Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1235 - Tanya Loves Gangbangs, Spit Roasting and So Much More

Episode Date: September 29, 2025

Tanya loves gangbangs, spit roasting and so much more and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all thee details including how and why she wound up at a swinger club solo for the first time, how and why she chose DTF night the first night she went, how he wound up in a gangbang the first night and how many guys joined in, the gangbang coordinator who set the whole thing up, the ganbangs she had the second night she went and what went down, one of her fave bukakke experience and how many guys took part and exactly what went down, how and why she now enjoys 2 guys spit roasting the most, how she feels about having a relationship now that’s she into the lifestyle, why she recently started an Onlyfans and what she posts there plus a whole lot more. **To see HOT pics TANYA plus my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! You can find her OF here: https://onlyfans.com/dtftanya MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠   To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712   Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  https://brooklynbedding.com Use my promo code STRICTLY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://vb.health⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To get 10% off Drive Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2528-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Use code: ANONYMOUS to get 50% off your yearly pass plus get a 14-day money-back guarantee ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://uberlube.com/discount/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use code: STRICTLY for 10% off Uberlube aka the BEST Lube EVER ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://viia.co/STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Try VIIA and use code STRICTLYANON for great SEX and sleep ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20% off your entire order To get $15 OFF your female oxytocin arousal tablets and more, use code STRICTLY here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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I probably didn't have to say one fucking word in this episode. Tanya is super interesting because this was a woman who like, you know, had kids and got married really young and then was like devoted her whole life to all of that. Uh, was a single mom and really didn't sort of come into her own sexually until she was in her 50s. When she got back into sex, she fucking went for it. Okay. Wait till you hear what she did. I mean, she went to a swinger club by herself. First night, gang bang. She's into Bukaki, gangbing, spit roasting, two guys, guys and more guys, and testosterone and come and all that fucking stuff. She loves jizz.

Like I said, she's done Bukaki. She's done a bunch of gangbanks. She did it the first night out. I mean, she is one of those girls. I call them like my hardcore girl. She's a hard core girl. She's only been out of for a year and she's done so much and there's probably so much more she's going to do.

She did recently start an OnlyFans. She gave a shout out to that at the end. That will be in the description. I will have hot picks of her over on my. Patreon. She'll be a member of my Discord channel. She's an exhibitionist, so I expect that she'll be posting a lot of her stuff over there. But she's super cool. She's really interesting. You're going to love her story. So I'm going to get right to be right back on with Tanya. Oh, hey, Tanya. Tanya, right? I'm saying it right. Tanya. You are saying it right, Tanya. No offense. I think you should just change it to Tanya. But anyway, welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. Listen, I heard about you and requested for you to be on my show from Toronto Unicorn. She was like, oh, you got to have this girl on. I mean, you're a DTF Tanya on Onlyfans. And you are someone, I'm assuming, I think with a short story is that like way later in life, you just like, you know, sort of embrace your sexuality and you're doing gangbings and all kinds of crazy things now, right?

Like, it wasn't all your life you're doing this stuff, right? Oh, no. It definitely was not all my life I was doing this. It really is later in life, really probably in the last, well, it's just been just a little bit over a year now where I came onto the scene quite hot. Oh my God, I love extremis. I'm an extremist. So, okay, let's get your backstory, Tanya. And let's just, like, get a snapshot of, like, where you're on. Now, you're in your 50s now, right?

Like, I mean, I could say that because that's, like, a part of your story, correct? It is part of my story. I am 55, and my story started when I was 54. So it was about 18 months ago where the start of the story happened, but my entry into the lifestyle was in August of last year. of 2024. So yeah. Okay, but I still want to go back a little bit before that, because I want to know who Tanya was before, you know, she hit, you know, her crazy time of her life. This whole new chapter that's so, you know, were you like the opposite extreme? Like, have you, are you married? And also,

though, let me just ask you real quick. Are you married or are you single now? I am, I am single, actually. Yeah, it, I mean, I can jump right into answer some of those questions and give the backstory. It's, it could be interesting. Yeah. Yeah, it really was, I, how do I start this? I would probably say this is probably not new for me. It's more of the lifestyle and gangbangs and all that, I think, and sexuality-wise, it was always just there just under the surface. And I go back to, I was very sexually active when I was younger.

I got married very early, had two children at 20 and 20. two, I guess it was, so really young. And then I found myself pretty much divorced at 24. So with two kids, with two kids, two babies. Two babies, yeah, on my own. And that was where my focus was. Then my children became teenagers and they started to go out and have a life of their own. And I was like, well, what am I going to do? Totally. That's what I'm afraid of. What am I going to do? What am I going to do? So it was nice to have some alone time without being a mom. getting a break, but then I started to, and I will use the term vanilla world. So I was doing

the vanilla dating app thing. And, you know, a couple of the different ones, meeting, meeting guys. And I had someone, a friend with benefits that I had, that we had parted ways almost 20 years ago. He came back into my, came like flashing back into my memory. And I was like, I wonder what he's, um, too. Don't ask. And so I ended up. reaching out to him. It wasn't actually that hard, even though it had been a good number of years. And we ended up having quite a few good conversations. I should say many conversations. And this is where the story kind of takes the turn of how did I go from Vanilla, friends with benefits from 20 years ago to jumping into going to a sex club and a gang bang,

is he actually through conversations. And I should also point out that just before we had went separate ways, had mentioned about he was interested in doing a threesome and at that point i was in my late 30s you know i wasn't approved i wasn't like and i wasn't turned off by it i was curious about it but i didn't ask a lot of questions and i was and i was thinking i'm still a mom i can't i didn't think i could have two different worlds or two different lives i thought i had to have one or or the other and i just well i was a mom i wasn't giving that up so i said i'm you know i don't think i'm in But it wasn't that it was like I was appalled by it or turned off or not interested. And this is that whole thing that you said before that you're alluding to is that this was always a

part of who you were and you were down for it. But there was just always other things going on. Was it three something to be with a girl or a guy? He wanted a girl. And I should also mention, because this is another big big thing is I do tend to gravitate towards younger men. And so I was 36, 38. He was about 24, 26.

So the matchup age was pretty hot. So I still do tend to like younger men. So yeah. So when I reached back out to him, I think one of the first questions he said is, have you had a threesome yet? Oh my God, it's so funny. Yeah, and I was like, no. But he ended up saying to me, he knows how much I enjoy blowdrops, come.

He said, you need a glory hole. He said you, Bukaki, he said, and he said, you're a next. exhibitionist and the words out of my mouth word, you don't know what the fuck you're talking about. However, I may have eaten those words and I may have gone back to him and said, I think you're actually right.

And he actually said, you need to check out the sex club in Toronto Oasis Aqualounge. So, I did. I went online and I couldn't really actually find too much on their website. There was some stuff. So I started to search for

OASA and this is where I came across Toronto Unicorn. I came across her her YouTube channel and specifically about the club and specifically about going the first time and I was like I like this girl and I think that we could be friends and because her sense of humor and how she was just presenting everything it just resonated with me like I was just like I was like excited like I was like this is what didn't realize this is what I was actually missing. So I reached out to her and said I'm I'm I'm was thinking about going to Oasis for the first time on a Tuesday for a DTF night. By yourself or with that guy?

By, by, by myself. Oh, okay, so now you're like on your own, but this guy's the one who brought it back up and planted the seed. Yeah, he planted the seed. We don't live close by. We're probably about six, yeah, we're about six, seven, eight hours away. Wow, but I think it's even more balzy that you're going. I like the story better that you're going alone. Yeah, I should have probably said that because that's probably.

probably the big part of it. I decided I was going to go by myself. And I can't tell you, I mean, I had him supporting me. But I think he was actually more coming out of from his angle was like, she's actually going to do this. Like he was getting excitement that he had actually, you know, and then I'm going to hear all about it. And this, that and the next thing. And let's just give Toronto Unicorn a shout out. I mean, you're really following in her footsteps, because this is another girl who did exactly what you did before you, right? Went on. her own and I always give women credit to do that because I think that takes a lot of fucking balls, you know,

and she walked into that. And then what I think is amazing that she does on her YouTube channel because I think it's super helpful is she talks, you know, she talks about the lifestyle and she talks about the club and she gives you so much information. So you really have our like sort of, you know what to expect, right, from her. And I think that that really helps. It's walking in blind.

Yeah. And I literally was. And I never, and the funny thing too is that, and I always say that. I will say it. I have always described myself as being an introvert. And I like if I have. Oh really? No.

But I think I have evolved a little bit. And I'm also a Gemini. So I have two personalities and they are good personality and they work very well together. So I reached out to her and I gave her a little bit of my backstory. And I think and this is what I was interested in doing. And I actually came across one of her vlogs that she did as saying, Don't go to Oasis the first time to a DTF night. Well, what does Tanya do?

Oh, that's the day you went. So I was going to ask you why you picked that night? Why I picked that night because it was the idea of so many men and that testosterone and just being, that's what actually. You wanted. That's what I wanted. And that's what I actually needed at that time. Hey, guys and girls. Want to boost your sex drive and overall experience in the bedroom naturally?

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ask you why you pick that night? Why I picked that night because it was the idea of so many men and that testosterone throne and just being, that's what actually, that's what I wanted. And that's what I actually needed at that time. Yeah. I may not realize it. And I was thinking, and it's also just to get fucked, gang bang,

don't really need to know your name, may not even see your face because in a gang bang, you may not see, you know, everyone, you know, then the way that it came, the way that it worked out. And I wasn't looking for intimacy. I wasn't looking for anything soft or, you know, little bit more, you know, when there's a relationship. I was looking just to get fucked. Like, and, and, and, and, but, but the thing is, I wasn't thinking about a gang bang. I was just thinking there were going to be been there. And my friend, he said to me, he says, there'll be lots of men there. You'll be able to pick. And to me, that gave me, like, I wanted that buffet. And, and, and that's why I, that's why I picked that Tuesday night, not realizing the whole gang

bang thing is I was I wasn't like naive I know these things happen but I didn't really think oh this is going to I'm going to have a gang bang and that's what I was going to for me it was there was just going to be lots of men and I could pick and choose what I wanted and hopefully

you know there'll be a couple guys you like not oh yeah yeah yeah and that's what I was that's why I was thinking so why did I pick it because I knew that there was going to be men there and that's what I was after that's what I was going to make sense because I would rather go on that night than a night where it's going to be like all couples and then you're just like a unicorn and that's not who you want to be right no no and i've done i've done the car i've done been a unicorn on a on a night where it's actually couples and unicorns it's okay but it that definitely

not totally me i mean when you use that word testosterone before you're like i just wanted to go and get a lot of testosterone it's like i think d t f night is the perfect night for you right exactly So long story short, we, uh, Turner Unicorn and I do she, she is there that night and we meet and we sit down, get a drink. I had to get the tour and all that. She introduced her. She introduced herself to me and she was there. But even when I was standing outside to get in because there was a lineup, there was a young, there was a couple in front of me. They were in, you know, chat me up and whatever. And I was, I was, I wasn't like shy or anything, but I was just like, this was all new, like this was a whole new environment that I was in. And so, I was. So, I was. And so. I was. I get inside and I meet up with Toronto Unicorn and I get my tour, the obligatory first visit tour, oh, you're new, blah, blah, blah, blah. And then we sit down, I get a drink. We sit down on a pool because they have an outdoor heated pool. It was August.

It was summertime. And we started chatting. And she started to ask her questions as she does. And she started to draw out what was I wanting. What was my, did I have a bucket list or a bucket list, whatever you want to call it? And really started. And we really did actually connect. neck and as we were talking there were a couple of guys that were listening and she's visible she's known and

i'm pretty sure it was obvious i was new or i hadn't been seen or whatever and there were some guys that were in the pool and you could tell that they were listening from afar and they started to get closer and whatever and then then it leads into well what do you want you you know and i explained what i was looking for but i didn't really know what i wanted for i was just going with it and it said And then it turned out, okay, well, the two guys were invited. Did you want to participate in a scene with Tanya? We started chatting and there's a vibe going and all those things that was all new to me, but it was working.

Like I was, you know, and it was like, this is cool. I'm liking this. This is good. So she then, and when I say upstairs, you have to go up, well, you don't have to, but we went up to the third floor. And she conducted as an orgy director, a scene for me of a gang bang. So I knew that. Does gang bang get discussed?

Was it disgust when you, because you said, oh, she was drawing out of me what I wanted. Did you explain I want a gang bang? Or did you say I want just as many guys as I can have? Like, how does she decide to set up a gangbang for you? Well, she actually starts talking. She says that, you know, how many guys you want. I had actually wanted a spirit rose. That's what I went into.

And then, yes. So that's what I. And then she's like, well, what about this? And she, you know, and then she. What was this? Say details. Like what? She said, well, what about what's this?

What's this? Or she's like, well, would you be interested? Because it is DTF night. There'll be lots of guys around. What are you looking for? What do you like? I can direct this scene for you. And I knew that she did this, right? So I wasn't oblivious to it. But it was like, and would you be interested? So of course, consent is a huge thing, right? You know, I just wasn't being let along here. And it was like, and as she mentioned, as she's describing it, there's different ways that we can do it. You know. Did she use the word gang bang? You still haven't explained what she's explaining. You said I want to be spit roast and what did she said? Well, would you be open to being spit roasted by 10 guys? Like how does it turn into a gang bang? I think probably how it happened is like I said spit roast and then it was like what about multiple men. Would you be? Right.

That's the details I want to know. So she's like, okay. Uh-huh. Yeah, because she needs to know what I'm down for. Yeah. So of course. Asking, would you be interested in that? You're using words like she said this and that.

No, we want the specific words. I mean, yeah. The specifics. Okay. You know, it's like, what do you like? What is your taste? What about different cultures? Like, what is your aesthetically?

What are you looking? What do you like? So asking, are you looking for middle-aged white men? Are you looking for, you know, to brown or chocolate man? This was like, like even terminology and everything. Like, it was all the time. Get back to the room. I caught you off and took you in different direction.

I just wanted to know how she, like, started setting up your gangbang. I've had her on my show. I know she sets up gangbanks for people. She was the orgy director, gangbang coordinator, you know. So now you're in that room, right? And she's like, you want to be spit roasted. And what now to walk us through like what actually goes down? So the two guys that were in the pool, they were asked, would you know, like we obviously

we talked, we introduced and whatever, would you like to participate? And they both said yes. And I was like, well, this is pretty good. I just got two guys who said yes to me. That's, of course. I'm like, of course. So she and because she is visible and it's a Tuesday night at Oasis and then that's why that's what that night is.

right so it was no shortage but she was also she knew what i was okay with she knew that i wanted i like my hair pulled i i i liked it rough i wanted as much attention being touched as much as i could like get two three men at a time so if i was giving a blow job getting fucked from doggy stall face down ass up like that was what it was like it was like that's what i was looking is that what happens oh for me it was yes that's because that's what i was going for and that's what i was going for and that's And I had never done this before, but it just seemed like this is what I want. Like, not seem. I was okay with doing this.

It just seemed, it was just, everything was just playing out the way that it was meant to be without. No, I know that, but I need you. Now you're on the bed or you want to bet or you're like, lay out the scene. Like what, let's get to the actual gang bang. Okay. So, yeah. So we were in the room and all, all the guys start to come, you know, come around. But what are you laying on a table?

Like a massage table? No, it's a, it's a bed. It's a bed. It was a bench. It was a bench. It was a. room and then she had and then there was another spot that had another bench that you can use to fuck on as well but it was a mattress like her like and it's all there's towels you could grab your

condoms yeah lube and all that and she and so basically she was tone of unicorn i really much started sucking the one guy and then i very quickly and no actually yeah and then i was getting eaten out at the same time and then i very quickly flipped over so that i was faced down and i was giving the one guy a blowjob, the other guy was obviously coming from behind. And that night, I was, anal was off the plate at that time. That may have changed later on. So it was anything but anal. So, and she, and so she would go back as being the director, that one guy was finished to make sure there was someone else to fill that spot. So there was a steady stream of guys one coming out, leaving and another one coming in, you know, one from the front and

from the back and I... So you're spit roasting a million times, not just one one scenario. I mean, that spit roasting goal is getting fulfilled. So I went in with going with just two guys and then it was like, and then it was like, but what about multiple? And I was like, yep, I want to do that. Let's do that. Let's do that. So that's what ended up,

how it ended up happening. So yeah, so we, I think the count, if I have to recall, I mean, I think it was in total maybe a 10, 10 guys 10 and 11 in total. So not a huge number, but not a low number. You know, I think respectful. That's a real gang bang, okay? And like, let me ask you this. Are you having a lot of orgasms? Are you a squirder? Like, are you enjoying it? Is it, is it, you know, the best thing ever? Like, because you didn't really expect to be going this far. Not with as many men at one time, in one night. I'm not, I, no, I'm not a squirder. I, there were some orgasms in there. Sometimes it's a bit

of a quick, you know. Of course, yeah, of course. You can't come with every guy, but you're in great. You can't. You know, and I know someone had actually asked me about that saying it's a different than when you're at home or in a little bit more of a private setting. It is a kind of different. Not that you can't squirt, not you can't, but in that setting, it may not be every,

or maybe one guy has gotten you to a certain point, you know, and maybe the next one comes and he's gotten off and then the next guy comes along and maybe just gets you just a little bit further, you know, so it's, yeah, so it's that scenario. So yes. And I do. But was that experience, like, amazing for you because you don't really, you didn't go in thinking this is how it's going to be. And all of a sudden, like, as a, like, looking at down at yourself in the middle of this, are you like, what the fuck? Like, this is great. How do you feel? I was saying this was great. I was having, I was feeling great from top to bottom. Yeah. And I'm a submissive as well. So I, so Toronto Young Corner is being the.

dominant, the or, like, so she's controlling and all I could actually was hearing her voice. And I'm not sure if being a submiss of you are usually, the DOM is actually, you know, making things move along. I very much, if she told me to do something, I would do it. Like, but I'm only hearing her voice. So I was very tuned out to everything else. And that's the same in any Dom's experience that I've had. Like, I can, I zone completely out to everything and only.

hearing that voice and being right in that moment, which is something that I hadn't really experienced. And it was like, yeah, but this is, and I have continued to experience that. Like, that's really my thing. So you're kind of into the fact that she's telling you what to do. And they as well, directing it. Oh, for sure. For sure. Okay. That's interesting. Yeah. And she would, she would say my name, Tanya, or she would say, you know, you need to move over. And I only heard her voice. And, and that's an important thing. Because we've had many. other scenes like this since then. It wasn't the only time and it is still the same to this day. It's like when when we go out and I do this. I don't necessarily do the line of train of gangbangs. It's more of spit, roast, rinse, and repeat. So two guys and then bring two more in. So it's just how it's evolved in the last year or so. So yeah. So that first night after that whole like, you know, 10 guys, you do them? Do you go home? Do you hang out at the club more? Like what? How did you end that night. And that night, so I didn't know too much about aftercare at that point, but the last two guys

that I actually had, I had actually tapped out. I was like, I'm done. And the last two guys that were there, they actually both sat down on either side of me. And because I'm now coming down from being in the subspace, right? You know, and what I've actually done. And Toronto Unicorn, she's aware of this. And so we were having conversation and just to come down from that. And I think for me, everything has lined up perfectly because I had a great experience. I had what it was supposed to be, how it should be. It was an excellent experience, but I didn't play with anyone else after that because I had some dick in me and I was good. You had your fill. I had my fill for that night and I had actually got myself a hotel room because I don't live close by and I go back to the hotel room

and thinking that I'm going to go to sleep, I was exhausted. And as soon as my head hit the pillow, it just dawned on me. Holy fuck, I just did that. And I need to talk to someone, but I know what is around. And my friends know nothing of this, except for my friend, my friends with benefits, who actually very early that morning, he reached out to me and said, so what happened? So I had someone, but I couldn't sleep.

will tell you that. No nothing of this, except for my friend, my friends with benefits, who actually very early that morning, he reached out to me and said, so what happened? So I had someone, but I couldn't sleep. I will tell you that. Because not only was I a little tender, I was still dripping a little bit, and my nipples were sore, which was all good, all good. But, yeah, so, and it did take me a couple of days to unpack everything.

everything and and continue on in this lifestyle, which I have. So yeah. Yeah, and you have very much so. I mean, obviously, like, I mean, what does the person who goes in so super hot having a game being their first night do next? Like, what are your other experiences that you've had? Sorry, after that, other experiences I've had afterwards? Yeah. Yeah. I mean, like you started, is that the top of the mountain? I mean, you start like super hardcore. So like where do you go from there? Yeah, I started super hardcore. I started up at the top, but then two weeks later, I go back and I, uh, gang bang two point and two point one because I ended up having another gang bang part one and part two. And then I end up having some play with a couple of guys in the pool afterwards. So that was on visit number two.

Oh my God. How many guys that night do you know? A little bit more, a little bit more. There was more between the, between the three, so the two parts of the actual gang bang. I think I got up to 12 or 13. Wow. And yeah, it was, and it was a little bit, it was, I mean, all, I mean, all the experiences I've had there with this have been good. And then I've got into Bukaki as well, so you have Bukaki. I've had two experiences with that, which I thoroughly enjoy. And explain what that is. Like, where do you go?

Do you want to come all over you? Do you love it? I love come anywhere. I love swallowing. I don't understand the question spit or swallow. Anytime anyone's asked me that, I'm like, what what why is there this other option there's only a option and I know I'm not the norm on this but I've always been like that I've never ever have spent like I don't even know why that but I get it

it's not forever I always have wondered because I never spit either and I was always like what do they do like stop and run in the bathroom and find the garbage can or like spit hold it in their mouth I think that's worse just fucking swallow just swallow it's like you've worked for that you've worked for that you've worked that you need that. But you know what's interesting though? The difference between me and you is like, I will swallow, but I'm not like, oh my God, I love come, but like there are women and it sounds like you are that do actually really love it too. Like you, it sounds like you're that one. And guys love that. Like you don't come across that many, that many women that are like that, you know, but that's your thing, right? Obviously. It is. And it's interesting because I didn't

realize that I was, that not everyone was like that. And I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I remember trying to Eurocraine and she says, you've got currency here. Do you realize that you, because I like the feeling, I like feeling that hot comes splashing on my tits. I like actually being cream pot. I like feeling it inside me. I know we have to be safe sex and all that, but I am of a little bit of an older generation or if you have one partner, I like back shots.

And I like to, I like to jack a guy off and see it. Precom. Oh my God. It's like, just like as soon as I taste it, it's like it. just drives me like over the over the hill like i'm just like so forth so yes i always always have been like that so that's not new like that's so then no bucaki is like perfect for you is it like you the more the better guys just like jerking off all over you yeah they're doing that or i'm helping them or i'm sucking them and then two hands on i i mean uh the one scene i had wanted the

circle of guys around me but i also wanted another guy to be fingering me from behind or in front which actually did happen. So that was quite fun to do have that. I also like facials. So any, so any, it's facial, swallow any, anywhere. Yeah, it's, it's, I know, and I know that guys do like it. And I'm not just saying it. I actually, like, I get really antsy.

If I, as soon as I know that, because you can tell by the breathing and the feeling that it's, it's just about to happen. Like, I'm, like, I'm squirming. Like, I'm antsy. It's because I'm just waiting for it. like I want that and it's like that's that's mine it's like I'm getting it I'm getting it and in the past you only got it from one person and loved it and now here you are like in the club and you could get it from multiple guys out watch and it's so and also to that eye contact just to see how they're excited because I'm excited about it like it's very it's very exciting it's very it's very I don't know if I can

think of the word of what it actually is but it's uh it's not I mean it's sexual as well but it's also very, I've accomplished something. Like, and this is where that submiss, I know that I've done something that makes him happy. And that's very much. Yeah, yeah, that's very much. I'm doing what I, I'm being a good girl. I'm being a good girl. And yeah, and to hear that and know that.

And I mean, I mean, even just talking to me now, this is where my two personalities are. Like, I'm a very outgoing. I have a professional life. I get shit done. I can lead and I do all that, but you get me in a submissive and a sexual, I'm very much, you tell me what to do and I will do exactly and throw me around, toss me around, all that. I listen and I listen very well and it's a good dynamic. And I do think though that calm has testosterone in it.

Like if you're taking in all of that, like it just makes you probably hornier. It's like you're shooting yourself up with like an injection, right? I mean, I'm sorry, it does have it in there. Like, I feel like if you put that all over your body, like, it just is going to make even more horny. Oh, yeah, for sure. Like, it's very, it's very exciting. And it's also wanting more of it. So I have to keep going back.

When I said to my friend, you don't know what the hell you're talking about. He knew what he was talking about. You know, he, he knew that this is what I, well, it started all with the glory hole. But then it was like, no, it's the Bukaki because I want to, I want to see. I want to see the person. I just don't want to see the dick in the hole. Did you try the glory hall too? Do they have the waterways?

Yeah, they do. Not there, but at another club. I believe that they actually do. Actually, I think at two of them, but it doesn't excite me as much as Bukaki. Like, before it was a glory hole, but then when I, because I like to actually see the guy, like I want to, I want a participant versus just, you know, a dick through a hole, you know. Yeah, it's, yeah. How many guys have been at your Lake Pukaki sitting?

areas. The one, I would say there was five or six guys circling around me and then wander off and another one come in. So at any given time, you know, you're looking at multiple three or four, right? Yeah. And you like it all over anywhere, on your face, on your teeth. Yeah, yeah, yeah, anywhere. And I don't think that I actually, the last one I did, I, we had actually had plans a little while ago to actually do Bacocci Night, but it didn't end up happening. But I've been looking at the calendar at the next one to book to plan to be there because it's been, it's been a few months since I've done it. But I don't think I did a facial with the last one that I did.

Not that I'm, not that I'm against it, but I, it just, it just didn't happen, you know, with who is there. Yeah. So, yeah, but it's not off the table. It's certainly on the table. It sounds like it's very much on the menu. I mean, and do you love the gangbings too? Like, do you like having all those guys at,

once. Yeah, I do actually like that, but just to kind of come, come away from that, I, where, what I actually really enjoy now is, is actually doing. So it's still multiple men, but not, I mean, not so many at one time. So it's usually two guys in the scene and it's usually a spit roast or it's just changed to the positions or change, a change. I'm not necessarily face down, ass up as much. You know, I know what I want. Move positions around a little bit. I've also repeat guys that I've been with.

So you've built that connection. They may be there. So it's really right now, if I do a DTF night, it's actually two guys. And then I call it, we call it rinse and repeat. Then there's two more that are. So vet who interest me, what am I looking for that night? What's my, what's my taste buds after? Yeah, like the menu.

Like what are you in the mood for it? but it does sound like, listen, that was the first thing that came out of your mouth that you wanted that night. So that really is something that you like. Have you done DVP or DP or any of that kind of stuff since you're with two guys a lot? Not at the club, no, but it is actually on my list of things to do. I have evolved. I actually came across my one. When I did my one-year anniversary check-in with Toronto Unicorn, I actually came across my list that I had made for that first night.

And I laugh at it because I'm like, oh, I was so vanilla. Like I was like even then when I was making my list, but I haven't done that, but it is something that I want to do. But again, where I'm at right now is I just don't want to do it with strangers. I want to be able to do it with where there's that connection, that there's that openness. You can, you know, it's not just putting two dicks in one hole or one anal one in the V. I want it to be a good experience for everyone. And then for me, it's like, because I actually recently was asked with someone that I play with. saying, what do you, is there another guy that you think that you would, you would like to have?

So to me, I'm thinking personality wise, who's the more dominant, who's maybe not as dominant? Because you have to think about that. You don't want to, like the whole scenario. Like the two, you know what I'm saying, like two very dominant men, like which one, you know, especially when one is not your, your significant other, whether it's, like, if you're in an open relationship, then it just, or what is the dynamic, right? So to me, it was like I got asked the question. I was like, I can think of one person, but it's like, well, I could think of a couple,

but what would be the best two at the same time so that it's good for everyone. So that's where I'm at. I'm only a year or a bit into it. So I have a lot more things that I want to do, but I'm also being very thoughtful and about it. And it's not just, it's not like there's an alarm is going to go off and say, time's up. Like, I'm in this for the long time. You just started.

Yeah. This is like a whole new world. entered in. What's the rush? You've done so much already, you know? I mean, life does go by super quick when you're older. So like it's a year. It sounds like a long time. It's really not. It's probably like seems like yesterday that you went for the first time. But there's, you still have so much time ahead of you, you know. Now, what is in like your future? Besides all the kinky stuff that you want to do? Like, do you want to find like a partner that you could have an open relationship with? Would you ever have a monogamous relationship? Do you feel like now that you're in the

lifestyle like you could never go back to the vanilla world. Like what do you see for yourself like in the future? That's an excellent question because when I started in the and down this path like in this lifestyle, I was like I was not looking for a relationship at all. But I will say if it happened, I'm open to it. But I, because there are some people that are looking for a relationship. That was not what I was after. I was after.

You did go by looking for that for sure. No, no, definitely not. However, as I've gotten into this, I think for me that would work best for me is to have an open relationship. So if I do find someone that's in this lifestyle and have that relation and then bring other people into it or experience different things, whether he does or I do or we do together, for sure. So I'm not opposed to that. But you start to meet people, you start to see them more often.

And you are, you're just not strangers, you know, and someone is going to come along. And I've seen it in the circle of friends. I've seen it happen. So in the lifestyle, it doesn't mean that you, it doesn't mean you can't find a partner. Oh, no. I have people. I had a girl Casey who reminds me of you, and she's in my book. She had over 50 gangbings.

And she met her husband, who's her husband now, at a gangpin, at a threesome. And they have the most lovely relationship, and she loves Bukkaki. She's like, so up your alley. She's like sounds very similar to you. And she loves all that buddy. He loves to be nothing more than to her to do all that. And he's right there with her. And they met in the lifestyle and they couldn't be a happier couple.

You know, they have a real solid relationship. And the other thing, too, is like what's something that really gets me as well is like, you know, to be in a relationship and to have him and I say, I'm going to go out and play. Maybe he doesn't want all the details, but wants to know and to know about it and to share that. To me, what makes that interesting to me is to know that I am his, but anybody's sharing me, and then I can come back. Oh, yeah, that adds a whole other level of hotness. Oh, whole other, yeah, it really does. So there's all these things that I talk about this as if I know what I'm talking about a year ago.

I knew nothing of this. But anytime anyone has said anything to me, would you want to try this? Or maybe I should word it this way. And when someone asked me, what more do you want to do? For me, I don't know what I don't know. Like, I don't know what's all like this. Yeah, so if someone, I said, well, what interests you? Because I know it's being respectful for asking the female, the woman, what do you want?

And I understand guys are being respectful. But to me, it's like, what are you interested in? And there might be something that you want to try. And that's the open trust and open communication, which I will actually say was the first thing from that first night, going from vanilla life to this lifestyle, the open communication, because the amount of trust and the amount of, and your body and what you're going to do, especially when you're, I mean, I'm into, I like choking. I like, I like being spanked. I like impact play. I've started to experience those things. So as soon as you start going down that path, you have to have an open communication and a truthful one, which I found so refreshing coming from vanilla life and vanilla dating where there was these games being played. I don't do games. Just tell me. Just say it.

You know, like, and I have zero patience for that. So to me, it's like if someone asked me, what do you want to do or what's on your list? I mean, I may have some ideas, but why don't you tell me what you're interested in and or explain to me or why. And I'll ask questions and go, yep, I'm up for that. Let's do this. Let's do this happen or do you want to do it or whatever. So I'm very open that way.

Have you been with women? Have you tried that at all? Because I know you've said you have met some couples. like you've gone on the unicorn night? Like, did you ever play with a woman before? Are you interested in that or are you just strictly into guys? So I am by curious. I didn't start off that way.

I've started very, my tippy toes into it. I'm not against it. But again, which goes right back to how this all started, did I have a threesome with my friends with benefit from 1890? He wanted a three-sum with a girl. Yeah. Yeah, he wanted a threesome with a girl. I'm not opposed to it, but I think it for me,

it will happen and again it has to be with that with that with that with the right guy and with the right female and to build that that connection and I think it will just happen naturally instead of going out one night saying I'm going to have a threesome yeah that doesn't work that that that doesn't work for me but when you're at these clubs you've never like seen a woman or gotten in a part in a group sex scenario and oh group sex yeah yeah group sex I've had some touching on me but I I have not I have not gone down I've not gone down I've maybe a little bit like kissing, maybe some touching and nipples. I've had myself touch.

Not, not repulsed by it, but it's very much, it's very, because if anyone knows me, they'll think, oh, you like guys, you are very much, but I'm also very interested in the, and I totally respect, like, female body, like, I'm on fat life. I love taking pictures. I share. I have my, my, my, TTF only fans that I have. So I'm not opposed to it. And I do actually really have started to go, hmm, that's a really nice looking pussy that I'm looking at here.

Like I wonder what that's like. But I'm not, like I said, I'm not going to go out one night and say, I'm just going to do this just to check it off. But we'll probably wind up there. You're going to be one of those girls that comes on my show more than once because you're going to have, you know, 10 more stories to add on, you know, a year from now or six months from now because like that's how you roll. I mean, you're like, this is something that's now a part of your life. Why don't you just explain real quick, like when you started your only fans and what people could get on there and what they see and the kind of content that you create? And I will put a link in the description for everybody and include so that they could find you. Yeah.

So I very much enjoy taking pictures of myself. I do have a lot of different lingeries that I do. You'll see all parts of me a little bit more on my only fans because you're a subscriber to that. I have just started to, I've just got it certified a couple of months ago. so I'm just slowly starting to build on that. I will start doing some videos on there as well, point of view. So just a little bit more content that you're actually going to see.

I share a lot of myself. I'm a very open, honest person. Like what you see is what you get. Like I'm not a different personality than what you're hearing now. I'm very much like that. I'm creative. So I do have some creative writings on there about the lifestyle,

about being a good girl, about things being vulnerable. I've just done a posting on that because that's a big part of it, you know. So I've done all that. So it's slowly being built. And yeah, I'm quite enjoying it. And I'm going to do more of it as well. And a little bit more content that is going to be public paid that you'll want to see.

Do you custom stuff and everything? Like, do you offer that? Don't most people offer that on their only fans? I don't know. I don't have one. Sorry, what was the question? Oh, like you do customs. Yeah, well, I've actually had someone to do dick ratings on that.

Oh, I'm sure guys love that because I did a dick pick contest on my show and we talked for two hours about them and they all fucking loved it even if we're asking them. Yeah, so there's that. I also want to do some. I've done some videos of myself, but I would also like to, you have to get consent with the person that you're with to be able to share that. I've just posted a picture that earlier today of I had a fairly large. A hot pink dildo, a very girthy one that I took a picture of, that I take all of it, you know. But plugs, I meant. So anal, it wasn't on the table back then, but I've evolved into that too.

So there's that. Yeah, I'm just, I'm taking my, not taking my time, I'm just taking it as it comes and and enjoying, enjoying the ride and being very open to, to everything. And it's it's it's done wonders. And people that are in my vanilla life and they, and see me or haven't seen me a while, they're like, you're happy. Like they, and they say, you look happy. Yeah, if they only knew why.

That's a whole other episode. It's like, have you, people say, have you told your family, your friends? And I'm like, no, I haven't. Yeah, but that's a whole other conversation. Most people don't tell their family and friends about their sex life anyway. That's what I say. I know, right? Because, you know, a lot of people will be very,

judgey when I had a channel on YouTube people would judge people on my show and say shit like oh would they tell their parents that they do? I'm like no but would you did you tell your parents at Thanksgiving that you fucked your wife you know vanilla style and get into details about what you do behind closed doors nobody does

because no one's business and that's not something your family wants to know it's gross I know and I totally agree with that I totally agree with that but also friends of mine that I've been friends with since grade school like it it really hurts me sometimes when I'm actually we get together for a girls weekend.

Everyone's talking about all the things that they're doing, and I can't share what is making me so happy right now, and it makes me sad, but it's at the same time it's like... There's judgment. There's going to be judgment, because I will tell you, I made a comment, a very vanilla comment, because we had been out the night before, and there was this young couple that were dancing very closely together,

and I turned around, starting to being a voyeur, going, and I looked around, I looked at the two of them, and I thought to myself, oh, he wants to go down on her, like lift her shirt, skirt up and just rail her right there. That's what was going through my head because that's what I'm used to seeing when you're out at a club. And I was, and I said something about, you know, they were talking about. And I said, oh, and I basically said that or she wanted to drop her knees and give him a blowjob. And everyone just looked at me and the whole room went quiet. I was like, I just said something about a blow job.

Yeah, Madge. You know, Bukaki. Oh, my God. They weren't even know what the point is. I was like, could I just back out of this conversation right now? And I was like to myself, oh my God. Like, oh my God. Yeah, well, at least you know.

Like that gives you, that lets you know that. You just cannot go there with those people. And that's okay. You know what I mean? Like, that's okay. It's none of their fucking business. Because you have Toronto, unicorn to talk to you.

I'm sure you have plenty of friends in that world too. In the lifestyle now. So you're like you're a Gemini. So you're made to have two lives and mate and you're, you know, born to be able to handle both of them at the same time. You know what I mean? Yeah, I've been doing all my life and it's all, has always worked out the best for me. Yeah.

You know, and your God of Life and your hardcore, hardcore lifestyle life. Exactly. Yeah. It is, it is great. It is great. And I do, and I have made a lot of friends and I'm ever so grateful. And it's really, I'm, I actually feel more at peace with myself a little bit more. I don't feel like I'm just going through life.

It's like I have something now that, you know, that is meaningful to me. And yeah, and it's always fun. It's always fun. Well, that's amazing. And now, listen, I have a Patreon. I have over, like, 2,500 people on there. I always, like, have people send me in, like, hot picks of themselves for my Patreon.

And I put anonymous picks on there. If you want to send me some, girls always do, like, sexy picks, but are rated for my Patreon. And then what I'll also do for you is give you free access to my Discord. I have over 5,000 people on there. And there's a content creator channel, but there's a guest channel on there. And you could post whatever you want there. And you could also put your only fans link in.

You can't do links inside Discord because I had too much spam going on, but you could put your link to your only fans in your profile on my Discord. So that, and you could say, hey, I was on Kathy's. This is Tanya. I was on Kathy's episode. You could post whatever you want over there. It's a completely X-rated. You'll see my Discord.

It's a lot of fun. But there you could do whatever you want as an exhibitionist. You could put anything you want. And then you could say if you want more, like my only fans is there, feel very free to promote whatever you want over there. I always hook my guests. up and promote the shit out of them. I will put your only fans link in the description of this episode.

So if people want to check you out there, they can. But do me a favor and send me the link to your only fans as well as some picks for my Patreon. Like I said, R-rated picks for my Patreon, not X-rated. And you'll get the free link to my Discord when we hang up. You'll get an email saying, thank you for calling you. You get the link for the Discord. And this will be up not this Monday, but next Monday, okay?

Okay, sounds good. All right. Awesome. Thank you for all that. That sounds very exciting. And I look forward to getting all those. links and I will share. Yes, and I can't wait until you come back on, Tanya.

I always, like, you know, listen, my listeners love to hear from women who, like, really fucking love sex and don't feel any shame about it and love come and all the things are like, you know, girls like you, and they're not easy to find. I mean, it's not like the majority of women will, are going to roll that way, you know. So, and like what I say, you remind me of this girl Casey and I've had her on my show many times. so we'll have you back on, you know, when you're, when, and anytime you, and then that's good for your only fans because like maybe six months from now you have a lot more

on there and you could come on and promote that and we'll talk about all your stories and stuff. So thank you though so much for calling in and sharing your story. It's very, very interesting. Thank you very much. And thank you for having me. It's been fantastic. And yes, I do like to tell stories. So I look forward to talking again. Yes, for sure. Trust me. You'll be on again. All right. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Tanya. Thank you so much for calling in. Thanks. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye. I will. Bye. Bye. I will. I will. Bye. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly anonymous confession, secret sex lives of total strangers, is now available not only in

paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talked about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories.

And they're all told in the third person, and they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories.

stories, 17 of them. They're really short chapters, easy read. You could read, you know, one or two, and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format, and finally, the audiobook is available coming out August 25th, but you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord does not disappoint. Okay. There's no way you get. into my Discord any other way than getting the link from me. Okay, I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other. And that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of

contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total, strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private, like I said. All you got to do is, email me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook, or the paperback. Send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in.

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