Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 240 - Sarah is Bisexual and she Wants to Have Threesomes with her Current Boyfriend

Episode Date: July 16, 2018

Sarah calls in to talk all about the fantasies she’s been having since she started listening to this podcast but talks more about the fantasies she’s already lived out. What kind of things has she done? What kind of things is she looking to do in the future? Is her current boyfriend interested in all or any of it? Tune in for all the details which include her losing her virginity story, the threesome she had right after, her hook ups with other girls and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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send me an email. It's strictly not on this podcast at gmail.com. The good news is I finally figured out the new garage ban. I have a new computer. Everything is back to normal. And I have a new caller on today. And her name is Sarah. Now Sarah wrote in just sort of trying to give me like two cents or just wanting to give me two cents on an episode.

And like I always say, like right into my show if you also just want to give me your two cents. Because I love to hear from people who listen to my show. And then I was like and she said that she had like some fantasies. Maybe like she felt like she was a very vanilla person and had just a normal relationship and thought. but she had these like fantasies after listening to a bunch of my shows. So I was like, do you want to come on the show and talk about it? Just like, yeah, let's see. Like, you know, maybe we'll get something out of it.

And turns out this girl is not vanilla. Now, I think a lot of times it's very good to like put out very low sort of, not expectations, but like, you just talk yourself down because then when you meet somebody, you're like, wow, that person's so much better than I thought. That's like, that's what happened on this call. I thought I was going to have to try and figure out how to make this girl interesting because she's so vanilla. And I use that word a lot in the beginning of the episode.

And it turns out she's not at all. She's hardcore. She did a lot of things at a very young age. She tried all kinds of things like threesomes. And she's really into girls. And she's like into open relationships. And you just got to hear how it all sort of comes out. It was like blue my mind.

mind because like I said, I thought I was just getting on the phone with some regular girl. I wouldn't say boring. I don't think anyone's boring. I find people fascinating. That's why I do my show. And I think if you talk to anybody long enough, you could find out fascinating shit. And like on this call, besides like the fascinating sex stuff that she didn't even really realize was not vanilla, there's this whole thing that goes down or that is a part of her relationship with her boyfriend, like some issues that he has that she talks about that I had never heard of. And that was fascinating too. So besides not being vanilla and being into like, you know, some really hot things,

she also has interesting stories to tell about other things. So I'm going to be right back on with Sarah. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be? on the show. Well, Strictly Anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, Strictly Anonymous podcast at gmail.com with your story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly anonymous. Hey, Sarah, how are you doing today? Welcome to the Strictly anonymous podcast. Oh, hi. I'm glad to be here, I guess. Yeah, right? Like, you're a listener that wrote

in the show. Like, and you just, you just. had like some funny two cents that you wanted to give me right and you were like you know first of all you like hate doctor guy and you're like why the fuck would you be friends with him or something like that i hate doctor guy every time one of his episode comes on i listen for like 10 minutes and turn it off oh my god wait but why but okay first of all he does mumble so he's hard to understand right but why do you listen for 10 minutes and turn off because he just seems like such a douged bag he's just like so fucking irritating i like don't even know what it is he's you you obviously don't have my issue where you like had a bad dad and you are attracted to like

douchebag guys do you know what I mean like I mean I mean I talk about it all the time in the show like I do I'm like a douchebag magnet right and then like even though I don't date him and I only date him for a short time like I feel sorry for people like it like I don't know why I befriend guys like that like I have a sickness because there's been other guy friends of mine on the show that have been just as obnoxious as he is and uh I think people are like like why what's what's wrong with kathy and her friends do you know what i mean no absolutely no i definitely have like a the opposite of you i like have like a nice guy magnet like i can't even say like an ex that i don't think is a good person oh my god that's so great but see the weird thing is is i'm friends

with all of my ex but they're all psychos but like what does that say about me right like a track's like and i'm friends with all of them still because i could accept like the flawed really bad guys. Like that's the problem with me because my dad was super obnoxious and rude and all those things. But because he was my dad, I think I always could find something good in douchebags. You know, it's like a weird thing. So you must have had a good dad. A nice guy dad, right? You did, right? Yeah, totally. Yeah, these things really make a difference. You know what I mean? Like the way you were born, the way you were raised. And you're like, you told me, I mean, you really wrote in just to talk about how irritating doctor guy is and whatever, blah, blah, blah.

But you also did say that, like, you're like in a very vanilla relationship, right? Like, you're like, whatever age. You're in your 20s. Your boyfriends are in your 30s. But you have, like, non-vanella fantasies, right? That you kind of think about sometimes when you listen to my show. Yeah. So it's like one of my guilty pledgers, actually.

So I sent me a cubicle for 40 hours a week. And I like to listen to your show while I'm at work, which is probably bad. But nobody knows what I'm listening to. So that's fine. Please. I was born in the wrong generation. Like, I was thinking of that today. Like, I was at the movie theater and, like, all the people that were waiting to go in and, like, clean up the movie theater were all just sitting there on their iPhones, like, Googling shit or whatever they were. You know what I mean?

And I was like, when I was young, like, because I'm so old now, like, when I was your age or like, or younger and I had to work, like, stupid jobs that were, like, so boring. There was nothing I could do. Like, I just had to sit there and, like, think about things. I was like, there was no iPhone I could look at it. There was no games to play. People to text. Like, I was like, oh, my God. I, like, imagine the torture of, like, just sitting in a cubicle with no phone and nothing to listen to.

We didn't even have computers. Like, it was ridiculous. Now you could, like, have a job where you drive an Uber when you're, like, 20, right? And you could, like, work whenever you want and stop working whenever you want and talk to drunk people all day, like, and not have a boss. Like, I'm sorry, but I'm very, I really wish I really wish I really. is young now because you have it way better than I had it. Yeah, but like imagine like you always talk about like back when you were crazy. Yeah. Like imagine I am so paranoid to ever do anything like when I'm out drinking because somebody's going to take a picture and there will be video. Yeah. Like,

there is a bad side to that. Well, not really because I don't think a lot of people have your guilty conscience. Like, you know, I think it's like you're like you are rare in that you're afraid or do you think a lot of people are like that. I don't know because maybe we only see like the train racks out there, right, that are doing stuff all the time. It seems like I think that the younger generation is super like, they don't give a shit about anything. But you actually like curtail your behavior because you're afraid it will get all out there on social media and stuff. It's like definitely a constant thought. I'm definitely one of those that was raised in the church. So I do carry a lot of that like, you know, the constant guilt with you wherever you go. I mean. But it's not bad.

No, it's definitely something I think about, like what I'm out and about. Yeah, I don't think, I don't know that I would have thought of it or how it would have changed things. Maybe it would have made me more accountable and maybe I wouldn't have like gone off the rails so much. But like it was like I could. And the only people who would know about it were like, you know, my friends or the, you know. So yeah, it was a different time. But I'm still jealous and I really feel like I was born in the wrong generation. But you, like I said, you have like vanilla relationship, but yet you have non-vince.

vanilla sort of fantasies. And like you did say something about like you wish you could be the unicorn for like a couple. And the unicorn that I talk about on the show that people that are the couples that are looking, they're always looking for a girl to join in on a threesome and they want a single girl. But that's the quote unquote unicorn that exists, right? The single girl that's willing to join and hook up just sexually with like a couple, right?

They always wind up having to be with another couple or whatever, right? because they can't find that girl. Well, and couples always talk about how they can never find that girl. And I'm like, oh, I want to do that. Right. I wouldn't be your unicorns. But that's why they're all unicorns because even the girls that want to do it, like you, are in our nice girls that went to church and that like their guy and that would never

probably do it in real life, right? But they wish that they could or they fantasize about it, but you probably maybe would never. I don't know. You tell me. I mean, I totally think I would if I was like in a, yeah, if I was. single and like in the place that I am right now, I think I would absolutely do it. And what is your fantasy to, like, is it that you want to be with a girl and a guy,

or do you just want to be with a guy? Do you want to be watched? Like, what do you think it is about that scenario that turns you on? Both. So I like, um, okay, so I lost my virginity when I was kind of young. And the second time, my like second sexual experience ever was a threesome. Okay, so wait, let's start off Ms. Vanilla. That's not really vanilla. Okay, wait, so how old were you when you lost your virginity? I was 15. So not like super young, but I mean, I was 15 too.

And that was at my time, that was like really young. But that is kind of young. I mean, it's not like, I think the average age would be like 17, right? For a girl, like 15, I think is still a little young, right? But how did you lose it? Was it with like, did you have a boyfriend at the time or was it like a drunken thing? Or like, what was your losing your virginity story? Yeah.

So like plot twist. I was dating a boy from church. Uh-huh. And like our families all knew each other and we were dating and we decided we were going to have sex, which was cool. Okay. And then like one of my other friends from church was like also a virgin. So he and I had sex once and then we decided that the three of us were going to have sex because we didn't want to be virgins anymore. Okay.

But who is, wait, your second, your first losing virginity story was or you first lost your virginity with this guy and then you guys said, oh, let's go do a threesome. I don't know. Yeah, pretty much. So like I lost my virgin as a guy And then there was another friend we went to church with And she was like, what? You're not a virgin anymore? Like Right.

That's crazy. And then I was like, well, let's just all do it. Wait a second. Just rewind a little bit. So the guy that you did it with that was a virgin to, he was your boyfriend kind of, right? Like you guys were dating? Yeah. Okay.

Yeah, totally. And how long were you dating for? Oh, God, like three months maybe. Okay. And so they, you guys decide to have sex. And even though like you're a church going girl or whatever. or like you, you're like, you're down to have sex at 15. Oh, yeah.

I was like, I want to do this. Okay, you wanted to get it on. You wanted to get in that world. That's how I was. Like, I couldn't wait to have sex. Like, I just wanted, I felt like that was like a part of being a grownup and I just wanted to be a grown up. You know what I just wanted to be a grown up.

So you got in it. I was so ready. Right. You were ready and you wanted to experiment. And so you did it with that guy. And then right afterwards, you told the girl that's your friend. Yeah. I like told her.

And she was like, oh my God, no way. Yeah. And she was like a little jealous and she's like, I want to do it too. And you're like, why don't you have a threesome with us? Yeah, pretty much. I mean, like, that's kind of how it went down. Right. And then what did she say?

And now, did you know that you were into girls? Um, I mean, I didn't like know, like, acknowledge that at all. But it was like, the experience was really hot at the time. And did you know that? Because like, really like it, listen, if you're dating a guy and I, I don't know. We'll get to your like your current relationship. I mean, you didn't say that any of that kind of stuff goes on with this guy. I don't know. I'll ask you that in a second. But like with this guy, because like you're dating a guy and when you say to this girl like let's

have a threesome and you're going to, so it's like you're going to let her lose her virginity to your boyfriend. So that's kind of like now you're like sort of also besides sort of dipping your foot in the lady pond, right? And hooking up with a girl, you're also sort of having kind of like an open relationship because you're letting her fuck your boyfriend. Yeah, it's like weird when I think about it now because at the time we were all just like, yeah, this is so great. But like fast forward to now, I like don't know why all of us thought that was so great. Like it seems so crazy to me. Right.

And you don't consider something crazy. You were what? We were like about it. We're like, yeah, let's do this. And he was like, of course I want to do that. Oh my God. I've only had sex one time in my life. Yeah, he was like, who knew you could find girls like this at church?

Or maybe we all know that you can find girls like that at church, right? That's where all the girls are. Right. Do you know what I mean? Yeah. So that girl, and she's your friend? Yeah, I mean, not as much anymore now, but at the time, totally. Okay.

And you were attracted to her? Like, did you know that you were, like, going to get it out with her and the guy? Or is that what you wanted? Is that what she was into? So she was a little more than I was, like, then, because I just didn't know. but then I mean once it was on it was just like great but how did it get initiated like did you guys plan the whole situation because like you're young right

so like where you get of a threesome in a car no like I don't know where his family was but he had the house to himself okay so you decided to do it at a house and like did you keep this like a big secret between you guys or like is it like in my day like if like people were having threesome like two girls were hooking up like that was like something really taboo you would keep that shit to yourself right this is a long time ago but in your time like how's it go so he went to a different school okay and i did and so

nobody really knew yeah exactly um so nobody knew anything more or less than i wanted them to which was nothing right right okay so now how did it go down did you guys like drink up to get the nerd like you know like how did so like what exactly happened so i'm on the west coast and so everybody knows about it pretty much because you know that's just how we do it out here so we just all got like really stoned and just like lit some incense and just like kind of started hanging out and got naked and who fooled around with who like so you fooled around with the girl did you do everything with her did like what was happening i mean no no so like like like I she and I started like making out and then he came up behind me and then he and I started having

sex and they were making out and then he started fucking her and I don't know like she and I didn't really like do anything except for just like touching uh-huh um and he just got to enjoy himself with both yeah and like did did you like did a part of like you watching him fuck her like turn you on like Did you like sort of experimenting with her? Did you like seeing your guy with someone else? Like what was? Yes to all of that. To all of it.

So you were like- Which like at the time I didn't really acknowledge because I was so young and like so inexperienced. And I was like this is so weird. And like I don't even know how I feel about this right now. But like I'm glad it's happening. Uh-huh. And that was pretty much like all I felt about it afterwards too.

I was like, I don't even know what to feel about this. But that was really awesome. Right. No, it was so hot. I like, even like, you know, like 10 years later, I remember, like, seeing them fuck each other and being like, oh, my God, this is so hot. Right. And now, this is awesome. I get to be a part of this.

Does your guy now know about that experience? No. He doesn't. So have you ever, so after that threesome with the girl and the guy, like, did you guys ever, like, do it again or was that like a one-time thing? Um, so we hung out again. And then in standard church fashion. he felt guilty for having sex outside of wedlock and told his pastor to turn around.

I see Mormon? That's like a thing. No, no. It was just like he like felt guilty. And so he like told his youth pastor, not like a lead pastor, but like somebody he trusted and the guy he trusted like called his parents. Oh, because he was so jealous. Are you serious?

The guy called his parents? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. So wait, did he go back. It was just like inappropriate behavior. Yeah, but wait a second. Did he like go back and tell. this guy like I had sex with two girls? No, God no. I think he just, I mean, I don't, we never really

talked about after that because like we all were in the same church. So like his parents knew my parents. Oh my God. So did it get back to your parents? Yeah. So I like stopped going to church there. I got in a bunch of trouble. He got in a bunch of trouble. We didn't see each other for a long time after that. Okay, but wait a second because these kind of situations always fascinate me too, like the whole religious sort of guilt thing talking to your person and like you know sort of feeling compelled to have to tell and you know I remember talking to one Mormon girl where that was like a thing where they did in the but this isn't Mormon right and it's not like a no but so and he had a good time and you guys did it again a second time right that's when you said you hung out again yeah we like hung out again as friends but we

never like had sex the three of us again okay but you did we never had like the opportunity right but there was nothing wrong like as far as like our friendship and stuff like It was all good. Now, did he, like, tell you, like, were there any signs that he was, like, on the verge of, like, sort of falling apart and calling up his youth guy and telling it. Like, did he seem like he felt bad to you? Did he talk to you about it at all? Or was it a total shock? No.

So he was, like, I just, like, feel kind of conflicted. Like, I'm happy and, like, things are good. But I just feel like we shouldn't ever do that ever again. Okay. And what did you say? And I was like, I don't know. I was young. I was like, okay, whatever.

Yeah, right. You know, like, I don't know. Even back then, I knew he wasn't going to be the only person I slept with. So, like, I was just kind of like, okay, you know, whatever you need. And now, yeah, go on. Now, you had only had sex with this guy twice, right? The time he lost your virginity and then the threesome, right? Yeah.

Yeah. And he's, and how old was he? Was he your age? He's 17. He was 17. Now, and he was a virgin, right? That was his first time. Yep.

Wow, so interesting. So he tells you that, oh, maybe we shouldn't do this again and you're like, okay. And then does he tell you I have to like call up and tell or I just told and like they're going to call your parents? Like how did you or did you just get blindsided by that? Yeah. So I like was out and about with friends actually. And I like, he's calling me and I'm like, oh, I wonder what he's doing. Like maybe he's going to come hang out.

I pick up my phone and he's like, hey, I don't know what you're doing right now, but like your parents are probably going to call you if you're not at home. I made a mistake. And I was like, what are you talking about? And he was like, I fucked up. So he regretted that even more right after he did it. Probably. Yeah. Right.

Okay. Immediately. Okay. Because he was a little bit more normal to me. I was going to say anything. Yeah. Okay. Now he's like just more normal.

Just confuse young guy. Yeah. Totally. So he was like, oh, my. my God, I fucked up. I, like, felt bad. I told this guy, and now he called and ratted me. Now, let me ask you this. Are they supposed to go and tell your parents? Or, like, is it the thing where, like, you could go to them in confidence and be really honest with them? And they don't go back and tell your family. Isn't that the way it should be? I thought that's the way it should be.

But, like, honestly, the only church that's honor bound, like, that all is, like, a priest in confession. Right. Otherwise, it's everybody else's personal. Like, nobody's, like, contract's really bound to, like, be that way. But you would think people who are like wanting to work with youth and like support kids wouldn't be like dickheads. Right. Or I don't see what the... If a teen is like struggling with something you would think they wouldn't

like turn around and be like oh, yo. But maybe maybe they have to if like they come with situations like I don't know. That's like a weird thing. It's not like you know it's a school and he was having sex in school. You know what I mean? And then maybe there's a reason. It's like it's a very great area. I don't know. I don't really understand. What I don't think they have to though like I right I mean I spent years and years in church and then I worked with youth for a long time. Uh-huh yourself and I never once felt yeah and I never once felt compelled to like share something with a parent of a kid who was confiding in me and now did any of them ever confide in anything like sexual like that like oh I'm having feelings about having sex or I had sex or like that kind of scenario is that the kind of things that these kids would come to you with?

No not sex mess honestly mostly just like drugs like drinking and smoking out. And like they all had boyfriends, but like I don't, we never talked about it. Right. They could have if they wanted to. And I think they all kind of knew I knew like the ones that were having sex. But like they just, if they wanted to talk, then we could. And then if not, that was okay too. And I was just kind of there to support them.

Right, right, right. Because they need somebody and somebody closer to their age that they feel like they could be honest with and maybe has been through it. Right. That's like their peer, but maybe a little bit older and wiser. and did when they came to you with like drugs and alcohol stuff like you never felt compelled to tell and did the people that you work with tell you that you had to tell like what was the rule? There wasn't one you know like no I never once felt like I needed to I mean I would guide them in the best way that I knew how right and like trying to help them be responsible right yeah and like resources

if they needed them just as far as like our community and stuff right but no I never once felt the need to tell anyone anything. It's nobody's business. Yeah, I mean, like, I don't understand that guy, the youth counselor's sort of mental, like what he was, like, you know, this guy, this young guy comes to him and says, oh my God, I had sex out of wedlock and I feel really guilty. I mean, he could have just, like, talked him through it and been like, just don't do it again and call it a day.

Like, what did he think getting his parents involved would do, right? And then they got called your parents. So, like, so he named you. Well, like, everybody knew we were dating. Oh, okay. So that's how they know. Mm-hmm. Oh, my God. So the guy calls his parents and then what do your parents say?

How horrified were they? They were like mortified. But like also like, I mean, they were angry. They were just like, what the fuck. But they weren't like angry or anything. And they were like, well, what if you got pregnant? I was like, I'm not pregnant. And like, mind you, this is like a month after it happened.

Like he sat on it for a while. Imagine they knew that you fucked a girl with him. Like, you know what I mean? No, never. Imagine that youth counselor knew the truth. Oh, Jesus, I know. He didn't tell him that, right? I doubt to this day he would even admit to that.

Really? Why, he would feel guilty, but that he should be, like, most guys would be bragging about it. He went back into, he, like, nosedived back into the church and everything's so hard, and then, like, went to Bible college and is now, like, dating a pastor. What do you mean a pastor? Like a woman pastor? Yeah, she's, like, a children. pastor. She like does like little kids and they like he like dove as far back into that as he could.

So many guys would like it's like so weird that that sort of situation was wasted on somebody that didn't even appreciate it. Right. You know it wasn't really his thing. You know he's just like a more very vanilla guy right. And he was handed like this thing that like most guys would like die for. Right. There's probably like a 50-year-old guy that never had that in their life. Right. This was like a young guy that was like, here's your little past. And it wasn't for him. No, no, it absolutely was not.

And yeah, so that was a cool. To each their own. Yeah, that's, it's just so interesting to me that that whole church thing. And so your parents were kind of, you had to stop. You got like thrown out of the church or did your family take you out of there? Oh, God, no. No, not at all. Or do you guys just leave or you stopped going because,

people all knew about it? I just stopped going because everybody knew. Like, everybody knew. All the adults in the church knew. Can you believe? Like, how is that? Like, that's so fucked up. How is that help? Like, how does that help the teens that are struggling with confusion to have, like, everybody sort of judging them and knowing their business? Like, that's really the problem. It was so hard. And I was like 15. And I was like, I don't even like, I feel so uncomfortable. I feel like everybody's looking at me because they were. And like he had three older sisters who all went to the church and they all knew.

Who had three? Oh, he did. He did. So all those girls went and told everybody. Yeah. Right. Just like that little slut got my brother in so much trouble and blah. You know.

Oh, it's all your fault, right? Oh, yeah. And so I was like, I'm out. And how did you get him in trouble? I mean, you didn't force him to have sex. Didn't he come to you and say he wanted to have sex or was it your idea? I mean, no. We just like wanted to do it.

And he seemed to enjoy it. And he seemed to enjoy it. Yeah, he totally enjoyed it. Right. Interesting. It's so weird. And yeah, it's like, it's so weird that, like, I think the sort of aftermath of all that could be a lot more scarring than the fact that you were having sex at a wedlock. You know what I mean?

Like, this guy went to confide that he was having some conflicting feelings. And then everybody is turning around judging you and like calling you names. You know, know that's a lot worse than oh yeah and it's weird like look at how like they were calling you like you were the worst one in the situation right it was like he was like the victim oh absolutely you know but it was like my so it's like the same dominole denomination but my parents went to that same domination church

in like the next town over right so like we all knew each other but like i didn't have to see them on sundays uh-huh but like i went to church there i went to church there but my parents went the same denomination in the other town. Right. So, like, they didn't, like, feel as much, so I just started going with my parents again. So it's, like, felt forced out that trip. But, I mean, I was still, like, involved. I was like, you know what?

It's not the end of the world. Like, probably shouldn't have done it. But, like, I'm going to be okay. Also, I can't show my face in that building. But that's good that it didn't, like, ruin you. I just kind of brushed it off. Because something like that could be really, I think. But you're obviously, have had, like, and I, this is, it goes back to the whole, like,

how you're raised kind of foundation thing. I think like all of your foundation and your self-esteem and all that stuff is really built when you are super young, right? And it really helps and decides how you're going to weather things like that, right? Somebody that was like on shaky ground before, like, you know, that could really damage somebody. But you were like raised in a healthy household. You had a good parent. You were a pretty solid person. So even though that was really bad, I think that could be really bad for the wrong person.

And like for you, you were able to weather it and come out and brush it off, like you say, and be totally okay, which is cool. Absolutely. Because to have everybody after your first sexual experience, especially, right, all calling you a slut and a whore, like, that could be really devastating and can make you want to be even more of a whore. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. I was just like, and I was like at that moment, I was like, oh my God. Like, how was this my fault? Yeah, especially.

Okay. Yeah. That doesn't make any sense. You got more of the wrath, right? Because the girl, because you were the girl. Like, you were the slut that forced him to have sex. So weird. Yeah.

But, like, that's so, like, the way our culture is, isn't it? Yeah, totally. I think it's changing now the whole thing that's going on now, which is really great. Oh, absolutely. But, yeah, that's crazy. But it's good that you were able to brush it off. And then did you eventually meet this guy? Because you still sound super young, right?

And so that didn't happen. Like, it's not, like, how many boyfriends did you have in between that guy and this guy? that guy and I broke up and then I dated the same guy most of my high school experience like off and on for like four and a half years uh-huh um and we were having sex with him everything was fine and both of our parents kind of knew and he was raised Catholic and went like to Catholic school uh-huh but like both of our parents are like just be smart like we're not going to tell you you know like you guys are smart kids and we're going to tell you know and you're going to do it anyway so like it was never uh nobody ever shamed us after

that first experience like I was fine. Right. And your parents knew you were in a virgin at that point. Yeah. What were they going to say? Right. And I dated casually for a few years and the guy I'm with now I've been with for the last like nine months.

Oh, so he's like kind of like a new boyfriend. Now with your other boyfriend, did you like do any of the stuff? Like does anyone know about your hookup and all that stuff that went down or no? Like not anybody I talk to now I mean Like people back in the day knew But it's I don't know It doesn't even matter anymore

Right Because no but I'm saying only because I'm wondering Like if any of these boyfriends that you've dated Knew Oh no That you did that They would be trying to score the same thing Like they'd be like so happy

And they'd probably be like Hey let's go do the same thing Though maybe some guys wouldn't be on it Yeah No, so funny story. Yeah. I was seeing this guy for a, and like at this point, I've like had sex with two women, like, by myself. Like, I like having sex with women.

I like having sex with men. Okay. But I was seeing this guy for a little bit. And it had been like a couple months. And we went out with like one of his, like, friends from high school. And I was like, how about we bring her home? And she was like, yeah, that would be fun. And he was like, okay, I guess so.

And like halfway through, he like kicked us both out of his room. What do you mean? like him and made him so uncomfortable because he was like, I don't like the way she's touching you. Like you're mine. He was jealous. Yeah, I was about to what I said, most guys would like him. I said, I think that there are some guys that couldn't handle it and that's a total

thing, right? I think some guys are like that for sure. It's not like every guy would be cool with it. Because he was like a guy that liked you. Why can't I just find a guy who wants me to like, yeah, he told like he was super into me. He was like, I just got really jealous. I just couldn't handle it. Right. Is that crazy? I'm like, I thought every guy wanted this.

I've had two experiences, but both not really shitty. Yeah, it is. It's really weird, but there's so many guys listening right now that don't feel that way. They're out there. You just, I think you just like the really nice guys. Remember you said that? You like the nice guys? I do. I like really nice guys. Yeah, that's the problem. And they're boring. Yeah, that's the problem. But you're a nice girl and you're not boring. So there's got to be a guy like you out there that's a nice guy that's a, what about your guy now? How do you know that he wouldn't be into it? Um, so my, it's a, my guy now. Um, I can't wait to hear this. You keep like throwing these things out there after like that I don't see coming. Yeah. We do not have. We probably have sex once every two weeks maybe. How come? Um, so when he was a very small child, he was very sick and had like a lot of surgeries. Uh-huh. And had cancer and had a lot of surgeries and different treatments when he was really little. Right. And. And, And he cannot have an erection naturally. Oh, God.

You're kidding. No, and he is 33. And he has spent his, huh? Yeah, but wait, he had like a sickness that affected his penis? Like, did he had, like, why can he get an erection? So he, like, had, like, um, bladder cancer when he was, like, three. Oh, my God. And just, like, different surgeries and just different treatments and stuff.

And, like, all of his wires getting crossed and shit. Oh, my. That's crazy. Well, thank God he survived. And that's like, yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. But it like, I mean, if you asked him, it pretty much ruined his life.

And. Now, is he fertile? Can he have kids? No. He can't. Oh, God. Yeah. So it's like one of those things.

So he like, so we can have sex, but he like has, it's like the same shit like the porn stories use that like it's been like a little vial and you have to like inject it. What is he? I don't know porn stories. use what is the porn stores inject something like what are you talking about yeah so like it's um it's like a it's like a viagra like times a million it's like a little vial and you use a syringe and you like inject it into the base of your penis with a needle yeah or like you put it inside the hole and goes in or it's a needle thing no with a needle a needle into the skin oh yeah this is

another one of those things that you just throw out there why wasn't this shit in your email you're like, oh, yeah, it's a vanilla. That's why I was like, I said that 10 times. Well, my sex life is vanilla because it's really painful for my book. No, but your life is so fascinating. This is all so fascinating. This is like, I've never heard of some. I've never heard of this before.

You're like, oh, yeah, with the porn source. I never knew that. Maybe everyone else does, but like, I didn't know that there's something you can inject into your penis that or like that. I mean, it's like a Viagra, but like more so to just like keep you rock hard. Okay. So does it work? I don't know how many porn stories actually do it, but I actually heard.

it on another podcast they were like talking about. This guy they were interviewing him and he was like yeah, you're just like sometimes you have to do like little injections. So make sure you stay hard if the chick's not that hot. Right, right. That's so funny. It was literally I just heard and passing. Yeah.

And it made me laugh because I was like, oh, my boyfriend uses that. So wait a second. How long into your relationship is it before he dumps all this stuff on you? Because that's like all very heavy stuff. Like can't have babies. You know, I can't get hard. I got to put this like I had can't. You know, that's like a lot.

of stuff to take on and start a relationship with someone. Like, when does he decide to tell you that kind of stuff? It was so much stuff. And it definitely came really slowly. Like, let's see, we were hanging out for a while and we were like happy and sex, but like he was always kind of weird about it. Uh-huh. Um, and then we...

This is the perfect guy to have the open relationship with. Oh, see. It gets better. Oh, okay. The first couple times you're having, like, the lights were always off. And I was like, okay, you know, whatever. But, like, I'm 22. And, like, I'm cute as shit.

Like, I want the lights on. But he, so then we, like, hit our first, like, wall because he, like, has, um, he, like, had to use a catheter after he had surgery. And so he had, like, a bag on the outside. Like, that's what they do for kids, I guess. And so he has, like, some really nasty scars, like, from different surgeries and stuff. That he's self-conscious about. Really physically self-conscious. Right.

Okay. He's a good-looking guy. He's a good-looking guy. He's like actually really good-looking. Like very handsome. Right. Yeah, you would have not have to.

Like he is very tall, dark and handsome. You would have no idea. But he just has these scars and he's super uncomfortable about them. Yeah. I think people just kind of made fun of him when he was a kid.

Yeah. Terrible. Like, you know, that just scars you. Because probably they're not really that bad, right? I mean, he's a gorgeous guy. Like the girls wouldn't care, right? Like, is it that bad?

They're, like, pretty gnarly, but, like, I didn't think twice about it. Like, you know, it's like, I didn't know any of, like, his past stuff. And I was like, oh, like, I was like, there's a scar there. But, like, it wasn't like, oh, my God, what the fuck is that? Like, that's what I mean? Like, it wasn't like. Yeah, no, it's just a scar. Right.

Okay, cool. So the lights go out. You see the scar. I mean, the lights come on. You see the scars. Go on. Yeah. And then so, like, we're fine.

And then, you know, pass forward a little while. We, like, start. dating officially and it's like things are good but then I'm like trying to have sex and he's just like no I can't I can't and I was like by the fuck not and he's like well I don't like have anything with me and I was like what are you even talking about because he was like over at my house and he didn't have yeah yeah his shot right and so he like literally couldn't and so then he was like kind of forced to tell me and I was like oh you know like I legit had no idea yeah yeah I mean who would ever even hear of anything exactly yeah like I don't never even heard of that yeah like And but even then it was like he was like you know I like because of like my stuff I just like have to take something and I don't have it with me. And I like assumed that he like had to take a Viagra. And I was like, okay, you know, no big deal, whatever. Okay. And then pass forward a while longer and I like found out that he like has to use a catheter to go to the bathroom.

And then I found out that he has to do like a full injection. It's not just a pill. Right. But I mean it all came out over the course of like six months. So it was definitely just like a long period of like getting to know him and breaking down walls and like getting to the next spot and breaking down more walls. Yeah, well listen. I mean, it's not like the type of thing. I mean, if he was my friend, I would be like, that's the way to do it.

Like, because you want to make a girl like just wind up falling for you and then she's going to be okay with that stuff. Whereas if you tell somebody that too early on before they're hooked and have feelings, like they might be like it's very easy to be like see you later. Like, you know, it's just too much. Oh, absolutely. Right. Absolutely. And, I mean, the last, actually one of the first things he told me is that he couldn't have kids. As funny as that is, that one kind of came up first.

Right. Okay. Which is like whatever. But it's so crazy because he's had relationships in the past that have ended because of that, which I mean makes sense. Yeah. Because it's like you're a girl who like, you know, is really sure you want that. Then what's the point? Yeah, I think that that could be.

I think a lot of girls when you're young, you don't really know. But I think some girls that are young do know, right? You know, listen, I have a kid now, but like if I win my 20s, I'd be like, who the fuck cares? But then like way later I had a baby. But there's a lot of other things you could do anyway, you know, so you don't know what's going to happen. Yeah. And like there's so many ways to start a family. Exactly.

So like if we decided we need to start a family, like there's so many ways to start a family. Whatever. Yeah, exactly. So that's like so minor for me. Exactly. You could have the baby. So that's like fine. You're super young.

So that wasn't that big of a deal. And then by the time all the other. stuff came out like you're hooked on the guy right so yeah i mean we'd been together for six months and that was that like right but so and things are good so it's like whatever yeah except that like your but why when i said like i was just like this is i don't know like i feel like this is a good guy to have an open relationship with because in if he was into it right in a way it could take away a lot of the burden of him being like your number one sort of sexual like person that sort of fulfills you sexually because it's probably like a little like not like a lot on him but like you know for

him to feel like he's the one that has to please you when you're he's only fucking you two times a week like two times a week or what do you say every two weeks i've like every two weeks yeah because of all this stuff that like maybe if you opened up the relationship and you guys like started getting it on and maybe you were doing girls in front of him and like like it could be really good for your relationship because it would take a little of the pressure

off of him of feeling like he didn't have to only be the one to satisfy you do you know what I mean? So I've been like trying to water that seed and like just but he gets really defensive about it because he's aware of like his like physical limitations he like feels like he's not good enough.

Yeah but this is why you need to know but this is why you need to tell her. Tell him your stories. Have you told him your stories? I mean, not like graphically. But did he knows that you had the threesome when you were younger? He knows I've had one. Yeah.

He knows you had one threesome. Now, you said you were with two girls solo too, right? Is that right? And what's the deal with those? Were they friends? Were they just hookups? Like, how did those things? How did that come about?

Yeah. So, just like, hooked up with a girl. and then I hooked up with the same girl twice individually. Okay, but did you just meet her in a bar? Was she like a friend of yours? Friend of a friend. Right. A friend of a friend.

She was like having a house party one night and we were all over there and we just kind of like went to bed together. We were like pretty fucked up the first time. And then like we were like, that was kind of okay. So then we're like we should probably do that again and not be so drunk. And it was great. But the first time like there's a whole bunch of people there, right? Like how does it, how does it happen?

I mean, was it just one big orgy where everyone wound up in bed with different people? Or, like, how is it that you sort of caught eyes with this girl and you guys decided to hook up? Because a lot of times something like that is not sort of like, it's not like a guy hitting on a girl in front of people, right? Like, how did it go to the point where you guys are sneaking off to a room to go have sex? Well, I mean, first of all, it was like a pretty big house. Right. And her room was upstairs and like the party was downstairs. So it was easy to like sneak away.

But like, we were just like hanging out. And I don't really know. I think I just kind of grabbed her by the hand and I was like, come on. And I think I just brought her to her bedroom. Okay. And so at that point, you knew you felt like attracted to her. I was super attracted to her. I like, I'm relatively thin and I have like pretty small tits.

And I like have this thing for huge tits. And she had like the nicest rack. And I was like, I need them in my face. Right. And they were like natural? Yes. Right. And so you were like totally like.

totally looking at her tits. You're like a guy, right? Like you're just like totally looking at her. Absolutely. Absolutely. So you grab her. You're the aggressive girl, Ms. Vanilla. So you grab her and say, let's go and she was down for it. Yeah. She was like, absolutely. And so we like kind of snuck off. And she kind of looked at me and she was like, so if you, there's toys in that top drawer. And I was like, okay, cool. I'm glad we're on the same page. Like that was like what I needed her to tell me because it was just very like, okay, same page. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah.

But so this time did you do everything with each other? Like, did you go down on her? She went down on you because like you said, the first time you hooked up with that girl, you guys barely did anything. This time did you go to town? Like, you did everything? I went to town on her.

I went down on her for probably half an hour. And it was great. And you loved it. And so it was all like. And I loved it. And that's when you realized you're into girls. And it was awesome. Because at the time, I had never, like, had an orgasm like that.

Uh-huh. But, like, she did, and I gave it to her. And it was, like, amazing. Mm-hmm. And I, like, knew that she, like, was kind of into anal, too. And I had her, like, little toy, and I got to, like, please her backside and, like, eat her pussy. And it was awesome. And then she did all that to you?

No. Would she pass out? She was just so exhausted from all her orgasms. Yeah, honestly. Yeah. Yeah. I was like, I was like totally okay with that. Like I was like, nope, I'm like so fulfilled right now. Like life is good. Like. Right. Right. Because you got to do everything that you wanted to do and whatever. And so you'll just use those thoughts to get yourself off or whatever. Right. Like it's like. Yeah. Honestly, yeah. I was just like, no, that was great. And then we did hook up again like another time. Right. After that. When we weren't so drunk. And then yes, we did do everything. And how was that that time? Um, fun. Very, very fun. Maybe not as much fun because I probably had a little more inhibition. Like, um, I was probably a little more hesitant. Yeah, yeah, totally.

Like the first time when we were so drunk and just like, threw caution to the wind. But, um, but that time she went down on you and you got pleasured and everything was good. It was amazing. And I was like, okay. Like, I guess I'm a little by. And I like never really, like, thought a whole lot about it. But I was like, I guess that's what that means. I don't fucking know. Right, right, right. And that was your two hookups with girls, and also that first one. And so you haven't been with a girl since that girl. How long ago was that? That was probably, so I've,

that was probably two and a half years ago. Right. And I have been with one girl since then, but that was the threesome where he like got all weird. Oh, right, right, right. And I got all jealous. And so that like ended very abruptly. But that wasn't this guy.

This was another guy, right? Yeah. The threesome that went back. was your other boyfriend, right? A different boyfriend. Now, this, right, this guy, you're like a serial boyfriend girl, right? Like, I'm a serial boyfriend girl for, like, you know, like six months to a year, is pretty standard for me.

I'm like, I'm a boyfriend person. What do you mean six months to a year? You stay with the guy or you stay single? I don't understand. No, I'm like, generally my relationships are never shorter. Like, I don't really do short term ever. Right, right, right. I just like kind of always have a boyfriend

What's your longest relationship? The last guy, the three years? Yeah, like four and a half years Like through high school I dated the same guy off and on Right. Now this guy, does he know about everything? Does he know about the two, the girl that you hooked up with? Does he know about the threesome that you tried with the last boyfriend?

Does he know about the first threesome you had with the guy in church? Like, does he know everything? Um, he knows that I am super attracted to women. He knows that I've been with women. He knows that I've had threesomes. Okay. And just this last weekend, we like kind of had a talk where, because like I said, I've been like watering the seed trying to get him to like open the relationship.

And I've like acknowledged that that's not going to happen. And he's like, well, like maybe, you know, I'd let like a girl like come in if like you could find somebody that you wanted to hook up with. Like if I could watch that would be okay. Yeah. And so that's like my current mission is like find somebody. What is he not? Okay. He says if I could watch that would be okay.

but what is that what is it that he's saying he's not into like actually fucking the other girl like when he says like I'll I'll watch but I won't what like I don't understand I don't think he like knows if he wants to just because he's so insecure with his own body yeah of course I mean that but he knows it's something that I want and so he's like if I can just like enjoy it and enjoy you and enjoy her and like the experience then listen if this guy I think he's probably warm up to it oh yeah for sure listen if this guy isn't, I think all guys are different, right? And there are some guys that would be too jealous and they can't handle it. And there's the other guy that like they might think that or they don't know and but they see it and they're just fucking into it and it's all good. Right. So if it turns out that this guy

is into it, he just needs some time to get past all of his insecurities and stuff. And I really think it would be the best situation for somebody like him in his situation because like I said, I really feel like it would take a lot of the load off of him of like sort of feeling like he has to be the person to completely satisfy you when he maybe can't. You know, it's a lot of work for him, right? Like, I don't know. It is. It totally is.

And but he loves you and you love him. And if he could be like a relationship, you guys in love already or nine months, right? you're in love right now yeah we totally say we're in love okay all right so you guys like love right and you really care about each other and the sex is okay but like it could take it to a whole other level and i think you're like the perfect girl for him you really are like he hit the jackpot he just needs to i think it's really good news that he said to you like i'll just watch i think you should just take it as slow as he needs to go right um it's good that he said if you just want me to watch I'll do it right maybe keep the lights down he

could keep his clothes on like just you know and I think though the more he gets comfortable with it if he really likes it and the more you do it and he like I think it's like it's like great great for him and great for you because I think you I need it yeah you want to be with girls like you're by you're open and you like also I think maybe eventually you wouldn't mind if he's with another girl with the girl too? No, not at all. Like you realized you liked it, right? Mm-hmm.

I wouldn't mind at all. And like I trust him. Like I feel like we're like really good together. Yeah. And I'm like it would turn me on and like you'd probably like it. Have you said that to him? Have you guys talked about him with the girl too? And he was like no.

Yeah. He's not really comfortable with it yet. But like he's not comfortable with the idea of that. Right. But I am. And I think he will grow into it. it and I'm right here so. I think it's, well, I think, you know, and he's a nice guy other than like, I mean, it doesn't, like,

you say you're like always go for nice guys, right? This is a nice guy who on a scale of one to ten, what is he? I'd give him a solid nine. Yeah, so he's a hot guy, right? A solid nine. And no offense, but the fact that he has this defect is like just works in your favor. Because maybe if he didn't have this defect, he'd be out fucking girls behind your back. Do you know what I mean?

like no absolutely you know what I think it's made him like the nice like he's so compassionate and so kind yeah and I literally it's because he like hates his physical appearance yeah and he doesn't realize that he's a nine like he's a nine without the nine personality you know what I mean but he's like but he's also a nice guy so you really scored with him right yeah because you got this like really super good looking guy and like because you're a girl I think it's like different if it was like maybe a guy situation but like I think girls especially you because you could sort of like, you're open sexually and you could get your sexual met by multiple people and you like that.

But I think, you know, girls are much more forgiving of the stuff that he has and maybe he doesn't understand that. You know what I mean? Oh, absolutely. But he's like a, he is like a good catch for you because there's things that you don't have to worry about and you've got this like really great guy. And I think you're a catch for him because of what I said a million times already is that I think it's the perfect situation for him.

I'm like hoping so. I think it's a really good sign. The fact that he said I will watch, you just have to hook it up. Yeah, it's just like hard. I'm like in a really small town. Right. In like a suburb.

I'm in like a really small suburb of like a. So really you need. But like a pretty small big city. So it's just like hard. Right. But instead of you being the unicorn, now you need to find the. unicorn right like you need the girl but like that's every couple's problem is they can't buy

yeah yeah but what about that girl what about the girl that you hooked up with years ago do you know where she is i mean how long ago is that like can you just do a one-off with her and say hey like what's going on like i need to i want to have sex with a girl for my boyfriend like is that a chance no um she like kind of got significantly less attractive as we got older she got what if we're being less attractive as we got older oh my god but how old are you aren't you like 22 like what did she hit the wall she hit the wall 22 she just put on like a ton of weight which is like fine it's just like not attractive to me like college fives or freshman fives or like whatever she went to school and like gain weight or something like that's because how old was she she was 20

and so two years later she's just like way heavier oh different girl oh sorry I was talking about the first girl no I'm talking about the girl with the big tits that you really liked so don't live out there anymore she lives about two hours away oh okay um probably would do it again i think you should try her probably would but why she just lives kind of far that was the only reason i never even thought about it yeah that's the girl you should try it with just to get because what happens is if you get her right and is he a boob man right he doesn't have those big boobs with you so maybe that'll be good for him too you know what i mean like he'll really like that he gets to watch you with a girl and then if he really likes it, then you got him in. And then you could. And then if he's on your

side and he's really into it, maybe it's a little bit easier. Maybe you could find couples and like, you know, maybe then it's not just the girl. You know, maybe it just opened that door. But I think because you got the okay of him saying, I, I wouldn't mind. I'll watch. You know, you got to hook that up. You got to make that happen. I know. I'm like, he only told me that a week ago though. So like it's, it's still pretty new. Yeah, yeah, just happened. On the hunt, I'm scouting. No, but that's really good. Yeah, I don't even think about asking her. Yeah, ask her. I mean, you could meet in the middle. Like, you guys could be like, let's meet in the middle somewhere or she could drive to you or like, you know, but tell her the situation. I think that that's like a great safe sort of thing. And, but I think it's a really good sign that he did that. And I think it'll be really good for your relationship. I think you'll eventually get there with him. You know, and it's just a matter of time and situation. And, and, um, but it's just a matter of time and situation. And, and whatever. But I think that, and I do think it'll help your relationship with him. And I think he'll be really happy.

I hope so. It's just like hard because I like love everything else about our relationship. But like our sex life is kind of shitty. Yeah. Because I just need more of it. So I'm like dying. And anybody. I mean, he's like not that old.

You know, I mean any girl is going to need more. But most girls are not going to be like I want to get more from somebody else. Do you know what I mean? Most girls are going to be traditional girls, vanilla girls. You think you're fucking vanilla. You're 100% not, okay. We didn't even talk about the fantasies that we said we were going to talk about. We didn't even get there.

Yeah, we have like five minutes to get there. But you are out of time. No, but you are not that girl. You know, most girls will be frustrated. And then there's like a big problem in the relationship. Because long term, how are you going to make that last, you know? But I think long term, in a situation where if you have an open relationship like this and you and you enjoy other people and you could bring other people and there's no jealousy and everyone's okay with it or you're buying you could bring girls in and he's like that could really help the relationship last and you know because like listen sex isn't the only it's not a it's not the main thing in a relationship right like i mean you have everything else and the sex isn't great but this could help it and bring it up to speed and then you what's what's missing right

Whereas if he's with a regular girl and that doesn't want to do that because most girls wouldn't be into that, you know, they're just going to be frustrated and, you know, want him to sort of step it up. And he's incapable of it because of stuff that he went through, poor guy, you know, but he's okay, right? And he found the perfect girl. Yeah, he's alive and well. And you were like a gift. I met him. Yeah, you're a gift that came into his life. this is a good you're a good girl for him and you guys no you could really go the distance with

someone like this i really if he was my friend i'd be like you'd fucking snag this girl well i actually met him because he's friends with my brother and my brother was like my brother told him to ask me out like did he know all his stuff no not at all my brother just thought he was a really good dude right and um he was like we were all hanging out one night and my brother kind in casual conversation told him that he should ask me out. Right. And like in casual conversation, he told me that like he wouldn't care if I went out with his friend.

Wow. And now did you ever tell him all this stuff? Like did he know? Like does he know now? No. Okay, right. No. He's like really private about everything.

So we just like and that's fine. And I can respect that. And it's not really my business. No, that's heavy stuff when he went through. I totally get it. And it is nobody's business because that's like. But it is heavy to know because I like can't tell anybody.

and it is heavy and like he has so much baggage and sometimes I'm just like God I have to tell somebody right well you just told me and all the thousands of people I know it feels really good and my podcast and you know maybe when you guys I think you know opening up your relationship and having fun and maybe bringing in other people like I think that could all be like super healing for him and good for him in a way because you know I think it'll it's it's sad what he went through but it's the past and he has those scars and he has this stuff but like it would be helpful if like more people could know about it for him and be accepting of it and he could just have sex and be more sort of like positive about it. Do you know what I mean? Like I think it just be help him. I do too. I just think he's like

so normal like everything else about him is so normal and I wish like I want him to get to the point where he also thinks he's normal. Yeah but I think you can help him but that's why I'm happy that he met you. I think that you could help him because you're like this really together. healthy girl who happens to really be open-minded and into a lot of like things sexually. And to bring that to him, somebody who is like damaged sexually, you know what I mean? In a way because of stuff that happened, I think you could, your thing could really be good for him. So I have high hopes. And I can't wait for the update.

I want like I say in three months you have already fooled around with a girl in front of him. I hope so I'm saying I hope so That's what I think I make predictions And most of the time They're right Three months

Okay Three months huh Yeah Yeah I mean What's her face Is moving to Dylent Who's what's her face

The Big Titty girl No your last podcast You just did You like predicted That she wouldn't go And she totally is going Yeah No I predicted

She wouldn't go Right I was wrong Yeah That's not a good one To bring up No No

But that was that was bad This one, that's what I think, three months. I give you three months. You're going to have a thing with him. And I hope he could get past it. And if he has a little bit of a problem at first, that's okay. Just work with him. But I can't wait to hear it.

We get the update on this show. And then we'll talk about your fantasies there too. Because you're coming back on. Ms. Vanilla. Oh, I hope so. Mrs. Sarah Vanella, that's not vanilla. All right. All right.

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