Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1549 - Amber Cuckolded her Husband and Wound up Having an Affair

Episode Date: August 10, 2026

Amber cuckolded her husband and wound up having an affair and they’re still together and she called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including when her husband first copped to being into hotwifing and how she felt about it, the first guy she hooked up and what went down and how she felt afterwards, how they started videotaping stuff early on and posting it on reddit and what she enjoyed about posting, when her husband started asking her to humiliate hm and how she felt about it at first, exactly what he asked her to say to him while she was hooking up with other guys, how any bulls she has been with since she started hotwifing, how they started posting her hook ups online and how she got caught by her husbands parents and then her mom’s boyfriend(?!) and how they all reacted, the bull she started sleeping with and how and why her husband started feeling weird about him, how and why her hook ups with him eventually turned into an affair and how long the affair lasted, how she felt about the affair while it was going on, how her husband felt about it when he found out and how he reacted, how they were able to work through it and when he copped to being turned on by the affair, how her husband is now pushing her to get close to another guy again and why she’s against it, the only way she likes to play solo now, how theyr’e now into cock cages and denial and hardcore humiliated, their reclaiming sex and how it goes down plus a whole lot more. You can find her @Amber_hotwife on Onlyfans GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  or Pre-order audiobook version ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠here⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠   To see HOT pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  ⁠https://shamelesscare.sjv.io/xLQ3Jv⁠⁠ Get $15 OFF Shameless Desire or any other product at Shameless Care ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beduc.at/pd2630-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized SUMMER roadmap to sexual happiness  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://LoadBoost.com⁠⁠⁠- To get 10% off LOAD BOOST by VB Health, use code: STRICTLY   ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Buy 2 months of Bluechew GOLD and get the third month FREE! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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if you use my code 37712 or just go to the description and click on the link that's 37712 or just go to the description and click on the link. Oh my God, today I have on Amber. Her whole story is like, you know, it's a hot wife cuck story. But like she's so super young and there's so many like interesting parts of it because like she does talk about like when her guy brought up the fact that he was into like hotwifing very early on in their relationship. They're like high school sweetheart's kind of relationship people, right? They met, you know, when they were like 15 and only been with each other. But now she's been with like hundreds of guys. So that's, you know, part of this whole story is like he wound up explaining to her that he was into this. And then she talks about how she felt and then,

you know, their first experience and then how it turned into something more. I mean, he's always been very much like a cock. He's like to sit back and watch. He's rarely like a participant. She talks about how it went from like him sitting and watching to wanting like humiliation. He wound up bringing that into play as well. She talks about. about all those experiences, how they meet guys, why he's the one that always gets the guys too, how many guys she's been with. And then she talks about like how people found out in her life.

And, you know, his parents and her parents. And her parents story to me is like kind of crazy. And then that's another crazy part of it. And then the other crazy part is like she talks about her affair she had. Okay, after like her guys are allowed. And you know what happens to a little cuck when his girl starts having a affair. I mean, when he actually found out, you know, he devastated but also turned on. So now he's like pushing her to do more solo stuff.

And she's like kind of like, you know, feels a different way about it. And you hear all of that. I mean, it's so super interesting. They're very young. I mean, she's only 29 now and they've been at this for like 10 years. She's very into being a hot wife. She did have that affair. And she talks all about it.

Her whole story, like I said, is super interesting. There's so many super interesting different parts of it. And like there's so much more that we need to hear about. So thank God her guy's going to come on. So, but anyway, I'm going to get right. to it and be right back on with Amber. This is the strictly anonymous podcast. Strictly Anonymous Podcast.

Hi, Amber. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous Podcast. How are you today? I'm great. How are you? Good. So listen, Amber. The reason why I know you're young is because I was trying to get good sound with you

and you were like, oh, I don't know how to hold the phone to my ear. It's really awkward. I was like, you must be young and you just don't fucking know. Because like I grew up with the phone to my ear. But like you're like 29 and never held a phone. phone to your ear, it feels very odd. Yep. I was like, that's so fucking great.

It just feels so strange sometimes. I can imagine. I don't even know why they call it an iPhone anymore. Nobody uses it to talk. You don't know what I'm saying? It should be like something else. Yeah, but anyway, so Amber, you're part of Amber and Cam. You are a couple.

You guys are high school sweethearts. You're also a hot wife and cuckled couple for a while, like 10 years now. And we're going to get that whole story, considering you're really fucking young. Like, you know what I mean? So like, what do you start cuckolding? at 15. Like, I don't know. But anyway, you guys got together when you're high school. There was an affair somewhere. I think it's yours. And I'm wondering if maybe, you know, we start or if that's going to be the time you guys got into this. I don't know. Because sometimes, you know, a woman cheats on a man and then

the guy gets horny for it by accident and it's like, oh, you know, and kind of likes it. And then it goes from there. You know, you tell me, like, how did you guys, I mean, you're only 29 now. You've been, you've been hot wifing and cuckolding first since you got together. So we got together when we were like 15, 16. Okay. But we've been hot liking and cuckolding since we graduated in high school, so right around like 18. Oh my God. So we've been in it for about 10 years.

How did it come up for this young couple, 18 years old? Like, how does that even come up? He, of course, I saw it in like a lot of porn and a lot of just content that he was consuming. And it was something that he really. kind of sought out and was very interested in, just like having someone put on like a private porno and a private show for him. And he told you that. And he brought that up to you?

Oh, yeah. We started having this conversation probably about a year, about a year and a half or two before we even got into it. Because, I mean, we were very young. You're still very young. Yeah, I got it. I mean, so he tells you and how do you feel about it?

I feel very like kind of apprehensive about it because I, I of course grew up in the household was like, oh, that's not kind of what you do. You are, you're with one person. That's the household everyone grew up in. Exactly, exactly. And so we kind of just kind of like baby step into it. We started having like start texting other guys on like different apps and stuff. And then once we got out of high school, we we started, I think we saw like one or two people. It wasn't like full full cuck holding situation but like we would go we went to some guys apartment together and didn't have like a full session. We just like gave him oral and then the both of you. Talked about it afterwards. Yeah, I did and he watched. Okay. So how who is this guy? How did you

meet him? You guys are crazy. I honestly don't remember. I think they probably met on what was Craigslist. Yeah. Oh, okay. So it was back when Craigslist was around. That's I get it. Yeah. Yeah, we were very active on our Craigslist page. I can imagine. I mean, come on. And what you were putting out there, if you guys set up a Craigslist page, you probably had hundreds of people to weed through hitting you up, right? Oh, yeah. We were more responding to people, like, looking for someone and having those communications. But I think it was mainly Craigslist is how we were finding people between that. And then once we eventually started posting content on like Reddit, before like only fans and stuff like that took off, we were posting content on Reddit and also finding people that way too.

Yeah, crazy. And very, very reckless. So how old was the guy? Not much older. He was, because why he had told him to find somebody outside of her and because he wanted to also kind of experiment and find what and find what he enjoyed in the best. bedroom and he wasn't much older and he might have been like maybe 25 okay and he tells you that my wife's down with this yes he had the whole like house to himself for the evening and so we just kind of took it at face value and didn't question it yeah of course he was probably lying but anyway so you blow him your

husband watched okay I mean listen that was so long ago so we could go through that first episode quickly because you have so many more stories you know what I mean but how did you feel though the first time it felt like kind of exhilarating but also just very like I don't know if I should be doing this but also like once I got into it I didn't even think about who was all in the room and like what the context context was and what I was doing very much just like enjoying it enjoying what I was doing uh enjoying like who I was everything and just kind of very open to it very very much having fun. Okay, so where do you guys go from there? Because it like, you know, obviously you get

into full-fledged hot wife cuckolding. You know, how does it progress from, oh, let's just do oral to let's do way more? Right. We had the conversation and talked about taking it a little bit further and then I think it was like maybe a month or two goes by and he finds somebody that

again online and that was just wanting to like have a whole play session and have like a whole flex session. And again, we kind of just like got dressed up, got dolled up, went out as if it was on a date. And Cameron and the guy, I think I talked about before him about like him recording. And we like our first video that we made was my first like hot life experience. But did you know at that point you were going to be doing content? you like by that time

did you say hey let's videotape it and do content no oh no and especially because back then it was not very much like widely talked about widely like widely available as popular as it is now like we we made it I thought it was just going to be something for him

and then he was like hey do you care if I like posted something Reddit like I really enjoy it I think other people really enjoy it and so he did and I had no second thought. I was very like apprehensive about it because of course I'm fresh out of high school. I think, oh, everyone in their mother is going to see this, everyone that I know. But once he posted it,

I really didn't feel or see any like backlash in my like day to day from it. So I was like, oh, this is like no big deal. Like it's just a video. I'm not ashamed of what I did. I'm like proud of it. I feel like I look hot. I feel like I look good. But no, it was like my first experience and I felt like it was so freeing in a way that I was like the man that I love is watching me get fucked by somebody else and is actively enjoying it and things that I look good and so do all these other people right and you and you like that and your guy obviously was into it because this is his fantasy very into it and I I felt so powerful behind it and I felt so like so free Okay, okay. So how does it turn into more cuckolding? Does it get to be like more cuckolding?

But we get more into cuckolding like a little bit later. Okay, so just keep going chronologically then. Yeah, we got into cuckolding a little bit further down like as we started doing it more as we start like kind of figuring out what we are like looking for. A lot of we're like going out. We're having experience experiencing with guys and he's like I really. enjoy you like watching you but I think I want to be like a little bit humiliated too like I think I want to add that level of like dirty talk and add that level of humiliation to it I was like okay so we kind of talk about what like what his limits are what his lines are and that's probably about a year or two down the road from like when we eventually first started because we're not we're still like in high we're still in college we're not doing it every weekend we're not doing it like a whole whole lot we're just going out like whenever we can kind of find people find guys and it

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off. That's loadboose.com. Use my code strictly for 10% off or just go to the description, click on the link, and use my code strictly. Well, let me ask you a question before we. get to that because we have a whole hour, you know, we want to detail. So like, it's a year and a half before you get to that point. What are the kinds of things that you do between, you know, that first time and that first three, some with a guy to, you know, cuckolding. Like, what kind of experiences

do you have? What kind of guys are you looking for? Like, give me, you know, some background of that time of your life that year and a half. So ironically, I'm not, I wasn't like choosing the guys. Like, I wasn't the one looking for them. How come? I, because I, I get a lot of anxiety about stuff like that. I get a lot of, I get very shy and just like, oh, like, it's, it's no big deal. Like, I don't, like, I don't, I don't know what I'm looking for.

I don't know what he wants to see, like, da-da-da-da. And especially because, like, Cameron was my first, like, boyfriend was my first everything. Like, I don't, to me, having to, like, sit through and choose guys felt like being on the daily market. And I was like, I, that's not what I'm interested in. Any time that I would talk to guys, it would be a very different conversation than what he was having with the guys. It felt like if they were talking to me, it was they were just looking for, like, sex thing and then would not reach back out to me after that. Really? So, yeah.

And if they were talking to him, that's interesting. That's interesting. It's like they took him or they knew. No, it kind of, if you really think about it, it's kind of brilliant what you guys realize without realizing it. Is that maybe this is what everyone listening should always do. I always have the guy to like filter this shit out because the guys were just like, you know, you were filtering out the guys that were just looking for like a quick fix. You know, those guys are the ones that are more likely to like hop on a text with a woman, right? and like get their, get them off and then just disappear without having to ever really do anything.

But if they had to go through the guy first, you know what I mean? Right. Like, that's a whole different story. You're going to, you know, those are going to be the more serious people. So in a weird way, it makes sense. Right. And it only got to, like, the cuck holding and, like, the affair, whatever, we were having, like, kind of problems in our relationship, almost.

Like, we were kind of, like, drifting apart after. that right around like COVID and stuff is whenever we were more into like the cuckolding and the fair and stuff like that. But no, especially whenever we were finding and meeting guys, it was very much, he was doing all the filtering. He was trying to like have the conversations about what we were doing, what we were looking for. And especially what we were, he was able to analytical about it than I was. or analytical about it. Yes, he's like this, he would look at like their,

their page on Craigslist or their Reddit profile or however he found them and say like, well, his dick isn't as long as I wanted to be or like he's being very, what's the word he would often use, he'd be very like dismissive in chats or very aggressive or like there was certain

characteristics that he was looking for for me that he would also have to like keep in mind. Because we weren't looking for someone overly aggressive or just wanting to like have a, like you said, like a quick fix or like quick stuff or whatever. We were looking for someone to kind of be a regular goal and someone that we could steal more on the regular. Yeah. What kind of guys did he know that you like? Like what was your type?

It's like, you know, I know you're not looking for them, but obviously he knows what you're looking for and takes it into consideration. Oh, yeah. He would often look for guys that would lead without leading. They would... No, no, no, I don't mean personality. I mean, like, let's get down to like looks, like age, dick size, you know? What was your preference? Like, what were you in to?

Great question. Big size would often be like six to eight inches. So you're specific about that? Like, you, that's a thing for you? Yes, it is. Six to eight inches. Because he loved to see me get fucked by someone bigger than him. Yeah.

Again, kind of going into that humiliation aspect of it. Yeah. Because they could give me something he couldn't. Yeah. And so six to eight inches is kind of our sweet spot. And anything bigger was just icing on the cake. Uh-huh. And but like physically someone a little bit more fit.

Like on the thinner side, if they had muscle, that would be great. Other than that, like, what about age? age? I wouldn't know any higher than like 40, 45, especially with how young I was at the time. I think most of the time the height, the oldest we saw was maybe like around 30, 35. So a good like 10, 15 years above me. Yeah, yeah. But yeah, no, they're, so we added that aspect into it. And you care about their face. I mean, beyond. Yes. Okay. Yeah, I want them to be at least somewhat attractive. I didn't know. You know, you could be like, no, who the fuck cares? I'm just using him as a sex story.

Like, I don't know. You know, that's why I have to ask on my show. Because you're not, you know, this isn't a dating show. You're not, you know, you're meeting these guys for something else. I'm curious if, like, they had to be, like, attractive to you in the face as well. So, yes, that was the thing. So you would see get their pictures ahead of time. We would get some pictures ahead of time.

So we would often get a picture of their cock, obviously. And then sometimes we would get like a whole, like, body shot. Other times we wouldn't. It would depend on. what the guy sent over. But we weren't always get a face. So we would sometimes be surprised by

who was walking up to the... That's what I mean. Like, how does that work? Did you ever turn someone down? Because you're like, I just can't fuck him. Like his face is he's not attractive to me? That's a yes or no. Not really, no. Because once they kind of pull their cock out, that's what I'm focused on. Okay, so maybe the face doesn't matter

so much. This is why I have to... Sorry, this is why I have to suss this shit out. No, I understand. I get it. So, yeah, because listen, you know, you can say the face matters to you, but half the time you're meeting guys where you haven't even seen their face yet. And you never, like, got a guy over to your house and said, you know what? I'm not like feeling it by, right?

That never happened, right? Yeah. And there's no way, sorry, guys, okay, but there's no way that every guy that showed up had a great face. Okay, no way. Yeah, no. So you fuck some ugly guys. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, it happens.

Do you see how I got you to actually answer more honestly, and now you actually know yourself even more than you did 10 minutes ago? That's very true. Face doesn't really matter to you. It's the dick, because you said even if their face was not bad, when I saw their dick and you're in the heat of passion and you're there for the whole experience, it doesn't matter. That's why I was like, I didn't know where you would go with that.

Like, it kind of makes sense that it doesn't matter that much. You know what I mean? For this situation? well and especially in in this like scenario in this situation it's like I that's not what I'm focused on I'm focused on the feeling exactly focus on feelings way more than what I'm looking at sometimes exactly that's why okay so you never so you sometimes wouldn't see it's interesting that sometimes you wouldn't see and the guy gets there but so were all those experience like did you have any bad experience or were they all great experiences those first times and they were

all threesome's always no they were always your guy watching or you Almost always my guy watching, unless the guy was okay with can be involved. Sometimes they were, but majority times they weren't. Yeah, interesting. They just wanted like a one-on-one experience with me. But no, he was not always involved. He was way more like behind the camera than actively like participating. Yeah.

It wasn't until like kind of a couple years after we got into it. that he even kind of participated. But no, yeah. Okay, so did you ever, so you're just typically putting on a show for him while he's watching. He's definitely like a cuck in the making at this point because he just, you know, he's, he's watching from the side.

That's the cuck position. Yes, absolutely. Yeah, he is just, at this point, just watching and just enjoying it and just getting, and just getting off by me putting on a show and watching me with someone else. Yeah, and for you, that's a turn. on too. Oh, absolutely. Being the center of like not only the attention of the guy that I have, but also like that my partner is so drawn to me and wants me to feel good. Yeah. It was such a,

it's such a turn on. Yeah. Let me ask you this before we get to the cuckolding phase. Because you're so young and when you're young, you got a lot of girlfriends and you're really open and you just tell them everything. Like did your friends, like were they in the know about what you guys were doing? Or was us like a secret life that you guys were leading? I don't know if you say a lot or because typically I'm like asking you yes or no answer so it could be like a yes or no but it's an and I wonder what that means. I well that's the thing is I don't have that many like girlfriends that are super in like in the know with my life my life later on like my I did tell tell people.

people that are like important to me like my brother and stuff like that. So you didn't tell your friends. You never told your friends. No. I told a coworker or two, but some people that were kind of close, but not at first now. That's okay. I mean, listen, the only reason why I would like typically listen, it's nobody's business what you're doing behind closed doors anyway, right? I'm sure. But sometimes, like, I know girls. I mean, sometimes I think guys don't understand is girls talk about sex probably more with their girlfriends and about what they're doing sexually than guys do. So, you know, and I know that I was very chatty with my girlfriends. We always talked about what we did with our boyfriend.

So, you know, but that sort of changes when you get older, you know, so that's why I was asking that I wouldn't be surprised if you kind of told them. But the norm is that people don't tell people about this stuff because people could be judgmental and all that kind of stuff, you know, and you just keep it private and that's your business, you know? It's interesting that, like, why the fuck would you tell your brother? I mean, why does he want to know about your fucking sex life? like that's a weird tell

it is but my brother is basically like my twins like we grew up together we're very involved with each other's lives and like he knows basic details

especially because we've been doing it for so long we make content like he's in the know for that much but like what we like the like nitty gritty details

that much he doesn't know but because when you decide to do content is your face out there Yeah, it is Okay, okay, so you're out You're kind of like a little out And proud kind of thing

All right, we'll get to that place But let's not get there yet All right, so you don't tell your girlfriends Are you guys married by the way After all this time or no? We just got married about three months ago Oh, congratulations. Okay, cool.

All right, so talk to me about like when So he starts to cop to the fact That he wants a little humiliation involved, right? Yes. Okay, and so how does that play? out? Like, what's your first real cuckled experience? Or how does he train you and what does he want specifically? Train is probably the best word to use. Yeah. Because I was, I did not watch any of the porn. I did not know, like, any of the, like, phrases or saying that he was, like, interested in or

or wanted to hear anything. Yeah. So it was a lot of conversation of back and forth about what he wanted to hear what I felt comfortable saying and like how he wanted me to act during like during these sessions and that was a lot of back and forth and a lot of trial and error on our end to figure out okay where is the line what you you say this I feel this way like a lot just a lot of heavy conversation and being like honest and truthful with each other but a lot of it was he he he's tells me like, hey, I mean, I feel like I want more humiliation in this. Do you feel comfortable like saying this or like playing more into it? Because like that's really what I want to see and what I want to hear. And then as soon as I like start sprinkling that in into whenever I'm playing with these guys, he just loses his mind.

Yeah, let's get specific about what he tells you he wants. Like what you could because I think personally as a woman who's like very into a guy. against every part of your being to humiliate him and say certain things, you know what I mean? But that's what a cuck really wants, you know what I mean? But I think it's like a little, it must be a little scary at first. Like, what does he start? Like, give me some specific things he starts telling you. Or Rick, maybe explain the first scenario and how he trained you for it and what went down. The things that he wanted me to like start saying was like how much I enjoyed the other person's

thing, especially because it was so much. bigger. So you would want me to say things like maybe their dick is so much bigger than yours. Yeah. It fits so well in my mouth. I love how it stretches my pussy. I love the feel of it inside me. And so just feeding me those lines to where I can say those, just look dead at him and talk dirty to him. Those were the type of things that he wanted to hear and he wanted me to say, I remember whenever, I don't remember the exact experience, but I just remember telling him how much I enjoyed this man's dick and how I love the feel of this guy's big dick inside of me. I remember the look in his eyes as I started at him saying this. Yeah.

And he just went feral. Like that's the best word I can use. Yeah. Like that was what he's been waiting for. Like that was his thing. It was. Yeah. Like I, it was like a switch flipped inside of his brain.

Mm-hmm. And I saw it just written all over his face. Right. That's what did it for. Right. Now, by this point, do you have like, uh, bulls that are like regulars and stuff and they're like going along this ride with you? Or are you still like seeing new guys?

At this point, I think we have a couple. We have like, I know one bull for sure that we would see. But we would still go out and see. meet new people as well just for kind of an extra level of spice because like anytime we would want to maybe this bowl didn't have like availability he couldn't make it work in his schedule

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someone or they're with one guy. You know what I mean? Like it's sort of like normally you're with a hundred guys. Then you meet a guy and your numbers stop climbing. You know what I mean? But your numbers climbed after you were settled down in a, in a relationship, you know? So you have, right. So you guys really like are working it and doing this.

A lot. You have to be to have that many guys. But I mean, you've been doing it for like 10 years. I mean, like, you know, a long time. Yeah. So I mean, like, we've been, we were doing it for quite a few years. And then we took a break when my daughter was born. And especially during COVID. Oh, right. Yeah. Like physically couldn't in the health risk to like go out and be all the people's business. Well, that's what we all thought. We could have been fucking and doing whatever. We all would have been fine. Most people. You don't have You mean, places. Exactly.

And but yeah, and I, because I got pregnant during lockdown. I got my, wow. Yeah, my baby was a 2021 baby. So she,

like I, on top of being in lockdown, I was pregnant and that was like, quote, quote, more risk for me to. Of course, of course.

Of course. Be doing that. So we took a break of like, I think like two or three years where we just weren't going out in many people. But once we started, started up again in I think 20,

3, 2024. And then we just hit the ground running on that way. Oh my God. And so you're getting people. We'll go to go back and get some more cuck stories because I want to see how extreme he gets. But so, you know, what are the apps and like tell people how you work Reddit and, you know,

because I'm assuming Reddit is how it progressed to maybe doing more content elsewhere because you've, like, I don't know, you tell me what went down on Reddit for you guys. Oh. Oh, yeah. Yeah. So we were on we started posting on Reddit. He posted the, like, the first video. And we were so surprised about how many views that got.

I think it got upwards of, like, a million or something. You're kidding. Right out of the bat? Like, it was, I think maybe, it maybe took, like, a week or two for it to get that high. But, like, it did crazy numbers. And we're like, oh, my God. no way this many people are watching it. Yeah.

And I was like, that's insane. Yeah. I think it was like maybe a month and it was at like a million of years or something. And then it was like being reposted. And I'm just like there were so many people that were commenting on it. And like just absolutely fawning over this video. And I was like, there's no like this isn't real. This is fake.

This is not. I was just in disbelief. And he was so. excited by it and so turned on and just that there were so many people that saw the same thing that he saw and then we started posting like more videos on there and it was just as we were having experiences they would get posted on there as well until i think we started i think it was a patreon and it was patreon it was kind of like tied to a porn hub account you started a patreon Yes, I think so.

Because Reddit was doing so good, like how many followers did you have over there? I think, I don't remember the exact numbers. It was probably close to like a thousand or so. And it was just, it was probably just people following the account. And so once we saw that, we made a Patreon and we made a porn hub and we were posting videos on there. Now are you now this is where we want to talk about like privacy and anonymity like you're going now you're going sort of out in the public. I mean listen someone has to be looking for that shit to find you. But is your face in these videos and your guys face and everything? My face was from the start. But did you have to like think about that? Were you just so young? You're like yeah. Okay. Like I mean, you know how like because I feel like that's a big decision to make. Like do you remember thinking about whether. You should do that or not? Like, what are the ramifications?

Did you consider it at all? Yes. There was a lot of conversation that went behind it on, especially once we were, like, posting more videos. But we made the decision to not put my name behind it and went with a stage name. Right. And so that kind of led to a little bit more anonymity than, like, my actual name. Right, but so but you were okay with your face.

Yeah, I was okay with it. Why I don't exactly remember. Because especially like we had this stuff on Reddit, which was way more like public access. But I remember like our Patreon and our Ford Hub account was privated. So like you would have had to get like link or something for it. So we, there was kind of a level. of screening that went into it, but not like a whole lot.

Right. Okay. So it was like they had to it was paid, it was under like a paid a paywall. Even your port hub. Yes. Yeah. Okay. But your Reddit like, you know, did you post a lot of stuff there? By the way, did anyone ever like find your stuff that you knew? Yeah, actually. Some of his family

What? So some of his family found some of it. Only whenever it was like reposted and shared a Twitter I think did they find it. And then like years later, my, you can't just say that they found it. Like what happened when they found?

They found it. And they came over to him and they're like, hey, like, is this, is this your partner? And he's like, yeah, that's, that's her. And his mom had a whole conversation about him with it and kind of like what we were doing. and like are we safe she was very concerned but also very supportive about it what okay interesting and this was from uh kind of early on she found out about it i don't remember because i think one of her siblings saw or one of her his siblings saw it and shared with him shared with his mom about it and she brought it to us as like so-and-so saw that you were doing this like a are you safe

B, is this what y'all want to do? Like, let's, like, have a whole conversation. She was very open and honest about this and honest about, like, keeping each other safe and watching each other's backs and really, like, looking out for each other's and having open and honest communication about what's too far. Right. So she was cool about it. Who else found out a couple years later? my my mom found out a couple years ago so probably like who told her her her new husband told her so not my father but this is by the way this is the difference between me and you and I admire people like you I always hated this part of myself but this is

how I've always been like just an overthinker which makes me very cautious like because all my girlfriend's stripped that was like the thing like you know how only fans is a thing now for all you you young kids like stripping was the thing in my day that became very popular every girl did it i had the hottest body out of all my friends i'm not bragging it was just like a fact of people would be like why aren't you doing it like what do kathy you need to because every single one of my girlfriends that i was the only one of my girls thought to myself like what if my teacher comes in what if my uncle comes in what if one of my brother's friends that i've known since i'm fucking five comes in like i was like just never could i ever put myself in that

position like your fucking mother's husband found it yes and He found out probably like five years ago before my daughter was born. And just recently told my mom about like two years ago whenever he thought that we were still doing it. So he never said anything, but he's told your mom, hey, by the way, five years ago I found this shit, but now I'm telling you now? Yes, because he saw it whenever we were like pregnant. It was COVID. We were taking a break from it. met my mom and saw that that was me once he met me.

And then, but we were not currently doing it. He thought it was behind me. And then most recently found, found out that we were doing it. Oh my gosh. So there's no way he wasn't still looking at your content because how does he know that you're back in action? Right.

It's not like he was actively looking for it. He had to have been. Yeah. something led to him looking for it for one reason or another and and then told my mom that oh by the way they do this content. How did your mom react? I'm obviously upset. Very like this is not like do what you want. You're an adult.

I'm upset that you've been doing it for so long. Like just know that I'm worried for. for, I'm worried for you. I'm worried about how, like, what if someone very, very anxiety driven, very scared and very, like, what if, like, your kids, teachers find out? What if your work finds out? What if, like, very... I don't know.

What if my husband's been jerking off to you for all these years? That was the one was fucking hard. That's what I hear in this story that I can't get past, but I'm not going to go there because it's, like, gross. Yeah. Was your mom mad at hand? Like, did you... I imagine.

I wonder. what those conversations with him were with your mother. You're probably not privy to that, but, you know. Oh, no. You know, you know, you saw this five years ago. You know, my detective brain would be, I'm more questioning him and what the fuck's going on with him and stuff, then whatever. But your mom knows, you're an adult.

She's not going to tell you what to do. She knows that you still do it. So now both of your parents know. And you're, so it's you're kind of very out now and everyone's, knows. Yeah. Yeah. Most, if not all of our family knows, but it's not like a kept secret anymore within our family. Yeah, I get it.

Okay. So let's talk about like how far an extreme you guys go with the cuck thing. Because at first it's like him, he's telling me, oh, just look at me in dirty talk. Like, does it get more extreme as time goes on? It does. So we, I eventually start kind of keeping things from him, start talking to people. Oh, wait, right. The affair.

Yes. I had an affair probably I'm trying to think time, probably about three or four years into it. And it first started like as a friend that I like confided in and met through work and not a coworker, but just someone that was there often. and so kind of had confided in him, told him what we had done, I'd found him attractive, and we go through a couple, like, some hard times, and we end up moving into his house for a small portion and for like maybe a month or two. And that's where things kind of between me and this guy kind of really started to get more heated and more, not more serious, but more, like, emotionally. driven. Oh, but I'm assuming it started off where your husband was allowing you to have sex with him, correct? Or no?

Yes. Yes. So it started off with like, oh, go fuck him. Now, is your husband now letting you do this solo? He whenever we were there, he would. He was like, oh, well, I'll be in the other room. Like, go go have fun. Go do something.

Yeah, and listen, I'm going to be asking these specific questions to show people what not to do. Because obviously your husband allowed, like, room for this in a weird way to happen. You know what I mean? Like it's not like it you just like you know what I mean and this is where like solo do whatever I'm totally detached from the situation where like these kinds of things could go wrong. You know what I mean? Because your husband is never participating. He's not there. Now you're living with a guy that you're close with and he's like go fuck him. Like I'm not, you know,

have a good time. Bye. Well and the funny thing is that he was there with me living with his guy. Yeah. And yeah. So we were living with this guy. But this is where the day, this is where he should have been like, this is too close to home. You know what I mean? Like you're living together. Yeah.

Because now you're fucking this guy, but you're also having breakfast with him. You know, you're walking out of the shower and he's there. You know, there's like too much personal stuff going on on top of and then you add the sex in. Like this is where the problems could come into play. You know what I mean? Very, very intimate. Yeah. Very intimate.

Like we're living in his house. He's there all the time. He's there. We're like coming home from work and he's there. But you're also having sex with him. Yeah. Yeah. And I like, we are.

So eventually we moved out and I keep talking to him. He's a friend. Very kind of intimate, very emotional with him. We get into a better spot and I keep talking to him. It's months down the road. But let me just ask you real quick. Okay, I'm going to get the whole story. Don't worry, everyone.

Okay, we're not going to go off track here. but like during this time, is everything in your marriage like very intact? We're very comfortable. We're, yeah, I mean, like, we're very intact. Like, we're having conversations. We are, I think probably around like 20, 21 at the time. So we're like still. You just have your daughter?

No, my daughter's not here at the time. Trying to find out if there's like something going on. Like if there's like something that's not in your relationship at home with your guy that you start to get from this guy. Or is it just that this guy is just around so much that you start to develop feelings as well? And that could happen without it being any kind of problem at home for sure. Well, and it's a little bit of both. It is, A, he's around all the time. I'm having conversations talking to him over the phone, texting, kind of all of that.

but also like I'm confiding in him about problems in the relationship. So having that extra person that I'm talking to instead of talking to my partner about things that are upsetting, things that are kind of like pissing me off. So it's that it's adding that level into it as well. Yeah, that's not good. Right. Like you said, if you didn't have him to sort of talk about it, you would have been forced to go to your partner and communicate the way you're supposed to, which is bring those problems to him. so you guys can work through it and then move on. But instead, these problems aren't going anywhere because you're discussing it with this guy.

Right. And of course, I'm looking to him for, because he's older. He's probably about like 15 years older. I'm looking to him for advice, for all this stuff and where I shouldn't be. And we're having conversations over like months about stuff. And it's, of course, I'd had a previous sexual experience with him. had several experiences with him and then me and Cameron are having conversations is Cameron his fake name uh his safe name and his actual name okay but that's okay okay go on yeah yeah and so

we're having conversations and he's like hey you're getting like too close like I think you don't need to be like talking to him anymore you don't need to be like going over there you're you like I don't you're getting too involved with him like you need to take a step back you you stop talking to him. I'm like, I think that's ridiculous. I don't like I, like I know what I'm doing.

I, I know where the line is. I'm not crossed anything. Like I'm fine. Yeah, just the fact that you pushed back at it makes it not, makes him right. You know what I mean?

Because if you didn't really fucking care, you'd be like, okay, no problem. I'll fucking not talk to him anymore. But the fact that you're like, no, that I want to stay talking. It means you're like,

now you don't want to let go of this guy. Right. Very emotionally. involved with him. Yeah, red flag. With him. Yeah, I'm just letting people know, like, that's a red flag right there. Yes. And especially, like, we are, and then I start going behind his back and seeing him.

Oh, truly, you mean, fucking him. Yes. Sexually, going over in his house, whatever, Cameron is at work, and, like, having sessions with him and, like, playing and doing all this stuff. So, like, fully involved in, like, an affair and cheating. Oh, my God. Do you feel guilty? Yeah. Yes and no. Listen, the great thing about my show is people get to be like brutally honest, right?

Because nobody really knows who you are and stuff. And, you know, that's a very honest answer. Like you feel guilty but not guilty at the same time. Well, I don't want to say what was funny about it. But what was hard for me was I would feel guilty up until I set foot into his house. I would feel guilty about what I was doing up until I was. I was with him. Yeah.

And like where and then I would like see him and I would like think about nothing else and having his hands on me and his dick and my mouth. Yeah, yeah, of course. And that was where like everything just, I lost all reason. Yeah. It's really what it was. It's familiar. Yeah.

So what eventually happened? How long were you seeing him and doing all this stuff behind your husband's back? On and off for, oh gosh, probably a couple of months. months, maybe six months, maybe a year. Because I would not go over there all the time. It would be like, I would see him once and then not see him for a couple months and then see him again. And so it was very on and off for maybe about a year and a half, maybe, at the most.

Okay. And then I stopped seeing him around like COVID whenever I got pregnant because I was not going to I see him whenever I was pregnant that felt wrong to me. Did you know that it was definitely not his baby? Yes. Okay. How did you know?

Now, whenever I did get pregnant, there was a little bit of a question of my partner was a father because we were screwing around that time. We were screwing other people and it was between him and one other guy.

And I think the other guy had had of the sec-the-other-guy had a vasectomy. So, right, okay. But there was definitely no way that it was this guy. Correct, yes. Okay, okay. Yeah, it was not him. And that much I knew, the timeline for him didn't add up.

Okay, and then months before. Right, but him with the timing. Okay, but you're playing with fire that way. I mean, that's why it's like, you know. Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, absolutely. So did your husband, did your guy ever find out? Like, why, because it ends around COVID.

and you have your daughter and everything. Like, whatever happened. Like, you know, he obviously knows you're coming on the show. So he, the story is obviously something he knows about. Like, how does it wind up that she finds out? So he found out because even though I'm not going over there, I'm still talking to him. And I, we're not talking all the time. We're talking kind of here and there.

But we're, I'm doing it behind his bag. I'm kind of just like texting this guy. And there's one day he's. was just going through my phone for something and then stumbled into our conversation and then was reading all of the messages and just looked at me and was so heartbroken about it and I just saw it on his face that he knew what I'd been hiding. He knew that I was basically having like an emotional affair kind of all this stuff and then like found out about it and was just it was just, just so heartbroken over it.

So you copped to it. I mean, once he confronted you, you admitted that it's not just those texts that you were banging him, everything, like everything came out. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, my God. And so how do you guys work through that?

Oh, gosh. It was a long process. He rightfully did not trust me for a while. Where was your pregnancy in the middle of him finding out? Was it after the baby was born? It was after the baby was born. Yeah. That baby was helpful to keep you guys together.

Maybe if he wasn't so locked down, he would have been like, fuck off and leave. I don't know. There's a lot more to lose when you have a baby with someone and now you have a family. You know what I mean? Oh, yeah. You're way more invested. You're way more tied down to it. It's just a whole other level.

Yeah. And so we are like having conversations about it talking about like how we felt betrayal, like betrayed and just kind of all this stuff. and then we're kind of like working on like building trust back up and stuff we do that for about a year or two and then because i think he found out in 22 i believe so we're working on ourselves for about a year and then we decide to we have conversations about going back into content and kind of how that will help uh help both of us like sexually kind of get reconnected to each other because that's

where it felt like a lot of things were not clicking was in the bedroom because I was postpartum. I was not feeling in tune with myself. He was frustrated sexually because he wasn't getting what his desires were. So it was just both of us kind of writing this line of like, we're here because we want to be, or we're here because we have to be, not because we want to be. And so once we started going back out in doing the cuckolding, I'm hot wife stuff. That's kind of where we were able to reconnect and recapture what we love so much about our relationship and kind of play more into that fantasy. And during that time,

he's like, I actually really don't mind what happened with your fair partner. And that was like really hot. I really enjoyed that. Like, I really like the idea of you going behind my back and sleeping with these guys, like, all of it is, like, coming out during this new period of us getting back into sleeping with other people and doing all this stuff. Oh, my God, crazy, right? I mean, and that happens. A lot of times, like, cucks have, like, cheating in their past, and that's what sort of makes it click for them.

Or this is, you know, you know, I've heard many times before where the guy finds out the cheating and they're hurt, right? I mean, it doesn't mean that he wasn't hurt and devastated and everything. but he was probably also turned on at the same time. And then when, you know, years go by and the hurt goes away, all he's left now with is the turn on. You know what I mean? Well, and especially when he found out,

he was very, like, conflicted almost. Like, he's like, I am hurt because you kept this from me. And that's where the biggest thing was, it's that like, I'm not mad that you did it. I'm not that you didn't tell me about it. Yeah. Because it doesn't make sense, you know, here's a guy. This is what, it always blows my mind that people, you know,

but shit happens, and this is why these tales are so, these cautionary tales are so great to tell people because this is how stuff can happen and does happen, you know, but here you are in a relationship that's so open, you know what I mean? And whether it's the man or a woman, when you're allowed to fuck whoever you want and you start doing it behind someone's back secretly, it doesn't ever make sense to me, you know what I mean? But when you hear the whole story and how it plays out, it's like, you didn't set out to do it. You know what I mean? Sometimes like shit happens, like all the stars align, the fact that you lived with him, you know, there's all these like little things that probably like looking back, it's very easy for me and my audience to be like, duh, to your guy,

like shaking him like, well, fucking watch out here and you being like, you're headed for fucking trouble, you know what I mean? But like in real life, you're not looking at it that way. You know what I mean? It's like you're in it and you don't see it, you know, and that's the problem. And that's why these things can, you know, sort of wind up happening, you know? Yes. And it's so easy to not show your partner one text or not show something or not showing something and just like be like, oh, well, this is my little secret. He, he, he. And then you're like, oh, no, I'm in way, way too much at this point.

And then you're at the point where you're so like fucking intimate that everything like you said falls to the wayside the minute you see him and you just want to dick in you because unfortunately that like it becomes supercharged, you know, like the whole cheating, the secret, the thing. And it becomes. And so people do get addicted to it. There's a part of that. It's like you can't, you know, let go of it.

It's so highly charged and it becomes like this thing that you're not going to get at home. You know what I mean? Exactly. Yeah, unfortunately. So your guy eventually, and so does he allow you to play solo now? Is that like a big part of your guy's like situation now? It would be if I could get over the past trauma of me cheating and going through that. What does that mean?

Where's your trauma? Do you not trust yourself? I don't. Okay, that's interesting. I mean, that's honest of you. Yeah. And a lot of it is like he is actively pushing me to like, no, no, no, no, no, you need to be the smart one here.

Yeah, you're the smarter one in this relationship. You were the, not the smart one when you cheated, but now you're the smart one because he's letting his dick rule his mind. You know, this is how guys are. Like his dick is attached to his mind and he just wants that horny feeling of you. Because as much as the cheating for you was a fucking high turn on thing, that's what it is for him. Do you know what happened that you did is so highly charged and was so emotional in a negative way, but it was equally as highly charged in a positive way for him, right?

Because that's what a cuck fucking wants. So he is thinking with his dick, okay? And he is so like he shouldn't be thinking with his dick in the situation if he wants to, you know, remain in your guy's relationship. So you need to take control of this a little bit. bit more. And it's good that you're saying like, no, you need to like maybe keep a little bit more of a boundary and make it a little bit more set up in a way that that cannot happen again. Right. Because this is always the cuck gone wrong story. And it's always the cuck pushing it.

And it's always because they're just, they're fucking hard on talking. And it's not smart. Because trust me, I've talked to the cuck that eventually lost the girl and isn't hard anymore for the, and they're devastated. Do you know what I mean? Right. Well, and what's so funny to me about it is I will not go with a solo guy by myself, but I will go with like a couple of guy by myself that I've seen before that I'm comfortable with. That, oh, I know, they know my boundaries. I know theirs. I know his wife type deal. Like people that I have played with before and that I am super chill. So you think you're safe with them. Right. Right. Someone who you think is safe. So you have a little bit of leeway. Yeah, someone who's married, who has kids. That way I'm not having to worry about going too far. Yeah. You know what I mean?

Oh, my God. Yeah. So it's safeguards on top of safeguards for that. Yeah. So how, like, what are your sessions like now for this little cuck? What does he like to, how far has he taken the humiliation? So now he is really into wearing a cage. Okay.

And he loves putting it on a page, loves so sitting sitting in his own chair watching me. Because for him it is very visual. He can't just be in the other room. He gets too, like, worked up if he's in the other room because he's not seeing it. He can only hear. It's not part of the fantasy for him. A lot of it is like the visual aspect of it. Yeah.

The holding the camera, like seeing what I'm doing, seeing how my ask. is juggling kind of that that deal yeah but he is very much into wearing the cage not being able to me um praising the guy and talking talking dirty to them about how how big they are and how how well they're fucking me and looking at him and telling him you can't fuck me this way this isn't what you do this is why i'm writing this man's stick it's because look at how good he stretches me. He loves hearing all of that and just knowing that he can't give me what they're giving me. Can I ask you a question? Do you guys have reclaiming sex afterwards or has that gone out the window because he's caged and he wants to be denied and he doesn't, you know, like, is that a part of it

for him? Certain sessions, yes, but not always. What's typical? What is the more often situation? You guys do reclaim and you do come back together or no? Yes, if it's a new bull, no, if it's someone we've been with before. Right. So, like, if we, he'll normally, like, come and be spent after our session with a new bowl. And then maybe, like, sometimes it's right after. Sometimes it's, like, the moment he, sometimes it's a moment he, that bull walks

out the door. He's on me, like, a dog. Yeah. And then other times it is, like, we have a conversation about it. kind of go through the session and then like it's like an hour later yeah but generally there is some sort of reclaiming sex afterwards and how is your sex life with your husband very healthy he has a way more active sex drive than i do so he is like a lease a twice a day needs to come type of man yeah i am not i'm like maybe like a twice a week person yeah so we do we do some like c and c

to where he will just like use me. I don't have to think about it. It's not for me. It's for him. Right. You're throwing a little bone. Take it one for the team. I'm like, it's fine.

It's whatever. Other days, that's nice of you. Yeah. But in some days I'm like, don't look at me. Don't touch me. Like you're unknown.

And last question before. Pretty happy. That's good. But last question before we like give out a shout out to like all your content and where people can find you and everything. How is like your. your emotional connection with your husband now after everything that you've been through and you're on the other side of like a, you know, a thing that happened and stuff. Oh, absolutely. He is

like just my best friend. Like I can, cannot think of a day without him. And he is a person that I always turn to to advice or for advice and to to rant about with no matter how much she doesn't want to hear it. Like, I will yell at him before I yell at anybody else. Yeah, yeah. So he is just the person that I can fight in. And he does the same for me. Yeah.

So, like, we truly, like, just came back stronger. Uh-huh. And it feels so corny to say, but he is just the person I want to talk to you more than anybody else now. Yeah, that's amazing. And that's great that you were able to work through that difficult time and not throw out your whole, because you guys have a very long history together. You know what I mean?

It's not like you're together two years and you cheated on him. Like maybe that's the relationship. It's like not worth it to go through the trauma of rebuilding trust for that. But you know, you had a long history together. You've been together forever, you know. It makes sense that you, you know, that he tried to work through it and you did. And it's great that you did because you're stronger for it. You know, why don't you give a shout out to your, is it only fans that you have,

porn out? Like all of your stuff. And I'll put it, give me like a one link or something for. the description or I'll put your name. But give me that and then make sure to send me some picks for my Patreon and you'll get access to my Discord and you can post anything there. There's a content section, creator section in there too.

You can put your link to your stuff in your profile. You can't put links in comments, but you put your link in there and then people could sign up and stuff. So feel free to promote over there. But give a shout out and everyone that's driving knows I'll put the information in the description. Yeah, absolutely. So our only fans is

Amber underscore Hotline. We are also still active on Reddit and still very into posting like videos and stuff on there. And our Reddit is Amber underscore Hotwife as well. But yeah, everything is linked through our Reddit. We have a one tree and a one link that we can send over to you as well to post. Oh, okay, great. Yeah, please. Send me that.

And you're on, because you're all that like you are in, what you're going to call it, X and all that kind of stuff too, right? Yes, we're on X, we're on Reddit, we're on OnlyFans and Just for Fans. And Loyal fans, I think, too. So, like, some are more regularly posted than others. Like, OnlyFans is definitely our top. We post, we try to post everything there. There, and Loyal fans get all of our content.

And then on Reddit and on X, we do a lot of, like, promotion. a lot of the promos and a lot of the clips. Right. Okay, great. So definitely sent me some picks for, and by the way, what do they get on there? Is it a lot of you with your bulls? Is it you and your husband? Is it you, like, what is it? A lot, it is a lot of me and my

goals and a lot of me at swinger parties. Oh my God, we didn't even get into that. Is your guy going to come on the call? Could he call in and get this whole story from his side? Oh, absolutely. We can type that up too. Yeah, we need that. Okay, that's what we definitely need.

but tell me what you're going to say. But that's a lot of our content right now is me with my bulls. My guy will also be on there because he is by. So he'll sometimes make an appearance. There is like lifestyle parties that we go to that's featured on there too. So we try to be very active. We try to post at least once a week. So you go to swing or parties and all this stuff too.

Does your husband ever get with girls? he is actively doing that more often right now. Oh my God, we didn't even get to that. I need your husband on for part two. Okay, get him to make an appointment ASAP. Absolutely. I mean, there was too much here, you know, to get all of that. I didn't know that that's a whole other side angle,

but I'll get that part, I'll get that story from him, okay? So make sure he signs up because that's a whole other thing you guys are doing. It's crazy. We have a long and complicated history, like you said. And because we're still in it, we're so constantly evolving and figuring out what we want and finding new avenues of the lifestyle that we want to explore. Right. And you're super open and down to try everything. We are still so very young. Yeah.

Oh, my God. Yeah. And you've done so much. It's crazy. All right. Listen, Amber, thank you so much for calling in. Definitely send me some picks for like I said for my Patreon. on as well as you discord you could post anything there you know what I mean and I will put

and send me your one link and everything and people are going to be dying to see you and they'll be happy with what they see and and thanks so much for calling him but please make sure your guy calls him because I need more of the story from him I need the whole thing but then I'm going to get into with him people will get your backstory on like the swinger clubs and all that stuff too with your guy okay he'll definitely call in right yes yes you will all right book a sap thank you so much this was so interesting i could probably do another hour with you i i am so glad that you enjoyed it i enjoyed it as well thank you so much for having me on awesome thanks amber bye bye real canadian super store has everything you need this back to school season save on lunchbox savers like ziggis

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