Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 128 - Christine Got Gang Banged by a Bunch of Black Guys

Episode Date: May 30, 2016

Christine is a typical married housewife who recently got a pass from her husband to get totally gang banged by a bunch of black guys. Tune in to find out how she went about setting up the gang bang, what exactly went down at the gang bang as well as what happened after the gang bang. Tune in to find out plus hear how she got her husband to agree to the "pass" in the first place. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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or like the woman today, like they just want to talk about something like really interesting that they did on the side. while remaining totally anonymous. If you want to be on the show, send me an email at strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com. Today, like I said, I have on a female listener who wrote in, I mean, the subject line of her email literally was like, I love your podcast and I recently got gang banged. That's the deal. And a lot of times on my intros, I'm like, I don't like to tell you guys, everything that's going to go on in the podcast because I'm like, oh, maybe then you won't listen. But in this scenario, I'm going to tell you exactly what.

goes on in this podcast because it will only make you want to listen more because literally christine is a regular everyday suburban housewife she's white she's married to a white guy uh she recently lost a lot of weight came into her own started feeling really good about herself and decided to ask her husband if she could go and have a gang bang with a bunch of black guys i mean that was like her fantasy like not only did she get a pass from her husband like kyle for last week she got a pass to get gang bang like that was her thing. So it's totally fascinating. Not only will you hear the details about the gangbang, which is very interesting, not just the detail, like everything about how it got set up and like the whole world of gang banging that's out there. That was interesting, as well as like how

she got her husband to agree on it and how they also came to a place where they decided to give each other a pass, just like the guy last week. So I see a trend. See, like this is how scientific I am. Two people tell me that they gave a pass to the partner and I already it's a trend. But anyway, I think people are starting to do these kind of things, maybe more and more. I don't know. But this is another couple who decided to do some stuff on the side, married, and this is a woman who literally got gangbanked. And this happened very recently. And she gives you all the details. So I'm just going to get right back on or I'm just going to get right to it. And I'll be right back on with Christine.

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Thank you. I'm good. Thank you. So Christine, I'm always excited when I have a woman caller on my show. And you had emailed me and said, I've noticed that you don't have a lot of female callers. And I just don't because I'm always like on Craigslist looking for people, you know, either posting it out or looking. So I don't find a lot of women there. But all of the women that I have had on my show, especially recently, are people like you, people who were listening to my podcast and were like, hey, I got a really great story.

And yours is like one of the best ones that I've gotten from a female so far. I mean, well, you're talking about that. No, for sure. Okay, the subject line was, I love your podcast and I was gang banged. Right? That was the subject line. It's got to be right to the point, right? Yeah, I mean, there you go. And then, and then you explain stuff in detail. So why don't you just explain to me how, I mean, like, we'll get to the whole, you know, the details of that, right? But like, why don't you explain, like, how that actually came to be? Like, is this something that you've done many times? This was it your first time. Like, I like to, I like to, I like to, I like to. I don't really know that much about your situation yet, so explain it to me and my listeners. So I guess I should back up because, you know, there's a lot that goes into making a decision to take multiple sex that way. Right.

So are you looking for kind of like the back story, I guess? Yeah. Well, okay. I know that you're married, right? And you're in an open relationship, but recently open, right? So why don't you explain, like, how you and your husband. got to that place because I think that's actually really interesting, right? Because how, you know, how long have you been married? How long has it been open? Like, what does it mean

that it recently became open? Like, what's the deal? So we've been married for going on seven years and we've been together going on 10. And I guess so I kind of, my life just kind of flipped to kind of a 180 about two years ago. I started caring about myself more working out. And that just really kind of led

my libido skyrocketing. I would say roughly nine months ago or so. At the same time, my husband has just been his sex drive has just kind of been getting worse and worse. And we're looking at maybe

we're maybe have having sex once a week at best. So, I don't know, I guess I've kind of been corny and feeling the urge to do something else for a while. And I've been talking to them about it, and I guess I probably did the best thing to put. So I guess I started really thinking about the Gang Bang thing after I had sort of talking. to somebody outside my marriage. We were involved in kind of, you know, like a sex thing, texting, texting,

looking at having an affair kind of thing. And he pussyed out. And after that, I was like, all right, I just need to go get fucked. So. Wait, wait, wait, wait. So were you, had you ever, like, you've been with your husband for a really long time? He said, like, two years ago, you started getting in shape and nine months ago you're libido.

Is this with this, this sex and thing that you were doing behind your husband's back? Was this like the first time you were being kind of close to cheating? Or had you cheated on him before? Like, how did that all come about? I had not. Okay. I had not. So I would say, you know, I sort of feel more desirable, I guess.

About nine months ago, I started kind of catching some attention of some men. And I'm your average white housewife. My husband's your average white guy. And I've always kind of fantasized about black guys. And so this guy that approached me, old co-worker, we had been friends, was a black guy. And I was like, you know, it just, I don't know if something about it. I was like all in about it. But what do you mean he approached you?

He was an old coworker? Like, was it something that, like, I mean, did he know you were married? Did he think you were single? Like, when you say you approached you, did he approach you sexually? Or, like, what was the deal? Yeah. Yeah. So we were, we worked together, both married.

He knew I was married. I knew he was married. We'd work together. There was always that chemistry there, you know, when you just kind of, you know, somebody you meet somebody, you know that you're going to just be, you're going to just fuck like crazy. Right.

So that's the way it always was with the two of us, given our positions in our company. It would have been really terrible for us to do anything. So neither of us really spoke about it. But I had, you know, desired him for, quite a while and apparently it was returned, it was mutual. So he just texted me one day and was like,

you know, have you ever cheated? And I'd let him know that, you know, I hadn't if you weren't to with me. So that kind of got me down the road of thinking about, you know, what if I cheated on my husband? You know, what if I had an affair? What if I told my husband? Right.

And I had been kind of telling my husband over the last, you know, nine months, but like, hey, I need more from you. I'm not really getting what I need and not feeling satisfied. And, you know, just based on his circumstances, things really haven't gotten much better. So I had this feeling kind of as those, you know, I'm not going to tell him that I felt like if I was caught by him, that I wouldn't be a deal breaker for us if that makes sense. Well, you think, you mean he wouldn't be surprised and he wouldn't be upset at all? Or it wouldn't, maybe he'd be upset, but you guys, you think that maybe you guys wouldn't

break up because of it? Yeah, I think the latter. I think he probably would have been, I think, had the affair happened, I think he probably would have understood and been hurt that I hadn't told him. him, but I honestly feel as though she would have gotten it. And I was approaching it, you know, I really felt as though this is something that would help my marriage because I, there was a lot of pressure with my husband from me for more sex and more often and longer.

And it really created some anxiety, I guess. And so I felt as though maybe going outside and getting my needs to fulfill. but this other guy would help our marriage because I wouldn't be personally raising for sex that he just wasn't interested in. Right, but you were doing this behind his back. He never knew about the other guy, right? He did not. Nope.

So this happened with the other guy, you know. Some three months sexing and talking about how we were going to fuck. And when the day came to do it, he um he put he out he got cold deep you know married new kid i respected it but i was hornier than hell and i needed you know i just i needed i basically the real thing the real thing i mean come on like that's too much time for for play that's like crazy especially if you're like really you have a really intense chemistry with somebody and they bring you all you know that that way and then you're never going to get to actually do it.

So he blew you off like the day you were supposed to? Yeah, the day we were supposed to meet. We were supposed to meet over lunch and texting me in the morning and said, and we had spoken on the phone the day before and he never spoke on the phone. So I was like, I had this got feeling, you know. And I told and I was like, I feel like you're going to call it off. He's like, you are crazy, you know. I just wanted to hear your voice, blah, blah, blah.

So I honestly wasn't that surprised the next day. And like I said, I have a respect for, I don't want to be a home rapper, you know. I have a respect for his marriage and his child and his wife. And if that's the way that he felt, then I, you know, that it is what it is. Yeah, that's no fun. You don't want to be with somebody that's going to feel guilty afterwards or anything. Like, screw that. Right.

You know what I mean? Right. Yeah. That takes all the fun out of it. And so, I guess to back up a little bit, you know, my husband kind of knew that I always had desired black guys. And, you know, when we would watch porn together, it would usually be, you know, interracial, interracial gang bangs. Like, this is kind of stuff that I thought about even before this other guy came in a picture. Right.

When this other guy did, he just happened to be black. And it just kind of, you know, my desire just went through the roof. Right. So that kind of led up to me being like, all right, I can't get this guy, but I need it. So that kind of led me to make the, to kind of make that lead to the game bang. And so I guess in between when, so he called things off. And, you know, I was doing, you know, obviously I was hurt. You know, you're not going to spend that much time

to get that's just going to fuck somebody and not be disappointed. But I, my husband and I got out of town and we just, I just kind of got up with him, you know, that I was really, I needed to get

the desired and we just kind of, I guess, came to the agreement that we could go outside marriage. So you guys were going to give each other a pass like my last week's phone call, like my last, My last podcast. Well, it's funny, because I listen to that.

I'm like, wow, this is just like us, you know? I think, you know, it's more than a one-time pass, though, with us. But if you need to find someone that's kind of a regular on-the-side person, that's okay. It's not a one-time pass, or it is a one-time pass? What did you just? It is not. It is not, right. It's kind of an open, yeah.

So, so that being said, all right, so she was a situation. I almost, I almost did this with a bit of other man, I didn't. And now I want to go get the same thing. Wait, did you, so you told him I've been, did you tell him what you were doing with that other guy? Yeah. And was he pissed? You know, he was not pissed. He said, but he told me that I'm kind of glad that it didn't happen because,

you know, for him, and I guess to me, you know, I think it's definitely something that's what we want to focus on the physical, maybe not necessarily having a friendship or an actual relationship with someone else outside the marriage. Right. That makes sense. Uh-huh, totally. So, and the whole time, like, when I knew that this other guy was, like, I kind of felt like he might not come through. I was just kind of, you know, on the credible personal and I thought these ads that were up

pretty much every week about this group of hung black guys who gang bang women. So that had kind of gotten my relationship before my husband and I, you know, agreed on the open marriage. So once we agreed on that, it was like the floodgates were open. I was ready to go. Right, because you had already done research. You knew what was available.

out there, you had like the, it all set up almost, right? You just needed to get his, his okay. That's, like, amazing that he was, like, cool with it. And then it was, but, so your past was the same as the other people, right? It was like, you get to be with, like, a black guy or whatever you wanted, right?

And he would go and do whatever he wanted to do with women as well. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. You know, we've talked about doing the best of club and springing and, and I just don't know if that's really what I want to do. I don't know.

Part of me doesn't necessarily want my husband to be watching me fuck another guy. Mm-hmm. It's just not a, I don't know, I don't want to view my husband in that way, I guess. Okay, that's interesting. He, yeah, he actually would like to watch, like he was, you know, if that was something that I was into and that was available to him. He would have probably enjoyed watching the Game Bang, but it was not an option.

We can get into that kind of more with the details of how we go about setting up a gangbang. Right, right. Yeah, because this wall went down and we're going to get all the details. But with him, he wanted to watch, but you were not, you were like not into that at all. No, not yet. I mean, it's something that I'm not going to be totally opposed to necessarily, But I don't know.

I just don't, you know, there's a certain way that I see my husband, and I don't know if I want that to change with him watching me fuck another guy. Like, I don't want him to be emasculated in my eyes, if that makes sense. Yeah, no, listen, I think whatever makes sense too. I think everyone sees things like this a little bit different, right? But in your eyes, it would emasculate him. And I could totally, like, if that's the way it would be in your head, like, of course, then you wouldn't want to do it.

because that would be, like, you know, you want this to sort of help your sex life, right, as opposed to kill it totally. Yeah. Yeah. And it has. Like, you know, I think even before he even knew about any of this, you know, when I was secretly planning to fuck this other guy, you know, I was horny as hell all the time. So my sex life with my husband got better, you know, and there were certain things that I was doing,

like, you know, taking nude selfies and, you know, for the sake of, oh, my God, what if my husband found these? You know, I sent him some, too, just to kind of cover my tracks. So, you know, our success has been, I guess, improving somewhat anyway. So, you know, I think, you know, again, maybe, maybe something, if he does want to watch, maybe that's going to be more open to when he's really kind of big. out what this open relationship means. Right, or maybe it's not, maybe it's something that you're just not ever going to be into. Who knows?

I think it's like everyone is very specific and people, different people have different rules and regulations and that's why I think in this kind of situation for it to be successful, you have to really communicate. And I think it's like great. Like, I don't know if I just talk to the people that, like lately that it's been successful because it just seems that when it is successful, the people are on the same page. Like, look, like your guy said, I would want to watch it. But when you say no, he's cool with it, right?

Like maybe some guy wouldn't. Yeah. And then that's why it doesn't work. But I think when you're with somebody and you're on the same page as far as the rules and the boundaries are concerned, I think that plays a big part of going well or not going well. Has he, I know that you did go through with the gang bang and we're going to go into the details of all that. But has he been with anybody? Not yet. I think in one of your most recent podcast was it Kyle where they had the past.

Yeah. Uh-huh. she was yeah so similar here like it's easy for me to catch a dick not really as easy for him him could be it's a real woman could see who so yeah totally you know he's he's had around on about fun finder and kind of like had a you know had one woman he was talking to that wanted and ended up wanting him to take for the webcam and you know i mean that shit happened so thankfully you know he's smart enough to know right um but you know who knows you know i think to you suggest that Kyle maybe to pay for somebody and if that's what we need to do for him,

all for it. Whatever, you know, whatever is going to help on his end. You know, I want, it's not just like a tip for cat. Like there's not necessarily like, oh, I'm going to go get dick, but he needs to go get pussy. But, you know, I want this to work for both of us. And I don't want to be the only one that's going out and getting my feet. So. Right.

And you do, and you have no confliction about that at all as far as him being with another woman like you're totally fine with it. Yeah. Yeah. You know, I don't, I guess some of, you know, I think you always talk on your podcast about the way you feel about marriage and, you know, I, I'm pretty enjoy the same. I don't necessarily think monogony is natural, especially for guys.

I, you know, and I don't have the free, complete notion of, you know, of being able to be with somebody forever and never affecting anybody else. And if I can go do it, you know, he should be able to go do it too. And I think it's going to just only help our marriage. Right. I think that when you're, like you're very secure as far as like your emotional connection with him, I'm assuming. Like so like you just know that like it doesn't matter if he's like interested in somebody

else like sexually, right? Like that you guys are together and you have the total trust with him as far as like that's concerned, right? because I think that's where women start to get freaked out about it because they think it's going to be more than just sex, right? And I think it's hard to just imagine that that's all it's going to be, right? But if you're a woman that knows and can be, because a lot of women, like, they don't think that they could ever just feel around with somebody that didn't have it just be about sex. So that's why they can't think somebody else would, you know, whether, right? Because it's like, I feel like we all project how we feel onto everybody else, right?

But you're a woman who totally knows that you could do it. so you know that if he's doing it, he's doing it the same way, right? Like, you still love him. Yeah, and quite honestly, I don't believe that I've got some friends that are polyamorous, so maybe this has, you know, kind of influenced me, but I honestly don't think that you only have to love one person. Like, there's an infinite capacity to love people within all of us. So, you know, I love my husband.

I have such a deep connection with him. I deeply, deeply love him. I feel like, you know, he's my best friend and we're partners in kind. But does that mean that I have to close myself off to actually feeling something for someone else? Oh, yeah. I don't know if you listen to my polyamorous. I had a polyamorous couple.

And I was just like, I actually don't have that much love to go around. Like, I don't think I could ever. But that's okay. You know, you just have to know yourself. Totally. Absolutely. I don't, I haven't really had that. discussion with my husband. I don't think, I think at this point, you know, we're both really

focused on the physical aspect, but, um, no, but let's bring, this is the perfect time, though, to bring up the fact that, because you told me that, this is the things that I know from the email that you sent me originally, that after you did the game, like, there was a guy that was a part of it that you have sort of connected with, and this is somebody that you're seeing on the site. So I'm wondering, because of what you just said, if, like, That relationship with him is a little bit more than just sex. And not that it's like what you have with your husband, but maybe you have feelings for him too?

And it's like, are you guys like, and does your husband know about that? And is it all okay? No. I told my husband that, you know, I connected with one of these guys and, you know, that I might reach out to him.

And I had told my husband that I didn't know if I wanted to share everything about any extracurricular activities. And I told him I didn't expect him to necessarily share everything with me. either. Oh, okay. That's an interesting rule. But, yeah, but, you know, it's gotten the point with the other, with this other guy that, you know, we're having a lot of effects. I don't want to, you know, I feel like I need to tell my husband about it just, just to make sure that we're all, you know, we're on the same page that I am going to sleep with this guy. I'm going to be sleeping with him. And what did your husband say?

He was fine. He was fine with it. Yep. Yep, he was fine with it. Yeah, he probably shouldn't be now. I don't know. And again, there's like, I, we're, things have not changed within our, other than being in open marriage, the feelings I have for my husband have not changed.

Okay, right. Okay. We have the same feelings for each other. And I, in my head, as long as that, as long as, even if I have feelings for someone else, as long as the feelings for my husband are not changing, and it's not changing what I want with my husband. I don't feel like there's,

I don't think that's a bad thing. Right. And you feel that like your husband would be, like if that eventually, say like let's just give like, you know, a scenario. Like if this relationship with the other guy turns a little bit more than sexual

because you're just seeing him so much, right? And then you start to have feelings for him. And then you're going to, I'm assuming. be honest with your husband about that, as long as you think that your husband would be cool with that? Okay. You know, again,

as long as it doesn't change the way that I'm feeling about him, you know? But do you think, though, have you guys discussed it, though, as far as, because I know that I think it's really important when you get into, I know that the people that I spoke with last week, like it was like a disgust that this would just be about sex, right? Like, that's all it was, right? Yeah. So that there wouldn't be.

that sort of open door for something to turn into more. And then, because then you're talking about a totally different thing, like you said, it's more like polyamory, right? And that's a whole other thing. Like in your guy, you already know, is into like swinging and all these other things. But is he actually like you open to polyamory? Like, have you discussed that? Discussed it just talking about, like, you know, there, I didn't just talk to him about only,

you know, it was a. you know, we're adults, you know, there's a lot of people in this world, there's a lot of people we can connect with, you know, we're, it could be physical, it could be something different. Like, you know, I think, I think he gets it that we, we could, there could be some kind of emotional connection with someone else, although I think he would prefer for it to just be mainly physical. Totally. Starting out.

Mm-hmm. But, you know, I just want to make sure, I don't want to close the door to anything, I guess, is kind of the way that... Yeah, you have been, like, reborn, okay? Like, you're going through a phase that maybe, like, your husband's not going through, right? And then this is, like, those points in relationships where, like, if your husband is just, like, you know, where two people could either go in different directions, because, like, you're changing drastically, and you did change already, right? Yeah. Like, you had this big sort of awakening. you told me about it in your email and stuff like you lost a lot of weight like you literally it changed

your whole life right and now you're like living out your fantasies and everything and now this is like your reality right like everything probably like you've just come into your own right um yeah and but your husband's not going through that right i know that you had said that he's not really intersex and there was like some medication stuff going on so like maybe he's like not in the same position at you at all right so sometimes like at those kinds of times this is like you change drastically, if he doesn't go along for the ride and be totally okay with everything that comes with that, that's when people sometimes go in different directions. And listen, that's not good or bad or right or wrong. That's just life, you know? I mean, you, right? It's like,

there's nothing you could do. The train has left the station as far as you're concerned because you've already change. My train is going. You're done. You've made that you're like a great part of your life, right? So if he doesn't, if he's not okay with it, he's just going to be left in the dust because that's just where you're heading. And that's why I think you are open to it because you're just like in this like really amazing place, right? I just wonder where his head is at. And if he, you know, will eventually be okay with that. But it's not like a reality. Yeah.

So whatever. Like we'll have an update show with you nine months from now and see what's going on. Yeah. Yeah. And I mean, I had enough time. in this thing yet to really know, to really figure out. I mean, you know, again, like, trying to be as open and honest with him as I can. At the same time, I don't, I don't, I want to, I want to try and bring him along with me, you know?

Like, I love him. He is, again, my best friend, deeply, deeply love my husband. Yeah. And I, and I want to, I want him to, you know, be able. to grow with me. And I think that he can, you know, we've been, he's been very open and he's been very excited kind of about everything that's happened so far. That's cool. Right. Yeah. So I think that, I think the capacity for him to get where I am is there. Right. You know, I've always kind of been the driver in our relationship. You know, I made the first moves. I've always kind of been that,

you know, that type A and, you know, that's just kind of a dynamic that we have. So I guess I just don't, I don't feel like I'm doing anything differently, necessarily, even though it's going down a very different path than a conventional marriage. Right, right, right. But he's always been, like you said, along for the ride then. You've always been driving that anyway. Yeah. So, I mean, he was open to this.

And like you said, he was open to, I mean, so the whole game thing, like, he was totally fine with it. So I feel like somebody that's open to that. Yeah. I just think when emotions get involved in relationships, like I said, it's a totally different thing. And that's where I'm just like that could sometimes get kind of messy. I don't know, but maybe not. Yeah. Yeah, I don't know.

All I know is that like, you know, the sex is just the best sex I've had in my life. So not really to really give that up. Yeah, no, that's real. That's like painful to what. You can't walk away from that. That sort of connection. is like really powerful. To meet somebody in like a gang bang scenario, you know, you've got all of these men that

you're fucking and to be like, hey, there's something special about this one. When you barely know his face, like that's a pretty big deal. Yeah, totally. Let's get to that whole story, okay? Then you could go off to how you pick this guy and what made him special. Okay. How did, so you found an ad though on Craigslist before sort of you told your husband. You told your husband about it.

you said, hey, I already saw this ad or like you're like, I wound up seeing this ad and this is what I want to do and you went after it was, was it that same ad that like made this a reality? Same ad, yep. Yep. So it was like the ad was basically, you know, a picture of like four or five black eyes surrounding a white woman. You know, like, hey, we're a group of clean BBC bulbs. We like dicking down white women. You know, are you not getting satisfied at home? you know, send

pics and be open for a phone call and, you know, we'll go from there. So I replied, sent some pictures, and heard back from, like, this one guy that really just kind of he organizes these things. So he, like,

he has a list of 45 guys. He has a pretty, from what he explained to me, and I got a pretty detailed email about how it works. He has very specific, criteria that these guys have to meet in order to be involved in this gang bang thing and

you know kind of just kind of went down how the process works so I got this email I had a phone call of course I had a million questions and just kind of got the details about you know how to go about setting up my first gang bang

no wait this guy is like this is like his get like he's like a middle person between the people and he's been doing this for like a while and he yes okay yeah like since 2008 how do I get him on my podcast I got to go find his ad he also you'll like see what you can do okay cool so go on so you saw the ad you and so he sends you I'm sure he's got like the stock email because he's been doing this for a while right with all like his rules or how things go down okay and then you get in a conversation with him Yeah, so I chat with him

So basically What this guy's deal is He used to watch his He was cuckled He used to watch his wife get fucked by Black guys And when she Something happened and she couldn't do that anymore

He started setting this up for other women So he should watch So that's kind of why he does this He's a white guy He's got What was that? He's white yeah

okay so he has this like email list of 45-50 guys that once he kind of confirms that the woman is legit that her desires are legit that she would be you know somebody that they would like you know he said he has a pretty specific criteria when physically like the women have to be hot

he said about 20% meet his criteria. So 20% of women that email him. You say I'm very much the average customer when it comes to women who reply to him. You know, usually it's mid-30s to mid-50s, white housewives that want to get, you know, sucked by black guys. So. Interesting. And yeah. So basically, you know, I send them the email.

with my photos, my desires. Yeah. Go on. And then he emails out, and we kind of talk about dates. You know, we set a date, and he emailed my information along with my pictures to all the guys. Oh, my gosh, this is like matchmaking. You know, right? Yeah, yes and no.

Like, I honestly felt like it was more like a livestock auction than anything else. Like, I felt really, really dirty. Right. the guys. But at the same time, it was kind of a big turn on, too. So basically, she sent my information out, and he asked them to respond with their dick pick, their face pick, and some stats, like,

height weight, you know. And then he would forward those to me, and then I was able to pick from, I think I had 18 guys that eventually responded to pick which guys I wanted. So, you know, in talking with the organizer guy, I decided I wanted, like, four or five guys, you know, let's start kind of slow.

We don't need to jump in with 15 at once, you know. So decided four or five was a good number. And so we ended up picking, ended up picking six guys. So I emailed them kind of like my top choices. And then we had a discussion. He, you know, he would go through, we would go through all these guys. He's like, okay, I've seen this guy. He can fuck you four times.

And he'll come four times. This guy will fuck you really hard. this guy's kind of tender and gentle. And like, again, I mean, you feel super, super dirty. But, you know, at the same time, I guess what you don't really need to know what these guys do for a living when you're getting gangbanked, right? No, and in a weird way, if it wasn't like that and you didn't feel that like a little bit of like feeling dirty about it. Like to not have that information and to just go blind, like probably is like not so great. Like this way you really got to sort of handpick, right?

And get, like, like, valuable. Like, the kind of information that you want to know ahead of time. Like, if you're going to do something like that, that's the stuff that you need to know. Right. He's a good businessman. I know I want to be fucked. Yeah. Yeah.

Like, I know. I know what it is that I want out of this, you know? So he was able to kind of assist with that, you know. And, of course, there were some new guys that he hadn't seen before. But, you know, I've figured, hey, this guy's hot, might as well. Might as well see how he does, you know. Right. Now, where do you guys do this?

At a cheap motel. Like a dirty, like how much, like, like one of those, like, you know, I don't know, like $20 or like that kind of thing? No, like a little more than $20. But there are reasons, you know, he explained to me it was a little older building that has. better walls because some of these new hotels don't. Had an outdoor door, you know, like a door where you could just pull up and walk into the room versus having to go through a lobby and shit. Yeah.

So, you know, there are reasons for a cheap motel. Totally. And this is kind of a cheap, dirty thing you're doing. So it kind of fits inside, I guess. Yeah, totally. And who pays for that? Wait, but who pays for the hotel room? Does he?

He paid for the hotel, but the guy, he's given like 10 bucks on their own. way out. So like, oh my god, hilarious. Like, here you go, guys. He's your gunfucks for the room, you know? Yeah. But, you know, like, he has a pretty, you know, to go back to kind of the question of nature, like, he has a pretty, he, he requires all the guys to submit, you know, do these testing, and he comes up, he, he, he's there during the Game Bang Tuesday, so it's,

like, you know, I'm like, I don't want ask it. he's there to like make sure those guys aren't going to do that you know kind of sets up the rules for the guys that enforces them during the game thing too so um so you know it's important for him to establish the rapport with the woman but he did very very well before i actually ever even met him right yeah yeah he's yeah so we set up you know we set up the gang bang for six o'clock on sunday and you know of course they had a million questions I just kept texting and asking him and you know the day the day came and he texted me in the morning like hey are you ready you know like you know

give me other questions and you know so it's just um I guess that kind of the way it went down before it actually happened right and your husband knew and he he he wasn't going to be there but he like trusted did he talk to the guy but are you guys just like trusted that like you would be safe and you like felt, you know, I mean, because on a certain level, you have to just go with your, your like gut, right? Yeah. Something like this because you're talking to, right? So you just have to like just trust how you felt about this initial guy, right?

Because he was setting everything up and that he'd really take care of you. Because if you're the only woman in a room with like all these dudes, right? Like, I mean, you could be murdered. Yeah. I always have murder in my mind because I watched too many gate lines that you just don't know. Right? I'm not going to say that did not cross my mind because. it did, you know, like, they're going to find me under the bed, you know?

Yeah, right, but somehow that guy put you at ease all the talking, all the questions and everything, and your husband knew where you were going to be. Like, did you have all that information ahead of time? Yes. Yep, I gave him that information, you know. He helped me pick my outfit. He helped me pick the bronze and the undies that I wore, you know, so. And, you know, it was, but at the same time, you know, I still am fairly private.

you know, I don't know him to know everything, but he knew, he knew enough to be comfortable, and he, you know, we, we do trust each other so much that he trusted me to make the right decision. Right.

About, you know, whether to move forward or not. It was kind of fun. You know, we went through the dickicks together. He was like, ooh,

I think he went like that guy or that one. Oh my God, hilarious. Like a girlfriend. Yeah. Yeah. It's like two girls chatting about guys. So,

yeah, yeah, it was funny. So do you get there like ahead of time? Like did you arrive first or then the guys come in or it's like you get there and like everyone's there? How is it set up? I got there at five. I got there at five and I met the organizer guy was there. First time I'd ever seen him.

He's, you know, just an older white guy. He, you know, I had asked him like, you know, what should I bring? What are what do women usually wear? You know, so I It's okay if I drink or smoke, you know, smoke some wheat before this goes down. Just just calm my nerves. Like, whatever you need. So I actually realized I didn't have any liquor in the house, so he brought some bourbon.

So had some whiskey with him before it all happened. He actually had some videos from previous events that we watched. So, I, you know, I mean, it's a gang bang. I've watched gangbang porn. and his video, they're pretty much the same. So, you know, I don't know what you're getting into, but... But did that, like, get you... Maybe that was, like, good, because it's like, you know,

sort of gets you aroused, right? Because you're watching them and gets you in the mood. Yeah. Yeah. So, you know, in my... And I know what to expect, and quite honestly, like, I thought I would be way more nervous than I was. I think I was just so fucking ready just to get this shit fucked out of me.

Right. By that point. Right. After all the buildup... Because this was going to be your... first black guy, right? Like, you had never been with one before. Right. And this was always like your fantasy. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. And now there's, how many showed up? How many did show up? Because I know that you said, we, we picked six and four showed. Okay. And they didn't

all show it once. It was kind of like waves. So I think the most I had at once was three, which was a little disappointing because I was, you know, I had this fantasy of being surrounded by like more dicks than I could take, right? Right. But three dicks. you can take three. Right, right. You're three-a-foot girl. So, you know, six o'clock,

the first guy showed up right at six o'clock. And so do you want to, like, get into details now? Totally, yes. This is what everyone's been waiting for. No, everyone's waiting for those.

So six o'clock, he gets the text from the first guy, and this was a guy that he had recommended that I, that I choose, that it was on my list anyway. And so he gets there and it's like, you know, and I don't know. Like, I'm thinking to myself, do you try and make small talk? Like, what am I going to do when these guys get there?

Like, what do you introduce yourself? Yeah, exactly. And it was like, I don't know, it was like this just instincts took over, right? So he gets there. I'm like, all right, this is my name. Let's do this. And I would say it probably took about two. three minutes to get his dick in my mouth.

Really? So, yeah, it was not long. So I, and I get really turned on by giving head, which is interesting because, you know, Gang Bang is supposed to be all about pledgering the women, but a lot of my pleasure comes from pledging that, too, so. So, so I probably, I don't know how long I blew him for, for a while. he is we fucked for a while um another guy came another guy showed up so oh god i can't even remember all the details um so i've got two guys there so i i blew on both you know one when it went

one from the other and then um then the one guy so then he bent me over and he was fucking me from behind when i was blowing the other guys so that was really hot. And he fucked me really, really, really hard. He was really aggressive. And then the third guy showed up and he was a little, he kind of

stood back and watched a little, but I think he only done like one gang bang before, so he was kind of new. So he watched, which was fine, you know, at this point I'm just kind of lost in the you know, in the fact that I have one guy fucking me from behind, that I'm sucking another guy, another guy watching.

You know, totally. You kind of get to zoned out, right? So I think the guy that I was sucking came, and then the guy who was kind of hanging out was like, all right, I'm ready. So he joined me on the bed, so I sucked him, and he came, while the other guy was so fucking me from mine. And then he came and then

the one, I don't even remember. I don't even remember. Right. But this is, I got, yeah, go on. It's like, you know, it's a gang bang, you know? Yeah, totally. It's constantly fucking. Does the guy, does the guy who sets it all up get involved at any point?

He does. He, so his thing, like I said, he was cuckled with his wife. And his thing is he, likes to eat pussy after the guys come. So that means, though, that there's no condom being used, right? You can't. Like, it's totally up to me.

I chose not to. I knew that I wasn't going to get pregnant. And I just don't like them. And I also knew that they were tested. Right. And part of the reassurance is that this guy likes to clean up after them, and he wouldn't do that if they weren't clean. Right, totally. That's why he's getting them checked because he's going, he's, you know, exactly.

Okay. Yeah. So he's into cuckold. He made it clear. Mm-hmm. Yeah. So he made it clear that, you know, he would only do that if he's invited. And quite honestly, I wasn't really comfortable.

to me even with the gang bang guys like oral sex is just so intimate I just don't want to spend that time either like just fuck me let's not

you know you don't need to go down on me just fuck me you know what I mean I don't know no that's just like I think everyone feels different about stuff like that

but that's like interesting that that's how you know you're like you don't want to waste that time while you have all these guys no no no like I have all of these, you know, 10-inch plus cocks in front of me, I love

of in-ee. Right, exactly. You know, I can go home and get oral sex for my husband, that's fine. I can't get, I can't get this dick from my husband. Right. But did you let him?

What was, let him eat? Yeah, did he go, did he get involved? Or did you just tell him no? But I, I didn't want, you know, oral was off limits. Like, that was just part of my limit for the, for the event. Right. Okay, cool. So everything else was like anal, whatever. Like you had anal sex with people?

I did. Yeah. One of the guys. So my anal sex experience had not been with men with large. So one of the guys was actually, he was, his dick wasn't quite as sick. So he was actually really, really good for anal. So the other one, one of the guys kind of checked me in. left. And then the other guy stuck around who just he just left

me in his so he don't have a lot of it. Oh, he was the one that there was

like that connection with. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yep. So he was there

for probably two or three hours. Mm-hmm. And apparently while I was being when I had

those three because the other ones that we had chosen had to show up. Uh-huh. Some other guys

other guys would show up. So apparently he has a ringer that I didn't choose who came. The other guys had to leave, so the fourth guy and I were alone. And he was, like, biggest like I've ever seen in my life, probably the biggest thing I've ever had in my life.

To the point where it was painful. It was pain. Oh, really? Yeah. Like, there was definitely some good pains with it, for sure. But, yeah, he was huge. So I can understand why he's kind of the ringer for this. Oh my God.

So, yeah, I would say, like, it was a good four hour. How many times do you think that you came in those four hours? I'm going to say, probably six. Right. And. Did you have any breaks? Yeah, I had, like, an intermission. And during this intermission, so during this intermission, like, I was just like, holy shit.

You know, my makeup is everywhere. My hair is everywhere. I'm like, oh, God. it looked like a train wreck. But during this intermission that like the guy was like, the one guy, he's like, you're too good for this. He's like, I need to see you. I need to see you alone. And so he gave me his number and everything.

Right. So. So then, yeah. So the last guy, so that was a little break. I probably had another drink. And then the last guy showed up and, you know, probably another hour with him. And then afterwards, we just kind of like had some casual conversation, you know, hey, that was fun. You know, cool.

Yeah. Goodbyes are always weird. To me, goodbyes are weird when I'm just talking to someone at a wedding, let alone like at a that kind of a situation. Like, how do you just like end? Like do you kiss goodbye? Like, do you shake a hand? Oh, no. There was no kissing.

Right. I made out with the first guy, but, but I mean, you don't make out with these guys, right? Right. There's no kind of any, you know, they have no expectations of them.

They have no expectations of having to like, you know, do anything better than fuck you. That's all that happened. But how did you mind up? Which is kind of nice. Yeah, totally, of course. Absolutely.

Because it's like, like you said, to me, it would be like uncomfortable at the end of all that if there was any kind of, yeah, more than that, right?

What do you say? But how did you get in contact with the one guy? that like left an impression on you. Like how did that? Yeah. He sent me, he just wrote his number down for me.

It's not the number. So. Did all of the guys do that or did he, was he the only one? He was the only one. Okay. So pretty much, you know, I got in the car and I,

you know, texted him that I wanted him alone. Mm-hmm. Um, and so then, you know, he and I kind of went from, went from there.

and, you know, and again, like I mentioned this earlier, you don't expect to meet somebody in a gangbang and have a connection, right? Right. It really took me by surprise. And what about him, too? Like, how many had he been involved with? Like, I'm sure now you guys have talked, right? Because you've been hanging out.

Like, how many of these things does he take apart in? She's on, like, five or six gangbangs, and I'm the only woman he's seen outside. And now is he married? I think he's recently separated. Okay. And he knows you are, right? But does he know that your husband knows?

Or does he think your husband doesn't know? Like, what's the deal? How much does he know? Well, so kind of the setup for the gang bang was that I was acting alone. The organizer guy said that that really turns on the guys more so than a woman who had permission. Oh, yeah. It's every guy's fantasy. they want to think they're screwing some guy's wife.

Absolutely. Right. So that was the premise, but I've told him now that, you know, my husband and I have had these discussions and he knows about the gang bang and, you know, that we're in a more open relationship. And so I feel like I need to be honest on all sides, you know? Like, why not be honest? Totally.

Because it's just going to come back to bite me in the ass if I'm not. Absolutely. So, yeah, and I'd rather just be blunt and get it out there than try and concoct stories and stuff, you know? Mm-hmm. So, yeah, so he knows kind of what my situation is. You know, I know what his situation is. You know, I guess it's out as open as you could be. Mm-hmm.

And he's fine with that. Yeah, yeah, for now, you know, I think I understand that, you know, there may be a point where he wants to find somebody that he can have a long-term relationship with and settle down. But, you know, you've been married for how long and you're newly single, you know, I don't expect him to want to be settling down with anybody soon, you know. And I, you know, if he's out getting other pussy, that's fine with me. You know, I just want to hear about it. Right. tell me tell me about it you know right it would just add to it for you yeah it's not and it's not my place I'm married you know it's not my place to ask him to not fuck other women and that's stupid right and now

let me ask you this though like now that you have the gang bang out of the way and you did it right and now you're just with this guy and you have your husband and you said early on you were very satisfied with him right like you're not interested in being with anybody else but Are you interested in doing the whole Gang-bang thing again? Or is now that you have this guy, you're kind of just like focusing on, you know, being just with him and doing your stuff,

like living out your fantasies with him alone? Right. Right now I'm focused on him. Like, again, it's so mind-blowing that I don't really have a desire for anything else. Uh-huh. Going into the gang-bang before, I guess, before I had experienced what he had to offer alone. You know, I'm very type A.

I'm very competitive. I was very much trying to figure out what my next thing was going to be, right? Like, so I've gotten fucked by four guys. What's my next one going to be? I want all of them. All 18 that responded and invite them all. Let's line them up, you know? Or how long can I go?

How many can I take? How many at once can I take? You know, there was definitely this like feeling of pushing my boundaries as far as I could push them since I had the, I have the open ability and the permission to do so. Right. In fact, I even brought that up to my husband. He was like, he's like, fuck yeah, I'd be there cheering you on, you know? But I don't, right now, I don't have that desire at all, which is really, really interesting for me, that it just totally kind of went away.

Well, that's probably because, don't you think it's because all your horiness is just like for this guy. Like, you know what I mean? like you're just having like this mind right don't you think that's the reason why yeah oh yeah I'm sure you know like I don't I don't really want or need anything else because you know I'm having orgasms with him like I've never had before in my life so why let me ask you this or do you guys kiss now like do you kiss this guy um a little bit not not a whole lot though um no it's mainly just sex okay a lot of it and And does your, like, do you share the details of, like, oh, my God, like, you have this, like, amazing chemistry with this guy or anything? Or does, like, do you not get that detail with your husband?

With my husband? No, I don't get that detailed. Right. He, you know, I think he would be, and that's one thing, too. You know, he's kind of mentioned, of course, that he would, he wouldn't mind watching. And so, you know, I brought that up to this other guy. And he was like, well, would you want him? Would you want him to watch this?

And I was like, you know, I don't really know if I want him to see. the way that we connect. Mm-hmm. You know, I don't know if that would be a good thing for him to see in person. Do you feel like you guys are connecting more than just physically? But we don't, we choose not to talk about it, but we have kind of talked about it. What the hell does that mean we choose not to talk about what we have talked about it? Well, like we've acknowledged it.

You and the guy? Yeah. Uh-huh. Like, yeah, there's something here that's not normal, I guess. And yep, and I'm married and she's single. Yeah, I smell. I smell trouble. I'm sorry.

I know. I smell a little bit of trouble down the line. I could always be wrong, but I, just have this feeling. I think you do too, though it's not going to change anything. There's nothing you could do. Like this stuff is already sort of

this has left the station too. Okay? Like there's no stopping anything. No. And I feel too like you know, I'm, I want to see if it's the newness and the you know like whenever you fuck someone new and you're

you're into somebody new. Like there's this, there's this overwhelming newness about it, you know? Totally. That can go away. Yes, very smart.

And it can go away pretty quickly for me. Mm-hmm. I can get bored pretty fast. You know, it's been a month. Right. You don't know anything about him other than the fact that,

just because, listen, just because you have great sexual chemistry with somebody, I mean, I personally, in my life, the people I've had the most chemistry with,

I've had the least chemistry within every other area. Do you know what I mean? Like they've been purely dysfunctional, you know. So it doesn't necessarily mean that everything else, the other parts of things that you would need to have a good relationship right outside of the bedroom are going to match up. So most likely, you're right.

Like I don't know why I saw trouble because like most likely 99% of chance is because it's hard to meet that right person, right? All the stars have to align that this guy, you know, outside of the bedroom, most likely it's not, it wouldn't gel for one reason or another. And not because he's anything that you've said about him, just because that's just the way it goes, right? It's really hard. But you never know, though.

You just don't know. And that's where you're, that's where I, when I say I smell trouble, it's like when you leave that door open, you allow for that. If it is that person and, you know, and there is that compatibility, then there will be, I think, even though you don't think and you could be polyameral. I don't know. it may get messy and sloppy and, you know, that's just, that's life, you know. Well, and I'm not, you know, first of all, like I said, I'm not, I don't want to delude myself into thinking that on his end, you know, I don't, I'm not going to kid myself in thinking that he's not going to want to find someone to be a life partner, eventually, you know?

Like, that's most people, that's what they want to do. and that's fine and you know that's that's something that I'm that you know I mean what kind of I have no expectations I guess from out of him right and the fact that we feel like this you know like I said you don't I don't feel this chemistry very often with people in fact it grew with my husband it wasn't instant I think the instant chemistry can get you into trouble long term yes me too uh huh yeah That's what... Totally, yeah. That's what I said.

Like, I think the hell out of each other while it's there. Yeah, totally have fun, right. And if anything, if you don't want to ever

ruin that chemistry, just like, don't ever take it out of the bedroom. But even though, like, sometimes it doesn't even matter because when you even, like,

that kind of chemistry is like really powerful. I mean, I was talking about it with my friend recently. It is like, it's very hard to walk away from. It really keeps you attracted to people and even bad people

that are wrong, you know, it's like that, it's a, it's a pull. that is so powerful that it's like almost more powerful than you are sometimes right i've been there and i think a lot of people have you know yeah yeah it's pretty overwhelming i'll be honest and it's um and it's fun and it's you know it contributes i think to the pleasure factor of it all totally

but and and i i've always been so and again i'm very type a i'm very controlled um i've had a lot of wall that I've tapped up for a very, very long time. I think this other guy that I didn't end up having me to throw it just kind of opened this part of me that was open to having, you know, to kind of letting that down a little bit. And it was like, no, I think it's, I think it's different. I don't think it's that. I think that you were ready. I think everything that you did to changing yourself up to that point, losing the

way, reinventing yourself, coming into your own, then attracted somebody. and brought somebody in to sort of be the person that would help you with that, but that's where you were heading and that's where you were going to go. I think it's really what you brought onto yourself, right? I think we bring these situations on depending. So I don't think it was him. I think you were ready and that's what you wanted to do and that's how you were feeling because you had felt very confident about yourself. And he was just, you know, the person you attracted to, you know, move you in that direction. But I think it was really you. Yeah. That's where you were going, you know? Yeah, no, I agree with that.

And, you know, I think, I guess I didn't know it at a time, but I think everything that I've done is kind of led me to this point. And it's funny, you know, I remember maybe a year ago just be like, you know what, I guess I'm okay never having mind-blowing sex again. Right. I guess that's just going to be my life and I'll be okay. Oh my God, I've been there. Yeah. I once dated a guy who couldn't get it up. Yeah.

I went to see to a guy who couldn't get it up. And, but I really liked him on every other level. And I was, like, telling my friends. And I'm like, you know, it doesn't matter. Like, I've had so much sex in my life because I was, you know, that it doesn't matter of like, we don't have sex. You know, and my friends were like, yeah, okay, in their minds. But no one said, you know, but like, and after it ended, I was like what, I mean,

it's when I think back to hearing myself say those words, but I've been there. I've thought, like we rationalize things, right? Just because that's what you do, you know. As women, we like to make things work. Yep. And that's where I was. And I was okay with that until I wasn't. Right.

And now I can never go back, really. Yeah, and we don't want you to go back. We want to keep hearing your stories. I want to, I don't know. I want to see if there is any kind of trouble down the line. I want to see what happens when your husband is with another woman. I want to see what happens. I think that there's something, stuff is going to go down with this guy.

I think, if anything, our next podcast is going to be stuff about you and this guy. I don't know. I have a feeling there's going to be a little messiness there. Not that it's going to ruin your relationship with your guy at home. There just might be some stuff there. And I can't wait to hear about it. So keep going in that direction and doing what you do because we're going to get a part two with you and it's going to be great. Well, maybe I can get him to call in too. Oh my God, please. I love it. I had recently, the polyamorous couple, they were my first people that I had on together, you know. Yeah.

But so, yeah, I love stuff like that. So, you know, this is like. Well, I hope that this story will, you know, is what everyone is expecting or. Trust me. Yeah. It's good enough. Yeah, totally. I think, like I always say it's on my podcast.

I think I always cock block a little bit of the sex stuff because I focus on the other things. But I don't really care. My listeners know me by now. And that's what I think they, they're not just looking just to get horny, you know. But I think that the whole gaming thing is like really hot. And I think what men really love about the woman thing. And I've never heard this from a man, but they all love the women thing.

But I think it's that they just, you know, in their fantasy, they just, they want to believe that women are just as sexual as they are. You know what I mean? And I think it's like such a bummer that most women aren't comfortable being in touch with that side of themselves for, you know, not for the woman's fault, but just society's fault in general. you know and so that they don't we don't hear from a lot of women that are like you know sort of guy like in their sort of view and experience with sex and I think that that's uh I think guys love which is really too bad yeah it is but I think it's changing I know totally but I think it's changing I think the younger younger generation and the younger girls are totally different and I think that that's a good thing you know but uh trust me you're this episode will be like one of the

ones that get the most listened to. But like I can't wait so you come back on and we hear more. I will. You know, again, I need to give it some time. Yes. Quite honestly, like there, you know, I think I might consider maybe not going to the same channel. Like when you actually want to be gangbained again and, you know, I might want to be,

I might want to have, you know, couple, multiple partners with the guy, with the guy that I'm seeing now. like if he wanted to get some of his buddies or whatnot, I'd be open. I'd definitely be open to that again. Okay. That's what we want to hear, all that kind of stuff. Yeah. That's what you're going to be filling us in on because this is the stuff that people

like to hear about. Okay, Christine. So thanks for calling in and we will talk to you soon, hopefully. Keep in touch, okay? Thank you so much. All right. Talk to you soon. Bye.

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