Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1058 - Johnny is Married, Bi, in the Lifestyle & has a Free Pass to Attend BBC “Freak” Parties
Episode Date: March 11, 2025Johnny is a married, bi guy in the lifestyle who has a free pass to attend BBC “freak” parties and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how he secretly woun...d up hooking up with his cousin's boyfriend, the second guy he secretly hooked up with and what they would do together, how he caught his first wife cheating and how it led to them having open marriage and then eventually divorce, how and when he met his second wife and how she figured out he was into guys, the big dildo she bought him and what they did with it, how he met his third, vanilla wife and how he talked her into going to swingers club, the first swingers club they went to and exactly what went down that first night including the two guys his wife hooked up with, the sex party they went to and all the naughty things that they both did that night, the couple the met and what went down during their hook up, how and when he told his third wife he was into guys and how she reacted, the first time they tried anal together and what went down, how he got a free pass from her to attend all guy sex parties, how the parties are all set up, all the types of guys that show up and what goes down with each type of guy who attends, the main city where the Down Low BBC “Freak” party takes place and what goes down there, the types of bi guys that show up to the freak parties including militaries, smoothies, bears etc, and what he prefers, how his wife now wants to see him hook up with a guy, how and why he now considers himself pansexual vs bisexual plus a whole lot more. **To see hot pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://butterwellness.com/ For 20% off your Butter Wellness perineum massager use code STRICTLY https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://beducate.me/march2025 Use code anonymous to get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Anyway, today I have on Johnny.
Oh my God.
Somewhere in the middle of this.
conversation probably about maybe like 25 minutes in I was like I don't have to say one word I mean this
guy I keep like trying to talk and guide him but I'm like why am I doing that this guy is so good
he just wants to run and do his thing and tell his stories and he's got it all down and his stories
are super interesting he has led a very interesting life Johnny is by or he used to think he's
by now I consider some pansexual and you'll hear the whole journey all the crazy things that
happened to him when he was younger when he realized he was
into guys, all the crazy marriages he had, open marriages and crazy things he did with all of his
wives. Every one of them was like open and every one of them they did crazy things.
Currently, he's with a woman and he does have a free pass. He was able to be out and proud
about that he's into guys and he has a free pass and he goes to these crazy parties, these BBC
freak d.L. Freak parties. Okay, wait until you hear the deal about all the this like whole scene
that I didn't even know existed that he talks about.
It's like super interesting.
Like we end kind of with that because that's where he's at now and he goes to these parties.
And he says it's like the mecca of it all is in like Atlanta, Georgia.
He got to listen to his stories.
They're super great.
He's very entertaining to listen to.
He's got a lot of stories.
He's been there, done that.
He's a freak.
He really is a freak.
And he's a BBC.
And he has BBC picks over.
He has picks of his BBC over on my bit Discord.
So make sure to sign up if you want to put picks to this episode.
But anyway, I'm going to get right to be right back on with Johnny.
Hi, Johnny.
Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast.
How are you today?
Good.
I'm okay.
How are you?
I'm good.
So listen, you were explaining to me before we started taping that you were, you know,
you were a guy that used to consider yourself bisexual.
Now you consider yourself pansexual.
You feel like you're at the point in your life.
You want to be out and proud.
But I'm sure there's a whole backstory.
to all of this. Let me ask you quick questions about, about like where you're at right now,
Johnny. Are you like a married guy? Are you a single guy? Right. I'm married. Okay. To a woman or a man?
A woman. Okay. We've been in a lifestyle for a while. We've been in lifestyle almost seven to eight years.
Oh, okay, great. So now as a by the, okay, so let's go back. Let's get your backstory with like guy
and guy action, right? Because that's a big part of your story. And then we'll also, you know,
when it comes up chronologically, like when you met your wife and how you guys got into the
lifestyle. But anyway, let's go all the way back. Like, when did you realize that you were into guys?
I realized that when I went, my cousin invited me, my cousin asked me to babysit for her. So I went to
my cousin's house. Yeah. And she had a boyfriend with her. Oh, yeah. This is a very good taboo story.
The cousin's boyfriend. Yeah, the cousin's boy, right. So she comes, she says, okay, well, I have
to go to store to get some papers.
At the time, I was a teenager, and he was a teenager.
Her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend.
Yeah.
Right.
There was a boyfriend.
Yeah, it was a boyfriend.
And then she said she had to go out to get some papers
and before they can go to movies to babysit.
So I said, okay.
So she left, which is me and him when we started talking.
And then somehow we started wrestling.
And then he gets me on the floor.
I wrestle with him and everything.
He's a little bigger than I am.
And he gets me on the floor.
And he's all my.
my, he puts me on my, my stomach, and he's on my back.
So then his hand goes around my chest, one of his, his hand goes around my chest.
He holds me down.
And then I said, get off me, get off me.
And we were kidding around.
Then all of a sudden, I feel this hand go down to crack in my butt.
Oh, my God.
And, yeah, and then all of a sudden, I felt this immense pain because his middle finger
went right up through my butthole.
I went, way.
And I said, what the?
And then he took his, he started sucking my neck.
And he said, if you told me to stop, I'll stop.
If you tell him to stop.
And I went, it hurts.
And I said, well, tell me to stop.
I said, it hurts.
He said, well, tell me to stop.
I said, I didn't say that, but it hurts.
And so then he went, oh.
So then he said, relax, relax, so I relaxed.
And that's what I realized.
You were R-A-P-E-D.
Right.
I was, I like it.
No, you didn't get what I just spelled, okay?
Like, that's like fucked up what he did to you, by the way.
But like, I get why maybe you didn't frame it that way.
but like I don't even want to know how old you were exactly at that time but the fact that he's like older than you you guys are just teenagers that he basically gets on top of you without even getting consent from you he puts his hands on your pants that's like fucked up sorry to say like that poor girl's I mean that boyfriend was very inappropriate sorry
okay well I liked it I I like it so then he got up he told me get up and I got up and then I went
into the bat. I went and he said, well, how you feel? I said, I'm good. I'm good. So he said,
going to the bat. I went there. He said, we're going to the bedroom and take clothes off. So I went
the bedroom took my clothes off. And then I sat inside a bed and he came over. He took his, he said,
unbuckled me. I unbuckled him. I dropped down and I started to get him hit. And I was the very
first time I've seen, I seen this big penis and I went, wow, okay. And then
I started stuck to him. He said,
then he said to me, I said, well, how much
do I do? He says, well, you're going to keep doing it
until your mom's good sore. And I started
giving to it and I enjoyed it.
And then he said, you heard
the keys unlock in the door because my cousin
was coming back. So he got done,
he jumped up. He said, going to the bathroom. So I grabbed my shorts
and I went to the bathroom. So
she came, she gave the pampers.
They went to the movies.
On the way back, he
he slipped me his phone number.
So I called him
two days later and we started talking.
And so I would go up to his house.
I went to his house rather than my cousin's house.
And his parents would be working.
So we figured our time where his parents are still working.
So I would go to his house.
He went in the bathwater.
I would come in, go to the bathroom, take a nice bath,
come out of the bathroom, go to the bedroom naked.
And I'll lay in a bed in the sheet, wait for him.
So he'll come in, take his clothes off.
He'll jump in the bed and we'll start doing it.
And I was his bottom.
Oh, my goodness.
Did your cousin ever find out that you were banging her boyfriend?
No, I don't know.
I don't think she'd ever know.
We did it for about a year.
Wow.
For almost twice a week, I would go up.
But at the time, I still was dating girls.
Yeah, I got it.
He was two, by the way.
He was dating your cousin.
Yeah, he was dating.
So I was dating girls.
And then out of nowhere, it was, you know, and I started falling for this guy.
And I was seeing him twice a week.
Plus I had, I was dating two or three other girls.
And then out of nowhere, his parents sent him down south.
So I was bummed out.
I went, and I had best of two worlds.
You know, I had a guy, and I had a girl, two girlfriends.
I've seen two girls and I've seen him.
So I was, I was loving life as a teenager.
Yeah, yeah.
He left.
He left.
His parents sent him down south.
So, um, so then I went, okay.
Then one time, I don't know what happened.
One day I was playing basketball and some guy came
to me and he, which went
in my air, he said, you want to make,
you want to earn $5? I said, yeah,
okay. He said, follow me.
So I don't know how he knew who I was.
So I'll follow him across the street.
We went behind the building and there's a little
small alley and he said, get on your knees. And I knew what he
wanted when I got on my knees. And I
unbuckled him and I started to get him head.
Are you a grown up at this point? Are you still a kid?
I'm still a kid. I'm a,
I'm a teenager. He's a fucking predator and he's
smells that you're a victim and that's why he found you. I mean, I'm sorry, but like,
you think so. Of course. Yeah, this is all fucked up stuff. I don't think this is hot.
I think this, you know, like, I get that, you know, you enjoyed it and stuff, but you're like a kid and this is
like somebody like paying you and like, you know, finding you on the street and then bringing you to
the woods, some older guy. Like that's kind of fucked up stuff. I don't know if you have kids.
He was a teenager too. Oh, he was a teenager? Oh, okay. He was a teenager. Oh, okay.
Oh, okay. He was a teenager. No, no, he was an older guy. No, he was a teenager.
Oh, right. So I should edit that out. Okay, sorry. Yeah. He was a teenager. He was a teenager too.
Oh, he was a teenager. Oh, okay. He was a teenager. Oh, okay. So he was an older guy. No, he was a teenager. No, he was a teenager. And so he was my regular, maybe two or three times a week. I would go in the backwoods. And we would go back in his little basement area. And I earned five dollars.
And then we did that for a while.
And then as I got older, he moved away.
And so then I decided to go in the service.
So I told myself, I'm not doing nothing to serve.
I was too frightened.
I was scared to death.
So I went to service.
Right.
And I went to service, fought in war, the 20 years, never did anything.
I got, you know, I got married at early age, and I'm in the service, and I'm deploying.
And then I married my child, I married my high school school school.
hard. And then as I deployed, I found out she was cheating on me. So when I found out she was
cheated on me, she denied it, deny it. So then I let it go. I didn't say nothing. And then the
second time I caught her, this is where she's the one that proposed open marriage, open, open,
Oh, is this the woman you're still with? No. Oh, okay. So I go away to training and my lieutenant gave
for key to his house and said he just got the voice and he needs somebody to watch his house.
We came back from training and the next day he calls me over.
He said, I got to talk to you.
I said, what?
So we go out to the middle of the parking lot so no one can hear.
And she said, he said, bro, my house is trash.
Somebody was in my bed.
There's scum stames all on my bed.
Somebody took showers in my bathroom.
Oh, my God's like Goldie.
It's like naughty.
It's like naughty goldilocks.
Right.
He said there's tore off condoms, the four, five condoms on the bed.
She said, don't even want to have keys with your wife.
I said, okay, thank you.
I go home, I went off, okay?
Then one night we were watching TV and we trying to, you know, get over everything.
And she just looked at me.
She said, I love you very much, but it's just sex.
Okay.
I said, okay, why?
She said, I'm just having sex.
and I went
oh so
and she said
okay
we're going to have a nice talk
so we cut the TV off
and she said
you know
she said you're great
you're good to me
but I never climax with you
I said okay
and she said yeah
and she's right
we used to
our sex was
I go inside her
I pump I come
and then I eat her out
and she comes
that's our sex life
That's been our sex life.
Yeah.
So she said, I met this guy.
I went out with one of her friends to a club, and I met this guy, and we made out.
And she said, she said, had a humongous climax.
And she said, I just, I love the sex.
So I said, okay, so where are we at?
She says, well, well, we just have an open marriage.
So I said, okay.
So I went, you know, that's all she said, open marriage.
So long, fast forward,
two Friday nights later,
and she told me, hey, babe, can I go to barracks?
And I said, and you said, you said, we had an open marriage.
I said, well, she said, so I kind of, I let it go to barracks.
I felt so bad, but I didn't want to feel like I was controlling her.
So she goes through barracks.
she comes back.
I'm in the bed sleep.
She takes a shower.
She jumps on the bed.
And she literally jumps all over me.
Okay?
I've never seen her act like this ever.
Yeah, well, she just got some.
She's having reclaiming sex with you.
Right, right.
So that's the first time we had anal sex.
Right.
And then one morning, one day she got up, she said, I want my own place.
Wow.
So that was a hint to me.
So we separated.
Mm-hmm.
We got a divorce.
I'm still in the service.
And I'm still in the service.
Okay.
Because you're going to play.
Okay.
So then, all right.
So she moves out.
And then do you meet your next wife?
Right.
I met my, I was overseas.
Mm-hmm.
And I met him online.
She's job day gorgeous, blonde hair, blue eye,
from the upper Midwest.
And one thing she told me, I said, she said, wow, we go.
The first night, she says,
you don't mind have something to say.
I said, what is it?
She said, I'm buying.
I said, okay.
I didn't say nothing.
No, I didn't, I didn't say anything to her yet.
I was kind of afraid to tell her.
Of course.
So, yeah.
So we made love.
We schooled everything.
So then we eating breakfast one morning.
We eating breakfast the next day.
We met out again.
We spent the whole weekend together.
And then she looked at me.
She said one night, oh, so she's, after we
got done. She's rubbing. She has a hand on my, on my dick, and she's rubbing it. And she said,
I have a question to ask you. Don't get mad. And I went, what? She said, sometimes by people,
know by people. We sense it. And I said, okay. She said, you ever knew with a man before?
She's right. She's right. They know. I said, yes, I have. She said, okay. And she said, don't get mad.
She said, just tell me. Yeah. So I told her the story. She said,
Thank you for telling me, you know, that's so good of you.
I said, how did you know?
She said, you know, believe it or not,
bi people, sense of other, by people.
Yeah, that's interesting.
So I went, okay, so I told all about it.
And, you know, I told her, you know what, thank you.
Because I said, my first marriage, we kept,
there was another open communication about sex.
Right.
Right.
Was we never discussing anything.
We did things and things.
So I'm glad.
So we were very open.
We talked about everything.
Okay.
So one, so after I got out, I moved up where she's at.
And we got a place and, and she, and she, she, she loved me be by.
So.
Oh, so did you have a free pass?
Right.
She told me, oh, what happened?
One, I'll tell you what, my free pass came.
We went to us, sex club.
Okay, well, you got to start there.
A queer club, right, right.
We were a Claire club.
So it was like, it was queer, it was everybody, buys, homosexuals.
So we get out, we come out, we had a good time, we dance a little bit, we drank.
Somebody left a phone number on my dashboard.
And we cracked up all night.
Who was that phone number four?
Me or her?
Exactly.
Who was it for?
Who was that for?
Yeah, who was it for?
We get home and we called the number and it was for her.
Okay.
And I went, damn.
So she goes and spends the weekend with this girl.
She comes back.
And she said, I have a surprise for you.
What?
And she reached in her bag and she had this nine-inch black dildo.
Oh, wow.
And I said, and you want me to do what?
She said, it will be a great turn on if you use this.
I said, you really?
She said, use it.
You haven't, you, she said, use it.
I said, okay, so we tried it.
So one night we were home and she liked it.
I put it on myself.
I stopped playing myself.
and it felt good.
It was like a relief.
And she laid in, you know, she sat next to me.
She had a lays open.
And she thought, I'm masturbating.
And I worked it in my ass and I worked it in.
I didn't get it all in.
But it was, and I literally fucked this deal, though.
And she came about two or three times.
Wow.
So she was into it.
You really struck gold when you met her.
Right.
I did.
And she said, oh my gosh.
She said, I cannot wait to see you with a man.
And I went, watch.
She said, you don't know, so she told me,
women get turned off watching men.
Y'all don't think we do, but she said, two men, oh, my God.
And she said, and you, and she said, you're a BBC too?
Oh, my gosh, I can't wait.
She said, so I, while I couldn't find a word.
And we were these two gay guys across the street.
She knew, and what I would do is I would open the curtains on Saturday nights
and they'll watch me eye naked.
and she said, hey, she said, babe, just open the windows and I ain't closed.
I used to always out of my clothes.
And she said, be naked.
I used to stand in naked and eye clothes.
And these guys, they were like, oh, my God, look at that body.
Look at them.
And they were looking at my wife on the phone.
And she was saying, babe, they look at you.
They love it.
Keep eyeing, keep eyeing.
Oh, my God.
She must have tipped them off.
Like, hey.
She did.
Yeah, yeah.
That's awesome.
That's hilarious.
Right.
So it's all kind of consensual, right?
Like they know.
Right.
Everything is consensual.
And I felt so, I felt so free with her.
Yeah.
You know, because I felt, I felt so free with her.
We discuss everything.
I'm, like, slightly obsessed with your wife.
I want her on the phone.
Anyway, go on.
All right.
So we didn't last long because she got, she had a mental problem.
Oh, wait.
This girl isn't the one you're married to now?
No.
I'm on my.
How many marriages have you had?
I'm on my third marriage now.
Okay.
So now we're getting to the current one, right?
Right.
Right. So the third one, so we divorced. We're still good friends. We divorced, but, you know, she had a mental problem. And she decided, you know, she had to go take care of stuff. So we divorced. She separated divorce. And so I met this other, I met my current wife. Okay. And when I met her, I met her through a site, you know, a dating site. And we started dating. And then she's very vanilla, conservative, very attractive. She's a 10, you know, she's a built-in six-pack. The girl didn't have to go to the gym.
I'm so jealous of her.
So then one night we were talking and I just told her, you know, we wasn't married yet.
I kind of like variety.
She said, you do?
I said, yeah.
She said, I said, you never heard of swing?
And she said, no.
I said, well, we should go to a club and try it.
And she went.
And I told her, look, babe, I know we, you know, we screw our brains out.
But there's a part, you know, I said, there's a part of you.
I can't, another man can hit that maybe I can't.
hit that you may get a different side of pleasure.
Yeah.
Okay?
That's just how it is.
I mean, you don't have to love them, but, you know, it's not wrong what I have in two
or three sex partners is loving one of them.
So she said, okay, I'll try it.
She said, I'll try it.
But you're going to be with me, of course.
So we go to the sex club.
We go to the swing club.
I called the head, and one of the owners had a tour guy.
So he comes, he meets it at the door, and he tore the club.
We tore his shoulders with the back, the back.
rooms were, the BDS rooms, all the rooms were. And we sit down. So we're sitting down.
She has on his nice dress and heels. And I'm sitting on one side of the table and he's sitting on
another. So as we're talking on the table, I said, what's wrong? He said, he has his hand on my leg
and he's heading towards my cross. Well, how do you feel? She said, oh my God, it feels good.
I said, told you. So, so then, so she adjusts as a seat. And he's fingering her right there. And
I'm like, and her eyes are going back and forth.
I said, I told you.
I told you.
She said, I had no idea.
See the tension you get?
See the tension you get?
She said, you're not jealous.
I said, no.
Yeah.
And I told her, babe, at the end of the night, you get in my car.
You get in my car.
You're going on home with me, baby.
That's what I told you.
At the end of the day, you're going to enjoy yourself, and you're going to go home with me.
And then I'm going to jump you.
Right.
She said, yeah.
So then he stopped.
And I wanted to take it in the back.
Not to go in the back of the back of the.
club or anybody been in a swing club you know you can't no single guy can go by himself so I
said okay pick a single guy out here and you want to go in the back so one guy walked up to us
said hey how you're doing I said how you like him he said well he's cute I said all right so I walked
on and said do you want to go in the back with us say yeah so we go in the back and we go in the private
room closed the door I said okay we're not going to do any penetration this time all I want you to do
is go down on her and see how she likes it so I got on the bed she gets
And she lays between my leg, facing him.
So he slowly takes her shoes off, takes her panties off, kicks up and down her leg.
He spreads her and he started eating her.
And now she was like at my lap.
And she was holding on to my hands.
Right.
And he starts eating her.
And she's like, and she started liking.
That's how you feel.
She said, it's good.
It's good.
Oh, my God.
It's so good.
And so she took this.
She takes one of my, she lets go one of my hand and puts her on his head.
and started in tech
and I said, see?
And I just held her
and I will just enjoy it, baby, just enjoy it.
This is the tension you get.
This is how much attention you get?
She's kind of from a conservative,
vanilla family.
This is way beyond what she thought she was.
Yeah.
So then after that was all where he got up
and that was it,
we got up and we left and we went home,
screwed our brains out,
and we talked about getting a lifestyle.
After that was over, he got up, and that was, that was it, we got up and we left, and we went home, screwed our brains out, and we talked about getting a lifestyle.
So we made, we went to SNL, we made, I took pictures of her, just, you know, vanilla pictures of her in the dress and a skirt.
We sent them, and then we're in a lifestyle.
We started meeting couples.
The only thing is she tried that we went to a house parties, group parties, we've been to clubs, we've been to clubs.
I even hosted, I hosted, I gave three parties at our house.
So we did everything.
And, you know, so she, we, the first time I found out that she wasn't really by,
we went to this house party.
And we go up to the stairs and we open this door and open a double door.
It was walled or what must have been, I'm thinking 40 couples.
And there was legs, ass and feet everywhere on this big bed.
They were screwing on the desk.
They were on top of the dresser.
So we go in and close the door.
They said, close the door because the light from the hall where it was coming to the door.
And somebody yelled, you got to take your clothes off.
So we stripped right there.
So two girls, two girls pulled me.
And I said, bye.
She said, bye.
The guy pulled her.
So the guy put her against the wall and started kissing her.
And another guy came, started necking her.
And another guy who crawled up between her legs, she put her legs apart and started eating out.
and she just stood right there
and she's standing at me across
and I'm across the room and two
girls are giving me head
and I'm looking at her she's looking at me
and I say and I'm waving
and then next year I know one guy pulls her
and they go on the bed
and then I see
I see one guy between her lays
I see her leg up in the air
and I can't move because
these two girls are giving me head
right there said don't move don't move
so I'm watching her and she's watching me
that I lost track of her
because of four or five feet
went over her. She was like, I need all these bodies. It must have been 40 couples in her.
So then after one, so the two girls are giving me head and they said, before you pop,
and don't pop yet, don't pop you. I said, I got to come, I got to come. So some other girl comes,
puts her face running on my ball. She said, come on my face. So I jack off and I come on her face.
And I said, ladies, I got to sit down. I can't fill my legs. So I sat down. I got to the wall and I slid
down and I had to just sit there for a while. I was my legs, my knees was done. So I got up and I'm
trying to find my wife and she's on the side of bed and there's a small line of woman. There must
have been three women standing over her and one woman, they would take turns eating out.
And they said, oh, do you know your wife had a beautiful pussy? I said, yeah, she does. She's been told
she had a pretty pussy since she was 10 years old. So they all eat out. So yeah,
So I walk over.
I said, how you feel?
She said, well, it feels good.
But I don't, I'm just letting them eat me out.
You don't feel anything?
She said, well, they can have it, but I'm not going to be super K.
I said, you're not by.
She said, no, I'm not by.
I'll let them enjoy themselves if they want it.
Well, I'm not, I'm not by.
So I'll find out, ladies, she's not by.
They don't care.
We just want to get the pussy.
That's okay.
And she's okay to take it.
She just doesn't want to go down on that, probably.
Right.
She don't want, yeah.
She don't mind a woman going to her.
for, yeah, I heard that before, uh-huh.
Right, so, so we got
out of there and we met, at that night
we met a nice couple. And that
couple was like our go-to couple
for a while.
Drop dead gorgeous wife and
we always, we always play together
and separate beds. And I used to
and my wife, once she gets
to know somebody, she has one or two
drinks in her, she's another person.
She's a part star. Right.
She goes. She can go.
And how in the favorite position is,
she'll get on a guy, put her knees under her shoulders, right?
Put her hands on his chest and she'll ride him.
She likes doing that.
Right.
And she'll slam him until he comes,
and she'll have to do it until the guy busts him right up beside her.
She loves that.
And I watched, I said, do you know, you do this?
She said, I don't know, I just get, I get the feeling.
Okay.
So we did that for a while and then COVID hit.
COVID hit.
So we had, you know, before, just before COVID,
I gave two, three, I gave three parties.
I gave three parties.
And, you know, on a party, if you invite six,
if you invite eight couples, two show up.
So we had a couple show up.
And this is the first time we,
because you normally had white couples.
It was the first time we're a black couple.
And one night, and they were nice, they were good.
But, oh, she's a size queen.
Okay, she, you know, I'm pretty,
and I got girth and I got length.
Yeah.
So she got used to that.
but when she met this guy, the guy, she liked him, but she just said, oh, so it was hard for us to find, you know, guys that, and I said, babe, not everybody's going to, not me guys are going to be my size.
And she said, well, I just want, at least give me growth.
Because a lot of women like growth.
They can take the five minutes, they like the width more than I like the length.
Totally.
Right.
So then finally, we met this one couple.
He had girth. He was as big as me. And, um, oh, no, he was a, he was a bull.
Because we had, what happened was we invited three couples on one party. And one couple showed up,
which she was nice. We were told me, we met on a restaurant. We met on a restaurant,
we met on a restaurant, round of you. She showed up. He couldn't make it, but she said he's going to
make it out whenever we meet. So they came over interracial couple. He's black, she's white.
And so we ate dinner.
What's your wife now?
Is she black or white?
This wife?
She's black.
Okay.
She's black and she's very pretty.
Okay.
And she's born in England.
Uh-huh.
Right.
She's born in England.
And I met her when she came over here.
Okay.
So then they came over and we had red wine and everything.
So we go in the room, normal thing.
And I'm doing his girl.
And my wife, you know, I'm just me and the girl, I got her legs cut back.
And I'm, I'm diving.
I'm thrusting, I'm enjoying myself.
And I'm glad, you know, I'm dancing out my work.
She knows how she's doing.
And she gives me that look.
My way has this looks, she gives me like,
this ain't working.
She gave me that look like something's up.
I said, what's wrong?
She said, she crawled over the bed.
She said, he can't get it up.
I went, what?
I went, oh.
So what happened was, I said, dude, you all right?
He said, it was the red wine.
It was the red wine.
What did this to me?
Oh.
So that night, he went back in the kitchen.
My wife got on her knees.
So I'm doing his girlfriend and my wife.
That was very tiring.
I'm telling you.
Because they were both.
I was doing 10 thrust, 10 thrusts, 20 thrusts, 20 thrusts, 10 thrusts, because my wife's not by.
So she wasn't kissing this girl.
She was laying there, you know.
And I know the girl wanted to kiss from my wife, but my wife's not by.
So I'm thrusting and I'm like, and I'm hating this guy.
I said, give me a break.
I'll go to the kitchen.
Dude, you need to get in here.
Okay.
Do something.
And he said, I'm trying to get it up.
I said, I brought her in.
I said, babe, go down on him.
I said, I went on him, tweet the hym.
She won't get it.
He can't get hard.
So finally, he said, I'll help you out.
So he goes down on his girl's ass.
He said, that's a weak spot.
So he started eating the ass out, and she's loving it.
And then he says, okay, she wants anal sex.
And I went, oh.
And I have problems with my wife.
I never do any sex with another woman, but her.
Right.
And so I had the wish for in the air, babe.
She wants to say no sex.
And she said, okay, hurry up and get it done.
Let them leave.
So I go and I schooled his girl, had anna with her.
They leave and they went.
And that is probably the biggest thing we get in the lifestyle we get is a lot of men have anxiety issues.
Yeah, it's true.
That's what we find out.
They do.
And what happens is they come over to my house, you know, the couples.
And they be trying to wrap to my wife.
And one dude was like, and I said, dude, you don't.
dude, you don't have to wrap. You're going to get it? Relax.
He's all up in my wife in the kitchen and like, oh, baby, yo, baby.
I'm like, hey, bro, bro, you don't have to do that.
You're going to get it. Yeah.
It's okay, bro, bro, all right, all right.
So we go on the bedroom with those other couples, three couples.
And I knew his eyes were like glassy and hazel.
So I'm thinking this guy's high, you know.
So because when we went up, when me and my wife, we had it with them and their home,
we had a force one with them.
their house, they smoked a lot.
A lot of, a lot, they smoked so much that there was for yellow.
Oh, gross.
Oh, girl, right.
So we're thinking these girls, they really smoked.
But they were good lovers at that night.
So when we invited up at my house, I'm doing his wife on the couch,
and then we go on the room, and then he's, I had all the, I had all the room lights down.
The house is nice and dark, the atmosphere, the vibe was there.
But he comes to me, said, bro, you got caught a light on.
And I had two other couples there.
I said, okay, you know, I'm trying to make anybody comfortable.
So I cut the lights on in the bedroom.
So I'm in the kitchen after meeting his wife done.
And we're in the bar just talking in my kitchen.
My wife comes out with another girl and said, he can't get it up again.
He can't get it up.
He's fucked up.
So his wife said, oh, his wife tried to apologize.
So my wife and this other girl go back in there and they both went down on this guy.
Like you wouldn't believe.
still can't get it. He couldn't get it out. So, oh my God, that would, nothing that can do
to get nothing. So, so, um, I went, okay, you know what? Let me try something. So I go in,
right, just me and him. I said, dude, you buy? He said, um, I said, dude, you can tell me, okay?
So he's
So he told me
I was like I've been attracted to you
Since I met you. I went really
And so I went and I got this I grabbed his dick and I started slowly
Rubbing it and he went it got harder than that you wouldn't believe don't
The Empire stay building
That's all he needed all that time
That's all that need it.
I told me to touch so you couldn't tell me he said well I don't want you to fucking beat me up
Isn't that sad that that's the way it has to be?
I said, no, dude.
So he said, oh, what am I do?
I said, all right, well, look.
I said, did you talk about your wife?
He said, no, she don't know nothing.
I said, bro, you're going to have, I said, I'm not going to, you know, I'm not going
to trade your confidence, but you're going to have to perform the night, bro.
Okay.
Oh, they're going to get a hit.
Yeah.
He said, so they, I said, he's high.
He's he I went out to the kitchen and he's up he's up now you're going there and my wife said what you do I said nothing I just talked to him he had to calm down so he's good he's cool he's he went did my wife did this other girl I went back in there everything was done and we were we were all sitting around you know took a little break everybody sitting around lights off everybody's naked we drink a wine so I'm in the kitchen he comes in the kitchen and he stopped filling my ass he said oh my god you got nice butt I said yeah and I said yeah you got a nice dick he said yeah you got a nice dick he said he said yeah you got a nice dick he said he said he
You think we can get away?
I said, we can't.
You can't.
I wish we could, but we can't.
You didn't come out to your wife, girl.
There's other couples here.
We're going, you know, I wish we could.
This is bullshit.
I know it's bullshit.
Anybody's having sex.
What's the problem?
So they left and, and me, my wife just taught, and I talked.
And I told her, after they left, I told him what happened?
She said, really, really?
I said, yeah.
He said, what are he talking about?
He said, he didn't come out to his wife.
So, I don't.
don't know. So then
my wife knew
stuff was up with me and I said, you know, I'm
bisexual. She says, I know, I know. So then
I told her, we wasn't married yet.
It wasn't married. So
the next weekend, we go to the
we go to the, we went to a swing club.
We stayed the night. It was a joining hotel.
I took a dildo and a
strap on. So that night, we're in the bed, when we danced
all night, had a great time. We go upstairs. And I told her,
babe, you know, I want some dicks. She said,
what kind of dicks? So I showed her my strap.
And she puts it on and I got on my knees and she started pegging me, felt good.
And I was really into it.
But I could see through the mirror because we had one of those rooms that had the, you know,
the Mary on the ceiling.
I look up and she's just going through emotions.
She's not really into it.
Okay.
So then that night was done.
I knew the back of my mind.
She wasn't into it.
So before we got married, I told her, I said, you know, I have needs.
you know and something needs require being rammed you know rimmed and you know those
something needs I have and she said well I'm she said that's beyond my comfort zone I said okay
she said and I respect for that and I said okay but babe I have needs okay so we had this talk
this was recently about a couple months we had this talk and I told her I have needs and
said you don't want to meet these needs I respect them your comfort zone you have your
barriers. No, I'm
I think I
reserved the right to go out and meet my
needs, how my needs met. You
said that to her. Right, I said it to her.
And she said, how would
you do? I said, well, I'll meet a guy
have him come over. And she said, oh my God,
I would love to see you with another man. Wow.
I said, I said, you sure? She said, yeah,
I'm in my height. We can share,
we can share some. She said, we could share them, right?
I said, yeah, we can share them. And I said,
yeah, and I said, but I said,
that'd be great. But, but,
And I told her, you know, I've been going to download parties.
And she said, yeah, she's, yeah, yeah.
And so when you go out, what do you do do?
I said, I go out with my buddies and I go to some BBC download parties.
And she said, you do?
And she said, yeah.
She said, what happens there?
And I told her, that's a whole new world.
It's like an underbelly of the lifestyle.
Right.
Okay.
You go to these clubs and I told her, you go.
And how I found out was I went to a mum of old Craigslist.
Of course.
That's where I got all the people.
Right.
I met it.
Right.
I met a Craigslist.
And he said, hey, I throw parties.
Give me a number.
I'll put you on my mailing list.
What kind of parties?
He said, download parties.
I heard a little bit about download, but I didn't know much about it.
He said, BBC download parties.
And I said, okay.
I've never heard of these.
Yeah.
So I'm going to tell you the whole, Kathy, this is a whole new.
world. So I'll go back and I go back home. I took my wife as, look, I'm going out and she said,
okay, well, we're not going to have fights over this because my parents have fights over. My mother caught
my, my dad having a fear. And I don't want us to have that with us. We've been open. So if you want to go
out, go ahead out, you know, she said, just promise me one thing. I said, why? She said, use
protection. I said, okay. But you were talking about the BBC day left. Yeah, so it's on night.
Right. So I get, right, she said that. So I get an email from him and he gave me the address.
and was the apartment complex, right?
And in the apartment complex, he says it's going to be ground floor,
there's an orange pumpkin in the window, and it will be lit.
Interesting.
So, right, so I go up and I see the orange pumpkin.
I'm not going to door.
So this is how it works.
Soon you step in the door, you have to undress.
Oh, okay.
I've heard of that.
Someone else just told me that.
Normally it's not like that, but I've heard of somebody else just mentioned that.
You have to undress immediately, and they put your stuff in the bag.
Right. And then they put a, they give you a band, a band upon your wrist with a number on it.
Okay.
You can't see your, you can't see your hand in front of your face.
Wow.
That's how dark it is.
You're kidding.
Then they cut a flashlight on and they look up and down your body and make sure you don't have no more, you know, no rashes or nothing.
Yeah.
Then he said, okay, you get to go.
And then you pay, wherever you pay, you walk in as pitch black.
The only thing you see is moving bodies.
You see shadows of bodies.
Yeah.
Then you go in the room and these rooms, none but guys.
Now, inside the rooms, there are three types of guys.
You know that I've seen Mr. Blaze.
Yeah.
Okay, well, he has what you call a war holder.
We call them a warholders.
These guys, they go to these parties.
All they do is they hang out the wall and they hold their dicks in the hand.
All they want you to do is blow them or screw your wife.
That's all they're going to do.
Really?
That's what they do.
They're not going to touch you.
They don't want you touch you.
No.
All they will do is get them off so you can go home to your wives and your girlfriends.
So they're against the wall.
Okay.
Now, then you have their bottoms.
Now, the bottoms are you, you go to this bed and you have all these guys bent over with their asses in the air.
Those are all the bottoms.
Wow.
Are they all BBC's?
This is like a DLBBCC guy.
Wow.
No women.
Any women there?
No women yet.
No women.
And so they're on the bottom.
I've never heard of this scene before.
This is a whole scene.
Yeah.
This goes, hey, the Mecca is Atlanta, Georgia.
Interesting.
Okay.
Atlanta Georgia is the Mecca.
Yeah.
Okay.
90% of the black men you talk to know about this.
Everybody knows.
They're just not saying.
It's like a secret.
I don't know.
It's like, you know, it's a big secret.
And now that you're bringing it up, trust me,
I'll get emails of other people being like,
oh yeah, by the way, blah, blah, blah.
You know what I mean?
It just takes one to sort of like out it.
Okay, keep going.
It's fascinating to me.
Right.
So you got your bottoms.
Yeah.
Right.
You got the bottoms.
And you have your tops.
Now the tops, they're just standing against the war.
They're not holding, they're not holding you,
there's body languages.
That's telling you that they're tops.
Yeah.
Okay. So they go and I got tops and now you can go, you know, you scoop, there'll be nine and six or seven asses stick in the air.
No, you can start from one end in the bed and go to the other. Okay. All right. Those are tops. And if you are versatile, you get on a bend, you put your butt up and you put your ass in the air because you're versatile. You can stand up against the wall or you can, you can bend down. Yeah. Now, now, but the wall holders, the guys who just ain't going to do nothing.
nothing but what they're going to hold their dick in the head.
Right.
Now, what you do?
If you sit on the side of bed and you face them,
oh my God, you'll have six dicks in your face before you even,
before you breathe.
Boom.
Then you'd be like, oh, shit, what are these dicks come from?
But you're standing, you're sitting.
Don't sit inside of bed.
That's the bad side.
Here come to dicks.
And they'll come over.
That's the funniest thing I've ever heard.
And they'll be like, oh, so don't stay inside of bed because here come to dicks.
Now, you don't sit there.
They come to, right?
And if they don't see the side, they'll back up.
okay so that's all they want these guys all they want and you see mr when i saw that was mr blaze right he got he got to he got
these guys don't want to do nothing they just want to get the dick suck or screw your wife and go about
their business i think he sucks dick though too trust me yeah he yeah you can suck his dick those guys
you can do whatever you want to that dick they ain't doing nothing to you no but mr blaze sucks dick okay
i've seen it you're saying you can suck yeah but they won't do nothing reciprocate
So a lot of these war-holder guys just hold up the wall because guys like me won't touch them.
Because he ain't going to do that to me.
Okay.
Now, here you come to the other.
That's the third.
The moment is there's the bottoms, the tops.
The guys hold their dicks.
They want to get their dick suck.
And there's the freaks.
Now, the freaks, that's me.
There's something called a freak in this scenario.
You're all freaks.
Yeah, yeah.
Now, they have party.
Guys know it's called a download.
freak party.
Okay.
You hear that.
The only one goes there are freaks.
Okay.
What is a freak?
They do anything.
And that's me.
Passionate brothers.
You go there now.
You just gave me the title.
Johnny is a BBC freak.
Bisexual freak is a
BBC bisexual freak.
There you go.
And a lot of guys,
and they have parties,
they'll call freak parties.
And all you're going to go,
they have guys.
And soon as you do this,
same thing. You undress. You guys
undress at the door. You pay your money.
You go in the room
and there's no one standing anywhere.
That bed is packed. All you got
do is climb onto that bed. Either grab
something, suck something or kiss something.
Bodies everywhere.
You will go.
I've had it the best
one I've seen. I went to a freak party
and I climbed on his guy. He was getting screwed.
The guy was holding his waist
and he was on his back. And he had the
nicest dick ever seen. So I climbed on him.
me he was doing 69.
Somebody came up behind me,
started eating my ass out,
and that went on all night.
Wait,
is this where they get the Diddy,
like word freak part,
freak off parties that he had?
Is that where that comes from?
That's what they can.
No,
it was way before Did he?
No,
that's what I'm saying,
but maybe that's why
they called his party,
the freak off party,
right?
It's way before he used it.
Yeah,
from these freak off parties,
right?
Yeah, interesting.
Right.
Yeah, because he was way before him.
Yeah.
So you'll have a freak party.
They'll advertise it.
If you're not a freak, you're not going there.
If you're a bottom, you're not going.
If you're just the top, you're not going.
If you're a wall holder, you just want your dick suck.
You ain't going on these parties.
Yeah.
How many people drop out of one of these parties?
Right.
Normally, I've been in about four or five of them.
The most you get is 10 guys.
Okay.
Ten guys, but soon you step in, you're going on all night.
I mean.
Yeah, because there's every variation.
Every single person is down for every single thing.
Right, right.
But this is passionate sex.
You can, you know, you don't mind being fucked.
You don't mind fucking somebody.
You mean going down on somebody's ass.
It's just kissing.
Anytime I'm up to a free party, no one is standing around.
That bed is packed.
Right.
So you walk in, you climb on the bed.
You don't have to run.
And here's the thing.
No one says nothing.
Okay.
Everybody's laughing and giggling when you, everybody makes a sound.
You know, a moan sign of pleasure.
Everybody moans, right?
Yeah.
Mones sound of pleasure.
So it is real
And this is the underbelly
Of what's going on here
Now the Mecca
Is in Atlanta Georgia?
Of these kinds of freak parties
You mean?
Is that what you're saying?
A lot of download guys
A lot of download people
A lot of bisexual men are in Atlanta Georgia
Right
Because there still is such a stigma
In the black community, right?
Even more so with black men
Compared to white guys, right?
Right.
Right, it is.
It is. You see a lot of them
when you go to a glory hole. Now I've been
to many glory holes. Okay?
And I've been to many
glory holes and you stick your dick
through this wall and you see
a brother. Some guys
go with the glory hole. They sit there. They don't
do nothing but say, look, all night. Yeah, yeah.
Okay? And they'll have their girlfriend sitting in the car.
But your girl knows that you go to these things
and everything and she's totally cool.
Yeah, she's cool. She says, just
use protection. Yeah, of
And she's looking for them. She's pet. She's looking forward to me to bring somebody home.
You haven't yet? No, she said, when I told her that, she said, I said, yeah, I'm going to be some. She said, there is a God. I cannot wait.
Wow, interesting. She said, I can't wait. Oh, my God. She said, there is a God. She said, I can't wait. I can't wait to enjoy it. And she said, I've been trying to bring home, you know, I'm choosy. I can't do beards. Oh, there's another, there's another category. There's, there's, there's a college.
There's people called military.
There's people called beards.
Beer, they call them beers.
Bears, young bigger guys, yeah.
Right, right.
And there's smooth.
Yeah, I'm smooth.
No hair.
That means I don't like hair.
I don't know hair in my body.
Interesting.
Oh, my God.
Yeah, so you said, I'm a smooth.
They said, what are you?
I'm smooth.
They go, okay, they know, they know.
They know, I'm looking for smooth.
They know.
And I say, I cannot hear, I do not do face you here.
Because I've been in the parties where guys put down on my eyes.
and that beard, the beard, is irritating.
Yeah, that happens with women, too.
That's what guys don't fucking understand.
Like, shave that shit before you go down to me.
Dude, you got to stop.
He said, why?
It's like, your beard.
Yeah, the worst.
So I'm like, whenever I advertise, I was clean shaving, please.
And I don't like to go down the guy and have pubic hair in my teeth.
So I go, make sure you shave everywhere, bro.
I don't like hair.
Oh, my God.
You're a smoothie.
So I'm a smoothie.
So right. And that's my thing. And there's many, I say, now, what I do Caucasian guys, yes, I will do a, I'm attracted to smooth, cute Caucasian guys. That's well hung.
Oh, okay. You like that. Is that your favorite?
Yeah. Smooth. I like, I really, my first choice is BBC.
Oh, okay.
My second choice is smooth. But why it's first true? But why doesn't care one and way to the other, long as they hung.
Yeah, I got it. She's used to it. I mean, she's spoiled by you.
But let me ask you a quick. Let me ask you a quick.
question at these parties. There's no white men or women to be found.
Not changing slowly. Oh, okay. My last party, I went, there was two white guys.
Interesting. Okay. And there's one white guy sat down on the chair and all he did was eat ass.
Oh my God. You just go over, you turn around, you bend down and he just ate your ass.
Yeah. Wow. And he smacked you. And next one, said, damn, there's one. But I'm going to put this out to all the guys.
most parties I've been to
with a woman, the biggest
confident guy in the world to me
that is a beast with confidence
is a dude who lets his wife
enjoy men, gets in the car
and takes her home.
Right.
That is a dude.
I've been to parties and they go, damn, that boy.
They will envy you.
They will praise you
until the day. People shake your hand.
When my wife left, they went down,
bro. When I took my wife to parties,
They'd be like, hey, how you're doing? How you're doing? And we, like, we had a regular guy.
He'll grab my wife and go upstairs and see you. I see you. She'll come down an hour later,
him, sweating, sit down next to him. That was great. And he'll come shake my head. Thanks, bro. I appreciate it.
You know, man. I say, hey, no problem, bro. No problem.
Well, listen, let me just tell you that you have really come a long way,
considering that you did have this history at one time, and especially at a pivotal time, like your first girl.
woman, you know, the first woman you were married to
cheated on you. A lot of times that kind of shit can really like,
why are you a certain way to be so distrustful? But here you are a guy that's like
sharing your wife feeling great about it, totally into it. Like,
you really were able to, you know, like I said, come a long way. And you said
like you felt like you were bisexual. Now you feel like you're pansexual. You're
just like super open. You want to be out and proud. Right? I mean, that's where you're
right now. Right. What I'm going to do is we're going to, she wants her
a couple of months to work out.
So come September and I told me,
I'm going to go to one of these websites
and I'm going to put out there.
I'm going to put either by low, pansexual,
and she's straight and see what happens.
Oh, God.
Just go on my Discord.
You're on my Discord.
You're in my Discord.
You said you've already been posting pictures.
You're going to go meet you over there.
You're going to have people lined up for you.
Right, right.
So they're going to see me.
I had a picture.
I didn't have a picture of my wife.
There's a picture.
I'll picture up my, on your dick pics.
And then one of a hot wife that we had one time.
You'll see that.
We had a hot wife.
I had a picture in a bit, but that was a while back.
No, but you're going to have to repost.
You're going to repost when your episode air, so they know.
And then what's your name on there on Discord?
Johnny?
You're going to sign up?
Yeah, okay, it's Johnny.
So when people go in to see, they could check you out in there as Johnny in my Discord, right?
Right, right, right, right.
So, you know, and I'm going to, and I told us, we're going to, we're going to go back in the lifestyle this fall, and you're going to be straight and I'm going to be buying slash bisexual.
too.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Listen.
You're living your best.
And I told you the other night, she said, she asked me, why are you going to
this?
I said, because I get turned on by anything.
Right.
You're open.
If I see a late, right.
I ate somebody.
I was a bull.
My first bull as a buy as, as by, was about three months ago.
And a couple, she was, she was, you know, she was kind of on the heavy side.
But she had beautiful feet.
She had the sexiest feet I ever seen.
I never sucked somebody's feet in my life.
but I had to touch her feet.
Right.
She had gorgeous feet.
Oh my God.
So you could find something hot in everybody is what you're saying.
Everybody.
That's right.
So I'm laying on my bed and he's going down on me and she, I got out their feet.
And I said, you know what?
I must be panacecus because I can find something to anyone to get turned over.
Yeah, I love it.
So maybe I'm going to have to put, you're maybe Johnny is a pansexual BBC freak.
That's going to be your title.
There you go.
Listen, I feel like I can talk to you for another hour.
You have a million stories in your back pocket.
I find that, you know, the, the, the DL party stuff was, like, fascinating to me.
You're going to get a lot of comments about that because every, if you take five BBC guys,
do we will know about guys on download.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, no, I love it.
And I think of these kinds of conversations or episodes are super important to put out there
because the truth is, even though there's this big stigma and no one's really out and proud
about it and it's all on the DL, it is fucking going.
going down. Okay, so just get
over it already, right? Like this, like there are
black guys that are into guys. Sorry.
You know what I mean? Even though you want to pretend
it's not happening. I mean, it's happening.
I'm going to tell you, and I'll leave this, leave this.
Yeah. Those freak parties,
those download parties. Yeah. I'm going to
give you five guys I met. You want to know what they are?
Yeah. Tell me.
Teachers. Uh-huh.
A policeman. Uh-huh. A finance.
Uh-huh. A fireman.
Uh-huh. One of my best guys that I've done.
that didn't meet with the correction officer.
Yeah.
So there you go.
Every guy that is out there.
All the regular guys that are walking around.
Regular guys.
Yeah, I love it.
Regular guys.
Well, you're not a regular guy, Johnny.
I love your story.
I didn't have to say one thing.
I'm going to probably edit out every single thing I said and just have you talk the whole
time.
You could have to talk for another hour.
I did it.
You know, typically I have to like run a call.
You know, so in the beginning I just start out doing that.
But somewhere along the line, maybe like 25 minutes and I'm like, I don't have to say one.
Why do I keep saying stuff with this guy?
He just wants to go.
go. He is full of one story after
and all. You did such a good job. So, thank
you so much for calling in. But you know,
Kathy, I've listened for the last two months.
You need to stay on because
you let people get off and get this is,
I'm almost certain people tell you stuff that
they've been holding on a holding for
years. Because you know why?
Yeah. You listen. Yeah. No,
because I'm genuinely interested.
Like I always. Yeah. Yeah. And other people
don't give a shit. They don't listen. No, I know.
Nobody listens to me. Nobody asks me ever one question
in my whole life and no one's ever sat across
me and asked me a question about my life, which is fine. I don't care because I'm very interested in
people. It's like some weirdo thing that I have, which makes me great on my job because I seriously
loved having this conversation with you. Obviously, I've been doing this for the past 11 years and
nine of them. I didn't even get paid. I was doing it for fun. So I was because I'm, yeah, I never
monetized my podcast until like the 2020. And I did it for years before for nothing. But I, because I just
genuinely love to hear people's life stories. You know, so I,
had a great time.
And I particularly love when someone like you comes on and just does your thing.
So thank you, Johnny, for calling.
And thanks for being on my Patreon.
And you're going to make sure to go on Discord when your episode airs, okay?
Okay, we'll do.
All right.
Send me some picks for my Patreon, too.
Like not X rated, R rated.
Oh, you tell me, remind you to give you what?
You go to give me something to go to Patreon.
Do you need my email or something?
No, you need to give me your Discord name.
I just want to make sure it was Johnny, right?
So when people go, yeah, make sure it's Johnny.
So when people want to see your picks, the real picks of you, they're going to want to.
They're going to go through my Patreon and then you'll be on a Discord and the guest channel and you could air.
You could, you know, put up the pictures that you, even if the ones you put up previously, put them up because people will want to see them when your episode airs.
Okay.
And I'll let you know.
I go to your Discord and I go to the guest channel.
Yeah, and I'll give you guest role access.
I'll find you, Johnny, and give you guest role access on that.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Thanks so much for calling in.
This was great.
Super interesting.
All right.
Bye, Johnny.
Bye, bye.
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