Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 421 - Eve is a Cuckquean who Loves Watching her Husband with Other Women

Episode Date: November 8, 2021

Eve is very bisexual cuckquean and loves seeing her man with other women. When did she first start hooking up with women? What exactly does she like to do with them? And, when did she and her husband have their first threesome? Tune in to for all the details which include how her strict, religious upbringing impacted her, how she went wild after her first divorce and wound up living in a pagan community, her first solo experience with a woman at a hotel and how much she loved it, her first unicorn experience with a couple she knew, how she progressed to swinger parties and what she enjoyed doing there, how she met her second husband and what exactly happened at their first threesome, how she enjoys "cleaning" women up after her husband has been with them as well as her type when it comes to women, the only boundary she has for her husband and why she has it, her naked rendezvous with her girl friends and what exactly goes down at them, the toys she likes to use on them, how she enjoys water sports and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of Eve plus a ton of my other guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Hey, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast with Kathy. If you want to follow the Strictly Anonymous podcast on Instagram or Twitter, follow the show at Strict Anonymous. Today, I have on a girl named Eve. Now, let me tell you, Eve tells a good story in that she's super explicit, more so than most women. She grew up in a very conservative religious family. She goes into a little bit about her backstory, which you need to hear about because it's so interesting because she went so far from that, you know, at the get-go. I mean, this girl was trying all kinds of things. She was a super open, sexual person. I would call her a cuck queen. She might even call herself a lesbian. I don't know, but she's married now. Now,

But she started doing all kinds of crazy things, like I said, from the get-go when she was super young. She was a unicorn. And then she's played with a lot of unicorns with her husband. I'm not going to get any more specific than that. If you want to know a little bit more, maybe read the description. But I'm going to just tell you straight up, this is a great episode. Her story's fascinating. Like I said, where she came from and how far she went.

It's fascinating. And the way she communicates, she's just so open. and she's also super evolved. That's what I think about her. I really like Eve. You're going to love her and you're going to love this episode. I don't know what I'm going to title it. Maybe she's a cuck queen.

I think she's a cuck queen, but she doesn't call herself that. But wait until you hear what Eve is into. I'm not going to make you wait any longer. I'm just going to be right back on with Eve. Hey, Eve. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? Hello.

Thank you for having me. I'm doing well. No, thank you for coming on. I love talking to females. My listeners love when I talk to females. I know sort of the gist of what we're going to be talking about. You're really into sex. You've done a lot of different things.

You're like, I have so many stories. I think we're going to probably start out with the fact that you were like a unicorn to a couple. And we say a unicorn because that's like the girl, the third person that's coming into a relationship. then they call it a unicorn because it's very hard to find, right? Like, why don't we start there? Okay. I got married when I was way young, pregnant, the whole shebang. It sizzled out high school love.

You know how it goes. No, I don't know how it goes. Wait, tell me real quick for a second. First of all, how old are you? You sound super young now. I'm actually going to be 33 soon. Okay, but how old were you when you got married? 16.

Oh, my God. Is that even legal? my parents did have to sign yeah oh my why did you get married like was it your parents forcing you or you just thought you were in love and wanted to get married like who would let their 16 year old to get married it's weird I mean like if you want to go back back I grew up in a very religious

we don't talk about sex when I got my period I didn't really even know it was going on with my own body the the first time I had like intercourse and everything. Like I wasn't really even sure of the mechanics of it. It was always that forbidden fruit you, that's your value, your only value is what's

between your legs. Don't give it away. Don't talk about it. You know, and it was just I was young. He was tall and pretty and just really wanted to get away from all the hidden crap that my parents were putting

me under. Like, you know, I lived under a I was super naive, super young, and just hit the ground around. That was your way of getting out. That was your way of getting becoming free. So it totally makes sense. I would have got, I would have been the same way. That was your only out, right, is to get married. I mean, I probably could have waited the two more years, but he was hot and, you know, unprotected things happen.

And then a kid happened. So, yeah, marriage, next step. Oh, so wait a second. So you started, so you were very rebellious because here you are. in this very religious community. Or you're in that, right? That's what's put on you. You're not supposed to be doing anything when it comes to SCX,

but you wind up having sex with your boyfriend at a very young age, get pregnant and then you have to get married. Is that what happened? Yeah. We're in the South, the Deep South. Yeah. And it's one of those things where, oh, you know, whispers start and can't believe they let that happen.

And, oh, is she married? It was very, it's that old-timey structure that my kids will never, ever even know about. Yeah, yeah, yeah. For sure. I mean, I get it. When I grew up that, it was, there was a stigma attached if you were 16. And I think so, you know, more so because your parents were super religious. So they had to get you married off really quick.

You had a baby. Okay. And so now, where along this line? Let's get back to the unicorn business. How do you go from that to being a unicorn? Every, me and my ex-husband, we started going our opposite directions. Like, he was very, you know, I was curious about women and everything else. Like, I had my very first crush on Rihanna when I was, like, 12.

Oh, right. That's interesting. So, like, I knew I was interested and that I found them very attractive. And I'd be like, hey, you know, we've, no, like, let's try this. and he was just, ew, no, why would you even, I can't do this with you kind of stuff. And we just kind of grew apart. And when we ended up splitting up, I was, you know, kind of free to do my own thing. I had a good babysitter and everything.

So, like, I ran wild from 18 to like 22. Wow. Mm-hmm. I got into this little pagan community out where I was living and it was this just amazing open like everyone would sit around campfires naked and there'd be bongos and drum circles and very like almost hippie-ish style vibe.

Wait, but did you say excuse me, sorry to cut you off. I'm trying not to cut people off. Did you say you went wild in a pegging community or something else? What did you say? Pagan. Pagan. Okay, I was like a pagan community and then you're like, yeah, we're at a bonfire. I ran in the total opposite direction of religion. So I was trying to find anything that had not to do with it. Okay, so what's a pagan community?

Well, it was just for like in the area that I'm at, it's, you know, just a bunch of more, it's like a hippie style commune type thing. Okay. There are people that, you know, help you take care of your stuff. It was a very open, like, you know, place to be you could like that's where I started my unicorning at because I was this young attractive thing and open and you know yeah let me in I'm I'll do this I'll do that so it all went down in this pagan pagan community yeah so how did it start my very first experience I had just gotten back from a Christmas party at my work and I was dressed to the nine and I got home and everyone's like, you're so pretty.

We really shouldn't let this go to waste. Do you want to roll some molly? Have some fun. And I'm like, yeah, I really do. And my first ever unicorn experience was with a couple that I was kind of, you know, I was in and out of their house a lot, like, you know, visiting, really attracted to the wife to begin with anyway. So how much older than you were they?

Oh my goodness. I had just turned 20. I had just turned 20 that March, and it was that December, and I think they were in their late 30s. Okay, so what happened now? So you come home, this couple, you take Molly or whatever, right?

And then this couple hits on you? Well, we had all been friends and stuff like our, they had a kid my age and everything. They all went to school. That's how I kind of got in touch with these people. people and everything and they introduced me to the community that they were in because, you know, like I said, I was running away from religion or any kind thereafter. So it was just kind of my people. I had colored hair. The mom had colored hair. That was kind of like our

basis of like starting, hey, like you're cool. We should hang out some time. And our kids hung out. And then like I said, I just walked in just all completely done up. And they're like, we don't need the waist this. Like, you look too pretty right now. So, like, do you want to, do you want to roll Somali and have some fun? I was like, absolutely. And then what happened that first experience? Oh, man. It was so, like, it was crazy, but I just remember, like, watching, because they, they were a couple and everything. So, like, they got everything started and, you know, they're making out, and she, like, takes my hand and puts it on his cock and tells me to start massage. And telling me how pretty I look where I did it.

And, you know, I was a very guided person by them. Like it was, you know, I'm a very submissive woman. So it was just kind of like, you know, here, do this, do that. Now kiss, now do this. It was a very guided thing. But it was very fun. Right. And was that your first experience with a woman too?

Or did you hook up with women before her? Or was that three, some of the first time you were also? I had a brief experience with a woman. It was my very first experience. And we ended up hooking up in a hotel room. I met her at a bar and we were outside talking. And we ended up hooking up in a hotel room. Well, it was her hotel room.

And her husband would walk into the bathroom and I would just shut the door and I'd be like, I'm busy. And I mean, it was the most, I just remember seeing her. her get naked and just touching all over her. And I probably ate her out for like a good like 45 minutes. Like that's why he started even coming into the bathroom and checking because like he was just hearing me go at her all right. So that was the first experience. That wasn't the couple that you became the unicorn.

That was your first. No, that wasn't the couple. Like that was my first unicorn experience. I didn't want anything to do with her old man, the girl that I hooked up with. I didn't find him attractive. Right. And I was just really so hung up on her that I just kind of wanted the experience for myself. So you're in the bathroom going to town on her? Yes. And he kept coming in and watching.

Yeah. He'd be like, just let me get a peek. And I'm like, I'm busy. And I'd go and shut the door. And, you know, she would, she was sitting there like, he's going to be upset. He's going to be upset. And I'm like, well, that's your problem. You have to deal with him tomorrow, not me. Right, right. And now did she also go? down on you? Yes. It was my full, like it was a full, full experience. There was no toys or anything like that. It was just get in there and get dirty with your hands kind of deal.

And then that only happened once with that girl. Yeah. Like it was a total, we met at that bar that night because I trolled a lot of the bars and everything. Everyone knew I was underage and I would always pregame before I got there. literally just hang out and dance and stuff like that. I knew a lot of the bouncers and, you know, it helps to be cute and flirty. Yeah, I mean, everyone, that's how everyone gets into the clubs underage, you know, because all the clubs want the girls to come in, right?

I mean, how, on a scale of one to ten, what do you rate yourself? Oh, on a great day, baby. I'm a nine. Okay. All day. Okay. And you're your bad day, you're an eight? On a bad day, and a two.

A lot? You could actually probably, I'm about a two. I'm about a two on a bad day. Oh, no way. You cannot have that big of a range. Doesn't exist. You can't go from a two to a nine. Well, with my profession that I do, I'm a maid and stuff.

So, you know, I don't do the nails, the hair, the makeup, and all that. Like, I'm just a very plain-gene type of girl when I'm at work or out and about running errands with my kids. But, like, when I go out, I go all out. Okay. Now, I don't know if you're into it, but if you want, you could send me anonymous picks of yourselves for my Patreon and then, but they can't no face, okay? Like, that's the deal.

Oh, absolutely. Oh, yeah, I would love to. Yeah, so people will be able to see and rate, you know, I'm sure you're, you know, send me the pictures of you as a nine. But if you, if you want, we can't see your face, so I don't know if you want to send me the two pictures so people could compare because I think it's funny that you think you were two compared to your nine. I don't believe you.

Well, I always make the joke that my day persona is Brock. Right. So funny. So, but I'm almost six foot tall. Oh, okay. And I'm serving. So, like, I get that very kind of like, oh, model S type thing when I'm out and I'm all, like, completely dressed up. Right.

And you probably looked older for your age, even though you were underage, right? Because you were so tall. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Everyone always thought I was much older. So let's get back to your unicorn experience. So you hook up with this couple. Now, what goes down that first time with them?

You had a little experience before, but this time you're going to wind up hooking up with the guy and the wife, right? Yes, yes. She, like I said, it was a very guided thing. I'm not the one to try and step on toes or take over a situation. I don't have a dominant bone in my body, really. But she was just very good at guiding me. and she would sit there, like, he had bit me over,

and I was eating her out while he was, you know, hitting it from the back, and she would sit there and rub my hair and tell me how pretty I am, and, you know, go ahead and put two fingers in now. Like, it was a very, it was almost like a unicorning 101 session. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, it's kind of where, like, the basis for, like, a lot of my threesomes come in later in life and everything, just, you know, how patient she was,

and how guiding she was and how she kept a very good handle on the whole situation. They were very experienced in this kind of stuff. She was an exotic dancer prior in life. So, you know, they were very familiar and open with these concepts. And I was just the young pretty thing at the moment. Right. They're a little submissive, and you were down for that. Now, did you, were you, did you hook up with them a lot?

It was only a couple times. It was one of those things where I was just trying to, I wasn't wanting to like get settled into a routine with anybody. Yeah. I was just like, that was awesome. I want to do that again. Right. And just going out and trying to like find my way around with all that kind of stuff. So then, you know, where did you find yourself next?

I've been partying a lot and I had finally. turn 21 and I was, you know, going to this bar and that bar and there's a couple little swinger groups and stuff out our way, very, very hidden. I got involved with that and just I was that, you know, girl that would come in about once a month and, you know, hey, would you like someone to join? Would you like someone to join? A lot of times I never even really got to know like the names of most people. Why?

because were these swinger clubs or like house parties? Like a house party. Mm-hmm. I guess you would call it a club because it's like where everyone went and everyone knew each other. But how did you find out about if it was so like on the down low? Who turned you on to? That very first couple. Oh, okay.

Yeah, they had heavy ties in the community and they took me to one of the house parties. Mm-hmm. And just kind of like, okay, here you are. have at it kind of deal and I got my name out there and you know it just became the evolution of Eve to where she's at now yeah yeah so how many times did you go to those house parties and what kinds of things did you do there um I'd say I went to at least six parties mm-hmm um it was it was just a number of things I never really got down with like a bunch of the guys, it was still

one of those things where I was mostly kind of interested in the women more or less. Like I totally didn't mind taking a dick to be able to play with somebody's wife's titties or something like that. So I mean, it was just floating around and if, you know, they were

cute and I was cute, you know, you're filling me or I'm filling you, can I join in kind of deal and it would just mostly be to like be the satisfier. Like I loved being able to do that for people. Right, whether it's the male or the female. Yes.

Yeah. And did you have a type? Funny. No. And women, absolutely. I love thick, curvy, big-breasted women. Like, that is my thing. I love a big, fat ass.

Like, I think they're just the most amazing thing in the world. Right. Men, I can be more kind of versatile on just because, like, they're just kind of spare parts almost sometimes. Right. It's a funny. It's like your face isn't bad, but that cock will do. Right, because you're not dealing with the face in any way, anyway. But the women, it is more so the whole package, kind of.

Yeah. And I'm, I was very big on like the intimate part of stuff. Like when it comes to kissing and stuff, I wanted nothing to do with any of that. Right. Like, I could take, you know, three dicks to the face. That's fine. But don't, don't kiss me. Yeah, I feel like a lot of people have that boundary.

and I could understand that. So, like, it just, it was never, it was only whenever I got with these people and things. Like, that's why it was so superficial, I guess, because it was literally just an experience. I wasn't trying to get to know anybody. I wasn't trying to insert myself into anyone's life or doing anything Polly at that time. It was just, hey, I'm here to party. But that is. You know, throwing all those wild oats of, you know, these things that I had seen watching porn and everything when I was.

younger and here I am being the center of it. Right, and loving it. But it is, you are the perfect unicorn in that I think a lot of women, the biggest problem they have with inviting another woman in is whether they, you know, whether that woman is going to get hooked on her guy. You know, you were really detached, right? You're not looking for anything. You don't even care if you know their names. You're just, you know, having fun at that moment and living in the moment without any sort of thought of anything. I had been told no and you can't do this. And, you know, I'd always been made felt so dirty and so awful about, you know, all these things in my life.

You know, the whole monogamous white picket fence 2.5 kids thing was shoved down my throat for so long that I just always felt wrong and weird. And, you know, maybe I'm just an off person. And then I get into this, like, little community and I'm like, oh, wow, everyone here is just like me. Right. Now wait, did people in your regular life know about what you were doing? Or did you have to keep all of this on the down-low? Or were you still involved in this pagan community? So you were fine. And we did your family know where you were and what you were doing? Like, what the fuck? No, no, no, no, no. Of course they didn't know. But did they know you were a part of the pagan community? No. To this day, they still don't know. Like, we're really not on speaking terms or anything like that. So they're just really not involved at all. Mm-hmm. Okay. But a few of my friends knew, but it's one of those things, too, where, you know, you start openly trying to talk to your girlfriends about this.

And like you were saying, there's these, you know, regards held that, you know, oh, well, if she's like that, what makes me think that she's not going to be like that when my man's around? Right, right, right. So you felt like you weren't to be trusted and then people would start judging you. Yeah, for sure. But you had. And I guess, you know, for you, it was okay because you did, because you were involved in that community, you probably met a lot of people. And all those people knew, right? Because you're doing it in front of them. So you had people you could. I mean, did those people become your friends? No, it was just, I call it like my little superficial chapter where I was literally only worried about myself, my needs, my coming and stuff like that. Because it's just, it was the experiences that I had wanted and craved my whole life.

and I was finally getting to experience that. Yeah, I get it. And I think you've told me that like 10 times. I don't know why I keep circling around it. But you're right. Like you were, like you said, I mean, you were just going for it. And you were probably, you know, a little bit rebelling because of everything that was shoved down your throat. And that's all you cared about was just like, and you were probably like releasing yourself and freeing yourself.

Oh, absolutely. Absolutely. It came with complications. you know, with everything, like with my kids at the time, my ex-husband was just, you know, you're a dirty person and everything. Because, you know, rumors did get around. Mm-hmm. You know, I was young and wasn't thinking about, you know, big old hickies on my neck and stuff and still going to work or, you know, the clownish amount of condoms that I would carry around in my bag. Oh, my God.

Like, you would think that I was, like, trying to make balloon animals at parties with how many condoms I'd run around with. Oh, my God. you were just always on the ready for any kind of action that could come. I was always and completely like I was just like I said a very sexual being like I can meet you for 45 seconds and like you're hot. Right. Right. Like just okay, well if everyone's going to think this way or they think I'm dirty, I'm just going to go be dirty. Mm-hmm.

And so now that phase that lasted until you're about like 22 is what you said. About 22, that's when I I was at a party, go figure. Not a swingers party or anything. It was just like a party party. And I kind of got introduced around to some people. It was me and one of my girlfriends at the time. I was staying with her after I had exited out of the pagan community and stuff,

which they were very loving. They were go find yourself. Like it was just the complete opposite of anything. I'd ever known. So it was just a very beautiful time. Right. They're like, you know, go do what you need to do. Have fun. We'll always be here for you kind of thing. But I was partying with one of my girlfriends and I met my husband at this party and we're all doing Molly and acid and, you know, we had talked a few times on the phone because we had worked in town together too. So I kind of knew him and knew some of the people at this

party but not like in a big like no no manner so uh we ended up seeing each other and i was just like you know you're really cute like let's go let's go hook up so he was down and everything and we were on so much drugs that nothing could happen right but you were super attracted to him and you wanted it to happen but you just were super attracted to and i told him i was like you know most guys you know, if they pull this thing with me and, you know, Mr. Mann doesn't want to work, I usually send you out of my house with the Capri Sun until you better look next time. Right. Yeah.

But with him, he was just, I don't know, he was so sweet and just so, he had me laughing. Like I said, when I say my type's funny, it really is. I think that's true for a lot of women. Same with me. But I think a lot of women, that's how we roll. Like, funny goes a long way. well we're tired of men being just onions and making us cry all the time like i want to do it's going to have me belly rolling right true but yeah we we ended up hooking up eventually

and then we moved in together a couple months later and i was trying to open up to him about you know hey i like to swing and how do you feel about having another girl and he was very standoffish about it at first um um with him and his ex they had tried a couple times before you know but every time it come to like it was his turn to hook up or do a swap she would like kind of shut it down and be like okay well that's enough right so he was like you know i've tried it i don't know if it's really my thing and i'm just like well i mean i would love to and he was like well i'll believe that when you have a girl naked in her bed and i was like okay So about three or four days later, one of my really good friends, I told her, I was like, hey, you know, and that's another thing, too, with me and my circle of friends, we're all kind of like this. And we're all just the type of people that can bang and then be like, what do you want to do for brunch? Right. We're all just really close friends, but yet we can, we can, you know, put each other's genitals in our mouth and it doesn't get weird or complicated.

Right, which is what you always are, what you always prefer. Now, are these women that, these friends of yours, right? Are they women that you met in that community before? I mean, how did you bring it up to your friends that you all go down on each other? That's the crazy part. The very first girl for the threesome that I had for me and my husband, when we first got together, was a girl that I knew at work, and I would tell her about all my parties that I would go to. Like, she was one of those cool people you could talk to.

Right. Okay. Um, she just went through a breakup with a long-term boyfriend and everything. And I was like, look, I was like, you know, you're, you're just like me if you want to, you know, like I would love to share. And he got off work and I was like, hey, come inside. I have a surprise for you. And, you know, I had my robe on. And then I threw my robe off and jumped underneath the covers with her.

And we're both like, butt naked going, welcome home. And he was like, he's like, is this a trick? Right. he's like this is a test right like I'm supposed to sit here and be like no no I don't want it and I'm like well if you're not going to eat her pussy I guess I will and then like me and her started doing stuff and she kind of looked over she's like are you going to take your socks off and join us or what keep going and then he did yeah yeah he oh it was just he so we used to give him so much shit because he always kept his socks on while we fucked That was always like the joke. Come take your socks off and join us. And this has been about for almost every threesome or foursome or whatever that we've ever had. Yeah, I like to keep my socks on too.

My feet get really cold. I always like to keep my socks on. It's a weird thing. I know. But he says too, he was like, I can keep my dick harder if my socks are on. I'm like, I like, I like that logic. I didn't know. I would never think that there would be a guy that is like that, you know.

All right. So he did he, so he keeps his socks on, but he gets into bed with you guys. and then so you have a total threesome. Do you have any kind of boundaries as far as, like, what that girl could do with your guy? The only two boundaries that I have set in place for us is if it's a girl that we don't, you know, that we have just found, like, maybe if we're on one of our apps or something, of course, condoms. And you can't come on top of, like, you can't be in the missionary position and come. You mean?

I know that sounds, I know that sounds so. weird, but it's with that intimacy thing. Oh, that's interesting. I mean, no, it's not weird. It's interesting. I've never heard that before, but, and I think that everybody has their own rules and regulations, and I love hearing stuff like that. So your thing is, like, you don't want him looking her straight in the face and coming.

No, that's actually another one of the things. It's like, you have to look me in the eyes while you're coming. I want to hear about how amazing her pussy is. I want you to tell me how wet you have her. I want you to tell me it's so good. it's going to make you come. I love hearing all that. Right.

But you better be looking at me when you do. Right, right, right. That makes sense. I understand that. And I think that that's, you know, did you figure that out about yourself after, like, he was looking at her and you're like, what the fuck? Or did you know, ahead of time? Like, that's going to be something that, you know, I'm not cool with.

I think it's like the reservations that I've always had. It's one of the reasons why I was never, like I said, big into the kissing and stuff. that I don't really do like long extended eye contact and stuff either. But, you know, and there's different people that it's, we recently had a fling come through a couple months ago and it's a girl that me and him both had been dying to hook up with for a couple years and she went off and got married and they were having problems and she come up to visit for a while and I woke him up to, hey, you know, she's got a hotel room. let's go drop the kids off at school and like let's go get some mass and I was totally just loving watching them and that was kind of like one of the better like the cut queen kind of experiences I sat on the couch while I smoked the blind and just watched him eat her out and everything else and then like the man's amazing with his mouth right like he should honestly get awards for it

Oh, God. But, like, I was sitting there kind of directing it. I'm like, okay, well, you know, you're going to fuck her any time soon? And he went to tell her to go bend over. And I was like, no, I was like, get on top. She has humongous titties. And, I mean, just pretty, pretty tities. And I was like, no.

I was like, get on top. I was like, you deserve to watch, you know, her titty's bounce while you fuck her real good. Right. Like, that was one of those times. And I was laying right next to her and stuff. And he would kiss me while he was fucking her and stuff. And me and her would make out. I'd play with her titties and stuff, but it was one of those times where I was just really loving watching him do work.

Right. And with her, especially because just visually she, you liked her, you think that's what was different about her? Or is it because there was so much buildup because you wanted her for so long? I think it's because we both wanted her for so long. And I wanted us both to like have like the full like fun experience. Like, you know, and I just have certain comfort levels with certain people too. We have another one of our girlfriends and stuff. When we hook up with her, I'm all about him coming inside of her and cleaning up myself.

Oh, how did that happen? And why? It was, it had been one of the times, like I said, we've had so many experiences, and I'm just kind of bouncing all over the board right now. That's fine. But it was just one of those times. we had been seeing this girl for a minute. She was actually kind of living with us and everything. She was still allowed to come and go,

as she pleased, and she was hooking up with different, you know, men and stuff like that. But whenever she was at home with us, like, you know, she loved playing with us too. So we were messing around, and this one dude in particular just could not leave her alone. And she was a very, I don't, if you say I love you, like I'm leaving kind of deal.

Like she was a very, yeah, she didn't deal with that. And he was constantly bugging her. And he was outside of our door one night. Just, you know, please just let me see her. I just miss her. And we're all already all missing around. Like every one of us are butt naked. I literally get up from having my pussy eating.

So I'm in a bad mood. So I get up to go answer the door. I'm completely butt naked. My husband has her bent over the counter. and I opened the door and I go, if you can see, she's really busy. And then I just slammed the door. Oh, my God. And where he sat outside the door for so long, I was getting more and more frustrated.

And he was just like, I can't stand the thought of you being with someone else and all this other stuff. So I was like, come in her. And after, you know, he finally. To get back at that guy. Like, there was something hot about that scenario. Like, you made him do that because. Just to get that weakling out the door. Yeah, I was like, please, baby.

I was like, yes, I was like, beat that pussy up. I was like, is that pussy going to make you come? And he's over there. Yes, this pussy's so good. I was like, good. Come in it, come in it. And he was being very vocal. I'm coming, I'm coming.

And like, it just, it all happened so quick and so fast. I pushed her down on the bed, licked it out. And then me and her started making out. And I was like, if you need to go talk to him, I was like, feel free. Oh, did she? Did she go talk to that guy? She gave him a kiss goodbye. hilarious.

Yeah. Now, was there anything Polly going on with that girl? Like, I mean, because she's, like, living with you. I mean, did you ever start? She's still one of my best friends to this day, and we still hook up. She's actually married now herself, too. But during that time, it was very much, like, when I say I did that Polly lifestyle for a minute, she was very much one

that I would consider that because she was living with us. We were all having fun and there was no hierarchy. There was no me and him and just her. It was like all three of us. Like they could play around me and her could play around. There's never been really much of like a jealousy

issue or anything. Right, right. And that's maybe because she was like your really good friend. Now does she when she fools around with you, you said you hook up with her to this day. Does her husband know? Does he get involved? Oh yeah, we've had swaps and stuff before. Usually how it ends up at our, like with us, we'll all get together, play some cards,

have some drinks, and then before the end of the night, every one of us are naked somehow. Right, right, and everyone's doing everyone. It's usually me and her thing. It's so hot in here and then just pull our titty's out and it kind of goes from there. Oh, my God. Is that the one with the really pretty boo? No, that was a different girl, right? This is another girl.

That was a different girl. Right. Yes. That was our little unicorn. that we had and it was just an amazing thing. We're not allowed to speak with her anymore. How come? Her husband did find out.

Oh, so she was doing it behind her husband's back. Yeah. It's not like something we're exactly proud of, but, you know, I'm not to sit here and say how anyone's relationship works and, you know, if you want to hook up with me, you're hooking up with me, then I guess, like, I can't help you. I'm not going to sit here and be like, no, you shouldn't do that all, because I we'll do that. But how did you, how did she get busted?

Do you know? I like to, have you seen the booty paintings where you set your, your butt on the canvas with paint and everything? No. We, we do those for like little crafts around here, like me and my girlfriends, when we have our little naked rendezvous and things, we've made a lot of those canvases. So she had made one for my husband using the front side, her titty.

and everything because, you know, and she had took a picture of it to send to one of her friends. When he got home, he was going, like, because nothing's ever been said, like, via text, there's no paper trails or anything like that. He's seen the canvas that she had made at my house. And we had tried to be like, you know, her husband wasn't even home. It was just me and her. It was an art project. And, you know, I'm sending her pictures of all the other ones that I have in my house.

because my whole bedroom's done up and just all of my friends' butts and their canvases? Oh my God. Can you send me a picture of that for my Patreon? Oh, absolutely. That's the most interesting thing I've ever heard. I've never, I mean, where the fuck do you live that this shit goes down? I've never heard of butt can't. It's a butt, like where'd you get the idea? Is this just something that everyone does or just did you think of this?

Oh, Facebook. Oh, Facebook? What do you mean? Yeah, like it was totally trending. I even bought one for my husband so he could put his balls on one. but he never got around to it. Oh, my God. First of all, wait.

So it's called like butt canvas or like there's a Facebook group. Like, how did you find this out? It was just kind of like, it's where you get like the big science project boards, the big white boards. Yeah. We would paint.

We would, another one of our stories. I had a bunch of the girls get together for an improv girl's night. And by the end of it, we're all running around naked, covered in paint, doing our canvases. and, you know, I volunteer my husband to go wash everyone off. Mm-hmm.

Oh, my God. How many girls were there? Me. There's four girls and him. So you're all making these canvases. You all got the paint all over, and now someone's got to wash them off, and your husband gets to do it.

Yes. And one of my girlfriends that had come over, too, she's just been recently divorced and everything, and she'd ever even. been with women. And the girl from the story earlier about the, you know, the boy being outside wanting to talk to her while we're all fucking. She always takes that as a challenge. She hears, oh, you haven't been with women?

Challenge accepted. So it just, it kind of ended up going from this, you know, hey, honey, will you wash all of us girls off to where we all, you know, he's being very thorough, I might add, because he's very good at his job. and you know it kind of just starts off as like the four of us and he's just a patiently watching man and you know and he's like honestly he's like I just don't know where to even start

too many women so many holes but wait did that girl get that girl to become involved the one who was like the virgin yes yes her very first lesbian experience was with three other women

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. She's like top of the mountain. She starts at the top of the mountain, right? Yes. We even got her to squirt that night. Had she squirted before, or was this her first time? No, it was her first time.

She thought she was going to pee all over the bed, and I'm like, if it's pee, we'll wash it. It's fine. Oh, my God. Were you just going down on her? No, my challenge accepted friend was the one. She got one of my strap-ons out and was just going to town. owner. Okay, right. So now you're into strap-bonds, you got all this stuff, because I think

at some point you were like, I never used toys that was back in the day. But so now that you're doing all this stuff, you got the whole setup at your house. So she takes your strap-on, fucks this girl, and makes her squirt. Oh my God, that girl. Is she a lesbian now? No, no, no, no. No. You didn't convert it.

I wish. But no, it's just, it was one of those things. all just kind of just had fun and experimented and it was someone that my husband had wanted to hook up with because all my friends are attracted to you know so and he's he's just surrounded by four beautiful naked women just going can I get some dick now hello can I get some dick now and he was he fucked them all oh yeah um she um my my friend was actually kind of getting upset because she isn't used to, I guess, the freedom that there is around here. So, like, I'm, like, the mom of the group.

Well, actually, the daddy. Like, the ongoing joke is that I'm daddy. Right. Because I go around at the end of the night. Here's a bottle of water. Here's some Tylenol. Do you have your alarm set? You know, I'm that person at the end of the night.

But, like, during the action stuff, I just love watching. So, like, I'm just over there in heaven, listening, watching. him just be amazing. I remember at one time one of my girlfriends was sucking him off and he had another one of my girlfriends sitting on his face and was, you know, fucking another one

with one of my dildos and stuff. Like it was just For you, that's what you love. Right. I love, I love watching him. Like he's just a master at what he does and he's just, he's cute and good to look at. Yeah, you might be a little

cuck queen, right? I think a lot of women, when I had that one cook queen on recently. It was the first time, but I'm like, I probably, probably not the first, I think just a lot of people don't use the term, right? Or, you know. I always thought it was just considered voyeurism. Right. Like, I never actually heard the actual term of cup queen before.

Right, right. So when I started seeing that, like, there's been a couple of experiences we've had where I've done nothing but literally sit around and watch. Right, and you enjoy that. I do. I'm not really into like the humiliation part of it. Like I don't want you to sit there and be like, I'm fucking you so much better than she can.

Like I don't really get into that. Right. Or anything. But I love watching. I love listening. I love listening to him tell me how good their pussies are and how they're going to get him off. And like I love that.

Right. And you like cleaning up? Yes. I am a huge, I'm a huge like, come queen, I guess you could call it. We kind of get into like some other things, especially when we have escapades, you know, where he's gotten off and a couple times in a night, you know.

There's just like kind and then left and I'll get into, you know, the shower and be like, well, I'll take anything that you want to, you know, give me out of it. And what goes down? I like waterworks is what we call it. Yeah. So like the P. Play and stuff. So, like, if he's completely exhausted himself out of cum and everything, like, I'll be like, yeah, come, you know, pee on me in the shower. I'll take anything that comes out of that cock.

Right. And I like, I like, I do like humiliation in that way, but like with him, for him to just, like, come up and be like, well, you know, I don't have any cum left for you. But if you want something that bad, you know, like, I can, I get into that kind of stuff. Right. You did call him Daddy Dom. I remember, like, in your email to me. I was wondering if you, you know, you're still, because you did mention you like being a little bit of a submissive.

So do you enjoy when he's a little bit dominant to you in that aspect? Yes. Right. Yes. I really wish he could get into being a little bit more of a sadist, but it's just not in his nature. He's a very sweet, loving, he wouldn't hurt a fly kind of guy. Yeah.

So, like, I always pushed him into, like, that sadistic dom role. And he always kind of rejected it. and he's turned into like this really sweet, you know, oh, Daddy loves you, Evey, you're just so pretty. Like, he gets me on that praise kink and, you know, he'll just tell me what a good girl I am and stuff like that. So I really enjoyed the Daddy Dom he's become. It's a very sweet, warm place to be for him. Now, question, do you ever hook up with other guys? I mean, when you do do swaps and stuff like that, because you do also hook up with other couples, right?

Yeah, we do. I'll totally hook up with the guy. You know, tit for tack kind of deal. Yeah. It takes a lot I've learned, especially in this lifestyle, to have a four-way, like, mutual liking, getting, you know, not so much of taking one for the team or anything like that. But I just, I mean, yeah, I really want to watch my husband, you know, beat the back out of your wife.

I guess I'll bend over for a couple minutes. Right, right. I think you said that before. You mentioned that before, and that's the way it still is now. I'm just, it takes a lot for me to be attracted to men almost. Like, I tell my husband all the time, if anything ever happens to him, like, I'm just completely, I'm done with penis. Like, I'm good on it. That's like my other cuck queen girl.

She said the same thing. She was like, you know, she loves him and she's down, but she, you know, she said if they ever broke up, she'd probably wind up with a woman. Oh, absolutely. Like me and my one girlfriend, the one with the, you know, the challenge accepted friend, we tell each other all the time. We tell our husband, you know, anything happens y'all, we break up, y'all die, like me and her rest of our lives. Right. And you still hook up with her, right? All these friends of yours, you're all still hooking up.

Don't forget to send me that picture of these canvases. I've never, like I said, heard of anything like that. Oh, I would love to. I have a couple of us all in paint and stuff, too. that I'd love to send you. I think you'd get a real good kick out of it. Well, this is the thing about my, no,

but this is the thing about my Patreon, right? I never, I will only post picks that people send me of themselves. I won't post a pick of someone that doesn't know their pick is being posted, right? Without consent. If your girlfriend, she knows you're coming on the show and you told her and she says, okay, you could send it of me and you, you know,

but an R-rated, no, you know, I don't put up anything. Oh, no, no, R-rated. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was more like where we're just getting, yeah. Yeah, yeah. As long as they know, I don't mind. I'll post the pick, but I won't do it. I won't post even anonymous picks of anyone.

But if they're down and they're fine because these are your friends and you tell them, totally cool. You send that to me as well because I've never heard that. I don't know. That's awesome. Yeah. So you do the guys sometimes. What other, any other crazy stories you want to get into?

I mean, you've told it plenty. I know. I know. It's like I have. So, so many. I guess the most recent thing right now is I do have his ex and the first mother of his child living with us right now. What do you mean? Are you hooking up with her?

Not yet. Okay. We're all trying. It was a very volatile situation for a long time. Nobody got along. I had to work through a lot of jealousy issues and everything and securities of my own. Mm-hmm. His birthday was just October 18th, and we all went to town and went to a strip club and got a hotel and stuff together.

I drank too much, kind of showed my ass, because I was still kind of dealing with everything. So what we were trying for that night kind of didn't happen. Mm-hmm. But, you know, and she's really, she's growing into herself, and we're trying to give her space and, like, not trying to really push anything either. She's not into women exactly. So it's one of those things, too. Like she would end up being a pillow princess or, you know,

even I could even see like maybe her and him dating and me and him like being together. Now, so you went from being like jealous of her to working through those feelings enough that you would, right, to working through it. But you've worked through it obviously to the point where now you would enjoy seeing him with her. That's a pretty major thing to get past. It's been a lot. It really has. And I've tried to work through a lot of trauma that me and her have built up together and everything.

And I even told them, you know, I have no problem with them hooking up. But it's one of those things for my own, like, healing or whatever you want to call it. I don't know. But, like, I need at least all three of us to mess around the first time. Right. And then you could let her go. Like she don't have to participate on me. Like I'm fine. Like the girl that we hooked up with in the hotel room that was married, she was a pillow princess for us.

Like she didn't go down on me. Like she didn't do any of that stuff. He fucked me. Yeah. And I fucked her. And, you know, but she was a very much pillow princess. And I could do that for her. Yeah.

You know, because I don't want to, I don't want to, you know, push her boundaries or anything either. Mm-hmm. But I think for all of us to like cohabitate and, you know, really make this work and for me to be okay seeing them together. Like I just, I need that one time with all three of us. Right. And then you think you could totally be down with them being, you know, hooking up in front of you. Do you think that would you be worried that it would turn into any kind of couple thing or is that okay with you? I am still working on that.

one of your people that had, that I listened to one of the podcasts and stuff, she said something very remarkable. And she was in the poly life. I think she was the one that was talking about like everyone's fluid bonded and stuff. Oh, yeah. But a lot of things that she said on her podcast really stuck with me about having, you know, these other women with her husband and everything with healthy competition. You know, it made her one step up her game.

and be a better wife. And, you know, with, if you really love someone, and I love all the points that she made on that. Yeah. You know, just why would you not want to see them enriched? And it was, like I said, it was very volatile with all of us for a lot of years. A lot of dirty, deceiving things were done on both ends, you know, our end, her end. Yeah. No one was really happy with each other.

Their childhood friends, like, they've known each other all their lives. Like, they grew up together before they moved down here. Yeah. so you know and I I understand what it's like to miss that and everything and I'm on good terms with my ex husband and stuff now you know we can we can get along we're definitely nowhere anywhere near that yeah but you know we can get along and I just I miss having him around sometimes because I've known him since I was so young so just having her around and them rebuilding their relationship and not hating each other and spitting venom with their words it's just

it took a minute for me to not be jealous because that's my own insecurity. That's me. That's a me problem. That's not a them problem. Yeah. And why would I not want to see him happy and enriched and not having, I don't want him to hate her. No, I love that. I'd watch that.

It's so weird. I was thinking, I don't know, I saw Gwyneth Paltrow on something the other day. And, you know, they brought up that whole unconscious coupling thing, our conscious coupling or whatever it was. But it was so crazy how, and I thought it was just so backwards, but yet the majority of people are backwards if you ask me that, you know, everyone went to town on her because she, like, remained friends with her ex,

and it was so abnormal to everyone. Yet what's normal to most people and what we accept across the board is like these very hateful, vicious, petty breakups. And we all think that's normal when someone says, oh, I'm going to do it in the exact opposite way. and, you know, for my children because of this. And, you know, they, I mean, they made a term for it. But really all she was doing was, you know, ending things amicably and, you know,

working through her stuff to get to a point where they stayed friends. And everyone had such a big problem with it. I'm like, that's so fucking backwards, you know, because I understand you. I think it's way more evolved and the way people should be where you could work through things and get to the point where you're okay with stuff like that. because at the end of the day, you don't own anybody, right? And, you know, people grow and change. And like you said, it's not going to happen magically where there's no feelings involved.

Everyone's human beings. But, you know, we should be able to get to the point where you could work through things and get to the other side where you can be amicable, especially when there's kids involved. That's his baby mama too. It's not just his friend from when he's younger, right? It's like the mother of his child. So why shouldn't you all get along? That should be something that you strive to do for the children.

And the fact that everyone thinks that's so abnormal. When Demi Moore and her husband, I'm just bringing up celebrities because these are the people that people talk about, right? When she was like friends with Bruce Willis and they're friends with Ashton, everyone thinks it's so crazy. It's like bizarre. I used to babysit my ex-boyfriend's friends. Like, you know, babies with the new girlfriends that you liked the whole time he was with me.

Because at the end of the day, you know, you could. work through things and get to that other side. And like you said, you, you know, you understand where he's coming from and you know that you had your own insecurities, but that shouldn't block him from being friends with her. And I love that you were able to work yourself through it. But that you mentioned, it wasn't easy. Like there was all that other things. You are.

No, it was not easy at all. Right. I used to not even be able to see this girl's name pop up on a computer screen without just rating. Yeah. or getting knots in my stomach from seeing her. Of course. I had a guy that I dated and the whole time I was with him, he would tell me straight to my face.

Like, I don't want a relationship, but I don't want one with you. I'm like totally into this girl that lived in California, right? We're in New York City. He had this long distance crush on this girl. He threw her in my face constantly. She was the thorn in my side. And that's the one that like fast forward. So many years later.

We broke up, he wound up with her. She moves here. They have a baby. We're all friends. But like I said, just like you, it wasn't, it didn't happen easily. But when I got past that and I was over it, like we all became friends and state friends for like 10 years. They would call me up and be like, can you come over and babysit because we're going to try and have another baby? And I'd be like, okay, no problem.

And so it could happen. And I think that that's more normal than the holding on to the jealousy and the anger and all That really is. And like right now, my husband's actually sitting in the ER right now. He had a gallbladder attack and we're waiting on surgery for him. Right. Oh, my God. She's the one that took care of all the kids and got them off to school and everything this morning.

Right. You know, like, why would you want to sit here and keep a hateful, awful relationship when you can literally work together and make everyone's lives better and more enriched? Yeah. No, you know what you are, Eve, Evie, Eve, Eve. I know you wanted to call me Evie, but I'm like, let's do Eve. It's so much easier. But you're a problem solver.

Like, I mean, you work through things. You know, the same thing with your sexuality. It was like really repressed when you were younger and you, it was very difficult the way you were raised. But you really worked through that by going out and doing what you did, right? And there's nothing wrong with that. Like you took back your sexuality and you own it. You speak very openly about what you do. There's no.

darkness there. I love that you loved that episode, the fluid bonding one. What was her name? Why can't I remember it? Because everyone's names are fake and I'm always dealing with so many names. Yeah. She said so many profound things that just helped me out too. And what I loved about it, it was it was just surrounded by so much light. There was nothing dirty about it, right? Like everyone thinks this kind of stuff is like so dark and whatever and why I do my show is because I love to shine a light

on it and show it in a way that can be positive. Listen, there are, there are some dark episodes. There are some people that are doing things on the download. But that's because it's not accepted, you know, but I love when people come on and, you know, talk about it, especially women because I don't think people think, like, women like you exist. But it also helps other women. You know, that could come here and say, like, this is the stuff that I do and I love it and I enjoy it. And, you know, there is nothing dark about it. Like, you got to a point where this, you know, it is freedom. for you and it's who you are and you you know you're it opens up your world to better to better relationships just in general like my friends that I have I have I have the type of friends that'll give you a car

if yours breaks down right I have the type of I have the type of friends that you know it's not just you know drinks and good times like we are like a little tribe as I like to call it yeah and being more outspoken about these things especially in these little podunk tick towns you know where, oh, you know, flood and whore and all these labels are put on, you know, just a natural, healthy promiscuality and stuff. And they wonder why teen pregnancy is crazy around here. Yeah. And they wonder about all these things.

And I'm just like, yeah, man, like, I've been there and I live that. And when you're more open about it, you know, me and my husband, we've made jokes because I've worked in and bars my whole life. Yeah. He would come in and see me and everything. And so everyone would always tell us how we were. like this little power couple and I'd make jokes like oh well do you tell you that I want a divorce because he won't pee on me that's how we got into waterworks it literally started as a joke like and it's just so it's just so you know it could build up that little confidence with him too and it's like you know

you got a half a bar going dude I'll go pee on her for you right now that's so hot you know I loved building him up and putting this putting him on like this little platform of you know he's got the hot wife, but you ain't got a chance with her. Right. Kind of deal. But it's, and when you're more open and unapologetic down here, yeah, you are outcasted. A lot of people, I've had just, you know, regular day-to-day friends that aren't into, you know, things.

But I just had to try and have people come out. I like to host parties. We live on a bunch of acreages out on a mountain. I can have bonfires and, you know, all kinds of stuff out here. And I love doing that kind of stuff, but I already know how everyone labels me or my house were considered the fuck house or the whore house and stuff like that because, yeah, like, we totally have swinger parties. Yeah, we totally have these random foursums and moresums and everything.

But that's with consent. I don't get anybody drunk to get them to fill a certain type of way. I don't push drugs on anybody. In fact, my one challenge accepted friend, she's completely sober. Like she doesn't do anything. She doesn't even drink. And everyone always has like these clouded judgments on, oh, yeah, if you go over there, you're going to end up naked or on, you know, a notch on her belt kind of thing.

And it's like, you know, that's like, okay, I'm a whore, but I won't do you. So what's your problem? Right. But what's most important is that you don't feel bad about what you're doing, you know? And not even, I've gotten so much backlash off of letting, you know, his other baby mama say, even some of my more closer friends, you know, you know, honey, are you sure? Are you going to be able to deal with this? Are you, I had people that actually cared when I talked about it.

Yeah. And stuff. Yeah. So, you know, I got, I was met with a lot of reservations about that. Like, you know, you really shouldn't do that. That's going to make things complicated. And it's like, only if you let them. Right.

Mm-hmm. Yeah, this could totally blow up in my face. You know, I could wake up tomorrow and, you know, she's hot after him and everything like that. And, you know, that's something that she's going to have to work out. I do trust my husband into the fact that I know I could leave here every day and go to work. And if they're here together, I know for a fact nothing's going to happen. Right. That's how much trust I have in him.

Yeah, that's great. And people would think of the opposite. People might think the opposite. Like, what kind of relationship do you have if you're a husband? and you let him fuck other people. I get comments. I see comments like that a lot on YouTube. And it's total projection on people, you know,

because maybe they can never imagine like, oh, you know, because a lot of people will be like, oh, if he loved or he would never fuck someone else or she can't love him or she would never want to see him with anyone else. And I've encouraged him to go out and hook up solo. I'm like, you know, if it's cool with her, I'm like, take some pictures, take some photos, send me a snap of like the huge condom. Yeah. And stuff.

Like I like that kind of stuff. And he's just the. type where he's like, babe, it's just, it's way more fun when it's with you. Yeah. Like, he has total permission to go and do. And he does talk to, you know, women on, you know, Facebook, Snapchat, these apps and everything. And he'll get his nudes and, you know, he'll get all riled up from all the sex thing.

And then I just get to live the reprieve and just get to take all of it. Yeah. I, like I said, I just think it's, I think it's all projection. And you'll see when you, this air is because it's going to go up on my podcast, but also on YouTube and you'll see all the, the comments. 99% of them are going to be positive. Everyone's going to love this episode, okay? I know it already.

But also there's going to be some people that are going to use that word love and how it can't be in this type of relationship. And like I said, I just believe it's a projection because they can't understand even being at the point, which I get. You know, I understand it. No, I totally get it too. Like the demisexual thing. Like I get it. If you really need that emotional connection and with your. soul and what you've worked on and you can only be with one person at a time, that's beautiful.

Exactly. But don't sit here and say that I don't love my tribe. Don't tell me I don't love my husband and that I wouldn't do anything in the world for him just because I let him put his penis in other things. Yeah. Like tell me how does that make him a bad father or a bad husband because we're out having fun. Right. And it doesn't mean he doesn't love you.

And that's what's most important. That's what I always have to say to these people and it always gets me angry. Like I said, I think it's projection. but and it's wrong and I think you know what's always so weird about it is that you know sitting where you are you're not judging anybody else like you want to be monogamous you're fine with that you want to be different than I am like you're okay with it but it's the people that you know it's the other people is the you know that would be so judgmental and it's it just doesn't make sense I just I went so many years with all that I'm just not doing it anymore that's totally fine okay you you don't like the swinging thing cool but do not sit here and talk bad to me about it yeah you can hope your own thoughts and feelings about it, but don't push your shit. You ain't worked out on me. I put in my time. I've done my shadow work.

I've done a lot of my trauma work. Like, you know, I put in the time, and this is why I can be so open and why I'm not threatened by someone that I used to not fucking stand. Yeah. You know, don't take away my progress and don't take away what I've done just because you haven't

done it for yourself. And let me tell you this. Like, doesn't it feel so much better to be, cool with that girl than that feeling of being jealous and hateful towards her. Like that is like the word. That's why I just don't understand how people hold on to that because and to me the reason why I always want to work through that and I do work through it is because I hate that feeling.

It just feels terrible. Yeah. It's a gross feeling. Yeah. Like who wants to just sit around and be angry? Yeah. And jealous and everything. I've always called it the lazy man's emotion.

Right. Mm-hmm. I like that. I love you, Eve. I think you're very evolved. I think, you know, your story is so fascinating on so many levels. Thank you. People are going to love it because you're very explicit as a woman.

A lot of girls don't talk the way that you do, but that helps the episode. People are going to love this episode. People are going to have to join my Patreon to see your picks. You're going to send me those picks of whatever you want as long as it's consensual, as well as those canvas things, which I remember her. If I get it okay with baby mama and stuff, I have some pictures of all of us on, his birthday where we're all just decked out and stuff. Of course, I know no heads, but if it's cool

with her, like you said, if I get consent, I can send you pictures of that. Yeah, and the, I don't, you don't need consent for the canvas shots, right? Because who cares? It's like a fucking paint picture, you, right? Yeah. But, yeah, so, and then just some things of you, but like I said, nothing pornographic.

You could definitely be sexy. The women always said me like sexy picks. Well, we all dressed in black for his birthday. Like, we were, we were done up. Okay, cool. All right. So send away. Everyone if you want to see Eve, sign up for my Patreon. Thank you so much for calling in. This was a great story. So glad to talk to you. Thank you so much for having me. I've had a great time. I've sweated through my whole shirt, but like I'm doing great. Oh my God. Wait till you hear it. You're going to love it. It's going to be crazy. Like I know that you said when you first got on me, you're like on the phone. You're like, oh, I'm like hearing your voice. You know, you normally hear my voice on the podcast and now you're talking to me. Wait until, you know, you're normally listening to the podcast with other people. And now you're going to hear your.

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