Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 1606 - Josh Finally Got his Wife to Hotwife for Him

Episode Date: September 29, 2026

Josh finally got his wife to hotwife for him and he called in to talk all about it. Tune in to hear all the details including how and when he realized he was possibly into guys and how he compartmentalized his attraction when he was younger, the first two guys he hooked up with and what went down and how he felt about his hookups, how and why he stopped hooking up with guys after he met his wife, how and why he got very into the hotwife fantasy, when he finally realized he was bisexual and how he told his wife and how she reacted, how he then copped to being into the whole hotwifing fantasy and how she reacted, how they started role-playing the scenario but why she didn’t want to take it further, how far they took their role-play, how they progressed to her sexting with other guys and how they found them, how she was finally ready to hotwife for him but backed out at the last minute and why, how and when she finally decided to go through with it, how Josh wound up finding a guy to come over and exactly what went down, plus a whole lot more. GET A COPY OF THE STRICTLY ANONYMOUS BOOK! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY HERE: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠    To see HOT pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! To join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠[e-mail]⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ or go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and click on "Be on the Show." Want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. All voices are changed.   Sponsors:  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://beduc.at/pd2634-anonymous⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Click here to take the quiz and  get your personalized SUMMER roadmap to sexual happiness ⁠⁠http://DipseaStories.com/STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Get first week FREE then 25% off ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://Loadboost.com ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠- To get 10% off LOAD BOOST by VB Health, use code: STRICTLY   ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bluechew.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ — Buy 2 months of Bluechew GOLD and get the third month FREE! Use code: STRICTLYANON⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://inda.shop/STRICTLY⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ If you’re 21 or older, get 30% OFF your first order @IndaCloud with code STRICTLY #indacloud Follow me! Instagram  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ X  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Everything else: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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The temptation is just too much. Is real problems? Your friend know that you're banging her or no. No, he has no idea. And anything goes. The motto of the show, let your freak flag fly. Probably the only good advice I'll ever give you is to reharm. your whips and shame. Here is your host, Kathy. Hey, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast with

Kathy. If you want to follow the Strictly Anonymous podcast on Instagram or Twitter, follow me at Strict Anonymous. If you want to be on the show, it's called Strictly Anonymous because they change everyone's voices and names. Okay. So if you have an interesting secret naughty life that you want to talk about while remaining anonymous or not anonymous if you're out and proud, you can email me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com or go to my website, strictly anonymouspodcast.com and click on Be on the Show. Now listen, if you have a naughty confession, you want to leave on my confessions line. You could do that 247. The number is 347, 4203579. That's 347, 4203579. Some of those confessions make it onto a confessions episode. The rest go on to my Patreon.

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You could learn all about the lifestyle. You could find out about all the lifestyle events and meetups and all kinds of things going on in your neighborhood as well as if you're going to travel and you want to have a little fun. You're going to find it all on SDC.com. Like I said, you get a free trial. If you use my code 377, or just go to the description and click on the link that's 37712 or just go to the description and click on the link. Okay, today I have on Josh. Oh my God, Josh. There was a couple times in the beginning where I try to like, you know, talk and have a conversation with him. But he was like on autopilot with his story. I, like, 20 minutes in, I'm like, this guy doesn't want to have a conversation. He just wants to tell his story and he has a story down. At the end, I was like, are you a writer? It sounds like this whole story was like, you know, written in his head already.

He had it down. He's got the whole story. It's super interesting. He is a guy who's by, never realized he was, even though when he was younger, he had some experiences. Eventually, he did put it together. By the time he put it together, he was married, and he eventually wound up copping to the fact that he was by to his wife.

He was also into cuck porn, and he eventually made it out to her, too. And over time, they were like role-plated and fantasy talked about it. And eventually he got her into cucking him one time with another guy, and he goes through that whole story. Now, this whole thing is drawn out because he loves T's and denial and they talked about it for a long time and they came close many times, but eventually she winds up doing it and he does end with that story. And it's a super interesting story. Like I said, for anyone that doesn't like me interrupting or doesn't like me talking on my podcast, all you people that complain, you're going to love this one because I don't talk at all. At a certain point, I told you,

I was just like, I don't need to say one word in this conversation. But his story is good. He's very good. I'm like, you made my job so easy. I kind of do like talking on my episodes, this one I didn't have to. It's a super interesting story. So I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with Josh. This is the strictly anonymous podcast. Strictly anonymous podcast. Hey,

Josh, welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Great. How are you? I'm good. So listen, Josh, the short story about you is you are a by guy.

I don't know when you realized you were by, but you did eventually cop to it to your wife. I'm assuming she accepted it, or she does know, we'll find out exactly how she felt about it. And you guys have played around a little bit with cuckling and chastity and that kind of stuff, correct? Yes, all correct. Okay, great. Let's go, well, first of all, like, how long have you and your wife been married for? We have been married for eight years now.

Together for about 11. Okay, cool. And now let's go all the way back, though, Josh. Did you always know you were bisexual and just never tell your wife? Or did you not know until later on? I did a lot of things that a straight guy wouldn't do, but I was not convinced that I was bisexual at all. Okay, well, listen, some people can be straight and suck a dick. I've had a lot of episodes about that. But you were a guy that if, like, looking back, you could look at certain things that you did. And at some point in your life, you realize, okay, like this, this is more than those, I just did those things. This does mean something and I might be bisexual. Or you are bisexual. You realize you were. Yeah, took a long time to get there, but yes. Yeah, that's super interesting because some people think like, oh, all those people that are kind of doing it, you know, and saying I'm straight, but I like just like a dick sometimes like maybe they're bisexual too and they just haven't realized it. I don't know. But you did realize it. You came to that conclusion. How long ago did you realize that you were by? Like how long ago was it? It was almost five years now. Okay, five years ago. But let's go all the way back. What were you just like having experiences when you were younger, like in high school and college, those kinds of experiences that I've heard a lot of guys have had. So it kind of started even early.

earlier than that, like in middle school. I grew up in a pretty conservative family, very small town where anything that wasn't completely straight was not okay. How old are you, by the way, Josh, now? I'm 32. Okay, 30. Okay, so you're kind of young because I was thinking like, oh, if you're like 52, that's a really weird time to be. Of course, it was always, that way everywhere, but you're only 32, but you're from a very small town, so it was super conservative still. Exactly. Like, even today, this kind of shit would not fly for the last part. Yeah, I got it. Yeah, that's important to say okay cool go on so my family was just very very sexual like I knew things that I probably shouldn't have known about what do you mean they were open about it very much so when I was

five years old for some reason I knew that my mom's clit was pierced and thought I can't even oh my god yeah I'm surprising that small town that your parents were like hated if they were so open like that right yeah go on but I had access to porn from a very young age, started watching it probably a little too young, like fourth, fifth grade. And in early middle school, I just switched over to gay porn, just like, oh, what's this about? Yeah, it happens. Because it's right there. Right. Ended up getting me harder and more excited than I watched straight porn. I don't know if I was just at such a young age and I'd been so used to see in tits and see that. I was like, oh, this is something different. This is something exciting. Yeah, that's kind of an

interesting point. Could it be that it was just something new, or was it that you liked me? men and this was a trigger for it, you know? I'm definitely thinking it was a trigger for it. Yeah. I started going from there to fingering my own ass, finding things around the house, like pens to stick up my ass. Oh my God. So when I was in high school, like my senior year, I would get on Craigslist and look for

the personal connections, like the men seeking men. I would look in our town and the next town over. And there were a lot of people I talked with, traded pictures with, but never actually got the balls to meet up with anybody. Right. But you were like, it was a turn on for you to do stuff like that. Like you were like sort of pushing it to the edge. Yes, absolutely. I think the reason that I never went all the way with it was just the environment that I grew up in. We were told that if you do anything remotely gay, you're going to hell. Right. That really held me back for a while until I could go over that. Right. But at that time, because here you are like kind of hitting up guys and you know there's an attraction there, but you're keeping it a secret. I'm assuming you're dating girls too. Like, are you confused about your sexuality at that? point because all the stuff is going down? Somewhere deep inside it was confused, but through all of

this I kept telling myself, I'm straight. It doesn't matter that I'm, you know, sending pictures to dudes and having dudes send pictures to me and making up scenarios where I would meet them and what we would do together. I'm not actually doing it. So therefore it doesn't apply to me. Right, right. I get it. You're compartmentalizing it and you weren't putting it together and like trying to figure it out at that point. It existed, but you weren't putting that much thought into it. I get it. Right. I dated girls in high school. Not very many of them only had sex once or twice throughout high school. But even in those relationships, my mind would occasionally flash to what would it be like if I was having sex with someone with the penis right now. Right. So you were thinking about

guys while you were with girls. Yes. And you still didn't put it together. Correct. Even when I got to college, like my freshman year of college, I went a couple hours away from home. I kind of was able to stop listening to everything that my family had been putting in my year kind of a little more progressive environment. And I decided just on a win that I was going to actually meet up with the guy one night. So I just got on Craigslist. Since I'd been in college, this was a couple months. I had done the same thing, just meeting guys on Craigslist, sending pictures with them, making plans to meet up, and then just ghosting them because I would get like last minute cold feet, not want to take the budget. Yeah, I think a lot of people do that. This guy, though, a little

risky with it because usually I get some pictures of people just to get an idea of like what their body type is like, what their dick is like, make sure it's something that I'm into. This was so spontaneous and spur of the moment that we didn't even send any pictures back and forth. He just said, I'll come pick you up at this place. There's a parking lot not far from your dorm and we can go there. And so he came and picked me up. I put on a jacket that I didn't wear very often. I put on a hat and I never wear one just to try to like disguise myself in case anyone from my dorm that knew me saw me getting in someone else's truck and pulling away even though it was a more progressive environment people were more accepting with that like my roommate at the time was bisexual i still didn't want

anybody to assume anything about me that i wasn't completely straight yeah because you hadn't you're not comfortable with it at this point so you know what i'm saying like it's also because you don't feel comfortable with it you don't you don't even want to know that about yourself let alone let anyone else know. Exactly. Like you said earlier, I was totally compartmentalizing. Yeah, I got it. I think a lot of people do that. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Like, I just had this one part of me that wanted to be with men and it. It only popped up every now and then. Whenever it popped up, I did listen to it, but I just didn't make it part of who I was. Yeah, I got it. So you meet up with this guy, though. This is the first one. Yeah. And it was probably 11, 11.30 at night. And we

drive to a parking lot just a couple blocks away from my dorm. He's got this big jacked up truck with the bench seat and the whole right there is just completely silent and he says you've never done this before and i said no he said that he didn't either that was pretty much it for talking he parked i slid over next to him he slid his pants down and the very first thing he said was i'm a grower not a shower at that point i didn't even care though i just reached down grabbed his cock and put it in my mouth and it did not last very long within 30 seconds he was from soft to completely hard and he was moaning and saying, oh, fuck, this feels so good. Like, I think I'm going to come if you don't stop.

Right. I didn't think that he was that close to coming. And 10 seconds later, he says, oh, fuck. And then shoves my head down, makes me deep throat it, which wasn't a great part of the experience just because I wasn't expecting it at the time. So he came down my throat. I hacked some of it up and leaned back. And he was just sitting there smiling and saying, wow, I've never even come that fast with

women before. That made me feel a little good. about myself that I was able to do something that made him feel that good that fast, but like a sense of shame washed through me right as soon as it was done. He said, we can keep going if you want, if you want to practice more. And I said, no, I think I'm good. And then he drove me back to my dorm and dropped me off. And sometimes I get ashamed to admit it.

But that was the first time, well, it was the first time I'd given a blowjob, but I've never got a blowjob before that point. Right. Oh, really? Even from girls? Yeah, I hooked up with two girls before that, but no... They didn't do that right. Okay, cool.

Yeah. So I sucked a dick before I ever got my dick sucked. Even after this encounter, I was like, I'm straight. I liked it. I would maybe like to do it again, but I'm straight. There's no way that I'm gay or that I'm by at all. Like, again, just so deep in the closet and compartmentalizing it. It kind of scratched the it for a while, but then a couple months later, I was wanting

to get to another experience. This time I was looking to see if there was a guy that would suck my dick if I sucked his first. I didn't care so much about having another guy suck my dick. It was more me being on the bottom, essentially. So I found this other guy online, and he came over to my dorm. My roommate was out of town for the weekend, and I felt comfortable enough to have him come over to my dorm. He came up, and as soon as he was in my room, the nerves just completely took over. I shut down.

I was quiet. I wasn't really saying anything. Do you think it's because you were in your room this time and not outside of like your normal environment? That probably had a big part to do with it. Like he wasn't able to compartmentalize as well. Yeah, totally. You know, the rest of me was out there. Yeah.

But he was totally cool with how nervous I was. He says it and he was like, you know what? You're nervous. Like nothing's going to happen. I want you to know that. Like we can just sit and talk for a bit. And then he is the one that told me for the first time that he thinks I'm bisexual. Because I had a movie on in the background.

And he's like, well, what about that guy? Do you think that guy is cute? I said no. Can I ask you a quick question? What does bisexual mean to you? Is it just that you are sexually interested in both men and women? Or is it that you would date and be romantically and sexually interested in both men and women? For me, it's purely about sex.

Okay. So that's what I mean. Right. Because everybody has a very, some people would be like that, that doesn't mean by. Like there's a lot of different sort of definitions of it. You know, so I just was, so it's like you wouldn't date a guy. You don't feel that kind of inclination. it's more about like you're interested in them physically.

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Really, it's just their body and their cock. Okay. I actually hate men, hate the whole toxic masculinity. I've always got along a lot better with women. really just into men for their cocks. Okay. So this guy says to you, so he's the first person, though, that brings it up.

Like, hey, you might be by. Yeah. And he said, you're bisexual. And I just kind of shrugged it off. And then he left and that ended the encounter there. And those were the only two experiences with men that I've had. Okay. Cool.

And why does it stop? Do you meet your girl that you're married to? Yes. After that, I switched schools. I was a little bit closer to where my wife was. I met her that following summer. If I wouldn't have met her, I probably would have had a lot more experimentation once I was a little more comfortable with who I was. Right.

But you're with her. You're a monogamous guy, even though that was something that you were interested in. Even if you had the it, you didn't go and do anything behind her back or anything like that. Right. Okay. So this is kind of where our relationship starts. I was starting my junior year of college. She was just out of high school.

We started dating. I was 20. She was 18. We had the same body count, which we both thought was pretty cool, but she was a lot more experienced with me. A lot more experienced than me. Like she had several long-term relationships and hookups, whereas most of the women I was with were just one-night stands. For the most part, we were pretty vanilla for like the whole seven years until we started talking about cuck-holding and bisexuality. But at any rate, one day, this was after we had got married, I was scrolling through Cornhub and trying to find a video to walk.

I've been a very, very jealous person in all of my relationships, even my relationship with my wife up to this point. I don't know that I was ever cheated on physically. I was cheated on emotionally a couple times when I was younger. But I saw a thumbnail for this video and it was a man recording his wife fucking someone else. Before that, I had no idea what cucking even was. At first, the title of the video didn't really speak to me, but the thumbnail looked really hot. So I tried it. And then something in that video just sparked inside of me.

and turned me on like no other. It got to the point where I couldn't stop watching cuck porn. Like when I was going to watch porn, it was just always cuck. Anything else just wouldn't have scratched the itch for me. Right. And then it got to be less watching and more fantasizing what it would be like to have someone else fuck my wife in front of me. That became so overpowering that like I wouldn't even eat porn anymore. I would just close my eyes and picture my wife doing that and I would come faster than

ever before when I was watching porn. Right. That is about the time that I found your podcast and a couple other podcasts as well. So I was just listening to all kinds of things, like taking in all this information, people's stories about cucking and open relationships and that. And the more I listen, the more I realize, like, this is something that I definitely want to try out with my wife if she's interested in it. But I don't know how the hell I'm ever going to bring this up with her.

Yeah. Because we've always been completely monogamous, like never even had a thought of cheating on each other and here I was wanting her to fuck someone else. Plus, you're a very jealous guy and I'm assuming she knows this about you. Yes, absolutely. And that was another thing that I was trying to wrestle with. Like, why do I want her to do this? I am so insanely jealous could I handle watching my wife fuck someone else?

Right. And the more I thought about it and more I fantasized about it, like the more and more that I wanted it. I started dropping subtle hints to her. I listened to one podcast and they say, hey, here are a few ways to get your wife into it or kind of like get the ball rolling with it. Drop some, plant some seeds and wait to see how, like, how they grow. One of the tips that they said is that if your wife is someone who has cheated before, there's a very higher chance that she could be into cuckolding. And before my wife met me, she was a serial cheater. You're kidding. No wonder why. It's interesting that the

really jealous guy winds up with a serial cheater. Yeah. And she was open about it from like when we met that she cheated on most of the guys that she were dating, but they were very, very toxic relationships, like the guy would cheat on her, she would cheat on him, and it would just go back and forth. Okay. But our relationship was so great that she never felt an urge for that. Okay. And like our level of communication now, like I've asked about it before, and she said, no,

that's never been an issue with you. Right. I thought something was wrong with me because I've never wanted to cheat with you. Right. So I knew with that right there, there might be some way that I could get air into it. The podcast that I listened to also said that you could have her start noticing other people around you or talk about how other people around you are noticing her. We went grocery shopping one day and she had done her hair, done her makeup, was just looking fucking sexy. And when we were driving back, I was like, you look so good today.

Like, did you see all those guys checking you out? And she's just kind of looking. He was like, no one was checking me out. And I'm like, yeah, you weren't noticing, but people were staring at you all day. And she kind of smiled a little bit at that, but didn't really go anywhere. And then so I kind of stalled out with bringing up cucking to her because again, I didn't think this would ever be something I would tell my wife about. We had our first kid and after having our kids, we were just completely exhausted running on survival mode. We would trade off night feedings and after one of our night feedings I got in bed kind of laid my leg up.

And as I was sitting there, I said, wow, this would be a really good position to get fucked in. and I had a little panic attack at that thought. I was like, what the hell is this? Like, straight people don't think like this. I'm just laying down and I'm imagining a cock sliding in my ass just because this is a comfy position. And I don't know if it was the huge life change of our son just being born, the sleep exhaustion or what,

but it made me realize that I actually am bisexual. And it's like all the wires throughout the years have just finally clicked and everything came together. Yeah, maybe your defenses were down because you were so exhausted. Yeah. Like it gave me the chance to finally like sit and reflect on

and everything just like, maybe you weren't even reflected. It just is that your subconscious and all those feelings were able to sneak through because you weren't on high alert because you were like your defenses were down

because you were so exhausted in someplace else. You know, maybe that's what it was. Yeah, that too. But as soon as I realized that I was by in that moment, I was like, well, shit,

I have to tell my wife. Like this isn't a secret I can keep from her. I don't keep secrets from my wife apart from the dicks that I sucked in college. She knew about that? She did not know about that up to this point. Other than that, like everything I've told her has been the truth, never kept any secrets from her. But I was like, I need to tell her this right now.

She was asleep, and I didn't want to wake her up because our son was still waking up every three hours and feeding in the night. So I sat and stared at the ceiling from 2 o'clock in the morning to 5 o'clock in the morning, just waiting for the next feeding. We got up that our son got back in bed, and then I told her, babe, I have something to admit. to you. Oh my gosh. It was five o'clock in the morning? Yeah. It was very, very poor timing, but I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I said, I'm bisexual. And she just kind of perked up and said, really? I had no idea. Like, she was very, very open and accepting of it at first. We sat and talked about it for half an hour. I told her that I sucked a dick in college, that I used to sex with guys and try to plan hookups with them. But I'd only ever been with one

guy and she was again just very receptive to it and asking questions and I thought it was great. And then the wave of sleep exhaustion hit her, she just kind of silently stood up and got out of the left the room, went to our son's room and started packing a bag for him and said, we're going to go stay at my parents for a couple of days. And I realized that I might have fucked up by dropping it at this time. And so I sat down and we had a big tearful conversation about this, what this means for our relationship. And I said, it does. It doesn't. mean anything. Like being bisexual just means that I'm attracted to dudes and cocks. I like redheads as well. You're a redhead. That doesn't mean I'm going to cheat on you. Just because I like penis doesn't

mean I'm going to cheat on you to get a penis. Right. But you must be wondering why you're telling her if you can't do anything about it. You know what I mean? That's probably what the thing is. So if like if you are and you can't do anything about it, maybe that's where she's saying like what does this mean? You know? Right. She admitted that a big part of it was just the sleep. exhaustion and all the emotions and hormones after having our first son that caused her to have that reaction. But definitely I could have had better timing and could have broached to her in a better way looking back. Yeah. And I don't think she had such a bad reaction to you considering the timing and how you put it on. And the point, because you're like, okay, so what do I do? Like, you know,

coming from her as the wife, you know, it's like, what does she do with that information and what does it mean and what are you asking? Because you would think, like, what do you want now that you're telling me this? You know, that's typically what a woman's going to think. Right. And that did come up, too. When she was packing my son's bag, I think we talked for half hour, hour about it. And I said, like, I chose you just because I have these thoughts doesn't mean I'm going to act on them. In the end it's just you. I don't care if I never look at her touch another penis. I chose you. And then she hugged me and that was the end of it. Like she ended up not leaving. She was there with me. But she got curious about not just the things I'd done, but the things that I would do, like if I wasn't in a

relationship with her, like now that I was open and honest with myself about who I really am, what kind of things would I be comfortable with? Right. So for the next week or so, after we got our son to bed and we would just lay there and she would ask me questions and I would answer them to the best of my ability, some of the things I was still figuring out for myself, so I didn't have a good answer for her. I said, I don't know what I would do in the situation because I've never been in that situation. I'm married to you. That's not necessarily a situation that I want to think about.

After a couple days, she asked if there was anything else that turned me on that I hadn't told her about. And this is where I was like, oh, God, am I really going to tell her that I want her to fuck someone else? And I did. I was like, I think it would be really hot to see you with another guy. Like, I don't even have to join in just watching you with someone else would be really hot. And like I can still see her face and hear the way that she said, really? Like she was interested? Absolutely. Like she was surprised in such a good way.

Over the next few months, she kept asking about it more and more like what kind of things I'd be comfortable with, what I'd like watching this and that. But didn't make much progress with it beyond just like this is a fantasy that he has. Just like he wants to suck a dick. He wants to see me suck someone else's dick. It's never going to happen. We're just talking about it. Our anniversary that year, we dropped my son off at Grandma's house. We got a hotel room and we split a bottle of rum between the two of us.

She got really, really curious about the time that I sucked a dick. So I told her in detail. Up to this point, she didn't want all the details just because she wasn't super into men on bed. She was comfortable with it but didn't want to hear all the nitty-gritty details. But while we were drunk on our anniversary, she wanted to hear them all and she got really turned on by it. And that is the first time that we role played cucking together. It just transitioned from me being really open and honest about this to what I would like to see her do in a situation where there's someone else. We went to the bed and we fucked for 45 minutes, an hour probably, just imagining her fucking someone else instead of me, how good their cock felt, how much she wants to be with somebody else.

And that is really what opened the floodgates for us. You must have been happy. Yeah, absolutely. I think we fucked three or four times that night and again in the morning, just imagining different scenarios of her fucking other people. Imagining like, would you fuck someone older than me, younger than me, someone with the bigger cock, someone with the smaller cock. She was always partial to virgins when she was younger.

And she said it might be fun to sleep with another virgin, but at the same time it might be fun to sleep with someone that really knows how to fuck and can fuck me in ways that you have it. And that was an idea that was super, super hot to me. And here you were this jealous guy and now she's literally saying things that would make a jealous guy go crazy. No jealousy anymore with all this stuff going on, correct? There's still a little bit of jealousy, but that jealousy is turning me on. Okay.

I think I've heard someone else talking about it on your podcast. Like it's this thing I've always been insecure about it and this is me just kind of like taking the power back from it. Right. Utilizing it for myself. Yeah. Or like it's a like to me, I think it's like, that's saying like it's a different side of the same coin. You know what I mean? Like the jealousy and the turn on.

I think it's connected. It's just flipped. You know what I mean? It's kind of like the same energy, but it's funneling into something else, which is a turn on. But it's going on at the same time. Exactly. Yeah. Go on.

So from here, we just started role playing it more and more. It got to be very infrequently that we actually had vanilla sex without imagining her fucking someone else. Mm-hmm. But she's reiterated that it is only a fantasy. She doesn't ever want to actually follow through with fucking someone else. Okay. Where some see heroes and others see egos. Bloomberg sees the era of billionaire athletes.

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When was this? Is this where we're at now? No. No. This was like three, four years ago. This happened like over a span of a couple months. Okay. So she's having fun, but she's like, but by the way, I'm not going to do this in real life.

Yeah. Okay. So we started doing other things in the bedroom to try to simulate what a cooking experience would be like. We bought a dildo that is probably twice as big as I am. I started fucking her with that and imagining it was someone else fucking her. She said it was good, but she wanted to actually feel like she was getting fucked instead of just a dildo. So I bought a cock sleeve just so she gets the sensation of like a body slamming into hers, holding her down, fucking her, but a bigger dick than mine. It even progressed from there to me trying to fist her just to stretch her out a little bit more.

The thing that she really wants the most with other people is to just have a big dick to fill her up and stretch her out. The only thing that we can think about when we're having sex is cucking. She told me a couple times, though, that she imagines a second me fucking her. So that's part of the reason she never wanted to branch out and try it for real. She's like, I don't need another person. I'm just imagining, you know, a copy of my husband here. fucking me as well. Right. So from there, it progressed just a little bit further to her being willing to sex with someone else on the phone. She again rationalizes this by like, we're not actually

meeting up with somebody. I'm not actually fucking someone else. We're just kind of playing around with the idea a little bit more. So we got on some anonymous texting apps. She likes it best when I was finding guys for her. So I would start by leading, hey, my wife is here and is looking for someone to talk to. How big is your dick? because she wants just the biggest dick that she can find, and I am trying to get that for her. Oh, my God. So we found a couple guys that she was interested in talking to, and so I gave her my phone, and she just ran with it.

She started, like, snapping pictures of herself when it was very hard to get her to, like, just send me pictures on a whim. But when these guys said, hey, send me a picture of your tits, send me a picture of your ass, like she was doing what they said right when they said. and that was driving me fucking crazy. Every single time that the phone lit up, I said, okay, what's he saying now? What are you saying? And then she would just get like a sly smile and say,

don't worry about it. I'll tell you when I'm done. So it got to where she was ignoring me for these people that she were texting as well, but that's something that we had communicated in advance that I would be totally fine with. Like if you're with this guy, like pay attention to him. I'll just be back here watching doing my thing. So as she was texting this guy, she kind of grabbed my head and moved it toward her hips. So I started eating her out while she was sending pictures to other people.

She would take a picture of me while I was down there eating them out and send it to these guys and say, look, I'm making my husband eat me out right now while you're sending me pictures of your cock. It was really, really hot. She loved the idea. I love the idea. We both came super hard after we fucked each other when she was done texting this guy. But it was one of those things that she didn't want to do every time. It was more like a special occasion.

this is a special treat for you thing. So at this point, it was getting, like, way too deep for me, as in, like, I really, really wanted this to happen. But she kept saying, I'm not ready yet. I'm not ready yet. I don't want this to actually happen. So I told her that we need to slow down then. Because every single time we fucked for, like,

at least the last two or three years, all we talk about is cucking. It's getting to the point where that's all I can think about throughout the day. I don't even think about myself fucking you anymore. I just think about other people fucking you. If you don't want this to actually happen, we need to walk this back a bit so I can cool down, try to adjust,

and try to focus on other things. That lasted for about a week before we were fucking and she started dirty talking and roleplaying again. And so we decided, yeah, it's going to stay a fantasy, but we're just going to keep talking about it. And then one day I realized

that she was actually ready. We had another kid at that point, we sent both of them to grandmas for the weekend and my wife and I were laying in bed and I told her, oh, it's almost 11 o'clock. You better hear up and go get ready if you're going to get ready. And she said, what are you talking about? I was like, oh, there's a guy going to meet this at this parking lot down here and I told him that you would stuck his dick in the car. And she's like, what? I'm like, yeah, I was totally lying because we had been like teasing each other with stuff like this is just for play, role play. We would just make random comments like that. Right.

And so I told her, yeah, I have a guy here waiting that wants you to come stuck his dick. I'll sit in the car with you. I'll sit and watch. And she just like goes blank. And she's just sitting there looking at me. And a minute passed and she was like, no. I seriously considered it. I really, really wanted to, but just it's too close to home.

Because again, we live in a really small town as well. Like we don't want that to get around. We don't want to have to run into anybody we know. But she had seriously considered it. And I said, you really want to do it, though, don't you? And she said, I do, just not this close to home. So that's when I knew that she was ready and that it was actually going to happen. We started talking a little more about that.

I said, so you're actually interested? Like, what do you need to resolve between us, with yourself, with me, to actually be ready for this? And she said, I don't know. I think I just got to get over it myself because I feel like I'm ready. Our communications in a good spot. We've been role playing this long enough that I think that we'll be able to make it through it. So from there, I started making more solid attempts to get it to happen. Our next anniversary was coming up, and this would have been 2025. So last year in August,

we said, okay, you're going to cut me on our anniversary trip. We're going out of town for two days. We have a hotel. I've been very, very pushy up to this point. Basically, anytime we get a free minute alone, I say, hey, we can go find someone. We can drive two hours into the city and fuck someone there. My wife was never up to it. She's like, no, it's not the right time. It's not the right time. Our anniversary. Our anniversary is the right time.

So I started betting guys three weeks in advance, trying to find people on backlist, on Reddit, just telling people what we are looking for, what we're interested in, what our rules and our limits are. And we found a couple guys that she liked. She narrowed it down to like three guys based on their cocks and how respectful they were. and we set a meeting up with one of them for our anniversary.

What after were you on? We were doing Backlist and Reddit. But we found this guy and we said, great, he's going to come over to our hotel at 11 o'clock tonight. No, I'm getting my stories mixed up. At first, my wife decided that she just wanted to do a glory hole. That way, it's literally just a cock. That's all she has to focus on.

She doesn't have to worry about anyone else, just me and her and another cock. through this whole thing she said that she doesn't want to be with anyone else for any kind of emotional reason like that's never going to be a part of it she says that they're literally just a toy for us to include when we're in bed together so the only thing that she is focused on is cock and i said a glory hole can be a great way to do that it's super super anonymous you're in control the entire time because you know there's a wall separating you and the guy and she loved that idea so this guy was supposed to meet us at the glory hole at 11 o'clock at night that morning is we were getting ready to head out, I told her, all right, this is your opportunity for an out if you want to take it. And she looked at me and said, are you sure? And I said, yeah, if you want it out, here it is. And she's like, okay, I want to take it. I was a little devastated, but tried to hide it just because we had been building up to this point for so long. I thought that it was actually going to happen. And I was so excited. And then when she wanted this out, I just kind of paused. My wife got really, really, really,

emotional with it. She started crying as we were driving down to the city because we had our hotel down there anyway. When we had a serious conversation about what the holdup was, like why she's experiencing these emotions, she says that she wants it. She feels like she's ready, but she doesn't trust how she's going to feel in the morning. She thinks that she's going to feel like dirty, like a slut. It's going to be something that she can't take back, doesn't want to ruin our relationship. And I pull back at this point. I says, I'm not going to make you do it. You said you want it out. you gotten out. You don't ever want to do it. That's fine. I'll pull back. We can keep it role play in the bedroom. I will quit pushing so hard. She was a little off for part of the day

after that. Once we got down to the hotel, things were better. We kind of put it all behind us and said, great. It's not happening. And we moved on from there. We kind of solidified our bond with that moment just because I told her, I'm not going to push you into the situation. We even made a safe word for each other that says if she does decide that she actually wants it to happen. Like we can talk about it like, oh yeah, next weekend, I'm going to find someone for you to fuck. That's great. We can roleplay that. But until she says the safe word, it's never actually going to happen.

So I thought that it was never going to happen after that. What was your safe word? Crown. Okay. Why do you need a safe word? Just in your own house? Like she needs to say, if she says crown, that means go make it really happen. I don't get it.

Why is a safe word? I don't understand. Isn't the safe word? like let's fucking go. Well, we joke around with each other all the time about that saying like, yeah, let's go. Let's go do it right now. But that just kind of helps us play around with the fantasy, just knowing that we can go do it right now. So we just go back into role playing and never taking the plunge until we went to a concert last month.

We went up into the city. We got a hotel that was right across from the venue. It was great that we were so close to the venue because we could both get fucked up without having to worry about someone driving home or back to the hotel. So we both had a fair amount of edibles before the concert. We were pretty high. We were jacked up from all the music. It was one of our favorite bands. And then we went back to the hotel afterwards.

They had a hotel bar that my wife and I went up to. We're just buzzing. She mentions in passing like, oh yeah, what's the real reason we came up here? And I said, the concert, right? And she just kind of looked at me. And I was like, oh, you mean cucking? And she's like, well, yeah. And I was like, you didn't tell me that you wanted.

anything like that. And she's like, you told me that you're always going to have guys ready for me. And I was like, wait, are you seriously talking about cucking right now? And her face just lights up. And she looks at me in a way with just desire and want on her face. And I think, holy fuck, I think it's actually going to happen tonight. I had pulled off on being pushy with it. And she interpreted that as like, well, now that he's not pushing, I'm going to actually do it. So we're sitting up there in the hotel bar and we're sitting and talking about it for half hour, 45 minutes. The whole time she just can't stop smiling. My heart is beating out of my chest.

I'm just going crazy with the thought that it might actually happen. And I keep telling her that I'm not pushing her. I do not want to push her to do this. I do not want it to be something that she could regret. I don't want it to be anything that she thinks would lead to the end of our marriage one day because her and I's relationship is the most important thing. And she just keeps smiling and saying, yeah, but we could have someone come up. We can get through it. I'll get through it tomorrow.

It'll be fine. And I tell her, again, I'm not pushing. I was getting annoying with her with telling her just after every sentence, I'm not pushing you. But I can't stop it if you say that you actually want it. So then we head back down to our hotel room and at this point it's about midnight. We had bought myself a chastity cage about a week before that for Valentine's Day, but we hadn't used it to that point. My wife liked the idea of it. It's something that I'd been into for a while, but she never got around to actually make me put it on. She's very ADD, and she said that she forgot we actually had it for about two weeks, but I packed it for the trip just to say, hey, we can have a little bit of fun and excitement while we're up here. So she made me put it on

and just started talking more and more about someone coming up to the hotel and fucking her. And I was like, I don't know if you actually want it right now or not, but I can make it happen. for you. And she's like, I do want it to happen. And I'm like, then you need to say that magic word. She's like, but maybe I'm just teasing you. Where some see heroes and others see egos. Bloomberg sees the era of billionaire athletes. While others follow the noise, we follow the money. Learn more at Bloomberg.com. And so she is really going all in on like, is it actually going to happen or is it not actually going to happen? But the vibe I'm getting off of her with her having my dick locked up, like, I feel 100% sure that it's actually going to happen.

So I pull out my phone and start posting ads looking for people, saying, this is what we're looking for. We're looking for right now. I know it's late, but we want someone to come over and fuck my wife in front of me. And we have a couple people that are interested sending dick picks, but at that time of night, it was a Tuesday night at like midnight at this point. We had a lot of people that just wanted to get some pictures of my wife and then not text back. We had a couple people say that they were interested in meeting up, and then when we asked them how long it would take them to get to our hotel, they just wouldn't respond after that. So the guy that we decided on wasn't one of my wife's first choices, but he was literally the first dick we could find to come and fuck her. There wasn't a whole lot of like information passed between the two of us, basically just saying bring condoms, fuck my wife, I'll watch.

I might be interested in some buy stuff if that's cool with you, but no pressure either way. and this guy says, great, I'm on my way over right now. I'll be there in 20 minutes. And I told my wife, this guy's going to be here in 20 minutes. Do you want to ghost him when he gets here or do you actually want to go through with this? And she says, let me go take a shower while I think about it. So she still doesn't drop our code word, but at this point again, I'm sure that it's happening. She's actually showering at 12 o'clock, 12.30 at night as this guy's coming over.

So she gets out of the shower and she comes over to me naked and says, crown. I want this guy to come fuck me tonight. And at this point, I am feeling like I'm about to hyperventilate. Like we had been role-playing this and fantasizing this for almost four years now, and it was actually going to happen. So she is sitting there rubbing my cock through my cage. We're talking about this guy coming over to fuck her while we're waiting for him to get to the hotel. So he texts me that he's there, and then I head downstairs to get him. as soon as I shut the door to the hotel room, I hear my wife's squeal, and I just get the biggest

smile on my face hearing how excited she is to fuck this guy. I give it like another 10 seconds outside the door, and then I open the door and say, this is your last chance for now. If you want it out, take it right now because that guy's down there. If you don't tell me to stop, I'm going to go get him. He's going to come up here and fuck you. We know she goes so with it. I mean, you're teasing everybody as if we're all cucks. Let's just get to the point where the guy comes in. Okay, so I go down, get him. He comes up to the room, and my wife is laying on her stomach on the bed. She put back on her shirt from the concert just a real see-through lacy thing, but is wearing no pants. She tells me to bring my cock over so she can unlock it, and as she's taking my dick out of the cage, she's taking his pants off.

On the way up in the elevator, I told him our few rules, absolutely no anal. If she says, stop, it's like an immediate stop right there, and you got to wear a condom. those were our only three rules going into it. I asked him if he was cool with buy stuff because my wife has been into the idea of me sucking a dick with her and doing it together. We both think the idea of a guy fucking her, then me sucking his dick,

and then putting it back in her is really hot. But he kind of backed away when I said anything by. So I was like, if not, that's cool. I'm totally fine with just watching. Are you fine if I take some pictures and video? I'm not going to share it with anyone. We're not content creators. I just want something from my personal collection.

He says, yeah, that's fine. So in the room, I am unlocked and the guy slides his pants down soft at this point, but he walks up to my wife and she just grabs his cock, looks at me and smiles and starts stroking it. And then she starts blowing him in front of me. He doesn't waste any time. He reaches down and slides two fingers in her pussy. I didn't know that he was actually fingering her until after.

I thought he was just playing with her ass. But she said, no, he just jumped right into it. He started fingering me as soon as I started sucking his dick. So I'm sitting there close up in the action with my phone there, taking pictures, recording, just feeling like I'm about to come just from watching my wife sucking this guy's dick while he's fingering her. She's not a huge fan of sucking dick, so it doesn't last long, basically just until she gets him hard. And it is very clear right away that he's bigger than me, something we've definitely been looking for. Just want the biggest talk we can find for her.

He's probably six and a half, seven inches, decently thick. and she looks at it and says, you have a condom, right? And then he goes and puts it on and she bends over doggy style for him. And he goes behind her. I get over there and kind of hold her while he's getting ready to fuck her.

He puts the condom on, starts rubbing it against her clit, and her face just lights up at someone else touching her that way. I'm sitting right there, holding her, cradling her head, stroking her hair. And I said,

I want to see her face when he first slides his collar. cocking you. And she's already moaning just from his cock rubbing against her clit. And then the second that he pushes it in, just the biggest smile and moan breaks out on my wife's face. And again, it was another incident where I felt like I could have come just right then and there. So he starts fucking her for a while. I am being pretty vocal telling her that she looks really hot, taking another guy's cock. And I almost blow the whole encounter because looking back at the footage, I was talking through most of it.

My wife and I had been role playing this so long and doing dirty talk for so long that it was ingrained to me at this point. So I was just sitting there kind of narrating saying what was happening. Listen, you've been narrating this whole time. I haven't had to say one word. You got this whole. It's like you're a writer that wrote a book and you're reading about it. I mean, I get that.

You didn't fucking shut up. Yeah. But he's fucking her. And then every now and then he's having to stop and pull out and jerk off to try to get hard again. so he's having trouble staying hard but as he is he's rubbing his cocking as my wife clit just to try to keep her interested and then so he is

fucking her and then he says I'm gonna roll you over and she says okay and he just grabs her by the hips rolls her onto her back and that gets her going she loves when a guy can just grab her throw her around take control so he did that and then just watching her on her back

the way that his cock slick right into her was just fucking one of the best things that I've ever seen and he actually fucked her in a way that I've never fucked her before. I didn't even know that this position was a thing. She was laying on her back and he was kind of laying on his side like perpendicular, like they were at tea and fucking her that way. So I reached down and started rubbing her clit while he was fucking her.

And she was moaning so much. She's always been a very vocal person in bed, but I don't know that I've ever heard her make this much noise before. So he fucks her like that for probably five or six minutes. She tells me that if I keep rubbing her clit, She's going to come all over his cock. She doesn't before he ends up switching positions, just going into missionary. I get behind them and I'm watching as close as I can just the way that his cock is sliding in and out of her,

just seeing my wife fucked in a way that I've never seen her fuck before. Like, I'm always the one fucking her. I'm seeing it from a different angle, just taking everything in, how beautiful she is from every angle. Like she is in this moment my own personal porn star, like all I've ever wanted from her. And then as I look up from him fucking her, she has her. she has her legs wrapped around him. He's holding one of her legs up in the air. She has her arms around his neck, just pulling him in deeper, and then he comes.

There was no fanfare, no warning that it was about to end. He just kind of stops him. He just like, all right, I came. My wife says, fuck yeah, and it's just like riding the high. And he goes to the bathroom to clean up, and I get ready to fuck her because we've always talked about wanting that reclaiming sex and how great it's going to be. And as soon as I climb between her legs, she puts her hand on my chest and says, I want you to lick my pussy first.

So I go down and she gives me just one lick, just a tease of it, before she pulls me up and makes me fuck her. I did not last very long, probably four or five minutes. In that time, the guy has already got his stuff and left. Even though it wasn't long, it was just some of the best sex that we've had. We pass out because at this point it's three o'clock in the morning. I wake up at like seven to her just stroking my cock, and without a word, she just hops on again.

and from there just our communication in general, our relationship in general, has just never been better. It's been a little over a month, but we still talk about the encounter like every single day. We have communicated in ways that we never have before. Like we were just riding the high of this encounter. Well, it sounds like you've been communicating about this for a long time anyway. I mean, and now it just finally happened and this is adding to it. But I mean, you have been talking about it for a very long time with all this teasing and denial. and fantasizing.

I mean, it sounds like that was a lot going on already. Yeah. And she said that was a big part of why she was so comfortable with it. Just we've worked through pretty much every scenario in our minds. We've talked through basically every single part of it. She said that she had no doubts, no regrets at all the next morning. And just loved the encounter. Right.

There you go. Like I said, did you write this fucking down? I mean, it was like you're reading a book. Are you a writer by any chance? I am, actually. Yeah, I could tell. I could tell writers talk like they're like, you know, they're making up a story as you go. Like, you know what I mean?

It sounds like it's you had like you just, I couldn't even talk. It's like you just had the whole story, every single sentence, every single conversation, every single thing all laid out like it was written down. You know what I mean? Like it's even though it was real life, right? This is your real life. What's on the future for you guys? She says that she is totally satisfied with the encounter for now.

She thought it was super, super hot, thought she might want to do it again, but no time soon. I know that she is such a slut and the way that she talks about it that we are definitely going to do it again. I told her, I said, you enjoyed it so much. You're a self-proclaimed slut. You like that term being used now.

So it's going to happen again. Maybe not soon, but we're definitely going to do it again. So we started talking about what kind of things we want in our next encounter that we didn't get from this one. Right.

So she says she does never want to do it again. I'm sure you'll be able to talk her into it again. You just don't know when, correct? Oh, yeah. It's just a matter of, spontaneous. That's how the first encounter happened. My wife says, you know that we can't plant things out. It's just going to be spur of the moment. Find me a dick. Right. Interesting. But she loved it and she had no regrets or anything like that. And you obviously loved it.

Oh, of course. Yeah. Does she know that you listen to podcasts? Have you ever shared anything with her? Like, what's her deal? Does she know or does she not know? Like, does she know you're calling in to tell your story? Yes, she does. And she's very excited to listen to it with me when it airs to. She hasn't listened to them a whole lot, but she has actually started listening to your show in the month since we've had the encounter. Right. So I ask because, you know, for my Patreon, I always ask for picks, but I don't let people post picks unless their partners approve of it. You know, if you want to pose a pick of your wife, she'd have to be okay with it, you know.

But those picks should be R-rated for my Patreon. And then I will email you a link to Patreon so you can see the comments when it airs. But if you're going to send picks, ask your wife first and do that sooner than later so I know that I have it. Do you know what I'm saying? To go with the episode when I air it. All right. Sounds good.

Oh my God. You made my job so easy. I was like, oh my God. I put my microphone down. I never not have it in front of me. You know what I mean? I was like, I just sit here and listen to the whole story. It was fun.

Yeah. Listen, Josh, thanks so much for calling in and sharing your story. And like I said, it'll be up soon and I'll email you when it is. Perfect. Thanks for having me. All right. Awesome. Thanks, thanks, Josh.

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