Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 220 - Soraya Doolbaz Takes Pics of Dicks for a Living

Episode Date: March 5, 2018

Soraya Doollbaz (Dicture.com) turned an idea about dick pics into her very own company and she now takes dictures, aka pics of dicks, full time. How did she come up with the whole dicture idea in the first place? How did she get the dictures to go viral? Where did she then exhibit them? How much does get for them? Tune in to find out plus hear all about how she find the guys who pose for the pics, how they get and stay hard while she's shooting them and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

You're listening to Strictly Anonymous on the Riotcast network, riotcast.com. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous Podcast. Conversations with online strangers. We place ads online. Craigslist is definitely the gift that keeps on giving. Real people respond. You go to Singapore or Thailand. You can't not do it.

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If you want to be on the Strictly Anonymous podcast, this is a calling of a show where I talk to us total strangers about all kinds of things. Most of the time it's about people's secret lives, their naughty lives, the things that they do, sort of that nobody knows about. You can remain totally anonymous on my show. or you could be yourself. It's up to you, really. I also just like giving advice, right? This is a call and advice show. So if you have a regular problem and your friends don't help you anymore, they don't want to listen to you and they're sick of hearing it, call in. I love giving advice. I love picking

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means. I didn't know. She explains it to me on this podcast. So some people might already get an idea of like what her made-up name is all about. I didn't know. It is a made-up name. But if you go to her website, which is dicture.com, d-I-C-T-U-R-E dot com, and that's like,

that's like, I guess, a play on words. I'm assuming she made that word up, it's like a dick pics, right? Dictures, like not a picture, a Dicture, like a picture of a dick. Because that's what her whole life is about, right? This is a girl that had like this sort of idea that came about because she was getting a lot of dick picks when she was sort of hanging out

dating and our online dating and she would get all these dick pics and her and her friends was sort of like rap about it and then she came up with this idea of like taking dickpicks to another level and sort of creating sort of her idea of what a dick pick should be all about and that's what she did and she didn't just take pictures of dicks I mean that's is fascinating if we just talked about how she got those pictures of dicks how she who did them how they kept them hard, what she dressed them up in. But she took that even further.

I mean, she was in Art Basel. She had exhibits there. She's been in, she's done a lot of press. She's, her thing went super viral. And she talks all about that. So,

her name is Zariah, right? Saraya. Zariah Dula. I'm so bad with names. Her website is Dixure.com. I suggest you go on. and look at the stuff while we're talking,

because it's interesting to sort of see what she's talking about as well. I'll be right back on with Soraya. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. with your story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous.

Strictly anonymous. Hey, Saraya. Soraya, welcome to a strictly anonymous podcast. You're on with Kathy. How you doing today? Hey, thanks for having me. Yeah, thanks. I mean, I found you in, like, the weirdest way.

Like, I have this listener who always, like, emails me, and he's always, like, sort of sending me his two cents. Like, oh, you should have this personality. You should have that person on it. I never, on my show, my listeners know, I never really reach out to anybody for them to be on my show, unless they posted ads on Craigslist, because that was like where I would find my people. And sometimes I have people on that are like artists or do certain things because they're my friends, right? I live in the city and there's people I know. But, you know, this guy had sort of reached out to you and said, do you want to be on my show or something like that, right? And then you email me and then I like checked out your website. And I typically like to get on a call, like honestly with somebody without really knowing anything about. them because like my natural curiosity then just like leads me to like a million questions right so what i yeah so he sent me like this your website right because you did this thing about dick pics and i always talk about dick picks on my show i have talked about them right because like as women right we never

really understand why the fuck i send them right because i mean most women don't really like them right i mean for me dickpicks were always like really interesting because i'm like a detective i'd be looking in the background and it would give me clues and I would always be like where is he and what is he doing and why is that window there and is he lying and is he at a hotel like to say like that would be what time of day is it why he's his dick hard in the middle of the afternoon yeah yeah yeah like what's that rash like sometimes like is that lipstick or a rash I swear to God like I mean that's what I would use I just feel like guys in their state of horniness like give out so many clues they're so sloppy because they don't know what they're doing in that moment right I love that yeah they take pictures and

I'm always like, look in the background. You can find out a lot of shit, right? Because they're not thinking properly. I love that you're a dick pick detective. That should be a character. The dick pick to death. And that's what you did with dick pics, right? Like, you sort of took, I mean, you're an artist, right?

And this was like something that you did as like, you know, I don't know how it came to fruition and what your thought process was, but that's what I want to talk about, right? But basically what you do and people to check it out is you took dick picks, right? You did a whole thing on dick picks. they were your own dick pics and they were like basically dick dressed up as characters right or something like that right yeah so let's go back to the beginning of how all this even came about um i got my first few dick picks in a matter of two weeks because i was online dating i was single you know and i got a lot of dick pics and i thought oh my god what is happening am i being a certain

way on dates where it's coming from and so i enrolled a few of my girls and i enrolled a few of my girlfriends in this conversation and found out that they too have been getting dick picks. And then I called up a couple of my gay friends. They were getting dick picks. And soon, Monday night, we were getting together with a magnum of red wine showing each other the previous big picks we got. But let me ask you this. The guys that you were dating, like, you were like meeting them online.

So were they sending you dickpicks before you even met them? Or was it like a thing? Some before and some right after. Like I had such a good time with you. I can't wait to see you again. Here's a dick pick. So, right? And like that's really going to make you want to see them again.

I mean, I don't know what they're thinking, right? I don't know. I have no idea. It really shocked me. And I was like, why are men doing this? And people were like, this is what happens now. Since guys have smartphones, they take pictures of their dicks and they send it to anybody and everybody on the internet.

And so I started Googling dickpicks. And I realized that it was like a, it wasn't dick pick epidemic. Like this was. not only happening in the U.S. and Canada, but it was happening all over the world. And this is what men do before, afterdates, when you're dating, like, some people keep long-distance relationships alive this way, and then there's dick video and slow-mo, and, like, there was a lot of genital photography going on. And when I saw a gay guy's dick pick, I was so inspired by the quality of the lighting and the camera angle,

And I thought, wow, what if dick picks were staged and I took them and we kind of poked fun at this whole thing and made a professional photo shoot where a dick got to be the model. And wait, so the dick picks that you felt like, because you were getting together with your friends, right? And your gay friends had like these dickpicks. And you found that their dickpicks were like better, better shot, better angle, better lighting. Yeah. It's a lot more thoughtful. And in my further investigation, I found the reason, because. is because they use those dick pics in their grinder profiles.

And so you better make it a really good one. Right. So it's basically like they're, if they were to actors, like their headshot. I mean, they're taking like these. Yeah. Right. It's like their profile pick on their grinders. Yeah.

And the thing is, gay guys want to receive and send dickpicks a lot more than I think straight couples because in the gay world, you want to know where you stand. Whereas in the straight world, you're like, buy me dinner first. and like be romantic before you show me your dick because it really doesn't matter too much what it looks like I just need all this stuff to happen before you show it to me. Right, right, right.

But yet the guys, I mean, I just find it, I don't know that like, I mean, I had one guy in my life that was like a hardcore dick pick guy and it was like shocking me because he was my friend before we sort of hooked up and then, you know, I didn't even know all the times that we were like at dinner and all when we were friends

and he was doing all this texting. I thought it was always for work. But apparently like this was, he was just like sexting because he just like does this like 24 seven do you know what I mean like one of those and I mean he's like the only one that I came across that is so like into like the dick picks and stuff and it's like I don't know like I have a lot of guy friends and I would ask them like is this what you do and they would say no but you're saying you and all your girlfriends because you were out there dating a lot and stuff we're getting this all the time so maybe my other guy friends are

lying maybe they do it too they might be lying or some guys are conservative and they don't want show their dick to everybody. They don't just get it, right? I think that's what my guy friends that don't do it are like, yeah, I just did. I don't get that whole thing. You know what I mean? Also, it depends on the age, too. Mm-hmm.

Yeah, totally. But yeah, it is a big thing. It's cute. I mean, if you've, if you've been single at all in the last five years, you either sent or received a dick thing. I feel like that's a very safe general statement. Mm-hmm. Right.

So go on. So that's so you got. So you got the idea from like sort of looking at the ones that your gay friend showed you that were so good. And you're just going to turn this into like make it even funnier than it really kind of is. Yeah. So great dick picks inspired me. And so I was walking through a Walmart and I saw like the doll clothes section. It was like the Barbie section.

And it just all clicked for me. Like what if there was costumes on Dix? And Dix got to really live out a man's alter. ego. Like maybe you're in construction and your dick's an astronaut or maybe you always thought your dick would be really cool dressed up as Hitler or a cop. And so I just started collecting costumes and sharing my idea with people. And slowly my girlfriends came forward with their husbands and boyfriends being like, I'm dating this guy Joe and I told him about your Dicture idea and he wants to do it. Wait, what was that word that you use? Because that's a good word. That's like, I mean, isn't that what your

website is? That's the, was like the type of, Dicture. D-I-C-T-U-R-E, right? Yeah, dictures. So these were the dictioners that you were going to take, quote unquote. Yeah. And so my first model was my roommate's boyfriend at the time. And we got together and she sluffed and put the clothes on and I took the photos. And I realized this is the safest formula for me. It's to work with couples so that the partner could make sure the dick stays hard and put the clothes on will I stand on a chair and take the photos.

Right. And so were you in there while they're doing? doing the, are you in the room while they're doing the fluffing? Is they're laughing going on? Like, I mean, how does this, how do these guys do it? Well, it's, you know, it's always a little awkward at the beginning of a shoot. And I always open every photo shoot with, it's not going to suck itself.

And so, you got to suck that dick in front of me. Because we have very few seconds of boner quality before the model starts slugging. Oh, I wasn't even, wait a second. I was just thinking like they're just like jerking them off. but like you, you would have them, like, blow them right in front of you

while you're looking, you're ready with your camera. Yeah. Right. I mean, what better way than to get right to the point? Yeah.

I mean, I have everything sort of set up and, you know, the guy's holding a Bristol board and the fluffer would, you know, sometimes like a,

at the beginning of the shoot, a little hand job helps. But once you're like an hour and a half into a shoot, you're going to have to test that day. Oh my God. That's how long it would take for these photoshoots? Oh, I've had photoshoots that were like four hours long. Wow, just to get the right actual angle and the thing to stay on and the them to stay hard and all that stuff.

Yeah, and then, you know, in between costume changes and laughing and, you know, time passes by. So, and depending on how many costumes they want to do and like the stamina of the fluffer, to be honest with you, the fluffer is, the real hero and all this because anybody can be a dick model, but like, how are you going to keep that dick hard? Right. And I think guys are just wired to be just so horny that probably, like, maybe the idea that you're, like, standing there watching is maybe turning them on. And the fact that they're just getting blown is enough for most guys.

You know what I mean? I think it's different for women, but it's pretty easy to fluff a guy. And when was the last time your dick got to be a star? You know, all the focus is on your dick. And, like, you know, sometimes I have photo shoots where there's like a videographer and my production assistant there. And, you know, there's three, four, five women around. And this guy's wife, like, is giving him a hand job in front of all of us. Yeah, there's got to be a little bit of an exhibitionism going on, right?

Don't you think? Yeah. And, like, after doing a few trade shows, I realized I'm kind of shooting porn. Like, it's still porn and it's artistic, but I'm still shooting porn. Yeah, right? Because you have all, like, it's all happening even when, I mean, besides the picture and what you actually get, what's going on behind the scenes is porn. And were you actually taking video of all the stuff that was going on as well? No. So I had, I've had videos made of my shoot, but it was just sort of like interviews with the model and the fluffer and kind of like just some action shots of what we're doing, but no actual video closeups of like stick sucking or anything like that. How many guys did you get in couples or friends of yours? I mean, did you keep it to just friends?

Like, did you get enough dicks from just the people that you knew? Or did you have to put ads out there and go looking for people? So I have mostly shot friends of friends because I wanted a point of reference and make sure that I know people. I don't want to have them to a shoot, not knowing anybody at all. So it has sort of been friends of friends and people that, actually, it's most even women that want to, celebrate their husband for their anniversary or birthday or they're getting married or whatever it might be like to honor his dick with a photo shoot and then i i did this trump and putin photo shoot where i wanted two dicks touching and so it was really tough to come across to gay guys

who aren't conservative and who would fluff each other in front of me so that's why i put an ad out on Craigs and I got three guys and that was probably one of the funniest shoots I've ever had. So you got three guys. One was like the fluffer and two were like or did they take turns that they swap out? Were they all fluffing each other? Yeah. So it was this couple in Washington Heights and I like took the train up there with my photo stuff. It was crazy. Wait, let me just start from the beginning though of that little story. Like what did you what would what did your ad say? My ad said, I'm a New York-Face photographer and I take photos of penises. I'm looking for two guys who are willing to fluff each other and have their dicks touch for a photo shoot. Please check out my website

for further information. Okay, cool. So you get a couple that is out in wherever. This guy reaches out to me and he's like, you know, I do comedy and asking and I love your work and me and my boyfriend would love to be a part of it. And I was like, I would love to work with you. Can you send me a photo of you and your boyfriend. The boyfriend turns out to be black. I'm doing a Trump and Putin shoot. So you got to find a white friend. Right.

And so I was like, I still want to shoot you, both of you, but can you bring a white friend? And like, does your relationship allow that? And so he was like, totally does. Let me look around. And so he found a white friend and I went up there. And these three guys just fluff each other. and I had three different models, and we had a hilarious shoot.

Yeah, that was great. And used the black guy, I am assuming, for like something else, right? You used him as well? Oh, my God. So I did this, I did MC Hardhammer with like a gold, you know, puffy jacket and my glasses. On him. I did another shoot. I haven't released this photo just because I'm a little bit concerned about the backlash.

Like I want to use my art to raise money and awareness for various causes. So I did this limp dick photo, which is San Francisco helmet decided. And I called that dick, Colin Cabrardick. And I wanted to make greeting cards. And the reason it's a limp dick because he's kneeling, like he won't stand. Yeah. I thought it was funny and all that. And I wanted to create merchandise and basically give all the money to his charity

because NFL didn't renew his contract. and he was an amazing football player, which is, you know, quite controversial. But he lost his job. And before he for kneeling, he didn't get to work again. And so I want to donate to his cause. I think Black Lives Matter is a very important cause. What I'm afraid of is people coming back and saying, first of all, you're not black, so why are you fighting this?

It's none of your goddamn business. And two, that I'm being insensitive towards the cause. Oh, yeah, but you shouldn't care. Like, it's like, now's the time. I mean, you should jump on that. Yeah. Because like, I don't even... I think I just need to talk to more people who are involved in the cause.

And if you have any listeners who are involved in the cause and would like to email me, please, Theraiat Dixir.com. And let me know what you think. And should I move forward? Is it too risky? Like, I mean, at the end of the day, money's money and we'll get PR from this. But I'm hesitant. I mean, how is it too risky?

to me, if you want to help that charity and if you want to help him and you feel for him, it's like you've got to have as much balls as he did. I mean, what he did was super risky, but he still did it, right? I mean, you're never going to do, you're never going to sort of go up against something like that and not have backlash. I mean, that's just that if the cause didn't, it wouldn't be a cause if there was going to be no backlash. Do you know what I mean? It's never like a safe thing to do. So it's like those kind of things like you either do it and deal with the bad stuff that comes along because you know that you're creating change or you're doing good things or you just don't do it at all but you know I would say do it I just don't want to

piss anybody off and like think like I mean I kind of have created a bit of a lane for myself where I could do stuff like this because I did dictators of history and like I did you know like Fidel Castro and like all these other people but you know I was writing the pun of dictators and these dictators are dead. Right, right, right. Yeah, maybe that, listen, it depends on who you are and what your voice is about, right? If you're just not somebody that sort of puts yourself out there to like,

sort of be in people's faces or, you know, whatever the term would be. Sometimes I'm bad with grammar, you know, maybe don't do it. I think, like, it's a type of thing where you, if, I think you have your answer, you don't feel comfortable doing it, so maybe you shouldn't. I just, you know, it's kind of like, Yeah.

If you, you have to have that in you. Do you know what I mean? Because it does take balls to do stuff like that and it takes a certain kind of person that's going to be okay with getting people pissed off. And maybe that's just not you

and there's nothing wrong with that. I do. I mean, I got balls. I took pictures of sticks and I made a living out of it. Right, but it's not sort of, but that's not going,

no one's going to be mad at you for that, right? I mean, like nobody could sort of come, no one could get angry about that. That's like sort of out of the box right and not so PG rated. How many people I pissed off. Oh, really?

Yeah. You know who hates me is the religious community? Oh, well. Anybody who's religious in any sort. Well, listen, if you told them that you had sex before you were married, probably those same people would not like you

or you had a friend that had an abortion. I mean, like, those people are nuts. Anyone could piss those people off. So those people don't count. Who else did you piss off besides those people? I pissed off. like the Middle Eastern sort of Muslim community with my Saddam Hussein character because the flag behind him says Allah Wahba and that means in the name of God.

And so they were like, why do you have a dick in front of the name of God? You're offending, you know, two billion people. Right. And I just kept getting hate mail after hate mail after hate mail. So there you go. But it was okay, right? I mean, you made it through that. Who cares?

Yeah. I made it through that. Yeah, I guess I could. I think you should. I mean, I mean, I rarely give my opinion. I rarely give my two cents on anything that's going on out in the real world. Like, you know, but I will on this. And like, I just thought it was like insane how people reacted to that guy kneeling.

I thought it was amazing what he was doing. And it was a good thing. And I totally am bored on that movement. I don't, you know, like I said, I don't normally speak out in it. but like if I were you and I had that sort of platform and that voice, like you just put it out there because what you don't understand a lot of times is like, yeah, you can hate mail and people will maybe say it is big enough that something happens.

You should be lucky, right? Because that means like as many people are hating you, you've reached out and other people are liking it. And so you can get some buzz and have some good things come out of it. But, and then eventually people will be another thing that happen and people will just forget about it. Like it's not like it's forever. Do you know what I mean?

Like, it's like, yeah, they'll come up to you and they'll hate you and people will be mad at you and then they'll, something else will happen. And I mean, that's just the time that we live in. Like Donald Trump will tweet something crazy and everyone will be talking about that and they won't give a shit about you anymore. You know, that's just the way that it goes. Nobody gets stuck on one thing, you know, so big deal. You know. True. And I think I really think people will buy these limp-dick greeting cards and maybe pillows and I could give all the money to this guy. Yeah, there you go. You're doing it for a good cause. So like I just don't think. that there's a way to do it without pissing off people, but I think you're helping more people than you are pissing people off. So, and the people that you piss off are like, what kind of people, you know? And so I wouldn't be concerned.

So I say do it. If anybody's listening to my podcast, like she said, reach out to her that could actually help her like with a little bit more like maybe they're a part of a movement or, you know, whatever that they could help you. But I say do it.

But let's get back to your story. So now you're fluffing with these guys, right? Like you, and you know, so mostly you kept it within people that you know the one time you went out on Craigslist and did it, right? And then how did you get your stuff out there? Like, and then now you have all these pictures, right?

And like, were you like an artist known or a photographer known for other things before this? Like, was this the first big project you did? No, not even a little bit. I'm not even like a properly trained photographer. I just bought a really good camera and I had a perspective and an idea. Oh, so you're not even really an art. So what do you do for a living?

Do you do something completely sort of totally different than this? Or is this like what you, like are you an artist in other ways or what's your deal? I've always been artistic and I always did paintings and sculptures and things like that. But my career was in advertising for 10 years. Right. Okay. And after that, I got married and I did this art thing full time. And now I, you know, Diction is a corporation and I have a merchandise line and I do trade shows.

and my husband's the CFO of the company and like this is what I do all the time. Oh, so right, because you said the word trade show before and I was like wondering, what did you do at the trade show? Like, I'm glad you reminded me because I wanted to know. Like what goes down on a trade show when you go there? So it's like adult novelty trade shows and it's where, you know,

people that have sex shops and online stores or gag shops and things like that, that's where they go and buy merchandise to fill their stores. Right. Right. and you have all this merch from your stuff. So you took these pictures and you made them into like, I mean, you were in Art Basel, right?

Like you showed your stuff there, right? That's true, right? Yeah, I actually sold a few mosaic prints there. How much did they go for? They go for 10 grand to pop. And you sold a couple? I sold a couple. I mean, to date, I probably sold eight or nine.

That's amazing. So wait, but let's keep walking through because like how does it get to be like just these pictures that you're taking and you don't even know what you're doing with the camera, right? And now you have all these pictures and all this content, right? How does it go from there to being worth 10 grand apiece, right? Like how did you get all your stuff out there? So I took all the pictures and then I started giving the pictures dick names. And I had an exhibit in Toronto where I'm from and I raised money for test of care of cancer.

And then when I moved to New York, I threw a couple parties, and then I got a real exhibit in a gallery in Lower East Side where all my big dick picks were there. And this time, I exhibited the dictators. And that got picked up. Okay, so let's back up a little bit. I reached out to this guy who made the documentary, which is a documentary about the dick. And he happened to live in the Lower East Side. we met up for coffee. I loved him. He loved me. And he was like, I want to make a video of you doing your work and interview you on why you're doing this. Mm-hmm.

And so he made a video. The video got picked up by New York Post and they ran the article and the video in January of 2016. Mm-hmm. Just following my exhibit. Right. That's great. Mm-hmm. And the whole thing went viral, like internationally viral. Like I was so popular in Japan and Korea for, you know, weeks and at a time. And it was really interesting and it just kept getting more and more press and people kept reaching out and like why and how. So I explained it all.

And then as time went on, people were like, do you make any merchandise? I would love to buy your art, but like I can't afford a big print. Do you do cups? Do you do napkins? And so I just started creating merchandise based on people's demand. And then this guy reached out to me out of Brussels and said, I fell in love with your art and I want to represent you. I'm going to be a Basel.

You know, can you do some prints for me? I want you to make them big, though. Right. And so in brainstorming back and forth, we realized what would be really great is if the dickpicks were hidden inside something because not very many people are going to buy, you know, a 30 by 30 dick pick and put it in their living room. But if I created mosaic art, that could be really great.

And so I've always felt like there's been so much female objectification and sexuality in art and media throughout history. And there's not a lot of like male stuff. I mean, yeah, there was all those, you know, Statue of David and Roman times and the Greeks. Like those guys had their dick and balls out like it was for sale. But then religion came along and they covered it with a fig leaf. So what happened then? Where is the male nudity? like full frontal bodies like

totally parts of the female gay and so I created these photo mosaics with a bigger picture is a famous woman like modigliani's reclining nude or Picasso's dream where he painted this portrait of his mistress and like half her

face is a dick and so I took these iconic pictures and I recreated them with my dick pics essentially when you're like a foot away from this print you could see all the dick picks but when you stand back it's a sexy woman. So I wanted to have that conversation and that relationship between female and male sexuality

throughout history and modern time. And this guy, I'm assuming, because this was something different than what he had seen, right? But I'm assuming when he heard that idea, he was like, oh,

that's great. Like, do that and bring me down at Arpazel with that. Yeah. And he was like, Miami's going to love this. Like, people are going to be into this.

And art collectors like conversation pieces. So if the piece is hanging in their living room, they want to talk about why and how they got that and who the artist is. And so I took a chance with this guy and he took a chance on me and we put one of the prints up. And the very first day, ArtNet wrote an article about me and a gallery owner came and bought the first piece. Wow. And you were selling them for 10 grand. 10 grand. And that was like, that's when it started. And I became a real artist accepted in the real art. art world. Yeah, that's amazing. I, you know, I typically, I always, 100% of the time, like to get on the phone with somebody without really knowing much about them. So even though I had

your website, I just looked at some of the pictures and didn't really look that much. I just saw a couple things because like then it's like I'm not like, I can't like act. If I know something, then I can't ask questions and I can't be prompted like that. You know, so just my natural curiosity sort of tends to do that. So like, I'm on your website now. And I'll give your website out in the intro of this podcast so that people can do what I'm doing is like, while you're talking, go and look to see what you're talking about, right? Because it's like super amazing. Like I never saw these photo mosaics at all that you sold.

Like, you know, I just sort of, because I didn't look around that much because I wanted to just sort of get on cold. But yeah, they're super cool. So this is the stuff that you sell for 10 grand and they were really big pieces. They're really big pieces. Yeah. So like 40 by 60 inches, you know, 35 by 35. Like I print them big. Right.

Okay, cool. So a guy buys one immediately. And so from there, what happens from there? So from there, I started to do more art fairs. And I got to meet other gallery owners. And I exhibited in Nantucket, two summers in a row. I exhibited in the Hamptons last summer. I exhibited in Chelsea the year before.

And so all these exhibitions came about from like referral, people reading about me or seeing my work. And then I had my baby and I was home with her for about 14 months. And then during that time, I started to source manufacturers and sort of build the backbone of Dixure, the corporation, and the merchandise line. And then this year I started doing trade shows and meeting other wholesalers and other retailers and really making this a proper business. Yeah, I mean, listen, you've sold like nine of those, right?

So right there you got like eight or died, right? So it's like a 90,000. I'm trying to do the cop. Like what would you say is how much I have you made on this whole dick pick idea? Because basically this was just like some idea that came into your head. Because I just feel like you're someone you could like people should listen to. Not just for what you did, but it's like for anybody that has an idea, right? Like if you really follow through with it.

You're right? Yeah. Because it's hard. The hard part is because I think a lot of people come up with some really great ideas. but it's like the follow through and the actual doing it, you know what you mean, and continuing to do it, that it could really turn into something and it turned into a business for you without you even really realizing it, right? Like if someone would have told you that this is what you were going to do a year before that, wouldn't you have been like, you have no idea, right?

No. If he told me this is what I would be doing with my life five years ago, I would have told you you're absolutely nuts. Right. Like you said, you became like a full-fledged artist that's getting paid. Like, I have artists friends. that don't make this kind of money. You don't mean it's what they've been doing all their life. It's like, you know what it is? People stop and they give up when they hit the first wall or if they hear too many nose in a row.

Exactly. And I just never gave up. I always believed in this and I knew it was going to get somewhere because so many people loved it and it made so many people happy. Yeah. And that's an important thing for people to learn besides the thing. But we'll get back to your dick, with your dictioners, your dick picks.

You were saying something about your last name, right? Like, I mean, Saraya, Saraya, and then your last name is Duobaz, and doesn't that stand for something, too? Like, everything has these hidden meetings, and Dix just became like your whole life. Right? The whole thing kind of started as a bit of a joke, and then it kind of got legs as it went on. So I wanted to have a pseudonym to protect my identity in case I ever do anything else with my life other than deck picks. Right. Uh-huh.

So I chose the name Soraya because it's a very Persian name, and I wanted people to know I was Persian. Right. And the last name, Doolbos, basically means Dick, like, plays with Dick or Dick player. So Dool means dick, Boz means player. And Dool is, like, a cute way of saying Dix. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And I just wanted to give, you know, people that speak Farsi an added layer of comedy

that, like, this is my name. And to everybody else that don't know, they're just like, oh, she's, Middle Eastern woman doing this thing. Totally, totally. I would have never known. The other aspect of it is the real comedy that gives me, like, bottom of my heart, laughter is all the Persian people and people that speak Farsi who are ashamed and embarrassed by what I'm doing, it's a nice, fuck you, this is what I'm fucking doing.

Right. And those are people, because of what you did with your name and that you put, like, oh, you put the fact that you're Persian out there like hardcore. and you're doing something that's so sort of like, I don't know, what would people say? It's stereotype shattering. Right. It's stereotype shattering.

And, you know, the Persian community, the U.A.an community, people are really conservative. Like, sex is not something you talk about. There's a lot of shame around it. And so a lot of people that are sort of not as open-minded would look at this and say, this is embarrassing and disgraceful to the community. Well, what about your family?

my family is super proud of me and my husband's family is super proud too and he's Persian too he's Israeli okay and they so it's not like you're doing this on the down low at all I mean most people know that you're doing it your family knows his family knows and everyone's cool with it and it's proud of it

yeah exactly like this is what I do and everybody knows this is the business and this is my art my mom was a little freaked out at the beginning she was like I can't believe you're doing this this is disgusting. I don't want to see the photos. And then when she saw that, you know, that I had an exhibit and I started to get pressed, she's like, wow, honey, this is like feminist movement, no? And I was like, thanks, mom. Thanks for coming out.

Yeah, and I feel like it. They're not like sexual in nature, right? Like, I mean, I don't feel like it's, it's not dirty, right? It's like, it's art. It is art, right? It's not like, uh, like maybe when you're shooting it, there's some porn in the background, right, going on because of the fluffing. that's a whole other thing and that's really interesting too right um yeah but but does it make you happy and horny at the same time to look at a jacket to look at a look at a dick in a jacket that's what a lot of women have told me there like it makes me it makes me laugh but it kind of turns me on a little bit too really but you know i've found a way to de-sexualize the boner right yeah no

that's what that's what i think i mean i i would wonder like like my friend who's like the hardcore dick pick guy. Like, he would probably be horrified by these pictures because he doesn't see, like, he doesn't see any humor. Like, he thinks when he's sending it, it's like, you know, the dog bringing like the dead or the cat bringing like the dead mouse to the door. Like, that's how I always felt like his dick pics are. It was like, here, I'm here and I have something for you.

That's amazing. It just, I just saw it as like that kind of an exchange. Did he ever do limb dickbacks? Limp ones? No. Did he ever send me? No. Yeah.

That's the gross. when I send you a limp dick pick. Like, come on. But who would send that? Because I think isn't the point always to show how big it is? Like, seriously, you got limp ones? I've gotten limp dick picks before. For sure.

Did they know that it was lit? Or maybe that's what they thought that, like, they thought it was hard because that's very bizarre. Or maybe they weren't like growers. And so that was like as big as it got. I don't know. Yeah. I felt like my guy that sent them because he said to so many, like hundreds of

different angles. And then he'd send me ones. I'd be like, I saw that one like two years ago. Like, I mean, you're just like obviously recycling the good ones because like, oh my God, that's the worst when you get the same dick pick twice. Yeah, you're like, I know that one. But don't you notice that they're taking it at angles at all. I mean, I don't know, at least in my room is taking it at angles at all times that would make it look very big.

Do you understand? And I'd be like, and what I would. Like the reverse camera. Yeah. Yeah, like underneath into the side. And because I never wanted to play that game with him because I had cut him off. Like when as far as SCX was. concerned. So he would just keep coming after me and I would just be like, oh, this one's really good.

Like the angle is great. Like you should always take this angle. It looks very big. Like that would be the way I would sort of blow off the sort of. You're like critiquing. Yeah, totally. That's what I would say. Or I'd be like, where are you? Are you on a private plane right now? Like, what is that picture? Why is that, you know, window up so high? Like, what are you doing? That would be my way of like sort of not going to the place that he wanted me to go to. Yeah. You know, I was more curious about it. But I always found that he was always sort of sending it to show me how big it was. Like, you know, that I'm surprised at some guys. But I guess maybe every guy has like a different reason for doing it, right?

I don't know because it's bizarre to me that someone's in a flaccid one. It's a modern day flasher. Right. That's all it is. They just wanted instant reaction from you, however it might be. I actually learned recently that, you know, between the sex community and BDSM community and, you know, doms and some, there's a lot of guys that get off on youth shaming them for their dick. Oh, yeah, I had one guy that I was trying to get on my show that had a really small one and was very interested in that. That was like his whole thing.

That was his turn on. Yeah. Yeah, I couldn't get a mom, but I was like, oh, that's an interesting. topic, right? I'm sure that exists. There's a lot of people out there. I've never talked to somebody like that, but I would love to because that does go on, right? That is a thing. You know what else you should go to that you live in New York? There is a small penis contest in Brooklyn every year. You are kidding. And I'm, it's like a pageant. It's a small penis pageant. And guys come out, like it's a real thing that really have like guys. It's a real thing. And they

show their dicks and they, you know, have costumes on and some of them sing and some of them do comedy. It's a full-on pageant. Look at look this up. Oh my God. Do they do this all over the country or is it only in New York? Do you know? It might be a Brooklyn thing. Oh my God. That is hilarious. Is it gay guys? Is it straight guys? Like who does this? All kinds. All kinds. Young, old, you know, you name it. Oh my God. Or maybe it's just like only in New York. you know like that's just the shit like only in New York I think there's a lot of weird shit that goes on here and that happens to be one of them

wow I've never heard of that and like and guys is so proud and the crowd is so supportive and you know it's just a really fun time and really fun way to celebrate guys with small dicks I guess but I had a friend who would always say he was really small and he would say it was like a micro wheat and I was just like I would Google that

because I was like I've never heard of it like my friend who has sex with him said like yeah it was like the size of my pinky, like the top of her pinky. I was like, you gotta be kidding. It happened. But like there is a real thing. They're called like micro, right? Have you seen?

Micro penises. Are they in that page? Are these guys like normal small? Are they like micro small or normal small? I think one of them was micro. Like one of them had this like, it's also not even just thinness, but just like it looked like a big round button. Like it didn't actually hang.

Oh yeah. I know one of those. Yeah. I had someone on my show that was, and he was like a weird old flasher guy, like, you know, and it was like, I would be like, it's so weird that you were given like this dirty, crazy mind and yet the smallest dick I've ever seen. It was like the tiniest little, I mean, when it was hard, it was like maybe an inch. It was like a little knob.

Yeah. That kind of a thing. Exactly. Men have so many complexes with their dicks as it is. And I feel like I wanted to, my goal was to offer penis acceptance. and just, you know, all around for men and women. I want to shoot more uncircised sinuses. I want to shoot some trans dicks.

I want to shoot curved penises. Just to show a variety. So people see a lot more than just the nine-inch perfect dick that you see on porn. Right. Mm-hmm. So all different shapes and sizes. Yeah. All different shapes and sizes.

And have, you know, do it in an artistic way so that people can see, oh, my God, that one kind of looks like mine and I'm okay with it. Look, there's someone else out there. But do you really think that that's what people would get from these things? Because it's hard on some of them to tell like how big or how small. Like, you know, because they're so covered, no, covered up. They all look kind of nice. But some of them are really small.

Like, look at Saddam Hussein. He's pretty small. And Frank Salami. The guy is the silk robe. I'm on your website. Yeah. Uh-huh. The guy with the silk robe.

He's not circumcised, and he was super small. Yeah. It really depends. It's so funny, because you look at these pictures and you're like, oh, yeah, that's my friend, so-and-so's husband, and that's George, and that's Tommy. Like, you know the real deal. You know the face attached to this person, right? And I will never, ever expose who their models are.

Right. Yeah, no, of course not. Of course not. And so you're continuing to do this. Like, you continue to take pictures still? Yeah. I've got a ton of costumes. I can always buy more.

And I actually have now like hundreds and hundreds of model requests that I created a separate folder for in my email box. Uh-huh. Just so I can keep track of all the models that are interested. And the guys that send me dickwrecks, I'm not interested. But the women that reach out to me and the couples that reach out to me wanting to do a meaningful photo shoot, those are the people that I call. Oh, right.

Because that's always your thing, right? You've always kept it. Yeah. Now have you started going out to the people that have emailed you, the people that you don't know? Or is it, like, are they just in a file someplace? So now you're starting to take pictures of people outside of, like, your friends and the couples that you know? Yeah. And I like go through a little bit of an interview process.

Like, what do you hope to get out of it? Why are you doing this? Have you ever been intimate with your partner in front of somebody else? You know, do you have trouble getting boners, maintaining boners? And what are the answers to those questions? those questions. What do they say? I just wanted to do something fun. I have been intimate. You know, there's a lot of open relationship couples that come forward. Right. You know, like, there's been a lot of models like that. I wanted to do something fun. This is something memorable. I would love to have a

calendar with just my dick or do a mug set. Right, right, right. People do it for all kinds of reasons. And you know what? I'm the only one doing this. So you want to get your penis photo taken professionally. You let it come to me. Right. And now do you pay them or what's in it for them? Do they get the picture? Do they get like a mug with their picture on? Like what is it? What do they get out of it? So if I'm shooting for a specific

for example when I was doing my dictators I needed specific looks to be done and I had a time frame for the shoot. And so I I paid some of those models. Some of them just got merchandise but people pay me.

Really? Like for a custom shoot, I charge three to $5,000. Right. And how many of those custom shoots have you done about? I've done a few. Right. I've done a few. And then, but you still do,

do you still go down to Art Basel when it's there? Or like, where are you at right now? Is it more about the merchandise? Is it still exhibiting your artwork? I'm doing half and half. So I just wrapped up exhibit at Art Winwood in Miami. Mm-hmm.

And I sold a print to a lovely couple from Oklahoma. Yes, the other weird thing is the people that buy my art are older white people. Right. I think those are people with the cash. Don't you think those are the people that have like the extra cash? They're the people that every, they're the people that buying everyone's art. They'll be your art collectors. Yeah.

I think any artist that you sell stuff would say that's same shit, right? What about any celebrities? no celebrity dicks no celebrities have bought my work right okay I don't really want to shoot celebrity dicks no I thought I went to buy it like if they ever bought it no not yet mm-hmm not yet I'd love to sell some to them yeah you never know I mean like your stuff is so out there I mean look how much has come to you just by like you know you being doing what you did and having your

website out there and then going viral and then doing your exhibit and you know one person you never know who sees you know who sees you know who see you know you it and wants it. I mean, that could happen five years from now. You don't mean, you just never know. Right? It's just like... Totally. The same thing with me doing my podcast. I don't know who's listening. Who's, you know, it's with the internet and stuff, it's just like, and especially

you're going to these trade shows. So that could happen, you know, for sure. I totally believe in. Just keep doing what you're doing. Even on the days where it doesn't seem like it's going to be successful and don't take no for an answer. And somebody will come along that will love your work and connect you to the next first.

and who's going to get you further ahead. Right. And if you're not doing your work, you're not going to meet those people and you're not going to progress. Right. And now let me ask you this. Are you still in advertising? Is this what you do full time now? Or is this still a side thing?

No, this is what I do full time. I haven't been in advertising since like four years ago. Right. And now how much you make about a year, like from this business that you started for yourself? I mean, like the very first year I probably made like 40 grand. the second year, like a little bit more, you know, and now a little bit more than that. So it just kind of grows every year. Yeah, that's great.

And you still go to these trade shows and, I mean, because it could just... I still do my shows, yeah. And it just snowballs into different things. And is it mostly now the merchandise? Do you sell a lot of your merch and where could people find all this stuff? So people can take a look at the merchandise and buy it on my website. I'm in the process of getting it all on Amazon. on an Etsy, and I'm wholesaling.

So, Bachelorette.com just bought some stuff for me. Oh, smart. I'm looking at doing a trade show, like a manufacturer's trade show in Berlin. There's another one in L.A. Oh, yeah, the whole Bachelorette thing is so big with dicks. It's all about penises. It's everything. It's all about dicks.

Yeah. Yeah. And I think if I was a middle-aged gay dude from Berlin, I don't think this thing would have gotten as much power. as it does because I'm Iranian and I'm a mom and a wife and, you know, that makes it more interesting. Right, because of your backstory. And so you, did you go out there and do like a lot of interviews? And I mean, so I'm assuming if you put your face out there, right?

It wasn't like, because like, on my podcast, I use a fake name, right? And nobody knows who I am because I just like, and really just started because I thought my podcast was going to suck and I was just wanting to do a call and advice show because I like to give people advice and talk to my friends about it. And it just turned into this whole thing. Kind of like what you did. Like I didn't realize it was going to be all about this and the topics that I have on my show. And then I was like, oh, good thing I did keep my name out of it.

And I didn't tell anyone I was doing it because like I said, I just was so embarrassed that I was doing. And I thought it was going to be really terrible. And I didn't even know. I just thought it was going to be regular people calling in with problems. And that's why I posted on Craigslist because I was so afraid. I didn't have any place else to put an ad. I didn't want anyone to know what I was doing. And then so I use that fake name, right?

But I've never put a picture of anything because I'm like if I put it, then people will know, right? But you do put your picture out. I mean, you have your picture on your website. So people must kind of know who you are. I mean, right? I mean, even though you use a fake name. Nobody really recognizes me.

No? I mean, like walking around the streets in New York, nobody recognizes me. And like, I rolled up seven months pregnant to Playboy TV and did an interview. Oh, really? Yeah. So people could, these are all things people could check out.

Is that online for people to check out? When did you do that? Yeah, it's in my video tab. it was December. Like two years. Well, I know your babies too because we talked a little bit before we started taping. Yeah. So you,

and so you were seven months pregnant, you got interviewed for Playboy TV. So all this stuff came to you when you were like out there doing all this stuff. Yeah. Yeah, that's amazing. I think that's so great. It's such a great story. Well,

what was fascinating about it is that Esquire, Playboy, all these male audience publications reached out wanting to interview me because they felt like I was putting the dick back on the map and they wanted to celebrate me, a dick artist, like he's a dick fan. And then I have on the other side, you know, women's health and all these like super female audience staff where they were like, I love the feminist artist doing this thing. And so I was like, wow, look at us all united. Who would have thought dicks and costumes would do that?

Yeah, right? It wasn't really, I mean, did you go into it with that kind of intent, really? but you seem like because you're always into like all these charities and you're always sort of giving back that like you did always have sort of a mind for that kind of stuff. You know what I mean? It wasn't just like a joke kind of thing you were doing, right? I mean, it was a little bit more thought out. Yeah, for sure it was thought out. And my goal was to make women laugh and feel a little bit more comfortable about sex and sexuality and getting dick pics. That was my initial thought. And then every. And then every. Everything else sort of came afterwards. Right, exactly. And I am a dick friend and I think Dix should be celebrated and I wanted to raise the bar on Dick Pricks and show men how to do it. If you're going to send a dick pick, throw a hat on it at least make her laugh.

Oh my God. If somebody sent me that, it would be even more. I think I would, I would be like, I would definitely be, it would definitely be easy to avoid the sexting that that person wanted to do it because I could just start asking some questions about the hat and shit. I don't know. But I mean, I don't. Exactly.

But don't you think, though, that if when guys. are sending it, it's like an intro to have sex. Like I don't think that they're, I think, because you're a woman and you see it one way, like I think guys see their dick very differently. I don't think any guy wants to send a dick pick with a hat on. Maybe do gay guys put, see, gay guys would be the perfect people to ask about that, right? I mean, you said when they send it, they are more thoughtful about it and they do put more into it.

I mean, do they dress it up? No. And like the cute, see dress up thing is probably more of like a female perspective. Yeah, totally. gay guys are like, show me that cock. Yeah, that no one wants an outfit on it when it comes to, you know, when they're hard. Throwing an asshole pick too. Right, right.

But, exactly. But I think that it's great that you did it because it starts the conversation going, right? And I mean, that's what art is always about, right? And then all these things and people take out of it what they do, right? And that's great, right? Things like these magazines came to you for, our totally different sort of views of things. right, the male view, the female view, and they want to interview. And these are all things maybe you didn't think of before, but that's what they're getting

out of what you sort of put out there. So I think it's interesting. You take, everyone could take something different from it, right, and think about it. I mean, to me, if I got to, I don't like dick, I don't really get it. Really, it doesn't really turn me on. Like, once in a blue moon when he sent me something, when I was having some of them, I was like, oh, that does look really big and hard and like it, now I'm horny, but like you're in fucking another country.

I don't know. I was just not that into it personally. but I yeah and you know and I don't know many women that are but I know a lot of guys like look at the did was the whole Anthony Weiner thing going on when you were coming out with all this stuff it must have been right yeah yeah totally and like that guy's obsessed even though he got books he did it again and again he just wanted to show people his dick and there's a difference between you know sending a throbbing dick pick next to a TV remote to somebody you don't know or somebody who's never seen your dick versus you're in a long-distance relationship.

No, totally. It's your lover and, you know. Yeah, totally. That's why it's, it's, photos in text. That's why it's bizarre to me that you would get them from guys that you met online, like just dating,

just regular guys, like, or after a date or before you even met them. Like, before you had sex with them, like they're sending that. It's crazy. Yeah, and I think it's a really nice,

quick way for them to gauge where you stand. So, like, I realized that guy was looking to hook up and, like, we had a nice date and I didn't kiss him. Right. And so he wanted to let me know where he stands and he doesn't want to stretch a lot of dinner dates before, you know, we have sex. So he wanted to be like, let me let me let her know what's up and let's see what she's into. And what would you respond back to that? No, thanks, not interested. Did you ever have sexist one of those guys?

I was like, wow, too soon, too soon, bro. And, like, didn't talk to him again. exactly I think it's a little I don't know I think it's more than that and I think I should listen to especially because it's holding me too that like I think that's like someone that doesn't lack sort of the proper boundaries like you said there's a big difference between someone that you have been intimate with and you've seen what they have in their package and they send it to you know then somebody that you never have that sends it that's like someone that's pushing your boundary and doing and that's like there's something wrong I think it's a little nuts and a little bit of a red flag that's like one of a one of a lot of Dick Pick Pick 101 is the timing of dick picks. Yeah. It's no different than if you went out with a girl and she gets home and she's sending you pictures of her tits. If that girl is my friend, I'd be like something's wrong.

Like you shouldn't do that. Like that's like you have boundary issues. Like you're just a little mentally not stable. You know what I mean? And I think any guy that does that unless they're, you know, maybe sometimes guys are drunk or something. But anyone that does it, they have a little bit of an issue. That's like a little weird to be sending a girl that you never.

What? It's a red flag all around. Like, some things definitely off. Oh, yeah, totally. Like, for some girl that you just met on a, I don't know many girls that would be like, oh, yeah, come over, baby. Like, I don't care what it looks like, how big it is, like, whatever, you know. It's a little weird, but it's what goes on, you know?

And if you got many of them and all your friends did, it must be like, it's like some fucking rampant thing out there, which is bizarre to me. Because I don't really like to date, even when I'm single. Like, I just hate dating. So I don't put myself out there like that. I just meet somebody and then I date them. Like, you know, but I don't really do that whole thing. So I don't know as what's going on.

But I think that, you know, if some guys out there doing that, you shouldn't. There is a dick pick timing thing and it should be after you're into somebody. It's not going to get the girl, right? But look how much you got at a dickpicks. I mean, you're really the, you know, the envy of any guy that's setting them out all the time because you did the ultimate thing.

you're making a lot of money from these dick ricks or other dicks are not your own. Yeah. And you know what? It's probably the same. The people that are buying my stuff are the same women that get dick tricks and hate it. Right. So girlfriends buy, you know, by each other. And, like, there's a lot of people that buy calendars for their moms for Christmas.

Right, because it's a joke. Because they're making, like, because of, like, they've been talking about it. And it's like some, like, right. It's just a way to make some sense. Like, because maybe we'll never understand why it is, but like, if you could laugh, like you say about this or people, you know, and then you could just like forget about it because it's like what the fuck. I've always wanted like I've put this shout out on my podcast before to have like somebody that really is into setting dick pics to come on to my show and talk about it because my friend sort of doesn't realize how deep into it he is even if I sort of try to talk to him about it. But he knows me. But I feel like someone calls my show and I don't know. who they are. That's how I like to do my show. They could sort of really give us a little insight into the mind of these kind of guys because it's, it is fascinating to me, but it's also fascinating like what was in your mind and what came out of it. And it is your business and people should

check it out. It's called dixure.com, D-I-C-T-U-R-E dot com, right? And people should Google all about you, right? Because they could see this Playboy interview of you. They could check it. Right? Do you have other things out there that people could? Yes, I have a whole video tab that shows all my interviews. I did this Times Square thing with this German company. Mm-hmm. Yeah, there's a lot of fun stuff on my website and there's a ton of articles. There's a press tab on my site as well.

And if you just Google Dixir or Soraya Dubellas, you'll come across so much stuff. Okay, so everyone should do that. And I'll put your website in my intro as well as into, you know, when I write it out for the show. It's like, it's funny because I'm like the person that has people on my show and I don't really, like I said, I like to get on and not know anything. So I do, I do the opposite of what people are supposed to do. Like, I don't look on purpose. But I'm like, as you're telling me this, because I'm still on your website, I'm like, oh, yeah, hear all the videos. I hear, like, why am I doing? Here's all this stuff. I'm like a moron. But that's the way I run

my show. If I knew all this stuff, it would be. It would be hard for me because I'm so not like an, I don't know. I could never do the, oh, like know something ahead of time. and then like give the intro into the question and I just not I'm not good at that so your natural curiosity and like us just being a couple of girlfriends chatting over coffee exactly yeah then you never know where it goes you know and it's just like more interesting to me it's like more free and it's easier for me to do it but yeah everything that you want to know about you and more because I only I always do my podcast or about an hour long and we're on an hour so I'm going to wrap it up but like now that you know they could learn all lot about you a lot more than what we talk about by going your website everything's there the

dick picks that you did with the dressups the photo mosaics that you sold and sell your shop right all the press like you said what about this contest is that still on yeah the contest is continuous and i ask people for dick names for the pictures for the new pictures i'm going to release oh oh because you have these are these the new ones that are coming out is this like the most current thing that's going on of the new ones yeah yeah the new ones I'm working with. And what's the prize? What do they get?

I'm trying to look. They get a picture prize pack. So I'll put together a basket of like all of my stuff and send it. And please feel free to send me your address so I could send you a calendar and some merchandise. Okay. Awesome. And I'll send and I'll take pictures of it and post it on my stuff. Like I'll do a, I'll tweet it or some shit like that.

Do you know what I mean? That would be amazing. I will. Thanks so much for coming on. Like let me just tell you when that's, guy emailed me like oh I sent emails I was like pissed off at him I have to say because I'm like what are you emailing people like that's not how I run my show but you were really interesting to have on because I think not just because of what you did but I love people that sort of have an idea

and go for it and do it like you're like an entrepreneur I think that I love shark tank that show you know like I watch it because I think that's like I hope to be on shark tank someday I was thinking of that I think it's do you think you could do it because of the you know I don't know I don't know if NBC would allow that Yeah, I don't think so, but it's too bad because this is like the, this would be like a really interesting story. Like I love. It would be a great episode. Yeah, but I like things like this. I like people who like go after what they want and like, like you said, don't stop at no and sort of have the follow through to really take their thing to fruition.

To the point where they're like, you know, they monetize it. And that's what you did. And I think that that's great. That's a success story, right? Like big time. And it's also something that I think you give back because like you do a lot for these causes. I think you really should do the thing for Black Lives Matters. So you're...

I definitely want to. And I'm going to have a fundraiser to kick off Pride Week with a bowtie party to raise money for the travel projects. See, that's amazing. You could tie this into so many things. Do it for the Black Lives Matters too. I really think you should. I will. I think I will.

All right. Well, keep me posted. I'm going to send you. I'll email you my address. And thanks so much for coming on the show. I have to thank that guy that I got mad at for sending you. the email. For sure. We'll both emailing it. All right, cool.

All right. Thanks so much to talk to you. Bye. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show.

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