Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 260 - Molly Hooks Up with Men and Women Online

Episode Date: December 3, 2018

Sexually adventurous Molly (episode 190 & 221) was such a hit with listeners, that we decided to re-air her first ever call in to the show. If you liked her previous interviews you'll love this one. Just when you thought there were no real women looking for meaningless sex online, think again. Molly calls in and talks about all men and women she has hooked up with while on Adultfriendfinder.com, Craigslist.com as well as Fetlife.com. She explains what she looks for in an ad and what men say in their emails that either turn her on or off, what kind of sexual fetishes she’s gotten into since she’s been on those sites as well as the details about her numerous hookups plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Here is your host, Kathy. Hey, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast with Kathy. If you want to follow the Strictly Anonymous podcast on Instagram or Twitter, follow the show at Strict Anonymous. Today's caller, who is a girl, I always get excited when we have female callers because I rarely get them. Her name is Molly, and I actually got a message from her on Facebook. She had messaged me a while back, but, you know, I had never gone on there,

so I didn't see. And she had found one of my podcasts about adult friend finders and about a guy who was looking to hook up on there but never really met any women on there. And she wrote in to be like, hey, listen, I'm on there. And I fuck a lot of guys on adult friend finders. And then some. So she called in and she wanted to talk about, you know, what she does in her spare time, an adult friend finder and a couple other sites that she's on.

She's had relationships in the past. She was married. She's single now. She's making up for a lost time. She's having a lot of fun. She has a lot of meaningless sex. Something that I think that not a lot of men believe women are into or can do it. I don't know.

There's always problems that are that happen when guys and girls hook up just for sex. The girl sometimes gets too involved. I don't know. Or people think that's what happens. You know, that whole fucking thing. But this is like a chick that's like a guy, and she's out there just having sex and having fun and having one-night stands with as many men as possible. And she talks all about it, not just men and women too. And so she talks all about it and gives like lots of details on all of the stuff that she's done via adult friend finders.

I think she's on set life or fat life, whatever hell that website is, as well as Craigslist. So just when you think there are no females on any of those sites that are really looking to hook up, and it's just like prostitutes or dudes or scams, you know, or spam or whatever you want to call it, Molly calls in to let you know that, no, there are women on there that will fuck you. You just got to play them the right way. And Molly explains that. So I will be right back on with Molly. Hey, Molly.

How you doing? Welcome to Strictly Anonymous Podcast. You're on with Kathy. me, Kathy. Thank you. Thank you for having me. Yeah, I always get so excited when I get girls. I never get girls from my ads.

I always get girls like, I mean, I found you. You actually sent me an email on Facebook, and I just happened to see it because I was just deciding that I need to like rework my Facebook page. And I saw that you had emailed me a while ago. And I was like, oh, my God, this girl is like a unicorn. You're like, you're the girl. The deal with you is like you're a girl. that's really on adult friend finders

and you really have sex with guys on that site and nobody thinks that that exists because most of the time when I'm talking to these guys whether it's from Craigslist or even all the people from adult friendfinders they all say like they rarely have ever I don't even think rarely like they're all

across the board like never met a girl in real life but you have actually met guys in real life and done all kinds of things on adult front finder and you are calling in to talk all about it yeah I have And, you know, and I get all the time, are you real? Of course.

Aside from, when you sit on my face, I get, are you real? Which do they ask first? Yes, I am. What was that? Which do they ask first? Will you sit on my face, or are you real? Oh, it's about 50-50. Exactly.

Yeah, because, like, I mean, if you listen, I don't know if you're a new listener of the show or you just listen to a couple of the adult friend finder guys, but across the board, like I said, it's like not one guy on adult friend friend has ever really I don't think that they've ever really met anybody on there that's really real I think what they found what they do find though is like women that want to do virtual stuff and keep stuff like sort of anonymous maybe and they do stuff online with them but nobody in real life you actually have met people off that site right in real life like you've done it all from that site right I'm assuming I you know and I have and it's not just from that side it's from a couple others but I think I'm to try and make a list of all of them and honestly I can't remember many of them. Really? Yeah, yeah. You know, some of them, like, you know, when I wrote you the email, I don't even know how I came

across the podcast. Uh-huh. But when I wrote you the email, I was like, oh, I've met guys, you know, on an adult friend finder, but I was, like, in every capacity, pretty much. I mean, met up and barely got names, dated for a while, some were married, you know. Some I turned around and walked away. Right. because they didn't exactly control themselves as who they said they are.

So, yeah, I have pretty much every perspective on the situation. So let me ask you this. Let me get like your just background history. Are you, how old are you? Like, have you ever been married? Are you in a relationship now? I know I think you said in your email that you were like a chronic relationship person. Like you went from relationship to relationship.

Have you ever been married or no? I was married. I got married kind of young. I was about 23 when I got married. I was married for six years and got divorced. I kept a good relationship with my ex-husband, and then I jumped into another one almost immediately for three years. And we had a kid together, and then I jumped into another one right after that for two years, another one after that for two years, and then another one after that for about a year and a half. And that ended last summer, not this past summer, but the summer before.

And it didn't end very well. It was one of the very few relationships that I had that didn't end well. and I had just, there was one day where I just threw my hands up and I just said, fuck it, fuck it, I'm not doing it anymore. I'm going to do what I want to do and I'm going to do, you know, what makes me happy and what's fun and, you know, I'm sick of being, you know, told what to do and tied down. And I'm just, that's exactly what I did. I went a little crazy, but. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's very happy ever since.

Right. So all of this stuff that you've done online, you've done only when you've been single, right? Like you've never, were you cheating on these guys? behind their back or none of that stuff was going on right no no no none of that right so you were pretty faithful you were like a you were definitely like a serial relationship person you know you were like always in relationships your whole life since you're like 23 when did you how old were you when you lost your virginity i was it was a week before my 17th birthday right so you had a lot of guys because you like you lost your virginity at 17 then you got married right and so and since you were faithful to all

those guys and you got in from one relationship to another i'm assuming you only had a lot of not that many guys before you hit up adult friend finders. Well, that's not completely true. And I was kind of like this back before I started my serial monogamy, but I was young. I didn't think I could do it again. But with the Internet these days, it's not that difficult to do. Oh, okay, cool. So when you were 17 and you lost your virginity, like before you got married, you were pretty

open-minded to sexually and had a lot of sexual partners and was, like, into it. Like, you know, you weren't like repressed, like a lot of women were or a lot of girls can be. No, no, I wasn't one of those people who had just never, you know, done anything their whole life and then all of a sudden discovered their sexuality and, you know, went crazy. I always had it. I knew it was there and it always had been there even with, you know, being in relationships. It's kind of a lot of the times. It's what kept us together was the sex. Right.

Yeah. And it was nice to go in a way where I could explore different. avenues when it came to sex. Right. You mean like when you got out of the relationships and went on these websites and stuff, you mean? Yeah. Yeah, I didn't really know all of, like, so much was out there these days.

And especially like I said, you know, I'm 36 years old. So, you know, we have internet back then. I'm not saying, you know, I'm pre-internet or anything, but it wasn't as open as it as it is today. Right. The way people, you know, talk about sex and, you know, put stuff out there online. You know, a lot of it is anonymous, which is fine. But it also, that makes it more.

more easy for people to say, this is what I like, this is what I don't like. Hey, it's just not weird if people think it is and kind of explain their side of it. Yeah, no, that's why I do my show and I do it anonymously because that's the way that people feel comfortable, sort of really being totally honest with me. So I'm assuming that that's what happens online on these dating websites too. When you say you put a list together of all the sites, besides adult friend finder, what is on your list? What were the other websites that you had went on to hook up people um it's mostly just the other there's only really two um Craigslist and set life oh set life that's like bondage right is that a bond just bondage or is that all kinds of different fetishes

it's all kinds of stuff i mean there's people who are you know they call them the vanilla who are just kind of testing it out and seeing what's what it's all about which is what i would like when i started and then there's the people who are you know into that into you know it's kind of it's a kind of a place where you can't say weird stuff because people go there where they're not judged. So I don't want to say like the weird stuff. But to me it's kind of weird stuff. But that's the stuff I just sort of glaze over and don't read because it's not a little bit.

Right. It's kind of like it's like, I mean, you know, there's something for everybody. Like you could go on there and you pick and choose what you're into and then everything else. But there's something for everybody, right, on that website. I've had it. I've had like my bondage guy that I've had on a couple times, he's the one that told me about that website. I didn't know if it was just strictly for bondage or, you know, they have all kinds of stuff.

So which one did you start with first, and then how far did you take it and what kinds of different things did you get into? Well, I actually started with BetLife. The relationship that I had last, you know, the end of last summer, he was the one who introduced T-2-A. And he set up the page and whatnot. But he wanted me to go a little farther than I was ready for. she kind of pushed me it's not something you can just dive into head first really you know you got to

kind of dip your toes in it and sort of you know get your feet wet and kind of walk in and otherwise it's just going to totally freak you out I mean like I said there are some really freaky things on there right but when you say it like what are you talking about because if it's not just bondage like what is that website all about like what is that a place for well you can put a list of like stuff that you like. You know, some people, they just like to dress up. You know, I like to wear like courses and heels and stockings. And so there's all kinds of groups that you can join

that they just talk about, you know, where's the best place to shop to find these kind of outfits that I like. You know, there's cross-drectors. There's and I mean, if you hop on the site and just go or start searching groups, you'll find you know, hundreds of groups. Right. So what did you and your guy? So this was the guy

that ended badly, right, that relationship. But sometime during that, you were with him a year and a half, right? sometime during that relationship you guys i'm assuming had a really good sex life right and we're pretty open with each other that it came up that right so then when did it come up that you would go on that site and what did you guys go on that site looking for well he was just kind of introducing me to it um and just was kind of like oh just look around and see you know and i was kind of like what is all this but you know there's stuff that that's not that weird and you know like i said like

heels and courses and that kind of stuff. Right. But then he started telling me a little bit more of what he was into, and it was more of the stuff that scared me. Like what? Like, well, I mean, I've heard it all, so I'm like, what was... He was just big into gangbangs. He was just, every corn that he watched was a gangbang.

He was sitting watch hours of gangbang porn. Oh. And not that I have anything against it, and everybody, you know, everybody's got their thing, but it was certainly not my thing. Right. You don't want to get fucked by 10 guys in front of your guy. No, I don't. And I didn't even have a free from at this point.

That's why I was, you know, I was like, you know, we've got to get to tell them. He can't just hop into a gang bang. You just found out pretty much what one was. So he tried to push me into that, and I said absolutely not. And then that was part, you know, one of the main reasons for our breakup with him doing that. So the page was left there for a couple months. And then I think just one day, I can't remember why I went back on it, but I logged back in and started looking around, you know, as a new, like a newbie, or found to people who were, the thing that

I loved about it is that people were really honest. Right. And I just gotten out of a relationship for a year and a half where it was constant. He was accusing me things that I wasn't doing, and he was jealous and this Matt, and it was just, it built up, built up. And going on the site, there was a lot of couples. And there was a, you know, I didn't see the jealousy. You know, they were open.

They were like, hey, who wants to come in? and you know have sex with my wife while I watch what wow people what even it's so interesting because your guy was super jealous but he wanted you to be a part of a gang bang so maybe these other people have jealousy on the outside too you know what I mean like because like it's weird because you would think other people would think you and your guy if you were on there looking for a gang being that your guy wasn't jealous but it's so interesting that he was like a super jealous guy yet he wanted you to take part in that right it's interesting and I don't really know where a lot of that came from and honestly by the end i just really didn't care so exactly um so you went on there and you started to just like look into it and then you started to realize the things that you were kind of into because now that you don't have to like go with what somebody else is into it was all up to you it's like what you were right and so what were the first thing that you got into that you took part in um i think let's see one of the first things i got into was the photography um i had met a photographer on there and you know

Now, at this point, I just kind of started with the dressing up kind of thing. And we were talking about that. And he was like, oh, I'm an amateur photographer. And he had a site, and he was legit and everything. So he actually came to my house, and we did, like, a whole photo session in my bedroom. Did he pet you for that? Or do you get the pictures? Like, what's the exchange with something like that?

He took the pictures. My face wasn't in any of the pictures at this point. None of the really risque pictures anyway. The ones that did have my face, I had, you know, I was decent in them. So I felt comfortable with him taking them and doing what he would because if any of the ones that I didn't want to get out, got out, my face wasn't in. And how hardcore did the pictures get? Like, did you have full-on pussy shots, like hardcore like that? Or like, what kind of pictures were they?

Totally nude or were you in those, like, courses and stuff? None of them were nude. I was I have actually what happened was we went to the local porno shop and he bought me

an outfit and came back to my house and I put it on and then he took the pictures of me in the outfit and it was kind of like a net like a net outfit and then it had

kind of like a like a bando bra underneath it a sheer one with a sheer pair of like boy shorts underneath right

so it was kind of funny sexy but still you know everything was still covered Right, totally. And then probably the most of the state picture was I was on my stomach on the bed with, I was a hamper handcuffed behind my back and attached to my legs cuff to those handcuffs.

Right, right. And he directed the whole shoot. Like, I mean, he was the guy that he was the professional and he knew what he was looking for, the pictures. Yeah, yeah. And I had never done a photo shoot like that before. So, you know, it was nice to have someone to make me so comfortable. And he had done several before. And, you know, I'd seen the pictures that he had done and they were very peaceful and well done.

So that's why I said it would be okay. And everything turned out just fine, you know, just great. Was there any, but let me ask you this. Like, was there any kind of fooling around going on afterwards? Like, or were you... Afterwards, yeah. That's what I would assume. Like, because I'm thinking, like, if you met on that site, right, and like, you guys go together, there's, you know, there's...

Maybe that's, like, for play, right? Your little photo shoot, right? and then, you know, you're sort of doing the stuff, and he is, and I'm wondering if you were getting turned on, and I guess you were, and he was getting turned on. And so then who makes the first move afterwards? Well, it was kind of when I, at the very end of the session, when I still had the handcuffed on, and he kind of started.

And, you know, a lot of times it's talked about beforehand, whether you are, you aren't, or, you know, if you say, okay, this is just a photo shoot, you know, nothing else. Guys usually respect that. Right. Usually respect that. So, and I didn't say no beforehand, you know, I didn't say, okay, this is just a photo shoot, no sex. Right.

So there's kind of like an unspoken thing. That's what I would think, right? Like both of you kind of know if you or him don't say specifically, hey, listen, I only want pictures, then you're both sort of leaving it open to you want more. Like that's kind of unspoken, but you know that because you're on a site where people are looking to hook up, right? You didn't like find him on a, you know, on a photograph, like, you know, looking for a photographer. So you both knew that you were into it. Yeah, and we, you know, we both knew it.

We had, you know, we met out, you know, outside my house beforehand. We met, I think, at a bar and had, like, one drink or something. And then, you know, as long as I felt comfortable, you know, taking them back to my house. and which I did so and you know I talked to them well over the site beforehand and it's easy to get a read on people because they have a page they have a list of everything

that they're into you can tell if they're into like you know stuff that's way beyond what you're into and you know it's easier to read people on a lot of these sites yeah no and I would be a little like I think to myself like oh like that would be maybe a little scary if someone's putting handcuffs on you because now at this point

you don't know you who the person is right you have a total stranger in your house and now he's handcuffed you but I'm you know I'm thinking you have good like you know you met this person and you just knew straight up he was an okay guy right like and you didn't have like that sort of instinct that something might go wrong you know because at that point you could have killed you well you know maybe he could happen and that's the thing too is I get and a lot of people don't know this part of my life right I live a complete double life, and a lot of people do when it comes to this kind of stuff. Totally.

I do live a complete double life. But it's easier for me. In my job, part of my job is asking questions, and I know how to ask the questions to get the answer that I'm looking for, even if they don't know it. Right. I hear you. And the other, yeah, and that's one thing, and the other thing is instant. You know, if I walked into the bar, I took one look at him and said, I don't know about this. It's an automatic no.

You know, I don't feel bad turning around and walking away. Right. No, I totally understand. I feel like I would have, I would know whether or not I could trust somebody. And, you know, especially if you met him outside and then you talked to the bar and you were talking online. Like, I think that we do have instincts. People, you know, and if you're pretty clear-headed and you have a good head on your shoulder, like you said, you, you know, in your job, you ask questions and you know that you could trust yourself. You know, you trusted yourself.

You trusted this person. And it all went well, obviously. You guys told her out after. Yeah, and I have Mace hidden all throughout my house. You what? I do take, I have Mace hidden all through all my house. Oh, you do? Yeah.

Right, because you could never. So this is like a, all this stuff is like a total secret, right, that you do. Like you're never, like, are there any friends in your life that you're like, hey, listen, I got this photographer coming over and I just want you to know in case anything goes right. Or like, is this totally secret, like not even one person knows? No, a lot of my guy friends know about it. and two of my girlfriends know about it. Right. That's cool.

But, yeah, you know, and they're the single ones. You know, a lot of my friends have, you know, they're married and kids and whatnot. And that's kind of part of the reason I got into this is because, you know, they're all at home with their families and I'm single and, you know, what am I going to do? I don't, I'm not a big bar person. I don't go out to the bars very often. So I was sitting at home and, you know, it actually started because I was on holiday breaks from work. and I was really bored and I was just going through, you know, some, you know, I started with that life and then I started hearing about, you know, ask after that and, you know, I don't even

know how I started on Craigslist. And I got to be honest with me, some of the coolest guys that I have met have been on Craigslist. On Craigslist? Yeah, on Craigslist. So you have done it. What is your ad? What ad do you like to listen for? I've never put an ad.

You answer there? I've answered ads. Yeah. And what kind of ads did you answer? I'm assuming so from that situation first you got into like the photography right and then what other kinds of stuff have you gone into from there? You mean like kind of fetish-wise? Yeah, yeah. Like what you went to when you like what are the stuff that you look for on Craigslist and what are all the different things that you've experienced?

It's like because you've sort of done a lot of different things. I prefer not to know anything about my callers before because then I just have to ask a million questions. So I don't know much except for the fact that you've sort of been on the. these websites and you've done it all right so you know what my listeners probably want to know is like what are those things like what you know after the you know dipping your toe in the water and doing the photo shoots what other stuff did you get into and what kind of ads would you answer on Craigslist it's kind of funny because I could answer those questions in about 400 different ways right um the Craigslist ads I would start with the ones that say I have no expectations

You know, I don't like the ones who say, I want to come over and I want to have sex and then I want to lose. Right. I don't like having sex with somebody when I don't know what they like and what they don't like. Because then it's just uncomfortable and like, how do you ask? If you say I want to do this, are they going to get freaked out? Like, I like to have all that stuff kind of out of the way beforehand. And, you know, and I'm also a girl. So I do like to get to know someone a little bit before I sleep at them.

Right. So I would never answer the ones that straight up would ask for a bulljabber and a job or a job or a job or stuff. I would answer the ones that sounded more sincere, you know, hey, I'm bored tonight, and is there anybody up, you know, do want to hang out? If anything happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't. Because that way I don't feel like, you know, if I go to hang out with somebody, oh, well, they expect me to come over for sex, but I met them and I don't want to have sex and then

I'm going to hurt their feelings or this or that. See, this is good for people who are listening, right? All these guys that are going on Craigslist and are never getting any action. Like this is the, this is like interesting information, you know, for a guy to be listened to. If he's smart, right, he'll hear what you're saying and be like, oh, this is what girls want. You know what I mean? Because a lot of times I think that they just think women are like men, so they just write what they think a man would like, you know, but they don't understand that that's what a man would respond to, not a woman, right?

Like, you're like, I'm a girl. And the guys who put the ads up that say, hey, you want to meet me in the Burger King parking lot for a blowjob. Have they ever had anybody answer that ad? No, just guys. Just guys, because that's a guy would do that. I'm telling you. And that's why they say. Only guys answer my ads.

Like a lot of the guys, I've only had, like, I've only had, like, gay guys answer my ads. I'm like, well, look at what you're wrong. Of course. Right, right. So all you guys that want to go on Craigslist or wherever it is, whether it's adult friend finders or Craigslist or even Tinder, like this is, you have to do, you have to make the woman feel comfortable.

Women do like sex. women can have sex with men that they don't fucking like, right? Like women could do that, but you just have to sort of do it in the way that a woman will respond, right? So you would add. He's in a sort of way. Don't just punch him in the face with, hey, give me a blowdown kind of thing. Right, right. Packed them a little bit, finesse them a little bit.

Right, and it's not like you went over to their house, these people and you fuck them and then you're like a leech ball to them, right? Like you're not looking for a relationship. You were just looking for sex too with these people, right? or maybe friendship or whatever, but it wasn't like you were trying to trick them into anything, but you just need a little more, right. You know, and I can't speak for other women, you know,

and anything I say I really can't speak for everybody, but, you know, and there are times where I do meet someone, and I think they're really cool, and look, I'm not going to shut down the chance for a relationship, but it's not what I'm looking for. It's absolutely not what I'm looking for. If it comes along, then great, you know, but I'm not answering the Craigslist ad to, you know,

looking for someone to marry. Right. And I do get that sometimes with guys where, you know, if I do hang out with them and we do have sex, hey, I had a really good time. You know, it's not that I want to marry you or, you know, be your girlfriend, but I do want to hang out again. And some of them get a little freaked out. Like, they think that I'm going to get kind of clingy. And I'm like, I met you on Craigslist.

Like, I'm not going to go on Craigslist to meet a guy. Right. I want to marry. Like, I just thought you were cool to hang out with and I'd like to hang out again, you know. Right. And you're clearly. Don't you want to have sex again? you know listen and they're like i don't know i don't know about this and it's just like really come on and then i just

give up please listen to like if they got your backstory like i did i mean you're clearly a woman that if you wanted to be in a relationship you could have been in another relationship i mean you know you know how to attract that into your life you've gone from one relationship to another or like you know i think that so if you're single now because it's what you want you know and like probably when you want to have a relationship but you probably won't meet them on craigslist it's like you'll get another relationship if that time ever comes, you know, but, you know, you're not on, like you say, you're not on there. Like, guys are just freaked out because they think all girls are like one way. When they just don't realize that a lot of guys just don't really understand women, they don't know how to play women to get what they want.

You know, I know that women want to fuck guys and could fuck guys like, you know, that they don't like, I tell a lot of my guy friends, like half the time they're trying, they're playing a girl and they're being too nice. and I'm just like, listen, if you're, and they never want to date them, but they're trying to sleep with them. I'm like, you're playing them the wrong way. Because if you act like a nice guy, the boyfriend guy, then she thinks she wants you as a boyfriend, then she's not going to fuck you because she wants you as her boyfriend, right? You know, like, you act like an asshole. She's going to be like, oh, he's a douche. I never want to date him, but maybe I'll fuck him. Like that's what I believe.

That's what the girls that I know are like. That's the way I am, right? Like if you're like, oh, this guy's not so great, but I'll sleep with him because he's hot. Yeah, that's the perfect way to put it because the guys that do, like, you know, they act really nice and, like, because they want to sleep with you, and then they sleep with you, and then they act like a dick, and then it's just like, well, why did you have to do that? Yeah, they're dumb. Act nice. And then turn around and act like a dick.

And a lot of times when I first meet the guy, I'm like, look, this is who I am. This is what I do. This is what I'm looking for. You know, if we have sex, to me, it's, I don't owe them anything and they don't owe me anything unless we met in person at least twice. Right. Okay. If you haven't met in person, right. If we haven't met in person, I don't know you anything. If we met in person once and, you know, we had sex once and didn't call you back, well, then you probably felt that you had a reason not to call me back, and that's fine.

Right. If you call me back and we met again and then you decided to, like, see a douche or whatever, then I have a problem. Right. Then it's more of like, okay, somehow it's, you know, it's a form of leading on without, it's just being a dick, really. Yeah, but I just think a lot of guys don't get laid that way because they're trying to play girls. And it's like all wrong.

Like it's like some girls will just sleep with you. A lot of girls will just sleep with you. You don't have to put that out there. Just be honest. And I think then a girl knows what she's dealing with. And then she can make decision. Maybe I'll just fuck you. And that's it because you're not, I'm not.

There's no future here. But sometimes when a girl thinks that there's a future, she plays those games just like the guys playing the games, you know? Because she's like, oh, I can't sleep with him because I want to date him. Like, whatever. And it's just like, it's just the wrong way. to play it but anyway. Yeah. And it's funny because that's all new to me because I never had to do any of that game playing and stuff like that. So, you know, when I started this whole thing that when the

game playing comes about, I don't know what to do with it. Right. But what is this? Like, what do you mean? Wait two hours until I text back. Like, what is, what does that mean? Isn't it so annoying? Right. Oh, I don't get it and I don't do it and I don't deal with it, which is why I do what I do. Right, but look, but you had tons of relationships and you never had to play games to have with those relationships, right?

You didn't have to pretend like you didn't like somebody to have a relationship, and you had tons of relationships with a lot of guys. It's like that's not really the way it works. That's like all dating bullshit. But anyway, so that's the Craigslist. What other stuff did you get into on that? What is it? Fet Life, what is that website?

My first married couple on set life. And that was your first threesome? That was my first threesome. It was a married couple, and I think they had just joined the site, and I think they had sent me a message, and I sent him something back right away because it was something that I thought about doing and was interested in doing it just ever

because I'd always been in a relationship and everyone said, you know, unless you're really comfortable with it, don't do it because there's jealousy and there's a lot of aftermath that can blow up in your face and I didn't want to deal with that. So, you know, one night of having a good time

and months worth of just bullshit, I didn't want to do any of that. So, you know, now that I was finally single and I could be the one who wasn't in the relationship in the pre-sum. I was all, I was done cool for it. Right. And it actually, it went really, really well.

And the thing that I really liked about it, like I said, was they were so honest with each other. You know, we had met in person once, I think. Maybe we hadn't even met in person. But the husband would text me, you know, and just be like, oh, I'm at work and I'm bored. What are you doing? I was a little kind of uncomfortable with it. I didn't know what to think about it. And then when I went to their house one night and she, you know, an offhanded comment,

oh, yeah, all of the texts that you guys sent back and forth to each other to go to my iPad. So, which I didn't know. I was like, oh, so you read them all? She's like, oh, yeah, I know everything that you're saying. You know, she wasn't even bothered by it. Right. You know, that's the agreement that they had and it works for them. And after that, I was like, well, then that's great.

What do you guys want to do? Right, totally. And all that texting was done before you guys had ever slept together? Yes. Right. And now, had you ever been with women before, or was this going to be your first time? I had been with one a long time ago. It was right after my husband and I had split up.

Right. And that was your first experience and your last experience before this one. Yes. And so you answered their out and you met them once, like out. Like how did that first meeting go? And like, what did you? Actually, the first meeting they came to my house. And we just kind of hung out for a little bit.

And then, I mean, you know, they didn't want to wait around very long. So they initiated everything. And they knew it was my first, you know, basically my first time. And they were really great about it. And, I mean, I had a blast. It was everything that I probably had hoped for. And how old were they? And were they, like, really hot, like, as a couple?

Like, what was their deal? Well, she was bisexual. So it was kind of like, not like they were fighting over me, but it was more like a, oh, it's my turn. it's my turn, it's my turn. And it was just nice to have all that attention on me. Right, totally. I can imagine. I have two people. They were more into you than they were into each other. What was that?

That's where my girliness comes in, where it's like, yeah, you know, sometimes girls do love that attention and to have both a girl and a guy have all their attention on you. Right. You know, it was great. And then, you know, when I was kind of worn out and then they started the two of them and then, you know, I asked you want me to leave and they said, you can leave if you want you can stay and you know i'm thirsty you and i'm like some butter so you left you got water but they're in your house right like you guys are in your house and they're like screwing in your room yeah and that was fine and then um yeah and then i went just probably like

two weeks later and went back and went to their house right and we all went out it was i think it was halloween um so we went out for halloween and then walked back to their house and did it again and it's great yeah that's great And how, did that relationship keep, do they live close to you or did they live in your neighborhood? Like, were they around? Like, why would? No, they live about, they live about an hour away. I live in kind of a small town.

There's a bigger town about an hour away. And then there's a major, major city an hour past that. Right. So I don't like, I grew up in this town. I haven't lived here in my whole life, but I did grow up here and graduated high school from here. A lot of people in this town that I know, which is why I keep it full secret. Uh-huh. It really, it doesn't bother me.

that people know. It's the reaction that I get from people. Right. And the judgment and, you know, the small-town small-mindedness that I get from people. Right. Like, I think you have a shit who knew what I did. Right. But I don't like the judgment that I get from people. So I keep it quiet here. You know, I go, I go to this major city a lot. My best friend was there, so I always, you know, have a place to stay. And he's like the male me. Right. Yeah, he's gay and he's the male me. And like, we just, I'll go down there.

Sometimes we won't even see each other. be hopping around, you know, going to wherever. And sometimes, you know, we'll meet at like 1 o'clock in the morning and hang out after we've done what we're doing. Right, hooking up with people. I mean, of course. Yeah. Right. So he knows what you do and you could be totally open with him.

So that second time with the couple was the last time with the couple. Like how come you didn't keep seeing them? Was it just like you found something else to do or like what's the deal with that? It was, well, by then, because that was, we were kind of like the first people that I had, met post relationship and you know at the beginning of this whole you know discovering all these internet sites thing they were one of the first couple of people that i met and as time went on it was there was a point where i was so overwhelmed that i like opened up a side account just so i could go online and not be bothered oh my god that is so funny you had just so much action on

that site that you were just like so what would you why would you want to go on and not be bother just to look around and be like a voyeur on the site, you mean? Yeah, just to look around and not have like constant messages coming in or like IAMs coming in and, you know, maybe just kind of talk to people. When I would talk to people on my side account, I right away would say, like, this is my site account, this is who, this is my actual account, this is my screen name on there. And just so you know, like I'm not, you know. Right. I'm just kind of heightened out a little bit. What happened was I put a video on there and it went trending.

Uh-huh. What was the video? But it went viral on the website? Yeah, it went trending. And I was like, what is this said? A video versus on trending? And I was like, trending, what does that mean? And I logged on and, like, I swear to God, I had messages from countries I'd never heard of before.

Oh, my God, hilarious. What the hell kind of video did you put up? Like, what was the video up? It was the first time I'd ever squirted. And so I grabbed my cell phone and took a video of it. How did you get yourself? how did you get yourself to squirt for the first time in your life that's like my goal in life I've never been able to do it how did it happen oh you did it yourself no I didn't do

myself it was a guy I met on Craigslist oh really yeah and did you answer now that this guy's gonna make you squirt or that just happened this was just a regular ad of Craigslist like looking to kind of hook up and then you guys hooked up and then he made you squirt um we yeah let's see I answered his ad on Craigslist he was the only local person like maybe one or i've only had one or two maybe three local people that i've met off these sites and he was the first one and you know he walked in and within five minutes we knew at least 15 people reading a comment oh my god all right yeah so he was kind of like don't tell anybody and i was kind of like yeah as long as you don't tell anybody right uh-huh um yeah and he i had never

i had never done it before so when he knew what he was doing but he didn't tell me right um which was fine but when it when it happened i couldn't believe it i was like oh my god my first thought was i have to get a video of this. Right. And, you know, and I posted it not really knowing how many people were going to watch it, especially after it went timing. And I was like, whatever, it's just a, you know, 20-second video. My face isn't in it.

His face isn't in it. It's not a big deal. Until somebody messaged me once and was like, oh, my computer is hooked up to my 60-inch television and I'm watching it on that. That's when I was like, oh, my God, how many other people are watching me do that on a 60-inch show isn't? Apple TV. Apple TV, I know, right? Technology today.

Yeah, but like, listen, like, I mean, you know, that's what, if you're on that website, right, and you're putting that up there, right? Like, that must have been kind of a turn on on some level, right? Because you kind of want, like, that's a little bit of an exhibitionist in you, right, that you want other people to see that video, right? Well, I mean, I guess I wanted other people to see it, which was fine. and a lot of people had seen it in, like, in my state, in my area. And I don't know these people in these other countries or whatever, but I was just like so many people saw it. I mean, just the number of, I can't remember the number of hits that it had,

but, I mean, I was getting up to 100 emails a day. Oh, my God, hilarious. Now, do you have real face pictures on your, like in your ad, or do you have just body shots? I just have body shots, and they're not naked body shots. I actually met another photographer. He had a vacation house in my hometown where I live. He lived in the major city.

And we had message back and forth and he said that, you know, he had a cabin here. And so he was going to be passing through. And he's like, I just got this to camera. And I was like, oh, you're a photographer. I just got a new outfit. Like, leave pictures of me. And he was like, yeah, sure. So what I do, I just clapped my face out of all of them.

And so, you know, with the guys and the dick pics, that's a whole other issue. you. I don't even know if I want to get started on that. But, you know, you can put pictures on there that are nice to look at and not, you know, a dick or your vagina being spread open by your fingers and just, you know, kind of not attractive ones, you know. And he did a very good job. And, you know, he used my memory card and then gave it to me immediately after and said you can send me whatever pictures that you want. So that was a different photographer. So you definitely.

like the picture thing right you like to get like guys to come over whatever and dress up in your outfits and have people take pictures and then you get turned on by that and you then fool around with a guy right yep yeah that's like a hot fantasy yeah even if it's with my cell phone you know i always i was i actually am meeting somebody tomorrow um and i said do you want me to bring an outfit i said do you want like sexy slutty or 30 and he said he said i don't know you decide. I go, I've got like 20 outfits, like don't make me decide. And I'm like, well, pretty much all of them could fit in my purse, so I'll just

bring all of them. Right. That's so funny. Right. They're tiny little mini things. So you guys must love you because guys are very visual, right? And when you know, I know I've dated guys who are just like, oh my God, send me pictures, send me videos, send me blah, blah, you know, and it's just like it's like you want to

look good in those pictures. It takes a lot of work. So it's just like you have a whole you have like, I guess, tons of pictures that you could send people on since you like to do it. oh yeah i have folders on my computer of pictures that i can send people right so but that's the thing though and then they ask you it you know they ask for wanting you send it and then they ask for like you know a million of them but and none of them are of me nude there's not one picture of me like news right right right just top list or bottomless you know i have something on in all of them and guys love them right right totally

i'm sure because i'm sure they're like hot in it that there's something hotter about that in a different way you know I mean, there's something hot about naked pictures. There's something hot about not naked pictures. You know, you can make any picture hot if you know what's sexy, right? And you love sex. You're very open-minded, so I'm sure you know what you're doing with those picks, right? So after that couple, like what other, like, I'm assuming you had other couples. Like, what are, like, other things that you've gone into?

I only had one other couple, and it was a really strange dynamic. They lived three hours apart. I think it was a Craigslist ad. She had, I think, once been with a woman and wanted to be with another one. And he was, I guess, her birthday was coming up or something. And like I said, the ad was very well written. And I was immediately drawn to them as a couple. And, you know, he kind of gave a little background of how they were and who they were.

You know, I messaged him, and he messaged me right back. And then we actually Skyped, me and him Skype, just to kind of talk. And, you know, we had some things in common. And so then he told her about it. And then she sent me an email because she lived near my hometown. He was three hours away. So we actually met the coffee. And I was like, you know, if you say no, then please just say no.

Like don't sugarcoat it. I mean, I won't be offended. You know, if someone says no, there's someone right behind him that's going to say yes. Right. It's not a big deal. You know, not everyone is everyone else's cup of tea. That's fine. I understand that.

and she right away was like, no, you're great. We want to go. Like, that's, yeah, let's do this. So he couldn't get away. So she ended up coming to my house one night, and then he Skyped in and watched us. Oh, interesting. Yeah, she was so, such a sexual person

that she basically, you know, was addicted to sex and couldn't live without sex, but him being three hours away. So, you know, he wasn't going to deny her. So he said, you know, you can do whatever you want. But she would be really unsafe. about it, you know, answering many sort of of Craig's ad and, like, meeting guys in unsafe situations and that kind of thing.

And so what he wanted, he's like, I was, this is what I was looking for, and I honestly didn't think I would ever find it. And the fact that you were, like, one of the first people to answer this ad, and you're exactly what I was looking for, just blows my mind. Right. Because he wanted somebody, because she was also

interested in emails, he wanted somebody that could, she could kind of pull around with and, you know, have sex with, but also be out on the town list if nobody's affecting anything. But behind closed doors, could kind of do whatever she wanted. But so then, you know, she would have someone so she wouldn't be doing these unsafe things and meeting, you know, guys in parking lots and whatnot. Right.

And I knew the exact situation that they were in and what they wanted. And it didn't offend me at all. I was like, no, that sounds great. Yeah, right? Of course. That was perfect for you because you were interested in women too. I mean, you were open to all kinds of stuff, right? she was really into sack so she always wanted to have it so and he would Skype in when you would be

were you only with her once or were you with her multiple times um I was only with her a couple times because she was a student so um and she was an accelerated program so it was really hard for her to get time away and she's actually about 45 minutes or half an hour 45 minutes away right um so it was difficult for us to get together because I worked two jobs um and she had two kids and I have one so it was logistically wasn't the best situation. But when we did get together, we had a great time, and it was unfortunate that we couldn't spend more time together. But I'm sorry, what was the question?

No, that was a, no, no, no. I just wanted to know if you kept that relationship going, like, because, you know, she was, like, sort of there and her boyfriend was far away, like, how many times you were with her? There was only really, I think, other than, though, there was two times, and then there was the one time where she was actually here. Oh, and you did a three-sum with the? or did he just watch?

Well, that's what was interesting was that, you know, he came from three hours one way, and she came from the half hour the other way, so my place was kind of in the middle. Uh-huh. And so we all were meeting at the same time, and I was getting off work. And, you know, I walked in,

and she was standing in my dining room wearing nothing but a hot pink strap on, which was just hilarious. I loved it. Right. And he was just standing there, like, watching my reaction. You know, and he was, he's so in love with her

that he didn't want to be with any other women. Even though that she had given him permission, he said, no, I just, you know, I love you and I want to be with you, and I told you you can do whatever you want, and that's, I'm fine with that. So I'll just sit back and watch. You know, you love to sit back and watch. So he actually videotaped the whole thing. Right.

And so he was actually, like, she had to go back because she had to go to school. He was going to drive home, but I think there was something like, if something happened with, it was either weather-wise or truck-wise or something happened, where he ended up having to have to go. stay at my house that night. Uh-huh. And it was so funny because we he took me out to dinner

and then we went back to my house and we watched the movie and we cuddled on the couch and we slept in the same bed and it was like being in it was so relationship like but there was absolutely no sex or anything, right? No fucking thing. Yeah, well let me ask you this. After he saw her fucky

with a strap on, right? Like was he jerking off when he was watching? Did he screw her afterwards? Like how did he get off after that because like did he he um after it you know i'm probably held on for as long as he did because i watched the videos you were really hot right he um he finally was like okay like i need my turn and i said do you want me to stay or do you want me to go and he was like and i was like all like if you say go like please you know they know that i'm not offended by anything they say or do or whatnot and

like no i just want to be with her i said that's great i got to go put some laundry in right went downstairs and did laundry and they finished up and then you know, and she had to leave. And so then he stayed over your house. Did it make any pass, is that you nothing? How old was he? Nope. Three or four years younger than me, I think.

Right. Early 30s. Right. And were they together for a long time? She was actually married. I had a girlfriend who had a boyfriend and a husband. Oh, my God. So wait, and he knew, so she had a husband, a boyfriend,

and you on the side. So that boyfriend knew she was married, I'm assuming. Yes. The husband didn't know any of this. Oh, I would love to get her on the show. Oh, my God. Oh, my gosh. She would love it, by the way.

I would see what I can do. Right. Yeah, she had gotten, you know, she had lost of virginity to him and gotten pregnant at 17, and so they got married at 18, and they had three, two kids together, and, you know, had been married for what, almost, between 10 and 15 years, I think it was.

Right. And he basically, he had caught her cheating a couple years prior and kind of had her in a prison. You know, she couldn't go to where she couldn't do anything. But when she went back to school, he kind of like gave her a little bit of a leash to go and, you know, to go to school and not have to explain where she was every second of every day. And, you know, then she felt the freedom and then she decided she just wanted to do it. They're in the middle of divorce now. Oh, right. I did feel bad about that.

I do, you know, there's married guys that I have been with, and, you know, I try not to think of the other person's side. Right. I mean, that's not your... I'm not doing anything wrong. No, it's that. It's not their thing. They're going to do it with somebody else. No, that's not your thing, you know.

So, so she had a husband. She had a boyfriend, and he knew about the husband, and he knew about you, and he was fine. And I find it interesting that he wouldn't fuck you or didn't want to be, especially because his... His girl, which was her, lived three hours away. So he was probably not getting, you know, he wasn't getting action all the time. Like, where was he getting late? Like, he had a weird sex drive for a man. I don't know.

He had just gotten a divorce, and I think it wasn't the greatest divorce. So I think he was kind of okay with, like, taking a break from women. Having somebody who he knew wasn't crazy and, you know, being in a relationship and, you know, not having to deal with the dating and the crap. Right, right, right, right. exactly the long distance of all of that just like totally work room probably the cuddling with you and doing nothing probably work too he just didn't want any non and he didn't want any kind of headache yeah and i think he was from a small town also so i can kind of see where he's coming from i mean you know just going through a divorce and then anybody you speak with is going to you know

the ex-wife is going to find out about it because people talk they have nothing better to you in small town oh yeah everyone knows everything what about two guys did you ever do two guys at once I have not, and I really want to, and I have wanted to, but my standards for that are really specific, and I did find it once, and then it fell through at the last minute, and I was really disappointed. I don't think they'll ever find it again, but I hope to. But what are your standards? What do you mean, like when you say your standards are so high, or too high, or very high for that? I wouldn't say standards. It's more like my expectations.

I want somebody that I've been with before and feel comfortable with, but it's not somebody who lives in my town. or that I see every day or, you know, have an ongoing sort of, you know, relationship with. Right. So it's somebody that I'm comfortable with and that I know. And then they have somebody that they know and feel comfortable with enough to do it. Oh, you want them to know. Really good looking.

Oh, yeah. Okay, yeah. It is kind of hard what you're looking for. Right. You want the both guys to know. Like if you were going to bring, if you had the one guy you knew, right, and then you guys would bring in another guy who was a stranger, that would be fine. that would be probably a no problem.

But I think it's the having the guy have the other friend. Have you, are you? Yeah. Yeah. Go on. I just think I'd rather have the guy be comfortable, you know, over. I don't know, you know, because I've never done it. So I don't know what the dynamic between the two guys is in a situation like that.

So as long as they, you know, even if they've done it together before, right, that would be great too. So as long as there's no weirdness between them because, you know, it's palpable. You can feel that weirdness and then it makes it uncomfortable. And then you're just like, well, what am I? even do it here yeah well now where's your kid when all this goes down is your kid aldering in school at certain times or does your kid not live with you I have her half the time oh half the time okay so you can work around that schedule yeah half a time I'm you know a PTA mom and work for my work I'm with the community a lot so I work with a lot

of people in the community and a lot of important people in the community and then when I don't have her. I'm off to, you know, two hours away where I'm running around town, you know, sleeping with a ride in one night. Actually, my record's five, but that's okay. Five guys in one night? 24 hours, actually, is what it was. Interesting.

Well, it wasn't five guys. It was one girl and four guys. So it was, and how did that all get hooked up? Did you know that that was happening, or did you have like two sit up and then three more came around? Like, what was that 24-hour period, like? I had, an ex-boyfriend was in town.

and he said he was fly out early in the morning, and he was at a hotel by the airport. So he's like, do you want to come down and, you know, hang out for the night? And I got to leave here. He can just flight up at, like, 7 a.m. or something. Like, you know, you can stay in the hotel and just check out or whatnot. And so I said, sure, and I was actually really excited to see him.

And I got almost all the way down there. And he, you know, he calls me, and he's like, oh, there's somebody else meeting us. And sorry, I got really excited. thinking it was the free from with another guy, but it was with another girl, which I was kind of upset about because he sprung it on me, like probably about 15 minutes before I got there, where he had all days he said something. Right.

And he's like, I thought you'd be into it. And I'm like, well, you know, I was expecting it just to be me and you know, and I was looking forward to that. And now you sprung this whole new dynamic on me. And I don't know this person. I don't know who they are or, you know, what they do. Like I said, I like to know people beforehand. Right.

He stepped down for 10 minutes and did a little bit of information. So I was kind of upset with him that he sprung it on me. And then, you know, I did end up having a good time, but I was still kind of upset about it. But he did leave at like 5 a.m. And then one of the guys that I had met at breakfast, I had been talking to him the day before. And he was like, oh, so he leaves at 5 a.m. How about I get there at 6 a.m.? I said, great, do it.

Right. So he drove down because he's on the opposite side. So, you know, a lot of times we meet there. So he met me there, and then we, you know, went to the sex shop and, like, got a bunch of clothes and we took, you know, went back and took pictures. And then he had to go back, you know, to his life. So he left. And then I had, there was another guy that I had met off that life, gotten a hold of me. I said, well, I'm not, you know, hotel room by the airport.

So he came and met me. So there's four right there. Oh, and then the fifth one. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

So this one was another. He was actually one of the first guys I met off AFS. and he was married so he came and met me at the hotel room and then he left and that's so funny because my friend who lived there he worked close to the hotel

so he was running in and out like taking the shower and going to work and coming back and like waiting to meet someone and like he was in and out all day and like just watching the food vault like passing these guys in the hallway like I keep hilarious did he ever walk in on you doing it with anyone or no

Well, when the one guy was there who met me early in the morning, he was like, do you mind? I just need to come and take a shower because he had been out all night and he had to go to work. Right. So he's like, you just mind if I come in and take a shower? And I'm like, no, I don't mind it out. He's like, well, I don't want to interrupt you. And I was like, no, this guy's really cool. Don't worry about it.

So the guy came and we were, you know, we actually got along really well. I had met him on Craig's birth. And he came to my house because he was at a cabin here with a bunch of guys. And, you know, I posted ad, like, look, I'm just driving. around. I'm sick of being, you know, I've been in this cabin with these guys for like four days. I just need someone else to talk to. Right. And, you know, like I said, those are the kind of ads that I answered. So he actually, you know, I answered it and he came over and we talked for three hours because we did so much in common that we didn't even get around to doing anything.

And then, well, we did the next day. Right. Yeah. So he came and, you know, and my friend knocked on the door. He's like, is it okay? Okay. I just need to take a shower. And I was like, oh, that's okay you won't bother us you know we're so kind of known this guy since I was 18 years old and we've been friends for you know that long so I you know he got out of the shower and we were going at it he's just like okay I'll see you guys later

and we're all like okay bye and okay see you because that was the guy that you had fooled around with before earlier anyway yeah I had already known him right right so that was it so five is your record but there's I'm assuming since you only have 50 percent of the time to do this and

it's when you're with your friend and you're two hours away from home that, you know, a lot of times you have to cram a lot of guys into one night, right? So there's probably a lot of nights that you have more than one guy at night or more than one girl, whatever? Not necessarily because, you know, like I said, I live in a small town and a lot of times, you know, I get off work and I don't, there's so many nights when I'm just like, God, I wish I had a local. But the one, you know, local I did have, I can know that he had a girlfriend. So when his girlfriend found out, I found out because I started getting text messages

was calling you a home record and I said who the hell is this? I had no idea. Right. She worked in the same profession as me. I had two jobs and she worked in one of the same professions, one of my jobs. So we had a lot of people in common and I didn't, I assumed she didn't know exactly who I was because if she did, all hell would have broken moves because everybody would have found out about it.

And that's why after that, I'm like, if she would have known who I was, there was no question that everybody in this business in this town would know exactly what happened. Right. So that scared me off from being with anybody locally. Right. So you don't have anyone local. I don't have anybody local. I did for a while, someone who worked out of town often, but would be in town for like

a week or two at a time. And for that week or two at a time, we would spend, you know, hanging out or whatever it is, you know, doing whatever. But that was few and far between. But yeah, so if I do want it, I have to travel for it. And sometimes I just don't feel like driving that far. Do you find that a lot of these guys that you're meeting online are married or have significant others, like whether it's a long-term girlfriend or whatever?

And that's what they're just looking for on the side. And that's why it works for the both of you because you're not looking for a relationship either. Other than the couples, I think there's only been two that were married. Right. And both of them, when the one guy came over, the one who was just driving around looking for a place to hang out, he came over and he sat on the couch and we were just chatting. And I made a comment something about, I just assumed they're all married anyway. He's like, oh, you got, you saw the ring. And I was like, oh, actually, I didn't, but you are married.

And he's like, oh, yeah. You know, he goes, I would, you know, and I'll never take this ring on. And so I was saying something about having the wedding ring on when you're cheating on your life or something. Right. And he goes, I would never take this off. I would never do that. He loved his wife. He loved his wife.

Both of them loved their wives, but they just didn't either their wives didn't do, you know, or weirded out by the things they wanted to or didn't do, didn't have sex at all. One of them, the only time they had sex was the one time of year they went on vacation. Right. And the other one, I would do the things that his life wouldn't. Right, exactly. No, I think that that happens a lot of the times because, you know,

but they don't want to, they're not looking to have another relationship with someone. It's strictly about sex. just looking to get their rocks off someplace else, but they just want to keep their relationship together. You know, in their real life, supposedly, you know, whatever. You know, I know they're the ones that I get along with the most because I feel the most comfortable because there aren't those expectations. Like, I'm not going to tell anybody to go cheat on your wife or anything.

I'm not that kind of, you know, I'm going to do that. But it is the easiest. I'll be honest with the easiest to be with the guys who are married because, you know, they kind of know how to treat a woman a little bit better. and not be so like craft or demanding or, you know, they're more understanding, I guess, right, than I'm looking for. And, you know, you go your separate ways when you're done. Exactly.

And there's no, you don't have to worry with the games. Yeah. Yeah. If I get a text for, I know exactly what it's for. So where and when, you know. Right. Are you in town? Are you here?

Are you there? I know exactly what it's for. I know exactly what you expect. And I know that I'm going to have a good thing. time. Right. And what else have you done? Like what's the most hardcore thing that you've done now that you're sort of, you know, having all these experiences, like how far have you taken it? Are you ready yet for that gang bang that you're... No, I am not. There was a situation where I almost, um, I wouldn't say, I was

hired to help out at a party. Uh-huh. Like a swingers party? Well, it wasn't, no, it was a bunch of guys. Uh-huh. And they said, you could be as mild or as wild as you want, where it was kind of like, you know, if I wanted to have sex with each one of them I could have. Uh-huh. If I didn't want, you know, if I just wanted to go and do the job that they hired me for. What was the job that they hired you for?

Uh, bartending. Okay. So, you know, and they were like, you know, if you want to, as I said, you know what, I won't know until I get there and I assess the situation. Right. Then I'll know if, you know, I'm comfortable around. And I met the guy, you know, at a restaurant beforehand to see, and he wanted to see if I would be a good thing.

And, of course, I wanted to feel comfortable around him. How many guys were at this party? 12. And what kind of guys were they? Like, were they married guys, regular guys? Were they all friends? Was it a party of, like, people who had met on Craigslist? No, they were all, they all went to private school together.

Interesting. high school private school. So they, you know, met once a year for this party or whatever, get together. And, yeah, half of them were married. So half of them were probably going to be, like, what's she doing here? What is this? Because, like, half of them are single, and we'll be totally for it. Right.

But would they get together for, like, a party where they were going to get laid, or were they just getting together for a regular party? And this one guy sort of brought somebody in just to service. the people that were having fun. It was some kind of, yeah, it was some kind of sports party. Okay. Like, it wasn't like a Super Bowl party, but something that had to do with sports. I'm not a sports person, so I'm no idea.

But, yeah, and I was all for it, and like I said to them, like, you know, they said to me, if you don't feel comfortable, then don't do it. If you feel comfortable, then do it. And I said, all it feels the same way. But it turned out that I just, we messaged back and forth up until the week beforehand, and I kept thinking, you know, she'll want me for this. Yes, I do. and then a couple days beforehand,

he just sent me a message that said it's canceled, so I don't know if maybe some lives found out or what happened. I did never find out what happened. But I'm disappointed. I was looking forward to it. I wanted to see how far I would go, I think, was why I really wanted to do it. And the guy that I had been talking to, his brother was going to be there,

so I was like, who we would get a number of three from with two brothers? Like, that was great. And I did want, yeah. Yeah, so I was really disappointed when it didn't happen, but, you know, other opportunities to come along, I'm sure. Let me ask you this regarding protection. Do you use condoms when you're with these guys, or you're pretty protect, like, and what about it even when you blow them? Like, or are you, are you doing? I use, I use protection during sex, and if they, if they don't bring it, I just, then no.

And I've gotten guys be mad at me for that. I was going to say, I know so many guys, nobody likes to fuck with condoms, right? So many people don't fuck with condoms, in the regular world. I don't know when you're like when people are really hooking up hardcore, maybe they're more, you know, protective. So that's what I was going to ask you, like if a lot of guys try to push you into doing it without a condom, you know? They don't try and push me. They get kind of bitchy about it. Right.

I've gotten that. One guy was like, I don't need condoms because I'm not 24. And I'm like, well, I'm 36 and can still get pregnant, you know. Right. Not just a pregnancy. Yeah, yeah, exactly. Like, that's so funny that guys, I'm not 15. Well, and it's funny because I am on birth control, so I'm like, you know what?

And I'm taking care of the birth control part, which is a lot more expensive than going into a gas station and getting a $5 box of condoms. Yeah, yeah. And like, if you can't do that or at least, you know, and especially if it's implied that that's that you're going to have sex, then come with condoms. Like, just do it, you know? Do you normally have them on you? I didn't use to and it also it would help me

kind of judge who that person was where if you're not going to bring condoms and then you're going to be pithy with me because I'm asking you for them and I don't want to have sex with you anyways right turn off kind of thing yeah it's a total turnoff

and there was one guy he was in town for business from Colorado and I had met him at a hotel an hour from where I live And, you know, we had been talking for like a month and, you know, he had been planning this trip and he was excited to see me and he shows up at the hotel room and he didn't have condoms. And I said, well, no, then no, either go get him or we're not having sex. Right.

And he wouldn't go to get him? We ended up not having sex. We fooled around a lot, but we ended up not having sex. Right. Because he didn't have condoms and, you know, you know, all that filled up for, sorry, all you had to do was stop at the gap station and, you know. Right. Now you have them on you just in case the guy does it. Because I would think it'd be smart for you to have them too, just in case.

So if the guy doesn't have it, you know, it's like you have them too. You know, just like the guy, you're going there knowing you're going to have sex too. So you should also have them in your bag. Well, and that's what I kind of came to that conclusion after a while. I just, I don't know if it was, you know, was always instilled in me that it was kind of a guy's responsibility. Which is what, because, you know, I'm the one who's on birth control, so I'm taking care of that part. of it. So you can't take care of like the easy part. Like I just have

a condo. Right. Just have a condom. Right. You know, getting something inflated in me and like you can't stop at the gas station on your way here or like that's across the cross of street just to get a box on them. Right. But you know and after a while I was just like whatever I'll just throw some in my purse. It's not that difficult.

Like I said, it's not that difficult. So why is it? Yeah, especially if you wind up pulling around with them anyway. Because like you're going to get to the point where you're like so heart and horny and then maybe you really want to have sex with them so it's just like if they're not if they're too lazy to go out and get a condom like if you have them then at least you can have some fun yeah and sometimes it comes up I'm expected and it is nice to have to have them when you know right not expecting it and it does come up and you're like oh shit

now we got to go to it you know how many guys do you think how many guys do you think now that you've been single for like how long you've been like doing like this sort of been out there being like pretty promiscuous and you know and and screwing a lot of people on these websites how long have you, I mean, how many guys do you think, and women, do you think you fuck this whole time? I kept, like, I had an app on my phone for a while. There's an app for that? There's an app for that. Oh, my God, hilarious.

What's the app? It counts how many sexual partners you had? I wish I had that app when I was younger. Well, it's kind of like just a calendar, and then you put in their name and then, you know, where you were, like, where in the house, and then you can rate them. You can put whether it's protection or not. Oh, hilarious. And then you can tell whose baby it is. That way?

You could tell whose baby it is. I'm surprised I haven't seen that on Judge Judy. I'm not going to lie, that helps. I'm not going to help me. Yeah, yeah, that's so hilarious. It is a good way to judge just in case it's also a safety net. But, yeah, I was looking at it. I could tell what slow months I had and what good months I have.

So how many were you up to? Yeah, how many were you up to on that app? You know what? I would have to look at it because a lot of them were, you know, multiple, like, you know, I'd done, you know, three times, three days in a row. Right. Uh-huh. You know, one, you know, one week I would have done one and then another guy, two days after that, and then the next week will be the same guy. There's been a different guy. And so I would have to go through and actually look at every day. Right, but do you think it's like 50 or 20 or 100? Like, I mean, you could probably have a lot. I would go with an average of maybe 25, 30.

I think. You're just making up for lost time. I am making up for lost time. I'm not going to lie. Yeah. And the ones I like I go back to and the ones I don't like, I don't. So I do have a lot of repeats because, you know, when you find something, if it ain't broke, don't fix it.

Yeah. And if you beat someone that you have good sex and you, you know, and you're comfortable with them and everything, I think that's, you know, that's great. You know, you could go with that person for as long as they're interested. And, you know, but what's great about you is that you're still out there looking and you're still really open. And so you're still, and there's still some experiences that you want to try and you're still really into it. Like, you know, this just is beginning for you. So, you know, you, know, there's just so many people for you to meet. Yeah. And I, you know, and I look forward to it.

And I, you know, like going on these, it's, it is kind of hard sometimes to meet guys on these sites because I mean when it's signing to I am and like 20 messages pop up immediately and they're either all the same or they're disgusting or it's just like do you think a girl's gonna respond to that I mean right I know but I think because of the ratio of guys to girls that there are on these on a lot of these sites especially AFF I think they just try every avenue that they can until they hook someone exactly yeah well I know when I was on there list like I would go on I am and then guys would send me dick picks and send me whatever they were sending me. And then I'd send back a message like, hey, I'm not on here looking to hook up, but

I do run a show and I'm looking at, you know, and that's what I would do. And then I would get a lot of guys that wanted to engage me because it was probably the first time that somebody like wrote them back. That's what they would say to me, you know. It was like just somebody talking to them. And of course, a lot of them tried to engage me in their like, because they were just like wanting someone to jerk them off, you know. And I never crossed that line.

But, you know, I would get people that way because, and they would have. always tell me across the board like yeah there's never any women on here you know it's just dudes that's why I was like oh this woman I have to have her on my show because you're like I said like a unicorn you're like what people don't think exists but it does exist and I think that's like what's really great and what's interesting for people to hear is like you're a woman and you're very enthusiastic about it and you know and you are like into all kinds of things and you're you know it's not like you're that typical girl that's looking for a relationship you've had relationships you've been there done that it's not

Like you're desperate. It's not like you have low self-esteem. You're just like a woman who really like sex and you're going out there and finding it and getting it and having it. And I think that that's great. And guys need to know that that exists. Well, and I didn't really know a lot about these sites. And I started with the normal dating sites. Right.

You know, like POS and OKCupid and whatnot. Yeah, yeah. And I was so bored out of my mind. Like those guys were so boring, especially in my small town. They all said the same thing. like their profiles were the same. You couldn't tell any difference between them. You know, you'd message back and forth and no one had anything interesting to say.

Right. So I was like I just, I got bored. And that's kind of why I moved on to at least something a little, you know, sex is more exciting and then, you know, talking about your dog or whatever. Yeah. Right. Right. Because everyone has to play that game.

But I think a lot of guys on there don't even understand. Like a lot of guys don't understand that they could be on those other sites and be more direct. But I think what the problem is, because I tell a lot of the guys that call my show that are on Craigslist and Adelf Friend of Rose. I'm like, just go on OKCupid or Match.com and you could fuck girls there, like, because regular girls will fuck you like first night. Like, that's just what happens nowadays.

You know what I mean? It's not that hard to find, you know, because I think that there's just not a lot of women like you out there, unfortunately. Yeah. And I did hear that Christian Mingle is the one that's got all the crazy girls because they were all like, used to be like that. And then they follow them Jesus or whatever and like, you know, got married and had kids, but they still have it in that.

Right. They just don't really know it. So they go on like Christian Mingle to meet, you know, well, the good guys, well, they don't, but a lot of guys that I've talked to have been like, they are the one, they are the freaky ones. Oh my God, that's hilarious. They try to act like they're good, but behind closed doors, they are not, and they want it to come out so bad, but.

Right, they just, they don't realize it until they get there. Yeah, that's great. They have imagination. They're creative. They just, you know, they like sex. And that's what I try to explain to guys. Like, women have all that inside them, but I think a lot of women, you know, feel a little bit nervous or gun-shy about sort of expressing that side of them

because, you know, women are so judged by men with the slut word or even before I said the word promiscuous as it. And I'm like, oh, I hope she doesn't think I mean it in a bad word, in a bad way, you know. No, I don't at all. Like, I, you know, and one guy that I am kind of regularly with, like, he loves, like, you know, still to dress slutty and he loves calling me a slut and, like, you know, and I don't mind it. I'm like if that's what gets them off, and like after a while, I started really liking it.

I can't even realize I'd like, like I call myself a sweat all the time. Right, but there is a double standard. No, but there are a lot of people that do mean it, and that's what I think is unfortunate for women, and that's why I think a lot of women keep this side of them under wraps, you know, because they're afraid that they'll, because maybe they want a relationship.

You know, you've had a lot of relationships. That's not what you're looking for, so you don't really care. But like, you know, some girls, if they really want a relationship, they'd be afraid to tell a guy that they're into all that stuff because the guy might be like, okay, you know what, like I'll fuck you, but I'm not taking you home to my parents because guys have that weirdo double standard. You know, it's like the Madonna horror complex.

And that does exist to a certain extent, you know. And that's why all these poor married guys are like, you know, cheating on their girls and their wives aren't good in bed because, you know, this is like the problem that I just feel like if it was more accepted and there wasn't that whole, you know, women are horrors thing, then it, you know, women would be more open and would be, I think, you know, it would be better for men, but, you know. And I think it's getting a little better.

Like, I do read some stuff online. Like, I know there's, I've read some articles, like, on, I haven't read Cosmo in years because once I'm, oh, my God, it's like a joke. Reading Cosmo is not single is so, it's hilarious. And then when I became single again, I started, you know, reading some of the articles on their website. And they are really trying to push the, you know,

sexual freedom. Finally. That magazine used to be the biggest joke. Like I would just be like, oh my God, I'm going to write an article called blow jobs, not balloons. Because like women, like they would have articles like, oh, like give your, like, you know, you see these poor guys walking down the street on Valentine's Day with like balloons and teddy bears, their girlfriends gave it to them. It was like, who the fuck told girls to give guys that?

You know what I mean? Like Cosmo magazine and all these stupid things. Like I just think it's like so crazy. but if you read Cosmo and those kind of same magazines in other countries, they were telling women how to give blow jobs like 10 years ago. Like we're just getting up to speed here in America. You know, we were more like, oh yeah, give your, you know, put rose petals on your bed and give him light some candles and give him balloons, you know, like no guy fucking wants that.

I don't pick up that magazine. I fucking hate those magazines. But it's good to know that they are starting to be a little bit more progressive for women. And I don't read them that often, but, you know, I come across them every once. Usually I come across the article, and then when I see the article, oh, you know, they're talking about, you know, there's full websites devoted to, like, those just go and be a slut and do whatever you want. You know, as long as you're safe about it, you get to shit. Yeah, that's great.

I think everybody should think like that. Like, I hate it here because I want to go out and do that, and I can't do it here because everybody gives a shit. Like, I'm just waiting for that time to pass. Yeah, but you know, Molly, the cool thing is is that you can't do it. it there or whatever but that didn't stop you from doing it at all like you are totally doing what you want to do you figured out a way to make it work it's not a total secret you don't feel bad about what you're doing you have some friends that totally know you have your gay friend your best friend friend who's totally right there with you doing it and you're having a great time you know you have

you're a kid you were married you've had many relationships and now you're having you know you're fun and it's totally healthy and it's what you want to do and I think it's like great for people hear this and other women to know that like you can do those kind of things and uh and feel okay about yourself and it's and it's fine you know like it's a good thing i think it's great well yeah and then i see you know a lot of my friends were married and at home with their you know little kids and they're miserable you know and it's not that they're miserable because they're married with with families is it's more of just like they didn't have they weren't able to really do that do this kind of stuff because it was really repressed and you know people weren't talking about it but now the fact that people are talking about it a little bit more like I mean you know I used to live in California and this kind of thing was so normal out there and so I lived it right in that in that sense of you know even though I was married like we had you know friends or a couple friends who were in open relationships right right right it wasn't like foreign to you

Right. Yeah. So it wasn't, it's not strange to me. Where here it's very strange to them. Like, you know, this is a small town and they've never seen it and only on TV or, you know, in the regards of people who do that are considered, you know, a slut in the bad sense. Right, right, right, right, exactly. You know, I'm used to it where I'm just like, yeah, I did that.

So what? That's cool. You want to hear all about it? I'll tell you all about it. And then we're like, no, no. My God, don't see you say that. I'm just like, wait, what? But you have some friends and your guy friends are cool.

cool or cool with that like you could tell some of your guy friends know about it and they're cool with it yeah yeah so like and a lot of my guy friends are just like i don't look at you that way like you are my friends you know and even here like i have a lot of guy friends but according to a lot of people i'm you know talking every single one of them really i'm only fucking half of them right there are the ones there are the ones that i'm not and like they're just like you're more of like it's this to me so like you're talking like that like it's just weird so you know that's the only reason that i don't tell them that kind of stuff. Right.

You know, I do have a couple people here that I tell. I know that I overshare and I'm like, if you don't want to hear it, just tell me. And sometimes you're just like, oh, I can cheat in their face. And I'm like, okay, then I won't talk you more. No, well, we, I love people that overshare on my podcast. We're already at like an hour and 20 minutes and normally I only like to keep my podcast for an hour. But, you know, you're, I feel like you probably have like 50 more good stories to give me.

So I always have repeat callers. I mean, and I don't have many women that call in and share this kind of stuff. So I'd love to have you back on to share even more of your experiences. I'm sure you're going to have many more. I don't think you're like done with this. I think you're just beginning and having a lot of fun. Oh, absolutely not. Yeah, totally.

I just hit about a year. I think I started doing all this. My ex-bye broke up early July, and then I kind of dated somebody, and then that didn't work out. And that's when I was just like, there was all that game playing going. on and I didn't understand it. You're not going backwards. I know.

I was like constantly frustrated and I'm like, why am I always miserable? Like, why? It's like, you know, why, all you have to do is text back. Like, I know he has his phone. Like, what is, what is going on here? Like, it's not that hard to do. Like, you know, send back a yes or a no. And then, okay, you can't hang out.

Okay, good. I'm going to go hang out with this person over here. You know, I don't want to be rude and make other plans when I just tried to make plans to do that kind of thing. And that was just like, ah, it was so much. Yeah, it's even irritating listening to it. I was already ready, I was already, like, you know, on my, you know, that was a straw that broke the camel's bag.

I was just like, I cannot do this anymore. And I just, that's when I, I literally threw up my hands and said, fuck it. Right, exactly. And then you've been fucking ever since. And then I've been fucking ever since. Exactly. Exactly. No, I think that's great.

I think it's fascinating. I think it's so great that people know that there are women out there that are on there. Now all my adult friend friender guys can listen to this podcast and now you know how to get girl that this girl's on an adult friend residence and she actually fucks guys in real life and so you know but you explained in ways that you know or like what women like you were looking for and I think that's

interesting for the guys to hear and I think it's interesting for the women to hear a woman who's sexually very open and free with herself and comfortable with it who's like you know sort of going out there and living her life and you know sort of her sexuality in the way that she wants and I think

that that's like great for women to hear as well and like I said I I don't like my podcast to be too long, so I have to end it. But I'd love to have you back on again and do more of your stories because I'm sure you have a lot more stories to tell. But we'll do the part two very soon. Okay, great. Thanks so much, Kathy.

Thank you for calling in Molly. Bye. Yep. Bye-bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and ebook, but you can. pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it.

The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. and they're all told in the third person, and they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person, and I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like Penthouse letters. It's more direct.

It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories, 17 of them. They're really short chapters, easy read. You could read one or two and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format, and finally, the audio book is available coming out August 25th, but you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord.

My Discord does not disappoint, okay? There's no way you get into my Discord any other way than getting the link from me, okay? I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. everybody shares content with each other and that's what you get to do there you can post your own pictures and videos there's tons of channels we have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money it's a super fun place to be it's a total strictly anonymous community and you will love it i will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my discord it's private like i said all you got to do

is email me a screenshot of your purchase whether you did the audiobook the ebook or the paperback sent it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcasts at gmail.com. That's Strictly Anonymous Podcasts at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in.