Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1009 - FACT OR FICTION: Nicole is a Hotwife?

Episode Date: January 11, 2025

Nicole is a hotwife and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including her first relationship with a much older guy, when she started hooking up with chicks and what would go down, how she met her husband and how she found out her husband was into hotwifing, the reservations she had, the rules they had going in, the types of guys she digs and what she looks for in her bulls, the first couple they met in New Orleans and exactly what went down, the first bull she hooked up with and exactly what went down with him, how she plays solo and how she involves her husband when she does, what went down the first time she played on FaceTime for her hubby and exactly what went down, how and why her husband loves to video and watch while she’s with her bulls, their reclaiming sex, the really young bull she hooked up with and why his age was a problem, the group chat on tinder ands the invite to a five guy gangbang that followed, what went down at the gangbang, how she’s a pleaser and how that plays into the hotwifing lifestyle for her, all the anal play she’s had with her husband, how and why her sister knows about her hotwifing and how she feels about out, how she enjoys guys on guy action, how she’s done dp and how she felt about it, how has opening up their relationship and changed their relationship plus a whole lot more. **To see HOT pics NICOLE plus my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order https://beducate.me/anonymous40 Get BEDucated! For 40% off PLUS a FREE 24-hour trial, click the link and use code: anonymous Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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I'm going to be right back on with Nicole. Hi, Nicole. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I am wonderful. How are you? Good. Nicole, you sound a little hardcore and you kind of aren't.

You weren't always hardcore because you emailed me. I mean, we'll get into the hardcore stuff, but you're like, I didn't really even start having sex or doing anything until I was 30. I was like, what? There's no way you were a virgin until you're 30, were you? So no. So I was in a relationship from when I was 18. till about 28.

And it's actually kind of funny because he was 20 years older than me and he was 38 years old when you were 20 and you were 18 and he was 38. Yes. Okay. Actually, he was 39, so maybe 21 years older. Oh, my God. And I've already seen pictures of you so you're super hot. So of course he was like lucky.

But like what were you doing with a 38 year old at 18? Oh my God. I know. It's actually really strange because I was a virgin. And I don't know, he was just the coolest guy ever and treated me so like perfectly. And again, but we were together, like I said, for like 10 years. Yeah, it's all the time. He waited like three years to have sex with me.

Really? What was that all about? Well, I just, I don't know. I was a sexual person, but I didn't drink. I didn't do anything. And I think I was afraid to express myself, basically. And so, yeah, so we're just. together for all that time and finally, you know, we had sex, but it was just very vanilla.

Yeah, but let me ask you this because, I mean, normally you think a 38 year olds with an 18 year old or 39 year, it's like, banger, you know, it's like take her virginity. Exactly. Yeah, that I'm like, who waits three years? Were you like the couple that are like, oh, you did everything and were totally naked and everything, but he just didn't put it in you for three years? Exactly. That's so dumb. I don't even get that. I know. Now looking back, I'm like, holy crap. How did I do that? How did he do it? What was his fucking problem?

I think that's a little weird. Did he have any like issues when it came to sex? Like once he was banging you like after those three years was he like good to go and normal? No, no. Yeah. He was great. The only thing is like we always wore a condom. Yeah.

He already had two children. Yeah. Yeah. You were fertile. You were young and fertile. Yeah, probably. Yeah. Yeah.

But it was just really crazy because like I wanted to like express myself but I was so afraid to like let him know, like what I wanted, you know, I was just like that naive, you know, 20 something at that point. And, yeah, so anyway, I just can't believe looking back at it, I'm like, how did I do that? Because now every two seconds, I'm like with my husband like, hey, you want to? Oh, yeah. And wait until people hear the shit that you do. Like, you're like, I mean, would you call yourself a hot wife? Like, do you consider yourself like hot wife kind of thing?

I do. And it's funny because I never, ever thought. thought I could be that kind of person. And then because when I broke up that 10-year relationship, I started dating this guy that was kind of like the bad boy that I had never done anything crazy in my life. Right. You know, I barely just started drinking.

And when I say drinking, I would have like two beers and be like three sheets of the wind, you know, kind of like a thing. Yeah. Yeah. And so I started like hanging out with him and he was like crazy and fun. and he wanted to go to party and I like 28 at the time and I'm going out drinking and everybody else is like 21 I mean he was the same age as me he was like maybe a year younger than me but I'd never experienced anything like that and we'd got to the bars have a good time go home and just like

fuck like crazy right and so then he was kind of just a piece of shit and then for five years though like he would be my hookup like I didn't want to be with him but you know I was working for you yeah yeah yeah he's like your booty call yeah exactly and it just happened for too long and he was he was just like so bad but so good if that makes sense yeah of course they've all been every girl has that guy I've had like 80 of them I think so so he was the only person I've ever been like that with but after I was with him I'm like oh my gosh I'm going to like experience the world and so I started getting all these friends that went out And so I'd go out and like party with all my friends.

And then, you know, it went from drinking like two beers to drinking like six vodka's. And then it was, that was a little bit of a different drunk. And so anyways, I dabbled in the field because I was like at that point, I was probably 30. Yeah. And so, yeah. Like, meaning just like screwing a lot of guys and doing different things and stuff like that. Okay. Did you ever hook up with girls or just guys?

So I, with one, well, I mean. I mean, two girls, but one that was, like, often. And it's the thing that, like, something that I was, like, always curious about. And I'm like, hmm. And I met this girl at work. And she was, like, the coolest girl ever. She's like, hey, you want to go out for a drink? I'm like, absolutely, you know?

So I did. And we would talk, hang out all the time and, like, nothing ever happened. And, you know, she told me she was a lesbian, whatever. And she was 100%. Like, she did not mess around with dudes. She was all about girls. Yeah. And so one day, like, we were out and she was like, can I kiss you?

I was like, sure. Oh, my God. And so, yeah, it was like, weird. And I listened to one of your episodes where you were talking about, like, your confessions. And you were like, it is a very different feeling like when you kiss a girl compared to kissing a guy. Yeah. And it was awesome. You know, we had great connections, whatever.

But we just started hanging out more. And I will tell you one thing. I am strictly like all about some dudes and I don't do anything. I will touch boobs and I will, you know, kiss and whatever, but I don't do anything in the vagina. You don't go down on girls. You didn't go down on her.

Okay. Yeah, no, but she can absolutely go down on me. Yeah. And so she did. Like, we would go to the bar and then we'd come back and hang out in her car and she would like do all the things in her car and my car. To you? Yes.

Oh my God. hilarious. Yes. I think they call you a pillow princess. Yeah. I'm sure she was fine with it. She was a straight up lesbian. I mean, did she ever like, I mean, were you just like, listen, I can't go downtown? Like, I'm just not interested. Yeah. And she knew that.

Because, I mean, she, at this point, she was like my really good friend. Like, I would say, like, she's still one of my best friends. And she's married. And she actually came into town not too long ago to where I live in the middle of nowhere. And we hung out and she was like, I can't tell my wife about this. You know, and it's kind of funny because it's, I'm married. She's married, but she doesn't know about my whole. Yeah, yeah.

How many times do you hook up with her, like a bunch, like all the time? I mean, a lot. I mean, 10 times maybe. And was she good considering she, you know, like, I don't know, sometimes they'll be like, oh, guys give the best head because they, you know. Oh, no. She was amazing. I mean, nobody's better than my husband.

But yes, she was amazing. Okay, cool. All right. So you're hooking up with girls. You're hooking up with guys. Like, when do you wind up meeting your husband? So in 2013, I had moved back to where I live now. I moved away and I moved back.

And at this point, I was like, oh, my gosh, I need to, like, settle down. I need to figure shit out. Like, this is too crazy. Like, I'm 30. At this point, I was like 33. And I'm like, I need a. figure my shit out and get my shit together. And so my sister actually had met her husband on Match. I'm like, I'm just going to try these dates. And so I got on Match.com. I was like, I was going to do a month and

whatever. So I got all these messages and, you know, how it is. So I got a message from a guy and he was like, hey, you want to hang out some time? And I was like, oh, I was like, hey, yeah, tell me a little bit about you, you know, whatever. And never heard back. It was like, My subscription was like a week out from being done. And I'm like, I'm not doing this again because I just, you just end up meeting so many. So anyways, I got a message back from that same person. And they were like, hey, let's go out on a date on Sunday.

And I was like, oh, okay. And so anyways, we met up on a Sunday and we went out and had dinner and some drinks. And then walked me to my car, kissed me. and I was like, oh my gosh. Like the sparks, when you hear people say there's sparks. Yeah, that's chemistry. Yeah. Yeah, there was.

Oh, it was amazing. Mm-hmm. So anyways, we just from there started hanging out. And then we got married after like, we'll engage after eight months and then married after like a year. Right. And then. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

So anyways, he started talking to me about like, hey, have you ever wanted to like fuck other dudes? And I'm like, well, yeah, I mean, I have. Whatever. Yeah. So anyways, he then says, well, I put you on Craigslist because at this point it was like 2013. Without asking you, you were already on? He's like, oh, by the way, I got pictures of you up on Craigslist? Okay.

How did you feel about that? Did you care? I was pissed. No, I was pissed. Because at this point, I'm like, I've never done anything like that, whatever. This Memorial Day, shop one of Avocados' biggest mattress sales of the year and fall in love with a sleep again. At avocado, better sleep starts with better materials. Our certified organic mattresses are crafted without compromise using high-quality organic materials that bring comfort and support

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Visit avocado mattress.com. That's avocado mattress.com. So he showed me all these like, dudes that had like responded to the ad. And what was the ad? What was he putting you up on there for? Basically that he wanted somebody to fuck me while he watched. Okay. But he did this without you knowing and he's like, oh, by the way, like this is what I did and these are the guys that are into you. And I will never forget it because I was in a golf cart. Oh my gosh. Yes. So I was like, no, I don't think I'm ready for that. So as time kind of went on, he

decided to actually have a conversation with me and said, hey. Well, I mean, that didn't lead to many conversations. I mean, your husband had put you up online, okay, pimping you out to fuck other guys. Now he's showing you the guys and that's just like, you'd just never talk about it again. Like, didn't that open up the conversation? I would think. I don't know. Like, how did get past that?

No, like basically that night. Yeah. Like, we had the conversation. Oh, okay. He was like, hey, how do you feel about this? And I was like, you know, I'm not sure. I've never done that. I don't understand.

And I am one person like, I'm kind of a jealous person. I can't lie. I don't want him to touch anybody else. And it's not that I'm insecure about myself, but it's kind of like maybe I'm just a little bit scared that, you know, of course, there's always somebody better. So anyways, so I said, okay, let's go ahead and try this. And so we did it at a different way. And I don't remember what site we went on. But wait, I don't know.

You're like jumping around. Like you go from like I never want to see him with anyone to, oh, I'm totally into it. Like, I mean, how did he change your mind? Like, I mean, you're like, like, you just decided, oh, like I should go fuck other people. Like, I don't know. I don't understand. Seems like a big jump. Because it's like the first time he ever brought it up and you were like in the Craigslist ad.

And then why didn't you pick any of those guys? You went on to a different app? So I didn't pick any of those guys because the pictures that were being sent looked super fake. Like, not real. Okay. And so I was like, I just don't think that's real life. And then when we would message them, it was kind of like, you're ghosted. Like, nobody would respond.

But let me ask you, though, as a woman. I mean, your guy wants you to like fuck other guys. Did you have any reservations about it? Were you like, what the fuck does this mean? I mean, like, you were just like, he shows you that he did that ad. You're like kind of mad at it. it, but then like a couple hours later, you're like, yeah, let's do it? So, no, I had a lot of reservations, but the one thing about my husband is he's so good

about, like, talking. He's not somebody that, like, of course, when he first went out and put the Craigslist thing on there without me knowing, that was, that was a little too much. But he did, you know, come out and say, hey, you know, this is something that he had been married before and he said my wife at the time like she wanted nothing to do with anything that was like fun she was very just traditional and didn't want any kind of like of that fun play stuff whatever and so i think that's the reason that he kind he kind of knew that i was like fun but yet he kind of crossed the line when he went and did the ad without telling me what were your reservations that I, so I didn't know if I was enough or if he was afraid that I was, I don't, I don't know how to explain it.

Like I felt like maybe. Doesn't sound like you had any reservations because literally like he puts it out out. He tells you about it. You get mad. But literally that night you're like, okay, let's do it. I mean, if you didn't have reservations, you didn't have reservations. You don't have to make up that you had any. I don't know.

It doesn't sound like you could think of your reservations. It doesn't sound like you had any. Well, the only thing I had is I was a little bit afraid like why, why would you want to watch me? with somebody else. Did you ask him that? I did. And what did he say? He said it's just, he's like, it's just like a fantasy.

It's one of those things that I've always thought was amazing. And, you know, and like I said, like we talked about it and that night. And it just made it so much clearer to me that there was no reason for me not to be okay with it because he was okay with it. Okay. And so as it progressed and we, you know, did other ads and stuff, we started meeting you know, some cooler people that actually were legit. Now, do you guys have any rules or regulations going in?

Is it a free for all? Is he going to be involved? Like, what's discussed about what's going to go down? So, absolutely. I say no touching. You can touch me, of course. You cannot touch the dude, like, nothing. That was basically it.

He didn't really have any. He said, I could do whatever I wanted as long as I was comfortable. What kind of guys are you looking for? you. So I'm very picky. I cannot lie. I, of course, you got to be clean. You got to be like shaved and good looking. Like I'm just not going to like, as I tell my husband, because he's like, you just don't pick anybody. And I'm like, I'm sorry. It's my body. It's my vagina. Like, I got to be attracted to somebody. I can't just like, fuck them and say, oh, that was fun. You know, like I want to be, I want to have a little bit of like, you know, chemistry or think

you're sexy at least. So the first time we were like out on these sites, well, we ended up going to New Orleans for like just a little vacation. And a friend of mine lived in New Orleans and said, hey, what are you doing here? And I was like, oh, we're just here for a little vacation, whatever. And so she came out with her husband and we were drinking on a bar. And I was like, you know, my husband really wants to do that. And I had known her for a really long time.

And so I talked to her, I was like, my husband really wants me to get fucked by another dude. And I had worked with her in the state that I live in. And so I knew her for quite a long time. And so I knew so much about her. We used to go out all the time. And so I knew that she was all about it. And so, you know, I just brought it up to her. And then by the end of the night, we were all back at our hotel.

And she was like, she was like ready for it to happen. And I'm like, because this was the first time I've ever done anything with a But you had told me that, right, but you had also told me, though, you would never want your guy to be with another girl. So is this situation just going to be like, that girl's just going to sit there and watch and she gets nothing, but you get both guys? I mean, I'm wondering, I mean, because I remember you saying you're not into your guy being with another girl. So there's no swapping going on. Like, what's going on with a couple? So, yes, no swapping.

But so she gets with her husband and she's like sucking his dick and getting him hard and doing all the things. And then he starts fucking me. and then she was like touching my titties and doing all the things and then my husband was literally like at first he was just sitting there watching all this go down and then

she kind of walked away and then he was fucking me and then my husband joined but I was just sucking his dick while I was getting fucked what did the girl do the girl never like it was but she knew that she's not allowed to fuck your husband

like how to like I mean typically when a call four people hook up it's a free-for-all it's like was there a discussion like listen i'm going to fuck your husband but you can't touch mine yeah there was and she was like cool she's she was literally about it and she just sat back and kind of watched and then when her husband was done my husband and me we just got on the bed and sort of fucking and they went over to their side and they did their thing and yeah it was it was great woke up in the morning they left and we had a wonderful day in new orleans right well how how was that experience for your first time? So it was actually really awesome. It ended up being like something

I was like, okay, this is cool. So at that point, I was like, okay, maybe I can do this and it's not going to be as awkward. But we've never, that was the first time like an only time with a couple. We've only ever done things with another guy after that. So we got on, I think it was Ashley Madison, maybe not 100% certain on the websites but we got on because we were on a few but I was getting like all these messages like you know hundreds I feel like and I was like oh my gosh and most of them are just shady and gross but we did end up meeting this one guy and I had put my like snap handle on there so that he could like snap me afterwards and so we ended up talking for a while and then decide to me and he just came over to like our house or whatever and he ended up being the coolest

guy ever and from then on like for like two yeah probably two years like he was just my go-to he's super good looking super tall um like a perfect built not like super like buff or anything but just the i mean a perfect individual like i don't know i just my type 100 percent so he came in and and was talking and my husband like hates it because I mean as you know I talk a lot and he was like okay but he can he's like you could touch her like telling him and so he was like okay and he was like the only guy honestly that we've met that was just so kind enough to like not just jump in you know what I mean and I'll just like open the door and be like want to fuck and so anyways we we would like fuck like crazy and my husband would watch my husband would join again not touching of course him and we just did

all the things and i don't know like he was so much fun because he he would do anything and everything like i would have my husband like in front of me i'd be sucking his dick and then i'd be getting fucked and then vice versa and it's just one of those things like we did all the time like i never was alone with him but i could have been if i would be wanted to because I felt safe with him. And that's one thing like I could do whatever I want and I have but I have to know the person. So you do do solo play. I do and I've done it like when I go on my work trips. And so what I normally do if I go on a work trip, my husband's all about it. He gets so excited and he's just like make sure I know every detail. So I normally like a little face time and I'll

just tell the guy I'm like, hey, is this weird? They're like, no, that's cool. And so, I'll FaceTime in and like set my phone up and we'll fuck and he'll get to watch every bit of it. And then how when do you tell them like, oh, by the way, I want you to fuck me while my husband watches? I mean, typically listen, I understand when you're on an app and you're setting it up, right? But like when you're meeting a guy that's at a work meeting, I mean, most people aren't thinking that they're going to hug up with a lady when her husband's watching. I mean, how does it go from I met them at a work meeting to now I'm banging them in front of my husband on FaceTime? Well, honestly, the very first time that I met both of the, I mean, because I've only done, I've done it twice. But on the work trip, like I had talked to them about how my husband like that and they just didn't believe it.

They're like, there's no way. Are they two? Are they multiple guys that you're talking to at the same time? Because you keep saying they. Are these guys like a group of guys that you're telling altogether or the separate times you're telling people? So on the first trip, there was two guys. that I was telling it to. And they were like, not, no, don't believe it, whatever.

And I was like, well, actually, you know, it's true. So I'm like, face-time with my husband. And for the first time ever, he doesn't answer. And I'm like, oh, they think I'm lying. So the next time I go to my meeting, we then get on Snapchat together and we decide, you know, we're going to like snap each other, whatever. And we're doing all this. And then my husband is saying, yes, she's allowed to do all this.

So we then go to the meeting, whatever. We were all at a bar drinking and then we decided to leave. But like, it's really hard when you're at a work thing. You want to be like, oh, we're leaving, but you don't want people to know, basically, that you're leaving together. And so he was like, oh, my gosh, I don't think she's okay. Like, I'm just going to walk her to her room. And they're like, yeah. And so anyways, he walks me to my room and I was like, I don't want to go to my room, go to your room.

And so we end up going to his hotel room and I then say I got to FaceTime my husband. And so he was like, okay. And so I facetime my husband and then just had my phone setting up like on the TV stand like next to the TV. And so I said like I don't know. It's it's really weird because I was nervous because it was the first time I had done this without my husband there. And he's on FaceTime, right? Yeah. So he's on FaceTime and he's just about it.

Like he got a grit on his face. like he's ready and so yeah he bent me over the bed to where like literally like he could see everything going on and just like fucked me really good and then i sucked his dick and then he fucked me again and then i went back to my hotel room and then the next day my husband like i mean i could have bought myself like a louvretonne like he was so happy he was just like i can't believe you did that like because i am I'm like, like I said, like I went from nothing to like full force, you know? And so he was like, I can't believe you did that.

That was the most amazing thing ever. Blah, blah, blah. And so he was super excited that, you know, I did all that like by myself. And so yeah, that was, it was a really fun experience. And it kind of was like liberating for myself to like think that I'm telling my husband about this and he's excited about it, you know? Right. There's so many people that I know that tell me, like, you're the luckiest person.

You are or your husband is? Well, both. Okay. Who knows? Everybody knows. Like, who are all these people that know that you're, like, banging guys on the side and they're like, you're so lucky? Who are these people?

So, I mean, there's not a lot, but I mean, there's probably about five people that know. I mean, I don't express it to everybody because it's not for everybody. All the people you've told her, like, you're the luckiest person on the planet? Yes. Okay. Your girlfriends or guy friends? Both. Okay.

Your girlfriends aren't like, what the fuck? I don't know. I think it's not an easy sell. I think a lot of people don't. I understand it a lot because I'm doing my show and talking to so many couples and everything like that. But I think most women would be like, how could your husband let you fuck other people? Like, do you like, aren't you concerned that he doesn't love you? I feel like a regular girl would never be like, oh, you're so lucky.

She might be like, oh, my God, poor you. All the work you got to fuck one guy and 10 more. Oh my God, it's too much. That's so much work. Anyway, let's go back to like finding bulls. Like you find that one guy and you do him for a long time like for many years. Now, you know, is your guy like typically always involved in doing stuff? Does he sit and watch?

Does he videotape all of the above? Like what's going on with your guy? Yeah. So basically all the above like he loves to watch and video it. So like his phone is. full of like videos of all of it like there's been times where we have a child and at this point like he he was young and so i am a helicopter mom like all the things and so we have like a basement area and that's where like if somebody was to come over like i have a baby monitor and all the things

whatever and he woke up one time and we had a dude over and so my husband went upstairs to like you know check on him because he was probably like two. And my husband just put me on FaceTime on silent so that I could, basically I was by myself in the basement with this guy. And, you know, we were fucking doing all the things. And my husband was sitting there just quietly watching. While he's taking care of the baby, you mean? Yeah.

Because he had to like put the baby back to sleep or something. Exactly. Yes. Mm-hmm. So, and I'm sorry that these are like, I'm a bad storyteller. it's just because I've never really went out and told people this all my stories. You know what I mean? Like, this is, this is just like, it's kind of liberating, honestly.

Yeah, well, you know, what about like reclaiming sex? Like, how's that go down between the two of you afterwards? So that's like my husband's favorite part. So usually after the guy leaves, I mean, we are 100% like fucking like crazy. And it's like to the point where I'm like telling him like, okay, we got to be done. And like he will like hold hold it back. Like he won't come for like hours. Like he will just hold it.

And I'm not even kidding you. Like to the point where like the next day I'm like this is not okay. Right. Well, what about so now you're on the opposite and you're like, I mean, those for two years because you're doing that guy. Do you look for other people or do you not? No, we do. And we have like there was like people in between. But I'm telling you, I've had.

somebody show up that said that they were like, so I'm 42, and they said that they were 20. And I was like, my husband was like, yeah, do it. I'm like, okay. And so he came over and I'm like, I'm going to see your ID because I don't believe it. Yeah. You like, there's no way that you're 20. You know, I don't want to be on dateline. I don't want to be on any of these, like, whatever.

So, I mean, he legit showed me his ID. And then, and he was. but he was so scared and he couldn't get it up, couldn't do anything. He was just like, I'm sorry, I've never done this before. I've always wanted to. I'm like, okay, well, this is awkward. Well, are you into really young guys? I mean, you're 42.

I mean, you obviously knew he was 20, right? When you're looking at his picks and stuff, was he just like super hot? Yeah, he was very attractive and I thought this would be super fun, you know? But no, not necessarily. I think the, I mean, 30 is probably going to be like, after that, I was like never again. Like, just didn't work out. So 30 and above. And I just, I can't do some of the younger guys, they talk so much shit.

Like, they're so cool and they're so awesome. And they have all these, like, game or whatever. But when it comes to, like, doing it, they like chicken out or they can't get up or it's awkward. So I've just decided that, you know, 30 plus at that point, like a man, I feel like he is more manly and they could handle it. So tell me about another bull that you met and where you met him and what went down. So the next craziest, I'll just tell you about like the craziest thing. My husband set up a thing on Snapchat where we were like in a group of like six guys, including my husband and then me. So five other guys and my husband.

And we're like all chat and talking whatever. And so after talking for probably like a month, we, like I said, I live in a really rural area. So there's nobody here. So we have to travel if we'd go anywhere. So to do this, it was two and a half hours away. What is this? Well, I'm about to tell you. Okay.

But I mean, there's a bunch of guys Snapchat. Yes, basically. Yes. So they say, hey, we're having this like party come over, blah, blah. So we end up driving to go to this and get to the house. And there is legit like five guys just hanging out. I'm like, hey, you know, I'm the only girl. And then he was like, let me show you around.

And I was like, okay, because the guy that owned the house was like, let me show you around. So we go up and he had this like huge sex room, like a sex swing, mirrors on the wall, like you name it. the toys, the drawers, like everything. And I was like, oh my gosh. Okay. Like, okay. Well, it doesn't sound like a party. It sounds like a gang bang.

So it basically was a gang bang, you know, after looking back at it. And so, yeah, we just hung out for a little bit and talked. And then we went into his bedroom, not into like the sex room. We went into his bedroom. And then we kind of all took turns like, well, they all took turns like fucking me and I was like sucking their dick and doing all the things. And then my husband was videoing at all. And then we never ended up going that time because I went back to his house.

But we never that time went to like their sex room. But yeah. I know you were going there for a gang bang or did you think you were going there for a sex party? Like, oh, like I don't understand. No, no, I knew that there was going to be five guys and I was going to be the only girl. Like I did know that. Okay. So the sex party was just with all of them.

Yes. So like I didn't, I mean, again, I didn't know the term like gang bang. I was just thinking, yeah, I'm going to go have sex with these dudes and whatever. And so, yeah, it ended up being like a free for all. Like basically they were all and I was sucking them off and doing all the things. But I didn't. I actually never heard the word like gang bang until listening to your show. even though you already had one.

Was your husband involved in that gang bang? He was, yeah. So like after, I mean, they would be, you know, somebody would be fucking me and I'd be like, suck in my husband's dick. And, you know, they were like waiting in line, basically. Mm-hmm. So, yeah, it just all went down. And then we went back to that guy's house again, just by himself and went in and did

the whole sex room where I was like in the swing and all that stuff. And how was that? But, you know, it was actually really fun, except for I did not like the mirrors. Like, the angles were so bad. I felt like I looked terrible. There was just so many things that I didn't feel comfortable with, like with my body. And I mean, it was fun. And he was, he was great.

We had a great time. But I just don't know about mirrors. I'm not, I don't know. I thought that was weird. Oh, I love mirrors. So you're just not visual. You don't like to see it. No, I don't, I don't mind seeing it like in a,

video because there's some videos that I see that I'm like, holy fuck, is that me? But then like seeing it on the mirrors, oh, I was kind of, okay, I'm going to have to go to the gym. Oh, okay. All right. So you just didn't like the way you looked. But how was the gang bang for you? So it was actually really fun. And I would like to do it again, but I would say I would like to have younger because these guys were like anywhere from like,

like 49 to like 55. And so, of course, I mean, I think they all had a wonderful time. But my problem is, like, I wasn't super attracted to any of them. There was one guy that was amazing. But the rest, like, just weren't my type. And so that made it really difficult. Right. But you knew you were going there to bang, though.

Yes. And you were just like taking one for the team because your husband wanted you or something? Exactly. No, absolutely. Like, I wanted my husband to be like, he wanted that. And I'm like, I'm going to do it. Okay. And I'm a pleaser.

So I'm like, fuck yeah, I'll do it. You know, whatever. But if I do it again, I would like it to be with a little bit more like men with a little bit more stamina. A little bit like younger, better bodies maybe. Mm-hmm. Okay. So they weren't that hot. No.

No, they weren't. How many bulls have you had? besides all those five guys at one time and you have that one guy you told me about the young guy couldn't really get it up like are there tons of other guys that you've hooked up with i would say like probably 10 and so tell me some of those stories so i mean eventually you get to the point where you want to see your guy with a guys right like where does that come into play and so my husband loves like ass play like on him and when I first met him, I was like, what the fuck is this?

Like, I don't get it. And then, you know, fast forward to now. I'm like, oh, my gosh, I get it. Because it is. It's like their G spot. It's like where their excitement comes from. So anyways, I have used strap-ons. I've used my hands, my fingers, my fist.

I did everything. Oh, yeah. You fisted him in his ass. Oh, yeah. Many, many of times. And so just here recently, I just thought, oh my gosh, because I asked him, I'm like, okay, you like ask, play like, have you ever, you know, like, wanted to be with a guy? And I know that he has because he's told him before. But I'm like, now have you ever thought about like with me doing that? What do you mean? I knew that he did because he did it before. So he had hooked up with guys before? Yeah, he, he did. I guess probably Craigslist or something. He met somebody on Craigslist. And he said, all he ever wanted to do is just one time to see what it felt like because he loved like as play. I've listened to so

many of your people that are on your show and when they talk about it, it reminds me of my husband like they can't tell anybody. But he told you. But he like honestly, I swear to God, I bet you I'm the only person that knows this besides the guy that fucked him. Yeah, well, guys don't talk about their sex life with other people. I mean, it's personal business. I mean, most people, of course, he's like, nobody goes around and even talks about their vanilla sex with people. I mean, like most people don't talk about that. Of course, no one knows, but he told you at some point in your marriage, oh, by the way, I got fucked in the ass by another guy. Yes. And so I was like, at that point, I was like kind of pissed.

I'm like, are you fucking gay? Like, ew, that's gross. And then I was like, wait a second. Like, I thought a girl go down on me. So I can't, you know, I can't say, hey, you can't do that. And so anyways, I honestly, from listening to your podcast, I'm like, this is like kind of like not normal, but it's like there's other people that want this. too. And so I talked to him. I was like, hey, would there be any way, like, if we had somebody come over that was like, fucking me, would you let them like, fuck you so I could watch? And he was

like, what? And I was like, I'm just, I'm kind of curious about it now. And then he told, he told me I needed to stop listening to his show. hilarious. Because it's made me crazy. Because it really he should be like, thank God you're listening to this show, because I'm sure he's been dying for it. Come on. You're pegging him in the ass. He's been with a guy before. Isn't he into dudes? Yeah. Sounds he is. So he's the most manly man and I think that he's not necessarily into dudes as much as he like as you know like as a woman a dildo does not feel the same. No, right. As the real thing. So I get it. And so you know, you only live once and I'm like, you know what? We have the best relationship. I am not afraid of him going anywhere. Like we just we work through it all. And so I just,

You know, when I brought that up to him, you know, I'm like, it's going to happen. I'm going to, and we're going to Vegas. And I think that's when the party will happen. For him to hook up with another guy. Mm-hmm. So he's down for it. Right. Yeah, he's down for it.

Yeah. Yeah, he is. He's into it. He would do it. Right. But all these guys and these bulls that you have hooked up with, it's always been, like, there's been no crossing swords or any kind of touching or anything go down between him and the guys?

Nope. Nothing. nothing like I said I just probably in the last you know year is when I've decided that you know what you got to live your life you only have a short amount of time have a good time and you know I just always thought about the you know how people will judge you or what they'll say and you know it's not anybody's fucking business what I want to do and what he wants to do and so you know my sister is the person I talk to you the most about this and she's like fucking get it she's like y'all do whatever you want have a good time like you know it's you just got to do what you got to do and I just

you know if that's my like his fantasy is to see me fuck another dude like what's the difference you know right uh-huh but you're so you're turned on by guy and guy action or you think you will but you don't know yeah I don't know but I'm curious because like I if I watch a girl eating out another girl. I think that's fucking sexy. And now it'll never be on the table for your guy to hook up with a woman, correct? No, that will never

be on the time. But he's fine being like, does he consider himself a cuck, a stag? Like, what's his... So I would say definitely a cuck. And that's another thing that, like, on some of the things that I've listened to, like, he does not want to be, like, he's well-endowed,

like he doesn't have any issues fucking. And So just because he likes to watch Doesn't mean that he's lacking. Yeah, but I've never heard that ever expressed on my show. And I don't know why every people think that. Never is there a reason that like, I mean, listen, sometimes there's extreme cucks that are that way because they have a small penis or they,

they want to not perform and they want to be denied. But that's like in a very extreme cases. But typically the guys that are down to see their girls get fucked. It has nothing to do with them not being able to fuck their girl. Typically, they're fucking her right after or they're, joining in or whatever. Like it's never about a lack of. So I don't know where people come up with that, but I've never heard of that. And see, that's the problem. Like when you tell, like if you're on a website or whatever and you say, hey, my husband wants to watch, that's the first thing that they say is,

oh, does he not fuck you good? Right. Yeah, yeah. But that's always what they want to say. Yeah, but that has nothing to do with it. That's what they don't get. Yes. And so that is like, he's definitely a cuck. Like he loves to watch. He loves all that. But 100% he's going to join in. and he's going to reclaim everything. Like he does not lack for nothing. Of course, right. But because he's well hung, does he like you to see you guys with like guys with bigger dicks?

A lot of times some guys like have that kind of thing. Or is he just down for whatever guy you'd pick? Does he have a preference? I mean, he is down for like whatever. But he definitely like likes when it's like a bigger dick so that I'm kind of more like into it, I guess. Have you?

ever done any kind of DP or DVP or anything like that since you've had so many two-guy experiences? So I've done double. Double-batch? Yes. Okay. Two guys inside you. No, no, no, no, sorry. I'm sorry.

I did ass and vagina. Yeah. Okay, with your husband and another guy. Yes. Now, you did say you did the solo thing that time during work. Do you do that often, the solo play? So I've only done that twice. and both times it was somebody that, like, I was a little bit aware of.

It wasn't just like a complete stranger because I do have a fear of just meeting a random person and then being just a piece of shit. So I do have a fear of that. And I don't know why because, like, when I was younger, I would just like, fuck whoever. So I don't get it. But now that I'm older, I'm just kind of like, you just never know. People are weird. When you're young, you're dumb, okay? the things that we do when we're young, we're all lucky, we're still alive, okay?

And some people don't make it out because you do really fucking stupid things when you're drunk and young. And I mean, that's why you didn't think about it then. Yeah, you're thinking about it now because you watch a date line because you're clear-headed because you're now. Exactly. You're not stupid. Yes, absolutely. Yeah. What about, so, like, how do you feel opening up your marriage and doing all this has changed it if it has it?

Like, how do you, you know, considering you were vanilla before, you've had vanilla relationships, and now you have this very open relationship. Like, how does, how do you feel like it changes things for you and your husband? So honestly, I think it has made our relationship so fucking awesome because we talk about everything. Like, it's just the craziest thing. Like, I just know people that are in like a, just a terrible marriage and they're so unhappy. and I am so lucky like I mean of course we have our problems but it has made us so much stronger because we're able to talk about so much more than a lot of people do and you know there's so many

people that are in this like sexless marriage and they just continue on until their kids grow up to be 18 and then they decide to get a divorce and me and my husband we have the best of times we have so much fun I mean it it has died down a little bit. bit since we, my kids four now, so it's a little bit harder to, like, get away and do stuff. But I really do feel like we have, like, the best relationship, and it's made us just, it's made us more fun. And, like, I love now that we go to a bar and, like, I can just randomly talk to somebody. And if something happens, it happens, and he's fucking down with it. Right. And you can pick up somebody if you wanted to show. Or flirt or do whatever. Yeah, I just never have to worry. Yeah, I just

never have to worry about him being jealous. He's just, he's super cool. And he's, he's said to me so many times, like, if I feel uncomfortable and I don't like the person, I'll tell you. But he's like, I just want you to have the best time ever. Like, this is our life. And, you know, fuck everybody else. And it's so true. And he's just, I don't know, he's just the coolest guy. And I'm very, very lucky to have this life. And I know a lot of my stories sound stupid, but they are 100% fucking real. Do you use protection when you fuck these guys? I do. Yes. And so that, like, so is that what you just always just do that instead of like testing and all that kind of stuff? Yes. I'm just very, I mean, I, even after protection, I will, I mean, I go to the doctor.

Like, I just, I'm a very, very, very clean person. Like, I don't, I don't, I don't know. I just, you know, it's scary. Is it a scary world we live in? People can say, yeah, I got tested yesterday. I mean, they're not going to bring their results to you. So, you know what I mean? Well, no, some people make sure that they do and they see them. But, yeah, listen, if someone got tested three days ago in the three days, they could have fuck somebody. So I think, yeah, condoms are always best because you just, you know, it's, you don't have to worry about it. But, you know, a dick on your leg, you could get without it too.

But I don't want to get it. Exactly. Yes. Yeah. But listen, I already have, like, really super hot picks of you for my Patreon. Those are the R-rated ones. Now, you did say what I accused you of lying, like, hey, I guess. got like pictures I could show you. Now those kinds of pictures if you want to prove to everybody

your story's real. Those pictures could go up on my discord. You know, like I will give you free access to my discord. It's like a not safe for work site, which means that people could post whatever they want. You know, it's totally locked down. Nobody could get in there unless they're a member. You will have free access and I'll give you like a guest role so you could go into the guest channel. And if you want to post stuff over there, you can. Your husband might like it because he likes to show you off, Right. Like, you know. Absolutely. And like I said, I have a lot. Don't you worry. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. So you go do that. Can you do videos to? Yeah. Yeah. That's what's. No, no, no. That's what's so great. You could do videos too. So, and that's what's fun about there. You could post that yourself. I don't deal with the X-rated stuff, but you could do it yourself on there. And that's super great. What I will do is give you free access. Let me know when you sign in so I could give you a guest drill so you could post in the guest channel. But don't post there until your episode airs. You know what I mean? But it'll be up very. soon and I will edit me out like accusing you of lying so it'll sound much better. Okay.

You'll say. I know. I'm going to tell my sister. She doesn't believe me. Oh my God. You're funny. Wait until they hear. They might be like, no, I know why.

You're a terrible storyteller. I don't know. And my sister will literally. She called me this morning before I got on the phone call with you. And she literally said to me, she said, Nicole. She said, just be yourself. She's like, don't be dumb. And I said, I'm so nervous.

And she said, hey, pretend it's an interview. I'm like, what kind of interview? No, that's worse. I know. That's why I'm nervous. Yeah, yeah. But I'll edit it. It'll sound really good.

But thank you so much for calling in. Make sure to post that stuff when your episode airs. It'll be up very soon. And thanks so much for calling in and sharing your story. Thank you. And I'm so sorry if it was stupid. No, don't say that because I'm going to edit out me, all my accusing you of stuff. So none of that's ever going to be.

No one's going to hear it. Do you understand? So don't say that because I have to edit that out. Yeah. So I do have. one question really quick. So are you going to send something to my email for me to go into the Discord? Yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah. There should be like when I send my like, thank you for calling email now, I think I put in the Discord there. But if you don't get it and you need to get in, like just email me and I'll give it to you.

But also I'll make sure that link is there for you. And that's just a free link for you to get in and then check it out. And then when you know that your episode goes up on Patreon, I'll let you know. I'll email you then. And then you could start posting on the guest channel. But you could post elsewhere. You know, there's tons of stuff going down on Discord because you'll have free access. like immediately, but I like for when people's episodes air for them to post the pictures then so that when people sign up to see them, they don't have to like scroll through, you know. But I have to give you a role as a guest to post on that channel because I only want guest to post there. So when you do sign up, let me know your name on there.

And your name should be like Nicole because, you know, then people will know you're Nicole from the podcast. Right. No, definitely. Yes. All right. All right. All right.

Thanks so much, Nicole. Thanks so much for calling in. Thank you so much. Welcome. Bye. All right. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and e-book, but you can

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