Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1106 - Melissa is Into Gangbangs, Hotwifing, MFM Threesomes, and More!

Episode Date: May 5, 2025

Melissa is into gangbangs, hotwifing, mfm threesomes and more and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including her first marriage how and why it ended and how and why she went on to Fetlife afterwards, the guy met on there and exactly what went down during their first hook up in her car, how they’re decided tot remain non monogamous and enter into the lifestyle, the first mfm threesome they had and exactly what went down including her being spit roasted for first time, how they’re started vetting guys for her to play with and the “blow job interviews” they set up, the hotel gangbang she had and how it was all set it up, exactly what went down and how and why she wound up in the hospital, the second gangbang she had where and how many guys showed up that time, the Black Friday gangbang she had with a girlfriend and how many black guys attended and exactly what went down, the kind of gangbang guys she prefers, the one girl she was really into that she hooked up with and exactly what went down with her, the swinger pool party they threw and how many couples showed up, her one friend who know’s what she does and why she keeps her in the loop, the bookstore gloryhole experience she had and why she didn’t enjoy it, the gloryhole experience they set up at her house and how many guys she blew that time, how and why she enjoys anonymous sex and exactly what she enjoys happening while she’s blindfolded, how and why this relatonship is better than the one she had with her first husband plus a whole lot more. **To see HOT, anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠ To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ For 20% off your Butter Wellness perineum massager use code STRICTLY https://beducate.me/pd2512-anonymous Use code anonymous to get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Her email to me was like, I'm in a lifestyle and met my partner in a very unconventional way and that's all she told me. But I didn't realize how hardcore she was until I actually spoke with her. Like every next sentence she told me, I'm like, oh my God, you've done gangbings, you've done a Black Friday gangbings, you set up glory holes, you did blowjob interviews in your backyard. You went to play parties, you have play parties. I mean, she has been there, done it all. And this is a woman who was like married her, the guy who she lost her virginity to. It was in a long term vanilla marriage, got divorced, decided to live out of Hophase and met a guy who she was just having sex with. But, you know, two years later, they are in the lifestyle. together in love and doing all kinds of crazy things. I just listed them all gangbangs. I told you set up glory holes. She loves anonymous sex being a cum dumpster.

I mean, you won't believe the shit that she has gotten into and that her and her guy have done. I was like blown away because I didn't realize how hardcore she was. She went from one extreme to another, from Vanilla to very hardcore. Her whole story is interesting. She's done lots of hotel gangbings and all that good stuff. She gives me a lot of stories. Her whole journey is interesting.

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But I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Melissa. Hey, Melissa, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm good, Kathy. Thank you so much for having me. No, thanks for coming on. I know you wanted to be called Vixen. I thought you were a vixen.

You might be a vixen. You might be a hot wife. I don't know much about you, but what I do know is that. You got into the lifestyle about two years ago. You were in a vanilla marriage for a long time, and you found a partner in an unorthodox way, so I can't wait to hear that story as well as, like, how, after being vanilla, all your life, really, you got into the lifestyle. I think that's a super interesting story.

So I don't know where. Let's start with, like, are you with that vanilla marriage? You're out of that, right? Like you got divorced? Yes, I'm officially divorced for about two years now. Okay. And that's when you met this person in an orthodox way and got into the lifestyle? So I had separated from my husband.

We were in the process of divorcing. So everything was really done emotionally. It was just signing on the dotted line that needed to be done. And I had hopped on Tinder and hit the whole phase with a vengeance. Wait, let me ask you this. Did you marry your husband, like really young and never had a ho face? I did. Yep. I was raised Catholic. I was a good girl in the not in the naughty sense. All of my life, he was my first and only until we got divorced. Yes. And I had always known that I had a really high sex drive. He and I would talk about it. It was a known thing. all my kids were in school. I was a stay-at-home mom. I would like rush home and grab my vibrator

and just spend like two hours. Really? Putting some me time when I was able to do that. So I knew I had a high sex drive. So once I was out of the marriage, I was like, I need to figure out what this is all about. And one of the first men that I met had actually mentioned fat life to me. So I hopped on there. I was on Tinder and really just living it up and enjoying the fun of everything. When you're not looking for a relationship, I feel like it really opens you up to so many different people. You're able to see what positive qualities they bring to the table. I mean, they may be a great kisser or maybe they're great at giving pleasure or they know just what to say to you. because, you know, I don't care if you're good with your finances.

I don't care if you like the same movies as me because that's not what we're here for. Yeah. But so I had kind of gotten into a low where I had gone through a couple months of just messing around with guys meeting up and not even going on a date, not even getting a drink just hooking up. It really felt meaningless. And I was like, you know, a date might be nice. buying me a drink might be nice. And I decided to just take a sit back and focus on myself for a little bit. During that time, I had received a message on set that I just didn't respond to. And I let it sit and he teases me about it now for 16 weeks. Okay. What was the message and why didn't you respond

at first? The message was this really nice, long message of how. I like your profile. I live in the area. I'm also not looking for a relationship. Maybe we could get a drink sometime. Maybe, you know, something more happens. We can see. But I would love to talk to you more.

And the message was great, but I had just decided, no, I'm not doing anything. Like, focusing on me. Okay. So you go on a date with him? So we met at a bar for a drink. It was actually, I, during one of my kids' practices, I kind of snuck over and met up with him for an hour.

And we were both like, oh, you're not looking for anything? It's absolutely not. I don't want a relationship. Same for you. He was like, yep, same for me. We met for a drink to just make sure, like, we're both sane for as much as someone can be sane. Of course. You know, that no one's going to murder each other, that this feels safe.

And then the next day, I called him up. And I said, hey, I got to run an errand to a Walmart. I want to meet me and hook up. And it was maybe 4.30 in the afternoon. Yeah. It was one of the hottest experiences ever. Where do you guys hook up? Yeah.

Yeah. Now where? I ended up aware in the Walmart parking lot. That's what I mean. That's what I wanted to hear. Like in the fucking car. Yep, in the car, in the parking lot. I don't know.

I'm obsessed with car. for some reason. You know, adults having car sex. It's just spontaneous. He ended up, he came in me because I prefer raw. And we had done the whole like,

when were you tested, all of that? But then, oh my God, Kathy, he started fingering me and I squirted it all over the back in my car. Oh my God. Had you squirted before?

Did you know you were squirder? I did know that I was. Yeah. But I used to be able to, control it a little bit better. Yeah, all over the, it was such a mess at that point in the back of my car. In the best way possible. It was all over him too, which I just found hilarious. And he enjoyed it, and so it worked out for both of us. Okay, did you know that May is officially international masturbation month? So why not celebrate by making sure you not only jerk off a lot this month,

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You know, it's just spontaneous. Yeah. He ended up, he came in me because I prefer raw. And we had done the whole, like, when were you tested, all of that? But then, oh, my God, Kathy, he started fingering me, and I squirted it all over the back of my car. Oh, my God. Had you squirted before? Did you know you were a squirder? I did know that I was.

Yeah. But I used to be able to control it a little bit better. Yeah. All over the, it was such a mess at that point in the back of my car. In the best way possible. And it was all over him, too, which I just found hilarious. And he enjoyed it. And so it worked out for both of us.

Okay. And now did you find him attractive? Was he like your type? I like to say I don't have a. type. He has the hottest arms I've ever seen. I love arms. He's a union worker. He's a laborer, like, you know, does a lot of physical stuff. I had an instant attraction to him for sure. Right. You know, I never looked at my ex and thought, oh, you're so sexy. And to me, he was. This guy was just, it was radiating sexual.

energy and I just wanted him. And we just clicked and we kept hooking up. He would come over and it would be hour long sessions of just amazing. I mean, he had me count how many times I came once and I'm pretty sure I lost count at 20. In one day? In one day. Wow. So I'm assuming that the hookup started to be elsewhere other than the car, right?

You're not hooking up 20. You're not coming 20 times than a car. Yes. So he started. He would come to my house. I would go to his house. We would still meet and hook up in the car sometimes. It was whenever there was a chance.

Right. And what was his story real quick? Like was he divorced? Was he never married? Was he a swinger previously? He had been in the life side. a long time before, like 10 years prior as a bull. Oh, oh, interesting.

So he knows how to please a woman. Yes, he does. He definitely does. And yet we both really just started to connect. I'll get a little sappy for a minute. Yeah. He was there the day that I went to court for my divorce. Uh-huh.

And, you know, ended up coming over and just holding. me while I cried because it was a rough day. Yeah. And this connection just kept being built. Simultaneously, we were also starting to build a partnership in the lifestyle. Well, how did that come to be? We were both very clear that neither one of us wanted a relationship at all or be a monogamous relationship that we both enjoyed having our freedom. I was not so interested in him playing with

women in the sense of like it didn't turn me on at that point. But I said if I'm playing with other people, obviously go for it. Just I don't need to know about it. But you do you and have fun. And I'm happy for that. But he really had a thing for watching me with other guys. And so on set, we found a guy who would come over and the three of us would play together. And I think that was the first time I was spit roasted, which was just amazing. That is by far my favorite position. Why do you say I think that that was the first time you were spit roasted? Obviously, that was the first time.

You're in a fucking vanilla marriage. You lost your to the guy you lost your virginity to. And now you're just being spit roasted. That was definitely your first time. It definitely was the first time. Oh my God. So how was that, though? Like, who picked a guy? He would always select the guys and kind of give me the option, but he would go through the vetting process. And he still does that where he will make sure everything's in the clear before I meet anyone. Right. Okay, cool. So you have this first three seven. How is that for you, the former vanilla girl? I mean, I know you're going through a ho phase and you fucked a lot of guys, but doing two guys at once is a whole new experience. It was amazing. It was so amazing. I had done spit roasting with toys before, but never two guys at the same time. And the sensations, I love giving blow jobs.

I'm pretty good at them, I think. I've gotten even better with practice. Yeah. But doing that while you're, am I not to swear? Yes. Okay. I thought so, while you're getting fucked is just next level. It's sensation overload.

And yeah, it's, it was so amazing. And knowing that he's there was just such a comfort. He was and is my anchor person. And I still like to play separately as well. But coming back to him and having that emotional connection, makes it so much easier to just have sex for fun. Interesting. So it takes away, like when you had those feelings of like, oh, there's nothing here with

these kinds of like just one night stands, now that you have that connection with that guy, it adds to those one night stands, right? Like they don't feel as empty as they did before. Exactly. Because you don't need that from them. They're just, you know, your pickleball partner. We're going to go, have fun, high five at the end, and leave. and you get to go to the person.

Yeah, but yeah. And then you're bringing it back to your partner, right? Who then, and then you guys feed off of it. Yeah. And that's exactly what it is. Right. Okay. So now he's really into that whole thing where he sees you or shares you with other guys.

That's his thing. He has a lot of things. He loves the idea of sharing me, of me being a slut. And knowing that the skills that I have and how much I love to take care of men is something that he can kind of be a part of. Like, he gets how it is to be a single guy in the lifestyle because he has been. Right. And to be a guy, you know, we're both in sexless relationships and we know the toll that can take on you emotionally. and to be able to see a guy who's not getting that kind of physical appreciation and that I can give it to him,

like that, that turns my partner on a lot. And I'm assuming it turns you on too. Oh, yes, a ton. Right. So he was married and in a sexless relationship. Is he still married or is he divorced? So he was in a long-term relationship that turned sexless. Okay.

But he's not in that relationship. anymore. No, he is not. So he was out of that relationship before he and I got together. Right, right. Okay, cool. So now you do that first experience, a spit roasting. And now why don't you just go in chronological order of all the other things that you tried like after that? Yeah. So we started doing what we called interviews, where we would invite a guy who was interested in playing over. And we would have him come on to the back deck. his house and I would give him a blowjob. If the vibe was there, he would kind of go into the rotation. Our whole idea was to build this Rolodex of guys that I felt comfortable with, that he felt

comfortable with, that could either hit me up to play or that I could hit up to play whenever the need strikes. And so that's really what we did for quite a while. Let me ask you a quick question about the interviews, quote unquote. Did they always involve a blowjob just so you could like see their cock and see if you were interested in them or anything? Or was it like you interviewed them first talking to them and then they got a blowjob if they passed the interview or was the blowjob the interview?

The blow job was the interview. That's what I was thinking. That's the more interesting answer. I'm glad. That's what I thought. So the blow, and so what are you looking for when you're blowing them, the blowjob queen? Tell me. Well, I mean, some of them I didn't even know their name. Yeah. Some of them ended up just being one-timers. And it would just be blowjob and then they'd go. But there were a couple who we were like, okay, we feel the vibes. We can play now. And yeah, it was just, I love giving blow jobs. And it was a fun way to do it and a fun way to find people to play with after. Yeah. I'm sure it's not hard to find a guy to come over to someone's backyard deck and get blown by a woman. You know, no strings attached.

You know, Kathy, it's actually difficult sometimes. Really? Why? Some men think it's a trap. Oh, really? Yeah, you're right. I can see why some people would be like, I don't believe this shit. Is that what it is?

Like, they don't think it's, like, too good to be true or something's going on? Yes. So we still do, I mean, I still give blow jobs all the time. It's changed a little now. Now we'll have guys come down my driveway, I hop in their car, give them a blowjob, and then they go. And there have still been men that are like, you know, your husband's okay with it. We're not officially married.

I do call him my husband. Right. It's hotter. And it's hotter. And I think that it is a little bit more clear to men coming over. Oh, interesting. If you just, what's that? No, that's interesting that you just, that just like clears the, like, it kind of just like

establishes a certain boundary, right, even though it doesn't exist. Exactly. Yeah, I got it. That's smart. Yeah. But there are some men who really just don't believe it at all. Yeah, I could imagine. Well, because I think there's a lot of catfishing when it comes down to it when it comes

to women on these sites, right? That's what everyone's looking for. Like a woman like you who loves blow jobs. He'll just give it up. No strings attached. Who's down for sex and loves that. I mean, that's what my audience comes here for to listen to and hear from women like you because they just don't believe that it exists, but it does, right? Here you are, I've had other

women on, but I can imagine on the sites, it's still, even if you're on adult front fighter, it's harder, still hard to find. And I think a lot of times it's like fake women, you know, uh, and stuff. So to find the real deal, I think, is like you're like the unicorn and probably a lot of guys don't buy it. Absolutely. And I've approached guys before. And there was one point where I had approached a group of men and offered to blow them. And they turned me away. and I had posted about it, I was like, I'm kind of insulted. I'm kind of floored. And a lot of the men responded with if I was in my 20s and a woman had approached me, I never would have thought that it was real. Yeah, exactly. But you continue to doing these blowjubs and things. So you're doing

these interviews. Now, do you ever guys like ever wind up going to like clubs and parties and stuff like that or do you strictly like hook up with guys that you meet online? So we started to take it a step further. Okay. And this is by far, it's probably going to be one of the crazier stories that you hear. Okay. I know that it's my craziest story. We decide to do a hotel gangbang.

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going to be one of the crazier stories that you hear. I know that it's my craziest story. We decide to do a hotel gang bang. Oh my God. Like you jump from interviewing and just having like threesome with guys to hotel gang bang. Yeah, because it was on my list. It was one of the things that I had just always wanted to do. Okay. Okay. So we get the hotel. My guy, that's these other men. We kind of get the list. We know who's coming when. How many guys? We had to decide. Two got to participate. I'm honestly not sure how many were supposed to. I believe it was maybe six or seven. Okay. That he originally had gotten. Yeah. See, if you wanted six or seven to show up. He needed to get 15 to confirm, and then you would have had six or

seven. You know what I mean? Like, that's the, that's unfortunately the way you got to run an event. People flake, you know. We, you have to get, and we do deposits because it's the only way to actually get people to commit. We've learned. Oh, interesting. Yes. Yeah, we have them give a deposit towards the hotel. And when we originally started, we would say, all right, $50 deposit for the hotel. When you show up, you get $25 back. Right. We're not looking to make bank on this. We're looking to share the expense of the hotel. But a lot of time goes into making sure everyone's on the up and up, that everyone there feels comfortable, feels safe. I think sometimes people don't understand everything that goes into the planning of something like this.

No, of course not. And, you know, each person is only one person. They don't understand that maybe if three people are flaking out, like, you're ruining, it ruins everything. I mean, that first, have you done more than one hotel gangbang? Oh, yeah. Oh, okay. So let's start with the first one, because you're just like, I just like cockplock

the story. So the first guy shows up and he and I are having fun. I've got my corset on. We ended up putting a blindfold. on me just to add to the experience. The second guy shows up and I'm giving blow jobs, getting fucked

my heads off the back of the bed, moving around constantly. And all of a sudden, I felt like I was falling. I felt like no matter what I could do, I was just tilting to my right side and I couldn't get up.

and I'm starting to get nervous. And I keep saying the sky is blue in Boston because it had CPR in first aid training and they say that if you can say that, you're not having a stroke. Oh, because you're thinking something's going on here. Like it's not like a normal thing where you feel like you're falling.

You feel like you're falling, but it's like in your head is what you're saying? I don't get. I'm not falling. Oh, interesting. And I have a migraine all of a sudden. Oh, no way. Then I start vomiting.

Shits. Profusely. Like, I can't move. And TMI, I've had three kids. Okay. So, like, everything is just letting go at this point. Oh, my God. I've got my guy who's panicking and two strangers.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. And now it's in a medical emergency. Oh, my God. We have no idea. This is a crazy story. What's going on?

Yeah. We end up having to call 911. Mm-hmm. The paramedics show up. The two guys have now left. Yeah. You know, my partner has managed to get me into presentable clothes so I don't look like a whore. Oh, my God.

I can imagine. Isn't they say, like, can you walk out? I'm like, I can't even stand up. Wow. I have the worst blinding head. ever. And he and I have only been chatting and hooking up and hanging out for maybe three months at this point. Oh my God. You work fast. You're already doing a relationship. Wait, you work so fast. You're already doing hotel gangbings with him three months into your little rendezvous with this guy.

Yeah. Yeah. He said we clicked. Yeah. Totally. Okay. So what was going on? You know, and it was someone safe that I felt like would watch my back at things like this. So we end up going to the hospital and they have no idea what's wrong with me. I can't stand up. I say to him, I need you to call my family. They had no idea that I had even been, we'll call it dating. Yeah. They had no nothing about him.

He's like, I can't call your family. Exactly. It just turned into this super huge thing. All in all, I ended up having vertigrant. which I have never had before. Oh my God, I'm going to tell you that's exactly what happened to benign positional vertigo, the one where if you move your head a certain way, it fucking starts spinning. That one?

Yeah, that happened to me. I found out I had it during sex. I'm banging this guy. He's banging me. And he throws me to the side of the bed. My head flips backwards and all of a sudden everything starts floating around. But I'm like so psychotic of a person that I'm like, I don't stop the scene. Right. Like I'm like, no, no, no, no, I got to power through this. I'll deal with this later. I don't know what the fuck this is. I might die. But like, I'm going to get through this and not say, oh, word. That's how psycho I am. And then it stopped. But it turned out that I had that benign positional vertigo thing, right? Every time I tilted my head back, I would go spinning. I think it was because I went on too many roller coasters like a week before. And then I cured it, you know, but I know exactly what that is. It's crazy. And I found out the same way you do, except you were having a gang bang. You're a little bit more excited.

than I am. Oh, and I really think it had to do with the blindfold and the hat off the bed. Oh, so you never started, though, again. Like, you never had it again. Because when I had it, it was like something that lasted for a while until it, like, I clicked out of it. It was like an inner ear imbalance thing. Like, you just had it that one time? I've only had it. So I had it. It lasted for probably 24 hours. The doctor who finally figured out what it was gave me meds for it. I was down for maybe like two days. Interesting. And knock on wood, I haven't had that experience again.

But I definitely still have the meds from it and keep them with me when we go to gang games. Just a case. Oh, my God. That's so, yeah, mine was different. It was like, listen, there's all types of vertigo, right? Mine was this one that is very specific where if you're like inner ear, things get knocked out of whack, you could have it. And every time you turn your head backwards, you get, you start to spin.

You know, I, I, that sort of lasted for a while for me. and then it went away and everything. But yeah, you probably had the regular vertical. I don't know. But thank God it was nothing bad. I mean, thank God you weren't stroking out or something even worse, right? I mean, that's how I felt when I found out on vertigo because I'm thinking I'm like dying. And especially the first time you have no idea what it is.

Yeah, and you feel like you're dying. It's like the craziest experience. You're like, my body should not be doing that. Like my brain should not be doing this. It feels so like bad, right? But yet it's so benign at the end of the day. So listen, thank God you were. You didn't have a stroke.

You've had gang bangs again, right, since? Yes. So we've done since that one, I think five more. Oh, my God. Okay, go through some of them. Tell me some stories. So the second one we did was much more successful. I believe it was about seven to ten guys and just me.

I still have some guys that I fuck occasionally. And that's how we met them. They came to the game bang. We vibed. And we'll still hit them up because they're pretty cool people. The best one was probably one I did with a friend. With a friend? Yes.

So she and I are very, very similar. She loves to give blow jobs. She loves to have sex. And I said, well, geez, if we're together, we can invite even more people. So wait, I'm assuming that this is a friend of yours that is, was in your vanilla life and you told her about all this stuff that you were doing? Is this like your regular girlfriend? Or this is a woman that you met in the lifestyle. I mean, we haven't spoken about women or anything. Like, where do you meet this woman that knows about you doing

gangbings? So she is, we met her in the lifestyle. She's younger than I am, but very, pretty well known in the lifestyle around where I live. And we didn't meet, I think we met on set. or we met at one of the local play places. I can't remember which. And in the beginning, she was kind of the one that we would ask, you know, where are the good places to go?

Where are the good parties? Where are the good glory holes? And she would be able to tell us those things. Oh my God. We have so much to go through. Okay. You've done play places, glory halls.

Okay, let's get back to the game. Okay, so this woman's in the lifestyle and you do a gang bang with her. Go through the details of that one. So we titled it Black Friday. Okay. And we had 14 BBCs that came. Oh my God.

I don't know why I didn't realize how fucking hardcore you were from the beginning of this content. You know, and it's so funny because I don't feel, if you were to see me, you really? Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's what's so great. Yeah, I love that. I mean, that's what people don't realize. It's not always the ones you think. or whatever and that's what my show is here to say like it's like you just never know okay so

black Friday you know we found these guys most of them I believe were from that somewhere men I had played with there were a couple that she had played with before we got a hotel room double beds and so she was on a bed and I was on the bed and I mean the pictures from it look like you're looking into a mirror but it's not it's two different girls yeah there was a lot a lot of sucking. Yeah. It originally started off as a three-hole gang bang, but one guy did ruin it by, we think that they came to murder our pussies.

Like, there, there were a couple guys that I think they're just career gangbangers, and their goal is to make you tap out. And I was still pretty new to gangbangs and things like that. Luckily, my friend wasn't. Oh, okay. And so she, she was fantastic. And one of the guys, she like came right out was like, you need to stop that. Yeah.

You're not making it fun. And I think that's one thing guys don't understand is like, I love to be fucked hard. Uh-huh. Like, pull my hair a little bit. But you're also, like, we don't have that dynamic. I don't know you. You're not here to bring pain. You're not here to do certain things.

you make it no fun when you do things so hard that it ruins it for everyone else. And their goal is they're trying to get you to tap out as opposed to enjoying it. Yeah. So they could feel something like they're so great. Yeah. It's like it's a ridiculous. Yeah. They're not going to be invited back. Stupid. Exactly. Yeah. And there was another guy who just would not come. And finally, She looked at him and she said, you've got five minutes to come because we're about to be all done. And did he come? He did. He did end up coming all over my face, which I was cool with.

But yeah, it's, you know, I think sometimes they just, their goal is to last. Whereas I would much prefer a guy who pops in three minutes, but can go again. Oh, okay. That's what you did, especially with a gang bang. Like I always say, like, I'm sorry, if like a woman shows up to gangbang, you know, you better show up with a heart on, like you said, you better be able to come. Like, these girls want to get fucked. And, you know, it's a real letdown if, like, someone can't get it up or they can't come.

You know, I mean, it really is, unfortunately. Mm-hmm. And, you know, I am such a dynamic. I have so many different, I don't want to say personalities when it comes to sex. but I love different types. Sometimes I love being with a guy who's kind of nervous and shy and doesn't come with a hard on right away that I have to work for it and make him feel comfortable. I mean, it is such a nurturing thing to be able to run my hands over him and make it sensual and get that comfort level. There is something so rewarding when you make him.

a man who's nervous, feel comfortable, and he comes. Yeah. But you're right. For a gang bang, you've got to know what you signed up for. There is no nervous. It's, if it's your first time, most of the time the guys who are there get it. They've had a first time, too. And they're going to cheer you on and they're going to be like, fuck that girl.

Like, they're going to be telling you to do it. And most of the guys who at least have been to multiple of my gangbanks, they're good sharers. They're going to facilitate it. They're going to be like, yo, bro, your turn to get in. You just need to be able to be prepared to be there to let go of feeling embarrassed or nervous and just get in and do it and have fun. Yeah, listen, it's hard to curate any kind of party where all the vibes like sort of mingle, like perfectly and stuff. And especially with a gang bank. I mean, you're talking about a bunch of different people.

and everybody, you know, and everyone's the own person. But when you find that great... That's the hardest thing that we have found in the lifestyle. Yeah. Because, you know, we've had events that have been complete flops. Uh-huh. We had... We once tried to do something with couples.

I think couples are the hardest group that we've had coming into. You know, we had decided that... Game things are great. Him watching me get fucked is great. But I don't want to... find someone that I can look over and he's playing and he's enjoying that. I've definitely grown in that respect where it's no longer, don't ask, don't tell. I like to know he is a pleaser and I love how he gets when he's had the chance to please a woman. Okay. And really get her off and make her come as many

times as she can. And we tried to have an event with couples, and it was incredibly awkward. Really? Two of the couples knew each other and did not want to play together, which we didn't know. People just did not vibe. It was incredibly awkward, and we had had two single guys that we knew come because it's always good to have a couple extra guys. You know, women have at least two usable holes in a situation like that. So extra guys are good. And afterwards, I remember talking to them and just being like, I am so sorry. That was such a weird.

But because you don't know how the couple interacts as individual people, how they interact as individual people, how they interact a couple and then you bring four or five couples together and it's it is so difficult to get the right vibe with that many people so it's I find it's I've heard that it's hard to get even just one other couple to get the vibe because you're talking four people if you're talking three more couples you're talking you know we have yet to find a couple that that we play with more than once yeah I got it what have you ever played with women do you play with women or you're just totally into guys? So I've played with women more in a group setting.

I don't consider myself bisexual only because I don't look at women and think I want to eat her out. Whereas I will look at guys and think I would love to suck his deck. Right. You like the blowjobs. Exactly. Like that's kind of where my mind goes. But when you start getting into things.

pleasure is pleasure. Right. I will suck a girl's tits. I have used a strap on. And when the girl has the right vibe, it's awesome. We actually recently found a new friend who was so much fun. And I took more of a dominant role, which is not normally the role that I take. And I was calling her a good girl, and he was making her come.

And it was, it was the experience that we've been looking for for a long time. So yeah, like if the, if the vibe is right, I mean, to play with another woman, women are such good kissers and know the right places to touch. Yeah, because their mouths are so smooth, no like razor stubble, you know what I'm saying? Even if a guy shaves right before you make out with them, it's like razor stubble. You know what I mean? Like women are softer lips, right? Absolutely. Yeah. So, okay, so you've met a good unicorn. That's interesting. You've been to parties and, like, play parties and stuff like that, you said, and you also host them, it sounds like.

Yes. So in the summer, we've had a couple pool parties, which we had finally, at the end of last summer, got an amazing mix of people. And again, like, it was just everything that he and I have been looking for. It was, I think, five couples, two or three single guys. Everyone was hanging out and chatting. And then some people just, you know, kind of started touching each other. And most people did not know each other before this. It was people that we had found that we just, we were like, okay, this seems like a good group. Yeah. And everyone was fucking, we had set up like sex furniture around the pool.

And after a couple hours, we threw it. some meat on the grill and everyone ate and chatted and it was just such a good time. Like it sometimes baffles me that other people don't want something like this. What do you mean? Open, open sexual experiences, you mean? Yeah. And to think that sex has to be so closed off all the time. Right. Yeah, because listen, you've lived both lives. You know what it's like to be vanilla. You had that life already. And you were like a virgin when you got married. I mean, you were very vanilla. And now you're very not. I mean, you really are on the opposite end of the spectrum. So you could

really see it from both sides. Exactly. Now, let me ask you a quick, a couple of questions. And we'll get some more hot stories because I feel like you probably have 80 more. But like, you know, I'm assuming you and this guy are in a real relationship now, right? More than just a sexual relationship. Is he your boyfriend? Is he, you know, and how long have you been seeing him for? So we say that we've been together for two years now. And yes, we are, we're so much more. Right. Than just, than just a sex couple. I consider him my boyfriend. It's life situations will keep anything from really happening in terms of like getting engaged or married or anything like that. What about living together? For every long time.

What about living together? That too, because of kids and everything, not happening? Exactly. Yeah. I vowed that I would never bring someone into my home until my kids are not in it. Yeah, I understand. And I even said to me, you know, the house that I have is the one that I was in with my ex, and I never want him to move in.

I would love to one day get a separate place with you or move into your place. Yeah. But this was the home where I've raised my kids and where I was married. married for 16 years. I have no desire to bring him into that on so many different levels as much as I like my house. Yeah, that makes sense. You know, I, you know, you hear that all the time. Like, women don't want to move into a guy's house when it has like decorations that the other woman put in, you know, and, but it's interesting that like it's during like sort of forward thinking of you to actually feel that way for him. You know what I mean? You're thinking of him.

Like, you don't want him to come into that, uh, which I think. is great. Now, so you've been seeing him for two years. He's like a part, like he's your boyfriend, your family, like your kids know him and all that kind of stuff, right? He's not like a secret boyfriend, correct? So he's, my kids definitely know him. He's been to family stuff. Yeah. You know, we still keep some things a little bit separate. Again, because he doesn't live with me. I don't have him stay over when my kids are here. Only because again, when I got divorced, they said, I'm never parenting with someone again. I want to do things my way. I want to do things my way. I will co-parent with my ex.

But I don't want someone to be like, well, they shouldn't be doing it. No, it's my house. It's my rules. That's it. Yeah, no, I know. I'm a single mom. I have it easy. Trust me.

Like, people will be like, oh, I feel sorry. It's so hard to be a single mom. I'm like, actually, I think it's actually easier because it's my way, the highway. I don't have to negotiate with anyone compromise. I'll cut this out. But it's true, you know, which I, so I get that as a woman. So do any of your vanilla friends know about like, these, this crazy life of yourself? I have one vanilla friend that I have shared things with.

But even with her, I don't share everything. Does she know about the gangbangs? Yes, she does. She was the person that in the beginning of things would always know my location. Like, is a woman, you need to have someone that knows what you're up to. Yeah, I get it. That's smart. Yeah. And so, you know, before I knew that my guy was the real deal, I would always tell her where we were going vaguely what we were up to. She's also the person who knows about my special closet. There's a lock on it, so my kids can't get into it. And I have told her, if anything happens to me, here's where the key is, put on gloves and just get a trash bag. Yeah. So what is it like a little safe? Oh, no. It's like a full walk-in closet that just has

outfits and toys. That has a lock on the closet. Like you, oh, you have the whole closet locked up from the outside. Yes. The whole closet's locked up.

Like your little dungeon. So wait, tell me some more like, you know, we got like 10 minutes. Like, I mean, I feel like,

you know, for you, it's like everyday stuff and you've just been doing this for two years. So it's like probably just like, you don't even remember all the things to talk about.

But it's, you know, a lot of these things are super hardcore and everything. Have you been to glory holes or done any of that kind of stuff as well? We went to a glory hole once, and it really wasn't my thing.

There was a creepy guy that was there. He kept putting his eye in the hole to stare at me. Oh, my God, that's freaking. That's fucking scary looking, just like some eyeball in a circle. I don't know. That's weird. Yes. And so my guy had been in my room with me.

Yeah. And then he had stepped out for a minute, and he locked the door behind him. And the guy who had kept looking in came over and jiggled the door. And that was when my guy came back, I said, we're out. Like, this guy is really creeping me out. I'm not enjoying it. It was also uncomfortable the way the holes were cut. Like, I ended up with a bruise on my nose.

Oh, my God, hilarious. Really? Yes. But we created our own little glory hole out of one of those pop-up tents. Mm-hmm. Like the kind that parents might get for like a soccer game to keep the wind away or to change. And we kind of just cut a hole into that. And so he has had guys come to the house with that set up.

So I can't see them. But he has still vetted them to make sure that, you know, we don't need to worry about anything. Listen, that's more interesting than going to a glory hole. I mean, you created your own glory hole experience at your house or at his house. or wherever and had guys in there. How many guys have you done in the glory hole like the most when you did it? Do you remember?

I'm sorry, can you remember? How many guys? Like, how many dicks have you sucked in that glory? How many dicks did you suck in that glory hole experience? Do you remember? Did you know? I would say probably only 10 or so. Only.

We just started that last year. And in the summer it would get hot. Yeah. Oh, my God. hilarious. Only 10 at one time. That's a lot. It's a lot.

Don't you think? What's your favorite thing to do? You do gangbings. You do threesome with men. You do threesomes with women. You play solo. You've tried couples. You've done glory holes.

Like, what's your favorite thing that you like to do? And then tell me, like, one of your hottest stories, if you want. And with that. I think one of my favorite things to do would be anonymous sex. We've had a few times where he'll blindfold me and kind of strap me down. and have guys come fuck me. It's so hot to not know. There have been a few times that I've been able to guess who it is because it's been

guys that I've played with frequently. And I was that this one? That's funny. And I've gotten it right, but I've also gotten it wrong. And yeah, I really, I love the idea of just being used as a come dumpster. That turns me on a lot. And there came a point in time in our relationship where we just turned the filters off and stopped caring about if what I say is wrong or if what I say is going to make you not want me anymore. We know that some of the things you say are a complete

fantasy or, you know what, in real life, it would cross the line. But we have a relationship where you can say anything. And if it's something that can be done, we're going to make it happen for each other. Right. So meaning like, no, nothing's off limits, kind of. You really just let your freak, fly with each other with other people. You let people know exactly what you're open to and into, and it's kind of like all of the above kind of thing. Exactly. Yeah. And so there was a time that he had, like I said, he had blindfolded me. I even had a ball gag in. And I was all dressed up. in a super cute outfit with the heels on, strapped down to my couch, and he would just have men come in and fuck me. Some took longer than others. Some were handsier. I didn't know who they were

until after because he had taken some pictures and some videos. And even just seeing that was so hot these guys using me. Wow. So that's kind of interesting because you're blindfolded the whole experience, but then you get to relive it and see it because he videotaped it. Yeah. You don't have an only fan or anything like that, right? You're just doing this for your own pleasure? We did this for our own pleasure, no only fans. We do post some things on set, you know, because I like knowing that guys watch this and enjoy it.

There have been guys that, you know, send a come tribute and that's great. And we'll watch the footage while we're having sex and that's a lot of fun too. but our goal has never been to sell content or make content. It's just fun recording it. Yeah, and then watching it. Yeah, I like stuff like that. I think it's like super hot. You know, if you're a visual person, I think it really works.

I can't believe all the stuff you have done with this guy. You went from like one extreme to the other. I don't know. Is there anything on your bucket list left that you want to do that you haven't done yet? Oh, I know there is. we actually, I have a whole list that I've made and crossed things off as we go. Yes. Well, send me a picture of that list. If you can, like, listen, I'm going to, like, air this episode super soon. But if you can, do me a favor and send me, like, anonymous picks for my Patreon. And I will give you free access to that. So you can see, like, people's comments and stuff. And then I'll give you free access to my Discord. And on there, you could share, like, anything you want. It's like a not safe for work site. It's all X-rated. People could post everything. You know, you'll give you special access for free as well as access to the guest role. So you could post stuff there if you want. And if you want to send me a picture of that list if you have it somewhere. You can. I think that would be super

interesting. And, you know, listen, I feel like you're going to have to do like a part two or, you know, six months. We'll do another episode. You can tell me more stories because like I feel like I just got the tip of the iceberg with you here this first time. You know, you've done a lot in two years. Yes. Yes, we have. Yeah. I love it. Making up for all that last time. Yeah. Oh, my God. And you really met, listen, you know, it sounds like you met a great guy. You know, last question is like, what's the difference between, you know, that first marriage that you had and this open relationship that you have? Like, what's the difference to you? I think we're so much more on the same page. We're very open. I think a big difference is I'm a different person.

Yeah. And I think my partner would say that he's a different person too. I used to be, this will be a shocker for a woman who got married young and was a virgin before she got married, but I was incredibly high strong. Yeah. A lot of anxiety, a lot of things had to be great. You know, you have to fake it until you make it sort of thing. And when I got divorced, I decided, I came up with the slogan of if my sparkle is too much for you, you can put on sunglasses. And I'm going to be me. And my partner is so much like that. I have never seen someone who can wear a yellow track suit and pull it off.

Your guy? Yes. Or he'll wear orange pants. And we will wear the loudest tackiest stuff, but it works. And we are both just ourselves. I will also say, just to gush about him for a sec, he is one of the most caring and thoughtful people I've ever met. And he has said over and over again,

I am a fabulous partner. My issue has always been keeping my dick in my pants. And I'll say, well, great, because I don't care about that. Like, you don't have to with me. That's amazing. You can go ahead. Yeah. Well, it's amazing that he's able.

to have everything that he wants. It was just about finding the right partner because he was a guy that was never going to just like, he likes variety, right? Even if he's in love with one person, he needs to go and bang it out with other people. But now that he has a partner and he's allowed to do that, he's fully capable in another way of falling in love with you, being a great partner, right, and companionship and all that other stuff. And he gets to be himself with you. He's not lying. He doesn't have to live a double life. Like how wonderful is that for him to be accepted for who he is, too, you know? Yeah. Yeah, it works so well. And I never would have thought that I would meet someone in that way, but it just works for us. Yeah, who knew? I mean, because it started out as just like

a sex thing, but you really found a real true partner. And it sounds like it's better second time around. And that happens a lot of times, you know, people grow and change. But anyway, I love your story, Melissa. So get me your stuff like really soon. so that because this episode will either air this Monday or next Monday. But, you know, send me those picks. You could text them to this number or email them to me, you know, and I'll send you all the links to the free access and everything. But thanks so much for calling in.

I love your story. Thanks, Kathy. It was so nice chatting with you too. Yeah. I'll email you when it's going to go up, okay? Perfect. Thank you so much. Thanks, Melissa.

Bye. Bye. Okay. Okay, good news. I do have a book out. I wrote a book and it's coming out. The book is called Trickling on Miss Confessions, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. What I did was I picked out the 17 best episodes.

That was very hard to do. Okay, I picked like one from each category. And I retold the story from the third person. So it's not interview style. It's a little bit more erotica. The only place where I took creative liberty was in the sex scene. So it's even hotter than my episodes. Like I said, it's told in the third person.

And they're all true, just like my show. I mean, these are real stories. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show.

like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe. Right. But these are true stories. 17 of them. They're really short chapters, easy read. You could read, you know, one or two and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format. And finally, the audiobook is available coming out August 25th. But you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord

does not disappoint. Okay. There's no way you get into it. to my Discord any other way than getting the link from me. Okay, I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other. And that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total, strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private, like I said. All you got to do is, email me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook, or the paperback.

Send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's Strictly Anonymous Podcasts at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in. This is the Strictly Anonymous podcast. From my show, just written out, like I said, in the Thurkey. third person, not an interview style, more like a story, but a true story, a true super hot story. Now, listen, it is available for pre-order now and it's not coming out until October 14th.

And I was like, oh my God, that's a long time away. So I figured I'd incentivize people. If you want to pre-order it now, I will give you free access to my Discord if you pre-order it now. All you got to do is screenshot, a pick of the receipt, just screenshot it to me, send it to Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. And then I will send you the link to my Discord. So that's a little incentive to pick it up now. It's on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Simon & Schuster. The link is in the description.

So make sure to click on it. And if you get it, send me the pick of you purchasing and I'll give you free access to my private discord. That is a totally naughty, super hot community with a lot of people over 2500 people over there having fun. Remember email me the pick at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. com.