Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 360 - Dawna is a Hotwife who is Addicted to Sperm

Episode Date: November 2, 2020

Dawna is a Hotwire addicted to her most recent lover's sperm and she calls in to talk all about it. When did Dawna start sleeping with other men in front of her husband? How many guys has she slept with and what exactly does she do with them while he's watching? How and when did she get addicted to her most recent lover's sperm and does that bother her husband? Tune in to find out plus hear all about her husband's fascination with watching her hook up with other guys and how he got her into it, their experience at swingers clubs early on, what kind of men she's attracted to and why, the long term affair she had with a much younger guy, how she met the guy she's sleeping with now, how she realized she's "addicted' to his sperm, why she's addicted to it, how it's helped her health as well as her well being, how science plays into it and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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today I have a girl named a woman named my girl a woman named Donna now her husband is a patron he joined my Patreon page and he gave me the whole download about his wife and he's like she wants to call in and she did call in he said

she was very nervous and I have to say she seemed very nervous it was very hard for me to get in out of her. It was difficult, I have to say. I mean, you know, everyone's different. Every call I have is different. I love, there's nothing more fun to me than to get on the phone with a total stranger that I know nothing about and talk to them. And I never know what I'm going to get. With Donna, it was hard to get details out of her.

I really tried. I didn't get many details out of her, but I got the whole story and her story is fascinating. She's a hot wife, right? The hot wife, she winds up sleeping with other people in front of her husband. Our husband's totally into it. He's not by, but he loves seeing his wife with another guy. They got into that by going to Swingers clubs. They've been

together for like 20-something years. They've been doing it a long time. We talk all about like how they started that, what they did in the early days. And then we fast forward to this guy that she's banging now who has magic jizz. Like there's something

about his sperm that is making her fucking crazy. I got to tell you. She's a 53-year-old woman who her period started getting stronger. She had a chronic illness that has gone away. She's high on his sperm and

she can't get enough and they have a weekly visit that happens and she's into it and she talks all about that too. That was like the second part of the podcast was like fascinating. She gets into the scientific aspect of why she's so

addictive and how it makes her feel and all that kind of good stuff. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Donna. How are you today? I'm doing all right. You're doing it? I'm good. I'm excited to talk to you. I'm always excited when I have female guests on my show. And I reread, like your husband is somebody who contacted me first and he gave me the download on, he gave me some information on what we're going to be talking about and what you guys do. I'm, I'm I'm so glad that he has you calling in as opposed to him, because I get a lot of guys that call in and they give me the story about their wives, but then they call in their wives don't want to. But he told me a little bit about your guy's background, but he has you coming on the show to really talk about it.

And there's like two things that stand out in the email, and I would figure those are the two things we're going to talk about. One is your, I would say maybe you're a hot wife, right? You do. And hot wife, I think, means like you go and you do sleep with other guys. sometimes in front of him. I'm not, right? And so we're going to talk about that. But there's this whole other thing that is going down that I've never talked about

on my show. It has to do with sperm and it has to do with addiction. It has to do with your sperm addiction, but not like sperm in general. Like this one guy's sperm, right? And why you're addicted to it. And it's really fucking fascinating, I have to say. Like I think it'll be like kind of hot for guys to hear, but I think it'll be fascinating for women to hear, right? Because we're going to get into it. I'm not going to give

too much away. But let's just start out with like the hot wifing experiences, right? Like, how did that start? I mean, you've been with your husband, I know, for a really long time, right? How old are you guys and how long you've been together? Well, he's 59 and I'm 54. And we've been married for 22 years. Right. So now, was it both your first marriage? No. You were both married before? Yes. Okay, now did you do this kind of stuff with your other husband, or were you way more open with your husband now? No, I never did anything before. Right.

Okay, so when you got with your husband, I mean, when did you start, or when did you figure out that you guys were going to open up your relationship and he, you know, you would want to be with other guys? How did that all come about? It was pretty much his idea. All right. He did something he wanted to try. why I wanted me to do. And, you know, we haven't done a whole lot of things over the years, but we have done some things.

So I don't know exactly. Well, no. Let me ask you this, okay, because there's a lot of guys. I've had a lot of guys on my show, right? I've been doing it for six years. There's some lucky guys out there like your husband that has a wife like you who will entertain his fantasy of watching his wife with another guy. But a lot of guys want that as their fantasy.

And they just don't know how to approach their wife. Right. So I think it's so helpful to have a woman on who, you know, decided to do it and said, okay, because I think that a lot of guys' biggest fears that their wife would be like fucking horrified, right? That they would even ask. So like, do you remember that was it an initial conversation or was it like you guys would be like having sex and you would like fantasize and roleplay about it? And then eventually he's like, let's do it in real life. I mean, how did it come about without you getting upset about it? Well, I'm, you know, I'm still pretty open-minded anyway. Uh-huh. I didn't get freaked out about it. You know, we went to some clubs at first that just, you know, couples clubs and just kind of watched how other people interact with each other. And it wasn't for quite a while before we, you know, hooked up with somebody else. Yeah, but how does even the club thing?

happen. I mean, how long ago did you guys start doing stuff like this? Oh, it's been 20 years ago. Okay, so very early on in your relationship, it was kind of like, let's go to a swingers club? Yeah, he had gone to him before. So I had never even thought about the idea, but, you know, a lot of times it's just fun to go to the clubs, even if you're not doing anything. You just go and it's just kind of foreplay. Right. Like the voyeur aspect of it, like seeing other people having sex and everything. I mean, so do you remember that first experience, that first time you went to one?

Well, most of the clubs that we went to, they didn't actually have sex at the clubs. So it was just more of dancing and talking and, you know, some stuff. But I was kind of shocked at first that these types of things actually went on. I definitely didn't have any idea before that. Right. And now, did you, would you guys fool around with each other in there and just kind of watch other people doing whatever they were doing? Or did you eventually meet other people there?

And that's when you started fooling around with other people? We never fooling around at the club with ourselves and generally with anybody else until much later. Uh-huh. So you would just go and watch. It was fun to dance. It was a good dance club. just, you know, was an adult place. So you knew that you were around like-minded people.

So if you did want to hook up or something, that's the place to go, right? Right. So, but you didn't jump right into it, right? And your husband was cool and he wasn't like pushing you into it. No, no, we definitely took our time. And, you know, it's been quite a few years and haven't, you know, we don't go overboard with it. Mm-hmm. Well, you said it's 20 years.

Yes, 20 years. Right. So I mean, like I said, I'm trying to get the whole story because people are going to be listening to this and they're going to want to maybe, you know, it's a way for them to figure out how to approach it with their wife, right? So that's why I'm going to ask you a lot of questions. So I hope you don't mind answering. So, you know, you went to those clubs for a while, right? When did you first hook up with somebody else and what was that situation like and where did you meet the person? then.

We met the person at the club. And then, you know, we met up later, you know, in our house. And I don't remember the whole particulars. It was a long time ago. So I can't say I remember the exact first time. But I mean, it was when did you guys figure out? Like, I mean, was it ever like you're going to hook up with women or men? Like, I don't even think we discussed that.

I know who you hook up with. But, like, you know, did you guys talk about, like, was your husband's fantasy always to see you with other guys? Guys? Did you want to... Of course, he wishes I was bisexual, but I'm not. So I've tried a few things with women, but it's not... I'm just, just don't go that way, really. Right. And so when did you try stuff with women?

Some at the club, mostly just at the club, where you touch and kiss and that kind of stuff. But it wasn't like your thing, right? So he was interested in seeing you with guys. And so was it? one time you finally saw a guy from across the room that you were interested in? Yeah. Yes, that's somebody that clicked with me and that I felt comfortable with. And so.

Now, had you guys had a lot of conversations? Of course, there was usually a lot of alcohol involved. Oh, right. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I hear you. But was there, like, did you and your husband have a lot of conversations beforehand about any kind of rules or regulations when this was going to go down? Yeah, definitely.

Definitely had a lot of conversations. conversations and I wouldn't say rules, but just kind of be on the same page about, you know, what was going to happen. Well, listen, I've heard some people say, listen, there's no kissing, but you could do everything else. Or if I say, stop, that's it. You know, I mean, I mean, did you, were you nervous? And I've heard this from women before, too.

And I totally understand it. Like, was there a part of you that was nervous that even though he acted like he was into it that if you actually did it, he would be freaked out or feel differently about you? Yes. Yes, I definitely had that thought. But, you know, he likes it a lot. So I'm... There was no change after. No. No. Right. But I mean, from the woman's point of view, I totally understand that, right? I mean, there's probably women listening to. And I think that I'm a woman, right? And I feel like the biggest fear would be, you know, because we have that horror thing hanging over our head all the time, right? It's like, you know, men can fuck whoever they want. But when a woman does, she's labeled a

horror. I'm 51, right? So we're from that same generation. So you know what I'm talking about, right? So I think there's always, and I think whether you're a woman and you're going to be sleeping with guys in front of your husband or you're just a woman that's going to be open about what she's into and maybe it's not normal, not normal or not the norm or she's into kinky things. There's always that. that fear, if you put that out there, that people are going to judge you, right? And think that you're a whore, quote unquote, right? So I totally understand you worry about it. But so the first time you do it, he's totally down with it, right?

What happened that night? Do you remember? Like specifics? No, I don't remember specifics. But did you do everything with him? Did you just blow him? Did he go down on you? Was your husband there?

Was he jerking off? He was there, did everything with him. Mm-hmm. So you had sex with him? Yeah. Now, in that time, or, you know, when you first started out, was there always condoms being used? Yes, always condoms. Right.

Okay. And did you kiss the guys? Was that a thing that you could do? Yeah, definitely. I mean, that's part of the, part of it for me, you know, to have a connection with somebody I want to kiss. Right. Okay. And so you had sex with the guy.

Was it totally hot? knowing that your husband, was he in the room watching? Yes, he's always been in the room. Right. Pretty much always. Mm-hmm. And was it a turn-on for you, too? Yeah, well, I mean, I do like sex, so it was.

Well, listen, this is like your, you're, I would say, you know, I wonder, like it could be the hottest experience the first time and you realize, wow, you're actually really into it too. Or, you know, maybe it's a little awkward and you're doing it more for your husband than it grows on you. like what was the experience like for you? Was it super hot for you that first time? No, I wouldn't say super hot. It took it, you know, it took a while to get used to where I would actually enjoy it. Really? So in the beginning you felt like you were doing it just for your husband, really?

Yeah, I would say that's probably pretty accurate. Mm-hmm. So, I mean, like I said, I do enjoy sex, so was it like it was a bad thing? I just wouldn't have gone out and just done that on my own. Right, but did you have an orgasm? Do you remember, like in the beginning first couple times? Yeah. Okay, so you enjoyed it that you came, right?

And then afterwards, because I've heard this a lot, that afterwards it makes your sex with your partner that much better, right? Because of what you guys did, what he saw, what you did in front of him, and then you take it back and you're just with him alone. and then your sex with him is like amazing. Did you find that to be true as well? Yeah, I mean, it definitely added to our sex life for sure. Right.

So now, did you ever see that guy again, or was that a one-off? The first guy, I think I saw him a few times. And did that help, like sort of getting to know him? Oh, we definitely. The first time, you know, a lot of times is kind of awkward. You know, I meet up with somebody. I don't I don't really like to just meet up with strangers. I think some women,

and I've listened to a lot of your podcasts, some of them like that. It's better for me if I, you know, at least get some kind of rapport or connection with them. Right. So it helped that. So how many times did you see that guy? Did you, you know, over the,

was it something that happened over a couple of years? Or did you see him like a couple times? same month. Actually, I don't remember the first, the first guy, if we saw him a few times, but there definitely was quite a few that we, you know, see over months or even years. Right, right, right. That would last. So now after you did it with that guy and your husband enjoyed it, right, there was no problems, there was no regrets, right? Right. Your husband is by or not by? No, right. He just likes to watch. He doesn't get involved or anything. and after, you know, so I know because the whole sperm thing that comes in later that you don't

use condoms with at least one of your guy. Did you, is that something that changed over time as you got older, maybe and there wasn't the chance of you getting pregnant? I mean, like, when did that change for you? Because I know you said you used condoms for sure with him. Well, I guess, you know, the less likelihood of being pregnant for one thing. And just happened to be the person that I just decided I didn't I didn't want to you know with this the most recent guy yes right I don't want to jump to him yet I want to get more information you know of how you guys got to this place I think with women it's harder to get details so I'm just going to kind of push you into giving me more details and you're giving me to know what I mean um because it's interesting to

hear and uh and so I'm just going to try to get some more out of you before we get to that situation. So you meet that guy afterwards. I mean, how many times over the years you've been doing this for 20 years? Can you count on one hand how many guys you've been with in front of your husband or is it too many to count? Do you know? Oh, well, it's not too many to count, but, you know. So how many is it? I don't know. Right. But not a whole time. I mean, over 20 years, you know, we would go years, sometimes years. Without, right? Yeah. So, um, I wouldn't count him. He probably did, and I've told him I don't want to know.

So where would you meet these guys, like after that? Like, was it always the club? I mean, what was your experience? So you met that guy, right? How else would you meet guys? Was it always through the club? Was it when you're on vacation? You work in the bar, like you're in a bar.

I mean, how would it happen? How did it happen? I'm usually online or the club. Not generally just. out somewhere. I mean, my husband would really like me to do that. Actually, we have met a few people just being out, but that's just not very, just, I'm not very outgoing like that. So people don't just generally walk up and, you know, ask to have sex with you. So yeah, but if you walk up to a guy and ask to have sex with him, he's going to be like, oh, where's the door? You know what

And I wouldn't do that. Of course not. Yeah. Right. That's why I'm asking you all these specifics because normally it happens in a very different, you know, it doesn't just happen that way, you know. So I think what's super interesting is to hear, you know, how does that connection get made? What were the conversations like, you know, beforehand, you know, and then what went down?

So, you know, when you went online, where did you guys go online? Would you reply to people's ads? Did you guys put up an ad? I mean, were you on Craigslist? How'd you do the online thing? Well, most of the time my husband would do it. You know, different sites, I guess. Or, you know, a long time ago when Craigslist, when there was Craigslist, you know, we had met a few guys on Craigslist.

But would he put an ad or would he? He usually always put the ad up. Uh-huh. Yeah. I have an ad now on one of the sites that I did myself. Right. And what is the ad? What, like, what's, what does that ad say? What are you looking for? Just a male friend with benefits, basically. I don't know exactly what it says. Just that, you know. Oh, you didn't put it together. You didn't write it. Oh, I put it together. I just don't remember what all I put on there.

But do you, or do you say that you're married? Are you looking for someone that's married? I definitely stand married. Uh-huh. So, I mean, it's too hard to explain if, if I, if I. I say I'm not married and then if we do meet and then I don't want to have to say, oh, well, do you care if my husband's here? Yeah, no, I would assume that that's part of the whole fantasy, right? Like, don't you put that in your ad? Yes, yes.

My husband likes to watch. So it's your husband likes to watch. Do you care if the guy is married or not? Does it matter to you? No, I don't care. I mean, I'm not saying I don't care, but. Now, when you're doing the online thing, because you said, prefer to like have a rapport with somebody like how does that work with the craigslist guys how did

you get a rapport with them or would they just come over in some of those cases there really wasn't a rapport so so it for me wasn't as good of an experience but you would still have sex with them if they came out if your husband said it out yeah if i decided i mean sometimes you know i don't always want to it just depends so so there were times where your guy, your husband brought over a guy and it just didn't, it didn't end up in you guys having sex and your husband watching? Right. And what would be the reason for those guys, were they just like not attractive?

Well, just because you invite someone over, you know, you kind of say, well, this is just a meat and greet thing. And then you just don't, you know, hook up, don't contact them or follow through any further. Mm-hmm. So after that first guy, what was the next scenario that went down? What does one like explain a time that stands out in your mind that you could give more details on? Like do you remember like the hottest guy? The guy with the biggest dick, the craziest experience.

Like something has to stand out in your memory that you have more details for. You've been doing it for a long time. I get it. So I guess about 12 years ago, I met a guy who was younger. He was like 12 years younger. and he definitely was very surprising with his talents, I guess you could say. And that last, you know, we kept in touch for probably 10 years. I mean, it's a span over 10 years that he would come over.

Not too often because then he got married and wasn't available. So it stopped or you couldn't do it as much after he's married? Right. So, when you're saying sticks in my mind, that definitely does because it, you know, it lasted for a long time. Wait, and when you say he had like mad game, like what was, what, what it was, what did he know how to do? He could just go for as long as he wanted to. Mm-hmm. So.

So you like a guy to fuck you for a really long time. Yes. Yes. Well, I didn't know until as much until that experience, but it definitely. had a good effect on me, you could say. Mm-hmm. And so what's your type when you're looking like? I mean, you know, I'm assuming you would get pictures of these people online before they come over?

Yes. Yes. So what are you looking for in a guy that you're going to have sex with in front of your husband? Well, I don't really, I'm not really attracted to bad boys. So it's usually, you know, more of a clean cut guy. So obviously it's good if they, you know, or bigger than average. Mm-hmm.

So. Do you care about ethnicity? No, no, I don't really care about that. So. Have you had all different kinds, shapes, sizes, colors, like, you know? Yes. Mm-hmm. Do you prefer anything over the other?

Um, well, there for a while, I really preferred a Hispanic man. because my friend that had been coming over for 10 years was Hispanic so just stuck in my mind so you had a girlfriend that would come over and always had was like with Hispanic guys is that what you're saying no no that that friend of mine that was that was that was that was that I met a long time ago that came over for a span of 10 years he was oh he was oh the younger guy yes so and because he was good you always sort of put that together and you liked a lot of so that's That was maybe some, like a preference of yours. Right.

I guess it was just a subconscious preference. Right. Mm-hmm. And your husband, does he have a preference? No. I mean, obviously he likes it if it's working for me. So if a guy is working for me, it's a lot more fun for me. And he definitely likes that better.

Right. So you had that guy for 10 years. You had other guys. I mean, and now when they come, over. Do you have sex with them? Do you blow them? Do you swallow? Do you have anal sucks with them? I don't have anal sex and usually I don't, I might you know, suck on their dick for a while. I do like that. But I'd rather just, you know, fuck. So I don't really want to spend too much time doing other things. And when you're done,

right? Like, because I always explain like when you're having and when you're horny, it's like being drunk, right? And then like after you come, and I think this happens for women a little bit, too. I know it definitely happens for guys, but like, you know, the minute you've, you're, you come and you're done, you're like, you go from being like totally high to being sober and you're like, what the fuck. So are you, like, after you're done, right, with these guys, are you like, get them the fuck out? I want to be with my husband and have sex with him. Or do you typically, like, hang around and spend hours with them and have sex more than once? I mean, how does this the typical meetup happen or last?

Well, for me, you know, once I'm kind of getting to a certain point, I stay for a long time. It doesn't just go away. But for guys, it's the other way, you know, once they came, they usually are, you know, thinking about football. So usually they don't hang around. Right. They're done. That's kind of their thing.

And then, right. And then you're with your, and then do you typically have sex with your husband? been right after? Yeah, generally. Mm-hmm. Have you ever met guys without your husband and then go back and tell him? Do you guys do that as well? No.

I mean, we'll talk about it, but I haven't done that. He wants you to, or like what's the conversations about? He says he does. Once he tells me, though, I mean, he hasn't, you know, he'll have to explicitly say, yeah, go do this. Right. So he's talked about it, but he's. hasn't sort of directed you to do it so you're not going to go do it and now have these guys ever like I mean do you ever besides just having sex with them do you have because you say that you do like to have

some sort of connection is there any kind of texting or conversations that happen between you and that guy for a long period of time yeah I mean the guys that I you know that I meet up with and have over you know long periods of time yeah they text to me or you know we don't usually talk on the phone but, you know, and then when we get together, well, you know, we don't just go straight to the bedroom or we might go out. Mm-hmm. To a club or something. Right. So you develop like a friendship with them.

Right. I'm just wondering if there's ever some sort of crossing of the line emotionally. Like, do you have you ever gotten emotionally attached to any of these guys? Not before. But what about with the most recent one that we're going to really get into? Well, I think it's a little bit more confusing that way because some of the effects. Right. So there's a guy. Let's just get to that guy because I'm not getting a lot of details about all this other stuff. So there's a guy. What are we going to? It's okay. It's very typical with women that they don't get into the details on stuff.

Even though my listeners are dying for it and your husband's going to be like, you should have said, that I bet you anything but um what the guy that you're with now what should we call him jay yeah okay so jay now you're addicted to his sperm right you're a 53 old woman and i bring up your age again because this has to do with hormones right you found that and i'm just going to give the like the broad sort of story and then you're going to get into specifics you found that you like there was changes going on with you when he started coming inside of you you had a certain illness that was was very chronic that really bothered you. And you found that when you started to have sex with him and he was coming inside you, you weren't using condoms with him. I need to know why you were

and how that happened. But you were getting this effect of like you were being cured of that illness, right? And you felt like your periods came back and you stayed horny for days so much so that you don't even take showers afterwards or bath because you want those effects that you feel physically from his sperm, right? Right, right. And only his sperm, right? Right. Yes. And now, so let's get into that guy. Like, where did you meet him and how did the relationship start with Jay?

I met him. He's Jeff. Oh, Jeff. Okay. Jeff, yeah. Made him at a club. Mm-hmm. A swingers club.

Yeah. So that was the only time I ever did anything at a club. What did you do? at the club? Oh, did everything. Well, pretty much everything. I had sex with him in the club. Oh, really?

How come that happened? Because you were just so horny for him? It just was an immediate connection, I guess. Right. So you just had that chemistry. Right. Just, yeah, that chemistry. And how old is he?

He's late 50s. And now he's married, right? Yes. Was his wife with him at the club? No. No. He had come with some other friends. that they left.

So he's there by himself. The first time you ever really hook up with someone out of club is him because you just got an instant connection. So do you do it in a room or are there a lot of people watching? Was it just your husband watching? No, it was a big room with beds and there was quite a few

other people there. So I don't remember too much about who was watching. Right. But was it a turn on for you A to be with this guy that you had this chemistry with? But also did you like because this is the first, I mean, you would have sex in front of your husband, right, with someone else, but this was the first time that you were having sex out in public.

Did there, was there a little bit of an exhibitionist in you that you figured out when you did that? Or did you like that people were watching you? Not specifically. I mean, I was okay with it. But it wasn't like a turn on. It wasn't, it's not something that drives me for sure. Right, right. I get it.

Because, I mean, listen, if it did you, all these years, have you, going to the club, you would have always been fooling around people, right? Yeah. And you never had. So you had sex with him. You were so into it that you didn't even notice who the fuck was watching you. Right. It was that good.

I didn't notice. Yeah, it was that good. Now, did he use a condom that time? Yes. Okay. And so, what do you exchange numbers or something that you... Yeah, yes, we exchanged numbers and... Mm-hmm.

...came over, like, you know, eight times. the next couple weeks. So he, you know, definitely had a good time just like I did. So right. So eight times. Like what, so what happens? Like he comes over the next day and like, well, it wasn't the next day, but like the next week or yeah, the next, uh, four or five days later probably. Okay. And it's just the same old thing. Like, I mean, you're having sex with him. Your husband's watching. Right. And at one point, you know, I just said, well, you, you know, You don't have to wear the rubber. So how come?

I'm not going to because if they don't have to. Right. But did you wear condoms with all these other guys? Most, almost always. Most always. So sometimes you did it. One other exception? Who, the young guy?

Yes, the younger guy. After a long time. Right. You stopped using condoms with him. Yeah. And when he jizzed inside of you, did you feel anything then with him? No? No. And also my husband's had a vasectomy, so he doesn't have sperm. Oh, when you have a vasectomy, you have no sperm?

Something comes out, but it has no sperm in it, right? There's still a liquid. That could be part of the equation. What do you mean that you're not getting it from him? Right, that I hadn't got sperm for a long time. And so then when I was getting sperm on a regular basis, then it was having an effect on me. I don't know. I'm going to Google that if that. is actually true. Did you ever look into it? We've looked into, yeah. And is that a thing?

A sperm is definitely a thing. Definitely does things to women and, you know, and it's also a antidepressant. Yeah, I remember reading that and that's why I think it's fascinating. And it, you know, it made me like really, really horny. So I don't know why, but it just did. Right, his sperm. But so maybe, because you did say. Well, the way your husband put it was that it was like only this guy sperm.

But you haven't had a lot of guys sperm in you, just that young guy. Well, when I was younger, I did before I got married. Right. And I never had this same effect. Right, right. So now you, so explain about the condition that you had or I don't know if you call it a disease or the illness that you had that was chronic, right? Explain that whole thing.

I have a condition called chronic fatigue syndrome or my. My body thinks I'm sick, but I'm not. So it goes in cycles where it tries to fight off a virus that I don't have. So it's like, feel like you have the flu every once in a while. Right. Okay. Well, it could be often. Mm-hmm.

And so did, so could you explain what happened with that with this guy? So after I was having a sperm on a regular basis, I would normally have episodes of where I would feel bad, and they would be farther and farther apart, down to, you know, hardly at all, really. So, and then at one time when he couldn't come over, then I could definitely, I could definitely notice the difference. And so when did you start to put two and two together that this was because of him, like, like, you know, getting off and coming inside of you? after about well after about a month i noticed something was different and then just in the next two months or within the first two months i knew that yeah it was definitely having a positive effect on me right did your husband notice yeah he noticed was he really into the fact that

this guy was coming inside of you yes he like he liked he liked that and he liked he wanted that before for me to try that so so he had always wanted like a guy to come inside you before right so I guess he was happy with the young guy when he did it yeah but so the fact that he always wanted it was it you that said no to it in the past well both of us I mean we have to has to be somebody we feel comfortable with right okay mm-hmm so this guy It wasn't like you, I mean, you sort of switched it over. I mean, you felt comfortable with him quickly, I'm assuming. Right.

Because of the chemistry. Yes. Yes. Chemistry. And I guess in a certain amount of trust based on the kind of person, you know, that he is, that I just felt comfortable with it. Uh-huh. And what's his deal? Do you know his deal with his marriage?

I mean, his wife knows nothing about what he's doing. And this is just a side life that he has. Right. Yes, she has some medical problems, so she just takes care of some stuff, other places, mostly just with me, I think. Right. I mean, would it bother you? Do you like with this guy, right, because his sperm has such a fucking effect on you?

Right. Like, I wonder, is it difficult to keep your emotions out of it with him? Yes, it is. Right? Because my body's just really... Wanting you to, like, have babies with him, right? In a weird way if it's like nature, right? Yeah, it's definitely a very biological chemical reaction, which, you know, affects your brain too.

Yeah, and I think, listen, I think they say like in nature, the reason why women get attracted to men is because like that's what nature wants to happen, right? Like women have that thing where when they have an orgasm makes them feel closer to somebody, whereas a man doesn't. You know, these are and these things are all in place because we're animals, right? And these are things that we have to do as animals. I love that whole aspect of things. I think it's super interesting, right? Because we don't really have control over some of these things. But it does make sense, right?

When you hear about that stuff. I love it. And that's what was one of the most interesting aspects to the story, right, is that part of it, right? because here you have this guy coming inside of you. You even said that it, you felt like, or I mean, you were 53 or you're in your 50s while this is happening, but that your period started to come back, right? Right.

So I think I was more headed to menopause, but then once I started getting the sperm, I think my body was like, well, wait a minute here. Let's, you know, let's wait. And I think that's probably why it was, you know, so horny all the time. Yeah, all of a sudden, you had like all these raging hormones, right? Whereas before you were probably on that, like losing them, right?

Right. Yeah. Yeah, you must have been so excited. It's not bad. It's not a bad thing, right? No, it's been pretty good. It's, you know, it's been a lot of fun. Now, and do you find, because I know your husband's like, oh, she doesn't take a bath for three days.

Do you mean a bath, like laying in a bath or does he just mean bath shower? Like was he just using bath as like a bathing term, you know, in general? Is it that you want to keep even his fur mode? Just like not like a bath bath where I'm sitting in the water. Right. So because you don't, so you'll take a shower, right? But you want to keep his calm inside of you is what you're saying? Yes, I do.

And how long do you feel the effects of it? About three or four days for sure. Really? And then it kind of starts to wear off. Right. And then your husband, since he's really. into that. He must love fucking you, thinking that there's come inside of you from this guy, right? Yes, he definitely. He definitely does. Does he go down? Does he like to go down on you too? No. He's not into that. No. Well, you say no. I mean, listen, some guys are. This is like to be the cleanup guy. You know what I mean? So your guy's not into that, but he likes to know if he's going inside of you that there is common there from this guy. Right. And does your husband give a shit about you? Like, I mean, I, I, assuming and I don't know why I am assuming anything because I don't know you guys but like does your

husband know about your conflicting feelings about him and the strong chemistry that you have with him and if so does it bother him at all or is he okay with him well he he definitely knows and um I wouldn't say it doesn't bother him but um I think that the amount of pleasure is taken over to where he deals with that, I think. But, you know, also, you know, he's not worried that I'm going to run off with him. Right. And now this guy, I mean, you guys have like a whole schedule set with him, right? Like, how did that start up?

And what is that schedule? Can you explain it? Well, it's just basically once a week at the same time every week. So we just... Where does he tell his wife he's going? What is that time? Oh, you just... What is the time?

You know, a certain time. chores that he's supposed to be doing. I know, but what is the exact time? Huh? What is the time? Well, I don't want to give it all the way in case someone's listening. Just, what do you mean? Oh, it's just like one afternoon a week.

One afternoon a week. Yes. Oh, it's okay. And it's in the afternoon. Yes. Okay. So he has a job that he could leave or. Right.

Okay. And there's, at the same time in your home? Yes. Your husband's home? Yeah, he's always here. Okay. There's been a few times where he wasn't here. Oh, really?

For the whole time. So now what goes down in those scenarios? Like you're just with that guy, your husband's not around. Do you take pictures? Do you video or you just like tell your guy what happened? I just tell him. I mean, you know, he's usually here at least for part of it, but he may not be in the room for the whole time.

Uh-huh. But you're both home during the afternoon. Do you both work from home? I do. He doesn't. Right. So your husband comes home that one afternoon most of the time if he can to see it? Yes. Yes. Right. And how long ago have you been hanging out with this guy? A year and a half.

And every week? Every week, almost non, you know, except for, you know, things like pandemics. Oh, right. Yeah. And vacations sometimes. So how when COVID has. hit like I'm assuming it stopped when did it start up again that's about six weeks after six weeks quite a while you know so no but I mean it's right because we're I'm talking like every female episodes go up right away right I'm talking to you on like a Wednesday or Thursday it's going to air this week right

so we're in end of October you met him a year and a half ago right COVID hit in March how long after COVID hit like did you start fooling around with him again and April April or May or like when did you guys pick back up? I think that we stopped during April and part of May and then started back up again. And did you wear masks? Was he protect? Like was there any of that stuff going? Like was there any kind of fear that he would bring something back to his wife?

No. No? No. Didn't, well, it'd be kind of hard. Pointless to wear a mask. Well, you can't. No, I know. But I'm just wondering.

Like, did he worry? Did you guys worry? I mean, you guys don't have. have anything to worry about because, you know, you're a husband and wife. I mean, yeah, I would say that that was probably something that was worrisome, but. But it's not like herpes. You know, I talked to somebody the other day who his wife, I mean, he's cheating on his wife with escorts and he's been seeing them through COVID. And it's kind of not like herpes. Whereas if you get it, I mean, your partner knows you cheated on them, right? Because the only way to get herpes is through sex. Now,

COVID you could get anywhere, right? Just standing next to somebody. He, so it's, not like if he had it, his wife would be like, you're cheating on me, right? I mean, it's not going to, it's not going to give it away what he's doing, you know? Right. Because he still goes to work and, you know, there's still. Yeah, he could just say he got a story. So you guys have been fine. You haven't been sick, but you've been seeing him through COVID.

Now, when did you decide to throw the condoms out the window, though? Like, what was that conversation like? Was it from the get-go? Like the second or third time. He said, I don't want to. have to wear it and he said okay so oh you said you don't have to wear it was you right did not maybe i asked you that before already um so you see and what and how long does he stay for like what's his uh what's his window of opportunity like during the day they usually about an hour and a half

and do you jones for him all week or you like after the three days goes by is there like another build up do you jones for him like you know because you have like a whole week to wait and you're kind of like into him. Are you, can you not wait for that day to come and happen? Like, I mean, do you get excited to see him, you know? Oh, yes, definitely. Right. I mean, after he's gone, you know, definitely feels more satisfied that I got my sperm.

Uh-huh. That even seems weird to say. It's true. I know, because your husband, though, explained that you, like, talk to your therapist or somebody about it and they said, oh, like, it's an, oxycodone thing like or what am I saying the right word and I'm thinking oxycodone which is that great you know pain killer but that's not what it is oxy cotton it's like a drug to me right for sure right but somebody told you about other things to do that could increase that right what is

the word the oxy word oxytocin oxytocin oh my god I'm so fucking dumb I said it wrong 10 times all right so oxytocin so somebody told you about other things right that could increase that because you that that's what's making you feel so great, right? And now you're like kissing him and doing other things, right, as well? To increase that or... Well, I always kissed him a lot anyways because we just really, you know, we have the perfect match of chemistry, I think. Uh-huh.

So it's just, you know, the more kissing and foreplay, that kind of increases it for sure. Right. And so that's like it's a really great, that's what makes it so great with you for you. Right. It's like being a teenager when you're in. your 50s. Right. It's like having a new guy. I mean, that's what you and your husband allow for, because you guys open up the relationship. I mean, you're able to, you know, you've been with the same guy for 20-something years, you know, but you get to have these new relationships, right? That give you

that feeling of being younger and all that stuff. So, I mean, I think, you know, that's really great. I don't think a lot of women would, you know, do it, right? But, I mean, maybe they would cheat. I don't know. They're very lucky. But if they did, they'd be going, man, I should have done this a long time ago. Right. You're here to say, right?

Do any of your girlfriends know? No. Does any of his guy friends? I mean, or is this something very, you know, it's discreet between us. And now at these swingers clubs that you go to, are they near your house? Have you ever bumped into anybody that you know? They're not too close to our house. They're in the next city over.

sometimes over the years we have which you know it's not too awkward if you bump into somebody because they're there too right yeah right we might you know have a co-worker that you find out goes there too and that is a little awkward yeah yeah yeah you know we're both if you're both there it's not too awkward right now does he live close to you or far is there any way that you'd ever see him with his wife out and about um didn't live in the next town but yeah it's possible he lives in the next town? Yeah. Right. But it's not far. And so now you're still seeing him. What else about him? What else can you tell us about him and the whole sperm thing for you? Just that I just really like it. It's really had an effect on me. I'm pretty sure it makes me really hyper horny. Yeah. It increased your

menstrual cycle, right? Didn't you get pregnant by him? I don't know for sure about that. So. because your husband told me that. Nothing that, you know, ever would have lasted more than a day, maybe. Yeah, yeah, chemical pregnancy. But why did your husband think you were pregnant? Well, I did take a presidency test and it did, I think I had a very faint line. But, you know, I'm pretty old now. So I don't think I would stay. Yeah, that's a thing. Right. Yeah. I tried to, I, well, I had a baby when I was way older, you know. So I did a lot of IVs and IuIs. And even when I was in my early 40s, it was, way hard to have. So when you're in your 50s, and you're forgetting your period, listen, you still have fucking eggs, right? And they're coming down. So the problem with the eggs, though, or that they're 50 years old, right? Right. They're not good. Right. They could, right,

they could meet a sperm and it could, you know, you could get pregnant, quote unquote, or they could fertilize, but the likelihood of that actually creating a healthy baby that lasts, you know, doesn't. So you probably had a chemical pregnancy, you know, which is the ones that just go away really quickly. I mean, I think people, women have those all the time. Even young women have chemical pregnancies, you know, and a lot of times if you don't take a test, you just would never even know, you know, because it happens like in the first week or two, right? But so you just like missed a period or something? Like, why did you take the pregnancy test? Oh, well, no. I, I don't think I missed it. Maybe, maybe a little bit late. Right. And so, but why did you take the pregnancy test?

I guess because I was late and wanted to see. And so there was like a faint line. Does your husband get off on all of this stuff? Yes, he does. He does? Yes. And now, does he ever have any other fantasies that, like, I mean, he likes that you not use a condom, right? He would like more of you with guys separately.

Does he want you to have more variety or is he down with just like, is this the only guy that you see right now? Yes, it's pretty much the only guy. See, he definitely, I think, would want me to be more outgoing and meet more guys. Like some of your other callers. Right. Yeah, I know. He brought up Molly and some people write that are really like it, right? Yeah.

But maybe you're just not wired that way, you know? I'm not wired that way. I mean, I do like sex. Yeah. And I don't, having sex with a stranger really is not something that interests me. Yeah, I totally agree. As a woman, I prefer, even when I wasn't in relationships and if I just wanted to get laid, like I preferred to, I would always have like long-term booty calls, you know, somebody that I could,

I knew I could be with, I knew that was good and bad, whatever, you know, and I would just be with that person and I felt comfortable with them and I didn't need a lot of variety, nor did I want it, nor did I find that, you know, just screwing someone that I didn't know at all wasn't interesting to me in the slightest. though some women do. It's just not that exciting. It's just kind of going through the motions. And, you know, maybe the next time might be if there was some kind of connection. Yeah, right.

For the first time, you know, it's awkward to me. Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Most of the time it's awkward, except for this particular. Yeah, because you had chemistry. I mean, you had that, right? You probably had that with your husband, too. After 22 years, you're still going to, like, enjoy sex with them. But, you know, it's hard to get back that feeling.

I mean, you even said it's like being a teenager again, right? It's that newness, that thing that, you know, goes away in time, sometimes, you know, but it takes a while, right? Because, and plus you don't see him every day. You're not in a regular, like, everyday relationship with him. So I think that chemistry like that can last with somebody way longer, right? If you're just seeing them once a week. You don't get used to it and it's just. It's still like brand new, right?

Really good. Yeah, you kind of have. have like the best of both worlds. Does your husband ever join in or is he always just strictly watching? He usually is just watching. Sometimes he will. And when he joins in, what's going down? Like are you blowing him?

They just take turns. Right. Mm-hmm. And do you like that? Yeah. Right? I do. And now when he's not, you know, taking turns, is he jerking off when he's watching?

No. Well, I mean, a little bit, maybe. Maybe a little, but not full on. So he just gets hard and horny and then when the guy leaves, he sort of gets off, I guess, with you. Right. I don't know. Why is that? I would think that that's what a guy would be doing, like if he's watching because he'd be so horny that he'd have to jerk off.

I don't know. Well, I think he's saving it. You know, he doesn't want to, you know, get too fast. Right, right, right. So he's saving it so that when that guy leaves or when that guy's taking a nap or whatever in between. I mean, he could take care of business and then, you know, he goes. So he's cool with the fact that you have all this chemistry and everything with this guy that is new. Well, I guess he's cool with it.

Yeah. He doesn't seem to want me to stop doing it. Yeah. I mean, listen, I get the sense that he was very proud of you and what you guys do and, you know, what's going on with you and wanted to share it with all my listeners, right? So it's not like it bothers him. Yeah, it's not like he's hiding it since he did want me to call. So. Yeah, he's like, she's really nervous.

I was like, tell her not to be nervous. I do think, like, I wish you would have given more details. Like, I'm trying to, like, it's, you know, it's squeezing stuff out of you. But I do think it's a different, it's always a little bit different when I talk to women than men as far as, like, details. And the guys always want more, but the women don't, I don't think women communicate like the same way guys do. You know what I mean? It's just the way that it goes. You know, is there anything else you want to add that I haven't covered?

No. I think that's it now. You know, it's mostly just about the sperm and the attraction to the guy who's given me the sperm. Right. And the addiction kind of, like, I mean, you know. Definitely addiction to it. I definitely don't want it to go away. Right.

Because you're getting like high from. him, right? And then after it dissipates after three days, I would assume you're like waiting for your next fix. Yes. And I think even the kissing with the saliva probably has an effect also. Right. For sure. The blending of all that stuff. Right. And adding it in. So you're still getting full on periods and that's not changing. Sometimes it's not as regular. Yeah. But, you know, for my age, you know, I probably should have stopped having them already. Yeah, I think the average age, because I'm doing a whole thing with perimenopause, there's the average age of full menopause is 51, but there's always going to be people that go,

you know, a little before or later. I mean, there's all different times. It could be any different time. But it's interesting that you felt like you were really headed in that direction and that you feel like this stop that and put it on pause, right? And I wonder, I'm going to Google after we get off the phone and I'm going to post some stuff that I look at that. You know, did you go Googling to find out if all of this stuff is true? Yes, we looked on YouTube and we found some scientific type people that have done studies about, you know, men's sperm and what effect it has on women.

Right. You know, to the point where some doctors, you know, say that they try to synthesize it or something and put it in. medication for women for depression. Oh, wow. It's got properties in it that make people feel better, which makes sense because your body is going to want it. Right. Because, you know, that's what we're for her to have babies. Yeah, yeah, that's super interesting.

So any girl that's listening to that's kind of depressed or any guy that has like a really depressed girlfriend, especially now with COVID, I think there's a lot of people that are depressed. Like, just go jizz inside of them and see if it makes them feel bad. That's feel better. You know what I mean? Right. Or just at least think about the difference. Right. You may not notice it.

Right. But maybe it is. You know, maybe, you know, I don't know. I think it's a really interesting fact. I could see it being, I mean, it makes sense that there would be some truth to that. You know, I'm going to do my own Googling. But anyway, Donna, right? Donna.

Donna. Thanks so much for calling in and sharing your story. I'm going to air it this Sunday. So, you know, listen. It's, yeah, this Sunday. So hopefully you enjoy it. Thank you for calling in and sharing your story. It was super interesting.

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