Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 471 - Fetish Fridays: Cross Dresser Into Wedding Dresses & TJ is Into Scat????!!!

Episode Date: April 8, 2022

Crossdresser Tracy had a thing for trying on wedding dresses and TJ has a scat fetish and they both called in to talk about it. Where did Tracy go to try on wedding dresses, did he ever buy any?? And was it a sexual turn on for him? The in to find out plus hear all about how the women showing him the dresses would react to him wearing them, how someone outed him, how one wedding dress try on resulted sex and how long that fling lasted. And when did TJ get into scat? What exactly does he like about it? And, he share this fetish with anyone? Tune in for all the details including how an accident with his girlfriend led to him realizing he was into scat, how his interest in pee as well as Souxi Q led to it as well, how he prefers the visual aspect of it, where he went looking to find scat content, how he found women online who he would pay for custom scat videos, how he enjoys other women bodily functions, exactly which ones they are plus a whole lot more. To hear Tracy's first episode, click here: https://apple.co/3v0C0l2 To hear TJ's first episode, click here: https://apple.co/3Kr4GtJ **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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the Confessions hotline is 347, 4203579. Again, 347, 4203579. That number is in the description as well. So back to Fetish Fridays. So this is Fetish Fridays. Now listen, I have two guys on to talk about two different fetishes. There's that word again. I don't know if it exists, but whatever.

So, yeah, I think fetishes must be a word. So one guy, Tracy, he called in before. He was my bisexual cross-dresser. He called in, you could hear his whole backstory. It's super fascinating. But what he told me at the end was that he had this like wedding dress thing going down. He had a fetish, I would call it a fetish for trying on wedding dresses. And he called in to talk all about it.

And let me tell you, his story was fascinating because like he didn't just go to wedding dress stores. He would like answer ads for women that were selling their wedding dresses. he's bought some. He, you know, I grilled him on like how the girls would react when he showed up. Because like, imagine you're selling a wedding dress and like some dude shows up. And he like wants to wear it himself, right? He also, one of his try on experiences actually led to a hookup. Okay?

So he's going to talk about all of that. And then, okay, I have on T.J. Now, T.J. had called in before two, his episode, I think, think was 201. I don't know. He says it in the episode and I'm going to put a link to his episode in the description too. But he called because I put a shout out about people calling in with their fetishes and he wrote in that he had a scat fetish. It's a poop scat. You know, what do you want to call it?

Shit, I don't know. But his was very interesting because when he called up it wasn't like what you thought. It's not that he likes people to poop on him or like he wants to rub it on somebody else. It doesn't have that aspect to it, not about being degraded. For him, it was like a visual thing. And it really started, I mean, he talked, what's interesting about his story is he talks about how he got wired that way and how it really started with his interest in P, like in a personality trait, how that's tied into

the fact that he went from P to poop. I mean, I know it's not a big stretch, but I think it is. And it's interesting, like I said, when he talks about how it went from there and what turned him onto it and how he became into it. The story involves a girlfriend of his. Okay, he's going to give you that story. And then he talks all about like where he would go to get off on that on his fetish from, you know, paying for it and paying for videos and where he goes to see videos and all that kind of good stuff. I mean, he turns out that he's just like really into women's bodily functions peeing. He's also into squirting. He's also into, you know, when a woman lactates

from her breast. Is that what it's called? I don't know. So he's into all that kind of stuff and he talks about it. And like I said, we do go into where does it come from. And one thing kind of led to the other. And that's what we discuss as well as he gives like a lot of links to a lot of places that if you have these kind of fetishes, you can go to as well for more content. So first it's going to be Tracy talking about wedding dresses. And then we get to TJ talking about poop. Scat. I don't know. I like. I like. scat. I like poop. He calls it poo. I don't like that word, but what could I do? I couldn't take it out. That's what he calls it. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Tracy and T.J. Hey, Tracy, welcome back. I know you mentioned something very interesting at the end of the last time we talked something about wedding dresses. Is that what it was? Yeah. Explain that to me. What is that all about wedding dresses? Trying them on you? I mean, I don't understand. Yeah, this is kind of an interesting one because when I was in college in my 20s, the first time I went. I saw this girl, she had a posted on the board at college that she was

selling a wedding dress. And I thought, you know what? I'm just going to call and see if I can try it on and possibly buy it and called her up and told her I was a cross-dressor and she had no problem with it. And I tried it on. Wow. You always are, you really are that guy that was like, this is who the fuck I am at all times with all four. things that you've done. Like, it's kind of crazy. Mm-hmm. So how old were you? This is in college? Yeah, I was 23. So you call her up. She's around your same age, right? And you're like, listen, this is who I am. I'm a crushess, or could I just come try it on? And she said, sure?

Yes. Okay, so then you go to meet her? Yeah, I go to her apartment. You know, she had the dress out and went in her bedroom or bathroom, I guess, and, you know, got a dress, tried it on, came out and showed it to her, you know, see if it fit or not. And yeah, and then I didn't buy that one, took it off, got dressed. I was probably there, I don't know, 20 minutes or so. Uh-huh. Did she give a critique?

Like, did she say, oh, that looks really nice on you, or was she, like, disinterested? I mean, what was her reaction? As far as I remember, she did critique it and, you know, kind of gave me some constructive criticism and had no problem. guy, of course. She was maybe just trying to make the sale. I don't know. Did she think you were actually going to buy it?

You know, I'm not sure. I mean, it's, you know, I'm sure there was some shock factor there that, okay, it's the guy trying on my dress, but, you know, it's not like she maybe feel bad or anything. No, that's great. I would have, like, been so excited for you to leave so I could call up all my friends and tell them, like, to me, it's just a great story. you know what I'm saying? Because it's like not the norm, right?

So it's like, oh my God, guess what just fucking happened to me? Like to me, it's just an interesting story for her to have to, you know, go and tell people. Well, it's kind of the follow up on that. You mentioned that now. She did do that. Oh, my God. Called up and told a friend. Well, this friend she told is a friend of mine and was actually going out with a friend of mine at the time.

They're now married. So it kind of got out a little quicker, a little more than I ever wanted it to. Now, did this friend of yours know that you were a cross-dresser? Obviously, yes, right? Well, yeah, I kind of found out beforehand, and I did tell her a couple years after that, just kind of fell into one night that I did tell her and she was fine with it. But then when she found out about the wedding dress thing, that was after she knew, right? Oh, that was before she knew.

Oh, before she knew. So who calls you up and says, hey, did you go over and try her girl's wedding dress on? I mean, like, how did that conversation happen? My friend just told me, I think, when I told her. So I think it was a couple years later. Oh, oh, okay. So she didn't confront you right then and there. But later when she found out that it was, that you were, she was like, oh, she put it, she tied it together and said,

oh, by the way, that girl called me up and said, hey, I just had a crossdresser come over her. And that's how well. Right. Oh, so she didn't know that it was you. She just knew it was a quote-unquote cross-dresser. Yeah, no, I was never confronted about it by her, but. But she knew it was you? I think she did.

Right. Interesting. Because I think I used my real name or, you know, to the person that was selling the dress. And I think my friend just put two and two together. Right. But just like I said, that girl. was like, I can't wait to tell somebody. I mean, that's just like a story you want to, you know, tell people.

Right. Yeah, because, you know, this is the mid-90s, of course. Yeah. You know, it's not really out yet. Totally. That, you know, cross-dressing is normally, you know, kind of like it is now, of course. And then to follow up on that, you know, I did that probably about two dozen times after that. wedding dresses meaning so let me ask you this did you ever go did you start to go into like wedding dress stores or did you always look in the classifieds for people selling them like how did you start to do this you know as like habitually yeah mostly the classified you know because the internet of course was just on the edge of coming out mainstream so it was still newspaper classified bolton boards you know is that college or whatever and

that was the main way of finding them. And then there was actually one wedding dress store close by that I became friends with the owner. And she let me try on a couple times and, you know, formal dresses. Okay, but just like back that story up for a second because I just always like to know that moment where like, you know, you sort of cop to what you're interested in. I mean, you know, how do you, you befriend a woman in a wedding dress store? how, by going in and being very upfront with her about who you are, what you like? Yeah. I mean, I just, you know, walked in and obviously, you know, probably doesn't have too many guys in there unless they're the groom of the bride.

Yeah. And, yeah, I just walked in and, you know, told her the truth. And here I am, and I like to cross-dress. And here's my female name. And she was fine with it and, you know, hung out there. I don't know, half dozen times, I guess, you know, went in there every couple months, I guess, just hang out. You know, we just kind of talk fashion and I think she just kind of like having somebody to talk to. Right. She's bored inside her place.

So, yeah, I know that was a lot of fun. And actually, I've seen her occasionally over the years. In fact, I think she still owns the store. And I've just, you know, Ohio, how are you? I haven't really, didn't really talk about it, but it's just kind of... you know, a fact of life, you know, another person knows who I am and what I do. The crazy thing is, Tracy, a lot of females aren't going to be listening to this episode. It's going to be mostly my hosers, right?

But my Patreon page. But if women heard that this was a thing that you did, they'd be jealous because even a woman, I think, wouldn't have the balls to go into a wedding dress store and say, hey, listen, I just want to try on wedding dresses. Can I? I mean, there might be a couple of women that have done that, right? because there are a lot of women out there that would love to just try on wedding dresses all the time. It is like a girl fantasy for sure. Yeah, no doubt. It's just like, you know, I think back on it now,

and you talk about just having ice water in my veins. But I think the desire to try it on and just have somebody look at me and say, hey, you know, or ask them how do I look, you know, that desire was that much stronger that. that's how I was just able to do it and don't really care what anybody thought. Did these women not know that your heart underneath the wedding dress? Like, I mean, is it a, was it a sexual experience for you at the time? Or does it become in that way? You take that with you and later on when you're home, it becomes a sexual experience.

Or is it not have nothing to do with your sexuality at that point? It's just fashion. I don't know. You know, because I was wearing panties and panty hose, of course, underneath the dress. I'd usually bring my own along. So you try to keep your heart on down. So I'm not totally sticking out, I guess, and through the dress.

And then, of course, once I got home, you know, it'd usually be a sexual fantasy that night, you know. Yeah, but it's interesting because I definitely think that the woman in that scenario, even me before I started my show, I would never think if my friend came to me or I was working in a clothing store and a man came in and said, I'm across Chessler, kind of check. I would just be like, oh, yeah, sure.

I wouldn't think, like, oh, he's getting turned on while he's doing that. You know what I mean? Yeah, it's, you know, it's not like when I was in the dressing room store, what I get off in there, you know, I'm not. You weren't a creep. You weren't a creep. Right. You know, I just try on the dress, and yes, I would be hard when I tried on,

but obviously wait to get hold before I'd get myself off. Right. But I really think it's interesting. Now I would know that, if a guy came in that it is sort of a thing that he's doing to turn himself on. So I might be like, uh, it goes someplace else. I don't know. You know, because there is like a weird line.

Right. I mean, no, yeah. There's certainly people out there that, yeah, probably do that to literally would get turned on and get off right then and there. Yeah, and you don't know, you know, who's a boundary pusher and who is cool. You weren't pushing the boundaries. But it was a sexual experience for you. What these women just didn't understand that they were, you know,

aiding you know it's like such interesting interesting right absolutely because you know there was that turn on that okay here's this woman seeing me dressed up you know they don't really obviously know that like you said but of course in my mind this is a lot of fun oh so that even adds to it maybe a little bit right you know that they don't know what they're doing or like it's just like it's your secret because you know I certainly didn't tell them you know or if they'd ask you know at that point you know I didn't know if I was going to be in a drag show or not

and I never have and maybe someday still I'd like to try but that was usually what I would tell them that hey you know it might be a drag act someday or I just simply want a wedding dress because I'm a cross-dresser So how many girls, did you ever have anybody that denied you? Because it seems like you, you know, listen, you met the woman. The first one you responded to, she was like cool with it. Then you befriended the woman who owned the wedding dress store.

I mean, and then you said you would go into the classifieds. Did you have like people that hung up on you or like did you have any negative experiences? I don't recall right offhand, but I would say I'm sure I did. Maybe a handful of times. I can't think of anything specific, but by and large, I guess, you know, I was probably more surprised that I was accepted as often as I was and didn't have more rejections than that. Did you ever buy any of the wedding dresses, or you just always just tried them on? Did you ever?

I did end up buying two of them. You did? Yep. Uh-huh. How come? Just they were the ones I did like for one. and two, there was a little more pressure from those two. Oh, they were good saleswomen?

Yeah, they were good sales women. It kind of twisted my arm, and I thought, well, I guess I can't pass this up. Oh, my God, that's so funny. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, listen, they're really good salesmen because they literally sold a wedding dress to a cross-dresser who's never going to use it. Yeah, I mean, they got their 500 bucks out of the deal. So, I mean, it's like, what the heck. So, no, I was, and I did like them.

I mean, obviously, I wasn't, if I didn't like the style of them, I wouldn't have bought it or fought back a little more and said, no, but no, I did like them. And so, yeah, so I did end up buying two of them. That's crazy. So how, like, how old were you? Like, how many years did this go on for? Oh, I would say probably about five to six years.

Wow. Wow. Just trying on wedding dresses. Right. Yeah, you know, you just always look through the classifieds and especially on a Sunday newspaper when they're usually a little more out there because, yeah, the online stuff didn't really exist yet. And if I'd find one and it was within short driving distance. Yeah. I'd call them up and say that they're okay with it.

You usually set up a time and ride on. And sometimes it was usually in and out, sat and talk with you. some were pretty interested and kind of finding out my backstory, I guess. Yeah, that would have been me. I would have been both people. I would have been the girl who made you buy it because I'm a good salesperson. I also would have interviewed you like I'm interviewing. I would be so curious.

I would be asking you a million questions, you know, for sure. It kind of lead on to that question. I did have one that I went to and actually spent a couple nights, you know, because she was kind of interested in dating me. Wow. So she was, so she's, and she's somebody that was selling a wedding dress.

So obviously her wedding plans didn't go well because she's selling the dress. Right. She's, she got jilted. So now you come over as a crossdresser and she winds up like becoming interested in you. How do you know? Like how does, does she give you her number or something?

Yeah. I mean, we kind of started talking, um, kind of the, you know, saw the number, called her up, told her what was going on, and we exchanged emails. And then she said, wanted you come over and come hang out. And, yeah, like you said, spent a couple nights, you know, she did my makeup, you know,

tried on the dress, tried out some other clothes of hers. And, yeah, literally, you know, we never dated or per se dated, but, you know, we spent that weekend together. Wow, that's interesting. Mm-hmm. So she had a thing for that. Right. Yeah, no, she really, yeah, I liked it. And I suppose, you know, and I think back of that, you know,

was that my way of meeting women because I'm so shy otherwise. Oh, really? Yeah, I mean, just, you know, like in a bar, you know, or wherever, you know, I have a hard time or going up and just saying hi, how are you? When you're a guy, when you're your male self.

Right. But when you're Tracy. Yeah, it's just kind of my ice, you know, I just look at it as my icebreaker and okay, maybe it's a little different, a lot of different than other guys, but it's my icebreaker. And that works for you.

Yeah, and that's what worked. That's so interesting. So, and it's, and I really have it, done it. Really since I've gotten married, I think I've done it maybe once or twice. The wedding dress thing. Right. I actually have my wife's that she said I could wear when we got done on her wedding night,

but we still haven't tried it on, but we still have it. So hopefully that can still happen. And, you know, obviously don't really have a need for one now or, Did you get it out of your system? Yeah, I mean, yeah, I think I did. You know, it's just that kind of one single part of my life in my 20s that, you know, it was a lot of fun. And I guess I really don't need to do that part anymore. Yeah, I've never heard that before.

Yeah, I didn't think you had. I thought it probably would make, you know, a pretty good story to get out there and see if that's happened to anybody else, I guess. Sure. Has that happened to anybody else? I don't know. Has it? Listen, that's the end of our conversation about Tracy's trying on wedding dresses. If you have any comments, have you done this before, if you're into doing this, if you're just like me and you're just curious and you find it fascinating, leave a comment on YouTube. But I'm going to get right to it and be right back on with TJ's episode. Hey, TJ. Welcome back to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How long ago did you first call in? I don't even remember. It's been years. Because we went into your whole life story before. And if people

want to hear that they could go on to your first episode, I'll include a link in the description 201. But let's get into the scat fetish. Okay. Like that's hardcore. When did that start? Who do you do that with? Do you still do that? Do you know where it came from? I have a million questions, but why don't you start? Yeah. Okay. Well, actually it started with getting interested. in pee. Mm-hmm. I think that started. That was the gateway drug?

Yeah, that was the gateway drug. Yeah. Back in the 1980s when I was studying human sexuality as part of studying psychology, and I read about this British physician and sexologist named Avaloch Ellis, and he was talking about where his pee fetish came from. He was born in 1859, so like in the Victorian area, he remembered walking with his mother at the zoo, and she was wearing this floor-length dress and holding his hand. And she just stopped. And then he heard her urine hitting the gravel.

Oh. And that sound just seared into his brain. and established a pee fetish for him. And even just thinking about that made it fascinating for me, too. And then back around the same time, I became aware of a porn performer named Annie Sprinkle. I remember Annie Sprinkle. Uh-huh.

She was very, like, hardcore underground, but in the New York, like in the scene, people would know of her. Yeah, yeah. Apparently, she did pee videos, but, you know, this was in the age of VHS and stuff like that. Yeah. And I never found any of her pee videos, but I was just fascinated by the idea that anyone would pee in public. And since, I've actually met her and bought her book, and she did a boob print on her book for me. Oh, my God, hilarious.

She had long since stopped doing pee videos. So to this day, I've never seen her be. How did you meet her? Because you went to like a book signing or something, maybe? Yeah, a book signing and a kind of a performance because for a while she was kind of a performance artist. Okay. Mm-hmm. And then there was another performance artist in San Francisco named Susie Q.

She spelled it S-I-O-U-X-I-E and then the letter Q. She was actually an escort in San Francisco who became an activist and then a performance artist. And she had a podcast called The H-H-R-H-R-E-H-R-E-C-A-S-D. Yeah. That ended in 2018. But one of the episodes had another, she liked to interview other escorts. and one of the other escort she had on told a story of being with a customer who, that when she said, listen, I have to go pee, he said, wait, don't go to the bathroom to do it, pee on me.

And the escort said, oh, well, I guess so for some extra money. And he paid her extra money to do it, and she peed on him. and then she told him, listen, I have to take a shit too. Do you want me to do that? He said, sure. And so she pooped on him for even more money. So that started, yeah.

That got me thinking about poop. Oh, my God. You're very subjective as a person. I am. And I knew just from hearing that that it didn't, the idea didn't disgust me. And it was kind of interesting. And then I had a girlfriend that one time I was licking her clit and I had my fingers inside her pussy and I gave her a really strong orgasm. And we discovered after she started coming down and I backed away that she had in the middle

of her orgasm, two little balls of shit on her bed sheet. And she was... Horrified. Absolutely mortified. Totally, I could imagine. But, you know, it didn't bother me a bit. I mean, I just got some Kleenex and cleaned that up. I said, don't worry.

It washes. I mean, it's natural. It's a natural function. Yeah. She just couldn't get over it. She was disgusted and horrified. Mm-hmm. But, you know, I was aware of that.

that, you know, it just didn't bother me. And that was my only in-person experience of it to this day, and the rest has all been remote. And I discovered that the interest for me, what I really like and what the turn on is for me is that I like to focus on the woman's asshole. and watch what the asshole does while it does its work. Just like in peeing, I like to watch the woman's urethra open up.

Right. And I don't like to watch peeing where the lips are closed and it's just spraying everywhere. I want to see a coherent stream come out of an open urethra. and for pooing I want to watch the asshole open up and kind of escort the poo out of the body. Oh my gosh. I don't care about it. I don't want to smell it. You don't want it on you.

You don't want it on your face. You know, I had a friend when I was growing up in my 20s. This is when, you know, I live in New York City, but this is in my 20s, New York City Times Square was hardcore. There was all the sex shops and stuff. And his family's business, I mean, this was his family's business from his grandfather to his father. And then he took it over owned adult video stores. So he had taken over his father's business. He was a hard worker.

This was like I said, the family biz. And while I was in college, he hired me to help him like dupe porn. Like I wasn't making the porn. He was just making dupes. He would buy a master and then make dupes, right? And then sell them. And so my job was to make all these dupes And then I would have to take some pictures

And make like a, you know, a collage And then write up a description. I actually was very good at my job. Okay, he said like all the guys in the store Always thought my descriptions were like fucking killer, right? And anyway, so I saw a lot of porn. I mean, because he had this one room where there was like, you know, I don't know, 25 TVs stacked around

because I was making a million. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, right? That was the job. So, and so I've seen these videos. And the Japanese by far do the craziest shit, you know. So I've seen some scat things, you know, where they were like having people poop on their face and they were, you know, it could get really, like it can, that fetish can go in all different directions. But for you, it was strictly like you like to see it coming out.

And then once it's out, like you're not interested. Well, but, yeah, you mentioned the Japanese, but I think maybe the most famous one. out in the world was this video called two girls one cop and and that's actually an unofficial trailer

for a 2007 Brazilian scat fetish film called Hungry Bitches and what it shows is one girl with a cup collecting the poo coming out of the other girl, and then they both eat it out of the cup.

Oh, my God. And in 2007, that was all the rage around the internet, disgusting people. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can imagine. Yeah, and it was really disgusting to everybody. I mean, I definitely think that there's people out there that have it where, I don't know that they want to eat it, but like they do want it. on them, they want to be soiled, right? Degraded.

They want to smear it all over this. Yeah. Mm-hmm, mm-hmm. But it's interesting that yours is like more of a curiosity and it's a visual thing. Now, did you, so you only had it that one time by accident with your girlfriend. And now, so when you say that all the rest of the times it was virtual, is that what you mean? Yeah. And for example, you know, I've spent way too much money on a camgirl site called.

chatter bait. Okay. And I've become a kind of personal friends off that site with some of the girls. And I have paid a few of them to take videos of themselves pooing for me. And they will do that. But they're, and that's very personal and they send them to me and I pay them for it individually. Right. But of course there are websites for it where anybody can get a membership and download the videos. And the best one I found is called Joy Angelus, J-O-Y-A-N-G-E-L-E-S.

And it seems like the others I found just copy a lot of the videos from that site. For example, there's another one called The New Girls Pooping. Uh-huh. And they have a lot of videos from Joy Angeles that they repost. Right. And now it's a paid membership to get on there. Are you a member of that site too? Yeah.

Yeah. I have been off and on. I don't maintain a consistent membership. Mm-hmm. You know, I'll get on. I'll pay for a month and then download a whole bunch, and that will satisfy me for a while. while and I'll cancel my membership.

So I don't keep paying in perpetuity. Yeah, yeah. Does your wife know about this or does this something you kept private? No, she doesn't have a clue. We sleep in separate bedrooms, so I have time to myself to be on the computer. I just don't have time to myself to go out and be with other women. So but nobody has out. Have you ever shared this interest with anyone other than these webcam girls?

Nobody. So none of your... You're the only one. And now the girl that you did it with by accident, did she know that you were into it, or did she only know that you just didn't care? She knew that I didn't care. Right.

That's all. Yeah, I've asked other women to pee for me and 98% of them refuse. Occasionally one or two will let me watch them pee while they're sitting on the toilet. But that's not satisfying because I can't see the stream of urine coming out of their eurytra that way. Right, you want to see it. How much of the webcam girls, like how much have you paid for a poop video?

Up to 50 euros, you know, which is over $50. Right. You know, that's way too much. Right. Because I can get a month of Joy Angeles and dozens of videos for $30. bucks. But maybe, you know, I think it's like anything else, right? When you've had that, then you just want more or, right? You need something personal. Like you got to up the ante. Isn't that, doesn't that fucking happen all the time? Well, no, it's not a, it's not like I developed a tolerance and I need

more and more and more. Right. It's, it's, it's partially that I've become friends with the woman and I know their personal situations and they're struggling financially and I want to be of help to them. So I pay more than it's really worth. Oh, I get it. Right. And you give them like... This is what they... And they ask me for money and they ask me what I want in return.

And I say, would you please make a video of yourself pooping for me? Right. And that's what they did. Right. Interesting. Okay. I mean, did they ask any questions? questions or they're just like, sure, no problem.

Mostly it's the latter. Sure, no problem. Yeah, that's so interesting. So now do you think it's just because, like I said, you're so subjective or you're very visual, like that you took an interest in, like, peeing and pooping? Like, do you know? To me, it feels like it's just my fascination with women's bodies. Right.

I just love everything that women's bodies do. Right. That's interesting. Uh-huh. I have absolutely no problem with period sex or eating out a woman during her period. Right. That's what God made brown towels for. Oh, my God.

And I love drinking milk from a woman's tits, and I love milk videos, too. I was going to, I swear I was going to ask that because I thought to myself when you said, I'm so interested in what women's bodies can do. I was going to ask you about that, but I was like, no. way. But yeah, so that's a part of it too, right? Go on. What's one of your favorite videos? Yeah, one of my favorites videos is a man lying on his back with his head and a woman's lap with her big kid in his mouth and him sucking milk out of that while she jerks him off. Right.

That was really hot for me. So it really, yeah, that's what it makes sense, that it's the thing. that the woman's body can do. It's not like, whereas I think other people might, it might be partly degrading them, right, or something else to do with something else, right? Other people have other motives, but that's mine. Yeah, that's fascinating.

Now, when you've been Googling and you're online and you're seeing all this, like, have you met other people that it's the same, it's coming from the same place? Have you, do you know? I don't know. It seems like you would know that. No, I really, I don't, there's nothing like a support group or a chat room that I've found or I haven't even gone looking for that.

It's not a topic I'm interested in discussing with anybody else. I'm curious and I want anybody who's listening to this on YouTube, even if you're not listening to it on YouTube, you could go to YouTube and leave a comment there because that's where, you know, people could, like, chat. with each other. If anybody else has this same fetish for the same reason, that's what's interesting. Your reason is so interesting to me, you know? Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's, you know, it's weird. It's like, because you do have this, what is it called peripheral neuropathy. What is the actual term of the reason why you can't get it up? Peripheral neuropathy. Peripheral neuropathy. I mean, you know, if anyone's going to have that, I feel like you, you feel like you fair probably better than most people because sexuality, a lot of it is, you know, through your

mind and your curiosity. You don't mean in visual. So, you know, it's not as, I mean, it's not as, I mean, it's horrific to have that and not be able to get it up. But because you are turned on in these very interesting ways that I think some people aren't, I think that that probably helps you. Am I correct or am I totally wrong? Well, it might, except that, you know, when I get turned on by indulging in my fantasies and watching porn and stuff like that, I really miss the experience of having orgasm. Right. I just

I get sad when I think about the fact that I can't do that anymore I literally cannot remember the last time I fucked a woman I did within the last year somehow I managed to have one orgasm so it gave me Oh wow maybe Wait how how? Yeah how did that happen? I was watching one of the videos of one of my chatterbate sessions, and it really turned me on,

and I was jerking off. And even though my dick was completely soft, somehow my nerves got to the point where I was able to have an orgasm. I didn't ejaculate anything, but I felt it. And it was wonderful and it gave me hope, but that was months and months ago and nothing's ends. Wow. That's interesting. Yeah, it really is. I really have no idea what I have to do to get back to that.

And believe me, I've tried. But you know what's good about that is that if it did happen that one time, that shows you that it is possible. Yeah. Right? Right. Come on, right? Right. You have to chase that fucking dragon. Of course.

Right? Don't you think? Don't think I haven't. Listen, the first time you came on, I didn't have YouTube as a platform for my show. And I do now, what I love about YouTube is that I have a large audience of people there. And people know that they could comment there and I comment back and people talk to each other. Right. It's really great for that exact reason.

When you came on the first time, I know I really felt for you because of this problem that you have. And I put a shout out if anyone knew of anything. I remember that. But like, let's put a shout out now here on YouTube. Like if anyone is listening to this and found this because they have it or they know someone that has and you've been cured. I don't know. With stuff like this, I just feel like there's got to be people out there that reversed it or changed it or I don't know. Because look, you had a fucking orgasm.

So it means it's possible. You know, if anyone has any real story, success story, you know, and who has us, and not because of, like, there's other reasons for it. I Googled it. It was like there could be different reasons. And depending on the reason, there could be easier cures. Yours is from diabetes, so it's like nerve damage, which is probably the worst thing for it to be from, right? Because it could be from vitamin deficiency. Isn't that true?

I don't know. I haven't heard that. But certainly, mine's from diabetes and nerve damage. So if somebody out there has diabetes and has had this problem but has figured out a way, please go into the comment section. I mean, if you pay 50 bucks for a poop video, what would you pay somebody for that kind of information? I'd tell you about at least 100,000.

No, you don't have to pay me. Go there and give the information because I think that that would be really helpful. As far as, when was the last time you did any kind of scat? thing? I mean, is it something that you still indulge in all the time, sometimes on that one site? Not all the time. It's episodic. I mean, I have a pretty large collection of scat videos, and I'll watch one every few days or so. That's so interesting. I'm going to pair this. I don't know what I'm going to pair this up with. Well, another thing I love that falls under the category

of loving what women's bodies do is squirting female ejaculation. Me too. I wish I could fucking squirt. It's terrible that I can't. So wait, so you love that. So do you have girls that do that for you too? I have had a lot more luck with squirting than with any of the other stuff

than with pee or poo. because that doesn't seem to be as disgusting. And some of the women just can't control it. So, you know, how they feel about it is kind of irrelevant because it just happens. Right. But I love it and I love watching it. There's this particular porn performer who's a power squirder. Her name is Cytheria, C-Y-T-H-E-R-E-A.

who squirts across a room and she's amazing to watch. Oh my God, I love how you're giving all this information to people who have these kind of fetishes or looking for this stuff. Yeah, I love watching her. And there's also a thing called Power P or Power Pissing

where women just absolutely gush for distance. and the first woman I came across who had videos for that, I think, was named Dido, the IDO. But there are a lot of other power-pissing videos out there. I was kind of looking for her site again this morning before this call, and I didn't find it. It's been a long time since I looked at it. And her name is Dido, and she, like, power peas all over the place? Yeah. Yeah, she will gush like a fire hose.

I don't know how she does it out of a tiny little ureth. But there are a lot of other women who do that, too. I mean, you can put in PowerP on Pornhub and see women who get not, who do about half the volume. Right. But I remember Ido doing. But none of these things have you ever shared, even the squirting or the, peeing thing with your wife?

My wife is actually a squatter, so when we were sexual, she would squirt for me. Oh, okay. Just because it was natural to her. Our joke was we would have to put down 15 towels before we had sex.

Wow. Uh-huh. So you were lucky. I was. That was the one thing. It was great. But no more. Oh my God. I remember now I just it's all coming back to me. I felt the same way.

I need for you. It's like, it's not over till it's over. And the fact that you just had an orgasm so long ago means it you can again and you will. Someone needs to write in. I'm going to include links to all the things that you brought up on here as far as recommendations.

Do you have any other ones that you want me to include? There was one particular performer who is on Joy Angeles, I think. This is another corner of the fetish. Her name is

Roxy. She was also on Dido's site, I remember. And she seems to enjoy being fucked while she is shitting. And some being fucked in the pussy or being

fucked in the ass. So that was an interesting combination to watch. but, you know, not really. It doesn't get me where I live, but it apparently was a turn-on for both her and her boyfriend because they do several of those videos. And probably they know that there's people out there that enjoy it, right?

Because... Well, they're selling videos, so apparently so. Yeah, they're the ones in that niche. I never heard of any of these people. Like I said, I'm going to include links to... In the beginning, you said, that one website, Angelus, Joy Angelus. Joy Angelus.

Yeah, the performance people, all those, Andy Sprinkle and all those people, the names, as well as, you know, you gave me sites of the peeing. You know, you gave a lot of, like, really great tips. And so what people should do in return as thanks for those tips and those, you know, websites is to give you tips and websites for your peripheral neuropathy. cure, a cure, a fix, a something. Great, yeah. How to regenerate nurse after decades of diabetes.

Yeah, if anything's going to happen. I mean, did I bring up the E-STIM stuff? Like, did you ever try any of that stuff? I have tried E-STIM for different things. I also have a tremor that I inherited from both parents, and I was part of a clinical. trial for an e-stem device that's supposed to help with the tremor. But it didn't help my tremor.

But did it help your dick? I mean, did you ever try to use it in that sense or no? I wouldn't have a clue how to apply it. Yeah. Because it was a box on a wristband. Oh, right. Yeah. I had a guy.

His name was Jay. And someone emailed me recently, by the way, about that episode. Because now that my shows are on YouTube, they live there. I got to look to see if yours is up on YouTube. If it's not, I'm going to post it up there. It's really easy for me to post old episodes on there. But this guy, Jay, is up there and someone emailed me. Or I don't know, maybe it wasn't on YouTube.

But they emailed me and said, oh, could I get in touch with that guy? He was an Eastern guy that he got so into it and learned so much about it that he makes the e-stem devices himself now, but he pointed me in the direction of ones on Amazon network and stuff. And I don't know if I aired him before or after you, but you never know that that could be something that helps you. So if anyone knows of anything, put it below. Thank you so much, T.J.

for calling in. Because I think you heard my shout-out about looking for somebody on this topic, right? So I'm assuming you still listen to my show. Absolutely. even though I'm way behind on listening to podcasts because I heard the shout out when you were talking to Chris of Chris and Wendy fame. And that was like in the fall of 2019. I'm that far behind. Oh, okay.

I'm listening to them in order. Oh, I just brought it up recently. It's so weird. I literally just said I'm only, I'm not taping people anymore because I have so many taped episodes. And I say on my episodes, the only thing I would take. tape is that you had. I literally said that. And then you emailed me right after. So it's so crazy that you heard it on the episode from years ago and not the one that I had just posted it. Yeah. Incredible. Yeah. Perfect timing. So thanks so much, TJ, for calling in. I'm going to,

my show is on YouTube. You need to find it. Subscribe to it there. Go look and wait for your episode to come on and then. And I'll send you an email when it's going to. So you need to see if anyone sends in any comments. If someone doesn't want to leave a comment because maybe they don't want anyone to know their business and their YouTube has their name on it, send me an email at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com and I'll forward it on to t. Thanks again tj for calling in.

I hope we find you some help. Thanks. It's great to talk to you again. Totally. Talk soon. Bye. Bye. Bye.

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