Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1517 - Nicole & John are Into Hotwifing, Threesomes, Pregnant Gangbangs, and More

Episode Date: July 13, 2026

Nicole and John are into hotwifing, threesomes, pregnant gangbangs and more and they called in to talk all about nit. Tune in to hear all the deals including how they met, how and why Nicole wants to a super “high body count,” their first couple of trips to a sex club and what went down, when she got pregnant and how and they started hotwifing, her pregnant gangbang she had, how many guys showed up and what wet down, when Nicole got into fisting, the threesome they had with a crossdresser and what went down between the three of them as well as John and the crossdresser, their sleep play fantasy she has lived out and what goes down, their trip to an adult theater and what they did there, Nicoles type of guys she’s really into, how John is into lactating now, the day she had seven guys over one right after another plus a whole other more. GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  or Pre-order audiobook version ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠here⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠   To see HOT pics of NICOLE & JOHN plus my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beduc.at/pd2626-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠ Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized SUMMER roadmap to sexual happiness  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://VB.Health⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ - To get 10% off DRIVE BOOST by VB Health, use code: STRICTLY   ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Buy 2 months of Bluechew GOLD and get the third month FREE! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://Rythm.Health/STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠for 15% OFF your first month Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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As well as if you're going to travel and you want to have a little fun, you're going to find it all on SDC.com. Like I said, you get a free trial if you use my code 37712 or just go to the description and click on the link that's 37712. just go to the description and click on the link okay i have a great couple on today today i have on john and nicole they're both on talking about their whole crazy story i mean they have done so much in the one year they've only known each other for one year uh they met each other on field so they were both open about being open you know listen eventually Nicole sort of cops to the fact that

in her previous life before him she had been in a relationship with a woman she had been in a relationship with a woman she was in a poly relationship and she did many other things she wasn't very vanilla really going in and they didn't go in as a vanilla couple they went like I said they met on field uh and they started dirty talking about all the stuff that they were into from the get go and she's into getting a high body count and he loves her having a high body count so they're very into the whole hot wafing thing and the crazy kind of twist to the story is like very early on when they were together uh they did start going to swingers clubs and doing stuff like that but then she wound up getting pregnant. And then she wound up living out all her fantasies through her pregnancy. She had a pregnant

gang bang. She's been hot wafing throughout it all. I mean, towards the end of the thing, he talks about a day where she did seven guys in one day, one after the other. He vets all the guys for her. They eventually started an only fan. They have some stuff over there. Like I said, he's very into the hot wafing thing. She loves what she's doing. She has a body count goal. Wait till you hear her goal that she has for her body. count. She's also done a lot of guys since. I mean, her body count's pretty high, and he loves nothing more than her having a body count. They're very well-suited. She loves what she does. It's made her feel very good about herself, and she talks about that as well. There's so much to this episode. You're

going to love them. You're going to love their whole story. So I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Nicole and John. Hey, Nicole and John. Welcome both to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you guys today? Good. How are you doing, Kathy? So listen, you guys could see each other so you'll know when who's going to talk and everything so we don't all step on each other. I typically tend to interrupt a lot. But we have three people on this call. You're both going to be on to tell your story. John was just telling me before we got on the call that he's been listening to my show before COVID.

And I'm like, why didn't you call in earlier? You know, but it turns out and you have a very crazy story. And you're doing a lot of crazy things we're going to talk about. But you and you have only been with Nicole for about a year, correct? Or you've been together for longer and you just started doing all your stuff that you're doing in the past year? We just met slightly over a year ago and we're married within two months. Oh, wow. Now, John, what was your guys both back? Because you're not vanilla at all together, but were you both vanilla before you met each other? John, go first and then Nicole answered. I would say that

slightly had very small experiences in the past that weren't the best. And I believe Nicole had her experiences as well too. Yes. So my first marriage, I guess we would do what you just call swinging a little bit after my first two daughters were born. So, and then it kind of just took a pause while I went through the divorce and then met him. Okay. So you were obviously honest about who you were straight up. How did you guys mean each other? Were you on like an alternative lifestyle app? Absolutely. We met on field. Oh, okay, cool. So you knew each other. You're both freaky, right? And you wanted to remain that way. Yes. Exactly. Yes. We didn't necessarily like once we started seeing each other and and obviously we dated very quickly and got married very quickly. We were very just kind of into each other at that time. And then just kind of

we're having conversations in dirty talk in bed and stuff like that that really led to having experiences together. Yeah. And I'm going to just because it's so much easier for me to just. just read what you wrote because it's just one thing after another and it's so much stuff. Okay, pregnant hot wiping, starting and only fans. We'll get to that in your story. But visiting sex clubs in San Francisco, cross-dresser threesome, bisexual threesome, pregnant gangbang, fisting, sleep play, visiting local porn theaters, Nicole's body count, goal and prostate play.

I mean, where the fuck do we start? I want to get your goal. Let's start with how many guys you want to get to, Nicole. and then we'll start your story. What's your body calical? I would say it's only like 100. Okay. Where are you at now?

I was in a marriage for 10 plus years, so it's not like I did much during that time. But now that that was something we really started talking about, which kind of led us to all of this, was just like once he thought, he said it was such a turn on. And I was like, I think it's fun to get my number up there. I have learned to differentiate sex from relationship and love.

So it's just sex. It's just pleasure. It's just fun. Oh, okay. So the goal is not 100. You're already at 100, correct? Because to me, a goal is something that you're not at yet. You're actually like, your goal is just to have a high body count.

Yes. Yes. Okay. Love it. That's super interesting. And John, you're one of those guys that digs it, right? Like you're not turned off by that, like a typical guy. No, no, no, absolutely not turned off by it at all.

To be honest with you, it's something. that I enjoy thoroughly with her, seeing her with other men, but also, I mean, just seeing her, yes, with men, but also with women, too. There's only been one instance there we've done something with, with a female, but it doesn't, it doesn't, there's no jealousy with me or anything. I mean, honestly, at this point, I'm throwing cameras and gopros and everything into every situation. You're helping her. Yeah, and I've been more on the side of like setting up lighting and finding men to come over and vetting them out and doing all that kind of process. Right.

Okay, cool. So let's get, let's start with like where you guys started because you've done a lot in a year. Okay. So, and you said, I think you just said before that you guys were like dirty talking in the bedroom and like what was the first thing that come up that you guys decided to like try? Because you've done a lot of things, but let's go like maybe in chronological order is a good way to talk about them all. we started just talking about it and then when we took our first trip over Thanksgiving, we decided to try out going to a sex club. Okay, so sex clubs was the first thing that you said, let's go do that together.

And what was on the table as far as going? Like, as far as rules, like, were there any rules or was it like anyone could fuck anybody? I mean, what were you, did you have discussions about that before going in? I don't think we actually really had a discussion of what we were going to be comfortable with because we didn't really know it to. expect and I think just being in a completely different city we just wanted to like go and see what they were like yeah just kind of and see what it was for ourselves and we actually visited two different clubs and the first one we went to was a crazy experience to where they it was just

single guys everywhere and me and her walking around and just being followed everywhere like a bunch of poultrys everywhere it was kind of crazy to be honest with you and then we actually that's when we made our, did we make our first, we made our first field account together as a couple before we went and started looking for maybe like a couple to go with together. And that actually worked out to where a couple came and met us at the hotel that we were staying at. And we were staying in Union Square. And we went to- In New York City? No, no, San Francisco. Oh, okay. Sorry, there's Union Square in New York. I live in New York. I live in New York City. So I'm thinking Union Square by me. But okay, San Francisco. Okay, sorry. Go on.

Yeah, yeah. And so we met them and they came to our hotel and we had already talked to him about a certain club that we wanted to try. And it was called Twist in San Francisco. And so they came to the hotel and we went up to the sky bar up there and hung out and talked and stuff. And we actually took one of those self-driving cars to it. It was kind of funny. I'd never been in one. I would never get in one of those fucking things. I have claustophobia. I'm so paranoid that it would like lock me in and I wouldn't be able to get out. Like I don't trust a fucking computer car. No way. I don't trust him either, but I I got in it. Yeah, let's, I'm not going to cock block your sex stories. Get back to the sex. Okay, so you go to the club and what goes down with this couple? I'll kind of let Nicole take the

ring on that. Sure. Sure. So we went there and I was kind of I was hanging out with the guy. He was hanging out with the girl. And I think our mistake was. not talking about it beforehand. And so I am because we were still, we were married, but still relatively new at the same time, I didn't know what my emotions would be like. So I kind of did have a breakdown, not a breakdown, but a lot of emotions happened at the same time when I saw him going down on her. Oh, interesting.

Okay. We kind of took some time to ourselves and decided, hey, this is our first time doing this. let's just have it be us, but let's explore there. So then we realized we had fun doing public sex. Okay. So like having people watch you and everything. Yeah. You're both exhibitionists.

Yes. Okay. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. And then we learned to talk more about it. So I think that kind of opened us up to have these hard conversations about what we are okay with and things like of that nature. Yeah.

I mean, listen, that's why you do. That's why it's typically people should have. conversations ahead of time and maybe put some boundaries in place because you never know. Listen, you guys were, you did feel a certain way, but you were able to work through it, which is very important. And that's what it's going to take being in the lifestyle. Because sometimes shit will come up, even if you have all the boundaries and all the stuff in place, someone might feel a certain way one time. And you got to be able to, like, be honest about it and your partner needs to receive it well. And you guys need to be able to get through

stuff like that. And you were able to get through it. Yes. He was amazing just talking me through it and things like that. Which is important. Then after that experience, it was a few, three weeks later I found out I was pregnant. Oh, I know. I was getting, because there is a whole pregnant gang bang that goes down. Oh my God. Yeah.

We had been trying. We had been trying before. And when we came back, that's when she told me she was pregnant. And I was trying to do the timeline in my head. And I was like, wait, did we conceive our child at a sex club when it happened? Oh, my God. That's a story you're not going to tell your kid. Absolutely.

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that okay so you do have a goal your goal's not a hundred your goal is a thousands well well it's hard to say that because it's a very lofty goal it's okay that's what it's a goal that's your goal but first trimester of pregnancy i was just exhausted so then it's like once my energy level built up in the second that's really when things kind of kicked off did you get like super horny yes and it just became fun because then I was like, oh, now I can work on the body count. And especially with him realizing it was a turn on. And I had my first children in my 20s and now I was about to hit 40. And it's different at that age. But having these experience has helped me embrace the beauty of my pregnancy. Oh, interesting. Like made you feel hot and sexy with the belly and all that kind of stuff

as opposed to when you were younger. Maybe it didn't feel that way. Yes, absolutely. Especially now being 40, you know, and kind of feeling like I'm getting older and not as attractive. And having men want to do these things with me and being turned on by me has helped immensely. Okay, cool. So do you have a gangpang right off the bat or you do other guys first? Because there is a pregnant gang bang in that you're, I kind of always made the joke. But it was a reality that like for my 40th, I wanted a gang bang and then I was pregnant. So I was like, how is that going to work? And then I turned 40 in May.

And coordinated it. Yeah, it kind of started. I'll kind of backtrack a little bit and lead into that how it kind of all started. I started putting ads out on Reddit. And I put a picture of her up. And, I mean, the messages came in like a floodgate. I mean, it was just like one after another, after another, after another. and I'm just like asking for pictures and all this kind of stuff.

And then before we even let anybody like do anything, I was like, look, you have to have a full-blown test done completely everything. Send us all your results, all that stuff. So we wanted to obviously play safe as is number one for us. And so we started having guys come over like one at a time. And they would come over on days when children weren't home. They would come over if she had like a lunch break. and could come home for 20 minutes and go back to work.

And it just kind of went from there. And then I had come across a local content creator here in our part where we lived out in central Texas. And it was a female and she came over. And she kind of, her and her partner kind of gave us a rundown about only fans. And we were tossing around that idea of like, okay, well, you know, you're not going to be working and stuff. So like, let's try to like have fun with this and try to see what we can do. If anything can come of it and maybe we can, you know, have fun and make up some little extra cash or whatever on the side.

Just having fun, you know. And so we started to do that. And we would have guys come over and film a lot of pregnant hot wife like BBC, cream pies, facials, stuff like that. and she had kept talking about wanting a gang bang. So I had a couple of regulars that were coming over at that point that had been over like two or three times that Nicole actually became comfortable with. And we actually became friends with some of these guys and we still talk to them today and stuff like that. And so I actually organized for four guys to come over. There was, I believe one of them was, let's say, guy number guy A was I believe he was, I believe he was,

like Italian and then Guy B was a very tall black man and then we had a guy C who was actually a cross dresser as well too but he came in male form for the gang bang and then we had another content creator that was here and yeah I based she basically at that time I think OnlyFans was doing paperwork and instead of electronic stuff so we had all them sign their paperwork and everything and I So you're already on only fans at this point. When did you start that very early on? No, actually. I would say we started only fans,

because it took me a while to get everything verified. I would say probably about our, that would say in her second trimester, I had already gotten everything completely verified and ready to go. We just hadn't started releasing anything yet. Okay, cool. All right, sorry, go back to your story. I'll probably add that out.

Go back. Yeah. And they, I mean, everybody was really, really respectful of, of Nicole and me and our boundaries because we did all this in our home. And yeah, it was just really hot watching her, you know, be pleasured by all these guys at one time

and them just really eating her up, you know, and enjoying themselves. But I'll kind of let her talk more a little bit about it. Yeah, Nicole, because Nicole, what I've heard, I remember having this one woman on who makes porn for women by women. And, you know, that's like our whole thing. It's called Afterglow. And I remember her saying, like I love the status. that she gave me on like porn usage of women, you know, and typically, like you think that, you know, lesbian porn is the thing that women watch the most. But she said the number one fantasy

and the stuff that a lot of women download is gang bang porn. So it's like, like, I don't think most women are going to go out and have a gang bang, but so many women, it's like a big fantasy of theirs. Was that something that was like always like hot to you? Absolutely. Like that will be the only porn I really prefer to walk. Yeah. And you're not alone. Is that interesting? I mean, You're kind of alone in that you did it when you're pregnant. You know what I mean? Like you're alone like that. And you want a thousand dollar, you know, a person body count.

But like you're not alone that you were always watching that kind of porn. It's very common with women. So here you are living it out. So how was it for you? I, even though I have done all of these, I guess you could say more on the wild side of a sex life, I get very nervous and very introverted. Right. So when all of this was about to happen,

And I was really just not knowing how to take it all. But then after talking to all the men and they really, when John said that they were respectful, they really, really were respectful. And pregnant women know that you get uncomfortable. You need help getting up. You have to use the restroom. And I was able to take breaks and like they would help me up. They would help me, you know, put my robe on and things like that. And it was just kind of, it made it so.

comfortable and just like chatting with them too. It made it so all my nervousness went away. Interesting. And was, did it live up to your gangbeng fantasy? Was the reality as good as the fantasy? Yes, it was fun. Yeah. It really was.

You know, it was my 40th birthday. You know, I got to feel pretty and attractive and wanted and desired. So, no complaints there. And like I said, it was always kind of a fantasy to do that for my 40th and then to have it actually play out really well was fun. How many guys total again? So he watched in the background and then there was the four men. So did your guy, did John ever get involved too?

So was it or he just watched in the background. John, did you get involved? I didn't necessarily know a little bit. I wasn't, I didn't. It's okay if you didn't get involved. You were taping, right? No, there was a time where she was laying on the bed. and she likes to be fisted.

And I had taken an opportunity while all the guys weren't playing to do that. And so that they could see and stuff like that. That was about as far as my involvement went. So Nicole, did you go into that relationship, like as someone that had been fisted before and you let him know that you were into that? Or is that something that you and John got into together? So it had happened a few, like in the past of my past relationships. And I really didn't get that a lot of women don't do that or aren't into it.

But it is pleasurable for me. And it's a turn on. And then to know that not many women enjoy that kind of makes it hotter for me too. Who got you? Like, did someone get you into it? Or were you someone that said to a guy friend of yours once or like a guy you're with once? Like, hey, put more fingers in or whatever.

Like how did you start? Me and my first husband, we would have like our play time. And that's just when we. I learned about all of this. So it was with him. And then in between my two marriages, I was in a female relationship for a while. And so she would do it with me. And then I wasn't a polyamorous relationship with another man.

And he would do it as well. Oh, my God. You've had a very non-vanella past. I mean, you guys have done a lot together, so it'll stick on you. But I could probably do a whole other episode about your past life. you've poly, you've had a lesbian relationship, right? I mean, you've kind of been there, done that. You've tried everything.

I really have. And it's not something I shy away from either. You know, I kind of, I'm pretty honest about it as well. Like I did tell my family, you know, I'm in a relationship, in a year-long relationship with this man who has a partner of 10 years, but then I had a girlfriend as well. And we were going on trips. And my children met both of them. And my children have kind of, they didn't, they're.

younger so they don't have a lot of questions, but I don't shy away from it. Right. I like that, you know, you get these options in life now and it's not, what's the word I'm looking for? It's not as scandalous as it used to be. Right. And so you're cool with being open about who you are and what you're interested. How did the cross-dressing threesome come into play?

Well, it was one of the guys from the gangbang, and he kind of stayed and talked a lot. little bit and he was talking to us about only fans about how he used to have a big only fan's account and he would manage it and then he kind of stepped away from doing it and would help others build it and so we just kind of kept talking and and he had come over I think it was a couple of days after and he was like well what would you guys want me to come as I can come as her or I can come as him and we're like well just come you know as you And he did and he, you know, took his time and got with Nicole and she took him in the bathroom and helped her get ready to come out. And we just had cameras going and just kind of were, you know, on the bed.

And she started it. And we had that threesome. and it was great. It was actually my first time. So it was kind of like it was my first time being vulnerable like that in front of a partner of mine in that way. How are you vulnerable?

I was just being vulnerable enough to have a threesome with a cross-stressor with my partner and hop to that with her and go through with it and have the full experience with a partner of mine. Okay, was that your first time hooking up with a guy as well? I mean, because I'm assuming he has,

had body parts, right? Like male body parts. Was there any kind of hookup like that for you? As far as penetrated sex, yes. And I and I and I was a top during that. Okay. Now we had had some threesomes in the past before filming that we had a, we had a gay man come over and he tried to top me and and my wife held me while I was trying. And I just couldn't do it. It was just way too much for me. But he was a really nice guy, and he came and hung out with us. And it was actually really comfortable. I just couldn't bought him.

Right. But you tried. I give you credit. You were like, you're down to try, right? Yeah, that's cool. Yeah, absolutely. And I think that kind of comes into play with just like I've always been curiosity about, curious about prostate play and like using like prostate massagers and stuff like that.

And we're at a point right now just where we're playing. just us without any kind of like cameras or other people where actually we have gotten a training set for me to you know get more relaxed and so we've been experience we've been experimenting with that on our own here at home and is that because you want a bottom I don't know if it's necessarily that I want a bottom like it's weird because there'll be times where like I get super horny and I think about it and I'll watch and I'll watch gay porn with her or bisexual porn and I'm like, ah, it looks so like, that looks fun. It looks like something that I would enjoy and then I get like revved up about it. And then whenever I get in the

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talk about it how was the topping the cross tresser for you oh it was great because I mean I really enjoyed it and it turns it turns her on whenever she sees me with interacting with other men because I don't know she she loves watching that kind of stuff and and I've always had a curious side in me to explore that side of my sexuality but have always just kind of tried to like subdue it does that make any sense yeah for sure and you say you had never had an experience with a guy ever before this time a small experience yeah when the guy tried to top you it didn't it wasn't it wasn't penetrative It was like oral sex that lasted for all of maybe like two minutes.

Right. Okay. Yeah. Were you the giver or the receiver? It was both ways. Okay, cool. All right. So, but you're into that, Nicole.

Like, you like to see him with guys. I had never seen it in person before until him. And I think because he's able to be honest with me and vulnerable, that's what I find attractive because it's hard to find that in relationships where we can. be completely honest about that, especially with, you know, him always being attracted to females and stuff and realizing, let's try this out and we're doing it together. And that's such a big turn on for me. So when I get to see him enjoying these things and being honest with me about it, I love it.

Right. And you're obviously into women because you've dated them in the past too, right? Do you consider yourself bisexual? Fluid? Yes. Yeah. I was, yes. It was just, I felt like I was more wanting women were more, are beautiful and sexier and fun to play with. I don't know if I could necessarily do another full-blown relationship. Right. Okay. How long did that relationship last? About six months and, but she was younger than me and she was, she was amazing. You know, she knew that this was my first female relationship and we got along so well. But I think it was more. turned into more of a friendship.

Right. Okay, cool. But you liked sex with women. Yes. Right. Okay. And now have you, before we get into sleep play and the other things, have you, besides that time where John was with the woman at the club, have you guys ever had a woman

together again? No. Okay. No. No, no. We haven't. We've only had another female come over to do some content creating with just her and Nicole.

Okay. So you've been with the woman yourself in that. situation for your only fans but never together like for your guys pleasure you're more into you guys are more into hot wiping and three sons with guys right that's your thing for the most part I think that's what we're our angle is yeah yeah I would say that's our angle as of right now right and what's sleep play what does that mean so you want to so I think another fantasy next to the gang bang would be me have like getting woken up by having sex.

So that was something we had talked about. And especially in my first trimester, I was really tired all the time. So I didn't really have a desire to have sex, but he could start like penetrating me when I was sleeping because he would watch porn. And then, you know, I was always sleeping on my side.

And that became really fun, especially because I like, wake up for a little bit and then I could go right back to sleep. Yeah. But then we started talking about. like just being woken up by somebody who's not him. Oh, so you took sleep play to a whole other level. It's like stranger sleep play.

And like I said, he kind of takes control over vetting people. So he's the one who talks to them first and make sure that they're respectful, that they're clean, all of these things. Talk to me about that, John, about your vetting process and stuff and then say whatever you were just going to set. And honestly, the vetting process, I had to learn a lot, like, pretty quickly, honestly, because, you know, you, for any guy out there that's going to put a picture of his wife out there, the hounds are going to come out, right?

So there's going to be every horny guy in the world just trying to, like, have sex with your wife and, like, not have any care about anything. So for me, it was I wanted to ensure that you weren't going to, like, consistently blow me up. and we are going to have like an actual conversation of like, hey, I'm the husband. Like, this is my wife. We are pregnant. All that stuff is on the table.

Like, we're not hiding anything. And if this is something that you want to do, I need to have full test results, you know, and they need to be up to date. And then a lot of times guys will be like, oh, I haven't been with a partner for a year and I haven't had sex in year. And I was like, still doesn't matter.

I still need you to have a test done if you want to, if you want to be a part of any of this. you know and so slowly it was I was able to weed out the just I'm going to call them just like internet trolls I guess you would say but the ones that would actually have those conversations would be like yeah absolutely like pregnancy is a big kink of mine you know and they would send me face pictures they would send me cock pictures they would send me they're like hey I don't have that STD test but I'll go tomorrow and get one done and then they would turn around and send me stuff like okay cool great you know and then that's kind of of like how I would do it. And then because when we first started, we didn't have any, we were like, well, what do we do? You know, like, we're not going to be going out to like clubs and trying to find people and stuff like. So it was really just pulling people off of Reddit. Right. And there was a few situations that came over, like, yeah, that guy's cut. He's not coming back. There's been a couple of them that I've turned away and didn't even get to come inside. And then there's been four of them that have become regulars. One of them has been over here, I think like, four or five times and we've done content per OF and we we kind of spitball ideas and stuff now. But another one of them is actually, is a male stripper and has done content creating in the past. And we actually did attempt to fulfill the sleep fantasy for Nicole. And what gave it away was I told him not to.

wear his cologne and he wore his fucking cologne. I'm like, damn it. Oh, no, because you knew by the cologne that it was him? Yeah, I could add, because he, we had met him a few times and just a person who was really kind, but he did wear, like, as strong cologne. And so I was starting to wake up and I was like, I said, why is my husband's hand so stinking cold? And then I got the, the cologne smell. And I was like, okay, now I know what's going on. But up until then, I had no idea it was going, it was a curry. A what? So I had no idea because we've talked about it.

No, no, but you said it was no idea. It was a curry? What did you just see? So when I was, like, we've always talked about it. And when it happened, like, because I didn't know what, what night or what was going to, when it would happen. So I was surprised that it, like, there was, I was like, oh, it's happening. at someone. But it gave it away. Right. But you did, but I mean, this was all set up and planned, right? You did, you didn't know it was coming. Yeah. All of this is completely consensual, yes. Right. Of course.

But the whole hot factor for you, Nicole, is that a stranger is sort of coming in and, you know, doing this to you when you're sleeping, right? And that's why the Cologne kind of ruined the mood, because you didn't want to know it was him. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my God. Did you put an ad on like wherever it's saying like looking for someone to wake my wife up and fuck her like in sleep like was it a sleep play at? I absolutely. I absolutely did. And when I and when I did, I mean, I probably got easily like a thousand messages

within like 24 hours. And I'm just like, oh my God. And mind you, like I work a full time job outside of all this. And I'm trying to like balance everything and respond and like do all the stuff. And I, so then I was like, this is over. I'm just going to delete it. And I deleted it. And I had reached out to this play partner of ours.

And I was like, hey, here's the situation. This is what Nicole is wanting to do, da, da, da, da, da, but she doesn't want to know. So, like, I'm not going to tell her that you and I are planning this. She wants me to do this. And she wants to be completely caught off guard and, like, somebody take my place in bed and all XYZ, you know. And so he had agreed. And when I told him, I was like, unfortunately right now, she's not sleeping very well.

So she's taking a long time to fall asleep, all this kind of stuff. So finally she had fallen asleep. And I was like, okay, cool, come over. And he only lives about 15 minutes away. So it was easy for him. And he had already been here. So he knew the ends and outs of like where the house was, when to come in, all that kind of stuff like that.

And yeah, I mean, the Cologne and the cold hands gave it away. I mean, it's still pretty much fulfilled it for her, but I don't think it fulfilled it 100%. I don't know. But we haven't tried it again. Right. I get it though. I think there's something, and I haven't done it with like a stranger or something, but there is something about being woken up to sex in that I feel like you're still like because

you're so sleepy and you're just coming out that you feel almost stoned. You know what I mean? It gives it this whole other kind of experience that I always liked when a guy woke me up in the middle night to fuck me because I felt a little like high without being high. You know what I mean? because I was like half sleepy or whatever. I don't know. Do you know what I'm talking about?

Yep. Yeah. Absolutely. Like that's the perfect way to describe it. Yeah. So it definitely adds to it. You know, you're kind of like a little out of it.

And it's like it's kind of hot. Okay. So what about the, we're going to get into like your only fans of what's on there and when how that works and all that, what you do over there. But like let's talk about you went to some like theaters or the adult theaters,

porn stores. What kind of stuff did you go to? I feel like something was in there about that. So I he's always talked about it. He had gone to one, a local one in the past. And I did not, when I think of a porn theater, I'm thinking of like an old school, like movie theater where there's just men jacking off. Me too. Like what?

Yeah, exactly. And like I want to know what the fuck it is. We've been talking about it. And we have our, like I said, we're a blended family. So we are always so busy with children that it's really hard to carve out. time when there's no kids here when I just actually want to do stuff and not sleep all day. Yeah. And you have a newborn baby by now, right? Or are you still pregnant? Oh, no. I'm eight months pregnant. Oh, okay. So wait until that baby comes. Forget about it. Yeah. Yeah. Okay, go on.

We finally had a free day and he, I think he had a stressful day at work and like he really wanted to go. And I was like, okay, like I'm, like I said, I get very nervous and shy about these things. But I was like, let me rest and then we're going to go. Okay, one second. And we're going to get a right back to that start and you're and you're going to tell the story Nicole but john i just want to know from you in the past when you went there would you engage with anyone or anything or did you just go and watch the movie and jerk off like what would what it went down when you went in previously by yourself well at first i didn't even realize what it was oh it was this big mega it's it's like a megaplex like sex store okay and i was like going in there to find something for me to take home like a like a

flashlight or something like that. Okay. And then when I went in, I was like, what are these halls? Yeah. And I asked the guy and I was like, what's in these halls? And he was like, oh, they're, they're booths. And I was like, I was like, what do you mean? He's like, oh, you can go watch a movie. And I was like, okay. I was like, well, how much does that cost? And he's, oh, it's 10 bucks. And he gives me, I give him 10 bucks cash and he gives me these coins. And then when I walk in there, there's nobody in there. And I'm just like, okay, whatever. So I like, open the door and I go in the booth. And like, mind you, this is in the middle of the day. It's not like at nighttime whenever I went and did this. I was like driving back from being out of town and I was like, fuck it, I'm going to stop.

You know, I've been driving for four hours. I'm horny right now, you know? And so I just go in there and you just put the quarters in the machine and there's like a hallway of like 20 different cubicles essentially that have, that have TVs and then you put coins and you can pick whatever point you want. Well, I didn't interact with anybody there. I just went in there and jerked off, did my thing. I got my release and went home. And then on Reddit, I stumbled across a subreddit of that place. And I noticed that there were couples going there and all that stuff. And I mean, obviously there's guys that are going in there and doing whatever it is they're doing.

Because when we went, I didn't even realize this, but there's a whole other section where they have a place roped off and it's two bigger booths and it's for couples. And there's a chain there saying, like, do not cross. unless you are invited. If you do cross without being invited, you will be banned and not able to come back in. Right. Well, so when Nicole and I went, that's where we went in.

And we didn't invite anybody there, but we were playing in there, and we were there for probably about like an hour or so. But we could hear guys outside, like walking by and they were, like, tapping our booth, like wanting us to invite them to come in and stuff like that. And when we did finish up, we went to the opposite side just to go see what it looked like over there. And I was showing her what it looked like?

And there was nobody in the hallway. But then the door opened up and like, what was it like four guys came out of one booth? I believe it was four guys. It was like three or four guys came out of one booth. And then she got a little frightened and she was like, okay, let's go type situation. And then pretty much we just left. Yeah. How was that experience for you, like being at a place like that?

is that question for me? Yeah, Nicole, sorry, yeah. It was just, it's something like I needed to scope it out first and I need to try it with him first off. And it's something I'm going to leave open. I would enjoy going again. And it is because it's kind of like that exhibitionist side of me. But I don't know, because we're so used to a vetting process.

Yeah. And having only like certain people come. that is something that I'm kind of leery about with just having somebody that we don't know come in. And even if it's just to watch, I guess watching would be okay. But if they wanted to partake, that's where I'm still not sure what my boundaries are. Right. Let me ask you this. What kind of guys do you typically dig?

Like, I know he's vetting for you, but what's your type, Nicole? I would, my type, I can't do. this is going to sound terrible. My first marriage, I was with an older man, so I don't like older anymore. It was just, it was a bad marriage. You're like 40? 41. I'm 40.

Yeah. He's in his 50s. And I'm like, and I feel like I look pretty good for 40. So I'm like, I want my age, maybe slightly older or younger. Okay. And I do. And I appreciate all body types and things like that. But I do like somebody who's fit, who's not, you know, on the larger.

side. I would say like a younger hot athlete, like kind of like attractive. Like that would be like my ideal type. But then I never really, I'd only been with one black man in the past, but we have some black men who come over and it's, and they're great. So I'm learning like kind of to get outside my comfort zone and embrace all of it. Right. And are you a size queen or are you fine like a size a factor or not? Not so much. you know but then you know but then we do have the black guys which is fun and do they have bigger dicks is that what you're saying yes I would say that stereotype is absolutely true right right but you're open and down right I mean yeah yeah okay cool and really what's the most important to you that they're

like cool people like do you get attracted to the guy the first time you meet him do you need him do you need to like get to know him first like I know he vets them for you but like do you typically just meet them the first time they come over your house? Yes. Yes. And so like he said in the beginning, I would come home from work and there would be a guy here on my lunch break. Yeah, that's how you like it. But now that we now that we have more time to do it and having more consistency, it is nice to get a rapport with them. Right. And the best thing is he's done such a good job with the vetting process is how respectful all these men have been. Especially, you know, because I'm in a vulnerable state being eight months pregnant, and they're just kind.

Right. And that really means a lot. And that's why we do have consistency with some of these men. Yeah, that goes a long way, especially when it comes to this kind of stuff, you know, and that's why a lot of guys, that's why it's, I feel like a lot of guys do things wrong in your vetting process. I'm sure it's a lot. It's probably easy to take a lot of those guys that are emailing you off the table because

they're just like, I want to fuck your wife or they just send you a dick pick. I mean, that's typically what I hear, that a lot of guys don't really know the right way to approach this kind of situation. So the nice respect. Yeah, the nice respectable one stand out, right? Yeah, yeah, absolutely. Like the ones that will actually take their time and talk to me, like, a lot of them will even ask me. Like, so what are you good with? Some of them that have asked me what I'm good with.

And I've, I had a guy that I didn't really bring it up during the heat of the moment, but he had crossed the boundary of mind because I don't want any of these men like kissing her belly and stuff like that. you know that's that that that's weird it throws me off but other than that like I'm I'm pretty I'm pretty like even kill with everything but just one guy did it I didn't even say anything I just you know he was already in the moment everything was going on I didn't want to ruin it cause a scene mind you were in our own home you know so I was like let him finish get out he's never coming back type situation you know so I just like because I didn't want to make it uncomfortable for Nicole either you know so and then and then it just throws a kink in everything. And that's also been a learning experience for us because some of these things we didn't realize. So then afterwards we've been able to talk about it and be like, okay, I'm not comfortable with that. You're not comfortable with that. Here's one of our set rules. Right. What other kind of rules, if any, have come up over this time that you guys been doing this?

Besides the kissing the belly thing. Anything else that you guys could think of? I don't like kissing. Okay. Interesting. And I feel like I go back to the time of pretty wimp. pretty woman when she doesn't kiss on the mouth. And I just, I find that to be very intimate. And yes, these are intimate moments, but I don't want to experience that with anybody other than my

partner. Yeah, I got it. I had a booty call guy once. I fucked for seven years and I never kissed him. And not because I felt, because it's intimate to me. Kissing to me isn't intimate. It's hot. But I didn't like his mouth. And honestly, it was just a gross mouth. But I like every other part of him and I never kissed him once and I got off every fucking time. It was a great sack. So I get it. You know what I mean? You could fuck and not kiss. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's so funny. All right. So tell me about your only fans. Like what do people see there? Do you enjoy doing it? Like, you know, how much content do you have up there now and all that kind of good stuff? And of course, I'll put like a link to it or something or you're giving me your name, you know, and we'll give a shout up. But I'll put stuff in the description so people know how to find you. Even though like we've worked on it, it's still, it's a I don't really do. I can't watch myself. So it's up to him to do all the editing, figure it out. So and because we have been so busy, it's hard to really commit a lot of time.

So he's working on it more and more. But it would still be in its infancy stages. Okay. That's good to know. And John, do you enjoy putting that stuff out there knowing that other people are consuming it? Is that a part of your hot wife kink on top of just making a couple extra bucks? Oh yeah, absolutely. I mean, it drives me for sure. And when I'm watching clips and like cutting them and taking things out, like if there's a person's face, they don't want in there and I have to

take their face out or anything like that. Yeah, just watching her and being, you know, involved with these other men and having these experience, it turns me on insanely. I will say that this whole process of like doing all the back end stuff for only fans has, has been a lot of lot of trial and error. You know, obviously you have to build a foundation first and you have to have a following. I understand that. So I really, like, you know, started pouring more into X lately, getting followers there and, and just kind of conversing with people. And I've been, though we've been filming a lot, I have a lot of footage that I haven't released yet, that I'm going to be slowly releasing and have been. I think I've put about

maybe about a dozen clips up on on only fans and following is slowly building. And it is slow because I believe that in order to like make that stuff super successful is you've got to be

on it every second of the day and like constantly uploading stuff and like engaging with people and networking and stuff which I completely understand. But then at the same time like I don't necessarily have all the time to doubt to to dedicate to like constantly being on there, constantly messaging, constantly following back, editing, posting things, all that kind of stuff like that,

while, you know, being a husband, being a father, doing a full-time job, helping clean the house, taking the kids out to do stuff, you know, all that. So it's a lot of balance. So I'll find myself go through a peak of times like where I'm in it really, really hard and I'm posting things and getting a lot of traction. and then I'm like, shit, stuff popped up. I got to focus on this stuff now and I go back and I have to like rebuild the traction again, you know. And it's so that's what's kind of caused a lot of like slow in the process of like building a big following.

Right. But you're going to get people here so maybe upload a lot more stuff before this comes out. Yeah, absolutely. And that's that's kind of where I'm at right now. I've got I was going to go ahead and do like full edits and put them on there. Well, no. Now what I'm doing is I'm going to probably put up like about a minute clip. And I think it's it's $9.99 to subscribe to it.

And then if people want a fully edited version, I can sell a fully edited version on the side as like a direct video for them. Or if they want to try to do any time, but like personalized videos like, hey, can you do like some lactating? Can you do like a custom lactating video for me instead of that? Because I mean, we didn't even really tap into that. I mean, I've been breastfeeding on my wife for the past like four months. And but yeah, and just releasing content and stuff like that. But I mean, first kind of just started with pictures and then just started putting out videos as I'm going. Right.

And you love that. That's a part of your kink. You're down for people seeing you, I assume, because you're a little bit of an exhibitionist. You might not want to watch yourself, but I'm assuming you dig that other guys are watching you, right? As well. Absolutely. Yeah. Yeah.

And give out your shout out, like your name on OnlyFans as well as on X, right? Because they could see clips over there too. Yeah, absolutely. The OnlyFans is at Nicole at home. Okay. At Nicole at home. I'll put that in the, is that the same for OnlyFans? Is that the same for X and OnlyFans?

The both same thing? Yes. And for X, it's Nicole at Home 86. Oh, okay. So it's not the same. So Nicole at Home 86 for X. acts and the other. Okay, it's okay. I'll put both those in the description. So how is, I mean, you've been together for a year. You're about to have a baby. Will you continue hot wifing? Are you

going to the clubs? Do you do like, are you into all of what you've been doing for this past year and you're just going to continue with it all? Yes. As long as time permits, and that's one good thing with him filming a lot and having the backlog, because I am due, you know, to have a baby in less and next month. Yeah. So then, you know, there is that postpartum time, too. But then I also learned that men like lactating boobs. So I'm like, that coming up too.

John, you like it, right? Oh, I love it. I love it. I love it. Trust me. There's a video I've been trying to get up on our freaking only fans and of that. And for whatever reason, they don't like, they don't like me in the video. So I'm dealing with that on the back.

right now. Oh my God. I remember having a woman on that was into that and she was like breastfeeding all these guys. I was like, what the fuck? And I got to tell you got a lot of downloads. I realized a lot of people are into this for sure. It's a kid. I'm like I'll take, I'll take advantage of it. And like I said, it does. It makes me feel sexy. It makes me feel hot. It makes me feel desired. And it's fun. Right. And that's what we realize going into this is we get to have this fun together and be open about it and honest and I feel like a lot of people aren't. Right. Yeah, for sure. And for you, Nicole, like, is there anything still on your bucket list? I mean, I know you have a goal, a lofty goal, but you're going to work towards it. You're into, you know, banging a lot of guys. Like,

is there anything else like a DP or DVP or like two guys in one day or something like, is anything kind of like, I was like, I think I've done most of those. Oh, you have. That's why like when stuff comes up, I can tell him like, hey, let's maybe. Maybe. do this and same with him and we're still we're learning as we go and still learning what we might want to try out in the future and there's nothing stopping us i will say that when before we started the only fans there was a day where we had seven guys come over throughout the day oh my god we're getting a story now i have yeah there was just one day when i had guys coming over like every other hour through the entire day.

Wow. To the point where she was so sore that she could barely take me. And yeah, it was one of the funnest days. I needed a whole-com process. Oh, my God. And so every hour there was somebody someone to come in, you do your thing and then you leave. And were you in there watching the whole time? I was in there watching.

Some of it I would film. And then I got to a point, it was like I was tired of filming it. And then it just got to a point to where at the end of the day, I was the last one to go. and it was great. Wow. She was so sore and I loved every fucking bit of it. Oh my God. You must have a lot of guys in your roster to get seven guys to come over in one day.

Yeah, that was at the beginning of Reddit. Why? No one were still learning stuff. Yeah, we were ripping the Band-Aid off really quick with that one. Oh, my God. I mean, and even it's hard to, I've heard, it's very hard to coordinate a gangbang that you were able to get the four guys over to. I mean, you know, you got a good veteran.

there for you, Nicole, John. Yes. I think I vetted a total of 16 guys for this gang bang. And I knew that people were going to flake. Things weren't going to work out, all that kind of stuff. She said she wanted eight guys. I only got her four, you know. So then I felt like I let her down.

The four is a good starting point. We can work our way up to eight. Oh, my God. That's hilarious. That's awesome. Listen, you guys, I mean, I feel like you could give me another episode in a year from now about lactation, lactating. Oh, we totally cut and we totally love to you.

Yeah, it's a good topic of when you just focus on that. Like I said, I've had, I had like one girl who had a whole great story and then she also got into that and that was a part of her story. And then I had one episode that was like full-fledged. That was the whole thing. And so many people were like loving it that I would totally do a whole episode on that too. But I'm so glad that you guys called in and shared this story. It sounds like there's, we didn't even talk about the DP, DVP.

The next time you call in, we could talk about all that. But do me a favor and send me some R-rated picks if you want for Patreon. I can't do any kind of like real naughty stuff over there. But if you want to send some anonymous picks from my Patreon, you will get free access for a month to see the comments there. And then when we hang up, you're going to get access to my Discord. And in there, there's a content creator section. So you could totally put your link to your only fans and stuff in your bio on there,

your profile. You can't do links in the post, but you could do it on your podcast. but you could do it on your profile and you could like post clips and stuff or pictures over on content creators. But you're also going to get access to the guest channel to post whatever you want over there as well when your episode airs. Okay. Awesome. Thank you. That's so much for your hands.

Kathy. No problem. Listen, I love your whole story. Guys. We're super fun. Your episode will be up very soon. So get me your,

uh, your pick sooner than later. I think that you, you should be fine because I did email you back in our email thread at your strictly anonymous. Yeah. at Gmail. I did send you some picks there and I sent you the links to the X and.

Oh, perfect. I saw the links. I don't know why I didn't see the picks, but sometimes I just get hundreds of emails a day. So maybe I just knew you were coming on. I have the picks. Okay, so I know I have picks already is what you're saying, right? Yes.

Okay, awesome. All right. You guys are the best. Thanks so much for calling in. And thanks for being such a loyal listener of my show, John. Absolutely. Have a great day. Have a great day, Kathy.

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