Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1282 - Lilith is Into Domming and Pegging Guys and More!

Episode Date: November 21, 2025

Lilith is into domming and pegging guys and more and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including when and why she decided to join Fetlife and what she was looking for at first, when she realized she was into domming guys, the first munch she went to and how the guys there treated her, the first hook up she had domming a guy and exactly what went down, her experience with “ sounding” with him and what exactly it is, how and why she enjoys pegging the guys she meets up with, how she met her current boyfriend and exactly what went down during their first hook up, how their very open relationship is set up, the bdsm sex party they attend and what they’d do there, the guy who was on my show who she hooked up with and his creampie experience, the mff threesome she had with her boyfriend and exactly what went down, the difference dong a threesome when she was the unicorn vs she she isn’t, the gangbang coordinator she met up with and what he’s done for her plus a whole lot more.  To see HOT pics LILITH plus my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord!  MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: ⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠  To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712  Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.  Sponsors:⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use the code STRICTLY at checkout for 30% OFF your entire order⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get your first month of the new Bluechew Max FREE! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://brooklynbedding.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use my promo code STRICTLY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠ — For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! ⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2536-anonymous⁠⁠⁠ — Use code ANONYMOUS69 to get 50% off your yearly pass plus a 14-day money-back guarantee⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠http://loadboost.com⁠⁠⁠ — To get 10% off LOAD Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠https://uberlube.com/discount/Strictly⁠⁠⁠ — Use code STRICTLY for 10% off Uberlube aka the BEST Lube EVER⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠⁠ — To get $15 OFF your oxytocin products, STI panels and more, use code STRICTLY  Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠ X ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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interesting. She's very young, but I promise you she's doing everything on the up and up because I did ask a lot of questions because like, I don't know, when I hear of someone so young, like getting into BDSM and meeting up with guys by herself in hotel rooms, I'm like, oh my God, I hope you're like not going to wind up on a date line episode, but she's definitely not going to, okay? This is a girl that's very intentional about everything that she does. She's been very into kink and doming guys and since the get-go. She always felt like that's who she was. She went on to Fet Life very young and she started hitting up guys.

First, it was regular hookups. Then, like I said, she started doming guys and she got into pegging. She loves it. She talks about all those experiences. She gets very detailed and specific. Then she met one guy and she talks about why she fell for that guy. He wound up being her boyfriend and now they do all. all kinds of crazy things where they have like unicorns and girls that they hook up and threesome's

with women. She talks about that. He also likes help her, help her do like clean up jobs with the guys that she still doms because she loves doming guys. She loves doing that. She doesn't do it professionally. She just does it for fun. Her guy allows her to do it and it's cool with that. And he helps her, like I said, there's a whole like cleanup shit going down. You're going to be so into her. She's very open and cool. She's got some great stories. She's led a very interesting life in the short time she's been doing it. I mean, she's only 22 now, and she started when she was 18. But like I said, she's got a lot of stories.

It's super interesting. I got picks over my Patreon. You could sign up to see them. But anyway, I'm going to get right to be right back on with Lilith. Hey, Lilith. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm doing good.

How are you? Good. Listen, Lilith. You're in the king community. You're a little dominatrix. You sound too nice to be a dominatrix. Like, do you put on a deep voice when you start bossing people around, or maybe it's like you use this cute little voice that you have, and then

you boss them around and that's even hotter. That's like the hottest thing, right? To have like a girl that doesn't sound like a doming them, because you got such a cute little young voice. Thank you. That's exactly what it is. Usually like older people will contact me and they're like, oh my gosh, I love the way you speak. I love the voice. I'm like, this is, this is just me naturally. Yes, it's like I learned, and not from the beginning of my show. I learned like how, Halfway in, and I've been podcasting for like 11, 12 years now. Okay, so like six years in, I realized, oh my God, guys are obsessed with little girl voices. So I used to like sometimes make women's voices deeper.

I don't know what I was thinking because it turns out every guy likes a girl that sounds like they're 14. Okay. I should have changed my voice when I was doing my show. I have a deep voice. But you have a super cute voice. How old are you? You sound kind of young. I'm 22.

Oh, my goodness. I'm the 25th. Oh, my. Are you legal to be having sex? It's so young. Okay. So let's talk about how a 22-year-old, like, how long ago did you get into the King community? Listen, I think that, like, most younger people are really open nowadays anyway, so it's not as, like, you know, weird for somewhat.

Like, like, in my day, no 22-year-old was a dominatrix yet. You know what I mean? Like, I don't know. But, like, nowadays, maybe it's more common. Like, how did you get involved in all the things you're involved in? Yeah. So I'm definitely not a professional. I don't know everything about it.

but like I've been on this journey. Like, so basically as soon as I could, like as soon as I turned 18, I joined FetLife and I did a bunch of research and made a bunch of friends. And like being a part of that community, it just kind of like maybe want to do it even more. So like as the years kind of went by, I just kind of continued making friends with other dominatrixes and stuff. And now I'm like kind of in my full element of doing it. It's been really fun. Yeah.

And that is the thing. with you. Like when we first got on the call, I was like, listen, like, you know, do you do it? Like, you can't do it really for money because you're in the United States and I know that you live there and blah, blah, blah, you know, so, but you're not doing it for money. Like, this is something that you do for fun. Like, so when you say, like, you dumb guys, like, this is something that you do in your personal life and you do have fun. Now, when you got like, like, what like, were you just always like a horny, curious about sex person, like right from the get-go? Because at 18, you go on to fat life. I mean, that's a kinky community.

Yeah. So, like, I don't know. I feel. like this part of me, it's just, it's just part of me. Like, it's part of my personality. It's just who I am. I love everything about sex, not to sound like crazy, but it fascinates me. It's fun. It can create good memories. And I, I don't know. I just, it's just me. So you just always remember being highly sexual and curious and open. Yes. Okay. How old were you when you lost your virginity? Oh, okay. I was pretty young. I was 15. I was 15.

So, and I was worse at my day to do it at 15. So that's okay. I think that's more, don't all your friends lose your Virginia of 15 now? I don't know. You tell me. I don't know. Honestly,

I, like, when I did it, none of my friends have lost theirs yet. And they kind of looked at me like I was crazy. Oh, yeah. I was like you, listen, I'm talking about sex for living.

You're having sex for fun all the time. So, like, we're the same kind of people. But I couldn't wait to lose my virginia. I just, like, wanted to, like, be in that world and be like, I would read magazines and they'd have like questions about sex and I'd be so upset that I couldn't

answer that. I was the same way. You know what I'm talking about? I was the same way. I would be on Tumblr like late at night. Like I'm like, I'm going to bed and be scrolling and I'm like, I can't wait to do this. I don't know. It just.

Yeah. I wanted to know about it. Be involved in it and like taking part already. So I was like very anxious to lose my virginity too. So you love. So what about kink? Because that's a whole different thing. It's one thing to be like, you know, horny and you know, want someone to bang you.

But like kink and getting into like, like dom and guys and stuff is a totally different thing. Like, when did you realize that you were into that? I'm assuming before you got onto Fetland. Yeah. Oh, absolutely. I think having, like my generation, I think having unrestricted access to the internet was not a good thing.

I got to think of my poor son, my poor son. But it opened a whole new world of stuff. And, you know, like boyfriends that I had when I was younger were like, would call themselves Dom's and stuff. And that's kind of how I got introduced to it by like other guys. I was dating and I kind of realized I don't like being the one that has to submit you know yeah I was like I don't really like that so I would do it like for my boyfriends or whatever than I like when I was 18 and join fat life and kind of like discover this whole new world of men who like to submit to women

I was like oh this is my vibe so I it just kind of all hit me at once being on fat life and I was like this is where it's at this is my thing interesting so you know and And listen, I got to say, like, I'm sure you're in, like, hot demand because, and listen, there are a lot, and that's why a lot of people become, quote, unquote, professional at it, right? Because it is a thing that a lot of guys want. And typically, girls do like to be the submissive, right? They're opposite you.

So it's super interesting that even as a young girl, you're like, I don't want to be the submissive. I want to be the dumb. And that's what guys love. A lot of guys are looking for a dominant woman. And here you are. A lot of them are free to admit it too. Like, be proud about it. There's nothing wrong with wanting a dominant woman in your life.

Yeah, because what I've learned on my show and, you know, is that a lot of times, you know, it really is the way a guy sort of like relaxes and releases things at the end of the day. It's like becoming the opposite. So typically a guy who likes to be very submissive in the bedroom happens to be very dumb in real life, right? And I think maybe that's why they're afraid to admit it because they're going to be like, oh, it looks like I'm a fucking submissive beta. But no, it's typically the alphas that like to do that. Just, you know, for an hour or two every now and then to like, you know, get away from their life.

It's like a way of escape. Yeah, exactly. And I think me, just being younger, I feel like I just was always in maybe like survival mode. And I felt like I was always in charge. And I don't know, like just it's almost like a protective thing as well. I just like being in charge. I don't like anybody telling me what to do. It's like, it's, like, if you're going to be with me, it's my way or the highway.

And I keep you go. You know what I see happening for you. At some point in your life, you're going to switch and you're going to be the submissive. But you're, like, you are a dom in your regular life and you like to continue that in the bedroom, right? Like, you just want to be dominant always. Actually, with my current boyfriend, we like switch it up. He's the only person that I do it with. Like, I don't fully submit, but I'm like, you can, like, toss it.

me around. You're starting to like that too. Yeah. So I feel like in my personal relationships, I don't want a man who's fully submissive. I do want like that kind of leader or provider because like the submissive male is attractive, but not in my romantic relationship. So just for your booty calls, you like it. Just for like for fun. Yeah. And listen, I think that those are two separate kinds of relationships, you know. So I can understand that. Okay. So do you, okay, so like, listen, I had a a dominatrix on once, her name was Domina C, and she was like Dom across the board. She's like, I'm dominate in my fucking life,

and I'm dominant in the bedroom, and I like to dominate everybody. She was like this, you know, so there, of course, even though most people are opposite, it's not like everybody is, you know, some people are just want to be the same way all the time. So you get onto Fat Life, I mean, you know, as an 18-year-old on Fat Life, are you going on there? Like, you know, what are you looking for when you first

get on there and I'm assuming you were like inundated with got people hook it up like people like seeking you out or talking to you yeah I didn't know what to do I like I didn't know what to post I also had like at the same time I created only fans and stuff I was just like doing everything at once like 18 let me try it all so I got on there and I quickly learned that you cannot trust everybody like there were a lot of creeps that I ran into but once you start to really dig deep you know who is authentic. How? How? Just give people some tips. Like, tell people like your, you know, your red flags or what you learn pretty quickly early on. So once I started posting myself, I didn't give a fuck. I would post my face, all that stuff. And then if you get messages where somebody is just

kind of like fantasy dumping on you or they want to talk to you the whole time, like just in the conversations, like, that's a red flag. Yeah. We're not here to talk. We're here to do stuff. So you're not going to blow up my DMs with your fantasies and then like disappear. Right. So when someone is like actually interested, you know, they'll ask you about yourself. They'll tell you what they're into. And then they'll just right off the bat be like, can you host? Can you meet? Can you do this? And I'm like, yeah, yeah. And then we plan happens. Okay, but okay, when you go on there, I mean, you're showing your face and everything. Like, yeah. This is where I'm like, oh my God, if I was your mom and I didn't know, like, you know, she'd be fucking horrified because you're like ready

to be a date line episode. I mean, you're a young girl. You're a young girl. You're in this place with all these horny guys and your faces all over the place. You're meeting strange men. Now, how did you, like, when you, though, went on there, were you just looking for guys? Were you looking for couples? Were you looking for chicks? Like, what were you into? So I was just looking for guys. Okay. I did meet, like, a couple that was kind of like a fun story, but I was mostly looking for guys. either like since I was 18 I was like new to this I was like mostly looking for hookups because I didn't think that I was really ready to have somebody to submit to me yet

so but then as time progressed I started like reaching out or not reaching up like looking for you know like a submissive so I would like join these communities on FetLife or like go to the local munches and stuff and like meet people in person so like as I got more comfortable I would like look for that okay now listen I don't fuck around when it comes to my bed and my bed okay. It's really important for me to be super comfortable on my mattress when I sleep. And that's why I'm excited to tell you about Brooklyn bedding. Brooklyn bedding gives you the high-end mattress experience without the high-end price tag. I recently got the Sedona Elite mattress and it far exceeded my

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comfortable, I would look for that. Okay. So in the beginning, you were just kind of looking for guys to have, you know, sex with, like, what would they call it? Like, no strings attached, right? Like, no strings attached, sex. And, like, that was a turn on to you to just meet, like, a total stranger and just like fuck a man in there someplace. I don't know what was wrong with me, but I would just like, I'd just hit them up and we'd meet and then we'd fuck and then I'd be like, bye. Oh, my God. Did you ever see you again? Was it fun though? It was. It was. It's like. It's like. exhilarating. I don't know. Just gave me like an adrenaline rush. Like, let's do this and then

peace out. Wow. And now what were, what kind, like, did you have any kind of bound? Like, you know, was there a specific age range that you were looking for? Like, did you have a specific type that you were looking for? Or were you pretty open? So I like older guys. Okay. And I've only ever stopped with white guys. Not that they're my, like, type, but I don't know. I feel like black males just aren't like attracted to me. Are you black? Yes, I know. Okay, well, that's important to say.

So because when you said, when you specify that you're only into white guys, I'm like, oh, she must be a black girl because it's the opposite, right? People say the opposite. Wait, why are, why are you too skinny? No. Oh, I'm not skinny at all. Oh, okay. So why don't black guys like you?

I think it's like the way that I present myself, like the way that I speak, the things that I'm into, like throughout high school, I would always get called like an Oreo or like you talk like a white girl. Like, yeah, so it's just that kind of thing. Like, if they want a white girl, they don't want a black girl who acts like one. Oh, that's so, and that's interesting. I don't even know what that means, but it's interesting. It's weird.

So you just always got, so you, but you happen to be attracted more so to white guys anyway, as well? Yes. Yeah. And older guys, what's older to you as 22? Like, what is older? Older to me is like over 30. Okay, that's what I figured. The oldest, the oldest guy I've slept with was 16.

something. Oh my God. Yeah. How was that? It was good. He actually lasted for quite a while and he gave great head, so no complaints. Yeah, of course. You know, I'm sure he'd have popped to Viagra. Yeah. You know, nowadays, it doesn't matter how old you are for a guy, really. All right, so let's walk. So you have these experiences where you're just like hooking up with guys regular, right? And just like banging them out and stuff. But then you eventually realize that you wanted to be, dominate and you're looking for subs. I would assume, once you change your profile looking for that, like you got, like, really hit up. Yeah, they start flocking.

So once I changed it from, like, just, I don't even know what I had it as, but once I changed to Dominatrix or Mistress, they came flocking in the DMs. And I'm like, oh, I like this attention. That's what I figured, like I said, because I think it's not the, the, the, a common thing. And I talk to so many guys that are looking for that. And now that we're like into this part of your life, like going to munches and stuff like that happened first or did that happen like after you just like change your profile and started getting hit up with people that happened after i changed my profile because i was like well maybe i should like

actually go out into the community and see kind of like what these people are about so i went to my first munch at like 19 oh my god explain it all yeah so it was in newples florida and there's a lot of old people who live out there. So when I went to my first one, I was the youngest person in that room. I feel like everybody else was over 40 and nobody really wanted to talk to me except this one guy. And that actually, he turned out to be like a really cool dude. But it's just like everybody was staying away from me and I'm like, oh, I don't know.

Is it because I'm young? Is it because I'm black? Like, what's going on? I was the youngest person and the only black person there. So I was like, I kind of left early. but I started going to more and more and meeting these men and they would, I feel like maybe they were afraid to talk to me,

but they would see me in person and then like message me and like, oh, I saw you at the munch and I'm like, well, why didn't you like come up to me there? Like, what's wrong with you? So they wouldn't come up to you at the munches, you feel like. No.

But they would message me. Wow. Interesting. Well, now you know who, like, listen, those are real subs right there. Yeah. That just proves that they're submissive. They couldn't even like walk up to you.

Like just shaking in their boots, I guess. Yeah, yeah, I don't know. That's the kind of guy you want to fucking dominate. Or you can easily dominate. Yeah, exactly. Okay, so let's go walk through like all, like, what happens now that you're down for that. Yeah, so my first experience was with a guy from the Naples bunch. He messaged me on Fat Life and he was like, oh, you're so beautiful.

I saw you there, but like I didn't even come up and talk to you. So we chatted for like a week. And we chatted for a week because I really wanted to know what he was into. I let him know what I was into. And we planned it. He's married. So we had to wait for his, I don't know, his wife to like go on vacation or something. Oh my God.

And I remember like, like we met at a hotel. And I was so nervous because he got there first. And I'm like, I'm like 19 years old. Girl, what the fuck I'm doing? Like, this is really scary. So I showed to the hotel room and he's just sitting on the bed like all polite and stuff. And I'm like, introducing myself and he kind of like has to take the league because I'm talking too much.

Because you're nervous. Yeah. But wait, can I just ask you before you meet up at this hotel? There's a couple things. And don't worry, everyone listening. I'm going to get right back to the actual hookup and get all the details. But A, I just want to like make sure that when you are going and meeting these guys, because you're so super young, then younger, you're still young at 22.

Like, do you make sure that somebody knows where you are and who? who you're with and all that kind of stuff just in case. Oh, absolutely. Okay. Yeah. All my friends have my location. Okay, good. Good. Good. So like, I also would make these guys like send me a photo of their ID. Oh, good. Good. Good. Picture of them like holding it. Like, I need verification. You are who you say you are.

And then I would send it to my friends and be like, I'm going to meet this. I'm going to meet this around. If I don't respond to you in 30 minutes, he killed me. Listen, this is important. This is important to me as a mom as just a responsible person that's putting this kind of content out there. Like, it's really important that people know that, especially at this young age as a woman going to meet a strange guy in a hotel, like these are the things you need to do. And I'm glad that you do that, okay?

Yeah. I said, I had a little bit of common sense at 19. Yeah, I think, meet up without anything. Yeah, like sometimes I hear stories of people that don't, or when I'm watching Dateline and people didn't do any of that. I'm like, what that? Like, don't they watch Dateline? Like, don't they know that their people do fucking kill people?

Like, I don't know. I think people don't think it really happens, but it does. Okay, so everyone would know. And then the other thing I wanted to ask you before you meet this guy, because he's a submissive, you're going in as a dom, like, do you discuss? Because a lot of times in BDSM, there is a lot of discussions and stuff ahead of time of what's going to happen. I mean, but you're like very much a newbie.

Like, I'm wondering before that first meeting, do you guys have a lot of discussion of what was going to happen? Yeah. So he, not exactly what was going to happen, but just like telling me what he was into. I did own like a few toys at that point. Okay. And what he really wanted to do was to get pegged. And I'm like, oh, should, I've never done this before.

So he brought the strap on for me to like wear and use on him. And oh, my goodness, it was an experience. So we did talk about a few things that we wanted to do. And I did let him know straight up. Like, I've never done this before. Like, I'm new to this. And he's like, that's okay. Like, he was fine with it.

And yeah. So when I got there, he just kind of like pulled it out and was like, this is what I want you to wear. and I'm like, okay. What was it? It was a strap on. So it was like a black strap on and he pulls out this like huge dildo. And I'm looking at it like, oh, I feel like I put too much dip on my chip. I don't know what I'm doing here.

Yeah. But he was very, very nice. We still talk to his tape. And he kind of like walked me through how to like put it on and like what lube goes with what toy. And so we kind of like finally got that in the business. and yeah, I pegged him. Well, what you said, like, what lube goes with what toy? How many toys did he have in his little baggy?

So he had, like, this, you ever see those, like, knife sets when they, like, roll them out or whatever? Yeah, yeah. That's kind of what he had. There were, like, cock cages in there. Oh, my God. Like, sounding rods, like different dildos and stuff. My eyes were huge. I'm sorry.

I'm just thinking of his poor wife that has no idea. And if he ever crashes one day on his way to go meet another. other girl. Like, is she's going to find this shit in his car and be like, who was I married to? Because she probably has no idea. Like,

this was the married guy. Yeah. And, like, most of them are married and, like, their wives aren't into this stuff or their wives tried it. And they're like, never again.

Yeah. So they seek it somewhere else. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's a big problem. Okay. So he rolls out his, like,

bag of tricks. And he's directing you. And he's super nice, like you said. Like, he was very helpful. Yes, he was. So I'm like, his direction. I put on the strap on. He like attaches the doldow in the ring for me. And I'm just kind of like, I'm like, I told him, I was like, I'm really nervous. Like, I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do. And so he's like, here I'll just bend over. So he gets into like doggy and he, you know, loops himself up. And he was like already prepped to go. Like he didn't have to do anything basically. Like I just like insert. So I get behind him and like I'm like I put it in. And. And.

I'm like going really soft at first and he's like you can actually like fuck me like you don't have to you know be soft or whatever so I kind of like start going faster and harder and like getting into the group of it and like in that moment I was like this is amazing like this is what I want to do and that's what I mostly post about and felt life is pegging it's one of my favorite things to do I say that it's mostly what I'm into actually is pecking other men so oh my god when you That was my first experience. When you updated your profile to Dominatrix who loves to fucking peg guys, you were probably double, like getting like double the amount of emails, right? Yeah.

Yes. I would get messages that were like, oh, I want you to fuck my tight submissive asshole. I'm just like, oh my God. Like, just like, I don't know. I would get messages upon messages every day and it just would sift through them. And I'm like, what do I do with this? I mean, well, listen, it's, it's not bad. It's like you're on the good end of the stick because you could pick and choose who you're looking for.

It's like those poor guys that are emailing you. It's like, you know, there's not a lot of women that are into what you're into. So for them, it's harder to find the one. But for you, you could pick and choose exactly who you wanted to be with because you had plenty of guys emailing, which is the great position to be in. Yeah. And you loved pegging. Was it hard to figure out how to do it? or once you stopped it on, you were natural?

I feel like it was natural. Like, just once I put it on and kind of started going to work, I just, I don't know. I feel like I just, not excelled at it, but it just came naturally to me. So I feel like it wasn't that hard. And to this day, it's not that hard. It's just, you just fuck them.

And that's it. Yeah. And were you, are you very into, like, the verbal stuff that goes down? Like, because there are a lot of the, like, this is verbal too, right? Like are you calling you really my little Sissy slut stuff?

So like the first time Yeah The first time it was silent I didn't know what to say He didn't know what to say I just fucked him And then when he came We were done and I was like bye

Yeah And but as I've done it more and more With other people I do get verbal So like depending on what they like If they like you know If they're like humiliation I'll be like

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stuff like, oh, do you like getting fucked by me? Like, do you want more from Mr. Slova? Blah, blah, blah, blah. Just kind of like sweet talking them through it. And then there's others who really do like to be, you know, humiliated where it's like, oh, I have to fuck your ass because your dick is too small to fuck me. Like, blah, blah, blah. Things like that. Yeah. Yeah. So, all right, so you love the pegging. That's the first guy that you hooked up. Do you remember how old he was? He was in since 40s or 50s. I can't exactly remember. Okay. So you still talked to him to this day, so I'm assuming you continued to see him every now and then? Yes, I did.

Okay. And did you like get like, did you get really good at pegging with him and stuff and do more things with him? It was always the pegging. Yeah. So he was my first pecking experience. He was also my first sounding experience. Oh, that's hardcore. Why don't you explain that? Yeah. So sounding, I'm not. not, I've not the methodology about it, but like it's these rods that you use and it goes into

the penis, like the urethra. So there's like different sizes that you can use. There's one time that he wanted me to use. Do you know what a 10-z unit is? No, I've never heard of it. So a tens unit is like these patches that you place on your body. It's for like

it's help like muscle pain. Uh-huh. And so it sends like a shock. It's like, since like, it seems like a shock through little pads or whatever. So when you connect them to little wads, it seems like a shock through their dick. So got to experience a lot of stuff with that. And it was really cool.

I haven't done it in a while. But he was my first experience with that. I was like, this is some sick, cool shit. And now what would you get out of those experiences? Like, after you, like, you know, pegged him,

would he, like, have sex with you and stuff like that? Like, what were you into with your bit? It was just you doing to them? Yeah. So it was just, pegging and leaving. And like now, now that I'm like fully back into it, I kind of like the, I don't know, like pussy worship afterwards or before. Or like now that I have a boyfriend, like they'll do like the cum eating and stuff like that. So it's sometimes we'll have something

before or after. But like the pegging is the main course. Okay. So let's let's keep going from there because like you just keep pulling shit out of your back pocket. That is so fascinating because eventually you meet a guy, you know, how long did you do it before you met your boyfriends? Like, do the petting and stuff? Yeah, like doing all this stuff before you got in a relationship. How long were you doing it solo? Well, I never stopped. So like...

No, no, I know, but I'm saying you're doing it solo. You know, how long into doing it solo do you wind up getting into a relationship? Oh, so I met my boyfriend in 2023, but we didn't start dating until like July of this year because I moved away. But yeah, my first experience with him was also pegging. Okay, so did you meet him on Fat Life? I did meet him on Fat Life, yeah. Oh, okay. So maybe we should go there because after him, you start to do all these other things,

which is like the cum stuff and the cream pies and all that guy. Okay. Okay, so you, how did you, so how does your guy hit you up and find you on Fat Life and what happened during your first hookup? Yeah, so in 2023, he messaged me that he was looking to get pegged by somebody. and I'm like, okay. Turns out he actually lived like five minutes down the road for me, which was crazy. Wow.

So I did the same thing, like ID verification, like send me your ID, blah, blah, blah. And we meet up. How old was he? He's turning 37. He was in his 30s. Okay. So we meet up and, you know, we get down the business and I peg him. And it was actually a funny story because when I go to the bathroom, like, clean up and he's

cleaning up or whatever, I'd fuck to him. I'm doggy style, so I can't really see his dick. Like, I just see the back of him. Yeah. So I come out of the bathroom, and he's, like, facing me, like, still butt-ass-naked, and I see his dick, and I'm like, oh, it's huge. Oh, really? So I have never let anybody fuck me after I've pegged them, or before, whatever.

I was, like, strictly pegging me when I'm leaving. Yeah. But I was like, I can't pass up on this. So I was like, I literally told him, I was like, I don't usually do this, but, like, do you want to fuck. Like your dick is just kind of too big to pass up on. Yeah. So it kind of just went from there and we like sort of hooking up with each other and stuff. Question though. I just want a quick question because I'm thinking like if you're not like because you're obviously just doing this for fun. You're not doing it for money or anything. You're meeting these guys. Like what is the point?

Okay, because I'm all about like having an orgasm myself. I'm like a little selfish that way. So like what is the point with all these other guys of going there and doing all this stuff and not having an orgasm? Like do you go home and have like reclaiming sex with yourself and think about it? it like would you just get off on it during and then later please yourself like why no sex for you ever in those scenarios so I feel like because they're usually super submissive I'm not extremely attracted to them like I'm attracted to you in the way that I want to fuck you but I don't fuck me no it's not about it's more about you like what is making you like enjoy an experience with somebody that you're not attracted to so I'm attracted to them but like I don't want you to

fuck me. Okay. Like, it's weird. Yeah, it is weird. Like, I get off, like, I get off to it. So, like, I would, I would use my, like, magic wand or, like, I'll wear, like, a wearable vibrator during. Like, I will still get off. Oh, okay.

So that's important. It sounds like, because the way you're making it sound like, I'm glad this is why I need to be involved in these calls and interrupting at all times, because it does sound like you're going and you're not doing anything. You are. No, no, no. I will always get an orgasm. Okay.

Like, I am selfish in that way, too. So like my favorite like position would be like me laying on my back and they're like riding the strap. Yeah. And I'm using my magic wand to think myself come. Yeah, no, that makes sense. So even though you're not attracted to them physically, you're attracted to you dominating them in the whole scenario and you get off on that. That totally makes sense. And I'm glad we cleared that up because I'd be like I was kind of like, you're not doing it for cash.

Like what's the point? Yeah. So like with my boyfriend, I'm attracted to him physically. obviously. I'm like, oh, like, we got to take this to the next step. You got dignitized by that guy, okay? Because you walked out and you're like, oh, my God. And so you had, that was like the first guy you actually were physically attracted to that you had sex with. Okay. Yeah. And it was a, it was crazy experience. And like literally a week later I moved away from Florida to D.C. And I moved back to Florida a few months ago. And like, it's just been, the kink stuff has just got.

I rock in it since I've been back here. So I'm like learning new things and like being in this relationship with him. We're like having threesome and stuff. So it's like snowballing. Well, real quick question. When you went to D.C., did you like, did you just look for people on FetLife there and continue to see subs and everything while you were there? So when I was in D.C., I took a break from Tink and stuff because I had a baby and all the

stuff. I tried to be like this Treadwife. And it was, it was a bad. I don't even know why I decided to do that, but I was just like, this is not the life for me. Yeah. And I don't want to listen to this man. Okay. So I was like, I got to go home.

So I came back to Florida. And ever since being back into it, it's like liberating. Like, I just feel like a brand new me. So you come back with your baby, like the baby daddy's over in D.C. still? Yeah. He was fine with you leaving with the baby. Yeah. Yeah.

I mean, he's just doing his own thing or whatever over there. I don't really care. but we don't like talk much. Okay. Was he a boyfriend that you had a baby with or someone that you just got pregnant by accident with? So he was a boyfriend and it was an accident, but I like wanted the baby. Keep the baby. Listen, I'm sure you don't regret that now that you have your baby, right?

I mean, once they're born. I don't. Oh my God. I imagine if I didn't have this person in my life, right? Yes. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah.

So I love being a mom. Yeah. I also love what I do outside of being a mom. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Well, listen, you're so young. Like, you can't, like, by the time I had a kid way later in life, so all I wanted to do is be a mom, I was so bored of myself, you know, at that point. But, like, you're super young.

You have a kid, but you're, you have a balance, right? Like, you take care of your child and stuff, but you're still tending to your own needs, which I think is important at that age. I refuse to let motherhood be the only thing that I am. Yeah. And so I was like, I want to keep being myself. I don't want to stop doing what I was doing before I was a mom. So I do it in moderation. if there's a balance.

And I'm assuming you have help or you buy your family, like with your family? Like, so you have help, right, exactly. That's perfect. Okay. So you move back and you wind up, like, seeing the guy with the big dick when you come back and then you wind up, like, dating. Yeah. So I came back and actually, funny story. When I met him the first time in 2023, I didn't remember his name.

Yeah. He was in my phone as like unknown and he had like an egg pneumonia next time. I was like his dick is dick. So all this. two years go by and I come back and we like we hook up or whatever for the first time. And he invited me to go to a munch. But this one was in like another city. And I'm like, okay, let's go.

So we're at this munch. We're having a good time. He's introducing me to his friends. We go back to his house. And I think we were like sitting on the couch or somewhere. And I was like, can I be honest with you? I don't know what your name is. And I'm so sorry.

And he laughed about it. Like, he didn't take it to heart or whatever. Yeah. He told me his name. And I was like, okay, I'm so sorry. Like, but like when we first met, we weren't serious or whatever. I just remembered you because you had a big dick. Like, I'm sorry.

Yeah. You should take that as a compliment. And he did. Yeah, for sure. So you got his name. You're back in action. He's involved in the kink community too. So he knows what you're about.

You know what he's about. He's obviously single, right? He wasn't one of the married guys you were singing. He was single. No, single. Right. And so. Okay, take it from when you guys start to date and start doing things together.

Like you said, you're doing threesomes and then, you know, you're having experiences where, you know, your subs are cleaning up. Yes. So he invited me to this like Swingers BBSm ranch place. It was like a Swingers BBSM party. Interesting. And I had never been to one of these parties before. I'm like, I usually do shit solo or like meet people and do it myself. Yeah.

So we go to this thing and it's just like a. big play space. They have private rooms and stuff and there's people, you know, putting on scenes and they're like spanking and whipping and doing all this stuff. And I'm like, holy shit, this is really cool. So we kind of just like would go together and like watch and like go home and fuck. So we wouldn't do anything in public or whatever. So like as time as like a month went by like a month or two, I started getting back in contact with some subs that I had when I was here before. And Roger is one of the guys that, I met when I got here. So he was, like, commenting on myself on Fat Life for a while, blah, blah, blah. And he finally, like, reached out to me. And we kind of, like, talked about what he was into. And, like, I know on his episode, he talked about, like, the cum meeting and stuff. Oh, I forgot that.

You know some of my callers, Roger. When you say Roger, you're mentioning the name because he's Roger, quote, unquote, from my podcast. Yes. Yeah. Okay. Roger and Joe. Yeah. So those are the ones that I know.

Okay. But I met him like a two, three months ago. And I kind of like just, he kind of like told me what he was into. And I'm like, okay, well, I can get my boyfriend to fuck me. And then I'll come over to you and you can like clean it up. So it's really simple. Like I just like, you know, get my boyfriend turned on and we fuck. And then I'm like, okay, I got to go.

I'll see you later. And then I'm going to meet Roger. Wait, now is Roger like married to Annie or is Roger? another guy that just like hooks up with all kinds of people. Because I have a Roger 651 and a Roger 1137 who's with Annie. But I know he lives in Florida. Roger is the single guy that just hooks up with everyone. Right.

Yeah, yeah. The title is Roger is hooking up with couples, working girls, trans girls, men and more. Roger's down. Roger's down for everything. Okay. So he wants to be involved in this whole thing with your guy. And you know that your guy is into this too. He wants other guys to be involved with you guys

So he's not really into that Okay He doesn't mind helping me Okay I like the cum eating and stuff And like making other guys clean up Yeah But he's not really into like cucking guys So he doesn't really like having them in the room

But he'll like fuck me and like send me off Basically Yeah Did Roger? So Roger, you tell Roger like this is what my boyfriend's down for Yeah So I'm like We'll talk about it and I'm like

Okay well he gets home blah blah blah so like I'll have him fuck me and then I'll come see you or whatever yeah he's like great sounds great okay so to walk me through that first experience with roger yeah so the first time i oh wait oh yeah okay so the first time we met we're gonna meet in a hotel and i was just supposed to go over there and peg him that's it and my boyfriend was getting home from work early so i was like oh he's actually going to get home from work early i can have him come in me and then I can come see you. And he was really excited about it because that wasn't planned.

So my boyfriend comes home and, you know, we do the do. And I'm texting Roger, like, while I'm getting fucked. Oh, my gosh. I'm like, I'm sorry it's taking so long. He takes so long to finish. Like, I'll be there soon. Oh, my. So he's just kind of, like, sitting at the hotel, like, waiting for me.

And then, like, once we're done, I, like, told my boyfriend, like, where I'm going. And he's just, like, peace. Like, I'll see you. later. And so once I get to the hotel, like, we have our chit-chat. Like, Roger is very sweet. Like, he brought me wine and he brought me other stuff. So we kind of just get, like, just get to it. And he's, like, asking me, like, did he fuck you good? And, like, does he blow a big load? And I'm like, yes, yes. So I kind of just, like, lay back and you can just see an excitement on his face. It's really funny. And he just gets to work and, like, cleans it up. And he's like, do you have any more?

And I'm like, no, like, that's it. Like, we're done. And then so, like, after that, then I pegged him. And it was a, it was an interesting and good night. And then did you realize that you enjoy that whole kind of experience? Yes, that was my first experience with that cum stuff with him. Yeah. He was, like, he asked for it.

And I'm like, okay, I can do that, but I don't really know what you get out of it. And then, like, I'm like, oh, I kind of like this because I'm making another guy clean up my guy's stuff. Yeah. It's like, it makes me feel like a badass. I don't know. Yeah, that's it.

Well, you are kind of like, that's a very dominant thing to do. You know what I mean? Yeah. To make it like it's very much you are in control. And a little bit of degrading kind. You know,

it's like that's kind of humiliating degrading like clean up this other man's calm out of me kind of thing, you know. But Roger loves it because I see in his episode notes that it says that he has an intense clean up fantasy. Yes. And listen, there's a lot of guys that are into that. Yeah, and he's introducing me to stuff too.

Like, I'm so young. Like I said, I don't know everything. So I'm constantly learning about this stuff. And it's really exciting. So he's got more fantasies that he wants to try. And I'm like, I'm always down to try whatever. And your guy is totally open to this kind of arrangement that you have. Does your guy get to fuck other girls or is it just you're playing with the other guys?

We, so our arrangement. is I can have these submissive encounters. I don't fuck other guys. Yeah. And we fuck other girls together. Oh, okay. That's our arrangement. Okay, let's talk about that.

When did that come up and let's talk about some of those experiences? So when we started going to this like swing or place or whatever, we would talk about it, but we never like had the opportunity until literally week ago. What's the first time we did it? Oh, wow. And we're doing it again tonight. So we got introduced. introduced to a friend from a friend and she was she's done three sons before and we you know started

talking to her we had gone out together on Halloween to like a strip club and stuff and we all came back to the house and I was like far too drunk to do anything yeah oh no yeah so he fucked her and like told me about it in the morning or whatever and I was like okay so I got her phone number and we started chit chatting and I was like you know are you interested in us like together like would you want to do that and she's like yeah so on Saturday night we took her out to dinner and just like we're hanging on his friends and I was pretty nervous like the whole time because I have I've had briefs before but I was always the person that was like coming in as the third like I hadn't been in the relationship and invited somebody else in where were all these threesomes in your story

well these are so the threesome would just be like random hookup so I didn't think they were like important No, it's okay, but I just didn't know that you were into women. So you were into women, though, because I remember when I said, I'm bisexual. Okay, so, but on Fat Life, because I was like, did you go on there looking for men, women, couples were just men? No, no, no. The three ones that I found were on Bumble.

Oh, you were working all angle. You just got a lot going on. I was on dating websites, and there would be like a girl who'd be like, oh, my boyfriend and I are looking for a unicorn, and I'd swipe on them and be like, okay, let's do it. Yeah. So they were just like random encounters. Okay. But this one was like actually planned by us and we actually took time to get to know this girl.

And so took her out to dinner and like came back home with her. And she had already fucked my boyfriend or Halloween. So I'm like, okay, you guys are already like a queen to make each other. And I don't know. It just like we came back. We had some wine and stuff and we were like all sitting on the couch and he starts kissing me and I start kissing her. And it just kind of goes from there. So I, because I'm like into pegging.

I also like to fuck girls. So I did fuck her with my strap on. And my boyfriend is really into watching me fuck women. So that's like a new thing for us. Like he likes to watch me fuck other girls. So we're meeting up with her again tonight. And it's just, it's something that we found that we really enjoy doing together.

So we don't fuck other people separately. It only happened that one time because I just, I couldn't do it on Halloween. But yeah, that's kind of like what we're interested in right now and trying out. Yeah, so it sounds like you're super open because you were totally cool, cool and down with him like fucking another girl and like it just, you know, even solo because you weren't available. I mean, that's not the ideal thing. You want to do it with him. But even though like first time allowing him, I mean, you sound pretty not jealous as a girl. Yeah. I mean. I was like a little butt hurt. I was like you should have waited on me, but whatever. But no, I'm not like mad about it or whatever. Yeah. It's just like a next time wait on me. Yeah, the younger generation is so different. Yeah.

Yeah, I am pretty open. Like, I don't, there's nothing that really, like, it gives me the ick or anything like that. I'm open and trying new things, and I'm just kind of loving my best life right now. Yeah, and listen, there must be a very big difference between, like, you being a unicorn with another couple, versus you, the couple, bringing in a unicorn, right?

Because this is now you're sharing, you're sharing that experience with your guy, right? So what, like, how's the difference? As the unicorn, like the couple is catering to you. Exactly. You feel like you're the star of the show, blah, blah, blah. And they're treating you to a good time. It's like now that I'm basically like the host with my boyfriend,

I'm kind of nervous because I'm like, we have to give this girl a good experience. Yeah. So I'm kind of like, I was like very nervous, like more nervous than when I was a unicorn because I don't want to like fuck it up. Yeah. So it's a big, it's a big deal to like agree to sleep with a couple. because like, I don't know, it's just, it's a different experience, like, when you're the one hosting. No, I know.

I just had a woman talk about this exact thing recently, and it was because she was doing a lot of threesomes with unicorns with her husband, and then she wanted to do it with a guy. And her reason was because she wanted to be the center of attention because she's like, you know, listen, in these threesomes with these unicorns, like, we're pleasing her and she's the center of attention. She's like, I wanted to be the center of attention, you know? Yeah. it is a different, very different dynamic. I actually prefer not to be the center of attention. Yeah. I like, it's like my boyfriend and are kind of competitive, so we're like, oh, who is she going to

like better? The domino. Yeah, like, who's going to give her head better? Who's going to fuck her better? All this stuff. So it's like a, it's kind of like a game we play. So it's fun. Oh, my God.

I like being the host. You are like the funnest girlfriend ever. I mean, the fact. that you're like, I'm going to try and fuck this girl better than you. It's on. I mean, like, that's a game any guy would want to play with you. Yeah. My boyfriend is, should be extremely lucky that he met me. For sure. I mean, he kind of hit the jackpot, especially because of all the things he's into and what you're into and you're pretty down for a lot of things, you know? So you've always been into the women. You do, do you like to be the Dom with the women too a little bit? Like, do you enjoy like fucking them as opposed to them fucking you? Yeah, so I prefer to fuck them. And I do like dominating them. Yeah. So, like, this new person that we're seeing together, she has not done a lot of stuff.

Yeah. She's 21, so we're, like, almost the same age. Yeah. And, like, we, you know, we've hung out as friends. Like, we really went shopping together the other day. Right. And we'll just, like, talk about stuff. And she's interested in, like, trying some edging and, like, orgasm control.

And I'm like, girl, I can do that for you. Like, just tell me what you want to do and we can plan it. So hopefully some fun encounters with her will be coming up soon, but I do prefer to fuck them versus them fucking me. Do you also like to see your guy with them as well? Do you have that kink in you? Do you enjoy that? I do. So like, it's not like I like being cucked, but I don't know.

I like seeing him fuck another woman. It's just, it's exhilarating. Like, it's kind of like I get to watch what goes on while he fucks me. So I'll like watch them fuck each other and like I'll use a toy on myself and like give myself a couple orgasms and stuff. But it's pretty hot like watch him in action. And it's the same for him like watching me like fuck another woman. It's really exciting. Yeah, I thought you were about to say when I watch when I fuck another guy because I was thinking, oh, but wait a second, you don't fuck other guys with him.

That's one thing that's not on the table in this relationship. Correct? Yeah. So we don't do that. He said that he would be open to like an MMF three. some but we just haven't found anybody that we trust or want to do it with because guys are just a little more there's more like liability I don't know like the women are more understanding and easier like coming from me like I'm a woman so I you know and I've been the unicorn before so I just

I feel more comfortable just doing it with women right now but eventually we may try like MMF MMF two guys would he want to do something with the guy no okay so that's MMS M. I learned this. By the way, I learned all this on my show, too. I would never know the difference. M.M. F is like the two guys hook up and a girl is there. MFM, the girl is in the middle of the guys, you know, might cross swords, but they don't fall around.

So that's the correct threesome. Yeah. So that's what he's down for. What happened with you and my guy, Joe? What number was Joe? Joe is a by guy, right? Is Joe a by guy? Joe fucks anybody and everybody.

Oh, yeah. Joe's another. You got those guys, yeah. Joe's the glory hole guy. The glory hole facilitator. Oh, wait, Joe is the one that has all that guy. Doesn't he do gangbangs too? He does, yes.

He sets up gangbangs and glory holes. He does. So with Joe, I don't do that stuff. I'm not interested in it. Yeah. But he does like his photography and the door shoots and stuff. He's a very nice man, by the way, Joe. He is.

He's super nice. Isn't he? I actually just did dog sitting for him. But we like he runs the munches that we go to and he does photography. So he was like, I have a couple of shoot ideas. And I was like, okay. So we did a couple of shoots together and like the pictures came out super well. So that's how I know him.

Like he does the munches and we talk and stuff. But I don't do the ging bangs and the gory holes and stuff like that. Yeah, this Joe is living a double life because he does. He also plays and has this whole kink world life of his own. And then he also, like, facilitates other people's fantasies to come true through those events that he holds. Yes. Yeah. So people, like, hit him up and be like, I'm looking for such and such.

And he'll, like, go on fat life or do his little email thing and be like, I have a person who's looking for this. Who's down? Yeah, exactly. No, I know. He literally, when he called in, he literally for his, like, pictures on Patreon, he sent me pictures of, like, the gang bang emails he sent out and how he coordinates it. you know, because I'm always interested in those kinds of details. It's like super interesting to me, you know? But it's interesting that, uh, he,

you met up with him and he's somebody that you dom and that's like your hookup with him. Who, Joe? Yeah, Joe. Sorry. No, no, no, no. Okay. We're just like friends. Oh, okay.

That's interesting. Okay. Yeah. So you just, because he does. He does. He has Lexi and he like doms other dudes with her. So like that's something that I'm like interested in. We just haven't done it yet or I haven't like really talked about it.

but I would like to do that with him. Because my boyfriend, he's not really into that stuff. But Joe is and he's willing. So I'm like, let's, I want to try that, you know, like doming another dude with another dude. Oh, and so he would dom him with you. Yes. Yeah, because he does have that woman that helps him. And I do know that he has like, I mean, he is very involved in the community because

I remember he had like some sort of newsletter or something that he goes out, right? Yeah. Like that's what he, that's maybe how you met him. So I met him because of my boyfriend. Like he took me to the bunch that Joe was running and Joe was there. So once I started going more and more, we eventually like just connected. And he was like, hey, do you want to take some pictures? And I was like, okay.

So he kind of like started telling you about Lexi and like all the stuff he's done and blah, blah, blah. And so we're just like friends. Yeah, I love that. Yeah, he's a nice guy. Yeah. Listen, he lives in your world. It winds up being a small world once you get involved. world, right? And like, you live in Florida. It is like the Swinger Mecca crazy capital of the world.

Yeah. A lot of shit goes down in Florida, you know, I mean, it's... Having Joe and Roger and my boyfriend and all these new experiences in the past few months has been super exciting. Yeah, what a way to like welcome you back to Florida and back to your life. You must feel like you made the right decision to come back home and leave. Like, this is where you're meant to be. You're like starting your life all over. You got this new unicorn. Are you like open to being Polly and having a thruple or are you just like to keep this stuff on the, you know, just for fun?

Just for fun. So like our relationship is totally separate. Okay. So you're deep and involved with him and that's like you're not Polly. You guys are, I mean, nowadays I have to ask because like so many people are like start to do like get into throuples and I just talked to a couple like that. But you're really just in love with your guy and all the other stuff is just for fun. Correct?

Yes. exactly. That's great. I mean, like I said, your guy hit the fucking jackpot. Which one told you to call into this show? Joe or Roger? Roger told me to call in.

And then did it turn out that it just so happened that Joe also was on? Like, or like, how does you all know? He told me. He was like, so he was like, oh, I was on this podcast. And I was like, oh, I know what you're talking about, but I forgot the name of it. And he was like, you should go on it. And he was like, Joe also did an episode. I'm like, Joe called too.

So I listened to both of them while I was working out And I'm like, oh yeah, I definitely want to talk to this lady She's really cool Oh my God, yes, I'm so glad you did I mean, I feel like there's a million more stories in you Maybe we'll have you back on I love your whole story It's super interesting

I'm so glad you play it safe I'm so glad you're happy to be a mom I'm glad you're in a relationship And everything else is just like icing on the cake And you're enjoying yourself So like I mean that's what I like to have on my show Like you know people that are just fucking happy you know, consensual, happy, safe, sex, right?

There's nothing. There's no reason why people shouldn't be doing that. So thank you so much for calling in if you want, I mean, if you listen to my show, you've heard that I love to have pictures for my Patreon, like anonymous pictures for my Patreon. I know you put your face all over the place, but I still typically take people's faces off my Patreon, just because I don't ever want to be involved with like having anyone's picture someplace. But you'll also get free access to my Discord where you could do whatever you want over there. That's a place where people could post themselves.

If you want to go into there, you could just peruse and look around, or you could participate. You'll get free access from that. And I'll also give you free access to my Patreon for a month so you could see like the comments and talk to people. But if you could send me picks, that would be great. But like anonymous R rated picks for Patreon. You could do anything X rated or whatever the fuck you want. Like you could show pictures of like any kinds of like pegging shit. Any of that stuff.

There's a whole pegging. By the way, there's a whole pegging channel in there. I got like every channel that you could think of in there. But you'll get free access out. You'll check it out. and you'll get that when we hang out. But send me the pictures sooner than later because this will probably go out next Friday.

Okay, no problem. I will pick some out and send it to me right away. All right, awesome. All right, thanks, Lilith. Thanks for calling in. Thank you. Have a great rest of your day. Bye.

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