Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1021 - Jay and Sheila are and Interracial Hotwife/Cuck Couple into MMF Threesomes, Solo Play and More
Episode Date: January 28, 2025Jay and Sheila are an interracial hotwife/cuck couple into mmf threesomes, solo play and more and they called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including the instacart guy they ...met and had a mmf threesome with and exactly what went down between, how Jay and the guy hooked up as well and how far they went with each other, how far he has gone with other guys when hooking up with them and what he’s looking forward to doing in the future, how and why even though he’s into guys sometimes he still feels weird about hooking up with them especially because he’s a black man, how Sheila loves watching him with another guy and what she enjoys seeing the most, how Sheila has always loved watching gay porn ad how her being comfortable with it helps Jay be more comfortable with it himself, their other bi comfortable bull and the time they had an issue with him, how Jay allowed her to stay alone with him and why he got super jealous the minute he left, how finding out that she fucked him again got him pissed off and how he got past it, how the video of her fucking him is now the one he enjoys watching the most, the ex boyfriend she hooks up with solo and why at times Jay has also gotten jealous of him too, how at the end of the day the jealousy is also a bit of a turn on plus a whole lot more. HER LINKS: http://onlyfans.com/sheilaexposure **To see anonymous pics of SHEILA AND JAY plus my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://shop.butterwellness.com/pages/vday Get 20% off your The Perineum Massager by Butter Wellness. Go to butterwellness.com and use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20$ off your entire order https://beducate.me/anonymous2025 Use code anonymous To get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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before. They're like a super interesting couple. They're interracial couple. Sheila's white. She's really
into black eyes. Her guy is black. Jay is used to be a bull. I have his whole backstory on another
episode. The number will be in the description. His backstory is super interesting because he was a bull,
a very popular bull for a very long time. And then he's turned the script. Like he switched the
script. Now he is on the other side and he shares his girl, Sheila, his, and with other guys. And he
loves it and he actually has hooked up with guys. So he's doing a little guy on guy action too. And it's
super interesting to hear him talk about that because he is like, I don't know, he's a really alpha
dude, okay, first of all. And even he is still a little uncomfortable with the fact that he has
guy and guy action, but he doesn't and he enjoys it. And I love his sort of point of view because
he's like sort of feels the stigma and still has the stigma on him yet is doing it, which is
kind of interesting, but they talk about their experience with a bull that they met on Instacart.
Yeah, that's right, Instacart.
Okay, wait until you hear how they met a bull on Instacart and what they did with him.
And that turned into a hot MFM3.
So no, MMF3, where they all fooled around.
They talk about that experience.
And they talk about a bull that they, Sheila hooked up with where there was some problems.
They go into details with that.
And that's another, a really good cautionary tale.
The details of that is super interesting.
she talks about her ex-boyfriend that she fucks all the time.
And she loves fucking him solo.
He allows her to fuck solo.
Like I said, he's into guys.
They have all kinds of, like, crazy stories.
They talk about it all.
So I have pictures of them on my Patreon.
I have links to all their stuff in the description.
But anyway, I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Sheila and Jay.
Hi, Jay and Sheila.
Welcome back to this strictly anonymous podcast.
I got you guys on together again.
I'm not sure if I've had you guys together.
I've definitely had you on separately.
and you're a super hot, fun couple.
Your hot wife, stag,
but you know, you've been on all sides, Jay.
You have a really interesting story.
I will put the your guys' origin story episodes in the description.
So if people want to hear the backstory on both of you,
because you both called in separately and I got your backstory,
you were a bull at first, right?
And then now you're with Sheila and she's your hot wife
and you're like the stag.
and then you started to hook up with guys.
You had that whole separate thing going on.
So you completely, like, changed the game.
People want to hear that story.
They could go to your first episode.
And then Sheila, you met Jay and he turned you on to all this.
And now you're hot-wifing.
And your whole story is super hot.
And people could go hear that origin story.
But we're going to get an update from you.
We love to get update stories.
Wondering what's been going on.
I know you have a new bull and you met him in a very weird way, as well as you've had
some more by-play, as well as you had a situation that went a little bit awry.
I like a story that goes,
because I think it's always like a learning lesson for other people in the lifestyle, right?
I mean, it's never a smooth sailing way.
Obviously, you guys work through it because you're calling it together.
And I think that's always like a great thing to talk about because things aren't perfect,
but it doesn't mean you have to end things.
So not sure where you guys want to start.
You want to start with like your new bull?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah, we started.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah.
We've always, I think Jay kind of was curious about this idea and we've rolled it around
a few times with like pizza guys. You see a lot of that on Twitter.
And so it's like kind of like finding somebody delivery guy. And so we kind of put a new spin on
it. And you just had to take the opportunity. And our Instacart delivery guy ended up being like kind
of my type. He was black. He was sexy. And I was like, hey. And so he didn't even really
warned me. He just saw him and opened the door and just kind of like started the whole scene. And
it was incredibly sexy.
And he ended up being our new bull that we've played with a couple of times.
Yeah, I mean, okay.
So here's a little backstory.
So the Instacart guy shows up and we actually had a hotel.
So we ordered some food and the Instagram guy shows up.
I actually met him downstairs in the lobby.
And I talked to him and I was like, yo, I don't know if you have time.
But I would love to have you to be part of our threesome.
I just knew that my, my girl would love it.
And, and he was, like, totally down.
And I guess he had the time.
Oh, my gosh.
So we totally played it up.
And she's had no idea.
She still doesn't know.
That's crazy.
She's in shock right now.
Wait, she's hearing the story for the first time now.
Well, I was wondering why she wasn't getting me the specifics.
I wanted the specifics.
Like, how does a guy go from Instacart to In Your Bed?
You know what I mean?
Instabat.
Yeah, yeah.
So, yeah, so basically, I was hoping that he was going to be a decent-looking
black guy in which he happened to be.
He showed up and I met him
downstairs up first and
I just talked to him and he was super cool
I showed him pictures of my girl. I let him know
we're not some crazy people. We're not going to
we're not going to kidnap him or
anything crazy. We just
needed his cock, so to speak.
And then I went upstairs first.
I like everything was cool.
I like, I never met him.
And then when he knocked on the door
where I played it up.
You pretend it.
Yeah.
He's good at that.
I had no clue.
Now, I got to just tell you, I love having you guys on in this scenario because I just had a very controversial episode.
And it was like one of those conversations, it's conversation starter episodes, which I like in that it was a guy who was setting up threesomes for his wife.
Now, she was down for threesome's, but she liked for them to happen spontaneously, right?
But she didn't know that behind her back, he was setting up and, you know, the guy finding him online.
telling him to be at this bar, then he'd take her there, and she just thought all this stuff was happening organically.
And she was never in the know to this day.
You know what I mean?
And a lot of people had a lot of different opinions about something like that.
So it's so great to hear from someone like Sheila, like your guy did this all behind your back.
But like, that was cool with you, correct?
Yeah.
And honestly, that wouldn't make me mad either if we went out to a bar and he handpicked him and like placed them.
It's like, yeah, role playing 101.
Like, it's sexy.
no matter what, as long as the, and then you're tested, you're not worried about other things, you know, like,
prepared.
It's a really cool part about this guy.
Like, he was actually, he had everything.
It was just perfect timing.
He was actually tested too, so we could play bed back.
Because Sheila only likes to play bed back.
And I was like, I was in shock.
I was like, you really, you really got tested.
And he was in the military, so he had all the blood work and stuff on his phone.
And I was like, wow.
you you like someone hooked us up and for me it wasn't something I planned it was just something like
I'm just going to try it I'm just going to see what happens well I'm sure it wasn't planned on his end either you
know how many people he's probably told that story to I don't know I guess he was my friend I'd be like if
my friend came to you with that story and I'd be like oh my god hold it a second like please tell me
the details again like it's kind of crazy for him was he like that this is too good to be true like
did he believe you at first I don't understand no I'm
I'm pretty sure he thought I was crazy.
And you could tell, like, if you watched the video and we have all the videos on OnlyFans,
you can tell he was, like, kind of nervous.
You could tell he wasn't, like, used to something like this.
Well, he was even open to, like, buy stuff.
Like, more open, like, as we got into it and things, like, unfolded, he did things
that I didn't think he would even do.
I mean, he just grabbed Jay's cock and, like, put it in his mouth.
And I was like, what?
Like usually the other way around, right?
Like Jay's my cuck at times.
And so when he went for that, I was like, wow, this is very, very interesting stuff.
And I find it very hot.
And he made me come.
Like that was something that had only happened with my ex-boyfriend when we were playing with him for a long time.
And it was solo.
So for me to come with a bowl with Jay present was like completely new.
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podcast. When we were playing with him for a long time and it was solo. So for me to come
with a bowl with Jay present was like completely new. Yeah, that's something I remember about
your story that you did really like playing solo like for a certain reason.
and one of them was like it was your lesson your head about it, right?
So was this the first time you got off on a, with a bullwall, Jay watched?
Yes, absolutely.
Yeah, I was shocked that it happened too.
I was like, oh shit, she's actually orgasm.
I was really happy about that, honestly.
But he, they created my fantasy.
Like, I kind of shared that with him, like, during the session and what I wanted.
And Jay already knew and he was open and kind of allowed it.
And they played it up.
I mean, it was like,
In my head visually, it looks exactly the way that I want it, which is I've always wanted Jay to top.
And so he got behind him and like I could feel Jay's hands like kind of touching my ass and I could feel him rubbing against our Instacart guy.
And like I'm like looking back.
I'm in like prone position like laying flat and I have the pillows and I'm like trying to like turn my neck as hard as possible to like watch this scene unfold.
I was like, we need a mirror.
Next time we just need to bring a mirror so I can like
just watch more easily.
But yeah, that got me to the point.
It was so hot. And everybody's so involved
and everybody seems like they're enjoying themselves.
It's not like just for me.
Like everybody's hard and happy.
And a part of like the action.
Explain what's going down now.
I'm trying to picture like is he fucking you and then your guy's
topping him?
Is this like a little train?
Isn't that a train?
Do you call it a train?
Well, yes and no.
So what happened was he was fucking my wife in a prone position, meaning she's laying down on her stomach, right?
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
So, like, I got behind the guy.
And since he already sucked my cock, which I was shocked about, I figured I could touch him.
So what happened was I started to, like, touch his butt and his leg.
I took my cock.
And then I started to rub that on his leg, then his ass.
then between his ass cheek
and then I slid my cock
between his legs
and it looks like I'm doing doggy
but I'm not fucking him
and in fact I would just slide on my cock
between his legs
as he was fucking Sheila
my wife
and and and for Sheila
it was like that visual of seeing me
top him really turned to all
because that's like a number one fantasy
and for me it was really cool
because like I've never
we're going to engage with a man like that, like, and to like have him bent over and I could feel
his ass cheeks, like, coming against my hips. And he looked like he really got into it.
Like, he reached between his legs to grab my cock and rub that. It was like everybody was just
engaging with everybody. Right. He was so open and honest. And like, yeah, he, and even to this day,
like, Jay was texting him yesterday and he was telling me about this while
me and Jay were fucking last night. He's like kind of telling me about their conversation and what
we'd like to do next time. And I'm asking these questions like, are you sure like he's really
into this? Do you think he really likes this? And he's like, he brings it up. And we ask him like,
hey, what do you want to do next time? He goes in depth and says, I want all three involved. I love
being sandwiched between you two. And so it's even hotter to like have somebody who wants it and that who's
asking for it. It's like, I think that's what most of our fans love is that we're very authentic.
Like, we don't stage things. We don't do it. It's just like, we just film what we have and
what we love to do and we share it. Right. Like everybody has an OnlyFans out. It's like kind of like
the thing to do nowadays. And I do know that a lot of times my audience things like, oh, someone's doing
it for Only Fans or only doing that. I would say 95% of the people that call into my show or
almost like 99% are doing, are in this lifestyle regardless.
So this guy, though, have you played with him since or was that the first time recently?
I don't know when we're talking about with this guy.
Yeah, actually, it was the first time.
However, we have another session planned for Sunday.
It's been a lot of hitting misses with him with scheduling, but we kind of locked in for Sunday.
and I really want to see where it can we take things.
I talked to him.
I said, hey, man, do you mind if I play with your ass, like, asshole?
And he was like, yeah, go for it.
So, you know, I've never topped a guy,
but I want to see if he can take it out.
And I'll say enjoy it.
Are you looking to top a guy?
Yes.
So she really, really wants it.
And the truth is, like, once again, I've never experienced it.
And I'm like, why not?
Let's see how it goes.
Do you like being bottomed?
You've been bottomed, I'm sure.
No, no, not.
Oh, okay.
So what's the buying stuff that you've done?
How far have you gone and what have you done when it comes to like guy on guy action?
Oral, I guess.
It's even still weird for me to say it, but like I've sucked a cup of dicks.
I like how honest you are, you know, because a lot, I have talk about the other polls I do.
I love these kinds of conversations, you know, because there's still so much stigma surrounding like guy and guy action.
And I asked people the other day, like, do you think a man is less of a man if he hooks up with guys?
Because that's kind of the stigma.
That's why you can't say out loud that you've sucked a dick because of the stigma, right?
And you're a second dick.
And you're a real alpha guy.
I've seen you.
I know you, right?
But you're here to say, that's that.
And you even feel the stigma.
It sounds like you still have the stigma, but yet you're doing it.
Yeah, 100%.
100%.
I've tried to get past it.
And I have, but it's still weird for me to even say it.
But here's a thing.
It's a thing.
It's a way to say.
I don't mind it.
You know, it's just something to be said.
Like when you hold in.
a cock that's hard and big and you can just feel the energy you can feel like how much how much the
guy really really wanted because i know that feeling of course because i have the same feeling
and to be able to please him to hear him moan and also to get the support from shila uh it's really
it's it's so exciting so yeah and i they know that i like it like it i am audibly turned on and i enjoy
sharing it together and it's something very intimate that me and him are down there doing it
together and going back and forth and kissing and it's just like nothing like you ever get to
experience like sucking a dick and then kissing lips and then he's sucking the dick and I'm kissing
him and I'm sucking his cock and like there's just so much going on and it's very very sensual
in so many ways that I think it's one of the sexiest things that we do and a lot of
of people love it. Like we have another ball that we played with a couple of times and he does a lot of
content creating and he was really scared to do that. And he recently did one. He was like, it was the
one that sold the best. He's like, I want to do more. And he knew that we were open to that and had
asked for it last time he was here and he wouldn't do it. So this time he came and he actually was like
asking for it and wanting to film that kind of content where as before he would not even allow
it.
Right. Until we saw their downloads. Yeah, exactly.
No, but he had that fear, right? But listen, I'm here to say because I get the emails from people after I post the episodes and I hear from tons of people. You know, I might have taped almost 1,000 people now, but I've gotten emails from probably 5,000 people. You know, and every time I air an episode about any topic, I get 100 emails from people that can relate. And the guy on guy thing is just as common as girls being into girls. Okay, sorry to say. It just is.
And the only reason why people aren't sort of out about it and you think that there's less guys that are into guys is because they're all hiding it.
Okay.
Sorry.
They just are.
But it's a very common thing.
And so many guys aren't.
And the only reason why they don't cop to it is because it is the same reason why Jay's, you know, has sucked a cock and is still a little weird saying it.
Because it's like a weird thing.
You know who you are.
You know it hasn't changed you.
But you still, you know you've lived in this society where it's kind of like looked down on like.
And it is that thing where like you're less of a.
man, but it's so stupid because you're really not.
Yeah.
No.
And I've never had that stigma.
Like, I do think that in certain cultures, it can be very stigmatized more than ever.
But I've never felt that way.
But I'm, I feel like I'm in the queer community.
I know lots of other people.
I'm like, why isn't any different?
Like, everybody's all the same.
Yeah.
Not much.
How old are you?
No, no.
It's because she's white.
Well, listen, it is even worse.
Yeah, let's just say Jay is black.
And in the black community, being gay, it's even worse.
You know, I always loved watching gay porn, which is interesting because a lot of my
female friends also love watching gay porn, and it's very, very common.
But I think where the rubber meets the road, most people aren't willing to, like, ask their
partners to do that.
And most men aren't willing to, like, even entertain it or even talk about it.
So it's like a very closeted thing that nobody even opens up and explores in their
relationship.
because even though I like it in my head, when we start to like, we've even met people a couple of by men who would be completely okay with being topped.
But when we start to like plan it out, I'm like, well, then I have to find them attractive.
And usually really by men are white in our experience.
And I'm like, I don't know if I would really find that sexy.
Like, do I want him to sleep with me?
Or can I just watch?
Like, it's like a little.
Yeah, well, that's hard anyway.
Yeah, because you ought to be attracted.
And you really like black guys.
That's your thing, right?
I do.
Because you're super white.
She's your white.
Jay's black.
But your thing is you dig black eyes.
So all your bulls are black guys too, right?
Is this guy that you just met the first buy bull that you've had or have other by bowls?
So our.
By comfortable.
Yeah, by comfortable.
Our first bowl ever.
Well, I guess the one that we kind of had the drama with.
Oh, yeah.
We're going to get to that next.
He was pretty comfortable.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
He was bi-comfortable.
In other words, he will allow me to give him head, but he would never, like, reciprocated.
He won't do anything back.
Yeah, I love that.
Yeah, I've heard that a million times.
Okay, so let's talk about the problem that happened with that guy.
Yeah, so we had a wild night.
It was like a Saturday night, actually Friday night, and it was a perfect hookup.
Everybody had a good time.
And then the Saturday morning, he actually spent the night with us.
So the Saturday morning, I had to go to work, right?
So I turned and I said, hey, if you want, you can stay or you could come with me.
I don't even know why I said that.
That was really stupid on my part.
But I just assumed that she's going to be like, okay, I'm going to go with you.
Right.
But then she was like, no, I want to stay.
And I was like, it kind of hit me in a weird way.
I asked him specifically, can I stay?
Like, I was next to him, but I was like super into this.
like our sexiest bull i think ever uh even it's it's i wish we could have him again and again and
again but i asked him specifically i walked over we're naked he's our bulls still in the bed and i was
like can i stay and he says yes he gives me the green light and so i'm like okay great i'm gonna stay
right and and and he leaves and i i stay we play i record it for him and maybe an hour
or two later, I, like, leave and I start texting, Jay, and I'm kind of, like, normal day, get
home. And all this time, Jay is, like, fuming. Like, literally, like, like, the moment he
walked out the door, he was, like, ready to be, like, done with me forever, I think.
Wait a second, but, like, walk me through. Okay, so I know I'm in Sheila's head in the
situation, right? I got the story from her side. Obviously, there's two sides of the story,
because you're having a totally different experience.
So tell me the beginning of that story from your mindset, Jay.
You're there.
You're with the bull.
She's like, can I stay?
What do you think?
Well, I was like just taking aback about it.
I was like, what the fuck you mean?
Can you stay?
Like, you should be coming with me.
And if she wanted to stay and I guess she wanted to play some more.
And I didn't want it to be like super jealous at the moment and say, no, you know,
leave with me. So I kind of played it off and I was like, okay, well, you're going to stay, whatever,
go stay. But I was really, really kind of hurt and mad. And I remember, I remember leaving the room
and shutting the door and realized that my girl is staying with another man and not coming with me.
And the thing is, I had to go to work and I had to go home and I'm all by myself. And I'm like,
what the fuck is she doing with this guy? So it, like, I don't know, I was.
super jealous and mad about the situation.
And I'm like, what the fuck is she doing with this guy?
So, like, I don't know.
I was super jealous and mad about the situation.
Well, listen, she's played solo before.
Is it more because you were there first?
Because, like, typically when she's playing solo,
isn't it all, like, she's only playing solo and this was, like, a mix?
Is that what was different about this?
No.
It was more about, like, I wanted,
Okay, so she already fucked them all night.
Right, and you were there.
Right, right.
Then she fucked them in the morning.
Right.
Okay.
So we already played twice.
I'm like, sooner or later, you got to cut this guy loose.
You're having your fun.
Okay, we'll be a little greedy right now.
Come home to your husband.
And she's like, no, I want to fuck some more.
I'm like, what the fuck?
Yeah.
Once I get going, it's really hard for me to stop.
It's like you got the engine.
Like if you wait three, four days, it dies off.
But right in the moment, I'm like, yo, I can go four rounds.
Like, that's fine.
And you wanted to go some more.
So you leave, but you're fuming.
Yeah, he was not having it.
And I had no idea.
When I first got that text message, I was, like, so caught off guard.
And I remember him, like, not even wanting to come over or talk to me or have a conversation.
He was, like, level 10, like, really pissed off.
And he did come over.
and I remember at some point we were talking about it, he was upset and he blatantly goes, did you fuck him again?
And I was like, yeah, and I recorded it for you. And he lost, he went to even level like 20.
I was like, wait, like I had no idea that by me fucking him again would make you more mad.
Like I assumed with you leaving that you knew I was going to fuck him again.
Yeah, he knew, but he was just looking for a reason to say it because, Jay, didn't you know that when you,
left, that's what was the point of it?
No, I, I,
what?
To give him credit,
like, to give him credit, like,
he already came like two to three times.
I thought he was done.
I was like, there's no way he could fucking head.
It didn't even cross my mind.
So why did you think she was staying to have breakfast?
Like,
I thought she was staying for.
Okay.
I'm going to tell you why.
I'm going to tell you why.
I actually thought maybe she wasn't ready to wake up.
She wasn't ready to get dressed.
She wanted to sleep in a little bit.
Cut or whatever case will be.
But for some reason,
and I'm being totally, like, naive.
Like, I did not think
that they was going to fuck again.
Like, you know, it was so funny, because
I would ask questions, and she
would tell me details and I would just get more mad.
Like, and then,
after she was like, yeah.
So after fucking, they took a shower together.
I was like, oh, so now you're saying a shower with him?
Like, you're bathing him now? And she told me that.
She was like, yeah, I was watching him down.
I watched off his cock. I was like, oh, my God.
Like, he's getting the king treatment.
And he would have fucked me again in the shower.
Like, he would have gone for another fifth round.
And he was so impressed.
He's like, oh, my gosh.
Yeah, well, luckily for me, you know, her pussy was sore.
So, but I was like, God damn, this guy is a machine.
I also was keeping you in the back of my mind, too.
I was like, okay, we've been here a while.
We fought now we're showering.
Like, it's been two hours.
Like, I should probably start thinking about leaving.
Like, he was in my mind.
I knew that there was a level of respect that I felt at the moment.
So wait, so now you're fighting when you're home.
Like, how do you guys get through it?
Oh, my gosh.
I at some point was like, get out, leave.
I was like, when he got mad at me for like having sex with him and then I was like,
but I recorded it for you.
I don't understand how you can be mad when this is literally what you signed up for.
This is literally what you asked me to do in our relationship.
I had no idea. This was like a boundary that existed. And he was just getting more and more mad. And I, I don't even know how he ended up calming down. But I'm proud of him because he definitely can move through his emotions better than I can in many, many ways. Like he can be very angry and then think very logically in a very short period of time.
Yeah, you know, yeah, once I got past my emotions and whatnot and I realized like it really wasn't her fault. Like I told her, like, in all, I,
honestly it was my fault because I should have told you how I felt at the moment.
I should have said, baby, like, I'm kind of ready to go.
Can you come with me?
Instead of giving her the choice or the opportunity to stay, which is kind of like,
kind of setting her up.
And then I thought about it, like, in all honesty, it was still kind of sexy.
And so I was kind of mad interred on at the same time, which is a weird place to be.
That is interesting.
That's funny.
Why?
Because she had the videotapes and shit and now you want to get at it?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And then she showed me the video.
And I'm like, ah, okay, fuck, it's kind of sexy.
So now I'm horny.
And like, it was a weird place.
It was such a, like, a huge learning place for us because it's like, we still are moving
through this as kind of newbies.
And it doesn't seem like we're newbies because we've been doing it for so long.
But it's like, it's like little small things will pop up.
We're like, whoa, I haven't experienced this before.
Like, this is weird.
But, and I love her so much.
And she is so beautiful.
She's so sexy.
And, like, I don't want to lose her.
So I had that fear.
them am i being replaced you know shit should run through your mind and make you feel crazy a man's
ego you got a stroke through ego and remind them that they're number one and no matter how mad
he is and how much sometimes when we get into these because you know a couple of these things happen
he gets so mad he wants his space but really what he needs that he doesn't know that he needs is
my word to comfort him yeah to remind him that he is my number one and that was just a moment and
like none of that matters in the long run and I'm more than capable of leading him no matter
how sexy he is in the background like you're always going to be the best dick of my life like we have
amazing sex this is just fun and it's more like makes everything more intense for him but in my
reality I have the best sex of my life with you like these guys only provide a new level of
energy and like new dick energy and we get to have fun but man
Where the real shit happens is in our bedroom.
Well, when she said before Jay, like when she prompted this story or when we, she's like, oh, that bull, yeah, that guy that I was so fucking into, he's so hot.
I don't know.
She gave him like a very hot compliment.
Like when she says stuff like this about that guy, does it bother you or you so 100% past it that that's totally cool?
No, no.
It's cool.
I get it.
I mean.
It turns a lot.
Okay.
He is a very attractive guy.
He has a great body.
He has a big cock.
And he knows what he's doing.
And I get that.
And she really enjoyed it.
And trust me, I really love watching him go at it.
Like watching them live and also watching the videos.
He's just hard to like pin down.
Like you get them once or twice a year and that's about it.
Yeah.
But the funny thing is, Jay, is that a lot of cucks become cucks because that wiring, that
jealousy turns into a turn on. And if you have that kind of experience, like you start to sort of
be wired that way, you know, right? Like you said, you were kind of jealous, but turned on at the same
time, like a lot of times when you start mixing those two together, it's like you're a cuck in the making
because that's what they like that. Yeah. That energy, even if you're jealous, you're still
turned on too, right? Yeah, yeah. I mean, honestly, that is one of the hottest videos that we have
for me.
The one that you were jealous of,
what she did when you went there?
Yeah.
Yeah, it's so weird.
I flipped it.
I flipped it, right?
Because I go back and watch that video
and I realize, like,
she's totally fucking this guy and I'm not there.
See, like, when Sheila fucks her ex-boyfriend,
I don't get video because he refused to record.
Yeah.
Like, he recorded a little video, but that's about it.
Yeah.
So, like, her solo play,
I actually really don't get to see.
Yeah.
But you're not jealous of that guy.
I was.
Yes.
My ex-boyfriend.
There's so many stories related to that.
Oh, my gosh.
I'm sorry.
I never heard the jealousy stories before, Jay.
Yeah.
So quick, I get the nitty-gritty stuff, but the first time I ever played with him,
he led us on and told me that he was going to let me do video and picture for Jay only.
And when I got there, we started playing.
We hadn't seen each other in a long time.
I asked in the middle, like, can I use my phone?
Can I take some pictures?
And he's like, like, kind of like, like, don't do it now.
Like, we're in the moment.
Like, I want to be with you.
I don't, it doesn't seem appropriate.
Like, we'll do it at the end.
Liar.
Yeah.
He said he would do it at the end.
And I was like, okay, we'll do it at the end.
And I do love just our energy and our chemistry.
And it's so natural.
and it's so central.
But then at the end, when I asked again, he again refused.
And so I was going home and empty-handed to Jay.
I was so nervous.
I was like, I feel like he's going to explode.
Like I, it's already over.
It's already done with.
I don't know what to do.
And Jay, like, gay meeting his side of things where it was like, you should have
just laughed.
And I was like, oh.
Well, because, listen, I've been a bull for a.
few years. And like anytime a wife would come to me and say, hey, I have to record for my husband.
I know for a fact that if I said no, that wife would leave. Right. She's like, yeah. If you don't
allow me to record for my husband, then this is not going to happen. Right, because it's a team effort.
I mean, it's really for the both of them. So if you can't record them, it shouldn't be happening.
But I get what he did to her. But what he did to her is he mind fucked her. He didn't say I'm not doing it
and gave her the opportunity to leave.
He kept lying to her.
Oh, we're going to do it later, you know,
and she's thinking, and that's what he did.
He, like, manipulated her.
Right.
But then again, so now,
it got to a point of, like,
I actually let her go because I knew how much,
how much she enjoyed the sex.
And when she came home to me,
she was just so fucking wet and horny and ready to go.
So I kind of allowed it to happen.
And I never got video.
And this is the only guy that I would allow that to happen with.
You do get past your feelings.
You do get past your feelings quickly.
Yeah.
You know, most guys would never forgive that fucking dude.
You know what I'm saying?
Like, it's just that's the way guys are, you know, kind of.
That's how I see it.
But I guess he has the magic dick because, like, you know, I mean, because the truth is,
he is actually the biggest guy.
So this guy is the biggest guy that Sheila have ever been with.
Yeah.
And the fact that, like, he could actually make her come and consistently, sometimes even twice, which is even more of a anomaly.
Yeah.
I have to make some concessions and be like, okay, all right, fuck the video.
Go ahead and have a good time.
Just make sure you come home and you give me some loving too.
Yeah, but also what I remember about Sheila, and I'm going to put you on the spot here, Sheila, is I remember that you give a lot of details.
you're very good at dirty talking and giving the dirty details more than most women are.
So I'm assuming do you come home and also talk him through stuff and tell him like the details.
Like walk me through that.
Like would you go?
Like what would like what like explain what goes down with that guy and would you do that with Jay and tell him too?
Absolutely.
So my memory is not the best.
So like immediately when I leave because this, my ex moved almost an hour.
from me. So that would give me a whole hour to kind of like process it. And by the time I get
home, I'm a little tired or maybe not afresh. So I always record a video immediately after.
Oh, interesting. And I send it to Jay with all of the details, which I've posted a lot of the stuff
on The Only Fans too, because I give all the little details. It's so fresh in my mind. I'm so
turned on. I love sharing all the positions because we do record the audio privately. And we've never
posted that or shared that with anybody. It's just for Jay. And my ex doesn't know that we do that at all.
That's like total hidden secret. But I feel like that's the only way we could make this somewhat work.
So we'll actually listen to the audio together sometimes. And Jay will actually listen to the audio like
he did last week. He went back to one of the first times I ever came. And each audio will be labeled like,
I came twice or this was my first time coming. And like, so he went back a year ago and
re-listen to some of the audio.
And I'll give him the details about, like, what position we're in.
And I do really try hard to improve the audio every time.
And I like to, like, oh, like, you want me in doggy style.
Like, oh, I love when your hands are on my hips.
Like, fuck me harder.
You know, even when he's touching my hair or, like, grabbing my hair and pulling on my neck.
Or you can hear him, like, thrusting or I'm, like, complimenting the way that he's stroking me and playing with the tip.
I try to add all the little details into the audio.
So when he goes back and listens, he can kind of picture what's going on.
Not the best at it.
But I feel like over time, over the last year, it's gotten better and better.
Because a lot of times it's just like moaning.
You're right.
I mean, I'd be listening.
I'd be like, come on, guys.
Talk.
Someone tells me what the hell is going on right now.
Yeah, I can imagine.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
But it's actually really cool because sometimes me being there and watching is difficult because I'm always so like in my head and concerned.
Like, is Sheila really like enjoying this?
But when I'm like not watching, I could just visualize whatever I want to visualize.
Like a picture something grand and crazy and awesome.
And hearing the sounds is kind of dope.
And to watch her, well, not watch her, but but to listen to her,
actually have an orgasm, it's like, it's kind of hot.
Right.
Even though you're out there.
Right. Right. And no video, obviously, just audio.
And he makes me come every time. I feel like maybe the first couple, two, three times it wasn't.
But then the last couple times, it was always two orgasms consistently, like back to back.
And it was impressive how fast we would get there. We were getting very good at it because I was going maybe every other week or once a month.
So it's really about being familiar with partner.
And I think that's the hardest part with these bowls is that I'm not consistently playing with them.
But we did have that one bull who while I was pregnant, we played consistently all throughout my pregnancy.
And he still never made me come.
Yeah.
Really?
Yeah.
Yeah, he did.
So, but I honestly think like your late 30s, like even just this last week, I was like,
are you doing something different with your dick?
And he's like, no.
And I was like, it just feels so much better.
I'm like, something is changing inside me.
Yeah, yeah, that's very metaphor.
And I'm like, you got 10 years of that.
I can't.
It's so amazing.
I'm like, now I get the whole like internal stimulation and being able to come.
Yeah.
So using my brain and my imagination for fantasy world and then having the dick inside me and not even having to play with my clip, I've always had to have double.
But now I'm getting the point even like I came in different positions.
Like I came riding him for the first time in my life in the last two months.
So all these doors are starting to open up where.
Like I've spent like 10 years of my life never orgasming with somebody.
Now it's like I could get multiple ones.
So it's like I can't wait for my 40s because this is going to be better.
Yeah, it already sounds better.
Tell me some other new stories.
I mean like I don't know where you want to go.
Do you want to tell me like a super hot story that happened recently, Sheila, or detail one of your hot sex capades with somebody?
I don't know.
I remember like I said, you're good at telling details you've been practicing.
Yeah. So I always go back to, so for my birthday, we got a hotel down here and my favorite bowl came down.
Mr. Dick Me Down. And we- That was the guy that, like, he had a whole time disconnected.
Yes, because he's very sexy. Yeah. Yeah.
And I remember, like, taking pictures in the hotel room and I'm getting ready. And he shows up and I'm, like, on the bed, taking nudes.
And he, like, walks in the room, has a key. And we instantly have chemistry.
Like he just has that sensual energy.
I never have to tell him to do something different.
He just naturally comes.
And we like kiss and we reconnect.
It's been like over a year since I've seen him and it's like we didn't skip a beat.
And he is so fit.
I'm like amazed at how fit he is.
And he's very particular.
And he went to all carnivore diet, which is just an interesting fact.
And so we get to like kind of reconnect and talk and I get dressed and we get to go downstairs to the bar.
and we're sitting and he has his hand on my thigh and he's just leaning in.
We've had one drink and we're talking about different types of tequila and he leans over and
I'm feeling a little saucy and he's like, I want to fuck you.
Like I'm like, okay, let's go.
We're like right in the hotel.
We get to go upstairs and undress and I like take off his shirt and we have it.
It's one of our sexiest videos.
I take it as clothes off and we have the whole undressing of the session.
and I'm on my knees and I just get to enjoy his cock like so much.
It's so big.
It's slightly bigger than Jay's.
Right.
And I only know that because I can only fit like a small amount of his dick in my mouth.
Right.
And we start to play because Jay's still working.
And we get to, this is like my birthday present.
I get to fully enjoy him solo.
And Jay ends up coming in after we start playing a little bit.
And it's such a great.
I love watching video back because I'm very much in the moment and I have my eyes close
sometimes.
And so when I watched back at these videos, I'm like, this is the hottest.
Plus we have this amazing room.
It's got this beautiful view, all this wood.
And Jay walks in and he's like, oh, okay, this is what's going on.
And one of my favorite parts I asked for this for my birthday gift was like, I want to be shared.
I want you to go back and forth in doggy style.
I'm bent over the bed, my ass is out.
And Jay and him are like taking three, four, five strokes and then, like, taking it out.
And that sensation that it creates when the dick comes out is just, like, almost orgasmic.
I'm like, or they hold still and they pause.
And then I'm feeling all of that, like, pressure and energy.
And I love hearing them almost like the voices that I love during, like, a gang bang where they're like, okay, you're next.
okay and you're hearing the men kind of talk about like how wet the pussy is and how great it is
and that's what i want them to do is to share me and to like oh okay and then they have a little
conversation and talk about my pussy the whole time and it's just one of the best memories i want
a big birthday gift over and over would you ever do it gang me you know if we did it would be
probably like everybody's tested and we've kind of vetted all of them and and there would be kind of
like a preface to it like hey I don't want to just be fucked hard like it would be a very sensual gang
thing yeah uh it not in the typical sense so yes I would like that but I don't really love to
suck dick all the time so it would be very much like them taking turns on me it would be for me
not for them yeah well that's typically what a gang bang is and you know what they do
Sheila, they get a fluffer that blows them to get them hard.
So you don't have to do the work, okay?
That's what it's all about.
You just get a fluffer.
Come on, Jay, don't you know how a gang thing works?
Yeah.
I mean, Jay could fluff them.
Oh, yeah, you're right.
Jay, say it out loud, I suck dick, okay?
Let's get you used to it.
You suck dick.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do you like guys blow you too?
You go, you do both, right?
You suck a dick and you let a guy blow you, right?
right, both things?
Yeah, I mean, I would probably
mostly let the guy suck my dick before I blow him.
But with this lifestyle, it's been me just sucking a dick.
And, like, and, you know, honestly, it's been fun.
It's been cool.
I've actually starting to enjoy it.
At first, I was like, man, this is going to sound bad,
but I'm doing it.
I'm like, man, this is kind of gay.
You know, I like that you.
I love that, you know, you are both people.
You're the guy that sucks a dick,
and we'll get his dick suck by a guy,
but yet you're also the guy that thinks there's a stigma around it.
It's very honest of you and it's very real life.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
Yeah.
But when you start doing it and you realize, like,
you know,
I think the biggest thing for me is the fact that Sheila allows me to do it without, like,
judging me and like,
and she likes it and she enjoys it.
And because of that,
I could put away the stigma and be like,
you know what,
we're just having a good time.
Yeah.
We're just having a good time.
Everybody's having fun.
it feels good. I love the energy that it gives to, because once again, she doesn't like the suck dick a lot.
And he wants his dick suck. And to get this thing going, I can help. I quote unquote, I guess it be the fluffer, right? So yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And for you, you, yeah, go on. Sorry, you go.
No, no. With that birthday gift that I kind of gave her and whatnot because I paid for the hotel. I set it up and everything.
It was very sexy because she texts me and she was like, he's here.
And like, and I'm really, really happy about this.
I guess, I guess when she saw him, she was like, wow.
Like, I forgot how sexy he was.
And for me, I love hearing that.
And to walk in while they're already like doing stuff, that was really, really hot.
Because in my mind, I'm, think about this.
I'm driving to the hotel and I'm thinking like, what the fuck are they doing right now?
that question mark.
And so
to walk in and see him like in play
it was really high for me.
Yeah, I can imagine.
I mean, listen,
you know,
whether you're a cuck queen or a cuckold
and I talk,
I say use the word cuck for any guy
that's into seeing his girl with someone else.
I don't know you stag,
whatever, you know.
I've heard of the scenarios
when the people talk about like walking in on the middle.
Like it's one thing of setting it up,
being there watching,
getting the video solo.
But there is that thing of walking.
I'm walking in on that everyone kind of talks about like, oh, that was like the most exciting.
You know, it's kind of like a porn, right?
Yeah.
I mean, that's a fantasy of mine.
Yeah.
That's a fantasy of mine is to like to come home and she's like just fucking some dude on our bed, which I don't see has never happened.
Because we keep the play outside of the home.
Yeah, I get it.
But then again, yeah.
But we have talked about inviting my ex over.
Yeah.
And having like a nanny cam and having him in the garage being able to watch on the nanny cam.
But your guy would, but you're not going to tell the guy, right?
No.
Oh my God.
No.
Yeah.
But, uh, I mean, I mean, that's kind of difficult to do because we have a kid and whatnot.
But like, if there was ever aware, like, and she basically is cheated on me because she didn't tell me about this.
And I come home and like, and she's like fucking some dude upstairs.
I mean, it'd be kind of hot.
It would have to be done, right?
You should have to pick the right guy
to make sure, like, this guy is not like
some guy that I'm going to run into
or tell people that I know
because I'm kind of popular in the city.
So, like, so I wouldn't want, you know,
the guy to have a big mouth.
So it would have to be a lot of vending on someone who, like,
understands the game,
understands how to keep their mouth shut.
But for me to come home from work and I'm like,
what the fuck does that sound?
Who the hell?
Is this TV playing?
And they see how fucking.
some hot dude,
it would be kind of hot.
Yeah, that's a, that's a fantasy.
Like I said, that's like a porn.
That's what, like, it's not just your fantasy.
It's a lot of guys that, you know,
pressed play on this episode because they love to hear
hot wiping stories and guys who share stories
because they wish they could do it.
Their fantasy, too, is what they're jerking off to, too,
you know, but, and so.
And I know, I watch those same porn.
Yeah.
I'm clicking on those porn.
And they have millions of views.
For a reason.
Yeah, no, exactly.
So I think that that's like, you know, I'm a little bit of a cut queen.
I like a guy.
I like, you know, maybe you could do this for you, Jay, because you would like it.
But like I like to, and because you like the sound too, I would like to see my guy, fuck another girl.
And so I'm always like, oh, if I was going to create cuck queen porn, because there's not a lot of that out there for women.
I'm like, with this scenario I would do is I would go with my guy to a hotel and we'd get two hotel rooms adjacent, you know?
And I would have my guy in the other room fucking somebody while I could listen.
You know what I mean?
It's like, so it's kind of like a hot fantasy, I think.
Like you would be, say you got two hotel rooms, you stay in one side and she's in the other
room and she, you know, that guy doesn't know, but you're in the other room kind of
listening and you could go fuck her after or you could walk in on her that way, you know,
but you're like listening to it on the other side.
I think that's a hot.
Or have video.
Live stream.
It's a live stream.
Well, I think not being able to see there's something about that wondering and then you
could walk in, like you build up the fucking sort of, like, you build up the fucking sort of, like,
like denying yourself. I don't know.
Like, you know, not knowing, but hearing it and then getting so turned on and then you
could walk in her. You can make that an only fan's hot porn. I just think it's a hot scenario.
Yeah, that is. I mean, I mean, we have a lot of options of false fantasies.
Like, we're still looking for that one by guy that I could fully top. And we can see how
we can, like, kind of push the envelope on Sunday with the guy that we go with the Instacart guy.
Oh, my God. Instacartime. I love it. Give out all your information of where people,
people could find you and what they could find and, you know, just so everyone knows while they're listening,
they don't have to write anything down because I'll put a link in the description, but give a shout
to your OnlyFans and your Twitter and like what they could find on there and all that good stuff.
Yeah, so, so on Twitter, it's at Hot Wife Sheila.
So we keep it pretty simple, Hot Wife Sheila.
And on OnlyFans, is Sheila exposure?
I don't even know.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, yeah, I remember.
Yeah, on the only fan.
Okay, cool.
And they could see a lot of these videos, right?
Stuff like this.
It's this kind of stuff.
Like it's like hot wiping scenes and are you fucking guys and Jay, you're in them too?
Yeah, yeah.
We kind of post everything.
Even me giving a blow job, which just turned out to be something like the most demand videos.
Like they love seeing.
And I think it's because I'm black to see.
First of all, to see a cuck black husband is already rare.
But then to see a cuck.
a cuck black husband blowing the bull
is even more rare.
Yeah, you're going against all the alpha black man
stereotypes, you know what I mean?
Which I think is great because trust me, there's...
And I have a big cock too, so it's like, wait,
so you're a cuck with a big cock and you're black?
Yeah, because like a lot of people think
the guy that shares his wife is the guy that
thinks he can't please her.
So, and this is never the fucking case.
Any guy that allows
his girl to go fuck a guy, and a lot of times
they're into them fucking guys with bigger cocks,
they have to be pretty secure to do that.
I see them as opposite of what people see it, you know,
because most guys would be so insecure for their girl to go and be with a guy that's more well-endowed.
So I feel like the guy that allows that and gets off on that is pretty fucking confident.
Yeah, exactly.
This is exactly how I feel.
Thank you for saying that.
Yeah, it's very true.
And so anybody that's in this world understands that, but it's like the people on the outside listening don't really get it.
And if they really think about it, that's what's going on here.
You got to be really secure in who you are and your,
manlyhood to be able to do all the things you're doing, including sucking a dick and saying it out loud.
So, you know, the more people like you talk about it and do it, the more other people could have the
balls to come out to because you're getting all those downloads and I'm getting all the emails,
you know, because people are into it and black guys are sucking dick.
Okay, sorry, it's not just a white guy thing.
It's not just a gay guy thing.
It's an every guy thing just like it's an every girl thing for them to eat snatch.
I mean, it just is, you know.
A lot of people are just.
down and sometimes it doesn't even mean anything.
When I had Dr. Joe Cordone, he explained
like there's, you know,
there's sometimes there's your sexual orientation
and sometimes there's just your erotic orientation.
And he's like some guys could suck a dick
just because it's hot and in the moment, but it doesn't mean
anything. It doesn't mean they have to identify
themselves as being by or anything.
It just means in the moment, if there's a dick around,
they're horny and it's erotic to them,
they'll do it. And why not?
Who the fuck cares?
Right, right.
100%.
Because it should be.
truth is I don't find guys attractive.
I would never look at a guy like damn.
I would love to sleep with him.
But if you add my wife into the mix and we all turned on and horny and dick hard and
pussy wet and everybody's having a good time, like fuck it out.
I'm not going to hold back.
And the fact that Sheila enjoys it, you know, the thing about it is that she is so beautiful.
When I see her like moan and give me that and give me that face, she could tell me to do
anything and I'll probably do it.
Yeah, exactly.
And you guys are like blowing him together.
That's like an erotic thing that you're.
sharing with her. So I think that's the difference. And that's what people that engage that way
understand, but people on the outside don't, you know. And when he came on my, on my show and explain that,
it made so much sense because I can't tell you how many times I have heard a guy say, oh, I like to suck
dick every now and then or I'll hook up with a guy, but I'm not by and I'm not into guys. And I'd be
like, what do you mean? You know, he doesn't make sense. But he made it all make sense, you know? And it makes
sense in your situation. Like when you're in that really hot erotic thing, getting your fantasy of sharing your
girl, you'll suck a dick, but it's not like you're in a parking lot, maybe doing it by yourself,
or you're not going to meet a guy in a bar and start getting hard for him at that moment.
But in that moment with your wife and, like, maybe you're so turned on, you'll suck a dick.
Makes sense.
Yeah.
Although, uh, Sheila would enjoy that.
Yeah.
And you never know.
You might get there.
Yeah.
Still doesn't mean anything in that erotic moment in the parking lot.
You could do it.
Anyway, you guys, thanks so much for calling it.
Do me a favor.
send me like some hot picks of yourself for my Patreon.
For Patreon, I mean, R-rated.
I think you have access to my Discord already.
I have a content channel in there for content creators,
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And I will, I'm able to give free memberships for Patreon.
So what I do for my guests is I'll give you a free membership from one month
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