Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1027 - Stan is Into Adult Bookstores, Hooking up with Guys and Other Men’s Wives and More!
Episode Date: February 4, 2025Stan is into adult bookstores, hooking up with guys and other men’s wives and more and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how when he was younger he was a D...ead Head and all the guy on guy action that he took part in at the concerts, how and when he started going to adult bookstores and why he gets the best head there, how he then started hooking up with the sissys he met there, what he would do with them and how their “sluttiness” turned him on, how how he started hooking up with his friend’s wife on the dl, the time he f-ed her while he was home and how that gave him the courage to go after more married women, the young married woman he started banging and how her husband walked in on them and how he reacted, where he saw her husband years later, how he met his new wife and why he doesn’t cheat on her “as much,” how and why the bookstore scene seems to be drying up, how he’s trying to get his new wife to be more sexually adventurous plus a whole lot more. **To see a pic of MICHELLE plus see pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://beducate.me/pd2504-anonymous Use code anonymous to get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off https://bluechew.com Get the first-month FREE https://shop.butterwellness.com/pages/vday Get 20% off your The Perineum Massager by Butter Wellness. Go to butterwellness.com and use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20$ off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Okay, today I have another episode with another guy who just fucking talked and told a great
story.
I don't have to do anything.
His name is Stan.
he's a guy that's into guys and fucking guys' wives and he's done a lot of shit he's just
always been a freak if you ask me a lot of times on this episode he's like it i don't know i think
i just know how to like you know give someone a look and you know they want to do what i want to do
but i just think freaks know other freaks i think it's an unspoken thing because this guy
winds up in all kinds of crazy situations but he did get into like glory holes and bookstores and
you know uh guys sucking his dick and doing all that kind of stuff he loves cissy uh cissies
he loves dominating them when he talks about why he loves dominating them and you know just guys in the
bookstore and how slutty they are and he loves a slutty anyone and uh he's very slutty himself he's been
married twice first wife he cheated on a lot second wife that he's been with he doesn't cheat as much
but he does do this stuff on the deal and he talks all about it like i said he just goes on i don't
have to say one effing word i even said it to him on this podcast i'm like what did i do in my past life like
last year that this year has kicked off with like all these people that are just calling in and
just doing their thing. I don't say one word. It's so great. So I'm going to get right to it and be
right back on with Stan. Hi Stan. Welcome to the Strickland-N-Imas podcast. How are you today?
Hey, Kathy Kay. How are you doing? I'm doing good. You've been listening to my show for years,
you said. You were trying to tell me your whole life story. You're trying to tell me your whole life story
before we start taping. I'm like, uh-uh, I want to hear it. I'll dump it on me while we're talking.
I'm going to give the short story stand of your story,
and then you're going to tell me your whole story.
You sound really slutty when it comes to what you do.
Anyway, you're like a guy, and you started off your email to me.
Like, I really love cissy boys.
Like, you like to take charge of cissy boys.
You got, I think you go to adult bookstores.
You're one of those guys that's into guy-on-guy action.
I'll get all the information from you.
And, you know, and that's like your story.
You were married at some point, right?
but you do a lot of stuff with dudes.
I think that's what we're going to be mainly focused on in this conversation, correct?
With sissy boys.
I don't know if you call them dudes, right?
Sissy boys, cissy boys?
Well, I mean, I just call them cissies.
Cissies, okay.
For the most part, you know, and I've been involved with this for an awful long time.
Right.
And you meet them like in glory holes and that kind of stuff, correct?
And you also, you like, cuckold with like couples and shit?
I don't know.
Yeah, I have. So I find the glory holes are the best hunting grounds is what I've found,
the bookstores, because, you know, life on the internet is full of, what do we call them,
wankers, right? Everybody's, you know, all talk and no action. So when you go to the bookstores,
everybody's there for the same reason. Yeah, but let me ask you this, because I know you've been
married twice and then we're going to go back, but real quick, like during those marriages,
were you doing this kind of stuff on the DL?
The first one I was, yep.
Okay, the second one you weren't?
I have not.
Oh, you're still with the second one?
Me.
Well, I guess I have a little, yeah.
Okay.
All right, so, okay, so let's get to the beginning of, like, you realizing that you were into dudes.
Like, was that early on?
Did you find out in high school or, like, whatever, that you were kind of interested and curious?
Well, yeah, I mean, you know, teenage fumbling.
Yeah.
Everybody, everybody starts there, right?
Yeah.
And so I'm a child of the 70s and the 80s.
I was, you know, I'm a baby boomer.
So the end of the baby boomers.
So we, you know, the 70s were a little different.
And leading into the 80s, things were quite the different time back then.
So when I got myself out of high school, I started following the Grateful Dead.
Okay.
Good old deadheads.
Nobody gives better head than a deadhead, right?
Yeah, it's funny.
I don't think I've ever had a sex story start with.
I started following the dead.
But this leads to you hooking up with guys.
This is kind of interesting.
Well, yes.
I don't know what you know about the Grateful Dead days,
but the Deadheads and the touring,
we used to travel to a lot of cities
and go to a lot of different concerts.
And there was a lot of free love hippies around, let's call it.
Yeah.
And so I've always had a way,
because of my teenage fumbling years with boys and girls,
I've always just known how to look at someone
and kind of make a move on them
and understand if they're open, their player,
they're willing to, you know, get down and dirty.
And when you go to these dead shows,
they're all-day events, they're overnight events,
their weekend events,
and, you know, everybody would have tents and cars
and hippie buses and all this sort of shit
that they would drag around.
So there was a lot of cool places to kind of hang out and get down and dirty.
And, you know, you get these little girls that are running around, you know, 25-year-olds, 20-year-olds that are, you know, might be a little buzzed because it's a concert and there's a lot of partying going on.
And, you know, they're pretty willing and easy to take their clothes off and get down and dirty with you.
So well, so ain't the boys.
Yeah.
So you'd see these boys and girls and they'd be all dressed up in their hippie outfits.
flowing pants and skirts and dudes would wear skirts and girls would wear pants and everybody would
wear whatever and I'd fuck anything that walked really I I didn't have men and women men and women
well yeah I mean I didn't like fucking men so much as I like fucking women but I love getting blow jobs and
you know boys would blow you just as fast as a girl would sometimes a little faster actually
because, you know, I, so when I used to follow the dead, I was, I was what they called one of the candy man.
You know, I used to have some, some, fuck, it was the drugs back then, you know, everybody sold them, everybody had them, and everybody did them.
And I used to be able to acquire them and help people with them.
So, you know, it was the 80s. It was the early 80s.
And so that kind of always held you in a different zone.
than some other people. I had money. I was, you know, I wasn't some destitute fucking drugged out hippie.
Yeah. I was there for a reason. I was an entrepreneur, let's say.
So I could, you know, you could dance around, you could wander around the parking lots.
You could find people. You'd see them coming in and out of tents. You'd see them coming in out of buses.
You'd stop. You'd talk to them. And next thing, you know, you'd be kind of looking them in the eye.
And you'd see that little sparkle. You'd see that little twinkle. No, I'm only 20 years old or in
early 20s and you know horny is the fucking billy goat fuck anything that walks really any chance you
get to unload and you would so it really kicked me off as far as you know i can bang anybody anything
i'm i'm all in on it and you know girls were fun because i got a good personality i'm built
good i'm not you know some pawn star monster or nothing but i got a nice girth i got a nice size and
I know how to use it.
I keep it trim.
It looks good.
All that sort of stuff.
Always has.
Always did.
A really good looking guy.
So, you know, it was easy to make a play anytime.
And what I learned rather quickly and abruptly that sometimes these girls, I'd come out of the tent
after fucking banging them.
And, you know, it would be their boyfriend sitting like right there in the front of the
boss or right outside on a stool or something like that.
And I was always like, oh, this is a little weird.
And, you know, but you'd sit there and you start talking to him.
And next thing you know, you're kind of, they're looking at you and looking you up and down and
see them checking you out.
And, you know, hey, fucking stiff dick's got no contents and wouldn't take long back in the tent.
And once you realize what these guys were willing to do, it was, it was easy, you know.
We just fucking lay back and let them have their way with you is what it turned into.
But so were you a top or bottom or switch?
It sounds like you were switched.
Well, you know, Kathy, I've never gotten good on labels.
Well, do you like to get fucked in this?
the ass or fuck people in the ass or you're open to both?
I don't really like to get fucked in the ass.
Okay, so that would make you more of a top.
That's the label.
Yeah, I guess it would.
You know, a dominant submissive, that sort of thing.
You know, I guess you would call me a dominant top.
Okay.
Like I said, labels have never really been my thing.
No, I know, but you were painting the picture of a guy that would see a guy checking
you out when he came out after fucking his life and then you'd let him do whatever he wanted
from you.
That sounds more like a sub.
But you wouldn't let him fuck you in the ass.
you weren't into that.
Oh, no, no, no.
And most of them weren't either.
They were long-haired hippies, you know?
Were they blowing you or doing anything or nothing?
Most of the time, they would just blow me.
Oh, my God.
You know, that was, well, that was kind of what I liked.
Oh, I know.
All right.
We're eight minutes in and we're just at you're 17.
Like, let's get, though, to when you, like, get older.
So you're, like, you're young and in this world and everything's kind of like,
it's interesting.
Listen, I never, because there's such a stigma around guy and guy action.
I didn't realize, like, in that hippie world, it was, like, totally cool.
even back then.
Totally.
Yeah, that's great.
It was very free.
It really, really was.
It was left over from the 60s and the 70s, I guess.
Yeah, that's, that's great.
It was very free.
It really, really was.
It was left over from the 60s and the 70s, I guess.
And it was that lifestyle of all the deadheads, the traveling deadheads.
They were, they were haunting motherfuckers too.
No, but actually very open to the, like I said, even in the Swinger world, nowadays,
so many years later, they were so anti-examined.
guy and guy action that I can't believe I've never heard about this world where guy and guy action
was accepted and it's in the deadhead world which is great I've never heard of it it it was no big deal
back yeah that's cool it really really wasn't and that that that kind of rolled right through the 90s
until in that world yeah in that world yeah I love it okay so you were a deadhead and that's what
wow I love it I'm so glad you called in some I rarely get firsts at this time in my career you
know what I mean?
That's our first.
You never forget you first, they don't.
Yeah, yeah.
You know, I might have.
Yeah, so wait, so then now when do you start going to, like, adult, like, bookstores and doing the global thing?
Yeah.
So, to make a long story short or a short story long, so I ended up banging one of these girls, knocked her up, right?
Now all of a sudden you've got to do the right thing I've heard.
And so we got married, had a little baby.
And I come to find out very quickly, my first wife,
a lot of mental health issues.
So things weren't going
as well as they wanted in the home life.
So, you know,
guys got to get out. And what happened
was I was working for this job
doing alarm work.
We're doing surveillance
and installations and
and, you know, burglar alarms and all that shit.
And all the porn stores had them. And I remember
going into one in fucking Maine or somewhere
out in Shittsville like that.
Yeah. And it was like
all these fucking boots
full of horny old men
and I was like, what the fuck are they all doing here?
You didn't know.
You didn't know. I didn't know.
I was in my mid-20s and didn't really know.
So, you know, you're looking around and you're hanging up alarm systems and all this shit.
And it kind of dawned on me like, hey, I know what that smell is.
You know, that's fucking stinky.
And then come to find out, I've got something in the greater metro area where I live up here.
and went in one day and you know nothing like getting a blow job from a guy that just wants to blow you
they there are dudes that just suck cock better than any woman i've ever known and and i just got to say
they're fucking good at it and and you know i'm a horny fucking dude so hey had at it you know
they want to go they you know what what are you going to do right let let's go and you could go in there
drop five bucks into a machine and fucking get a blow job and and be gone
your nuts are empty and off you dance.
And it's like, hey, I can go home now after work, no big deal, you know.
And so you start looking at these people a little closer and thinking back of these days
when I used to travel around following the Grateful Dead.
And you look somebody in the eye and you can get a notion on kind of, you know, who they are
and what they like to do.
And, you know, you make a lot of assumptions and sometimes you're wrong.
Half the time you're wrong, maybe.
but you look at these guys and then you know as i got used to the going to these bookstores and
finding these dudes some want to blow you some want to get blown some are just stinky and skanky
and trolls and you know you wouldn't let them within 40 feet of you're in real life and uh and they
come to find out you'd look into a go into a booth and look through one of these glorioles and
you'd see this dude in there and his wife's clothes or you know dressed up or in
in her underwear or wearing her little panties and that sort of thing.
And it was like, oh, hey, you know, there's a spark there.
This guy's got to be pretty sexual.
So fucking bang on the door, open, look through the window.
Hey, you, what are you doing?
You know, got something for you over here.
And seven times out of ten, they'd come looking over and, you know,
you'd stick their mouth up to the glory hole and start dobbling on you and gobble it.
And go at it.
And perfect.
So, you know, as time goes on, you start kind of seeing these same people.
Let's not use any names, but you can kind of remember this guy.
I've seen this guy in here before.
And hey, he's pretty good.
So you're standing there.
And when you go into these video stores where they have all these boots, it's like this circus in the back room.
It's like a merry-go-round.
Everybody walks around in circles.
They poke their head in a door and they'll stand there.
Nobody talks to each other.
Well, I fucking, I fucking talk to people.
I don't care. You know, I don't. I'm just going to fucking throw it right out there.
And, you know, hey, you, what are you doing here? And you start talking to them and you can sense that little bit of submissiveness in them or that little bit of a, just you can tell that they're there to blow people and you can just kind of pick up on what they're there for. And, you know, so then you walk into a booth with them and get them down on their knees. And, you know, these are regular dudes. Sometimes these are like,
People you'd see at the grocery store working in or, you know, they work in the fucking junkyard or the pot store or, you know, these are men.
Yeah.
They just want to suck dick.
And, hey, you have at it, buddy.
So, you know, and then, you know, as you get more and more used to it, it'd be like, hey, why don't you, you know, drop, don't you get your ass naked in here or take off your pants or something like that.
And, you know, play with yourself while you're doing this.
Yeah.
And, you know, you've got to be quick.
You got to be fast.
You got to be smooth.
You got to talk to them like they want to hear.
And men are, men are sluts.
They, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they have learned is they
fucking love it when you talk dirty to them.
Oh, yeah.
And they love it.
Oh, my God.
It's unbelievable, Kathy.
You start, you know, hey, you little slut, suck my cock.
And, and, oh, my God, they start fucking goblin.
And, and, and it was like, holy shit, like, hey, you fucking skank, suck my balls.
And that thing, you know, they're like, fucking going.
matter and it's like oh my god it's it's amazing to me still okay fucking grab me on the head and
fucking just start fucking their mouth and and they're like gobbling and gacking and making all
these noises and i'm like getting off on that's like oh my god my wife won't do this my fucking
old girlfriend won't do this right that you can just fucking pound away on them and and
you know and then they're like all right look out i'm gonna fucking blow a load on you and they just
start goggling more and fucking gurgling and and next thing you know boom you'd fucking dump
a load you fucking slap them across the face and call them a little whore and and walk out
the door and they're just standing there's fucking kneeling in the booth fucking jerking off and
you're like yeah he like that you know and and i'd always walk out of a booth and i'd be like
hey yeah you that guy in there you know he's fucking fucking fucking everybody's cock go for it and you know what
fucking 99% of those guys in there are there to suck cock and they don't want them.
They don't want that fucking little sissy in there to suck their cock because they want to be the one that was on their fucking knees blowing me.
And it's like, God damn, you know, I can only do this a couple of times a night, you know.
Oh, yeah.
But so, you know, that's how it always went.
You just, you know, now I'm like on the fucking roll.
I'm banging them.
I'm fucking chasing pussy.
I'm chasing fucking little cock suckers everywhere.
because home life is kind of dull.
My wife's in and out of the fucking, you know,
healthcare facilities because she's got health issues
and I'm kind of a home alone, single dad.
So I'm out and about all the time.
And, you know, we got friends.
And, you know, here we go down this road now.
So, you know, I'm sitting there with a couple of friends of ours,
a husband and wife, and we're drinking and having a good old time,
talking around.
And, you know, you look at the wife and you see that looking right.
And it's like,
Oh, hey, I know that look.
Nah, no, no, no, no.
Oh, wait, she was a deadhead, too.
Hmm.
You know, and you're looking at her, and I'm like,
ah, this is my friend's wife.
I got to stay the fuck away from this.
I can go get late anywhere, you know.
Yeah.
And it didn't, and next thing, you know,
in the kitchen alone, sneak up behind her,
give her a little kiss on the neck.
And it's like, hey, babe, you know.
And you get girls just the right way,
and they'll just like a sissy boy.
melt. They'll just, they'll just
fucking melt, and they can't, you know,
and you kind of grind into them a little bit,
a little carefully, you know, because you don't want to
overstep the bounds too much to begin
with, you know, you got to kind
of, you know, the husband's sitting in the other
fucking room, you know, so
you kind of got to be a little sly about
these sort of things, and, you know, grind into them a little
bit, let them feel you're kind of rubbing
into their ass a little bit, you know, you get
a fucking boner, and they
they, you know, they grind back a little bit,
and then you got to kind of back away, and
You know, you play the cards right and doesn't take long and, you know, visit a two or three later and all of a sudden, you know, you'd get down and dirty.
And if you play your cards right, you're banging her.
Yeah.
And, you know, it was always no strings.
No, no.
Everybody knew it was just, I, so I have this term.
Sorry if I just go on and on.
Oh, my God.
No, no, you don't understand.
I'm just thinking, like, what did I do last year to roll into this year and have one guest after a number?
other just be so fucking good at telling a story that I could just sit here and put my microphone
on my lap and listen what are you kidding i'm so fucking happy you just ramble i had a guy on rob
did you listen to rob's episode yet he was the other day you yes he was like you was like you was like
a dream come true i just taped into the lady i taped today was the same like you i'm like i don't know
what i did in my past year that this life is so much better every i guess is fucking great at telling a
story. So you just keep rambling, Stan. You got a, you got a great show, Kathy. And, you know, it can't help but to
tell this story. I've wanted to call in for a long time. No, ramble on. Wait, I should have even
interrupt you. Ramble on. I'm not going to talk once. Keep going. Jeez, you know, I'm getting old. I forgot
where I was. Oh, you were just talking about how, like, you did all the friends' wives and all that,
like you were out there. Well, that's okay. So, so there I was. I'm like, you know, next thing you know,
I'm fucking my friend's wife.
And, you know, I'm a little worried about this sort of thing because, you know,
people get shot doing that kind of stuff, you know.
So, so I'm trying to play it cool and I'm trying to, you know, not be real obvious about it.
But I always had this term and I called it sport fucking one.
Yeah.
And that was what I always would say to him.
I'm like, hey, you know, listen, honey, I'm not here to be your husband.
I'm not here to be your boyfriend.
I'm just here for so, for some, for some.
I'm spot fucking. If you're in, you're in. If not, all right, thanks. Didn't mean to offend you.
Hope we can still be friends. Let's just fucking carry on, you know? And, you know, by then,
they're already melting a little bit. You're looking them in the eye. Well, you're telling them
that. You're kind of rubbing your balls and looking them up and down. And, you know, you know the look.
I just, I learned the look a long time ago. And you know when, when you're just, you're going to
score. You can just tell. And, and I think a lot of that was because of those grateful dead days.
with all those loose hippie girls that would just look you in the eye and pretty much nod
and the way you'd go sport fucking and and it was you know it was awesome so anyway so i i won this
first first woman that i started banging you know i was pretty careful about what i was doing
and and you know that kind of went its way you fuck six or eight times and then it's kind of like
you know i need the kind of get some new pussy and i need to find another piece ass and you kind of
along and and I found great pickings with with my old friends and and their wives or girlfriends or
that sort of thing because we had this social circle of people and and you know I don't know if word
got out I don't know if you know women talk that much amongst themselves where they tell you
hey you know he's a good ass piece of ass or you know I know guys do it we always talk about women
you know yeah his wife boy I'd love to bang her well hey I did she was fucking great you know
so and you you you you you start looking at all these different people in the social circle and
and you get that look in the eye and they'll look up and down and next thing you know they're
checking you out and I'm checking them out so I I was never shy about any chasing any of them
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about it a little more open about it because they were they were you know
So if we're sitting in someone's house, there's six or seven people there and, you know, she's
kind of flirty, well, I'm going to be a little flirty back with her.
It's no big deal to me, you know, and kind of let it lead on.
And, you know, you'd get some pissed off boyfriend or pissed off husband, but they weren't like
mad at me.
They were mad at her, it seemed.
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Kind of let it lead on.
And, you know, you'd get some pissed off boyfriend or pissed off husband,
but they weren't like mad at me.
They were mad at her, it seemed.
So I didn't give a fuck, you know,
hey, I'm going to go have another cocktail and see if I can get a blowjob.
You know, what's the fuck?
There's nothing wrong with that.
And I fucking eight times out of ten, I would.
And, you know, I got a little more adventures.
and a little more brave and a little more perhaps stupid,
but I would just fucking chase them all.
So I find myself doing this guy's wife,
and she was a nice piece of ass.
I really kind of enjoyed her.
And we're banging away,
and I don't know what the hell we were doing,
but we were all out somewhere.
It was five or six of us.
And we come walking back out of a,
I think we were in a fucking campground or something,
And we kind of come walking back out together pretty close.
And we walk over to where everybody's setting down.
And I see him looking at me.
And she's got this big shit-eaten grin on her face.
She's all plushed and, you know, pretty fucking, she was fucked good.
And I see him looking at me.
And he's giving me kind of like the stink eye.
But I see him looking at her.
And he's got this bigger look and smile.
And he's just getting to figure out if he wants to be pissed off or not.
And I'm like, I think he knows shit.
So I'm fucked.
You know, I got to get the fuck out of here before I get shot.
So I leave and, you know, weren't but a day or two later.
She calls my house just long before cell phones.
And she's like, hey, why don't you stop over this weekend?
So, you know, being young and dumb and full of calm, I'm all right.
You know, I'll go over and visit.
And we go over to visit and it's just her and him and me.
And we sit around.
We have a drink.
We're smoking a joint.
And, you know, next thing you know,
he fucking disappears
and she's like
I don't know where it went
didn't care, didn't ask
she she fucking climbs on top of me
right in the living room
fucking next thing you know
she's like blowing me
and we're going at it
I fucking bang this shit out of her
and you know
I have a good piece of ass
so we had probably fucked for
I don't know
everybody thinks it's ours
but it's not
it's only 10 15 minutes
something like that
and we fuck good
and we're laying there
and we're kind of like
you know
pushed off the side of
of each other. She's hardly got any clothes on. I'm trying to get my clothes back on because I don't know
where he is. And, you know, another five minutes later, and he walks and sets down, let me tell you,
you know, you can smell when people have had sex in the room. You can smell it. You know,
and it's stank. And I'm like, you know, I should light a fucking candle. I should do something.
You know, I should get the fuck out of here. And he just sits down and he just starts carrying on and
starts fucking talking with us and like nothing ever fucking happened we have another drink she
fucking gets up she goes about her business i hope she went cleaned up she next thing you know
she fucking comes back and sets down and 11 30 midnight whatever all right see you all later and
off i fucking go and i'm like driving home thinking wow he fucking knew i just fucked his wife
and it's like well this is good this can get even better and better and better as we
fucking go along so you know now i've got all the confidence in the world that i can fuck anything
not that I was lacking it, but I figured, you know, hey, let's go, fucking go bang away.
So I end up chasing another lady that's married.
That situation was kind of weird because her husband was, he was a fucking raven maniac,
but he knew she was fucking me.
And I was all right with that.
I didn't, you know, he wasn't like my best friend or nothing like that.
So, you know, we carry on.
And then I start visiting another friend out of state, and we go up to his house for the weekend.
And now at that point, she's my ex-wife now, but she would travel with me.
I had a daughter.
They would travel, and we'd go up to their place in upstate.
And, you know, it was the same thing.
We'd all be around kitchen table, and I'd look at her, and she'd look me in the eye.
And next thing, not next thing, you know, but over the course of the weekend, we're sneaking off into the barn.
I love sex in the barn.
I'm a fucking old Yankee, you know, hillbilly.
And getting fucked when there's, there's hay around and everything like that.
And you're fucking banging away.
It's, it's awesome.
That's just being outside in the barn like that.
And, you know, she's had horses around everywhere.
So she was always wearing these tight horse riding pants.
And, you know, she loved it when I'd slap her ass and fucking get her from behind and that sort of thing.
And there was another guy that I know, down obviously knew I was fucking her.
because she would walk back in the house all glowing and walking a little funny and I'd walk back in the house and I'd be kind of walking a little funny myself with the wide-eyed look on me and you know all fucking amped up on adrenaline and whatever else and you know hey this was fucking great so that that one played its course out and then further on down the line here as we get into the next decade I guess there was this woman that I know I had known her when we were
younger probably 15 years before this and we had a fling we fought we she was single I was you know
unhappily married and kind of acting like a single guy and we fought we did a lot of stuff together
we were kind of in a different social circle but she was she's probably 15 10 years younger than me
so anyway moving on we we get to this point in life where she's married
and I'm still not.
Okay.
Not married, really.
I mean, I kind of am, but I'm not.
I moved out of my house and left my first wife.
And I was started, we picked up where we'd left off 10 years or 15 years or whatever it was before.
And we're going out together.
We're going out drinking.
We're going out dancing.
And we're out fucking.
I had a house in a different town, you know, half hour away like that.
She'd come over and we'd go out, we'd go out and drink and dance and then we'd go back to my place and fuck.
And I'd bring her home at, you know, four or five o'clock in the morning.
And I'd see the curtain open and I'm dropping her off and, you know, giving her a big kiss.
And she walked in the house, all fucking little bow-legged and happy as shit, you know, because we had a good time.
And she hated her husband.
She couldn't stand him.
So when once I end up, I'm over there because, you know, we were still, I wouldn't say we were a friend.
but, you know, we were in a social circle together and, and that sort of thing.
And I'm over there on New Year's Eve.
And he's fucking hammered.
He got himself fucking wasted because, I don't know, they were having a party and we were there.
And we end up kind of playing around a little bit and everybody's flirting.
And eventually it's, you know, one o'clock, one 30 in the morning, all the parties over.
And we end up downstairs in the house.
They had a little party room or bar room or whatever it was downstairs, you know, a separate room.
And we end up on the couch fucking.
And I'm, you know, we're just having a good time and she'd ride me and I'm on top of her.
And then, you know, I happen to see a little motion and I look up and he's in the stairway.
And I look right at him.
And I never fucking winked.
I never stopped.
I never took a breath.
I just fucking kept going.
And she had no fucking clue that he was there.
So I just fucking went at it.
I just kept pounding on her and just having a fucking good old time.
And fucking dumped a load, fucking made a big, made a fucking, you know, big deal out of it,
tried to make as much noise as I could so it was obvious what was going on and so that he could
enjoy it as much as I was, you know, if that was the case.
Yeah.
And he did.
He fucking enjoyed the shit out of it.
And, you know, afterwards, maybe it was the next day.
We're upstairs because I spent the night there because I was too drunk to fucking go home.
And we're upstairs having breakfast and I see him looking at me.
And, you know, so I don't give a fuck.
I'm confident.
I look at him and I can just see the look in his eye like, and I wanted to say it right there at the table like, hey, you want some, you know.
But I didn't because we're all having breakfast and that sort of thing.
And, you know, that motherfucker, it was probably a year and a half later, you can probably guess where I found him.
In the glory hall?
At the fucking bookstore.
Yeah, I knew it.
And yeah, well, I didn't.
You know, it surprised the fuck out of me.
Yeah.
Because usually if you see somebody in there that you know, you fucking turn right around and you duck and you try to tuck away and try to hide.
And the motherfucker, he's over there and he's fucking blowing people.
And I was like, I'm not going there.
I'm not fucking doing it.
I'm not touching him.
I know I could.
I know I sure he probably wants to, but I ain't going to do it.
I'm just not going to fucking do it.
So, you know, again, there's out of 10 fucking guys that were there, eight of them are ready to blow you.
So, you know, I find one and drag them into a booth and I get loud because I know he's there.
And I start talking to the little cissy the same way I'm talking that I would talk to his wife, calling her a little hawk, calling her a little slut.
You know, you pick you, you have to pick and choose how you talk to people, but you can tell by the way they respond.
And this woman, wife, when I was fucking hurt, she, you know, she'd like some dirty talk.
I wouldn't get too bronchy with her.
But, you know, you could get a little skanky and have a good time.
And so there I am.
I'm, you know, fucking banging the shit out of this little cissy face.
And I'm cuck and calling them all kinds of names.
And, you know, I don't know what it is with men like that, but you can be super dominant with them.
and and push them around the booth and slap their face and tell them you're going to spank their ass
and they just fucking they keep sucking hotter and hotter and harder it blows me away how
how fucking raunchy they can be like that and i'm like you know this is this is fucking great
this is fucking crazy i i'm just fucking having a grand old time right dump a fucking load
walk out of the fucking you know the booth and who do i see but
him.
Yeah.
And he's looking,
rucking right at me.
And I just fucking,
you know,
kind of lift my head up and kind of smile and just fucking walk away.
And I'm like,
you know,
this is the fucking bastard.
I can't ask for anything more than this sort of thing.
You know,
I'm in.
I'm all in on this fucking game.
So now,
I mean,
I end up meeting my second wife.
And I'm starting to get a little older.
And I'm becoming more prominent in the community.
I've had to curtail myself quite a bit as far as what I do and when I do it.
One, I'm madly in love with this gal, and I don't ever want to lose her, but I'm kind of, you know,
still hooked on playing with these little cussies.
I'm hooked on them.
I enjoy the hell out of going after them and just kind of making them do what I want to do.
But it's getting tougher and tougher and tougher to find the good ones.
these days cat the the the bookstores are drying up they're closing
internet porn oh right okay
everybody's home fucking jerking off
it's it's gotta be what it is it's yeah i can't think of any other reason but you go
into them and they're like there's three people there two people there you'll you're
going there you know i always when i go there i would always plan on being there for an hour
or two or whatever you know you can't be like going to be like going to be
in and out of there in 10 minutes type of thing.
So, you know, because you, I want to pick and choose and kind of find the right one,
but they're just, they're dying.
And it's kind of sad because, you know, 20 years ago, you'd go in there.
And it'd be fucking 10, 15, 20 people that some of the ones I'd go to up here in this,
in this metro area, they would be like right next door to, you know, strip clubs.
So, you know, they'd be fucking horny dudes everywhere.
And there was like this whole little underground sex world around there.
And it's going.
I don't know where the fuck everybody's going now.
I don't know if they're just home fucking spanking it or people are hooking up on the
internet or what they're doing.
You know, I look around on PetLife.
They're all wankers.
Check around the double list.
Fucking wankers.
You know, you, you've been, I remember the days of Craigslist.
Craigslist was pretty good when it first started, but then it got, you know, populated with
all the fucking trolls and the trash and the idiots.
And I know you've spoken up.
you used to draw a lot of people on the show from Craigslist.
Yeah, but that was the easy pot to me because you're not saying, hey, come meet me and fuck me.
Oh, yeah, no, no, no, of course not.
Or blow me or whatever.
So you had kind of the easy pot of Craigslist.
You could get somebody to call you, and that would be easy.
But, you know, you could respond to 10 ads and be lucky if you got one person that was legit.
and you'd say, all right, I'm going to meet you at so-and-so's place, park, I'll meet you down there,
we'll sit in the parking lot, we're good, we can go somewhere and you can blow me.
And, you know, again, three-quarters of the time, they'd fucking ghost you, and you'd set there
going, what the fuck am I doing?
Why am I even fucking chasing these people like that, you know?
And go back to the fucking bookstores, and there's the little sissy boys, and there's the guys
that just want to blow you and want you to fucking dominate them.
and, you know, it, it, that's where you end up.
So now it's, it's, it's a whole different fucking world though now.
I don't know, fat life and, and all that shit.
It's, you know, Reddit.
Reddit, I've, I've had a little bit of luck as far as communicating with people.
And some guys are fucking weird, though.
You know, you just can't, you can't figure them out anymore.
Some of the women that you think are women aren't, you know, come to find out.
and some of the, I don't know, it's kind of a hard fucking game out there now.
And I'm, you know, like I just said, I was, I'm kind of slowing myself down an awful lot as far as that goes.
Because one, I'm madly in love with my second wife.
She's 20 years younger than me and we have a great sex life.
There's some adrenaline missing there because she's a little bit banella.
I mean, she, she's, she loves sex, but she doesn't get the adrenaline rush
out of it that I get.
So I'm always kind of wanting to go out and find myself on a little fishy boy that I can
slap around and spank their ass and make them blow me and do all that sort of shit with.
Does she know about any of this stuff or no?
Has this always been like a secret life of yours?
Well, so she has some pretty good ideas about it.
She she doesn't know for sure what I've done.
But I've kind of brought up, you know, the women in my life previously,
and she knows I was kind of a slot.
And that pot I've never really hidden from her.
But she doesn't really know a lot about the cissies.
She kind of has an idea because I'll talk a little bit about, you know,
how guys are good
blowers because I remember back in the
Grateful Dead days. So she
kind of knew about
those times, but she doesn't know
I'm out trolling around the bookstores,
you know, slap ass
and some little cissy boy
that's wearing panties or, you know,
fucking garter belts and stockings and stuff like that,
you know? But you don't do it that much
is what you're saying? I don't know.
No. I really
don't. I, you know, I don't
even do it once a month anymore. Part of it is, you know, like I said, I've kind of becoming prominent
in my community and there's a fear of if something never goes down wrong somehow, you know,
there would be an awful lot of issues, let's say. Of course. Not issues, but, but, you know,
I'm, I'm prominent in a lot of different community activities around here. Yeah, you got to be
careful. Yeah. So, you know, I'm, you know, about an hour away from the metro,
area. So, you know, I don't think there would ever be anything goes down. I don't think there's any more
fear of, you know, police coming into these places or anything. They got bigger fish to fry. But there's
always that, you know, in the back of your head, like, you know, boy, whatever, what would ever happen
if I got myself arrested for something in one of these places doing this sort of shit, you know?
So you've got to really be careful about how you go about it now. But, you know, it's,
There's still times when I find I got 20 bucks and I get a couple hours in between meetings in the metro area and can kind of go over there and troll around and see what they're.
But, you know, it sucks because sometimes you go in there and it's just fucking empty.
Well, there's one guy there or two guys and they're old.
I mean, I'm no youngster, but they're old.
They're fucking stinky.
They're skanks.
They're trolls.
Or they're there for the same thing as me to get fucking bloated and, you know.
And you don't want to blow.
Yeah, yeah.
I don't want to blow anybody no more.
You know, I might have a little bit when I was playing around in the fucking
Grateful Dead days, but, you know, that was kind of good when you're young and dumb and
full of cum, you know.
Yeah.
That sort of thing.
Yeah.
But let me ask you this.
Like, so you've never blown a guy, right?
Like, you're just interested in getting blown.
Because let me just tell you, I get a lot of guys that just want to blow a dick, okay?
Like, honestly, out there, like, calling into my show.
There's tons of those guys.
Oh, I hear them all. I have.
Yeah.
I have back in the Grateful Dead Days when I was chasing around the deadheads,
you get so fucking wasted, somebody's blowing you, they turn around, next thing you know,
they're cocking in your face.
Well, being on a hurt.
It's just sucking some cock.
It's not, you know, I never felt like there was any stigma to it or anything like that.
So, you know, am I mildly buy if you want to use a label?
Probably, you know, if I was in the right situation now and saw the right dick and everything
was so cool, yeah, I'm like,
give it a suck or something like that.
But it's really not my thing.
You know, if I'm in one of these boots looking through a glory hole, you know,
some guy sticks a fucking cock through it.
You know, I just get right up and walk out.
I'm not, you know, that's not my thing like that.
You know, I have little interest in that.
And there's, you know, let me tell you, like you just said, there's nine more guys right
behind me that'll run right in there and drop right down on their knees and just suck that cock
like they know tomorrow, you know.
Yeah.
They want to do it.
Yeah, yeah.
And that's fine.
I'm all open on that.
I'm great for you, young man or old man or whoever you are.
You know, I have no issue with it whatsoever, and you should have been blowing me, you know, or you can or however you want to do it.
Every now and then, you get one of these little cissies, and you know they've been in there for a while.
I used to love when I'd find them the real slutty ones because they'd be wearing nylons, got a belt, panties.
Sometimes they'd have some little fucking training bra or something weird like that.
on or a nighty and you know they get fucking cum stains on them and and you're like oh my god you know
this guy's been here for an hour or two or three and you you know they get near you and you can
just smell their breath and it's like oh my god that's fucking raunchy no shut up and fucking get to work
you know because you know they've been sucking dick for hours and and it's just like i can i don't
know it's a phrodisiac it really fucking turns me on when they like that you know because
they're slutty and I mean fuck I love sluts you know yeah I was gonna say what is it about those
cissies that you like you like how slutty they are and naughty because of the what they're wearing
and all that it's very taboo right it it is for them I think yeah and and and for someone to find that
and understand that and and and and work on them with that and and tell them oh you look cute
you little bannies you a little cissy you know and oh look at the little little
look at the little sissy boy he's got his
nylons on him. Why don't you get on your knees and get
them a little more dirty and come over here?
Oh, hey, what do you say? And you give him a little
slap on the face. You're not hard
but just, you know, a little slap.
And next thing you know,
they're like, you know, gushing and they're
fucking, you can just tell
they're melting and, you know, you start
talking to them and you just, I guess
part of it's that whole, you know,
taking control of them and giving them
what they really want, which is
a fucking big fat cocking them.
mouth.
What are the demographics of the guys?
And even the Sissy guys, do you know, are they typically, like, do you think that
they're, like, typically married guys that are doing this on the DL or like?
I think so.
Yeah.
Because most of them seem well groomed.
Let's say, you know, they're not dressed like a fucking hobo or nothing like that,
like a troll or nothing.
They seem like they're well-groomed.
They're more towards middle-aged.
There's, you know, and then there's a couple of young ones, you know, younger ones there
by younger, I'd say, you know, 20s or 30s, but they're not as captivated by it, let's say.
Unless they're a full-on cross-dresser, then, you know, that's a little different.
And, you know, I'm not so hung up on the big cross-dressers, you know.
So you got a wig on, and you got makeup on, and you got all this fucking lipstick, and you got fake tits and, you know, eight-inch spiked heels.
that that doesn't that doesn't really do a lot for me take all that shit off and get on the knees and
now we're you know now we're talking a little better that way you know but but i i to back to
your demographics i'd say they're more towards middle middle aged men that i would say are are fairly
well-groomed and probably you know just out living out there a little fantasy for a couple
hours and that sort of thing. I don't think they're full-time all in at this game. I think they're just
kind of having a moment and getting their rocks off, you know? Besides that one guy that you saw in
there that you knew, the guy's white, it got girls' husband. Like, did you ever bump into
anyone else that you knew in that place, in those places? I've bumped into people that I had
met in there before. I'd bumped into people that I, you know, got blown by before.
It's kind of a small, not small circle, but it's kind of a, you know, that little sexual
underground that was around there.
But as far as any family, friends, anything like that, never.
Right.
Never, never have.
I'm just probably just far enough out of the metro area around here to not be there, not
be around, around people like that that know me.
And, you know, half my social circle now are not sluts like I might be, you know,
where they're out trying to get blowed quick and easy at the fucking bookstore with some little
Sissy boy.
What about the whole couple thing?
Do you get into that now or look for that, like, on any of these websites that you're on?
That's kind of a lame duck situation, I think.
Right.
On the way, you know, there's a couple that I've been on.
What's that?
Swing is Lifestyle.
SDC?
The one that I always pitch?
No.
Swing is.
SLS, maybe it is.
Uh-huh.
You know, you, again, you talk to people, you think you've got something going,
and maybe there's a chance that you can do something, because I'd go fuck some guy's wife
in front of him.
I wouldn't care, you know.
Yeah.
Wouldn't bother me one bit.
But they, it's tough.
There's so many wankers, so many people that are just, I think they're just sitting there
fucking jerking off to what you write to them and the pictures they send back and forth to each other.
It's, it's, I don't know.
I don't find that there's a lot of, a lot of actual hooking up on there.
I don't do phone apps because I have three different phones.
One is my regular phone.
One's my work phone.
And one's my social, not my social, but my town, what I do around here in town, a company
company phone for that.
So I can't have fucking apps that I'm not, you know, that I just can't do it.
I have too many, too many fucking phones going on.
I don't want apps that are, you know, a bunch of fucking home dogs trying to chase me.
I won't bother with Tinder or anything like that.
You know, maybe you've got a little better odds, but again, I'm not some young
hot stud anymore.
But let me ask you this, though, because you are very happy.
It sounds like with this woman that you're with.
I know sexually she's not everything for you because you like all this other variety and
everything, but you've kind of been there, done that and done a lot.
Like, is there anything that you're looking for?
Are you, or are you like very okay with where you're at right now, which is that girl and just like
once in a blue moon maybe getting a little side action.
I would like my current wife to open up to more stuff, more scenarios, let's say,
you know, and get a little adrenaline built into it.
You know, it seems like it always, you know, it's, it's, you want to have sex?
Oh, yeah.
Okay, let's go roll down the sheets.
Let's get naked and jump in.
And, okay, I got a fucking hot on.
Let's go, you know.
But the art of seduction, right?
Doesn't everybody kind of enjoy that still?
And I'm all in on that.
You know, let's go sit on the couch and let's make out.
And, you know, let's play Philly Up games and let's get turned on.
And she'll, oh, I got to go pee.
And the next thing you know, she's like, come on, I'm in the bedroom.
And it's like, you know, let's play.
You know, we do yoga a lot.
And I'm always like, well, let's put on some lingerie and we'll see how long the yoga session lasts.
No, no, no, let's take it serious.
All right, you know, and my God, you know, you wear a skimpy enough outfit in yoga,
and the way you stretch, it looks like you're ready to lick your own ass sometimes.
And, well, you've done it, you know.
And it's, you know, put on some fucking lingerie,
and I'm going to chase you around the fucking house is what it is.
And part of that is, you know, that's that adrenaline part of me that loves what I,
the way I used to fucking play the game and, you know, sport fucking.
Let's go fuck on the hood of the car or something, you know.
Yeah.
Let's do something a little different.
I live in a rural area.
You know, I have no curtains on my house.
Let's go fuck in front of the window.
You know, nobody going to be looking but the fucking deer or the wildlife for fuck's sake.
You know, oh, sheets are folded down.
Come on.
Let's get in bed.
It's like, eh, you know.
All right.
I mean, I love the death out of us, so I'm all in.
Let's go fuck, you know.
But have you brought up any of the stuff or tried to, like, communicate more about what you might want more of?
Probably not.
enough for her to really get the grasp of it now.
Right.
You know, because I kind of know where she's out.
We've been married for a decade now.
And I kind of know her what cranks or tractor, let's say, you know, if that's a good term to still use.
I kind of know what she likes to do.
And she just likes to lay it and get fucked hard.
And I don't, you know, I'm all in on that also, but I like to also think that there's more that we could do.
and, you know, could I communicate it a little more?
Yeah.
Is there a right time for that?
Probably, you know, after that bottle of wine is empty and everybody's kind of in a
loosey-goosey mood and we're going to go get in a hot tub or something.
But, you know, I also kind of know that she knows I was a slut and she doesn't want to
encourage me to continue to be that way, let's say, you know, if that makes sense.
Yeah, of course.
She doesn't want to unleash the dragon because, you know, she's afraid you might want to go back to your old ways.
And she's with you.
She wants you just with her.
It's just what it is.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, what do you see in your future?
What do I see in my future?
Well, hopefully a lot more sex.
And I, what I, I mean, I'd love to have a social friend that was a sissy, a closet sissy.
That's what I'd really like.
You know, somebody that would hop on a motorcycle and go for a ride with us and, you know,
when we get back to the house, sneak into the fucking back room and, you know, quick fucking blowjob.
Well, we'd change it out of our gear and then, you know, boom, off we go again.
You know, just that little adrenaline rush of, you know, sneaking out in the back and sport fucking some dude's mouth would be awesome, you know, to be able to do that.
Will it happen?
I don't know.
You know, I don't want to ruin what I.
got so it's it's kind of a catch-22 situation for me how long you've been with your girl now your new
wife uh well we've been married for uh 11 years oh wow together for 13 years yeah she's she's 20 years
younger than me and and she's pretty hot yeah so keep that should go in keep well you know i think
it's good that you slow down because you don't want to lose what you got at home and there's
nothing worse than, you know, it's not really even so much about the sex. It would be about
the, like, the lying about it, you know, if she were ever to find out, you know, why ruin it?
Especially because you, it sounds like you've been there, done that and had a lot of fun in your life.
You know, try and spend the next while trying to get her to be a little bit more open to do
some stuff with you so you could live out the stuff, you know.
I wish I could. Well, you could talk to her about it. Roll playing. Start with role
thing. That's, I've, you know, I've tried that at times. You know, I've come home with a book,
magazine, what is it, forum, penthouse forum, letters or something like that. Hey, let's read each other a letter.
And, you know, I'll fucking rub you back while you're doing it. And, you know, she'd be like,
eh, you don't you just fuck me? You know, and I was like, well, good idea. Let's fuck. You know,
so it's kind of hard to get that ball rolling sometimes. No, it's just that, you know what it is.
You just told me a scenario where you said one sentence, she took it in another direction and you
gave up. I mean, it's a matter of like really trying to communicate what you want and trying to
like keep her on track and working a little harder having those conversations than just saying one
thing. And if she doesn't read your mind that you're trying to go in this one direction and she
stops it, then you just give up. Like, you know, you might have to bring her back. Like, no,
you don't understand. Like, let's kind of try and do this. Like, you know what I mean? Like, just
keep talking. I mean, that's what you should try. Listen to more of my episodes. I literally
didn't have to do one thing in this episode. But I loved your episode. People are going to dig it.
it's a common story
there's a lot of guys that are doing
guy stuff on the TL you were like
Rob you just fucking talked I didn't have to say
one word and I thank you
for that you made my job very easy
okay and I and your episode will be up
soon and listen you might find a sissy
over on my Discord I'm going to give you free access
to my Patreon for a month so you could see comments
and talk to people and then I'll give you free
access to my Discord too and you'll meet a lot
like-minded people and you can post stuff
in there okay when your episode
comes out yeah yeah
All right.
It's the best.
Awesome.
Hey,
hey,
I just,
I got to thank you again.
I love your show.
I think you're doing a great thing there.
You've given people an opportunity to speak out anonymously,
which is great for them.
I really,
I've been listening for years.
I think you do a great job.
I hope you're making a bunch of money and you can do this full time.
I do.
Yeah.
That's awesome.
I'm fucking thrilled to hear that.
I'm really happy for you.
Oh,
I love that.
I mean, listen,
I pinch myself every day.
I couldn't be happy.
I remember when you,
I remember when you had shows with that guy.
Yeah, Tommy.
Yeah, that was all for free,
but I worked my ass off the whole time for nothing
just because I love what I do.
I love talking to...
You never had sponsors interrupt.
You never had nothing.
And so, and hey, let's face it,
I know where you are.
I know where you live.
You need the fucking money.
Yeah, yeah.
You fucking need a lot of money.
Yes, I live in New York City.
I have a son, okay?
And I'm a single mom.
I support him.
That's a fucking expensive place to live.
I'm just up the road.
I'm between you and Boston.
I could tell the every other word.
is fucking I knew you were from the East Coast
that's for sure.
I hope you can just
fucking disguise my voice
a little bit because I'm going to disguise your voice
I sound like I'm from Boston for fuck
sake. Yeah you do. I knew you're from the East Coast
because when I first started taping I said fucking a lot
too and I was like I got to fix that because I'm from the
East Coast and we say fuck a lot and
I had to like tone it down but you
were like fucking every other word and I knew you were
on the East Coast but you're the best stand
thank you so much for calling in and
stay tuned for your episode. You're going to get to hear it.
I will. Have a great day.
You too. Thanks so much for making my job so easy.
Bye, Stan.
Bye.
Bye. Bye.
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