Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1307 - Angelica and her Husband Just Hooked up with a Bull with a BBC

Episode Date: December 16, 2025

Angelica and her husband just hooked up with a bull with a bbc and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how and when she met her husband, the first guy she was with who wanted her to f- his best friend, when her husband first brought up his interest in another guy joining them and how she felt about it, the tools they bought into the bedroom to start simulating a threesome, when and how that led to them going on the apps to look for a guy, the type of guy she heard from the most, the guy with the bbc that hit them up and why she chose him, the rules they had going in to their first hook up, thir first hook up in a hotel and exactly what went down, what’s on their list to do next plus a whole lot more. GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To see HOT pics ANGELICA plus pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712  Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.  Sponsors: ⁠https://beducate.me/pd2540-anonymous⁠⁠— Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized roadmap to sexual happiness ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get 10% OFF your first month of Bluechew GOLD! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://motorbunny.com/strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Holiday Sale PLUS $50 off! ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://loadboost.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — To get 10% off LOAD Boost by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://butterwellness.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Use the code STRICTLY at checkout for 20% OFF your entire order⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Angelica and Angelica has a great newbie story. She's young. She's her and her husband are only 31. They've been with each other since the dawn of time. They're like a lot of couples nowadays and I feel like I'm corrupting people because she's like, we've been listening to your podcast and now we had our first experience. I'm like, I'm like getting people to do all this stuff and what they did was they had their first experience with a beau. They brought in a guy. They had a threesome and she talks all about it. We end with that whole story, meeting the guy exactly what went down. But what we start with is, like, all the stuff that led up to it, all the stuff that they talked about, all the stuff that they role played, all the stuff that they did, that led up to them deciding that they were

going to open up their relationship. Now they're going to, like, meet up with a couple. And, like, she used to be, like, really jealous. And there was a time when her guy didn't know if he could really handle her being with another guy. And she talks about all those kinds of things and how they work through all of that stuff because they really just like talked about it and roll-plated for a really long time before they took the step to do it in real life. And then like I said, you get that whole story of what exactly went down with the guy that she met. Super interesting story. I have pictures of her over on my Patreon. She'll be on my Discord. But anyway, I'm going to get right to be right back on with Angelica. Hi, Angelica. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today?

Hi, I'm well. How are you? Thanks for happening. Oh my God, listen to that cute little voice and I'm going to have to change your voice. I'm going to make you even higher. Hopefully, I'm actually, I don't want you to sound like a chipmunk. You've got like a fake voice already. Well, it's not a fake voice, but what I know is it's the voice that guys love women to have like a little girly voice. But anyway, Angelica, you are, are you married to your high school sweetheart or dating your high school sweetheart? I am married. forever. I'm just going to tell the short story real quick. And you like, you're, this is like a newbie story, which I love. You finally like, you know, crossed the line and had a threesome with, a black guy with a BBC. Is that correct? Yes. That's a short story. That's the quick story. We're going to get all the details. Okay. First of all, let me get a snapshot of where you guys are at now. You know, I know you met in high school. How old are you guys now? And how long have you been married for? we actually met in middle school, dated a little bit, broke up, but we've been like best friends since middle school, but officially started dating in high school. So actually we're

going to be together for 15 years here soon. And we are both 31. Oh, okay. Okay, cool. All right. So you're super young. You got married. You've been together since forever. I mean, have you guys, had you guys ever been with other people or only with each other, like as far as when it comes to sex? Yeah, so actually before my husband, I was with somebody else for a couple years, actually. So I did have sex with that person also. And my husband slept with two other people before me. There's nothing to do in our small town, you know. So yeah. And you were like a relationship girl right from the get-go. Like you had a long relationship before him and then when met him got married. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Okay, cool. So now you're 30, you guys are 31 now. Let's go back to, you know, when things start. to change. Like, I'm just wondering, like, your sex life before you cross the line and, you know, had a threesome. Like, what was going on with you guys before? Yeah. So it's funny because we, when I think about it, and really it's been since listening to your show. I'm like, well, we've never been vanilla. I'm just, you know, it made me realize, like, we've never been vanilla.

Like, it's always, like, you know, we, you know, back in the day, we were just at parties and stuff. Like we just fucked in front of people all the time. Right. Just how it was done. That's what happens in a small town? Yes. Yeah, literally. Oh, yeah.

Lots of, you know, it's hot box tents and we'd fucking it. You know, it's just how it went. But, you know, I grew up like innocent catheter girl too, of course. But you weren't thinking that what you were doing was anything weird because you're with your guy, right? Like you're with your person. Yeah, you're in front of other people, but you weren't having threesomes or anything like that at that time.

No. actually my ex, he really wanted to have a threesome with his best friend. And I was like, like at the time, I was like, oh, that's gross. That's against my faith, whatever. But I was kind of playing along with it. And I was like, okay, you know, I would only even try to start sexting you, which, like, was emails back then, you know? Like, they would send pictures, like nude pictures in the email. Yeah. So I said, like, the boys, if they were sending me dickpicks. So it would, like, be in my email. No, no, but who's they? Your guy and his friends? So, yeah, so I said the only way that I would even start considering a possible threesome is if you send me a picture of both of your facts next to each other.

Okay, that's how you start the story. You have to explain that because I'm like, what the fuck is going on with? Dicks, there's many dicks. All of a sudden in your email. I'm like, how did they find up there? So you said to them, like, I need this kind of thing before. Yeah, and I didn't think they're going to do it. Just, I don't know. But I opened my email. You don't know, guys. Two dicks next to each other. They're going to do whatever they can at this point.

Okay, you just gave them a window of opportunity. You think they're not going to take it? I don't know. Back then, and now I realized that that was stupid of me. So, you know, they send the picture. They're like, what do you want? We'll send what you want us to. And I send you a picture of both your dicks next to each other.

How do I want to compare that? So they did that. They sent the picture. I was a little underwhelmed with the other. So I was like, eh, but, you know, I said, we'll talk about it. So they would just like send me all of these ideas for positions and all of that. And then so at the same time, my now husband was my best friend at the time. And so I'm texting him like, oh my God, these these guys really just sent this picture I told them to, you know. So then all of a sudden I'm texting three guys. And it was so overwhelming. But. So I guess it's never been, I've just never, like, thought in a vanilla way. We didn't end up having a face on me and that acts mostly because that dick was just too small for me, honestly. Right.

But wait, but when, are you going back, like, when your guy is, when you're telling him that these, now it's more than one and everything, like, are you surprised that he's not jealous and he's, like, down for it? Because I'm assuming he's not jealous. Like, he's into the fact that this is all going down. Yeah. My husband now, you mean? Yeah. Yeah, he was like, he wanted to know every detail. It was like, well, of course, you know, of course they want to do that.

I would love to be in on it. You know, he starts like sexting me too. And I'm like, oh my gosh, I'm dating the other kids still. But they're also friends, like my now husband and my ex. Yeah. So it was. So at that point, you're getting the idea that this guy is into it, right? Like, this is how he rolls.

And isn't that surprising for you as a girl? because I always would think normally before I did my show, I would think most guys are like, you know, the girls are their property, like no other people could fuck them. Like they're very possessive over their girls, especially when it comes to other guys. But yet it turns out all these guys are into their girls fucking other guys. It's weird. Yeah. No, I was so thrown off by this because like you said, I'm a relationship girl. And so like that's how, you know, my parents had me as teenagers. My all my brothers, like they all have been with their high school sweetheart. too. You know, it's just kind of the way that like we roll in this area. But it was definitely a shock. A shock for me. I'm like, what do you mean? Like, you know, God says I need to be monogamous. But then I'm over here fucking sexing multiple people. So I don't know. Yeah, were you, let me ask you this. I mean, like, were you getting horny sexing these other people? Or were you just doing it because they wanted you to? Like, or were you into it? I think my Catholic guilt was really getting me at that time. I was like, I enjoyed it. But like, then I

I was like, oh my God, I'm going to confession. And I had to go to confession because of it. Like, I couldn't deal with it. And did you actually tell the priest in confession? Like, by the way, I did. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. He's like, God, God forgives you.

Whoever made up that rule. Like, there was some horny guy that's like, oh, this is what we're going to do. Like, you're going to have to confess anything that you do sexually. I know. In a dark room. In a dark room when you can't see me. I mean, who the fuck made up that crazy rule that these young girls could, go to, there's like a whole, I don't know what religion it is, but they really make you get into

details and stuff. It's like the weirdest fucking thing. It's nobody's business. It's so weird. But, you know, when you grow up like that, that's just like, that's what you're supposed to do. Yeah. And then my parent, you know, I mean, the first time I had sex, I was like 12 or 13. I remember, I was young. And, you know, I'm over there in confession. My parents think I'm probably, you know, confessing about like picking on my brothers or something. But I'm talking about sexing all these. guys. Oh my God. And having sex at 12 or 13. Yeah. Oh, my God. And like, could I just ask you a quick question? Because I was like brought up in a very religious household, but I was like, this is ridiculous and I never bought into it. As someone that did buy into this because you're literally there

confessing your things. Like, did you feel better? Like, is there something behind the confat? Like, did you feel like, oh, like after you went and told like that felt made you feel better? Like, is there anything positive behind it? I'm just wondering. At the time. So I don't identify as, you know, being Catholic anymore. But back then I did feel, I'm like, okay, I can go to heaven again. You know, like it made, it made you feel better in that way. Like getting it off your back and it's kind of like journaling. Like you're getting it out and just admitting it and giving it away and saying it now.

And then you're forgiven, right? Like, that's the whole point of it. Yeah, exactly. Right. So you could do whatever the fuck you want. It's not a bad deal. All you got to do is tell on yourself and you're, you know, you could do whatever. Okay, so now you wind up with your guy.

Yes. Okay. And, well, he asked me to be his girlfriend, like, at least a million times. And I said, no, a million times. We, I gave him a blowjob, like, a week after I broke up with my ex. Okay. So it was one of those things, like, we knew. We actually have, like, an acronym, like, including fuck buddies in it.

Like, we just knew from the gecko, like, we are connected and we cannot not be connected. Okay. So, yeah, actually, our sex. anniversary is Halloween, so we just had that. Oh, how funny. Yes, yeah. So we're talking around Halloween. Yeah, which actually was the same sex anniversary as when I lost my virginity, which is funny.

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Yes. We're talking around Halloween. Yeah, which actually was the same sex anniversary as when I lost my virginity, which is funny. Always on Halloween? Yeah. Okay. So you start dating him and everything.

Now, does he ever bring up any of the sexting or anything? Or does he start alluding to the fact that he's into that whole thing again? Or does that ever come up? Because I know it's like recently that you had your threesome. So like what happens between then and now? Yeah, a whole lot has happened. And he would bring it up here and there, but as soon as he felt that my catholic guilt was getting to me, he would completely not talk about it anymore. So he's played a good long game, I will say.

He has. Because, you know, in that time, we went to college and we went to college together, and we were both collegiate athletes. And then we had babies young. We can't have babies anymore. We're done. Uteris is gone. Thank goodness. How many babies did you have?

Well, four, but the first one passed. So, and we had to go through fertility stuff. So it was a really long, you know, he really was very patient for a long time. But they're very close in age my kids are. Right. So, yep, when I was 28, got the hysterectomy. And then I have just been a sex machine since, like, I just can't stop. Now, did you go on hormones after the hysterectomy?

No. So I, they wanted to take out my ovaries to. Oh, okay. But they said that I would have to go on hormone therapy. And I just really didn't want to. No, that's smart. I was like, I'm 28, you know, like, we'll see how things go. And I have PCOS and endometriosis.

So, like, I've always been used to my hormones being off. Yeah. And I think that if we messed with it and all, you know, I'm, I'm kind of cold-hearted. Like, I'm that person that cries, like, maybe four times a year. Yeah. So if you start messing with my hormones and if I start crying more, like, my God, I can't, I can't do that. And honestly, my husband, like, he, like, he's, like, He also couldn't handle if I was like that.

So we're like, we're not going to touch the hormones. No, you did the right thing. Listen, if you can keep your ovaries and have them working naturally, like that is always way better. I mean, some people don't have that option, right? And then they have to, but you don't want to be on hormones your whole life. There'll be a time where you go through menopauseant. I don't know what's going to happen at that point in your life.

There would be AI that'll fix you. But, you know, that's when you're going to need them. But you don't need it. You know, it's great that you were able to keep your ovaries and keep, even if they were an ideal. It was your natural hormones. You know, it's way better to keep them. Okay, so you had your babies throughout that time, like you guys were all dealing with that. Of course, nothing was coming up with like you guys opening up your relationship. When does that the conversation start up? Yeah, so after I got done breastfeeding my last kid, I lost 60 pounds. Okay. And so as I was losing the

weight, I just became more and more sexual. And my husband, like I was listening to one of your recent episodes about how, you know, I think it was a D.D. Maybe how her husband, they were together for forever, but then he was like just taking her for granted. And yeah, my husband is like opposite of that. Like, my husband has always just been obsessed with me. Like actually like sometimes too much, to be honest with you. Like, and he, I've told them, like, I'm a very independent bitch. Like, you know, it's one of those things like a lot. And he does. He lets me do what I need to do. But like, he, like, while I'm sleeping, he'll be like, hey, can I just like jerk off on you? And I'm like, sure, I don't care.

So, but he doesn't have much porn or anything. At least he asks. Yeah. Oh, yeah. He's usually a gentleman. But he, he's just always really obsessed with me. But as I was losing the weight, he was more and more obsessed with me. And he's just like, oh, my God, I want to show you off.

I want to, you know, all this stuff. And he's in the middle of having sex, like, he'd be like, I just keep, like, he'd be fucking me doggy. And he's like, I just keep thinking about you sucking a cock at the same time. And the first. time he like said it in the middle of sex I was like the fuck you just say exactly I think that's the woman would be like what the fuck I was like okay but like didn't hate it right so I was like okay we'll talk about that when we're done having sex so then after you know we get done everyone

finishes we're laying in bed I was like so what do you mean by that and he was like I think about it all the time just all the time I was like oh really like how long and he goes well we've always had people watching us. We've always, you know, and he's like, it's just something I think I enjoy. And then we kind of were like, well, reality versus fantasy, right? Like, where's the difference? There's a big difference. And, you know, what, what are we going to like? What are we not going to like? Do we just like the idea of it? I don't know. So that was probably, that happened for probably two years. Like, and then there were things like I called into your line saying that He very much wanted me to hot wife, but then he kind of changed his mind.

In what way? Because it got real for him, I think. So he was like, oh, no, what if she leaves me for somebody who has a bigger cock than me? You know, like, those kinds of things are going in his head. And so at the same time, I was also, like, letting out my sexual energy in other ways, I guess. Like, I guess that, which I guess, like, looking back at it now, I can see what he's talking about. the time I didn't really see it. I would like wear certain things that like I don't normally wear and I would definitely like put different outfits together which I knew made me like look better and he was like

oh you just want people to look at you and I'm like no I just I'm feeling like good again and whatever but then you know like random guys would like start messaging me and like but they were asking innocent questions so I didn't think anything of it you know just like things like that that I didn't really realize I was like flirting or whatever. Because when you haven't been single since you were 12 years old, like that's really hard. Yeah, plus, listen, he, and plus, you know, you're getting mixed messages here. But everyone's being, this is like, you know, just human being 101. You're all, you're both being human.

I mean, you have like kind of the green light from him. He's telling you he wants you to bang other guys this whole time. You know what I mean? Like, he's kind of like putting it in your head and everything. And then you're like losing all this way and you're doing great. And it's, it's normal for someone to be a little bit like, that might make someone nervous because like you know he starts to get a little abandonment issues like what happens and now it's becoming a reality and it's i think it's very normal for him to kind of feel that

way too but it's also normal for you to not think that you're doing anything wrong by doing what you're doing you know and getting this attention and doing that and stuff you know so you could understand both of you but you could understand right like i could understand you you're not being an asshole to him and he's also not being an asshole to you when he's having feelings about it no i think for the of sort we were pretty open with each other about it like clearly i was you know doing things because but it wasn't that he wasn't giving me attention he was giving me so much attention i was just being a whore you know so i wasn't being a whore because i wasn't actually doing anything but you know i guess i did flirt quite a bit when i think about certain messages and stuff but you know so i call

then when i call then again because it was recommended that we get the fuck machine oh okay and so So we got the fuck machine and it was just like the best thing we've ever experienced. Which one did you get? Like is it one from Amazon? Yeah. Okay. Go on. Yeah.

And so we did that. We had a good setup there. You know, he was in charge of it. Those things can go fucking fast. Just saying. Okay. I was like not expecting it. It was a little louder than I would like, but it's fine.

So it was like great. And like I have a ball gag that's like, you know, but it's like a cock one. So, you know, there were things like you talk about behind. Wait, wait, what do you mean? It's got, it's not a ball. It's a like a do-go on the end of it. So that's in your mouth. Yeah. But it's like, but it's like attached. Yeah. Interesting. Okay. Yeah. So, and we have like a whole suitcase of toys, like a bunch of different stuff. Uh-huh. But so we would, you know, simulate a lot of things like a real threesome. And we were doing it, doing it. And then one day I was like, okay, I'm going to just make an SLS app, like account, whatever. And he was like, I don't know, I don't know. I said, we'll just, we'll just open it, see what's going on, won't even put pictures on for a little bit, whatever. Can I just ask you a quick question? Two questions, I forgot to ask you before. First of all, and I remember exactly where I'll get us back on track.

How did you lose all your weight? How did you lose the 60 pounds? There, have you heard of the, what is it, the thing called Optavia or Optivia or whatever it's called? Is it like a, is that like a JLP one or is that like a powder? Nope, it's. They had like a different name before. No, it's, it's a certain kind of diet where you eat like five like small, high protein snacks throughout the day and then one huge quote unquote lean and green meal. Oh, awesome.

And that's what you did and it worked. Yep. It worked very well. But you have to be very strict because you have to be in fat burning mode and you can't cheat. And, you know. Of course. Yeah, yeah. It's very science base.

Yeah, it was it's not like healthy to continue to do for a while like when I got off of it I gained a little bit of weight but I've been pretty I've been maintaining pretty decent. Oh, that's amazing. I think it's always interesting to see how people lose all that way because it's helpful for other people. You know that like what worked for you. Okay. So and then my other question is like if you like you, like you were just telling me that your husband's having like like negative feelings about you with other guys like you know does he does that pass and that's why you go on the Because like why are you thinking to like now take it a step further when you know that he's having some sort of issues? So we had talked about it both in and out of the bedroom multiple times.

And every time he's like in the bedroom, he's always setting up like simulations for the threesome. And like he's doing all of it. Okay. So even though he's having some weird feelings about certain things, always when it comes down to it, he's back. It like turned on to it. Yeah. Right. It's not even like, yeah, there was no part that he was like, I wouldn't like this, you know? Okay.

And we kind of were at the point of like, well, if we don't try it, we will never know. And so, but then I was like also like, honestly, this world sucks. I'm just going to be honest. I don't like talk politics or anything. But I just think the world sucks. We need more happy hormones in our brains and like this gives me happy hormones. So let's just fucking do it. And I was said the same thing to him.

Like, so to be honest, I was like the biggest jealous bitch growing up, but it had to do with like my lack of confidence and everything. Uh-huh. But like now I'm just like, I feel like I just won't care. Like we can like cook up with a couple and whatever. We actually have plans to in a couple weeks. Oh, okay. So that's even on the table. It's not just you being with somebody else.

Now you're actually open to him being with somebody else. Which that took him a while too because of how much of a jealous bitch I always have been. So that, he was like, no way. No way. You wouldn't let that happen. Yeah. And I'm like, no.

Like I really think like I just we're young. We might as well take advantage. Like we're not leaving each other. You're my person. It's not even a choice. Yeah. Yeah. So I'm like,

what's the worst that can happen to just go wrong? And then our sex life looks even better. Right. Because you know it's not going to end your relationship, even if it's like worst case scenario. You'll be able to get through it. And I think that that's like a key factor that has to be there for you to succeed. Because like things can go wrong.

know. I mean, I've heard plenty of stories, you know, but you have to be able to know that even if things don't go right, someone feels totally jealous like you could talk about it with each other and work through it. And maybe you never do it again, but it doesn't break the relationship up. Exactly. Yeah. Okay, so you go on SLS and you put something on and you're like, I'm not even going to put in pictures or anything? Or like, what do you go on there and do? Yeah, I just said, we'll just make a profile, what we can make it together. And he agreed. And I said, we won't even put a picture on yet. We'll just wait here for a couple days. See, we'll browse

a little bit, see what happens. And on SLS, there's definitely a lot of single males. And so when you put that like little notch thing over of that you would you're interested even a little bit in single males, it's like

a shit ton of them message you, right? Like they don't care if you're single girl, a couple, whatever. Yeah. Well, you are looking for single guys. Right? We are. We are. So what do you expect to message you? Well, with no pictures, I didn't expect like two, I don't know, I didn't expect too many right from the get-go.

Well, what did you put in your profile? Do you have to put your age? You have to put your weight and your height. Okay. So it's there and it says we're a couple, been together. You know, I put no uterus, no problem. So people like that, obviously. Oh, my God.

Hello. Okay. But yeah, so we wait a little bit and he's like, okay, let's put a couple pictures on. So, and it's one of them is just, I have a lot of tattoos, so it's hard to hide some things. And we have jobs that we would absolutely get fired if they knew about any of this. So, you know, I had to like mark up or you can't see my tattoos. That's smart. Whatever.

So, and we don't have our faces on there, anything. but after we posted that, we had a number of BBC's reach out because I do have a bigger ass. So apparently that is, you know, what they like? A lot of them are interested in. So one of them in particular caught our attention more.

He was six foot, very muscular, and he was super, he was just cool from the beginning. He was like, he said something to draw our attention but not make it pushy and, you know, so I let my hands. husband take control and like go ahead. And so he messaged and he's like, you're definitely her type. You know, let's send us some pictures, see what we're working with. And he sends a picture and it was

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All you got to do is go to the description and click on the link to take the quiz. You know, let's send us some pictures, see what we're working with. And he sends a picture, and it was definitely a BBC. Like, it was beautiful. We can call it BBBC. And I'm looking at my husband, and he's like, do you think you can take that? I'm like, our glass dildos about the same, you know, a little bit, maybe a little smaller, but thickness, yeah, for sure. And he's like, I think we should do it.

And I just look at him, I'm like, what do you mean? You know? So, and obviously with our young kids, like, it takes a little bit of planning with daycare and everything. So we were like, look, I don't think it, because we really weren't expecting to like be ready to actually move forward for like a month after logging in at least, you know. Yeah. So the fact that we like connected with somebody quickly, we were like, oh, okay. And so we told him, you know, it actually was two whole months before we were able to meet from us first talking to him. but he just kept messaging about every other day he would check in with us and it wasn't even

like a lot of it wasn't even sexual but it was just oh yeah did you see the game because you know we're big like sports people and so it's funny because it's like the two of them were like getting along so well and i was like this is weird i just i don't know like my husband love sharing pictures and stuff so obviously the bbc was excited to receive them Oh, you started doing that. He started sending texts. And what were the picks of you or you and him together? Mainly me.

Before we had met up with the BBC, he did see my face. I'm just going to tell you something that I learned from my show. And when I learned it, I was like, oh, yeah, that makes sense. Because I used to say the BBC. Like, you can't call someone the BBC. Like, you're minimizing the person to being a cock. Okay. It's like he could call him like the guy with.

the BBC. Do you understand? But when you call someone the BBC, that's not what the person is. Do you know what I mean? And I used to say it all the time and I'm like, oh my God, that's really fucking rude. You know, it's not like he's not a BBC. He's a guy that has a BBC. No, which is true because actually he had pointed that out. Oh, really? What did he say? Well, he didn't say it because like I said anything like that. He was saying it more like, you know, I'm more than just what my cock is kind of a thing. Yeah. And we like, I don't know, because of my profession, like, naturally people talk more to me, unfortunately, sometimes.

So he, but I'm asking him a million questions because he had been in the lifestyle for, it was like over 10 years at that point. So he, like, because he had started when he was 26, he was dating a 46 year old who was in the lifestyle. So he was exposed to it from a young age, and he's kind of like, well, I can't not, like, I can't stop at this point. you know, I've been used to it. And so he had said that. He said, you know, people just message me and be like looking for a BBC. And he's like, well, there's a lot more to me than just having a BBC, you know. Yeah.

So think about it. Like when you're called, when people call it like the, we want a BBC, we want like the BBC. We met up with the BBC when you're not just talking about a cock. You're talking about a person. And that's when I, and I used to, like I said, I used to say the same thing. And that's like, you know, so there you go. So whatever. You know, if people called someone like a woman, like the, the deed.

The double Ds, you know, it's like you would never say that. It's like a body part. It doesn't even, if you really think about it, the whole point is it's not even grammatically correct. That's really what it comes down to. And people just say it so flip it and I used to and I just corrected myself. So I'm just letting you know, especially because the guy brought it up to you too. So there you can.

Oh yeah, for sure. And if he listens to your episode, we corrected it for you. Okay, so your husband now, because there was a time that your husband was a little nervous, like, what if you leave me for a guy with a bigger dick? Like, was he down that the guy had? like a really big dick. Like was that a good, a good thing for him?

Like a lot of guys in the situation, like are into that. Yeah. It's not that it was like a requirement for him or anything, but he knew that I wasn't going to go like really smaller than him. And so my ex that I was with too, he has, they kind of have similar sizes and they're,

they're like eight inches like thick. And so I can't. Like I, when I have dildos and stuff that are smaller than that, I just feel like it just doesn't really do much for me. So I'm kind of just a brat because I've just been used to it. There's nothing wrong with that. That just physically happens when you get used to a certain size. And listen, if you weren't with that size for many years, you'd go back to being normal. But like, because you're consistently been with someone that size, it's not being a brat.

It's just the way you're wired now. Sorry. Yeah. You know, you're used to it. Getting pleasure. in that way. Yeah, absolutely. From that big of a dick.

Okay, so this guy is way bigger, though, or how big is this guy? Yeah, I'd say he's at, he's like, I would say probably 11. He is very humble and he's like, I don't know. I'm not going to measure it. You know, he tries to be very humble about it. But he's just as thick as my husband, I'd say, which is sick. went very girthy. But yeah, he definitely,

you could feel the difference when we ended up hooking up. Okay. And it was wonderful. Okay, but we didn't even get to the part where you're hooking up. You're just talking now. So let's keep going with the story.

Okay. So you're taxing back and forth. You're sending all the pictures. You're having all these conversations. How long are you talking to him for via text? Like through tax. And do you FaceTime and stuff like that eventually? No, we didn't.

end up FaceTiming. There wasn't a little difficult with the kids. That's okay, but you were doing a lot of

pictures and stuff. Yeah, he had sent us several things. We had sent several things at that point. He probably saw

too many of my tattoos, so I was a little freaked out because I don't have just like stereotypical tattoos, so I was just a little nervous

about it. But my husband's like, nope, it's okay. You know, he's, he's cool, blah, blah,

blah. Because the two of them talked a little by themselves too at one point. Okay. I don't know exactly. I didn't read their messages or anything, but I know they talked about like some rules and stuff. And what were the rules do you know? So, I mean, I had to ask before we started because if someone was to do something he didn't

want to do, I got to know, obviously. Yeah. But I'm also, I like C&C and consensual, non-consent. Like, so if they were just doing something that they planned, I'd be like, go for it. I don't care. but he didn't care about kissing, which I was surprised with. Your husband? Yeah, he was like, sure, go ahead. Because I've also only kissed two people in my whole life. Oh, interesting. Okay.

So, yeah, I was kind of like, what do you mean? You know, I don't know. I was like, fucking sure. But I was like, you're okay if he kisses me? Yeah. I was like, yeah, I mean, if you want to, I'm like, I don't know what I want. Yeah. So, yeah, he didn't care about that.

And we just said, no. play. I just no, I prefer not that. Okay. Now, was your guy going to be involved or was he going to watch? Like, do you know any of, like, was any of that discussed ahead of time?

I mean, we're going to get the details of what actually happened, but ahead of time, like, is it on the table that he's, it's going to be a real three. So he's not just going to sit there and watch. He said, he had told the man with the BBC that he,

would want to watch a little bit, but also be included. And since it's, you know, he knew it was our first time, obviously. So he was like, you just tell me what to do. Like, you know, and he was super respectful. He's like, it's an honor if somebody lets me fuck their wives, you know. So I'll do literally whatever you tell me to do or not do. Yeah. So, you know, my husband had told him I might want to watch a little bit.

I'm not going to join a little bit. Just, you know, I'll let you know kind of a thing. Yeah. So. we're like okay okay so now you start to plan the evening or a date I don't know the evening daytime whatever now you're planning

the hookup correct yeah yep we have a date that we're getting a hotel room so he traveled one hour to see us and we traveled to like in the middle kind of and I was nervous as shit you know nobody has kissed me right like nobody has seen my naked body other than two other people.

Yeah. Obviously on pictures, but in person is different. And I was definitely freaking out a bit. I definitely had an edible to calm down. Okay. And now how is your husband feeling about the whole situation? He's, he's like nervous, but he's just like more excited than anything. Yeah.

Of course. And I don't know. Like, it's such a weird thing. Like when these guys would like message me after I lost the weight and stuff, like, truly none of me thought like oh it's because they find me attractive because i just have never felt like i was like a sexual object you know like since you're with someone for so long your body was just used to make babies and like all this stuff so it was kind of like he's kind he was like i'm excited for you to have an awakening and realize just how attractive you are you know so he was

excited for that like for my confidence so that i would believe him when he like tells me all this stuff because he does. He always tells me things, but it's hard to believe. Right. But I'm like, you know, you're supposed to say that. You're my husband. But so we ended up, we're at the hotel, had an edible, I get ready, I put on an outfit. He's going to meet us in the lobby, like, of the hotel, just stereotypical, you know, get a drink or food or whatever. My husband got food. I couldn't eat anything. I was super nervous. Mm-hmm. but when he

we kind of like went in like a corner area and so other people couldn't really see and I for me I looked around and I was like this is so obvious everyone knows what's happening you know which I didn't care really but I just thought it was funny

the bartender kept giving me free drinks though she was excited for me you could tell so I'm like looking down when he like turns the corner and he like huge smile on his face immediately, which was surprising because he says like he's very shy in person. And so he was like, whoa, girl, you are so much hotter than your pictures, like immediately.

And I was like, oh, okay, you know, I just like, I was sitting down here and see my ass yet, you know. Yeah. I'm like, oh, he's talking about just me. How nice, you know. And so my husband's looking at me, like excited. and they start, you know, we all are having a drink and we're like watching the game at the same time. And he's like doing some small talk here and there, but he like, he's like not making eye contact with me. And I'm very much about eye contact.

I think, I don't know, I love eye contact. It's just I need to look at somebody's eyes to talk to them. And so my husband gets up and goes to the bathroom. And I just look at the man with the BBC. And I said, oh, you don't like to look at me. And he looks and he was like, what did you just say? I was like, you've just been looking at my husband a lot. I was like, I just don't know.

Do you, are you nervous to look at me? He goes, well, you're so pretty. And I was like, oh, well, thank you. And I said, but, you know, if you're going to fuck me soon, I need you to look at me more. I got it. And which I'm kind of like, damn, I don't know where these balls came from, you know. No, but that's good that you spoke up because it probably helped you. Yeah, it did.

And I am an aggressive personality, to be honest. Like, I'm a very dominant person in my daily life job, everything. So I was like, oh, he hasn't really seen that side of me much because when it's sexual, I'm more submissive. So it's just, it's funny. And he just was a little taken it back. He's like, okay. So then since then, since I called him out, he was like intentionally. looking at me like deep into my soul.

Oh my God, that's kind of funny. And I was like, all right. Like check, he met that requirement, you know. Yeah. I like get up and go to the bathroom a little bit later.

And my husband said that he was like trying to be like respectful, but look at my ass while not, you know, while not being super obvious. And my husband was like, you can look at it. Go ahead. What do you think?

Yeah. And he was like, damn, she's so much. pattern. That thing's real. She hasn't even done anything to it. That's just real. And he was like, yes, it is. So they had a conversation. They went over rules again when I was in the bathroom, I guess. When I was in the bathroom, I was like shitting my pants. And I am like, you know, telling myself, you can do this, you can do this. I'm trying to hype myself up. Go back to

the table. And my husband's like, all right, you're ready to go up? And I look at the man with the BBC. And he's like, yep, let's go. And I was like, okay. So then I'm like, oh my God, this is real, right? I freaking out. We go up, it's like the 10th floor or something. And I go in the bathroom and I'm putting on like fish nuts and stuff because that's what he likes. So, you know, trying to get all fancy. And so I was so close to being like, nope, can't do this, you know, but I took another edible.

I'm like, I got this. So which he was cool with. He's 420 friendly. you know, we had all those conversations, everything. He doesn't like when girls are like hammered. He thinks that's sloppy and not cool. And he's like, you know, he's like taking out of bowl is fine, smoking, whatever. But like, if you're slammed, absolutely not.

Yeah. So I like go out and he like grabs my hand. And he's like, okay, do a little spin for me. And I was like chitting my pants. And I like do a spin and he grabs my ass. And I like immediately like, I'm looking for my husband. I'm like, you need to come here. You need to come here.

You know, because I'm like, I'm feeling like I'm cheating on him. Yeah. And so my husband comes over, grabs my hand. He's like, it's okay. Like, you're good. I'm allowing it, you know? And he's like telling me. And I'm like, are you sure?

You know, I'm like trying not to have a panic attack. And he's like, nope. He's like, I like, I like it. You're good. So, you know, I let him like place it a little bit. He's like biting it. And I'm like grabbing my husband's hand still. And he's like, you're good.

I promise. Everything's good. So after he encouraged me in that way, they like laid me down. And they both went at the same time on both sides, just like, suck my nipples, playing with me, rubbing a lot. And it was like, you talk about that in the bedroom. But feeling all of those hands on you at the same time is such a different feeling than imagining it in the bedroom. and I was like, this is literal heaven. I was like, absolutely, this is exactly what I signed up for.

So I'm like so excited. But they like stripped all of the fish nuts off, which made me a little freaked out because I'm still like, you know, I still have my baby pouch a bit and whatever. So I was a little freaked out. But at one point, the man with the BBC had said that I was beautiful and I was like, let's not say that. I don't like that one. He's like, you're really sexy. I'm like, that's better. So not that it was like, yeah, of course.

Like, you know, and afterwards, like he, I'll explain that after. But anyways, so they're like both touching a lot, going up and down. And I turn around doggy so that the man at the BBC can fuck me that way while I'm sucking my husband's cock. And so my husband's like standing on one side of the bed while I'm on the bed with the man with the BBC who's fucking me. I'm stuck in my husband's cock and he's like pulling my hair up, wants to see my face, all of that. So he does that. We switch again though. And my husband starts eating me out.

And then the other man starts kissing me. But my eyes were kind of closed because I was kind of like, you know, euphoric, whatever. So he starts kissing me and I was like, what the fuck? You know? Yeah. The third man in my entire life that's ever kissed me. And I'm just like, what is going on? So then I'm like grabbing my husband's hair.

And he's like, it's good. It's good. You're okay. I like it. And I'm like, okay. But did you like it? I did. His lips were like amazing.

Just covered a lot of ground. And it was like, you know, when he, he didn't like use tongue at first. So I was like, no. I would like the tongue. So then once the tongue came, I was like, okay, we're good. Okay. So I don't know. It's just like the beautiful.

sexy thing. I don't know. In my brain, that's just like different for some reason. But anyway, so he like starts kissing me. He's like going down and then they switch. My husband gets on top of me. I'm sucking his cock. And the man with the BBC is eating me out. And that was absolutely amazing because like I said, he covers a lot of ground there. And I was like, okay, I can do this. This is good. This is good. So I swallow my husband's load because he always finishes multiple times in a setting anyways. And I gave him roadhead on the way there. Okay.

So I gave him roadhead because he was like nervous that he was going to just like come too many times where we knew. The man with the BBC doesn't, he doesn't come a lot. Like he does something called semen retention. Have you heard of that? Yes. Yeah. So he does semen retention. and he was going, he was trying to go a month before we saw each other,

but he ended up masturbating to one of my videos like a few days before seeing me. But so, but it was fine, but it's so funny because he has explained like, semen retention is such a mind game. And like I could see him when he was holding back, like, he was like trying so hard not to finish. And he, at one point I was on top of him. reverse cowgirl and all of a sudden he just lifts up my ass and holds it up in the air like he's just lifting me up above him i feel like i'm meditating and he waits like a minute and then puts me back down on it oh my god and he was like i just didn't want to come yet i was like okay whatever yeah whatever you

want you know i'm just here for the ride literally so it was it was so much fun but during it I didn't realize this until after my husband and I were debriefing. I guess my husband didn't like stay as hard as he wanted the whole time. Uh-huh. So, which he was like at one point, you know, when he was watching, he had said. And I was like getting his permission almost every time before we switch a position. Just because I was like freaked out, you know. And he's like, nope, yep, do that.

I want you to do this. Yes, like ride him this way, whatever. So I was like doing what he wanted, but like making sure it was okay. And he went on the other bed and watched at one point. And I'm like, are you okay? Yeah. He's like, yes, you're good, you're good. Keep going.

And I didn't realize that he wasn't as hard as he wanted to be after he came and whatever. So then after when we were debriefing, he was like, I need to get a pill, you know, all this stuff. And I was like, I didn't even notice. I just had a good time, you know. And he was like, well, good, I'm glad because at one point I was looking and my life flashed before my eyes for a minute, you know, saying, being like, oh my God, my person is like getting fucked by somebody else. And I'm okay with this.

Yeah. So it was just, it was funny. But what we weren't expecting was that the man with the BBC ended up falling asleep in our room, which was fine. We feel like we're all friends anyway at that point. Yeah. But I didn't want him to drive an hour anyways. if he was exhausted like that. So like, I mean, we were fine with it, but like also me and my husband are like,

okay, well, we not reclaiming sucks, you know. Yeah. So we start fucking in the bed when he's sleeping. And he like woke up for a minute. He's like, what the fuck are you guys doing? And my husband's like, oh, just leave us alone, you know, like, because they mess around with each other. Like right before the man with BBC was about to put his BBC in me, he saw my husband

shoes and he was like oh man those are sick shoes like their buddies and i'm looking i was like this is not about the shoes my friends it's about me yeah anyways safe focus i'm just being a bitch yeah yeah so it was you know he ended up finishing like all over my face my husband loved it he you know like i said we had reclaiming sex and then in the morning we had sex again but the man at the bbc was like there, but was like, are you okay if I watch? And we were like, yeah. And so he just stayed on the edge of the bed, like stroking it watching us the whole time, which was interesting because I was like, I don't know, I kind of wanted to just be me and my husband still. But then I was like, I don't know if he'd want to join again because it was whole seeming retention thing also, like,

how he's explained it with like his energy levels, whatever, all this stuff. So, he's, he's, he enjoyed himself, whatever, but then later on, we ended up talking. Because I also didn't want to be like, okay, if we meet up again, I don't want you to expect to sleep over every time and then us to like have morning sex every time after also, you know? Yeah, that kind of stuff. All that kind of stuff is always a little uncomfortable, but you got to, you just speak up and let the person know what the fuck you want and they have to know as well.

Or else it's more uncomfortable because nobody's saying what they, what they, you know. And if you don't want to sleep over, you got to. to let him know. Like this is how it's going to work next time, but we'd, you know, we would like for, you know, to, for you to not sleep over. Somehow you have to tell him that. Yeah. And we, we have talked about that for the next time because we're meeting him in a few weeks. So for the next time, we had already said, but we're going to be all the way like in his town. So it'll be easier for him to go home too. Exactly. That makes sense. Let me ask you this. So how was the overall experience for you and your husband? It was like the most perfect. It was like the most perfect.

experience that we could ever ask for to be our first experience, like, genuinely, because he was, like, such a gentleman from the get-go. He had experience, you know, he was like, hey, it's an honor. I'll do whatever you want. He, you know, he was not pushy at all. He was cool with anything. Like, I know that if we said, no, we don't want to go up with you, he would have been okay with it, you know, like, he's so chill. And he's at the point, like, you know, he's had a lot of experiences throughout all of his time that he was like, look, I'm just looking for steady people, like cool people. And he was like, I think you guys are cool as shit, you know, like both of us. And so he's like, there's not a ton of people that I vibe with both the male and the female half.

You know, like neither of them are like by at all. Like they very much are straight. But they're cool with each other. So. Yeah, they could cross swords. No big deal. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's great. So you'll be seeing him again. It was a great experience. Listen, your guy is not abnormal for not getting totally hard. Like, that's very common in the lifestyle sometimes, especially because I don't necessarily think that he needs a pill next time. Like, he just might need to be a little, you know, he was probably like a little bit in his head. It's the first time. There's this other guy there. He's taking care of you. I don't know. You know, I mean, it's more common than you think for someone to have like, you know, maybe not get

as hard. Some people can't even get it up. And it's, it means nothing really. And it, and it happens a lot. And it doesn't mean that that's how it's going to be always for him. You know, it could very well be totally all good to go next time. And it was just because it was the first time. Did your husband, like, was it everything for your husband the experience as well? Yes. Like, so, so I'm really prone to UTIs. So, like, right after sex, I'm always in the bathroom for a while because I want to make sure I get everything out and all of that. So he was texting me while I was in the bathroom, like right after and he was like this is not the last time that we are going to be doing this this was probably the best night of my life and he's like texting all of these things like i think we were

meant for this lifestyle you were right you know like all of these things and he was talking about how he was embarrassed and i was like also dude you know i you know gave your roadhead on the way here so you've already came two three times so it's not surprising if you're not at your fullest hardest possible you know whatever yeah But don't worry. Literally that night he went and bought pills. Oh, okay. So he'll just use them next time.

But he probably doesn't need them. He's being a little bit overly paranoid. So you have another date in the book for the new guy. And then you're going to also start looking for couples, is what you said, and do some swapping, right? That's on the table. Yeah. Yeah.

So we have one couple that we are meeting with in a few weeks also. And they seem cool. I'm not going to lie. Couples are difficult to find. Of course. It's been harder than I thought. And I think maybe I'm just like a picky bitch also. But like my husband's really not picky.

But I need to find them attractive, you know? Yeah, there's a big difference. Women are wired differently than men. I think it's harder for a woman typically. And everyone, there's always going to be outliers. But like typically it's harder for a woman to find a man who's attractive that she wants to like bang. Because they're, you know, then a man at sorts. This is the way that it typically goes.

And when you're talking about couples, it's four people have to be, you know, into each other, right? So the odds get a little, you know, harder to line up. So it's very normal for it to be harder. But you found a couple. Yeah, this one, they seem really cool, similar to us. And they have, like, multiple houses. So they're going to be able to host, which is nice. And we don't need to worry about, like, thin walls of hotels and stuff.

Oh, my God. This is what you're going to have to do, Angelica. You're going to have to leave that scenario. I'll add it to a confessions episode as your update. You know what I mean? Like, because it's going to happen soon, you know, you got to leave it on my thing. I can't do a whole part two. But then, because it's only one new story.

But, you know, eventually, you know, six months a year from now, we could do another part two. But if you do have that couple's thing, like let me know how it goes. Leave it on the confessions line. I'm going to add it in to a confessions episode. But I love this whole story. It sounds like, you know, I love newbie stories because you're like right at the beginning, you know, and I think that it's like super helpful. I think a lot of people are listening to podcasts to learn and stuff. So I think all this kind of information is really good. And it's great that you had a first experience. You're super lucky. You found a great guy and you're smart to go back. Just be honest with him and let him. Don't just assume that it's going to be easier for him to go home. Like somehow you have to let him know that you want him to go home and you want your alone time. And that's just important. You know, it's not about him. It's more about you. guys, right? And you got to like sort of explain that. But Angelica, you listen to my show, you know I love pictures. If you want to send pictures for my Patreon members, like R-rated pictures

people send if you want, you know. And then you're going to get a free link to Discord after you hang up and you could go join there. And then there's a guest channel that guests could post whatever they want if you want, or you could just looky-loo. You could be a looky loo in there too. It's whatever you're down for. That's a free link you're going to get. And I'll give you free access to my Patreon so you could see like the comments and stuff but if you're gonna send in pick send them sooner than later so I just have them okay so I know I have them

when your episode airs okay okay do you is it okay if like I'm like hiding the tattoos sort of a thing you have to do that yeah I've actually I've actually deleted like I have a really good app that will delete I have this really good app that like takes away the the tattoos like really well like

I could delete them myself if you wanted me to, but definitely delete them for you. If you, like, I had somebody that couldn't do it, but wanted them gone and I showed her how to, like, how I could do it on my phone. And I hooked people up and it takes it away and it just looks like a normal arm. You know what I mean? It doesn't look like black marks or anything. So hook them up, find a good app and take them off for sure. I think that's very important. My whole show is about anonymity.

I don't want to get anybody in fucking trouble. You know, I don't care who anybody is nor, and I'm not here to out anybody. show is about people's stories. So it, you know, no one needs to know your fucking tattoos and you're smart to take them out. Yeah, absolutely. Okay. So take them out and then send me the pictures. Okay. We'll do. All right. Awesome. Thanks Angelica. Thanks so much for calling it. I love your story. And it's ongoing. I mean, I feel like it just started. This is the first chapter. It did just start. Thanks to your podcast. I've been listening for years. Oh, my God. I love it. Now you guys are going to listen to this episode. We're going to get, like I said, six to eight months from now,

I can't imagine what you guys are going to be doing. So keep me posted. Good luck with everything. And thanks again for calling in. Thanks, Kathy. Bye, Angelica. Bye. Bye.

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