Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1345 - Mike Is Into Bathhouses, Masochism, Humiliation and a Lot More

Episode Date: January 23, 2026

Mike is into bathhouses, masochism, humiliation, and a lot more, and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in the hear all the details including how he labels himself and how he really feels about dating guys, how he met his FTM bestie and their most recent glory hole experience and what went down there, the crossdresser night at the bathhouse that he attends and what goes down there, when and how he recently realized he was a masochist and how far he takes it, how he’s also a sissy and into humiliation, when he developed his small penis humiliation kink and how small he really is, how and why his wife left him for a bull, his experience with his FTM friend strapping him, the train he had as well as the gangbang he had at the bathhouse and how many guys participated, how he stays safe during all his hook-ups, his recent waterspouts experience, his threesome with two FTM partners and what went down plus a whole lot more. GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To see HOT pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712   Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://learn.nocd.com/strictly ⁠⁠⁠⁠If you're struggling with OCD or unrelenting intrusive thoughts, NOCD can help. Book a free 15 minute call to get started ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get 10% OFF your first month of Bluechew GOLD! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://vb.health⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — To get 10% off LOAD BOOST by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠PikaVibe.com/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Click to get $15 OFF your purchase ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2540-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠— Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized roadmap to sexual happiness Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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He's always good for a fun time. He's got crazy stories. He's definitely like a little perv. He's into so much stuff. And he really came into his own later in life. This is a guy that's been married. His wife actually left him for a bull. And then after that, he really got into like the guy and guy action thing.

He's also went to cross dressing. He goes to bathhouses. He goes to glory holes. And he really started to embrace that part of him after his divorce. He's also into small penis humiliation. He just realized he's a masochist and he tells all those stories. He's got a buddy now, a female to male partner who he plays with all the time and they go out and do all kinds of things. That's the person that got him into realizing he was a masochist.

He tells so many naughty stories. He's done trains. He's done gangbings. We have conversations about what the fuck those things mean. like I said he likes to dress up he likes to be a sissy he likes to be humiliated it likes to be degraded he tells a water sports story I mean like this guy does not say no to anything and he's into all kinds of stuff and he's fucking funny if you ask me I really like Mike uh he's been on my show before he's also in my book his story is super naughty it's in my book secret sex uh strictly anonymous confessions

the link to my book is in the description I'll put the numbers to his episodes though his other episodes in the description. But anyway, I'm going to get right to and be right back on with Mike. Hey, Mike, welcome back to the strictly anonymous time. They do say three times a charm. You've been on twice. Mike, one of the things I know about you is after every crazy story and their fucking crazy sex stories from you at always,

you just like laugh at yourself. You're like talking about yourself from the third person all the time. It's funny. It's interesting, though, because you didn't make my book, okay? I just want to say that. the book, by the way, not to interrupt you. No, I love it. I need to give a shout out to your chapter 113.

I mean, if guys like Guy on Guy Sacks, right, they're going to like your chapter. It is from both of your episodes, because you gave me so much. And that was one of the dirtier episodes in the book, right? And your initial chapters, and what's great about the book is you could like read these little stories. They're very short.

They're quick reads, right? Each chapter is a whole person's life story. But you could go listen to the episodes, which I think is like kind of super interesting, especially if you haven't heard them, right, to like read it, get a picture of a person, and then you could like really hear their voice. You know what I mean? No, it was great. Yeah. Your episodes were 580 and 830. You were a guy. I mean, you have a really interesting backstory, and people would get more details on that if they get the book. Oh, the book is

called Strictly anonymous confession, secret sex size of total strangers, and the link is in the description. And I just want to tell people from my book, I got to pimp it out, that you do get a free access to my Discord. Mike, are you on my Discord? you know I went on there a while back and I lost I don't I don't know how to navigate it too well you'll like you'll need to go back and you'll like die now I have like you if you went in early on it was one thing but now I have like 6,000 people on there and it's a whole fucking place I just people just beg me for a jizz channel and it's just a bunch of guys jerking off jizz all over the place like there's so much action going down I'm starting to have episodes with people talking

about the people that they hooked up with on my discord it's a whole place full of really cool people, I have to say. We have a contest, like the biggest dick contest and like all these kinds of things. It's like a lot of fun. You would love it. You'll get a, you get, I'll give you free access to go back into there though. But people get, if they buy my book and send me a picture of it, they'll get free access to my Discord. That's how I vet people. And that's how I got all like 6,000 people that are in there are all fucking cool people because they're all listeners of my show, which I love. So you're on because you said you had some, you know, updates. This is where we last left off. You were married, divorce. You lost your, your wife. You guys were in.

And this is an interesting thing. There's more about it in the book. And in your episodes, like, you lost your wife to a ball, okay? Like, you guys were open. She's begging other guys. She left you for him. Then you eventually went on. You're always been into guy on guy action.

Last we spoke, you had come into your own a bit with your bisexuality, if that's what you want to call it. Like, just with you being into guys. And you were looking for a female partner, but you really, it was important for you to be honest about what you were into with that next person that you were. we're going to wind up with, right? Like, that's where we left last off the job. You were dating, but you hadn't met anybody yet, right?

Right. I'm not going back, so anybody I date it has, they have to be, they have to be on board with what I am. Yeah, and what you are is pretty hardcore. I mean, you do bathhouses, you do Gloria holes, you do a lot of guys, you do, you know, everything. And we're going to get more stories. I mean, your episodes and even your story in the book, it's like super dirty.

You don't know what I mean? Like it's just like one naughty story after another. I know I always get from you with those laughs after every sentence. You totally have a good sense of humor about it all. Now, have you still been dating and have you met anyone and told them or whatever? Like, what's your deal? I haven't dated anyone seriously. I mean, I've gotten close with, I have a friend that's F.T.

What does FTM mean? I'm sometimes bad with stuff like this. It's a trans guy, female to male. Oh, oh, duh. That's like in my book. Oh, by the way, the funny thing in my book is we have all these terms in the beginning so you could figure out what they are. Like, they're all listed, right? So if you don't know what the fuck like spit roasting is, there's a definition for it.

FTM, female to male. So you're dating, you dated an FTM person? We hang out a lot. Like, we hang out and have fun together. Okay. But let me ask you this. Let's talk about two separate things. Your gender, like, identity.

Well, not your gender identity. Let's talk about, like, your sexual identity. Like, how do you define yourself if you had to put a label on it at this point in your life? I'd have to say bisexual, because I do still like girls, but I lean way heavy to the other side right now. I mean, that seems to be where I'm at. Now, I always get confused about what bisexual means, and I think it means something different to a lot of people. What I want to know from you is besides, like, really. being into having sex with guys as well as women. Are you into dating men as well as women?

I have yet to do that. But would you be down for it? Like, can you see that happening? Do you, can you imagine yourself having romantic feelings for a man as well as women because you feel them for women? I think I probably could, but the only thing that I think I'd struggle with is, you know, the people's, people's opinions on it and, you know, all the other stuff. that would go along with that. Right. There's so much baggage with it, that would be the problem for you,

is what you're saying. Correct. Right. So do you hesitate on that because of it? I probably don't, I probably don't pursue it as much as I would if it weren't for, right? If you were like 25 years old in this day and age,

right, where it's much more acceptable for the younger generation. And it was totally cool, right? Like you would be pursuing men more because you would have no, no worries about, what that would look like in your regular life, right? I think that's probably true. Yeah, yeah, I get that.

Isn't that sad? It is. Yeah, born in the wrong generation, you know. Yeah, in some aspects of life, yeah, that's absolutely true. Yeah, things are so different now. You know, I'm more around your age, so I understand what, you, you know, the times that you were raised in and everything. There was even a time in my life, in our life, where even girl and girl action was

there was a stigma. You know, that completely changed a long time ago, but there was a time where even that was like, oh, my God, what the fuck, you know? And then it became like the coolest thing. And every girl was like, oh, my God, I got a girl crush. And every girl's like a cop into it. But that moment hasn't come for guys yet, unfortunately. And I don't know that it ever will, not to the extent it does with women. Yeah, exactly. And people have all kinds of weird sort of reasons for why it's acceptable for women, but not for men. Yet, you know, there's so many men that are into it and doing it. And, You know, and they just can't cop to it because of the same reason for you.

Because I have them all on my show, you know, you being one of them. So let's start with, okay, so have you ever, just my last question about the dating thing, because I know you're not dating anyone now and we'll move on. But like, have you ever since the last time we spoke, met a girl, kind of liked her and actually told her what you were into and like, you know, had an experience with like her reaction or anything? Or have you never yet revealed it to any girl? I have not. I don't know how to broach that.

You just got to tell her. Yeah. Beattia said than done. Yeah, of course. I know. It's hard, especially when you like the person, right? Because it's not something you're going to bring up right off the bat. Do you even care about finding, like, a romantic partner at this point?

You know, I honestly don't think a lot about it. Right. Yeah, so that's valid too. You know what I mean? I'm just doing me. Yeah, you're having fun. Listen, you've been there, done that. You've been married, right?

You've tried dating. And, you know, listen, I'm somebody that loves being alone, so I understand that a lot of people always think if someone's, like, single and loving it, that they're, like, secretly depressed or something. You know what I mean? And I know that that's not true. It's just that some people are, you know, happy being alone. Why not? What's the fuck is wrong with that, you know? Maybe you'll change. What? It's true. You're right. I feel the same way. Yeah, exactly. So, okay, so let's get to some stories. I mean, last we spoke. I mean, I'm sure it's all the same shit. I don't know. You tell me, but, like, are you still doing. all of the bathhouses, the glory holes, all that kind of stuff? I haven't been to the glory holes that much lately. I'm still, I go to the bathhouses a lot with my friend, the one that we go a lot. Female to male, like, would you call that person a trans man?

I mean, I refer to him as he, and that's how he wants, that's how he wants to be, you know, look at. I mean, he's still, he said top. surgery but still has a pussy. Interesting. Which is great. Yeah. I think it's great. Because it's like you got the best of both worlds.

You feel like you're with a man with a pussy kind of thing. Oh, absolutely. Yeah. And we we part together and, you know, we go to the bathhouses and it's fun. I mean, I kind of fully embraced the cross-dressing thing. like and he's oh i forgot all about that yes you do have crossdressing in your in your chapter and in your life too i for i was thinking you were with cross just but no you like to also cross dress as well yeah i do yeah i dress a lot when like when we go i'll dress and so how did you meet this person

your guy you're a guy friend now actually we met at the bathhouse like about a year ago okay And how long have they transitioned for? Since, I want to say, it's been like 10 years now. Oh, okay, cool. For him. Okay. And so you met him at the bathhouse? Yeah.

Mm-hmm. I don't know. We just kind of clicked. And he was playing, he was in an open room. There's an open room at one of the ones that I go to has like a big bed and it's everybody can be in there. Mm-hmm. And he was on the bed and blowing somebody. And I just ended up going down on him.

And it just kind of went from there. Right. Interesting. Because is that like a gay bathhouse? So you would think maybe a lot of people wouldn't be into going down on him, right? So he was like, oh. It's a themed night. It's a trans theme night.

Oh, interesting. So you have trans men and trans women that go there, both? It's trans and cross dresses. Right, right. So you have a mix. Yay. Because most people think, oh, it's all trans women, right? But this is a trans man, which is like, you know, a lot of people don't talk about that as much, right? Especially on my show. It's more like, oh, it's the trans woman who was a guy and now he's, you know, got boobs and maybe a penis.

You know, you've been with a trans woman too. I know that for sure. Yes. Right. Several. Yeah. Now, wait, so you meet this trans woman. You go down on her in this. this like bathhouse place right and then how do you guys become friends uh we exchanged her it's him sorry yeah we exchanged numbers and you know started texting here and there and then we ended up uh going to the next one together and then we just we talk all the time okay guys let's get real for a second are you like satisfied by being just like good or good enough in the bedroom or do you want to totally blow the sock

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And I thank Blu Chu for sponsoring the podcast. Or I said her. It's him. Sorry. It's him. Yeah. We exchanged numbers and, you know, started texting. near and there and then we ended up

going to the next one together and then we just, we talk all the time and we've gone to the glory holes together and well we'll get some of those stories specifically, but one question I have about him is like, do you do you just feel like this person is like your buddy and just like

your booty call or like could you develop feelings for this person? Like why not fall for this person? I think we're a lot alike in the respect that we don't want any kind of commitment like you know what i mean because he's just as he's just as out there as i am out there you mean like horny for like yeah like we yeah we i mean we call each other perverts all

the time right right like we're both all about the same thing right that's kind of fun to have a friend right with you it's great it's great we click uh we click so well together right so tell me about some some experiences you guys have had together we've had like so we'll go we've been to the glory holes a bunch of times yeah so tell me about that experience one of those so we uh we went the last time we went we we share the same booth

and we'll we're like suck dick together and uh you know simultaneously and then we'll we'll share come show Come shots and he calls him Coming kisses. Oh my God, you're gonna love my

Giz shot channel on my Discord that's what's all about. So you guys go in there together and you'll go in the booth together and will you, are you guys more into like being on the giver side or are you also, do you also guys like, do you receive

and does she do stuff with guys? I mean, does he do stuff with guys? Yeah, we both give and receive like he, he loves taking dick as do I so that last time actually so the last time

he got fucked through the glory hole and I ate his cream pie after oh my god this is the laughing after I love it it's so hilarious like we do that a lot like that's like a big thing with us do you guys go and pick up like guys randomly

or do you have people that you like meet online and then go have threesomes with, or is this always like groups, action that's happening at these theaters and glory holes and bathhouses? The bathhouses, when we go, it's a lot of the same people. So, you know, we move kind of in that same circle. Right. It's not like the glory holes, but. Is that where you typically go the most?

The bathhouses, we do the bathhouse more. And what, like, paint the picture of the bathhouses for people. like and you know who's going there what kind of guys you think that are there like because i'm assuming it's mostly men right oh the nights that we go on the on like the trans cross dress a night it's it's probably mostly it's you probably get maybe 10 10 to 12 cross dresses like me and then you get quite a few guys that come to that night uh-huh and maybe every once in a while there's like a trans girl. Right.

That'll come or maybe two. It's mostly cross dresses. And guys who dig them. And guys that like them and, you know? Yeah. And what kind of guys like crossdresses would you say? It's all of like all kinds of variety.

Do you think that these guys are married, single? Like, you know, are they older or are they younger? Like, can you describe the demographics? It's a wide variety. I definitely seen more than a few married guys. Mm-hmm. And the age range, I mean, I've seen anywhere from probably 18, 20 to 60s. Right, right.

Okay. And are you guys, like, into anyone? Like, do you, like, have a preference? Do you guys have the same taste in guys? We're pretty open. I mean, you know, I mean, I don't think we discriminate too much. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

I know we're both size. size holes but oh you are yeah i guess you can i mean if we're being honest and he is too oh yeah let me ask you this does he take like is he like a three input guy he's not big on anal he does it but not like with big dicks right right right but he doesn't like really big dicks but he likes vaginal sex oh yeah very much so and you're the clean of guy i'm the clean of guy i'm the clean of guy. I mean, I fucked him before, too, but... Right. Do you do that normally now, or did you just do that in the beginning, or do you hang with that... Do you hang with him, like, solo ever?

We've soloed a couple of times, but I don't always fuck him. I mean, I... It's there if I want to, but I don't always do it. Right. Okay. Interesting. So now, tell me... Let's get into the stories about you being a masochist. Is that something new? Because I don't remember that. I actually... started embracing that through him actually okay tell me that story so so we we were at the bathhouse one night in the open room and we were playing and he he was giving me head and he was like squeezing my balls a little bit and and it felt good and i liked it and i asked him to do it harder and he just started doing it hotter.

And then I just said, you know, hurt me. And it just kind of went from there. And he started, you know, smacking me in the balls and twisting them and pulling them. Oh, my God. You know, I had a ballbuster on my show once, a woman who got into that with her husband. And he loved it, you know, it's not a, I don't know. I haven't heard that much from a masochist to people on my show, you know, which is, So it's so interesting to me.

I can tell you that, like, that's how it started. And then, so it kind of stopped at that. And then the next time we went, like, we went in the open room again, and I was, like, on all fours. And he was just, like, punching me in the balls from the back. Oh. And, like, smacking the fuck on my ass. and like twisting my nipples and like and I just was into all of it and uh he would have other

people come up and hit me in the balls and oh my god where was this at the bathhouse yeah and uh it's so strange because I I love it so much but just everyday life if I like hit myself in the balls by accident it almost makes me cry oh interesting so it's kind of like you're not like It's not like you have high tolerance for pain or like pain or anything, but when you're switched into like the sex mode, like you're fucking down and it's hot to you. It is. It's so crazy. I can't wrap my head around it. I don't know why it is that way.

But it is. Was that there ever before or did it just like you just realize this about yourself that moment when like he started doing that shit to your balls? I think I realize, I mean, I've done it myself not to maybe not to that extent. jerking off or whatever, I'll squeeze my balls, but not like that. Like, that's the first time anybody else has ever done it to me. Right. And, yeah, go on. And I just immediately, I was immediately into it, and I wanted more.

And then it's just like the harder, the better or the more pain? The harder the better, yeah. Oh, my God. Do you get, like, can you get bruised on your balls? I have, yeah, I have. I've had like the last time we played, I mean, they were like swollen for two days. Oh. But it was so, it's so weird because they were swollen and sore for two days, but it was, I enjoyed it.

I loved it. Oh, so even afterwards, like the soreness, even though you're a baby in your vanilla life, right, with pain, like that soreness what made you feel turned on, even like after. Definitely. Definitely. Definitely. Oh my God. So now you let everybody like kick your, is it just, well, you said she was also, you said he was also like doing your nipples and stuff too. I mean, do you like any kind of pain now like in the heat of the moment? I do. Yeah. I do. Like he, he, I thought he was going to

rip them off last night. It was so hard. Oh my. There was somebody else watching and they're like, oh my God, you heard him. And he was like, no, no, no. He loves this. Yeah, he calls me slut. Now, do you typically, like, is this like when you are in your sissy form, like, you know, dressed up or is this anytime? And are you always like when you're with this guy dressed up as a cross-dresser? It depends which, which night we're going. Like, we've gone. I like going dressed up and be in the sissy. But we go, we go to, like, another bathhouse or the same bathhouse on a regular night, just normal.

Mm-hmm. So both. Right. So both. It's not like you'd only switch into that when you're dressed. Correct. Yeah. Right.

But do you find yourself being like typically submissive both as a man and when you're cross-dressed? Yes. You like that both. I do, yeah. Yeah. I'm definitely not a top kind of guy. Oh, you're not? You're a total bottom?

Pretty much, yeah. I mean, I've done it before. it's okay, but my happy place is a bottom. Right. And you enjoy men, because listen, I talk to a lot of crossdressers because I have that whole cross-dressing chair on my Patreon. And I do, I do know that like a lot of cross-justers, you know, only are into guys when they're cross-dust, but that's not the case for you, right? Like, you're into guys whether you're cross-just or not, correct? Absolutely.

Do you have a preference or is it just like your mood for that day that you're just into something like dressing up or not? I mean, I like dressing up a lot, I mean, but I'm fine, you know, and just my regular everyday look, too. I mean, but I do love dressing and I do like being a sissy. Right. And do you like humiliation? Oh, yeah. That's, yeah, we're into that, too. Oh, my God. Like, how far does that go? And that, like, that's him, like him humiliating you? Yeah, yeah. He'll, uh, you know, make, make, make, make, you know, make, make, you know, make,

comments or whatever to me about about my size or or to other people when we're playing. You know what I mean? Oh yeah. Do you have like a like SPH thing, small penis humiliation thing? Do you have a small penis thing going on too? I do, yeah. Oh my God. Have we talked in depth about that before?

A little bit. I mean, I think we touched on it. Yeah. And now is it a micro penis or do you just like people or is it? just like smaller than average and you like to be humiliated by it because you're like you know into all this shit or are you very very small i'm i'm small i mean i'm really small i'm soft i'm like tiny no but how are you when you're hard because that's what matters probably on a good day on a good day on a good day probably around three inches maybe touch more okay so almost four three

and a half three three and a half three three and a half three and a half three and a half three and a half would be probably a stretch, but I'm around three. Okay. Is it thick-ish or average or thin, too, on top of that? I wouldn't, I, it's probably, it's probably, it's not thick, but it's not, I don't think it's like pencil thin, but it's, it's probably a touch below average thickness. Right. So it's not considered a micropenus, right? It's pretty close. It's small. Really? I wonder what constitutes a micropenus.

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it was like always there in the back of your mind always always always always yeah awful you know what I mean like yeah you'd have to take a shower at school and gym optional and the sad thing is is that I mean because I have a son and he's 10 and somehow he knows at 10 that he needs to have a big dick

because he's constantly talking about his penis size to me. You know what I mean? He's like obsessed with it growing and becoming huge. And you know what I mean? So I think like guys just know there's some sort of weird importance in your size. You know what I mean? It's like your status.

Like for guys, it's very loaded, right? It is. And I think it's, you know, I think there's so many reasons for that society. And I think porn has a lot to do with it. Yeah. For my son, it's fucking YouTube. It's like, you know, you don't realize how you're being bombarded with things and just everyday conversations.

You know what I mean? Because my son's not watching porn or anything bad like that, but I believe that it's just even like regular people the way guys talk, you know what I mean? And stuff that you get that message early on without really knowing that you're getting the message, you know? No, you do.

I mean, I was very aware of it. Yeah. And then, like I said in school, like I can remember being in the shower and my friends would be in there and I'd see them and then I'm like, wait a minute. Yeah, I don't stack up. It's going on, yeah.

Oh my God. Okay. so it's this thing that's like because eventually it turns to being something that's like anxiety uh causing in you to being a turn on like what goes down you know how do you switch it i think i think you know definitely after i got divorced it started after that probably and i can remember i can remember seeing some some videos i can't remember exactly what they were but they were geared toward, you know, the small penis humiliation and stuff. And I was, I don't know, I just kind of started watching that stuff. And I don't know, I just kind of started to embrace

what I had. And, you know, I try to make the best of it. And so you turned that feeling of being embarrassed, like, into a turn-on. Pretty much, yeah. Yeah. And like, I mean, I think that that's kind of smart. Isn't that better than living the way you lived prior to that? It was. It is. and it is definitely better than it used to be. Right. You know what I mean? Like now I can, I can, like when I'm soft, like, it's like almost non-existent. Like, I could be inverted sometimes.

Oh, you're kidding. Oh, no, I'm not kidding. And I would never, ever let anybody see that before. And I have no problem. Like when I'm out with him, if we're playing or whatever, I can just drop trial. You know what I mean? Yeah. And he'll make fun of it.

And that gets you turned on. I mean, that's what people can understand. That's what small penis humiliation is all about. Yeah, definitely. Now, when you married,

like, your wife, because you were married, right, with a woman who, like, we know that story. Like,

you know, do you remember, like, when you were with her, were you already into the humiliation aspect, or were you not? And, like,

how do you feel? Oh, okay, so that wasn't going on even then. So this happened. You turned it around way later in your life. After getting divorced, yeah, I was never, I was never comfortable with her, like, with my size with her.

Like, I would never, I would make a point to never let her get a good look at me when I was soft. Oh my God. How, I mean, imagine living with somebody and feeling like you can't be free with that. You know what I mean? Because, like, this is your wife, right? Like, you're seeing each other every single day sleeping, like, and having to, like, live with this boundary. That must have been so difficult. very difficult.

Yeah, like, unbelievable. And, like, was she, I mean, was she, like, when you would date girls when you were younger, because you obviously were dating before you were into it, right? You know, like, how would you, like, you know, would you wait a long time to have sex with a girl? Like, how was that for you sort of showing them, like, what you were packing? Not necessarily wait a long time, but I would try to make a point to never, you know, let be seen until I was like semi-aroused or whatever. Right, of course.

And did your wife ever complain? No, she never did. Right. She was fine. And did you compensate? I mean, I remember having a friend, a very good friend. And I really liked him, actually, but he would never like me because I think I was always talking about how I was such a size queen.

So how would he ever, like, wind up liking me. He always talked about his micropenus that he had one. And some girl who dated him said it was, like her pinky, you know, it was a real micro penis. And, you know, he was always like, you know, bragging about how great he was at going down on girls. Like, that's how, you know, he sort of worked it, right? He overcompetited and became really great at other things. And so in the bedroom, he could really please women.

Did you feel like you were that way as well? I know, I know I can eat pussy with the best of them. Right, right. I've been told many times. Yeah, yeah, that's what his thing was too. Right. And maybe that's a thing, right? I can I can definitely get the job done.

Yeah, yeah. But I mean, I wonder like, you know, when your wife leaving for you that, for that other guy, because that's how things ended, right? Like, she fell for a bull, correct? Yeah, correct. Like, did that sort of, was that like the last blow to you with your small penis size thing? Like, did you put that together? Like, listen, and I'm sure that wasn't the only reason why she left, right? Like, I'm sure there was other issues or whatever.

but like did you sort of was that like the last straw than that what is that that that when you turn things around and decided to just get into the humiliation aspect it made me it made me uh very aware more aware than ever was because i was actually i i was actually in the room i saw him fucker yeah like i was there when the first time they fucked yeah like i'm not stupid i i i'm you know i my eyes don't lie. I mean, there's a woman that I know well. You know, I saw what was going on. Uh-huh. You know, so it was quite clear to me that. I could not do, I couldn't do for her what he was doing. Right.

So you will let her keep doing it with him, right? It caused some grief. Right, but she wouldn't stop. She didn't want to. Right. Mm-hmm. Right. And then eventually when you got divorced, she winds up with that guy. Correct. Is she still with him, by the way? No, no, no. Okay. So that didn't last? No, it didn't. Right. Did you guys have kids?

Yeah. Okay. So you're still in contact with her. We talk, yeah. We still talk. Yeah, yeah, cool. Okay. So how long ago did you get into small penis humiliation? Because you're married, you're not there yet, right? So this came way later on for you. It was after our breakup Oh right after the divorce right Yeah I think it's probably been It's been a half a dozen years anyway I mean Right

About six years or so Right okay and so you turned that around And now you're into small penis humiliation How far do you take your masochism Tell me some more stories So the last time We did like some Some masochistic stuff was

at the bathhouse again and it was on one of those themed cross-dressed of trans nights and I, they, my friend and another female to male friend brought me to my room

and they put me on all fours and bound my hands, my hands by my back and they bound my legs and then they took, she took he took the panties off and

and shoved them in my mouth and then take my mouth shut. Oh, my God. Where was this again? Yeah, go on. What's that? Where is this again at the bathhouse? At the bathhouse, yeah. Okay, go on.

So they had the door open, and they just were bringing everybody into the room, and I was, like, on display. Oh, my God. And you love that. I loved it, yeah. Mm-hmm. And then we did that for a while, and then we went back out into the house. the open area and there's like a big sex swing there. And so my friend put me in the sex wing and he has a strap on.

He has a bunch of strap-ons. And he put me in the sex wing and fucked me in front of everybody with a 10-inch dick. You're so funny when you're laughing at yourself. This is what I was like, yeah, like a big thick 10-inch strap-on cock. Oh my God. And does that hurt you and that's a part of the masochist in you that you like it? I don't know, I don't know, you know about you or anybody else, but 10 inches is a lot of dick. I don't like long.

I could rather take small any day, especially because I'm a servant. It was long and fat. Oh, my God. It was long and fat. Right. And, yeah. But it was great. Like, I loved it.

I loved it. It's actually this video of it. Oh, you're kidding. No, I'm not kidding. Were you allow those videos to be taken as your face in there and everything? Like, are you okay with that? I typically don't like my face in videos, but at that moment, what happened was, I was on my back with my legs up and sex swing and he was fucking me. And I was recording the fucking.

Mm-hmm. And... So no faces, really. There were no faces initially, and then there were other people standing around all around watching. Right. And one of the other people that we know said, here, give me the phone, I'll tape it for you. And I was already lost in that moment, so I just gave him the phone. And he was just recording it, but he got faces in it a few times, you know?

Mm-hmm. My friend is more okay with that than I am. Yeah. Like, he doesn't care so much. Right. But I don't typically like putting my face out there. Yeah, you should be careful with that. You always want to be careful.

You just never know. But, you know, I'm sure that's not something that you do all the time. Video, no. We really don't do it that often. Right. But he does it a lot, but it's not something I've done a lot of. Right. Okay, tell me more stuff that maybe I've never heard before,

because you're always good for that. The whole masochist thing, I haven't really, I don't talk to a lot of people. You know, I talked to a lot of people into BDSM, but not like people that are like really, and only talked to one woman who was into kicking balls and her husband obviously was into it too. But I haven't really talked to a lot of people that are into that kind of hardcore masochism. I definitely like it. I mean, I'm probably going to push it further. What does that mean?

Like, I want to do more of it and maybe a little more extreme. I don't know. I mean, I'm still exploring with it, but I definitely am way into it. Right. Like, I like getting, I like getting slapped during, like, getting fucked and choked and slapped. Mm-hmm. You know, why you're getting fucked? I like that.

Right. And that's like humiliation. That's also pain, right? It's all everything you like in one. Yeah. True story. Mm-hmm. True story.

Yeah. You like to be the cleanup guy. That's the part of being humiliated, right? and being submissive and being the sissy, correct? I like that a lot, yeah. Cleaning up is always a good time. So really this, like, you know, a female to male guy that you're with is so perfect for you.

It is, it is. It was another good old. We were supposed to go together one night in November, and something came up and he couldn't make it, and I ended up going, I still went anyway. Mm-hmm. And that, that, night there were probably

there was me and maybe only like three other cross dresses maybe and uh so I ended up hanging out in my room I had the door open and here comes a guy I've seen him before

so we started fooling around and he's fucking me and other people were standing by the door watching and I had never I mean I've done gang bangs like four guys before. Five guys one time, but never. I ended up like pulling a train,

which I've never done before. And it was 11. I'm surprised you've never. Wait, 11. I felt like you did a train with two guys once they came in. Two guys. I've done two guys before.

This was 11. Oh my God. Go through this. Well, actually technically it's nine because two of them were repeats. Oh my God, 9, 10. No fuck a difference. It's still hurt four. Two of them fucked me.

twice. Oh my God. So go on. Tell me that whole scene. So they just started, it was just like one after another, like, just pounded me. Like in the, like, so you're getting topped by all of these people. That's the train, or is that a gang bang? Like, what's the difference between a train and a gang bang?

Because a gang bang would be like multiple guys at the same time. This was just like one guy, fuck me. He was done. The next one came in. No, that's a gang bang. How do you not know the difference? Go look in the beginning of my book. Okay, a train is like, I think you're all like at the same time doing stuff, right?

Like one guy's blow and the next one and they're all connected. That's a gang bang. No, an orgy is like all the people at once. A gang bang is one guy after another. Someone help me out here. People are going to have to. I've always thought of that as a train. Like when they come one, then the next one, then the next one.

Someone has to correct me. Go on to email me if you're on Patreon comment, if you're on Spotify comment, but keep your comments on Spotify cleaner. I can't post them. But like let me know what the difference is. I personally think that sounds like it gave me. But like who cares about the semantics of it all? Keep going with the story. So you're there and you're literally like being topped by all these guys, correct?

Correct one after the next. Right. Oh my God. And you took eight, ten guys, nine guys? nine guys and I got fucked 11 times because two of the earlier ones came back at the end and fucked me again oh my god so yeah it was a lot of dick no I'm gonna just ask the question that a lot of people are thinking because you're getting fucked in the ass by so many different guys

are you as someone that makes sure that people are using condoms like how do you keep yourself safe typically I try to always use them but I mean there are times when I haven't Right, but in a situation like that train situation where you got like nine guys, what do you do? So when I am in my room with the door open, there's a little table there and I always put like a bunch of condoms out on the table so you can just grab them. Right. And do you get checked often? Do you make sure of that? I typically try to watch it that night.

I kind of got caught up in the moment. No, no, no. Do you get STI tested a lot? yourself as well to make sure you're good for other people too you know what I'm saying yeah I get checked I haven't I haven't got checked in a probably been about two months since the last one but right but you're typically getting checked which is good I try to get check they they usually have uh they'll have like free testing right there at uh at the bathhouse oh you're kidding on certain nights yeah there's a company that comes in and what do they swab you or something that

they get like or is it a brick? I think it's a, it's a, yeah, they prick your finger and I think it's funded by, I think the state, it's some state funded program or something. I don't know. I think that's great. Yeah, I mean, it's, it's, it's free, it's anonymous, it's, you know, so. Yeah, it's important. I think that's great. Yeah, it is. They do hep C and.

HIV and everything. HIV, yeah. Yeah. And that's in the bath houses. I think that's like really great. So that experience with the 11th, the 10 guys was killer for you. I mean,

I loved it. I would totally do it again. Right. Like I would totally do it again. Oh my God. What is your favorite night? Like tell me some other nights that stand out for you, even if it's the same stuff, you know?

That happened recently that we haven't heard before. So like this, we would just say like trains and gangbangs to me. Yeah. in my mind a gang bang is is like when you're all together like you called it an orgy but to me that's like a gang bang but yeah uh so just to clear things up like i think an orgy is a group of people all playing with each other and but a gang bang to me is like me being like essentially the center of attention with a lot of Attention.

Yeah. So I did, what I consider a gang bang last month was me and another cross-dresser and two guys. And I was like servicing all of them. And servicing them means like blowing them? I was blowing them. One of them was fucking me. I was blowing another one at the same time and jerking another one off. And like I was pleasure in all three of them together at the same time.

And the cross jester was right there with you doing the same. Like you weren't with the cross jester too, correct? No, I was pleasure in him too. Oh, okay. So everybody? Yeah, I was pleasure in everybody. So you were the one? I was the one.

Nobody else was like the center of it? What's that? Nobody else was centering like doing everyone. No, I was in the middle. I was definitely in the middle. Yeah, that sounds like a gang bang, too, or an orgy. I don't know the difference. See, I'm just equally as confused, but you know, you don't disappoint with these stories.

I mean, how many, so that was like two guys and you and another cross-dresser? Yeah. Oh, my God. Okay. And then all the three, all the three, all the three. All three of them, like, came on my face, and it was great. You love that. I do.

I think it's a humiliation thing too. I think it's another, I think that's another aspect of, I don't know, humiliation kind of feels like that to me, you know what I mean? Yeah, for sure. Being degraded. Yeah, I like it. I like, you know, when guys come on my face. Do you do, like, pee stuff, like water sports?

What is that called? I, I, okay, so that is something else that I haven't necessarily really gotten into it, but I'm intrigued by it. Right. you'd go there. I've done it once to somebody at the bathhouse, actually. Yeah. There was a, I just went one night.

It was a random night, spur of the moment, and there was a guy in there and we're talking, and he asked me if I was into it, and I said, I've never done it. And he said, would you do it to me? And I said, I guess, if you want me to, I'll give it a shot or whatever. And he said, let's wait a while. He's telling me, drink a lot of water and don't go to the bathroom and all of this. So I did. And a couple hours probably later, we went into the shower.

And he started blowing me and then he just told me to, you know, pee in his mouth. And I just unloaded it and he swallowed all of it. Oh, wow. It was that hardcore. It wasn't like on his face or whatever. Like he wanted to drink. Wow. He was drinking it.

Crazy. No? And I'm not going to like it. I, I, I, it was odd. Like, it turned me on. Yeah, you're a perv. You're into all kinds of just like dirty shit, right? Like, isn't that how you say yourself?

Yeah, but I definitely loved it. And I'll be honest with you, in that moment, if he had wanted to do it to me, I'm not saying I would drink it because I don't think I want to do that. Mm-hmm. But I would probably have let him, like, be on me. I would have let him do it probably. I was that into it. Yeah.

So I think I might, I want to try that at some point. Yeah. Listen, I'm surprised you haven't yet. What are the, what is your, what is your guy friend into? Like, what kind of kinks does he have? Is he just like into humiliating you and doming you and being a sadist and all that kind of stuff? And that's why you guys are so perfectly aligned. He's definitely a switch.

Oh, okay. You know, but he loves, he loves dominate me and fucking me up. Do you know his backstory? Like, was he ever married or anything like that? No. No? No. No.

Is he young, old? How old is he? He's younger to me. He's 28. Oh, that's very young. It's pretty young, yeah. And how long has he transitioned for? Like, how long has he been a guy?

He, I guess, you know, in talking and stuff, he's always known that I think most of his life he knew, you know, that he was different. Mm-hmm. And, uh, but he, he likes, he likes guys. Like, he likes, he likes guys. He likes dick. And he'll, like, get into chicks too sometimes. Uh-huh. But mostly guys, but he knew that, uh, I guess he's always known since he was young,

that he was different. And I guess that caused a lot of family issues for him, too. Oh, yeah, right. I can imagine. It's sad. And he, you know, came from the south initially. Okay, so even worse. Yeah, probably even a little worse.

But, you know, he had, I mean, he's good with it now. Like, he's out and about and completely out there. Like, it's no secret to anybody. It's no secret to anybody. He's changed his gender on, you know, like his idea and stuff. He's on hormones. I mean, he's got like a beard. Right.

Did he change his name? Yes. Right. Right. And, but he's like a gay man, right? Like, I mean, he's like, he's into guys. He's, like I said, he still has, he still has a pussy, but he likes, he likes guys, yeah. He's more about guys than girls, although he does like to eat pussy too, but. Right. Interesting. Have, have you guys ever been with a woman to you two together? Another female to male.

Oh, really? Where was, where did that happen? Tell me that last story. That's, that, that was at the bathhouse as well. That was actually, I'm kind of friendly with that person too, which was I met through him. It was a friend of his. And he's a female to male too, but a little more feminine, but still identifies as male. Yeah. Has not had either top nor bottom surgery yet. Right.

But was at the bathhouse because he's into guys and he's a man? Correct. Yeah. Okay. but he's more a little more like uptight about like he still has

tits which he doesn't he likes to I think they call it banding mm-hmm height though yeah like an ace bandage kind of thing

like wrapped around until you know what I mean yeah so they're so flat so they're so flat like like he's definitely uptight about that it took me hanging out with him like a few times before I actually got to see them.

Oh, interesting, right. Yeah, yeah, but we played together the three of us before. That's always a good time. And they'll go down on each other, like they're both into that. Absolutely, yeah. Right, and you will go down on both of them. Yep. Do you have sex with any women, like cis females in your life at this point, or is it all

this kind of stuff going down? It's mostly this kind of stuff. Mm-hmm. Because, like I said earlier, I don't know how to, I don't know, I wouldn't know how to bring a female into my, to my world that would be down for all this. Yeah. Yeah. And you don't see yourself stopping all of this anytime soon.

I don't see it happening, but, I mean, who knows what tomorrow brings, but I don't see it. But, I mean, I feel like last time we talked to, I felt like you finally felt like you had come full circle and you were like just totally fine being you and this is who you are and this is what you're into and you're just like doing it without any kind of guilt or shame at this point correct absolutely yeah right and there's like this there's one female that i'm kind of sweet on i have been for a long time right and and we talk and stuff like regular talk, but I could, you know, I could see like there could be an in there, but at the same time, like, I've known it for a long time and I know 100% like she would never, ever, ever,

ever be on board with what I'm into. Right. So you don't go there. But you know what? Listen, you never know, because like, you know, you're getting, there might be a time where you get a lot of this out of your system, you know, five years from now. You don't know, right? Like that, You're like, okay, been there, done that everything, trains, gang bangs, pee, play. You know what I mean? They'll kick my fucking balls. And you're just like, you know, you're maybe settled a little bit and want a relationship. You never know who you're going to be in the future, you know?

And maybe that would be the right timing for you and this girl. This is true. I mean, it's possible. Like, I've thrown out little things here and there, like very subtle. Yeah. Just to test the waters, like, you know? Mm-hmm. Like the other day, we were texting the other day and I said something like her.

And she texted me back like this smart ass remark. Yeah. I don't remember what it was. Yeah. And I said something back about, hey, hey, like, watch it. And so she texted me back. She said, I'm just busting your balls. Oh, there's your end.

So I texted her back. I said, well, I just texted back. I said, well, I might not complain. What did you say back? she sent back you know that emoji with the eyes wide open and the mouth open like yeah yeah well that that was it that was all like a bag oh my god that's i mean she's got to know on some level you're a little pervy now i think so yeah i mean right she knows yeah she she knows i mean we've talked like a little bit about like she's texted me before at night and she'd be like what are you doing i said i'm laying in bed jerking

off. But like, what is it? Is the thing between the two of you just always been friends and you started liking her over time? Or did you meet as dating? Like, how do you know this girl and how is she in your life? We worked together years ago and I've always known. I've always been attracted to her. Oh, interesting. Yeah, you never know. I think you're getting a lot out of your system now. Like you said, you finally came full circle, right? A few years back and you're like living your best life and all the things that you want to do. But there might be a lot. time you just don't know that you kind of have your fill and maybe you're interested in something a little bit different right that could happen it could anything could happen right i mean yeah no i know like

i had this guy doctor guy who when i met him he was just like a massive cheater because he was just a hornedog and he was into variety he wasn't the type of guy that should be with any one person at any time in his life you know and he finally like decided to come to terms with that when he was around 50 and he found a girl that was equally as horny as him and they lived a very open relationship together and just just fuck the world. I mean, you know, like,

and just did everything. And it was like, he was finally able to be himself. And, you know, and I'll tell you, like, I don't know,

six or seven years into their relationship, they barely do anything anymore. And they're planning and having a baby together. And they're like, you know, they really slowed down

because he finally was, once he was able to really be who he was, which was this guy that wanted to do everything, sexually with a million people. You know, he eventually had his fill

and he's a little bit slow down at this point. And he's in his 60s, you know, so you just don't know. I mean it could happen Yeah that's a natural progression Who knows you just started all this stuff

You know you just came into your own You just decided like you're you know So why not have fucking fun doing everything you want to do That's kind of how it is Yeah I mean I still have a ferocious appetite I can imagine you know You know what I mean Yeah it sounds like it

It's true There's still things that you want to do You just realize you're a fucking masochus Like you're still I feel like you're still in the beginning phase of like all this stuff. It's not like you've been doing this for 30 years. It's not. And I don't see any signs of it slowing down, at least not anytime soon.

Yeah, neither do I. Listen, I'm not like predicting that in two years you're going to be. I'm saying like maybe six, seven years from now. You know what I'm saying? Like 10 years from now. You just don't know, right? No, you don't. It's possible.

Anything can happen, right? Yeah, you don't know. Maybe you'd keep dropping hints to that girl. I try to be very careful about how I do it. Yeah, you're teetering because you're afraid, right? But I mean, like, listen, what's the worst that you're keeping her? Because, like, listen, what's the worst that happens with her? If she finds, you're not planning on dating her anytime soon anyway because you know what you're all about

and you're not going to put that on the table with her. So if you, are you afraid of ruining things because maybe you'd want to see something happen with her in the future? and that's why you keep her like safe and not knowing now. Kind of, I think that's kind of how it is. Yeah, that's what I think. I could definitely see a future with her. That's why I think maybe there will be a time where you feel a little different.

You don't know, you know what I mean? And that's why you don't want to ruin it with this girl by telling her now, right? Because now is not the right time for you to be with her anyway. You don't think that she'd be down with everything anyway. So if you told her now, that might make her not, you know, you ruin things forever. 100% I'm pretty sure she would be like what you want to what

maybe she's more of a freak than you know you just don't know just like she doesn't know just like she doesn't know this about you do you think she'd be surprised if she found out oh yes so but if this if that's true about you shit about her could be true too you know what I mean that's like the moral of your story right like she would never know that you're doing all this kind of stuff

but you are. So, you know, maybe there's things about her that you'd never know. You don't know. Sometimes like attracts like. People sniff each other out. The freaks smell the freaks. She might be a secret freak.

Why else is she like fucking talking to you? You know what I mean? Well, we talk about normal stuff too. I know, but I'm just saying, like, she's got to smell the freak on you. And maybe she's got a little bit there too. And you're just so paranoid about what you're doing that you don't really get it, you know?

But maybe she's freak. than you think. We'll see. Hopefully you'll get that update from you one day that you told her and she's like having threesomes with your, you know. You're a guy friend. You never know. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, but listen, you never disappoint. Thank you so much for calling in. Thanks for letting me use your story from my buck. People want to get this guy and guy action and there go read his stories. Go listen to his other episodes. I'll put the numbers to your other episodes in the description. But thanks, Mike. Thanks so much for calling back in. Absolutely. Thanks for having me. Okay, bye. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in

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