Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1275 - Bran is into Dommes, Being Humiliated, SPH and More

Episode Date: November 14, 2025

Bran is into dommes, being humiliated, sph and more and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including what led to him being into humiliation, the super hot domme he met, the online humiliation experiences he had before he met up with her, exactly what went down during their sessions, how he would try to get vanilla girls into dominating him, how he got into sph and how small his dick really is, what his domme would say and do to humiliate his size,   how and when he got Into being caged, the sex therapists he saw who pegged him and what went down with them plus a whole lot more. **To see HOT pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠   To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712   Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show" Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠⁠ For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2536-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Use code: ANONYMOUS69 to get 50% off your yearly pass plus get a 14-day money-back guarantee ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://loadboost.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To get 10% off LOAD Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://brooklynbedding.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use my promo code STRICTLY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use the code “STRICTLY” at checkout for 20% off your entire order ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://uberlube.com/discount/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Use code: STRICTLY for 10% off Uberlube aka the BEST Lube EVER ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Get your first month of the new Blewchew Max FREE! use code: STRICTLYANON ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠To get $15 OFF your oxytocin products, STI panels and more, use code STRICTLY Follow me! Instagram ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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sent a small penis humiliation, regular humiliation, dominant women. He eventually realized he's a beta guy. He did eventually realize he has a small dick. He talks about how small it is. he talks about the dominatrix that he would see for many, many years and what he do. He talks about how he tried to have one girlfriend dominate him and how she felt about it. He talks about all the things he's gotten into. It's a super interesting episode, especially if you're into these kind of things. I think you'll be able to relate to him. He's a typical guy.

He's now like looking into being a cock maybe. And that all goes with guys that are into humiliation and small penis humiliation and all that kind of stuff, the beta guys that are into that. he's definitely one of those. So if you're found this episode because you're like that, you're going to feel a kinship with, with the brand. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with brand.

Hey, Bran Winker. I think it's Brian Winkler. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. I think I found you on X, right? And your brand winker on X, right? Twitter, X. That's right. Yeah.

So listen, you wrote into me because you commented on a humiliation episode I had on SPH small penis humiliation. So I'm thinking maybe you're into humiliation, maybe you're into small penis humiliation. You're going to have to tell me, Bran. Well, thank you for having me on the show. I appreciate that. Yeah, it was just one night.

I was actually looking up SPH on Apple Podcast, and then yours was like the first show. Oh, I love that. That's good. Jeff in 2024. And it just really like resumed. resonated with me. You know, like the show basically was he was done because he had a small dick, but he kind of like took it like a lot further than that and then was into like a lot of

extra stuff that like I'm also into as well. Okay. So let's get a snapshot of where you're at right now, Brent. Are you married? Yeah. I'm not. I'm single. Okay. Have you ever been married? I have not. Okay. But I've been in a very serious relationship that had like a kid. Okay, so how long were you with that girl for? Probably about two and a half years. Okay, so how long ago? That was from 20, actually, from 2014 to about 2017, so maybe like three years. Okay, so you've been, and then before, but mostly the rest of your life, you've been like a single guy,

and now have you been living out, like, in, like, doing your kinks and stuff solo or with partners or, you know, I don't know, you tell me. okay so yeah there was a lot of solo i got into it in like 2005 because it's just that like i've had like my ups and downs with women and just never really felt like the kind of like alpha type but i didn't really like know about that kind of terminology back then meaning like that that it could be like a kink kind of thing correct but something i recall like see there's just beautiful things about women I just like besides their looks, you know, it's like the little things that matter. So I remember like thinking back and thinking about how like I like when a beautiful woman lowers her panties. Like if I'm watching the porn, I'm watching a movie or something, or maybe

I'm just how it happened to be lucky and it's in real life. And just how weak that makes me because it's like, wow, like that just looks so hot and so beautiful. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 23 23 okay and how was that it was actually by my and it was actually by the same woman I had a relationship

uh back in 2014 because we went out twice and she kind of had her way with me how old are you now and I was trying to save myself until marriage oh my God why who's what guy wants to save themselves for marriage

well you know I mean I fooled around from 18 to then but I just didn't go all the way I think I pissed some women off because I wouldn't go all the way. Well, that's an interesting thing. Why wouldn't you go all the way?

Well, that's a good question. I guess religion, reasons why. Oh, okay. Yeah, and then by the time she just, like, kind of forced me to do it, and I did it, like, oh, it was great, you know? And then from time to time, like, I wasn't, I've always been kind of like not the most aggressive with like women but just kind of like you know I've been in the friend zone way more than I've had girlfriends or like gone out but then when I have gone out and I've had hooked up like

it was quite a bit but it still just wasn't like how like I just still unless I had a drink in my hand it just wasn't easy to like go up to talk to a woman if I was interested in her yeah listen I think a lot of there's guys out there that have that issue you know it can be super scary, right? I think sometimes like some guys like horniness just push them pushes them through that fear because they have not, you know, because they got to, you know, fuck some girls because they're so psychotically horny. But it sounds like you had that under control. You were waiting to get married, but you did wind up losing your Virginia. You weren't that great with girls. And was there like, like, like, around that time, like, did you start to take that energy of being like sort of insecure

and start channeling it into like a humiliation, kink experience? Probably about 2005 because I was starting to be in a dry spell somewhere around then. I was like the last year or so. And I was just thinking about how like little things I could be weak about with women that are to me and you're just like beautiful. And I came upon, well, not just humiliation, but I came upon Dom's. Actually, I think what really started it was, see, I've been a,

compulsive masturbator for years. Like in high school, I wasn't dating. So while the guys were out, partying, I was home jerking off. And like I was able to, it's funny. I'm like I was prior to this call, like I was thinking like, you know, I guess I've always been kind of like a closet perv. But at the same time, like I've been able to control it. Like I remember like all the way back to like I was, you know, four or five years old and like my parents wouldn't allow me to like see in kind of like R-rated movies, but it was the 80s and like, you know, a pair of boobs in a movie was like common or like a guy getting pants, you know, who was trying to get the girl was like common.

And those movies were just seeing like all the time. And so then I would watch those movies. And I always felt like I was that guy always trying to get the girl. my office, there was no girl in my life, well, other than friends, but... Don't you think every guy feels that way? I think maybe you started to, like, get so in your head thinking that you're so different than regular guys, but isn't every guy chronically masturbating, really horny, wants to see tits on the screen, like, what's the fuck girls?

Like, isn't every guy like that when they're younger, don't you think? You're calling yourself a purve, and maybe you just have yourself framed incorrectly. I don't know, because it doesn't sound like, you know, wanting to see boobs and guys doing shit on TV, like is any more pervy than any other young guy that's just getting all their hormones or surging inside of them, you know, every young guy is like super horny. Let's go to 2005. What happens then? Okay. So after, you know, it's the internet and just, you know, you can look up anything and everything. It's still kind of new to everybody. You know, there's masturbation groups that are around. And then, and then finally, like, I just somehow stumbled upon online doms.

Okay. And, and like, I wasn't, I knew of, like, dominatrix's, but, you know, it's like the whole thing, like, whips and chains and all that kind of stuff, right? But then I started, like, really, like, reading into it. And it was, like, there was, like, a lot of these, like, mean women, but the more and more, you know, kind of like how, you've been, like, a little more alpha on me. But at the same time, and, like, I wasn't used to that. Yeah. But the more I read about it. And I was like, oh, man, like, I don't know if I could, even if I did do a session with this person, I don't know, she seems kind of mean.

And then, like, but the more and more I kept reading about, like, all these different women. And it was like this one site. It was like a call-up site. It was like, it's like phone sets, but it was like all doms. And the more I was reading about these women, I was like, okay, I kind of like them now. Like, you know, and something in them, like just kind of resonated, whether it be small peeningness, which at the time, I didn't really know if I had. a small penis or not because I mean as as the

years were going on like no woman never really complained I used to the older women so like the older women like just well there's a couple of them I really liked it you know but then like the more and more I was reading about like doms and dominatrixes and all that and like the BDSM lifestyle the more

and more I kind of like resonated with it where I'm like yeah you know I'm not this like alpha type I'm not like these like real man and I just started to kind of like, like this whole humiliation thing. They went from a CFNM with clothes, female, nude male. And I'm like, wow, I remember stuff like that from like movies where like the guy was like naked or whatever and like being laughed at. And I'm like, I always kind of wanted to be in that, you know, scenario for some strange

reason. I didn't know why. And it's just being vulnerable. And then and then it got to like being, having the penis being made fun of. and I'm like, I remember seeing that in movies a long time ago, and it was starting to get me hard, and then it was like, oh, you're frequent masturbating or you're looking at porn,

and then it got to, like, oh, you want to wear panties? And it's like, geez, like, you know, like everything just, like, like new stuff started coming into my life. And so I started to get like this deep, deep, like, understanding until I, and then I finally got a real life Dom, who I, like, I haven't seen her in a couple years, but I'd had her for like years. So, you know, I found her

and I was living in San Jose, California at the time, and I found that she was like local, and I was like, oh, wow, this was great. And I saw that there was a few doms around, but she just, like, seemed like this eastern block, tall, blonde, bombshell woman. I couldn't see her face online. Yeah.

But anyway, we ended up going there. I was like, my God, this is like the most gorgeous woman I've ever interacted with in my life. And it turns out she was like a model. I guess. Oh, wow. Yeah. Yeah. Or something like that. Yeah. It was incredible. So like,

you know, she wanted me to like type out stuff that was into whatever and I did and I go out there. I'm in street clothes, but underneath I'm wearing panties and like and she's she sits me down like in her dungeon and it's really not like a dungeon. It's more like a dark room

with like red material on the back and that satin on the bed and like some cages She's in a big old chair for her. And, you know, she were talking and she's just like, hey, just so you know, I'm not a cop. And I'm like, God, because I don't know what to expect. Everything is my first time. Yeah.

And anyway, so we started talking. It's embarrassing because it's like, well, what are you into? Well, I'm just kind of into this. I mean, I don't know. Everything's all new to me, by him kind of into this and that. Anyway, oh, and ball busting too, by the way. That was also another thing I was getting myself into. Okay.

And so anyway, like she had me straight. and then like here I am. I've never been in front of a lady wearing women's underwear before. So it's like there's no way. You got to explain. Like what was discussed ahead of time and what were you going to do in this session and what were you going in for? And when did you start fucking wearing panties?

Okay. So I wanted to go in and up the ante from what I've done online, which was basically just basic humiliation. So you were online not just watching things, but you were engaging with people and having them humiliate you online? Yes. Okay, would you dress up when they, in panties and stuff, or do whatever they told you to do? And that's why you went up.

One time. Yeah. One time, I mean, and I just tried it, you know, just to see if it was me or not. And, like, it was okay. I mean, it feels nice when you have, like, a pair of fits, feels kind of nice around, you know. But it just wasn't exactly me at the time. and then, I mean, the, the hottest thing, and I, like, recorded it one time. I thought it was really cool.

I did, like, this one session with this Dom I had for a while online, and, like, she just wanted, she held, she wanted me to not come for 40 days. Oh, wow. So I didn't. How was that for you? And then, like, it was intense, but then I got kind of used to it. Okay. And I remember telling, like, a buddy of mine, like, at the time, which I didn't tell about the

Tom stuff, I was all, like, secret. But I told her, my. I'm like, I haven't come in like 30 days. Like, bullshit. You know, I'm like, no, dude, it really happened. And I actually feel pretty good about it. And so anyway, like, I record this one last session and, like, she made me strip and jerk off. And I remember, like, being up against the wall.

And I was kind of like, okay, I usually don't think of myself as hot, but that looks kind of hot. Like, so fast forwarded to the live dom. And it wasn't too much discussed. It was basically just like, okay, well, Like she would explain to me like the kind of stuff that she does and like how the sessions go. And then she just asked like what I'm into and I, you know, trying to blurt out as much as I can without being embarrassed about it. And then that was pretty much it. Other than the form like she had me fell out ahead of time online and send it into her.

So anyway. So you get there and she makes you. So a part of this is she says, okay, go in and. put on these panties or do you bring the panties? Because we want to get you're wearing panties there. Okay. Yeah, I already had them on. So I had them on from a woman I was dating.

She was like much older than me. Okay. So now she's got you like there. You're in your panties. Are you totally naked? Are you on like laying down? Like what's going on? Like explain the whole experience.

She always liked to have me on my knees. Oh, okay. Especially like in front of her. As the years went on It would be like Okay, get me in When I wasn't wearing panties I would just be in my regular box of briefs

And it would be like, okay, kneel down in front of this wall Or in front of this little statue here and wait for me So at this time, yeah, she had me kneel down like in front of her While she was in like a, she had this big throne of a chair In her room Okay So what happened And then we would slowly get into it

where she had me massage her feet. And I felt pretty glad about that. I was like, I mean, I'm not a footperson, but it's just that I was like, wow, I didn't, okay, I didn't know that this was going to happen. And I was shaking too. I remember, like, she held my hands at one point. And, like, my hands were literally shaking. She's like, you're so nervous. I'm like, I know I'm so nervous.

Because I have no idea what's going to happen. Like, you know, she could beat my ass for all I know. I don't know. Was a part of that like a turn on though for you like kind of anticipating it being nervous? Like is all of that a part of the turn on for somebody who likes to be humiliated and vulnerable and submissive? Yeah. I mean, I wasn't like getting hard over it. But I do remember like a little bit.

And then oh, and this is kind of funny or you might find it funny. I presume guys get really horny during her session. and they start to leak. And so she had me pull, pull the panties like aside as she put like a plastic glove that she had, she had all these gloves. And she put like a plastic glove over my dick

and then had like a, like a, either a safety pin or some kind of pin or whatever or something that held it together in case I was leaking. And I was like, okay. Yeah, she's very like clean. She, like, cleans her place after every session and so forth. So that's why I kind of gathered from. It's like, okay, I didn't expect this, but I'll comply.

Like, it's her place. Whatever. I'll do it. So, yeah, I'm like massage. I went from massaging her feet, which was interesting because I remember at the time, it felt like a corn like on the bottom of her foot. And I thought, oh, that's kind of weird. Like, she's such a gorgeous woman, but she got this corn on her foot.

Like, I didn't expect that. but I let go I would be bothering me and then she wanted me to move up to her legs and then finally like she was abruptly have me stop and

we she she had me stripped naked so the bangs were off and she's like evaluating me I can't remember exactly anything that she was saying but I do remember she bought like a crop and she's like kind of hit me in the testicles with it

or on the dick and then let's see what else uh it was it was just a lot of uh oh being blindfolded which is kind of scary because you just don't even if you know the person like it could be i mean you just don't know like what's going to happen when your site's gone you know it's it's thrilling but it's like kind of scary at the same time how long did the session last for uh an hour okay yeah and then she wanted to know if i wanted like a release And I think I said yes. And yeah, I did.

I did say yes. And then she wanted me to jerk off in front of her, which is kind of a cool thing because I really liked to do that a lot back in the day. I mean, I didn't do that a lot in front of women, but I always wanted to. I always felt like, okay, well, I wasn't trying to fuck them, but I always felt like, well, this is my kind of thing where I am showing you how much. how sexy I think you are to me, like I'm willing to be on my knees and jerk off in front of you, you know,

kind of showing like my gratitude, even though I know that's kind of gross, but it's just something I always thought of that would be kind of like a fantasy of mine to have. So she had me finish off into that glove. And that was it. And then, oh, she did,

I think she gave me one last whack in the balls when I put like my clothes on. and then and it didn't really hurt that much. But as we did more sessions, as the years went by, she got more and more into that. And so I really felt the thrust and the kicks and whatever else. Oh, my God. But were you like, I finally found my home? Was this like, oh, this is what I've always been into?

Yes. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yes, definitely. definitely and so as the years went by like you know I would have to be with girlfriends and I mean not too many but like you know they luckily a few of them were into kinks so so that was cool most weren't you know I asked to be needing balls and they didn't want to do it oh but it's funny the what the ones I did get to do it they didn't want to do it but they they slowly got into that

and then they loved it and then they're I always find myself, for some reason, like, and I feel bad for them even this day. Like, there's a lot of girls who got in with that have, like, they have, like, a troubled past. They have, they were, like, molested or whatever, like, in their younger life. And so, like, they felt that it was some kind of retribution doing that to me. And I was willing to take the hit, you know, for it so that they can feel some. kind of retribution. And so they felt great about it.

Yeah. And then it's funny because it's like the more and more I was learning about all these kinks, it's not that I wanted to get off on it. It's I liked seeing the woman in power. I liked having someone dominate me. I remember all the way back to even in, I think it was junior high, you know, there was like a TV commercial for back to school. And there was a clip.

of like a girl putting a guy against a locker. And the way she did it, I thought was so hot. Like, like, she wasn't trying to be mean to him. I think she was trying to like kiss him. And I was just like, well, well, I kind of want that, you know, because it makes me feel like the girl wants me. I never felt like like women wanted me. It turns out some did.

And I just was too chicken shit to, you know, try anything. I missed out on too many opportunities. because I was just so scared. And I admit it and it sucks. So, so, you know, to feel that and to see like a dominant woman

wanting to try some stuff on me that, that she was into was a turn on. Whether how humiliating or, or how much it hurts, that wasn't the point. It's the point is to see her dominant. was the turn on.

Now all this time that you're getting into this, all this kind of stuff, did like women in your vanilla life and dating go out the window because you were just like involved with these doms and seeing them and everything? Kind of did. Yeah. It kind of did. Like they were, there was vanilla women. And I, and look, I'm, I'm open to all kinds of women. Like I, you know, if we have a good connection, then I'm going to go with that connection. Because it's the feeling good at the time, you know.

But then as time went on and, you know, more other relationships got more serious and and breakups and all that, I started to learn more about like myself. Because I still didn't know me. And it wasn't until like my last breakup, which was in 2017 and I took like a deep dive into myself in like 2018 and I was and I was finding out more and more and I was then I always told myself okay if relationships don't work out if if these girls just don't work out and then obviously there's there's there's something I'm doing wrong and I got to try to figure it out that I'm just going to go to porn because at least porn's always there and I'm just trying to get off so fine you know

and I and I was really into like a lot of thin dom porn you know dominant women uh going over submissive men and it wasn't they could be clothed the women can be clothed no that's even better like you said if the guys like that that you know

clode the women naked man thing that CFM and whatever shit you said like that's a common kink because it's like you're the more vulnerable one especially if she's wearing clothes and you're not

exactly did you ever find out if your dick was small do you have a small penis by the way? Yes I do okay how big or small is it? It's four inches.

Okay, is it thick? Six. Thick. Is it four inches and skinny or four inches and regular size or four inches and fat? Oh, okay. I'm sorry, I could understand. Thick, so one of my doms, because I've had like a lot of them over the years, she laughed when she saw it, she called it a chode.

Have you ever heard of a chode? Yeah, yeah, what is that? I like that name. I forgot what that chode. It took me a long time to find the definition. No, I've heard that. But it's short and thick. Okay.

Which is interesting because, see, like, and this is one of the things I'd like to, you know, dive in with you. Yeah, sure. It's a call. Yeah, let's do it. You know. Let's go there. Let's talk about shows. Good, good, good.

Well, so short and thick. See, I've heard women over the years, like, you know, like, I don't know if it's all guys that do this. maybe it is. I'm definitely one of them that's like, hey, like, you know, what do you think of my dick? Or what do you think of my dick?

You know, and, and they're like, well, you know, it's not the biggest, but it's, but what I like about it,

it's big. Like, like, they all say that. Like, yeah, like I think even you've said, yeah,

when you do in the dick pick contest, you know, I remember you saying, like, oh, you like, oh, you like, yeah,

I don't want a lot, probably would do. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, so like, are noticing like like patterns like like years later and then and uh you know it's just really like

made me like confused because as i again as i was like diving deep into like uh myself i was trying and think like well you know like sometimes i have repeats you know of like women we want to you know stay with me but there's a lot of them that leave and and do i get them off like like i definitely can get them off with my hand and my tongue like i'm definitely really good at that you know and there's only been very few of them like i think i've gotten off it like my dick and and i just started to really like like dive deep into that and being like you know like maybe this small-pants humiliation like maybe it's really real like i started to think like i remember when in high school i would measure it i thought oh seven inches like yeah this is great you know and then as

the years went by i learned oh i'm measuring it wrong you're not supposed to measure from the bottom they're supposed to measure from the top. And I was like, really? Okay. And then it felt like it was like about five. And then it's like, okay, am I measuring it right? I just don't know. And then, you know, what guys don't tell you is that it like the dick actually kind of fluctuates.

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Or you get me super excited And maybe I do reach that five inches You know so it's kind of fluctuate A lot of people don't bring that up So so But what about your show? Did you start to get these women to like talk about it with you?

Like, did you get fully into small penis humiliation, or is it something that just lives in your head and in porn in your life right now? Well, I tried to get them to do it, and I would make jokes, and a lot of them weren't into it. The only ones who would be into it would be doms, and so at there, it's kind of like questionable.

It's like, okay, are you really into it? Like, are you really saying what you mean, or like, or are you just saying it because I'm paying you? And they're very convincing. And they're like, no. Like, trust me. Like, I had one Dom in a session and a live session. She brings out this dick ruler.

And it's like a ruler that's like a regular ruler, but each inch says something. So I think like if it's like 10 inches, it probably reads like King Kong, right? So like, so she puts it on mine. I'm right in front of her naked and all my knees. She gets on her knees and she puts it like to. to like the measuring and you know sometimes i get like it just goes soft like it's not that of erectile dysfunction but it's just you know like sometimes it's kind of hard or difficult to to keep hard like you know for a long period of time if i'm not doing anything so like so so so so so i get hard and

then she puts the ruler there and then she takes the ruler back and looks at it and she's like four inches use a vibrator and i'm like oh my god you know it's this i mean that was like one of the emasculating things like I've ever heard, but it was slightly of like a turn on at the same time. And so as a year's run on, I just, you know, I would bring it up to girlfriends and they'd be like, no, you're fine. Like, oh, you're big. I like it. It's big. And I'm okay. But then, you know, if we ever got into a fight and she's like, oh, you know what? Your dick is small. And the weirdest thing, because I would think I would be like, oh, heart and into it, about ready to come when I heard those words. But when it's like a loved one, it's different. It like, it hurts, like, real bad.

Well, did you ever have a loved one say anything to you? Yeah. So, so, like, that, like, my last serious relationship or, like, there was, there was one girl that, like, you know, I'm friends with it's day, but her and I talked a couple of different times. And one time it got into, like, a big fight on the, on the phone. And, and, and she knew I was. small. She never seen it, but she knew I was it was small, and she's just like blurt out some words, and I was like, whoa, like,

you know, I'm not even turned on by that. I'm like, really hard. I can't believe she just said that. So, yeah, it, you know, like, there's this thing of like, psych, and I love to go deep on, like, the psychology of sex.

You know, there's a lot, apparently the guy, guys into it who are small, internalize it, and then they flip it around, and they use it as kind of like their turn on to disguise or combat their insecurities. And maybe that's the case.

I've contemplated that with myself, and I just, I don't think I do that. I might, but it's not, I've been really, like, been 100% sure on that.

I've just noticed that, like, over the years, I just get hard and into it and, you know, like watching a Fim Dom video of like just this woman just berating me or maybe some or a Dom that I know just telling me like, hey, look, I've seen it and I know it's small and compared to my boyfriend,

you know, who's eight inches and, you know, tons of women love eight inches. And so, and so I start to think and I'm like, wow, okay, you know what? Like, to me it looks like decent, but then compared to a bunch of other guys, including your server, which I was shocked.

You know, there was so much big cock on the store. First of all, I was saying. There were so many big dicks? I'm like, where are all these big dicks when I was fucking guys? Most guys don't have big dicks,

but I'm like, my listeners have big dicks. There was like so many big ones there. I thought so, too. Yeah, and I was just shocked. You're talking about the dick big contest. I just need to let people know

because you're just, you know, some people haven't been on my discord. But, and I just did a whole pussy pick contest. Everyone's complaining about my judge. Yeah. Yeah. I got that. Oh, and I, I tried to defend you, actually. Thank you.

Yes. You agree with me. It should be a pretty pussy pick. Not a porn pussy pick, okay? Yes. Yes, exactly. And I'm going to listen to that show this weekend. I listened to the Dick show like three times.

And it was kind of fun because last night, you see, I was kind of like prepping for this call. Yeah. what I'm going to talk about. Yeah. And then I was able to, like, listen to the show and then finally pull up all the picks and go one by one. I was like, oh, wow.

And then, see, that kind of helps me out because that's a, what I wanted to preface before it go further is by 2018, I started to learn about this term, beta male. Okay. And, you know, I hear about this whole thing, like alphas and all this kind of stuff. And then, you know, I was really into, or I got into. to at that point, what they call hypnoporn. And I'm not sure if you're familiar with it, but... I've heard about it.

Yeah. So it's, and it depends on the creator, but it's, but it's very like relaxing. And they, it's, it's a lot of suggested messages, but it can get very intense. And where it's like women who are saying things and to me, it's resonating. because it just seems very true where it's like, oh, this girl left you because of this. Oh, you know, you got a small bit because, oh, you don't you feel insecure. Yeah, you're beta or something like that.

Yeah. And so, you know, I was watching this one by this group called the Hive and like, and it was just this, I mean, it was, it looks like, I've heard it described as a, I think they call like a government sciop where because the the content was so like rich and intense. I just,

I couldn't believe what I've said. I've never seen anything like it before. I mean, it looked like something that like, you would see in a movie where someone's getting like brainwashed. But it opened up my eyes and it got me into things like chastity.

And I was like, you know, I've been hearing about this. And I kind of want to cut down on masturbating. And it's like, okay, what's this chatsy all about? And then like, After going through this hypno, like I was like, okay, maybe this is who I am. Maybe I am this kind of beta where it's, you know, it's submissive.

It's not as aggressive as an alpha male. Even though I think sometimes in life I got some aggressive tendencies in the sense of like a go-getter at work, for example. But then, but then it's like passive. Like I don't like confrontation, you know. And so that was one of the big things that like, stands out with like a beta but then it depends who you talk to too because some people think like oh well if you're gay

you're a beta it's like well no that's not exactly true at all because I'm not true at all but go back to your story so once you realize you're this beta guy though do do you do anything about it like does that inform like any kind of like

future stuff I think I really just started to like identify as that and that girl that you did date for those two years. Did you do any of this crazy stuff with her? Did you let her in on what you were into sexually or did all this stuff come after? Yes. Yes. So not all, we didn't do all of it. You know, I, so, uh, this is around when 50 shades of gray came out in the movie theaters. And so she kind of was interested and I like I taught it like I kind of switched up.

And instead of being submissive, I started being a little more. more like dominant so I could teach her like what to do. So you know, tie her up, uh, blindfold her, you know, use, use candle wax, things like that. And then the thing I tried to get her into was ball busting. And it turns out like she had kind of like a past that I didn't really know about, which it was like really like aggressive. So she kept telling me, hey, look like, you know, I got this kind of aggressive past. And I'm like, and stupid me. I'm like, oh, that's fine. You did that with your ex-hub. husband, that's not going to happen with me. Everything's fine. But then as the time went on, she got like more like into it and more like like hurt, like trying to hurt me. And to the

point where I'm like had to be like, okay, you know what? This is enough. We're not going to do it because it's like a different person. And I'm not trying to get, you know, put in the hospital. Okay. So it didn't work with her. And you never dated anyone since. Do you continue after that seeing dominatrix and stuff? And did you get more into once you got, we realized you were a beta into like, you know, the small penis humiliation with people online doing it to you or anything?

Yes. Yes. So I started learning more about it. And I started, uh, finding doms who knew more about it. And, you know, I'm asking them questions. And they're just like, well, yeah. Like, you know, uh, you know, you, you know, you, I would tell them kind of like what I'm telling you.

And then, like, some of them would just basically just come out and just be like, well, you know, you sound like a pussy and like, you know, I don't think you should date at all. Like, in fact, you should just keep that dick caged because, you know, you need to go through like the pussy-free lifestyle and just and not have women around that little thing because you're just going to disappoint them. And so I started buying into that.

And I started thinking like, well, you know what? Let's just try something different and see if they, that works. Maybe I'll feel happier. And in a way, I kind of did. Like, I felt more productive. I definitely started using cages. I started to feel like, okay, I'm not playing with myself as much.

I'm being more productive. You know, it's kind of cool, but I hadn't eventually switched cages because I went from a plastic cage to a silicone cage. And it's funny because I got the smallest ones, and I still, like, wasn't big enough for it. and then if being in it for like let's say a week or almost two weeks and it's start to get really horny and then you know i i basically end up busting out of it because it just it just can't keep the dick like back together so either upgrade to like a steel one and that really like kept everything secure how long do you cage yourself for the long as I've been about two weeks

it's it's it's difficult to and again it depends on the case because like I could bust out of it not that I mean to it just you know the penis has a mind of its own and it just wants to just break out

but the the steel keeps it it's secure but then but then like well they always the manufacturers always say okay look you should take it off to clean and that's true you should There can be like an irritation to where it really starts to like hurt and it's like, okay, get this thing off of me.

Like it's super hurts right now. Like I'd rather get hit in the balls than have this pain I'm going through. But do you still use all this stuff now? Like where you're at currently? Like what are you into? What do you spend your time doing? What are you looking for? Are you still like single?

Are you looking for a relationship? I still use it. But not as much because it's, it's not as fun unless a woman, like, locks me up. So, like, my first in real life, Dom, she locked me up once, and that was a fun thing to do. But, you know, I don't really have anyone, like, regularly to do that with. I am still single. There's, there is a girl I actually found that I'm, like, talking to that's out of state. And it turns out she's into everything I'm into.

Oh, and I was, oh, by the way. And that kind of like goes with like another thing I want to tell you is that as as the more I found out submissive and beta I am, the more I was thinking like, you know what, if I, if I'm lucky enough to get in a relationship, I want to do a female led relationship because it just, I want to do something different. I've tried to lead and I'm a natural leader, I think. but like it's it's and I'm not you know one to direct people like uh overbearing or anything like that it's just hey like let's just get on the same page and let's just go but but I'm just like you know what I'm willing to put my ego aside this is part of the Femdom that I learned and you know be more helpful to women and serve women and I'm just like okay you know what I'm going to try this I'm going to see if this worse so you so

just by sure luck, yeah, I would start to meet like these women who were alpha or like there was one girl that like was kind of near me. She moved now, but there was,

we hooked back up and for a small period of time and she was like, yeah, I'm an alpha female. I'm like, what? Like, that's exactly what I want.

And what happened? Well, she eventually moved to Denver, but we did hook up. like once and this was like two years ago. And that was really cool and then we tried hooking up again like months later and like I could just, I don't know, it's like her like the walls of her vagina. It just wasn't like let me in and I was kind of gotten like on my insecurities.

It's just like, okay, like she was all wet when I was down in front of her. But what's going on here? Like I can't get in like I did months ago. Like what the hell is going on? Like, you know, it's a kind of played on my insecurities right there. It's like, well, maybe she's just, like, not into that anymore. Like, I don't know. So let me ask you this.

Last question, though, because, you know, you're, look, it sounds like all the experiences you've had with women doing, like living out your fantasies have mostly, I mean, you try it with your girl. It didn't work, but, like, was with that dom. Do you currently see her now? Or no. I don't. Well, I keep in touch.

I keep in touch. But I don't, yeah, it's kind of far away. I'm not, like, driving there as much as I used to. but I'd like to. I'd like to see her. I feel like that is part of like the lifestyle that that's like me now where I've gotten into BDSM.

I love BDSM. The girl I'm talking to if she's into BDSM. She's a dominant alpha female. And it's hot. Like she wants to do everything that I want to do, you know, even as much as she's into pegging. And it's like, wow. Okay. And I've done that for that's that's fun with him i did that with a sex therapist actually actually there was there was two women one was one of my dogs and that was the very first time and that's a funny story just

because i made the like i was in front of a wall that was basically a whole mirror and she had me on like one of those you know those horses those table horses i forget the exact name of it but they have like three different areas to put like your legs and in your body. And she said, so you got me bent over that and she's like, she doesn't have a strap on, but she's trying to put it in. And it was her idea.

And I was like, I don't know if I'm into it. And the next time I saw her, I was like, okay, okay, let's try it. But I'm not gay or anything like that. She'll, no, no, no, no, no. It's totally funny. And then,

and then here I am, butt naked in front of this mirror. She's trying to stick this dildo in me. And I'm making the craziest faces I've ever seen in my life. that I've never done that I cannot do right now. I'm laughing and I you know, she can't put it in because I'm, I'm trying to relax, but I just can't. And then I thought to myself, you know what?

Like, there are men out there who like abuse women and who should be like, uh, uh, taking this as punishment, but yet I'm the one doing it. Like, what is wrong with me? Yeah. Yeah. And then finally, like, there was a sex therapist I know and shouldn't do it anymore, but we keep in touch her now and then. But I would see her and she wanted to do that to me, peg me. And so I did it with her and it worked successfully and I was like, wow, this feels really good.

And like I did it like twice with her. It was totally awesome. And although I didn't come, but it still like felt. really good. I was like, wow. Okay, I like doing this. You know, this is definitely something that I want to incorporate. Well, listen, you know, you're into a lot of different things. Do you ever plan in your future last question, like to, do you ever want to get married? Do you see yourself staying single? How old are you, by the way? Yes, so I'm 45. Okay. Do you ever plan I get married? Yes. Okay. I want to be married. I want to have more kids.

Are you dating? There's a lot. I'm not currently, like I said, like I'm talking as one girl who's out of the station. Yeah. Yeah. And, you know,

it sounds like things could go well because, you know, I kind of want to move anyway. And, and if all goes well, this is like the perfect woman. And,

you know, the only thing that's kind of crazy is, and I've never tried this before, but I've slowly, like, been watching it over the years has been cuckolding.

And, and I've just been like, and she totally wants to do that to me. And I'm like, about her, like, once in a while, It's all this time like a hot pout.

Yeah, this is your dream girl. All of this stuff, yeah, but all the stuff goes together with, like they all typically go together. The cocking, the small penis, the humiliation. You know, it's all under the same. And I want her happy. Yeah, and you want to be happy too. It's a little bit about you too. I know you don't see it that way because you're beta.

Okay. But in the end of the day, this is all about turning yourself on. I know you don't see it that way, but on some level it is. You know, it's putting yourself aside to feel that way, you know. But what did we call? call you, by the way. I'm sorry, I have to wrap it because it's almost an hour. What do we call you, by the way?

Brand Winker. Oh, Brand Winker. Yeah, do people want to, what do you post on Twitter? Yeah, so it's at Brand Winker. Is that? Yeah. Do you have any content in there? Is that just your personal Twitter?

No one needs to see your personal Twitter. Yeah, it's a personal. I mean, you can find me there. You can find me on FedLife. You can find same name. Find me on. You're on my Discord now. too. On there. Yeah, like friend me. Well, actually, there was a guy who's kind of like me,

and he, him and I, like, talked and turns out we're all into the same thing. So it's kind of like, oh, wow, there's a jerk buddy. I can, I love that. I always say when I'm promoting my Discord, people are hooking up over there, and they are. So there you go. Another one. Yeah, I love that. Listen, Brand, I'm glad that you called in. This will definitely be up on a fetish Friday. I'm sure you're going to wind up meaning like other guys like you, right? I think. you know, they exist where there's one, there's many. They'll find this episode. And then, okay, but I know, but I'm just saying other friendly people, but, you know,

women will be hearing this. We'll be into it too. But, you know, I'm saying other like-minded, friendly guys that, like, you know, you could relate to so you don't feel so alone. I think that that's, like, important, especially when you have a fatter. So you're over on my Discord. People could find you there. Thanks so much for calling in and sharing your story.

Brand. Excellent. Thank you for the opportunity. I'd love to come back. dive deeper with you. Yeah, like a bigger picture thing. I need to get your whole backstory first, though. But thanks for so much for calling in.

And then, you know, when your episode air, I'll let you know and you could, like, post picks and stuff on Discord. Yeah, I was curious about that. You could do your small penis over there, not on my Patreon, okay? That's not, you know, it's R-rated on my Patreon. But you could do just our X-rated stuff over there. And then you'll let me know when to post pictures. Yeah, yeah.

I'll let you know when it. Yeah, uh-huh. It's best to do it when you actually air. You could say, hey, I taped and I'm going to be on, blah, blah, blah, blah. But, you know, you wouldn't post on the guest channel until your episode actually airs. And by the way, real quick, that, hearing that show again and of the dick contest and seeing the dick, like, you girls really did a good job of saying, like, how a dick should be pictured. I know. I never thought about that.

No, and let me tell you something. somebody made a comment underneath all the comments and the dick picks and said hey does anyone notice that after the dick pick contest that the dick pick channel has better picks on it because they all used our tips they all went by what we said and now if you look at the dick pick channel that just has regular dick picks on it they're all doing the moves that we said work and there's better dick picks over there because of it so you're right we gave great tips okay now if only the pussy pick people will take it the same way. I'm getting such fucking backlash for my ratings and having doc chocolate on and my friend race. You guys are going mental with me, but like, you know what? Eventually people will see the actual great information that we are giving people in these critiques.

Okay? Take it or leave it. But at least you're smart enough to know that there was some great information in that dick pick contest as in the pussy pick contest too. Okay, live and learn. That's true. Yeah, yeah. Well, first of all, I was really shocked that you did the Pussy Contest, but I, I got, I had to do it.

I had to do it. I did the guys. I have to do the kid, I got Doc Chalk, and I got two listeners. So there you go. I got a wide range of guys rating. End a story. Everyone else could fuck off because people were going mental on me, but I don't care. Yeah, that's so stupid.

It's like you're providing us like a cool area. And I work my ass off. I spent so many hours and then people, I can't even. I'm just going to say I can't. I got to call it a day right now, too, because I tape three people. But listen, I love that. You stuck up for me because I saw your little thing. It's always appreciated.

Oh, yeah. You agree. Yeah. No pun intended. Yeah, exactly. Listen, what do we call it, Brand? Stan, Brand, whatever the fuck your name is. Thank you so much for calling.

Okay, Brandon. Thank you so much for calling in. Of course. Yeah. Again, I like to do us again sometimes. go deeper. So, yeah. Bye. All right. Cool. Have a good day. You too. Bye, Brand.

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