Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1055 - FETISH FRIDAY: Steve is an Owned and Collared Slave who has an Intense Tickle Fetish

Episode Date: March 7, 2025

Steve is an owned and collared slave with an intense tickle fetish and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including the difference between being a submissive vs. being ...a slave, exactly what happened to him when he was younger that got him wired into having a tickle fetish, how feet and socks came into play during that same event and how it shaped him, the experiences he had in college with pro-dommes who he paid to tickle him, exactly what he enjoyed about the sessions, how and why the humiliation of what happened to him when he was younger has become a big part of his fetish now, how he met his wife and how long he kept his fetish a secret from her, the bdsm party he went to and exactly what took place, how he got outed to his wife by being there and how she reacted, how he wound up becoming an owned and collared slave to a pro-dom and her husband and what that relationship entails, how and why he now cant get into regular sex and needs to be tickled, how and why public humiliation plays a big role in his fetish but he at the same time won’t go public with what he’s into, how and why feet in a certain kind of sock has became a kink for him too, how does who are into tickling guys find him and exactly what goes down at his one on one tickle sessions, how far he likes to take things and how hardcore he likes to be tickled plus a whole lot more. **To see hot pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://beducate.me/march2025 Use code anonymous to get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:03:24 could write in on the reviews something nice, that would be super cool. So many people did it. I got another one the other day. I love reading the nice reviews. So if you love my show and you've been listening for a while, just take one second every time and even just hit five star or write a nice review. So anyway, today I have on such a great guest. I was like so into talking to him. By the time we were at like one hour, okay, he like threw something out there that I was like, oh my God, I have a million more questions for that and I'm like we just scratched the surface with this guy he's so interesting with his fetish and what he's into and his life and how into his fetish he is and I'm like we need to do a part two so this is part one of Steve he is a guy that's very into tickling he's
Starting point is 00:04:07 collar owned by a pro domino her husband they pawn him off to other people and he goes and gets tickled he loves nothing more than to be tied up so he can't move a fucking inch and tortured by being tickled and he talks about why he digs that and it's a super interesting story. It goes back to a specific thing that happened to him when he was younger. Of course, we talk about that and then we talk about how it progressed in his life and it progressed in his life to the point where like right now, like he doesn't have penetrative sex anymore like sex to him as being tickled and he could get off on just getting his feet tickled. And he talks about his sessions, how long they last, what goes down, what he's into. Like I said, towards the end, I find out other things that he's into
Starting point is 00:04:54 and I'm like, oh my God, we're going to do a part two. So we're going to do a part two with Steve, but you're going to find him fascinating. He was a great guest in that he just like really took control and talked the whole time. And he did a well, really, like he was really interesting the way he described things. We talked some bigger picture stuff. That's super interesting. And, but we're going to get even more specific in his part two. But you're going to love this episode. It's super interesting. So I'm going to be right back on with Steve. Steve. Hey, Steve, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm doing very well, Kathy. Thank you for having me on the show. It's an honor and a pleasure.
Starting point is 00:05:30 I love that. I'm glad you called in because you've got a bunch of fetishes going down for a fetish Friday episode. But you also happen to have like stuff going on that's on my regular calls. Like you are a lifestyle, right? You say you're in the lifestyle. You also have a tickle fetish. You're a submissive. Like you got a lot of, you're a kinky dude with some fetishes, right? There's a sock fetish or something going on. You're telling you about too, right? Yeah, it's all of that. And yeah, it's human nature is a very interesting thing. So I call it like people's brains.
Starting point is 00:06:03 Like I feel like everyone's brain is so different. And so to me, interesting, right, obviously, because I've talked to over a thousand people for shits and giggles, right, all my life. So obviously I'm interested in it. So your brain, tell me about your brain. Tell me the short story and then I'll start asking some questions. Like, what is your specific fetish? My specific fetish is being tied down in very, very restrictive bondage, immobile bondage,
Starting point is 00:06:34 and quite literally tickle, tortured on the bottoms of my feet, nonstop with no safe words allowed. Oh, right. Because you know it's kind of a safe thing, so you don't really need safe words with tickling of the feet, right? know. It's not like you're choking someone and you're like, oh, you're not allowed to have a safe word. Exactly. But the difference in terms of being a submissive and being a slave is that very fine distinction where a submissive will have a safe word that will end a play session. A slave has no, a slave consents to non-consent. A slave has no, a slave has no rights. A slave has no rights. A slave. A slave has no say. A slave cannot negotiate the length of the play, what I do want, what I don't want.
Starting point is 00:07:29 And it's very interesting that the psychology in submisses in that, and people who are firmly in the submissive world understand this. The submissive in all actuality is in control of the scene. They are actually telling you. telling the dominant, this is what I want in one way, shape or another. This is what I want. This is how I want it done. This is how long. Not that blatantly, but. Yeah, I don't know what you mean exactly.
Starting point is 00:08:03 Yeah, it makes sense. Yeah. They're more in control than a slave. A slave has no basic right. So when I'm in a tickling session, I have no say in how long it goes on for the, the, the intenseness of it, none of that. It's non-negotiable. And I am a lifestyle submissive, so I am collared.
Starting point is 00:08:31 I am theoretically owned by a very, very well-known pro-dominatrix and her husband. So it is mistress and sir. And I have a certain set of rules and terms that I need to, abide by and obey. And that's basically where I'm at with it presently. Oh my God. I'm obsessed with you already. First of all, because you're a great talker. You just like told me something so interesting that when you were saying it, I'm like,
Starting point is 00:09:04 oh yeah, duh. Like that all makes so much sense, right? The difference, but I never thought about it. It was never explained to me. I feel like I have had on a couple sleeves, but typically I'm talking to the submissives. And I've never really looked. at it like how you just described it with them having a lot of the power or most of the control because they really are ruling what is going down and the Dom is doing it to them. So I love that you explain the difference. I love that you're a slave. I don't think I've talked to many slaves.
Starting point is 00:09:32 I love that you're collared owned by a couple. Oh my God. Where do we start? Should we go back to your tickling fetish in the like when you were like younger? Like when did you realize you were like into quote unquote tickling? Well, it's, um, that's, um, that's. an interesting question because I've heard
Starting point is 00:09:52 read and I've heard of stories of people saying a cartoon turned me on to it a I read something in a book and all of a sudden mine was much more a sort of shock and awe
Starting point is 00:10:06 mine was an actual incident that happened when I was nine years old I have an older sister six years older so she was 15 years years old at the time.
Starting point is 00:10:21 I was, my sister went to high school a private Catholic girl school. And the requisite uniform was a white blouse, the plaid skirt, and white knee socks. And back when I grew up in the 70s, cable knit knee socks were very prevalent, much more than they are now. So I was in her room. one afternoon after she had gotten home from school and she was with two of her girlfriends from school. And I was being a real asshole and she was telling me to leave the room, leave them alone. And I refused to do it and it went on and on for a bit.
Starting point is 00:11:04 And one of her friends said to her to my sister, this is how I get my little sister to get out of my hair to leave. The girl, and I'm nine years old, sat on my legs, remove my shoes, and started tickling my feet. Now, they were in their uniforms. The other girl joined in.
Starting point is 00:11:30 My sister was off to the side watching this happen. Both girls were laying down. I was on my back. They both had one foot each. And they were dressed in their knee socks. Cable knit, white, very, soft textured knee socks. And this was not a sexual thing.
Starting point is 00:11:52 This was no one had, tickling at that age is a very playful, very vanilla, very light-hearted, you know, and it's done maybe for a second or two. I hate it. Don't ever do that to me again.
Starting point is 00:12:04 And it's, you know, it's forgotten. I'm basically on my back, two girls holding both feet and tickling the bottoms of my feet with their knee socks, their feet,
Starting point is 00:12:17 the bottoms of their feet, basically five inches away from my face. So I'm getting a full view of the bottoms of their feet with these knee socks on while being tickled. And at that moment, some, you know, the classic Freudian psychology 101 kicked in, the ego, the id, all of that stuff just sort of morphed into one very obsessive fetish. Interesting. I, from that moment on, and this was obviously before I even knew what an erection was, what ejaculation was, all of that stuff. Back then there was a magazine called 17 that my sister subscribed to. And back then, a number of issues had photos of models wearing cable knit knee socks.
Starting point is 00:13:15 and that became my default stroke book when I was that age. So I would lay on my bed and sort of rub up and down while watching, while looking at these pictures of these beautiful women wearing cable-knit-kne socks. And that's what sort of started the whole thing. Now, back then, there was no internet. there was very little material that you could find about tickling. Very few dominatrixes even had tickling in there. I mean, no one really even knew that much about it. It was a very, very niche subgenre to the BDSM world.
Starting point is 00:14:05 So when I started my first experience is going to professional doms, I was going to college in New Haven, Connecticut, and I would jump on the Merritt Parkway and drive into Manhattan every weekend for literally four years and pay for very extreme tickle torture sessions, wearing my cable knit knee socks and bringing a pair for the pro dom to wear as well. And that was unheard of. I mean, they had never, I have had sessions with very famous pro-doms in the L.A. area who had never done a tickling session. I mean, women who had done 40, 50 films, BD, this, BDSM this, doing this, but had never done a one-on-one tickling session because it was really sort of like, what? So that's what started at my college years of going to see pro-doms paying four-hour-long sessions of being mercilessly tickled tortured without safe words, without breaks, just ongoing. Have you ever had a night where you just couldn't get it up?
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Starting point is 00:16:46 Paying four hour long sessions of being mercilessly tickled, tortured, without safe words, without breaks, just ongoing. Right. Exactly the way it happened that first time. I mean, do you remember how long, I mean, it must have felt like an eternity. You probably don't remember how long that tickle section was, but it probably felt like eternity. That first time. Yes.
Starting point is 00:17:13 And to be honest with you, Kathy, I remember, I mean, it was literally 14 minutes and 20 seconds. I mean, that's how vivid that image and that experience is still to this day. So I could literally tell you how long it went on for. And it was, again, first off, I am deathly, just insanely ticklish on the bottoms of my feet. The knee socks, sort of like, it's a very strange, it's sort of like a hand in glove. thing. I mean, the combination of those fetishes of wearing the knee socks and having my feet tickled, of seeing a woman wearing them as well, teasing or taunting me with them. That was a huge component of it. And then the whole humiliation of it was devastating. And from that moment on,
Starting point is 00:18:19 I was never literally up until I'm talking to you now, literally never able to bring this up with people that I knew either family or friends. What about lovers? No. And none. And an ex-wife. Yeah. Who found out about this.
Starting point is 00:18:42 Okay. Let's go there. Tell me that. You want to tell me that? Yeah. That was Alishua. That was a very, and this is just. basically a sort of confession in that regard because when I was confronted with the evidence,
Starting point is 00:18:59 which was very blatant, and there was no way of refuting it, and there was no way saying, oh, no, that wasn't me, or no, it was very in your face. I literally, for the first time of my life, could not say a word about it. my brain just shut down and it wasn't just that one okay what is this about tell me about it went on for weeks and week and it just sort of built up the incident was um five years ago i was first off i'm married yeah eight years um i met this one and on the third date I knew that if I were to have brought up my tickling fetish and Nesoc fetish to her, she would have gotten up and saying, thank you, this was fun, you know, have a nice day,
Starting point is 00:19:53 and that would have been the end of it. And by the third date, I was in love with this woman. And I knew in the back of my mind that, yes, she was the one. And I was going to let what I thought was a silly fetid that confirmed maybe 10% of my entire being to lose this. woman over something like that. So I fooled myself into thinking I could sublimate this and keep it from her and never bring it up in our relationship. And that was a mistake because after four or five months, I was out seeing, you know, pro doms. So five years ago, I was taken by my mistress and her husband to a private fetish BDSM party in the city in which I live.
Starting point is 00:20:42 There were at least, I would say, 40 or 50 guests with their dates and spouses. I was led out into the middle of the room completely naked, except for a pair of white cable-knit knee socks, with a collar around my neck and my mistress having the leash and leading me to each guest, and forcing me to introduce myself to each guest as tickle slave, Steve, and to beg them to tickle my feet. And this was done to each guest. And unbeknownst to me, my ex-wife's best friend, childhood friend, they went to school together, they went to college together,
Starting point is 00:21:35 that they were living in the same city, best friend was there as a plus one to a guest who was invited to this party. She obviously knew me. So here I am having to formally introduce myself around before I was placed on a bondage table with my feet locked in stocks. And the tickling began.
Starting point is 00:22:05 and she videoed this and she could see my penis go from limp to immediately erect hard as a rock as soon as my feet were starting to be tickled and actually every guest was commenting and laughing and ridiculing me about how turned on I get from just having my feet. feet tickled. Right. Now, as a slave, again, I had no say. I had whatever was going to be done to me. However long it was going to be done was just going to play out. And it was the entire night. I am one of the rare few who become infinitely more ticklish, the longer this punishment
Starting point is 00:22:57 continues. So by the third hour, it is exponentially worse than even the first 20 years. minutes. All of a sudden, they release my right hand, and a gentleman walks up to the side, unzips his pants, and he thrusts his cock into my hand. And I'm having my feet tickled. People are watching. They're laughing.
Starting point is 00:23:25 They're ridiculing me. They're humiliating me. I'm being forced to beg for more tickling. I'm being forced to admit. how much I love it and my ex-wife's best friend is there in the room taking a video. So after all was said and done, she in her infinite wisdom thought it would be the right thing to do to speak to my ex-wife and say, gee, we're with Steve tonight and my ex-wife and my ex-bye. and my ex
Starting point is 00:24:02 basically said he has got a tennis game tonight so he's out with his friends and she basically sent her the video of me bound and being tickled mercilessly to the extreme by everybody in the room
Starting point is 00:24:22 I get home what the fuck is this and that was it It was shut down. It was, I can't explain this. I can't tell you a thing about it. I couldn't deny it. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:24:38 I just could not talk about it. I couldn't open up and confess to it. I couldn't say to her, I've had this lifelong obsessive fetish with being completely bound and mercilessly tickled on my feet. And that was sort of the downhill from there. They're on. So the lack of communication, the lack of honesty, the lack of trust.
Starting point is 00:25:08 You know, as a fetishist, you try to justify your actions. You know, I go to see pro doms on the side. It's not intercourse. It's not this. But, you know,
Starting point is 00:25:21 I'm justifying myself and saying, hey, it's, no, it's cheating. It's being disloyal. It's the whole nine yards. And that's, you know, That was it. So I at that point continued on with my mistress and her husband, sir, and I became over a two, three year period, a collared submissive slave to them.
Starting point is 00:25:46 The only difference being I do not live in their residence. They do have two subs who do live there. I have my own place very close by. But I am sent out. they created a website for themselves. They produced content as well, many fetishes. And their website, which is difficult to find, you'd have to really sort of track it down or do some due diligence.
Starting point is 00:26:16 Listed me as Tickle Slave, Steve, if you are a master, a dominant male or female, and wish to have the most extreme, ticklish slave you could ever session with, this is who we have. And it started, I didn't even think people would look at that and say, you know, no, that's not something. No, the phones were starting to ring. And I was being sent out, still am, to service clients who have a very definitive
Starting point is 00:26:55 tickling fetish that love to tickle. And I service those clients as well as public display humiliation. Oh my goodness. I don't know. You could just keep talking. You're so great. I'm just like sitting here fascinated. I mean, like, do you want to give out?
Starting point is 00:27:15 I mean, like, one, I would love to have your, um, and husband on. I've never had a couple that is in the business together like that. That's super interesting. I would totally have them on and they could promote whatever they want if they're down for. it. So, you know, keep that of mind and contact them, you know. Let me ask you a question about the wife situation. Like, when you look back, do you wish you would have been honest with your wife and tried to make that work and you could have had like that, you know, typical life that everyone else has? Or do you feel like in a weird way that was the best thing that happened because now you're living like more authentic to who you are and you're happy where you're at?
Starting point is 00:27:54 I would say the latter over the former. So what basically happens in, again, trying to justify or fool myself into thinking that I could keep this inside of me and have a very healthy and sexually exciting relationship with my ex-wife without this interfering? what inevitably happens is you tend to start resenting your partner, not outwardly or not blatantly, but in a very subtle way, you're resenting the fact that they are not participating in this with you. That's very self-aware of you to come to that conclusion, I think, yeah. But then the converse is she possesses.
Starting point is 00:28:51 98, 99% of everything that I would be looking for in a woman and in a relationship. And again, I'm kidding myself thinking that I'm very, I'm an ardent and avid believer in monogamy. And I would never have had a regular sexual affair with anybody else in terms of straight sex. but sure is shit, I will run out in a heartbeat and go pay a pro dominatrix to be tied down and have my feet tickled. Right. So the disconnect is that it's still the same bloody thing. You are still cheating. You are still being disloyal.
Starting point is 00:29:38 Okay. So then all of a sudden what happens is physically, I can't get it up any longer unless I'm fantasized. unless I'm fantasizing about a tickling session where my wife has me tied down and tickling me or that I'm in a session and she walks in through the door to discover what's happening. So now I'm starting in my head to fantasize
Starting point is 00:30:03 and it's now the only way I can get hard and finish. Yes, correct. So now that has completely taken over the natural, the sense of, I love this woman that is sex, is just a natural course of being in a loving relationship that I'm finding pleasure just from fucking, just from intercourse. No, you can't do that anymore. Yeah, I was going to ask about how that was when you were even younger. Like, were you able to separate the two? Were you able to get turned on with women just having regular sex?
Starting point is 00:30:44 No. Yeah. To be. quite honest with you. And this is why I'm on your show and talking with you and the experiences that you've had and the years of all of the people that you've talked to. To be honest with you, no, because I'm able to compartmentalize all of this. I'm not, you know, the irony is that even though I'm unable to bring this up to anybody, family and friend, I'm very into public display and humiliation, where I could be on a stage in a BDSM club and be tickled, tortured out of my mind in front of 100 people.
Starting point is 00:31:31 No mask, nothing like that. So the fact that I'm able to display myself in front of the public, but find it the hardest thing me to do in my life to actually sit down and tell somebody that I am a tickle slave. So that's an interesting irony. But don't you think one has something, one might even kind of have something to do with the other words. If you took away the shame, you know, that you have by not telling people, maybe if you told everyone and you were out and proud, maybe it wouldn't be as thrilling to be watched by
Starting point is 00:32:12 hundreds of people. You know what I'm saying? Who knows? That's very intuitive. You hit the nail on the head actually. Right. That's exactly what it is. Humiliation is the core,
Starting point is 00:32:25 the base core to this for many fetishists who are submissive and go through. The thing is, tickling, there's so many shades of it. Most people associate or connotate the word from a childhood experience or it being very, that's why a lot of pro-doms never even knew about this because it was a little too vanilla in their mind. They hadn't gotten
Starting point is 00:32:52 past that to the point of, yes, if somebody is literally deathly ticklish, not literally figuratively deathly ticklish, this could be the worst torture possible. And it is for me. Literally to be bound and tickled for
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Starting point is 00:35:21 you know, you might have had you probably had a Woody without even realizing it, right? You can't control that when you're nine years old and it has nothing to do with anything. Right? Yes. I have a nine year old son. Okay. But also like do you remember though when you were being held out? on feeling humiliated, like not in a turn-on way, but like just feeling humiliated that these
Starting point is 00:35:41 girls, you know what I mean? Like that was probably the emotion attached to it, correct? That is correct. You're absolutely right. That is correct. Because, and again, as vivid as it may be, there's still a lot of confusion about it. Of course. You know. You're not a sexual being at that time, but yet you have these, you're starting to get stuff going on. It's very confusing, I think, And that's why these kinds of things, I think, could really wire people certain ways. Because you're not in control of that wiring at that time anyway. You know what I mean? You're forming.
Starting point is 00:36:14 And I've always said that, Kathy. I mean, I didn't wake up one morning two months ago and say, oh, now this is what I'm into. Let me try this out. That's a kink. And the difference between a kink and a fetish is pretty large as well. The same in terms of the delta between the suburb. missive and a slave. This is firmly rooted and ingrained in my DNA and psyche from that moment on.
Starting point is 00:36:45 I was always trying to remember whether I had any inclination or desire or interest before that particular incident when I was nine years old. Right. That if I'm, I was trying to rack my brain thinking, did the thought of being tickled to even come up before that incident? No, but let me ask you this, Steve. because a big part of that scenario that you talked about and we haven't gone too much into the foot thing was the fact that their feet were five inches from your face.
Starting point is 00:37:17 So do you remember any? Because like maybe, right, the tickling, like maybe you had a foot fat, like maybe you did have a thing for feet. And so when the feet were there and that was like your thing. And then the tickling came with it, it attached to it. Do you know what I mean? Like do you remember at all like? being into feet before that situation? No. Okay. Literally no.
Starting point is 00:37:40 Right. And I understand your point and the distinction you were trying to make as well because there are a lot of tickle fetishes who have a foot fetish as well. No, I just thought it was because, no, I wasn't putting that together. I was putting it together because you brought up the feed. But you could have just been wired in because there, you know, you're, listen, it was probably the tickling, right? It's like which came first, right?
Starting point is 00:38:03 The chicken or the egg, the tickling or the feet. Because there was two things that stood out to you in that encounter. And you did mention that there's something about knee-high socks. Those girls were wearing the knee-high socks. You still have a knee-high sock thing, too. You know, in their feet, you talked about being something that really stood out and the tickling. So maybe it all just, you know, it probably all just got wired at the same time because of the tickling. The tickling was the sensation that probably like threw you over, you know, that, like,
Starting point is 00:38:32 created all the stuff. That's exactly right. I mean, I think that was the primary sort of jolt. Yes. And the fact that these two girls bare feet or their socks on, so that they were resting on my chest basically while they were tickling my feet. The interesting thing as well being for all of the hundreds of varieties of knee socks, colors and designs. These are cable knit knee socks are literally the only ones.
Starting point is 00:39:08 Of course. That have this effect on me. I mean, none other. So, I mean, so it was, and then I start thinking about if I, if the roles were reversed and let's say I had pinned one of those girls down and started tickling her feet, would I have evolved into. a dominant thinking that now I had control over it. But I was too young to really decipher that, to be honest with you. So I am submissive by basically by personality. I am an introvert by birth and by nature.
Starting point is 00:39:49 I'm a home body. I don't want to say a loner per se, but I prefer to be alone rather than out in large crowds. chatting people up that I barely know. So I'm very comfortable in that role and therefore identify more closely with being a submissive than an A type of personality who was aggressive or controlling or dominant or whatever. So I think those roles were defined in terms of my own personality. Yeah, of course, for sure. It's always like a concoction and then something comes out because of that. I mean, you were born certain ways. So you had some of that stuff in you, right?
Starting point is 00:40:33 And then it just gets expressed, right? Totally. Yeah. It was definitely, you know, latent somewhere inside me. And all it took was that particular incident at nine years old to bring it out. It could have gone any other way. I could have walked out of that saying, you know, I hated that. Don't ever do that.
Starting point is 00:40:54 And then never thought about or been tickled again in my life. But no, I started to induce my little childhood friends into tickling me by losing pathetically absurd bets and gains. And at eight to nine years old, 10 years old, reverse psychology of, well, what happens if you lose the bet? Well, I don't know, but whatever you do, don't tickle my feet. And then, of course, that sparks everyone sitting on me and starting. So, you know, I was being very clever even at 10 years old. And then all of a sudden, tickling videos began over the market. And, you know, with those large old VHS tapes or whatever they were.
Starting point is 00:41:46 So during my high school years, it was masturbating to tickling porn. Oh, my God, imagine your mom found that shit in your room. she would be like, what the heck is going on here? Tickling? Yeah, exactly. That's one thing, big boobs, big booties. That's like tickling. She would be very confused.
Starting point is 00:42:07 That's exactly right. You were so right. I mean, it could have been anything that was more traditional. Yeah. And more normal sexually. But, you know. But deviant, but yeah, tickling is like so vanilla yet so weird, right? At the same time.
Starting point is 00:42:24 And basically when I hit college and how. my independence and transportation, that was the beginning. And it just got more evolved and more the bondage got more extreme. The humiliation got more extreme. What I was willing to go through, got more extreme, et cetera, et cetera. So that's basically how it evolved. Well, explain that as far as like how extreme it is. Like, why don't you take me through, like, a session that you're, you're into now and how it, you know, goes about, like what goes down?
Starting point is 00:43:04 Well, a, there are private one-on-one sessions. If we're talking literally about the individuals who will call my mistress and sir and request somebody like myself, I'm therefore told, be at this hotel at this particular hour, There's no exchange. I mean, this has already been set up by them previous. Whatever renumerations or whatever is done is not done through me. So I either appear at their home, at a hotel. Now, with any type of worker in this field, regardless of the genre, I don't know these people. The risks involved are exponential. My justification for that is that if somebody is going to do their due diligence and dig deep to find my mistress and sirs website, which is not an overt, you know, an overt, you know, the first thing you click on all of a sudden their website appears, no, you have to go through a few different resources to find it.
Starting point is 00:44:17 That if somebody is that intent to go through all of that to find a tickle slave, then that's really all that they have. in their mind to do. Yeah. Well, unless you're a serial killer and you're kind of smart and you think like, wow, how can I find someone that I could like willingly tie up and then like murder them? They would have no idea because they're want to be tied up and when they can't move. I don't know. That's my brain though.
Starting point is 00:44:41 No, no. But you're absolutely right. I mean, because that is a scary thing. That's what you're saying. I mean, it is. You are putting yourself in a position where you are like you could be fucking robbed or murdered because you are people know going in that you are going to be tied up and bound to the point where you cannot move like you have agreed to that right for sure so correct exactly so you
Starting point is 00:45:04 are at the mercy that is fucking scary but but but the only but the only but to counter that I agree with you 120 yeah but to counter that and of course it's my playing devil's advocate here um is that they wouldn't pay pick a tickle slave. They, they would choose somebody. Just give me somebody who I'm going to spank their ass or I'm going to, you know, paddle them. That would be the sort of more traditional pain play type of which are 90% of the submissives out there are more into traditional pain play. So as far as that goes, I don't think they care. Nothing's happening. They're never going to tickle or put, they're just going to rob or kill. Okay. But we can move on. I'm more interested in your story. I mean,
Starting point is 00:45:53 You've been safe all this time. I see where you're coming from. But it is like you definitely are. And I think that's an important thing to talk about a little bit. Like you definitely are because the nature of what goes down in these sessions and how it's all set up. You really are more than submitting. And the fact that like you're very, you are submitting and the fact that you're submitting to a total stranger in a way that you have zero control is a little scary. But that I guess is a big part of the turn on.
Starting point is 00:46:21 Yeah, it basically keeps one going, continuing. It wasn't like walking away and saying, oh, no, this is too risky. I can't ever do this again. In my logical sense, the hemisphere of my brain that controls logic, yeah, that would be the normal thing to do. Because that hemisphere of my brain that controls these urges is wired so differently. no, it keeps me from coming back for more and more. And just the adage of guys think about sex every 32 seconds of the day. For me, it's the same thing.
Starting point is 00:47:01 I just replace sex with being tied down and tickled every 32 seconds of the day. Whether I act upon it or not is not the issue. It's just a thought that always is crossing my mind. And that's a fetishist. So I'm there I'm told either to strip it. immediately. Not everyone is into the whole knee or allows me to where most of these people want barefoot tickling. I am told at that point what is expected of me. I am told that there will be no time limit to this. I am told the way that I will be restrained. I have been restrained in
Starting point is 00:47:42 so many different ways, whether it be mummification, where it's just my feet. Oh my God. my cock sticking out and my my head exposed. So not able to move one inch and again, I am literally feather ticklish and not too many people. A lot of people will say that just because it sounds great. But very few people are really that ticklish where just a wisp of a soft feather on the bottom of your foot drives you into convulsive hysterical laughter.
Starting point is 00:48:18 That is me. That is me. So that lightest of a touch drives me insane. Therefore, other tools, hair brushes, electric toothbrushes, metal back scratchers are just fucking devastating. And whether I'm mostly gagged, if it's a hotel scenario, death doesn't want to be kicked out or, you know, interesting. interrupted. And all they love to do is just pull up a chair and sit there and just start tickling my feet on and on and watch me, listen to me, laugh hysterically, beg, plead. If I can move it all, the squirming, the, you know, movement, tickling in and of of itself is an extremely humiliating activity.
Starting point is 00:49:22 You lose all verbal, emotional, and physical control. You become a blithering, slobbering, drooling, incoherent mess. And to somebody who has some realm of self-esteem or dignity, it is stripped away completely. You can put somebody over your knee and spank their ass for an hour and in 20 minutes that area on the raft will become localized desensitized and all you're hitting or hearing is the thud of a paddle or a hand on an ass tickling
Starting point is 00:50:01 my feet is electricity coursing through my body from the beginning to the very end there's no stopping it and for me there's really no desensit desensitizing it it just goes on and on and I'm also able to ejaculate from just having my feet tickled now it doesn't happen every time and it doesn't happen immediately but if all the components are working together
Starting point is 00:50:35 seamlessly I can't control myself and after an hour maybe two hours of constant tickling. I will explode. Can you hold it for that long? Yeah, I can. Yeah, I can. Quick question, but I want you to go back to explaining all this stuff. When was the last time you had like penetrative sex?
Starting point is 00:51:06 Last time was five years ago. Yeah, that's what I figured it would be a long time. I was curious. Okay, go back. Yeah. Because you don't need it. I mean, like this is your, like this is what really gets you off. I mean, you're like fucking edging for like hours coming probably harder than you ever could.
Starting point is 00:51:21 I mean, this is what, this is what sex means to you, like you said earlier, which was super interesting. Like, take away sex and put it tickling. Like, that's sex for you. That's exactly right. Yeah. And I am, I'm not a traditional pain player. I'm not a pain person. I mean, I know submissives who just take copious, I mean, mind-poggling amounts of pain.
Starting point is 00:51:46 and love that shit and will literally say for them that tickling is a hard limit. You can beat me, you can pierce me, you can kick me, you can beat me, but don't you fucking dare to tackle me? I've always found that to be a very interesting irony. But I go through and I enjoy CBT. I enjoy nipple clamps. I enjoy predicament bondage tickling. I've had clamps attached to my testicles to my testicles to my nipples and then the other end of the string or the twine tied to my toes.
Starting point is 00:52:35 So if I were to move my feet at all from being tickled, it would painfully pull all of the clamps attached. to the body parts. But you're not into pain? It sounds like you are. I'm not into, but I have no say that is going to be done to me. Okay. And because the tickling is the focus and the fact that this is going to prevent you
Starting point is 00:53:00 from even moving your feet at all unless you want to feel that pain, that's the predicament that I'm in in that particular moment. Right. So generally it's a lot of edging. It's a lot of come control. It's a lot of being brought to the cliff's edge, but not being allowed to jump over. It is obviously always as a submissive
Starting point is 00:53:27 being asked permission to either get hard, which is an impossibility to not, or to obviously ejaculate. So I must always ask permission. mission before any of those things happen. And again, preventing myself from getting hard is an impossibility. So I've already broken that rule. And it's basically that, you know, some people want me to beg and plead for it to stop,
Starting point is 00:53:57 which is the natural inclination between laughing. I'm a laffer. There's no question about it. I'm a screamer, not like literally screaming, but laugh screaming. So others will want me to say, I beg you to do it more, or I admit that I, that's real humiliation. That goes into the core of my being and having being forced to out myself verbally. Instead of somebody saying, you're a tickle back or you're a tickle slut. Forcing me to say that and to admit that I love it and to beg for more of it,
Starting point is 00:54:40 is more devastating than calling me, you know, a sissy or something along those lines. Right, right. You know, so I'm put through a myriad of tasks, but primarily it's just sitting there and having that client or that person, male or female, just continually, that's what they get off on. That control, that taking it away from me, that's turning me into, again, an incoherent. wreck. Yeah. That's how they get off.
Starting point is 00:55:14 Right. Let me ask you this because you did explain something interesting before and I think it goes into what you're describing now because you talked about like the difference between a kink and a fetish. Now I think of doms and subs as like a kink thing and I think of like being into tickling, you know, panty hose, crush this thing as a fetish. So like these people that are showing up like do you can do you think that there are people out there that have like a I want to tickle you fetish or do you think that these are people that have
Starting point is 00:55:44 a kink to just like fucking dom someone and you know and and do that or do you think there is a fetish out there and I mean I'm sure there probably is or there's a there's these people that show up have a I want to tickle you fetish um that is most definite there are many people and and I guess in my area where I live, there tends to be a lot. There are many who are driven by tickling somebody else, by tickle torturing somebody else. Again, you're talking about different shades of tickling, which is why it's so sort of indistinct in people's minds, because you can go from adults I'm talking about now. Playful, cuddling, little tickling foreplay before intercourse.
Starting point is 00:56:37 and most people are very into that. Most women are, most women will accept that. And guys too, if it's the reverse. And then you get into where tickling is the actual focal point of the entire session or the entire. And that's where the sort of line is drawn. So there are people that, yeah, there's different shades of tickling. It can be very lightheart. In whipping and paddling and caning,
Starting point is 00:57:07 there are no shades of gray. It's pain, black and white, there you go. Right. In tickling, it could be very playful, lighthearted, or could be very extreme, like what I go through. So I firmly believe that there are both men and women who are very into, who are dominant by nature, who consider themselves maybe doms or masters,
Starting point is 00:57:34 who literally love just to tickle. Yeah. Let me ask you this because you just, well, you kind of answered the question. He said men and women because I was wondering since, you know, the wiring happened with these girls around you
Starting point is 00:57:49 if you can also get off when it's guys tickling you. And it sounds like you can. Yeah. Yes, I can. And the... Because you did it with your friends,
Starting point is 00:58:00 I guess when you were little, right? You started, that's how you started to get people. tickle you, right? Maybe that's why. Yeah, that makes sense. And now, all of the pro-doms that I've had sessions with throughout my adult life have been female. However, and I don't mean this in a gender sort of way, and I'm not sort of, you know, negating one gender over another in this regard. Okay. But guys who are into tickling literally have a fetish for tickling are ruthless. And you like that, right?
Starting point is 00:58:36 Yes, correct. They're extreme. The beauty of it is that tickling leaves no marks, bruises, or welts. Yeah, right. So it gives free license to the lure, so to speak, to go fucking crazy on you, knowing that it's not going to cause permanent physical damage, and you're not going to walk out of there with a blood trail or with, you know, marks. on you or whatever.
Starting point is 00:59:05 So in a sense it gives them a safety net of, oh, I'm just tickling the dude. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. All right. So they can go that shit nuts in terms of creativity, in terms of the extremeness of it. I've been put through interrogation tickling torture. I've been put through financial domination tickling torture.
Starting point is 00:59:31 I've been taken to a restaurant. and by actually this was a female. She was actually a friend of my mistress. She took me to a restaurant in the city, a very, you know, three-star Michelin type of thing. Gorgeous waitresses, all of this stuff. And under the table, she would remove my shoes, and while the waitress was taking our order,
Starting point is 01:00:00 she would start tickling my feet. Oh, my God, how naughty. And I could not control myself. I couldn't sort of like stifle the laughter and make it appear like nothing. I was laughing hysterically. And at some point, the fucking waitress is going to come up and say, what is going on here? Yeah. Every time I ask this guy what he wants to drink or eat, he starts laughing.
Starting point is 01:00:26 I am eventually forced to have to admit to her that I am a tickle slave. Oh, goes that far. I have no, when she says now you tell her exactly what you are, it's not about me saying, now I'm not doing that, forget it. This was all right under the table, but I'm not going to literally, no, I have no say in that situation. So I will literally have to admit to her face that I love having my feet tickled and I am a tickle slave. Right. So I go, I mean, there's a lot of variations to the theme in tickling.
Starting point is 01:01:08 You can do a lot of role play scenarios where tickling is the focal point. It's endless and very, can get very creative and very extreme. Well, listen, this is, you've been doing this your whole life. So obviously, you know, let me ask you this. You said that you live close to your pro dom and her husband. And did you like specifically move there? Was that just by coincidence or is your whole life revolving around this part of your life at this point? No.
Starting point is 01:01:40 Okay. Very good question. No, that was a pure coincidence. Okay, okay. I was going to be, that would be a little bit crazy. Yeah. No, that, yeah. Again, I, you know, the contradiction here with me telling you about all of this is that I'm not one sitting in my pace in 24 hours a day.
Starting point is 01:02:00 hooked into I mean yes I have gone to an extreme that is above and beyond what even a normal you know guy or girl who's into tickling would would go through okay so yes yeah and I got to a certain age in my life where and again it is nothing to do with confessing or being open to somebody that I know family or friend I got to a point where I didn't give a damn anymore who found that that. That's why I do public display in humiliation scenes because yes, there's a thrill factor to it, but then the other more realistic pragmatic factor is I don't give a shit who finds out about this at this point in my life. Right, but I'm going to tell you something though about that because you brought that up a couple times and sometimes people bring up, oh, why doesn't that swing
Starting point is 01:02:52 or a couple tell their kids? Would they tell their kids? Like, you know, listen, this is like what we're talking about here in your whole fetish fetish for a ticket. is a part of like your sex life, right? Like that's sex for you. That's your intimate life. Like that's what you do and you're fucking naked and whatever. And most people, by the way,
Starting point is 01:03:09 don't talk about that part of their life with their family or friends. Okay. It's not like even vanilla people that like regular sex don't tell their family. By the way, I'm very into, you know,
Starting point is 01:03:21 my husband fucking me in the ass when I'm on doggy and I prefer this or that. So, you know, typically that part of everyone's life is fucking private anyway. So there's no reason for. you to tell people. I think you had an opportunity to explain it to your wife. And I feel like if you really explained it, like you explained it here and told her exactly what happened to you when you were
Starting point is 01:03:41 younger and told her that whole thing, you know what I mean? Anybody would be able to understand it. Would she have been able to deal with the fact of you going and doing all the stuff? Probably not. You know what I mean? That's a different thing. But I'm saying like someone would understand where you got it if you actually explained what happened to you when you were younger like you did here. But the fact of you, like, you know, not telling people, I don't think is like that big of a deal because, like I said, nobody tells their family and friends. Most people don't tell their family and friends what they do in the bedroom. It's no one. Most people don't talk about that.
Starting point is 01:04:15 That's your private information, even whether you're a couple or a single person. Right. Or whether you're fetishes or just into strict sense. Right. But that's what I'm saying. It's no different. There's no difference to that. Just because it's, and that's what I always say when people say that about like.
Starting point is 01:04:29 my like really promiscuous couples I have on or whatever. And they're like, oh, well, what if their family family? Like, what if they're, they told them? Why haven't they told their family? It's like, why don't you tell your family at Thanksgiving what you did in the bedroom with your husband the night before? Nobody fucking does. So why should they?
Starting point is 01:04:45 And everyone thinks like it's a different experience if it's a fetish or if it's something, you know, very not vanilla. But it's not. It's no different. It's sex. It's your own private business. Most people don't tell people what they're into. It's personal.
Starting point is 01:04:57 If you're with a partner, that's a different. story, but family and friends, sorry, I don't want to know, I'm not going to want to know about my son's sex life when he gets older, you know what I mean? Sorry, it's not interested. It's no one's business. So, you know, there's no reason for you to ever tell anybody. You don't have to, you know, nobody, but if you ever got with a partner, like, that would be the person. But why else is it anyone else's business? I mean, I love that you shared it here because it's fascinating. Right. And to be honest with you, I guess if there's going to be any relationship in my life, it's not going to be, you know, I've learned my lesson the hard way, so to speak. No pun intended. And it, you know, the fantasy or the ideal would be to meet a woman in the... That world, the fetish world. Yeah. And that world. Yes, exactly. And maybe that could happen.
Starting point is 01:05:55 Very accepting. Yes. Correct. And like I said, I think, you know, you never, I don't believe that you learned anything the hard way because, you know, you got busted and you shut down and you couldn't describe. I had a woman on recently and you should listen to her episode. You know, her husband wasn't into tickling. He was into way more hardcore stuff than you.
Starting point is 01:06:16 And she found out, you know, and called into my show because he would not explain anything to her. She was really like taken aback. Like what the fuck he was a cross-dresser. he was like had BDSM toys he was fucking himself with dildos I mean she found it all and this was all a complete secret and he wouldn't sort of open up to her and she was like looking for that information and let me tell you to this day they are together banging while he's dressed she accepted it at all you never you shut down when you that happened with your wife you if you
Starting point is 01:06:45 would have explained to her what happened that whole situation and you know who knows what would have happened. So all you learned was like you weren't honest with your wife really. She just caught you. You shut down. Like you don't know what like would happen if you were completely honest with somebody. There's somebody for everybody out there. I believe that. I think yeah, you're more likely to have someone that's maybe open to that kink and thing in that world that you're in right now anyway. But it's not to say that if you were completely honest and really explained yourself and explained what happened to you and said, you know, because of that this is what I'm into that you couldn't find a partner that would engage with you. I'm sorry. You know, so I don't think that
Starting point is 01:07:23 you learn from your wife that no woman would ever put up with it. You never really explained it to her. And you know what? A fetish guy told me once and I thought it was so, such great advice. He said, you know, listen, what I always feel like is it took me so long in my life to really understand my fetish. Like how could I expect my wife to understand it in one conversation, right? Well, yeah, I agree with that. So it takes time to get somebody to really understand it and stuff, but you never did that time. You shut down. So that's why your relationship ended.
Starting point is 01:07:56 It didn't end it because you're fattish. It ended because, you know, you weren't honest about it. Yeah. No, it ended because of my inability to communicate. Yeah. Yeah. To be open about it. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:08:08 Yeah. And being an introvert on top of that where I don't normally share a lot to begin with and supplement a lot of my. emotions and thoughts, you know. Of course. Yeah. As far as that goes, you know, yeah, I'm not a talkative like, oh, okay, this is what I, no. Plus, she got mad.
Starting point is 01:08:25 I mean, like, I get why you did it. I'm just saying that don't frame that situation as in the, as, she didn't accept your fetish. She didn't know a fucking thing about it. Like, you got busted, you shut down, end a story. Now she can't trust you. And that's what that story is. So. But the only issue with that is, is that.
Starting point is 01:08:45 the way, what was presented to her in turn, if I were able to physically or emotionally to sit down with her and logically talk this out with her, that would have been one thing. To have her see a video without me being there at that moment to
Starting point is 01:09:01 talk about it. So a day went by where she just stood over this, not knowing what the fuck was going on, of seeing me basically in cable knee socks. No, I got it, yeah. locked and literally having, you know, giving a forced blowjob to a guy while I'm being tickled.
Starting point is 01:09:22 Oh, that's locked. Yeah. That happens quite often. Oh, okay. Oh, my God. I feel like we're at an hour and I'm just touched the tip of the iceberg with you. You're going to have to come on for a part two. You're too fascinating to me and I really like, you're very fucking smart and I like the way you explain things.
Starting point is 01:09:42 So sorry. Go on. no please you you go no problem i know you're you're at the end of your your show now so yeah like i want i you know i think we should do a part two there's so much more to your story because you go to clubs right bdsm clubs you do force buy stuff like you know yeah maybe that's your part two i think we need to uh do a part two with you steve i i i agree 100% kathy okay so let's do it more than happy. Okay, let's do it. I'm going to send you the link to rebook. I'm going to air this one and then we'll do a part two and we'll get like more specific and more stories. I love what you talked about.
Starting point is 01:10:21 I think it's like really super interesting. But I think that there's so much more there because like you just threw something out. I'm like, what the fuck? I'm like I could talk to you for another 35 minutes. You know what I mean? I say the best for laugh. Yeah. No, and I like like you talked a lot of bigger picture stuff, but I thought the stuff that you did was super interesting. So it's not like I would cut that get more of those specific stories, but we could get maybe in the part two more specific stories of all this other stuff. So thanks for calling in for your part one. Steve, I'm going to send you the link you're going to call in for a part two, and then I'll air it another time. But this one will be up this Friday. So thanks so much for calling in. I loved your story. You were such a great,
Starting point is 01:11:01 like, guest because you made my job easy. Thank you so much. You're wonderful to talk to as well. We're going to talk again. I appreciate what you do. Yeah, awesome. Great. All right. Have a great day. Bye, you too. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook,
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