Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 252- Rose is into all Kinds of S-e-x

Episode Date: October 8, 2018

Rose is very open minded and comfortable with sex as well as her sexuality and wants other women to be as well. She calls in and talks all about her threesome at 16, being an exhibitionist and where she's had sex, her role as a submissive, her fascination with guys in uniform, her interest in sex with women who look just like her, as well as her most recent views on sex work, sugar daddys, women empowerment and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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you'll find it. It's so bad at advertising. Today I'm on a girl named Rose, who calls in to talk all about all kinds things. I mean, you probably, you probably see it in like the intro that I wrote out. She's bisexual. She's submissive. She's a submissive. She's an exhibitionist. She's contemplating sex work and Sugar Daddy's, maybe possibly. What I really thought about after we spoke, because we talk about all kinds of things. This is what you're going to hear on the podcast. You're going to tell her about

her, like, exhibitionist side where she's had sex out in public and how that all went down. how she started hooking up with girls and what kind of girl she's into exactly what kind of submissive she is and what kind of dom she's into and where she meets her guys and all that kind of good stuff. And then like I said,

we talk about whether maybe she's going to have a strigger daddy or become an escort and what I didn't think about while we were talking but I thought about this after when I was editing because she's like in school and stuff that I think she'd make a really good sex therapist. That's what I really think would be right. for this girl. The Sugar Daddy thing, the Escort thing, definitely not, but that's what I think.

So I don't know if she's listening to this, but I hope she is because I think maybe she'd be like a good sex therapist. Because she's like really open-minded when it comes to sex and I think she's got a very healthy attitude about it and she's really interested in helping other women be the same. And so that's why I think if she was a therapist, she could help people that way, right? Anyway, but not to take you in a different direction because you're going to hear all kinds of other things in this call. Okay, so I'm going to be right back on with Rose. How are you today?

Hi, Kathy. I'm good. How are you? I'm good. You're calling from someplace very far away, right? I know that. You had said in your email that, like, you moved, like, across the planet at a certain point, right?

Recently. And so, like, you're someplace far away even from where you were before. But you have an accent. So you weren't even probably ever in the United States, were you? I don't know that it matters. No, a little while. right how well and you're you're like a 29 year old girl who loves s ex right like that's like i mean you wrote me kind of a long email explaining a lot of things there's a lot of stuff in there that

you're going to have to go into detail about my listeners love to hear from girls that are really into sex and are open-minded and have done a lot of stuff uh you know i mean i think you told i mean you're you had some written terms in there that i didn't even understand right but a lot of them I didn't understand. Well, there's a lot of label stuff that I don't, you know, a couple things, but most of my did. You're into a lot of different stuff. So why don't you start out?

I mean, I know that you said, like, from early on when you were, like, really young, like, you just love sex. You started that you always like to talk about sex. So why don't you just, like, start from when you could remember back to when your whole sex obsession started? Yeah. It's funny. I don't even see it as a sex obsession.

Not obsession. I don't think it's a bad, right? No, but in that you were like where you're coming from, where you were such a sexual being. You know what I mean? Like, how old were you when you lost your virginity? Let's start there. I was 15, so it wasn't that early.

I think that's pretty common age. Right. But I remember sexual fantasies from very, very, from a very early age. Yeah. And it was like, it was so early so that it was very weird sexual fantasies that It was almost like child games. Like it didn't really make sense. It included like cartoon figures and things like that.

And I bet I didn't really know what it was, but it still turned me on. So it was sexual in nature and you knew you were getting turned on. Uh-huh. Right. Yeah. And that was maybe when, yeah, when I can remember it was like five or six maybe. something like that Yeah

Right and then when you started to get older Like closer to 15 and you lost your virginity right Like were you going to town like with those fantasies When you got a little bit older And they became like real sexual fantasies And then like you couldn't wait to lose your virginity No I was actually when

Around the time when I lost my virginity I was actually very careful And I lost it with a guy that I was very in love with and he lost his virginity with me too. Right. So yeah, around that time I was very careful and very self-aware and very uncomfortable in my own teenage body, you know. So it took me a while until I started to actually like dare to experiment more. Right.

And come into your own and start living out those fantasies or whatever stuff was going on. Right. But around that time is that where you, though, like did those cartoon fantasies turn into more clear fantasies and you started to realize like the stuff that you were maybe into. I mean, maybe you weren't doing it with that first guy when you're 15. Yeah. But were you starting to sort of realize that there were, you were into like maybe, you know, other things more than just the norm.

Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. I think I always was kind of aware that there was a lot of stuff going on in my head related to sex. And I think I realized pretty. early that it wasn't common to think about sex as much as I did when you're a girl. Right. And I don't think I was ever like feeling bad or ashamed

about it. I was just like, okay, I'm not going to obviously talk to people about this, but I don't think that it's bad of me. Right, because you knew that other people might not be accepting of it, but it wasn't like you didn't accept the part of you. You didn't feel any kind of shame about it or anything. It was It's just like who you were.

Yeah. Right. And so when did you start experimenting? Because I know that you said like you're into girls. You're into guys. Like then you got into like other fetish and kink stuff, you know. And like so when did all that start for you? Well, it started in different stages.

I had my first three something when I was 16. Okay. So that was a quick jump from not being comfortable in your skin at 15. Yeah. And I mean I still wasn't at that stage. like looking back, I was way too young and I like jumped into that and I didn't really know what was going on. Well, how did that happen at 16? Who was it with? It was actually a guy that I met online that I was so young and naive.

So I just thought that we were friends. And he was 23. And he had a girlfriend that was 21, which I also think made me think that it was all friendship. Right. But then he asked me to come visit him because he lived in a different city and he asked me to go and visit him to meet his girlfriend. And then when I was there, I realized that, oh, this is all staged because he wants a threesome. And the weird thing about it was that I looked almost exactly like his girlfriend. Oh, that's so funny. So he had a type for sure. Yeah, and I bet it was an awesome time for him. I bet he had like the time of his life.

And that, for sure, like, even though in that situation, I was so uncomfortable and that I didn't know what I was doing at all. I think that set it for me. Like, I think I had my first girl crush when I was, like, nine or something. But that girl in that threesome, she kind of set my taste for women. Like, the kind of women that I like usually look like me. But when I think about it, I actually think that the fact is that they look like her. Right. And she just happened to look like you.

Yeah. Right. Exactly. And because, I mean, with that experience with her, I know that you said it was a little uncomfortable and you didn't know what you were doing. But was like it amazing? Or did you know at that point that you liked women or did it? Yeah. I did.

So you did. I absolutely did. Oh, yeah. You just said you had your first girl crush at nine. Yeah. So you knew you were like, sweat and girls a little bit. Yeah, absolutely. But she totally, like, blew me away.

I remember. I remember that I just wanted him to go away and I just wanted to be there with her. Right. She was, like, this movie star in my eyes and just so gorgeous and feminine and amazing in every sense. And I was just, like, blown away by this woman. Right. I mean, she was 21. So she was so much older than me.

Yeah, for sure. because you're only 16. Yeah. Exactly. So, yeah, I think that's why she's still in there kind of. Right, because I know that you say you like femme women. Yeah.

Right? And so you think that that's because she was so feminine. And so, right? Yeah, I think so, yeah. And the way you looked up to her. And so that experience was like really amazing. Did you see them more than that? Or was that just like a one-time thing

because they live far away? No, that was, yeah, that was the one-time thing. It really felt like the whole thing was staged that he wanted the threesome and he found me and then I went there. Yeah, because you said you met him online. Like, what? Was it just like a dating app and you were looking? No, it wasn't even. It was this kind of like online community thing and we started chatting somewhere.

But did you guys talk about sex? No. No. Okay. So he didn't really even know. It's interesting that he just like kind of picked the perfect person. He was right. you know what I mean? A lot of girls would be like fly out there and be horrified, you know.

But I mean like. Yeah, but it's still. Yeah, absolutely. I totally get you. But I also think that that is something that's kind of followed me. Like I in like normal dating apps, I never write like that I'm into kinky things or stuff like that. I make it look kind of vanilla. But then I for some reason, every time I go on a date and go home with a guy,

they are usually kinky in one way or another anyways. It feels like they can smell it on me. Yeah. I always say that. I don't know if you listen to enough of my podcast to hear me say it. Like I say that all the time. I think we sniff out our people from a mile away. Even commit.

I say it a lot with commitment-phobic people, but I think it's also a lot with like, you just know your people and they know you. It's like an unspoken weird thing, right? That happens. Yeah, it's a primal thing. Yeah, maybe. Yeah, maybe.

I don't know. Like you say, even put it out there. People will be like, how do that? I didn't know he was married, you know, and I'm like, but you kind of, you did on some level. Somehow, I don't know what it is, but it goes on because it just, it happens so much you see it and it's, it can't be a coincidence. Like you say, it happens with you, right? You always meet your kind of people, right? Yeah. And so after that, so you had that one threesome, you know, obviously that girl really stuck in your mind, right? Yeah. And so then when did you start to like really,

cross over and how old were you when you started to feel like you were more in control of that kind of stuff and started to seek it out yourself as opposed to just like winding up in the situation uh when you say that stuff do you mean sleeping with women just no just every like you know i know that you said that like you didn't get into doing all the stuff that you do now for a little bit right so after that experience how long was it before you started to like really take charge of it Yeah, that's a good question. I think it kind of like slowly grew on me with like different because I'm the kind of person who usually ends up in relationships and like different relationships with different guys because I've never had a relationship with a woman. Yeah, I was going to ask that.

How come? Yeah. I've only fallen in love with one woman once and that didn't work out. So that's that easy answer. Right. But did you have a relationship with her or you didn't? You were like in love with her, but it didn't start. It didn't turn into anything.

So you haven't had any other relationships. Is that by choice or just you haven't met anybody? I haven't met like I'm so, I'm kind of unfair in that sense because I'm so much more picky when it comes to women. Oh really? I am with men. Yeah. It's like if you would, you would put every man I've ever been with on a line. if you would line them up, you wouldn't be able to see a common thread.

Right, but the women you would be able to see the threat. Right. They would be exactly the same type of woman. Right, that girl. Yeah. You. Yes. That looks like you.

So funny. It would be a mirror. Right. That's so funny. And then so with guys, though, you're totally like other girl. I think girls are like that in general. Like, you know, yeah, they don't really have types. Like, we go more for personality.

It's very different, I think, for, women than for men. But so, so I mean, you said in your email like, I mean, a lot of things that you're into, like exhibitionist, voyeurism, right? Like, you're like into being a dom, right? Or you're, you're a dumb or are you a dom or is submissive? I'm submissive, but I call it a strong submissive. I bet like I'm, I really want to say that I'm not that experienced in BDSM. So I bet there's people out there that knows a better term for it, but I call it strong submissive. And what I mean by that is that I am submissive, but you have to earn it from me. I'm not just going to put myself at your feet instantly.

I have to like, yeah, you have to prove to me that you earn it. And now do the doms like that? Yeah. I actually haven't met one Dom that thinks that that is unfair. in any way. I think that it makes them feel more challenged and also like that they actually feel like they've earned it and that it's a bigger reward when I actually like let myself go to them

kind of yeah. What do you mean when you say like did you say that you like feminine because I know you said you like feminine women do you like feminine men? What do you mean by that? Like by guys or like guys that like cross-dra? What do you mean? When I say feminine men, I mean more kind of expression in them, I guess. Like the way they... Kind of an energy. Yeah, uh-huh.

Yeah. Yeah, I had a friend that like guys like that, because we always used to, like, hang out with, like, musicians and stuff, and she always liked guys that were more, like, a little bit feminine. And so I know what... I get what you mean, for sure. Yeah. Do they look like that girl or like you?

And for me, that also... Guys, that look like you. It's not that feminine. But it's like I kind of feel like there's something in that that I find very attractive because it shows me that they're so comfortable in their sexuality. Right. So they don't have to be macho to show that they're men. I find that very attractive.

Right. Now, when you say, because you say that you typically find yourself in relationships, right? But yet you're into all this. kind of stop that you're going to explain that you're into. So do you have like open relationships? Have you had all kinds of different kinds of relationships? I mean, are you like someone that's like only in like are you, I wouldn't think that you're monogamous. Like do you have monogamous relationships or are you open to all different stuff? I do actually, but it's, it's not by choice. It's, I, I prefer to have non-monogamous relationships because I have a very strong philosophy that I

don't think that it's natural to be monogamous. I totally respect people that believe that, but for me, that's not my truth. Right. I believe that it's some sort of lie on some level if you say that you go through your whole life only being attracted to one person. And on top of that, one of the most magical things in the world to me is the energy of a new person. like touching a new person, smelling a new person, knowing how they kiss and like just the tension before the first kiss.

It's like the magic in that is amazing to me. And since that's one of the best things I know, I wouldn't like if I would love someone, I would never ever tell them that you're not allowed to have that because you're with me. Right. It's rather the opposite. You go have that and please tell me about your experience when you come back. Now have you, but you haven't had that kind of relation yet, relationship yet with somebody, right? My last relationship was supposed to be like that.

But then I think like I, the reason I don't have non-monogamous relationships is because I meet my partner in their wish when they want to be monogamous. Because I feel like that's more important to me that they're happy than I, go fuck someone. Like it's pretty obvious to me what's what's the priority in that situation. But my last relationship was a guy that did the opposite where he was like, okay, but let's try non-monogamy if that's what you're into. But then I just, I actually went and slept with one person and it made him so uncomfortable. Right. That he kind of got jealous and I was just like, okay, this is not. I'm backing off.

This won't work. Right. So then you went back and still dated him, but you didn't go screw other people? Or did it ruin your relationship? No, it's not for me. It didn't. And we are not together anymore. So maybe it did for him. I don't really know that. Yeah. Well, how long after that happened did you guys break up? Some people tell you one thing. And it wasn't a very long relationship overall. Do you typically have long relationships? Like, because you're how old now? 29. Right.

So I'm all over the place. I'm that, my last relationship was seven months or something like that, seven, eight months. And the longest one I've had, I think, was four years, I think. Right. So that is a long time. And so you were just with that person down. Did you do a lot of the stuff that you're into? Like, did you with your partner?

or with other, randomly with like people you hook up online or something. Like how did all the stuff that you dabbled in come to be? Like was it in your relationships? It's, I'm, I, relationship wise, I think that the four year one was the most experimental where he kind of liked being dominant and he kind of liked me being the submissive, but it didn't happen that often. and it was kind of like, oh, it's your birthday. Now you're going to do that thing that you like.

Right. And then what actually ended that relationship was that he stopped having sex with me. He neglected me totally. And at the end of that relationship, I started having online relationships with other people where I, like, could fulfill my fantasies and feel that someone wanted me somewhere. And what were you just doing? like sexting with them or web like you with a like doing face time with them or some shit like that no i sexted and sent photos right okay yeah and with multiple people like men only men and

women or uh i was open to women but i didn't find any women at the time but it was several men yeah right okay and did he find out or did you just eventually break up with him no uh he we're actually friends today but he still doesn't know that yeah There's no reason for him to know that. No, I know. But that really did it because you were not having sex. But when you say you're an exhibitionist and a voyeurist, like, have you ever, like, how far have you taken that?

Like, is it in your, is it just in your fantasy? Or have you lived that kind of stuff in reality? It's, I really wanted go into that more for sure. I haven't done any voyeuristic things. But I have had sex in the middle of downtown several times. What does that mean? What do you mean downtown? Outside of during the day?

Yeah. Okay, but you have to like tell me, like you have to paint the picture because like are you like hiding behind something? Are you in the middle of the place where you're like? Yeah. I still. But wait, hold on one second. Like how how did that come to be? Like is this with somebody like who's the person that you did it with?

the first time, you know, and like, how did it happen? So, like, was it when you were dating? Yeah, the first time was a guy that I dated when I was around like 22. Okay. And it was it like you. He was very exhibitioning? So did, was it something that you guys like discussed and said this is what we want to do and then decided like we're going to go do it?

No. It just happened. Yeah. It was like he started groping me when we were out in public. Okay, and so when you're outside. And then I realized that that was exciting. Yeah. Okay.

He really liked having sex in nature. Oh, yeah. And so I, like, I didn't even know that that was the thing until I was with him, and I realized that I thought it was a lot of fun. And the most fun thing that we did was definitely when we had sex outside of the church that was, like, in the center of the city. Right. And it was like car lanes around it and like sidewalks and people walking all over the place.

And where were you guys? Like in the bushes? No, we were like taking it all around the church. The best part was when we were at the actual entrance stairs, like on top of the stairs. So anyone could actually see us in any moment. And so were you naked or was he kind of like, clothes but you're like so people they looked what would they see like your leg

spreading him on top of them if they would look they would see humping and they would see like the position and realizing that we were having sex right it wasn't like tits in the air right of course but that's the whole sort of hot thing about it right that it's

kind of like alluded to I mean because right and so and you're watching people walk by while you're doing this yeah and did people did you see did you make any eye contact did anybody like look over do you think anybody knew actually it was going on no that's the thing like every time i've done these things i'm surprised that people are so blind that they don't see um because i'm personally the kind of person like my eyes are always flying all over the place i always see everything in every detail and buildings

and whatever and i'm just so amazed that people keep their eyes down and they don't know what they're missing because they're literally walking past two people having sex and they don't know it. Yeah. So you did it with that guy that time and he was kind of an exhibitionist too and you realize you were really into it. And so now you've done that a number of times with other people as well. Yeah. And it's like now it's after him. It's just what like I said before they sniff you out. Right. So it's I've done it with people I've met it on dating apps where it's just it hasn't even been talked about beforehand. It just happens naturally.

And always at this one spot or what other places have you done? Oh, no. No. The last thing I did was this guy that we had just been on our first date. We just met and we had a really nice night and we were leaving the place and we started making out out on the street and like I didn't think much of it. But then we came. kept walking and then we came to this really busy street in the middle of downtown and there was a lot of cars and people and like yeah busy street like weekend and it was this parting in the sidewalk where it was bushes and I think it was like one part was just a regular sidewalk and then the other part was like going up to this building and so he just grabbed me and pulled me on that side of the bushes and then he started fingering me and then he went down on me and it was that position where I looked out at the sidewalk side

and it was like people were walking just like meters away from me right they couldn't see him because of the bushes they couldn't see him but they could definitely see me and they could definitely see that something was happening Oh my God. If they watched. Yeah. Right.

But and people were just walking by like right there. Yeah. While you had someone going down on you. And it was that same thing. And it was the same thing where I was just like, why this is, it's so insane to me that you can't see this going on. And then do you, I mean, I'm assuming like you do orgasm like in front of people and they don't even still get it? Like did you have an orgasm that time? Oh, yeah. He even made me squirts. Right.

even though I tried not to because I was like out on the street with my clothes on. But yeah, he managed to make that happen. Oh my God. Wait. And so when did you learn and figure out you could squirt? Have you always been able to? No. That was in my four-year relationship.

He figured it out. He did it first to you? Did you try? Was it something that you wanted to do or did it happen by accident? No. It didn't happen by accident because he was that. kind of thing. I don't know if you've heard that or

what your idea of that is, but the common thing for women when they're about to squirt, when they don't know that that's what happens, is that they freak out because it feels like they're going to pee themselves. Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course. Yeah. And so then you have to kind of be aware enough of what's going on

to kind of like get rid of that block and just ignore that and just know in your head that it won't happen, even though that's how it feels. Yeah. And so we kind of practice that together. So you did. So it was like, so what was how?

So was it like you were, it wasn't like you were trying to figure out how to squirt because you wanted to. It was like you felt like you had to pee sometimes when you were pulling around. And then you just figured out, oh, I'm probably going to squirt. So I should start working through this. Right. Yeah. Yeah.

It was more like that. And then, yeah, now it's, nowadays. I'm so aware of my own body that I usually, it's even rare for me to have sex without squirting because I know where the button is to push kind of. Right, right, right, totally. And so that guy, when he was even just going down on you, you were able to squirt. Well, it's still that kind of thing. It's a lot of control in it.

So if I'm in a situation where I feel like I shouldn't squirt right now, then I won't. And that is usually like I don't squirt in people's faces if they're not asking for it. Right. Uh-huh. Yeah. So it's usually a fingering thing for sure. Right. And so, but that time, so on in front of everybody while you're on the street, like right in front of people, like you squirted.

And that just happened. Right. And now have you ever, where do you meet the women that you're with, like that you're with? Because you're, I haven't had them in relationships. right so are you on like different web fetish websites and stuff to pick them up or I still haven't met a woman on a fetish side sites um I've met them on regular dating sites and just like friends of friends the thing is that I when I was younger specifically I was that kind of girl that straight girls was like oh you're into girls I've always wanted to try

And then I've been like the experiment for them. And I found that to be fine since I'm mostly into femme girls, then straight girls are usually femme. Right, right, of course. Yeah. And so I've been fine with being the experiment. Right, like you're that you de virginize all the girls. Yeah.

Right. And so, and I mean, how many? Are you somebody that like have you been with a lot of women or is it just a couple times because you don't really meet that many. I mean, it's all relative, right? If I would compare to how

many men I've been with, I would say like maybe a fifth or a quarter is women, I would say. Right, right, right. Yeah. And now on the fat, what fetish websites are you on that you meet guys? It's

fet life. Yeah, I've heard of fat life on here before. Yeah. I've tried several different apps so many times that they're all bullshit. Right. And Fat Life is. Yeah. And what do you go looking for on there? Like what is the thing that you're interested in the most? Well. What a Switch Curious? That was the thing I didn't really understand. Oh, right. Yeah. So Switch Curious is basically that I'm always a submission.

and I've always been, but some women and some feminine men makes me curious of how it would be to be a switch. And switch is basically if I would switch between being a submissive and a dominant with them. Oh, right, right. Oh, okay. That's what that is. Right. So that when you're on there on the FetLife, what have you looked for and who have you met and what have you done with them? I am looking for the right kind of dominance because I don't I'm not into degrading at all I still like I still need a lot of respect in it and a lot of I still want to feel like a queen even though I'm the one being submissive if that makes sense right you're not into being degraded like yeah and stuff like that like because some of is that way like they jizz on their faces they pee on their face you know it's like I've heard some

hardcore stuff and it's like um yeah and also like the way you speak to each other too and it's like i i totally respect it i i really try not to judge people for but that's just not your thing right it's not my thing yeah yeah no everyone's different yeah exactly and so that's really it's really hard because there's a lot of guys that they say that they're doms but they don't really understand what it means because it still means that

they respect me back and just the whole thing that I said at the start with the strong submissive thing where I want to find the guy that that's what he's into too like he want to earn it right but have you met a lot of guys on fat life I haven't. I've had several online things where we like I guess it's a sort of sex thing where we talk about each other's fantasies and what we would like to do with each other but then we live too far from each other for it to happen basically.

Right. But then there is actually one guy that I met a couple of weeks ago who flew here. where I am and was here with me for a week. Oh, so that already happened because I know you mentioned that in your email. You're like, I don't know if he's a murderer, but okay. And so this was a guy that you met online, right? And you guys have been sort of talking about what you guys are interested. So he came to town for a week for you guys to finally meet and I guess get it on.

So how did it go? Yeah. It was a lot of fun. It was a lot of fun. It was, um, he was the, the perfect first guy, I think, to find through a fetish dating app for me. What made him perfect? And we were really, we were a really good match and he knew exactly what it was that I wanted.

And he was totally on the, like, earning, earning the submission. And he had this very interesting way. of being a very loving dominant. He was very soft in a way while still being the dominant one. Right. And it was this, because I'm not into age play, I'm not into the daddy girl thing.

Yeah, yeah, I've heard of that, yeah. But it was this interesting thing where it like almost touched that, but he wasn't those kind of words. and so I still felt that he took care of me in a way that I I've never experienced before that I realized that I was totally into and he had a really good way with words where he said the exact like the right things and this started even before we met where we had like we sexted and we had like we send each other voice messages right and so he could say me messages where he just said to me that he was proud of me and that I was a good girl. And I've never had, even though I've been submissive many times with many different people, I've never actually had someone say those words, like actually say it to me. Right.

And that was this very weird. Turn on. I had a very weird. Yeah, I had a very weird reaction to that that I wasn't expecting where it was like, I was so turned on. and I came by it. I orgasmed like I barely touched myself, but I orgasm by hearing him saying this.

But at the same time, it was like he reached through my whole childhood. Like he reached through everything and just like hugged my heart at the same time. Right. So it felt so healing at the same time as it was this huge sexual turn on. Interesting.

I wonder where the hell is. that comes from. I thought so too. Yeah. Yeah, so that was, that was. When he shows up, I mean, I'm assuming you saw him and everything. Like, was he a good-looking guy or like, yeah. So he physically, he was like your type. How old was he? He's one year older than me. Oh, so he's not even that old. So he showed up and then you guys just spent the week together. Did he stay with you? Yeah, the funny thing was that he got an Airbnb, and he was very respectful and he was like,

I'm not expecting anything to go down. And I have that place in case you feel like you need space or in case this one worked out, which I'm really grateful for because it took away a lot of pressure. Yeah, yeah, for sure. Because it's like even though you have an online thing, you never know if like you need the person. The chemistry is not there.

And so the thing was, though, that he arrived at midnight and the check-in was the day after. So he told me from the start that I think I need to sleep at your place the first night. Is that okay? And I don't have any sofa or anything. So I was like, okay, you're going to sleep in my bed. So how are you going to do this? And then from the start, we decided on a little game of ours where we weren't allowed to kiss the first 24 hours.

and we could touch each other and we could like turn each other on but we weren't allowed to orgasm. And that was that was pretty fun to have that from the start knowing that, okay, I'm going to meet this person I've never met before and like in a couple of hours he's going to be in my bed sleeping next to me and we're going to like crawl off next to each other but not do anything. And you like that is what you're saying. Yeah, it was a lot of fun. Right, because it was... It made everything so exciting. Right, because it was like a buildup kind of like foreplay? Yeah.

Mm-hmm. Yes, exactly. And that's like, as I mentioned before, I love magic in the, like, tension between you and another person when you really want to kiss each other. But you're waiting for that first moment where when you can kiss. And even though I know that I'm on a date with someone and I know that we're going to do this, I still try to like pull that moment, like push it in front of me as long as possible because as soon as you've had the first kiss, it's gone. You're going to be able to have that sensation back, right? And so for me, this was awesome.

It was that times 100 because we had decided like openly with each other that we're not going to kiss. Right. And there was all this sexual tension because you guys had gone there sexually with each other like in the way you were talking and the pictures and everything. So it was kind of like that you already knew that all that stuff was there. It wasn't like you guys were being crude. You knew what was going to go down. It was just like sort of dragging it out. I know. I think it's like hot to be like when you get to like because I've dry humped people and done crazy things. People are like, why would you do that when you could just like fuck them? It's like because you can fuck them. Like it's like after you've done everything. it's kind of hot to just like, you know, do not do anything, but just like dry hump and not let each other do anything. And you could like do that for like two hours and it's like the fucking hottest thing ever. Because it's like, you know, it's just something different, right? Absolutely. Absolutely. Those kind of foreplay, they can turn me on so much so that I get numb in my arms and my legs because all of my blood has rushed into my vagina. Right. You just like lose yourself.

It's happened so many times. Yes, absolutely. I love that. That's like one of the best things I know for sure. Right. So after that night, was it like the next night that you got into everything and started to like really get down? Yeah.

And that was that was so amazing. The next night, he, we like, we, he's never been in the city. So the whole day we, we like, teased each other by just like walking around the city. and doing all sorts of like touristy things. And I showed him the city while like touching each other and like, you know, careful ways, but still very flirty. It was a lot of fun. And so then after dinner, we're going back home. And when I don't remember exactly when, but he told me that I need to go to the Airbnb place.

I'm coming to yours later. And then I went to my place. and waited for him. And when he came, he had a coat on. And I had told him, I even have in my in my fat life profile, that I have a thing for suits and uniforms and authority. That's a huge king for me. It's like if I see someone in a uniform,

I barely care about how they look. Really? Like any kind of uniform? Like a cop, a fireman, an army guy okay yeah it's the authority it's like the uniform that shows me that you know what you're doing right okay right that's submissive and you likes that yeah yeah yeah sure it's extremely hot and it's the same thing with his suit it shows me it's power right and authority yeah wow that's I must be such a fucking dumb because I hate all those things

anyway go yeah yeah um and so he he he showed up in a coat and then he took the coat off and he had a full suit on and that was like the best birthday gift in the world basically because he came here because it was my birthday I want to say too.

So it was like a birthday gift to me from him and from myself also in a way and it was so amazing because even though I've always had this thing for suits and uniforms I've

never actually slept with anyone in their suit or uniform because usually, I mean, it totally makes sense. It's usually like those kind of clothes that people are careful with and they take it off. Like you see them in it. It's really hot and then they take it off and then you have sex. Right. Right. Oh, but you wanted to have him keep it on.

Yes. And he, like, I didn't ask him for that because I never assumed that anyone will because I know that you're careful with your suit because. suit. But he did that for me. And it was so exciting. It was this whole new experience where I could really like try it out and feel what it felt like and like what would happen.

To be with that person in the position of power and everything, right? Yeah. And it was fucking amazing. The first thing that happened was that he had me in his lap and I was just feeling his suit. Like I was like grope in his suit. It was like, yeah, I could really like try out this fetish of mine and like see what it was to me. And like I felt the shirt and I felt the jacket and I felt the tie.

And I was like touching the fabrics. I was like, this is really hot. Like I get really turned on. And it wasn't like it was in that moment. It wasn't as much his body in the suit. was the suit itself. Right. Yeah, that's interesting.

It's like the feel of it even. Fetishes for latex. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And I was just like, wow, I actually really have a kink for a suit. Like it turns me on this much. Right, not even just the power and the guy in it. Yeah. Actually, the feel of it, the touch.

That's interesting. Yeah. And I'm so grateful for him that he let me experience this. Yeah. And that he knew. Because he really was thoughtful. I mean, he saw it in her thing. It wasn't necessarily something you talked about, right?

It wasn't like you told him come in a suit or whatever, right? No, I didn't. He talked about suits. He showed, like, he sent me pictures of himself in suits and things like that. But I never asked him to actually, like, I want to fuck you in a suit. But I never came up. And so I was so turned on. So I started grinding him when I was sitting in his last.

And he was, that was when, like that first time was when I realized his kind of like loving dominance where he held me in his lap and was very firm with me, but still told me that he, he got me. Right. And that I could be like completely safe and just let go. And I had this very intense orgasm just grinding him in the suit. Like it happened pretty quickly too. Right, just from doing that. Because it was such a huge, yeah, it was such a huge sensation for me. And then he put me on the bed and then he, I think he ate me out first and then started fingering me all of this while he was still in the suit.

And that was like, just looking at him in the suit doing this to me was amazing. Right, like that was all you needed. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. That was like, I kind of felt that first night. Like, you can go home. now and I'm still good. Yeah. Right.

I'm still so grateful for this moment. Yeah, right? That's amazing that the second day you reached the top of the mountain. And it didn't go downhill after that, right? I mean, like the rest of the time he was there. Like what more? Yeah, we had so much fun. How far did you, did you experiment with him? Did you do any exhibitionist stuff with him?

Do you take him out on your little walks? We actually didn't. That's the thing. It's like we could just as well have done that because he's into that too when we were out. walking a lot, but it didn't happen. It just didn't come up. Yeah, it just didn't come up. And it's nothing that I'm sad about because we did so many fun things anyways. And we had sex every day and he was really hot. And I think with him, what I like the most was his way of talking. He really had a way of

saying the exact right things to get me as turned on as I could possibly be. And it was still those kind of things that I barely knew myself would do it that I was into yeah right like you're still just figuring stuff out about yourself what you're into and everything the more you explore and I know that you did say that you recently moved far away and it has being so far

away from where you were before has helped you to sort of live out your fantasies even more right is it just because you're so far removed and you don't know anybody so you feel like and you're not going to run into anybody that you just like really be yourself yeah yeah exactly it's

really a freedom that I'm experiencing that I'm so grateful for and I have a lot of fun in that and I feel like I have an opportunity to build myself up into the person that I want to be in a way that's really hard to do in like your hometown where everyone knows you and everyone's like, why is your hair different today? You never ever look like that and like you can't do deeper things like that because everyone just assumes that you are in a certain way. Right. But when you start anew basically, which is kind of what I've done, you have this opportunity to just ask yourself, so who are you and who do you want to be? And it's been an opportunity for me to just like, well, fuck it. I am an adult person and I'm doing this thing right now where I can just like sexually do whatever I want and just own my body and love my body. give my body what it deserves. Right, exactly.

And just keep experimenting and figuring out what I like and having so much fun. Right. And this guy showed you that week that he was here, that you liked the feel of suits, the way that he talked to. What else did you guys do that week? Like, did you do anything else kinky with him that you haven't talked about? He tied me up with his tie, which of course was a lot of fun too. Right. And that's like the whole time.

And he had handcuffs as well. Yeah. Right. Do you like this guy a little bit, like more like with this, this person. Like, I don't know how long you've been communicating before he came to town. Like, is this somebody that you think maybe you could be in a relationship with or do you? Like, I have a very easy tie. Very easy tie. There's a tie again.

Yeah, totally. I have a very easy time loving people. like very casually. Like if I go on a date with someone and I sleep with that person one night, I have a very easy time giving them my heart that night and then just leaving and still like they will always be with me and I will always care for them. But I leave and I'm still fine with that. Yeah. I don't.

I never feel that my love is something that I have to keep to myself or that it has to be to one certain person that I'm in a relationship. It's like sex for me. So many people have this idea of sex being so intimate so that why are you doing it with so many people that you just sleep with them once and then you never see them again? It's too personal and intimate. But for me, it's the energy in that that I love so much. And a part of that energy is meeting someone where you can just give each other everything and heal each other, even though you don't even know each other. You can heal each other through sex and just show them that they're special and that they mean something to you and then have that back and then move on.

Right. And now is that part of you that feels all those things that you just said, the part of you that is thinking maybe about dabbling into sex as a like sex work or like I don't know what you want to call it? Maybe you would be an escort or something just because you feel like, you know, you got all the, you got all the, I don't know, you could be good at it, right? And it's something that you enjoy and then you just add the money on top of it, right? I don't know. Yeah. How else is it? Yeah.

Yeah, that's the thing. It's like I'm currently questioning my morale when it comes to sex work. And like what's my actual idea about it and what's. what is this idea that's been put on me by the society and culture and things like that? What do I actually think about sex work? And is it because you're thinking maybe you might want to do it yourself? That's what I didn't know if that's what you meant. Yeah, exactly.

Right. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And that's the thing. I still haven't been able to answer that properly. I'm still figuring that out.

And it's this thing where when I came here, where I am now, when I started anew and I was like, I can do basically whatever I want. I started thinking that I know my worth so much. And I don't have a problem seeing that I could have a sugar daddy because I see that I'm worth someone paying to be with me. Right. You don't see it as a big. You don't see that as a bad thing. Yeah.

I don't see that as a big deal. It's the like I would never tell my mom. Right. personally, I don't think that it's a bad thing. Yeah. And so then I've been like from that, I've been like so. Why not have 50? Right.

Why not have four sugar daddies? And then that becomes something else. Right. Exactly. Why is sugar daddy good and sex work bad? But do I really think that sex work is bad? Because I have so much respect for sex workers. Listen, I think that a lot of people, the problem that a lot of people have with,

it is, you know, from about, because they feel for the women and they feel that the women are doing something that maybe on some level they don't want to do and it's exploited. Yeah, there's a lot of women that do that. Right. And I just feel like with you, you know, you're the woman. And I don't, we haven't gone into like your backstory. I don't know if there's anything when you were younger that happened that might have fucked you up and made you into someone that would do.

I don't know. It doesn't, you know, but I think that if you feel this like really healthy sort of thing with sex and with yourself and everything and, you know, so then with you, why would people think it's bad? I don't know. I mean, it sounds so terrible and people are probably like cursing me out when I'm saying this right now. But like I said, I just think that's the people that, what people's problem is with it is that they feel for the woman. You know what I mean? but if you're the woman and you don't feel bad about it and you like it and you're enjoying it

and you have this thing like where you feel like you're healing people and it's like loving to you on some level like you could open your heart while you're doing it and it's not just for the money and you're enjoying it then you know in this situation maybe it's not wrong right but it might be wrong for a lot of other people you know for all the reasons that people think it's wrong you know it just feel like it might have not applied to you

that's a long way of saying that do you know what I mean like I don't know yeah I got you yeah I got you absolutely and that's exactly what I'm thinking about too and then I'm like dabbling back and forth what it's worth and like the the negative things that could come with it and like so what are the negative things

let's talk it out like what are the negative things like we know the positives yeah well honestly the first thing that I'm thinking about is that I'm not sure if I could sleep with someone I'm not attracted to just because of paying me. Right.

I think that's the first thing. Yeah, that's the first thing I'm thinking about. Well, that's a big thing. When I say attracted to you, I don't specifically mean physically. It's just the chemistry in it. And that's a big thing because if you're talking about that's where maybe the sugar daddy thing is better for you because with sex work, like you would have to be.

Like what are the odds that it would be somebody that you're, attracted to. I don't know. You're very open and into a lot of things, but like, you know, and you say if you put all the guys, like, you know, you're into all different types, but maybe if you tell them to wear a suit or a fucking policeman outfit when they come, like, that'll help the situation. But like, you know, the chances are you're going to be

with people that you're not attracted to, you know, and that's a big part. That's a big part of it. I know I had a friend whose friend did it. And she told me that her friend, Like it was and I don't know, I think like that the guys like she had this one guy that had like really bad breath and like I remember thinking like oh this is like that's like a small little like you think of like the whole person being bad but when you when you just think of like a bad breath on top of you like I don't know like I just felt so bad for her and thought like oh like that's like so sort of damaging on a certain level. It's pretty hard to think that a way, too, to just, like, ignore it and fantasize about someone else because you'll still feel the smell. Yeah, and I don't know why. It just, when again, I heard that, it just, it was like, it was like bigger than just the bad breath.

But it was just, it was just like, oh, my God, you know. Yeah. Because that's what could show up. Like, you don't really think about it when you're thinking about, like, sort of, oh, I'm going to make this money. And that's what she thought it was, like, glamorous, supposedly. Like, she just thought she was going to be making all this cash. and she lived in New York and she was going to be a high-end escort

but she was like making no money and like she'd show these guys would show up with like bad breath and like you know and I think she wound up like with one guy supposedly and I don't know if she's still season but it was like she had one guy that she stayed with when she got out of it

because she was like basically making no money like less than she made when she was like bartending and she had stayed kept one guy who like would pay her rent for her and she would fuck him once a month and that was like like what so that sounds more like a sugar daddy then yeah I guess that was the one guy without bad breath like you know what I mean

maybe ate a mint before he showed up I don't know but like you know but yeah I mean I just feel like maybe the sugar daddy thing is your said what about but like where are you at as far as like relationships like for you are you wanting to be single and just sort of mingle like would you are you looking for somebody to have more of an open relationship I mean I enjoy myself so much right now I see I have so many guys that I have in like a rotation that I see like more than once but there's so many of them so I have a hard time having time how many guys do you have because you just have this guy that came good question that's a very good question. How many

in rotation now? I had sex with one guy this morning and I'm seeing another guy tonight. So you double dip? Do you have you ever triple dipped? No, I don't think I have. But double dip. I mean, if you don't count, yeah.

I did have, when I went to boarding school many years ago, I had this crazy threesome with two other girls. So it was three girl threesome. And then the same night I had sex the guy. Oh, really? And how did you get into the threesome? Let's end with

this one, because we're about an hour. But like, how did the threesome with the girls go down? We were all friends with each other and it was this kind of like stupid, giggly kind of drunk thing that we just started

making out for fun and then we ended up in a shower together. It sounds like a porn. I know. It does. Right? Because I mean like how old were you? Oh my God. How old were you guys?

Yeah, we were like 20. Right. So like three hot 20 year old like giggling and then they make out and they're like oh one of them grabs the other girl's hand and they all run into the shower and then everyone gets naked and then. Sounds so cliche. No, but I mean it's like it's almost like you don't realize like you see it on porn. It's cliche when you see it on porn but it was like it actually happened. I don't think it happens that much in real life. Do you know what I mean? So, and so what happened?

Did you guys all, like, go all the way with each other? Like, you went into the shower and then did it go into the bedroom? No, it ended in the shower. It was like, it was so playful and giggly, and it was like, we weren't really serious with it. So it was, like, almost a bit embarrassing. And so it was like, it was mostly me and one of the other girls and the third one mostly washed. She was a little too uncomfortable being really in it. But you and the other girl like totally did each other?

Yeah. Right. And we had sex after that too. After that same night or like after like another day totally? After after that night we had sex other times. Right. Okay. And multiple times you like that girl? She looked like you? She was hot. She was hot. She looked like me a little. Yeah. Right. She was good. Yeah. Yeah. And then that night you saw a guy and fucked him.

So how many people in rotation now that you got? One, two, three, four, five, six, six, seven, yeah, maybe eight or nine, maybe. Oh, my God. And so, like, is it how much, do you get laid at least once a day? No, no, no, no. This is the thing. I'm a very hardworking student. Right now I'm on a school break.

Right. So right now I'm just like meeting everyone. Making up for lost time. Having my share. Yes, very much so. And will you see the guy that just came and went? I mean, he lives so far away. Right.

So I think when he left, we just kept it very open both of us and was just like, this was a really nice time. I hope I'll see you again someday. day, but I think we both are very, like, open to it maybe happening, but also never happening again, I think. Right. We're still in contact. We still talk to each other. Right. That's cool.

But you have all your other guys and you're seeing one tonight and you saw one this morning. Now, do they? Because I think it's just like kind of like the thing that happens a lot of times. Like guys always like never want relationships with girls a lot of the times, you know. But then when the girl doesn't want them or and she's not interested that they really want her like do you find that that happens like with all these guys because you got all these guys i actually love that you that you ask this now towards the end because there's actually something that i've been thinking about that i really want to say yeah and there's so many men that i meet that are so

amazed by me yeah because i'm so comfortable in myself and i love having sex so much and i'm so comfortable in like walking around naked and loving my own body and I love having sex with them and experiencing their bodies and whatever and um they have a really usually they have a really hard time letting go um which is why I rarely see it's I rarely have one-night fans right um not because I really like yeah it's mostly because they want to see me again and then I'm like okay it was a fun time sure yeah but the thing is that I really don't want to think that they want to see me again because I'm so special. I rather think that that is because there's this common thing going on in our Western culture where

women overall learn to be uncomfortable in themselves and learn to shame themselves and learn to not experiment and try out what they actually like and what they're into because that's not woman is supposed to do. She's just supposed to lay there as a dead fish, basically. And I just think that that's so sad. And that's kind of why I wanted to talk to you. It's not because this is a huge secret for me that I never tell people. It's because I want to, hopefully, this is going to sound so, I would love to inspire someone to just like, fuck yeah, I also want to just do whatever I want. Figure out what I like. Right.

Right. That may we have an inner you and they have those thoughts and those fantasies and those desires, but they aren't living in. I have to give another shout out to this podcast that I listened to the other day. I talked about this on another show because she talked about what you're kind of saying, but she gave a different reason and it was, and I would think more like your reason, but then after I listen to this woman talking about it, why women don't enjoy sex or aren't into sex as much when I listened to her reason for it, it was so fucking fascinating.

but and she was talking a lot about um how it's like really selfish like women have to be selfish in bed and that's what men find attractive and that's how women feel good about it and if you think about it women aren't like the selfish sex right it's like more women are like of service to men they're like they don't feel it's like right to be selfish right but and it's it is a selfish act you should be just And that's what is the turn on. And that's what you have to do. And that's how you experience sex the best way. You have to listen to this podcast.

It was on the Goop podcast. It was with this lady Esther Peril. And it was so fucking great. And she talked about women and why women don't sort of have as good of a time as men. And it came down to a lot of this whole thing of being selfish. And I think women have a problem being selfish. Most women aren't selfish. Yeah.

And I totally get that. And it's still like even when I'm submissive and, I want to like give my everything to this one man in bed right now. Then it's still like I do that because of selfish reasons. Right. I do that because I get off of. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. I want to nurture them because that's, that makes me feel good. Yeah. And even when you said you're the submissive. Yeah. And even when you said you're the submissive,

you still want them to like work at it. So you got that sort of selfish vibe, which makes you really totally enjoy yourself. And that's what, but that's what it makes. you sexy and that's why the guys come back because you're good and bad. Yeah. Essentially.

But I also just would think that they would also get hooked emotionally with you because you're so like not hooked emotionally on them and sometimes like you know it's like that opposite effect right? Like why doesn't this girl sweating me? Like why doesn't she want to relate? You know so that you would maybe find

yourself with a lot of guys that are like wanting to date you that but you're just not interested. I don't know. Yeah, I have like in every, basically every dating app that I have a profile, I have a disclaimer where I just try to say, no, don't get attached. Yeah, but that's normally what makes them get attached. Do you know what I mean? Yeah, I know, but it's the like, then I at least can say I told you so. Right.

That's the difference. Right. But yeah, but I would assume that you got a lot of guys like sort of like knocking on your door because you're not available. And so, you know, that's just the way that it goes. But, yeah, I do hope that other women listen and could sort of be inspired to be more open about their stuff. And, you know, maybe they'll have to travel far away as well. Yeah, maybe. You know, you don't know.

Hopefully you don't need to do that. Hopefully. Yeah. I mean, I was still very sexually active before I moved here, for sure. Right. But this is just going to take you to another level. You might have that sugar daddy coming up. and that might have been something that you wouldn't have done in the past.

Well, who knows what you're going to be doing six months from now. But you'll have to keep me posted and let us know. I don't think sex work is for you. I don't think you should do it. I think maybe, though, if you want a sugar daddy, you know, and have a relationship and a situation like that where you're also getting one. If you're like, why not?

That's no big deal. Do you know what I mean? Right. If you're good at something, you should get paid. Yeah, but it will be something. I mean, I would, like, you know, you could find somebody that you like and that, you know, you become friends with that you're close, you know, like it's, I don't think it's a bad thing, you know, it depends on it. Because it's not like you're going to do it with someone you don't like, right? Yeah. You already made that clear. So what's the difference is just giving you like a present every month. Anyway, I don't know. But let me know which way you go if you had ever sort of step into that. And even if you do the sex work, I mean, it's your choice. We'll see what happens. But, um, yeah. I don't know that you're doing, but thanks for calling in and sharing all your stuff. I feel like you have more stories.

Thank you so much. You know. Yeah, for sure. You do, right? It's an endless abyss. Yeah, exactly. So we could always do a part two anytime if you want to call back in because my guys, my listeners always love hearing from women.

And there's other women, like you said, hopefully that will listen and be inspired. So you could do that another time and call in. I love that. Give me more stories. All right. Thanks so much, Rose, for calling in. Thank you. Bye.

Thank you so much for having me. Thanks. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show.

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And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord does not disappoint, okay? There's no way you, get into my Discord any other way than getting the link from me. Okay, I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other. And that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total, strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private, like I said. All you got to do is email me a screenshot of your purchase,

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