Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1269 - Charlie has a Pantyhose Fetish and he's Always Been Upfront About it w/his Girlfriends

Episode Date: November 7, 2025

Charlie has a pantyhose fetish and he's always been upfront and honest about it with all his girlfriends and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how he wound up wearing tights and then pantyhose when he was super young, what he loved about wearing pantyhose in the beginning, where he would steal them from when he was younger, when it turned sexual for him, his first gf who he told about his fetish and how she reacted and what they did together, his fave gf who knew he was into hose and what sh’ed do for him, why he didn’t tell her about him wearing them even though he told all the others, the brands he loved when he was younger  and where he purchased them, how he feels about pantyhose made for men and why he dense prefer them, exactly how he has been able to bring up his fetish with every one of his girlfriends and get them to be cool with it,  how big his stash is currently and what it consists of, how he gets his fix of hose now via AI plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous a pics of CHARLIE plus my other female guests + get TONS of exclusive CROSSDRESSER and or HOSER episodes and content + hear all the anonymous confessions, join my Patreon Crossdresser tier, it's only $8 a month for Hosers and $10 a month for crossdressers and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠ MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠   To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712   Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  https://beducate.me/pd2536-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Use code: ANONYMOUS69 to get 50% off your yearly pass plus get a 14-day money-back guarantee ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://uberlube.com/discount/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use code: STRICTLY for 10% off Uberlube aka the BEST Lube EVER ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://brooklynbedding.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use my promo code STRICTLY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://vb.health⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To get 10% off Drive Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20% off your entire order To get $15 OFF your female oxytocin arousal tablets and more, use code STRICTLY here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Okay. Today I have on Charlie. Charlie's very unassuming. He's like, oh, my story's got, I was mentioned one at some point. My story's kind of boring or it's like very mundane or like everyone else's. But it's really not. He's a hoser with a very super interesting story. I mean, he's got fucking gaming.

He doesn't think that he does because he's got like every one of his girlfriends to wear a hose for him. He's always been open about not only the fact that he likes to see girls in hose. He wears himself too. And he talks all about it. Of course, we start in the beginning where he talks about, you know, when he got into wearing panty hose. That's a super interesting story. He liked a little bit of like dressing up and like play outfits as well. He talks about that. But really pantyhose was his like end all be all. He definitely has a pantyos fetish and he talks about like I said, those early years of wearing and when it

turned sexual for him. And then, you know, we talk all about his experience with women. He's single now. He's like young still. He's like in his early 40s. But like he dated a lot of women and had a lot of long-term relationships, and he brought his pantyose fetish into all of them. And he talks all about those experiences, telling the girls, he talks about the brands that he likes on women, as well as what he likes to wear himself. There's so many interesting parts of his story. I do have pictures over on my Patreon of like his stash. I do have that whole hoser Patreon tier over there. If you want to, if you call in like Charlie did, you'll get a free access for a whole year to my hoser tier over on Patreon, but if you just want to become a member, you can and you'll see his picks over there. But anyway,

his story is super interesting. I think it's inspiring. So I'm going to get right to and be right back on with Charlie. Hi, Charlie. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? Hi, I'm excited to be here. I'm excited you're here because you are what I call a hoser. I forget who came up with the name hoser. It's when I started my Patreon and started doing fetish tiers over there. I started a fetish tier for, you know, guys who are into pantyhoes. And, uh, Somebody, I think it was somebody recommended that I call them hosers. I'm like, that's like a great name. So now I think someone invented this name and everyone calls guys that are into panty hose hosers.

You're a hoser. Now, listen, hosers are I feel like they fall into two different categories. Some hosers just love women in hose and they don't wear themselves. And then other hosers are very into seeing women in hose, of course, but they also like to wear as well. Which hoser are you? I'm definitely the second kind, but not the type that wears in public. Okay, you've never worn in public? No, actually.

Okay, well, we'll get your whole story because you're single now, but you said you have experiences in your past relationships. You sound young to me, Charlie. How old are you? And then I'm mid-40s. Okay, so mid-40s. You're single, but you have had girlfriends in the past that have known about your Panias Fetish? Oh, yeah. I'm usually pretty upfront about it.

Oh, I love that. But listen, let's just go through your whole life story. That's what I like to do, especially with guys that have a fetish. Like, let's go all the way back. I'm assuming it goes all the way back to when you're young. Every now and then I get a guy who, like, didn't start his fetish until he was, like, in his 20s. But, like, I'm assuming you started, like, or you realize you were into pantyho's very early on. Do you remember?

Yeah, absolutely. This is a place I love to dwell. I spend a lot of time here just trying to go back to the roots. Yeah, I think I... The origins, trying to make sense of it. Mm-hmm. So I grew up pretty standard suburban nuclear family, pretty boring stuff. Mom, Dad, two sisters in the 80s.

And tights and pantos were huge. It was like required attire for people going to church or school or at fancy events. So I was surrounded by them. I had some early experiences with like costume play, wanting to be a superhero, wanted to dress up like circus characters. And my sisters were into it. They were there right along with me. And they kind of introduced me to the idea of wearing tights.

And it kind of took off from there. I know that you did say, like, your email to me and I was like, oh, what's that? You said something about, like, you know, dress up play. Like, you do still like that costume thing that you just brought up sometimes, like dressing up a little bit. It is. It's something I probably think about and talk about more than I actually do. Like Halloween is a huge thing. Like, we just passed it.

Perfect opportunity to dress up and wear what you want. I didn't do anything. I spent more time thinking about it than maybe shopping for tights rather than actually doing it. Don't you think that like every secret cross-dresser uses Halloween to wear to cross-dress like you know so like I feel like any woman out there whose husband was like, you know, a chick in any way, shape, or form for Halloween. He most likely is a secret cross-dresser because cross-dresser loves Halloween, right? It's like the first time they could just like wear whatever the fuck they want. I agree. I've always looked at it the same way. If the guy's wearing it, he must be doing it for a reason, which is probably

why I don't, because even though it's supposed to be sanctioned, something you can do, you're still outing yourself. Yeah, well, you think you're outing yourself because you know, that's like your own projection. Yeah, that's so funny. All right, so let's stay back, though. You know, so how old were you when you, like, do you have like a first memory of like seeing someone wearing panty hose or something like that? Well, no, see, mine was more of wearing them. Like, it's so weird. I have no recollection of the actual introduction. Like I said, they were there. Right.

They were around. It was something you saw at church and whatever. Yeah. So I was told that I was dressed up as a superhero and my sister put tights on me. And then there's this blank space. So about seven years old is my first real memory. And again, it's odd because I was in my bedroom and I decided consciously, I'm going to put these on white tights that obviously belonged to my sister. and I had for some reason in my room.

And I put them on and I went out to the living room as a dare. Like, I dare you to say something. Okay. I'm really young trying to challenge those norms and nobody said a word. Of course, dad wasn't home, but the girls and mom didn't care at all. So it's just like, okay. Wait, but who was daring you? You dared yourself.

I was daring myself. Interesting. I want to see that I want to push the boundaries. I like wearing these was the mentality at the time. and I want to see if I'm allowed to. And they allowed me to. And I was embarrassed. I wore them for a little bit, kind of yanked them off after a while.

But, I mean, it was, yeah, I fell in love with them immediately. And I have a bigger story with the first panty hose. I draw a distinction between the two because tights were ubiquitous. It's something more common for costumes and dress up. And then panty hose is something you kind of have to intentionally get into. Yeah. So go there. Explain that.

Sure. Sure. Sure. So we would, like I mentioned briefly, we had this thing where we enjoyed just costume dress-up of enacting characters, Disney characters, of things we saw on TV or we went to the circus at one point and were blown away by the pageantry of it all, the costumes. So we decided to try to dress up like circus characters. Tights were always involved, usually kind of standard basic ones, white or black. And, you know, again, with outfits. Like we weren't, you know, skimply dressed. We had. stuff on, a leotard or shorts or things over it, but we would reenact these things as siblings. Lo and behold, blows my mind, we were in the mouth, in the middle of that activity. It was my older sister, me and my younger sister, I think I'm around nine. And my older sister, I didn't, like, while we're playing, she says, have you guys ever worn panty hose before? Interesting. Of course, we, yeah, we said no, because we didn't know what they were, really. And she came

out with three pairs and we're in the living room. And it was one of those like blackout experiences. You know, I remember the logistics of like taking my tights and outfit off, but I remember sitting down to put the panty hose on. Right. And just being blown away. That first second going over your foot, like I knew how the process worked because of tights, but this was different. The material was different. And like I said, by the time I got them up, I was just, I don't remember anything after that. I'm sure it was normal. It was like really top of a mountain for you. Like it was even more intense than the tights thing, right? Absolutely. Absolutely. And what was, what stood out to you? Immediately went to try it again. Okay, but what stood out to you? Like,

was it the feel? Was it the look? Was it all of the above? Like, what do you remember being so impressed by when you put them on? I did not have experience with anything, any garment or any material that felt that way. Yeah. It was the softness, the delic, yeah. And like you knew, you had heard people, oh, be careful, don't get a runner. So you knew to be, to handle them with care. So there was this extra layer of like, it was feminine.

I shouldn't be doing this. But yes, the feel exclusively. Like, the look wasn't that great. I didn't, you're not old enough to know. Yeah, now I like the look. But then it was just what it looks like. Yeah, it was definitely about the feel and just one of the feel. and just wanted to try it again.

Let me ask you this, because a lot of times that first pair of hose you either see or you put on definitely like imprints in you. So if it was like black, like you love black. If it was nude, you love nude. You know, like what was that color? Do you remember of that first pair? Yeah, it was pretty simple because our mom had like three choices. So it was definitely in that kind of skin tone. It was either a nude or a suntan.

And I think that's why most hosers are into the nude sud tan because like that's why. what everyone wore, you know? That was like what was like all the women were wearing. That's like they had many different colored nudes, you know, but that was like typically the one, the main color. So I think because most hosers see that when they're young, it imprints on them and then they love the nude. But you also like tights, but the panty hose were your thing.

Now, did you start, okay, so you're, you do this in front of people, right? And this, you're kind of out about it, that first experience. But did you start to then go looking for more and wanting, because you said immediately, you thought I've got to do this again. Yeah, so there's one key part that's right in between there was like my sisters and I did that first try on. It was quick. You put them on, you try them on, you take them off, right? We did it again, like a few nights later.

It's hard to explain, but like we had a lot of free time. We had parents that worked weird shifts, so we had this consistent periodic night where we had time to ourselves, unsupervised. So we just had to find stuff to do. and we just decided to go do it again. So I remember being in the bedroom a little more intimate this time, a little more like we're doing it for a purpose. We like said, let's do this. Let's go into the drawer and pull some out together. I don't know how many details to give, but I remember like my little sister like pulled them up to her chest.

Like just look out, look how funny this is. And it was very silly, innocent. And so I'm getting to the point here. Immediately after that is when I went solo and tried it. and just kind of skipping a bunch of details, but I tried it without underwear. And that was, that was it. So there was an interaction. Yeah. And it, and it was definitely kind of a first interaction for me. You mean in a sexual way? Yes. This holiday season, instead of making a great first impression, why not make a great lasting impression?

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Just kind of skipping a bunch of details, but I tried it without underwear. And that was, that was it. So there was an interaction. Yeah. And it, and it was definitely kind of a first interaction for me. You mean in a sexual way? Yes. Yes. Do you remember how old you were at that time? It's like right around the time you're getting hormones, right? Or were you like 10, 11? I was maybe even nine. I think it was nine or ten. It felt early though. Like I was a little too early to know what this was,

no instruction or, you know, no idea. Of course, yeah. It was tough. Yeah. But I liked it. Yeah. And it was on from there. And so when it was on, like, did you start stealing them?

And like, did you go into your sister's room or your moms? Were you still, like, walking around with them on? Or did it become, like, your secret? So it's like you've read the book. I feel like I'm almost unpredictable because it's all of those things. Yeah, I immediately started hoarding them. I mean, very carefully. Like, I didn't want to get caught.

There was a lot, you know, there might be six or seven pairs, so she's not going to miss one. So there was a continuation of the dress-up play together, but that kind of started to fade. I mean, we were reaching that age where it was getting a little too old to do that. Yeah. We had other things going on. So it's kind of shifted into wearing in private. Mm-hmm. And it was very quickly, again, like, I don't, there's threads to pull out here, but like, obviously my older sister had been interested in them. She tried to get us in them. She had worn them herself, apparently. Shortly after. Yeah. Shortly thereafter, she got her own pairs, like this kind of bulk pack of like six pairs of nude pantyhows. And I found them right away. So it was kind of, again, like I had easy access to it, just right there. And that, that, yeah, it continued on like that. But with care.

Right. You didn't like the idea that you were stealing, right? Or you were invading, but it was, you couldn't help it either. Yeah, but let me ask you this. In all that time when you were younger and at home and taking these things and wearing them in secret, like, did you ever get caught? I have so many close calls. And there was one where it was pretty blatant. I wasn't wearing, but I was like literally rummaging through. Like, and don't get grossed out, but it was my grandmother's drawer. You know, probably 11 years. years old and it's just like here you know let's find out what she has yeah there were other close calls where so and i'm gonna just i was a pillow humper so in other words the process would be to wear them and have yourself you know you would be making contact with some other object uh and in this case a pillow without the pillow case just felt amazing so i was doing that one time oh my god in the middle of the

day i mean i was just broad daylight in my bedroom was a kind of an early teen at this time. And luckily, for some random reason, I just put a bed sheet over me, like completely covered myself while I was doing this. Yeah. And I had like magazines out. Like printed material was huge back then. Cosmo, Victoria Secret catalog, all these things you could look at physically. And so my mom walks in, you know, with laundry or whatever. And I swear like my foot was hanging out and it was obvious. But again, nothing, not a word, not a peep. Now, why are you under your covers, you know, like on your stomach. Yeah.

So, I mean, one other one that's just worth mentioning because there's a thing with it is I would skip school because like that was fun to do and I would have access to the house to myself. And sometimes like my father would be there, but he'd be sleeping because of his night shift. And one time I was just in heaven going from room to room, drawer to drawer, had a pair on. Nothing bad, but just kind of exploring. And he kind of creaked out of his room. when I hear him. And it's this mad dash for me to kind of run and hide.

And again, it's like, I don't know how I didn't get caught, either hearing me run through with these, and I wasn't even running into my room. I was hiding in my sister's room. So the whole thing had to have looked weird, but they were non-confrontational, and that's, you know, that's a whole other story. And your sister, like, eventually stopped bringing it up because you got older, and you weren't even doing the play dress-up stuff with her, but were you still doing play dress-up yourself?

No, that didn't. I mean, well, actually, sorry, I had to think twice there because, yes, actually, there was a brief, brief phase where I enjoyed, see, it's kind of complicated. I didn't like wearing dresses. I didn't like any other female clothes. But in kind of out of that desperation of experiencing it with someone else, I would put on maybe like a skirt or something to my lower half could look like it was a girl. Another woman, yeah, uh-huh, yeah, the woman that you want to be with. Yeah. And I would put on maybe like a skirt. And I would put on. And I would. And I had a video camera, which is odd for a kid that age, but it was just something we did. And so I made videos of me kind of like crossing my legs. So it was kind of like very basic intro to cross dressing. But that was a brief phase. It didn't last long. And a lot of people, a lot of hosers, when they're very young before they could go out and get that woman in real life, that is the reason why they wear themselves.

It's like, you know, their sort of obsession with being with a woman that's wearing it. but they're like, you know, they're not, they're too young to have those experience yet. It was interesting when I first found that out, and it made sense. Yeah, and I mentally kind of thought that, like, that was on my mind. It's like, I want to wear this, I'd like to wear the clothes, but I knew it was socially unacceptable. So I opted to try and think of legitimate ways. Didn't really follow through on them, but it would be like, oh, I can be Peter Pan for

Halloween. Yeah. Oh, you know, I could take dance classes. You know, I could be in the theater, trying to follow through. think of legitimate ways that I would be able to wear them. And again, never really followed through on them, but that was my outlet, like, other than cross-dressing, was trying to find legitimate ways to dress. And now, did you have your own stash, or were you always putting stuff away back? Like, did you start ever buying for yourself? Yeah, yeah. So the private stash kind of happened because,

and again, not to get too technical, but the pantyhose themselves during the process would become, you know, stained. And so you'd have to kind of like, I would hang on to those and kind of keep them until they were no longer usable. So yeah, I would have that pile and then you'd kind of keep the good ones where they were.

You might take them out and look at them, but you'd put them back. And so like there was a separation there. That's so funny. Like my personal collection versus what they had. Honestly, you probably would have put them all back, but the ones that were stained, you couldn't. I mean, that's why you kept them, right?

Yeah, yeah. I wasn't trying to keep them. And I prefer to see them, yeah, have them on. Yeah. So anyway, so all right, so you start dating girls. And like you said that you were always up front. I mean, like, do you remember your first experience with women and then like putting it out there? Yeah, yeah.

So my first serious girlfriend, we didn't really bring it up, but she kind of somehow knew. You know, girls just have a six sense. Yeah. And can tell when you're looking at their legs or when you're touching them a certain way. So there was some incidents there, but nothing really to speak. of. But the next girlfriend, I decided to be up front. The dynamic was a little different. And I, you know, I felt like I had some, some edge on her, so to speak. Like, I could tell her these things and she'd still be interested in me. So that allowed me to just be up front. I told her very simply, here's how it happened. I didn't just say, hey, I really love panty hose. Like, I was like, here, this happened. Lots of dress up, blah, blah, blah, blah. I kind of drew it out. And she got it. She's like, okay, cool, let's go buy some. She had a time. She had a time. herself. We were, you know, teenagers. So she had a job where she was required to wear them. You know, it was all this whole thing of like getting introduced to her collection and her seeing

me put a pair on for the first time. And it kind of took off that that was our thing. There was no, there was no sexual interaction without panty hose involved from that point on. That's crazy. Don't you think? I mean, listen, if you listen to other hoser stories, a lot of, a lot of hosers, this is their dream fucking scenario. You know, I mean, I'm wondering, like, well, she just too young to really like, you know, question it. Like I was thinking, well, as you're telling the story, I'm like, you know, it's almost like maybe a younger girl, a very young girl is more likely to be like, okay, sure, you know, because I don't know. And like maybe someone that's like 35 might have a bunch of questions for you, you know, because when you're younger, you don't give a shit about anything. You're not really thinking that much.

You know what I'm saying? Because it was like, it's interesting that you just brought up and she was like, cool with it. It doesn't sound like it was like a big deal. well and there's two things i mean it does come down to personality type i mean that was kind of who she was kind of open to trying to new things you know she was kind of like a pot smoker and he did different things that was different you know even then i would say the other thing i don't want to make it sound like it wasn't without resistance oh okay that's the kind of the dark side here no we need to hear that that's important it was not it was not i mean there were times where it

frustrated her, you know, and rightfully so. I didn't, I didn't understand those dynamics that it didn't make her feel sexy. It didn't make her feel wanted. It was just a means to get off. And like, as a teenager, I didn't care. Like, just put them on. Come on, you know. Yeah. So, yeah, it was difficult, but then it smoothed out and we kind of found a way to work with it. And again, she would kind of crave it. She would kind of suggest it. And we got, you know, some kinky things going involved with not necessarily other people per se, but maybe other people's, pairs like we're talked about and looked at. So I was always into that type of thing. Wait, so let me just ask you this. When you first told her, though, did she ever like question

your sexuality? Was she like, why the fuck do you wear this stuff? Like, did she have any questions like that for you? Okay. Okay, that's good. And I kind of forgot this part because it just, whatever. I just, long time ago. Our, our first interaction was, we, we fucked on the first meeting. We basically, like, at a party, we hooked up. We had sex. And so it was straight sex. So she kind of knew that like I was okay in that regard. So no, she didn't really question it.

But maybe she did internally. But she didn't have any questions. Because it's not like you just said, I like seeing them on you. I mean, she knew you were into wearing yourself. Oh, yeah. And never any questions like, oh, are you into cross-dressing? Are you like, why do you like to put them on? Those are the questions that I would think a lot of women would ask, but she just didn't.

Which you're lucky. In fact, oh, absolutely, it was a jackpot. In fact, she was like the one who suggested. She's like, no, I want to see what you do. I want you to put them on and do it in front of me. And I was like, okay. So another quick little one, this was the early days of Internet, too. This was like instant messager, kind of chat room type stuff.

And I don't know how much of this was real, but she kind of got into this, it's kind of a simple hot wiping thing where she started talking to other guys. about pantyhoes and telling me about it. And I don't know, again, I don't know how much of it was real, but that was kind of a thing where she was messaging or talking to other guys. You know, again, she started to explore it. Like, I kind of like this stuff. So that didn't last long, but it was kind of a neat thing. Like that was one of the kinky things, though.

Like it was like a turn on to you, right? Like, that was the purpose. Yeah, she just sounds like a fun girl. I mean, that was a fun girlfriend to have. How long did you date her for? that was a long relationship probably about five years on and off do you think she ever told anybody like her girlfriends or anything like did word on the street ever get out that like you wore panty house because you know girls have big because girls have big mouths okay sorry I would have absolutely loved that

I know I think it's so weird but I would have gotten off on that so much and I would sometimes ask her like am you sure you didn't tell so and so like your best friend she doesn't know anything so so she might have been trying to protect me. That's so funny. I'm so glad I asked. Like you were and like this is what's so funny about guys. And I'm sure girls are this too. Like you're like asking her like you positive. You didn't tell and she's like thinking like you're saying that because you don't want her to.

But you're saying that because you want her to. It was yeah, it was the opposite. So she she would indulge me now and then about like again, I would push limits. I would push boundaries. I would say talk about so and so because I know they wear them. Like what have you seen? Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And so, you know, she would do that. Like, oh, yeah, we used to get dressed for work together, or we had this thing we would do and put panty hose on or whatever. But, like, it also had a double-edged sword because that's not a good thing to start focusing on other people, you know. And it just, it became complicated. But she indulged me quite a bit in that regard. So when you were having sex, it was always panty hose on is what you're saying with her? Yeah, absolutely.

Yeah. You and her both, both were, or just you mostly. or just her mostly. Actually, the other way around. Which way? Started with her wearing. Okay. Me putting them on was more of a kind of a special thing, like just for, for whatever

reasons, if we felt like it. Uh-huh. And now as I'm thinking, there were certain situations where, like, she was the first one who taught me, like, I only knew how to masturbate by using the pillow. Like, the panty hose and pillow was literally the only way I knew how to jerk off for, like, years. She taught me how to use a vibrator, just press it against, you know, and just use it on the surface of the nylon and it feels amazing. So we did stuff like that. We would explore. Yeah, so that it was actually just got a little lost there in that comment. But yeah, I'm trying to provide some

background on that. No, I love it. I love that whole relationship. So that eventually ends. She never go, like word on the, in your town doesn't get out that you like to wear pantos. She didn't throw it in your face or anything like that. And then now do you have another girlfriend after that that you told? Oh yeah, yeah. There's there's probably six or seven on my list. You're kidding. You go into different scenarios. Go chronologically. Like give me your whole life story. We still have like, you know, 20 minutes. Yeah, yeah. The next one was the mind-blowing one. Like I, I, there's so many things to say about it, but it was a really kind of intense relationship, you know, kind of early 20s. She had a history of wearing them herself. And she was,

was highly sexual herself. So I remember when I finally, like, we had started dating. And again, I wanted to be up front about this stuff. Like, I have this thing. I like doing it. I'd like to get off with it. When I told her, her immediate response, you know, like we're in her bedroom. It's kind of like one of those bedroom moments. Like, tell me what turns you on. What do you like? And all that stuff. So I go and I tell her. And she's like, oh, I've got a whole bunch right here in my drawer. Like she leaves the room and goes and gets a couple pairs and then comes back in and it's this whole try on type thing. And I'm like, wow. And it was nice.

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Plus, their 14-day risk-free money back guarantee. It's hard to say if that was the intent, but it was just like probing. It was like, and she would indulge. She would bring it up and say things. And so, yeah, there were some of that stuff that she later on told me, like, straight up, hey, let's not do this anymore. So, like, there was some back and forth, like, this makes me uncomfortable. I don't like it. And so it was fine.

Like, I need that. I need that. I'm going to push the boundaries, but you need to push back. Like, that's kind of how I work. So it was intense though It was a very I mean she let me look through her mom's drawer Oh my God

Weird things like so But eventually she put a stop to it Yeah yeah And it was she knew it was fun And it's hard to explain But it was she leveraged it for sure So What about you wearing hose with her?

I know it's so boring Because like with each relationship It's a little different dynamic. That's not boring. That's actually interesting. Yeah, in that dynamic, it was her. I mean, she had a beautiful body. She wore them a lot herself. I didn't want to feel, I didn't want to feel emasculated in front of her. Like, it's kind of hard to explain. So I opted not to wear them. No, no, explain. I want to know exactly what you mean about that, because that's kind of interesting to me. What do you mean? Because she had such a killer body, like, what do you mean you didn't want to

be emasculated with her? What do you mean? It's interesting. I kind of the opposite of what I mentioned in the first relationship, and I'm generalizing. I don't know, I don't know how, have the terms you do, but like the first relationship, I had the hand. I was the dominant one. I wasn't afraid of her leaving me. She was pursuing me. This one was different. This girl was out of my league. At least I thought, like, just way smoking hot, had another guy that was kind of poking around at the time. So I felt like I need to be on my A game. I get it. Frankly, putting on panty hose is not going to win. Get the that a game thing. So I see. Yeah, that makes sense. Yeah, you were like, I don't want to lose this prize. Like, you felt like you had won the prize. You got the hottest girl you could get and you weren't going to do anything that could

potentially ruin that hookup. Because she was at catering to your fetish, like in the best way possible, you know? So why didn't you, you probably didn't even need to wear it. But let me ask you this. While you're dating this girl and you're like she's living out all your fantasies with her wearing them, Are you, like, at home wearing them yourself and fulfilling your sort of thing of wearing? Or were you not even interested in wearing even when you were by yourself because you were with her and you liked her to wear? Quite insightful.

I'm pretty sure I continued. So I think by that point, like, I had probably started to learn to masturbate without them. So it's possible I was just kind of doing some self-pleasure. Like, we would do phone stuff now and then. Like, I just ask her to talk. I like hearing people talk about it. telling me a little story, just say the word. So I would do that a lot where I would just, you know.

So the answer, I think your point was is that like the relationship still wasn't enough. I was still engaging outside of it. Yeah, I was interested of whether like, you know, the fetish is mostly for women and you wore when you were younger because that was the only way to be with women. But it's not. You like both. You like it on women, but you also really love to wear as well yourself. Oh, absolutely. Yeah.

Absolutely. Like, yeah, it's changed over the years now. go on. You get a little turned on and you kind of move on to something else. But yeah, it's still there. I crave it. Okay. So after her, how long were you with her for? But you never told her, like, besides not wearing in front of her, did you ever even tell her that you were into wearing them yourself or you didn't even let her know? Yeah, yeah. I think she knew and like, you know, maybe I did once just briefly. So like it was, and it was part of the history. I had filled her in on too. I had worn them earlier and kind of still enjoyed them. And frankly, she was like,

It's so weird because I was going to say that at the time I started buying international hosery, my first kind of internet purchases of like online stuff from other countries. So she, like, I had these collections. So how would she not know? I'm not trying to poke it. You understand she had to have known that I was into wearing them because I would, like, I had them. They were in my house. So it's kind of easy to put two and two together there.

What kind of hose were you find? What kind of brands and stuff were you buying at that time? Just out of ignorance, I kind of found, oh yeah, absolutely. I found a place, I think it was called tights please.uk. Or something like that. Just a very simple, might even still be around, but Pretty Polly was the first brand that really blew me away. Interesting. They had some incredible, very, very fine, like eight denier, kind of super sheer, but like stretchy and soft and just delicate, amazing hose that still kind of held up. So those were some of our favorites. And there was another brand called Charnos, or I might not be saying it. It was more Italian or Polish.

But yeah, that was mind-blowing because I was just used to kind of your drugstore, you know, maybe even department store quality. And these were even beyond that. So this Italian or European stuff. And how are you built as a man? Like, were you able to find hose that fit you well? Like, are you, you know, like, because that's sometimes the problem, you know, a big burly guy that's like a hoser is going to find, it's going to be hard for him to find hose that fit him. a guy who's not that big or whatever could, you know, find a pair of women's hose that are okay. I mean, they certainly make ones for men.

And the panty hose industry understands that men wear, so they do make bigger sizes. But were you, like, were you able to find stuff that fit you? Yeah, well, luckily, I'm kind of, I'm an athletic guy. I am tall. I'm six feet tall. I have kind of an odd-shaped torso, though. So my legs- What does that mean? Well, usually the problem for me is that they'll be too short.

Okay. The homes will be too short and I'll have to size up just to make them long enough. So that usually means you're into the clean, the side, the D, the E sizes, you know, depending on what scale you're using. But no, never had a problem there. I could even size down if you cut the feet off. That's kind of a trick. Like I've got a pair that I acquired, let's say, they're not quite my size.

You can cut the feet off and that makes them long enough. to, you know, you can pull them up higher, essentially, and fit properly. And then do you use it? It's not about fitting around. Yeah, but then do you use the foot as a thing to use to jerk off? Someone told me that piece. How do you know? How do you know these secrets? You're amazing. Yes, that was a big thing.

Even a discarded, you know, knee highs are popular. Right? I used to wear a knee high, which was essentially that same concept, just a cheap nylon. You just kind of put around there and, yeah, because it's that. Yeah, exactly. exactly what you're looking for. It's funny that I had, now that you're, you're calling in any hoser that calls in now in any cross-dows that calls, and I give them a full, free, full year to my Patreon, and I have specific tiers just for hosers, and there's all this exclusive stuff over there,

and I have Robert, who owns shapings.com on all the time, and he came on because he just started offering a new panty hose line for men, and he sent a bunch of samples to me, and they all have those sheaths in them, you know? So, like, and some are open and some are closed, but it's literally like you put on this whole these panty hose and there's the sheath for the guy's appendage so that it's encased in panty hose. I was like, oh, that's smart because that's what the guys want. You know, you don't

have to cut off the feet. You got it on the panty hose for men. They have it. Yeah, yeah. And I've seen that before and I got to be honest, like it seems intriguing. I've never tried it. And I'll tell you why, because it seems like it violates the

sanctity of the garment. You know, these aren't truly what a woman would wear. No, no. No. Okay. Okay. I like that. I see, I see what you mean, but it doesn't like, let me just tell you because he sent me the samples and stuff and the stuff is high end and amazing and it's like exactly the same material as the women because I got the full body stockings in the same line for women because I love those. So, but I see what you're saying like, you like to wear women's hose. You like to know that this is something that is not supposed

to be for you. Yes. Yeah. And I can't explain it, but it probably just goes back to those roots. That was my introduction. That's what I had access to. It was always, yeah, that type. And so I could probably mature, right?

I could probably... No, I like that. I'm sure there's a lot of holders that would agree with you. That's why, like, listen, you get to be like, you're so boring. Your stories, like everything. Like, every story is unique and every person says stuff that's so, like, different. And other people could relate that I'm sure that, you know, when I was saying that thing, other hosers were going to say the same thing that you said, like, no, I actually like to wear

the female stuff. You know, I'm sure other hosers can relate. I think that's like super interesting. So now after, you've never been married? Have you ever been married? No. Okay. So you just had all these girlfriends, but every single one has known.

I'm trying to think of any, I mean, some of the shorter relationships I might have opted out or we might have ended before I got a chance to. So, but no, every, all of my, like I made the list here. And yeah, they all had intimate knowledge. And it was a big part of it too, meaning it was like, that's what we did. Really? And every girl accepted it? Yeah, some even engaged in it.

I have one that was more of kind of a long-distance relationship. Yeah, let's talk about her. She really pushed my buttons. Now, there were some mental, I'm not saying, like, bad mental thing, but she was trying to kind of compensate for some other issues. But we would role play some pretty kinky stuff. with the panty hose and she was, she was into it. You know, she sent me picks and kind of like,

brined my pump a little bit during the day and we'd tease and when we have these little sessions. And it was, she was right there with me just shopping for them. Like she was really getting into it. Like, hey, I'm picking these up. I hope you like how my feet look, you know, or I'll show them to you later or stuff like that. So yeah, some of them have really embraced it. Now, I wouldn't think that she still does it, but I think at the time with me, I think she was into it. Yeah.

Now, you mentioned the foot. Like, I had one hoser that was very popular that always called it. And he really explained the fetish really well. And he was John Smith. And he talked about how he would say that he feels like so many guys who are hosers really are leg guys. And because, like, Panicose just makes a leg look perfect. You mentioned that girl saying, oh, look at my feet. And these, like, are you like a foot guy, a leg guy as well as like a panty hose guy?

that's a tough one because I'm actually I want to jump into this for a second because when you go online right now yeah and you look at if you look at taboo or not taboo if you look at fetish porn in this area it's all foot related every I mean at least from what I and I don't I'm not a fan I don't want a foot job I don't care like I want to I want to touch this I want to touch your thigh I want to you know like let's have sex let me go down on you so these particular Yeah. This particular case, the girl's feet were really nice. She had big, big feet, big toes, well manicured.

It was a highlight for her. So that made it sexy. And so, yeah, for a glimpse for a minute. But no, I'm not that foot guy. Some people, that's exclusively what they're into. And I'm just, give me your booty. Give me the waistband. Let me see some of the control top.

Like, I like those, you know, the glimpses you're not supposed to see. That's kind of where I'm at. Yeah. Tell me a little bit about the stuff that you like to see girls in. Like from the color to the day. to the style, like you said, control top, like, you know, what's your favorite go-to? And what are some of the brands that you like? Sure. I would probably be more at home and kind of not at home, that I would be more comforted by seeing somebody in something that was almost unassuming,

almost like, almost uniform requirement type of thing. Like contrast that with like an elegant woman and a sleek black mini dress and a wonderful black parapher panty. Like I'm going to avoid her and I'm going to go for, like, I'm just going to try to paint a general picture. Yeah. Like a woman working in an office who doesn't really want to wear the panty hose, but she's got a pair of nude ones on with her little dress, and she's kind of awkward about it. Like, that's, show me that.

I want to see how the skirt comes up and shows the reinforced top, or I want to see the scene lines on your toes, or, oh, the indent. If you've got a dress and your stomach is flat or not, and you've got this waistband kind of indent. Like that stuff drives me nuts. I love it. Oh, interesting.

It's like alluding to it. It's like being teased. Exactly. Right. So you're like on assuming you like to kind of be in the know, even though they don't know that you know kind of thing. You don't like it so avert or in your face. Yes, exactly.

Exactly. So it's rare. I don't see a lot of people wear them anymore. But when I do, I tend to want to compliment them now. Like, hey, those look nice, nice legs. So it's rare for sure. Do you typically like nude though on the girls? Yes, yes.

Good call. I was going to say a couple things. That definitely like just plain colors. But honestly, I don't discriminate like anything. I don't care what it is. As long as it doesn't like as long as I can tell it's not like a thigh high. Because for whatever reason I want all the way up the coverage. But yeah, I don't discriminate.

They could be cheap, scratchy old ones. They could be, you know, a nice repair. it could be anything. Like, I'm down with the drugstore, the cheapies. Like, legs every day. Like, that was my bread and butter. They're kind of 100% nylon. They're not, like, no spandex where they, they don't have that give.

They just kind of stretch a little bit and slowly kind of fall back. But they're still soft and delicate. Like, I love that. That's kind of my wheelhouse. And you said you like to see the control top. Do you also like shear to waist? Do you care about like reinforced toe? Like, how do you feel about all that kind of stuff?

Oh, I love it. I love the third option, which is kind of like that shear-to-waist where it has a reinforced band that's just slightly visible. Because it's got to have some way for the garment to attach the leg to the top. And so they do that stitching. It's somewhat invisible, but a lot of times it shows up anyway. So, yeah, I don't really discriminate again. Like, I totally dig a sheared-a-waist. I totally dig a control top.

I would probably reverse those because, you know, a control top that's too tight or too shaping, nobody likes that. Nobody wants to be sucked in completely. So in terms of comfort, I'd probably opt for not the control shaping. So toe doesn't really matter. It's either way, probably out for sheer toe just because it looks more seamless. Right. There's not as much of a jarring thing.

But still, if you saw that, if I saw that in public on somebody who was, you know, dangling their shoe or something, it still looked nice, right? Like, wouldn't turn it down. Yeah, no. Now all like, you know, because listen, things changed over time, especially in your lifetime, right? I mean, here you were when you're younger dating in your 20s or every girl has their own stash because it's a part of like what people wear, right? But like as you got older and women stopped wearing, like what happened with these girls that you met? Like, did they still have panties? Did you sniff out the girls that did? Did you buy them for them? Like, how did you incorporate it into your dating life when it wasn't? the style anymore. Yeah, I didn't actually discriminate, like, I'm using that word a lot, discriminate, but I didn't, that wasn't a filter from my relationships. I would date, and then we would negotiate the panty hose down the line.

So that was typically, a lot of them would do that, just go start buying them and, you know, where I would supply them. Like, that was the other thing. It was like, they would, you know, some of them were just assumed that I had collection, and that would be fine. So it varied. Again, you're right. I didn't, the last one that actually wore them, would,

legitimately that was yeah some years ago so like that kind of died out how and when in your relationship would you bring it up and what would you say and like did you like is it only the first girl knew these are two questions sorry I sometimes I ask too many questions at one time you know first the first question is is the first girl the only one that knew that you wore or did they all know like did you ever wear with any of them like a lot or no that did kind of die out I felt but it but it very Like every relationship was a bit different. So there were some more recent ones where me wearing was was common.

Like that was we would suit up, so to speak. Like if we're going to play, we're going to put some on. So that was definitely a thing. But not all of them were like that. Someone was just straight, you put them on. And that, you know, like she puts them on and that's it. So I don't, I don't know how to explain it really. But that was just kind of a dynamic thing.

And in terms of when to bring it up, I'm still playing with that. I don't have a magic formula. No, but you do. You just don't realize you do because you've told every single girl you've ever dated. Yeah, let me share. That you actually, yeah, that you actually not only want them to wear, but that you wear. So whatever you're saying is the magic formula, okay? And luckily, I have a good story.

And it's always kind of the same thing. I always kind of tell them about the dress-up play. I say I was exposed to tights. People can't, people can readily buy that. Oh, I can see that. I didn't you play and dress up. So it's an easy segue. You started there.

Well, I started waking, remembering a little more. I found panty hose. Like, I've, I told this story to the girl that, the second girlfriend, the one that had tons of panty, like we had a lot of interactions with. We went on a date. I went on a date and her friend came along. And I remember sitting at this bar and telling the friend my origin. And that was a whole thing where we got this close to a kind of a threesome, you know, like she would. into it. She started like, oh, neat, I've got panty hose. I kind of like that. And she was asking me

questions. But again, that to your point, like that same narrative of like, here's how it started. I'm easing you into it. Yes, I like wearing them. No, I don't wear them in public. Like I know what the questions they're going to ask so I can kind of like head them off at the past. I'm not gay, you know, like these these things that you kind of just tell them up front. Like, I don't wear any other clothes. So mine's pretty unique in that regard. It's very specific. has a reasonable origin. So and it's, you know, some I've told straight up pretty early. And it gets awkward. If you're dating, you know, one of the girls that dated not long ago, like, she just didn't want to talk about it at all. She was just like, yeah, okay, I don't care. Like, yeah, I've got a pair of

tights, but I don't, I don't want to wear them again. So it's like you can tell, like, all right, I'm not going to pursue that. So like you kind of play it by ear too. What is there, you know, some girls will just show up with a pair, you know, like, I heard you like this. So here, what do you think? It's almost like a test. And I'm assuming you buy them as well for the girls. Yeah, I love it. I go just to look and not buy sometimes or like physically or just online. Like I've kind of gotten into that lately too. It's like I've had a love, hate thing with the internet. So like I'm scared to dive in too deep like with YouTube because there's just so much overwhelmed. Right. Like just so much content there now.

but I like to subscribe to like so like better tights as a UK tights brand or snag tights like I like to get their newsletter just to get a little pop of you know excitement when they send me a message with oh we got a sale or we got a this so I do enjoy that aspect like oh let me get these 40 dens or let me get these you know yeah these footless ones or whatever it might be so I do I do I like to to do that do the shopping and supply how big is your stash stash I'm assuming you live on your own right now because you're single right you're in your 40s you live by yourself yep yep even though I have as everybody knows there's always a purge that happens at some point you go through a that's a more specific to chloracrosters is really purged a lot you've purged over time a long long time ago and then there would be minor purges like I've thrown out honest to God like garbage bags full and these are not these are not anything you'd want to touch because they've been used. They've been involved.

So they belonged in the garbage can. Yes. Right now. That's not really purging. That's called cleaning. Okay. That is cleaning. I know.

You know those three kind of three drawer plastic, almost like office filing drawers. You can get at a store. You know, I've got two of those full of unopened or like new pairs. And then outside of that, there's the collection of maybe 20 that are kind of in use, so to speak. I've worn them. They, you know, I'm going to put them on again. And then the good, you know, the unopened ones are kind of saved for the relationships, right? You don't want to expose them to the ones you've worn or maybe other people.

So other people have, so keep that line separate. But wait, you have two bins full of unworn, unopened hose for future girlfriends and future use. That's a lot. Let it sink in. It's insane. Oh, my God. I need pictures of that for my Patreon. Those are always like interesting picks. Yeah, those are interesting picks for Patreon for sure.

And what brands like run the gamut in those in those little compartments? Like what are the typical brands we'd see inside there? Yes. The ones that you mentioned earlier? Well, I'll go. It's legs. It's huge. And then I love the Target brands.

Anything from Target, the New Day brand. Oh, interesting. Okay. Those are good. Even the Walmart. Well, they are. The tights are better. They're very.

They're very just perfect basic tights. Okay. It depends. It depends on what I'm the mood for. They have shorter legs and they're like almost too soft because I like a little bit of friction. I like a little bit of something to, you know. Yeah. But even Walmart, like Walmart cycles in and out.

They used to carry something like a house brand called George. They were trying to have this designer style of panty hose like nicer control tops, a little bit more expensive. I grabbed like 10 pairs of those because like, Like, I loved them. They felt great. They looked great. They were cheap. And now they're gone. Like, you can't find them anymore. So it's like they're almost like these artifacts that you keep kind of, you know, kind of think of what else. Like other, some of the designer ones that I haven't even touched, I still have some pretty pollies in there. Just kind of saving for a rainy day. And then like I mentioned better tights. I do have a bunch of those where, you know, I'll take advantage of a sale or something and grab a couple pairs. And I usually will like buy two. So it's like two of the same pair. I get. get to try one on and I'll save one and say, okay, this could be used down the road. Right. Now, you're always wearing yourself. I mean, like, I know you've never gone out in public and you don't do that. But like typically, like you're, you live by yourself,

you're a single guy, like you could put them on whenever you want. Like, how often in a week or in a month do you wear while you're home? Probably maybe twice a month. It's tough. It's just kind of indicating it's not every day. It's not, you know, but yeah, every once in a little get in the mood and just put a pair on and walk around, you know, with the shades drawn or whatever and just kind of chill. Usually it's a prelude to other stuff. I was going to say, right. Yeah, sounds like it. It's not just for comfort.

Yeah, and it's not to look good. It's not for warmth. It's just to like, it's titillating. It's fun. Yeah. Yeah, I got it. Maybe a de-stresser, you know, so. But how, like, you know, now that you're not in a relationship and it's barely any women out there wearing hose, like, how do you get your fix?

on women and hose, you know? I have gone underground. And this is a whole other topic. Like, you have, this is what we're going to end on. Tell me this. I know. I didn't mention this,

but I have been a subscriber to the hoser podcast or the hoser, you know, channel. And I listened to the lady from Red Quill. And I started, I've done it on my Patreon. So you know some things over there. Yeah. Okay.

But now you're still good. You're going to have to cancel your membership so you could get all free. Oh, okay. I'll explain it to you. Anyway, go on. The red quote. So I've been leveraging AI. I've been doing chat bots, story generators, image generators. I even do voice cloning so like I can have somebody talk to me.

You're kidding. So I do all of that. I'm really bad and I'm into digital content right now. It's all just for myself. But it's, I'm in IT. Like I do that stuff for a living. Listen, you know what? People that don't know this shit are going to get left in the dust.

I mean, it's not bad that you know, that you know all the stuff because it's their future. I know how to prompt for racy photos and racy content. You're kidding. Oh, my God. Yeah. Sorry. I'm not afraid of it. Yeah.

I love it. No, and you use it. And listen, I remember, so you heard my interview with Red Quill and there was a, it was a great way for people to tell stories and work out their fetishes. She said that a lot of people were doing that over there. I also talked to another guy who was an AI girlfriends or something. I forget what the name. with that company was. But to me it was very interesting.

That whole concept of AI too as well for like, you know, people to kind of live out their fantasies or their fetishes with, you know, an AI nobody. Isn't that better than going online and doing it with a person? You know, I don't know. As a woman, I think like it is, you know, and somebody I said somebody that recently wants to be on my podcast is like their whole, they have a whole topic on like is AI cheating, you know, like, I personally don't think it is. I think if you could, you know, say there's like, there's like, there's like, there's

like a guy who's like a hoser like you and his wife doesn't want to engage like go engage with AI like I don't know I don't think it's a bad thing I think it's uh I think it's kind of interesting and great in a weird way I'm sure like everything good has negatives to it unfortunately but I'm borderline addicted that's the other side of it there's serotonin yep yeah yeah see get that hit of each chat each message oh really yeah yeah yeah you got to keep that at bay that's what you need another girlfriend yeah I know. I know.

That's your problem. You're alone, so that's where you get your fix. I'm excited. I'm single. I'm excited to, you know, like I'm kind of transitioning. I just moved to a new spot. So I'm excited to kind of start that over. I'll have more, more stories, I'm sure of it.

Oh, you have plenty of great stories. I mean, come on. Like, you're like living a hoser's dream. Okay. You've had every girl engage with you. You don't have any, like, really bad stories of some girl flipping out. And I think what you're here to say and, you know, listen, wearing is a little bit different, but no girl

seem to be that, care that much about that for you. But like, telling a girl that you really love to see them in panty hose, I don't think is a big deal, you know? Why some hosers are so afraid to tell a girl, I don't understand, you know? You're like, and so like I said, like, your story is kind of like here to say, like, you told all these girls and they're all like, fine. Okay, I'll put them on for you. I'll give you a fashion show.

Like, no problem. You know, and this is during the time where it was more popular and in style to wear hose, you know, but I've never felt like it's a big ass for women. And I love that you were always like sort of like very open and out and proud. I think that that's great. Because I'm sure. Do it guys. Yeah, I'm sure you've heard all these other guys that aren't. And it's not like you got a lot of pushback. Now, here's the opposite. I can't pick up a woman to save my life. That's the other side of it. Well, how do you get all these chicks? I don't know. It's, I need them somehow. Usually, you, we don't know. Usually, we're,

I'm a slow burn kind of I'm hard to answer that I'm average I'm sick I'm tall right okay yeah tall yeah but tall makes guys it adds like two points so if you're six and you're tall you're an eight you know what I'm saying like it's just the way that goes

sorry my son's very tall I always tell them like you got the fucking edge girls like tall guys no I know I had to look back on photos from my elementary school and say man that was actually the best looking kid in that class. Yeah, you're probably, so you don't know it though. Yeah. So, but I was to say on that subject, take an opportunity for the guys out there.

For an example I had was it was getting close to Valentine's Day and the girlfriend who I hadn't told anything about it yet said, hey, what do you want me to wear? Yeah. And I said, I'd love to see you in panty hose. And bam, you know, like, she didn't even need to be told twice. She hated them. It was awkward. She was bad at wearing them, but she did it.

So you never know it until you try. And I know it's easier said and done than done, but it does work. So yeah, because she wanted to make you happy. And if that was, that's like an easy ask. It's like you didn't ask her do anything crazy. Just put it on a pair of hose like one night. No big, no big deal. I think sometimes, you know, guys hold it in so much and they just are expecting. I don't know, it's like a projection for them to expect like, I don't know. They're just like expecting this like horrible reaction. Now, sometimes people get it. And like I said, I think like, you know, saying that you also like to wear is a different kind of thing too. But most of your girls knew and they were fine with it. So, you know, I just think it's great that what I, that's what I love about your story that, you know, you have, like you say you're bad at picking up girls, but you've picked up tons of girls. You know, you think your story's boring, but you've had like, you know, six girls that all wore pantyhose for you. So you kind of like, you know, killing, killing it in the hoser game. So, you know, now that you're like a hoser on my Patreon, you're going to get, you have to send me picks. I definitely need a pick of your stash. I think that's super interesting. And whatever else, else you want to send a pick and you've seen the picks that other people you could put a pick of your legs wearing or anything like that you can't put any picks of girls that you've been with like because you know you have to have permission so send me any picks you want for your pay i'm going to air this friday i told you i want a hoser episode for my podcast right so this will be on patreon on thursday and my podcast on friday so send me those picks asap okay i will change your voice you're charlie you're going to get a free i'm just going to say this again because i i love having like host and crossdressers on any hoser or crossdresser that now does an episode with me. I will give you free one-year access. So that's like a killer deal.

Thanks, Charlie. Thanks so much for calling in. I loved your whole episode. It was super interesting. Okay, I'm going to send you the link now too, okay? Thanks for page. Thanks for doing this. I have a great one.

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