Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 171 - Sex Addicted Doorman has a Fetish for Pregnant Escorts

Episode Date: March 27, 2017

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Kathy Kay and Tommy. Hey, welcome to another episode of a strictly non-miss podcast. I'm just going to go right in today and talk about what we have, what I have on the call. Today, I'm doing my intro today after the call. So I already know what goes down on this call. There's a guy, a redhead, a ginger, a ginger doorman, who just emailed me and said he's a sex addict. And it turns out that he's got a fetish for pregnant women and hookers escorts. So he screws a lot of pregnant escorts.

And even if they're not escorts, if they're pregnant, he turns them into escorts. It's a very interesting dude. He doesn't really call in for advice. I think he might be just calling in to brag. I mean, because he seems to be having a lot of fun in his addiction. I mean, he's the one that calls himself a sex addict. But I don't think he's looking to stop anytime soon. And I think that's the weird thing about sex addiction or a lot of addictions, except like the boring ones, like, I don't know, workaholic, like when people are workaholics or they're like, you know, they're really into Jesus or addicted to stuff like that. I'm like, that's so boring. Like if you're going to be an addict, like be addicted to something fun as shit, like sex or alcohol or some sort of great drug like, you know, Wolf of Wall Street people. I mean, I don't know about you, but I saw that movie and I was like, shit, I want to come back as a

and be just like that in my next life. I mean, just for a short period of time until I almost die, and then I'll reinvent myself like that guy. I mean, because that's not a bad life. I'm sure he doesn't look back and really regret much. He's probably, like, kind of happy that he sort of went to the edge, did a lot of crazy shit, had amazing time, almost died, right?

And he lost a lot of stuff and he went to jail, whatever. But, like, he survived, and now he could live a whole other life. So I don't think it's such a bad deal. So that's what I think this guy's like. I mean, he just seems to be having a great time doing what he's doing. He's screwing pregnant women, escorts. He's got, and he's having relationships with them, and he's got a wife and kid at home, and he basically lives a double, triple life.

And, you know, you're going to find it fascinating. People like him are fascinating. Okay, so stay tuned. I'll be right back with the Ginger Dorman. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone? anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you.

Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com, with your story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly anonymous. Hey, is this Nate? I'm going to call you Nate. Is that cool? You're going to what?

I'm going to call you Nate. Remember, you told me to make up a name for you. This is Kat. Yeah, yeah, sure. Okay, so you're neat. Is this a good time? Yeah, I'm strong. You're drunk?

On the job? Yeah, it's quiet here. Okay, so you're, I explained, I do an intro and I explain to everybody that you're a sex-addicted doormand. And you're at work, it's 1 o'clock in the morning, and you're wasted. How do you have the alcohol at work? I have dormant in my building. Where are they drinking? Where do you drink?

I'm not drinking. But you said you're drunk. No, no. You misheard me. What did you say? I thought it was quiet here. It was okay. Oh, oh.

Okay, I thought maybe you were like, oh, so you could talk, so that's perfect. Okay, great. So, you know, you didn't really get into anything. You just said that you're a sex addict, you're a dormant. You live with a woman, right? You're married and you guys just had a baby, or you're not married and you just had a baby, right? Yeah, we're married. I had a baby nine months ago.

Uh-huh. And how old are you? And how old is she? I'm 31. She's 37. Right. And how long were you guys dating before you got married? Like how long you guys been together total?

We've been married for two years and we were together for like two or three years before that. Right. And you say like you're a sex addict. And I have to say, one of the number one things that people email me about is people being a sex addict. So many guys think that they're a sex addict. And a lot of people don't think that they're a sex addict. And a lot of people don't think that that actually exists, right? But yet, like, it's not even like other people are calling it you that.

You're thinking that you are a sex addict, right? Oh, yeah. Wow. And so how do you know that you're a sex addict? Like, why do you consider yourself a sex addict? I mean, I believe that it exists. And it's not like I don't believe you. I just want to know what you do that makes you think you're a sex addict.

Um, I think, like, well, I don't. Most of the reasons, I mean, I lost track of how many people I've had sex that a long time ago. I probably have sex with four or five different women a week. And then I always have sex with my life, you know, like at least three times a week. I could go like three times a day. Right. So you're triple dipping. We call double dipping, triple dipping.

You're triple dipping. Yeah. You're with your wife. and then like two other random people. Do you have like people that you see on a regular basis or like what is your extra girls all? Yeah. Yeah?

I'm a sugar diet for two different women. I see once a week. Mm-hmm. And then two other girls at like high school girls. And I'm like, well, I'm kind of, they don't even really want that much money. They're just, I'm just like a friend with benefit kind of thing. Uh-huh. Like I'll buy them something every once in a while and with them.

But the other, the sugar daddy girl, they're like, we're pretty, we pretty much just see each other in flock and then going away. But, like, a couple of high school girls I met with in the last year, they're both over 18. I think it's okay. But then they're over 17. Right. Have you looked that up yet? Yeah, yeah. No, New York is 17.

Oh, okay, so cool. So they're 18. Do they know each other? No. No, but I've had, I've had girls looking out for me for different girls to meet. What do you mean? Because, like, they know I'm okay with paying for sex. Right.

You know, they'll, if they get serious with their boyfriend, they don't want to, they feel it's not right to be. be with me anymore. So they'll just like hand me over to somebody else like a friend of theirs that wants to meet me. Right. So you're paying. Okay.

So you just said like you pay for sex. Do you, how do you meet these women? Do you meet them in a way that you're soliciting them for sex with money? Like are they escorts or hookers or you just tell them that you'll pay them? Like how does that transaction work? Well, I mean, one of the

high school girls I'm with now, I just met her on the street I just decided to start talking about her Mm-hmm So and I wasn't like Oh yeah let's need for sex You know Right it just happened naturally

Like any other hookup would happen Yeah Yeah Which I don't really It's hard to talk to girls You know out in public But um Why?

I've gotten lucky here in there Um Wait why is it hard to talk to women in public Oh because I'm Usually if I'm not at work or at home, I'm on the train. That's like the only time on the outside. Oh, right, right, right. Okay.

Well, how do you meet these other women? Like which women? Okay, so one high school girl you met on the street. What about the other high school girl? She was a younger friend of a girl that I met through Craigslist. She advertised herself, you know, as a hooker. And, like, so she was just like, oh, do you want to, do you want to meet my, you know, my young friend, she's 18 now and she wants to, she wants to be an escort. So I said, yeah, of course.

I love to meet her. So I was the first guy she ever had, you know, pay her for sex. How much did you pay her for sex? $100. And how much were you paid the other one before her? the one from Craigslist? She was like 140. 140?

Yeah. I always see girls for an hour. Right. And do you normally, like, do you keep the regulars? Like, the two other women that you say you're a sugar daddy for, were they escorts? Yeah. Yeah, they were, well, that's what I was going to get into. Most guys don't have this fetish, but I were pregnant women.

Really? Interesting. Yeah, I'm a fiend for it. I even lost track of all the different pregnant girls I've been with. Yeah, how the hell? I mean, I could get, listen, a fetish is a fetish, right? You can't help what you're sort of into, right? And it's a thing.

And so I can get that you'd be into it. I just can't believe, like, how many pregnant women have you found that wanted to, well, I guess that's the really horny when they're pregnant, right? But are these women that have guys, or are these, like, single girls that are are pregnant and just can't get lead. So they're like, oh, great, there's some guy that wants to beg me. Most are, like, completely desperate. They, like, one girl I'm seeing right now, her baby's, you know, daddy is in prison.

So she's actually living, still living with her mother, and she has no job, she hasn't had a job for a year. And she's desperate for money. and she was escorting before before getting pregnant and didn't think anybody would hit her up so she never actually made an ad since she's been pregnant she had

that's another girl that I was seeing this girl as you know somewhat regular like as an escort and she she wasn't pregnant or anything but she hit me up out of the blue after a while of not hearing from me and I said You know

I'd like to see you But I'm really I really only want to see pregnant women And she was like Oh okay So I thought she was upset She didn't respond back And a day later

And then she said Oh yeah my friend She would love to meet She's pregnant And And uh And uh wants to meet you So

Then I'm I uh Talked with this girl For a few days And then we met up We've seen each other three times now and you pay her. Yeah.

So when you say Sugar Daddy, you mean like you're paying them for sex and they're like escorts. Well, her, she's like that. But there's another girl. The two girls that I consider sugar daddy is like, you know,

we've gone on dates, you know, before. But lately because of my schedule, you know, we just meet for sex. but, you know, I've gotten them stuff before. And both of them, they were pregnant when I first met them. Right, and were they single and pregnant? Were they what?

Single and pregnant? No, one of them is, I don't even want to say it. Why? One of them is married to a sergeant of NYPD. I was going to say, a cop. I swear to God. It's okay. He's probably cheating on her.

Cops are like notorious for cheating. I'm really 20 as close. Yeah, but that's part of the rush, isn't it? Yeah. Yeah, it is. And I've never really done that. I've never been with a married woman at her house.

Oh, you're at her house, at her cops, the sergeant's house? Yeah, he's at work. He's at work. He has crazy. Yeah. Yeah. It's kind of scary, but...

And you're not just banging his wife. You're banging his wife when his baby's inside watching. I mean, that is... You're just... I mean, I don't think I hate to say it. I can't even... No, the baby's inside her right now while you're fucking her, right? Isn't she pregnant?

No, no, no. I met her when she was pregnant. You know, she had a baby a few months ago. Oh, yeah, but you still... So, if he caught you when you were banging his pregnant wife and you got killed... and you were on the news, nobody would feel sorry for you. I don't even think your mother would feel sorry for you.

She'd be like, what a piece of garbage. Probably not. Probably not. I mean, you're living, like, to the cell phone. No sympathy for you. Because of the baby and the pregnancy. Oh, my God, and you're in the house. Okay, so now you're banging her in the house and the baby's, like, around and, like,

on taking a nap? Yeah. And, um, we, like he's always so noisy you just you know I come over and he gets like all excited he wants me to play with and you know

we're just we're just trying to have sex in bed and he won't stay on the living room he like uses his walker and like leave the living room and he's like trying to come into the room oh my God and she's just trying to get off and do a quickie and the kid is like

you know trying to get involved it's like having a dog that jumps up on bed you know when you're trying to have sex Yeah, exactly. And we'll put, like, you know, like a wall of pillows on the bed because I can't have sex with, I can't have sex with, like, anybody looking at me, never mind that he's like a baby. He's like six or seven months now. Right, and you just can't have those little baby eyes watching you.

I mean, I'm sure that that would be a buzzkill. I love being with her. I'm the only guy that she has sex aside from her husband. So, you know, we have sex without condoms, and she was an anal, you know, I've come in her ass before. I've come in her pussy plenty of times. Once she was pregnant, like, we, I never pulled out. She always wanted me to come together. Right, because she, that was perfect because she can never, you weren't banging her before she was pregnant, right?

Like, this started when she was pregnant. No. Right, right. No, no, she was desperate for so much to money because they have, they have, um, three or four daughters before the son that they had. Where are the other kids when you guys are having sex? They're all at school. They go to school like two blocks away.

And wait. Okay, I know this story gets more interesting. Wait a second. How old is she? She's older than me. I think she's like 27, 28. And she has four kids and this husband. And so you believe her that you're the only person that she's banging

on the side. Come on. Yeah, because if I'm, like, I don't think she would need any other money. I mean, I give her $200 a week. And how many times do you have sex with her? Just, just, like, once a week now.

Okay, but do you think that $200 is a lot of money? Yeah. But look, you do her how many times once a week? If she had two more guys like you, she'd be making $600 a week, and she likes anal, she's really into the sex. So what makes you think

she's not screwing other guys? Come on. I don't know. I don't think if she isn't doing anybody else, I don't think she'd be doing it without a common. I mean, she's normally,

you know, really a long time now. You kind of sound like a dumb girl. No, you know why? Because, like, girls will think that that's like a guy doesn't use a condom with them and that he has the guy

would like, only with you, babe. But it's like, yeah, duh. Like, if he's not using a condom with you. He's not using a condom with anybody. And just trust me, if her husband's not using a condom with the girls, he's banging behind her back. You guys are spreading around a lot of stuff. But anyway, I don't want to ruin your little fantasy because, like, that sounds like a very hot situation. I just hope when those pillows are up hiding, you know, the sun from you that it's not going to hide that gun when it's shooting at your head one day. What if he comes home? Isn't she

nervous about that? no she knows his hours I mean he's like all that works I mean don't you guys watch TV I mean do you guys Have you ever watched 2020 or Dateline I'm obsessed with those shows So I really believe

That shit goes down Yeah my life is obsessed with those shows Right oh my god wait till she sees you on the show Or she's on the show She's not gonna die She doesn't realize she's living in an episode of one right now Because let's come back to your wife Okay, she doesn't have any idea that you're this guy.

I mean, you're basically living a double life that is involving a lot of other. You're like the Tiger Woods, right? You're like that kind of a cheater, right? Yeah, pretty much. You got a lot. And listen, I know guys like you. It's not like it's an uncommon thing, you know what I mean? And it is a sex addiction, and it exists.

And like I said, I know plenty of guys that are like you, friends of mine. I've had people that have called up the show. And then we know famous people that have copped to it, you know? so you are like Tiger Woods where you have like the wife and the kid and that life and then you have all this other shit and it's like a lot of stuff it's not like you're just going and fucking some random hooker and coming home it's like you're keeping relationship like do you have a separate phone I expect for what? No, a separate phone. Oh, no. No, but I have my phone locked at all times.

Okay, because like, how do you manage, like, the call? Okay, what happens, though? Because sometimes, like, you know, if I'm out with somebody and I'm, like, with a guy and I think, like, say I'm dating to you guys at the same time, like, I always get nervous. What if someone texts, do you know what I mean, at the, when someone's looking at your phone? Do you never get nervous about stuff like that? Because shit happens. No, because, um, because, um,

I mean, I'll correspond with girls while I'm at work. Because, you know, most escorts or whatever, they're always up all night. And so, like, I'll just arrange shit while I'm at work. And then I go see them once I'm at work. Right. You know? And then so once I get home, you know, I'll rather have my phone on mute or it's locked anyway. So I'm just sleeping.

My wife wouldn't touch my phone. She's too busy taking care of the kids. Right. And she totally trusts you. I don't know if she trusts me too much I mean she knows I have a wandering eye you know but she just thinks I'm checking out of a girl and that's it

right and I mean so this sex addiction or this kind of like way of being have you been this way with all women that you've been with like have you ever been in monogamous or have you always had like multiple relationships in the same time I blame it on losing my virginity at a late age

how old were you when you lost your virginity I was 21 Really? How come you lost it so late in life? First of all, wait, I always get the scale, one to ten. How good looking or ugly are you? I'd say almost seven, seven or eight. Most people say seven or eight. I'm a good looking guy.

Okay, seven or eight. Seven or eight, seven point five, we'll say. Yeah. Okay. Okay. I got a full head of red hair. Red hair! Yeah.

No way. Stop. I blue eyes. Wait a red hair. Yeah. Girls love my red hair. I can't even picture it. I mean, everyone remains anonymous with me on my calls, and I never see anybody.

But I don't think I've ever had a ginger on my podcast. And red, what do you mean by a full head? Is it like curly or straight? Is it really red, like orange red? It's like orangeish. brownish. Let me tell you, you live in New York,

I live in New York, I know that you're a doorman. I bet you you're the only red-headed doorman. I really, I feel like I'm outing you right now.

No, there's, there's puny. I have like 10 doorman. I have like 10 doorman that work in my building and not one of them has red hair.

A full head of red hair. So, okay, so you've got red hair. You consider yourself a 7.5, right? Yeah. And why did you lose your virginity at 21? I was just your stereotypical super shy, you know, traffic schoolboy.

You know, I think that might, I lost my virginity very early. I couldn't wait to lose my virginity and get it on. Like, I couldn't wait to start having sex. So I started. I felt the same way. Why didn't you do it? It doesn't ever happen. I was like, I was like Stan on South Park.

I felt like I wanted to puke every time I was trying to talk to a girl. Like, my heart would raise so fast. I feel like I was in a heart attack. Oh, so that kind of makes sense, though, too, because, like, you lived all that time with all that sort of desire, and you never could sort of fulfill it because you had all this fear. So once you broke, like, once you sort of figured out a way to do it and to get it, it's just like now you're feeding that part of yourself.

Do you know what I mean? Yeah. part of you that probably felt so insecure and couldn't have what they want, you know. And so now I think it does you know, sort of make you who you are now that you had to wait for so long because you didn't wait for so long

because you were just not interested. It's like you really wanted to, but you couldn't make it happen. So now that you can and you have that power, it's like you can't give it up. And I've always been like so sexually attracted to Spanish

and black women. And when you're young and late like even though I lived in New York City and you know it was around a lot of black and Spanish girls it was just impossible it was never going to happen like I was like ask

a girl out and go on a date how come and just you never saw it oh because you were white yeah you married a black woman huh you married a black woman I mean

that's like that's since I've been in my 20s, you know. Right, it was different. When I was young, I never seen it really. Mm-hmm. And when you're young, you're just even more, like, intimidated. Right, of course. You know, I had black guy friends, and, you know, I would tell them.

I was like, oh, I was most to go out with a black girl, and they would just look at me and laugh. Like, I don't know one black woman that would, like, go out with a white guy. With red hair. especially a red hair. Sorry. I mean, I always looked like a nerd. I mean, I always run.

My hair parted, you know, I would always be called, like, Ritchie Cunningham or one in Howard, you know. Yeah. And when I was a kid, I was called Opie, you know, for people that knew that show. And, yeah, and when I went to college,

it was like even worse. Like, I had like, you know, public speaking anxiety and, and, uh, just like someone socially awkward. And, and I was just like, just try to overcome it. And, um, just ask out girls and, you know, just get rejected a ton of times. But at least that was, like, progressing. Yeah, no, you were facing your fear. No, you were facing your fear. Yeah.

I was at least asking them out. Mm-hmm. You know. And, but, uh, after a lot of, after a lot of misses,

um, it just eventually with, you know, what, the, anxiety is, is alcohol. Oh,

yeah, well, I haven't drank it 11 years because I had a problem, because I used alcohol for that reason. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm.

Yeah. Yeah. But, that that like killed it and once I got all my confidence I really I don't need alcohol or weed for like talk to or fuck anybody um right of course you know and I I like never drunk it here people can't believe in I you know I'm 100% Irish um I don't even fucking like I don't even like the taste of beer I don't like getting drunk I can't I don't even think I could have sex while I'm drunk

Right, but that sort of helped you It helped you, like, lose your inhibition And do what you needed to do And then once you... But when did you get into, like, the hookers and everything? I had some crazy incidents back in the day With, like, you know, the back of the village voice Like calling them those bullshit escorted agencies

Uh-huh And they would never You would never get what you would want, you know, what was in the ad but then like somebody somebody put me on to the back page oh yeah back page how many years ago

I mean I was just turned on to back page recently like this year because I've been doing my podcast and I wanted to advertise to get people to call in you know other than Craigslist and I just found out about how long has the back page been out there for I don't know I've been on since 2010 oh okay you know and

so someone turned you on to back page Right. Well, when was your first hooker experience? The first few times, I was so nervous, and the building even looked that good, but I didn't even have, I didn't even penetrate. What did you do? That was, like,

I used to work at a much, much, much, much nicer building, and I was in, I think that was in 2008. Mm-hmm. And, yeah, the girls, the first actual one, she was not what was in the ad. It was probably a picture of the girl, like, 10, 15 years before. Right. She probably was, like, 40-something. I had, like, stretch marks everywhere.

Oh, my God. I could see her, like, Cessarian line. And she only wanted to do doggy style because most of these hookers that were ugly, they only want doggy sell because they just want to come as fast as possible and they don't want to like look at any guy because they know they're not that good looking anymore and it's true and you know your hookers no it's interesting I'm sure because you've been with so many you sort of see the trend so when the hooker ones I can write a book on just like hookers like I know I'm like I've talked to so many yeah you should start a blog like hooker's sex I know

Like, I know, like, most of their life stories. Mm-hmm. And, um, it was so bad, like, because she was just like, man, this guy's never going to come because, like, I couldn't stay hard with her. And, and, uh, she just kept trying to give me, like, a two-by blow job, you know. And, um, she was like, oh, do you want my friend to come in? You know, maybe you like her more. And I was like, I was like, yeah, sure.

because like anything would be better than her in a second, right? So she was She moved the living room where we were having sex on like a mattress that was on the floor And she comes back With a six and a half foot

called tranny It was a tranny for real I'm looking For real 100% white woman You know white woman Whatever you want to say Let them

Lippen Lince Trammies or whatever, but I'm pretty not into that. And I'm just looking at her, and I'm like, my dick couldn't get any smaller at that point. You know, I felt like a six-year-old boy. I just wanted to, like, crawl in the corner. Oh, my God. Did you pay for that shit? Yeah, I had to pay. I had, you know, once I got at the door, once I got the door, she made me pay.

I don't even remember how much it was. So that was your first hooker experience. and then you still went on to have another one? Yeah, I kept trying. But, you know, I went like a year without doing that. And back pageant, and I think I was with two regular girls, you know, meaning non-pregnant, and they were good experiences. And then I remember this black chick from Cali was,

put up an ad back when they wouldn't really flag it. No, you could never find a pregnant chick on on back page. Oh, really? Yeah, even on Craigslist, it's kind of hard because I think a pregnant woman

got, like, she was like an escorting, like, in some other state, and she got, like, kidnapped and raped and murdered, and so they were, like, really cautious. They don't want. Oh, they're, right,

they're protecting the baby. Right, they're protecting the baby. They don't really care about hookers. No, exactly. Exactly. It was bad because there's so, you have no idea, there's so many,

so many pregnant women that, like, would love to get guys to pay them because there's so much, so much attention from guys. I, not to give off topic,

but, like, to do, you know, I know we were going, like, in chronological order, but it's okay, yeah. This girl right now that I'm seeing, she's one of, like, two different pregnant chicks that seen, and she had me put up ads for her because every time she would have, like, her cousin put up an ad, and then we get flags, like, right away.

Yeah. So, so I was putting up, like, code words, you know, that, or, like, just putting, like, slang words for pregnant women. Right, so that other people would be Googling. Yeah, the guy, so the guys knew. she literally got like 400 emails in two days really yeah 400 emails and but the problem

that a lot of guys want want to do uh bear back and they want to do anal and I'm like actually she she like no way I'll do do anything there but I'm like if you get the guy who's papers

you know and he's gonna pay you a hell of a lot more than if it was a good term you know, I think I heard of her tone there I think you should be open to it. You're out of your mind. No, not when she's pregnant. I mean, listen, if she wants to just fuck with that

when she's not. Papers don't mean anything. They could doctor that shit up. And when she's pregnant, it's very dangerous. Like, you just don't want to have, you don't want to get anything. I mean, I've done it.

I mean, I was, you know, girls that were, like, I was seen on the regular basis. You know, I would show them my, my papers and like they're like okay fine you know you just got to pay me more but do you see their papers

do you are you concerned that that maybe they have something I mean they are hookers and they are like screwing you bear back almost all the girls that have been pregnant they never escorted before they were just best for money like they need a scroller

they need you know they need fucking diapers and shit so they're doing this. I, multiple amount of girls, they didn't even, they didn't even have any family, so they didn't even have a baby child.

But what about the one that you're posting ads for? So then you got them into it, and then you turn them into escorts? No, I've never done that. Oh, okay. I've never done that. So you,

I mean, I've told girls, I said, listen, you know, that, girls that aren't pregnant, that have friends, they're like, oh, I have a friend.

She wants, like, a sugar daddy. I'm like, well, you know, we have to have sex. Right. You know, I'm just not going to just hand out money. And so they were like, okay. And so, you know, I was the first guy that they did. I don't know how many guys they've gone since. So when you say you're a sugar daddy,

every time you have sex with them, you give them money, or you just buy them stuff? Sometimes I'll bring something for them if they ask. Like what? I'll order something online. and then, like, have it delivered to their house. Like what? Well, when the girls that were pregnant, I'll, you know, I sent, like, stroller and stuff.

But other girls... Very sweet. Yeah. Other girls, it's like, you know, your basic shit, they just want, like, a little bit of jewelry or something. Right. And what kind of jewelry? Like, expensive jewelry or, like, you know, $100? No.

No, nothing crazy. Right. I think crazy. Right. But what's so crazy is, like, we were just talking about this and you're a single guy, you know, in a weird way, I feel like I'm having this conversation with you as if you're single, but you're really not. Like, you're like a married man.

Your wife and baby are sleeping at home. So you live, like, this massive double life. How do you feel about that? I mean, every once in a while I get, like, strongly huge feeling of guilt. you know right but I mean most of the time

I feel like you know I'm doing right by her you know she never goes without her sexual needs you know I'm a giver

you know I eat her out all the time you know I'm not I'm not begging for both jobs you were probably a great husband while she was pregnant right

because you must have loved when she was pregnant oh my God yes yeah yeah I she couldn't I mean at first I couldn't get enough of her

and then in the third trimest she couldn't get enough of me right and it was just like I was I was like pushing her away from me I was like listen I'm trapped out you know right but she doesn't realize that you're having

other ones like where do you do these other women like you leave to go to work and like you stop at their place before like how do you find the time yeah everyone can allow like a girl you know it depends on their schedule if our if the nights are only good for them I'll see them before work and you know I used to work days so I would I would just you know I just told my life that I was gonna go to the bar with some signs and I'd end up going

I've gone everywhere for pregnant women I've I've taken the New Jersey Transit and to like East Orange, West Orange, I've been to Hoboken, took the one out and rail out a few times. You'll travel from the baby bump. Yeah, I just absolutely love it. And I've been to some real scary situations because I was like in some real hood areas. Like, East New York, I would probably have been there more than anywhere else

because I think I've seen like six separate pregnant women there. And where are you finding most of these people from on Craigslist? Yeah, Craigslist is the only place for that. For the pregnant women? Yeah, the first

like three pregnant women I've seen they were on back page, but that was like a few years ago. Right. And they stamped that out. So most of these pregnant women, though, are they just looking for sex or they're not pimping themselves as escorts really? It's more. more just for sex?

No, they want money. Right. How much does a pregnant lady get for a night in the sack? It depends on, I don't, I don't negotiate. If they set a price, I stick with it. I'm not one of these cheap guys. So how much? Like, I'll pay up to, for an hour, I'll pay up to, like, $2.20.

That would be the highest hour. Right. But the majority is like 150 to like 200. Right. Right. Right now I'm seeing one girl that she's black. She charges 150. We'll have to figure it for the third time tomorrow morning.

And then the Spanish girl that I told you about, that I put up the ad for her. she, um, she wanted one, she wanted up to like 200. Uh-huh. And I was like, well, it was 160 okay? And she's like, yeah, because she actually couldn't get anybody to go over 120. You're so funny, you're just like, I don't negotiate. They give you a price. I take it.

And now, one story later, you're like, oh, yeah, I got her down to 150. No, but I learned. So you do negotiate. No, because she didn't know what her price was. Oh, okay. Oh, could you do 200? And I'm like, well, what about $1.6? And seriously, guys are so fucking cheap.

I don't tell you stories. I don't know if it's because she's in the Bronx. I keep telling her to get a hotel room in Manhattan and stay there for the weekend. And then, you know, you would make, like, quadruple with the price of the run. you know right right but she can't she can't get away from her family she has she's living with her family and then her um her uh dating his father she they're their mother is there all the time like keeping an eye on her and meanwhile she has like they won't give her any money whatsoever

they just want to keep her like locked up inside the house right so where does she do her like her trip like where she get doing this the guys? Well, she, I don't know if she's on the next few guys I think I put up to add and, uh, she wouldn't leave her neighborhood. She was in, uh, she was in like Riverdale. Right. And so she'll see them in a motel over there.

Right. And do you ever have any kind, like, I mean, because it sounds like you stay friends with these people and I hear that a lot, right? That it's not just like sex and you leave. Like, you know, you have like, you know, these guys, like, you become like friends with them, right? Yeah, because, I mean, they figure only I can understand them, and they only can, you know, they're the only ones that can understand me. So we have, like, you know, a verbally beneficial relationship because, you know, we do like to talk to each other.

Right, right. Because really what it is is like both of you are sort of being more real with each other than you are with anybody else in your lives, right? Because she knows your dirty secret. her dirty secret and everything else is a big sham a little bit right like your poor wife is sort of on the other side of that she sort of gets a lot from you but she doesn't really know exactly who you are there's this big part of your life right and it's sort of an issue right you call it a sex addiction you emailed me and I don't bait and switch on on in my email it's sort of like do you have a problem or do you have a secret life you want to talk about right so you you know you're dumping

your stuff here so you have like this whole big thing that involves a lot of players. I mean, look, we're, like, all over the place with all your girls. Like, you probably have a million of these stories, right? And your wife has no clue about anything. So you live, like, a whole other life. Yeah. And, you know, I wouldn't consider my life a sham.

No, not a sham. Did I say that? That was right. I'm responsible with her, you know. Right. You know, like I said, I do take care of everything. You know, I love playing with my kid. Her teenage daughter, like, you know, I take care of her.

stuff for her. Her father does send her money. Not as much as you should. Like, I've been trying to convince my life to, you know, send him to court to get more money because it's a pittance, you know, what he's done. And,

you know, with school closed and her phone bill and everything, like, I take care of all that. Right, but the truth is, if you could never be honest about what you do with her because she would never be with you. So, you have to sort of, if you want to be who you are, which is this guy that wants to be married and have a kid, right, and loves this woman, but also has this addiction on the side. It needs to be with

tons of women and get, you know, that, you know, those needs met at the same time, you know, she's not going to, who would put up with that, right? So you kind of have to live a double life. I mean, it's hard. I know guys in your position. It's not like you're not the only one, you know? But you call it a sex addiction. So on some level, you're, you know, you're, you know, do know it's a problem. Yeah. Yeah, there's a problem. I thought I literally, you know,

gotten out of the stage, if you want to call it that. Like, I thought I would stop, like, when she was pregnant. Uh-huh. But, you know, there were certain days where I was turning her down and then, like, the next morning

while she was, like, either down at my parents or, you know, out shopping for her day. day, like, I would have a girl come over that was also pregnant. In your house? Yeah. Do you get worried about, like, you know, them leaving stuff behind, like, lipstick or pieces of their hair, you know, because that stuff is, like, easy to find? I'm really thorough.

I mean, once a girl, like, I don't do it anymore. I don't have girls come over anymore. Uh-huh. Because, actually, we moved into a bigger apartment. Uh-huh. but yeah with their when I when I would have that happen I was like Dexter I was like like we get the the lint roller on like you know every inch of the bed and like a bathroom and everything I would have because I would have girls like take a shower before and after right um

and then like they always have sex like on a towel on the bed uh-huh and everything And I was pretty thorough and making sure I wouldn't get caught. Right. But you did take the risk with bringing them into your house. Yeah. Yeah, definitely. Yeah, it's hard. This kind of addiction is hard to sort of fix or because it feels really good, right?

Like that kind of sex, that sex addicted, chase, you know, conquer, fetish sex that you're having is probably like such a high for you, right? like you know so it's like yeah and like any addiction it's like you have to sort of hit a bottom for you to ever you know get sick of it like something really bad might have to happen to you for you to sort of stop that I mean that's what normally happens it's not like people make most people like even when I quit drinking 11 years ago I wasn't like oh I'm gonna be smart and I'm drinking too much and I should just stop like it doesn't come on like that you know what I mean it comes on like oh my God you you're in the worst place of your life and you have no other choice because you're never going to leave an addiction, you know, to do the right thing. Because whatever you're doing is great. It's, A, it's serving a huge, like, purpose in your life. And you don't really realize what that purpose is until you quit the addiction. Like, you'll never know why you're fucking all these women unless you completely stopped and didn't do it and didn't feed that urge and then allowed whatever was going to,

come up to come up. And then you'd be like, oh, now I realize why I'm doing this because I'm insecure because of whatever, you know, but you can't ever figure it out while you're doing it. You know, I, when I quit drinking, I just thought I quit drinking because I was like blacking out too much, you know, and I couldn't physically drink. Like, that was what happened to me at the end, you know? I used to happen to me too. Yeah, I was a blackout drinker. But, and I blacked out thousands of times, but towards the end, and it didn't stop me, you know, but what happened towards the was that I was blocking out after like 30 minutes, you know, and I was like crossing lines and I was thrown out of bars. It was like really bad. So I had no choice but to quit. And once I quit and I

couldn't drink and I have very good willpower. So when I quit, I was like, okay, I'm not going to drink. And it was, it was very devastating to me. I lost friends. I didn't know what the fuck to do. And when I didn't have alcohol, I started to see that, um, the reason why I drank. And it wasn't like I drank every day. It's a lot of times your addiction isn't like, you know, even if you're not doing it every single day, it's still affecting you all the time, you know? And I realized that at the time I felt insecure,

anytime I had any kind of feeling that wasn't great, you know, I looked to drink because then drinking allowed me to go and screw people or do whatever it was to create some drama someplace else so I didn't have to deal with what I was dealing with, whatever, you know, and just all this stuff started to come up when I wasn't drinking that I never was able to see when I wasn't.

So that's the thing about addiction. Like you'll never know what that addiction is. why you're doing it unless you completely stopped it. So it's very hard to say, oh, I'm going to stop because I'm doing this for this and that, you know? And that's why most people have to hit a bottom. And a bottom for a sex addict is hard. And the hard thing, like, listen, with alcohol, it's easy to say I'm never going to drink

again and not drink because it's not, you don't have to drink to survive. But sex is a part of like real life, right? Like you can't say, I'm never having sex again, you know? Like, you could say I'm never having sex again with like millions of pregnant women on Craigslist. you know, and I'm just going to fuck my wife. Like, that would be normal to say. But you can't say I'm not going to have sex with anyone. It's not black and white.

So you can't, so it's a very hard thing to sort of conquer because you kind of have to be moderate, right? You have to say I'm not going to have, like, meaningless sex or sex with strangers or sex with hookers, and I'm just going to have sex with my wife. But how do you kind of do that? You know, there's a lot that goes into it for guys, especially with men because I think men are not monogamous creatures to begin with, right?

Yeah. Yeah? Speaking of when you said, you know, meaningless sex and, like, use them. I think that's one of the reasons why, you know, I get so much attention, like, after the first or a couple times, like, having said to be doing it, because I'm not, like, just going in and just, like, you know, fucking them as hard as possible, and I'm just leaving, like.

But, you know, I want to, like, I want to have a conversation with them. I, you know, I do foreplay. I know, but I got to tell you, I have to tell you, a lot of guys are, like, that do what you do. Yeah. Yeah, because it's more that the thing is that what you're addicted to isn't just the sex. Do you understand? It's getting these people to like you. It's this added attention, this added relationship. Yeah, it's beating my ego. Yeah. So it's, it's so many guys that have your problem do the same thing and give the women all that stuff too. You're not the only one that's having these things and making them friends, you know, that's all the guys that have your

problem are the same way. so they're having these relationships because they're feeding it's not just about the sex it's about getting girls to like them and feeding their ego that need to get as many women as possible because you you know some part of you didn't feel good about that that you couldn't get it or whatever it is it probably goes back pretty deep a lot you know before high school but um you know and that's what it is so a lot of guys that do listen some guys are just you know going into screw and that's it and those people don't really have a problem i think that that's more normal I always tell my guy cheater friends.

Like if you, you know, because I don't know how, how realistic it is to believe that a man's going to be monogamous to one woman his whole life, you know, but if you want to fuck a hooker every now and then, fine, go do it, whatever, you know, but you love your wife, you come back. But what you're doing and what a lot of guys do is so much more than that, you know, there's so much more involved. And they, all the guys that I know they're like you, they make, they have these secret relationships with these women and they become friends and they have these. like, you know, and it's fulfilling to them in a way.

It's a different kind of relationship than you have with your wife, but like you say, like you guys are really close, right? Like you have these conversations probably with them that you don't have with your wife and you probably reveal things to them and you feel like it's special, right? Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, I tell them about my life.

Like, they know that I'm married and have kids and everything. Right. Yeah, I was going to ask that before, but I figured they know. Yeah, at first they think I'm crazy, but I'm just like, I can't help but I just want to, you know, I want to have sex with a pun to women. Right.

It's like an insatiable desire that like can't be satisfied. And probably never will because it's not really like deep down inside, not to get so like Dr. Phil with you, but like deep down inside it's like not about all this stuff. You know, it's like some sort of empty sort of vapid hole inside of you that needs to be filled with other things, besides what you're going after. That's why you'll never satisfy it.

You know what I mean? No matter how many women you get, no matter how pregnant your wife gets. You know, it's never going to be satisfied through that. Eventually, if you're lucky, because I believe that people that hit bottoms are the lucky ones.

You know, I always felt like, shit, if I think back to when I quit drinking and what happened to me, I feel so lucky that the stuff happened to me to take me down because if that didn't happen, I would still be drinking. You know what I mean? and I would still be like the other person that I was and I wouldn't have changed, you know,

being so sober for whatever. So if you're lucky, you'll, you will have something horrible. I know it sounds fucked up, but like you will have something horrible happen to you. Unfortunately, the horrible thing could be that your wife finds out. You know what I mean? And that's like devastating because you'll lose a family. You know what I mean? Like you'll lose your wife.

And I'm sure you love your wife. I don't believe that when someone's an addict that it has anything to do with them not being a lot. You know, it's not like that you don't love your wife. wife. It's more that maybe you don't love yourself or you have some issues with yourself, you know? Yeah, whenever X-Lid would find out that I was cheating

on them, that was all of the first question they would ask. Like, do you really love me? I know. Of course, but it's no different than the person. No, but it's no different than the person that's married to the alcoholic. My sister was married to an alcoholic and like, you know, you think to yourself, like, if you love me, you'd stop, you know what I mean?

But they can't help it. You can't help it. The attic can't help it, but it doesn't that doesn't take, you know, just because you could sort of understand something logically in your brain, it's sometimes hard to accept it emotionally. You know, so, you know, a woman will know on some level that it's not about her, but how could she not personalize it, you know? Yeah. But there's, like, a lot of addictive personalities in my family.

Mm-hmm. And I don't know, I think just being a sex addict is probably the least, worst thing. you could be, you know. You think so? Yeah. How come? Because it's the most fun. It is much fun.

I've had family members, you know, OD. I've had, you know, family members, like, just getting to, like, countless fights while drunk. You know. Right. I see what you're saying. You're saying it's like it's not really hurting. But, I mean, listen, you know. like cigarette addicts in my family

like they've had health problems so it's like I don't know yeah no it's a hard one to say to say because it's like you know sex is so great and it feels so good and you're having a lot of fun but on some level we know you know it's a problem

right I know it's a problem and it's a problem that exists but it's because it sort of has its benefits right it's hard to say why stop it's definitely hurting my wallet that's for sure Yeah, how much money a year do you think you spend on these, like, sugar, daddy, baby daddy, shit that you're doing? Yeah, how much you think that your wife is not getting spent on her?

I have no idea how to estimate that. Well, how much you pay out a week? Typically. In the last few months, I guess, every week I spend like $3 to $450 a week. $450? three to four fifty yeah so so that's three seventy

my paycheck like about half my paycheck goes to this so you're spending about 20 grand a year is that it yeah I guess

so wait you said you said you're doing how many how much a week like 375 a week yeah three to 400 and there's 52 weeks in a year

right it depends on depends on how much Yeah, so you're spending about 20 grand. You don't think that that's a lot? It's not that big of a deal. You're like, oh, that's it?

Yeah, no. Well, no, it's like that's money that you could have and you could, you know, but I don't think that you'll ever stop until something actually happens. And unfortunately, I don't know if you've noticed this, if this has started to happen with you, but, like, eventually you need more and more, like, sort of different kinds of situations to get you off. Like a lot of times that's what they say about addiction. Like it's like a progressive sort of disease if they want to call it that, you know.

So it's like that you need more stuff to get you satisfied because eventually, you know. That's true. Right. So, you know, all of a sudden now you're in like the cop's house and like that's maybe helping, you know, get you off and everything. But like you do, I guess, because you said that's true, that you do see it progressing like that for you? Yeah, because, I mean. I've had three different threesomes with two pregnant women. I'm actually planning to have another one.

It's in the next week or school. Uh-huh. I'm trying to arrange that. So two pregnant women? Yeah, I got a deadline because one of them is going to give birth by the end of the month. Right, so you're like, one isn't enough, I need two. Now two, right? Yeah.

it's amazing to have, you know, to be, like, kissing one of their bellies and, like, rubbing the other and then, like, eating one out and I'm, like, fingering the other. Right. Yeah, it's pretty awesome. Right. I'm sure. Like, I mean, it sounds great. And I'm sure everyone listening, like, we should just have you just tell some, like, really hot stories.

I think everybody too well, we have a quick tree. A lot? pregnant threesome? Yeah, everybody listening out there should have a pregnant threesome. Right.

But what happens at? What could you do after the threesome? Like, where do you go after that? I don't even know. A force, I mean, you know, what do you do after the threesome? Yeah.

There's nothing that could pop that. I just, you know, I rest for, just like a week or so. You know, get my bearings back. Right, right.

And you find, and you find that you're still okay to have sex with your wife all the time, like you're still interested in her? Yeah. Yeah, she's great and bad. She's amazing on top, which I always love a girl to be,

which is pretty difficult for most pregnant women to do. And she was good on top when she was pregnant? Yeah. Yeah, and she's always been good on top. Did she, was she surprised at how you navigated her pregnant body? Was she kind of like, was she kind of like, was she? She kind of, like, surprised at how, like, how, how sort of used to her pregnant body you were, like, by any chance? No, no.

I just told her, you know, I'm cautious. Right. They just don't have to be cautious with her. And, you know, most women, whether they're pregnant or not, they're, like, self-conscious with her bodies. So, I've always found, like, a lot of girls don't want to be on top at all. Right. and uh but i i love it i love you know when a girl has you know nice big thighs and

and a fat ass that i'm grabbing and like i just want them to go crazy i'm just like just right that like it's a fucking do-do i don't care you know it's just come crazy right so how many of your friends like do a lot of people know about your this whole secret light like this whole thing that you have your guy friends

No. One time it almost slipped because I had a girl calling me and I had her saved on my phone and it said you know because it's I save so many numbers

and I'm kind of like one of those memorabilia people like I said I can't remember how many I've had but I always I have like a list somewhere which I need to update and like on my phone I have like like dates and times

and I'm like you know like where I busted my nut yeah just so you know that's the shit that's gonna take you down right there and like yeah no right there right there that's it that's gonna take you down eventually somehow that is like the dumbest thing for someone like you to have it really is it's your it's gonna take That's the problem right there.

That's the stupidest thing. If you never want to get caught and you want to be professional, pregnant man, you know, whatever, you're extraordinary. You need to throw out your memorabilia and your lists. I mean, your diary of your cheating. I mean, that's so stupid. I know. Two years ago, I had a separate calendar.

I had a calendar hidden in my closet. Your closet, you're like a 15-year-old. old. Yeah. It has like everything down, like, how much I paid what the girl's, you know, fake name was. Oh my God, wait. Where is that calendar now? I have it hidden.

You still have it? Oh, my God. I really need you to burn that you need to, like, you need to burn that calendar. You cannot have it. You don't watch Dateline, but I do, and your wife does. and this is the shit that gets people taken down. Wives with knives, right? What?

I said, wives with knives. Wait, what did you say? I can't hear you. That show Wives with Knives. Oh, I've never heard of that. There's a show called Wives with Knives. Yeah. No, well, listen, there was a date line the other night about a woman who, like, dated this guy

and she was engaged him, and I think he sort of called off the engagement, so she went mental and started stalking him. and caught like she called child services on him she called the cops she accused him of molesting his kids she did the most vicious psychotic things not only on him of people he knew and but what she did that took her down was she documented everything she had some weirdo no book like you where she wrote every single thing down and when the cops went to their house they couldn't believe that all the evidence was right like she had basically handed over to them that's what you're doing right now you are literally signing your death sentence.

And maybe it says, listen, I go to psycho now. I do psycho now. My therapist is a psychoanalyst, which they believe that like everything is like subconscious. Maybe this is the part of you that wants to get caught. You're literally taking notes for yourself. Like, here you go. And by putting it in your closet, you're basically handing it over to your wife. It's just a matter of time.

You're so dumb you have to like throw that shit out if you want to be a professional. That's, you're right, because they would be the worst thing Because, to be honest, like, my life finding out wouldn't even be the worst thing that would happen. Well, my parents, my parents finding out about my life

would be the worst possible thing. Right. Because, you know, like, I've always been close to my family and, you know, them looking at me in a negative light would be the worst. Right. them to really know the truth, or to them to just listen, for them to really see like this whole

secret thing that you have would be devastating. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Because my ex before my wife, one of the times when she broke up on me, because we eventually got back together after this, this intimate, that she broke up in me after finding out that I was cheating on her. and she was with her because she was living

at my parents house with me at the time I was like 24 I think and um so she came with her best friend and another other girl and uh just to like get all her shit out of my house

out of my bedroom really and and uh she was just so pissed off of me and she went to my dad and was just like you have no idea about your son.

He's he's like he's been cheating on me since we since I met he uh

he has he has like goes on dates with girls and you know he's an asshole he has no idea

how he really is or whatever and that was like the most my dad never said one word to me about that he was just isn't that worse?

Yeah he was absolutely fucking devastated. That's what I mean. It's worse when they don't say something because that's like the old, like that's,

like that says more, you know what I mean? Of their sort of disgust that they can't even say anything to you. And I was, I was scared to death to what he was going to say because,

you know, my dad kicked me out of my house like two different times for smoking weed. Uh-huh. And, you know, so,

and our family, like, Everybody, like, was married before they had a kid, and it was always, like, not like a strict, strict Catholic family, but, you know, I know all my cousins. I know all my aunts and uncles, like, everybody was always close and everything, and, uh, just find out somebody was, like, you know, having sex with hookers and, and, like, you know, just having sex with multiple. different women would be uh would instantly make you a black sheep right well but didn't he find that out when you were doing it with you but i guess it's

different like with a girlfriend then with your wife yeah that was i mean that was a few years ago and let me ask you this how did she find out well this was years ago before smartphones and i don't even think i really had a lot on my phone that i had and uh she just went through my text and so that I had been on a date with the girl.

She, you know, the girl was just saying, like, oh, I had a great night last night or whatever, you know, can't see you again. Right, so these were multiple relationships, too. They're kind of like relationships, right, in a certain way? Yeah, yeah, I mean, that was years ago. I tried to, like, I tried to have, like, multiple girlfriends, you know. before I got serious with my wife I had I had like

another serious somewhat serious girlfriend and then like I had like a couple fuck buddies you know and then eventually I just gave all that up

and I was just like it's just so much easier just to like I have a hooker just call a hooker and give her money and then that's it you know

right she's not gonna like she's not gonna bother you to take her out on the date you know so right and then and then when you get

the emotions involved like these other hook and stuff and all these other girls. Like, if you ever had any experiences of them, like, sort of falling for you, or starting to like you or now? A hooker? Well, any of these girls that you've been doing business while you're with your wife? They never said it.

I mean, I kind of felt it a little bit because they just never, it seems, like, so into sex and, like, just wanted to kiss me every time they see me. Right. They're like happy to see me and everything. And, you know, they would, you know, after sex, they would just, like, complain about, like, their entire life. You know, I'm trying to hang out with me. Like, nothing was, like, positive in their life.

Right. So you felt that they felt you were special. But, I mean, has it ever become complicated? Has it been? No. See, because that would happen if you were dating, like, regular girls, probably. You know what I mean? Yeah.

Right? Yeah, that would happen. I had one girl years ago obsessed with me. She convinced my ex that I was part of a gang bang at a party one night, and that I fucked her and that I videotaped it, that it was on my phone or something like that. And my girlfriend believes that shit for the long time. And it wasn't true? No.

Right. Right. Well, the truth isn't that far. a bit because you've always cheated on all your girlfriends right? Did I what? Have you always cheated on all your girlfriends? Yeah.

You haven't ever remained monogamous. No, it's impossible. Right. You think it would be impossible for sure? It's absolutely impossible. I mean, I think any any guy's saying that he could is just lying or

any guy who said he's never cheated is lying. Right. I think most of what I would do, but to you, the way that you're cheating is such an extreme though you know it's not it's sort of like that's why you are going to probably be taken down oh can I say one thing about my ex

also I forgot to say about me she went through my phone and texted every single female name on my phone but even included like long longtime friends that I've never even like hit on. Right. And what did she say to them? And she texted all of them and said that

I was cheating on you because Oh my God, I said my name. Can you... I'll tell about 1,000% no problem, for sure. I edit... No, no, no, don't worry. I edit a lot of things So I'll completely edit that out. Go on. Okay, thank you.

Yeah, don't worry. So she said, whoever you are, you don't know who you're really with. cheating on you. I'm his girlfriend. We've been together for three years. You should get yourself

checked out because you might have something and then like just like this long spiel that she sent out to all these girls. And I only found out because

one or two girls sent me a message like, hey, the girlfriend that you told me about I think she sent me in Texas. I mean, you were cheating on her, and I'm like, oh, my God. And then, so I tried to, like, patch it up with two girls that I was seeing.

One girl was an NYU student. Another girl was this, like, smoking hot, like, model-looking, like, African chick. She was, like, the only skinny girl I've ever liked. Right. I never told you that. I'm a really skinny guy, and I don't like skinny women at all. Right, right. You like the thicker girls.

Yeah, and so yeah, she was like model level, like, six foot two and like from, I can't remember from where Kenya, I think. Right. And, and, uh, and, uh, I tried to talk to with her in this NYU chick. And they were like, uh, you need to not call me again. And it was, it felt like shit because NYU girl, I was, I started seeing her when me and my ex was like, like single, we were broken up for a while. Uh-huh. And she gave, to this day, the best four of jobs I've ever had in my life.

She had the, we actually were, you know, we're going on dates and stuff. So you were having, like, real, like, you were having a couple different relationships at the same time. Yeah. Yeah, I know guys like that, too. I mean, that's hard to keep up with, isn't it? Like, the scheduling and everything, like, yeah. And it was tough marriage for a while.

For a good year and a half, two years, I had, aside from my serious ex, I had at least one other girlfriend at all times. Right. And that one time I had three girlfriends for a good year. And how would they, like, would they eventually, how would they eventually get, like, out and get a new one in? Like, would they eventually just find out that you were with other people? Like, how would those relationships end? Well, like that girl, but a couple girls, including a white girl, I was with

for a while I just cut her off I just said I know I found somebody and I'm getting serious with her so she was like okay fine right

because you know it was never really serious with her we would just she could drink under the fucking table she was a part of girl she would go out and oh my God

we could go out and I couldn't keep up with her like I thought I was a big drinker and she um didn't go home and that was the only time she was honing let me ask you this about your wife

let me ask you this about your wife like when you first met her did you stay sort of did you did you try to be monogamous with her like or like were you cheating on her right from the beginning or like did you ease into that no I was

um it was a month after my ex broke up on me and uh I was like a big fucking mess and uh I didn't even want to talk to him I was just like jerking off tons

times a day and like a couple of my coworkers were like dude you need to get the fuck out you know right they just stopped being so depressed because everybody was like knew I was depressed

and you know there were co-workers that didn't really know me like that they weren't close with me and asked my close co-workers like it was he all right like because he looks like he's going to kill himself or something. Right. Which I would never do.

I mean, I've dealt with depression since I was like 13 or whatever, but I never would be serious about killing myself. Right. But you were upset that you were in a breakup and you met this woman very shortly after. So you guys started, your wife, you guys started dating. Yeah. Yeah. She was just, like, so sweet and innocent. And then she's like, she's really religious.

She's, um, she was a Bible study teacher. Oh, my God. And she's like a little hard for a Christian. Like, if I say anything or do you watch a movie that says anything, like somewhat, like, anti-religious or, forget about, like, family guy herself. Like, I can't watch that around there. She's just like, oh, that's blasphemy. Oh, my God.

Okay, Liz. Okay, I can't, I can't, I, first of all, I don't like my podcast to be more than an hour we're at an hour on 14 minutes but I could talk to you for another two hours but yeah and now I know no it's awesome and I have people repeat call or so I'm gonna definitely have you back on because I think just we just we'll have a call where you just tell some dirty stories because people love that too you know you probably have like some really good stories but I needed to get the background on you first right to figure out who the fuck you are um but this is the deal with this Bible study and she's like you have to okay you have to right now when you go home tonight like you stop don't fuck anybody no no talking to

pregnant women go find your diaries and all that stuff and throw the shit out i'm telling you seriously if you don't want your father to be disappointed in you throw that stuff out because when that girl finds out you're never going to be the same she will find out i'm telling you eventually. It happens at some point. It really will happen. So if I were you right now, if you don't want it to happen in like the next year or so, I throw that shit, throw that stuff out. Your weirdo memorabilia addiction is going to ruin your sex addiction. Which one would you rather have? Which one's more fun for you? Writing in your diary or fucking pregnant chicks? Fucking pregnant chicks. Okay. So throw your diary out.

out, okay? With your little names and your prices that you're paying. It's so weird. You want to hear another thing? I also have a bag of panties. Oh, my God. Are you serious? Where do you keep the bag of panties?

In the closet underneath a bunch of shit. Oh, my God, in your closet. I mean, do you guys live in a place where she has her own closet, or do you guys share her closet? No, we have to, like, share. Cossets. There's not a lot of closet space. Of course. I know. I live in New York, okay? You share a closet space, right?

Yeah. Yeah. And you're putting the bag of panties in her closet. Right? Oh my God, you want to get caught. No, I'm really serious. You want to get caught. Some part of you doesn't want to do this anymore and wants to get caught. So you know what? Leave the panties there and leave your diary there. And please call me the minute.

you get caught. I can't wait for you to get caught. It's going to be so interesting, okay? Like, for real. Like, seriously. And you're going to get caught soon, okay? Don't, I take my advice back, okay? My advice is keep writing in your diary. Keep collecting the panties. I'm going to send you in my diary. I'll just sleep on my look. Oh my God, please. Send me like a text with like some pictures and shit. Like it's hilarious, okay? Keep that shit up, okay? Because on some level, you want to get caught so you could be a better person and fix yourself. And that will help you.

You've got to reach a bottom and you got to hit a bottom and that diary is going to help you. And same with the bag of pandies. I don't know which one it's going to be. I hope it's both. I feel sorry for her when she finds it because it's going to be devastating for her. But, you know, eventually 10 years from now, it'll be the best thing that ever happened to both of you. Yeah.

Yeah, if we fast forward the story, you know, because stuff like, you need to be, listen, you need to be taken down. You need to fix this part. of you. I'm not saying you need to be monogamous for the rest of your life, but you're an extreme and it's something's wrong, you know, and hopefully one day you will crash and burn and you'll come out of it and maybe you'll do the right thing and you'll be a different person because I think if you rehabilitated yourself, you would be happier in a different way and you'd get off in a different way. Maybe, I don't know. But all I know is that I can't wait till you actually do get caught and I want you to

calling and let me know. But if anything, you know, before that happens, because it's probably not going to happen next week or anything, I don't predict that. We'll have you back on because I want to hear more of your stories. I feel like, you know, there's just so much more going on with you and you work at 1 o'clock in morning. So we'll do another podcast at 1 o'clock in the morning sometime soon.

All right. Okay. I'm sorry. All right, Nate. We called you Nate once, but I think that's what was my made-up name for you. All right, Nate, thank you for calling in. I'll talk to you soon. all right thank you

happy to be on yeah cool send me those pictures of your diary okay all right bye good night you too bye okay I just want to tell you before you go that my book

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