Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1395 - Jay has the Smallest Penis in the World?!

Episode Date: March 13, 2026

Jay has the smallest penis in the world and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how small his penis really is, when he realized he was extra small, how and why he purposefully made it even smaller with chastity play, when he started watching cuckold porn, how he got wired into wanting to be the cuck even though at first he wanted to be the bull, his first few attempts at sex and why it didn’t work out, the first girl he dated and how she reacted when she saw it, how he gets off himself considering its so small, how and when he started going on to cam sites and flaunting his small penis to get humiliated, the girls she has been dating recently and what has gone down, how and why he really wants a cuckold relationship instead of a regular one, the time he was cuckolded, how log is longest he has been in a cage, how he got voted smallest penis in the world and went viral on X plus a the lot more.  GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To see HOT pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712   Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors: ⁠⁠https://beducate.me/pd2610-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized roadmap to sexual happiness ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.quince.com/strictlyanon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — For premium quality Quince clothing plus FREE shipping and 365 day returns! ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get 10% OFF your first month of Bluechew GOLD! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://LoadBoost.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — To get 10% off LOAD BOOST by VB Health use code: STRICTLY ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠PikaVibe.com/Strictly⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Click to get $15 OFF your purchase Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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go to the description and click on the link and you'll be taken right there. Okay, today I have on Jay. This poor guy was born with a micropinus. You know, eventually he realized he had one. He hasn't had luck dating girls because of the micropinus. He did start watching porn. He was interested in being the bull in the situation when he was watching porn, but he started to get more interested in being the cuck in the porn that he was watching. And so he's definitely wired himself into being a cuck.

He wants to be a cuck full time in a relationship with another girl. I do talk about how I think he needs to be a little bit more moderate with is cuckolding because, you know, a girl will need more than just that in a relationship, but he is very hardcore. He gets off on cuckolding with like cam girls and stuff. He talks about how he did make his micro penis even smaller with the chastity, which I didn't know was possible of what it was at a certain point, like only like 40 minutes in. He was like getting in his car and it's like so noisy. So we had to get off. So unfortunately the, you know, the ending was like cut kind of short quickly. But I get most of his story on that.

this episode. Of course, I give him the warning because I always believe extreme cocks, and he's definitely an extreme cock that's very into small penis humiliation, has to ride a fine line, to find a girl and keep her interested. He's only had failed relationships with women, and, you know, and I want for him to have a real relationship with a girl, that's what he does want, but he wants it definitely to be an ethically non-monogamous relationship where he is being cuckleded by a girl. So anyway, his story is super interesting. He is over on X, and he's He has pictures on there so you could see his micro penis. He gives a shout out to his name and all that kind of good stuff on that episode.

So anyway, I'm going to get right to you and be right back on with Jay. Oh, hey, Jay. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm good. Thank you for having me. Thanks for coming on. Listen, Jay, you're a little well-known over on what's called now X because of your micro penis.

There's actually a guy in the news right now, this famous football player, who's in the news for having. too big of a dick, right? And that's what he's famous for right now. You're famous for having too small of a dick, right? But you actually are one of those guys that's into small penis humiliation, I would assume. Yeah. Right? Because you wouldn't be putting yourself up on X with your micro, because listen, there's plenty of guys that have micro penises out there, right? Like that's a thing that could happen to guys. But most of them don't post them online and brag about it, right? But you do because you are into what they call P-S-P-H, small penis humiliation.

What's your name over on Twitter, by the way? Smallest P-P. P-P? P-P-T-T-T-T twice? Yes. Okay. Smallest P-P-J. J-A-Y.

And then the letter M. Oh, my God. Did you have a publicist helping you with that, or did you come up with smallest P-P-J-M? Actually, a girl on a campsite told me to... Yeah, she's good. to that. Yeah, I don't know why I knew you didn't make that fucking name up, but it's good. She helped you do it. Okay, so listen, let's get a snapshot of where you're out right now, Jay. How old are you?

I'm in my late 30s. Okay. Are you married or single? Single. Okay. Now, let's go all the way back, okay? I mean, you know, what comes for, well, obviously having a, you do, well, let's first get the stats of your small penis first, okay? Because listen, some, some guys are into small penis humiliation, and it's not like they're as, they're not so tiny, right? But you consider yourself as having a real micropenus. Is that correct? Yes, I do. And so, like, how big or not big is it?

And what does it measure? Just under nine millimeters. What is that? Is that less than an inch? That's like an inch is 12 millimeters. I'm stupid. Stuff like this. It's a little under a centimeter.

What's a centimeter? talking inches. How many centimeters make up an inch? It would be under half an inch. Half an inch? So it's like a little nub that sticks out. A little nub. Yeah.

Okay. Is it wide or is it skinny too? Skinny. So it's just like a little thing that sticks out, like the top of a thumb? Yeah. Okay. And so like, were you ever taken to doctors when you were little or anything to like, do your parents ever inquire about it or to, you know, discuss it with you or like, was there any conversations or doctor visits because this was going down?

No. No, no, not really. That's unfortunate because I remember hearing somewhere that, you know, there are things that could be done early on to fix that because it tends to be from like low testosterone, when in the mother's body, when the baby's being born, or there's reasons for it. You know what I mean? It kind of is a defect, right? It's not like the norm. Right.

Right? Have you ever looked into it? Like, why you would have it? Not really. I just looked into micropenus and I've looked into like penile implants. Yeah, I can imagine because like, listen, I don't know. And I don't know what, you know, there's probably no internet when you were being when you were growing up. So maybe you weren't really aware of like, you know,

dick size and how big was big and what was normal and what was going on with you. But like, I know my son is only 10 years old and he is obsessed with his dick getting bigger. When is it going to start growing? What if I don't have a big dick? Like somehow he knows on some level that dick size is important to a man. You know what I mean? Like I don't know. I'm assuming it's from YouTube, right? But so like you as a little kid that has like this little nub that's never going. growing. Like, were you remember ever, like, being concerned or anything? Probably more so when I got it to my teens. Right. Were you, right. So you were, like, you were, so let's go back to that first memory

where you started to realize, like, you were super small. And not the norm, because it's not just small. It's, like, abnormal to just have this little thing that never grows. Do you know what I mean? Right. Probably in locker rooms. Right. You were looking around and you saw other people? Yeah. And none of them were quite as small. Right. And how did that make you feel? Really pathetic. Yeah, I could imagine. And like I said, it was like never, it was like never something that your parents looked into. You don't remember any doctor's visits or any kind of conversations with your parents or anything like that, right? Not for that, no. It's sad because, you know, they didn't like, they never, like, I don't know, you would think. But, you know, back in your parents' date.

Like, you parents aren't going to talk about. Like, I talk about my son about his penis because he's always talking to me about it, you know, but it's like a different world nowadays. So there you are in, I don't know, middle school, high school, early age, right? Like, sort of feeling terrible about yourself because you're starting to realize that something's not normal. Before that, though, you had no idea? No, I didn't.

You just thought that was the norm, right? Because how else would you know? Right. Do you get hard? Can it get hard? Obviously, it can. So it wasn't always, like, so it shrunk a little from being in chastity for a long extended period of time. Okay, so tell me how big you were before you shrunk it.

It was still really small. It was the size of the AAA battery, which is the one that went viral. So it was like just over an inch. So it was over an inch, and you pushed it down to be way less than an inch. What's your name? I need to look at this while we're talking. What's the name on Instagram again? It's on X.

It's smallest, smallest, P, P, J, M. Okay. Smallest P, J. A, Y, right? M. Oh, yeah, I got it. Yeah, oh, you follow me. Okay.

Oh, look at these girls laughing at you. Okay. Oh, okay. Here it is. Where's the picture? Is that one picture on top, like the smallest context? That's what it looks like now. So it has a head.

It's like just a head with barely any shaft. Oh, no. The one that has like three million views. No, that's before it trunk. The one that looks like just foreskin. That's after. Okay, guys, want to have great sex like all the time. We all know that great sex doesn't just happen automatically forever, you know,

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Use my code strictly to get 10% off your order. Or I made it real easy. Just go to the description, click on the link and use code strictly for 10% off. Where's the picture? Is that one picture on top like the smallest contest? That's what it looks like now. So it has a head. It's like just a head with barely any shaft.

Oh, no. The one that has like three million views. No, that's before it shrunk. The one that looks like just foreskin, that's after. Yeah, you don't have many, you don't have many picks of it on your thing. I mean, where you go viral? Are they hiding your picks? I mean, you barely have any, like you have one picture where,

it's like a, you know, the balls and just a crinkled up raisin on top of it. It's a weird angle. You could barely see it. And then every single other pick, you're in like a little cage. I'm looking at your photos on. Oh, it's on my posts. Oh, why is it not on your photos? Because these were posts like posts made by like other girls on X.

So other girls took pictures of you and posted it. Right. But it's only that same photo. It's just the photo of your little, you really only have two photos on here. One is of this certificate that has a picture with the head on it and you measuring it next to the battery. And the only other pick of you is that one pick that's the raisin pick where it's like your balls with this raisin. That's all you got. That's what it looks like now.

Right. But why only those two picks? Like why aren't you like blowing up this Instagram if you're into a small penis humation with the tons of pictures of yourself? That's what I wonder. Um, well, I guess because the one that, uh, all those girls use is the one that like started going viral. So they all used that one. Right. So you never went viral. But I mean, just for you, like, I mean, did you going viral on their thing ever do anything for you? Not really. Because you don't have that many followers on here. No, probably not. Okay, but you, so you went, so who, okay, we'll get to the point where you meet this girl that makes you go viral.

I would, I just expected if, you know, this is your big claim to fame that you would have more pictures on there. There's just really three picks. One is of the, and so before it turned into that crinkly mess, it looks like a raisin, you had a head and you killed that head by living in chastity for so long? Yeah. Oh my God. Okay, we'll get to that point. So you're younger, you start to realize like something's going on here. And then did you start like, I don't know, at that time, did you know that there was a word, like there was something called a micropenus and that might be yours?

Like, when did you realize that this was what was going down with you? Like, probably when I started watching cuckold porn in like 2011. Okay. And I started to notice that my penis. was really small even compared to the cucks and the porn. Yeah. Okay. Yeah, because listen, you must have never seen anyone as small as you, right?

Because a micropenus is like, it's not just small. It's like I said, it's actually like a defect, right? It's not something of the norm. So you probably would never have seen one in the locker room when you were growing up, right? No. And you don't really see it on porn unless you're looking for that specific type of porn, right? So you're not seeing yourself represented anywhere. No.

Right. And then does that make you go figuring out like what's going on here? Because at some point you must realize there's something called a micropenus, right? Yeah. When was that? Probably around the time that I got into a couple born, you know, and then I just looked up what like average sizes were and what was abnormally large and abnormally small. Yeah, right. because then you're like, okay, something's going on here

because you can't see yourself anywhere, right? No. Okay, so what got you, though, into cuckled porn? Honestly, like, at first, I, maybe just out of insecurity, I was actually looking at it, like, trying to project myself onto the bowl. Okay.

Oh, interesting. Okay, right? You wanted to live vicariously through the bull, perspective. Yeah. Okay. And, but it just became harder and harder to do that. And I felt more and more like the cuck.

Interesting. So it's really porn that got you wired into it. Kind of. Yeah. Right? Yeah. Because he didn't go in feeling like you wanted to be humiliated or anything. You wanted to be the bull in the scenario.

Now, I've gotten the hot wafing story from all sides. The hot wife, the stag, the cock, as well as the bull, right? So you went in being like a sort of the regular guy wanting to, you know, fuck someone else's wife. That was your fantasy, right? Like, that's who you wanted to be in the scenario. Yeah. And then somehow you started to gravitate towards the cock. Why do you think that happened? Do you have any idea? Probably because just because of how small it is. And like I said, you know, I was looking at the cucks and porn and, you know, even there, like, really big compared to me. Right.

So you realize that you're there. Now, at this point, did you have any girlfriends or anything? Like, what was your dating life like? Not existent. Right. And was it because you were so small and you were self-conscious about it or were you just shy naturally as well on top of it? I'm just really over the size thing. Right.

Because listen, there is something called big dick energy, right? It exists. So you would think that the opposite can exist too, right? Like if you know that you have this going on, it could really do a number to your vibe as well, right? Like it made you super shy, would you say? Yeah. And insecure? Yeah.

Yeah, that's so unfortunate. That's why it's sad that like, you know, there's not a lot of education about it. if there could have been something done or stuff when you were younger, you know, because that's a hard thing to carry for the rest of your life. I mean, listen, you've done something, which I think is actually, it's better than the opposite, right? Like, you've turned it into something that could be like a turn on for you, right, as opposed to a turn off, right? Yeah. So you didn't date any girls in high school or anything. Did you have, let me ask you this, are you a virgin? Have you ever had sex?

I have had a couple attempts at it. Right. And now were those with professionals, were they with regular girls? Like, what was your first attempt? Both, and the first attempt, I couldn't make it

past the cheeks. The cheeks? What do you mean the cheeks? Like, I couldn't, like, penetrate. It wouldn't go in, too small. Like, there's nothing there. Yeah. Okay. And did that happen every time, I'm assuming? Yeah. Now, the first time you're with a real girl, like, was like, let's walk through the first girl you've ever, like, hooked up with. Was that a girl that

you met in school and college? Like, how old were you? Your first attempt? Well, the first attempt, actually, she, um, she didn't let me penetrate when she saw it. She said she was just, She's like, actually, let me just suck it. And then later she told me, she's like, she asked me if that was as big as I got. And I'm like, yeah, why? And she's like, your penis is really, really small. Oof. Right.

And now, was this a girl that you, like, liked and were dating for a little while? And then this, how long were you with her before, like, this experience happened? It was, like, maybe two months. Wow. So here's this girl as you're, like, connect. with her. You both like each other. You must have really liked her if you, you know, got to the point where you were going to be naked in front of her, right?

Yeah. Yeah. And then she says that, was that devastating? Did she continue to date you? For a little bit longer, yeah. And then she made another comment like that. And, yeah. And then she ended up cheating on me.

Right, and you found out. That must have been devastating. Yeah. Okay, and how old were you at that time? Do you remember? Like, were you in your teens? Were you in your early 20s? I was like either 18 or 19. Right. Okay. Have you dated since her? Not a whole lot, no. No. Do you ever, let me ask you this, and this is jumping way ahead, but like in your future, do you have the desire to like get married, have kids, do all that kind of stuff in your life? If you could. Like if it could just happen tomorrow and you had a wish and I could grant it. Would you want those kinds of things in your life eventually one day? To be honest, I think at this point in my life, I would actually really like to try something less traditional. And I think I would like to be in like an ethical, non-monogamous relationship, like a cuck-holding relationship. Okay. So you would want a relationship.

You just would want it to be like in a way that it would work for you. So you are looking for that companionship. You just, like, this is the way you see it could happen. You're being realistic, right? Like that's a good way to sort of put it out there so that that girl, whoever that is, maybe she can't be satisfied by you. But you could both be satisfied by her being with another guy, you being there, right? And you could do this together.

Yeah. Yeah, that makes sense. Would you want kids? one day? Probably not, no. Okay. Now, can you jerk off yourself? Like, how do you get yourself off?

I have to, like, rub it, like, in a circular motion. Oh, like a clit? Yeah. Okay, guys, you know what Marches? It's, like, the month of a national woman's day. So why not take the whole month and make it about your girl's pleasure? Because if you ask me, her pleasure isn't optional. It's like the point, right? I mean, don't you get off? Making your girl get off? Don't you love blowing her mind in the bedroom? So this month, why not learn something new that's going to blow her mind in the bedroom? And you know where you're going to learn that? It's on beducated.

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Yeah. Well, you know what? Listen, I think like every woman and man, like when they're like in utero, like we have the same parts and then they just like sort of open, like they turn into what they're going to turn into. And like the clit is like the head of the dick, right? So it makes sense that you could get off by rubbing it like a clit. Yeah. Right? It's got all the nerve endings right there.

Have you ever been to a doctor? I'm going all over the place, but I'm going to get back. to your chronological story, but like, have you ever been to a doctor to talk about an implant or anything like that is or anything that you could do to lengthen it even more, any more than it is? I mean, you've done everything you can to make it smaller. I've done some research, I think, because of how small it is, I don't think that it can actually have an implant. Right, that the implant won't make it bigger.

Can't make it bigger? It can't. Right. Okay, so after that girl, you're into cuckolding porn. you know, I would assume that, you know, when she denies you, that only makes you further into, get into, like, you know, being the cock, right? And having that as a fantasy, right? Like, and being humiliated. Because here you are kind of being humiliated in real life by that girl saying that thing to you and then, like, cheating on you, right? Yeah. When does this all become, like, a turn on to you? Because I would, I would assume that it hurts at first, right? Like, obviously it hurts at this girl. did this because you really liked her. Right. It did. And I had some comparable experiences like after her that like, you know, were similar in nature. But like, I would say though that like, like I said, like maybe like 2011, 2012 is when I really started to get into cuckold porn.

Oh, so this is after those experiences. It wasn't before. It was after, yeah. Oh, okay. So that kind, all that kind of stuff, right? Being just humiliated without being turned on by it. got you into like the cuck stuff and made you sort of wire into that. Yeah. Right. And listen, you probably like could grab from those experiences because they were already ingrained in you. And now it makes sense of why you would eventually start to feel more, you know, naturally attracted to the cuck thing because that would make you, that would make more sense in your fantasy, right? That you could be that guy. Yeah. Yeah. And so did you, you said you did try with a professional at some point? Um, yeah.

I couldn't penetrate. So you can't really penetrate anybody ever? No. Right. Now, when did you get into chastity? That was probably within the last couple years. Right. Well, let's stay back at 2011.

Did you start to see, like, how does it wind up that you start to meet content creators, and they get this picture of you and you're on Instagram? I'm like, how does all of this come to be? I go on the, like, I go on the campsites a lot. Okay. And initially it started out with just wanting SPH. And then I decided to just start, like, seeing what girls' like natural reaction was to it.

Okay. Which was SPH generally. And, yeah, just sort of spy. from there. Meaning you would go into these places and see if the girl would engage with you and humiliate you and stuff? Yeah, like on campsites.

Uh-huh. And they would, of course, right? Yeah. And is that when you start to realize, like, this is your thing and this is what really turns you on?

Yeah, that it's real. What do you mean real as opposed to, like, the fantasy of everything? Yeah. Right? And did you just like,

Spend all your money on campsites? Not all of it, but I spent a lot. I can imagine. I mean, because you have it, like, since you found the campsites, right? And you started doing all this stuff over there. Have you had any experiences with women in your life at all? Have you tried to find somebody on, like, you know, an alternative, like, dating app looking for something?

I've tried, like, on fat and I haven't really had any luck. no who hits you up when you go on there as a small guy with a micro penis looking you know to be cucked um not really anyone right you know venus cuckledress she's got a podcast do you know that podcast i've listened a couple times yeah she's got a whole dating up for cucks you know oh yeah yeah she has like yeah she has a dating app because she's like a type of girl that loves to go out and fuck other guys for her guy. Like, I mean, she's like into that. And she's created like a database for people where she matchmakes people.

I think it's kind of like a matchmaking app. You should look into that, you know. But so you're trying your on-fat life and stuff. But you haven't, though, since those other girls when you were younger, before you got into campsites and stuff. You haven't been on any kind of real dates with regular girls? I mean, I've been on dates, but like, it never materializes and anything. how come

um like okay there was a girl that I was talking to like a year ago and you know she um she started uh

like once she found out about it she started uh seeing another guy there was another girl that I was talking to and she wanted to hook up and it didn't work. And yeah.

But in these situations, let's go through them specifically, because we have plenty of time. Like with the first girl, like when she, you said when she found out about it, like do you like sit down and at some point while you're dating her early on saying, hey, by the way, I just want to tell you I have a micro penis? I had thought about that, but it didn't even come to that.

She flat out asked me how big it was and I got nervous and yeah. Oh, so she wanted to know what you were caring ahead of time. She said, hey, by the way, what? Yeah, how big is it? Right. Okay. Or how big is your dick is what she said. Oh, my God.

And what did you say? I just sort of stumbled over my words for a few seconds and she said, got it. And that was it. Right. So you let her know in other terms that you're, you're, you have a, you were very,

very small. Yeah. Okay. And now the other girl, like how did she find out? Uh, she came back to my house and we started kissing on the couch. And she asked me to go upstairs and I went up with her and

I tried to stick it in, but it didn't work. Have you ever gone down on a girl? Yeah. Can you do that really well? Not that good, no. How come? I don't know.

Do you not have any experience? Enough experience? Probably not. How many girls have you gone down with on? Like half a dozen maybe. Okay, so, and why do you think you're not good? I maybe just don't have the skills. with my tongue.

Right. But do girls have orgasms when you go down on them? I don't think so. No? You know, listen, I do promote bedricaded and I do always say on my beducated ads that they have a conalinguish course and they have all these moves. They're ten separate ones. And like in the course, okay, if you take it on peducated, they, it's actually like

a guy going down on a woman. Like you see a man's mouth on a girl's pussy, right? And he's showing you the exact moves with his tongues. Like, I believe it's something that can be learned. And you might need to take that course because, and I'm bringing this up because I had a guy friend of mine who was really fucking cute and hot and fucking funny. And I really liked him. And word on the street, according to, and even according to him, he had a full on micropenus. He was always like he would show his pinky and be like, that's as big as it gets. You know what I mean? And some girl that dated him said, yeah, that's about it. Okay, he had a really, he had a full-fledged micropanus. But he was like really big on going down on girls. And he was. And he, He was like, I'm like fucking killer at oral. And this guy sold himself. And he always had like hot girlfriends that dated him for a very long time.

I think you need to master your oral skills to make up for it. Do you know what I mean? Yeah. Because there are women that don't like to be penetrated. There are some women like that, you know, and they love oral. And if you get really good at oral, like that could really help you with these chicks that you're dating. Do you know what I'm saying? That's true.

Yeah. So take that educated, of course, okay? because it's something that can be learned. You just need to know the right moves, you know. Do you like going down on girls? Yeah, to be honest, though, I think I would really like to try being in a cuckled relationship, though. What does that mean? You want to not have any kind of, you do want to be, does that mean you want to be denied?

Yeah, I think so. You know, I would like to try it. Okay. And so you want to fully get into like not just having a small penis, not being able to fuck her, like you want to just be denied, you want to be humiliated, you want to be not able to do anything with her. Sexually. Sexually, right.

And that's from all that cuckold porn that you watch, you know. Yeah, probably. Yeah, you wired yourself into it. That's how you get off, right? That's your biggest fantasy, I would assume, right? Yeah. And you've been, probably most of your life, you getting off sexually has been through jerking off, not through actual sex with women, right?

Yeah. Yeah, so unfortunately, and probably not unfortunately to you, you could probably care less because you love it and you want to be a cuck. But to me, it's unfortunate because, you know, I personally think it's a very hard, fine line for a girl to ride to be in love with a cuckled, like if they really want to be cuckled 24-7, which it sounds like you do. Like, you wouldn't even, like, you know, if you want to be denied fully and be the full, cuck and all that all the time so that you don't even have to learn how to go down

a girl because you're never going to be with her and you're always going to be done and you're never going to have that intimacy with a woman and it's not just that far. Well, that's why you shouldn't go that far. I'm glad that you don't want to go that far. Yeah, no, I'm not, I wouldn't say like I would never want it like, I mean, I definitely would want to have like intimacy in other ways. Well, you can have it through getting getting good at oral. Don't throw that out of the window.

No, I'm not. Okay, good. Because I just didn't, I want to make sure that, like, when you. you want to be a cuck, it's okay. And there are women that could go for it. But like if you're going to be a cuck full time, that's like a, that room leaves no room of like real intimacy between you and your girl if you wind up with one, right? And that girl does need intimacy with you on some level. And a part of intimacy is actual some kind of physical interaction between the two of you. So as much as you want to be denied and you want to be the cuck, you have to also be able to snap out of that. And you're

and be her partner sometimes too, that's the balance you're going to need to have to be a cuck within a real relationship. You could be a cuck with girls on the side and, you know, cam girls and all that shit, you know, just for fun, booty call cuck guy, right? But to be in a real relationship with a woman, right, you have to also be someone who is going to be intimate with her on some level as well outside of those cuck scenarios, which it sounds like you're open. to that and you want that as well, right? Yeah, 100%. Yeah. Okay. So, I mean, if anything like,

you know, that ideally, like, like, ideally what it would look like in my head is like, you know, I, I would still want a girl that I could like cuddle with. Yeah. You know, and, you know, but yeah, like, I would like to be more so in a cuffing relationship. Right. I just think and sometimes because like, I think it becomes like a,

It's a little bit like a fetish. And I have a Fetish Friday episode, and this will probably be airing on a Friday. And sometimes guys with fetishes, you know, they're all, they very much become all consuming, right? Because it's like a, it's not just a want. It's like, it becomes like a need. And, you know, maybe this is like a fetish of yours now. And it's like a need for you to be turned on. You have to be cucked.

You have to be humiliated. You have to be denied. You know, and when you get that extreme, that it can sometimes be hard for a woman. And I know you want to just cuddle with her, but I think you need to like sometimes do other things. You know, there has to be a little bit more of a balance there, you know, and that, and if you want the cuddling and the companionship and just like, you know, all that other stuff, like you need to have that intimacy between the two of you. It can't just be the cuck. Now, some people might say that I'm totally wrong, but I don't believe that. As a woman, right,

I don't think I could stay in love and turned on and close to a man that I was always denying, humiliating, looking down on. It could be for fun and it could be sometimes for sure and it could be the role play thing that you do a lot. But there has to be a balance in that you show up sometimes as your regular self, not a cuck, not a being denied. And not cuddling, but just fingering her, going down on her, doing some shit to turn her the fuck on.

Right. Do you know what I'm saying? Yeah. I'm just trying to help you because you're a young guy. Right. And you have your whole life ahead of you and you could still have, you could have that real relationship with a girl. But I just think you just need to pull it back a little bit, you know, and make sure you have that balance. Because I've seen the cuck gone wrong stories where the woman eventually leads, you know, and falls in love for another guy, you know, that bull.

Like it and it's and it's kind of like, you know, listen, you've lived that story before in real life. And that was damaging, you know, and you don't want to keep reliving that. I mean, maybe some part of you does and you've turned that into your kink, right? But you don't, if you finally do wind up meeting a girl that you actually care about more than just, you know, inside the bedroom, you're going to want to foster that relationship and keep her and you don't want her to leave you for another guy cheat on you or whatever, even though you might want to roleplay those scenarios out, you know? Right. So make sure you stay a little bit in reality instead of just going full force into your cuck mode. But let's get more information. Like when it comes to, so you got into this cuck thing,

you're like, you want to just see your girl be with somebody else. Like, when did they, like, how far does the humiliation go for you? What do you mean how far? How far? Like, do you want to be while she's banging that guy? Do you want them to say mean things to you? Do you want to be told you're so small? Like, I mean, do you like all that stuff too?

Do you like it that hard for? Yeah. Right. Yeah, like the small penis humiliation, you know, the laughing and stuff like while they're doing it. Right. Yeah. And you've gotten, like, the way you've lived this out and fan in your life is with, like, Camgirls, right? Well, also, I did get tucked in real life by a worker.

Okay. How was that for you? And I would assume that that took place in a brothel or something because it's got to be legal. Are you live in Canada? It was in a place that was legal, yes. Okay. Was that recent? That was, like, eight months ago.

Oh, okay. And how was that experience? And like, did you get to flesh it out of it to be exactly what you wanted? I think that's probably when I determined that I really wanted, like, it in real life, you know? Uh-huh. Like, that's what when I decided, like, I would like to try it as a dynamic in a relationship because I feel like I need to try it once, you know, to, like, really make that decision. That's something I wanted to try. And so how was it? So this girl had another guy there and you sat down and watched. Like what exactly went down?

Well, when I got there, they got ready and they had me turn around while they got ready. And then they told me to turn around. And they just got right into it. Oh, and then she put me into custody. and humiliated me the whole time while she was pleasuring him. And at the end, they both told me to clean it up. And afterwards, like after that happened, they told me that they wanted to clean up. So they made me dry off her feet and stuff like that.

Yeah. Did you go down on her? Like, did you do a cream pie thing? No, it was on her ass. Oh, okay. And so you did that. Do you have any, like, would you be into like a forced by scenario ever? A what scenario?

A forced by scenario. Um, not really my thing. No, I mean, if the girl's into it, I could maybe, like, you know, do it as a compromise, you know what I mean? Yeah, or do it as a part of the humiliation. What's interesting to me, I didn't realize it, but it makes sense. Like, typically, it's only a guy that's really not into guys, but is into humiliation that would be into that, right?

Because that's a part of the humiliation. They're doing something that they don't want to do. Yeah, I know if it's part of that, then. Right, you would do it, right? But you're not into it, but that's what would make it good, because that would be the humiliating part, right? Right. Yeah, and that's where, you know, things like that come up.

And it's like typically that guy is the guy that's not into it at all. That's why it becomes a thing. Let's talk about the chastity. When did you get into the whole chastity thing? How long ago? That's probably like a couple of years ago. And how was that? Like, you know, because like, first of all, like, did you look into the fact that it can make you even smaller and you wanted to do that?

Is that why you got into it or were you into it because you wanted to be denied? Um, both, I guess. Both of them. Both. So you were doing research and you found out that this could, like being in Chastity can make you smaller? Um, yes. Really? Yes.

That's interesting. People shrink themselves with it sometimes. Like, they'll go down in cage sizes. What are you doing? What are you in a fucking car? Yes. I can't have you driving and talking, okay? Because that'll be too loud.

Okay. Do you have three minutes? Yeah. Okay. So listen. So, okay, so you got into Chastity so many years ago you're wearing, and you, you got into it because you wanted to make yourself smaller and you wanted to be denied, I'm assuming. How long have you stayed in that chastity for the longest time without taking it off? What's the longest time?

Five months. Five months? Five months. Wow. Oh, my God. Five months stuck in there. You can't jerk off. You can't come.

Like, what is, like, can you pee? Like, what the fuck do you do for five months in there? Just be denied any erections. I mean, I would take it off to pee. Okay. Right, but just deny for five. And then when you take it off, is your next orgasm, like, amazing? Yeah.

Wow. Well, listen, I know, unfortunately, you have to go because you have to get in your car and start driving, right? Yeah, I'm sorry. It's okay. What? I'm sorry. I thought it would be, I didn't think it would like cause of disturbance. The driving and the noise is like really bad. Oh my God, unfortunately. So listen, I got enough for your episode. Do me a favor. Can I use some of those pick? You know, you're going to get free access to my Discord. You could post your picks. You could keep driving, but we're ending it now. You could post your picks on Discord if you want, you know, when your episode airs for people to see it. I can't put those picks up on my Patreon because they're explicit. But people are definitely going to want to see the picks that you have on your.

Instagram. They could also, I mean, on your ex, they could also go to your ex, right? Let's promote that. And it is, what is your ex again? It's small, what is it? Smallest BPJM. Smalls pp. J.m. Okay, great. And so people could see you there. I'll put the link in the description. Sorry that I wish you would have, you know, allowed yourself to have a full hour with me, but it's okay. You've got to drive. It's just unfortunately, the sound is like, really bad in the background. So I'm going to let you go. Thank you so much for calling in. I really hope you go take that bedicated course. Work on your oral skills and fingering skills or whatever skills you could have to fuck a girl too, okay, and get her off. So you're not just

full-fledged cuck. But I do believe that there's girls out there that can have your, you know, be into what you're into. Just make sure you're more moderate with it, okay? Okay. Thank you for having me. Thanks, Jay. Thanks so much for calling in. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and e-book, but you can pre-order the audio book.

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