Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 173 - Craig Likes to Get Beat Up

Episode Date: April 9, 2017

Craig (episode 169) calls in again to continue the convo about all the kinky stuff he's been into. On this call he talks openly about his experiences with dominatrixes, CBT (cock and ball torture!), bdsm, suffocation, trampling, BBW and a whole lot more. Tune in for all the details. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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his first podcast, which was a couple weeks ago that I aired his first podcast, with him talking about CBT, which is cockaball torture. We didn't get into that. I said, let's just save that for the next episode. And that's what we talk about more on this episode. The first episode we spoke all about like him being really into S&M. First, he was a sadist, then he was a masochist or vice versa. So I'm not really sure. I don't remember. But if you want to listen, if you haven't listened to that episode, it's really interesting. You could listen to his first episode and hear all about his sadist and masochist experience. This podcast, we get into his BDSM experience, which is different than just straight up S&M. Also, we talk a lot about his interest and his experience with Dominatrix.

And cock and ball torture, CBT, like I said, we talk all about that, suffocation. The fact that he's into like really big girls because he likes to be suffocated and all that kind of stuff that goes on. And, you know, when you have that kind of fetish. And that's what we get into. and a whole lot more. There's a lot of stuff that we discuss on this podcast, but it's really great. It's like I said, it's with Craig, and I'm going to be right back on with Craig. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous podcast at gmail.com with your story.

Story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly Anonymous. Hey, Craig. Welcome to Strictly Donovan's podcast. You're on again with Kathy. How are you? Great.

Thanks for having me again. Yeah, thanks for coming back on. I know that we discussed very early on even before we taped the first one that we probably do a one and two with you because you had so much stuff. And you were kind of like, it was kind of grouped into two different things because you were very, you're like into S&M, right? and you play both sides. You've been to both sides of things, right?

You've been a sadist, you've been a masochist. And it was kind of like in your younger years, you were totally a sadist. And then more when you got older, you got into the other side of things. So I think we were going to try and break it up that way. But I think we touched on both in the first episode. But we did leave it off with something called CBT, which typically I would think that stands for cognitive behavioral therapy. But on this phone call, it stands for cock and ball torture, right?

Yes. Yeah, and that's where we left it up. This is the other thing, though, I want to just have a quick discussion with you about because, like, I know when we were emailing back and forth about you being on the show, you were like, oh, there's certain things I don't want to talk about. I don't really want to talk about the sex that I have in my marriage or whatever, but you were married, right? So it's hard for me not to, like, go there because there is like a timeline, right?

And I know that you were always monogamous. So, you know, it's like, in a way, it's good to know, like, when these marriages happen what like you know if they fit into anything without getting specific is there a way that you could actually talk about it without or i could ask you questions and you could answer without going there i don't know what is your sort of thing about not deal like talking about the sex well i i wouldn't want to talk about what i did with people that i was married to because i feel like that's my way of treating them well like it's like a very like a kiss and tell kind of way. Like, I know that I know I'm telling you all these things that I did and, you know,

about sex experimentation and everything. But I feel like I married these people, I had a very special relationship with them. And, you know, I've been married twice and I'm still married to my second wife. The first one, it was a good relationship. I was a hard time in my life, I guess, when I met her, I was barely employed. I was getting high every day. And we got together and we had lots of sex and we did drugs together. What kind of drugs? Were you into hardcore drugs or like, was it just like typical stuff when you were younger? No, no.

I didn't actually try. I didn't start doing drugs until I was about 26 years old. Oh, you're one of those late blooms. I feel like those are sometimes the worst. Yeah, oh, totally. I could see that. But really, I just, I smoked weed all the time. I really liked LSD and mushrooms

And those are the only things I really Did, but you guys did it within your relationship together You guys were having fun Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I tried a couple other things But honestly I didn't think they were very good Or good for me But then you guys just like crashed and burned

Like is that what happened with that situation? I think that I felt like If I was going to be married I should be working towards a future, whether it's like getting a more 9-to-5 job, saving up, trying to buy a home, things like that. And I don't think she wanted to be constrained to that sort of stuff. And honestly, she didn't really think she'd ever get married in the first place. She was 26, too?

No, I was older than her. Let me see. I think I was probably about three years older than her. She was only 23. No, no, no. I was 28 and she was 25 when we met. Oh, but that's still super young to be married for sure. It is.

It is. Yeah. Yeah. So she got out before she was even 30. How long were you together the whole time? Together four years. So, yeah, she got out at 29. I was 32.

Mm-hmm. Yeah. It's, you know, it was a good experience. No kids, no nothing. I mean, that's like a clean break. Yeah, it was. Still young? I mean, that was a good experience.

That's not a bad way to do it. Exactly. And you know what was good is that when I got out, I felt like I was beholden to no one. I was just going to pursue my personal creative ambitions. I was very lucky to get out of my 9 to 5 job and I got a much more low pressure job. And then I was like, great, I'm going to go. I'm just going to pursue sex. Exactly.

I'm going to go for what I want. I'm going to be very up front from now on with, I want to play with this in this way. And if people are in, they're in, if they're out, they're out. And I ended up having, like, over a short period of time, a ton of really, you know, for what I would say, awesome experiences. And I'm sure what other people would care are super perverse. In what sense? In the sense of, like, all the stuff that we've been talking about or even more perverse? No, I would say more.

I would say more. Like what? We could talk about that because those were girls you were not married to, so let's go there. Well, the first thing I did was go to a dungeon, like a professional dominatrix and say like, okay. I said this in the last post, the last episode, yeah. You know, I went and I said, hey, how are you doing? You know, I just went through some crazy tough times and I want to have like some really, really rough physical play. I'm into, you know,

face-sitting, suffocation, ball-busting, you know, no verbal stuff, no mean stuff. You know, I just want to, like, experience this really intense thing. And I was just very lucky that I met someone who was like, oh, yeah, sure. I can do that. Great. That sounds like a lot of fun, you know.

And it was, you know, she tied me to a bench, you know, kind of standing with my legs spread open, blindfolded me, left the room. came back and just blasted me in the nuts with her knees like one, two, and then the third time was like that, that thing where like, you know, like the direct hit where my balls just got crushed between her knee and my own pelvic bone and my body went limp and the ropes held me up and I kind of started to collapse and I hit her shoulder and I said thank you. And that seemed to resonate with her.

And then we have this really super, I had never expected anything sexual to happen. You know, I expected this to be a beat down. But you're naked, right? You're tied up naked, right? Yeah. Okay. And let me ask you this. Do you get hard when she's like, patting you?

Because it is a turn on, right? Oh, yeah, it is. It is. If I'm in a sexual situation with somebody. then yeah, but... But in that situation, you didn't think of a sexual, so you were, yeah. I don't feel... I don't want to, like, delude myself into thinking this person likes me.

I understand that they're a professional, you know, they're providing, you know, a service that, you know, I'm seeking out. And I think mentally to, like, protect myself, don't really want to, like, get hard and come and stuff like that. That's not why I'm there. Okay, but this one, It turned sexual, though.

It did. Yeah, she, like, opened her shirt and, like, let me suck one of her tits. And I was, like, I was, like, kind of taken aback, you know? I was not expecting that. I kind of, like, mentally prepared myself that, like, this is going to be a very non-sexual thing, you know, like this person. Right, like a blue ball almost thing, like a tease. But maybe, sometimes you're into that, right?

Oh, yeah, that I don't mind. Yeah, that's fun. But, and, yeah. she fucked me up. She beat the shit out of me. It was amazing because she was super into it. And I was into it.

And, you know, she was like, giant open-handed slaps to my stomach and my chest. She, like, chained me, like, to, like, you know, they had, like, a throne there and, like, she had these long heels on and was, like, just jabbing them into my chest and into my crotch. I'm not into like cutting or scratching or anything like that.

I like more blunt impact. So like a punch or a knee, that's more the kind of pain that I can take a lot of. It's interesting. It's funny how I think what really helps is learning the details of what your body can handle. Right, like your threshold and what you're into, what you're not. Yeah, yeah. And, yeah, like, blunt impact versus, like, sloppy impact. Uh-huh.

I think, you know, you play around a lot, and you learn those things. Anyway. So she is just, like, brutalizing me. And, you know, like, she, like, ties my wrists to my ankles, and I'm, like, laying on the ground, and she, like, sits on my chest, and I can smell her pussy. And I couldn't believe it. I was like, I know what in her.

aroused woman smells like, I can't believe this is really happening. And then she takes her vibrator and starts masturbating, like punching me and getting herself off. And, you know, then our time is up. Right. And I just thanked her. I was like, thank you. That was an amazing. I've never had an experience like that before. And she was like, yeah, me either. That was great. Thanks. It was a lot of fun. Well, let me ask you, is there any kind of jerking off for you that goes down? Do you come or did she just No, no. You know what?

I don't want to risk that. You know that moment where you... Yeah, but she's... No, no, no, no, no. Hear me out. Yeah, yeah. Sorry. There's a thing for guys where, like, maybe you've heard this, like, it's almost like a joke.

Like, you know, the Internet. You're looking at, like, 30 different types of depraved porn. You jerk off, you come, and then you, like, feel disgusted with yourself. You look at what's on the screen. Right. Like, that kind of... Like, I don't want to risk that with another person. I don't want it.

Because then you go, like, what? All right, see. you later, you like pull your pants up, you walk out the door and you're low. Oh, you don't want to like click out into that other like reality. Exactly. Like, it's a high. That makes sense. You're smart.

It's like, yeah, it's a masochistic high. Yeah. And if I don't come, I'm, I'm going to leave. And I'm going to be like, in a, in a day. I'm going to be kind of high on pain. Yeah, yeah. Uh-huh. And then, like, I'll, like, go get a meal, you know?

You let it kind of, like, wear off slowly. Yeah. And then I'll probably jerk up, like, 10 times over the next two days. I think that's kind of smart. Oh, thanks. Yeah, I mean, I didn't think of it. Like, you know, at first I'm just like, what's the fucking point?

You know what I mean? And why aren't you coming? Like, isn't that the point, you know? But then what you say, it is, right? Like, it does snap you out of the moment and you're in a dungeon and you're like, oh my God. Yeah, and it could really kill it. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

So I think I totally get it and it totally makes sense. that you do it that way, for sure. And it does prolong your experience, right? And it doesn't kill it. And then, like you said, it's like material for you for the next couple of days. Yeah, yeah. And frankly, that woman, you know, my balls are fucked up for like a week. Like they were like purple.

And you like that, though? Yeah, yeah. It's funny. It's not something that I think I look forward to. It's not something I'm trying to achieve. But then it's like this whatever badge of honor, this kind of memento souvenir, this thing like you go to the bathroom, you know, look at a mirror, like, damn, oh, God, wow. You know, like, it's just an experience. It's like a souvenir.

I don't know how else to put it. And so I saw that woman a couple times. And they're often like, it was funny. Like I had a lot of really interesting experiences with her. you know, I guess because we enjoyed similar things, we got to experiment a bit. One time she tied my feet to, like, I was lying on the floor with my feet tied to the wall, but the rope had some give to it. So, you know, it was like probably the middle of the winter.

And she was like, I don't know, like sitting on my stomach, like twisting my nipples or like pulling out my chest hair, you know, and like things that I might not, that might not. be at the top of my list, but that are hot because the person that I'm with is turned on. It became a very reciprocal kind of thing. And the funny thing was that my feet started to slip. So I just kind of let them hang with the rope. And there was like a heating pipe underneath. And I was like, oh shit, that's going to burn my heels. Oh, okay. So I was forced to kind of like hold my legs in the air while she's, you know, sitting in my face and, you know, suffocating me and all this. And after the session was over, I was like, wow, that was really diabolical what you did, you know, with the heating pipe and all that.

She's like, what are you talking about? She had no idea. Yeah, she had no idea. It was really funny. When she's sitting on your face, is she like, does she have anything on or is she like? Yeah, yeah. She's wearing like a G-string or some sort of underwear. So you can't really pleasure her, but did she, every time that you saw her after that, did she always pleasure herself?

You know, she went through, I think she got married at some point during the time that I knew her. It's not like I saw her consistently. Uh-huh. And at one point, you know, like, there's definitely like she masturbated every time for like up to a certain point and then she never did again. And then we talked about it a while later. And she's like, oh, did my sessions become a lot less sexual? And I was like, yeah, they did. Yeah, and she told me she had gotten married, and, you know, I guess she, like, changed the way she did certain things.

It's funny. You know, like, she thought everybody has their own life. Totally. You know, but she actually commented when she's like, oh, man, that job was the best. You know, you basically just having sex all day long, beating the shit out of people, you know. So you stay friends with her? I would say we were kind of, we were friendly. We were, we could have been friends, yeah.

Right. Although, you know, you see somebody, you only see somebody at work. You don't know them that well. You know, I don't fool myself into thinking. I've got the feeling like, oh, this is kind of a cool person, but, you know, you don't, you don't really know people that well. Right, all right. When you only know that work.

And maybe you don't want to. Maybe it would ruin it. You know what I mean? Yeah. How much is a session like that cost, by the way? Like just, I like $200 an hour. Right. And you typically would go in for an hour?

I would prefer to go for two. I have a pretty serious threshold. And I feel like, you know, I'd rather like play and maybe take a five-minute breather, you know, and feel more relaxed. I felt like an hour, you better be fucking vicious if you can fuck me up in an hour. That's a good way to put it. I've had very good one-hour sessions, but I felt like with two hours, even the dominatrix was more relaxed. They were like, all right, cool, this guy must know what he wants. How hot was she?

Like, what'd she look like? I always like to give people sometimes a visual in case they're like a good hot story. Oh, like a voluptuous snow white. Uh-huh. You know, like super pale skin, black hair, big tips, thick eyes, you know, but kind of like a, like a, I guess, kind of. like that. And now, in between the wives, right?

Because you're married now and this was like after your first one. You said you did like that, you know, so you saw this girl a bunch of times. Then you said you did a lot of like perverse things, one being the dungeon or what are these some of the other things? I mean, that woman, she would.

It was what you did all with her mostly. No, no, God. I was in a couple relationships. I did all of, I saw a couple different dominatrixes. I saw one who I said, I was trying to, like, we were talking about what we were going to do. I was like, look, I need, like, my Olympic masochist, status gym partner. And she was like, oh, I totally get it, you know?

And we did, like, some fun, like, physical endurance stuff. Like, she would, like, climb on my back. Like, I was giving her a piggyback ride. And then she would cover my mouth and my nose. So I couldn't breathe. And then I would have to do squats while carrying her, you know? and it was fun. It was good.

It's good for your ass. It's good exercise. Yeah. Yeah. And then she also just like, you know, tied me with my arms and legs spread and just punched me for like 10 minutes straight. Like punched me in my biceps and my thighs. And I remember showing a friend of mine who knew a little bit what I was into. I was like, hey, you want to see something funny?

And I'm like, yeah. And I took off my shirt and I was like, check this out. And it's like from my shoulder down to my elbow on both arms was like totally blue and purple, you know, and her jaw dropped. But it was kind of fun to just be like, it really wasn't like, I don't know, it was just fun. It was like this person was into it. I was into it. It was, I kind of also get off on fear. So when she was like punching me in the thighs as hard as she could, you know, it wasn't really that painful.

but it was terrifying because she was punching me that hard close to my balls, which I knew was harder than I could take. So that was exciting for that reason. Right, right, right, right. I get it, right. It was like because you're constantly worried that maybe she's going to, but that's a part of the turn on for somebody like you. Oh, 100%.

Yeah. And then the one who I saw many times, one time she kicked me in the nuts so hard that I had to stop because I was, I was like mostly I like to be kind of standing on my own two legs kind of thing but she tied me to the wall and she tied my balls to the wall and then kicked me while wearing boots. Oh, it was awful. It was definitely, it was just like. Not good awful.

I had heard or read about guys you get hit so hard on the nuts that you throw up and I actually felt the vomit go like halfway up my esophagus. You know, like it was there. It went like, it almost went all the way. I almost lost it. It was, and I. Well, that's what happens when you're in intense pain. I smashed my finger in a door recently and I got nauseous. And I went Googling because I'm like, what the fuck?

Why am I nauseous? Like, this has to be a thing. And it turns out like when your body is inflicted with intense pain that happens. I forget like the real reason for it, but it made sense, you know? So like, would you always be nauseous after these events? No, no, no. I would describe it as like, I'd rather get punched at like 50% power for an hour or two than get punched, you know, two or three times and just be like on the floor, like crying in pain. And I know that it's almost impossible to convey why one thing is like, it's totally appealing to get hit in the nuts a hundred times, you know?

at like medium strength, but like not really appealing to get hit, you know, with like a bat. You know, like, why is one different from the other, you know? I think I could understand why one would be different than the other. And I don't even have balls. But I think balls like tits. Like I just think like whatever you're saying, you know, I think the sensitivity is the same, right? I think you're right because I have done a lot of my fetism. And like I've spent a lot of time punching and squeezing breasts.

And I would never hit somebody as hard as I could. And like, but I've definitely had left people bruised and, you know, but not enough, not bit. Do you ever worry about your jizz as far as like procreation? Like, does anything happen? Like, does it, do you know if it, like, affects your sperm in any way, she performed all this, like sort of abuse to your balls? I mean, it's like a weird medical question. No, I couldn't, people have asked me that, you know, for I've had sex.

Yes. The truth is I didn't start doing this stuff until I was in my 30s, you know, and I have two kids, and I'm going to get a vasectomy soon. So I don't care. Obviously didn't. Okay, cool. You had your kids with your first wife? No. Did you have your kids with your first wife? No, no. I'm married. I remarried eventually. Right, and then so you had kids with the person you're with now. Yes. Oh, okay. So it obviously, and you didn't get into that you're saying until after you had your kids or like around that same time. So it didn't, it wasn't enough to affect your. I'm sorry, hold on. You kind of started to cut out for a second.

Yeah. Could you repeat that, please? Yeah. So you didn't. So you, so it obviously didn't affect your, your sperm. And because you didn't start getting into like, you were still, your earlier days, right? It was more about you sort of being violent with women and inflicting all the pain on them. And then somewhere along the one, it switched to more so this kind of a thing, right?

So that, I guess, was around that time in between the wives? Yeah. After that time in between the wives, I felt like I was really free to do whatever. And honestly, being the fathist in a relationship is a ton of responsibility. and I didn't want to have that responsibility for someone else. Right. I was pretty emotionally spent after my divorce. I didn't really have the reserves to take care of someone, call them up every day and that sort of thing.

So I had very intense but limited relationships that were heavily built around, you know, sex and whatever intense play we ever did. So, so I. And then until you were really ready again for another relationship a couple years later or whatever. Exactly. Right. And then you met this wife, but you don't cheat on her. No, God, no. I don't cheat on people.

That's not my, that's not my deal. I'm only going to be in a relationship with somebody if they want to have a ton of sex with me, you know. So from that statement alone and the stuff that you said, I could assume. and everyone could assume that, like, you do this kind of stuff with your wife, right? On some level. You know, I was very open with my wife when we met about what I'm into, and she was willing to try out most of it. And she is very clear with me about what things she can partake in and what things she can't.

And for me, that's, and the things that she does partake in, she's amazing at. So that's all I really feel comfortable. thing. Yeah, that's cool. Yeah, but, you know, I do get, you know, the satisfaction is there, so. Right. So it's not like the other stuff that she doesn't do, you're like in a dungeon somewhere doing it. You're totally cool with not doing it. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. And I also feel like we're going to be together for, for a very long time, you know, we have, you know, I haven't, it's like, you go to the dungeon, you're like, I want X, Y, Z, let's do it, boom, they do it. But you have a relationship with somebody and, like, the nuance and the subtlety and the depth with which you experience these things is far greater.

You know, so. If you're honest and you're open and the person's kind of into it. I mean, you're lucky, you know, but I think it's smart because, you know, you were able to put it out there and you were being honest with yourself. So you attracted somebody that would be open to it as opposed to like just keeping it a secret, which unfortunately a lot of people have to do. I've found that people who have an extensive knowledge of BDSM are not necessarily better lovers than people who are completely new to it. If somebody is like never experienced it at all, but like there's a component. of their, I don't know, psychological makeup that it resonates with, they can be, they can be

perfectly into it. I dated somebody before I met my life who, you know, she had never done any, like she thought like the fact that she had anal sex made her pretty kinky, you know? Right. And so we, you know, we kind of, we were friends. She would like stay over at my place, but, you know, we were just friends. and at some point, like, you know, like, I guess an attraction formed. And, like, the first night we fooled around, you know, I just kind of tossed her around. I was like, you know, my usual, let's say, rough self, you know, and she was, like, totally

into it, you know. But she also knew that I did all these other things, these, like, because you were friends and you were open with her about it before. Right. Okay. And she was not into ball busting. she was not into face sitting

but she totally was into the tease and denial stuff and like that's what resonated with her and we ended up having an awesome time because she told me

stories about what she would do with guys like she was totally into like kind of fucking with people's heads and you know leading guys on and then leaving them out

in the cold but not like she didn't like rude way in a way that it was like a turn on to both parts no it was just

it was fun for her to flirt You know, it was fun for her. Like, and, you know, I'm sure, you know, there are these girls who, they have, like, these guys who are their friends, but really secretly are totally into them and wish that one day they could date her, but they're, like, her good friends, you know. And some girls have, like, a bunch of guys hanging around them, like, little satellites. And she was one of these girls.

And I was like, oh, you totally jerk these guys around. And you know what you're doing. And you totally get off on it. And I think you were one of those guys? No, because all we did was, fuck. You know what I mean? Like we had a special word. No, but you said you were friends before.

So maybe you were satellite for a while. Hard to say. I mean, I had relationships. I didn't really. Right into the front of bedroom. It's not a bad thing. It's a compliment if you wanted you. Oh, fair enough.

Fair enough. Okay. I'll say this. This is something I've thought. You know, I'm a creative person. And my career started to get some. attraction and soon after that is when she became attracted to me.

So I always secretly suspected that, you know, maybe that's what, well, pushed it over the edge. Oh, right, when you were getting a little bit more powerful. Women aren't talking to that. That definitely could be the case for sure. Yeah. So honestly, that, and also, excuse it. You know, she was probably like, this guy is like, if I get with this guy, I get to experience all this crazy stuff that he's into and his career.

starting to do well, like, boom, that's it. That's like sex plus money, plus some cultural power. Like, forget it. That's the, that's the equation for sleeping with a woman, you know? Right. So how did you guys cross the line? Like, how did it go from you guys just being friends and confidants with each other to like, you know, getting it on? Like, what happened? Was there like alcohol involved? Do you remember? No. I mean, it was what she used to sleep over my apartment every once in a while. She was just being flirted. She was talking to me in a way.

She had never talked to me before. I was like, this girl is talking to me. Like, she wants me to fuck her. Right. She was all of a sudden giving you the green light. Right. I had a guy on my show once,

a while ago, who was in love with his best friend, and he was telling me all these stories that, like, she sleeps over his house. She sleeps their top. And I'm just like, oh my gosh, she's dying for you to make a pass.

She's rubbing her ass up against his cock while they're sleeping. And he just couldn't understand that she really liked him. He really loved him. really liked her, but he didn't know if she liked him. I'm like, that's a sign, that girl. I mean, girls do certain things, you know, but they want the man to make the move. But they'll give you the green light in different ways, right?

And that's what happened with her. Yeah, exactly. So, so, I mean, I picked up on it right away. And I'm like, great, all right. We're going to bed and I'm going to fucking give it to you. And, you know, we fooled around that night. And she was like, I don't know, are we going to do this? I was like, fuck, yeah, we're going to do it, you know?

So, you know, we got together. Like, I went to her house for dinner, and I just fucked her as soon as I went in the door, you know. I was like, I don't know. Let's just get this out in the open. And we fooled around a couple times. And then she's like, so what are you into? And I had been curious about doing, like, chastity play. You know what that is?

What does that mean, like, when you wear that thing? Yeah. Mm-hmm. And what is that thing? The chastity belt, right? It's, yeah, it's called a belt, but it's really like a little birdcage for your dick. Uh-huh. And it stops you from getting hard, like, physically. Uh-huh.

And I was like, you know, I had never done that with anyone before, and I just, I just pulled it out of my whatever cupboard, you know. And I just showed it to it. So you had it. Yeah. Oh, yeah. I had it. I bought one, and I tried wearing it, but I'd never played with anybody with it, you know. and she was just like her jaw dropped

and I was like this is this is a real like I don't know like serendipitous kind of detail that I think without which this none of this would have ever worked but her hands were like really torn up like she was somebody who was always picking at their cuticles and like picking at their fingernail

like she had busy hands you know and that translated into her like totally understanding that I'm going to jerk you off but I'm going to keep you right at the edge and like just play with your dick so you feel like you're about to come

but not let you come and I really think that it's like that busy hands thing I'm sorry I do like a plane or a helicopter going by I don't hear it actually oh no okay good I think that is the straw that broke the camel's back. Like she understood it from that point of view. Like she could use her hands. She was totally into the power trip thing and like jerking me off, making me get hard.

You know what I mean? Like she was totally got off on that. She would like make me get hard while I was still in the cage. I remember one time. She was, like, playing with me, like, rubbing my taint and sticking her finger in between the cage, like, bars, and that I was hard for so long that, you know, I didn't even really realize how much time it passed. And she was like, I think we should take the cage off. I think your dick might be getting fucked up. We took the cage off, and you know, like, how you go to, you fall asleep on, like, a pair of corduroy or something, your face was all.

And my dick looked like that. It was wild. It was totally wild. And then, you know, she would like do that and then she would just masturbate. And we would try and like see how many times we could do that. Like she would leave me locked up, tease me, get me hard. And then either not even, sometimes she would tease me while I'm still in the cage. And then she would just stop and then just masturbate and play with herself.

And it was super fun. We did that so much. It was like a total droat. And she was not into drinking or drugs. but there's like she she got into like this intoxication power thing where like I would have to smoke weed and she would stay sober and I would get more fucked up and then she would just keep teasing me and messing with me and right that keeps her in the power position for sure even more right and I remember one time we just tried to see how many times we could do it during the course of the day

and eventually she just passed out she just fell asleep and like I had this giant fucking hard on. I was so super worked up and like this girl was passed out because she'd come so much. It was super fun, you know? It was a great experience. How long did you fuck her for it? Like, why did that not turn into a relationship or did it for a little

while? Oh, it was a relationship for a while, but I just, you know, after getting divorced, I felt like my standards had to be so high. Like, I had to be, like, being sexually compatible with someone is not enough. you know, for a relationship.

I've been sexually compatible with so many people because I'm, I love to fuck, and I like to make people happy, and I like to do different things, and not like I'm some special thing, but I'm okay with myself, and I'm okay with other people, I'm okay with that.

Wait, you just cut out. Yeah, you're okay with, go out. I'm okay with other people's quirks. Uh-huh. You know, it's not like, I don't have one, one thing I'm looking for. You know, I've dated, all these different people I've told you about, like, one was black, one was

Dominican, one was Chinese, another was white, another was Native American, you know what I mean? I don't, some have been very fat, and even that's super fun because I've done, you know, things you can only do with extremely large people, you know? Like what? Like we've suffocation for sure, right? Excuse me? Oh yeah, suffocation is like When someone has like a giant watermelon-sized breast

It just can cover you One boob can cover your entire face Oh my lord It's like You know the face sitting is so hot Because it's like Scary and dangerous And like if that person is like

More concerned with getting off Than anything like You know you got a really struggle to breathe Right One woman was I dated somebody who was so into the power trip that I had to break up with them because it was a little scary. I felt like it was going to cross over into regular life. Maybe she was more into the whole BDSM lifestyle because she just wanted that to be all the time.

Would that be a difference? Well, it wasn't so explicit. But I couldn't tell you if she was. was wanting to, like, like, she was really into me, and I felt like she wanted to, like, for lack of a better word, like, consume me. She wanted to, like, like, intertwine with my life.

And it was, like, way too soon. But the funny thing was, you know, she was like an Amazon. She was, like, six foot one, and she weighed 280 pounds. And she had this gigantic, big everything, you know? like big hair, big tits, big ass. And I was like, I'm into being sat on and like lit up. She really was like, oh, cool.

And she was kind of involved in like the kind of, that scene that kind of overlaps burlesque and fetish and gosh. I just had a guy. Yeah, yeah. My last podcast, Rob is polyamorous. He was into that whole scene. I'm not that familiar with it but she was

so I remember we went to a party we're having a good time you know just hanging out she knows a lot of people there and she's like oh why don't you lie down on this bench you know like all right sure

and she sits on me and she's like just because of the different people I've been with I think I know what my weight limit is and about 240 is what I can handle for long periods of time. And, you know, like I said, she told me she weighed 280,

and I believe that easily. And, man, she was just, it was, like, right on the border of, like, I can't handle this, you know, because the bench was wood and it just had a little thin pillow on it, you know, like a long cushion kind of thing, like one of those pillows that are, like, an inch or two thick. And, like, you know, people were coming up to her and talking to her. and talking to.

But you guys have clothes on, right? But, and she's just... Oh, yeah, yeah, we were cold. We were in a club, you know, it was like, you know, it was that fetish theme, but it was not,

uh, it was not like people were having sex. Right, right, it was like a sort of party. I think it's the kind of scene with everybody parties together and then they go back to a hotel and have sex or,

you know what I mean? Like, it's more, I think the sex happens in the after hours. Right, right, right. And that's, that's not really what I'm into, so,

you know, I mean, it was hot. It was very hot. It's like hot to be pushed to your limits. And I think she really got off on the fact that I'm like a very skinny guy myself. And I think she got off on that power kind of thing. And once she actually broke my bed, that was, and I think that was so hot, you know. Like it was like one of those IKEA, like aluminum fold out ones, you know, it turns into a couch.

and, you know, I'm lying on my back with, like, you know, I guess like my dick right at the edge of the bed and my, you know, knees, bent feet on the floor and she's, like, standing in front of me with her back to me and she, like, you know, squats down and she gets right, you know, I start, she's basically fucking me at that, and that from that position. And she's just banging away until, like, I feel like this clump, and I realize that the bed frame is bent in the middle, like a V and hit the ground. Oh my God, it's so hot. I would let that woman pound me through boards, you know?

Like a karate demonstration, you know? But she's, but like, yes, individual acts are, we're very hot. But, you know, the person, you know, you have to have, you have to be, you know, would I want to marry this person? Would I want to have kids with them? where I want to take out a mortgage with them. You know, after my first, after my divorce, I could not separate those thoughts anymore. You know, like, you learned from that first relationship.

Exactly. No matter how much you want to fulfill all my fantasies, can I take you to my grandparents' house? You know, I can't separate those things anymore. So the first girl, the first woman, you didn't have that with her, and maybe that's why things didn't work out? Uh, no, no, we were just, you know, she told me this after we decided to separate. And I think she really hit the nail on the head. She said to her best friend, like, I don't want to get married to anyone ever, but this guy asked me to marry me, and it's, it's so crazy, maybe it'll work, you know?

And that, and she hit the nail on the head. Like, that's what we did, and it was, it was great, but it wasn't a long time. term solution. Right, right, right. And you guys were super young. Yeah. Right. Yeah.

I mean, I'm still, like, in high every day. Like, and I also realize now, like, decisions that you make when you are never sober, like, what are the chances about those being great long-term decisions? Right. But you quit, like, doing, like, a lot of drugs and partying or... Oh, yeah. I mean, I have young kids. I can't even...

I'm lucky if I can get eight hours of sleep. Ah, I know, right? It's hard. you know, I have a baby too, so I totally... I do. I do. Oh, by the way, congratulations. Thank you. Thanks. Which will call it. So, all right, so you eventually get married, but in between.

But can I just ask you a quick question? Because you were talking about the big girls. And I always, I still haven't had, like, on somebody that, like, has it as a fetish, right? Because some people would maybe think that that's a fetish. It's not a fetish with you because you're into all kinds of different women, right? You're just, like, super open. It's not, like, you know, so what is, like, the biggest woman you've ever been with? So you could be attracted to like a, what do they call it BBW?

What the fuck does that stand for? Big. Yeah, big beautiful woman. Oh, I just never knew that. Big beautiful woman. Okay, I just never knew about that. And then there's SSBBW, which is supersized big beautiful woman. So that's even bigger than the big women?

Yeah. Okay. I fooled around with somebody that size. She was over six feet tall. And, you know, when we were out at the bar, we met and we were like, all right, cool. And she's like, you know, you. I was saying, like, yeah, somebody with 280 pounds, and she laughed. She's like, I weigh 100 pounds more than that.

I was like, oh, my God. And we never had sex, but we fooled around a little bit because I think we were both just kind of out there in the world, kind of like exploring what was out there. And I think we were not 100% compatible, but she was really cool. So we hung out a couple times. We talked about, and she was like, I'm going to lay on top of you. and let's see if you can get me off of you. I was like, all right, fine.

So I got on her bed. She just laid down with, like, face to face right on top of me. I was like, oh, my God, I cannot get this person off of me. Like, if she wants to just stay here and read a book. Or tell you. Yeah. But what's funny is that I kind of explained to her. I was like, I was like, look, you got to understand, right?

You're special. You could do whatever you want, and people will just beat a pass to your door. You could be like, hey, what's up? I'm a giant woman. and I'm looking for a guy to come over here and, you know, eat my pussy, and then I'm just going to, like, slap you around and throw you out. You're going to do whatever I say. I'm going to push you around.

People will just answer your Craigslistad. They will just answer your... And they'll be like, oh, great, cool. Can I clean your dishes after I lick your feet? And she was kind of, like, surprised. A, that this was an option, and B, that I was claiming it was so readily available. So, you know, I tell her all this, and then, I don't know, a couple weeks later. hanging out

and I don't even think we were fooling around or anything and she's like you're right oh my God I was out of bar I took this guy home

and we're like fooling around and then I was like I'm gonna do it I'm gonna do a Craig said and I just start throwing him all around the bed he looked

he looked so happy he had over on his face like he couldn't believe this was happening he didn't say a word he was just like this was shocked

dumb look on his face and I just threw him all around the room and, you know, I felt, I felt great. I felt like I'd let somebody know that, like, you know, the world is your hoister if you want it. Right. And people are just like, I mean, I think women, a lot of women don't understand that men are into a lot of different kinds of things and maybe vice versa.

I mean, I think men know that women are into a lot of different things because women are much more forgiving when it comes to, like, the looks of a man when they'll date. I mean, you see it all the time, but a lot of men aren't. And so I think women tend to think like, oh, guys are the only fuck girls that are totally perfect bodies and skinny and whatever. You know, and it's just like, please. So not the case. Yeah, it really isn't. You know, and a lot of guys that are, you know, very hetero, like all kinds of, like sexy is sexy, right?

And all kinds of different bodies of different shapes and sizes could be sexy as well as just people, even if you don't have a good body. If you carry yourself or if you really love fucking sex, that, you know, that comes across and it makes you sexy. and people like sexy, right? It's just a lot more than just like what you look like physically. For you, I think the physical thing was an added bonus because you like the pain and you like suffocations. So somebody that's bigger, it does make it more hotter for you, the fact that they're heavier.

Yes, without a doubt. Yeah, yeah. I mean, it's just a whole other element of, I don't know, it's another component of what's happening. Yeah, yeah. Like I've been sat on. by very small girls and it's like I could literally just grab their butt cheeks and just bench press them right off my face. Yeah, totally.

You know, I've done that. It's not the same effect. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like you fool around with somebody really weak. Then it's what becomes exciting is like what I can do to them. Like I can be fucking them like just stand up in the middle of the room and keep banging them because I can carry them and fuck them at the same time or pin them against the wall or like grab both. their wrists in one hand. Like, I, you know, if somebody is

submissive and very small, like that's super fun too for different reasons. You can basically hold them down. Yeah. And because you have those both sides of you, right? Oh, yes. I still enjoy. Yeah, I still enjoy the sadistic stuff.

But over the years, I felt like that's so much easier to find. You know, it's almost like there's a slight vein of that in pretty much every woman, you know, like all right, I'm going to be a strong guy with a hard dick and want to really

rail you, you know? It's like I have not met too many people who are like nah, that doesn't turn me on at all. Right, but maybe they all have different like sort of thresholds like you say right too, but they all enjoy a little bit of forced sex. It's like that rape fantasy kind

of thing that a lot of girls have her being tied up or being taken beyond you know, without them wanting to. It's like a hot fantasy. It just is for some reason. Exactly. Exactly. So that's why for me, it's more important to find someone who is compatible with my masochistic side

because there are people who don't want anything to do with any of that. Right. You know, but I learned, you know, if I put it out early, it's not a big deal. Some people just never return a phone call. You know, you go on one or two dates and they either stick around or they don't. Well, that's how you weed out the trash. It's very important. You know, so why not?

And that's what you learned to do later in life. That's what you said on the first podcast. You know, because you did spend some time, like, because you were super rejected. And when you did finally put it out there with people that you were already invested in, and then it actually, you took, you know, you took it personally. So that, you think if it's like first or second date and someone's like, and you're like, who the hell cares? It means they're not into that.

But if you're, you know, deeper into it, you might take it as something more. personal, right? Mostly it's not. It's just that they're not into that, but, you know, becomes a different story. The later, longer you wait. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And some people think the opposite, but I think if you have herpes, I think if you have herpes, I think you should wait a little while.

I don't know. I don't know why I always bring this up, but I did have a friend who are a Oh, my God. Did you just say herpes? Yeah. Okay, I have a herpes story for you. Yeah, tell me. I met somebody on Craigslist, and,

we went out and we were having a, we're at a bunch of concert, you know, we got drunk. And then I think at some point we realized like, oh, yeah, I'm kind of into you. This is good. This is fun. This is like really, I think it was before I got totally comfortable with the masochism stuff. So I was more just having sex and kinky sex, but I wasn't, I wasn't at the point. Right. I wasn't able to, like, dive right in.

So we go to a concert. Great, we have a drink. You know, we go to a bar. Then we start getting drunk. We're like making out at the bar. We're going for a walk through like, you know, the downtown area. And she's like, let's go check out this bar here. And I'm like, oh, my God.

Like, if this girl wants to stay out, if she doesn't want to go home, then we're going to do something really raunchy. You know, because I was kind of like, we had our good date already. Now we're just heading into the. going into overtime. So we go into a bar and it's like divided in half and the one side is just like wall to wall people shouting, partying and we're like, oh man, this is not, this is not conducive to what we're feeling, you know? So we look at the other half of the bar and it's empty like the bar has been shut down, you know, so there's just, and it's just an empty bar and I was like, hey,

let's go use a bathroom, you know? And we go in the bathroom and I'm like, great, we're going to fuck. So we go in the bathroom, we're just going at it. Making it out, I'm like, I pull down on her underwear. She lifts up her skirt, and she hands me a condom. And before I stick my dick in her, I'm like, oh, I'm going to, like, you know, bend down and eat her pussy a little bit. And she reaches back, and she stops me. She goes, no, you can't do that.

I have herpes. You know, uh, and I was like, oh, all right. you know, and I was like, well, let's just do this. You know, like I felt like, you know, I was kind of, I had been put on the spot. I didn't feel like that was the nicest thing to do to me. To be like, oh, good. See you later, right, just to stop. Right.

She would take it so personally. Right. And I'm sure, you know, I know I was drunk, so I'm not going to make believe that I've, like, these great recollection of everything exactly how to happen. But that's pretty much how it played out. And so you just fucked her with a condom. Yeah, yeah. I took her home and I fucked her some more.

Right. And then she actually woke up in the middle of the night and was like, I'm allergic to your cat. And she just left it like, you know, four in the morning. Yeah. And I just felt like, all right. That might have been my friend. She was allergic to cats and she had herpes. Maybe you'd fuck my friend.

But she never, no, this was the weird thing about her. It's like she had herpes, right? For a long time. And we would always, you know, And every now and then when she would meet a guy that she really liked, she would, we would always just talk about, like,

when is the time that you tell somebody, you know, and she wouldn't tell them in the beginning. During her, like, crazy days when she was just, like, acting out, she'd, like, sleep with a lot of guys without a condom. Okay? Imagine.

Right. Knowing she had herpes, but, like, knowing that she didn't have an outbreak at that time, so I guess she just felt like it was safe, you know, and you can't really give it to anybody. So she would fuck guys without condoms. And then tell them down the line that,

that she had herpes. And she'd come back and be like, oh, can you believe like he didn't care? He's such a nice guy. And I'd be like, I think that's a little fucked up. Like, he probably, he either has herpes or something else because like, who wouldn't care if like,

I don't know. Like, I always felt like it was a little bit fucked up. And I tell her, like, when you meet someone, you really like, make sure that, yeah, you probably shouldn't tell him you have herpes until maybe they fall for you a little bit. But you also shouldn't fuck him without condoms because if someone did that to me,

I'd be like really pissed off. You know what I mean? Right, right. But she would meet these guys and they'd be like, oh, that's fine. And she'd be like, I think that means he's a nice guy. I was kind of like, I think it means something else and probably not good because a normal person, I think, with a good head on their shoulders, would be a little pissed off. Yeah, that's wild. I'm very lucky.

You know, I've gotten tested a bunch. You know, disease-free, thankfully. I was always very responsible, though. Right. Probably because I didn't do drugs when I was younger, when you're more likely. to make that decision. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You weren't doing anything to your 26.

Uh-huh, right. Yeah, that's probably... I did so much bad stuff in my early days and didn't use any kind of... I was just like a fucking mess and never got anything and was very lucky. So I feel for people that have those kinds of things because what do you do? Like my poor friend, like I felt bad for her because it was like something like if she would meet somebody that she actually really liked, there would be this thing that she'd have to be really worried about, like, drop.

this bomb on somebody and it's like it would become that kind of thing like when do you tell somebody what do you do when she got older she wasn't like fucking them without condoms and stuff you know she eventually wind up in a relationship with a guy who you know and everything was fine but still it is a it's a it's a tough thing because you know if you think about it every relationship that's why I would be pissed if someone didn't tell me because like you know it changes your life in a way right I think it's as serious like because like you know she lives a fine life, but like it does in a way, right? Because then if you're like single, every person you meet, you have to go through, like, it's a, it's a big thing. It is. It is. I think that I can't judge people

who have to navigate that. I don't think there is a social rule in place. No, it's hard. It's a tough thing. Yeah. It's a real hard thing to judge, you know, and I think everybody, you know, has to kind of come to terms with what they're comfortable with. And it's like, you know, similarly how I had to learn the hard way, tell people up front what I'm into. Like, maybe he's like, like your friend. Like, you've got to figure out when it's okay to tell these people.

And when is the right time and when is not the right time? Because, like, you don't, she once told somebody, like, on a second date in a very odd way, like in an email and her wording was really off-putting and kind of gross. and he was really horrified and kind of like your story like he really hardcore dumped her and like she took it very personally

you know what I mean like it was very much she had those experiences and it wasn't so much that I don't think it was a personal thing it was more about the way she did it and the word she used and everything it wasn't like oh that guy was just a fucking asshole

and you're like gross you know but it was like the whole concoction and it's just like I think but that's how she learned just like that's how you learn you know and that's how you learn you know and that's how we all learn, right? By making ridiculous mistakes. That's why, you know, that's why your 20s are all about.

Yeah. You know, fucking up and making mistakes and stuff. Yeah, 100%. If you can come out as unscarred as possible, all the better. I don't think so. I think that's like, I think the more you come out scarred, the better because, I mean, I just believe live life, like, and do it then, right? And really just because that's what life's about, not about being perfect.

I don't mean unstazed. I mean, you know, without herpes and AIDS and stuff. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, less herpes and AIDS. Yeah, you can't. I mean, yeah. I was always happy because I was like a blazing drug. Like, I really acted out sexually.

I was like a kind of crazy, rebellious, working out my dysfunction a lot in my 20s. And, I mean, I became sober at 34 and been sober for 14 years and I'm a completely different person. But I'm always like, oh, I'm just, I was really lucky that in all of that time because, like, I was a blackout drinker, you know, and I was never really. raped. I was never mugged. I never got any diseases. Like, you know, because those things seriously could have happened to me. But for some reason. But somebody went, so me, they're like, oh, don't worry, like, God protects drunks and babies. Like, that's just the way that it goes. So it's like I was,

I definitely was protected because I should have, you know, not come out as unscathed. So yes, you're right. So if you could come out without, you know, like if you could come out alive, it's a good thing. Yes, 100%. So you did and you had a lot of this stuff. And those were just like really fascinating. You're married now. You have a good time. Yeah. And, and that's that.

That's the cock and ball torture and sadist, masochist, you know, tutorial that I got. I mean, this is the first time I've talked to somebody into S&M because I think, like you say, the BSDM thing is different. I've had a couple of those people on. I've never had a sadist and a masochist. So, you know, thanks for the education. Oh, my pleasure. My pleasure.

It was really nice talking, yeah. Yeah, it was great. Great. And, you know, if you ever have any new stories to tell, I always like, I mean, I don't know if you see my podcast, I always have people come on and repeat callers. It's like, I think when you get to know somebody, my listeners know some of they always like to hear back, and I always do end of the year, you know, wrap-ups things, and we hear how people are. So hopefully everything will stay good in your marriage and everything's fine. But if you ever want to call back in and share more stories, just let me know. Yeah, I'll say this to your listeners. If anybody wants to hear something specific, and I have it to offer all. Because I feel like two times we've spoken, like, it's kind of, you know, like the, sometimes it just goes from topic to topic just because that's the natural flow of conversation. If anybody would like to hear anything specific, I would be happy to talk to you. That'd be fine.

Yeah, send an email. It's hard. You know, listen, I'm trying to get like a full view. and like a whole, you know, in an hour or two hours because I think, you know, people like something, at least I do. So, you know, we're always projecting, right? Like something that has a beginning, a middle, and an end, right? I want to know everything in one sitting. I mean, they fucking hated soap operas or anything that just goes on and on forever. I, you know, so I like to give my listeners that with one person, sort of get the whole thing, you know, and sometimes I do it in two calls or

whatever. So yeah, I don't sometimes get two into one area. It goes from a lot of different things because I like to get everything in, right? But if anybody, but you're absolutely right. And people do sometimes write in, but if anybody has any questions, you send me an email. It's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com and I'll forward it on to Craig. Cool. Yeah. I mean, I didn't even get to tell you about the trampling. The what? What the fuck is trampling? I mean, that's when somebody literally steps on you and walks on you. I built a piece of

sex furniture. Imagine like a coffee table that legs are only about I don't know, seven or eight inches long. It's got a hole in the middle. I lie down underneath it and I wedge my cock and my balls up in through the hole. So now imagine there's just a table

with a cock and balls in the center. Right. And once you get hard... But you're laying on top and it goes through the bottom or underneath. I'm underneath. Oh, okay. Right, right. So just a, you know, junk.

is on it. It's kind of like a glory hole on the floor. Yes, yeah, except it's pretty awful of things that happen. Why? Because someone's sitting on top of you so you're getting like the pressure of it because it's just free flow like right? Like it does it push down? I mean and a lot of it the person actually steps right on your cock and balls. That is super intense. I've done a bit of that. I built I built one of those and I got to do a lot of play with that both. in like personal life and in the professional dungeon and you know you can do different things right depending on the venue you're in right and you built one because you liked it so much well yeah i'd seen video of it online and i i just emailed you know the person who was putting

out those videos and they were like yeah yeah super simple and they just kind of you know they're right it's it's pretty easy and i just i just built one at home with just a drill and a saw and and a saw And that served me really well. You know, I mean, I don't know how else to put it. Yeah, I'm happy to talk about this stuff. It's fun. Just like you did with that guy, right? You saw a guy on the line doing something that you were like into.

He sent him an email and he was like more than happy to give you the information. So like honestly, if like anybody is listening, it's the same thing, right, in this situation. If anyone is listening, like, oh, I want that shit or do, you know, how do you get into it? What were you saying? Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes the answer is just ask. Yeah, totally.

And I would forward that, you know, I'll just forward any specific emails onto you. Thanks a lot for having me again. Yeah, it was great. Thanks, Craig, for calling in again. And I will, like I said, I'll keep you posted if I hear from anyone. But even if I don't, don't think that this doesn't mean that people were fascinated. Sometimes people just, you know, don't pull the trigger. Yep, I understand that too.

All right. Yep. All right. Anyway, thanks so much for calling in again. No problem. Have a great day. You too. Bye.

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