Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 455 - Meghan and Her Boyfriend Are Having Threesomes with his Ex Girlfriend

Episode Date: February 24, 2022

Meghan and her boyfriend are hooking up with a unicorn and she calls in to talk all about it. When did they decide to open up their relationship? Where exactly did they meet the unicorn? And, how has it effected their relationship? Tune in for all the details which include how they broke up for awhile recently and how and why they got back together, why she feels she might identify as a cuckquean, the crush she had on a previous unicorn they use to hook up with, how her boyfriend felt she he saw her with another guy, how she likes seeing him with other women, how they started hooking up with his ex girlfriend and how she became their current unicorn, what exactly goes down at their threesomes including, who they’re looking to hook up with in the future and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Her and her boyfriend had just opened up their relationship. Well, she had emailed me around the holiday time to be on my Where Are They Now episode, but she had so much to talk about that. We just decided to do a separate episode. So this is Megan. She's still an ethical slut. She's back dating her guy. They had a breakup.

She talks all about that. Why, you know, what her boyfriend did while they were broken up, which was a lot. And what she did and why she did barely anything while they were broken up, as well as well as what they've been doing while they've been back together. They still have an open relationship. they're totally involved with a unicorns, the unicorn's copping some feelings. They're not copying feelings for the unicorn,

but they're totally into it. And we talk about all that goes into that because I've had some unicorns on my show recently and they talk about like how it feels to be a unicorn, how they could be a little shafted. And she talks about those kind of things and how she sees that playing out in their relationship.

She talks, she gets specifics about all like the hot three sons. They've had like three hot threesons with that girl and she gets into those specific stories too. So I'm just going to get right to it. If you haven't heard her first episode, you should go listen to it. But this is the update. But it's like a standalone. You don't necessarily have to hear the first relationship to get into this one.

This is like a story about a couple that broke up, got back together, are starting over with an open relationship and, you know, how they're navigating it, how they're being successful at it, what exactly they're doing, how far they go, how they feel about it. and, you know, the stuff that's come up because of their open relationship. So it's super interesting. I'm going to be right back on with Megan. Hi, Megan. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. Or should I say welcome back to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. Great to be back on the other side of a lot.

Oh, I'm chatting. Yeah, I can't wait because, you know, so listen, I'm just going to, I'll put a link to your first episode in the description. If people haven't listened to your first episode, it's episode 339. It's called Megan is an ethical slut who, with Joyce threesome. Was it with her boyfriend? I don't know. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. And I know that, listen, I haven't talked to you for like two years. And I know around Christmas time when I was doing my Where Are They Now episodes, you had reached out and said you had updates for me. So I was like, let's do a

whole episode instead of doing just a short one. So why don't you fill me in? Give a little backstory of what would. So like you and your boyfriend had just opened up your like, you know, give a backstory of like where we were at last time we talked and then bring me up to date. Absolutely. two years ago, I feel like was totally different, but also very much the same, which I'll explain, but I can't remember. I mean, I guess we would have been in the middle of the pandemic, not that matters, but I was thinking of like timing wise. And yeah, I think that that was, we had been together for like four years at that point. And we were not like fully open, but definitely, you know, having threesomes pretty regularly.

And I would, this wasn't a very regular thing. This was more of the like two or three times thing, but I had hooked up with a really good friend of my boyfriends. And that had been hot, but also brought some drama to the relationship because my boyfriend kind of realized

he wasn't okay with that. So I think basically at the time that I last talked, I think that I was trying to, or we were trying, my boyfriend and I were trying to figure out exactly kind of, you know, we knew we wanted to have those experiences, but we weren't quite sure how open we wanted to be. I think also I'm remembering now something that was really on my mind at that time was that I had a really big crush on this girl. Yes, I was going to say that.

Yeah. I was going to bring that up. That was another thing that I felt like stood out, you know? And I, right? Yes, absolutely. Yeah. big crush on her. Nothing came of it, which sucks. I still think about her sometimes. I think that she was younger, but kind of just didn't have a lot of dating experience and ended up dating

right after and I think is still with him. And yeah, I don't know. I were loosely friends and I do think about her because she was definitely the most powerful crush I've had on a woman. And yeah, I've been trying to kind of figure out that part of my sexuality and like when I'm attracted to women and yeah, kind of what that, what I want that to look like, I guess. So she was kind of my first like, whoa experience with that. And then, yeah, I don't, should I kind of go into where things are now? Yeah, for sure. Because I know that you did use the word cut queen. And I feel like I love that I'm hearing that more and more on my podcast. I feel like I had one girl on that like mentioned it. And she was like, I found your show because I was like kind of Googling for information on that.

because she realized that that was like something that she was into. And then since then I've had a lot of other women reach out like, oh, and then use that term. And I feel like not a lot of women do. And I feel like a lot of women might put that together later on after they listen to somebody else talking about it. So I know that you think maybe now you might also be, it's that word again. So I think it's always interesting to talk to a woman that's putting that together. Yeah, I'm definitely still putting it together, I will say. I was laughing, calling myself a cuck queen because I don't know if it's entirely true,

but there's certainly something to it. Yeah, I think I'd always kind of known that turning me on, and especially throughout the pandemic and kind of not having those experiences outside of, and my boyfriend and I, we probably sometime after, maybe a few months after you and I last chat, we did move in together for a year. And then we had a really messy year where we broke up. and that was very painful and then got back together. So that's kind of a very brief update on where we are now.

But I think, you know, throughout that time, something I had kind of noticed was that, I mean, I think everybody who was sort of like shacked up with somebody throughout the pandemic, you know, sex, it was kind of hard to feel hot, basically. Yeah. And I think it was like during that time where, you know, I maybe did become a little more cognizant of like I kind of do need this new, this. outside sexual energy. And it just really turned me on. And I actually made be a really good specific example of that was before my boyfriend I broke up. And when we were living together, there was this girl who had kind of just like very

directly approached him. Like I think they were filming something together. And she like, when they were just like chatting off the set, she was just like, she said something about just like suck and cock, like super blatant. And he kind of was like, oh, okay, she's interested. And he let me know like. I'm thinking about, you know, maybe inviting this girl over, you know, hanging out with her, because we had sort of talked about him doing stuff like that. And I was at first very, like,

jealous and unsure, but I was also trying to pay attention to how I felt, which was like very turned on. And so I was kind of trying to figure out, I wanted to make sure I wasn't doing it for him, basically. And I was really trying to kind of listen to myself. But it was, I mean, we had like the best sex after he told me that. That was just so, like, turned on, basically for, like, days after thinking about it. So that kind of let me know that I could push past some jealousy to, in order to have that kind of turned on feeling. But it does feel very complicated because there is that intense jealousy, or at least there

can be. And I still don't fully know what to do with those feelings for sure. But I guess that comes along with any kind of open territory. Ultimately, nothing happened. I think this girl kind of didn't know. I mean, she didn't really want to be involved with somebody who had a girlfriend. So that hot scenario didn't end up happening with her. But that was definitely my first introduction to kind of like, oh, shit, this really turns me on.

And I think really, I have to say, I think the term cuck queen and cuckled for a guy, jealousy thing is a real part of the true definition of it. I think more people that have that, that's included in it. That's just what I think. and maybe not. You know, I do think that that plays a part in it. And I do think on some level, because some people have said that, like, you know, instead of like just living in that jealousy, if you push past it and get to the point and, you know, sort of you fall into the turn on of it, as opposed to going towards the side that where you're jealous, like that could be maybe

very healing in a weird way. Do you know what I'm saying? No, absolutely. I think that is something. That's kind of how I have begun to reframe it in my mind is. as this interesting challenge to push past it because I did kind of come to terms with the fact that I want to push past it because it does really turn me on to kind of know my partner is like desired in that way and kind of desiring someone else. It's definitely a fine line where I don't think I'm a cuck in the sense that I don't want to be humiliated. Humiliated.

Yeah. And I mean, there is an element. It's such a, yeah, it's such a tricky thing because there is an element of kind of enjoying that submissiveness about it. Yeah. But definitely not. Like I wouldn't want the other girl, for instance, to humiliate me or to feel like she had that power to do that in that moment.

So that's something that is very tricky, right? I feel like I don't fully identify as maybe a cuck in that sense. But it definitely turns me on to kind of know that I am like submitting to my partner's desires in a sense to have those other experiences. But like you said, I think that pushing past the jealousy, I am. I'm just like, for me, sex is very mental. And I think that that's something I'm realizing more and more is, I mean, I love the physical act itself, but almost more than that, I love everything that goes into it. So I think that's part of why I do enjoy like the idea of my boyfriend fucking somebody else or kind of the, what goes into kind of seducing that person in a sense.

It's all hot to me, even though it's also, you know, loaded and filled with some complicated emotions. Yeah. Yeah, so keep going with your stories. So you guys broke up and then you get to get back together. And did you break up? Question that I have for you is like, did you break up because of the open relationship thing that was going on? Or was it just totally unrelated and just like, oh, you're stuck with each other

and the pandemic kind of related stuff? Both in a sense. I would say a really rough year. I would say that without, you know, going into too much of his personal stuff, I would say that my boyfriend kind of had. a bit of a breakdown, a bit of a rough time. And that definitely way took its toll on our relationship. And I think he realized that he just wasn't really in the spot to live together, especially in the kind of like very small apartment we were living in. Overall, I mean, it was sort of, and I think he would totally acknowledge us as well. It was certainly a him thing.

It wasn't really a mutual thing. But it did kind of culminate in a very stressful experience. where we did, because at that, like, when we were dating, we weren't fully open, even though we kind of were exploring it and, like, you know, would have threasms and stuff. But at the last few months of our relationship before we broke up, we decided to fully open, which probably textbook bad idea considering things were not great, but we gave it a shot. And then I ended up hooking up with somebody, an old kind of hookup. And he actually hadn't at that time. And then I had an STD scare with that person. And all in all, that kind of blew up the relationship a little bit was that kind of, it would

have ended no matter what at that time because that just was what. That was the push. That was just the push that it needed. So you guys break up, but you get back together. And then what does your relationship look like now? So yeah, we got back together probably about three months ago. And initially it kind of was with this idea that we were going to. try being open and you know I was a little I was a little worried about which this isn't something I should you know I shouldn't think about this as much but I was almost worried about how that would look to like close friends of mine who were like okay well this guy really hurt you and now you're dating him again but it's this open thing like is this what you want you know and I feel a little bit like it's I'm wanting to tread carefully and make sure I'm doing everything for like the right reasons by me so I'm

trying to listen to myself a lot and especially three months ago we got back together. And so, you know, my boyfriend, one of the reasons he did in things was that he felt like he wanted to do this exploring and wanted to kind of just see what it was like to be with other women. And ultimately, you know, I think realized or like felt like our relationship was just more important than that. But we did go into it with this idea that we are open, but just how open I think we're still kind of trying to figure out. But this interesting thing, I guess, is we did end up hooking up with this girl that he had started hooking up with when we were broken up. And we still are hooking up with her. And that's been kind of, it sounds a little psychosexual

or something, I think. What do you mean? Well, I feel like something about hooking up with the girl that your boyfriend was kind of seeing when you were broken up. There's something about it that probably seems a little like messed up to people. But it's, yeah, I don't know. It's this girl and I have kind of developed our own friendship. And we've had maybe three very hot threesomes. And I think, yeah, right now it's kind of, I guess, like,

the kind of current, current most point for us is like, yeah, we're kind of trying to figure out how open we are right now. And this girl's definitely somebody who we hook up with regularly, but we're not interested in, like, fully dating. I don't think we're necessarily like Polly in that way. I think she would like to be. And so that's something we're currently navigating is I feel like she might be getting a little hurt by this situation. So yeah, that's kind of where we're at right now.

Yeah, well, we'll get into the details about the threesomes because everyone loves the hot threesome story. But before we go there, because I have heard, I have to say, and I never heard this angle yet. But like once I hear something once and I start to hear it all the time. And, you know, it's all these people talking and women that have been on my show who have been the unicorn, that girl in the situation, that third girl who you said might be getting kind of hurt in this threesome experience, that, you know, a lot of times that woman that is, you know, hooking up with a couple, does feel pretty shafted for a couple different reasons. And I never really took that into consideration, because a lot of times I'm talking to the, you know, the couples that are

opening up and having these people coming in and out and stuff and not really talking to the, the quote unquote unicorn. But I have heard a lot from that person's point of view. And it is, I think, very important to take what they're going through and their position into consideration because you guys have each other. Yeah. And she doesn't. There's a couple people who have spoke on it, recent female guests who have spoke about it. And I think it's something to take into consideration, especially you're the woman, so you're going to think about those things more so than your guy, right? But like, she's sort of alone. You guys go home together. It's kind of like, two against one.

A lot of times what they say is they see this couple and the couple is very concerned about their relationship together and that's what's most important. So they sort of, them and their feelings gets pushed to the side. It's really about you and your partner, what works for you and everything, but you're not really taking into consideration that person. And that could feel very bad for them.

And I was like, oh, God, you know, I never thought of it, but if you really think about it, it makes sense. And I don't think couples do it on purpose. But I think that there needs.

to be more awareness of how that person is feeling. And I think it's more so your job than the guy, because, you know, we know guys aren't always thinking of other people's feelings as much as women are. Oh, definitely. Yeah. You know, you know. There's a lot of things I feel like I've had to talk to my boyfriend about to let him know, like, hey, I think she might be feeling this way right now. Yeah, of course. Now he's got two girls. The guys are so, like, dumb when it comes to girls sometimes. Like, now he has two girls to try to deal with and stuff. So you could take her, you know, really sort of think about where she is coming from and if you're picking up that she might be having issues. It's important to communicate with her as much as you communicate with each other if you want to

keep that going. And it's just cool to do to her because she is kind of alone in the, you know, a little thruple that you're in. Definitely. And I feel like, I mean, man, every relationship dynamic has its complications. I know. But I do feel like there are some benefits in a way to be like in some ways I wish I could identify as like fully polyamorous or something to where there were kind of more of these parameters for these dynamics. And I feel like because like my boyfriend and I don't, were sort of, I don't know the best way to put it, but sort of half emotionally invested in whoever else comes along, but half not in the sense because we aren't fully dating this other person. And I do think those gray areas just lend itself to some hurts and confusion.

And I think it's we're we're definitely trying to communicate as clearly as possible. But I think I do know on some level how, for instance, she's feeling. But I think that honestly, I've been a pretty serial monogamous sort of person. So I have been the unicorn at time or two, but it was honestly during times in my life where I was just very much just fucking around, having fun. So the repercussions, there were really no repercussions for me. But I think, in other words, I've mostly been kind of the one in the relationship. So I feel like I maybe don't always have that perspective of the other person is I think I would like to. But I think it's kind of hard to fully be in their shoes for me.

Totally. I never thought of it. I thought of it. You know, and I'm always talking to people. But like I said, I was always talking to the couples or the people looking for the unicorns. So, you know, here she is. And like you said, it does get very gray. You're having your emotional needs met with your partner.

She keeps coming back just for the sex and you have that halfway thing going there with her. You said, you know, you kind of have feelings halfway, but not fully. But you guys have it all the way with each other. So where is that part for her? You know, so I do think it can get tricky. But, you know, listen, everyone's adults. Everyone's consenting. That's something that she has to figure out as well.

But because you had that huge crush on that girl before, you know, maybe she's not the one, quote, unquote, but you could wind up being Polly at some point because you did develop feelings for that woman that one time, you know, who's to say that that wouldn't happen again? You just don't know, right? Do you think? Yeah. I think so, definitely. I, that's something I really am. I mean, I don't know if it's something that's always very at the forefront of my mind. It's like an identity struggle, but it's something I think about a lot with myself is just how sort of Polly I am because I always have kind of had primary relationships, but, but, but. especially with this my current relationship, which, you know, has been about over six years now. We have had these other people come in and out. Like, his best friend is somebody that I hooked up with. And in a sense, like, we certainly don't have a, we haven't had sex in a long time. But he was kind of this person who was sort of the third person in our relationship. We both kind of had these emotional relationships with him.

And so I feel like we've kind of dabbled in being Polly in that sense. At least I have. And I do think I have that capability for sure. But it's been interesting. It's been fun and also challenging to figure out just how much I am to kind of be like that. Because I think it'd be really hard to know. I haven't had the experience yet of my boyfriend, like really falling for someone else. Like with this girl, you know, I don't think he clicks with her on that level.

So I kind of feel secure. I'm able to feel secure in knowing that she doesn't really, you know, pose a threat, I guess in that way. But if it were somebody he did really connect with, I don't know what that would be like for me. I don't know if I could feel okay with it, but I haven't really, I guess I would have to experience it. But yeah, I mean, definitely when I had this big crush on this other girl, I mean, I, yeah, that was something that really lingered for me.

And I still don't quite know what to do with those feelings. But yeah, this girl's not that. She's not that level. But it is, it's a, I know that she is. she definitely has strong feelings for my boyfriend. And he had to tell her recently, like I, she asked us basically if the three of us were all dating. And this was just kind of a her and I conversation or if she was wondering if maybe that was on the table. And I let her know that because we had kind of just gotten back together, I was just like,

well, you know, we're sort of feeling things out still. I don't know if we're going to be, you know, if we're looking to be like a thruffle, but as long as you're okay with kind of being in this situation, it's a little undefined. But she's pretty unexperienced. And so I do feel a little worried about hurting her because I think she's a very open person, but I also think that she is like pretty inexperienced and is kind of trying to figure out. I don't know even if she really knows how into women she is. I think that this has been a hot experience for her.

But I know that ultimately she kind of went into things just having really strong feelings for my boyfriend. and so I worry a little bit that that's going to kind of muddy things a little bit. Well, you know she had strong feelings because she was with him before you, right? You weren't in the picture. Like, how does that work? So, like, he's dating her or sleeping with her or whatever. And then at some point, he's like, oh, he dumps her, gets back together with you. I mean, like, what was that transition like?

Yeah. I mean, I think they had maybe seen each other, say, like, three or four times before we got back together. Oh, okay. wasn't really a like a established relationship or anything. But I think because she is again, I don't think she has a lot of dating experience. So I think for her, and this is, I mean, it's very understandable, but I don't want to knock her anyway. But for her, I think that that was a really powerful experience. Whereas for him, I think it was just like, oh, I'm hooking up with this girl sometimes. So I think there was definitely a disconnect in that way. But he let her know basically,

like I am getting back together. Well, as sort of a strange side note, this girl and I had actually been like Instagram acquaintances before she and my boyfriend met. They met at a show one night. And so there was initially a very strange element for me where once he told me who this girl was,

I was like, oh shit, I've talked with her for, you know, loosely, very loosely, but like I've de-empted her occasionally for a while now. We kind of have this like interest in common. And so we had become internet friends. And so there was initially a very strange part of me that was like, oh, my God, it might be like, does this girl know my boyfriend was like pursuing him? It was very, like, I was very paranoid about that for a second because it was sort of a strange

connection that the three of us had. Yeah. I don't know if that all makes sense. Hopefully it does. No, no, I totally got what you're talking about. Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

It's crazy. Yeah. Yeah, it was very weird. So I was initially very weirded out by that. But then I did kind of realize that we all loosely are in the same kind of community. so it did kind of make sense that she would encounter both of us, like, separately. But, yeah, so basically she was very direct in approaching him and just being like, I think you're hot, like, let's hang.

And so he, I think, was just, like, very down. She's a very hot girl. And so, yeah, but I think then when we got back together, he let her know that that was the case. And being a guy trying to get things, you know, going on, he was like, well, if you want to still hang and sleep with us like you can. And oh, also one thing I did forget to mention is I think in kind of exploring like trying to figure out if I am kind of like how much of a cut queen I am when I went home for the holidays and he was basically, I kind of let him know like, hey, it's okay if you want to hook up with this girl like just you too. So that was actually the first experience that I guess in a sense the three of us had together even though I wasn't there. but I basically just like gave him permission in a sense to like hook up with her.

So that was kind of my first experience being cucked, I guess, and we're just like, I knew they were fucking. I was not part of it. But I, yeah, it was that was kind of my first real experience of working, like feeling that initial rush of jealousy and then kind of thinking like, okay, but this is okay. Like I am, you know, I think honestly what made it okay for me was knowing that in a sense, not that I was in control of the situation, but I had like, I was aware of what was happening. I was like, I even kind of almost like initiated it in a sense. And I think that's where I can kind of like, you know, feel okay about things.

Yeah, there's some sort of safety. And I had a, I think it was Mary Sparkletits was on my show recently. I love her name. She was she was talking about how like she, you know, all these things that she does, you know, and the openness. And, you know, she it's never about like she has that security because she does. like to sort of be chastised like, oh, like, you know, and have her guy talk about how hot this girl is and she's better. But she says it all goes down, but that is like sort of a little bit of a fantasy because she really knows deep down and the security she has is that, you know, they're number one to each other. So it's never about like that being a real thing, you know, that he likes someone else or whatever. That's like the fantasy part of it that turns her on.

But in reality, what she knows and what makes her be able to get through the situation is that she's very secure in the fact that he loves her and she's the number one. And, you know, so I think that that probably is playing out. And I think that that's important. Definitely. And that's the same for me. I have to know I'm number one in the situation. I think if it were, I think that's why if somebody came along where there was this more serious emotional involvement that maybe like he had with her, it would be a struggle for me. I'm not really sure I could be okay with that. It was a struggle for him too. I mean, when you start right, I mean, with the, with the friend, when that started to happen. Oh, yeah, yeah, definitely.

He realized that he was not okay with that either. I mean, he was less okay with that, I guess. I think that's something else that's been kind of interesting is that I haven't really had the desire to hook up with other guys. I think there's something, because of this pretty intense emotional year where we did break up, it kind of killed my sex drive a little bit. And I just didn't have that same. before I would, you know, flirt with guys.

And I don't know, it just felt like I was kind of fornier in that sense. But I think something about being heartbroken, basically, I just kind of craved him. And I still feel a little bit in that mindset where I don't really feel like going out and fucking around. And I think he does in a sense more than I do. But I, that was almost a powerful, cool feeling to have where I just sort of realize, like, this experience does turn me on. does turn me on to know that he is like sometimes hooking up with other people. I don't really feel

like doing this right now. But I think kind of just coming to terms with that and just kind of being like, it's okay. I almost kind of enjoy feeling like a sub in that sense. Not that like he would make me feel like that in a bad way or anything. But it was kind of a cool realization to just kind of own that. Like I'm feeling subby right now. I'm feeling kind of like a cut queen and like let's rock and roll. I don't know. Yeah, that's just like how she explained it. It's like, you know, it's The fantasy is that he's with someone else. And in that moment, that's what turns you on. But you know, he's coming back to you.

And that's why you could be okay with it. So he goes back to her and says, you know, hey, listen, I'm back with my ex-girlfriend, but she's down with me like hooking up with you. Is that cool? I mean, was she, like, had she ever experienced anything like that? And then how did he get her home for these like hot threesomes that you had? How did that come about? And then you're going to get into detail.

Yes, absolutely. I don't know a whole lot about her past, but I do know that I don't think she's dated very much at all. So, or like hooked up with that many people, I would guess. And so I think this was definitely her first experience with all of this from what she said. And I think that initial conversation where he, because he definitely has a bit of a Dom personality. And I think in like that was something that was her, she was, that was sort of her first experience with, you know, kind of that subdom dynamic. and that was like a huge turn on for her. And he kind of,

he doesn't, I don't think like aggressively seek to be like that, but that is just kind of like his natural sexual personality. And so I think that was just like hot for her. And she was just very much like down to do whatever he wanted, basically. And he let her know that, you know, that basically we were together.

Initially she was, I think, I mean, I think she was unsure about whether she wanted to enter, a situation like that, but I think because she kind of loosely, like, knew me and was sort of intrigued to meet me, I think. She wanted to meet up, basically. And so they, initially it was just the two of them hanging out after he and I got back together and I had kind of like, you know, sanctioned that, I guess. And then a few weeks after that, the three of us met up, went out for drinks and then went back to

his place. And she, I think was, I think because she just like hadn't her. up with the girl before or anything like that. She was definitely very nervous, but ended up being very hot. How old is she? And what does she look like? And then, you know, what happened? She is 24 tall, gorgeous girl. I think a little, I mean, she's definitely obviously a little bit younger and just kind of, I don't think she's had a ton of experience like this. I, I don't really know. I mean, it seems like she's definitely exploring, like, her interest in women. But I, I think it's been hard to tell honestly because I think she really wants to be friends with me because we have a lot in common. So I think and then I think she also has these like intense feelings for my boyfriend.

So bless her, I think she's probably like pretty confused about how she's feeling right now. I know. I feel like I feel like that. You should talk to her about it and like and ask her. Yeah. And we definitely have. She and I have actually hung out a few times now. And she has mentioned that like I, She was like you and I kissing was just the most powerful thing I've experienced and I want to do more of that. And I think she's definitely wanting to to date us basically. And I think unfortunately we don't really feel the same because there is just a bit of a disconnect and like it, I think experience levels just in life in general. And so I think like she's very cool and she's very hot. I mean, wow, she's just like, yeah, we're just like very in sync in bed.

But my boyfriend was like, I have never shot come like that in the way that I have. Like, it was just she and I were like super in sync in that way. So it's very hot and she's cool. But I think unfortunately just that like that emotional disconnect, I think means that like we probably wouldn't all date. And so I feel like I kind of lost track of the question. No, it's okay. I just said, no, I didn't even ask question. I said, you know, you should just probably tell her or like it maybe just be super.

honest, I think what everyone always needs in situations like this is reassurance, you know, and knowing that there's open communication and that there's not something going on that they have to, like, you know, be sitting at home mulling about. So if you're just like straight up with her and somehow let her know that, listen, this is where we draw the line, but we're down for that and like, you know, but what do you think about it? And have those conversations and let her know so that, you know, she is on the same page. I think that that go, that kind of stuff, goes a long way. Absolutely.

And I've been trying to do that. I think that when she and I have hung out, I've tried to be his honestest. And he actually has, I think, tried to be better and good about that, too. And he's letting her know. I think what kind of sucks is that she is undeniably kind of the guinea pig for us figuring this out. So it's not something we have very well honed in that sense. But we have just tried to let her know, like, we really don't want to hurt you. We're just kind of trying to figure out our relationship.

relationship and kind of, you know, what this can look like. So we've definitely tried to keep her kind of like informed in that sense. But I definitely think that she and I actually, we are hanging out this week. And I think this is kind of the time I need to check in with her, just kind of girl to girl and ask her, like, you know, how are you feeling? I don't. Yeah. Like, listen, just be on like, because listen, as much as you're trying to figure out she is too, listen, there's no victims. It's not like you guys have to take care of her. She's got to take care of herself. And she is, and she has her own path and she's figuring stuff out in her own time, you know, and one has nothing to do with the other.

But because you are all together, it's cool if you just always check in and have those conversations. But so what went down? So the first time she came home with him, like what happened that first threesome? First one, things took a while to get going. I think we were all maybe like a little bit, a little bit drunker than we should have been. And I think she was very nervous. So there was a lot of like kind of initial, you know, trying to figure that out.

But then basically my boyfriend was just like, okay, like y'all make out. Like he just got to shoehorned it. And so we did. And I would say that the first time was like the she and I like kind of just, it was honestly felt very tender. It was just like us making out a lot. I think I was just kind of trying to figure out her interest in women. And I didn't want to like push anything. So it was just a lot of making out between us at first.

And then we both basically like started, I don't know if this is a good point to go into details, but I'll go ahead. I think she and I both started sucking his dick. And it was just like the most natural hot threesome I've had. I've probably had about like a little over 10 or something in my life. And this was by far just like hot. Like it was just, you know, even though, you know, we didn't know each other, she and I, I think that we just both were like, it felt like a port, like a great port. And it was just like us just like licking and like making out with his cock between us. And it was like, I think the three of us and him especially was just like in shock over how hot it was.

Right. Because I think it's hard. With threesome's really hard to kind of find that natural rhythm with the third person who you maybe don't know that well, you know. And in the past, I feel like almost any threesome I've had, I have felt like the girl, the third girl is basically kind of not into girls that much and is maybe kind of doing it more to be. with the guy, which in this case, you would think she was doing that as well because of her interest in him. But she was just like very naturally, like, we had good chemistry in that moment. And so, oh, yeah, I think that was also the night where, like, we, she would be on top of me. I would be on top of her and he would be, like, alternating between fucking both of us.

It was just, like, super hot. Oh, wait. Well, somebody said something. There was a term for that, like, uh, I'm sure they're all on top of each other. Like somebody, it was on. one of the housewife show where the girls like, oh, I gave my husband something where I don't know, but whatever. So you had a double whatever that is called. Yeah, whatever it is. Some sort of sandwich or something. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's like something like that where they're all laying on top. Right. So you're like on top of each other and then he's like fucking one and then fucking the other. And your puppies are right like there like one on top of the other. Right. Yeah, one on top of the other. And it was, that was just like so hot. And to kind of like be holding each other as he was fucking us. It was very. like intimate and the hot. I was surprised by how naturally we all just kind of like flowed together in that way. Yeah, no, that rhythm thing like you said. It's like, you know, that's the chemistry

that you have with like one person, but to really get a third person to sync up as hard. That's, I think, just chemistry and you have that with this girl. Yeah, definitely. Definitely so. And it's surprising because she, you know, yeah, I mean, she hasn't done any of this before. So she is, I mean, she's a, I can't of the word for it right now, but she's like ahead of her game in that way because she just is like very much like she's not like, you know, awkward about things. Then the second time, I think because we were a little all a little more comfortable with each other, it felt much more natural. And I because at the first time it kind of took a while for I think her to feel comfortable. But the second time was kind of more of the same. But I think she was kind of initiating things more.

And like, you know, we were both kind of like, I'm trying to think of at one point. Like I think she was like sitting on his face and like I was riding him and we were making out like she was just kind of initiating more like let's do this let's do that and very once again just very hot and I think you know we're just like all kind of on the same level I think also she and I are both

like subs in the same way and so that also is a great balance too where I think we just both like you know kind of being slapped around a little bit stuff like that right and now had she ever been with the woman before was this her first time this was her first time.

Yeah, I think it was pretty powerful. Right. And she knew what she, I mean, she just like, because you have no complaints and you keep talking about how great it was. Like, I mean, she obviously just like fell right into it. I mean, she went down on you. Like she did everything. Not so that I will say is something that I don't know if she's necessarily

comfortable with that yet or possibly at all. I'm not real sure. That's something I'm still trying to figure out. I think it's interesting. I think because she, like when she and I have hung out. separately. After the first time we did, she was like, oh, actually, I kind of expected you to, like, hold my hand or kiss me. And I didn't realize, I kind of thought we were just hanging out in this more platonic way. And I was like, oh, shit. I didn't realize she was wanting that

kind of affection of just with the two of us. So I think she's maybe definitely, like, turned on by women. But because this is new for her, I think she's kind of trying to figure out just how far she's wanting to go with it because I went down on her for a long time, but she didn't really do the same. And I think maybe that's just something that's like, yeah, I don't know if maybe she's comfortable with that. Well, maybe she's a little nervous that she wouldn't know what to do or like, who knows? I mean, so you've done it three times with her and that's never happened, but you guys do everything else. Yeah, everything else. And she did kind of go down on me, but for just like 15 seconds, it was pretty short. Oh my God. It was so funny. It was so funny. It was so

quick that I was just kind of like, don't worry about doing that again. That's okay. Oh my God, hilarious. Because you felt she wasn't maybe that comfortable or whatever or that into it. I mean, there's nothing worse than someone doing that to you, whether it's a guy or a girl, right? I mean, it's saying no different than a blowjob, you know? I think what makes a blowjob great is like when you're really fucking into it, the guy could tell. It's when you're just doing it for him or you don't care, you know, it's not going to be as good. It's never fun to be on the receiving end with someone that's not really interested in giving, right? Definitely.

It was very sweet and funny because I think she felt that she should. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So quickly. And then just she dove down and dove back up like she was submerging her head in ice water. I was just like, don't worry about it, babe. Oh my God, that's so funny. That's so funny. But so now she, now when you had that, I mean, this is a little bit back to the time that

you were with her. So you, but I think you answered the question. When you were with your husband, I mean, your boyfriend, I mean, you, that whole year, like you said, you lost your sex charge. So you didn't do any kind of exploring or any of that stuff. If anything, you just made you really realize that you just really wanted to be with him. Yeah. Sorry, you mean during the year that we were sort of.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Right. You didn't have any of this stuff. You didn't play around. You didn't hook up with any women. You really just sort of hunkered down like the rest of the world because it was like COVID time too, right? You know? Yeah.

Well, and I honestly was a new experience for me because I, I think I've associated a big part of my identity as an adult, which is like being down to fuck, being flirty, you know, all that stuff. And so this was my first experience being heartbroken, my other two relationships. When they ended, it was sort of time for them to end. So I didn't really have that same feeling of heartbreak. Oh, interesting, yeah. So I realized the obvious that heartbreak is not horny, or at least, you know, I don't think it's for most people. that was my first experience

just really not feeling sexual, which sucked, but was kind of interesting to experience. It was really hard to have that disconnect where he was so horny. I mean, I've always known his attraction for me, and I haven't doubted that, but it was hard to know just like

how much he wanted to be with other women, and I just did not have that same urge. And I will say it's interesting because I think in our relationship before the breakup, I definitely knew he had those desires and we had reasons, but I think I was actually the one who was more aggressive or assertive about pursuing these outside situations, whether that was kind of initiating, hooking up with

his friend, or, you know, bringing home a girl. Like, I was the one who was actually more assertive about those sorts of things, I would say. I would sort of feel like the one who was maybe more likely to transgress in that sense, basically, or to her him. So it was a little bit unexpected, at least in this one specific way, that he ended up kind of hurting me by just kind of letting me know that he did have these desires and just felt like that was more powerful than our relationship at that time. So I think all of that definitely contributed to just me not feeling that into having sex with other people. But when my old hookup came into town and kind of hit me up one night, then I was definitely ready to fuck that night.

Right. Right. Unfortunately, I ended up, yeah, having a, SDD scare. Oh, that's the SDD scare guy. Oh, God. So, but have you ever had kids? No, I haven't. Because that's when I lost my sex drive and it was like, what the fuck? Like, it's just the most unsexy feeling and nothing, like, but you don't really,

there's no feeling like, oh, you're want to be. Like, you're just so focused on your child. I think they call it like the nesting period, but it really, it's like, I'm always like if sex is on one end of the spectrum, being a mom is like all the way on the other. Like, you know, especially I was like a full-time mom. know, so it's hard, so I totally understand. But it comes back, right? You get back connected. So the minute you got back with him, everything was cool. Now, have you ever been married? Are you guys planning on maybe getting married? I mean, where's your relationship stand if you've been together

for so long or does that not matter to you? Great, great question. It does matter, but maybe not in the sense of I feel like an urgent, urgent sense of like, oh, I need to be proposed to or something. It's interesting. Yeah, we have, I mean, we were together for, you know, probably about six years before were breaking up and we had this. We were really only broken up for like maybe three months, but we had had like six months before that of a lot of tumultuousness. Oh, so it wasn't really like a full year. Yeah, it was like it wasn't. We weren't broken up for a full year. Yeah, the breakup itself was very short, but there's sort of disconnect between us. And actually I had, I, after kind of things began to not go well, I actually went back home to my family's house for a

And so we were like in different states. And so although the breakup itself was short, in a sense it feels like it was about like nine months. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. That situation. But and then so, yeah, I mean, you know, it was a lot of what happened kind of was attributed to some factors going on in his life. And I think that once some of those things calmed down, he was able to kind of more clearly see that. And I do, you know, I think part of why the breakup didn't quite feel real.

to me was that I did get the sense that these other factors were kind of cladding his judgment a little bit. But basically, I think that once we got back together, it did feel like this kind of full commitment of he was basically very quick to just kind of be like, I fucked up big time, like you are the one. And it was really cool to hear that. But also, I had been through a lot of pain. And so I'm still working through a lot of that. And so I think kind of where things are right now is we actually did have this conversation a few weeks ago where he was basically, because we no longer live together and probably won't

for at least like another year, I would say. And which is good, I think, because I have kind of always been in a relationship. I think I do actually kind of need that independence a little bit. But he was kind of saying that he actually was going to propose, but then realized it didn't make a lot of sense to propose since we don't live together. And it would be kind of doing these backwards, maybe in a sense. So I think that that, I think we both kind of know that's on the table. like we want to get married, but it's also something that we're not, neither of us who are necessarily very, I don't know, very traditional in that way to where like marriage has never been like a huge thing. I would like to be married because almost just in the sense, and I was trying to explain these

feelings to him. Like it's not, I've never really like had this big wedding day fantasy, but I think I would like it just for the sense of kind of having that human experience of going through a wedding and being married to somebody. And I do think I'm kind of naturally committed to one person in that way. So, yeah, I think where things kind of stand right now is we are back together, but after this kind of prolonged period of a lot of pain. So I think we're both trying to figure out how things are supposed to look for us now. I think we both kind of know we're in it for the long run. But I certainly have some traumatized feelings that I'm kind of also trying to work through, I would say. Yeah, it's been three months. It'll take a little time. Now, have you guys been, because

you have this girl in your life. So you, you know, have you been looking for others? Or is that just, like, do you feel like you have that part of your intimacy taking care of and you're just working on the relationship? Or are you actively seeking other people? Have you had conversations whether he, I forget, does he like to see you with another guy? He doesn't at all, right? He doesn't. Yeah, I think that, I mean, he's sort of when we were initially kind of like fully opening up our relationship right before our breakup, he had kind of said like, actually, I think it could be kind of hot to know you're with other guys. But it's funny because lately, like over the last month or two, even though we had initially kind of gone back into things with the idea that we were open, he was kind of like, please don't fuck another guy. I was like, okay. So I guess we're not fully open in that way to where we would fuck other people and not like kind of okay it with the other person first.

Yeah, yeah. But yeah, he doesn't really, I think he, if he were hooking up with other girls, he would know that it's only fair that I would also be hooking up with other guys, but it's definitely not something that I don't think it's like a big, it's a turn on to him that I'm like, can be a slut, but not like it's not something that really gets him off, like watching that. Yeah, listen, and also listen, if you, you know, down the line at some point decide that, you know, you're still only horny for him, but you really like for him to fuck girls. I mean, it's not unfair for him to be able to do it and not you.

It really goes by like what you guys are interested in. There's a lot of guys that I have on my show who love for their women to fuck other guys. And I have to say they're like some of the most monogamous men, you know, that I talk to. I mean, they have zero desire for any other woman. Their desire and the thing that turns them on the most is the fact that their woman is with somebody else. So they're fine being just with that one woman. And I hear the reverse too.

Like sometimes it's the woman. that, you know, and so, and I get a lot of these ridiculous comments on YouTube, which I love YouTube because people comment and we get in these conversations. And, you know, you hear all different people's points of views in a lot of times in situations where one person in a couple is allowed, quote unquote, to sleep with other people and the other person isn't. Even though that person is like, they have it set up exactly the way they want and people come in and be like, well, that's not fair. And like, how would she like it? It's just like, it's not about being fair. It's about what you fucking want. You know what I mean? And that's

just what it is. And, and, Sometimes it is that way. Sometimes it is like, yeah, I want to fuck other people and you're going to fuck other people and that's fair. But sometimes somebody wants the guy, you know, if like I said, in your situation, two years down the line, like, you're like, I just want to be with you and he doesn't want you to be with you, but you like and have that desire. It's not fair.

It's what works for you. That is a great point. And I really appreciate all that because I think there is this tendency. People do have strong feelings about it. I think they insert themselves in that situation. And I, something I do know or I've noticed in myself is that in kind of presenting this to like female friends of mine, for instance, or any friend. I mean, I definitely feel like I have to put on this PR campaign of letting them know, like, don't worry. I'm not being taken advantage of because like they're already.

Right. Yeah. That's not there. And like people just see things. It's so black and white. But that's not the way there is whenever I had long term booty calls, like I wasn't always in relationships, but I always had one guy that I like to fuck because I wanted to get laid. you know, and I wouldn't want to go to all this time in between boyfriends because I didn't have boyfriends all the time. So I would have, and I would be very monogamous with that guy and I didn't

care who he fucked. But I only fucked him because I didn't want, I'm not interested in variety. Like I, I just wanted that one person, but I didn't care who they were. And that's not fair or not. That's just the way I, like, I did what was right for me and he did what was right for him and it was right for each other. Like, I don't care if he's not. I'm like, it's so ridiculous. I think people look at it that way because maybe that's the way they would want. wanted in their life and everyone which sets things up by design for themselves. But I really think it doesn't have to be quote unquote fair. It just has to work for the couple. You know, and like I said, a lot of times I hear from the cucks, the guys, you know, I promise you those guys that want their

girl to be with other guys, they are a lot of times very monogamous by nature. They have no desire for the other women. They're getting their rocks off on those fantasies. You know, That's what there is really hot for them, you know. And so they have it all, right? Their girl is going out and doing all this stuff. And so, and that's enough. They don't want that. So why is it not fair?

You know, but yeah, that PR campaign you're doing is real, you know? It is. Well, and especially with friends who know that you've kind of been through this, like, recent heartbreak. So they're not all, they're already not big fans of him right now. Isn't that? Yes. And then add that on top of it.

They're like, what the fuck? Well, you're very honest. I'm surprised we even tell them because, I mean, you're going to get backlash. It's hard when you do women talk. We need our friends. You know, there's nothing wrong with it. You tell your friends all this stuff. But then when you get back, it's really hard for your friends to go back to.

You know, they're riding a wave and it's hard for them to ride the same, right? I've been in that situation where I have a girlfriend and she's just complaining all the time about a guy. And then, you know, she goes back and you're like, you know, I think, you know, because I'm older and I've been through it so many times. I try to be like, totally like, okay, I'll flip it. Like, you're back. Like, let's make that a positive thing. You know, because you have to. have to support where you're at. And just because you guys had a breakup and things happen,

that's like real life. I know plenty of couples that have been together long term that had a separation, then got back together and lasted another 20 years. I mean, like, that's, you know, that's real life stuff. You guys work through it. Yeah, you were heartbroken. A big thing fucking happened called COVID. And it really caused a lot of destruction. And, you know, the fact that you guys had a breakup, I think is very common and it happened to a lot of people. but the fact that you wound up back together is great. And your girlfriends are going to have to accept that. And, you know, and like you said, there was a lot of things that happened to him.

And if you put all those things together, you could give him a fucking pass, I'm sure, if I heard what those things are. You know, sometimes people just are less forgiving in life. But it doesn't matter because it's what, right? It's what, you know, you're into. And it's great that you're back with him. I think it's great that you're doing what you're doing and you're super honest with yourself in that you guys don't know where you're at with it yet and you have these different

feelings and I, you know, I would just say because of all the people I talk to, just keep being open about that and keep talking to each other about it and, you know, figure out what works for you guys. Take that girl into consideration. But, you know, I think maybe keep some stuff to yourself with your girlfriends because sometimes it's really hard to change some people's minds. It blows my mind the comments that I see on YouTube when I see things so clearly in a different way and I really believe the way I see them is right. But I know that those people see it as right too, but I just think sometimes there's just such ignorance and such black and white thinking and there's no sort of in between and people don't really want to, like I said, forgive or see the bigger

picture or realize what life is about. Life is not about being perfect. Life is about making mistakes. Sometimes we hurt people. It doesn't mean you're a terrible person, you know. And that's just a part of it. Like that's what we're here for. So I'm like, I think it's great that you're back together. Keep me posted. Let's see where you guys are at next year. I have high hopes that you're in again for another six years. Like I think it's great.

Awesome. Yeah. I think so. I think we are in it. And I'll definitely update you. And just to give a very quick response to I think maybe the last part of what you asked, we are kind of looking for other people. You are.

Definitely realizing that we're, because we're not really looking to date outside of each other. Yeah. I think we're both kind of realizing that we want to. to kind of keep things moving along a little bit, keep things alive, and not that we wouldn't like, we're very much still interested in hooking up with this girl and hanging out with her. But I think that we're also, it's now that we can be a little more social again, I think things are, you know, we'll begin to open back up more. So I feel like we're kind of ready to, I don't know,

ready to party. Yeah, that's good. You know, I think that that will maybe help you and maybe help that girl also figure out her place because I think sometimes it's worse if you're just seeing her, you know, because you could get in that fantasy of there's something more going on. And just be honest with her about that. I think that that will really help her stay clear and maybe keep proper boundaries too in place. But I think that that's great that you guys are doing that. Keep me posted. Good luck to you guys. I think like I said, you got, you know, I think it's great that you're back together and fuck your friends. I might cut that stuff out that I said about that whole thing. But you know, No, no, I love it.

I've only told selective friends the full story. Only the friends who would get it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, come on. You just shared your great story with all my listeners. So go to YouTube and see what they say. Now, Megan, have you sent me in pictures before I don't remember? Did you send me any?

I do have a Patreon or did you not. I don't know. But I have this. I don't think I did, but I can't. Are they kind of like anonymous photos? Totally. Yeah. And I always tell people, so if people want to see anonymous photos of Megan,

as well, you know, go to my Patreon, patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. Most girls send in. I'll take your face out. They cut the face out, you know, blur the face out. They do, I don't post anything pornographic. But if you want to send in sexy picks, go ahead. Most of the time, that's what girls send me. And we'll put those up on Patreon.

Definitely go to YouTube if you want to see people commenting. They will all be commenting. And what I will do is put a link to your first episode, 339. If people want the backstory, it's a very great story. It's, you know, you touched a little bit upon what went down. But, you know, if you want to hear the whole thing, that link will be in the description. Thanks so much for calling back in and giving me this great update. Oh, of course.

Thank you. This was so much fun. Yeah, good luck with your relationship. I'm happy for you. Thank you very much. Okay. Bye, Megan. Bye.

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