Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1192 - Lara is Into Cuckcaking, Cuckqueaning, Hooking up with Pregnant Women and More

Episode Date: August 11, 2025

Lara recently had a cuckcake and a separate cuckquean experience, and she hooked up with a pregnant woman, and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including her cuckcake experience where she hooked-up with another woman’s husband and exaclly what went down, the bi experience she had with a pregnant woman she had hooked up with in the past and exactly what went down, her naughty summer party she brought her husband and her boyfriend to and the woman she “set them” up with and exactly what went down, how and why even thigh she normally isn’t into her husband being with other women she was into the scenario, the hook up with her husband in the gloryhole with a trans woman and exactly what went down, her first solo overnight she had with her new “boyfriend” and exactly what went down, the reservations they had beforehand, how it all worked out and how they all felt about it afterwards, how she manages being a bit poly with her new bf and and how she’s navigating her feelings for him vs her feelings for her husband and so much more. **To see HOT pics of Lara plus see hot pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712  Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed.  Sponsors:  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://viia.co/STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Try VIIA and use code STRICTLYANON for great SEX and sleep ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20% off your entire order ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://liferx.md⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Start your transformation now and get $50 OFF your first month, use code: ANONYMOUS ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://vb.health⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To get 10% off Load Boost and Drive Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2520-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Use code: ANONYMOUS to get 50% off your yearly pass plus get a 14-day money-back guarantee Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcas⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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lifestyle events in your area as well as read up on articles and learn about the lifestyle. For your free trial, go to sCC.com and use my code 37712 or just go to the description and click on the link. Everything I talk about is in the description. Okay, today I have on Erica. Erica, the Erica, Erica, who is like my favorite co-host on my confessions, Erica who has called him before, Erica who never disappoints, hot Erica, who's like a 10.5 on a scale of 1 to 10. Okay, she is on my show to do like, I don't even know what episode this is for her, but you are not going to hear a story that you've heard before from Erica, okay, because she has done so many new things just recently. I think she said these all happened in the summer. And I was like, you know what, you just need to do a whole new episode. And so this is another Erica episode. She has four different hot stories. There's a fifth hot story that winds up showing up in here. And I'm like, you didn't really preface that. So we'll leave that one for a surprise for you. But she talks about an experience. where she is a cuck, she is a cuck cake for a cuck queen. She has another experience where she hooked up with a woman that she hooked up with before,

but turns out she was pregnant at the time. She talks about that experience. She also talks about going to a sex party and setting her two guys, her husband and her quote unquote boyfriend. She has a boyfriend, another guy that she hooks up with and setting them both up with a woman. So she could sit there and watch them have sex. So that was her experience as a cuck queen. and that is something that she has never been into.

She's talked on the show a lot about not being into seeing her guy with another woman, but this is something she set up. She goes through all the details of that one, and then she talks about the hot overnight she had with her boyfriend. That is something very new. She's never done an overnight with him solo. She gives all the specific, naughty details of every single one of those stories, including the other little story that showed up in the midst of all of these that happened.

Also at the sex party, she never disappoints her stories are, great. She's super hot. Like I said, she's over on my Patreon and on my Discord. So you can sign up for my Patreon to see Anonymous Pics of her, Patreon.com slash Strictly Anonymous Podcast. But anyway, I'm going to get right to be right back on with Erica. Hi, Erica. Welcome back to the strictly anonymous podcast. You are not here to do a Confessions episode with me, but you are going to confess to some crazy stories that you have racked in over the last time we spent. I know. Well, thanks for having me. I know on our last confessions, I was telling you about I've been very naughty over the last few weeks.

So I needed to just get a whole episode to myself. Yes, because you were like, oh, let me just give you a quick recap of the story so I don't forget them. And there's a Cuck Queen Cuckcake story where you are the Cuck Quake. This is another separate story when you're with a pregnant woman. There's also a party, a sex party. And you set up your two guys to fuck a woman while you were watched. So that's a Cuck Queen story. And then you just had an overnight with your boyfriend.

These are four separate things. That's why we're doing a whole episode on this. So let's just go down the list. Okay, let's start with the cuck cake. So the cuck queen is the person that is sitting there having to watch her guy with someone else. And the cuck cake is the person like fucking the guy. And let me ask you this. Is the chronological order like what I just said as well, like you did this

cupcake experience before your cuck queen experience? Yes. Oh, okay. good. Okay, perfect. So let's start there. Okay. So it was a Sunday afternoon and I was just kind of hanging out, had some free time and a woman messages me on set life. And she said, hey, you know, my name is such and such and I'm a cook queen. And you know how it is online. Most of the messages I get are from men. I'm sure you get a lot of men that call in that want to talk to you. So like, when you get a woman reaching out to you, I always, like, I always try to engage with her,

because if nothing else, I always love to talk to another sexually empowered woman. Yeah. So we start chatting. We move off the app and we start texting with each other and she starts sharing what her fantasy is for her husband. And they've had several different experiences, but her number one thing is she loves the reclaim after her husband has fucked another woman. And I asked her, I was like, how did you like figure this out?

Because, I mean, you know from prior conversations, I am not into my guy being with other women. So whenever I meet someone who is, I'm like, please tell me your ways because I would love to be more into it. And she said that one night, she and her husband were having a threesome with another woman. And she just got really, really tired. and her husband was still like having a great time with the unicorn.

So she just asked like, hey, would you be okay if I went to bed and you guys can keep going? So her husband was like, oh, yeah, sure. So she goes to bed and her husband and the unicorn keep fucking. And the wife was just laying in bed and she was like, I realized like I was getting more and more turned on knowing that her husband was in the other room with another woman. and it just kind of grew from there.

So they've had different experiences. This has been going on for them for like three or four years. He's had girlfriends. He's had, you know, at times when it's just been with a unicorn. But she really had a fantasy of just surprising him with an anonymous woman. So that's the fantasy that we went with. Oh, my God. So it was a Sunday?

Yeah, I can imagine. So, and now was she hot? And do you see a picture of her guy? Yeah, so she sent me some pictures. Like, they're both very attractive people. Her husband is, like, in good shape. He has a good cock. She was just talking about how great of a lover he is.

And he's very much, like, a pleaser, like, sensual guy. And she just was so, like, warm and genuine, even though she's just talking about her guy, like, fucking someone else. Oh, my God. But you can just tell, like, you know, and they've been together forever, like, 20 years. they've got kids, just like your very typical, like, cuck type relationship that you typically see with, like, a man and his, you know, like wanting to be cucked by his wife. It's like almost like a mirror copy.

So we start talking on a Sunday, and we realized that the Wednesday, I'm free, and it happens to be my birthday. Oh, wow. And her, and she wanted to do it as a surprise, but we wanted to do it during the week. work day and I was off you know it was my birthday so I took the day off and um but she had to make sure her husband was going to be free so she kind of just you know was asking him some questions like

hey you know if we want to get lunch on Wednesday like could you do that and he's like yeah sure that's that's fine like I'm free between like 11 and 1 so she asked him to block it off on his calendar And this is like the unsexy part of scheduling a hookup, but you know, you just got to do that. Yeah. So she and I continue to plan and I book a hotel. Now, what is the plan? Is she going to be there watching on the side or is she going to leave? She's done both, but she really loves like pictures and videos.

Okay. He loves him to just go do it and then come back to her and tell her all about it. Mm-hmm. Okay. And I haven't spoken to him at all. Like, he has no idea that I exist. She did say that at one point he had seen my profile and had said, like, oh, she's really hot, you know, whatever.

So I knew that he was going to be, like, baseline attracted to me. Yeah. So I booked a hotel through day use. I don't know if you're familiar with that, but it's like a website that you can go through and, like, different hotels will let you book from, like, 10 to 5. And it's, you know, it's a nice hotel, but it's, you know, steep and you don't have to worry about like, oh, it's 11 o'clock in the morning. You can't check in until three. Yeah, no, it's such a smart idea. So it's such a smart idea that hotels open that up.

And now we have to figure out how to get her husband to the hotel because he thinks that he's having lunch with her. So we come up with a plan and she's going to tell him that she booked a hotel to try to get some work done because she typically works at home. So she's, she's like, I'm just going to tell him that I booked this hotel room so that I could have, like, a quiet place away from distractions to, like, get this report done or whatever the fuck she said. Like, okay. So the plan is, I'm going to check into the hotel.

I'm going to go up to the room and she's going to text him and say, hey, I'm in room 327 or whatever. So I walk into the hotel. And, of course, things never go as planned, right? We were supposed to meet, like, I was supposed to be there at 1130. I walk in at like 1110 and he's sitting there in the hotel lobby. Oh no. Does he see you?

Oh, shit. Well, he sees me and I see him, but he doesn't know who I am. Like he hasn't seen a face picture or anything. Oh, okay. So he sees me. I've seen his picture, so I know it's him. And so I'm like texting his wife and I'm like, uh, he's already here. I'm going to like hurry up and check in.

and she's like, it's so funny, but he just texted me and said, oh, my God, the hottest woman just walked into this hotel. Oh, my God. I think this accidental meeting beforehand is actually adds to it. Yes. So I go and I check in. I go to the hotel, like to the elevator to go up to the room. And I'm like, shit. you have to have a key card to get upstairs.

So he's not going to be able to, like, just come to the room. So I'm texting with the wife and I'm like, look, I think this is what we're going to have to do. I'm going to go in, like, get my stuff put down and everything. And then I'll just go down to lobby and, like, have him come up. Yes, we have no other choice. He's texting his wife. Like, where the fuck are you? Did you check in yet?

You know, all this. So, like, check in my stuff. staff go down to the lobby and he's sitting there and I'm like hey are you Bob and he's like yes and I said oh like a straight up porn yeah I was like um so my name is Erica and uh your wife actually sent me and he's like what I'm like I'll explain more once we get back to the room but I would really like you to come upstairs with me and he's just like okay Oh my God. So we're walking to the elevator.

I'm like, how's your day? So we get to the elevator. So I heard from your wife that she really enjoys you being with other women. And he's like, yes, it's true. I said, well, would you be into fucking me in the room? He's like, is she up there? I'm like, no, no, she's not up there. Like this whole thing is so sad up.

Oh, my God. He still didn't get it. Guys are so dumb. I love how dumb guys are. It's kind of cute. And he's like, what? I'm like, I'll explain more once we get back to the room, but I would really like you to come upstairs with me.

He's just like, okay. Oh, my God. So we're walking to the elevator. I'm like, how's your day? So we get to the elevator. So I heard from your wife that she really enjoys you being with other women. And he's like, yes, it's true. I said, well, would you be into fucking me in the room?

He's like, is she up there? I'm like, no, no, she's not up there. Like, this whole thing is so sad up. Oh, my God, he still didn't get it. Guys are so dumb. I love how dumb guys are. It's kind of cute. To like the eighth floor or whatever, we're walking down.

He's like, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm into it. I'm into it. I'm like, okay, good. Yeah, duh. And so I told them, like, at this point, like, okay, I just want to take the lead. This is going to full on, like, just take charge of the situation. So I tell him, go sit in that chair and wait for me. I need to go, you know, use the bathroom.

So I go into the bathroom. I change into some very sexy lingerie and heels. And I just come out of the bathroom, walk towards him in the room, and he has the biggest smile on his face. Like his face, like his cheeks were probably hurting. He was smiling so much. And he was just saying like, oh, my God, you are the hottest woman I've ever seen. Like, I can't believe this is happening.

And I just kneel down in front of him, like kiss him a little bit. And then just start unbuttoning his shirts. He's wearing like a dress shirt and khaki pants for work. And I'm like, is this okay as I'm unbuttoning his shirt? and I'm doing his belt. He's like, yes, yes, yes. It's okay. It's great.

You can do anything you want to me. Like, okay, good. Good to know. And I gave him a blow job. And I start sucking his cock. And like, as soon as I start, you know how you can tell when a guy is like about to come? Like, when you're getting head. Like, they get like so, so like, they're like hard and twitchy.

And he's like, oh, my God. Oh, my God. And then he just like kind of pulls me off his cock. He's like, I can't come this quick. I can imagine. Yeah. Is he an older guy? Like, maybe he's one and done and he doesn't want to waste it.

Probably. Yeah. Well, he was not one and done as I found out. Okay. He's like maybe 45. I'm 41. So we're about the same age. Okay.

And we moved to the bed. And this point, I'm still wearing lingerie. And his wife has actually told me like, she wanted to help me pick out the lingerie to wear for him, which I thought was really hot. So I tried like several things on and sent her pictures and she really wanted like black and lacey. And so I had some like black, um, like a black lacy song and bra on and still, you know, wearing that. We make it to the bed and he's like, you know, can I take your bra off? Like, sure. And I, you know, he sees my boobs and he's just like, oh my God. You're just so hot. the little face and we start you know kissing and everything and his wife and I had discussed

just like sexual health things with you know using condoms or not and he had recently been tested and I keep up on my testing as well but I was in my mind I was like well I'm going to use the condom but we just started like going at it and he was on top of me we were kissing and I ended up just like slipping his cock inside of me without the condom. Oh, wow. Oh, my God. That was so naughty and hot too. Oh, no, I'm saying so naughty on my birthday.

Yeah, right? It's her birthday too, okay? It's her birthday, too. She's going to be happy. And him too, everyone's going to be happy at the end of this. And we, along the way, I mean, we were taking pictures and videos for her and knowing that he was going to send them to her. her was such a turn on for me too. I mean, I was just through the roof. So he was fucking me

on top and he was like, oh my God, I'm going to come. I'm like, I want you to come all over my body. And he shot the biggest load all over me. Like, it was all over my tits, my hair, my face. I mean, it was like a gallon of come. Do you bring makeup and everything with you? Because you have to like redo and walk out. You know what I mean? I know. I actually did not that day. What? I did not that day. I should have. Oh, my God.

Because like your whole makeup fake is ruined. Your whole makeup face is ruined. I don't know. I think like that about those things ahead of time. I don't know. Go on. I know. I know. And we took a, you know, a come shot picture from his wife. And I got up and, like, got cleaned up.

And they were just kind of talking in bed. and he he would just have a million questions like you know how did she find me he had never been with a hot wife before so that was his first time so he thought that was super hot that I was a hot wife you know he was just he was just a super sweet

sweet guy and so we're talking and kissing just kind of getting to know each other a little bit and he ate my pussy at that point and he was just so good and so enthusiastic with that And just him eating the out got him hard for round two. I mean, there was probably only like 10 minutes between the two rounds.

Right. Okay. And I told him to lay down on the bad because I was still trying to just really be in charge for the whole session. And I rode him reverse cowgirl for literally like four minutes. And he busted all over my ass the second time. That's your favorite, right? I know that you love reverse cowgirl. I do love reverse cowgirl because it also makes it. I think guys like it too.

Yeah, I think guys like it too. So much. Yeah, like the way that his cock was hitting my G-spot, I mean, he has a great cock. It's like seven inches and thick. So it's kind of one of those like, you know, it's like a good Goldilocks cock. Like not too long, not too short. Just the right fit.

Just the right. it's it. Oh my God, I love that. And he loved that. I squirted. And like, I also came, like, I had probably like four or five orgasms. And his wife had shared that she, you know, she's kind of one of those women that needs a lot to make her come. And so he was just like, oh my God, like, you come so easily. So that was really, like, just the whole thing was so, and I don't want to stay wholesome because I understand I'm like fucking another woman's husband. But it was just such a wholesome experience because they were both so sloppy. Yeah, I don't get

wholesome listening to the story, but I understand why you might get it. Like, could I just ask you a question? Like, you took all those videos. Like, do you want, like, for you, right? I know for her at home, she's probably getting off on the thinking about it and everything, because I've talked to some cuck queens before, but like for you as the cut cake in this scenario, are you as a part of this turn on knowing that you, like, you are like, because you're like,

it's, I know it's not wholesome because I'm fucking someone else's wife. Like, is that though, like, hot to you that you're doing this and she's going to get the videos and she's waiting there and she's seeing you, right? That whole aspect of it. Yes. Yes. Right. No, I mean, that's definitely a huge turn on for me. And, like, you know, he was a nice guy, you know, like, like a handsome guy, not necessarily somebody that I would like choose out of a lineup.

But just knowing like everything that like the backstory and everything that just the whole thing was a huge turn on. And, you know, I'm also turned on just by new experience. So the whole thing was very erratic for me. Yeah, it's a hot scenario. It's a super hot scenario. And she also, like, the more that she's gotten to know me, she's actually asked me to humiliate her, too. Oh, she's a hard, she wants to go a little hardcore.

She wants to go hardcore. And so I've done some things over text. And I've told her, like, you know, you're never going to be the woman that I am. Like, you're never going to make him. the way I did, just things like that. Like my body is so much better than yours. But like, that's so against my typical nature because I am a very kind person. Yeah, and you seem like a girl's girl.

Yeah, you seem like a girl's girl. Yeah. But it was like I kind of dabbled in it a little bit. Like, oh, I bet his cock is harder when he's thinking about me. And she told me that like he's been kind of dirty talking with her. Like when she's giving him a blowjob, he'll be like, oh, Eric has sucked my cocks so much better than you do. And that just like turns her on. And so it's kind of another extension of like, I just want to give her the experience that she wants.

So I have done some of that via text and she's just dying for me to hook up with him again. Yeah, that's killer. Okay, let's just keep going because we want to get all your stories in. Okay. Let's get to the pregnant woman. That's what I have next on my list. You gosh, it's like a laundry list of naughty activities. Yeah, I like it.

Well, I am very bisexual. And like, we've talked about that before. And I actually, I'm not into like female, female, male threesomes. I enjoy being with a woman one-on-one because women are just so sensual and very, this is a different experience when you're one-on-one with a woman versus having that, like, masculine and energy also in the room. But there's a woman who I know very well through parties and have been, you know, have hooked up with her at different events, but we've never seen each other outside

of a lifestyle party. So I reached out to her because I was just really craving that experience. And she agreed. She was like, yes, I'd love to see you. And we set a date. and we were meeting, you know, at a restaurant, at a bar to kind of catch up a little bit and that I'd actually booked a hotel room. So I hadn't seen her for probably six months or so.

And she always presents as queer and kind of has it in the lifestyle community that she did have a male partner, but she was primarily looking for other women, which is totally. fine. I understand that you can have. And I kind of, we talked about this before, too. Like, I am more sexually attracted to a woman, but yeah, I'm married to a man and have, you know, hot life experiences with other men, things like that. So I was at the bar first, and I saw her walk up and I had seen her for a little while. And so I thought, oh, it looks like she's, you know, just maybe a little fuller in the body. Oh, she didn't tell you. So she didn't tell me. So we sit down and, and she says, or bartender like, hey, which of these drinks off the cocktail menu do you, can you make as

virgin drinks? And the bartender, you know, I was like, oh, just tell me what you want and I can try to make it. And I was like, oh, I don't typically drink either. Like, that's cool with me. And she was like, yeah, I mean, I drink. But then she, she had kind of like a flowing dress on. So she tightened the dress up over her body. And she was like, I'm actually pregnant. I was like, oh my God, like congratulations. And, you know, all of the things that come up come up with, you know, seeing like finding out someone's pregnant for the first time.

Well, it turns out she was actually, she's actually pregnant with twins. Oh, wow. And she was about halfway through her pregnancy. And so we had just a lot of conversation about the pregnancy and circumstances and things like that. I don't want to share her story. It's not mine to share. But she looks very beautiful.

And I'm not somebody that like really has an erotic, like, experience with pregnancy. Like, I think she looks very beautiful. But I'm not like, you know, some people have a. pregnancy fetish or like breastfeeding fetish or whatever. I had one of those on my show. Yeah, yeah. That's not something that I'm like looking for necessarily.

But I also wasn't, like she was very open and vulnerable with me over, you know, at the barn. So I wasn't going to try to push her to go to the hotel after that because I didn't know like where her head was that. And so I went to the bathroom and I came back and I said to her. I was like, well, you know, I really appreciate you. being so open and vulnerable with me today, and I really got to know you so much better because in a party environment, you're not really getting to know

who someone is. You might have that cursory conversation before you play, but you're not getting the ins and outs of their life. And I said, I don't want you to feel any pressure. Like, I have booked a hotel room, but I'm just going to leave that completely

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Use my code strictly at check out for 20-1-1-1-1-E-S-S-S dot com. Use my code strictly at check out for 20% off your whole order. So make sure to order up. I really appreciate you being so open and vulnerable with me today. And I really got to know you so much better because in a party environment, you're not really getting to know who someone is. And, you know, you might have that cursory conversation before you play, but you're not getting the ins and outs of their life. And I said, I don't want you to feel any pressure. Like, I have booked a hotel room, but I'm just going to leave that completely up to you. And if you want to pass, she's like, no, no, no, I want to play.

I'm like, okay, cool. So I'm starting to get a little bit nervous because I've never been with a pregnant woman before. And it has been a couple of years since I've been one-on-one with a woman before. So, or there was a woman. So I was just starting to feel like all those nerves and and emotions around it. So it's the hotel and she has like this really hot like fishnet lingerie on under her dress. So she takes her dress off and she's just so beautiful and like the curves of her pregnant body. It was like something I couldn't really describe. Like it was like the ultimate femininity that I've ever experienced.

Yeah. And, you know, like her breasts were really full and her ass was really full. Like, it was just very feminine. I don't know even how else to describe it. Yeah. So we go to the bed and we're just kissing and touching. And she said she's like never been more horny than she has been in pregnancy. Yeah, that happens.

Yeah. They happen to me too. I get it. And so she just, she's like, I just want to eat your pussy. And she just devoured my pussy. Like it was the best meal that she's ever had. And I came and I squirted on her and it was so hot, Kathy. And then I ate her pussy.

And she was just, again, it was just that very, like, feminine, like full, like her pussy was just so, juicy. It's hard to describe. Yeah, I can't imagine. It was so erotic and she came and we have some toys that we played with. And it was just an overall like very, very like interesting and amazing experience. And I've never had anything close to that before. Yeah, especially with a woman, right? I mean, this was the first time. And this was. And this was, was the first time with her, correct? Like you hadn't been with her before? I have been with her at a party. Okay, right, right. But not like a solo. Never, never one-on-one. No. Yeah. Okay, that's another porn scenario. Straight out of. Okay, sex party. I'm just moving you along. You're doing good. Kathy, you're so nonchalant about all of my naughty activities. Well, listen, I am trying not to cock-block your stories with my stupid comments that take people up because they're so hot. You know what I mean?

Like, I just want people to enjoy them. I don't have to really say anything. I don't have any questions. I, you know, I want to make sure we get all the details. You have two more hookups, you know, so I'm just running the call. But, like, I, no, I am impressed with your stories, trust me. Like, that's why we're doing a whole episode with you. You've been on my show like six times.

Oh, thank you. Well, moving right along. Yes. In my naughty summer time. Yeah. Well, you know that Sam and I, my husband, we go to these parties that have, there's like a BDSM component to it. There is, they have the glory holes. It's a very inclusive party.

There have, you know, very inclusive of like the LGBTQ community and which is not always the case when it comes to like swinger and kink events, but they're very inclusive. So you find all types of people at these parties. There can be like swingers, just kinksters. everything. Yeah. So we make a date to go to a party and I actually reached out to my boyfriend and said, hey, Sam and I are going to go to a party on this date. You're welcome to come with us if it works in your schedule. So he's like, okay, let me check and I'll get back to you. Literally like 10 minutes later, he's like, okay, I'm in for the party. Okay. Okay. So it's a Saturday night, we get there. and ahead of the party, I had said to Sam and Alex, like, hey, I think it would be really hot if I picked out a woman at the party and I watched you guys spit roast her. And now this is big for you because you typically don't want to see your guy with a girl. I know, I know.

And we can talk about that more in a little bit. But I really think like having that cupcake experience with that couple, it has shifted. things a bit for me as far as seeing, you know, I think I'm still on the, like, the side of wanting to be there and experience it with them, but I'm, you know, like the needle is moving ever so slightly. Yeah. This particular of that was a little bit, it was a content creator night. So usually at parties, like you're not doing any filming or anything like that, because

they want everyone to remain anonymous or have that privacy. But this particular party was advertised as a content creator night, and the lady who runs the parties is a content creator. Like she specializes in gangbang videos and also glory hall videos. So it was a little bit smaller of a party just because of that aspect of it. And it was also like an invite only party. So it wasn't just anyone could come. Yeah.

So we get there and at first there wasn't really, there wasn't really anybody who I thought was a good fit for the scene that I was, you know, fantasizing about. And then this couple walks in and I said to both my guys, I was like, oh yeah, that's, that's the woman. She's right there. She's the one. Right. And but of course, I mean, you can't. Well, why do you pick her? Like, is she like super hot?

Like, what is it about her that you're like, that's the girl? I want to see. Like paint the picture. Or you know what I'm going to do first though Erica because like we're talking about all these stories and all these hot things that you're doing and for people that haven't seen you I mean you are you don't have an only fan or anything people can't see you anywhere. I have seen you and all my Patreon members have seen you and people are like a 10.5 I mean people need to know like how super hot you are because you're not out there you don't have an Instagram or anything right but you are hot like Yeah.

Oh, thank you. I mean, I just saw you the other day on Instagram and you're pretty hot yourself. Oh, you might. Oh, my God. That was my Life RXMD ad. That's what that was that you saw. I put it on Instagram. Oh.

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but i also really turned on by the way that people carry themselves and she just carried herself very confidently and i you know i was attracted to her yeah so we end up talking to her and um she was there with her partner and um Stan was actually talking to another couple that we know and Alex and I were talking to this couple and we were just kind of explaining our dynamic and um and getting along really really well and um Alex actually had known her boyfriend through other lifestyle events that they both attended so it was you know the conversation was easy it was like you know, very like high level of comfort right off the bat. And so probably like 10 or 15 minutes into the conversation. I actually, and I'm not great at small talk, to be honest with you. Like,

I'm kind of blunt and I don't mind being straightforward. And so I looked at her and I said, you know, you know, this might come off as a little forward. But when I saw you walk in, I thought wow this woman is so beautiful and honestly I was hoping that you might be open to fulfilling a fantasy of mine and she just lit up and she was like really and I said yeah and she's like oh my gosh thank you so much and said you know I would really love to see both of my guys fuck you and she's like okay I'm down like she didn't she didn't even hesitate I mean that's what everyone's there for it, right? Right.

I know. I mean, everyone's there for that, but there's still that, obviously you have to be consensual in what you do. But you also can't really assume that everybody is just there. You know, so people are exhibitionists. Like, they just want to fuck in front of other people or, you know, she might want to see her man with someone. Like, you know, everyone's there for a different reason.

Yeah, totally. And so she's like, wow, you know, that'd be great. And, you know, I'm just like so awkward. I'm like, well, so do you want to go to a room? And she's like, sure. We go to the room and she said, you know, how do you feel about my boyfriend? I was like, yeah, you know, I'm good with that. And like, he wasn't, like, he was attractive.

He wasn't necessarily my type. But for me, the whole scene was like seeing her with them, not really. Like, I was down to fuck her guy, but it wasn't, that wasn't really what it was about for me. And we make it to the room. and my guys just start like kissing her and we we do this thing we call it like the kissing sandwich and typically like if i'm having a threesome with two guys like i'm in the middle and i just kind of like switch back between who i'm kissing and it's so hot like it's probably one of my favorite things about um having two guys is that kissing experience and that's also why like when i hear

couples that have the rule of no kissing. I'm like, no. I know. It's hot. I think it's hot. Yeah. I love to kiss. And like you feel so much chemistry through kissing. Like it could be the hottest guy. And if they're a terrible kisser, it's like, oh, no. Exactly. It's just not. Yeah. So I'm sitting on the bed watching them kiss and I'm just getting so fucking turned on. I start stroking her boyfriend's cock, like sucking him a little bit while I'm watching. And they moved to the bed and my guy, well, they're both my guys. Exactly. We're going to get to your boyfriend's overnight next.

You have a lot of, you have two guys. Yeah. So my husband is on her head, like, she's sucking his cock and my boyfriend is fucking her. He's immediately hard and is fucking her. And just hearing like the noises that she, was making knowing what it felt like to be fucked by him i was like oh my god like this is so fucking hot and i think that both like her boyfriend and i like we just couldn't stop watching them

it's so it's just so hot and then after so i started fucking her on her back and then moved and was fucking her um like doggy and she had to take a break because his cock is just big and he fucks really hard. Where's your husband? Yeah. Okay. Sorry. He was getting a blowjob.

Okay. So then my husband started fingering her to get her off while Alex was fucking me and that she was sucking her boyfriend's cock, I think is how it went. So I'm like feeling my boyfriend and me and I'm watching my husband like, this woman to like just so like so much pleasure it was one of the hottest experiences of my life wow that's major for you it was so major and it was so hot and I think about that I'm not typically somebody who thinks about past experiences like to get off but I remember like that like the look on her face while my husband was making her come and it's like burned into my

my brain it was just so hot it was great and do you think you it's like that that like you doing that cockcake experience was the sort of catalyst for you like wiring into being turned on by this i think so but i also think that um i need to have like an element of control in it. Okay. Because since this happened, my husband has gone and played with a couple solo, and I was not turned on by that. And so I think like I am a controlling bitch, for lack of a better word. And like if I'm like running the show, then I'm really into it. If it's like out of my control, I'm not into it. And I don't know how to shift that in my mind because I don't need to. I don't think you need to. I still think that's a typical cuck queen thing.

It doesn't matter that you need to be in control. It's still, you're still like a little bit, like that's still like the scenario. You know, everyone's a little bit different with their kinks, right? You know,

on how they like them to go and how they're exactly set up for them to feel comfortable. So I think just because you want to, quote unquote, control it and that has to be there, that does not take away from it being like a cuck queen scenario. You know what I mean? Like,

I don't think it changes it at all. I mean, that's just who you are and what you dig, and that's important to know, right? But, you know, it's still a big thing. I think that you realize that you can be into him being with other women and you do get off on it if it's done this exact way. Yeah. I know. I know. I would just love to be super free and open.

So I think in my mind, like that's the goal. You are super free and open. If you don't think you're super free and open. I mean, it's all relative, right? Like, you know, you just had an experience with a woman who's, like, at home letting you bang her husband. And, you know, so, like, I don't know if that's where you want to be. But, like, you know, compared to me, you're super free and open and everyone else listening. So that night continued.

So Alex left after we were with a couple. And my husband and I went downstairs to the glory hole. And one of the things that's kind of been on our list of things we've done. like to experience is actually being with a trans woman. Oh, interesting. Okay. And we have never been with a trans woman, but we're very open to it. And I think, you know, I think that I don't want to like fetishize like a person's orientation or like who they are, but it's just something that we haven't had the opportunity to experience. So we, we are down in the glory hole and I was sucking cock through the glory hole and this very beautiful woman came up she's a very tall german woman and um

she asked if she could suck my husband's cock well another woman yes oh okay if she could suck my husband's cock in while i was sucking cox to the glory hole so i said yes and she was just very nice and my husband had been chatting with her a little bit earlier in the night as well and And so I started having guys come on me that were in, that were coming through the hole. So by this point, like, my chest was like covered and come from multiple men. And the woman, the trans woman who was sucking my husband's cock asked me if she could clean the cum off of my chest. Wow. And I said, yes.

So she, she cleaned up my body. and I went back to sucking my husband's talk, and that whole experience was extremely hot, too. Yeah, it's funny that you didn't include that on the list, but that was like a little sneak-in-added bonus story that people, you know, you got to listen to the whole episode to get to it. It wasn't a part of the bullets I have here, right? But that was a good one.

Yeah. I didn't see that coming. I thought that it was ending after that whole thing. That's why I started questioning you about the cuck queen shit. Yeah. Yeah. So that was another thing that happened that night. And so we added that to the list of new experiences too.

Check off the box. Yeah. And now you do. We checked off the box. Yeah. And I just want to set up the next story. Like you do have a husband. You do like the hot wiping thing a lot.

I mean, your guy on Discord, like, you know, let's, you know, he sort of sets the stage for you when you're going to see your other guy. You have like one guy you see now. He has been on my show. Yes. His name is Alex. Could I just ask you a quick question? because he has a wife who he has a free pass from.

I was wondering, is his wife still down with the free pass? Is everything status quo in his marriage and everything still? Everything is very status quo. Yep, we just spent the night together this weekend. Right, and everything's going to hear. Okay, great. So he's a married guy that has a free pass from his wife to do what he wants. Now, you were always a girl that had random guys, but for some reason, you know,

Alex caught your attention. And now he is like your quote unquote boyfriend. Like he is your guy. Like this is the guy you see on the side that you have developed something that I don't think you've ever had with another guy before, right? With him? Right. Yeah.

I mean, everything prior to him has been like very surface level. I've had guys, you know, that I have seen over time. Like one guy that I've talked about who's a little bit more to the bioplay. I probably saw him for about 18 months. Right. But it wasn't like you never called him your boyfriend. Okay.

Like I've never heard anything like that. So this is a very, you know, new. thing. It's very intense. Like you, like I said, you call him your boyfriend. And now you're going, and now, have you ever had an overnight before this guy? I've never had an overnight solo. So my husband and I had an overnight with him one time, but I've never had a solo overnight. Right. Okay. So Alex is the boyfriend. Sam is the husband. Okay. So how does the overnight with your quote unquote boyfriend happen and tell me that whole story? Well, I will say, I mean, there's a lot that goes into it. Like, you know, it's easy for me to kind of just sit here and say like, oh, my boyfriend this, my boyfriend

that. But as far as like my ability to have a deep connection with somebody, it has taken some time. We've been together for about eight months now. And it's been like a lot of conversations with my husband because my number one priority and like my number one focus is on my relationship with Sam. And, you know, I love him beyond words. And we've been through a lot. We are each other's like best friends, closest confidants, like we share everything together. And my husband's been like so incredibly supportive through like every step of the way. Like when I started developing feelings for Alex, I was really kind of freaking out about it because I didn't know how that was going to impact my marriage. I didn't know how my husband was going to feel. I didn't know if I was

like doing like quote unquote like the right thing because it was completely new territory to have, you know, feelings for two different. people. So it's not something that we've kind of like approached lightly, something that we've had just so many conversations and vulnerable moments with. And I really appreciate my husband for having those hard talks and being open to letting me, or not really letting, but like, allowing me the space to discover this new connection and supporting us in that. And, you know, Alex and Sam like get along super well. They text with each other. Um, like anytime we have three sums, like they're always, you know, they get along great. It's not like there. And Alex is

very, very, very, very respectful of my relationship with in my marriage. And so it's just been a really, really nice experience all around. Yeah, I love that. And this isn't something like you said, like you said, you didn't just jump into this. This could be scary territory, right, for a couple. having this kind of stuff. But like you have, like you're saying, you know, this has been a long road, lots of conversations. Like, this is how you do it successfully. And I think that's important to preface, right? Right. Yeah. And there's going to be ups and downs. And I try to just reassure my husband all the time. Like, it's so, it's kind of strange because I've never been in like a poly situation before. But like, the more that I kind of fall for Alex, like, it actually like

deepens my love for Sam. Yeah. That's. It's interesting. And that is very, that I think, like I was thinking you're like Pauley now. That is a thing to add to you because, you know, like when you said, I started to feel feelings for him and it confused me. I mean, that's a whole different thing than just being like ethically non-monogamous, right? Right. Feeling things changes the game. So, you know, speaking of like you want to be more open and free, there's nothing more, you know, open and free than really being able to care about two people at the same time and keep that going in a healthy, positive way. So I don't. know how you don't think you're open and free. Okay. Oh, my God. So tell me about your open and free overnight with Alex. How does that come up and how does it happen and then to give details? Well, you know, a lot of it is it just comes down to schedules. You know, we're both busy. People, even though it might seem like lifestyle and kink things are a priority for me, it honestly isn't. I mean, it's like I fit it in where it fits in. So the summertime, I have more time just because of, you know,

the kids are less busy with sports and traveling and things like that. So we realized that we had this free night on this weekend where just all the stars aligned. And so I would say we probably started talking about it three or four weeks ago. And at that point, Sam and I weren't sure about our comfort with an overnight. because it's a big step to take. Like, not only are we away from each other for that night. And we're the type of couple where we like snuggle all night long. We're very intimate with each other like in our just quiet times.

So it would be, you know, we'd be away from each other for that, that intimate space. And you might be doing that with somebody else. Right. And Sam knows. that Alex and I have that degree of intimacy. I would say like more than half the time I see Alex one-on-one. We have threesomes probably like once a month or so. And I love that time.

I love having two cocks at once. I'm not going to lie about that. But I spend the majority of my time. You know, he and I go on dates, who go to dinner, things like that. So Sam knows that we have a degree of intimacy already. but obviously overnight kind of takes that to a different level. And Sam actually recently read The Ethical Slut, and it talks a lot about this.

And I haven't write yet. But it's on my list of things to read. But he said in the book, they actually talk about overnights with secondary partners and how it's actually really important for developing, like, authentic intimacy, because you don't have that clock running in your head of like, oh, you know, even if, even though everybody's on board with it, like we're not doing anything behind people's back, but you still feel like, oh, I need to get home. Oh, I need to like, you know, like sometimes like Alex will come over and Sam will like go out and like just go, you know, grab some wings at the bar or something.

So in my mind, I'm like, okay, like the longer we take, the longer that Sam's just like out there. away from home, you know, to come, you know. So. Yeah, it has a totally different feel to it, I'm sure. It does. Yeah. And, and so it was, like I said, it was a lot of conversations with both of them about what we're feeling, like how we're going to handle it.

And just wasn't something that we took lightly. But ultimately, we decided that it was like the right step to take. and Alex looks like a really nice hotel like you know just an area that we that's a little bit outside of where we live just so it would be like a new you know a new experience and so it was like on the water great hotel room and he's like you know he made the dinner reservations and that's a huge thing for me I don't know about you but like as a woman like it's not too much it's sort as far as like releasing control of the plans. Like, I'm such a control person, but I like to decide, like, where we're going to dinner and everything. But I told him, I was like, no, you're going to take the reins. You're

going to plan the entire night. Of course, I'm like you. Like, who doesn't love that? That's like being a fucking man. Even the little things of, like, open the door, you know, like, you know what I mean? Like, I don't know. Every girl likes that stuff. It makes them feel taking care of. And the more alpha you are, the more you need that, if you ask me, you know, the more controlling women need that even more because or else we don't feel like we're with a man and that's the problem. Yes. I, so my husband is the most chivalrous person you will ever meet. Major.

He opens every door. He takes my car and fills it up with gas. You know, everything I need, he does. Brings me coffee in bed every single day. That's also like a little PSA to all the men out there. If you want your wife to be like sucking your cock every day, if you take care of all those little things. Yes. It really is a huge turn on.

My booty call is such a narcissist that he does everything the opposite of what you just said. I was just joking with my sister saying, like, I can't wait for him to throw out some insult to me like you're not a womanly woman in some way because I'm going to be like, like this guy will get an Uber and he'll open the door and get in it for himself. The other day we were out to luncheon. My steak, I like it medium well. It never comes out. They take mine back and the waitresses to him, oh, you know, you want me to take your thing? back to so you could wait for her. He's like, no, I'm not going to wait for her. I have no problem eating without her. Like, I mean, that's seriously what comes out of his mouth. Like, he is so

about himself old school dinosaur mentality, you know, those kind of guys. And I am sorry, like, there is nothing more unhot than that. Like, I would never have romantic feelings for this guy. I just fuck him and it's fine because he's very good at what he does. But it is so unhot that kind of behavior to a woman. Do you know what I mean? Like those little things, open the fucking door, let me go first. Don't walk five feet in front of me. Take care of me. If my steak goes back, don't fucking eat or let me tell you you can.

But to say I could care last, I'm eating anyway. Oh, my pussy is so dry for you. I know, I know. So I'm like actively in training mode for Alex because like that night that we spent together, we were walking back. And he opened the door and walked through. And I just stood on the other side of the door. I'm like, I'll wait.

And he started laughing. Oh, my God. Come back here to open the door for me. Yeah, good. You're training him. Train him, okay? And every other guy just, I'm going to leave this. I'm not going to edit this out.

Like, this is all good information for guys, okay? Yeah. Take note. They're so, it's so easy to do. And girls get, that's the stuff that girls get horny for. Like, you get horny for, like cleavage. You know, a little cleavage goes a long way. Holding the door is what gets us horny.

Okay, sorry. It's a fact. A hundred percent. Yeah. So anyway, okay. Let's get back to your thing. So anyway, back to the sexy stuff. Yeah, sorry.

We got to the hotel and I had actually had a happy hour from work. So I was like feeling like pretty good by the time we made it to the hotel. And we fucked like rabbits and missed our dinner reservation twice. And just would not stop fucking. And it was it was so incredibly hot. we um we just fucked like every way from here to Tuesday I came about 87 times squirted it all over his cock and finally I said to him I was like do not touch me again or we're never making it to dinner because it was like we would stop and then like okay let's go take a shower here for dinner

and then we just like start up again and I started the shower and he was like oh I'll shower with you I was like, do not even think about getting in the shower with me. Because you're definitely not going to make it. I'm starving. Yeah. Like, I've got to eat. We went to dinner, sat outside by the water. Tess had really, really great conversation.

What's another thing that I really enjoy about, Alex? He's super smart. It's very driven professionally. And we connect on those, like, intellectual levels. Yeah, I love that. And we walked out to our hotel, and they had some, like, Adirondack chairs down by the water. And he said, come sit on my lap. So we're sitting there and kissing and I could feel his cough through his jeans.

And I was just wearing like a little dress. No panties, no bra. He starts fingering me. And I'm like, you know, I'm feeling like a little naughty. And I undid his pants and actually rode him out there outside by the water. Is there nobody else around riding? How are you on? on his lap riding him?

Yeah. Is there no one else out there? There was, there was like somebody like kind of up, like we're kind of like downhill. There's like somebody kind of up top. And then right to the right of us, there was like an event space

where there was like a wedding or something with windows. Like the windows kind of look out by the water where we were. Yeah. So at one point I'm like riding him like reverse and look up and I just like see

a couple of people at the window. Oh, okay. So it can look like, right, because you're not facing him. So it can just look like you're sitting on his lap. I wasn't thinking that. I'm thinking you're facing him and riding him like you went in a bed, right? But you're reverse cowboy kind of, right, on his lap. So it could just look like you're sitting on your guy's lap, which could be very innocent.

Yeah. It was so innocent. Yeah, okay. And we actually got a really, a good video of that so that I could send it to my husband. And as soon as we finished, and, I, At this point, another thing I will say about Alex is he is not, like, he's not a quick pop. Like, at this point, we had been, we had fucked in the room for like a couple hours. He still had not come yet.

Okay. And he didn't come outside either. I was just like, we have to go inside. Like, I was just getting really, like, turned on and everything. And so I text my husband, I'm like, babe, we just fucked outside. Because I'm not adventurous like that. Like, I'm always, I get worried about getting caught, you know. and then I sent him the video of it and he was like, oh my God, that's so hot.

And we got back to the room. By the time we made it back to the room, it was probably about 11.30. And we fucked until 4 in the morning. Oh, my God. And I would assume that the, just like, the newness of that kind of situation, because it is a new thing, right? No boundaries. You don't have to go home, like just added to this experience, right?

Definitely. Definitely. Definitely. And we like two kids getting to do something naughty, right? Like it's like a whole new thing. Yeah, that's exactly what it was like. Yeah. We couldn't stop.

Yeah. And we did everything. Like we, he fucked my ass. You know, it's just like, you know, fucks my ass. Like, fucks me in every position. You know, blow jobs. Like him eating me out. Like everything.

Everything was on the menu. And we were just like teenagers. Like we just couldn't get our hands off of each other. And you took a lot of videos and pictures and stuff for your guy through the whole experience, I'm assuming. I did. I took, well, I took more, like, at the beginning of the night. Like, after we got back from dinner, I did call my husband. I said, good night and just, you know, we just talked and connected. And because it was actually really hard for me to be away from him for that night. I mean, we're away from each other, you know, like because of work trips and things like that. But I really miss him when we're not together. Yeah, of course. I did, you know, talk to him and say good night and everything.

And then at like 5.30 in the morning, I couldn't sleep. Like, I still had all of that fredetic energy from fucking all night. And I texted my husband. I was like, I'm ready to come home. Oh, now you want to go back and get it from your guy. Yeah, yeah. So we got up pretty early. Like, we got up at like seven or eight and fucked again.

And then I hurried home. But I told my husband, I was like, I need you to take me out to breakfast first because I was so fucking starving from fucking all night. Yeah. But yeah, but we took videos. My husband actually, like, edited, got this new, like, editing software that he, like, compiled things and, like, put it to music and everything. Oh, my God. So that's what he was doing while I was out.

Let me ask you this. That night when you're back at home, you have your reclaiming. everything, when you're back with your guy and now you have the night with him, is there any part of you even for like one second that misses what you also just had with that guy? Do you know what I mean? Yeah. I mean, I miss him when we're apart, but like, I'm not like tiny for him. Right, because you're completely fulfilled at home.

Yeah. Like, I genuinely feel, I feel 100% fulfilled. by myself. I actually love to be alone. Yeah, I get it. And I feel like my marriage is very satisfying and like we're so like lockstep in in ways. I mean, we're not like clones of each other. We have this agreement. But I feel very like safe and secure safe and excited with my husband. Yeah. Right. So like when I it's not a hot wife situation where I know that there's some some that go out and like they have like their husband has a small penis. So like they're getting that like very fulfilling like physical experience from their bull. I don't need that from another guy. Like Sam and I have amazing sex. We have an amazing

like friendship and relationship. But I just also enjoy my time with Alex. And it's not like, like one doesn't take away from the other. And I'm not thinking like, oh, I wish that Sam wore like Alex in this way. I appreciate both of them as like very different individuals from each. other. Right. But it does go to show that when you were with Alex, you did miss Sam, right? And that is because he's your primary. That is, you know what I mean? There is a difference where you will be at night feeling like, oh my God. But when you're back home, you don't feel that for Alex because they have different places for you. Thank you. Right. And Alex has his wife at home. I mean, he has other something else going on as well. Yep. So it just sounds like you really have the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the. I

think the healthy boundaries that you need to have sometimes, you know, like everyone has Polly different. Some people don't have the primary. And that's when my head starts to get a fucking headache. I don't know if you've listened to those episodes, but it's so hard to follow. And that's where you could have more problems, I think, because to create everyone being the problem. But I think it's a little not easier, but I think it makes more sense to have that primary. And then even if you have these other feelings for somebody else. And I think it helps that your guy also has a wife, right, on the side. I mean, do you ever, right? That he's, he has that as well. Like, if he was single, like, there might be the fear that he winds up feeling more feelings for you, right, in a weird way.

And you don't. I mean, in a, in a way, but, like, we've just also been very open about, like, understanding the limitations of, like, what I can give him, what he can give me. And I'm not looking, I don't have a void. I think that's the most important thing. Exactly. But no, I'm saying it's the most important thing is, I get that you don't have the void. The most important thing is that he doesn't have the void.

Do you understand? That's what I'm saying. Because it's so obvious you don't, right? But I think there could be a problem. Listen, everyone thinks, oh, it's always the girl that cop's feelings. But guys do too sometimes. You know what I mean? So I think it's important that he doesn't have the void.

Right. He also can't be like driven by your feelings for somebody. Like, you can love someone and know, like, I love this part of this person because that's the part that they're able to give me or I'm able to give them. And I think that's where we're at. And if it all went away tomorrow, like, I feel good about myself. Right. Like, I could live a very happy and fulfilling life on my own. Yeah. Everything else is gravy.

And I think that's actually the most important part is because if you're looking to someone else, either your spouse or. secondary partner to like fill in parts of you, that's when you're going to run into problems. Yeah. And I think the only person you could feel that way for is your kids, right? Like you feel that way for your kids. That's a different kind of a thing. But yeah, yeah, you, I think that to feel like it's much, you know, not have that with anything else is the best. And that's always the best starting point, right, is to be completely fulfilled within yourself. And then everything else is gravy. Yeah, because if you're a healthy person, yeah, if you're a healthy person, you're going to be able to like snuff out the toxic.

Exactly. Like you, you see your booty call for who he is. Yeah. And he's one of my best. No, and he's one of my best friends and we've been friends forever. And I,

you know, and that's why I could still take it for all that. I can laugh about his stuff and it doesn't. I don't personalize it. I don't care. You know what I mean? But, like, you know, it's like not the guy would ever date or like it.

That's fine with him. I mean, I don't think I'm his type either. Yeah. Right. But that's because you are very secure in who you are. Yeah. never been happier. And I think the happier you are in yourself, the less you really personalize stuff in it, right? Of course. I mean, that's always very typical. Yeah, for sure.

Yeah. So it's all, and that comes with age, right? I mean, you know, that's the great, that's a great thing about, you know, getting older as you are more secure within yourself. But, you know, like I said, I mean, I think the whole, funniest part of this whole thing is like you're just wanting to be more open. And what was that? I don't know why I'm harping on that. Open and free? Yeah, I mean the more, yeah, wanting to be more open and free. And like, you know, as your stories go on, it's like you just couldn't be more open and free. But I do believe, because I always, like I use the word more evolved and someone's like, oh, that's like you shouldn't use more evolved.

But I do believe that people that can, you know, when they're doing poly right, I have talked to some people who do poly the right way. I had one woman on. She's like on TV. I forget what her name is, but she's like fucking the real deal, you know? And I was like, this woman is just more evolved. than I am, you know, and I do think there, I get what you're trying to say. Like, you want to get to the point, like, just like, like, in evolution, right, of your own person that you could be so open and free that you could experience anything and not, like, kind of be bothered. I don't know. And I do see what you mean by that. But like, trust me, you are so far on your journey and the fact that now you're doing a little bit of Polly and that's cool and all these things. Like, you are way more open and free than you were two years ago. you know? Yes, definitely. Right?

Like you're... I feel that, yep. I don't know what more you could do. You know, you even, you know, talking to you now, like, you know, sort of moved past that thing of you not wanting your guy to be with someone else, you know? And we just recently talked about you saying that you wish you didn't have that, but you have that and blah, blah, blah, you know, and maybe you'll get past that. And it just sounds like, I don't care that you need to be in control of it.

The fact that you did it and loved it, I think that's another check. of the box. Right. All right. Yeah, for sure. And you've been here through all of my adventures.

Yeah, open and free. Yours open as free as they get, Erica, okay? Well, thank you. Yeah, that's why, you know, I love having you on. I mean, this is like, I don't even know

how many times you've been on my show. Let's not count even just the confessions episode because you are my favorite co-host to do that with. But you have been on so many other times that people just Google. In Spotify, what's great about Spotify

is you go all the way to the top of the scroll to the top of my podcast. There is a search there, right? They could put in Erica. Yeah. And they'll see everyone's name. And just so you know, Erica, when I Google my podcast in the Google search term, you know how when you start to Google something, you see things that come up that other people have Googled, you know, it's always like strictly anonymous, strictly anonymous host, strictly anonymous host, face, you know, strictly anonymous Erica comes up just so you know. Oh, isn't that interesting? Yeah, do it. Look. Yeah. So people are, you know, you've been on so long. People love you. If people want

Fine. You don't have to go to Google. Go to Spotify. Put in Erica. You'll see all her episodes. Everyone is to fucking nails it out of the park. And it's all, they're all different and they're all great and they're all real. You're the real deal. You're all over my Discord. If people want to see you, you don't have an OnlyFans or any of that stuff, but you're very much on my Discord. There's a lot of different ways where we will get free access to my Discord. But if you get into my Discord, you're there. I have pictures over my Patreon. If they want to see you there, sign up for my Patreon. and they could see you over there because you do not disappoint in your stories or in how you fucking look, right? 10.5. Oh, thank you. Thank you. I'll send you some pictures.

All right, awesome. All right, awesome. Thanks, Erica. Thanks for calling in. This was like a whole new episode for you. Great. Thank you so much. Thanks, Erica.

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