Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 365 - Gangbang Christine Married the Guy she Met at her Gangbang

Episode Date: December 7, 2020

Former guest, Ganbang Christine wound up hooking up with the guy (episode #277) she met at her gangbang (episode #276) and now they're married. How did they go from being fuck buddies to being married? What kinds of kinky things do they engage in now? Are they monogamous with each other? Or do they have an open marriage? Tune in to hear all the details which include the threesome they had before they were married, what exactly ent down at that threesome, the women he hooks up with now and how and why it turns her on, how they feel about gangbangs now, why her new nickname is Deep Throat Christine, how she gets along with her ex husband now and a whole lot more. To see anonymous pics of Christine + pics of other past & future guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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but you still want to be anonymous. You could do that through my Patreon out well. As well, go to patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast maybe and click on. and then sign up. Today I have on Christine, gang bang, Christine, which is major that I have her on. Because when I posted all my videos on YouTube, I didn't even look at it for like a year. I forgot I was just like sending all my podcasts to YouTube and not really tending to it or knowing. But like Christine's episodes went viral.

I mean, she's got like over 100,000 views on one of them. and she wound up calling in three times. I call her gang bang Christine because her first episode she called in to talk about the gang bang she had with five black guys, four black guys. I used the word black in my episode. I talk about this. I'm going to get a real problem. But it was very specific. She was a white woman that was married and wanted to fuck a bunch of black guys.

And that's exactly what she did. We talked about it. People loved her episode. It is by far the most downloaded episode I've ever had. And then she called in two times after and things went. Things really changed for her. It was really super interesting. We talk all about that.

I give the backstory on all her episodes. So if you want to go listen to me, you don't want any spoilers. Just fast forward through the beginning of the podcast, like the first maybe seven minutes or five minutes, right? I give the backstory on where Christine is because we wind up, what we do on this episode is there's an update with Christine. And it turns out that she wound up getting married to one of the guys who showed up for that gang bang. Now, in our previous episode, she was like banging. him right after the gang bang but i was like oh this is never going to fucking last right right but she's actually married to him how did she get married to the guy that she went at the gang

bang well she talks all about it how did they go from being like just fuck buddies like i said or go from the gang bang to fuck buddies to living together and having like a really great marriage uh she explains that she also explains how they have an open relationship where he's allowed to go fuck other people she's down with it she's not only okay with it she also gets turned on by it. We talk about that. They had a threesome together. She's not interested in being with anybody else anymore. He totally satisfies her. There's no more gang-banging going on with Christine, but she does deep-throat. I was like, I could maybe give you the name deep-throat Christine now.

Because, you know, her guy, we talk about how big as dick is and what she does with it and what she can do with it. And one of the things is she loves to give blow jobs and she could deep-throat and she deep-throats him. So we talk about that. We talk about the threesome that they had with another woman. We talk about the couples he's had sex with that he goes back and talks to her about and all that kind of good stuff. So

sit back, relax, and I'm going to be right back on with another great episode from Gang Bang Christine. Hey, Christine, the famous gang bang Christine. I mean, that's going to be in your title. It's going to be gang gang, Christine is back.

I will forever be known as Gang Bang Christine. Yeah, I'm so excited to you back on because you know since you were on years ago right how many years has it been since we last spoke i think it's been like oh my gosh i think we last spoke the beginning of 2017 or the end of 2017 maybe right so well 2016 so we're looking at like four years yeah so a long time ago right and i mean what i loved about your episode and i think what draws people in so much because listen, your episode is by far 100% out of 300 and almost 60 episodes that I have the most number one downloaded episode ever.

Not only on YouTube, everybody could see how much they've been downloaded, but I could see on my stats too of my podcast. And on YouTube, what's really interesting is I get a lot of comments. And we'll get into that because there's, you know, men get very triggered by, my female callers. And maybe women would get triggered too by like guys calling in to talk about stuff, but maybe it's not so many women are listening to my show.

I don't know, but I definitely feel like when I have a woman on, guys come on and comment and they get really, they criticize a lot. They do it, they did it to me when I started my episode, my show. You know, they would send me emails, giving me advice and telling me what I was wrong.

And I just think that there's something about that whole thing that goes on, that dynamic, right? but I think a big, more of a reason of why your show was so controversial, but also so great to me was that it really was like, it had a beginning, a middle, and an end, at least for that time period, right? It started off, like, you called in, and I'm going to give people a little backstory.

Now, if you have not listened to Gang Bang Christine's first three episodes, you need to go back and listen. It doesn't matter if you're going to hear a lot of it now. It's still fucking fascinating because the first, time I talked to you, you were a woman who was married. You wanted to, and you told your husband about it, right? You put an ad out. You wanted to have a gang bang with black eyes. Now, I put black guys in the title and somebody really flipped out on that. But that was very specific. Like, that's what you were specifically looking for. Right? You were a white woman married. You wanted to have a

gang bang with a couple black eyes. You did with five of them, I think. Right. And then I had you four. Yeah. Four. Okay, so if people want to hear all about that, it's salacious, it's hot, people love that fucking episode. So I'm like, I got to get her back on, right? I got you back on. And then the second episode, which I loved, went in a totally different direction. And that's what I love about doing my show and getting on the phone with people, and especially people numerous times because there was so many other layers that I uncovered, right, that I had no idea. I thought I was going to get on the phone and hear another, uh,

story about sex, right, or like a lot of other sexual things. And it turned into an episode all about you and your husband and your guy's marriage and what was going on there as well as the fact that you had started seeing somebody and copping feelings to one of the guys at the gang being, right? And now I'm giving it all the way. So if anyone wants to, you just wants to hear, you know, fast forward through these spoilers. It's going to be a couple minutes, right? I just want to give the backstory.

And then, so that was like what the fuck. And it was so interesting because there were so many more layers to what was going on between you and your husband and you personally as your own person and him personally as his own person. And like I said, the both of you as a couple that sort of probably led to the fact that you wanted to go and do this gang bang, right? If anyone was like kind of curious about it, you get way more details about what was really going on in that second episode. And it was more intense and I loved it. And then you emailed me a little while. and was like, oh my God, my marriage is like fucking out the window, right? So then we did a third one and that's called

Gang Bang Christine's marriage is totally over, right? And that got even more deeper into the dysfunction that was going on in that marriage, right? And, you know, and where you guys were heading. What was, we talked a lot about the status of the guy that you were seeing. I'm going to give what I remember as my prediction of what was going to happen and then we're going to talk about what actually fucking happened right because this is

like the part four to a really interesting fascinating story so like I said anybody that wants to hear what happened before this update go listen to those three episodes because they're fucking great but most people have listened to them already but what happened when you told me that you were seeing that other guy I was kind of like you're just a side piece right

like I mean that's going to be something that happens you know, he met you at a gang bang. I mean, I don't remember expressing myself this way, but the gist of it was, right, that this is going to be maybe a temporary thing, a rebound. He's, you know, just wants sex with you. You were copping feelings for him. And that's where we left it off, right? Because there were so many other things to unpack.

Yes. But let me just tell the audience, before I hit record, you were like, oh, yeah, I'm hiding in my room talking away from my husband. And I was like your husband. Ben, like, who the fuck are you married to? Because I know you said something about the guy from the gang bang that you started to see would come on with you today. So I'm assuming you're married to that guy. Yes.

No. Listen, I love being wrong. Okay? Like, I was 100% wrong, right? Like, wasn't that my tone to you or, like, wasn't that what I thought, right? Yeah. I thought you were going to be right, too, because, you know, I kind of. He was seeing somebody else.

You know, he was not exclusive with anyone, but he had sort of seen somebody else fairly regularly. And, you know, the way that we met was so different than typical relationships. Yeah. And, you know, I was married. So there was like this barrier for us, right? Like there's just, you don't fall for somebody that you meet in a gay way. And you don't fall for somebody who's married. So, you know, I kind of went on with my life.

You know, my husband and I obviously at that time got divorced. And I went on with, you know, we still spent weekends together. But he had another woman during the week. And I was like, you know what? I need to do what makes me happy and get out of this marriage. And if he's somebody that I still see, that's great. But if not, he has shown me that I deserve more from a partner than what I have. Right. So that's kind of the, that was kind of where my mind was when my husband and I split and I, you know, we moved out of our house and, you know, at the same time, you know, he and I still spent weekends together and we were. Remind me really quickly. Remind me of whether that other girl, the week, during the week girl, like did she know about you or did she think she was exclusive? She didn't expressly know about me. Okay. He never said,

anything to her, but she did know that he worked with me on the weekend, or with a woman on the weekend. Okay, but did she think she was like his real girlfriend? Yes. Okay. So he was cheating on her with you? Yeah. Yeah.

Okay. But I predated her. So it was just, it was a weird situation. It's funny because I walked into a restaurant once, and there he was with her. Oh, my God. You know, and there was once when we were headed out for a weekend and she was in the car behind us. I mean, it was kind of, it was kind of funny. Like, you know, and I, we had to have a conversation like this, you know, we can't be, this could be dangerous for us, you know.

Like, so that was the beginning of 2017. And so my husband and I officially split and I, I, I went on Tinder and I'm like, I'm just going to, meet from other guys because I want to know if the feelings that I feel for this guy are because he was so new and exciting if they're lustful or and if I'm going to feel that same way with somebody else you know I kind of wanted to like I just wanted to see what else was out there and see valid and compare the feelings yeah totally valid because sometimes you think like like maybe you're just crushing on someone because you really want a relationship but It's not about really that person, right?

It's just the thought of being with somebody, the companionship. But there could be maybe a better match out there. Correct. Or just something that makes you feel even close. Then, like, okay, so maybe this isn't just this person. It's my, it's on me. It's my feelings. And so I went on a lot of yucky first dates.

Like, just a lot of, like, going in the bar and, like, these dudes. Oh, my God, there's nothing worse than dating. Creepy. Yeah. Oh, there was one that, there was one that. I had fun with, you know, that we, um, he's, he's traveling too. So it was just kind of like chance. Um, we, we actually still text each other from time to time. Um, but there was nothing that came close. And so we spent 2017, most of like until late summer, we were kind of just, you know,

I was doing my thing and running my business. And he was still with this other woman during the We coming with me on weekends, we kind of just stayed doing that. What I will say, the best part of that part of our relationship was that there were just zero expectations. Right. I was never going to be expecting him to be with me full time. I had zero expectations of any kind of commitment. He had the same from me. So we were just kind of freed of that, I guess if that makes sense.

Yeah, totally. I understand that. Yeah. And it just made it a much more. transparent and just a really honest relationship. The other thing that we, that kind of, and again, we met in a really strange way, but what that did for us was we both met doing something that was really pretty kinky, like pretty nasty, how many people get gangbanged and how many people participate in gangbains,

not many. So we met. No, that's why it's so popular your episode. Like it's the real deal You know what I mean It's fucking real People need to listen to that episode And so the fact that we met in that way

Really removed this barrier Of our dirty selves Right Yeah it was all exposed You guys were completely real So it was like if you were gonna cop feelings for him Or he was gonna cop feelings for you You really knew

Who you were copping feelings for Right And I'm copying feelings for a dude That may wanna fuck other women from time to time. And he's copying feelings for somebody who wanted to get four dicks at once. So where do we go with that? Yeah.

You know? Yeah. And it's funny because like when I was first considering a big gaming, I may have told you this, like I was kind of like, okay, what's my next going to be? Right. I want 10 dicks. I want to see how, you know, how many hours I can go. And that really kind of went away.

And I think you've spoken on your podcast before about women being comfortable in monogamy me and with one dick. And as long as it's satisfying my needs, like, I don't need anything else. Right. For him, you know, for him, I know that he might need some different pussy from time of time. And that's all it is. And so meeting in that context really set up a very honest, transparent relationship.

Right. Not to say that there haven't been, you know, occasional times where I haven't been included or, you know, he hasn't known things. I mean, of course, it's a relationship. There's not always going to be always 100% all the time. But for the most part, we've been in an extremely open, honest relationship. And the way that it started kind of led it to the point where late 2017, the other woman was out of the picture.

And, you know, I was making some decisions on where I was going to live. and, you know, what I was going to do next. And it was kind of like, well, do we do this together or do we not? Because, you know, we need to be free to be able to see other people or find another person. And did he know you were dating? Like, would you go back and tell him about like this guy that you met or anything? Or did you keep it on the down there? I kept it.

I told them. I said, I want to see what else is, you know, I'm not going to be exclusive with you. You're not exclusive with me. Yeah. So there might be some other people. but it wasn't like I would come back and report. You know, I'm not, you know, that was not part of the part of it. No, I think that that's good because I think once you start doing that,

it's like it keeps it more as like a friend thing. You know what I mean? It could like tarnish a kind of romance if you want that to grow between you guys. So now that other girl's out the picture and then how does it, how do you guys start to get closer? It involved another woman. Okay. Let's go there.

What does that mean? Well, so we kind of made this choice, right? Like, we made this choice, and then we had already planned to have. What, to move? Is that what the choice was? Like, yeah, to move in together. It's kind of like, okay, we're going to be official now, right? So, and then the next weekend, we had, we already had plans with this other woman that we knew to come and join us for the weekend.

How did that go down? How did that happen? Well, I don't remember. Had you ever been with other women before? Not naked. Okay. Like I've made out, I made out with them. Right, right.

Like drunken kind of thing. Yeah, never in like a really sexual way. And so, you wanted to. Yeah. Yeah, I'm totally open. Like, if it feels, if it feels good, I'm, I'm down. You know. So we had kind of talked about it and we were laughing and like, let's just do it, you know.

And so this was before we decided that we were going to be before I knew that things were not going well with the other woman. He kept that fairly private as well. Yeah. Part of it was my, I don't want to necessarily hear about it all either. So we had invited this person to come. Who was she? Was she like your good friend? Was she someone that you found through a site?

Somebody that he knew. Okay. Somebody that he had had a previous relationship with, but long over. Right. So she came up and we all got, we got naked and had a three-sum. and the exact moment when he, and here's the thing, like he thought I had always been kidding about or just saying that I'm okay with him getting other pussy, you know, that I'm okay with that type of situation.

He thought I had been kidding until I had his balls in my mouth when he had his dick and another woman. Right, right. And you're right in front of you. And you were cool with it? Let me ask you this. Were you not only cool with it was, were you also turned on by it? Absolutely.

Yeah. I mean, I get off. Like, he's got like a regular person, not a regular. I shouldn't say regular. It's like every few months when he'll see this person. And I get off on it. Like, yeah. This guy has really great dick.

I'm kind of the one that's saying, you know, in control of like being okay with it or not okay with it. And yeah, you can have him every now and then, but he's mine. Right. But you like to hear the stories. like he goes in banks and he comes back and brings it to you. Yeah. And I,

I, I, you know, I'll ask him what he did while he's fucking me and it turns me on. Right. So. And now how did you like being with that girl? Yourself?

I enjoyed it. Like I'm not going to go out and be with another girl alone. Uh-huh. A lot of it has to do with I like to, I like to please him and he reciprocates. Yeah. You know, like it's a very,

I don't know. I enjoy pleasing him. I enjoy pleasing him with another woman. Right. So it's more about him. But like did you go down on her? Did she go? Did you do everything that you could do with a woman?

We didn't do that. No? No. We like, nope, we didn't. He did on both of us. Okay. So you were like you guys were with him together. Yeah.

Yeah. Okay, cool. And and and, and, I mean, we made out. Yeah. Suck tities, you know, played with each other like that. You know, and again, I'm all about feeling good. Yeah. I would rather suck a day.

though. And I don't mind sucking a dick after he's been inside her either. Like, that's fine. Right. So you did all that kind of stuff. Yeah. Yep. So, and that's when he knew. He was like, oh, maybe you are okay. You know, like, it was just like this kind of like light bulb that was like she really is okay. And I think a lot of, a lot of it is he's used to women that are jealous, that are, that are, you know, that don't say the truth because they're afraid. of what the dude's going to say or think. Yeah. But again, the way that we met and the way that our relationship involved, kind of took that away. Yeah, you never had to hide that side of yourself. No. But you also, though, had other things going on for,

because you guys are married now, right? So you guys obviously had the other pieces of the pie that go into having a full relationship with someone, right? Yeah. But I think a big thing, and I think it's the basis of my show, is that one of the pieces of the pie is, you know, the sex life, right? And being intimate with your partner.

And a lot of times that piece of pie is like muddied because people can't be really upfront with what they're into and stuff because of how they feel the other person will feel about it. But like you said, that was off the table, you know. Yeah. I mean, listen, it's like it, I would, in most cases, like you would think on paper if you didn't know what happened, you know, that this would not be something that would lead to a real relationship and then a marriage, you know, but you're here to say that it did. And it's interesting,

and that's what's so fascinating about it, you know, because I have to say, and I'll get right back, I'll get back to the story. If people are saying they know I interrupt and whatever, but I'm, I, know where we were at. But I have to say that on your videos on YouTube, you've got millions of comments on there, you know, and a lot of guys. really were horrified by what you did to your husband, that you wanted to have a gang bang. But you were, you know, what I always say to them, it's like you were very upfront about it.

Yeah, there was other things going on under the surface. And we got to that right. But I think both of you weren't really being honest about that. Both of you, not just you, you know what I mean? And not just him. I mean, you were both equally like going yourself. separate ways. You were both equally going through changes and going through shit. But you were somewhat honest with how you thought you guys both felt. He thought he was fine with it. You thought

this is what you wanted to do and stay with him. You know what I mean? And that's, but a lot of people don't understand that. That's why I'm always like, listen to the fucking other episodes and really like listen. And that's why I love doing my show and really talking to people because you get, there's so much more that goes into a story than, oh, someone had a gang bang and now she's married to him. Like how the fuck does that happen? You know what I mean? But it does happen. It happens here.

And the details are what is important of why it did work for you guys. And one of it is like you said that, you know, you guys were really open about who you were. And it wasn't a ruse. Like you didn't have a gang bang to get him. You didn't know. You didn't go into the gang bang thinking you're going to wind up with your second husband. I mean, no way. You did it because that's where you're at.

Yeah. We laugh about it all the time. In fact, he doesn't even like to talk about how we met because, like, he doesn't like to think of me in that way anymore. But I'm like, I tell him, like, unless we, if we hadn't met, well, first of all, that's why we met. But if we hadn't met in that way, we wouldn't be where we are because you would still be worried that I'm really not cool with the way that you are. You never would have told me. I mean, there's just so many things that got out of the way. Yeah, you might have not been comfortable telling him you wanted to have a three-sense.

and, you know, stuff like that for sure. So wait, so now you've had this threesome with that girl. He was like, okay, she's down. So then did it start to get, I mean, you're living together. So it's obviously now you're in a committed relationship, right? Yeah, we actually weren't living together. We had about four months. Oh, okay.

And where we were still with the girl, right? When you were. Not anymore. Okay. Not anymore. So we were both living separately because we had both separated from our, you know, significant others. Yeah. You know, previously.

we started spending more time together. He has kids, so we had to take that pretty easy and slow just to make sure that, you know, there was time to adjust. Really cognizant about kids. That's like a big thing. We want to make sure that everything's done right by them. So January 2018, I guess January 2018, I think, or 2017. I don't even remember the day. Yeah.

It was twice. Anyway, we moved in. We moved back in. We moved in together. So, and then it was about a year and a half before we actually got married. We just eloped, which was wonderful. So, yeah, it's been a wild ride. And, you know, we're pretty settled into our day to day.

It's funny. But in the last probably five, four, five months, my ex-husband and I have become a lot more friendly. he's been open to being communicating with me and we've been you know we've been friends and of course the guys he's totally you know my husband's totally fine with that he knows he knows the deal so I love that because I have to tell you and I am going to cut you off there because I have to tell you a lot of people really felt bad for him and saw him as the victim in that scenario and I if you go in my comments I always said like listen like you don't know what's going on with them now. I'm sure so many years later eventually people move on and they're happier and stuff.

I know that when you look at, you know, a story like in one place where, oh, things just ended, you know what I mean? And this is terrible and everything. But like five years down the line or a couple years down the line, most of the time, like people are in better places. Like bad things happen so that people could grow and move on. But that's the bigger picture, you know, and that's what I always say. So one of my questions was going to be to what is the status with that. And I, because that's what I always believe that you guys were, you know, moving in different directions. It had to happen. Things like that have to be messy, okay?

I'm sorry. Like it would be weird if it wasn't. You cried on that last episode. I mean, this was not an easy thing. Like, I mean, this was, you know, it was like a bad car crash, right? It was bad. But, you know, it was coming, right? And it was something that was better for the both of you.

Yeah, it was years and years. I mean, we were married like before things imploded for seven years, surprise, surprise. But I would say the first year was good. Yeah. And that was it. Uh-huh. And so much of it came down to my business and I travel a lot. Yeah.

And he wasn't comfortable with that. And I'm not comfortable in a desktop. Right, right. I'm not comfortable in a day to day. And that was where the real struggle was. That's a compatibility problem, right? And that's not going to go away. Yeah, and I'm going to be unhappy doing anything else,

and he's going to be unhappy with me doing that. Right, so you both needed to be with other people, right? Yeah. That's what it was. And I'm happy that, because that's the way I think stories end eventually, and the way that it should go, and that's the way life works. It's not the movies where immediately you're happy and you get over it and stuff, but like years later, and you guys don't have kids,

So you guys could never talk to each other, but the fact that your friends is great. Yeah, I'm honestly very surprised. You know, it was, it was, it was not a very, it was, obviously it was very messy. And a lot of things happened. And I, I, um, I texted them, you know, on Thanksgiving, just saying, I'm really thankful that you are in my life as a friend because we have a history and, you know, we had some, we had good times. And I'm grateful for that. And he's like, shit happens. he's like why throw everything away.

Right. Yeah, that's awesome. Yeah, you were with him for a reason. And sometimes when that reason goes away, like, you know, the romance and that kind of stuff, but the friendship could still be there. I'm friends with like every single one of my exes, almost, all of them. And it's because, like, I like something about them. Like, most of them didn't work out because I didn't like them romantically.

Like, we were not well-suited. But I like them enough to hang out with them for a year. year or two years, whatever it is. So obviously, I like them and they're like my friends. You know, not everyday friends or whatever, but, you know, you have good feelings for them and everything's cool no matter what happened. Even my boyfriend's did the worst things to me. I can get past it.

I understand this story more than I understand those people out there that are still holding a grudge to somebody from 10 fucking years ago. Yeah. Yeah. It's not worth it. The only person you're hurting is yourself when you hold a grudge like that. No, but it's also. Right, but it's also, but what I think, though, is also more important is that I think we're all here to, like, learn and grow as people, right?

And I think that really horrible things, at least for me, every single horrible things, and I've had horrible things happen to me, right? Have happened to me when I look in the rear view mirror for the better. Oh, yeah. I am so thankful. You know, there are times where I'm so sad or I'm not as sad as I used to be, but when we were, you know, weren't, when we weren't as cool, there were times when I would get sad or I would feel guilty. And, you know, my current husband was like, you've got to let it go. Yeah.

You have to let it go. How is he, though, now? As far as. As like, is he in a relationship? Is he married? Does he have kids? Anything? Nope.

He has a really good friend who's a woman, but she's a lesbian. Okay. But they spend a lot of time together. and I guess they're attracted the same type of woman. So they, I don't know if they're each other's wing people, but they, I mean, like, they'll spend holidays together. And so I'm just, I'm thankful that he has someone, regardless of what the status of her relationship is.

Is there any way he could be gay? I don't think so. Right. I don't think so. But maybe he's with her and spending all the time, like, because that's like a very safe kind of thing. Maybe he's just not really ready for. a real relationship yet, right? So that's like the perfect thing.

That's the way I see it. Yeah. That's the way I see it. But I'm really grateful that he has someone in his life like that, you know, because he needs, we all need someone. You know, we get lonely. But it's great that he got past it too and he's able to be cool with you. He knows you're with the guy from the gang bang.

Yeah. Yeah. It took me a lot of telling him that we got married. That was tough for me. How was it for him? he was like okay well congratulations and I'm like are you okay he's like why wouldn't I be and I was like oh that was a lot easier than I thought right he's moved on I think I think he may have been a little a little stung um but it wasn't nearly as difficult as I thought it was going to be right right right

so he knows that now yep yep he knows that you know I've got step kids and you know the house that we living now is a house that my ex-husband and I built together and I got it in our in our agreement. And, you know, it's, it is what it is. And he's cool. And I'm just really, really grateful for that. Right. Now, let's get back to your guys relationship now. You had that threesome with that girl. And now you guys get together and you get married. Now, what's your sex life like for the past couple years that you've been married? So it's pretty tame. We, um, we, when we were first like before we got married when we were kind of like you know decided to be exclusive we kind of like tested the waters and to see if there were some other couples we might be interested in or you know we met a couple women that were that said that they wanted to be you know in a be with a couple nothing really panned out and then the the more and more we got into our exclusive relationship the more that i realized like i don't really have any desire for anybody else you know on another guy for sure No.

Right. Like, if it came down to it and, like, we found a couple that we enjoyed, like, I might take one for the team. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Or whatever, you know, like, I'm, I'm cool with that. But, you know, the more and more we got into it, he was like, I, he's like, I don't know if I'm comfortable seeing you with another guy. Yeah. And I'm like, I'm totally cool with that. Like, I have zero desire for any other men, which is, you know, he's satisfying everything I need.

And for, again, for women, you have an emotional need. And it's like, I don't, I don't crave anything else. I wasn't getting that kind of satisfaction with my ex-husband, physical or emotional. Right. But he satisfies it all. And so I'm, I, we're just, we're pretty, I'm a pretty, pretty normal, you know. But when did he get this other girl and how did that happen? And what kind of conversations did you have that led to that relationship?

with the, not relationship, you know, but that situation. The woman that he sees every now and then. Yeah. Uh-huh. She goes, she goes back. She's married. Well, like, married for 20-some years. I mean, but how did he bring it up and how did it come? Like, did you, because I would assume,

you know, you guys are open couple. So you had that threesome. At some point, you would have said to him maybe, hey, you know, I don't care of that. I don't want to be with anyone else, but I know you might have needs as a guy. And if you want to, like, what was that conversation? like that's something that we we talked about from the very beginning honestly from from from because he

did have the other woman that he was seeing and it was kind of a joke like you know that he he he had his his his daytime and then his you know his night time or you know his weekend girl and his his like you know weekday um there was some song that was out of the time that was kind of funny um that that went along with that and so you know I knew that he enjoyed having to and I'm I was was, you know, that part didn't bother me at all. Right. Well, I think a lot of women would be the opposite. They would, like, be okay with that situation,

but they would expect it to change when they were the full-time girl. You know what I'm saying? But so you were, you, it didn't change once you started to really, like, move in with him. You didn't feel like, oh, now you're my guy and that's, that's it. No, other girls. Why? Like, here's the question, why? Right.

I know who he is. Yeah. I know who he has always been since the day we met. The number one problem that women have, in my opinion, is trying to change somebody after that, after they've locked them down. Yeah, for sure. A lot of people do that. But also, let me just tell you, the other problem is a lot of guys, you know, show up with a dozen roses and the promise of monogamy and I only want you and I'm never going to, I don't want anybody else. I mean, you know, a lot of times, like guys aren't being honest.

Like, hey, I like to have side pussy. You know, like some guys don't even need that, right? but for the guys that do, they don't lead with that or tell girls. Again, that was never something that was hidden with the two of us, ever. Right. Right. Ever. Right. And so, you know, he, like I knew about this other woman that he says occasionally.

I knew about her before we were exclusive. Oh, okay. So she was always there. Yeah. She was just kind of always, like, I think she goes back years. And literally, like maybe every three to six months, it's not very often. Yeah. And I'm comfortable.

Like, I don't know if I would be as comfortable if it was some single woman. I, you know, and we had this conversation that I know what your relationship with me was like. I know that you had another girlfriend who thought she was your one, you know, that you all were exclusive. So I don't want another Christine. Yeah. You cannot have another Christine. Meaning you, the side version that someone doesn't know about. That I don't know about and that he has feelings for.

Yeah. You know, that is not okay with me. Right. I said, and that was kind of like, if she's a single woman or, like, I need to know this person. If it's, you know, if it's this married woman that's been married 20 years that he goes and sees, you know, every six months, I'm not, I'm cool. Like, I don't care. That's different. You know, that's no threat to taking your guy.

It's just sex and you could see the difference. And I honestly don't think that any single person would be a threat either. I just don't want any drama. Yeah. I don't want somebody to be, you know, to be trying to text me or Facebook me. I don't want that kind of bullshit. Yeah, yeah, yeah. This is just pussy.

And the woman needs to know that. Mm-hmm. And so I don't worry about him because I know him. And, you know, now, I mean, maybe I shouldn't say that because of the way that I was with him. But because of the way that we have been since the beginning, I know that he's going to tell me. Yeah. But I don't trust women for the most part. So I don't, you know, I don't, I don't want him.

He has to like somebody who's fucking, but I don't want him to have a friend, like to have some woman that's also his good friend that he's going to fuck to. Like to me that. Now has he has other women besides this, the married woman or no? Every now and then, like, you know, back when Craigslist was still there, like, it's typically a couple, like a guy, a man of a, a person. husband and wife. And it's kind of their fantasy together that it's like a cuckle, a cuck situation. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Uh-huh. Like if you're, I'm sure you're, you're familiar and your fans are familiar with that. Yeah. So, and I'm totally fine with that. Like I have zero problem with that kind of situation because it's typically, you know, once or a couple times and, you know,

it's just come back my wife and leave. Yeah. And then he comes back to you with that story and you find it hot. yeah absolutely you know because again I know what good dick he has and it makes it hot knowing how he gets another woman off

because chances are her husband's probably not doing it right so it's like right so you get off on that like feeling like your husband is the guy you've got the fucking hot guy with the big dick yeah right yeah absolutely and you know and there's like

you know there are definitely like some some like the discretion part has to be there like you know there's a lot of different you know not let me say ground rules we don't really have any specific ground rules but we know the expectations of how those kinds of things are going to go so well you do have some rules i mean the rules are like he can't cop feelings it can't be someone you don't know about right i mean and i think most people have rules you know maybe 10 years from now you don't have any rules you won't need them right because it's yeah but i think it's it's boundary Yeah, boundary.

Right. That's a better word for it. And what's nice is that we travel a lot. So most of the places where we travel, you know, if we're going to try and get something together there, it's not someone that's going to be in our backyard. Right. So when you go away with him, he'll like look online or something. Yeah. We look together.

Like, honestly, it is my fantasy to set him up with somebody he doesn't know, like to find someone and to just have them meet him. Like go knock on the door. I've got you. I've got you something. She's coming. Right. And how come you just haven't been able to set that up yet? No.

Like we've been trying. Right. There's, you know, I've put ads out and they get a lot of time they get flagged and taken down. Right. You know, I respond to ads. I haven't gotten anything back yet, you know, whether it's a couple or just a woman. Uh-huh. But, you know, a lot of them, like there have been several couples that he's spoken to, they don't

believe them. They don't believe that I'm okay. Hey. He's like, she will FaceTime you. She will talk to you, whatever you need. And they just, they think that he's a single guy or that, no, that he's married and he's trying to cheat. And so And they're not into that. Yeah, it's a tough. Yeah, but he has

been able to hook up with a bunch of couples. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Here and there. Yep. And have you, do you go online with him and like look at their pictures as he show you stuff like that, right? Like you want the visual. Yeah, I do. I want to know. I mean, I don't have to know, but I'd like to know. And, you know, if it works out for me to meet them before anything happens, that's even better because it makes me feel better about it. Right.

And now, is there a certain type of woman, like, let you prefer him to be with or anything like that as far as, like, if you were going to go looking for somebody? Who would you look for? I'd probably look for an older, married white woman, honestly. Right. I would be, I'm, you know, finding somebody that I feel like needs it. Yeah. More than, more than some single hot woman. Yeah, yeah.

He really, he loves natural bodies and he's, he loves older women, like not, you know, not grandmas, but he loves women that are his same age. Like, we're not out there looking for the beauty queen. We're looking for someone real. Right. So, how old are you guys? We're mid-40s. Mid-40s. mid-40s, right? Early mid-40s. Right. Okay. So you're looking for who around your same age, but married for sure, right?

Not always. Yeah. I'll go on, you know, like the guys searching for men and I'll just try and like read through. And you can typically tell by the way somebody writes an ad what you're kind of, I guess, what they're about. Yeah. So, but again, it hasn't worked yet. So and it's, I don't know if it worked better if he responds or if it's me because I typically respond. He's like, He's like, I want you to respond. I want you to talk to this person so you're comfortable before I even talk to them. Yeah. So, but, you know, he goes on too. Like, I know he goes on and, you know, sends messages. And, again, we're very honest about and open about what we're doing. So, but, you know, it hasn't worked yet.

And I think, I don't think people believe us. But it's worked with a couple of couples, right? He has found some couples, right? It's more the girl, the single girl, like the girl solo that you want to make. happen, right? Yeah. That hasn't happened. But he still has his woman that he sees. Now, she knows about you, I'm assuming. Why wouldn't she? Yeah. And she's, I mean, and it's been a while with her. Yeah. You know, schedules and, you know, lives are getting in the way. And coronavirus, they also put a halt to a lot of things. So have you ever mad at her? I have not. Right. Okay.

Nope. But again, like, she predates me. So I'm, and I'm, I'm cool. Like, I'm, comfortable. I'm not worried by any means. Right. So the only reason why you would want to meet somebody else maybe beforehand is just to make sure that they're not going to be after your guy or something, right? That was that. Is that the reason? Not even that. Like, I know that if they're after him, that he wouldn't engage in that. I don't want them to be a problem for me. Right. Oh, okay. I get it. You know, like I don't want some woman to be thinking that she can try and take him or creating any drama with. me. I just don't need that in my life.

Like, don't be texting him if you're having a fight with your husband. Don't be trying to, you know, say shit to me about him. I know that you're, that you've done this, that you all, you know, have done this. And that's, that's what I want. I just, I don't want any kind of problems. Where does he fuck that woman when he does bang or? Like, where do they do at her house? Her house.

Yeah. And the other couples, has he ever. done it at your house or is it always he goes to them or they go to a hotel it's hotel hotels and it's yeah and and like there are times when we travel a little more locally where it might be we might have a hotel for a night or something but yeah it's never i have a pretty it's another one of our ground rules unless i'm here i don't want anybody at our house right not not when you're not home but let me ask you this because you said earlier like the one of the problems with your husband with that you traveled a lot right so this guy is very different i mean

he goes with you yeah yeah yep i um i i have a very successful business uh-huh and it's your own business my own business uh-huh and um it requires a lot of travel and he is secure enough with who he is to not to be okay with me being the breadwinner he still he still works part-time and you know does his thing when we're home. But our main focus is my, is my business and running my business and, you know, as best as I can, which involves him being with me because it's a, it's a really weird thing that I do. And I like having something with me. It would get really lonely if he wasn't.

So. Well, that's what happened in your first marriage. That's why I'm like, I'm glad to see that there is that difference, right? That and that's going to be, because listen, you said that was the reason why it didn't work out with your last. something right so you know if you were doing that same thing you'd be probably headed for you know maybe another disaster yeah exactly but yeah you're doing something different which is he travels with you and that's that's key your other husband didn't want to or it just what did he have a

full-time job and he was more into that structure of that he had a full-time job I had a full-time job until um until like 2017 when I quit to do my oh okay okay to do my full-time So I would go on the weekends and he didn't want to go A. Oh, okay. Also, he was not comfortable with the money that I made. Right. He, it was, because it was significant, it was significant and it was significantly more than what he made. Right.

So that was a problem. And especially when I wanted to spend my extra money on myself, like it was just, it was just, it was a really weird dynamic when it came to my work and my money. And I worked, I mean, I worked my ass off. You know, I just had a nine to five. And then I would go work in my own business both days of the weekend. And then I would be back to my nine to five. Right. Just to get up and running.

Yeah. And to like buy a house and to get rid of all of our debt. I mean, you know, that went to, that was extra money. That just went to making our life better. Yeah. And so, you know, when I told them I wanted to do it, full time. This is well before. This is years before, two years before, um, my gang bang. You know, when I told them that I wanted to do this full time, because I don't know if our marriage

marriage can survive this. And so that honestly was what really did a thing. Right. So it was really, I mean, I remember getting that. You guys were going in very different directions. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, the other thing that was going on was that you had lost a lot of weight too, right? Yep. And now, have you kept yourself like in good. shape and all that stuff like so many years later how you not the way not the way it was right i have not it's current i don't think anyone's the way it was during covid yeah yeah um but you know i'm i'm certainly paying a lot more attention to my own self-care into taking care of myself way more than i did um before the transformation so right um so yeah i mean we're you know and we

we go together and you know there's um like like i said i've fallen off the wagon i don't i don't race the way i used to but i also have the desire to do it again so yeah we'll be we'll be getting there so certainly not certainly not the way i was pre split um but that was i think i think a lot of that was a coping mechanism too to be dealing with my stress yeah to not have to be home a lot um because i was training for probably three hours a day. That's not realistic. I mean, unless you're Arnold Schwarzenegger or like, you know, or like you're a famous actress and it's your job to be in perfect shape.

I mean, who has three hours a day every day? Somebody that has no life. And my and I work, my work, I mean, I may work 40s a week, but I'm working for 12 hours a day and it's physical work. Yeah, yeah. So there's just not, like, I've talked to other people in my profession about like how do you do marathons? How do you run? And they're like, you just don't. You don't do it when you're working full time like this. So it's a, it's a kind of just a maintenance versus an actual like really working hard the way I used to, which is totally fun. I think it's more like just being moderate and realistic and with your, you know, what you could do and not do and still keep other parts of your life okay. You know, I was always a working out person. I'm a big working out person. But there's been times in my life where I haven't been able to work out or I can't work out. And I know I would always have a lot of friends at the gym.

And there was like some people whose lives were like still at the place where they were able to work out every day. They were very strict about it. And they, you know, but I'm like, what happens if you have to get a surgery and you can or you're going to like fall apart? Like, I mean, shit happens. So I think you could be a little bit more moderate about it and that's better. And you have more. And there's a chance of keeping up with it and doing it. And there's a certain amount of fitness that I have to maintain in order to do my job.

So like I know that, you know. Yeah, everyone's dying to listen. Everyone's dying to know what you do and what you is, but we're not going to talk about that because we never did, right? That's like a very private thing. It's not anything to do with SCX or anything like that, but it's very, the reason why she doesn't want to talk about is because it's a very specific niche thing

and she wouldn't want to give away her identity, right? That's the reason. Everyone would know who I was. Right. So that's why we don't. If they listen to this, everyone would know who it was. Right. In fact.

Right. So that's why we don't talk about what. what she does or anything. That's why I'm not asking. I know, you know, because normally I ask what everyone's thinking. So I think people are asking because it sounds interesting what you're saying

and you're alluding to. But let's, because I have like 10 minutes left. So let's get back to the whole. So now you don't do gang bangs. That's not in, you don't even want that anymore, right?

Do you guys talk about the gang bang? Like, is it like a hot scenario for you guys? Not for, no, not for him. He can't deal with that. He doesn't.

He doesn't like to think of me in that way because I'm his wife. Right. So, you know, for me, from, I mean, I don't even really, I think when we spoke about it first, like it's hard to even know, remember the details. Like, yeah. It was such a whirlwind and it's like, you know, you're just like, all of a sudden it's over. You're like, oh, my God.

God, I'm sore and I'm tired and like, what just happened? And so it's funny because he was the first guy that showed up there. And he's the only one that I really remember, like, much about. Right. Because everything else was just like. Why did I think it was five? Maybe one didn't show up or? There was a guy that kind of ran the whole thing.

Oh, okay. He was a fifth guy, but he didn't participate. Okay. So you did, you had five guys, you had five guys there, but four guys participated. Your guy being the first, the guy you wind up married was the first one that came. Yeah. Now, does anybody know about your gang bang besides me and all my listeners? A couple of my good friends.

Really? And they're like, oh, my God. And do they know that this husband participated, all the details? Yeah. Yeah, but I like literally like two people. And so, I mean, I get mostly like, like, it's not even like a, like, I don't get, I'm not, I have never been judged poorly about it. It's like, holy crap, that's amazing and crazy.

Like, they want to know details and, like, they're turned on, turned on by it. And it's so funny. Like, a lot of my friends in my profession know my husband and, like, because he comes with me. And, like, I swear they fantasize about him. Right. He's high? Yeah. And, like, he's just such a good guy.

Like, they just see what a wonderful person he is. he is and like how well he takes care of me and like this is a very lonely profession and it's mostly women and um i think most of them would would love to have a hot black dude to come back to like to their room right you know and and a lot of it when we first we first started traveling with me and i was still married like i had to kind of like let them know like hey there's a guy around like i have an open marriage you know right this is this is it's it's all above board um but you know, we would have to, like, travel, have sex that I would go to work and I'd have the glow. And they'd be like, oh, my God.

Are you having sex again? I'm like, yep. And when I'm done, I'm going to, we're going to do it again. But was he the, was, because like I said, I got shit for one person. Like, why would you put black in the title? I don't know. They thought it was like very racist to me. But like, like I said, it was specific.

That was what you were looking for. Had you ever been with a black man before? I don't remember. Nope. Right. And had you always wanted to? Was that something you used to fantasize about? Yeah.

Or just like big dicks? I mean, is he well, huh? Like they all say, I know people are going to give me shit for that too. Yeah. And like the stereotype, I guess, of like strong and, you know, not dominant. Not dominant sub, but just somebody who can take control. I think that's what I was really into. Uh-huh.

So, yeah, the stereotype of it. Right. But you had never been with one, but like I said, did you, you did fantasize about it. I mean, that was something that you were like, oh, I want to be. I just with my husband. I mean, we watched videos together. He's like, I know what you want to watch. I'm like, yeah.

Was it gangbans? I don't remember. Was it gangbangers with black eyes? Yeah. Yeah. So interesting. Yes, it was. because it's just so funny that like there was this part of you that was like hey go over here

and have a block I was like maybe that was the only way they could get you you know they who I don't know who they is but the universe I don't know you know I could get you to meet this guy because how else would you meet him I don't know but right right like it's just so interesting if anyone's like a puppet master if there is a puppet master out there right it's just interesting that that's the way it worked out right yeah we we feel the same way like we we feel like there was an invisible hand that brought us together and that we we just really lucked out right and if the visible hands were up there they were like and there I think that there's two this is why I'm saying they like he's got one you got one and they're like how the fuck are we going to get these two to me like she's over here she's married like let's make

her what like he he's like horny like let's make her do a gang bang I don't even know honestly it's so fucking farfetched that I don't even know how that conversation would go but somehow you got in this desire to fuck a bunch of black guys like gang bang like that That was like your thing. I know. It's so crazy. And he was like the star. Like he was billed as the star.

How did he? Why was he the star? Do you remember? Because yeah, because he, because A, he didn't have a big dick. Right. B can like go two or three times,

two or three times. Right. I mean, he was like, hey, you want this guy. You want this one. Right. And so it's funny.

Like we joke about it. taking the star player out of commission, like has to go to the reserve. But again, like, I think like the whole like situation with the game means, like they just kind of tapered off the guy who, who would get them together. I think something happened and he was no longer able to do it. So, but I would have been okay if he wanted to keep doing that because I know that it's probably women like me. Right.

And like I have zero problem with it. Right. Because you know that you weren't there looking for your husband, even though you wanted at meeting when you were there just to get a lot of dicks inside of you. I mean, you were looking for 10 dicks afterwards, right? Like you wanted to one-up yourself. I thought so. Yeah, I wonder if like, you know, 10 years from now, because you're been with him for a bunch

of years, right? But like maybe, you know, five more or seven more, you know, you might get that itch. What's great about you guys is if you do, if that ever comes back around. I mean, he doesn't want. it though because listen there's a lot of guys that have that kink right they want they they they really feel turned on by seeing their wife with somebody else he obviously doesn't have that so i don't know how that could change you know so if you got that it yeah right um at the moment i don't i don't anticipate it but no i didn't anticipate ever you know ever doing what i did in the first place so

you know, I mean, yeah, things can change for sure. Right. But do you ever like, because you said like, you know, when you were with your husband, you would like watch porn and it was gang bang porn. I mean, is, are you still watching gang bang porn with this guy or that is that done? Because you scratched that it. I scratched it. Right.

It's just gone. Gone. Right. So, I mean, I don't even really want. I mean, we might watch some together, you know. Yeah. You know, but it's never. It's, it's, it's usually just.

some white woman with a big ass and a doughty with a big dick. Right. And how big is his dick? You know, we always talk, I've talked on with a guy recently and it was, it was about like, because sometimes, you know, I'm always like, I would never want anything that long because like the inside of a woman is how many inches before you hit the service, right? So like, what the fuck? How, is he like one of those guys is really long and really thick or just regular size and

thick? It's pretty, it's pretty long and thick. It's about 10 inches. So can you take that all the way inside? Like what goes, how do you take it all the way in? Not quite. Like, I think there's always a little bit that still can't get all the way. And do you deep throat?

Do you know how to deep throat? Mm-hmm. You do? Yeah. That was like one of the challenges when I, when I had all the guys, I'm like, I want to see if I can deep throat these dudes. Did we talk about on that on the first episode I don't remember? I don't know. I don't remember.

But yeah, that was one of my, like, one of my, because I don't know why, but I love I love sucking dick. Right. And so, and that's like, it's so funny. You love it so much that you just whispered that. Like, it's so naughty. No, well, one of the kids just came. Oh, okay.

I was like, oh. Wait, so you, but so you, was that the first time you did take them all in? Or were you always able to deep throat, but you just didn't know if you could do a big one? It's, yeah, it's a, it's a talent. It really is. If you were here, I'd give you a fucking high five because I can't, I can't, I can't, deep. I can't put a lollipop in my mouth like a little bit, you know, one inch in without gagging like, oh my God. You could take it all the way in.

Yep, yep. And that 10 inches, how far down, how far could you take it? I can, I can take it and lick his balls with my tongue. You could put it in your mouth and it goes all the way 10 inches down. Yeah. No wonder why he's like married to him. Yeah, there's a reason. There's a reason. That's so true. And you could take him.

Do you guys have anal sex or just? No, he's not interested. And I've done it. Yeah. But with as thick as he is, I just don't. It's scary. I mean, if we took our time, like, we've talked about it. Yeah.

And we've, like, you know, planned it and it just never happens. And he's like, why would I want to put it in your ass when you have a great proceed? Right, right, right. And you could take it. I think a lot of girls wouldn't be able to take 10 inches and all that. Have you ever measured him? Do you know how thick around he is? No, I

Our response if somebody asks like how big and we're like big enough Big enough, right, just like Thick enough. Right. Thick enough that you don't want it in your ass. Yeah. Yeah. But not thick enough that you can't take it,

you can't deep throat it. It's crazy. Right. Yeah, no. That is one of my, one of my talents. That's for sure. I don't think many people expect it.

So. Yeah. But yeah, that was, that was, I think that's why I got a ring. Yeah. Yeah, that's, that is. Now you could go from being gang bang, Christine to deep throat Christine.

That's fine with me. Yeah, yeah. Well, that's all going to be in. No, I earn that first title for sure. Oh, my God. Well, it is going to be title gang bang, Christine is back. But we are going to, like, you know, in my description, it will be like how she likes to deep throat and stuff.

Thank you so much for calling in. I mean, the truth is your guy was going to be on this call, right? But he got, uh, he got cold feet. but that's cool if he ever wants to come on i mean feel free to let me know and i'd love to have him on and and get his side of things right it would be interesting plus he also yeah he's lucky enough to you know his story's interesting right he wound up meeting this girl at a gang bang he's able to fuck other women she's cool with it you know that's always a good story he brings a story back and you know he can maybe get more details about the stuff that he does too as well i don't know if you want to

hear it though right maybe not i've heard a lot of it oh yeah you're right you get turned on by it yeah yeah and so you know we've and and with the way that we travel i mean there's a lot of time that we spend you know either driving or um flying or whatever that we're together and you know what else do talk about yeah yeah yeah so you guys could listen to and then go have sex yeah yeah if he calls in and he could tell the story the stuff that you've heard already um so yeah so let you know let him know that if he ever wants to come on. I love to have him. Thank you so much. I can't wait to air this. I'm

going to air it this week. Okay. Oh, I'm excited. I have I will admit, I did not, I did not know that you had the YouTube and I have not read any comments. I don't know if I will. You might not want to because I just had, I just aired this poor girl Jessica was on. She was fucking

awesome. She was very upfront about all this stuff. She's got like a bucket list. She wants to do all this shit, right? Kind of like a you. She want, you know, you want to do it Yeah. Yeah. And like, but she has, she was like horrified emailing me. Like, look, I looked at YouTube, but no, I can't believe it.

Like, it's, people are like trashing her, these guys. Like, she's annoying. It's, like, ridiculous. And I have to say that, I mean, I'm used to it because I have a show and I have, like, I think I have, like, a bunch of, I have a lot of reviews, right? And a lot of them are bad. Most of them are good, right? For every one person that is rude, there's, like, 10,000 that in our arm.

But, you know, those one will always sting, you know, because you feel so bad, but like, listen, you could always go on to YouTube and respond to those motherfuckers. But read it. It's kind of interesting. But you might not want to just go back there and rehash it because they're all talking about this shit that was like so many years ago. But, you know, maybe you want to look at the ones that they comment from this, this episode, you know? Yeah, yeah. We'll see. I mean, you know, I, if I gave a shirt what people thought, I wouldn't be where I am now. So it's kind of a, you know, it's, you know, it's, you know, it's, if I gave a set what people thought, I wouldn't be where I am now. Exactly.

It's kind of a, you know, it's not really, like, it will do nothing for me to know, to read anything. But I do think it's hilarious that I'm the most downloaded. So that gives me a little bit of. Yeah, that's all you need to know. I don't focus on the negative. Like Jessica, poor Jessica was focusing on the negative. And, like, she doesn't have one, like, dislike on her video. She has so many people listening to it.

I think that a lot of times, you know, people, like, tend to just be more, uh, interest more apt to go and comment something negative than something positive i don't understand that mentality because i don't write bad reviews and stuff but people do but who fucking cares and i like i listen to like i would read the ones for this one because like i said the other ones are rehashing shit from so long ago that you're so past it like who cares about that but yes you are you got the number one hottest black stud right these are the things you like right like you got the hottest guy with the biggest dick and you have the most dense downloaded episode, okay?

So high five yourself for that. Thank you so much for coming back on. And we'll talk to you again soon. Yeah. Thank you. Thanks for seeing. I used to talk to you. Bye.

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