Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 366 - Bisexual Mark's Pantyhose Fetish Led to Crossdressing, Threesomes and More

Episode Date: December 14, 2020

Bisexual Mark's pantyhose fetish led to cross dressing and a whole lot more. When did he realize he ws into pantyhose, the did he start cross dressing? When did he start hooking up with guys? And when did he start having threesomes with his wife and other guys? Tune in to find out and hear all about how he snuck into people's house when he was young and what he did while in there, how he used to steal his mother's clothing and how she caught him, exactly when did he realize he was into guys and what exactly does he like to do with them, how he told his second wife about his fetish, how she reacted, what exactly goes down during the threesomes with his wife and other men, how and why he likes watching his wife have sex with other guys, how he hooks up with hookers and transgender hookers, and a whole lot more. To see anonymous pics of Mark and his wife in pantyhose + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Today I have on Mark. Now, Mark starts off talking about his panty hose fetish. He did some really risky things. And I've heard of other pantyhose guys doing this, like sneaking into people's houses and stuff and taking their clothes or wearing clothes and stuff. But like, you would have believed that his stories about stuff that he did and whose shit he stole when he was younger. And the beginning half, like I said,

is all about his pantyho's fetish and what he did. And that, the pantyhose and the girls clothes. It's like the pantyholes led into actually dressing up in girls' clothes, right? He's a cross-dresser. and like I said, the stuff that he did to wear that the stuff that he was into was out of control. Then we fast forward to much later in life when he started hooking up with guys. We talk about when he realized he was into guys. We talk about what he actually does with guys.

We talk about his second wife and how she knows about his fetishes and how they've had some threesomes. We talk about hookers that he's picked up, tranny hookers, guys that he's met on Craigslist, all kinds of interesting stuff. Like I said, it starts off with the panty house fetish. It goes into all the, you know, dressing up in women's clothes and then to all the other crazy stuff. So I'm going to be right back on Mark. Should I just say that? Yeah, I'm just going to get right to it and be back on with Mark.

How are you today? Hi, Kathy. Doing great. Really nervous, but nervous? Doing okay, I think. Yeah. Why you nervous? Well, you know, after John Smith, you know, he's like my panty hose expert. Your panos guy, right? I didn't formally introduce you. You're calling in to talk about your pantyho's fetish. There's a guy John Smith in case people haven't listened to his episode.

I forget what number it is. I'll put it in the intro or the description. he called it and talked very he's very hardcore right and he's a panos expert and a lot of people talked about his episode right so are you nervous because you think you're like in competition with john smith maybe just a little bit because some of it hit home hit home but i have my own little skew on it too but right um it first kind of all started uh my wife came home one day and she was talking about some podcast she was listening to while going coming home from work and i thought wow podcast boy that sounds kind of interesting yeah yeah you You know, it's either music or sports.

And I thought, maybe I ought to look for a podcast. So in the next couple of days, I would just kind of kicking around idea. And I thought, wow, Pennyhost made me. Let me just Google search that. And you kind of came up. And I started listening to a few of them and thought, wow, this was really interesting. And, you know, some of the stuff hit home. And some of the stuff, you know, was different than the way I felt or thought.

And I thought, well, maybe I should share my experiences one of these days. And then when I heard John Smith, and a lot of it, it hit home. I thought, you know, definitely have to go on it. Yeah. Yeah, my wife knows a little bit about it. My ex-wife knows a little bit about a couple of different things. But, you know, the whole story, you know, I just would, I think it would kind of be refreshing just to kind of just say it. Yeah, for sure. Just tell my story and go from there. So here we are. Yeah, let's start with your story. I don't really know anything about it. I don't, you know, why don't you do your thing?

I have a feeling this is going to be one of those where I just sit back, relax and listen. And, you know, everyone's different, right? Sometimes I really have to prompt people, you know, to get the whole story. But some people, and it's more rare than common, are really good at telling their story or have it down so well that they just start from the beginning and, you know, they just go. I don't know. I'm thinking that's who you're going to be, but I don't know. So anyway, start off with your story. Like, when did you first get into pantyhoes or realize that you were into them?

Okay, here we go. I was just thinking of a name. I thought, oh, they always have titles. I was thinking like Panty House Adventures and Miss Adventures. So it all started when I was 13. I was my best friend lived next door, and I was over his house hanging out one day, and he had two older sisters. And the older of the two came home from school.

She was in high school, and we were quite a bit younger. She'd come walking in the door, and she had like this floral blouse on, and a tan skirt and tan panty hose, which happened to be my favorite, like some of us. And these, like, wood platforms, like three or four inches tall, you know, kind of like a, you know, sexy type of platform. And she came walking in, and I was just staring at her. And I didn't know why. Didn't really think much about it. And then she walked down the hallway, you know, in her bedroom, obviously.

And Brad and I were, or he and I, Brad and I were just talking away and stuff like that. And then she came back into the kitchen what I could see from the living room. And she didn't have the shoes on. But she had the dress and the skirt and the panting her still on. And she sat there and she was doing her homework at the dining room table with her leg crossed. And I could see her like dangling her, you know, moving her toes around and, you're moving her feet and all the rest of it. And I got kind of turned on by it all. And I ran up 13.

And I didn't know what was going on. But I just got, I just thought, you know, God, this looks, this is awesome. So I was kind of just watching her when I can kind of sneak a peek. And I didn't want to let Brad know that, oh, my God, you know, why are you staring at my sister? So I just kind of snuck a peek whenever I could and stuff like that. And I got really, really, you know, kind of, not like I didn't get a heart on or anything, but I just, I didn't know why, but I liked what I was looking at. And so in the subsequent days afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about her. And I was, and it just, I was, you know, just thinking about it and thinking about her.

And then I woke up one morning and some of the stuff of my, my memory is pretty clear on it all. And like you said, you know, like a lot of men, they get in their mid-50s and they just say the heck with it all. and they just, you know, think or do whatever they want. And so I'm in my mid-fifties, but my memory's great on this. I woke up one morning, I thought, okay, this is what I'm going to do. So I went to my mom and I said, Mom, I don't feel good. She says, what's going on? And I says, oh, I just don't, you know, my head hurts and my, you know, I feel warm and this, that, and the other.

I think I need to stay home today. Oh, okay, it was a school day. Uh-huh. Yeah, it was a school day. And so she kind of reluctantly agreed. And so I stayed home. And I put my little plan into, into motion. So both my parents worked and I knew both of Brad's parents worked and it was a school

day and staying home. Are you going to go scow into the, are you just going to go burglarize their home? Well, let's see here. Yeah. So it was about 9 o'clock in the morning and I was like, well, I'm shaking even telling the story right now, but I was definitely shaken that day. So it's 9 o'clock in the morning and I went over there and I remember always when I went over to their house that their front door was never, ever locked. Ever. Every time I went there, the door's never locked. So I thought, well, maybe this will be a day when the door's not locked.

Right. And so I was peering around the neighborhood, making sure, you know, nobody kind of saw me, whatever. And I was just normal. I wasn't in my pajamas like I wasn't when my mom left. You know, and so I opened the door and, you know, it was unlocked. And I walked in there. And I walked into her bedroom. Oh, my God.

You do for sure the parents were gone and the kids were at school, right? Yeah. Your parents were gone and now you're in their house. Were you, like, was your heart beating so fast? Did you know how bad what you were doing was? It was. Well, yeah, it was really super naughty. It really was.

But, you know, both parents had their own cars, so they were both gone. And I knocked on the door first, you know, make sure maybe one of them was staying home sick. And I banged hard. You know, banged on the door really hard, not just like a slight, light tech. And so I went in there and I went into a closet and I opened up the closet and there was the blouse. and over to the right of it a little bit farther. There was the skirt. And I'm looking and I was touching it.

Didn't do anything yet. Just touching it and stuff like that. And I thought, okay, I looked down and there was the shoes sitting right there. And I thought, oh, yeah, she's wearing, you know, panty hose too. So I went open her drawer and there was just one pair of tan panty hose in there. So I said, those got to be the ones. And then it just kind of clicked in my mind. I thought, I'm going to try this on.

The whole outfit. Just because, right. So I put the blouse on. It was just like a panty hose thing. I mean, it was the whole outfit. Interesting. Yeah, I put the whole outfit on. I put the blouse on.

And then I thought, well, let me put the panty hose on person. And I'll pull the skirt up because I've obviously, you know, seen my mom get dressed, you know, when I was a little boy. So the panty hose and then put those skirt up. And I thought, let me try the shoes. Maybe they fit. And I said, they look pretty close. So I tried the shoes on two and the shoes fit. And it's like, oh, my God.

And then I thought, wait a second. When somebody's coming. So I actually walked down the hallway to the front door. It peeked out the front window. I was like, okay, everything was cool, everything was cool. So I was just walking around in her house, wearing her stuff for, I don't know, like 15 minutes or so. And I would have walked around for hours if I could have, but the paranoia of, you know, when I was somebody came home. So, you know, I took the blouse off real careful, and I made sure I knew exactly where everything was.

Right. So hung the blouse up, just perfect the way it was and the skirt and had like these little spring clips that were holding the skirt up, make sure that was right. And I wanted to, I was going to keep the panty hose. but there was only one pair in the drawer. And so I made sure and put them in there kind of the way they were and put the shoes back where they were. And I left the house. But while this was all going on, something kind of happened.

When I pulled those panty hose up, when it rubbed across my cock, there was a feeling that I'd never felt before. Right. Oh, interesting. Okay. Yeah. And so I got hard on. It was like my first hard on.

Oh, right. So it wasn't like when you put that whole outfit on, you were hard. It wasn't until you actually felt that, like, sweep across you. It was the sensation that got you. Right. Well, it's really an interesting sensation. And to break from the story for just a second, I did something kind of interesting for you today. Yeah.

Because I have that house to myself for a few days now. I'm actually dressed right now. No wig or makeup, but I'm dressed every way except wig and makeup right now. But whose clothes are you wearing? You have your own female clothes? Are you wearing your wife's clothes? I know you're married. No, I kind of have my own little stash.

So hold on a second. Yeah. What's that? So I have like a six inch tall, very black strappy high heels. Oh, my God. Kind of a black spandexy. Yeah, black spandexy. Well, it's kind of a lycra type of high neck, long sleeve, very short, and kind of just a go-to, like legs, sheer energy, suntan.

So I can feel the panty hose on my cock right now. So it was the same type of feeling. Yeah. That I had that first time. And it was like really exciting. So I was, you know, kind of was touching myself a little bit. And I'd never done this before. And it was like, whoa, this feels so good.

If I'd have known, it felt this good. I would have done this, you know, years ago. Oh, that was the first time you jerked off. Yeah. So, yeah. So I pulled the panting hose down a little bit. And I start to just like rub myself and stuff like that. And it got a little bigger and got a little bigger and a little bigger.

The next thing, you know, kind of, it kind of exploded. And I didn't catch it. And so I went into the back. bathroom and got some tissue and all over her pantos and yeah well I was holding the pantyos down because I didn't want to get any on her panty of course oh my god and so you know where did you jizz like all over the floor did some get on her pants it landed in the carpet because I was just enjoyed myself and I didn't know what was going on it caught me off guard yeah right now you know a man can kind of sense when things are kind of kind of getting to the finish there I just like you had no idea

what the fuck was going it was your first time yeah it was first time I just absolutely had no clue. So that happened and I cleaned it up and, you know, I put everything away right. And then, you know, I was, I was gone and I was laying in bed and, you know, I went back and said, I might as well just go lay down now, you know. And so I laying in bed and thinking about that. And I was touching myself and really enjoying that. So I guess that kind of started started the whole adventure. If you want to call it that. So that night, you know, I jerked off in bed, no panty hose or anything like that. And then for days, I was hoping to catch her again coming home from school.

And then for a week or so, I was trying to hopefully catch her come home from school. And that was the only time I ever really saw come home dressed like that. So I was really kind of disappointed by that. So this is after a couple weeks and everything, I went, you know, what am I going to do? And I thought, well, you know, mom was, I got home from school. Mom was still working. Dad was out doing something. I went into my mom's room and grabbed a pair.

her hers just because I wanted the, you know, the touch and the feel. And, you know, I kind of, I kind of rub them on my cock and she had a whole drawerful. Right. So I actually like, and, you know, Brad's sister was wearing tan and my mom had a bunch of tan. So, of course, you know, I grabbed tan. And so I, you know, I took them and I hid them under my bed like I've heard in other stories and things like that. And in nighttime, I would take them out and I'd rub them on my cock and jerk off. And, you know, I thought, oh, you know, this is great. You know, newfound, entertainment here at nighttime. And so, you know, I would do that and stuff like that.

And then one day, you know, when I had time in the afternoon again, I actually went out of a pair of her high heels. And I could barely kind of squeeze into a couple of them. And I kind of walked around in them and put those panty hose on and stuff like that. So, you know, I was just having a great old time. I didn't understand any of it. You know, I thought, you know, is this weird? Is this not weird?

Yeah. You know, I'm not sure. But it was fun. And I was really enjoying it. and then probably like a month or so later, it was time for school. And mom came and woke me up. She opened the door and she came in and actually got caught.

Oh, no way. Yeah, I fell asleep. Wait, but like what were you where? Were you in full get-up? Well, no. So what it was is I was, I had them on and then I jerked off. And then I took him off and I guess I just was like holding on to him and I fell asleep. So there, your mom comes home and her son sleeping, clutching a pair of her panty

house. Yeah. Are they just stint? Yeah. I am like wadded up. Wadded up and they were on my right shoulder and I was laying on my back. And so that's the only time I've ever been caught. Wait,

just tell me why your mom reacted and how much she knew. Like, did she know that you had come in them? Like, I mean, do you remember? My mom is one of the greatest ladies, one of the finest women I've ever known. And she just says, okay, you know, it's time to get up for school. And that's all she said. And we never had a conversation. Yeah, that is pretty great.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. But you know, as I've grown up, I've come to find, you know, this is an Italian family, come to find that. My mom is the twisted one of the two of them. Oh, you mean she's like she's got her own kinks is what you're saying that you know of? Right. But I don't really know, but I, well, my wife I'm with now, one Christmas gift thing, she gave me was kind of like those miners hats, but it's just a strap. It's just a strap in the light that goes on your forehead. Uh-huh.

And she kind of gave me that as kind of like a gag gift. You know, it's like, you know, I'm between my wife's legs with the mining helmet on and the light shining down. So, you know, little, and she was giggling as she gave it to me. Who? Your mother or your? Yeah, my mom gave that to me. She says, here, you might need this. This is a little gift for you.

It's like, oh, okay. So it's a light you put on your forehead. So I can see what I'm doing when I'm, you know, hanging out with my wife. And so she's just got a little edge of her. They were about five or six years ago. in their later 70s. Now, about five or six years ago, my cousin and his wife and my parents, they went to Monterey or something like that. And in the morning, my cousin and his wife said, boy, you know, this was a weird night last night.

There was all this banging going on in the room next door and stuff like that. And my mom just starts giggling. Oh, my gosh. Your parents. Yeah, it was my parents. But my cousin was like total red face talking about it and stuff like that. So I think my mom's, so my mom was very sweet about it. She probably obviously knows I only took a pair of her panty hose and I was playing with them.

Right. But that was the only time she caught you? Yeah, I was the only time I've ever, I think probably the only time I've ever been caught. Well, I wanted to be caught on purpose, but that's later on. Right. Okay. So now I'm assuming you went back to the stash while you're living with your, while you're younger and in your parents' house. I mean, is that typically how you got off with pantos just kept going to your mom's drawer?

Well, at some point also, you know, Brad's mom came. She was like a waitress in a restaurant. And so she'd come home, and she always wore black. And so one day, I made another run next door. And I thought, let me see what black's like. So I actually was visiting Brad hanging out and stuff like that. And I said, I got to go to the bathroom. So when I passed the bathroom, obviously, went into his mom's room and grabbed a pair of her black.

Oh, my God. While Brad's in the other room. Well, Brad's, he was in the living room. And I went down the hallway of the bathroom. And I jammed him down my pants under my balls. I didn't want to leave them in front because that would be like a bulge or something. Of course, yeah, yeah. And so I'm talking with Brad, and I'm trying not to get a, you know, a raging heart on while I got his mom's panting, you know, stuff, you know,

between my legs under my balls. So took those home that night and wear those. So I'd go between the brown ones and the tan ones and the black ones and stuff like that. And then I have a really vague memory once. I must have told Brad about it because I remember one time we were both actually, why we were running. I don't know. We were in the house running, and he was wearing a pair of his mom's black ones. And I was wearing another pair of his mom's black ones.

Oh, so maybe he had the same thing going on. Right. So I shared it with him. And he says, and I think we went and got two pairs. And I was wearing some. He was wearing some. We were running around. But, you know, it's not like we touched each other or dirt each other.

We didn't do any of that. None of that happened. But I remember memory of that, too. And that only happened one time. And so, you know, I just for a while there, you know, I just had those two pairs. and every now and then I kind of wash them out a little bit because they get a little crusty, if you know what I mean. Oh, my God. Yeah.

But, you know, I kind of had this thing and I wasn't like every single night, but it was almost every single night. And I'd be just doing my thing and stuff like that. And I thought, you know, God, is this, you know, is there something wrong with me? You know, but back then there was no internet or anything like that. So I just, you know, it was just enjoying myself. And I think the next time, anything was really interesting was I graduated in eighth grade. and, you know, capping gowns and all the rest of that. And I remember standing in line and one of the girls was wearing, you know,

all the girls, most of them were wearing tan hosier and one that I really liked. She had on these wood platforms kind of like Brad's sister and stuff like that. Remember her tripping and falling down. And she had nothing on under the gown except for her seamless tan panty hose. And, you know, that was the first crotch shot I ever saw. And it was, you know, covered in pantyhows. And I thought, oh, man, this is, this is awesome. I still hadn't, you know, been with a girl or touched a girl or anything like that.

And I thought that, you know, you know, someday hopefully, you know, I was thinking, okay, I'm just a kid still. Someday this is going to come around and, you know, I'll get to touch one for real. And on the house on the other side of me, the mom's sister, who was quite a bit younger than her, they like to go out on Friday and Saturday night. And she always came over, I don't say, dressed like a whore kind of in high heels, hojury, the whole thing. And she used to come over all the time. So, you know, here I was inundated with all this stuff and really know where to go except for, you know, hanging out myself. Yeah, yeah. And at that time, yeah, it wasn't my time yet.

I guess I was just a little awkward. But it all kind of changed. At 16, I got a job at this restaurant. It was kind of a dual restaurant. It was like a cafe on one side and a high-end dinner house and the other side, but they had common dish stations and cook stations and all the rest of us. There was a lot of employees, you know, hundreds. And I started working there at 16. I worked that until 21.

And so obviously at that time, all the waitresses were pantyhose. And, you know, almost all of them were in tan. And so I was, you know, like a kid in a candy store. And so talking with all the girls and hanging out with them all the time and stuff like that, my awkwardness kind of started to come around a little bit. You know, and I started gaining my confidence and they talked to me and talked to them. So basically, you know, I just jumped into the deep end of the pool with a bunch of girls wearing panty hose. And, you know, eventually figured it all out.

it was easier there than it was at school. Right. And so that's where I kind of cut my teeth, so to speak, and kind of get my groove a little bit and stuff like that. And actually, when I was 18, I lost my virginity to one of the girls there was a waitress is really sweet. She wasn't wearing panty hose that night, unfortunately. But I lost, you know, there'd be parties in the summertime after work and, you know, 20 of us or 30 of us, somebody's parents would be out of town and we go there and, you know,

hang out at the house and lost my virginity to somebody when I was about 18. So it all, you know, it all started to work, you know, it was coming around for me slowly but surely. Right. And then when I was about 18, they saw some, some, something good in me there. So they transferred me from the cafe to the, to the dinner house with the, you know, usually older, you know, older young ladies instead of a bunch of kids working there. So here I was 18 years old being around a bunch of women in their mid-20s, waiting tables. So, you know, I even got better at my game, if you want to call it that and stuff like that. And I remember one night sitting in the break area, having something to eat, I just happened to look up and there was this one waitress that was on that side that I just met with beautiful, long, brown, curly hair and thin legs and she wore black pantyos, unfortunately, and stuff like that.

I used to see her all the time. And I saw her when another lady went into the bathroom there. There was lockers in the men's and the women's just inside the door. And so somebody went in there. And there she was. She had her black pantyels in her hand, and she was putting him in a locker. And I just happened to look up and catch that. And I thought she was hot as can be.

And I just happened to be closing that night. So I was one of the last people there except for management on purpose, of course. I went into the ladies' bathroom and pulled that door open for that locker and grabbed her black pantyos right out of the locker. And stole them. Just kind of like and stole them, of course. And so, you know, I stuffed it down my pants just like I did at Brad's house years ago. and stuff like that. And, you know, it was really exciting.

I went out to, in my car to drive home and pulled them out. And they had this, like, different smell to them. You know, it smelled like a girl. Right. You know, and a perfume. So, you know, it was like a new smell. It's like, whoa, these were, these were awesome. So, you know, I had those for a while, too.

And she only worked there. I was hoping I get to ask her out or something like that at some point. But she only worked there for like a month maybe or something like that. She was gone. And that one was over. And then I was working in the restaurant one day and this girl comes in and she literally looked like Marilyn Monroe. Seriously, blue dress, blue shoes, tan pantos, the whole thing. And she came in and she put her purse behind the waitress desk there.

And I thought, no way, she's not working here. And one of the other waitresses introduced me to her. And she was like the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. And so I spent my evening as much as I could trying to talk to her. Right. And we both got off work about 10 o'clock. And she says, well, you know, it's nice to me. And you know, I'm going to call my dad and get a ride home.

And I said, oh, I'll give you right home. And I had this really nice muscle car at the time. And she says, you know, I says, I'll give you ride home. She says, oh, let me ask my, let me call my dad and ask him. And dad agreed. And I took her home. And I couldn't stop staring at her legs. She had the most awesome legs I've ever seen in my life.

Obviously, I'm a leg man. Right, right. took her home and we talked in her parents driveway there. It was about 10.30 we got there and we probably talked till at least the sun coming up. And the whole night, never touched her, staring at her legs the whole time. She took her shoes off and I could see her, you know, like pantyos covered feet and all the rest of it and everything like that. And so that kind of started at the next adventure with her. And I ended up taking her to work all the time and getting into a relationship with her.

I'd go pick her up before work and she'd be walking around in a slip and tan panty hose and I thought that was the greatest thing in the world so I kind of on again, off again, relationship with her. She was a bit of a wild, wild girl, if you want to call it that. But did any of these girls, like, did you let any of these girls know about your pantyose fetish,

this girl? Did she know? No, I was, I didn't. I just kept it on the down low, if you want to call it that out. And I really wanted to, but, you know, when she started working at that restaurant, and she just turned 16, and I was now like 20, I think, something like that. You know, and I knew I'd be in trouble.

So, and she was really super wild, but she was like the most exciting thing I'd ever run across in my whole life. So I kind of just kept my distance from her a little bit and stuff like that and kind of went on and off. I'd see her and I didn't see her. And, you know, her parents always asked me to come over for dinner because I was, I think I was the one they really wanted her to be with because, you know, I had a good job by then. and I switched from the muscle car to an exotic sports car, and I was doing good in my life, and I'm telling her right, I'm intelligent, and all the rest of it, blah, blah, blah, blah. But I knew she was trouble.

And I never, and I, so I just kind of kept my distance from her. And never told her about those type of things. Well, I let her go. I met my first wife and started going out with her. Now her, I told. So this is where things start to change a little bit. Yeah. So I told her about my little fetish and things like that.

you know, I love your legs. You're really tall, leggy. Now, she would kind of wear for me every now and then and, you know, not do, not do anything really wild, but, you know, got into a relationship with her. And after, after a few years, you know, we got engaged and I'll give you the real short version of this story. This story I could take the whole hour and spend on it. But the night before we moved away, we were going to move away two states away. One of my buddies set up a bachelor party for him knowing I was leaving. So he said, set it up the night before I was ready to leave. And so we're at a strip club in a major city here on the West Coast. And we were getting ready to drive back down to our hometown, which is about an hour south of it. And we were 11 guys in a 10-person limo. So one of us always had to ride in the front of the limo. And so I decide, okay, I'll ride back for the hour and, you know, sit up front. So I'm talking to the driver of the limo, and she's telling me, she's beautiful herself, tell me famous people she's driven around. And I said, you know what? I had a dream last night. And, you know, she says, well, what's the dream? I says, well, there's this one gal I used to go out with that was like, you know, the most of me in my life.

And, you know, and, you know, I think maybe she would have been the one, but she was too wild and crazy. I dreamt that we were going to see her tonight. And I hadn't seen her in about three years at this point. And so she says, well, you know, we're going to this bar called D.B. Coopers. You know, if something happens, if you see her, you better come get me. So we get out of the limo, we got back to our hometown. And 11 of us go walking in and the groom says, hey, you guys been buying buying drinks all night. He says, we got enough time for a round or two, I'm buying. We get about 10 free from the door, and I hear a scream.

Mark! It's her. Oh, wow. Hadn't seen her in three years. Right. Runs to me, black and silver dress, black, black panty-hose. This is the Merrill Monroe girl. This is the Merrill Monroe.

Run straight to me, jumps into my arms, lays this big old kiss on me. said, you know, and my guys are right there with me and I'm completely blown away. Well, we end up dancing and talking and talking and blah, blah, blah. You know, you were always the best. You always treated me the best. You know, my parents always loved you, blah, blah, blah. Please come home with me. And it's like, and everything was packed to.

I was leaving the next day to move two states away. And I was engaged. To get married, right. To get married. So I said, well, you know, I'm with my guys tonight. You know, give me your number. I'll call you tomorrow. well left the next day drove two states away never called it and started a new life i knew and i you know

that's you know a yoga very famous yogi bear alliance is when you come to a why in the road take it right you know right and so i that night i was given a why in the road and i and i didn't take it um i stayed on the course and uh so you know moved two states away and my wife would wear for me every now and then and you know not that much. Then, you know, years later, her, you know, give you the real condensed version. We'll get back to fun stuff. Her life fell apart.

Her mother's health fell apart. She fell apart. I'd leave to save my own life. Both families agreed. OCD, obsessive, compulsive disorder, if you know what I mean. Her? Because, yeah, her obsessive compulsive disorder. Yeah.

Yeah, her mom got breast cancer twice, 17 years apart. So she thought her mom's. going to die the second time. And so she turned into a germaphobe. Everything we breed, drink, is going to give us cancer. And so she got paranoid about everything. And I got a professional. So you divorced her, right. Right. So I came back home, got my own place and wasn't really finding anybody. And I turned back to my old faithful. I went to the store and, you know, I was, you know, start new and everything like that. So I bought some pantos. And I thought, hey, why not? You know, I'm single again now. You know, I got to have a, you know, got to have a little bit of fun.

here so I went got some pantios and um you know would wear them around the house and you know was working hard put my life together and everything like that and then I thought you know I want a little bit more I couldn't go into my mom's closet or Brad's sister's closet and take any clothes so I went to an adult store a big warehouse one and actually bought some a couple dresses and some heels that fit me and stuff like that so I used to kind of walk around you know my apartment and stuff like that you know I was still kind of put my life together and have a little bit of fun and all the rest of it and then one One day, I'm dressed up and I'm looking in the mirror, I thought, wow, I look really, you know, my shape is really good. I'm, you know, I look good.

I says, I wonder what a man would think. And I thought, no, I can't do that. And so, you know, a couple of different times I'm looking in the mirror. And I thought, really, I wonder what, I wonder what, I wonder if a man would think I was, I would look okay. And at that time, you know, Craig's list was still active. Right. So I thought, you know what? I'm just going to post a leggy picture on, you know, with these real tall high heels.

about as tall as the ones I'm wearing today on Craigslist. And so I posted on Craigslist. And the first day I got like 75 replies. Oh, my God. And I thought, this is cool. This is awesome. I was scared to death too because I read most of them. And there were mostly kids just looking for something, anything to fuck.

So it's like, so, you know, I read through them all. And then the next day I got about 50. And I was like, this is awesome. You know, and I quickly figured out that. You know, if I'm really going to do this, I better just kind of like picking old. guy. Right. Yeah, just to be safe. So, you know, I would read through it and I read through it for like four days and this one guy stuck out. He, you know, he was in his early 60s and his wife wasn't doing

too well. And obviously, you know, he says his wife doesn't wear for him anymore. He's always been a leg man, panty hose man and stuff like that with a, you know, with a tiny bit by Curious. And he says, you know, I'd love to meet you and just like see you and watch you walk around and maybe touch your legs and stuff like that. And he says, and I'd be fine if that's all that happened. And I thought, you know what, this is, this is, you know, this is, if I'm going to do this, this, this is where I got to start, you know, just because, just for my own curiosity, because I'd hate to be, you know, 20 or 30 years older and regret not ever trying. I'm not that type of person, you know, I'm a type of person that, you know, why, why wait, you know, so I. But let me ask you this. You ever had fantasies about this kind of scenario before? Was this the first time it kind of entered your mind? That moment I looked in the mirror and it clicked. I wonder. what a man would think. That is the absolute first time. You know, like when Brad was wearing him when I was at his mom's house, you know, I didn't think, oh, yeah, boy, I'd like to just rub his penis or something like that. I never had one thought about it. So when I looked in the mirror, that was like the first time. And I've never really been, you know, bi-curious or anything like that. But, you know, my penis feels good and my penis looks good. You know, it's a penis. You know, it's not, you know, so I thought, you know, he's not going to show me his penis. He wants to see me and touch my legs. So I felt pretty safe with that. But no, no, no bi-

curious stuff at all, never even a pang of it in my life. Okay. And so I invited him over. And he came in and he brought, you know, he was holding a little picture of his wife says, look, here's, you know, he's like trying to convince me. And he says, here's a picture of my wife. And, you know, I just want to show you that, you know, I'm real and, you know, I'm not playing any games. And the whole time I was talking, I was walking around because I was really nervous and scared.

You know, here I'm in front of a man, he beat an older man. And here I am dressed sexy, no wig or makeup or anything. like that. And, you know, eventually, you know, we talked for like maybe 20 minutes or something like that. And then I felt pretty comfortable. I started to calm down. And I says, would you like to touch my legs? And he said, oh, I'd love to. So he was sitting on the couch. So I just walked up to him and just let him start to touch my legs. And I got really turned on by. And I thought, this is, you know, this feels good. You know, whether it's a man or a woman, it just feels good. And it feels natural. So, so I just let him do that. And after about 10 minutes of that,

and I said, if you want to feel up a little higher under my skirt, it's okay. And so he did that. And he was feeling my cock and my ass and my legs and everything like that. And it felt really, really good. And, you know, I could see he was getting a little nervous and things like that. And so we kind of called an end to it. And I says, you know, if you'd like to do this again, you know, I'd be, you know, I've never done this before. You know, you look a little nervous and I'm a little nervous.

You know, would you like to do it again? He said, yeah, I'd really like to. He says, you know, he says, I think I should go, though, because, you know, I'm having almost like a panic attack. And I says, I can see it in your face. It's okay. So we ended it there. And like three days later, he wrote to me again. And he says, you know, that was really nice. You know, I'd like to meet you next week if we could do it again. So I invited him over the next week, just about a week later. And pretty much the same scenario. I'm a little bit nervous, but a little more calm. And I walk around for him. And, you know, he's sitting on the couch. And he just said, is it okay if I just

stare? He says, yeah, that's great if you stare. No problem. And so I'm walking around. And then I walk up to him. And he's touching, touch and touch. and feeling my cock and my ass and things like that. And I just looked down and I thought, okay, here we go. I says, do you want to taste it? And he went, oh, please, is it? Would it be okay? And so he pulls my panty hose down.

And he, you know, he's like lightly, you know, sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, this feels awesome. You know, this is great. I wasn't seeing anybody. You know, I didn't, you know, all my friends are married and have lives and here on the divorce one. and you know and and so he he gave me this nice soft slow blow job and you know he let me come in his mouth and it was it was the most beautiful thing it wasn't just you know me being by or anything like that it just felt really good and he was really really you know thankful and appreciative

of it and you know he thanked me for you know being brave enough to you know let him come over and from there you know i i never saw him again and and i couldn't kind of get it out of my mind. I started dating somebody, you know, probably, I know, a couple months after that. But every now and that I would, you know, wear the stuff around the house and think about it. And, you know, I go over her place and I actually stole some pantyhose or her stuff like that. I guess I'm a little pantyhose thief. Yeah.

You know, and then sometimes I'd be wear the pantos under my jeans or under my sweat pants and go from there, you know, just to kind of have my fun. but then on a father's day, I actually posted on Craigslist looking for somebody because I was in a grocery store and all these couples were in there and her was single. And I'm thinking, I was really frustrated. So I says, you know, here I am, Father's Day, all these couples and, you know, I got nobody. Well, somebody answered back to me and we went out and she was, you know, an incredible lady and we talk, talk, talk. And of course, now I'm brave enough. you know, I says, you know, and I'm really into like legs and panty hose and all the rest and stuff like that.

And she says, oh, I wear them sometimes. That's, you know, that's fine. So, you know, she told me a little story, you know, I knew it was going to be okay because she told me, yeah, when I was young, you know, I used to do some wild things and stuff like that. She loves driving through the city and, you know, this guy in this big truck, this little short skirt on and he yells down at me and he says, he says, hey, you're beautiful. And she says, thank you.

And he says, yeah, I'd want to lick your pussy. So she let him lick his pussy. Oh, my God. So I knew at that point that, you know, she had a little bit of game in her and stuff like that, a little bit of wildness. Yeah, for sure. And she had the sexiest walk in high heels that I've ever seen and stuff like that. So, you know, as the relationship started to build, you know, I, you know, liked her to dress sexy and she was totally fine with that. You know, sometimes I'd ask her to dress, you know, in sexy clothes and walking them all and just watch younger guys look at her.

So I guess I started to think about stuff like that, too. Yeah. And then one time we're laying in bed and she's got panty hose on and we're, you know, we're kind of in the middle of sex and stuff like that. I says, those feel really? I says, can I wear a pair of yours? She says, really? I says, yeah. I just want to see what it feels like, you know, I didn't, you know, rubbing against you like that.

And she's just, sure, go ahead. So, you know, it just kind of went from there. And I thought, wow, this, you know, she's awesome. This is, this is working out perfect. So we'd have sex sometimes. I'd be wearing, she'd be wearing all the rest of it. And then one time I did ask her, I says, I said, and she was actually. And she was actually in, you know, in a business that dealt with women's things.

And I says, I think you should maybe dress me up in like a week and makeup one time just to see what I look like. And she says, okay, no problem. So about a week later, yeah, about a week later, she had stuff and she dressed me up. And I thought I looked pretty darn good. And so Christmas was coming around. And she said, well, you know, what do you want for Christmas? And I says, well, you know, sweetie, you know, we had a good life, good jobs, nice house, everything. And I said, you know, we weren't married because she had a bad first marriage.

So she was almost against getting married again. But we were living together. And I, and I says, I don't know. I have everything I need. She says, come on, you got to want something for Christmas. And I just threw it out there, not thinking anything would come of it. And I says, how about some fantasy wishes? She said, what do you mean?

And I says, how about six fantasy wishes of my call? Anything goes. And she went, wow, is that what you really want? And I said, yep. And she said, sure, okay. So I went with that. So about two months later, on a Saturday night, I set it all up. I went to my old favorite Craigslist and did some posting.

And instead of posting pictures of me and pantyhose and high heels, I picture, I put pictures of her saying, you know, my milphy wife, you know, we're looking for, we're looking for a third. You know, if you're really interested and you're a legman and you're, you're okay. with Pantyhose and Lursevitt, please write to me and tell me why I should choose you. Right. Well, I can't tell you how many replies I got because she had great legs. Yeah. So a ton, a ton of replies and a ton of replies the next day. But that's the hard thing to find.

I mean, you know, for a couple to say, hey, come in and like, you know, to guys, you want to come in and hook up with us. I mean, like, every guy's like, yeah, I'm down. It's other things are a little much harder to get, but that's an easy one. Right. Absolutely. So I ended up picking up somebody who went to the same. He was about 20, I guess, red-headed kid. He said he was awkward with girls too.

He played the same sport I played, went to the same college. I went to say this would really boost his confidence, you know, to be with somebody, you know, that I didn't show a face pick, you know, that hopefully is, you know, as beautiful as our legs are. And so I ended up picking him. And I set it up. We met at a restaurant near this big, huge mall. and I told my lady, I says, okay, you know, we're going out to dinner and blah, blah, blah, you know, please, you know, we're going to, I'm going to dress your appropriately because there's something going on and she just kind of smiled. She says, what? And I says, oh, it's Fannish the Wish Night. She's really? So I had her in a black corset, a tan, pantyho, some really tall, strappy black high heels and like a black coat cover in the corset. We went out to dinner. And so I told him to meet us there at six. And I knew what he looked like, because I had to, I made sure he sent me a picture. So I waved to him and saw him and he came walking over.

And she turned red face and I says, you know, I'd like you to meet so-and-so. I say, he's going to be with us tonight. And so this was kind of the next adventure of it all. So we talked and I explained to her about the Craigslist and all the rest of it. She's like, awed by it all, kind of turned on and odd. But she was really, you know, kind of excited about it all. So, you know, she started asking them questions. Are you sure?

Are you sure? Are you sure? and I set up a hotel room at the hotel next to the mall. And we got up from the table and I told him, I said, hey, take her hand, walk her out like she's your lady and walked out to the vehicle. I put them both in the backseat and drove us over to the mall. We went upstairs. They sat on the bed. I sat on the couch.

And she's telling him, she says, okay, here's some of the ground rolls. No kissing. And you've got to wear a condom. And he's like, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, no problem. And I'm sitting on the couch and I'm frozen because I'm like watching my own real porn. movie here. Yeah. You know, with my, my lady, and this, I was literally frozen. And so, you know, you know, she says, you know, go ahead and touch my legs. So he's touching her legs and touch my breast. And she says, you can, you can't kiss me, but you can kiss my neck. So he starts

kissing her neck and feeling her. Well, she started to get into it. Next thing, you know, she's kissing him on the mouth. And they're kind of, you know, touching and feeling and feeling and touching. And she ended up going down on him for like two minutes. And then she says, well, why don't she put a condom on and he put a condom on and she was you know he did her dog style for like i don't 20 minutes or something like that and i'm literally frozen on the couch couldn't move totally enjoying it yeah so they finished they finished their their thing and he leaves and then we had sex and she says well why didn't you join in i says i don't know i was frozen on the couch this was you know this was awesome i didn't know what to think yeah you know i couldn't move

and so she was you know she was perfectly fine with that so those were some of the you know those are one of the six fantasy wishes. But at some point, you know, her life kind of turned on her a little bit. She had a job change and she started working, you know, 60, 70 hours a week. And she had a family member with, you know, with a drug problem. And I literally for time, you know, wouldn't see her for almost a week or two at a time. She needed to be traveling, you know, in her office at home working. And it was just, you know, the relationship was kind of degrading.

Oh, that's too bad. It really was because she was an awesome lady, but she just literally had no time. So I took care of the house. I did the cooking, the cleaning, the shopping, working, doing everything. And I was, like, bored and lonely. So one Saturday night, went, drove to the big city, you know, because usually on my days off, I drive and go get a donut and coffee in the morning. And I was craving a donut.

So I thought, oh, yeah, there's that place in the city. You know, it was bored. It was 10 o'clock a night. She was gone for the whole weekend. And I drove into the city to go get a donut. And so I got my donut coffee, and I'm just driving around. in the city and stuff like that. And I see this, see this young lady standing on the corner. And I thought, hmm, interesting. So I drive around again. She's still there. So I pull over and she

just gets in. So is a hooker? In training, we'll call it. Okay. And so she says, she's, hi, how are you doing? I says, oh, hi. You know, I'm doing great. I just saw you standing here. I just came to get a donut. And she says, you know, well, what are you doing? I says, I'm just driving around and eat my donut. And she says, well, you know, what do you want to do? And I says, well, to be honest. And she says, yeah, just tell me. She says, you know, I just love to see you dressed up in something sexy of my wife and just like touch you and play with you. And she went, okay, sure.

She says, where do you live? I said, it's about 30 minutes away. So I took her home and dressed her up in some of my wife's clothes and panty hose and high heels. And she was walking around the bedroom and all the rest of it. And all the rest of it. And I thought, you know, she looks, she looks beautiful. And it's because I was bored. And I guess ethically, I thought it was okay.

So she said, you didn't fuck her or anything like that? Well, this is where it was going. She says, what do you want to do? And I says, well, I tell you what? I said, let's be like kind of 69. And I'll just play with like your legs and your feet. And you suck my cock. And she says, well, you know I have to wear, you have to wear a condom.

And I said, I'll tell you what. I says, I'll let you keep the dress, the panting hose and the high heels. No comment. And she thought about it for like 10 seconds. And she says, well, my friend told me I always need to use a condom. And I says, well, you know, you look at the house we're in, you know, and I'm clean cut, you know, nice looking, all the rest of it. You know, I mean, these clothes and all the rest of it. And she went, okay.

And so. Oh, my God. You're both terrible. I'm a very big condom advocate. Someone complained about that on a YouTube content comment recently. I think like it's a cock block to some people. But like, here you are cheating on somebody. It's so bad.

Yeah, I know. Okay. But anyway, go on with the story. Yeah, it was great. It was great. So she sucked my cock. I played with her legs. And that lasted for, God, like an hour. Do we talk a little bit? And she sucked and I played. How much did that cost you? How much of that cost me? That cost me 200. And the clothes and the outfit? Right. But my wife had closet full. It has like 60 plus. I was the one that bought her shoes, most of them. So she was like 60 plus. She would never even remember which ones were missing. No, but I'm just saying that's, I was just trying to figure out what the girl got made out with. So it was $200. And, you know, had to tow gear new outfit. Well, the shoes were Jessica Simpson, so they weren't cheap. Right. Yeah, they weren't from Target or something like that.

They were nice, sexy shoes. So she made out, she made out pretty good. And she gave me her number, and I called her, but nothing, you know, nothing, nobody ever picked up. So, so that was, that was the end of that. Well, things, you know, still kind of, still kind of degraded a little bit for, you know, in the relationship. So I went back on, you know, a couple weeks later on Saturday night to get my

Donut driving around didn't see anything, you know, with any girls at there. But I saw somebody else there. And she was in like a white cottony dress, tan hosery, panty hose and white high heels. But she looked a little different. And I thought, hmm. So I drove around again. And I, but she looks so good. Oh, I know where this is going.

Right. So she pulled over. Right. So I pulled over and she got in. And I heard the voice immediately. And I'm thinking, oh, God, I don't know if I should do this. And, you know, she said, thanks for pulling over. She says, you know, I'm just feeling a little lonely.

She was really honest and was doing a lot of talking. So I just feel a little lonely tonight. I just kind of want to hang out with somebody. That'd be okay. And she looked great. So I thought, okay. She says, can we go, we can go back to my place. You know, you park your truck in a secure parking lot.

And, you know, we just, just, I'm just lonely. I hate to say this. This is so off topic. But it's funny that you're like, oh, she said to me, I'm feeling a little lonely. Like she was being really honest. Like, don't you think that's like their fucking pickup line? Like, that's how they get you to, you know, become, you know, like that's how they're getting paid like that's like a line you know don't you think or do you think

I just think that's what she says to get that her you know to get you to like really be down you know and get you to pay up and do what she wants to do and become her John for the night well you know she looks so good and I never done this before she looks so good that I would have paid for exactly oh but you didn't pay for so I was thinking that so we get back to her place yeah you know we're talking and we're talking and I says now I just thought oh Okay, let me break the eyes. She says, can I just touch your legs while we're talking? She's, oh, yeah, sure.

She works for some LGBT organization and stuff like that. And she says, you know, I'm seriously lonely. She says, I'm not, you know, I'm not, I'm not being a hook for tonight. I just wanted to hang out with somebody. Right, okay. Yeah. Yeah. So she, I ended up in and I says, well, you know what?

Thank you, you know, for being really honest. I says, I would have paid for it because you're beautiful. She says, really, really beautiful. She says, yeah, I says, you're really beautiful. Look at your legs. I'm a leg man. I'm a panios man. I'm this, I'm that.

I says, I'd be perfectly fine with just like playing with your legs and stroking you and having you, you know, stroke my cock. And she's, I'll totally do that. So I hung out with her for like four hours. And she ended up giving me a blowjob. No sex, no nothing. I didn't, I didn't go up and feel her bulge or anything like that. And it just played with her legs. And she played with my cock and give me a blowjob.

And then, you know, it was getting, you know, like probably like three o'clock in the morning. And I left. And I thought, oh, my God, this was incredible. But while we were talking and stuff like that, she says, you ever been to this club? You know, I won't say the name, XYZ.

And I says, no, I've never even been to a club. I've never even, you know, to be honest, been with somebody like you. And she says, oh, you ought to go to this club. There's, you know, a bunch of girls like me and they'd love you and, you know, your big cock and all the, you know, you ought to go in there sometime.

And I says, well, you know, I do, I do dress up every now. And then she says, and then she stops. She says, you do. And I says, yeah, I says, I've never, you know, I've tried on the wig and the makeup one time with my lady, anything like that, but I have a, you know, a dress and high heels that fit me. And she's, oh, you ought to dress and you ought to go down there sometime.

It's so much fun, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And so for a little while after that night was over, I started thinking about it. And I thought, hmm, so I actually got up the guts one night. You're still married at this point? Well, we were still with her. I was still with her, but she didn't want to get married because she had such a rough relationship. You're not married, but you guys are together, though.

Like, you're still with this woman, right? Yeah, we're like five or six years in at this point. Okay. But she's so busy that she doesn't realize that you get totally dressed up and go out one night to this club. No, not at all because she's traveling at least a week or two a month. Okay. So I'm free and clear. So we're just, you know, living in two different worlds.

You know, she'd say one night, oh, yeah, let's watch a movie. And then we'd start watching some movie. Yeah, who cares about that? Yeah, let's get back to the story anyway. Yeah, yeah, the story. Yeah. It's a good story. We don't care about her.

Get back to the. No, we don't care. Now you're dressed up and you're going out for the first time, like cross-dressed, right? Right. So I was scared to death and I went and parked down the street from this club and I walked over to the club. And I didn't go inside and the wig and I did the best I could on makeup and stuff like that. And I had a lot of cars pull over and trying to try to pick me up. And I was really, really excited about it, really excited about it.

But it didn't get in any vehicle or anything like that. but I was really turned on by. I didn't go into the club. And so I left because I was getting a little nervous. I saw police down the street and all the rest of it. So I kind of not run, of course, because I was in tall shoes, made my way back to my vehicle and drove home and kind of chickened out, staying out there anymore.

And I kind of regretted it a little bit. And then, you know, every now and then I'd still be posting to kind of keep some guys in the bullpen, if you know what I mean, just in case I was feeling extra horny. And so this one guy wrote me and asked if, you know, if he could take me out. And I thought, hmm, boy, this would be kind of interesting. But he says, you know, can we meet first? And I said, sure. He says, well, I own this record studio.

You know, I'll meet you at my record studio late night, you know, 10, 11 o'clock or something like that. I'll give you the tour of the record studio and we could just see if we get along. So I met him at his record studios. A nice older guy gave me the tour. And I'm walking around, fully made up. The wig, the makeup, high heels, pantios, the whole thing, walking around, walking around, walking around. And it was great, you know, and he was really a nice man and all the rest of it. and, you know, we talked for a little while and stuff like that.

And he was, you know, he asked me, touch my legs. He says, that's all I want to do. Can I just touch your legs? You know, just to see, you know, just because I won't be able to get through the night if I don't. I said, sure. And that's really all that happened. But he says at the end of the night, he says, you know, but can I take you out? I'd really like to just take you out.

Could you do that? And I said, sure. Why not? And he says, I'll come pick you up. I'll take you out into the city. We'll go to this club, XYZ. And I said, and I thought in my mind, oh, my God, that's the club that the, The tranny mentioned.

And I thought, okay, I'm down with this. Okay, no problem. So a couple weeks later, we set it up, and he came and picked me up, and we're talking on the way, and I'm crossing, I'm being like a girl. I'm crossing my legs and, you know, moving my feet around and kind of trying to turn them on a little bit while we're driving. And we're a couple blocks away from the club. It's probably like 9 or 10 o'clock at night.

And he says, well, I've got to put my car in a parking garage about a block way. He says, you can be able to walk that far in those high heels. And I says, well, I tell you what, why don't you just drop me off in front and then go park the car? And he went, okay. So I knew what I was doing. So as soon as he dropped me off and drove away, cards would stop. And they were trying to pick me up because here I was.

I got to play that same game I played, you know, in, you know, previous times. And so I was really getting turned on by it all. And come on, hey, baby, you know, God, what great legs. You want to go for rides? You want to go home for me? You know, heard all these stories. It was awesome. It was really, really super excited.

And, you know, I didn't get in any car. I really wanted to, though. just because I was so turned on. And he comes walking up when we go into the car or go into the place. And he introduces me to the manager. Evidently, he's a semi-regular in there. And the manager's all made up, you know, tranny, cross-dress, whatever you want to call it. And they're giving me drinks and they're really excited to see somebody new in there.

And, you know, giving me all these props on, you know, how nice I looked and all the rest of it. And I was thinking, you know, this is great. You know, I'm totally loving this and having a good time. and we hung out in the club for like two hours. We actually danced a little bit. I've never tried to dance in tall shoes. And just hung out in the club. Didn't have sex with them.

Didn't touch his penis. Didn't see his penis. When we got back to my place, I invited him in. He came in. He gave me a blow job. And, you know, and then he left. And I, you know, and that kind of started my line of thinking a little bit, down the line a little bit. that, you know, maybe this is okay. And, you know, maybe I am a little bi-curious. And so I

answered another guy's ad. And the wife was gone. He sounded a little more sketchy than the first guy. He was a little bit younger, too. But I thought, well, okay. So I went got a hotel room so he can meet me there instead of the house. He comes up to the hotel room and he's got flowers for me and a card. He was really excited. And he wanted to take me out to dinner instead of some club in that same big city. And so here we are in this restaurant and he says, well, I'm going to order for you. You know, obviously my voice because I wanted to look the part, but I didn't sound the part. And so he says, do you mind if I order for you? I says, oh, no, no, no, you go right ahead, order for me. And so we're eating and, you know, I'm getting a few looks, but kind of, you know, not like,

what the hell is that, but just kind of an interesting look like, you know, this is something different here. And then after dinner, we're walking with like literally thousands of people out there. And he says, you want to go for a little walk? I says, oh, yeah, because now I've turned into an exhibitionist a little bit. I want to be out in public and I want to be seen. And so as we're walking, I get all these girls and women that will come up to me and talk to me. You know, say, are you a guy? Or how do you walk in those, how do you walk in shoes that tall? Or you have, you have great legs. and I could see guys giving me a first look and then a second look and then a third look trying to figure me out or, you know, I was like, whoa, he looks really, he, she looks really sexy, but that's a guy, I think, and stuff like that. So I was totally turned on by that.

And so we go back to the hotel room. And this was mainly just, you know, for my entertainment. So I had never had sex with a man, never thought about having sex with a man. I didn't have sex with this guy. But I told him he could, you know, he could suck my cock if he wanted to. and he did because he was really turned on the whole night and I never gave him you know, didn't give him a hand job or anything like that.

I guess I was just being a little selfish, but, you know, I was the one out in public in the dress, the panos, the high heels, the makeup, all the rest of it. I guess this was kind of my reward for it all a little bit. Well, he tried to contact me a couple more times and go out and didn't, you know, didn't happen. So, but, you know, I could see my, my quest was kind of, you know, getting ready to kind of take the next step.

So a couple weeks later, I answered this other ad from this, from this very well-spoken, well-written gentleman, and he wanted me to meet him at his workplace, which was a corporation that he said he's the CFO, corporation that you would know by name. And so during the day, and he says, you don't have to wear the wig and makeup, but I just want to see you in a dress and panty heels and high heels.

So I was like, okay. And he says, meet me right out front. So I was like, and he sent me his picture. And so I pull right up front. And there I am sitting there. And he comes walking out with a couple other guys. And he gets in my vehicle. And he says, oh, go over there with the parking garage. And it's like, whoa, a parking garage. Okay. You know, broad daylight and all the rest of it. So we're in the parking garage. I back into a stall. And we talk for a minute or two. And he's touching my legs and kind of feeling my cock and things like that. And security comes driving by. He had the flashing lights on top. And I said, oh, we better take it easy. He says, oh, no, that's so and so. He waves at him as the guy's driving by. And it's like, wow, this is really weird. And he says, okay, this is enough for now. He says, I got to get back into the office. I got at one o'clock meeting.

And he says, okay, he says, well, here's my card. He says, this is me. This is my private number. He says, you know, you can call me, but don't call me at night. My wife won't know, but he says, I want to meet you. And I says, sure, why not? Okay. And he says, this is my address.

He says, we have a big home and a big lot, you know, in a big lot. And this was in an area with like $5 million homes. And he says, I got a big motor home right next to the house. He says, when you pull in and park, park next to the motorhome. just going the motor home away from me, you know, about 10 o'clock. So it's just, okay. So, and he says, dress just the way you are. So I went in there, about 10 o'clock, drove in there, got out of my vehicle, walked into the motorhome, about two minutes later, he'd come walking into the motorhome on his property. And it's like,

you know, this is in a big, you know, in a real big, expensive residential area. And I says, well, where's the way? She's, oh, her and the kids go to sleep, you know, early. So he says, I'm fine. He says, you know, I just left your legs. He says, I just loved to just love to just, you know, touch your legs and suck your cock. Would that be okay? And I thought, you know, you're all right. It is. Go for it.

So he was, you know, here he is the CFO of a major company in the United States on his knees in front of me sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, I'm giggling inside. I'm thinking, you know, this is, this is unbelievable. So he's sucking my cock and he's talking. And I think he, I think he was kind of a submissive a little bit. Because I could tell because in these shoes, like right now, I'm 6'1. I'm like 6'6 wearing these things.

if I'm standing up. So I'm really tall. So I think he liked that I'm tall in the whole submissive thing because he was down on his knees in front of me, sucking on my cock. And I think, and he was kind of a shorter guy. I think he kind of liked being submissive and stuff like that. So after he was done sucking my cock and I says, well, can I do anything for you? I felt kind of guilty a little bit this time.

And he says, well, you can jerk me off if you want to. So the first time I had a cock in my hand, I jerked him off. And I thought, and I thought, this isn't so bad. This isn't such a bad thing at all. and so I jerked him off and he said he says can we meet again can I get a hold of you another time and can we meet again and do this and I says I says absolutely I says you know I feel really comfortable with you I feel safe and all the rest of it and about once every two or three months he would you know give me a you know give me a call and you know I'd go over there in nighttime when when she was away and you know he'd suck my cock and about the third or fourth time I says you know would you like a little more this time. And so I ended up, you know, because I really felt comfortable after three or four visits, I said, you know, can I, you know, can I suck your cock?

And he went, yeah, okay. Yeah, go for it. So I ended up sucking his cock that night. And that was the first cock I sucked. And I thought again. How old were you at this point? Okay. So I was, so I'm 57 now.

About 50. Okay. So seven years ago. Yeah, about seven years ago. So it took you till about 50 before you had that dick in your mouth. Right. Yeah. All the way till 50.

But I never really had like, I know, I've heard some of the, you know, I've listened to a lot of your podcasts. And, you know, it starts earlier with some of them. Yeah. It's all different. I never really, I never really had that inclination. But I just kind of, we just kind of manifested into that. You can kind of see as things kind of just kind of progressed a little bit. Yeah, exactly.

And had a little bit of fun that. I just was a little more willing to try this and try that because like I've told my wife I'm married to now I says you know what you know we're not getting any younger I says 20 years from now we're going to be too old to do stuff like that so you know I got hurt when her and I started getting serious you know and this was probably a couple years after that episode with with the last time I saw that guy I kind of got away from it for a little while you know because I was with her working hard and paying off child support and all the rest of this stuff. I had a daughter with the first wife. But this one, I mentioned to her right away. You know, it's like, you know, I love legs and panty hose and all the rest of a bit. And she told me much later on that she thought it was a little strange, but she went with it. And so this is the greatest lady I've ever known, and she wears for me all the time. And we have our little panty hose games.

And it's a ritual for her when we do that. And I usually just rip them open. And, you know, it just, it's all I can ask for. And I still kind of crave the going out in public. And when she did travel before all this COVID stuff, I'd actually get kind of dressed up and I'd go get gas in the middle of the night in my vehicle. That's what I was wondering. Like, does she know how far?

Does she know about all this other stuff, like the guy stuff, the dressing up stuff? Or does she just know about the pantyho stuff? She knows about the pantyho stuff. She knows about none of the other stuff. Right. And now in the time, though, that you've been with her, have you ever, have you met up with any guys? Well, try to. Try to.

Oh, you know, because Craig's list isn't, you know, yeah. You know, P-O-F and all the rest of them and stuff like that. I've tried to and I've actually been stood up a few times. And I met one guy and he was really nervous. So nothing's really, you know, kind of worked out. So I guess so my fun has been, you know, in the middle of the night on the way to work out, you know, a lot of the house dressed and go get gas in my vehicle dressed up or something like that, getting my jollies. But with her, you know, it's, it's, I'm more focused on her than me, even though

I think after we're doing this talk today that I'm probably going to go out in the middle of the night on my way to work and get gas fully dressed up just because I'm, I'm kind of horny and kind of turned on now by this. But also your wife, right, right, right. But also your wife is that I know this because of scheduling and stuff, right? We talked about the fact that you were available to call in because your wife is out of town, right? And so you have a short amount of time because I know she's coming back tomorrow, right?

To like do your thing. So, you know, now's the time to do it right while she's away. Oh, absolutely. So, I mean, you have to take you when the chance comes. You present itself. You have to do it. But with her, I've tried to bring her along just to kind of, you know, cross the line a little bit.

I've taken some provocative pictures with her outside, had her all dressed up and gone into the woods and had my fun with her. I got her to answer the door dressed very provocatively. Obviously, panty hose high heels and a short dress. When the pizza guy came, and she was totally giggling afterwards and fine with that. So I've got her to dress sexy like before in afternoon, Sunday afternoon. and she'll dress sexy for a minute and says, hey, you know, my car needs gas. Let's go get some gas before we've gone to the gas station and made her get out, dress sexy and pump gas.

And I'm watching guys watch her because she's attracted herself. And so I'm kind of having my jollies with her, but I kind of want to have, you know, my own fun. Yeah, you have this other. Yeah, you have this other side. You have this whole other thing that you're into, right? That she can't really fulfill because it has to do with you being fully dressed up as a woman, right? being with a guy. Exactly.

And you're not planning on telling her, right? We're going to wrap it up now, but you're not planning on telling her, right? No. Right. If I could bring her along a little farther, maybe, but not at this point. Right. Yeah, you'd have to do the whole dressing up with her. You know, I think it's hard when you cross the line to be like, oh, you want to, you know,

get a blowjob from a guy or any of that kind of stuff. That's a whole different ball game, right? Big time ball. Way. That's way across the line. Even going from pantyhoes to like I want to dress up and close. You know, they're all, you know, I think pantyhose and I've said this before is a very easy fetish for a woman to accept. It's extremely easy.

It's like a no-brainer. Nicholas, you got to hold on one second. This is why we got to wrap it up because of hours the longest I keep. I'm almost done baby cakes. Five minutes. Shut the door. Thank you. I think, you know, the fact that a guy loves painting husband wants his girl to wear it,

no girl's going to give a shit about that, right? The fact that a guy wants to wear them, a girl might be like, what, at first, but she really likes the guy, she's going to be fine with it. But then when you get into the, I want to dress up, you know, that's a different thing. And then, oh, I, you know, like my dick and a guy's mouth and, you know, that's a whole other thing. So there's a lot, there would be a lot that she would have to accept. but it seems like, you know, you might be able to mock the stuff up that you like with her, maybe, you know,

and go a little further with her and do, like, fantasy play with her because she seems down for that. She'd probably be open to it. You know who really would have been down is that other girl that you lost, you know, the one that was like, that put that guy in the room and wanted you to join in. That was the girl. That was the one. If her life wouldn't have fallen apart. Yeah. She was the one for all of that. No doubt 100%. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But this one, you know, I don't know that you'd ever be able to really tell her everything, you know? And so in seven years that you've been with her, you haven't been with a guy or had any of those kinds of. The only thing you've really done is tried to make it happen, right, and gone out dressed up behind her back.

Right. Yeah. Have you seen any like coakers or anything like that like you've done in the past? I mean, you can't pick them up anymore. You know. know, but like, have you done cheating on her with women at all? No, not at all. You know, I used to live closer to the big city. Now we're like an hour and a half away from it. So it's not, I can just, you know, take 15 minutes and drive over there and drive around and look and all the rest of it. So I haven't.

But it's interesting that you say that about Craigslist and I, and maybe women and men, but, you know, I'm just saying more women might have really benefited from Craigslist personals going out the window because it did make it a lot easier, right, for these kinds of secret things to go on. Yep. Right? Really? Because listen, you're saying seven years

you haven't been able to make anything happen. But if Craigslist was around, you definitely would have, right? So I think for... Oh, of course. It's been super easy. Yeah. For a lot of women that were with men that were living double lives and a lot of women that had, you know,

or men that were married to women that were leaving you know it's a good thing that Craigslist went down for those people it's bad for you because you haven't been able to get your fix but i think you know you've gone seven years without it i think you know and you're okay so you know that's fine and i think maybe you could push your girl to go a little bit more into fantasy play with you while COVID's happening and nothing's really fucking going on you know right so that that's what i'm kind of hoping for the COVID because she's working the whole work from home thing until maybe the end of the year. So she's, she's foot to be tied right now.

And so, you know how it is. You got to be in the right frame of mind to do things like that. So everything's just like everybody's life. Everything's on hold kind of right now. Can't even. Yeah, we're in the twilight zone. You can't do anything.

Yeah, no, I know. The only thing I have to do is right now go feed my son. That's just I'm stuck with a four-year-old every day. You were all like, it's not such a sexy time, right? I mean,

I don't know. Maybe some people are banging more, doing things, but I think it's hard when everyone's stuck in the house with each other, right? I don't know. That's what you were trying to say. Oh, it really is. Yeah. Yeah.

But, you know, I think we're getting closer towards the end. I mean, I don't know when I'm going to air this episode, but me and you are talking in the beginning of September. I'm hoping we're a little bit past the halfway mark for this piece of shit year, psycho phase we're in, right? You know, who knows? Yeah. hopefully we're getting towards the end and this could all, you know, sort of move away. But, you know, thank you so much for calling in and telling your story.

You definitely were one of those that I could just sit back and relax and listen, you know, and tell everything. I'm glad I'm airing it on my regular show because it's much more than pantyhoes. There's cross-jess in there. There's bisexuality in there. There's a lot of other stuff going on. So it's going to make for a great episode. So I'm glad we finally spoke.

I mean, me and you have talked about this for a long time. Long time, way too long. So I'm glad we finally. Yeah. When she told me she was going to go away with her boys for a few days. Yeah, it was it. Got to get a hold of Kathy right now. Yeah, yeah, it's awesome.

All right. Thank you, Mark. That was great. Thanks so much. And I'll keep you post up when it's going to air. Okay. Appreciate it. Thank you.

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