Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 343 - Mo Enjoys Doing Sneaky, Naughty Things to his Wife

Episode Date: July 6, 2020

Mo calls in to discuss all the naughty, sneaky things he likes to do to his wife as well as discuss his pantyhose fetish. When did his pantyhose fetish start? Does his wife know about it? What kind of role play are they into? And, what are the sneaky things he does that she doesn't know about? Tune in for all the details which include how he secretly "marks" his territory (in more ways than one,) video tapes it and then posts it online without her knowing (is that illegal? that's discussed) his wife's rape fantasy and how they play it out, his alter ego as an Arabic man and how and why he chose that persona, how that persona is attached to his "rape" fantasy and a whole lot more.  **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Here is your host, Kathy. Hey, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast with Kathy. If you want to follow the Strictly Anonymous podcast on Instagram or Twitter, follow the show at Strict Anonymous. So if you have a problem, even if it's a regular problem about love or sex or any of that kind of stuff, and nobody wants to listen to you or you have no friends and you need some unprofessional advice. But good advice, I think I give good advice.

You could be on the show. Go to my website. Strictly Anonymous Podcast.com and click on the end the show. I think that that's it for my like promos and all that shit, right? I think, oh no, I did run a Paniot. Like, you know, I have this big Pantio's fetish following. And I have a whole tier on my Patreon. I think I told you.

And some guy, one of the guys that were on my show, John Smith, he was on recently, he sent me a bunch of Panios to wear. He wanted to convert me and be somebody that was into them. If you want to see the whole process, because I did. a pre-interview, like a pre-my thoughts on them. And then I did a full-on one-hour interview with John about how I felt about them after I wore them. That's all on my Patreon. But I had a contest to see who would guess who of my Patreon people would actually guess which was my favorite. So Jason Tardis, Tardis, I think would be his, the way you pronounce it. He's one of my patrons and he's the one who

figured out and guessed which pair I love. like the best. A lot of people took guesses. He was the only one that guessed the right one. I'm not going to tell you which one I like the best. If you care and you want to find out, you got to sign up for my Patreon. But anyway, today I'm about a guy named Mo. Okay, this guy wrote in that he wants to talk about his pantyho's fetish, but we quickly went past that. You'll hear a little bit about that in the beginning. But what we get to mostly about Mo and what's super interesting about him is the role playing that him and his wife do, which involves rape and like roofing her drinks and you know getting her knocked out and then raping her and then

that's all something that they sort of role play together but what he does after she's passed out drunk I mean he doesn't roofie her that's just like a pretend thing but that's what they roll play and when you know they drink when they do this and then when she does pass out just from being drunk what he does afterwards is out of control like and that's what we talk about and I can't I don't really want to tell you that much it'll be in the intro right I mean I always have to write it in so you'll know so I'm just going to tell you about like I mean he like starts to videotape and then he gets into this character which I thought really I really thought that this is who he was but he's not and then he posts those videos someplace and at they wait till the end because he gets into that like there's a point where I'm like okay we're gonna end now you know and then he brings up this whole thing like about being Mo and then that's something that's not really who he is and how and why he created that character. And like I said, the way it traces back to when he was younger is kind of interesting. But yeah, he totally, after his wife passes out, he does all kinds of things marking

his territory, pissing under Pinoes, you know, the rape fantasy. He talks about it. He videotapes it. And then he posts that shit up on YouTube, okay? and he gives a shout out to his where his those videos are but his wife has no idea about the fact that he's doing this it's cray cray right and then there's a one point where he talks about something i'm not going to tell you what this is but he talks about something that he thinks is like really fucking weird a weird fetish when i'm like are you kidding me like i just like that's happened with me with many boyfriends like i just thought it was like a normal thing but he thinks it's not but this is what's so interesting about talking people right because everybody has

different lines and boundaries and everyone thinks different things and a lot of you are going to be thinking what he does is cray cray and then you probably do the thing that he thinks is crazy and I don't know it's all backwards forwards whatever but it's interesting and uh you know oh when I sometimes I've been doing my show for a really long time and I've talked to a lot of people and I always think oh I've heard it all but I fucking have it like this guy the shit that he does is the first time I was hearing about it I taped somebody recently. recently that's what he does or did one day recently that he talks about is like something i i will i've never heard of i don't think i will ever hear again i don't think you will either and that

that episode will be coming up but this guy too something like i was like holy shit i can't believe it but anyway i'm going to be right back on with moe how are you today good doing good yeah so i think I think you found me on YouTube, right? I think you were commenting a lot on my podcast there. Did you find me there? Did you find me on the regular show and then went and looked at my YouTube channel? Oh, no, I found you on YouTube. Right.

And you're another, you're a panty hose guy, right? That's a fetish of yours amongst others. I'm assuming you have others. I think you alluded to that in your email. Yeah, it's, um, anything else is all related to panty hose. There's a couple other fetishes I have or, you know, types of, I don't know, perversions, if you will, whatever you want to call it. Yeah.

But it all, it all, it's tany-ho-staced usually, yeah, pretty much. Right. So it started with the panos and then it goes to these other things and different. And you use the word sneaky as well as, like, sneaky. I think that was like the last word you used in your email. And is this like, what does that, am I, were you just saying like you're sneaky about all this stuff? Like nobody knows about it? Or is that something else that you do?

do that maybe you're going to expand upon when we talk? Probably I'll expand upon it as we talk. Okay. Yeah. So tell me about your panty hose fetters. Since everything stems from that, why don't we start there? When and how old were you, if you could remember that far back, how old were you when you remember first getting into or first being interested or having a pull towards panty hose?

well i remember you know just being a little kid uh being over a friend's house seeing a mom their mom dressing panty hose a skirt in panty hose um and just you know being fascinated by it at an early age probably as i don't know early as five or six years old and um yeah and maybe even you know if i've seen you know some a woman with panty hose on on the tv or a movie i'm you know that always that always that always attracted me. And then it kind of just, you know, it just kind of went on and on as I got older. I just had a guy.

I just spoke with a guy I taped another podcast earlier today, and he was saying that Price is Right was a place that he really checked out panty hose. Like the women there, you know, back in the day, we're always wearing pantyhose, and he was obsessed with watching Price's Right because of the hot chicks in their pantyhose. I don't know how old you are, or if you remember that show.

No, I, I drew up with prices right. How old are you, ma? Of course, I watch that. I should say something else, Kathy, that it's, I'm going to have, I guess it's a little bit weird. I like panty holes, but pantyholes don't have the same effect on me if the woman isn't in, like, a nice skirt or dress. Right. I'd say they don't like them, but it's just amplified if the woman is dressed in, you know, a tight-fitting skirt or a dress. doesn't have to be a strut up to her ass or anything like that

or something that's showing some leg I think that makes you weird I'm sure that there's going to be you know tons of people who listen to your episode and are like oh I'm more like him like that's exactly my thing you know because I've had so many guys on with so many of the same fetish right but it always expresses itself in a unique way

depending on who you speak to yet you could see patterns right but not everybody is into the fetish exactly the same right but there's probably other guys out there like you that like it, but it has to be paired with like the skirt, right? So are you saying that, you know, if like say your girl or whoever you're with is wearing pantos or in your fantasy, right, the girl has panios, she always has a skirt on too. And that's what that's what you like.

Yes, absolutely. And then I can expand on that a little bit more. Sure. Yeah. You know, I like the shoes, but the shoes. but the shoes have to slip on and off. It can't be like strap on. They've got to slip on and off.

Interesting, yeah. Yeah, so I like that, I like that shoe dangling also. Mm-hmm. They slip in and on their shoes. And that's another thing. I'm really, I really love any host feet, but I don't think I'm a footstish guy because their feet does nothing for me.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, no, I've heard that before, too. Like, it's not, you know, where guys like a foot job with panty hose on. but it's and I'm like oh so maybe you have a foot fetish thing too but it's like no they're not interested in feet without the panty hose right it's more about the feel of the panty hose and what the panty hose is doing to everything right maybe is that correct no absolutely yeah now did you because a lot of guys talk about their teachers and seeing their teachers dangling their shoes and you know

and having their experience you know that as one of their first visions you know and uh do you remember that as a child, seeing your, or like as a kid in the younger grades, like a lot of, because, and I'm always surprised because I'm like, God, if I was a teacher and I was listening to my episodes, I'd be like, ooh, I got to watch what I wear to class because I'm sure these teachers had no idea that, you know, they were triggering their little students in their class by, you know, taking their shoes off because, you know, their high heels were hurting their feet and, you know, the stuff that they were doing that these guys talk about on my show that made them, you know sometimes it's before they're sexualized beings right but it definitely got them

interested do you do you remember that kind of stuff happening to you when you were younger absolutely yeah absolutely i mean i remember teachers that just seem like you know a hundred years old that i wouldn't be attracted to you necessarily but you know they're wearing the skirt or the dress and they have the flat shoes on that flip on and off or even maybe some pumps and um you know notice me the panty hose and yeah they slip they're slipping their shoes um cool turn on right and um yeah i was always fascinated by that and yeah so for sure i mean that's that's probably everybody's story growing up as we're in the panty hose we're in the same thing you know because i feel like i've been talking to pantyos guys for many years and that's something that i just

heard recently and then i heard it a million times after i don't know it's just like i feel like i'm always learning new things, right? So when you were, when you were younger and this was, how old are you now, by the way, Mo? I'm 50. You're 50. Okay. And now are you married? Yes. Now, is this a secret life from your wife or does she know? Did your first wife know and does this wife know about how into Pantyos you are? Yes, they both, they both do. My current wife does. But she doesn't know everything. I mean, I've kind of kept a few things under wraps. Like what? Well, you know, I don't even know where to start, really.

You know, we started role playing, and she knows I'm into the Panyos thing. And, you know, she'll dress up like she's my secretary, and I'm the dominant boss. And, you know, we have fun with it. She enjoys it. She likes wearing the Panyos for me and everything. but um there's things certain things that I do that she's not aware of

I don't think that turn me on like I'll you know I'll masturbate on her panty holes then she'll put them on and I'll look for the cum stain on them you know and um that excites the hell out of me and she has no idea though that like so you're jerking off on them when she's not around

right oh that she knows I like to do that though because I because you know when we're in the bedroom oh this is the sneaky thing that's interesting right you have this need to be you want that naughtiness or that sort of right it's kind of like cheating sex like you want to do something that she doesn't really know about it and so it increases like your pleasure right but it has to be something that she doesn't know because it doesn't make sense like she knows that you're into that so you could do that in front of her she'd be totally down but it's the fact that she doesn't know about it that's the turn on to you on top of it right that's making it even more Yeah, and now she knows that, like, you know, when we're getting in the bedroom and we're having our, you know, we're ready to make love. And, you know, she always wears a skirt and pantyos for me every time, which is great, you know, when I make love to her. I mean, I don't have to do what she does.

And I think we both enjoy it. But, you know, I'll make comments like, you know, I tell her that I want to mark her, mark my territory on her pantyhoes with my semen. And, you know, I'll rope up against her pantyho's leg. And she seems to have fun with that. she seems to be okay with that. But she doesn't know that, you know, I don't do it every day, but I mean, some days when, you know, she's not available to me or whatever, maybe she's on her period, you know, I'll masturbate right on her panty hose.

And, you know, like I said, when she puts them on, I'm looking for the semen stain. And if I see it, it's really exciting to me. And I know she doesn't know, and it's just that naughtiness that, you know, that turns me on, I guess. Yeah, what other sneaky things do you do behind her back that she doesn't know about? It's kind of embarrassing, but I'm going to put it out there because it is strictly anonymous. Yeah, I don't even know who you are. You don't know who I am. I'm anonymous, too.

Yeah. Right. Well, I'll do other things like, and this, I don't know, this may seem kind of weird. But like I said, I have like this idea that I want to mark her pantyhoes. I want my territory. They belong to me. It's almost like, you know, they're beautiful or sexy pantyho's legs, but I want to do something to them. to like, I don't know, I don't want to say that's a crate, that's probably too strong of a term,

but like to, I don't know, do something to them, so it where they're, where they're painted, sort of. So I'll do things like, like, I might, like, not change my socks for, like, days at a time and get them all sweaty and stinky, and then I'll rub my socks on her panty hose, you know, that they flips you with her. She probably doesn't know that how stinky my socks are. Yeah. But, you know, I'm kind of like barking her with my, you know what I mean?

Uh-huh, yeah. And that's, maybe that's like a power thing. I don't know. Like, right? I don't know. I'm trying to figure it out. What about that? Yeah.

What were we going to say? I was just to say, I agree with you. I think it is like a power thing. It's almost like a conquest thing. Like, you know, like, you know, like taking you in a long demeanor. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like you want to be, like you're degrading them, but just a matter. Just so that they're like beneath you.

Like you're so you don't, it's the same thing like of getting that ownership and it's kind of like the dog peeing on the, you know, fire hydrant. Like you said, it's like that. It's still sort of similar to that, you know, owning it marking your territory. It's a little bit one step further. But I think it has the same, it's from the same place of like wanting to dominate and wanting to own and wanting to make it yours, you know, and you be the dominant. part of that situation yeah i i totally like it's like i'm sexually confessing her yeah i'm making her yeah and you know if another man comes around her she'll see my semen just they'll smell my foot odor on her yeah something to that of yeah it's a very animalistic it's a very you know it comes from like listen

i think that we're all human beings or whatever but like we're all we're animals too right and i just it you could sometimes like that's a very I think from that animal part of you yeah I agree I agree totally and another thing I do that's maybe even a little bit more at year embarrassing but I'm going to put it out there that um you know sometimes we'll have some drinks and she'll pass out and I can you know she can't handle her but drinking as much as I can yeah and she'll pass out in her panty holes and I started doing this I started videotaping me peeing on her panty holes and that's another thing that's just thrilling for me And I've actually kind of made like home movies with it, you know, where, you know, I'm pretending like I, I drugged her and I put her to sleep.

And now I'm going to mark my territory and then I'm going to, you know, have sex with her and have my way with her. And it's just really thrilling for me, you know, and I, you know, I don't know. I'm doing it within the context of a monogamous relationship. Yeah, I mean, listen, you're not doing it with strangers. I mean, I'm laughing because I'm like sitting here thinking, like, I love what I do. I mean, to just be able to hear this shit, like, stuff that you. you never would believe it goes down. You know what I mean?

And it is going down in people's houses, right? And I'm sure, you know, your whole family would never believe, right? That you're the guy that's doing this. And, but now we all are hearing about it. It's just so fascinating to me, right? But, and that's the only reason why I'm laughing. And yeah, listen, you know, you never, you, to be able to let, release that fantasy within, like you said, a monogamous relationship with your wife, you know, and just

live that out as a pretend scenario and get off. It's harmless. I mean, she's sleeping. I don't know. Like, you know, let me ask you this. Because we're, like, you have these videos, right? You're taping it and stuff. Like, if your wife found one of those videos, how do you think she'd react?

I don't know. I really don't know. I think she might be mad at me, but I don't think she would, like, leave me. Right. Like it wouldn't be a deal breaker, right? Mm-hmm. Right. Mm-hmm.

I mean, you know, another thing. that maybe this is worth mentioning, I don't know, it's kind of a sidebar. It's not really necessarily part of the panty hose thing. But, you know, like I said earlier, we role play. Yeah. And we'll, you know, she'll be the secretary. I'll be the boss. That's usually our general, or general, you know, role playing scenario.

Yeah. But she actually has a rape fantasy. And if I cover her mouth and I pretend like I'm raping her. Yeah. I mean, she comes like crazy. Yeah. Yeah, I think it's a common fan. I mean, not so common, but common.

I think a lot of women like that, even if it's not all the time at once in a while or at one point in their life, they tried it out, you know? Right. And she's even said stuff like, you know, when we'll have some drinks, she might pass out. She's like, could you drug my drink last night or something? You could have had your way with me. You could have raped me. I was just getting excited by this when she's telling me this, you know, and the whole rape thing,

I just kind of... But she might be getting excited about it too. Right. Yeah. Right? So I think that's kind of what I kind of actually maybe take this next step and do like, you know, where I'm doing these things sort of when she's sleeping and being sneaky about things. And, you know, I'm not blaming her entirely.

No, but you're saying that she's not totally like a victim. It's not like you have this vanilla lifestyle with your wife and she thinks, you know, you're fucking her missionary. and then all of a sudden she passes out and you go off the rails, right? I mean, you guys go pretty far into this fantasy. It's just that when she passes out,

you take it one step further and probably given how into that fantasy your wife is, she might be into that. Yeah, I've almost thought about trying to turn around to it, but like I said, I don't know, it's so risky.

Not only that. It might not. It might take away from the pleasure for you? Well, that's true. See, that's... Well, I think sometimes that's what it's about, like, that's what it's about, you know, because it might lose its extra kink if she actually knew about it. I mean, and sometimes that's a part of people's secret lives. You know, I've had guys on here that are living these secret lives and they love what they

do, but they never want to bring it home because they don't think that they could bring the two things together, you know, because, Maybe sometimes they think, you know, if they bring it into the open, it won't be as hot, right? And because, listen, you have the hot thing with your wife. It's as hot as it can get, right? You guys are living out your fantasies. You could both are into role play, so you're probably good at it and both could go there in your imagination. And roleplay is very hot, right?

If you could do it and you're with the right person. Because you could really live out any fantasy you want, right? You're both on the same page. she loves to put on the panty hose and be the secretary and be you know if she likes the rape fantasy it means she likes to be the sub right you're the person that loves to you know dominate so you're in the perfect position so you guys are like perfectly matched for all of that stuff that you guys are doing together like i said you take it one step further i think she'd be more than down to go further with you into it um i think maybe you just like i said you know if she's

knew maybe it would take away like you that you keep a little bit of that to yourself because it's kind of fun but I don't think it's that bad like you said if your wife knew I don't think it would be like who the fuck are you? She'd be just like why didn't you tell me maybe you know

well that should probably lead me to the next part of this which is also even more sneaky yeah you know I'll give a little bit of framework first you know I Pena no guy I'm looking at legs on the internet. I'm looking at legs

on YouTube. It just seem like, you know, YouTube's just not as good as it used to be. I don't know why. Maybe it's just... No, I'll tell you why, because they got really, I think that they really cracked down on any kind of sexual content and they canceled people's. I mean,

I didn't know much about YouTube, but when I got on there, just recently and started trying to get followers and stuff and actually work my YouTube channel because I never was really into it. I found out that they, a couple of years back, because of some problems they had with advertisers. They, like, you know, axed people out.

People can't monetize on there and stuff. So they, like, it's just a big thing. So there's not a lot of, like, sexual content allowed on there. Yeah, well, you know, even though some of the stuff I used to watch, it really was. I wouldn't say it was, you know, ex-rated. I mean, women's slipping her heels, put seeing a guy, you know, shit like that. I'm like, and I don't know if that, you know, I don't know if the, you know, the person who posted them took them off

or if YouTube shut them down. Yeah, that's what happened. That's what happened. YouTube wound up shutting a lot of people down and they might have shut themselves down because if they stopped losing, if they lost all their advertisers, they were, you know, making money monthly, a lot of money monthly. Do you know what I'm saying? Then they're like

fuck you YouTube and got the fuck off because why are they going to put their shit on there for nothing? You know, I do it because I could get more listeners to my show and more downloads, you know, but I can't make any money on there because they won't let advertisers on my show. So that's probably why. But anyway, go on with, I can't wait to hear your next sneaky thing.

That makes sense. Because I used to watch this guy. He used to film his white. Yeah. And it was hot as hell. And he had probably 30 plus videos. Yeah. He's always had a nice set of legs.

And his wife would be flirting around with other men. And anyway, really hot. That was just one of the ones that I watched. I wanted to say the guy's name or whatever. But anyway, anyway, so, you know, I'm, I'm, all in the panty holes, I got pictures, you know. One time I will say this, that I had, like, a whole pantyhoast gallery of pictures on my phone.

My wife found it, and she was pissed. She's like, you're cheating on me, and I'm like, no, these are just pictures. You know, I'm in the panty holes, honey. And then she was really mad about that. But she took that as, like, I was cheating on her. Right, because there are other women's legs, right. Yeah, she's like, you know, you don't look at other women's legs. You know, I'm like, yeah, but, you know, I just wish,

that she'd understand, this is my take on it. She takes it as I'm cheating on her. My take is, this is just exciting me to where, actually, when it's time to fuck you in the bedroom, it's going to be even better than it was before. Yeah, yeah, no, I totally understand that, but a lot of women don't. I have to say, I've had friends, like, find porn at their guy's house,

and they're, like, devastated. Like, why does he need porn as me? I mean, it's such a, it's, I think women don't understand that men are wired a little bit different. I think a lot of women do understand it, but some women don't, you know, and they don't understand that it doesn't mean anything that, you know, they could go out and look at porn or just legs. I mean, you're just looking at legs. It has nothing to do with anybody else. But you're going to need to see other people's legs sometimes. I mean, it doesn't take away from the fact that you go home to her, you know, and that she would think it's cheating, I think is totally ridiculous.

And if she was my friend, I'd try to talk her down from the cliff. Like, it's not that big of a deal and try to explain to her how guys are, you know, but a lot of women, just, you know, it's like an ego thing. You know, like, oh, you shouldn't need any other legs but mine. I mean, but that's just so unrealistic. Well, yeah, and I have to say, I don't know, I had probably about 15, 20 pictures of women's legs. I had maybe about three of them where you could actually see their head.

You know what I mean? Yeah, but were they girls that you were talking to? I'm sorry? Were they girls that you were talking to? No, there were just pictures like that. Right. So what she doesn't understand is when you're walking. around the store with her, you guys are at the movie,

you're doing the same fucking thing. You know what I mean? You're going to see women in legs and you're going to be turned on by them because you like fucking pantyhose. And the fact that she doesn't understand that you could be turned on by other people's legs and doesn't mean anything is her own problem. Do you know what I'm saying? It's just, but...

Yeah, I think it's her insecurity. And I have told her, you know, and I mean this when I can say this, or I'm like, well, you got the best got a guy of legs. Yeah. I've ever seen, I've ever had, and I'm like, you defeat all girls. I mean, do you All you got to do is put on a skirt and gown. And you were like the best woman in the world to me.

And I mean that I love her. Yeah. I've never cheated on her. I never would cheat on her. Right. But I'm still dealing with this fetish that I'm feeding right or wrong and different whatever. Right. But like I said, if I was her girlfriend, I try to explain to her that all those things can exist at the same time.

You know what I mean? That it doesn't mean that just because you have some pictures of, you know, people you don't even know. legs and panios means anything about and it's there's no threat to your relationship yet she see she saw it as one you know but that's just how some women think I doesn't mean to say that some guys that do have that are fucking cheaters and that's why they are doing that but you're not you know and so you're here to say that guys can be totally monogamous totally into the girl think that their girl has the best fucking legs or tits or whatever it is but still look at pictures of other ones at some point you know what I mean it doesn't matter

That's just my PSA to any girl that's listening right now. This is just the way that it is, and it doesn't mean anything. You don't have to, you know, worry or freak out. Right on. Yeah, and, you know, she does have, like, these, she's in the bodybuilding guys. I'm not nice. I wouldn't say I'm a bodybuilder. I try to lift weights.

Yeah. I'm not in bad shape for 50 years old. But, you know, she looks, look at the big buff dudes. Yeah. She gets these pages she goes through the big buff dudes, and I'll tell her, what the hell is this? And I don't care. It doesn't bother me. She can look at guys all swine as long as long as.

As long as I'm the only one she's going to be with. Right. You can look at guys all she wants to think because that's her excited. Cool. The moment, fuck my brains out, you know. Right. I'll razze her a little bit. I'll be like, oh, yeah, what's this?

You're just checking these guys out, you know. So, yeah, I don't know. So anyway, I got to be careful with that whole thing. But anyway, go. Going back to the next sneaky thing. Wait, I got to jump in here now, okay, and just give a little PSA, my public service announcement about what he's about to say, okay? Um, after I edited it and listened back to it the first time, I was going to post this actually a couple weeks ago. I did all my edits. Like I said, listen to it again, went through it. And I was like, hmm, I don't feel right about this shit. Like what he's doing is not only not cool, but I think it's actually illegal. I was like Googling and stuff. I was like, I got to give him a chance to come clean or maybe see the light. Maybe he doesn't even know that it's wrong. I don't know. I just had to have another conversation. I just did, like I said, I didn't feel right about posting it.

and certainly not giving out the information about where you could find the stuff that he's about to talk about. So I called him up. I told him I was taping the conversation. That conversation is taped. That conversation is going to be available on my Patreon page, just strictly for my Patreon members. I'm going to have another conversation with him again since he's taking everything down.

But that conversation started off with me explaining exactly what I'm saying to you. I was like, listen, dude, I was about to post your episode today, but I don't feel right about it. I think that what you're doing is not only illegal, not really cool at all, right? And I just don't, unless you take down your stuff and you realize that what you're doing is wrong and you stop doing it, I can't air it because I just don't think it's, like I said, right? Or illegal. I'm thinking maybe it's illegal. I don't know. You tell me, I went Googling after we spoke. He said he was going to think about it. I mean, that's really

like at the end of that conversation, it was kind of like, hmm, let me think about it and I'll get back to you. And I said, fine, I'll sit back and I'll hold on to this episode, but I won't air it unless you, you take that shit down. So then a couple weeks went by and he eventually emailed me just the other day and said everything is taken off of YouTube. So the stuff that he's talking about now is past tense. It's what he did, what he used to do, right? I got to give my public service announcement here, right? And say right now that I don't agree with what he did. I think it's super not cool. I don't know why I didn't feel that way when I spoke to him. I don't know why he didn't feel that way then. But he changed his mind.

His stuff is off of YouTube. I cleaned up the episode and took out some stuff, some incriminating, like the, not incriminating, but like, you know, he gave out a shout out to his YouTube channel. But I took that stuff out. It doesn't exist anymore anyway, so there you go. But I, so you'll hear some weird edits. And that's where I had to take out some, like I said, that information because I didn't want to promote or write, promote would be the right word.

I didn't want to promote it. but like I said, I'm only airing this because his stuff is off air, off the air. It's not, he's not doing it anymore. And it's, it's, he saw the light, I would say. So now you form your own opinion. You know, I put this whole story, not the episode, but I posted this whole story on my Patreon page and allowed people to sort of chime in and tell me what they thought. And a lot of people were like, oh, this stuff goes on all the time.

But I think that, you know, there's a difference. You see in porn a lot of time. you know, people mocking up a scenario, right, where they're doing something secretive or, you know, taping somebody without their knowledge. And that's a part of the turn on, right? It's like you're kind of like a voyeur looking in on something that someone doesn't know you're looking in on.

But it's one thing when they're mocking that situation up. It's another thing when it's actually going on, right? If you're a guy that likes, like, peep show porn, right? And you're watching porn of like, and they're pretending. to look up girl's skirts or something. That's one thing, but when there are people that are producing that kind of porn and they're actually doing it without the woman's knowledge. Like, that's a totally different thing and it's totally fucked up, right? So that's the difference that I have

to say. And that's what he was doing to me was the first thing. Or the second thing, right, that I said was doing it without his wife's knowledge. And that's the fucked up part, right? But he changed his mind. He took everything down. So let's get back to Moe. And now you could hear what he does and form your own opinion. Send me your your thoughts about this whole part of the episode, strictly known as a podcast at Juventon, because I'd love to hear your thoughts. But anyway, I'm going to be right back on again with Mo.

Oh, and if you want to hear her, our conversations, because like I said, I called him and said, like, listen, dude, this is not cool. I can't air it. You know, I was trying to hopefully, like, create a light bulb moment for him. And he didn't have it at that on the first call, but we're going to have another call. But we're going to have another call, and that first call and the second call will be on my Patreon page. So if you want to hear those calls, sign up for my Patreon. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast.

Okay, I'm going to be right back on now with Mo again. The next sneaky thing. Yeah, okay. So let me see. I want to try to do this where it makes sense. I'm not all over the place. It's okay. Yeah.

Okay, so I'm looking at, I'm looking at, you know, I'm still on YouTube, looking at legs. I can't find anything worth of damn. Yeah. You know, here and there you see a nice set of legs or you get something that's her job. and I don't know I'm just like you know what I should just post my wife on YouTube

and make some videos or some have my own channel and see what kind of reaction I'd get oh you know what now I realize why you kept saying go to my channel and I like I have to let you know Mo I never did and I don't I don't like to there's something about having the people who call my show be completely anonymous especially to me

that really helps me have a conversation that's very unbiased and non-judgmental without any preconceived notion. So I don't like to see someone's face. I don't like to see anything about them or know anything because it just helps my show become what it is, which, you know, and it just helps me get the content the way I like it, which is just very honest and real. So I never looked at your, I never went to your YouTube channel, though you kept telling me. And now I know why you were telling me to go there because on there, I'm assuming you have your pictures of your wife. Yeah, and I totally respect that.

Yeah. In a way, I was actually kind of nervous about you even going on. I don't know. So yeah, that's fine. Yeah, I never look. I refuse. And if you never do, that's fine too. I'm not expecting to see.

No, and I never, well, I don't even afterwards. I don't. I never like to see anyone or know anything about people that call my show. And I love it like that. No, and that's fine. But anyway, so I'm getting a little bit more risky, you know, the wife's got these rape fantasies. I'm kind of feeding into it even more.

I like being sneaky. You know, I'm jacking off on her panty hose, rubbing my stinky seat on her, you know, trying to mark my territory like I'm dominating her and sexually conquesting her. So anyway, you know, I put this shit on YouTube, you know. Your videos? Are they videos or pictures?

I guess videos. The videos of me and my wife's in the bedroom. And she's passed out drunk. Oh, my God, no. I don't show her face. I don't show her face. I don't show her legs. You know, she's got a nice set of legs.

And I'm, you know, I'm rubbing on them. I'm rubbing my feet on them. Are you talking? But you can't. In some of them I am. Some of them are not. Okay. And I'm whispering really quiet.

And I'm saying like, you know, yeah, I put you to sleep with the, I spiked your drink and put you out. And I'm going to take advantage of all this shit. Yeah, it's like a little rape fantasy. Yeah. It's like a great fantasy. Yeah. Right.

Yeah. So, you know, I'm getting ready to devour her. And she is completely clueless that this is going on. And I kind of feel guilty about it. At the same time, nobody knows who the fuck it is. I mean. No, I know. But wait a second.

How many hits do you get on those videos? Do you get a lot? Well, that's just what I'm so worded out about because I've been up for only a couple of weeks, maybe two or three weeks at the most. Yeah. Some of my videos have gotten all. almost like 600 views. Yeah.

But they never get that many likes. And I never get that many comments. Well, maybe people are afraid. I don't know. Could people see what you like and comment on on YouTube? I don't know. Like, maybe they're afraid, you know, you know how it is? Listen to this.

I always say, like, when people are really horny, it's like being in a drunk state. And then the minute you come, it's like you're back to reality. And a lot of times you're, like, freaked out, you know? So, oh, my God. So you post that. Now, I'm hoping that on YouTube, okay? you have a very fake name I have a what I'm sorry

you have a fake name on YouTube I'm hoping you're using a very fake name fake account like because let me tell you it's one thing about you know taking the videos and jizzing on your wife and doing all that stuff and keeping it on your phone when you're going and putting

that shit onto YouTube I have a feeling if you're I mean that is taking it one step further And I think, you know, you're looking at a scary territory as far as if she ever fucking found out. I'm sorry. I get missed what she said, I think.

Oh, okay. Yeah. If she finds out, okay, it's one thing for her to find out these sneaky things that you're doing. But when you take all that sneaky stuff, right? And you put it on YouTube. If she ever somehow found out and found those videos and. and found out that you posted them on there, that's a whole different story.

I'm just saying that could be, that could be in her eyes something really bad. Right. I thought about that, but, you know, again, I'm not showing her piece. My face isn't on there. I mean, probably there are only a few people in the world who could actually identify her by looking at her legs.

Right. No, I don't think that she would find out from somebody else, but, I mean, you know, a lot of, I mean, one of my favorite. questions to people is like where do you hide your shit now I mean your YouTube stuff like I mean could she stumble upon your YouTube

account yeah it's yeah it's a possibility but you know you should have to you know I got the password she doesn't no it's more a lot of times it's no but a lot of times it doesn't happen by somebody going and snooping a lot of times it just happens by somebody leaving some shit up

at some for some reason you know what I mean by mistake I'm just saying that you know you got to watch your shit I'm wondering though for you Moe if you I feel like your girl may be down for all the stuff that you're into

that she would go along for the ride like would you be able to say to your girl like hey babe like you know let's put her things up like on YouTube like you know what I mean like I don't want to go looking at porn but like maybe we could do it together and post it up and see

if like people think it's hot like do you think that she would go for that she might she might because she's you know she's into the fantasy role play she's actually trying to work on like romance novel right now she's she's written a book

previously you know no big publishing contract or anything like that but yeah she's she's working on that and she's I mean she's really hypersexual and I guess I am probably also and she's a good listen she's a writer so that's where her imagination comes from right

so that's where like she's totally down with it I feel like if you think your wife might that means she will which means that what you really need to do even if you know her knowing about that stuff is going to take away a little bit of the fun for you i think it's going to be fun to the hundredth power if you could actually and be 10 times more fun than just being sneaky if you if you get her to do it with you and you guys you know take that idea that you have in that fantasy and live it out and put it out there in the public and and if she starts enjoying it with you that could be like fucking amazing, you know, for real.

And you tell her, like, listen, we don't have to put our faces in it. You know what I mean? Nobody will know. We do it totally anonymous. We could maybe make money for it down the line. You don't know. You know what happens. That I think you need to try and figure out a way to get her on board.

Well, you know, I'll think about that. Like you were mentioned earlier, though part of the excitement for me might be the sneakiness. Yeah. That wouldn't be, then it wouldn't be as sneaky anymore. But also the other thing I'd be concerned. concerned about though is um you know I don't know if she's gonna be down with me pissing on her panty hose legs you know that might be a issue or I don't know well you know that's a whole P thing you know what I mean and like I did you have you guys

ever you know done anything with P besides like what you're doing behind her back no never I mean I you know I've mentioned to really you know like I like I'd be humping on her leg kissing on or rubbing on or not like I'm gonna mark your panty panty hose with my semen and mark my territory. And, like, I'll, you know, jack me off. Yeah. And, you know, I'll get her hand all nice and gooey. And I'll take her hand and I'll force her hand to wipe up that semen off on her banyos.

Which I think's hot. And I don't think she goes along with it. I don't think she's really into it. You know what I mean? But she's fine with it because you like it. But so why couldn't you introduce the P thing to her, too? Well, you know, I could. I'll consider it.

I don't know. It's kind of, you know, it's, it's, it's, I'm kind of just delving into all this right now, so that's something I need to think about. I'll, you know. Yeah, I just listen. I'm just suggesting these things to you, Mo, because what happens is,

like, you don't want to be 20 years from now that you just have, like, all this secret stuff. Like, being, leaving a secret life, you know, like a big secret life, is fucking exhausting. You know what I mean? And sometimes, you know, like if eventually, you know, it snowballs, right? And it's like, it, one thing leads to another.

and before you know it, like I said, 10 years down the line, if you're living this huge secret life with this whole, you know, and your wife finds out, you know, you lose her forever. Is it worth it? Whereas I feel like because you're so in the beginning stages of all the sneaky stuff, and because you have a wife that seems very open-minded and as imaginative and sexually open as you are and into the stuff that you're into and freaky herself,

that I think you should bring her on board now before you, go off in this direction alone if you want to keep your marriage because you just it only becomes dangerous down the line like I said if it just gets bigger right imagine what happens on your youtube channel if you start doing new things and you get this huge following and then you start doing all this stuff there and then she eventually finds out you know it's just I don't know I think it's risky and if you really love your wife and you want to keep your relationship this is your second marriage you don't want to have a third I think you should try to bring her a long for the ride and I think that she would probably go for it and you'd be happier.

I think giving up that extra pleasure that you're getting from being sneaky, you'd get more pleasure and then some bringing her along. That's just my advice to you though. I know you're not calling up for advice so I don't really want to cock block this conversation and make it all about that. Do you know what I mean? No, I see your point. It's a good point and that's something I'll consider.

But right now, like I, like you said and I said, that it's really the beginning stages. I don't even know if I'm going to keep this shit going. I mean, I might just, this might have been just a one-time thing. Yeah. In another week, another month. I'm like, I take this shit down and never do it again. Okay.

Or maybe I'll take it down and start over again like you just said. Yeah. Hey, babe, I'll try this out. Let's do it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, that's what I suggest. Just don't let it get so big. If it starts to get bigger, like try to, you know, try to bring her along, you know.

Because, listen, I think that there would probably be a lot of people. Look, you have 600 views already. I think, you know, the idea of that fantasy that you're portraying in that video would probably be super hot to a lot of people. You know, it's not just you. Yeah, because you like it. And listen, that's what's so great about the internet. We used to all, like, hide in our rooms and think, because I'm 51, right?

I'm your age. We lived where there was no internet, right? And we were young and we had these thoughts and we thought that we were fucking psychotic. You know what I mean? And all alone and weird and all these things, you know? And then the internet comes out. and you realize you're not alone. And if there's somebody like you that like something,

there's thousands of others, right? And that's the good news. You don't have to feel so weirded out about who you are. You know, that's why I do my show to sort of normalize these things. Not normalize them, but make it like no big deal. You know, I don't really get freaked out by what people do sexually. I don't think it's a big fucking deal. As long as someone's not doing something like, you know,

it's not a pedophile or, you know, or fucking animals. What do I care? and you know um but uh you know your stuff i'm sure there's other guys that are doing what you what you do and like like i said you're just taking it a little farther and that's where you're you might get into trouble down the line but it's not like you're going out and drugging your you're not drugging your wife right you're not raping her you are marking your territory she knows though that you have that and you like i said you take it a step farther and i just think that's slightly innocent right now.

Not totally, not 100%, you know, but it's fucking interesting for us to listen to. You know what I mean? Yeah, right. Yeah, you know, I guess that's, you know, like I said, that's really the main thing. It's the sneakiness and just kind of like the dominating, conquesting, you know, sexually conquesting her,

you know, when she'd be taking her when she's, you know, dressed to the knives in her pantyhoes. And, you know, it's just that whole role. play and then, you know, like I said, marking my territory. And, you know, like I said, I'm not actually drugging her. She was passing out drunk. And then I'm pretending like, look, we're making the move and the roleplay is like, yeah, I'm going to take advantage of you now.

I splice to drink off and, you know, put you to sleep. And, you know, I don't know. That's exciting for me. Yeah, but she also has that fantasy. When you guys do the rape fantasies with her, right? How do you typically rape her? Like, what is her fantasy? Like, what has she brought to the table as far as what she's,

likes. Well, she'll actually say rape me and then I'll put my hand over her mouth while I'm having sex with her and she goes into a frenzy man. I mean, she loves it. Right. And she will come like crazy. She's just like every time you put your hand over my mouth, I come. Interesting. Right. She loves that. Uh-huh. Yeah. So I mean, so it kind of turned me on it. First I was thinking, I'm not real judgmental either. I mean, I'm not into like, you know, really like disgusting like stuff like looking assholes or something like that but you know i mean you know okay that's what's that's that's or whatever i'm like okay so you know where you think licking an wait but you think licking an asshole is like like like a like a crazy thing well i don't know i i'm sorry i probably

being judgment i'm sorry because i'm gonna be out there's cursing me right now but um no i just think it's interesting because i think that that's just something normal like you see that as like you see that as like crazy or and out there Yeah, I do. I'm sorry. Maybe I shouldn't have said that. No, why do you apologize? I love that.

I mean, everyone thinks different things. I just think it's interesting. Yeah, well, I can, there might be somebody thinking I'm weird by saying what I'm saying right now. So I try not to be too judgmental. Is that not being judgmental? That's just what you think.

You're not being, you're just saying that you, but I find it interesting that like, so when you say licking assholes, do you mean, like if she licked your asshole, are you licking her asshole? Like you would never go near that part if you're like going down on her? Right.

I just, you know, yeah, I'm not... Yeah, that's fine. Anyway, I need to change the topic of the show. It's like a panel. No, no, no. First of all, I don't have any... I don't stick to any topics, okay? I don't know how many of my episodes you listen to,

but I don't give a shit where the topic goes. I like to get on the phone with a total stranger and just see where the conversation takes us. Sometimes it's a total surprise. Sometimes it's not. We stick to, like, the... fucking story, you know, but I don't, it's my show. I do what I want and what I like is just open honest conversations that go wherever they want to go, you know, like me and you are sitting down

for a cup of coffee and this is what we're talking about. You know, I'm a naturally curious person, so you say something I'm going to react to it and maybe it takes us someplace else, but don't worry about that. I don't know, you know what I mean? Don't worry about being judgmental or not or whatever, you know, that's not what this is about. I just find it interesting that that's where your line was. You know, everyone has a different of opinions. You know, some people are going to be listening to your story and be like, oh my God, he like he tapes her when

she's passed out. Like that's their fun. You know, like, what the fuck? You're like, oh, and then when you say, oh, I like assholes, I've had a lot of guys lick my asshole. I don't really care about it. Neither here nor there, but I've never thought it's like, you know, I've always thought it's just something normal. You know,

it's interesting to me that you think of that as something very abnormal. You know, everyone's different. We're done. You know, I don't know. Yeah. So go on. Why did you even bring that up?

I forget. I don't know. I guess because my ex or my ex. I mean, my wife's ex. Oh, your wife's husband? Yeah. No, no, no. No, no.

My wife now, her ex, because she was remarried too. Yeah. She used to do that with her ex-husband. And I just found it like, wow, you know, it just seems like it was something I would never do. but, anyway, that's why I brought that out. So you'll never, when you're going down on her, in your whole life with women, you've never gone near that part of their body?

What about anal sex? No, I've never done that either. Right. So you don't like it, and you would never. I'm actually, other than this whole panty hole thing, I'm probably very, very conservative and boring. Uh-huh. Yeah, as a matter of fact, my wife's even said,

like, you know, we should do some other positions. that we have. We've done the doggy style and stuff, and I'm not against that, but she's like, you know, sometimes I get bored doing it the same way. And, you know, so, you know, every now and then we'll do it.

We used to do it other ways, but we both kind of gained some weight as we've gotten older, so it's a bit harder to do. Uh-huh. But, you know, what we used to do, like, you know,

I used to, you know, have sex with her in the chair and, uh, put her up on the dresser and fuck her that way. Mm-hmm.

But what about, did she, How do you know about that her husband used to like lick her ass-law? Like, did she talk about that to you? Did she like it? Did she find it disgusting? Like, how did that come up as a conversation? No, I can't remember.

I mean, we're just, it was just brought off. She said that, I guess she was just describing her ex's sex life to me. Yeah. And I think I was revealing my sex life about my ex to her. And it was just brought off. And she said that was one thing that her ex liked to have done to him. And I just was like, wow, I just not into that, you know, it wasn't my thing. And I decided I was just surprised that she would do that for him.

But, you know, she's a good girl, man. I mean, she's going to make her man happy. I mean, she's made me happy. I love her. I mean, she's wonderful. How long you've been married? I'm sorry? How long you've been married?

Six years. Right. And now were you open about the Pantyho's thing with her right from the start? Oh, pretty much. Yeah, because she was. very aggressive up early on so I could kind of tell that, you know, there's probably, I could push the boundaries. And not that that's even necessarily pushing boundaries, but I felt pretty comfortable about it early on. I expressed it where that, hey, this is what I like. This is what I'm into. And she's like, yeah, I love it. She's like, I love the way they feel on my legs.

I actually think she likes guys looking at her. Yeah. She's walking around and she looks. She gets off on that. As a matter of fact, it's funny because this whole COVID-19 bullshit and everybody's wearing the masks. We couldn't go out to bars and stuff and we couldn't dress up at restaurants and stuff. She likes to get out and dress up and we'll dress up. Yeah. She's wearing the dang mask,

rocking a mini skirt and pantyhose and heels when we're going to the grocery store. I'm thinking, really? I mean, come on, man. No, you should be fucking... No, good for her. And you know what? There's a lot of guys out there that are like,

I'm fucking jealous because their girl is in a messy bun in her pajamas for the past three months. So you should just like that's like that's great that she still wants to fucking look good and be hot. And, you know, I think that's really good for her. How old is your wife? She's 50. Yeah, that's great at her age because you know what happened sometimes. And listen, I became a mom much later in life. And I got away from like the sexy part of me for some time when he was like super young.

and it's like it's hard to find your way back. I got myself back to that part, you know, because you're wearing sneakers all the time and you're dressed up and just like leggings, you know. But you really never want to lose that part of yourself as a woman because, like I said it, you can lose it forever, and that happens a lot to older women. So you're lucky and you should be grateful that your wife is still, you know,

wanting to be hot and sexy because that makes her want to have sex more, you know, because she's attached to that part of herself. So I think it's fucking good for her. to high-five her. She was my friend. No, I totally agree with you. I'm a lucky man. Yeah. And guys, they even told me that. I mean, I'm not just saying it's because she's my wife. Yeah.

All the guys have said, man, you know, you're a lucky man, you know. You got a great-looking girls. Just nice. Yeah. You know. And, listen, you don't like to wear pantos. You don't like to wear pantos. Your panos obsession is like to have your girl have them, right? Yeah, I listen to some of your shows and some of the guys who are into wearing them. And that's just not my thing. And it seemed like every show I was listening to the guys who are like,

I guess they're into them on the wind with women wearing them. Yeah. But then they're also wearing them themselves. And I started to think, oh, shit. I hope that's not what pretty requisite to call in. No. Uh-uh. I mean, I'll bet I tried them on before just because I was curious what the hell they'd feel like.

Of course. Probably when I was a little kid. I grew up from my mom's nylon just to see what they're like, way they feel. I'm like, oh, yeah, they feel kind of cool. never thought like you know i want to go strutting around and show them my shit off yeah like that you know i mean that never that never turned me on right and you never you just tried them on once and it didn't stick it wasn't the thing for you right right right you know and hairy legs underneath the nylon

don't look great anyway right it's about women's legs but no i've had many guys like you with that like where they like the panios but they don't like it on the women not all my i have like 300 and something episodes i've been doing my show for six years only like uh maybe 100 and something are on YouTube. I have so many more episodes that aren't up there. So I have had plenty of guys on that are into pantos in a different way. And no, there's no prerequisite to be on my show. I just, and like I said, I could talk to 50 guys that are into pantos or 50 guys that cheated on their wife or 50 women that were alcohol. You know, and I'm always going to get a different story when I talk to a specific person because everybody is unique. And so I don't, I love to hear from a

that has a whole new story, you know, and yours is, who cares about whether you wear them or not? You have that whole sneaky thing that you're doing that's like, I is a first for me and I, and it's so interesting, you know, it's like, so. Thank you. So don't worry. I know you were very, I'm going to wrap it up now, but you like, you were very concerned and right from the start, like, I don't have enough to talk about it. And my story's going to be boring.

And I don't, like, trust me, Mo. I could have talked, spoke to you for another. fucking hour okay like seriously your shit your story i think it's fascinating on more than just the panty hose level because it's all the stuff that you're doing you know with the uh the rape fantasy and the domination and the you know and i could have gotten into that for another 45 minutes so you could always welcome to come back on and and do a part two and we tape it and i air it on my patreon page if you want but this one is definitely going on my regular one because I feel like it winds up to be, I would feel like it winds up to be a story that's

about a whole lot more, you know. Yeah. And so you're posing, so when you're doing your videos and you're talking it through, like, do you put yourself out there? Like, do you talk about your wife as like this blonde girl and you're this Arabic guy? I mean, I don't know. Anyway, I mean, it gets just that whole, what's, how good, what's the words I'm looking? for the whole um the whole imagery of the dominant arabic guy taking the white girl like him

they come from that old 1920s or 40s movie the sheik where he seduces the pretty blonde girl and then she doesn't want to be taken but eventually she is taken by him and falk him um i i guess it may comes back to that plus things i've seen over the years that i planned on discuss but we kind didn't get there like things like you know like a playboy channel and just so much some of the things I've seen on TV just kind of, leave little markers that trigger me, and I take that and I fantasize with it. I used to call into 800 numbers, 900 numbers, whatever,

and I took on the Arabic guy. Uh-huh. And, you know, I'm taking, you know, some white line girl, and it was just kind of like a fun thing for me. I love that. I've never, I, that's so fascinating to me. Like, that's your alter ego. You're a white guy, but your alter ego is this,

Arabic guy. Now, do you think it goes back to that movie, The Sheik? Well, no, that came later. I didn't even know about that. Yeah. I think what it comes down to is, and I'm trying to be quick because I know time short, but, you know, growing up, where I grew up at, there was a pretty heavy Arabic population when I grew up at. Okay. And I remember going to bars early on, and, you know, just being a meat-hungry hound for sex, man, and women. I was really always kind of shy, so I never really did well with ladies early on. And I don't know why, because I'm really not a bad-looking guy.

I'm not just saying that. Yeah. Because, you know, but anyway, and I, I'd see some of these Arabic guys are these pretty blonde girls, and some of them dressed to the nines. Yeah. And usually the Arabic guys were a little bit older, so they probably had some money. And I guess I kind of just, I amplified this little, or manufactured this fantasy of mine where, you know, these guys are seducing these girls.

and I don't know Just yeah and then you when you in your fantasy You wanted to be them Yeah and I remember thinking at the time Well how come I can't score you know Yeah I mean listen that makes total sense of why that's your fantasy Maybe like well I want to become this guy in my fantasy Of course yeah

And you know and I'm gonna sit through sister to the way she is Yeah And you know do all kinds of naughty shit to her and you know Get on her panty hose legs and you know dominator and you know that sort of thing and I think it fits into the whole sneakiness and the conquest and marking my territory i mean i'm trying to self-analize myself here i don't know yeah no i love that i like to try to figure stuff out like that and see where it comes from you don't make those connections but that all makes sense especially and that's probably also the whole power and the

conquering thing probably comes from that shy younger guy who couldn't get the girls or couldn't be that confident person or that, you know, and so you're making effort in these fantasies and you make yourself like, you know, more dominant and so aggressive, right? Because maybe, you know, you're, you were missing out from being even slightly that way when you were younger, you know, so you're like overly compensating in your fantasies, right? And living that out now. Yeah, I, yeah, I totally agree with you, Cassie. I mean, that's, that's probably, you hit the nail on the head. I mean, if I had, if I had, that's kind of what I guess, I'd, yeah, I'd try to someone up as also. Yeah. I'm trying to make up for lost time and maybe put myself in a position that

maybe I wanted to be in years ago, but I was too emotionally immature or insecure. Yeah. And you did, right, and because you saw it, like, because you were younger, you see things in your mind as so much bigger and so much different, right? So now when you live it out, it's like so exaggerated, right? You become a right. But that makes sense that in the fantasy, it is exaggerated than the reality of it, right, but looking as a shy person sort of cowardly inward, you know, you're seeing these guys with these girls, you're seeing them as so dominant and so all these things, right? And then it gets expressed. So, like I said, exaggerated.

But that just makes sense. It's so obvious, you know. And, you know, I asked, I don't know how much time we got, but one thing I want to say, I dated this one girl. Yeah. And I remember her telling me, you know, she used to go out with this Arab guy. Uh-huh. And I remember her telling me like, oh, yeah, you know.

He wanted to get me pregnant. He made me have sex without a condom. He tried to get me pregnant. He's marking the territory, yeah. Yeah, and then I'm thinking like, well, I'm thinking like, well, that's probably only half true. Probably she wanted to be fucked by this guy, but she didn't want to be the guilty party. She wanted to make it sound like, oh, yeah, well, you know, I had no choice. You know, he just, he made me do it.

And, you know, shit like that just leaves a marker on my brain and, and, you know, And like I said, it's festerous for me. And I start thinking, and then other things, I'll connect other things to it where it's like, you know, and that kind of manufacturing this whole fantasy thing. You know, I'm this Arabic guy who's going to, you know, I don't know. Oh my God. I love your alter ego. I love the fantasy of your, I love what food mode wants to do.

I love where it came from. I love all of it. I think it's so fucking. It's almost funny to me, but not in a bad way. Not like I'm laughing at you. I'm laughing with you. I just think it's great. I think it's so obvious where it's coming from.

I don't see anything wrong with any of it. I find it fascinating and like I said, kind of funny, but not in a bad way, you know. I just think that it's just, you're just a product of like where you grew up and what was going on around you, you know? And then you took this all in and now you're running with it and it's just fucking great. And what's so great is people are going to think it's an episode about an Arabic guy, but it's an episode about a white guy that wishes in his fantasies he's an Arabic guy,

taking down the blonde girl. I fucking love it. Yeah, it's great. Yeah, I can talk to you again. So if you want to call it again, let me know how I'll air it on the Patreon panel. But thanks so much for calling in and telling me all this stuff.

I feel like there's more that we could talk about, so we'll talk again for sure. Okay, good. Well, thanks, Cassie. I want to say that, you know, I love your show. I appreciate the time that you've given me and thank you for, you know, putting me on your show. And I just, you know,

I love, I just love the way you are. You're non-judge battle. You make people feel it easy. And that's why I felt, that's why I called in. Yeah, yeah, no, I'm glad. I know you had your reservation. Yeah, I could tell you had your reservations at first, but that's why I pushed you a little because I knew that you'd enjoy yourself.

And I'm glad I did because you had a really super interesting story, even though you didn't think so. You tried to talk me out of it a lot of times before you called in, do you know what I mean? But I'm glad I went with it because I learned, you know, after doing this for so many years that you know you never know and i because i just if you ask enough questions that's what my whole show is about you know i'm never interested in like interviewing famous people or people that do noteworthy things i don't give a shit i feel like you could sit down with the regular person and if you ask them enough questions you're going to find an interesting story there right because i just find

people to be interesting so yeah you had a much more interesting story than you realize and uh wait till you hear it back as a third person you'll enjoy it even more i'll keep you posted when it's going to air it air soon for sure. Oh, thank you, Kathy. Okay, thanks so much for calling in, by. You're welcome. Bye. Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly

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