love hair and I love guys who are in good shape And she's hitting on me all the time and so the chick's with me and she knows it and she's hitting me all the time She texts me all the time She finished up the weekend with some guy with very nice hair and a good body old at worst much older than me And she's like you know 25 26 You know they have father issues and so Yeah, any girl that hangs out with me has father issues. That's why they're with me.

Okay, so it's okay if you make it to top of the pussy mountain. If you just use poor girls that have daddy issues. They don't like young guys. They say it all the time. And it's true. They're attracted to guys like me. Yeah, like when I was younger. I'm really old.

Yeah, that is. That's what I'm saying. Because most young women, when you're young, yeah, just so you know, when you're young, 25, 30, 40, 50, that sounds. so old. You know, when I was in my 20s and 30s, like, I dated guys around my age, maybe five years older or younger, like never would I date a guy in their 40s or 50s? Like, I'd be horrified. None of my friends did. And we were like hot girls that could get whatever we wanted. Like, I don't, we didn't do that. So to me, really hot girls that are really young aren't

going to look at a 50-year-old man. I don't care how good looking you are, because you're a good-looking guy. You're not 25. You're not 30. Just like I'm not. you know, it doesn't matter how good I look at my age. I'm not 30 years old. That's why it's hard to get these girls unless you know the right people. And then you get a whole room of girls. No, if they have daddy issues and they want money, as long as you're rich and you're a douchebag, they'll like you.

And they don't seem that hard to get. Exactly. They really don't seem that hard to get. Why should have to struggle so much? Why not make it easy for me? So you'd rather run against the slow runners and you're happy if you win a race against the slow runner so you'll hang your hat. If you get to the top of that mountain, you're fine.

The quality, Gabby. No, they're quality. Right. And I get the pick of the letter because I am like the fucking, you know, it's like the dating shows. It's called The Bachelor. That's what it's like. I'm getting paired up with each girl and I pick whichever one I want.

It's like a rose ceremony. Oh yeah, that was the other thing that you said. One time you were like, I was like Hugh Hafner this weekend. I would make out one and then I was making out with the other. and then I was making it. I was like, oh, Hugh Haffner. I was like, exactly. That's what it feels like.

And who wouldn't want to be The Bachelor? He's got like 12 hot chicks to choose from. That is what you want to do. They made a TV show about my fucking life. It's called The Bachelor. So we have rose to have the whole fucking thing. I take it one nice days. You go romantical bow ride.

You go to the beach. Romantic? Is that what you said? Yeah. Is that a word? Romantic. Oh, I thought you said romantical. No, romantic.

romantic. It's very romantic. We're always in some, we're having a party on a yacht. We're in the clubs. We're in a good restaurant. Yeah, like I, and this is what so. Yeah, but let me just tell you, like,

really, like you owe me, like free Botox or something. Like, like, really, because like, I have to say, no, I'm not pushing it. You're only going to kill my money. I'll tell, we'll talk about that. No. About his money issues.

Okay. Because before the summer started, I was so smart to see to you Like doctor got you had like this older porch Like we went through the whole thing That you had a boat and you had a Porsche And it was a convertible But you upped your Porsche to a newer Porsche

A convertible and I was like oh my God If you have this like newer portion size You got to up your boat You know because I went to your boat last time And it was like It was okay But these girls were like No and I was like

And you what's cool about you is like You're like you hear something that rings true And you're like on it You're like okay And you looked up boats that night And we literally went and bought a bow and you put like 80,000 down on it three days later. That's what makes you fucking cool.

Okay. And thank God. Because you weren't a part of the racket yet. You had no idea. Like psychic vibes, I stepped into your life and saved the day. Imagine you were bringing on that boat. I don't know that you would have got laid. So, Kathy, I think you're actually endorsing this.

Totally. You're like, you're corrupting a minor by. Totally. How else am I going to get a podcast? How else am I going to get a podcast out of it? You know, getting me to go ahead and be the big, you know, kingpin again. Listen, I want you to fuck as many girls to go and do your whole stuff. You know how many girls love that car too.

Oh my God. Yeah. So I was like, you have that car. And I'm sorry, but you need to get a new apartment eventually too. They, like, they all want to ride. They all want to go fast as I tell. They're like crazy for it. Right.

It's so funny. Right. But I was the one that told you got to get a new boat. Yes. You were absolutely right. Yeah. I was right. Yeah, free Botox next time

Or something I didn't even I've never I'm never even gonna go on the boat Like you fucking asshole I don't want to go on the boat No that's the matter No that's right No not at all

Like this is the thing The honest truth We're gonna have a nice weekend One weekend You're going on my boat When your kids go I'll go We'll go

We'll go miniature golfing Like that's my speed This is the sad thing This is the thing about me and you Yeah sure This is the thing My kids might join that too Sure

The thing about me and you is we don't have anything in common. We like very different things. I think maybe in 10 years when you grow up a little bit and maybe after my kid is. Always making post podcasts. Yeah. And my and my kid is like 10 and I'm like, oh my God, I want to like have a midlife crisis

because I've been so locked up. You know, maybe and I'll be a little bit mature. Maybe your maturity level would like get to the same way. But I would never want because I partied my ass off. I never got married. I live the exact opposite life than you. So to me to have to go to the Hampton's at my age. and dress up and wear high heels and go out like a piece of meat and pick of people and then go on a boat and drink and do cocaine and I would I'd rather sit home and watch Dateline by myself.

No, I'm really serious. No, it's not. It does sound horrible to me. Like honestly, because I've done it. One day it might feel that way to you or maybe not. I don't know. For me, I grew out of it. I really did.

And I loved it as much as you did. I love Dayline. I love Dayline. I will. That's fine. I'll keep watching the show. I'll kill you and I'll be fine and happy. I'll be fine and happy.

I get a fun, like the truth is, I get a fun on a park bench by my, I mean, I love living in New York because it's always interesting and it feeds my mind, but I get sit on a park bench in New York and have a good time. What you do is so exhausting to me,

I'd rather shoot myself in the head because that wouldn't make me happy. To me, it's a whole lot of nothing. I enjoy good times of good friends. We'll say, wow, Kathy has the right idea. here she's sitting home watching date line she's so fucking cool and then some guys

who listen to back and say wow Adam's out with girls fucking him riding on boats doing cocaine no but that's where that's what but how I started the conversation is that we don't have a lot in common

do you understand we are in the same age but you like very different things to me so we're not like good we're good friends when you want to have like a quiet weekend or you're so exhausted that you want to stay home i'm the fun friend to be quiet with okay when you're so exhausted from your pussy mountain trip i'll spend a day to day but besides that on a day-to-day basis i don't have that in common with you because i like very different things so do i care that i didn't go to the hands with you no i wouldn't want to go because i would i would be

horrified by the whole scenario i'd be trying to sleep people would be screaming drunk like i think you said brother no that's not i happen no Sometimes. Most of them, no. These are very respectful, very good. They're neat as a pin. They're unbelievable. Oh, yeah.

All my guy friends will tell me that they all clean their houses. Yeah. Of course, it's the whole thing. You know, that's the funny. I told you that. I don't want to marry you because that's the problem. Because when you're not married, they clean the house. They take care of you.

They watch out for you. They take your home when you're drunk. They're good fucking girls. When you marry them, they couldn't give a shit about you. You have no respect for you and say, while your homes are fucking late. But you don't think that at the same time a woman gets like that because the man starts doing things too.

Like the man's less thoughtful. Doesn't really fucking give a shit. I think both. Totally. That's what sucks. That's what sucks about marriage. That's why you're going to get married. Because it's better to appreciate the person every time you see him and say, wow,

I haven't seen you in three days. How you are. Right, right. I want to take you out and take you nice and treat you nice and show you a great time and laugh and dance with you rather than coming home to your stupid wife who's pissed at you for that being home so late when you were working all fucking day and getting aggravated. But isn't that like

this is what I think. I think that there's that cliche marriage and relationship that most people have like 90% of the people and it is cliche and most men say that and the women are like that and the men are like that and it's just like that's the reason why I've never got married because I don't want that. But don't you know? No

but I have friends and it's a smaller group of people and I don't know if you know like one or two people that like have a relationship that is they like they're just really good friends and that they don't like talk shit about each it's not that irritating

relationship like I know a couple people that have that you know and they're not necessarily one is married the two other couples that I know aren't married but they're together and they're not like that way with each other like they have good relationships and I think that that's like if you could find that that's like really great

everything else is like that cliche like oh you're do it's like it's why does everyone have to be that way why be with The problem is. The problem is we're talking about this. It takes time for people to show the true color. So you're not going to know. So if you sign that marriage, even in two years, you're not sure who they are.

So it's only with time. No, we were talking earlier, and I think it's like I think personally people shouldn't get married for their whole life. People should get married. I say, I said 10 years. I said one year. With a month. Hence, this is why we don't have anything in common. You get a month off.

I say 10 years. month off in between so you can fuck around so you want one year than a month off and then you go back if you want to go back to that person and just so you know I'm going to say who you learn that from is a 25 year old so that's where you're emotionally smart smart hot right very very

creative 25 year old yeah right right one year she wants to get married for why get married for one year what I mean is if you're really going to say I really love this person and I'm going to put because if you decide you want to get married someone that means like you know what like my dick stops here like this is it like

I don't want anybody else. You don't want to chase tail anymore. I don't think a lot of thought into it. You put thought into it. You really loved your ex-wife. You told me when you first met her. Yeah, I loved it. You know, the dick stopping here was not a good concept.

Right. Your dick never stopped anywhere. And it probably never will. Who knows, right? We don't know. You are a womanizer. But, and what, like, you do fuck a lot of girls. Like, you're very, you're not really into monogamous.

You can't be monogamous. No, not at all. But if so if you, but if you get married, married to somebody you can get married I think for like 10 years like people decide to get married for 10 years and then when it ends you go your separate ways and it's not like this terrible thing like people call it divorce and it's like so bad yeah I mean I don't know I mean I sound like retarded because I've never been married so I don't I can't really talk on it the laws the law is the laws don't support that because they expect when you make the commitment that you will support that person it's not so simple even if you have the pre-na blah blah blah it's not going to help you but the concept is sound the practicality of it isn't so easy. Right. I mean, for me, I feel like if I could be with somebody for seven years, I'd be happy. If one partner in the group wants to stay in the marriage or this relationship and the other does and say, you know what, I'm sick and tired of you.

You're fucking sad. Yeah, but don't you think. So how horrible will that be for that person after seven years? Okay, but don't you think that if people were very, very honest with themselves? And I know I see this across the border. This is the... Here's where I think your time frame is wrong, because it's too easy to become complacent.

I have seven years. I'm nice the last year. She'll take me back. You know, whereas if it's only a year, and you're going to lose in a month thing, do whatever they want, you're really going to put your best effort in. And you'll do that year after year after year,

because you love them and you don't want to lose them. So I don't know. I think it needs to be, at least for me, emotionally, that, you know, I want that threat. I want to be proven to be 100% that that's what I want. And I'm going to make effort. And therefore I'm going to get it also because that person is going to see that I care about them

and that I have them in mind and have their back, blah, blah, blah. Okay. Okay, whatever. All right, let's just end this body. It sounds so terrible. Isn't anyone ever meet anybody that's like good? Do you think? Yeah, like you said, people grow in different directions.

People have different needs. And eventually, you're going to, I mean, it's better that you don't end up with that person. Because at the end of the day, they're not exactly what you need. And you're attracted to one aspect of them that's really not healthy for you. And that's what happens. You know, so I think, I don't think that's a bad thing. And so you really reach your true understanding, and you're at a happy point in your life, and you're ready to really settle down.

But I think it takes a long time. And anyone has been wounded, you know, who's been, been through tragedy who, you know, maybe was not popular in high school. And they take a really, really long time. I want to see pictures of you when you were in high school. You must have been so ugly. No, it was so ugly.

I mean, you know, but I said, I didn't have any girls there. That was the problem. They would have built my self-esteem. My mother didn't do it. And we had a couple girls in the school. It really went that pretty. It was terrible.

Right. I knew I was handsome after I got out of high school. I was in college. And I could, you know, yes. So you peaked at, so you had action in college? Oh, yeah, a lot of action college. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, high school, there wasn't, you know, we went out.

I had girlfriends. I fooled around. What should I title this? Is Dr. Guy having my life crisis or is he just having fun? Or should I put Dr. Guy has reached the top of Pussy Mountain? Which one is the better title? I mean, Pussy Mountain will be more of a statement. I don't know if you want to go that.

I like it. No, I like it. I think it's better. Okay. Does Dr. Guy reach the top of a pussy mountain? When will he fall? Yes. When will you fall?

We don't know. We end this podcast not knowing. If you want to write in, let me, like, your predictions, let's start a bet. Like, how long do you think this lasts before he falls? We don't know. I want people to write in and tell me what they think because I'm a woman, so I see it very different. Like, I want to know what guys think. The winner.

We'll have you back on when you fall. Can you get your Porsche? Okay. Or your Chris Crapplock or what all your girls? Yeah, when the girls before it gets repossessed. One last weekend of the bond jury. Before I get to reposses. Where the repo man gets here.

Lucky winner who guessed correctly. Who guessed when he'll fall. Okay. Put a number. I say personally, I say two years and seven months. Okay. It's on the record. Okay.

If you're wrong. So we won't have any more episodes with you until two years. Look at that weekend. Okay, thanks for being on my show. Thanks for having that. Now we're going to go out. Oh, God. Oh, God.

Let's go to the bar and meet all the girls. Good idea. Bye. Oh, good night. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audio book. It's still not going to be.

until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I would have really call it like a total erotica book think like penthouse letters it's more direct it's not so over the top like erotica i don't really like that kind of vibe right but these are true stories 17 of them they're really short chapters easy read you could read you know one or two and then skip around

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be. It's a total strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private, like I said. All you got to do is email me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook or the paperback. Send it to me at strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com. That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in.