Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1139 - Mia is Banging Three Different Guys and One of them Gave her an STD

Episode Date: June 11, 2025

Mia is banging three different guys and one of them gave her an STD and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how and why she always cheats on her her guys, how and why she was married 4 times before she was 30, how and when she decided to get pregnant and have a baby and how she wound up a single mom, why she stopped having sex for years, the young guy and the couple she hooked up with once she got back out there, the first black guy she hooked up with and how he lied to her at first and exactly what went down with them, the second black guy she met that she had sex without protection, the third black guy she met and how she wound up with an STD, how and why she has no clue who gave it to her, the one black guy who is married that she’s really into and what goes down between them, how and why she’s fine with him having a wife, how he wants to have a baby but she doesn’t, how and why the sex with him the best out of all the guys, his wife and how their arrangement is set up, how he’s disobeying all her rules, how both of the guys are lying t her as well, how and why these relationships  work now while she’s a single mom, how she’s desperately trying to have orgasm through sex and the things she tries and can try, how she just tried anal and loved it plus a whole lot more. **To see HOT pics of MIA plus my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712  Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed.  Sponsors: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20% off your entire order ⁠http://promescent.com/kathy⁠⁠ ⁠To get 15% off your WHOLE order ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2512-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use code anonymous to get an additional 10% off the campaign’s current discount - that’s 60% off ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Get $10 off Shameless Care’s female viagra cream, just click on the link and use code: Strictly   Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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faithful to a guy and I stopped having sex for a really long time. We never really enjoyed sex, but now that I'm back to having sex, I'm fucking three different black guys and some of them have girlfriends and nobody really knows about it. And I got an STD for one of them, but I don't really know who it's from. And I was like, why don't you call in and tell me your story, you know? So that's what we talk about. We talk about her troubled childhood and then how she got married a bunch of times in her 20s. I mean, she went from one marriage to another. She was never really faithful. And Then, like I said, she had a baby and took off from having sex totally for a long time. And when she started having sex, she started to go online.

She also hooked up with a couple. She liked that and she enjoyed that. And then she met another couple and that couple had a guy who was a black guy. It was kind of like a bait-in-switch scenario. You got to hear that story about that guy. That was supposedly a couple, a guy in a couple. But turns out he wasn't. Started banging him.

And then she met another guy and started banging him. And then met another guy and started banging him. and then somehow wound up with an STI and then or STD, whatever you want to call it. And then no one copped to it. She doesn't know how she got it. But she's still involved with those guys. And we talk all about it. She's currently really trying to have an orgasm, an internal orgasm.

We talk a little bit about that. But she is happy with her situation right now, just kind of hooking up with these randoms. There's no relationship going on. To me, they sound like liars. I mean, they are liars. Two of them are like massive liars. So like hopefully she keeps that in check because she's not really emotionally attached to either one of them. It's just kind of like a booty call situation.

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Hi. Listen, you are calling from Austria. Not Australia, Austria. I think you're my first Austrian. Do they call you Austrians? I'm so bad with you. My first Austrian. Yes, they call us Austrians.

Yeah. I'm so excited to talk to you. Me too. Me too. I'm so excited and I'm really nervous. Yeah, don't worry. You said your English is bad. I could understand every word you say.

So listen, I'm going to give the really quick short story to you know, to you. And then you're going to, then I'm going to have a million questions for you. So you wrote it and basically. and basically told me a bunch of different things. Like you've never been monogamous. I love talking to female cheaters because I think people just talk about a lot, you know, male cheaters. I think you get a lot of information from female cheaters.

Women cheat too. You know, it's always interesting to hear from them because then you find out why do women cheat. We know why men cheat sometimes, right? Why do women cheat? So you've always, I think you said in the email like, you've never been faithful and then you had a time where you were like completely self. Yeah.

Then you had a time where you were like completely selfish. And you didn't fuck anyone for like a bunch of years because you had a baby. And then you got into black dudes and you like fucked a bunch of them and you didn't use condoms and you got some STDs, which I feel like I'm so happy that you're honest about that because I think a lot of people don't cop to shit like that. And it's always a good PSA to everybody else to hear about, you know, these things. It's not like you got anything terrible, but you did catch some diseases. So there's a lot of sex going on in your life. I don't know. I know that you have a baby now. That was one of the reasons why you stopped having sex for a while. But let's, I don't know where we should start with you. Should we start with like the whole never, never been monogamous or never been faithful? I don't know. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You know what I want to say about the STDs, you know, I, I heard almost every episode and almost everyone says every time they never catch anything, you know? Yeah. And like I said in my email, I didn't have sex like for four or. five years. And then I had like sex with three guys or something and I catch something. I can't

believe that's happening only to me, you know. I don't think these people are really honest. No. And I think that I, listen, I think that I don't ask enough. It's not like every single person that comes on the show. I don't, I don't ask that question. Like, do you use condoms and have you ever had an STD? Because I think if I did, I'd get a lot more. But sometimes you ask. Yeah, but sometimes I do and they rarely say yes, you know. And I know, because I talk a lot about condom usage, I'm a hypochondriac, so I was always like super paranoid about getting anything. So I was always like very much into safe sex.

But what I know from being out and about and being promiscuous in my life that most people don't use condoms. I'm sorry. So I do believe that a lot of people have caught shit in their life because most people, when it comes down to it, they're fucking when they're drunk and they're wasted and they don't think about it. And they just in the moment they're horny. That's me.

Yeah, they're horny. They're not thinking about it. And they just go for it. And they do it without a condom because it feels better. I'm always like, if you want to fuck someone that wears condoms, fuck a hypochondriac. Those are the only people having safe sex. You know, I'm also like this when the guy, like, asks me, you know, can we do it without condom? Then I'm just, okay.

Like, I'm so weak sometimes, you know. But later, later when I'm like, after the sex. you know, then I'm thinking, oh my God, why? Right, because when you're a horrid. I say the next time, yeah, yeah, it's like in the moment. This is like in the moment you shut your brain down. I'm like this. Like, I can't think.

Like when I'm with a guy, I really, really like, okay? And I have sex with him. You can ask, sometimes he asked me something. I didn't hear him. You know, I didn't hear anything. I'm just can't. I'm just, my brain is not working. Oh, my God.

You're so in la la. land for the guy that you can't even think, like you're so not even clear-headed or present. Oh my God, I love your honesty. Yeah, but let's go back all the way to the beginning. Well, let's start with where you're at now. How old are you now? Are you in a relationship? I'm 41.

Uh-huh. And I'm like in a complicated relationship. I have a boyfriend, yes. I mean, you know, I don't recall each other boyfriend and girlfriend, but actually he's married. Oh yeah, I remember this. And all the guys you fuck without condoms had girlfriends and you got an STD and they had to go tell their girlfriends. Oh, my God. Yes. Yes. So I have this boyfriend. Yeah. I mean, I call him boyfriend, but it's not really, I mean, it's a kind of relationship, you know, but it's not like this traditional relationships live together with each other every day and

everything. So he also doesn't live where I live. He lives like two hours away from me. Okay. And he's in a long. distance relationship also. Like it's really complicated. And he's, they have an open relationship. Well, that's what he tells you. Do you know for a fact? No, I know because,

you know why? Because he showed me like the messages he's exchanging with his wife. And he showed me when he sent her my pictures and some text messages. Oh, okay. So she likes for him to hook up with women.

Yes. But he, she doesn't want him to have a girlfriend. So she doesn't want him to have like developed feelings for someone, no. Right. But you guys do have feelings for each other. Yes. Okay. This is where it's complicated. Yes. Okay. Well, work up to this guy. It sounds like you've had a lot of other complicated relationships. Because I don't know when all these guys that every, every relationship was complicated. And I'm like a magnet for these guys. I don't know. So let's go all the way back though. Like, When did your dysfunctional relationships start, do you think? I think everything is from childhood, you know?

I think like when I was one, my sister was two. My parents divorced, you know. And I stayed with my dad. So I didn't stay with my mom. I stayed with my dad. Right. And I never saw her again in my life. I never saw her again.

Oh, God. Never. Yeah, that's hardcore. So, yeah, then we, we, I was born in another country, you know, I wasn't born in Austria. So we moved to Austria when I was three years old with my father and my stepmother. Okay, and my stepmother was a really, really terrible person, really terrible. She hit us and everything, so it was really bad. Yeah.

When I was 13, so 10 years later, they divorced, okay? and me, my sister and my dad moved out. Shortly after that, my father found a girlfriend. My sister found a boyfriend. And I was alone. I was almost the whole time alone. So I, Kathy, with 13, I was not home the whole night. I was drinking, making out with guys.

And then I was like, when I was 16 or something, I lost my virginity, you know, and then when I lost my virginity. And this was also like a really big mistake. I lost my virginity with a guy who also was a virgin, you know? Yeah. So it was bad? And I didn't even know him that good. This father's day, instead of getting your guy or yourself, something boring and practical, why not get yourself something that's going to be a whole lot of fun? Like the butter wellness, Peronium massager. I love the butter massager because their massager is designed to stimulate the male. spot, aka the prostate externally. That's right. There is no insertion necessary to have a prostate orgasm. Guys who have called into my show have described it as an all over body experience. And

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L-N-E-S-S dot com and use code strictly to get 20% off the perineum massager or the butter starter kit. That's butter wellness.com. Use code strictly or just go to the description and click on the link. When I was 16 or something, I lost my virginity, you know, and then when I lost my virgin. And this was also like a really big mistake. I lost my virginity with a guy who also was a virgin, you know. Yeah. And I didn't even know him that good.

And then, of course, you know, I did it so I can do it more. So I wanted to fuck everyone, you know, and I did it. And when I'm thinking like back, I don't think I always used a condom. And so then it was the time when I got married, you know. So and I married to this guy, the sex was not good. But I didn't know what good sex was. Okay. So every guy I had sex with, I told you in my email, like I never had an orgasm.

never yeah how old were you when you got married like 20 or something okay wow that's really young yeah yeah and that was like where I grew up normal yes of course so yeah I married this guy and and like I said I didn't think about these things I didn't think about like sex has to be good or we had sex but it wasn't like I can't even remember anytime I had sex with him Like it was like so bad, okay? Yeah, we separated, of course. And I don't want to tell you like every guy I was with, but I was like married for I was married four times. Wow.

Wow. How long did all of your marriages last, like each one? You know, it depends. It really depends. It was like the longest one was seven years. Then I was like online dating. little a couple of years. I had like hookups, but really nothing special. Okay. Then one day I woke up and I was like 35 or something. I woke up and I said, I have this feeling I want to have a

kid. You know, I want to have a child, but I didn't have a boyfriend. First time in your life. It sounds like you're not married for the first time in your life. And I never wanted to, I thought I'm not going to have kids. I never wanted kids. Yeah. And one day I woke up and just had this feeling. Yeah. And then I talked to my sister about it. I talked to my friends about it. And we, you know how we, I think we managed to do it because we're always talking about the kid like it was already there, you know? Yeah.

And through my work, one day, I mean like two or three months later, through my work, I met the guy. Yeah. So he was like coming to me for an appointment to do something for work. I met him and when I saw him like I fell in love immediately. Like it was really love at first sight. I thought it was love at first side. But I think he did something with my mind. He might have been.

No, well, we've all had those feelings. Sometimes that pull, if you're very dysfunctional or you have some issues, sometimes that really intense feeling can be a sign that that person is going to teach you a lot of lessons. That's the positive way of looking at it. Oh my God. Yes. Yes. Oh my God, you don't know what will happen later, everything, like really crazy.

So I really had like this feeling in my heart, in my chest, and I was like, oh my God, I love this guy. I don't know. And I saw him the first time. So a couple of days later, we talk again. We went for a date. So we kissed, you know, and it was like, but it was from the beginning, it was like, it wasn't really a relationship. You know, we never had like, we're a girlfriend and boyfriend. We just made out, you know.

Then he went somewhere for work. He worked like in many places. He was always traveling, you know. And he never told me where he was. He never told me when he's coming back to Vienna. I never knew where he. So this drove me crazy. Yeah.

Okay. Then he never told me something about his personal things. I didn't know anything. I just knew his name and his phone number. And this drove me more crazy, you know. And then I was in my head. I was researching. I was looking on Facebook and everything.

Like I'm a really researcher, you know. I'm like a detective or something. And this drove me so crazy that from the first kiss I had with him, I felt like always bad. It wasn't like, oh my God, I'm in love. I'm so happy. I was always crying. I had always this feeling I want to cry.

But I didn't get that these are not good things. science. So I was, I invested more and more and more in this. Yeah, this all makes sense. It's like psychology one and one. I'll explain later, but go on. Yes, please explain it. Please. Because I'm not in this stage with my therapist, so we just started, okay? Oh, yeah. Well, the thing with therapists is, you know, she needs to make a lot of money for you. So she'll drag it out and you're not going to get to the phase where I'll tell you for like three years. Anyway, go on. Yeah. And then it's, I don't know how it happened, but I just knew him like two or three months or something. And we talked, we were talking about having kids, you know. And then like we were together and we were like kissing and everything. And he said, I want you to, I want to make you a baby. And, you know, I think this just did something with my head, with my hormones. I don't know. I was just falling more and more and more for this guy. But we couldn't like, the relationship wasn't good, we couldn't like the things that I wanted from him.

And I said, I can't do this and I don't feel good. And then we had like this goodbye sex. Do you know what this is? Of course. Yes. And this is when I got pregnant. That's crazy. Okay.

And this is the only time we didn't use protection. And we had like, you know, we had like sex. You are holding and everything. And you are just talking while you have sex. And then he said, like, do you want me to make you a baby? And I said, yes, please make me a baby. And like, it was just talking, you know? Yeah, yeah.

And I thought, okay, he was like coming inside me, but I was like on the protection sure that I couldn't get pregnant from one time, you know? Yeah, of course. time unprotected sex. But I don't know if you believe me this, but when we finished, I just got dressed and everything. I immediately knew I was pregnant, but I didn't know. I didn't want to like admit it. Yeah. Then I waited for my period. It didn't came. Okay. Then like it was like, okay, I will get my period tomorrow. And my period is never late. Okay, never. So I talked to my friend. she said make a pregnancy test. I said, okay, I'm making a pregnancy test.

I did like, I peed on the stick. It was like immediately said. I wasn't just finished peeing, okay? It said I was pregnant. I cried like the whole time because I'm not with this guy anymore. I don't want to be like single mom. I don't know how to tell him, you know, everything. What would my dad thing?

My sister, family and everything, you know. So I went to the doctor. he like made a ultrasound he said I'm pregnant so I of course I thought about do I keep the baby or not then I do I tell him or not then I called him because I couldn't wait anymore I was like feeling so bad and I told him on the phone you know but I I said to him I want to keep the baby yeah we were like on and off together the whole time I got the baby he was like there for me he was there when the baby was born, but when baby was three months old, he left and I never saw him again. So I didn't saw him like it for almost four years. I didn't hear from him. I didn't see him anything.

And since I was pregnant, he didn't want to have sex while I was pregnant. I got the baby in May 20, so it was COVID, so I didn't have sex. And I didn't want to have sex. I hated all men. So this everything, the last time I had sex was July 19. The next time I had sex, it was November but 23. So it was for four and a half years. Wow. Crazy. And then it was like, again, it was like this one one morning I woke up and I said, okay, I want to meet a guy. Yeah. I went online. I met this guy. We had sex. He was like 25. I was 41. The sex was really good. We met a couple of times. Like the second or the third time, the condom broke. Okay. But he didn't come, you know, but he was freaking out.

He told me, please take the after pill. I wasn't sure. I took it, but we didn't meet again. Because I took this pill, I didn't meet this guy anymore. I went on another app that I heard on your podcast. And one day I got a message from a couple. Yeah? And I thought, okay, I want to try it.

He asked me, he told me like this. whole story, his girlfriend, blah, blah, we want to meet. I said, okay, we met. I said, okay, I want to try it. I wasn't really into them, but I really wanted to try it, okay? We went to the hotel, we had sex, like me and him, we had sex. I made out with the woman, but we didn't like, had oral or something. We just kissed. She was like on my nipples. I was on her nipples and everything. But I liked it, okay, and I thought, okay, I want to try it again. I went again on the app and a guy, like, texts me, a black guy. And I was never with a black guy in my life.

He and his white girlfriend want to like looking for a unicorn, okay? And I said, okay, I want to try. Like, I have like, again, a couple and a black guy. So I want to try this, you know. And but he tricked me somehow. he wanted to meet and he said his girlfriend couldn't make it on this day oh how fucked up and this was a mistake i did i made yeah yeah because the next day he told me his girlfriend doesn't know we are meeting oh my god oh my god bait and switch that's fucked up i'm never doing this again so yeah but

he tricked he tricked me somehow i don't know so i met this guy i was really really into him when i met him, it was like immediately this connection, you know. We played pool, we drank cocktails, we talked about sex, you know, what do we want to do. We both were really turned on. Then he says to me, go to the bathroom. I want to eat your pussy. This is what he told me. And I said, okay. And I went to the bathroom. He came like ate my pussy okay, but it was like really short because they were already closing and everything. Later, and this is how I got like into black guys.

Yeah. I met with, I'm still meeting with this guy. I went online again. Because he has a girlfriend, you know, I went online. I can see him like that often. I met online again. I met this guy I'm in love with right now, also black guy. And, but he doesn't live where I live.

He lives like two hours away. We text for two weeks. Oh, this is the complicated relationship you're in now. Yes. Yeah. We text for two weeks. He comes to me where I live. We meet immediately when I saw him.

Like, I didn't fall in love when I saw him. But I thought, oh, my God, this guy is like, like, I don't know how to say it. I want this guy. Yeah. We went, like, for drinks. then he he didn't leave for three days

he stayed with me three days we came to me to my apartment we had sex the same night without protection okay so this is how it started

with this without protection okay we made videos on this night so we filmed like our sex. He went home like we were like really into each other

we want to see each other again and everything. I met another guy. So this was guy one, guy two, so I met another black guy, the third black guy. Yeah. I met with him.

Everything is good. We have sex with protection. With the first guy, I also had only sex with protection. Okay. The second guy, no. Third guy. Yes.

In the beginning. Then we met like two. three times, he said he wants to have sex without a condom, and said, okay. Like, guy three calls me three days later and says, I don't know, my dick feels weird. Oh, no. And he's like saying he's only having sex with me. Yeah. And I said, oh, my, I'm freaking out.

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how can he tell his wife? Well, she knows he's banging you supposedly, right? Yes, and she knows we did it without condom because he showed her the video, but she thinks she will say, he thinks she will say you have this from her, from Mia, you can see her again or something like this. Oh, okay.

And he wants to have sex without condom. Even though he knows you have this STD, well, because you have this STD, well, because you probably took a medication for it and you're fine now, right? I took the medication, yes. So, you know, I took the medication. I'm sure I don't have it anymore. But my dog said, I can't, like, I can't test again.

Like, I can't test like six weeks. The next test I can't do in six weeks. Okay. But you don't know who gave it to you. So if you fuck the guy with the wife again and he was the one that gave it to you, then you could get it again. Yes. And this is what I'm thinking.

like, why doesn't he care that I get it again? Because he probably knows, because he probably had it first. He got it taken care of. He gave it to you. He's never going to cop to it. He knows you already have it. And he doesn't, and that's why. But I don't have it now because I took the medication. So I shouldn't have had it now. Right, right. But he knows. But he didn't took the medication. Well, that's what he tells you. You don't know if he didn't take the medication. You don't know if he gave it to you and had it first after he fucked you. You don't see him that often. So what I'm just trying to tell you is this scenario could be that he was the one that gave,

like the only way it makes sense that he doesn't care and he doesn't want to get tested when you actually call him up and tell him that you have something and you fucked him without a condom is that maybe he was the one that gave it to you and he already took care of it and has been to the doctor, but he's not going to admit that to you. Do you know what I'm saying? Uh-huh. Okay. Okay.

I understand. Yeah. Right? Because why else would he not want to get tested? and why else would he want to fuck you without a condom? Yeah, but you know, I told him I'm not going to have sex with him without condom anymore. And what did he say? And he's not happy.

Yeah, he said, okay. He said, okay, but I'm not happy about that. And I said, yeah, I'm not happy too, but you have to get tested and show me the results. When you show me the results and you're negative, okay, I'm in. But before that, no. Okay. And what happened? I didn't see him again.

I would see him like this weekend. Oh, okay. So this is very recent. Yes. This all happened. Like everything I told you like happened from November till now and started dating in November. Okay. So from November till now, you were with three different guys, all black guys, because that's like your thing now and that's what you're into.

You don't really know who gave you the STD because you had. And all guys say they don't have it. All three guys say. they don't have it. Of course. It's a blame game at this point because everyone could kind of lie and nobody's ever going to really know who got it first. And I told all three guys knew about the other guy. So I told all guys that I'm meeting the other guy, you know. But only with one from them, like with the first guy, I had always protected sex. So we always took a condom, you know, but it also can be transmitted through oral sex. It can be, it's like a small.

chance, but it can be. What's the name of it? Do you know? Do you remember? Urea plasma. What? Urea plasma? I've heard of that one. Yeah. Uh-huh. That's like a calm. It's like a, like you said, bacterial, but it is from, from, it's not a real STD, but it's like it gets tested when you go to get tested for STDs. Yeah, some bacteria. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So it also can make you, it can, this urea plasma can make you like you can't I don't remember now the word but it can make you like you don't can make babies you know well do you want another baby at this point I mean you do have a no okay good well because you're in a fucking without condoms so I don't but the other guys want babies yeah but I mean don't do it for them don't be in that headset you said early on oh when a guy

asked me for something I just if I like them I do whatever like don't have a baby with a guy oh my god but I'm not doing this anymore okay no I'm not doing this anymore And really, you know what? Like when I'm hearing, like, when you talk on your podcast or something, so I'm really thinking about that. When you say some things like when I want something, I go and get it or I'm just trying to tell the guys more what I want. Right. Okay. So where are you at like with relationships and sex and what you have with all of these guys?

You know, where's your head when it comes to all? this shit. I don't want a serious relationship anymore because I'm just feeling good right now, how I live alone and I really don't want my kid to have a stepdad or something. So I didn't like this. Maybe because I had a stepmom, you know, I just can't imagine to living with someone who is not the dad of my kid. Oh, interesting. So I don't want to live with someone. Yeah. But I could think about, I could have a relationship, yes, but he has to have like his apartment and I have my apartment, you know? Yeah.

How serious this is, I don't know. I have a friend who lives like this, like, for 10 years. And their girlfriend and boyfriend, they do everything together. But he's like he has his apartment, she has her apartment. He sleeps at her place. She sleeps at his place. But when they both need space, you know, or want to be alone, he goes to his apartment, she goes to her apartment, you know.

There's nothing wrong with that. I mean, I think you could make it work, however you want to make it work. I mean, I don't think that there's any rules as far as, what's serious and not serious depending on where you live. Yeah, but both have to be like in it, you know, both have to want it. Totally. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course.

But I'm now, I really like this guy that doesn't live here, you know, the second guy. I really, really like him, but he's married, of course, yeah. And he's like, on the beginning, it was like really for sex, you know. But the more we made this mistake that you always talk about, we spent like three days together. We ate together. We made like food together. We we go to grocery shopping. Like we're exchanging messages every day. Then I went to his place. I stayed three days, you know. Where was his wife? Then we had like fights. And it was like really like a relationship, you know. And then the more we spend time together one day we had sex. And while we had sex, he says to me, I love you. Oh my God. Okay. and I'm just oh my god and he's like always talking these things like

I love you so much I want to have a mixed baby and I think oh my god yes and I think so my friend told me this this wakes some hormones or something in a woman when a guy tells you like I want to have babies and you're cuddling with him and everything you know so oh my and my sister is totally into astrology. I don't know if you believe in this, but she's like,

and she told me I will have another baby. Oh, okay. Well, listen. Like in the next two years. Do you want another baby? I think I asked me for. No, no. No, no.

I don't want to have kids and I'm on the pill. Oh, okay. So stay on the pill, okay, and you should be fine. The pill, I think, works. Yeah. Stay on the pill and you won't have another baby. I just because, you know,

your sister says you're going to have a baby, you could change your destiny. If you don't, if you feel like you're done, you could be done. You never know, you know. Listen, maybe you're going to have another, but listen, maybe you're going to have another baby because a year and a half from now, you're going to meet a great guy who lives down the block, who's available, who might seem like a really great person for your child and you might feel very differently.

Like I know that you think that like right now you're in the headspace that you don't want a relationship. You never want a guy to come in. You never want to live a. But you just never really do know. So maybe two years from now, something. changes and you fall in love and you decide to have another baby. It's not necessarily the fact that like if you have another baby, it's going to be a mistake. Maybe you'll change your mind.

You don't know. You know, we never know. Yeah. You know, but I'm 41. I don't want to have like a kid when I'm 45 or something. And I'm really like I told you, I'm like, oh, I can't like look at white guys anymore. And I don't know if I have like a mixed kid because, you know, it's, it's, you, I have to think about, you know, in the society we live in, and it's not that common where I live. Oh, really? It's like still a stigma attached to it? Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. So I talked to my sister about it. She, of course, I know she didn't say anything. She said, this would be great, but other family members or something, you know, and I don't know because he's not available. I don't want to have like two kids with two guys that are not here, you know? Know what I mean?

Yeah, well listen, you're in charge of that destiny. You don't, you know, you're a grown adult. You're not a 13 year old girl or a 17 year old girl that's going to make a mistake and have a baby. At this point, if you wind up with a baby that you didn't want, it's your fucking fault. I mean, you really are in control of your destiny. So I don't care what your sister says. If you really don't want a baby for whatever reason it is, you will not have one. Unless, like I said, situations change.

I know that right now today while we're talking, I don't, you know, you don't fucking like white guys. You don't want to ever have someone live with you. You never want your child to have a stepdad. You know, I know that all those things exist in your mind right now, but we never know what tomorrow is going to bring us. We never know what's going to be a year from now. So you could say all that now and you could email me, you know, 13 months from now and say,

oh my God, I met a white guy. That's totally perfect that I fell in love with from across the room. You never know. So you don't know. You know, so it's not necessarily. that A, you're going to have a baby, or B, if you have one, it's going to be from one of these guys that you're with right now and it's going to have all these issues that you think are and you're projecting or it's going to happen because your sister's like fucking psychic. You know, none of that has to be. You just don't know.

I wouldn't even, I wouldn't even go there. I would say like right now where you're at, are you happy? Is this what you want? Are you still, you know, does that guy in the middle that you like that's now pressuring you. to use condoms that, I don't know, like, is that guy your ideal guy? Is he work for you? No, he's, he's, I don't know because I just met him like two months ago. So I don't really know because, you know what I'm thinking. I didn't, I really don't want to have like a real relationship right now. This is what I'm thinking right now. Okay. So, but I want to have like

every person on this planet. I want to be with someone. I want someone to hold me. I want to have sex, I want to do things, I want to go out, and he wants these things, okay? So, but the thing that I don't want to do, and you always say that, like, I just, I'm happy he has a wife that has like to see him every day, to wash his things, to make him dinner, to, you know, to do all these wifey things that I don't want to do. And I'm really not jealous. So I thought about it. am I jealous when he tells me like he's doing this or this with his wife?

No, I don't feel jealousy at all. So at the moment, I think it's like perfect for me because I don't want to have a relationship and I don't have to spend every day with him because if he, I think if he would be like single, it would be different. We would spend more time together. And when I spent like this three days at his place, I have to say I was happy to go home. but when I got home I started missing him

but then a couple of days later I still missed him but I thought I still can't live with him it's not because it's him it's like I can't live with anybody and yeah this is how I feel at the moment

and I see what happens yeah so I think yeah I'm happy with the situation how it's right now but I can't I can say I don't miss him. I really, really miss him. But that's okay, because in order to have what you want, you have to take the good with the bad.

In every relationship, no matter what kind of relationship it is, okay? There's always like something negative you have to deal with, whether it's the guy living with you every single day and his sniffing annoys you or, you know, or the guy that you're with that's not calling you. No, but you do have something bad. What you have is that you do miss him sometimes. That's annoying. But nothing good ever is just good and perfect.

Okay. So like get into reality. The reality is, yeah, sometimes you might miss the guy a little bit. But his pros definitely outweigh the cons. The con is once in a while you miss them three days later. Who the fuck cares? Your kid runs to you, gives you a million problems and issues to deal with. And you forget about it.

I know what it's like to be a mom. You don't have time to just think about a guy your whole life, okay, anymore. It's a different lifestyle. you have. So who cares that you miss him sometimes? He is ideal for you right now. Yeah. Yeah. And I have to say that if I didn't have the kid, I would be right like more thinking about this. Of course. You don't have time. So the kids really helps. And it's not not only problems with the kids. Of course, you have to go to the park. Then you have to cuddle with the baby. Then you watch a movie. So the baby also distracts you from like real life problems.

It distracts you from yourself. Yes. It distracts you from yourself and how great is that? Because at a certain point, aren't you sick of fucking thinking about yourself? Do you know what I mean? I know for me, that's what I love about my child. Like, he is like my life. It's like you grow an arm and an extension of you, but it really takes you out of yourself.

There have been times where I've been like deathly ill. Like in November or October of this year, I was sick for six weeks straight. Like six weeks straight. I like was fucking deathly ill. And, but every day, I'm a single mom. I had to wake up, take care of my kid, walk him to school, bring him out, give him a shower, do everything. I'm having a nanny that helps me part time, but still, I still have to do everything.

And I did it. And I'm always like, one of my friends was like, oh my God, that's torture. Like, thank God I don't have a kid. Because I'm like, no, if anything, that's like the best thing about having a kid. So that when I am sick or I have anything negative going on, I don't have time to think about it. It is not about me. It is like the best fucking distraction.

The worst thing when I was single was getting sick. because you are just sitting there sick, fucking alone in your sickness. Do I mean? Feeling sorry for yourself. Yes, and feeling every ounce of your sickness. I love that. I don't have time to feel it.

I just don't. My son is my first priority. I don't give a fuck about myself that much anymore. It is great. It is like the best thing about having a kid that you don't. And so that's what's great. Like you're never, that feeling that you have that's kind of bad

that you miss them is never going to overtake you. You don't have time for that. Like I said, you're a mom. I get it. So that's great. So this guy is ideal for now. But you know, you just don't know that three years from now, four years from now, you know, with kids, things really change. There are very different phases of kid. I know your kid is four. The older that kid gets, the more independent they get. And you feel very different about what you can allow into your life and not or what you're available for. You know, maybe when your daughter's a little older, you might be more open to having more of what, more of a relationship than what's, this guy gives to you. But for right now, who cares? What you have is kind of ideal. No, no, I'm feeling good. And I'm always saying, like, when I talk to my friend about this guy, I'm always saying, like, I want to enjoy it, like, till it lasts, you know? Yeah. Why not? Because it can, like, be every day.

You can, anybody in this world who is in a relationship and no better what relationship can break up every day. So every day he can tell me, I don't want to see you anymore or I tell him. So while it lasts, I just want to enjoy it because I really feel good with him. And the next reason is like the sex with him is really like feel it in my whole body, you know? Yeah. And you have never had that. The sex is like with him. Yeah. And you've never had that. So what a great guy to be with. right now in your life. For right now, this really works. And how long will right now be? It could be two years. It could be 10 years. It could be three more months. Who knows. But you're in control. You know, like you said, anything could happen and change. Not necessarily that he's going to come to

you and be like, I'm done. Maybe one day you'll go to him and be like, you know what? I want more. And I met somebody that offers me more and this doesn't work anymore. Who knows? But it works for both of you and supposedly his wife right now. I mean, I always wonder about a guy that's telling somebody after two months that they're fucking in love with them. I mean, you barely see him. He lives far away. He's got a wife and he's telling you he loves you. I'm like, I don't, I don't know. For me, I'm like, he's so stupid. He's like bullshit stuff, you know, just make sure you don't fall into don't have a baby with him. Don't get him to change your mind about anything being more serious than it is with him. Like, as long as you're, you know, you kind of stay in reality with this guy.

I think you're, you know, it's great. I don't, I don't think that he really loves me. I think. I think also he just tells me this in the moment, you know, but he sometimes, not every day, but sometimes he says through a text or something, you know. But what I think with him is like with his wife now, it was like, I can't say it was like arranged marriage, but it was like he knew her before when they were like teenagers. So I don't really think that he knows what's really falling in love with someone. Yeah, but she also, though, does allow him to see other people. They have an arranged open marriage, correct? It's only for sex. She's also meeting other people and he showed me like her profile, her online profile. I know it's her because I saw like normal pictures, face

picks from her too. So I know it's her. And so both are meeting other people. But of course, they have like this arrangement that it's not like don't fall in love like they always say don't fall in love. And that's the only thing that makes me a little leery about this guy, but I don't worry for you because you got your head on straight when it comes to him. It's just that when a woman says to a guy, here's a free pass, go fuck whoever you want, but don't have feelings for her. And he's sending you messages. I fucking love you and shit like that. And he's acting like he has feelings. And he's acting like he has feelings. And he's. getting you to fall for him because he's doing all these things like you know that kind of makes him a douche you know I mean he's got a rule yes he's got a free pass his wife's so cool she's like go fuck other people just don't like them you know he's he's trying to entangle you emotionally with him and that just says a little bit about who he is yes and you know what what the next problem is he's like when I when I went to him like for three days he didn't tell his wife that I'm there for three days he told her only one day

You know? Right. And then she called him. I had to hide. And she called him, I don't video call. I have to hide. We had a really bad fight after this because I didn't know that she doesn't know. Okay.

But I was also naive because why I was thinking that she would be okay that I'm spending three days with him. Now I know better. Then I didn't think about these things, you know. But now he tells me, we will see each other, but she doesn't know everything. you know, he tells me now, but I'm not okay with this because I also don't like doing things behind someone's back. But then again, I'm thinking, why is this my problem? Is this my wife? It's not my wife. I don't care. I want to look out for myself. I feel good at the moment. You know? Right, right. But I can't think about someone's wife. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Well, but this guy's

full of shit, okay? I wouldn't believe, like, I would just make sure that you use him for all the sex and everything that you want. He's giving you enough companionship that you want. He's actually, like I said, kind of perfect for you because you're not really available or looking for anybody. The sex is really great. You're unavailable. He's completely unavailable. But he's also full of shit. So just remember that and keep that filed in your head. Don't let him woo you his way into having a fucking baby. Don't fuck him without condoms because 100% fact he's fucking other people without condoms. The other women, most likely one of them is going to say yes, and he's probably the guy that gave you the STI, and he'll give you another one. So be very careful with him, okay? And just make sure

that you were two steps ahead of him. And remember, like I said, he's a liar. Okay, that's okay. You're not looking for him to be your husband or anything. I mean, you know, you're not having a serious relationship with him. So who cares? But, you know, know where he's coming from and be smart about it. So, don't fuck him without condoms at all because 100% he has plenty of other girls. I don't necessarily know the fact that that's really his wife. That other girl that he's saying he's writing to and everything might not even be his wife. It might be another girl that he's fucking. He might have a wife that has no idea.

Okay. You just don't know the extent of his lying. No, I don't know. You know, and the next problem or I mean, I don't know if this is a problem, but I'm also lying to him. Because when we, when I had like this result from the STD, I told him, I'm not going to meet anyone anymore except you. And then when I got like a couple of days later, because we told each other, I'm going to tell him when I meet someone and he's going to tell me when he meets someone. Okay.

So a couple of days later when I got like, I thought about it, I wanted to meet like guy three and I texted him. I'm going to meet with guy three. And he freaked out. And in the end he told me he doesn't want me to meet any. anyone anymore. Only him. Oh my God. Okay. But I know he's trying to control me and everything. I know that. But I still met the guy. I still met with him because I'm doing what I want to do. I didn't told him and I don't want to, I'm not going to tell him. And with guy number one,

he also told me he doesn't want me to meet him because he's lying so much because he lied to me. there were a couple of other things that happened, but he lied to me that his girlfriend knows we're meeting, but then next day he told me she doesn't know. Who, the first guy too is a liar? Yes. Okay, yeah, yeah. So listen, it doesn't matter.

This is all just fun and sex, but you're lying to them, they're lying to you. This is what you get when you play in that world? Yeah, it's like, yes. It's like really, really crazy. And I didn't think it would be like this. I'm sorry, but this is why maybe your sister sees another baby in your future. Because, I mean, how long.

when you're like a responsible adult that has a kid and everything, can you deal with like nonsense for it? I don't know how long you could put up with their. Yeah, but you know, I'm on the pill and I'm not going to have sex with any of these guys until they show me the results, you know. I know, but let me just tell you something about, I know, but this is, and then we're going to cut that we're going to end, but I just got to tell you something about results, okay?

They get the results and then, you know, they all live far away from you. you don't know how long it's been since they had the results that you fuck them. I wouldn't fuck any of these guys. No, I'm sorry. I wouldn't screw any of these guys without a condom. Without condom. No, you just can't. Not if you don't want something again.

I mean, come on. You just can't because they're lying to you. They have plenty of lovers. Any guy that says, hey, I want to fuck you without a condom means that they're fucking other people without a condom. Any guy that's like, doesn't care that you have an STD that you told them about and doesn't care and doesn't want to get tested is probably the guy. that is probably the guy that gave it to you.

I know girls that fuck guys and they have herpes and they don't tell them. Okay. Like, you really have to be smart about things because you were lucky when you just got urea plasma. Okay, but there's other things that like herpes that if you get it, it never goes away. And then every date you go on or every new guy you meet in a relationship, you got to tell them. I had a girlfriend that got that.

And I mean, like, I felt sorry for her because it's like it's a real problem moving forward. Like, you want to get herpes? It's just like, you got to be careful. No, so make sure you don't fuck these guys without a condom. Make sure you remember above their name in the phone, in your phone. You should put their name and right next to it put liar. So you just remember every day so that you never get dignitized because you might get dignitized by these guys.

And, you know, the more they tell you all these nice things and they're love bombing you and they're like, I fucking love you and all that shit that people do, you know, they might make you forget what scumbags they really are. And you know, before you know, you're fucking them without a condom and you're doing stupid things. And then you're like, oh, fuck, why didn't I remember? He's a liar. You know, and this is, I can't trust him. So make sure you, that is up on the forefront.

And the way to do that, like I said, is just put it right after their name. Like so and so, liar. So and so liar. So every time they text you, you see that, along with their kissy emojis and all the other bullshit that they send you that will get you distracted. Make sure the first thing you remember is that they're a liar. so you don't fuck them without a condom. So you don't have another baby when you don't want to. And you don't wind up in a bad predicament.

And you are in control of your life as opposed to somebody else controlling it. And, you know, as a mom now, like you owe it to yourself and your daughter to be that responsible person that is that way. Let them live their life the way they want to. I don't care that you're fucking lying to them. I don't care that you're lying to them too. They deserve it. They're lying to you. You're lying to them.

Like attracts like. That's where you're all at. That's the pool you guys are swimming in and it's fine, you know, but you just make sure you're smart for yourself. Yes, I have to think about myself and to put myself first, yeah. Yeah, and your daughter because another child is a something that affects everybody. So you don't want to have that other baby out of unfortunate circumstances. If you ever want to have another baby, it's hopefully something that you chose to have

for the right reasons or whatever. So be careful, Maya. I mean, listen, we never got to psychoanalyzing all your issues and all your problems, but I mean, are you planning on figuring out how to come from a... I mean, listen, a lot of women can come from penetration. It's okay. Like, you know, you could still come other ways. Yes, but you know, I had like this fixated in my head.

I want to come through penetration. It was like my goal and I was only thinking about this, yeah? Yeah. Then I tried having sex and with the vibrator and everything, but it didn't work because it was always like changing positions. Then the guy was like with his foot on my vibrator or something. Then it moved. I found the position I really like with the vibrator. Then I moved again.

And I didn't have like this good feeling on my clit that I have when I masturbate. You know, I couldn't like concentrate. It was so many things happening. But I'm still trying and I'm trying like different vibrators. I'm trying different positions and where I can like. Do this position. Try this. Yeah.

Try this position. Try on your stomach. I know that most likely you're probably never doing it on your stomach when you're alone. Try to put yourself on your stomach and put a pillow underneath you. There is a way that you're going to feel that, whether it's a cock or a vibrator, you're going to feel it in a very different position and more likely going to hit that place that you need to hit to come if you're on your stomach. So go. And I think sometimes that's why women could do it really well when they're like doing reverse cowgirl or like on top because you need that dick to hit you a certain way. And a lot of times it's more it's you're more able to hit it on your stomach. So try that because I bet you you you haven't tried that yet. You know, because most people don't jerk off on their stomach, you know, when you're by yourself. So when you're trying by your. So when you're trying by your. yourself, do it on your stomach and put a pillow underneath yourself and see if that helps,

that you could get to that spot that you need to hit, to calm. You mean with the vibrator in the vagina? Yeah, yeah, because you're trying on your own. You know, try with your guys, have them fuck you from behind on your stomach and put something underneath. I really don't like so much from behind. It hurts a little. Of course, yeah, because they could hit it.

But try it with, but listen, you could tell a guy to go slow and not do it really hard and work it, but it's better if you just try that on your own, you know what I mean? Yeah, this is also something that I'm trying, like different things with the vibrator, like you said, in different positions. I'm not doing it every day, you know, but I tried some things, what feels good for me. And I'm imagining, okay, how can we have sex with this position so I can hold the vibrator good? These are things I'm trying. And what I did like with guy number two, like I call him my favorite guy, was anal, you know? Yeah.

We tried it the first time, like, 10 days ago or something. and I really, really liked it. It was like the first time and I really liked it. And I'm thinking something, you know, I also had like the vibrate on my clit. This is something I want to try again. I didn't come, but I want to try again. Like different things. I'm just saying we are trying out different things.

And yeah. Yeah, well, listen, you try all those things. It's great that you're exploring yourself. You're coming into your own. Listen, a woman in her 40s, it's like your ovaries last hurrah. So you become more horny than ever. You're just going to get hornier as your 40s go on. So this is the time.

If you're ever going to come from a, you know, from a cock inside of you the way you want to. It's going to be now. This is the time if you just want to go out and have meaningless sex and finally have good sex in your life. This is when it's going to be. Okay. So you're, you know, a lot of good sex is ahead of you. You know, and this feeling I have when he, any guy puts his dick inside me, I didn't had this like five years ago. Yeah. Yeah. I don't know what changed if the birth, giving birth,

or I changed my hormones or I don't know what changed. But five years ago when had someone put his dick inside me, I didn't feel anything. Yeah, that's great. Anything, you know? Yeah, that's great. Now it feels like really good. Yeah, that's great. So I'm happy, yeah. Yeah, and that's only going to get better, you know. Yeah. So let me know when you have that first orgasm. Thanks so much for calling in. I love these kind of tamer episodes, I think they're more relatable and probably relatable to a lot of people, you know? Yeah. Hopefully you don't email me a year from now that you're pregnant from one of these guys' babies. Like, please be careful. Just please be careful. I will be careful. And I hope if some woman who is in a situation like me, here's this podcast, you can do it, think about

yourself, put yourself first. Yes. This is one I want to tell the woman, okay? Yeah, but I It's really hard and the guys are really manipulating us and with our hormones. Sometimes it's not our fault, you know. Yes, you have to be in control of yourself and make sure you don't get taken because it can happen. Yeah, and also use condoms. I think that's a big PSA for this episode. Anyway, Mia, thanks. The title will be Mia, use condoms.

Yes, yes, Mia. Thank you so much for calling in and sharing your story and keep me posting, okay? Okay, if I have an orgasm, I send you an email. Or if you get pregnant. Or if you get another STD or get pregnant. Okay, thanks. Okay. All right, bye.

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