Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 250 - Troy is into Pantyhose, Hookers and Transexual Hookers

Episode Date: September 24, 2018

Troy calls in to talk all about his pantyhose fetish and how it led him to sleeping with hookers and transexual hookers. When did he first realize he was into pantyhose and how hardcore is his fetish? What drove him to pick up his first hooker and what exactly did he do with them? How did then start hooking up with trans women and how far did he go with them? Tune in for all the details plus find out how he negotiated the hookers down to crazy low rates, what type of hooker he preferred and why, whether he's a top or bottom or both and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Now Troy is into trainings, as you can see by the title, right? He also fucked a lot of hookers. He's also really into panty hose. And we talk about all that stuff. He thinks that panty hose was like the gateway drug to his other stuff, to the hookers and trannies. I don't really think so. We discussed how he went from the panty hose to the hookers and then to the hooker trannies. We talk about all that stuff and how, like I said, he got there.

I don't necessarily think it was panty hose related, but he does. And maybe you'll think so too. I don't know. You got to listen. This guy, like I said, he's into panty hose. That's not so secret. his girl knows about that. We talk about how hardcore into it he is.

But then we talk a lot about how he sort of made his foray into hookers and hooker trannies and tranny hookers. Because first he's with a ton of hookers and he did that because of a reason. And that's interesting how it came out and what he did with them and how he picked them and what his perfect type was. And then we discuss how he sort of transitioned to tranny hookers and what he did with them, which is pretty much go all the fucking way. And we talk about it.

And where he's at now. Now he's dating someone. She doesn't know about all that stuff. Does she know about the hook or tranny? You'll have to listen to find out. So I'm going to be right back on with Troy. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, strictly anonymous wants to hear from you.

Send us an email, strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com with your story and your anonymous name. And remember, everything is strictly anonymous. Strictly anonymous. Hey, Troy, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you doing today? I'm doing well. I'm doing well. Thank you.

Cool. So you rode in and told me you had some stuff to talk about. You have some stuff that you have a girlfriend, right? not a wife, right? Yeah, yeah. A girlfriend. How old are you? I'm pretty young, honestly.

I'm like about 26. Okay, 26. Cool. And how long you've been dating your girlfriend? We've been together solid for like a year, but I've known her for like four years. Okay, cool. Because she knows some scandalous stuff about you, and she's totally down with it. And then there's other scandalous stuff about you that she has no idea about, right? Oh, I mean, nobody really.

But now all my listeners. So you, me, and everybody, that's the thousands of people that are going to be listening to the show. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know. People feel good. There's something about sort of airing your shit out for the first time that actually makes people feel really good. So you might, right, on some level? It is.

It's kind of interesting. like especially like I found your podcast um I was like driving home late one night and it was just you know one of those nights that even even music couldn't even probably keep me up you know yeah yeah but uh I searched on the on the podcast a little search bar on the phone and uh it's funny because I'm I'm really into like pannios and stuff I'm like very like that's like my thing you know yeah and uh and you know that that that's what really ultimately led to all the other crazy shit like the hookers and the trannies and all it was the gateway drug in a way in a way like i remember i think i heard one of your podcast and one of the guys was like

no it's not a gateway thing but for me definitely it was it kind of led there to trannies you already gave it up trannies and hookers so your girlfriend like because i said like your girlfriend knows about the the pitiho's fetish you guys both wear them she's totally into it but the hookers and the trannies, right? Yeah. The hookers were, it was like the trannies were hooker trannies, right? Of course.

Yeah, I guess it goes hand in hand. Now, let me ask you this real quick before we get into the details of all that stuff. Like, do you, like, the hookers and the trannies and all that shit, like, is that going down while you're with your girlfriend or is all the stuff that happened before you were with her? So I've known her for like four years and we were really good friends before that, but I As soon as I got with her and as soon as, you know, I made her my girlfriend. I told her like, you know, I want to be with her.

That's, you know, I had to nip that in the bud, you know. And you did. That's cool. Yeah, because like morally, you know, I feel like morally like, man, I can't, I can't be with this woman if I'm going to be hooking up with hookers and trannies behind her back. Or anyone? I mean, do you cheat on anyone behind her back or no? Or you're just not a cheater?

Wait, no, no, no, you just cut off. I just asked you, like, did you do not just fuck hookers and trannies, but cheat on her with other people? Or you just don't cheat? I just don't cheat. I have it, like, she's, you know, I really want to do it right with this one. Yeah, yeah, make it work. So I really had to, you know, kind of change that part by myself. Yeah, no, that's cool.

And how much, like, so it's been about a year since you've been, you've done any of that kind of stuff? Yeah, like a solid year. but, you know, I'm not going to lie and say I don't, you know, look at porn and cam websites and stuff. And I'm still, you know, it's, I guess, old habits, you know, but I definitely still, you know, look at that kind of stuff, you know, on the internet and things. But I'm not actively seeking it like before. And do you think, I mean, you know your girlfriend. I haven't asked you any questions yet. I mean, do you think that if she found, like, tranny porn?

Oh, my God. No, no. She wouldn't be cool with it. Yeah. So, like, you couldn't tell her. Because you guys get into the panty hose thing, right? Like, you told her about that and she's okay with that. Yeah, yeah.

That's like a whole other thing right there. What do you mean? Oh, man. Like, man, how do I even, like, begin to, like, so. Well, let's start with how, so you want to get into the whole pantyho's fetish thing. And then you said it led to the hookers and tranny, so we'll eventually get there. Right. It really did.

So tell me how. Start with the how the panty hose fetish thing. started for you. Like the classic, you know, the classic story, you know, stealing your mom's shit being a kid, moms, aunties, whatever, you know, like just seeing that growing up. And I was just young, like as far back as I could remember, I was just always into it. I don't know what it was. I think it's just the fabric or whatever, like the look of it. I don't know. It's just like that's always been like a thing. It's a big thing. Let me tell you. If you've listened to some of my candy, that's fetish. I talk about it all this time.

Like that's like one of the biggest was like, I don't even know if you call it a fetish anymore. It's like so many guys are in this. I guess it's not a fetish until it like until you really make it a fetish, you know, and it really starts like affecting you. Or like an addiction, you know? Well, because you were like, you turned into a klepto. Like you actually stole shit, right? I mean, because like that's how much you have to feed.

Like you started stealing it, right? So like, you know, basically I've been into a. since I was, since I was young, since like a kid, you know, and, you know, I would like, you know, steal my, my mom's, you know, and whatever, you know, as a kid and stuff. And, uh, I would say that, like, I was, I was very fortunate enough to, uh, I had a, had a girlfriend pretty much through, throughout high school. Like, as soon as I was, like, a freshman and she was like a junior, as soon as like I got into high school you know I was bam like I had a girlfriend you know you're a relationship guy yeah uh relationship guy but then somewhere in the middle of these two relationships

i just went crazy that's okay okay but stick to the story so now you're you dating this girl so you know i was always into the panios thing and and and i started dating this girl really early on and and i was young i was you know i was like 14 15 when i seriously started dating dating her, you know? And, um, it's so crazy, like, how she found out is like, you know, one day she was, she know, as, you know, kids, they, you know, they take like, whatever, girls and shit, they do like little photo shoots or whatever, you know, just playing around, right? Mm-hmm.

They take, girls like to take pictures, you know? Right. You're like an eighth grade at this point, right? Go, like, pretty much freshman. I was like straight freshman. Okay, cool. Mm-hmm. as soon as I got in there.

Yeah. And like, and she was doing like this little photo shoot or whatever and, you know, just playing around and she sent me the picture. She's like, hey, look at these. And she was wearing panty hose. And I was like, oh my God. Like, what the hell?

You know? I was like, what is this? You know? She just sent it to me out of nowhere, you know? And that's how it started. I told her. But didn't you know, you knew, though, that that was your thing before her, right?

I mean, you were dipping into your... Right, right. And so she sends you a picture of her wearing panty hose and you're like, what the fuck? And then you admitted it to her? Yeah, it was like a whole series of photos. It was like a full on, like her and her friend were doing like this little, you know, cute like photo shoot thing, you know? They're kids.

But I don't think that that, but so then you admitted it to her then? I don't think she found out by like, I don't think she knew what she was doing. She did not know what she was doing. No. You didn't have to tell her, but you did. I didn't have to tell her, but it was like, I don't know, it was like this urge, you know, because it's like we're young. I'm like, dude, I'm like 14, 15 at that age, you know. And she, we're like, we were the same age.

So it was like, you know, we're kids. And I was just like, I told her, I was like, damn, like, you know those pictures that you took? Like, I got to tell you something. Like, I'm really into that. Like, I really like it. if you would wear those. And she was probably fine with it, right? Of course, because, you know, she's a kid.

Like, we're both kids. And she's like, oh, my God, ha, ha, really? You know, like, kind of just joking it off. And then that's how it started, you know, with her. And I've been lucky enough, like, at a young age to, like, really explore that fetish, like, very early on, you know? Like, with your first girlfriend, like, right out of the bat. That's really good.

Straight up with my, with my, first girlfriend and you know we're we're young kids and it's so crazy like thinking about it now because i feel like that's like it's like such an older person thing you know like panty hose and shit like that no it's a very common thing i have to say well old people for them to wear them yeah like what kind of tights was she wearing nude ones or like black ones both everything shit whatever you know whatever does it you know well she did it for you but i'm saying in those pictures when she sent them when she sent them she was wearing some black ones yeah that's what i mean she wasn't wearing she didn't know it was like a she wasn't doing a panty hose fettish shooting no no not at all no you know not at all

i just think that it's very it's not a big deal for any panty hose fetish guy out there that's listening right that is holding in that secret right with their partner i think it's a pretty easy thing to sort of put on the table especially in the beginning of a really It's not a big deal. If you have like other fetishes like you're into fucking trannies, that's a different story, right? That, that, you know, you might that you might think about telling somebody and like I feel like that's the type of thing where I don't know you if you either tell in the beginning, right? Yeah. Or then you don't really want to because like how do you tell three years in and then they're like how many trannies have you fucked in the three years? Do you know what I mean?

No, no. It's kind of like a weird thing to find out later as opposed to. to very early on. But yeah, and I don't know that a lot of women would be, that would be a hard one to swallow. No, there's women that would be okay with that.

So this girl... You'd be surprised. Yeah, there's all sorts of people. Yeah, you don't know, right? But so this girl was into it. How long did you date her for? Oh, man. That honestly lasted for a while.

Like, I'd say like a good, like, like a solid seven, eight years. Okay, so you were like 23 when you guys broke up or around that time? Yeah, yeah. Like 23. Okay.

And so in between 23 and now, you, how do you get from panty hose to hookers and trannies? So like, so we were together for like a while and it was like. That was the only girl you had sex with, right? That was like the, you lost your for a while. For a while, for a while, yeah. And the dude, it's so crazy because like I think about it now. And honestly, I've been kind of fortunate enough with the. Panios thing. I remember early on, you know, she even like kind of got her mom in on it and

she would get her mom to wear them sometimes when she was around me. That's weird. That's weird, but it was just like. She wanted you to be turned on by her mom too or she wanted you to get more turned on by just Panyos in general so she made her mom wear them. I don't get it. Just like a tease because like her mom was like she's like a young mom. They're very much just like, you know, relax. Right. They were really close with each other.

Yeah. Okay. And it was just like teasing kind of thing. Just like a funny, you know, like, oh, huh? Look, like, you know. Oh, okay. Get it. So they were, they were,

you guys were all open about your panty hose thing. It was no big deal. Yeah. In a way. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Okay. So crazy. I'm like, being a kid. What? The stealing thing, like, dude, we were kids. Like, when we started that whole panios. shit so like early on you know like it's it's that it's that it's you know uh-huh because if you're

if you're not buying like little cheap five dollar pairs like and you're going to target or something those shits are like like 20 bucks each you know i know so where were you said you could buy sixty dollars pairs you know what i mean like really nice ones yeah so where were you stealing like and what were you stealing all the above five dollar 20 dollars and everything whatever I would just, and it was like active, like, very much, be like, okay, like, I'm going to this store real quick, you know? But let me ask you this, because, like, I feel like a lot of kids go through, like, a very short kleptomaniac phase, like, where you just, I don't know, at least I did,

and I hear that a lot of other people do. Like, it lasts, like, for, like, two weeks in your life, like, when you're really young for some reason. And I remember, like, you know, you would just steal stuff, and it was like, it was, like, for the rush of the stealing. It wasn't for the shit that you were stealing. Like, so for you, was it twofold? Like, you liked the rush of stealing?

Very twofold. Very either. Both. It was halfway rush of stealing and halfway, like, You want the fucking panties, right? So sometimes you're just dying for panty hose and you go and you steal. And sometimes you just want to fucking steal. And so you stole pantos.

Okay. Right. No, it was like, you know, I was young. I was a kid, didn't have that much money, like just stealing panty hose. Right. But then sometimes you also, you were probably at the same time going through that weird clepto phase that all kids go through where you also like the rush of it, right? Did you ever get over that or do you still steal shit? I mean, now it's a totally different situation.

You buy them. I'm a grown man, you know? You could afford them. But I can't say that like, you know, old habits die hard. So I've probably stolen at least maybe like one or two pairs in the last year maybe, you know, just. Wait a second. You average, like, let me ask you this. So you're 26, right?

Yeah. You were like in ninth grade when you were stealing them before or whatever, right? But throughout your whole life, do you just continually maybe once or twice a year steal pantos? I have, but honestly, it's one of those things where it's like, okay, like, no, you know? I have money now. Oh, my God, please. Let me just tell you, there is nothing. Have you ever seen somebody like a grown person being, wait, just listen, being removed from a store.

like in cuffs because they stole something I mean don't you just look at that person like they are like a cockroach like I don't know like that is like the lowest and you feel sorry for them for all those people out there but like seriously like you do not want to be that person don't ever steal another fucking pair

of pantos in your whole life ever again you just said you stole them this past year two pairs so crazy yeah you got to kick that fucking habit why would why did you do it no I think just like The rush. I don't know. Just feeling young. I don't know. It's very stupid, very like nip it in the bud.

Yeah, don't because first of all, imagine. And then like, I don't know. And then you're not even stealing like shaving cream. You're stealing pantyhoes, the cops, the shit they be saying about you behind your back. Like you can't. Oh, yeah. You just can't. Don't ever steal ever again on your whole life. No. Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm very anti that. It's bad. And it's embarrassing. If you get caught, it's really bad. Especially like a bunch of panty hose. Yeah, but anything is bad, but just don't do that. And it's bad karma. Like seriously, it's like bad. Okay, so let's get back to the stories. Everyone's probably irritated that I'm talking about this. I know, right?

But that was like very early on like just all the time. And I think it was like that rush of halfway stealing and halfway panty hose. Okay, but wait, did you ever get caught stealing? No. No. Okay, cool. So did your mom ever find out about your panty hose thing or any of? anybody like when you were younger besides people that you told we've my mom we've never like officially

talked about that like that's something like you know you don't need to tell her of course not I mean there's no reason to talk I don't know like somebody told me recently that their daughter told them that they were bisexual and I was kind of like I don't know like if you're homosexual I get why you tell your parent but bisexual like what are you your parents I don't you don't need to know your parents don't need to know what you do sexual I don't even think they would want to know, really. Not at all. I've never, yeah, I've come from like a pretty like, you know, Catholic home, you know?

Right. Like very formal type, you know, very, like a good upbringing. So I would never talk anything about that stuff. But you never got caught stealing her stuff or having pantyos in your room. But yes, the panos in my room for sure. Like there are times where I've left the house for like, you know, a couple days at a time. just had a friend's house or something, and then here she is going in there to clean the room or something.

Right. And then she just finds a bunch of panty hose. Right. So she probably knows, but she just never would say anything. At the time, she was thinking, like,

oh, it was like my girlfriend or something because I'd have, like, my girlfriend over it. Right. Of course. Yeah. So then she probably doesn't know. So that was kind of,

that was the excuse there. So wait, so let's get back to the point where you break up with that girl. She's fine with your panty hose fetish. I've heard so much about panty hose fetish. I want to get to the point where you're fucking hookers and trannies and how you got there. So pretty much like when, you know, we graduate high school, we kind of go, you know, do our college thing. That time, we just, we just couldn't, we just weren't really seeing eye to eye like anymore.

We were kids, you know, so, you know, kids grow up and they change as people, you know, like people change. So when we went off, it was like, you know, she, you know, she very much like, you know, she started cheating on me, you know. And you found out. And I found out. And but to be honest with you, when I was in high school, I think I started that. Because when I was in high school, I cheated on her. And I think she never, I cheated on her like once or twice. And she never got over that.

in high school and then so when we graduated she just held onto that and and went went a little crazy she did she was wait she caught you oh yeah who were you how many times did you cheat on her uh that time probably like twice but that it was so weird that's a whole another story man when i was in high school to get into that whole thing were you cheating on her yeah it was just so random like when i was in high school i was taking a night class and I was outside waiting for my ride to pick me up. And there was this girl. And literally, she was, like, fixing her bra and, like, she was wearing, like, some, like, leggings and stuff.

And she was like, hey, what's up? And she looked me very dead in the eyes. And I, for some reason, knew that she wanted to fuck. And I was like, oh, let's go inside. And I, we went inside and we just fucked on the fucking school stairs. Oh, my God. That was. And it was very much, very, the most random thing that probably has ever.

happened to me in my whole life. Right. So it wasn't like you set out or you were a chronic cheater or player or anything. Was that the only time? That happened like for like two days straight. Like I saw the girl again the next day and I never saw her again after that. And then how did your girl wait but how are your girlfriend find out? Honestly like I started acting different and then oh don't tell me she asked you what the fuck is wrong and you said oh I fucked another girl my conscience got the best of me. Oh my God. That's ridiculous. So we graduate high school and she just starts fucking other guys.

Of course. And she's getting back at you. At the time when I was, at the time when I was like a senior in high school going into college and stuff, I started DJing and music producing. So I was pretty busy with that. And I knew, you know, I was DJing for like a lot of like hip hop guys and they would take me on like, you know, little tours like, nothing too far, but like little tours here and there. Like I was playing a lot of shows, like DJing a lot of shows. So I was always out.

Yeah. And at the time, like, her and I, we had actually like lived together, like, after high school for like a couple of years. Mm-hmm. But I noticed that she was gone all the time, you know? And when you're with somebody, you just know what they're doing, you know? Yeah, totally. You had the, like, would they say that where there's smoke, there's fire? Like, something didn't seem right.

And obviously. Very much so. Did she admit to you that she? she was cheating or did you find out? I found out. You know, I found out. You know, when you just find, you know, you find out, you know, well, you told her. She probably would have never found out about that other girl. Probably never, but I think my, you know, my conscience got the best of me. Right. Okay. Because you felt so bad about what you did.

I did. Yeah, yeah. But it ended up, you know, I guess everything, you know, has this purpose. Right. So she, you broke up, whether I. after you found out she was cheating? I still didn't. You know, I was like, fuck it. Oh, then that one you started with hookers, cheating on her. So she was always leaving at night. So when we lived together, there would be a lot of nights where she, you know, she wouldn't

come home. And I would be DJing shows and stuff. And I just, you know, I had this extra money. So I remember very specifically, like, the area where I live in, there's, like a certain, there's a certain street. And I would say probably about, I don't know, like four or five years ago. That street was just like flooded with hookers. Right. Like, like you could go there at any time of the day. And I mean, you could still go there at any time of the day and there's still hookers, but it's not like how it used to be. Right. Like it used to be like hooker central.

Right. Right. Yeah. So like. Like, growing up, I'd always see that and be like, oh, ha, ha, you know, whatever. Like, that's so funny, you know. But I never imagined being that guy ever. Right. And then just going home one night after, you know, DJing a show, oh, man, like, I tried calling or I tried texting or nothing. And I was just very vulnerable and, like, very, like, feeling alone almost. Mm-hmm.

And, man, I took a stroll down that street, you know, I took my, like. car. Right. I fucking found myself a hooker. Oh, my God. And, you know, when the girl got in my car, she thought herself, like, kind of nervous. She's like, what's the matter of you? She's like, are you a cop or something?

Like, no, not at all. She's like, is this your first time? It's like, yeah. Like, I've never done this before, you know? And she's like, oh, my gosh, she's like, here, let's get a room or something. Right. We've got a room. And bam.

proceeded to do the hooker thing. So how much should you pay and what did you do? Did you have full on sex and how much did you pay her? Full on, full on sex, but oh man, I couldn't eat like I was so nervous. I could barely even get it up.

Right. Did you have a, does she have condoms with her? Very, yeah, condoms. Okay, cool. How much did it cost?

Do you remember? The first one, I remember with everything, it was like eight, I think I spent like 80 bucks. Right. with everything was meaning like the full on. She gave you head.

You fucked her. She gave me head. I wouldn't even say I fucked her. I tried to fuck her. Right. That's hilarious. Yeah, I tried to fuck her. And yeah, I remember the first time, it was like 80 bucks.

Right. Okay. Once you do it, honestly, once you do it like one time, it's sort of just, you've done it already. So, you know, you're past that threshold. Right. The scariest thing is doing it is crossing the line that first time. Once you do it, it's no longer, you're never going to have to do that again. Of course. And damn, like, it just started a snowball effect. So what? So every time your girlfriend wasn't around, you'd go fuck a hooker? Would you fuck the same hooker like all the time?

Or did you get to randoms all the time? I had a couple that, you know, I would, that were, you know, multilems. times, but for the most part, it was like, yeah, like, I would tell her like, oh, babe, I'm going to the studio. I'll probably be back at like four in the morning, you know? I'm going to go to the studio or I'm going to go DJ this place or something, you know, and then sometimes I go, sometimes I wouldn't, but, you know, it was always like, yeah, like, it was a thing. It was very much like. So, I mean, if you're gone for. 10 hours like how long would you fuck hookers for i mean it doesn't really take that long does it so like

no not long yeah like like a half hour right i mean how long max are you with those like that yeah like a solid hour for sure but but like i said for like a good while like she she she just she just wasn't coming home and she you know she had her own life at that point so did she ever find out or did you ever tell her about the hookers or no i mean how did you guys i've never i've never told any about anybody about the hookers? Nobody. But just my, just a really close friend of mine.

I told him like, oh yeah, I used to fuck hookers, you know, but just hookers. No tranny. Right, right,

right. Yeah, we'll get to that. So you and the girl eventually break up and then did you just see massive hookers after that? Yeah.

Is that when the tranny thing happened? You got it right. You know, we broke up and it was like massive hookers. Like, hookers galore. But you know what's fucked up is like my thing with the hookers?

Like I was pretty young and and oh my God, dude. Like I feel bad sometimes because like I would finesse these these hookers. Like I would finesse them in a way where it was like literally like I remember the cheapest. The cheapest time I paid for like a blowjob. I gave the hooker like $16. Oh my God. And we're and she was. in an ugly hooker either. She was fine, you know.

She was very, it wasn't like no busted, like crackhead or anything. But like you negotiated her down to 16 bucks? I would smooth, sweet talk the hell out of her. And I would do that left and right. 16 bucks here, 20 bucks there, like $18. Like literally odd numbers that I only had like change in my pocket. And I would get a blowjob out of that change. It was so crazy.

Wow. Like, because I'm, you know, I'm not. like ugly or anything. I'm like, you know, I'm okay looking. I'm very like slim. Right. I was, you know, I was like pretty fit. Scale of one to ten. Scale of one to ten, what do you consider yourself? Scale of one to ten? I don't know. Like an eight. Like eight. Well, eight is good because that's like above. I'd say average is like seven, six or seven. Yeah, yeah. I'm not going to, I'm not going to go ahead and boost myself up. But if I had like a six pack or something and maybe like an inch taller or something, I'd probably be like, you know, like a nine and ten.

So that what kind of hookers did you go for? What was your thing? Oh, man. Honestly, like the majority of the time, I like if they were non-trans, because if they were like non-tranny hookers, I'd go for like, you know, like a lot of black girls. But not because, you know, I just like black girls or something, it's because, like, in my mind, I felt like the white hookers or something might be cops or something. Oh, really? But you didn't think the black ones would be? Nah, like, because the way they, like, dress and stuff, I'm like, okay, this is not.

Are you black or white? What about you? I'm Hispanic. You're Hispanic, okay. In your regular dating life, like the women that you dated, these two girls that were we've talked about, were they black, white or Hispanic? No, the first one was Asian. Okay.

And the second one? And my girlfriend now is, she's, she's Hispanic. Right, she's Hispanic. Okay. So you'd go for the black girls most of the time because you thought that they wouldn't, they were definitely not top. Yeah, just, you know, very, yeah. Yeah, like less risky, I would say.

Right. Okay, cool. And so did you make any friends? Oh my God. Like, I wouldn't consider them friends. but, you know, yeah, I definitely got acquainted with a couple, yeah. Oh, my God. I remember this one time, it was like, okay, I went to go specifically.

I was like, okay, I'm going to go, you know, do something with a hooker, you know? And the panty hose thing, the panty host thing was always a part of it. like you would find the girl that had the the the panty hose on is that what you would or you'd want them to do stuff with the panty hose with you yeah it was both it was both either i'd look i'd go and i find look to see whichever girl like has anything related to panty hose you know right stockings fishnets i don't even give i don't even i don't even i'm not even into stockings or fishnets but at that point it's like man if they have either one of those panty hose all the more better. If it has any type of nylon thing or whatever, like, I'm getting that girl. And how would you bring yours with you and wear them too? And then that, yeah, yeah.

And then I would, like, I didn't do that too often where I would wear it specifically with the hookers, like wear pantyos with the hooker. Right. But I would definitely, like, bring them and, like, just have them wear it. Right, right, cool. it's so funny like i remember this one hooker like she was like trying to give me a blow job and i just wouldn't get you know it wouldn't go up and then i was like here just take off your shoes and and let me rub your feet with the panty oh and as soon as i started doing that man i was like

you got up and she was like why didn't you just tell me right i'll give you a save the time i'd rather have you massage my feet and trying to give you a blowjob. That's what I was going to say. I mean, as a hooker, if I was a hooker, I'd be like, oh, I'd way rather do that. Because that's another thing that I have, too, like the foot fetish thing. Right. So feed into panty hose, that's like, forget about it.

Oh, yeah. The combination of those two things is crazy. And I think a lot of people, most people that are into panty hose are very much into, like, the feet in panty hose. They probably just don't say it, you know? Right. Or they don't think it's a thing. but it is.

They don't think it's a thing. That's a big thing too. Yeah, those two go very hand in hand. Yeah, but how did, let's get to the trinity thing. How did it? Because like, you said that the panty hose led you to hookers. I don't see the connection. Like, you said that the pantyhose led you to the hookers and trannies, like it was the gateway drug.

But where's the connection? It seems like your cheating girlfriend led you to it. Yeah, I guess so in a way, like that emotional thing. Well, yeah. But definitely. like I would want to do the panty-house thing with the hookers. And then the very first tranny that I'd ever encountered, it was because she was wearing like panty hose.

Okay, so let me ask you this. Down in this road where there's all these hookers, at this point I'm assuming by the time you get to a tranny, you're like a professional regular hooker user, right? Like you've been there, done that, right? You've had your shit. Yeah, like as soon as, As soon as I see them, like, I just tell them to jump in the car.

I don't even like. Right. How many hookers do you think you've been with before you were with a tranny? Like 50? Yeah, like quite a bit. Okay. But this, the first time I encountered a tranny. But do you know, this is what I wanted to ask you what I was going to.

Like, so you're going down the street and you see all these regular hookers. Do you always know that there's tranny hookers too or did you have no idea? Honestly, at the time, it wasn't something that. that like clicked in my mind like oh there's probably tranny. Right, right. That's what I was thinking. Right. So this girl guy,

whatever, did you know or did you just think it was like a really hot chick and you liked her panty hose and then it turned out that it was a tranny and you just went with it? I thought it was a chick and I was into the panty hose. And when this person got in my car, you know, she was like you know I'm a tranny

right uh huh and what do you say in my mind I was like it's okay fuck it and do you was it because she was so hot or you were so horny did a part of you think like this is kind of hot because it's so naughty it was the horny panty hose thing

like I feel like sometimes I get in this mode where it's just like I don't I don't know man it's fucking weird like like I just I guess because I've already crossed that threshold now especially I've already crossed those lines and boundaries that now it's like I don't know man like and early on you know like I always knew about trannies and stuff I never you know through porn and stuff I guess I don't know I guess I guess early on I was very sexual and I feel like I've seen most every. porn that you could see You know There's one thing in seeing it But there's another thing of seeing it and getting turned on by it

Like were you like horny porn at some point In your life? Yeah it was like it switched over it was like I felt like I'd watched every regular porn That I needed something more Like I needed something different and then When my girlfriend broke up with me It was like the hookers and the tranny thing Like these people like trannies

I'm not gonna like trannies are like nice people You know, like, they're fucking very understanding, you know, like they, they're like, you know, they're like outcasts of society. So like they're nice people, you know, and like I felt like this emotional connection for whatever reason to like, whatever I asked you if you made any friends because a lot of times people do have friends, make friends with people like that because very much. These are people that don't know you. They're like, you're sharing a moment that sometimes they're. I think a lot of people wind up really opening up to people like this in their life. And then they feel close to that person because they opened up to that person. And then they go back and then, you know, I get these emails like I'm dating a with the escort that I was sleeping with. And now I'm going crazy. I mean, like, you know, because shit sometimes happens. Sometimes people do get close to people like this because, you know.

It does. It does very much happen. And I think it definitely have, it led into my life. And I never thought for one second. growing up that I'd be having sex with trannies and hooking up with trannies. So that first time, so you're in the car, right? And so this girl gets in that looks really hot and she's wearing hot, you know, pantyos. And then she tells you, you know that I'm a tranny and you're like, I don't fucking care.

Now, the minute you found out she's a tranny, are you now like double hard? Like, is it A because she's a regular hooker and because she's a tranny? I'm just like, oh shit. Like, what the fuck, you know? But we were kind of excited? Yeah, because I don't know, man. I think for a while it was like, I was like heartbroken and just, I was just so into just not caring and just wanting something more. And I didn't give a fuck.

Like if I had an emotional connection with the tranny or whatever, I'm going to do that. And I think I was just getting like any type of just wherever I could get it, you know? Right. Maybe you were like running away from your feelings by just like having sense. I don't know. Like I'm just very sexual sometimes. that I don't even care. But it very much pantyhose, you know, like.

I get it. So what did you do with the tranny the first time? The first time she fucking gave me a blowjob, yeah. Okay. Gave me a blowjob. And then, but even from that very first time, like, I fucking reached. I reached down there, you know? Where?

To her dick or to her feet? I reached down to her dick. Okay. I don't know. And I fucking grabbed the dick. And like, you know, it was like, it was intriguing, you know? Right. Like, you wanted to know you were being blown by a guy.

Like, that was like a part of the turn on kind of thing. Yeah. And I don't know, man. It's fucking weird. Like, I never thought, like, I'd be into that or have a point in my life where I was doing that stuff. But at that point, it very much happened. And I fucking just grabbed the dick and I fucking just jerked her off while she was sucking my dick. You know, and that to me was just like crazy, you know, like.

How did you feel when that was done? When it was done, I was like, holy shit. What the hell does happen? Did you feel freaked out about yourself? In a way, yeah. I was like, what the fuck is wrong with me? And I still, even to this day, like, if I watch fucking tranny porn or something, like, or something, sometimes I'm like, damn, what the fuck is wrong with me? But I feel like I'm at this point where, like, I mean, I'm not going to cheat on my girlfriend or anything.

I'm not going to do that because I really care about this person. And I really would like to make it work. Yeah. I think my former self was just, I feel like I'm at a level intellectually where, you know, gender kind of just it's like almost neutral in a way where I'm not really looking at this person's gender. I'm more so just looking at their spirit. And if they have a cock, fuck it. Right.

Do you think you could date a man? Like, let me ask you this. Let's just, hold on. Normally, no. Okay, but let me ask you this because you, like, you fuck this tranny. How many trannies after that did you go? Like, after that experience, did you go then looking for trannies on your ride time? I went quite a bit tranny crazy.

Right. Uh-huh. Because it was a new thing, right? Yeah. I went quite a bit tranny crazy. I was like, holy shit. Because, like, they're really fucking nice. And, like, you, honestly, the blowjobs that I've gotten from trannies and everything was way more intense than, like, a blowjob from, like, a regular hooker, like a regular woman.

Right, right. They gave better head. Like, trannies and people like, you. that are very sexual in nature. Like they're very, like, very sexual. And you got to, you got to even be careful with them because most of the times they will try to take that condom off. And they will do anything without a condom.

Like, they don't give a fuck. Like, they're very sexual, very horny that, like, a lot of them, they don't, like, it's so crazy. Like, most of the trainees that I hooked up with, they've tried to get one over. Well, let me ask you this. How far? The first time you got a blow job, how far have you gone with a tranny? Do you only just, have you only just got blown by them?

Have you ever been a top or a bottom or anything? Like in general, up until now, like how far have I ever gone with a trance? Yeah, yeah. I have gone all the way. Well, when you were just in condoms, I'm like, what the fuck condoms? I guess they're using condoms when they blow him, but then I'm like, wait, maybe he's talking about anal sex. No, of course, of course, glowing too. Yeah, but then I was thinking maybe there was something.

Okay, so let's go through this like one by one. So you get the blow job for the tranny. Now you go tranny crazy and now you're just getting trannies, right? Because that's like your new thing and it's totally hot. So the second time, like, when is, when do you like eventually do more? Oh, man. It was not, I mean, not too long after that, but I guess long enough. And what was the first thing that did you did?

you got had them fuck you in the ass that it eventually led to that it eventually led to that but what was in between the blow job and the the in between was just all blow jobs and I was just jerking them off did you ever blow them I did okay did you suck dick right okay listen to this you're on the show to come clean right that's what you're never ever talked to this about anybody and I never ever plan on you know exposing these stories to anybody ever. So this is it right here. This is it, right. So just do it.

So, so. For the sake of the show, I really, I really mess with your show. Like, I'm a fan. Like, I think we got going to go on. But it's also going to help you. I always get emails the minute we hang up with people that saying, oh, my God, I feel so good to finally talk about it. It felt really great.

Like, you know, just like a weight lifted off me just to sort of say it out loud, blah, blah, whatever. Yeah. But you could send me that in an email. when we get off. But let's stick to the story. Let's just stick to the story now. So you get blown. Do you blow? So when did you, did you go on? How does it progress? Talk about the in-between stuff too. So like in between the first time I got blown by a tranny and like fully hooked up and gotten fucked by a tranny. Yeah. There was some space in between that where, you know, I was going hook or crazy and like still like regular, you know, regular women. I'm very much like very sexual.

So I'm still hooking up with regular girls too. Even even regular girls like normal people like you know I'm a normal guy like I was going to college. So I was still having sex with normal girls. Right. But it was so crazy like I couldn't have enough like after I would have sex with normal girls and stuff. I would leave and go find a hooker. Right. You were like double dipping like right.

the next like right when you left the house you would go and do that double dipping you very much you know and imagine if those girls knew what was going on after they left after you terrible yeah so you'd go for the tranny after the girl they're attractive girls like i've had i've been fortunate i've been young you know i've had sex with like you know the fucking normal attractive girls and then here i am hooking up with street street hookers and fucking trannies and shit. So crazy. You know?

I remember it went so crazy. Like one of the trannies, her body was like good and, and, and no, she wasn't a training. She was a regular hooker. But her body was nice and, and like, her body was nice and I had to wear pantyhoes and all that shit. Oh my gosh. She was like missing some teeth and it was like, I was like, what the fuck am I doing?

Like after during, when you're doing it, you're like, oh, my God. I'm into this. Yeah. And after it's like, whoa. Yeah, well, that's why I asked you, like, after the first time you hooked up with tranny, were you, like, really freaked out and confused? Like, were you, like, am I by? Am I gay?

Like, what the fuck's going on with me? But I know, I know, like, formally, I don't think I would associate myself, like, as being, like, a gay person because I love women, like, you know? And I feel like, in order to be gay, like, you got to not be into women. Like, I can't do that disservice. And, you know, disrespect gay people and be like, oh, here I am. Would you consider your, let me ask you this, though, like, you hooked up with trannies and you hooked up with hookers and you hook up with regular girls. Have you ever hooked up with a regular guy?

With a regular, I mean. With a guy, a guy, you know, that has a guy like a, with not a tranny, you know, because you're into dick. I mean. I mean, those trannies, you know, they're guys. I know, but no, no, no, you know what I mean? Like, like. Like a normal guy. Yeah.

Like, did you ever? Like, that's a man. Yeah. a man like never hooked up with like a man right do you have any desire do you think like well could that be something that would be like hot to you at some point in your life if you maybe you were single you know if there was if i'm fucking crazy like if there was panty hose involved yeah right right right i forgot about that guy you know the guy needs to be like if i'm gonna hook up with a guy and it's got to be like an attractive guy I'm like fucking you know

Right. So like a hawk eye. Yeah, you could. So it's not just the tranny. It is kind of like you're into dick and guys and like getting. I think a lot of the thing. It's the dick thing and the fucking forbidden like. Yeah, doing something a little naughty. Just like dirty, naughty like fucking. Right. Just different. You know. And like, but I can't ever see myself being in a relationship with a guy or anything. Right. I get it. So maybe you're buying. but we have this argument in my podcast all the time about buy like we don't need to label you whatever it is but you're just open sexually speaking right

like you've tried a lot of things you're not going to say no I would never be with a guy because look at what you've done already you're like who knows right that's that's another one of those things where like once you suck a dick and once you've like gotten fucked in the ass

with a dick like there's no turning back from that right and how many times okay you've sucked a dick Okay, you've sucked a lot of dicks, right? I've sucked dicks and I've gotten fucked, yeah. Lots of times? Quite a few times.

Like, I wouldn't say, like, an immense, you know, like, oh, my God, it was, like, a fucking lifetime of times. But I would say, yeah, like, enough times to where, like, damn, like, it was a problem, you know? Meaning, like, you felt like you couldn't stop or you were never going to stop or maybe you thought it felt like you were so addicted to. to it. It felt like that and it was like like I said like once you do it one time so like more times than you could count yeah yeah

right and let me ask you did you ever fuck a guy in the out? Did you ever fuck one of the trannies in the ass? Well yeah like once or twice like the pan you know if they were wearing pantyos or something I was really into it yeah I'd fuck them in the ass right but it was like fucking a tranny you know or like getting fucked

you know it was for me mostly I was the bottom You're like a bottom right You did it once or twice Because the panis right But I was for me It's I know I don't know what the hell is wrong on me

But I'm more favorable being the bottom No I think a lot of guys have a preference You know And I gotta say like the first The first time That I had ever Got been fucked by a tranny You know I used to

for like a little while you know i was doing uh like not i wouldn't say like drugs per se but like prescription stuff like uh i don't know if you know what these are but they're called clonopins yeah like come on how could i know what they are yeah i was dude i was popping those things like fucking skittles and shit and i was like was this after your breakup yeah yeah yeah very much so and i went into like deep binges with that shit and like i noticed that every time i was on the colonnipins or zanax It was just like, I just didn't give a fuck. You know, I didn't care about nothing. Right.

And like one time, it was one night, very late when I had been drinking, you know, took some clonopins. And I went out specifically knowing, because there's another particular street, like probably like another city over. Yeah. Well, I'm going to just go ahead and say it, like Hollywood, you know? Okay. Yeah. So, you know, Hollywood. You go down Libreya at like fucking two in the morning.

It's Tranny Central. Uh-huh. Tranny Central. So, you know, that was one of those nights where it was like, okay, I'm going to go find myself a tranny. And like, I found myself a tranny. Right. And, you know, and I just didn't care. And we went into the, you know, went to the backseat.

and like started getting into it but I noticed that this particular one very much was like more dominating to me you know yeah and very much wanted like to fuck me right

and that was the first time that was the first time and I didn't refuse you know I kind of just let it happen because that was and was it like the best thing you ever experienced was it like really awkward at first? Like was it not so great the first time or did you really love it?

Do you remember? If I'm going to go in detail a bit, I guess it was, it was interesting because like, you know, I had like a tight ass, you know? Right. I got a fucking tight ass, you know,

and then I'm nervous. Not on top of that, I'm like nervous, you know? Yeah. Uh-huh. My ass is like tight as hell and I'm nervous as hell. And dude, I'm like in the front, like this tranny, you know, it was like a bigger, a bigger black tranny and was well endowed. But did you, were you able to sort of?

Had a big dick. And then, yeah, for like the first little bit, it was like, oh my God, it was just like, not doing it. But, you know, it was very much like dominating. And yeah, you know. right so you got into it because of that and then eventually it started to feel really good and then you came yeah yeah and then you know but before that I fucking I don't know what the hell got into me you know like you know she he was like sucking my dick and I was fucking horny and

and she was wearing like a like this body stocking you know yeah so it was like all over and it was like nylon all all over and I was like oh my god you know right that's like your thing yeah it's like my thing and and then I you know and she took off like the the panties or whatever and bam it's like this fucking big dick and I don't know what got over me I just went down right do you think it just kept progressing because it was like been there done that you needed like more and more to sort of get very very much so like it just kept progressing and and it and then bam i don't know i saw the dick and i just fucking started sucking it right and then after

that did you start to get fucked in the ass a lot yeah it was like i would be hooking up with trannies and and and you know that was your thing so um wait a second let me ask you this did you because you were saying you were taking all that clonip in like you were like still messed up from that girl i mean that that's when you were like 23 and it happens for like in between your 23 and like 25, like for two years. No. You're doing all this? The tranny thing, the hooker, tranny situation.

Oh, started when you were with her, right? Yeah. Yeah, like, it was the turn. So I, the first time I'd ever hooked up with a hooker, I was 19. Right. So you've been doing that. And then trannies went. It was like shortly after.

I was like 20 when I started hooking up with my first tranny. So you were doing all that while you're with your girlfriend. When were you taking all the con opinion and shit while you were with her? it was the tail end of it like by then by the time I started doing that like our relationship pretty much it was you know over but

why were you taking the clonopin and the Xanax who gave you that were you just getting it from friends and people it wasn't like you went to a doctor because of something just being no just just being young and friends let me just tell you I just need to do my little announcement about that

because like I've had a lot of friends that have died from drug overdoses and it's always but it's always it's always prescription pills that's what the fucking people OD that's the shit that you gotta be careful of like seriously

like there's no point in it get fucking drunk get do if you want to do like whatever you want to do just do it by yourself but when you throw in those pills that's when there's like it's like you're playing Russian roulette you just don't know if one time you're going to take it could be one fucking pill that in

your drinking it did messes with you the wrong way that time and you go out and that's what you see all the time so it's so dangerous it's so stupid it's very easily uh you can very easily get carried away with it yeah do you so are you kind of i don't want to get into it that too much but like did you at a certain point i'm assuming you stopped all this when things with your girlfriend turned serious because you were friends with her right and then it turned serious or did you stop before her i was like literally i stopped like like right, like, right pretty much as I was, like, making her my girlfriend, like, a couple days before I remember I just, the very last time I had hooked up with a hooker, the very last time

I had gone and attempted to do anything with a hooker before I literally made her my girlfriend. Yeah. Dude, I picked up this hooker and I, for the life of me, I don't know what the hell. Like, I guess it was because I had already been talking to this girl and I had this emotional attachment to her and just morally and consciously I was already into her. Yeah. That by the time I hooked, I picked up this hooker literally on a whim just like thinking that, you know, maybe it'll do something. I couldn't for the life of me get it up. And that was just one of the times where I was like, okay, like, I need it.

this is like this is this is stupid like this is a waste like i'm not into this anymore like how i used to be and i feel like this emotional attachment to this woman now that i think i want to just make her my girlfriend and just do all that shit with her you know right and was it kind of like a little bit of a relief for you to like put like stop with that whole kind of a thing yeah it was it was and you know it was like the trannies and everything all that whole lifestyle it all went hand in hand and and i could say that you know i've been off those those prescription drugs for for about a year now for about as long as i've been dating her because that was another thing where i had to nip that if i wanted to make it work with this woman like i got to nip that because that type of stuff you know

i feel like sometimes like long-term drug use sometimes could sometimes lead to like gay behavior Or who knows what kind of behavior because you're just different. Right. But it would definitely go hand in hand with me like both. But, you know. And now being off of it when you think back to that person, like, you know, that did all the thing. Like, could you do that without the Zadix and the Klonapin? I can.

I can. I definitely can. So it wasn't like it wasn't you totally, right? No, no, no. It wasn't like it wasn't me totally But the only difference now is that You know I consciously make the decision To not think irrational and be like okay

Like you know I'm a little older now I can't be doing this type of crazy shit Like I want something normal now Because I feel like I was done that you had all that Yeah I was going Hard with the tranny stuff

Like I was getting fucked And I was sucking dick And it was like damn like I never in my mind growing up thought I was going to be that person but you know I guess you know you grow up yeah and it's not like you did it once or twice you did it like a lot yeah yeah yeah yeah so like maybe 50 guys maybe 50 yeah right and nobody knows now like this girl because like you said you had like this weird conscious where you told that girl that one time

that you cheated on her do you think that there could ever be like a situation where you would tell your girlfriend like has this kind of stuff ever come up no i would never ever tell her about hookers and trannies like that's one thing that and definitely i i very deep inside like i would never talk about that with with anybody because i feel like it was just one of those things where you know i was living a life like it's like a second life you know yeah and that's one thing where that and you want to you don't you don't feel like ever bringing it's not like you want that to be like your life now and not with that. No. No, never.

And do you miss it at all now that you don't have it or you're pretty fine because you're so into this girl? You know, I'm very much into this girl, but I can't, I can't say that, you know, sometimes like, you know, I like fucking two in the morning or something when it's late, you know, I have urges, you know? Right. Dude, sometimes, like, it's so weird, you know, like, I don't know what to say, but sometimes it's like.

I want to fucking suck a dick or something. Right, because you have and because you haven't done it for a while. And it's so like raunchy and so dirty that sometimes I, and I've already crossed that line that I've done it before. And sometimes I do have that urge of like, damn, like, I want to fucking like suck a dick or something. Or like, I want this person like fuck me in the ass or something, you know. Right, right. But now the only difference is now I, you know, I'm. I'll fucking look up porn or something, you know.

Yeah, no, that's a smart thing to do and just get out the release and that fantasy and what you want to do and keep it a fantasy at this point in your life. You don't listen. You're super young. You're 26 years old. Hopefully you're not going to be getting married anytime soon. You're too young to get married or anything like that. So, you know, you might be with this girl for three more years.

And then when you break up, you could, you know, you have a whole life. Like there will probably be a time where you'll be single again. And you'll be able to fuck trannies and maybe guys. and whatever you want again at some point. But for right now, you know, it's great that you are serious about just being with this girl and you put that stuff to the side because you don't want to get, you know,

you don't want to ruin this for that. And, you know, it's so crazy is that, like, you know, this girl, like, I've really tried my best to, like, you know, literally just be as tame as possible, you know, know, like non-freak, not like non-freak, but just literally I've tried to be like as normal as possible with this. Uh-huh. Right.

And because I feel like I've, I've already lived like such like that crazy sexual part of me. Yeah. That I'm with this girl and I don't want to lose her, you know? So sometimes I'll be like tripping if I reveal too much or something. If I say certain things, I'm like, damn, like, I don't know if she'll think that's a weird. or something. But what's crazy is that like ever since I told her about the whole pantyhose thing and like she really understood and then she kind of got it.

She's been going panty hose crazy. Like it's been going crazy. And like I don't even like I haven't even had to tell her like certain things. Like she'll bring it up to me like stuff that I'm already like. like me wearing him she wanted me to wear it right like you didn't have to bring that up she didn't have to bring it up she didn't have to bring it up she was like oh fucking put him on like oh my god

and I remember the first time the very first time I fucking put on pantyos with her oh my god like she just got so crazy like yeah so how do you know that say you stay with her for five years like you don't know that two years from now she'll tell you she wishes she could see you suck a dick like you don't know you don't know So, like, no, no, no, no, no, I don't know about the suck a dick thing. You don't know. You don't know.

But definitely, like, just a lot of things, like, the panty hose, like, me wearing them. She gets so horny. Like, even, like, okay, there's another thing, like, wearing, like, panty hose, like, in the shower or something, like, in the bath. That's also a thing, you know? Like, if you look it up on videos or whatever the hell, like. like to, right. That's like very common where like people like to wear pantyos in the shower and shit like that. But maybe she has a panio of it.

Maybe one day she's going to meet to you that she's into girls. You don't know. She does like, I don't know about the girls thing. Maybe if she's into, man, that's kind of hot, you know. Yeah. And then you could be like, oh, I know where we could get a hooker. But she, oh, no, I don't know about that one. I'm joking.

Yeah, but the panty hose thing, she definitely has that fetish now because if we're hanging out, and like, you know, there's no panty hose in the mix or something. Yeah. I noticed that she gets kind of like grumpy, like irritable. It's so weird. And then the moment, like, I'm like, you know, just go put on pantyos or something, you know? Oh, my God. It's like things completely change.

So she's into it. Oh, that's good that you have that in your relationship with her because that's a big thing for you. And then also, like, she's like, oh, I want you to wear it like under your pants or something when we go out. like she's very into it like and even like wearing it all over my body shoot she's like oh my god I want you to put them on your head and eat me out really yeah like very panty hoes crazy like yeah well that's why that's why I think this girl you know the more you date her you might yeah but you might find out that there's more stuff that she's into she lately we've talked about it before but she's like what would you do

if like I wanted to stick a dildo in your ass. There you go. See? See? And I'm like, oh my God. What did you say? I'm like, yeah, you can do it, baby. Like, it's all good.

Like, you know, I'm yours. There you go. See? That's what I'm saying. She's got a freak flag that you just haven't seen fully yet. So you just sit back and wait. And you might be able to be doing this stuff with her. That's great.

I'm like letting her kind of like unravel herself, you know? Yeah. I kind of. set it up and then I'm just like letting her kind of like she's on her own it's so crazy like I guess maybe that's like the universe just kind of like bringing me somebody that's like okay you could be a freak with this one just don't be out there doing the thing or something you know right or maybe you just attracted somebody that's more similar to you than you even know what I mean and you know you guys were good friends before so yeah maybe you have a lot more in common

and then you even know. So you might be able, like if she's gonna be able to fuck you in the ass, that'll help with like your gay fantasy, not your gay fantasy, but you know your fantasies about dick that you have that you can't sort of fulfill.

You could, you know, you could one time while you're doing that with her or pretend she's a fucking tranny. Like who knows what you guys are going to be doing two years from now if you're still dating? Yeah. And like, it's so crazy. Like,

done into that and she, I don't know. She started like. Have you done? Have you done the Like her pegging you yet? That's what her fucking you in the ass We we haven't gotten there yet but we've talked about it

But right now she's in this fucking thing where she's just like she likes Licking my ass now I don't know she's got she's there now She's fucking eating my ass out right I mean that hey that's a step you know Yeah you're gonna be fine I wonder would by the end of this year you're gonna have a dick up your ass fucking went to go do her nails the other day and she's like hey babe like I got him short I wish she could finger you yeah I'm like oh my god like yeah she's she's uh you're gonna be you're gonna I think she's into a lot more that you don't know yet and she's gonna eventually reveal it to you and you'll be able to maybe do this stuff so you're gonna I'm wrapping it up now because I have to

but you're going to wait I have a podcast on the table five I'll tell you real quick. Okay. I remember the craziest shit that ever happened with the hooker, though. Okay. Tell me that. I fucking picked her up. Yeah.

I went into the store to go buy her some pantyhose. And literally, I was, I had forgotten that I had an envelope with about $1,700 or $1,900 in my, center console. Oh, my God. And rent was due the next day. And I totally forgot that I had had the envelope. and literally this this hooker was like she must have been like 200 300 pounds but it was like the only one I could find at that particular moment with panty house yeah fucking did my thing with her whatever the next day I go to pay my rent literally there's only about like $200 in the envelope oh my god I was gonna say yeah maybe you were going to say she didn't take it she stole it all was it a tranny or a girl a it was a regular hooker but Oh my God, that was probably the most expensive.

She probably took like fucking, I think, oh, she took like, what, $7,900? Yeah, that's terrible. Yeah. But maybe that was all the karma for all the panty hose you stole. It was crazy. Maybe that was like, you know, you could call it even now. Yeah. And it was crazy.

Like, I've had some, it's kind of led to, like, a lot of just different, you know, I would consider just like mischief, just like, just stupid. like, you know, I'd have like hookers in my car like doing meth and stuff. Like they'd fucking do drugs in my car and I don't do that shit, but they'd do that to get horny and shit. It's like weird, you know, it's like, it's like a different lifestyle that. No, but that's why I said. I felt like, probably because of just, it's kind of like dark, right? That kind of world.

And when you're with those people and that part of yourself, it's like, because you're not with the person that you really care about. The ultimate would be that you could get these kind of things and do this stuff. Maybe even just live out of a fantasy. with your girl and do it with someone you care about because there's nothing seedy about that, right? And you could just live out all this stuff that you're into with her. That's why I felt like it was probably like a real relief for you

when you decided to start having a relationship with her that you could just put all that stuff in the past and you don't have to do it anymore. Yeah, but I definitely do have urges sometimes, you know, like to get like fucked or suck a dick. I know, but just do, don't do anything about it. Yeah, she definitely, it seems like she's going to be really cool. You're going to be able to live out a lot more fantasies with her.

You go get a strap on. Bring up that fucking you in the ass thing. And then you could eventually start role playing and you could do all that stuff. And you could be doing all of this shit with her. I don't think you're going to have a problem. So, you know, I think it's all good. I have to wrap it up because I have to taste somebody else. Of course.

But thank you so much for calling in. When you guys, when you eventually tell her or do have a tranny sort of fantasy with her that you're like let me know keep me posted but uh in the meantime wait till you hear this back and you hear yourself telling your stories it'll be very cathartic for you oh man all right hopefully it's interesting to some people out there it definitely will be troy thanks so much for calling in all right you know when i'm going to post it okay bye okay have a great day you too bye bye okay i just want to tell you before you go that my book it's called strictly anonymous confession secret sex lives of total strangers is now available not only in paperback

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