Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1281 - Bethenny is Dating and Sleeping with Four Guys all at Once

Episode Date: November 20, 2025

Bethenny  is dating and sleeping with four guys all at once and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how her first threesome led her to dating two guys at once, how she fell for and started hooking up with the other two guys, how she felt when’s she started copping feelings for all of them, how all the guys are friends and the rules they have set in place, how three of the live with her and how she enjoys having sex with all of them in front of each other, the threesomes, foursomes and gangbangs she has with them and which one she enjoys the most and why, the frequency of all the sex that is going down and how many orgasms she can have in one day, how holidays work for them, how they present their relationship when out and about, who she likes the best and why, what happened when one of the guys tried to dump her and how and why thats her biggest fear, who is the best in bed, the dom sub relationship she has with one guy, the one guy she gets to peg and how and why he was hesitant at first, how the guys feel about guy on guy action, how se sees her future, the hardest part of having and dating four guys at once plus a whole lot more. To see HOT pics of BETHENNY plus my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord!  MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠  To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712  Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.  Sponsors:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use the code STRICTLY at checkout for 30% OFF your entire order⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get your first month of the new Bluechew Max FREE! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://brooklynbedding.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use my promo code STRICTLY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠⁠ — For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2536-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use code ANONYMOUS69 to get 50% off your yearly pass plus a 14-day money-back guarantee⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠http://loadboost.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ — To get 10% off LOAD Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠https://uberlube.com/discount/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use code STRICTLY for 10% off Uberlube aka the BEST Lube EVER⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠⁠⁠ — To get $15 OFF your oxytocin products, STI panels and more, use code STRICTLY  Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠ X ⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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uh i have a free trial that i could offer my listeners all you got to do is use code 37712 on sdc.com or just go to the description and click on the link. Today's guest, Bethany, is in a poly relationship with not one guy, not two guys, not three guys, but four fucking guys, okay? In the beginning, she starts, she starts off calling them like by letters. And halfway through her, I'm like, can we just name them one, two, three, and four. So don't worry. In the beginning, when you start hearing her letters thing and you're confused, don't worry, I course correct her. We, we, we, we, We eventually get to talking about them as one, two, three, and four.

It becomes way easier to understand her story. But we do go through the whole story from the beginning. You know, how did Bethany wind up dating four guys? I mean, one of them, she's not really that Pollywith, but she's fucking four guys, okay? She lives with three of them. She's having gangbangs. She says, like, at least ten times a month. She gets fucked like nine times a day.

She has all this dick around her. Each one is, like, very alpha and very gorgeous. She explains all that. She talks about how she met the first one and then how the second one came in and how the third one and the fourth one and all that kind of good stuff. Like, you know, because it did start off as like a hot threesome when the second guy came in. But I was like, you know, how did it? How did feelings come into play? And she talks about that too.

It's very specific. We get very intense and in depth and talk about the physical aspect of what's going down, like all the sex that's going on. Like I said, she's getting gang bang dv. P, she's doing airtight plus. She's a lot of sex, right? And then we do talk a lot about the emotions that are going on, like who she has the emotions for and who she does it and why, who's the primary, what happens during holidays? That was my question.

Like, who's the house do you go to on fucking Thanksgiving? She explains. So we talk about all of that and more. It's a super interesting story. This was not a girl who went out looking for a polyamorous. relationship. She was a monogamous girl. This kind of, this scenario or polyamorous relationship started by accident, really. I mean, it just kind of like happened and she just went with it and she talks all about it. Like I said, it's a super interesting story. If you want to see pictures of Bethany,

go to my Patreon, patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. But anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Bethany. Hi, Bethany. Welcome to this strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm so good. Thank you. You must be good because you have like five guys in your life, like dating them all and like everyone knows and everyone's cool with it. You are Polly, correct? And do you have like a husband and four other guys or like what? No, there's only four guys total. Okay, four guys to only four guys total. Well, only four versus five. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm not married to any of them. Oh, okay. You're not married to any of them. You're dating them all. Correct. Okay. We all live in the same house. You all live together.

No one else live in the house. The other one does not live in the house, but he's here all the time. Okay, so let's get to the beginning of this story. Because there couldn't have been three at once, you know. Let's start from the first and then how it rolled into so many and then how you all moved in together. Because that's like, this is like the end of the end of, of the story, but I want to see how you got to this place? Because how does one bitch get three guys living with her? It's awesome. It's like sister wives reverse. Right? Well, it is kind of funny.

Three of them have been best friends for 20 years. They said they were riding bikes together at six years old, killing frogs. You know? Oh, my God. Little did they know they'd all be dating the same girl when they grew up? Right. It's a funny story. I mean, it's not a funny story.

It's my life. but, you know, it's funny. Okay, it's so interesting. Now, you know, I know you're never supposed to ask a girl her age, but we're not, I want to know your age just for like to know what generation you're in, like how long you've been doing this. So nobody knows who you are. So just tell me your age to start off.

I'll be 25 of my next birthday. Okay, so you're super young. I feel like this happens more so in your generation. It's not as crazy compared. I don't know. But like you're only 25 years old. You've got all these guys You're living with them.

Oh my God. Let's start at the beginning Because I have a million questions But I don't want to get into them. I want to get into the whole story first. So like did you always know you were a Polly? No, I don't think so. I don't think it's not even in my character to be Polly.

It's not something would ever have thought that I would get into. And it just, it happened. And at first it scared the fuck out of me. I'm not going to lie. I'm like, why am I having these feelings for so many different people and, you know, just these attractions towards so many people.

I've always been monogamous. I've only had two boyfriends prior to meeting S. I'll call him S. The first guy. Yeah. Okay. And so when I met him, he was great. You know, I met his brothers.

He called him his brothers the same day that I met him. and we had been together for like three weeks at this point. And you have to understand, these men are gorgeous. They all work out four or five days a week. They all do cardio, play basketball. These guys are hot. And I mean, they're all, S is six foot two, D is six foot five, T is six four. Your ladders.

Yeah, I climb them. I tell you, I'm going to find me when I get home. And then R, who is the guy who doesn't live with us, he's six foot and they tease him for being short. Okay, well, I paint the picture of Bethany. You know, Bethany must be fucking hot herself to get all these hot guys. All right. I am 511 and like 145 pounds with some really magnificent fake boobs. and a big bubble butt.

I hate my butt. It's huge. But guys love it, I'm sure. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. It's their favorite thing about me. Okay, cool. So you'll send me anonymous picks on my Patreon. Do you have those, like, but without face? No. Okay, so you meet F first, okay? And he's gorgeous. He has gorgeous friends, but you're never thinking you're going to hook up with the guy's friends, right? Yes. No. I never, like I said, it's not my personality. it's not in my character.

I wasn't, I wasn't raised to be this way, you know? My mom would, my mom would lose your fucking shit. I mean, what parents raise their kids to go and like be swingers?

Like, hey, you know what I mean? Like, whoever sits down their kids and like, listen, you need to fuck a lot of people when you get older,

don't be monogamous. I mean, I don't think anyone was raised. Well, my mom actually was. Like, what? Fuck around me before you get married. Who was?

My mom. Your mom? Yeah, she was like, don't get stuck. Having only been, with a couple of dudes wondering what's out there, what you're missing. She's like, before you get married, fuck a bunch of dudes.

Yeah, well, that's good. I think that's great advice. Your mom is like a lot younger than my parents. And I'm assuming that generation, because they're probably around my age, that they're more realistic with their children than people in my, like, you know, when I grew up, it was very unrealistic expectations. Like, you know, people were like, you don't lose your virginity until you get married. It was like such a bizarre time.

What was my friends? And one of them did. And she's miserable. She's like, I want to know what's out there. Like, you know, my sex, her sex life is great. But it's only been with one person. I get to have four different kinds of sex every day. Oh my God, but go back.

Okay, we're going to get to the sex, the different sex with all the guys and all this stuff. But like, so you meet F and it's three weeks into your relationship, something happens? Well, he, he catches me. I fucking. and and he catches D I fucking me all the time and he just smirks about it you know he's got his sexy little smirk that he has and he'll catch I'll catch him catching me I fucking D and he just you know he laughs it off so one day we're having a conversation and he's like how did it go something like you know if you want him you can have them and I'm I said well I'm

with you and he says well I'm here telling you you don't have to choose. Wow. How old are these guys around your same age? And they range from 26 to 29. Okay, cool. And so, you know, I sit and chew on that. I'm thinking about it, chin on it.

And Dee and I were sitting on the couch one day watching a movie. And Dee starts rubbing my feet. And I'm like, S, start kissing me and, you know, just kind of, tickling my neck and doing things he knows I kind of like and things that he does when he's like, hey, let's have some sex. And it just kind of evolved from there. D pulled me or S pulled me on his lap and we were kissing and then D comes up behind me. And yeah, I mean, it just turned into a threesome.

A threesome. An amazing threesome. So you do both of them. your main guy is there. It's his friend. Do you do everything? Oh, yeah. Yeah, I end up going, like having sex with both of them and found out that D is an absolutely

amazing kisser. He's my favorite one of all to kiss. And I was just really taken by the situation, you know, by the experience. And then nothing happened after that for, I would say, like, 10. days because I was just like slut shaming. Yeah, that's what I would want to know. Yeah. How did you, yeah, like how did you feel about yourself afterwards? You felt horrified?

Horrified. Well, yeah, just like, what the fuck am I doing? What would my mom think? You know, and I was just, I was concerned that S would resent me for it or be angry about it. And he just never was. He was excited about it. He, you know, and then D called me one day and asked, you know, said, was that a one-off or, you know, are you going to, do you want to do this? And I'm like, do what? He goes, you can have us both. And so I thought about it for a couple of days.

And then I got home from work one day and I went in the closet and got my towel and I said, I've taken a shower. You guys want to come? And it's just been game on since then. With those two? With those two. So, like threesome's galore? every day

every day every day okay I'm bang every day almost I would say six days a week we're all in it together right and he's sleeping over I mean when does it turn from like

because listen there's one thing about like you know people are having threesome and bringing someone into their relationship sexually but it's another thing to fall and caught feelings and also have an emotional attraction and I have

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Go to butterwellness.com. That's B-U-T-T-E-R-W-E-L-N-E-S-S dot com and use code strictly. Right. And he's sleeping over. I mean, when does it turn from like, because listen, there's one thing about like, you know, people having threesomes and bringing someone into their relationships sexually. But it's another thing to fall and caught feelings and also have an emotional attraction. And I have emotional relationships with three of these guys. The other guy, he's a really good friend with their friends.

But I'm in a full, like I'm committed. I mean, three committed relationships, and they're all different. Let me ask you this. How does it work? Like, are they allowed to see other people, or do they all only see you? They, well, as long as they're fucking me, they can only fuck me is the rule. They don't have a baby one or girlfriends or anything like that. Like, because I have birth control, so I don't require condoms with these guys.

So if you are having sex with me, you're having sex with all of us. so you only have sex with me because you can't take the chance of bringing anything home, you know? No, I got it. You don't have to justify it. I'm just asking for your rules. Listen, I think a lot of people on YouTube, because that's where people could comment,

are going to be like, what the fuck? Like, you know, she's having her cake and ate it too. She gets to have three different guys or four different guys and they can't go in and everyone. But that's the way it's set up with you guys. That's the way you roll and that's fine. Yeah, I'm a super jealous person. and, you know, like, I even get jealous when women check my men out.

You know, like, I'm just, they call me their jealous bid day. I just knew. And I'm not, I'm making all apologies for that. Right. No, listen, know thyself, okay? I think it's way worse when women or men try to twist themselves into a pretzel and allow things that they're not okay with. So it's much better to just be who you fucking are and put it out there.

Like, yeah, I want to fuck all you three. you're down for it, but I cannot deal with you doing that. And if everyone's okay with it, who cares? People are going to go after you about it and people don't hate those kinds of situations. But I think what's always most important, these kinds of scenarios that are different than the norm and outside of the box is that it's all consensual. And if everyone agrees to it, it's fine. And like I said, I think what's most important is that you know that about yourself and you honor it. Right. Well, it's just part of it too. Like I've talked to them. Like, Does it bother you that I won't let you be with other people or date other people?

And the replies I've gotten from them or the responses have been, baby, you are, you are woman enough. Like, it's tough and satisfying you and your sexual needs that I don't need to go fuck other people. So it just start fine with it. Yeah, well, you got a pretty kinky scenario going down,

all of you guys, right? So how long has this whole thing been going down? Like how long ago was three weeks ago into your relationship with F? Four and a half years ago. Wow. Okay. So for four years. Okay, let's still go back in the beginning.

So you're having all these threesomes. Now, because it just sounds like you're, you know, listen, when you're young, you just like fucking do things. You know, I doubt you guys were having like serious conversations and planning ahead, you know? That's what's so great about being young. You don't fucking think so much about things. You know, you don't overthink anything, which is great.

So I'm assuming. you're not thinking about feelings or any of that stuff in the beginning because it's just like hot sex. I mean, when the feeling started to come up for him, were they on both sides? Were you just starting to have them? Were you freaked out? Like, how did that come into play? It happened. So with us, we were really close friends before this ever. So he picked me up in a grocery store, buying a cantaloupe. And since that day, we were really good. friends. It wasn't until, like, I didn't hook up with him until day 10 of our friendship. And, you know, then right after that, it more turned into boyfriend, girlfriend,

a girlfriend scenario. Yeah, three weeks. Yeah, I'm not, I'm not wondering about him. I'm saying, you know, it's one thing for a girl to meet a guy who picks her up in a, in a store, and becomes friends with him. But then she's, like, starting to get butterflies and cops' feelings and fucks him. Yeah, I think the cop feelings pretty quick with him. Yeah, well, that happens. That's normal. I'm saying the second guy. Like, so, you know, all that is like normal stuff. Like when you, after you have that threesome with, uh, what the fuck are we called? D, the first guy is D. You know, when do you start having feelings for D? And how does that, how do you navigate that? Because that to me is where things get a little bit confusing, even more so than just a threesome. With him, because I had been hanging. around for as long as I had. Like I, you know, by the time I ended up having sex with D, it'd been like probably five weeks. And so I had already gotten to know him, his personality. He's very,

he's very attractive. His personal, all of these men are very dominant, um, protective, like, just men, you know, and I'm very, they're very manly and I'm very attracted to that. feelings with D started pretty quickly too. You know, just his personality and who he is. And, you know, once he found out that he and, you know, he and I were going to be spending time together, he went online and learned all about me, whatever he could find in, you know, my social media.

He took very much interest in learning who I was. And that really mattered to me. Like, he was invested. So you knew he was having feelings for you, too. There was never any because like I said, it's one thing you and your boyfriend, your primary guy, are having a relationship and then you wind up having three sons with his friend. Typically, it just stays a sexual thing. I mean, this was like a free for all. I mean, he, it was like fine for you to start copping feelings for him. He was copying feelings for you. And your other guy, F, never,

it was never spoken about or talked about. Well, no, I mean, we sat down and had conversations with three at last. I mean, we're very. communication is key in my situation and so you know and i'm i'm an honest person i'm i'm not afraid to speak what's on my mind and you know i just i sat them down and i'm like you know i care about you both a lot and we're both like right back at you ban and like there's just they don't have jealousy issues amongst each other amongst the four of them there's zero jealousy issues well tea has a couple but for a different reason we haven't gone to him yet. We're going to go through this story slowly. We're going to get the next guy and the

next guy. So you don't have to get up to tea. We'll talk about him in a second. So you do though in the beginning at some point you guys did sort of talk about it a little bit because like I said, I feel like there is a very big difference between just like sleeping with someone or having a relationship because then you're getting into instead of like non monogamous couple, you're getting into be like a polyamorous couple, which is a totally different thing. Yeah. So I mean, Yeah, I have deep relationships with both of them and it's okay with both of them. Yeah, that's great.

Because I don't look at all four of these guys as one relationship. That's four individuals. And they all are getting their needs with the relationships that I'm having with them. So, I mean, that's a good thing. Yeah, I am, listen, I'm like, I personally have always said with Polly relationships, I'm always like, I don't understand how you could love so many people. at the same time. I mean, you know, I find it hard to find one person to love, let alone four. I give you credit and I believe it can be done. I mean, this is a thing that people do. I'm always excited when I have

someone calling that is capable of doing it. And that's why I'm asking you all these questions because I think most people don't roll like this, but it's really super interesting to get in the head of somebody that does. Because like I said, it's not going to just happen overnight. Like I do want to know how did you feel like I would think maybe is it confusing at first that you're falling for two different guys? It was super confusing. crazy confusing, you know, just because you're raised to think you fall in love with one person and you get married and you bust out a couple babies and you put a white fence in the front yard. Yeah. You know, and maybe someday I'll do that.

Who knows? You know, maybe it'll be with one of these guys. Or maybe we'll just say, fuck it. We'll do a ceremony and I'll marry all of them. Who knows? Well, you better get to listen, don't do that unless you have a TV deal, okay? I'm making money off of that shit. Yeah, you can probably get the Netflix to pay for your wedding.

It'll be expensive because you have four guys. You have four guys with four families. I think you can get a TV deal out of that. So, you know, we're going to have to get to that later. Yeah, we'll get to whether, you know, how your future looks. You're still so young. It doesn't really matter. But, okay, so now you're having these hot threesomes.

Do you ever do DVP, DP, like all those crazy things? Yeah, we do DP. we haven't done DVP, just they're not going to fit. I mean, with big dude, you get big dicks, you know?

Not necessarily. Little guys have big dicks too. I'm going to tell you. Let me just tell you, that little guy, that little skinny guy that you all know, he's got a big fucking dick. Like some of the biggest sticks I've seen

are on the little tiny, wiry, short little compact guys. No, I'm really serious. All right. So you've done D.P. with your guys for short. Now, do you, now that you, you have four of them together, do you do five sums, foursons with them?

Like, what is that called? Oh, all the time. All the time. We call it family day. Like, we'll just take a Saturday and I'll get naked and these guys will be walking around in their sweatpants and we just fuck all the time. Does your mom now? No. Okay.

She knows I'm with T or not T. she knows them with S and she knows that there's an attraction to D but she doesn't know that you're actually dating him okay how does E D and that like all these other letters get involved let's go to the third guy how does he come into play so T is the third guy and he's also a roommate with these guys and so you know we're all sitting on the couch like we all hang out watch movies I live here so I mean we eat dinner together family style and like we just he's just around one day us and D and I were sitting on the couch and we were fucking around and I was naked I think it was topless actually and we were just kind of

fooling around and he walked in and we didn't stop fooling around and he just kind of stood there and watched it was kind of hot you know he's got that lawyerism in him and I'm a little bit of an exhibitionist with these guys I'm not an ex I wouldn't want to room full of people watching me, but with these guys, I mean, I'll be fucking D in a room with everybody else is watching a movie and we're just sitting there on the couch having sex. Right. And you kind of like that they could be watching, they're watching you right in front of them. Correct. Yeah. So T just stands in the doorway and is watching. And then when we're kind of done, he just turns around and he's like, Bethany, that was fucking beautiful. You are beautiful.

And I was like, thank you. And then nothing happened for, I would say it was like a week. And then he was getting done working out and he was walking into the shower. And he didn't know that I was where I was around the corner. And he drops his pants right before he's going into the bathroom. And I was like, fuck me. I mean, he's just so hot and he's got this amazing ass and he's super muscular. And so he's in the shower.

and I just go in there and I'm like, hey, can I jump in there with you? And he's, come on, girl. And at this point, am I, should I assume that you just know that this is totally cool with your other guys because they're okay with each other? They have told me that if there's something you see in this house and you want it, you take it. Okay, so it was a given that you could go fuck the third roommate, the other guy. The rule is, I can't catch feelings. my feelings belong to D and S. That is where my, my,

Oh my God. I wish you would, first of all, I wish you would have named them one, two, three, and four, okay, because these letters are so fucking confusing. Sorry. It's okay.

I'll clear it. Let's, could we do one, two, three, and four? I mean, this FD, this thing is so fucking confusing. So, you know, so number one and two, okay, this is how we're called one, two, three, and four, okay? And how they all appear in your story is who they are. So one and two, you're a lot. So this is what's confusing,

because we just talked about, this whole thing about feelings. But there are boundaries. Like you are only allowed to cop feelings and be involved emotionally with one and two. Well, let's continue with this story. So yes. So they sit me down. They're like, if there's something you want in this house, take it.

But we are your men. You belong to us. Right. You could go have sex with anyone else in this household, but you are our girlfriend only. Correct. Okay. But, you know, three and I, we had already, he was a really good friend to me. Like, he's who I sit and talk movies and music with and we go driving around and we run errands together.

So we had a really good friendship. When you have a friendship and then you start having sex, it's really hard to not catch feelings. And so I went up to him one day and I'm like, we have a problem. And he's what's up? And I said, I caught feelings. And he said, baby, I caught feelings for you the day I put my dick in you. And so we're like, what do we do? How do we handle this?

Do we stop having sex? Do we, you know, no kissing when we have sex just to make it so it's not so intimate or whatever. And he's like, no, we need to do the right thing and we need to talk to my brothers. And so we did. And they were like, I'm not fucking surprised. Like not a big deal. It's all good. But the buck stops here. Okay, guys, next time you hook up with your girl, want to enter into the room, Dick first. Well, then you need to check out Blue Chew. Blue Chew isn't just a tablet. It is a cheat code to stronger, harder, longer lasting erections. I mean, what guy doesn't want that? Okay, blue chew is the original brand offering chewable tablets for better sex, okay? I know they work because not only does my brother take blue chew tablets and swears by them, my booty call guy just admitted that he chews on blue chew tablets as well. So I know they work, okay? So what are you waiting for? This holiday season, surprise your girl with better sex with blue chew. The process to get it is super super. simple. All you've got to do is sign up. Consult with one of their licensed medical professionals. And once you're approved, you're going to receive your chewable tablets right to your door in a discreet

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And he said, baby, I caught feelings for you the day I put my dick in you. And so we're like, what do we do? How do we handle this? do we stop having sex? Do we, you know, no kissing when we have sex just to make it so it's not so intimate or whatever. And he's like, no, we need to do the right thing and we need to talk to my brothers. And so we did. And they were like, I'm not fucking surprised.

Like, not a big deal. It's all good. But the buck stops here. Like, for sure, no more guys. Right. Two and three are like, okay, well, we'll let three in. And one and two are like, okay, you like three, two, but no more. These guys love each other.

They respect each other. They protect each other. They are, they're family to each other. You know, so like, because of that, they, they trust us to conduct ourselves in a way that's respectful to everybody, you know, like. Yeah, they know each other. It's not like you're bringing a third random guy in that they don't know where the fuck he's coming from, what his intentions are and all. all that stuff. They've been friends forever. So they get it. That's totally understandable. I get that. Yeah. I was, I was scared to bring it up because, you know, like, is that infidelity then? Because I felt, you know,

it was sort of falling for number three. And I thought maybe they would break up with me or, you know, something like that. But it went over really well. Okay. I was thankful. So now three, when three gets involved, are they like, hey, let's have a family night now that three's here, let's all do it? I mean, when was that? First, Orson. Almost instantly. Like, after, like, we walk out of the shower together, and one and two are sitting there, and they're like,

well, what's going on? And I said, well, you told me to take what I wanted. So I did. And they're like, get over here. And it just started right there. Okay. So now you're doing all three roommates. Yeah.

Okay. Go on. So the other guy, number four, he's over here all the time. He's only been friends with them for. I think seven or eight years, but he's very much part of the family as well. I had zero intentions of doing anything with him at all. He made it very clear he wanted to be with me. And, you know, he's always, you know, he's just always around and he's walked in on us fucking and, you know,

the group of us fucking individuals fucking and you know he just it just made sense to bring him in you know like not really he's hot not really but i mean if you understood our our living situation and how we walk through a day it it just makes sense and he's hot and he was a friend and it was just like fuck it let's do it but who's like how does that conversation come up are you guys having pizza and beer, are you watching Sunday night football? Like, when does the conversation that comes up that like, hey, this guy's always around, like who brings it up? Like, let's bring him into the fold.

Well, actually, number two brought it up. Okay. Because apparently number four went to number two and said, hey, how would you feel about me sitting on the couch with you? We call it sitting on the couch. Sitting on the couch with you guys. He goes, she knows she can have whatever she wants. If she wants you, she can have you.

She's just got to reach out and take you. okay so then did he come up to you well did so then did four come to you or did someone tell you like listen all systems go you could fuck that guy like how do you know that it's okay two told two told me number two told me that you know hey he asked about this just so you know you've got my blessing right and then it was like a couple weeks after that conversation with two when i when before i ended up hooking up with four okay so you all so you hook up with you so you hook up with you with him solo first time? Yes. Okay. And how is that? Fucking awesome. They all have like a big dish.

It was another shower scenario. He's in the shower and I walk in there and I walk in the shower with him and he picks me up, sets me on his dick and fucks me up against the wall. It was, it was hot. So wait, this guy doesn't live there, but he comes over to your apartment and takes a shower there? Well, they all work out together. Okay.

We have a gym in our house. Yeah, we have a gym in our house. our house. Okay. They all work out together. So he was just here after a workout, taking a shower, and I just went in there. Okay. And you have sex with him and he was great. Now, and then you let the one, two, and three all know, like by the way, this guy's in the mix and they're like, that's mine. They saw me walk in there with him. They saw me walk in there with him. Okay. After him. So they knew, they knew exactly what was going on. And yeah, it's, we're all very sex positive of people.

Right. It's totally fine. And yeah, and it wasn't a surprise. Like, they saw it coming. It was just a matter of time and a matter of me allowing myself. You know, I've done a lot of slut chaining through this. And I've even made comments that have gotten me in a lot of trouble with my men because they don't, they don't want me feeling that way.

It makes them angry when I feel that way. They're like, you're not doing anything wrong. You're, they're really good with me about that. because in the beginning it was really hard for me. You know, and over the last few years, I'm just like, fuck it. People can see what they want to see and look away if they don't want to look away, but if they want to watch, they can watch, you know?

Right. Now, do you ever wind up copping feelings for number four? No, we're doing pretty good at keeping things at bay, but I don't do sleepovers with him. You know, I sleep with all three of the other men, so lower or sometimes. We sleep two to a bedroom, or two men and me in a bed. Okay. He's not, I don't do that with him.

So, you know, there's that. We don't do a lot of kissing. We do kiss, but we don't do a lot of kissing because that makes it really intimate. You know, we're just trying to not make the same mistake that happened with number three. Not that number three is a mistake, but, you know, we're just trying to keep that from happening. And we've done a pretty good job at that so far. Well, how long you've been banging number four without feelings? Because you sound like you caught feelings very early on.

all these other guys. Yeah, it's been a little over two years now. So if you haven't caught feelings for him now, you're never going to, sorry. That would have happened in the beginning. Right. And there's a friendship there and there's a care and concern. You know, you love your friends. It's not the romantic love that I have with the others. Right. And you definitely have the romantic love with the others. Now, how does it, okay, so now, when was your first foursome. When did you have family time with number four? And how what how that's like a fucking gang bang. We do a lot of gangbangs around here. We just don't want to call it a gang bang. I do because people are going to tune in more when I read gang bang in your description. And it is a fucking gang bang. Okay.

Oh my God. Yeah. I was thinking about that one caller that you had, Casey. Yeah. And I'm like she would just fucking love my life. Yeah. Oh my God. Yeah. But I don't think I don't think though that she would roll with like liking more than one guy. I think she's she, it was really amazing that she found one that she would really trust and really give her heart too, but not available for anybody else. I think it takes a certain kind of

person and listen, I think everybody is very different and just because some people can't understand the way you are doesn't mean that how you are doesn't exist. There's polyamorous people out there like you who are capable of loving more

than one person at the same time. Some people aren't wired that way. You know, that no one's right or wrong. Like I said, the most important thing is that you know who you are

and you honor that, whatever that is. You happen to have found a great scenario where everyone is super okay with it. Like, what's worse for you to be like seeing one,

you know, number one and cheating on him with, you know, another two, three, four and four because you're interested because,

you know, you kind of see a hot guy and you want to fuck him. You're 25 years old, you know, you're just like... I don't know if I would have ever done

this in another scenario. Yeah. Like it is because these men are all just great. They all have very different, very different personalities other than the fact that they're all very dominant. Other than that, they're very different from each other. And, you know, so I get everything I would ever want in a man. From four different people. Right. They're not all in the same. Yeah, because you have that one same man. Yes, of course, because you have that one guy who you said, oh, you know, we, we were always talking about movies and stuff. I'm sure like the other three guys don't want to do that. You know, that's like a specific kind of guy, right? You have one guy that wraps to you that way. Another guy is

going to be that way. What happens during holidays? Do you get, have to get them all gifts? Like, that's where this kind of situation kind of sucks for you. It's expensive. Yeah, money. Yeah, money's not an issue for any of us. So it just, yeah, it's not an issue. I mean, you're old 25. How is money not an issue? I inherited a fuck ton of money when my grandma died. Oh, okay. So I, money is no issue for me.

Plus, I have a good job. They all just have really good jobs. Okay, but how does it work? Do you buy them all gifts? Like, whose family do you go to? How does that happen? They've all, so we, they've always, ever since they, you know, left the house, they moved out when they were like 17,

almost 18. And so they always do Christmas at number two's, number one's house. And Thanksgiving at number three's house. Number four, number four's parents aren't in the picture. And number one, his parents aren't in the picture either. So it, or number two, I'm sorry. So let me just get this straight. So these guy friends are bringing their guy friends to their houses on holidays and you.

And it's just like, oh, these are all my roommates and my girlfriend. I mean, is that how it works? Because, like, I don't know, I go to family functions. Typically, people don't bring their friends to family functions. They've just been doing it for so long. Okay. I mean, they all call number one's mom, mama. You know, like, they've just been doing it for so long.

It's just what they do. And so when I show up. I thought you said number one's parents aren't in the picture. They are? No, I meant number two's parents aren't in the picture. Number one's parents are in the picture. And his mom is mom to all of them. Okay.

So for the holidays, you go over to number one's house. Would that be the answer to the question? Yeah. It's just confusing. I mean, this is the type of things my mind thinks because like how does that work? Because that's when relationships, like formal relationships, like a girl's just like fucking a guy and she really likes him, that's when she knows whether he really likes her. Because like, does she get taken to the family's house? Does she not get taken?

You know, that's like how things become official. Right. No, I get taken. I get taken. And I go as number one's. In the outside world, outside of our house, I am with number one. Like if we're out in public and there's handholding going on or kissing or anything, it's always with number one. Oh, okay.

That's interesting. So nobody knows I'm with two, three, and four. Okay, that's important to say. So number, now, do you feel like there's any more feelings for number one than everyone else or is it equal? Actually, number two has become primary. Oh, how come? just his personality and the relationship that he and I have built, he's the only one that I make love with.

You know what I mean? Like the other ones, we all have sex and we all fuck around and we all do stuff. But number two is a primary because it's more than that. You feel like you don't make love to the other guys, but there are feelings there, correct? Correct. It's just a different level of a relationship.

number two is invested more, you know, I think he, and because his personality, he's like, he's, he's, he's very introverted, very methodical, and that he let me break down those walls and, and truly get to know him, something he's never done with any other woman. So you feel like it's special? It's super special, yeah. Now, do your girlfriends know about this whole? whole scenario? One of them.

No. And she thinks I'm going to end up really hurt someday. Why? You have, like, what happens of one dumpsy? You have three more to go. Well, yeah, but these guys run as a crew. You know,

that's a question I've asked them. Like if, and it kind of came up one time, number one and I got into a fight. and he's like, you know what, maybe we should just add in this. And I was bawling, walking out the door. And number two and number three walk in, and they see me walking out the door crying.

And I said, well, I just got dumped by number one. And number two went through fists in his face. He, like, beat the fuck out of it. And he's like, you don't get to do that. Like, really beat him up? Oh, my God. Oh, yeah, they fought. Like, he's like, you don't get to do that.

You don't get to break up with her. without a conversation with the rest of us. And so, you know, he's like, you just took away the only sense of security we could have given her. He was so mad. Well, that's why you like number two the most. That's why he's your primary.

Look how he rolls. He makes you feel. Well, yeah, I mean, he, he was very angry that number one did that. And so then they sat down and made ground rules. The only reason why you can ever dump her and not have conversations with us is if you catch her cheating on us or she tells such a lie that you can't forgive her

for it. Those are the only two reasons you get to dump her without having a conversation with the rest of us. Right. But you do see, you know, when I asked the question initially, like what's the big deal of one dumps you have three? But when you said, oh, but like I feel like they all run as a pack, I was like, oh yeah, when you continue to talk, it's like, oh yeah, it kind of is like most likely if you fall out with one, the others will fall out too. Yeah. So you do have a lot to lose. Yeah.

These guys are as thick as thieves. There is no way that I could break these guys up. Right. So if one of them breaks up with me, maybe there would be the conversation where, you know, number two especially would be like, well, you know, I'm sorry, but this is my person. Right.

I want to still see her. you feel like he would still continue that bond? Yes, and as long as long as number one didn't feel slighted by that or pushed away by that. He would never hurt number one to keep me, I don't think. Okay. Do you see how much easier it is to talk about these people, one, two, three, and four instead of D, F, S, and P, whatever the fuck you were doing before? Let's talk about some gangbangs. I mean, like, how many times a month do you think you're having, like, all doing all three of them?

And how is that for you? All four of them. All four of them. Sorry. No, three of them. There's three people, right? And you're the four of them. Oh, no.

We've only been up to three. Oh, no. Yeah, you're right. Sorry, four. All four of them. Oh, my gosh. I forgot. It's a lot.

I break a sweat to say the least. Yeah, yeah. That's why we're calling it a gang bang, right? Okay. So, like, how is that having four guys at once? And how many times a month do you? do that? A little overwhelming,

incredibly exciting. And I would say 10 times a month. Wow. So a lot, like more than twice, at least twice a week. Oh yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. And what is your favorite? What is your favorite number of guys? You know, you've had a one sum, you've had a two-sum, you've had a threesome, and you've had a four some, like what is your favorite, or a five-sum, like, what is your favorite variety or your favorite thing to do? Me with three of them. Four just gets overwhelming. There's just dicks everywhere, and there's not enough places to put them, you know, and so, like, somebody's always kind of

standing around or, you know, like, I'm very good at having all three holes filled and giving a hand job. You know, like, I'm good at that, but it's overwhelming. What is that called? Is that called, Like, is there even a name for it? So you have one guy in your ass, one guy in your pussy, one guy in your mouth, and you're jerking one off at the same time. Is that what you're saying? Yeah. And you do that?

You're a professional. Like I said, I'm like a ferret on crystal meth. It just, it's said that to me off air, yeah. It's not the easiest thing to do. And I don't think that they are the most satisfying experiences for everyone, but they're a lot a fun. I mean, they're super hot. Yeah, maybe that's called airtight or I don't know if you add the hand job in that. I think I heard that phrase on one of your shows.

Yeah, but I think it's just the three holes all filled up. You're adding in a hand job. So that's like airtight plus, you know? Yeah. You're like air tight grande. I don't know. Like you're up in the game more than anyone. I know. So like, okay, so you do the gangbangs. You love it, but you prefer the threesome. Now, if you had to. And I don't know if they're going to be listening to this if you want to do it. We don't have to.

But if they're not going to listen to it, I would love to have you rank them in order. I mean, it's just so hard because they are all so different, you know, like number two would obviously come first for sure. But if we're talking about like who's got the best sex or, you know, who. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So then it's going to go, it's going to go number, hmm, number two. Then number four. Yeah, they better not listen to this. Yeah, you don't have to tell me.

We could add it. Then number three. And then number one. But number three, only before number one, because he is very, he and I have a DS scenario going on. What's a DS scenario? Don't know. Domit submissive, yeah. Oh, you're kidding.

You're waiting until now to tell me best. What do you do with him? It's just a lot of, you know, spankings. I have, you know, he does orgasm control. I have to ask permission to come. A lot of spankings. Did I mention that? Yeah.

So you like being really submissive with him and he's the dumb. Is that what I'm assuming, right? Sure. Yeah. When we're one-on-one, yes. And, you know, only behind closed doors in his room. You know, that's when I know that, okay, this is going to be a good night, you know, a BS night.

You know, I'm naked the whole time in his room and he's got clothes on. It's hot. It's really fucking hot. Oh, my goodness. And it's not my personality, which is what makes it so exciting, too, is that I am a very much a dominant person. I'm a top in every situation. I'm an alpha.

Yeah, you're an alpha, but that's how it always works. That's how the Dom-Sub stuff always. works. You're always typically, not always, right? Somebody could be a switch. There's never going to be any absolutes in anything, but typically the person that wants to be submissive is the person that's very alpha in their regular life. Because how else are you going to release? You know, your alpha all the time, you're in charge all the time. The most greatest thing to do for that alpha is to be submissive. That's the hottest thing, of course. Makes sense. Yeah. Yeah. And it does work. And, you know, everywhere I go and everything I do, I have to be in control.

And so it's so great to be able to come home and give it up. And I mean, as dominant as I am, these men are twice as dominant as I am. Yeah, I'm surprised none of them want you to sub them. Like, none of them are little subs to you? Um, no, no. They would, they would never. Like, I asked number two if I could peg him. And he's like, why do you want to do that?

And I'm like, because it's fucking hot. and it's going to feel really good for you. He thought about it, thought about it. Finally, he let me do it, and he loves it. We do it often, but he's like, I don't want you to think that this is me being submissive. It's not. It's me having absolutely outstanding sex with you. And I absolutely, like, I don't think, I don't think, I think pegging is amazing and I don't

think it puts anybody in a submissive role at all. I think all men should do it. Yeah, for sure. guys are missing out if they don't. I know. I'm a three-in-put girl, so I always loved anal. And I was always like, yeah, I don't understand why so many guys are anti it, because it does feel really good. And it's like the only way, it's the only thing me as a woman could relate to if another guy does it. Like, we both have the same thing going on, like, in our anatomy. So I know what it feels like. And it's like really great. And I think there's a big misconception and there's a big stigma around

that. And it has nothing to do with being submissive, really. It just has to do with like feeling like intense pleasure in that area. I'm like, you like fucking my ass because it feels good for you. I like, well, number three doesn't get to fuck my ass, but. Why, he's too big? He's got a Coke can dick, dude. And it's not even just like a Coke can. You know like the monster cans?

Yeah. They're longer than a car. That's, try to show that up your ass and tell me how you feel. Could you put that in your mouth? No. No. No. No. But he still gets, he still gets head.

I lick it and treat it like it's an ice cream cone and then jack him off at the same time. He's happy. Right. So, I mean, how the fuck do you walk around after you fuck that? I mean, I don't know. It's my box has gotten used to it, but there, yeah, there's no way. He tries to talk me into it all the time.

He's like, I'll buy things to train you. Because he's the one that I have the DS relationship with. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So one of these days he's just going to understand, hey, I'm, I'm the boss here. I can just make her do it. And one of these dudes that'll cross his mind, apparently it hasn't yet.

I'm not going to bring it up. Question, I don't, I mean, you haven't brought anything up about this yet. I'm assuming maybe the answer is no, because you haven't. But like, do these guys hook up with each other at all? No. There is not a gay bone in any of their bodies.

Right, but they're down with crossing swords and stuff. I mean, they're pretty open. Okay. I mean, it's like a joke around here after we've done D.P or, you know, four sums and five sums and all that shit that their dicks are rubbing against each other with just a thin piece of skin in there, you know? And like, number three is really vainy and really big. So if you've got two of you and me, their dicks are touching. I mean, and they're just down with it. They're like, yeah, his dick actually makes my dick feel really good.

I mean, it's just like a joke around here. Right. But they're not, they're not opposed to that. They're not freaked out, but they're not into at all doing anything with each other. No, not at all. No, they would never. But they like watching you fuck other guys, correct? I'm assuming they're all into that.

Say to each other, you two look so hot when you're fucking, like, they'll call each other hot. I mean, they're not blind. They look at each other and they know each other. are good looking, you know, so yeah, they're, yeah, but they would never go up to another guy and be like, dude, you're hot, but they'll say it to each other. And yeah. Right. And so all of them been banging you for four years. None of them have ever caught feelings outside of this relationship. Because I would assume that at some point, you know, we have five people in this story, right? You and four other guys. Somebody's going to want that. you know, picture of what you painted in the beginning. White picket fence, a marriage, a family, you know, nobody in this relationship has met anybody outside of that yet or had those feelings? I think number, well, number four is pretty close to my age.

She's the youngest of all of them. And I think he'll eventually step away and get married and have the kids. number one, two and three. I don't know if two would ever settle down with somebody. He's not willing to open up enough to get to that point with a woman where you would settle down. Well, he's at that point with you. Yeah, but it was a lot of work opening him up. And it took, like, we caught feelings and it was flirty and, you know, care and concern for each other. But for me to really get to know him took a couple years, you know, where I finally got to where I feel like, okay, I know you, I see you, you see me. Yeah, it took a lot of work. And I just, I don't know that,

like I said, he's a lone wolf, you know, he, he's a loner and he doesn't need people. He's not like me. I need people. I feed off of people's energy. I give them my own. I need people. He, no, he just doesn't. Yet he's the one that's your primary and he's the clothing. He's the one that you're saying is the least likely to need someone, yet he's the one who has, you know, weaseled his way the closest to you. Yeah. You know, he put a lot of work into learning me and that mattered.

Yeah, so obviously he's not a lone wolf. Obviously, he likes to be close to somebody that he's into because he's the one that went after you more than anyone. He always talks about it's the company that you keep, you know, and he's like, I think if it wasn't me, and who I am and how hard I pushed to make him let me see him know him. Yeah, I just, I don't know that anybody else, I don't know that there's enough women out there that would be patient enough and go through what I went through to get to know who he is. You know, listen, on my age, I know guys that are like that and, you know, 50 something years later, you know, maybe they had one girlfriend because she was able to push through, but like they've never been able to find that concoction since because they do roll.

that way. So I know that kind of guy does exist and I know what you're saying is actually, you know, 25 years later, it could still be the same thing. Like it can be, I know guys like that, you know. Complicated, you know, complicated, you know, complicated and distrustful and whatever. Okay, so what does your future look like? So I'm talking a lot about them. Like, what if they ever meet somebody that they, I mean, what are you see, like, where do you see yourself 10 years from now? Well, as long as these guys are still letting me be around, I'll be here. You know, I have, I, I have, I don't have a real desire for kids. I've never really wanted kids.

And if I do have kids, it'll be one kid. You know, I don't see a white, even if I'm not with these guys, I don't see a, a full table at the dining, you know, a full table at dinner time. You know, I just, I don't want it, you know, and what I do want is what I have going on. you know and so if if they're willing to do this with me for the next 10 years like I said number four I think he'll probably break off from the group here in a couple years I think you know right now we're all just sitting around having fun and living like for a question was maybe what the better question is is like pretend worst case scenario you lose the ball one day I mean do you think that bethany could ever have a monogamous one-on-one relationship with a

guy or did you find out? Because you said a lot in the beginning, like, listen, this isn't who I am. Like, this is just not, you know, but listen, your 20s are all about finding out who you are. So, you know, did this teach you like, oh, this is now who I am. And now I realize that I am polyamorous and going forward, regardless of what happens here, that's the way I would roll. Or do you feel like you would go back and it would be something where you would just be monogamous one-on-one with somebody? I certainly think I could be I've learned that I can do this with this group of guys

I don't know if I could do this with any other guys you know what I mean like it just But do you think you could ever one dick One dick after having all the sex With all these guys and all these guys Like do you think that you would want to roll With one guy and never have two sums

Or three sums or four sums or gangbings I would maybe do like an open relationship but it would have to be, I can't see one of my, I can't see myself being okay with my dude fucking another woman. So I would have to be in an open relationship with a by guy who only wants to fuck dudes and I only fuck dudes. No, it could be an open relationship like you have right now. Having you listened to my show, you have. I know that, right? Because you've mentioned people so. Yeah, a lot. Yeah. So there's a lot of guys out there. No, what you would need as a guy, you would be perfectly well-suited for a guy who wants like a hot wife.

That kind of guy most of the time doesn't want variety. He doesn't want to go with other women. And a lot of times their hot wives don't want them to be with other women either. They're very jealous women just like yourself, but yet they like variety, you know? So if you have that situation. Yeah, I can see myself doing something like that. Right. But I don't know if I would want to get into like a poly scenario again where.

Okay, that's interesting. It is, it's hard giving, not hard giving your heart to so many people. What's hard is Giving your heart to so many people And still having Yourself You know Like sometimes I feel like I'm working so hard

Because I have so many relationships And where you know I haven't had a day alone in two and a half years Yeah I totally I haven't taken a shower alone in four and a half years Oh my God So much

I can't even shower by myself You couldn't pay me a million dollars To have your fucking life Yeah I haven't washed my hair In four and a half years Like they wash my hair for me in the shower. I just, I mean, it's amazing. The only thing I get to do by myself is shit.

Everything else is with somebody else. Wow. Never alone. You don't have a moment. I would die. I would kill myself. I couldn't handle that. There's a lot of work.

It is a lot of work. That's why I always have very, yeah. So I don't know. So I don't know. I just, I don't foresee myself doing this again. You know, if, if something happens with these guys and I'm not with them anymore.

I don't think I would do this again. And the L word is thrown around with everyone except number four? Number three and I have not said the L word. Okay, but number one and two, you guys love each other. They love you. It's all out there. Yeah, I think with number three,

the reason why it hasn't is because he's just never said it to anyone. The only woman he's ever said it to is his mom. You know, so he He's holding on to that word. And I respect him for that. I hear people, oh, I've been in love four or five times. He's like, I care about you.

I respect you. I trust you. I mean, he says very much, like, things like that. But yeah, he doesn't bust out with the L word. Right. Maybe if I said it to him, he would say it back. But I don't, I don't know. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that,

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podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in. Cool. Well, listen, I mean, this has been a really interesting episode. I think it's very unique. I think this is the type of thing you couldn't plan for, and you didn't. I think it's more realistic that this happened the way that it did. In real life, I think this is the way it happens. Just fucking happens without even realizing it. I would love to get your guys on. But you are going to send me an anonymous picks of you, correct? Yes, I will do that. You're already on my Patreon. You know all about it. You could go on my Discord and do whatever you want on there. I don't go on there. That's like all

X-rated stuff at this point. But the R-rated only. for me. Now, I know we can't show your guys, right? No, he's not going to allow it. He's too much already all over the internet and he's too afraid that somebody would take the picture and try to find it somewhere else and he'll show up on there. Yeah, yeah, and you said they have tattoos. So these guys, though, do know that you're calling in. Oh, yes. Right. And I might be able to get them to call you. Yeah, that'd be great. One of them. Just get one of them to call me. Are all three together. Oh my God, can we get a three salon? I would love one of them.

Come on. It's super interesting. I'll try to talk into it, but so far they were, you've been like a no-go on that. That's okay. Like, I, you know, like the woman is in these kinds of situation is always the one that my guests want to hear from the most. Like, who is, you know, Bethany?

Like, how does one girl wind up having four dicks in the room, you know, 10 times a month and loves it, you know? Who is that girl? Everyone wants to know. Guys want to know that girls like you exist. I honestly, I fuck probably eight to nine times a day. What? Oh, yeah.

Oh, the format I'm taking care of. Oh, right. Oh, yeah. I'll have 20 orgasms in one day. Wow, right. So that's why you, that's why it is interesting. Like, how do you see yourself in the future? How are you going to be with what?

How is one guy going to fuck you that much? Right. You know, that's what I worry for you. My instex drive is incredibly high. So, like, they, you know, hey, you want to come sit with me on the couch? And fuck you, I've never said no. I'll be walking down to the kitchen and number two will just stop me and twiddle my bean in the hallway and then walk away laughing. You know, like, just, yeah, it's crazy.

And so is this a secret life for all of you? Last question? Yes, very much. Right. So when you leave the house, you're, you know, someone's your primary, blah, blah, blah, like it's all a front. but inside that bedroom, the only, I mean,

inside that house, the only real people that really know what's going on is all of you guys. And our maid. And our maid has walked in. Yeah.

She's walked in on us quite a few times. Having sacks? All of you? No, never all of us because we know when she's coming, but she'll come down to our bedroom, not knowing that we're still down here

and I'll be in bed with two men. Right. And so she's like, yeah, and she sees your stuff. I think cleaning ladies know it all, right? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

And now all my listeners know it all, Bethany. Yeah. All right. So, listen, thank you so much for calling in and explaining this whole, listen, and now I hear that you got a dog in the background, too. So three guys and a dog. Oh, yeah, yeah. Two dogs.

Two dogs. And both of them are 120 pounds. Yeah, there's 300 pounds of dog walking around here. And so much dick. All my men are six foot tall or bigger and, you know, 230 pounds. Out of control. There's a little craziness in that household. I love it. Thank you so much for calling in and sharing this story. I'm so glad we switched it to one, two, three, and four. Yeah, that made it a little easier. Yeah, it was a little confusing in the beginning, but I'll mention that in the intro so people

understand. Send me your picks ASAP. And thank you so much for calling in and sharing your super interesting story. And good luck to, you know, with you, to you with all of these guys. Thank you so much. This was awesome. Thank you. Thank you, Bethany. Bye. Bye. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that I do have a book coming out. The book is called Shickly Notamous Confessions. Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like, there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuckold story. There's a gang bang girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third. person, right? So I took the interview and I rewrote it and the third person. I wouldn't call it like an erotica book, though there's plenty of sex in there, right? But I didn't write it to sound like erotica because that's like the vibe of my show. You're going to learn a lot. You're probably going to get a little turned on. It's a different way to hear these stories, like I said, because they're written out in

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