Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 478 - Alejandro is Gender Fluid and has Hooked Up with Couples

Episode Date: April 27, 2022

Alejandro is gender fluid and has hooked up with couples and he called in to talk all about it. Where did he meet the couples he hooked up with? What was he looking for? And what exactly went down when they met up? Tune in to find out plus hear all about his repressed sexual kinks he had when he was younger, how he discovered he’s gender fluid and how the seeds were planted in high school, how he played with butt plugs and cock cages, the dating apps he used to meet up with older guys, the sugar daddy’s he dated and what they would buy him, his amazon wishlist and Onlyfans account and how much money he was making on there, how he was cheating on his last girlfriend, how his current gf likes to peg him, the mom threesomes he has had, the multiple couples he’s been a unicorn for, the one couple who owned a bar and how he slept with their bar staff as well, the therapy he’s been in to sort out his sexuality, the new relationship he’s in and what he’s doing ng to make it work and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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don't worry, go to the description. All the links are there. What else do I have to tell you? Let's just get to my caller. So today I have on Alejandro. Now Alejandro is a young guy, but he's kind of been there, done that. He is gender fluid. But we start off in the beginning when he talks about how early on He had a lot of repressed sexual kings. He was into forced feminization. He explains what that was. He's gender fluid. You know, he had relationships with women.

He started going on to dating apps to meet guys. He started an Amazon wish list. He was on only fans. He was pimping himself out. He talks about that. He does explain how he labels himself now. He's been in relationships. He had a girlfriend who he cheated on.

she found out and, you know, his new girlfriend likes to peg him and he has threesomes and he's been hooking up with couples. He's like a couple. He's been a couple's unicorn. Okay. That's who he was, like the guy unicorn. I sometimes think like, oh, unicorns are all women. No, he was the guy unicorn. Those exist too. He's in a relationship. Now he talks about how they are both gender fluid and how he's giving her pass to do some stuff. And he talks a lot about all the therapy that he's been in and how he's really come to terms with who he is and what he's into through therapy. So anyway, there's a lot going on here.

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Plus, you're supporting my show, which I love. Okay, so anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Alejandro. Hi, Alejandro. Sorry, I was going to call you Alexandro. that's not a word. Alejandro. How are you this morning? I'm doing good.

Good morning. So Alejandro, you know, in your email to me, it sounds like you've been there, done that, but you sound like you're 22 years old. Yeah, I'm actually turning 27, but yeah, it's been a very eventful 20s. Yeah, for sure. You're really like, I mean,

looking back, I always felt like 20s are really like the time to get to know yourself. You know, you really got to know yourself as far as like your sexuality. Unlike, not unlike Layla, who was just on my show and she had checked up all her bucket list, sexual fantasies, she was going down that list. You went down your list and decided to start just doing the things that you wanted to do. Why don't you start back at when that change sort of happened and you decided to let your freak flag fly and start trying all the kinds of things that you were interested in? Yeah. So in my early 20s, I met my last partner.

who we were in early 20s, we were young, trying to, you know, threw things out. But it was pretty obvious. It was just not going to work out way different things we're not doing life.

And one of the also main issues was that, I mean, I was a really, really terrible partner. And I had a lot of repressed sexual kings and feelings. And she was more, hey, he's in the word,

vanilla, but she was more vanilla. So we just didn't, you know, we weren't compatible when we ended up. And then that summer, like, right before the pandemic is,

I was like, you know what? I want to do these things. There's at this point nothing, you know, stopping me to do these things. One of that kink was forced surrogamization. My ideas have changed on my kink a little bit more as I got older and understood sexuality in general. But at the beginning, it's basically where a mostly masculine man gets emasculated in a way

where he's either wearing women's clothing or it could be the person who does. It can either be a woman or a man, but, you know, it's certain to a quote like fanboy or I guess the older generation would call it as Sissy. So that summer I, you know, I accepted that I was interested in more than two genders. I don't really classify my sexual as bisexual because it does wane. So some days I am completely sexual. For all genders, some days I'm just like rigor, heterosexual, and other days I'm just, I don't want to have sex at all or if anything, you know, sexual. So it's just, I don't have trouble in defining what my sexuality is.

I just say I'm fluid. I do whatever want and whoever I want, whatever I want. But you come to all those realizations. It was a journey, right? I mean, and it's a short journey. It's been in about a year and a half, but you've done a lot of things. You're with a new partner. You guys are totally down to doing all kinds of things.

But you have, like, fooled around with couples and started really, like, when did you start, when did you realize you were inter-forced feminization? And when did you start living that out? So I guess the Cs were. plants and when else, it sounds weird to say now the thing about it. Maybe around like 8th and 9th grade. I was like, my generation grew up with the internet very young. So we were on like Tumblr and back in the day it was very not seen for work.

So, you know, it was the thing to be like a risky porn blog or show like risky, like risky like post-risky things like in Kink. And people are just, you know, and around that, you know, freshman year of high school, people were just, you know, like starting to figure out sex and stuff like that. But one of the videos I saw, I guess a gift I saw on Tumblr was a woman pegging a man. And that just immensely turned me on. And I didn't know why. And figuring out later through therapy was because I, myself, I'm pretty masculine.

I'm kind of built like a football player. So you're really masculine looking, but you're, you want to like push those boundaries and see if you could get away, like, dressing up like a chick? I don't understand. Yeah, kind of. So like, it's more like in like the second. aspect. It'd be like whether wearing like lingerie, like some of lace, like a one piece of like a whole for like cut off my ass or my dick or like like wearing like thigh highs or like wig just so more of like the cross dressing sense but like within the sexual plate only. So when did you start doing that? So you're

getting into this because you're seeing things on Tumblr and you're identifying with it and then do you start like stealing your mom's clothes and trying them on? I mean I don't you know because we're like in high school now Yeah, yeah. Yeah. So no, I would buy like women's clothes on Amazon and then I would just take the packages and go home before my parents would like arrive. Oh, yeah. You're young enough to be able to like live out your shit because there's Amazon now. So everyone could just like just order up. You know, back in the day, a lot of my callers that are, you know, 50. They had to steal shit because they couldn't just go on. So yeah, that makes it a lot easier. So you just get stuff on Amazon delivered to you and then and what kind of things did you buy? So I bought a butt plug when I was like 1716 I think and then there's a there's a feature back in there where you can like you know remove the item from history. Yeah. So I would do that once immediately. And then it would come in like oh, I want you to get it.

I was like, oh, I just got a video game on or whatever. Just okay, cool. So like during high school years, I would like just experiment itself with like anal shooters like a butt plug and then went down the YouTube rabbit hole of like force optimization and as well as Reddit which led to like. certification videos or audios of like a woman like greeting you and that just really turned me on at a time. So I would wear the stuff and probably like mostly at night when I went in the sleeve and stuff, you know, like walk my door. So that was very embedded. And whenever I went to my past relationship, she was very good opposite. So I had to like kind of hide these internal stuff, internalize it.

And whenever I was able to or whenever that already ended, we went off ways and whatnot and I was able to, you know, fulfill those fantasies like through Grindr, Tinder. surprisingly it's pretty common actually I found it very weird it's kind of more acceptable now with like zoomers and stuff yeah so my first experience was on grinder actually it was uh it's weird because the guy I hooked up with we went over there and say it was said it was first time and then we hooked up he's like oh immediately told me hey I'm straight by the way I was like okay you know your dick was just in my ass but whatever yeah but no I mean that's fine I guess that's what he identified so you know he's straight but anyways We, so we went over there.

We hooked up a couple times. And then he told me, hey, I want to fuck you with like some thigh highs because I sent him pictures. I had a bunch of like male cater lingerie. And then I send him a couple pictures. He's like, hey, I want to fuck you. I think I emailed you a picture of. I don't look at pictures of people. I don't want to see fucking pictures of people before I talk to them.

Sometimes I take pictures and put one on Patreon with no faces, but I don't look at any pictures of anyone. I never click on them. they stay downloaded in my inbox because the best way for me to do my show is for you to be 100% anonymous. Even to me, that helps me be completely unbiased when I'm talking to you. So I don't look. Okay, yeah, that makes sense. Okay. Anyways, so I sent him a couple pictures.

And so we got that thing going. He was a little bit older order at this point. I was maybe like 24, just turned 4, just turned 25. And he would eventually like, once he wasn't necessarily, really, but it was a casual very look up again. every week on the weekends we would hook up, I'll dress up for him. And then he started buying me like clothes and stuff I can wear. He wanted to wear.

And eventually he led to cock cages. So he, yeah, so I think on his end, he wanted to become more like feminine. That way he can like, I guess, you know,

I don't know, justify me, you know, having his dick in a man's ass. Not justify. Maybe that was his kink. I don't know that he needed to justify. I mean,

obviously he was, there so he you know like I think that was I've heard all kinds of things okay people are into all kinds of things some people want to be you know they're only into men when they're dressed as a women sometimes someone wants to only be with a man when they're dressed as a you know I mean so I don't know that he was justifying anything maybe he was just that was what he got down with like that was like some sort of turn on for him don't you think that's more likely the case yeah probably yeah I didn't need to keep you know anyone listening No, I'm just saying, you know.

Because you also made a little comment about him that I used to always sort of think too, which was that you're like, you know, he says he's straight, but his dick was just in my ass, you know, but I did have a guy on here. Okay, he's some PhD doctor, sex therapist that is here to say that, you know, a lot of guys can be straight and still fuck a guy because, you know, maybe they're just erotically turned on by it in the moment. So that's a, you know, that's a thing too. So anyway, so go back.

It's an interesting episode 395 if someone wants to listen to it. Because if they don't cop by it, it's actually an interesting talk about that kind of situation. So this is the guy. You're seeing him multiple times because now you're at the place where you were dressing up for him. Now he wants to dress up for you. Is that what's going on? No, no. So I would just strictly just be dressed up.

For him, right. Yeah, for him. You know, camera down the rat hole. I mean, we're people on Tinder and Grindr and just other things. dating apps back then one that eventually led to a you know I just have a for a man but so it's older man he was like 40 you know I'm not 20 you know 20 years on me so he was more or less my I want to say sugar daddy but career knows who buy me things that send me gifts um out of amazon wishlets he would just you know buy me things whenever you

want to see me all times yeah well you had that like you set up the list so you were obviously open to that kind of situation these you guys live in such a different world than I did. I wonder what I would have been doing when I was like your age. Like that's like like great like you could just literally you know in this time period right now. I should put up on Amazon wish list because someone asked me recently do you have one. I'd like to buy you some stuff like you could put up this Amazon wish list and then anyone you meet up with you could be like oh I got this thing going on and then they could just shower you with shit and that's what this guy did. You set it up that way because you were on the dating

apps like what made you put that up or were you looking for a sugar daddy? No, I wasn't really looking for the sugar daddy. It's just everyone my age has a wish list to save things. Yeah, for like birthdays or family guests. And then you have your private wishlets, which I usually use for things I want to buy like down the line. Yeah. You know, it can't right now. Yeah.

So you can share your private wishlets to people. You send me like a direct league and then only that they can, you know, access it. So I would do that. Yeah. Okay, cool. So you get this booty call guy. But he's an older guy. How old is he and how old are you at the time?

You're like in your 20s. How old was he? Yeah, I'm like my, yeah, I'm like 24 and he's like, you know, maybe mid-40s. Okay. Was he good-looking? Yeah, he was good-looking. He was very trim. Was he straight to married, you know?

He wasn't married. He was actually a divorced dad. I didn't really ask him too much about his private life. Okay. He just told me he was divorced. Okay. So we went for dinner and some drinks and then I went back. And he was like, oh, okay.

So he's like, I want you to get ready. I went to, you know, the bathroom got ready. And then he fucked the shit on me. It felt great. And then so I would do that often that summer, I guess, was my freak summer. All right. With just that guy or multiple guys when you say you would. It's just multiple guys.

Oh, okay. So not even just yeah. Yeah. Eventually, I kind of like within our, I guess my city, my name was tossed around. Some men would hit me up. And eventually I created a Onlyfans. And I had, I basically just selling just pictures of myself in lingerie, like semi-nudes, like videos of me with a dildo. And then these men would like offer to buy me.

sex toys, so I just kind of expanded. I made quite a bit of money off of it, and then got to the point where I didn't want to pay a whole lot of tax. I just stopped being active on it. Wait, you didn't want to pay, you didn't want to pay, what do you mean? So, I mean enough to enter another

bracket. Oh, I see what you're saying. Yeah, but what you don't understand is for every dollar you make. You know, my tax guy told me, you're still even if they're taking 30%, you're still up 70%. So you always want to keep making. It doesn't matter what fucking bracket you get into.

Do you know what I mean? But yeah. No, it is. It's like it's actually like two plus two equals four. It's like an actual fact. Like even if you're making money, yeah, you're paying more out, but you're still making more. So you still at the end of the day come up ahead. You just couldn't tell your mom about this.

So she couldn't advise you because, you know, you're making your money in a weird way. But I mean, you could have. You should have just kept doing. How much were you making? So I annually just with the drama ahead of time, I made about like 45 a year. Okay. enter my career. And then with the only thing's money, I was making an additional, like, maybe $8,000 a year.

Or, sorry, $8 a month, $8 a month. Yeah. Uh-huh. So, I mean, it was a lot of big. Yeah, of course. Yeah. Most of my fans were men, but a small percentage of women were actually women. Really?

And the women would be, like, comment on pictures. Also, my face would be, you know, cropped out or, you know, blurred or anything like that. I have very visible tattoos on my body, so I always have to blur them out as well. Mm-hmm. people who paid enough money, I guess. Like, I want to collect clients. Yeah. That would let my tattoos be identifiable so that if they saw me like in a bar or whatever,

because I'm very active out of my city. They were like, oh, that's that one person. I'd be like a secret like thing. Yeah, yeah. And they have to pay more for that. That's like if you're a VIP, you get to really know me. And then, you know, you pay this. Then you might be able to hit me up if you see me out.

Yeah. So, I mean, like it would be a different like. stuff like that. And I, uh, I never hooked up with anyone who was on my page as I knew about. Yeah. But there'd be times where I, like,

hooked up with someone, uh, someone, they were saying, oh, I, I, I,

you know, I, I've seen your only fans before. I'm like, oh, okay. Okay. So it's been like a fact after.

Did people know you were doing this? Or was this a very secret life? I don't know. It's certainly secret. I mean, if anyone, I had some friends who knew I was, kind of into this.

Because at the time, my friend group was like, oh, you know, just came and rest you up you straight and I was like hey you know they're all very open-minded so it was a lot easier I didn't really have to explain anything they just saw me a guy one night and they're like okay whatever yeah yeah no that's why I asked because there is such a difference in your generation than mine and the ones in between you know that you you know I even would tell your friends you

have it only fans and they'd be like oh cool I got one too you know I mean it's not it doesn't most of the time I don't think you have to be secretive about it and it is very different and that is very freeing for you guys it's a totally different thing but i don't want to get too i mean i can ask a million questions just about your only fans but you stop doing that you don't do that anymore yeah most of because i was entering my current relationship towards the end it was she was fine with it it was just i had a new partner i did like focus my time on them and then advancement in my career i just didn't have the time to do it it it is work i don't think i was making enough justifiable to make it like a full-time gig so i just kind of

stop. Eight grand a month wasn't enough? Well, for the city I live in, it's, it's, it paid the rent, but it's, you know, it's, it's still not enough. Yeah, I get it, but you could have doubled that. But anyway, go on. Yeah, I mean, I might do it later again. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

No, I think that's great. Whatever. So, but you're still, like at this point, do you, like, is it confusing to you what you're doing or are you just working it out? do you know like you i guess because you googled a lot you know that this is forced feminization you're into it do you label yourself like what the fuck am i here i am like getting fucked in the ass now by guys like what do you label yourself as yeah so whenever that was going on i yeah there was like an internal like so there isn't there is kind of a myth of that like force civilization leads to

being transgender yeah sometimes is a case yeah but no i there was a there was a moment this is before i went to therapy There was a moment where I was feeling it. I was like, hey, what if I, you know, I was like, because it does feel better to do this and this. And then so there was like a moment of like confusion. And then that led to like me drinking a whole lot and doing a lot of drugs that summer. And, you know, it just kind of like led me to this weird sexual like confusion in summer.

It was really depressing. Yeah. And I had a lot of anxiety issues over. So like, okay, well, if this is the case and, you know, if I do end up, if I feel like I am transgendered, then I've come back to my family. and my family's extremely religious. So it would bring about this whole, like, different dynamic in the family.

And I definitely feel for people who are trans. It's like feeling that for a fraction of my life was immensely just devastation. Yeah, no, I think that's why it's important and that we go there a little bit just because I think that that's a part of anyone's story or most people's stories, you know, that has that path.

And like you said, you only had to go down for a short time and then you realize okay that's not my thing i mean you got into therapy you figured yourself out but for the people that they went down the other path and were like yes i am transgender you know and then that they you know they have to do all those things that you thought you had to and the family issues come up and everything it's very it's hardcore stuff that's why i don't understand people the same thing like when people used to have to say that they were just gay you know back when i was growing up was like just being gay was like that traumatizing you know of going through that and how, you know, in your own mind of what you're going to do and who you're going to tell and how

people are going to react. And it's the fact that there's weirdos out there, okay, that are like, oh, you're like gay by choice and you could change and it's like, you know, and I don't know, those people that have, I'm like, who the fuck would choose that, right? I mean, it's just, it's sort of simple. Like, it's not an easy path to be. But if it's who you really are, you have no choice. So I just don't think anyone would put themselves out that just to get their rocks off like people think, you know, those weirdos. But anyway, so you, when did you get into therapy? Is that when you got into therapy?

Yeah. So around 2020 is when I got in therapy. That relationship was extremely toxic, very codependent. Yeah. And like all this surface, you know, sexual stuff. Like I was cheating on her, unfortunately. And I mean, I don't know if I apologize. Well, guys and women.

I, for, when the first time I had sex was with a man, it was with, was doing that relationship. It was on, you know, Craig's list before, you know, before, like, didn't get nuked. But it was on Craigslist. And I felt disgusted efforts completely. But it was like this weird like, oh, I finally did it. And then, you know, I just had to repress it and all this repression. And it was awful. She deserves, she deserves the best. And I apologize. We don't, we're obviously not in communication at all. But she found out about it when you were with it. No. Yeah. Yeah. So we, she found out about all the cheatings. And I mean, nothing stays secret for any

listeners. If you're cheating, just, just break up and leave. Nothing stays a circuit, especially in like a in a city. Everyone knows everyone in some way. Yeah, so that ended. And then it was like we lived together after we broke up for a few weeks. And that was awful, completely awful. And I'm so glad the situation's over with. But it kind of did lead me to go to therapy. I was like, hey, I don't want to be like that in my next relationship. I don't want to do that. I'm really, I had a humongousal causing problem and a drug problem. I wasn't happy at all. I mean, I was fulfilling my sexual fantasy, which was great. But with all that repression is still inside, I was just, you know, digging myself whole, I take myself deeper into a hole of depression.

So, I mean, I'm glad that, you know, I took the opportunity to get therapy. And then, I mean, I just changed my life afterwards completely. I see myself in a different way. I see sexuality, completely different way as well. So with forced feminization, like I said, a lot of times it does end up being, like, you know, a way where people can get in. So the way where people are transgender. But, no, I like that's like being put in a more. at a time, but then afterwards, like, oh, no, we're just going back to a very, you know,

relationship. So my girlfriend and I, she has pegged me, my current one. And so she has pegged me once. She's not very good at it. That's where we stopped. Oh, that's so funny. Well, that could always, you know, she could get better. I mean, at least she's on the, she's down to try it.

Yeah. She is, but I was like, well, you know, I was like, hey, babe, it's the whole, you know, I got to clean up, shade. It's a whole thing. It's just, you know, you're going to really have time for that we're all busy. So, I mean, maybe down the road again. But, no, she's more than willing, you know, put on the strap on again. So maybe.

During that time as well, I had, you know, multiple threesomes. I was weird how everyone says you should plan on, but the way I had gotten to them was just like, you know, alcohol, really, and just hanging out with people. Yeah, I had these friends who one day invited me out to a party, and they left, I stayed back. We went to their jacuzzi, and then this girl and I, we used to mess around, like back in high school.

So we started messing around. And then her friend was there. He is gay. And we were just trying messing around together. And then, you know, we had a threesome. Like, he was fucking me. I was fucking her. I was on top of her.

And then Versal as well. Like, I was on top of him. She was on top of me kind of like a on a chair. I mean, a lot of people don't want to tell you, but threesome is a lot of work and a lot of positions. Like, it was fun and it's great. But, like, it's a lot of work. So, I mean.

That's hilarious. Yeah. him and I were warned to each other. I actually laughed. He came before I came and I was like, oh, God, this is what women feel like? You know, is this? Oh, my God, that's so funny.

Yeah. Yeah, I was like, what about me? And he was like, oh, hold on, you're going to get hard. I was like, you know what? I'm just going to get me. Yeah. But yeah, it was kind of enough. I had these two sons and then that kind of led me down to an app.

I don't remember what's called, but it was for the couples looking for other couples. And I, you know, found this married couple. And so I was their unicorn basically. Like they had kids well off. A little bit older than me. It's how to come as a role model. They gave me great career advice. So I've talked to him here and then.

But, uh, so I would go over there. His husband was, you know, just as I get many men around my age at this point, find out their buyer into men. So, you know, they both, basically I was there for the husband more than the wife. And then eventually we all became like equal partners. I remember when I fucked him first, he was kind of like surprised how messy it was. I was like, well, yeah, I got to do this. I gave him tips and stuff.

And then when I had sex with his wife, I felt this weird one time. I felt this weird, like, she was a little bit too into it, if that makes sense. She was really holding on to me and, like, and it felt like maybe her husband wasn't really all there. I'm not really sure. That's why I ended it with him. It just felt like his wife was more into me than the whole, you know, you know, sexual, being a sexual thing. And that's when I had to end it. And I told him, you know, hey, I think.

think this is great. It's been fun the first time we hooked up because she's a mom. When I far left, she gave me a bag of like crackers and a Capri's son. And I mean, it was great because I mean, I wasn't hungering dehydrogen after having sex like three hours. But like it was the funny thing. She's like a little goody bag. Oh my God. That's so funny. Yeah. I have like corn slices in it too. I was like, oh, she's 100% is a soccer mom. That's so real life shit though. But it's like, I don't know. That's great. Yeah, she's a mom. She doesn't even, she's like on autopilot mom, you know. But yeah, I was a unicorn for multiple couples.

How many couples? Three, you're three, yeah. Okay, now, is this been while you're with your girlfriend or is this? No, this is during like, this is like the, you know, the free sexual year I had, I guess. Okay. So this is when you decided to try everything. Now, was that when you, like, I just want to put the, I'm trying to get the chronological timeline here just because it's interesting the evolution of a person like you, right? This guy who was,

you know, living out his fantasies, but then confused and you did at some point, say you got depressed and then, you know, you went to therapy and that really changed things. And now, was it after that when you got clear-headed that you started to do this kind of stuff that you had that year? Like, where, when did that year start? Like, no. So like 2019 was the year, right? It all this stuff. And then the- Therapy. Yeah, the therapy was like two times of 20. So I was just kind of, yeah. I mean, again, it was fun and stuff.

I had a lot of issues around that time. Yeah, I get it. Yeah. So you're doing all the sex stuff, but on some level maybe you're like acting out and you still, you're still not clear though, even though you're doing all these things. Yeah. Uh-huh. That makes sense. Yeah, I was like morning a loss of like a five-year relationship, especially in early 20s, those are like, you know, first time we live together.

First thing you live with a partner, you know, for some of the partner, you know, for a lot. That's big stuff. Yeah, of course. So all this stuff was like kind of like a downward spiral as well as as, you know, trying to find my sexuality and myself. Yeah. Yeah, it was kind of weird how that worked out. But I mean, I always joke around this.

I was like, hey, you know, I wouldn't go. I want to be mine. What am I for another 1019? It was fun. It was very, very fun. But I don't know if I would actually do that again. Totally. I get it.

I had many. I had a huge chunk of my life where I acted out sexually in all kinds of ways. and like, you know, I got clear-headed and sober and all those things and I, you know, I don't do that stuff anymore. But it's not like I look back to those years and I'm like crying about them. Like, oh, some of those years were like the best times of my life and I had so much fun, you know, you just got to be like, oh, thank God I got out of it without like, you know, any kind of bad consequences.

But I totally understand that. So you, so now let's just, let's stick with this little year of, you know, all this fun too and then we'll get to what happens next. So, but, you know, the whole unicorn thing, were you, where did you find all these couples? It was on that, like an app or something. Yeah. So, I mean, Grindr, Tinder. Yeah.

Most importantly is Tinder. Bumble was, uh, I used that more like like to meet friends and stuff. But some of those end up being like hookups as well. Yeah. But what were you? Wait. What were you to the couples? Did most of them want you?

I mean, were you out there like looking for couples or were the couples looking for you because you were into guys and these were couples that the guy was into guys or was it sometimes like you know the guys that are on my show that are cucks and they just want to see some guy fuck their wife and but they don't want to do anything

I mean what were you typically doing with these couples so I was like the third the unicorn most of the time so I was having sex with both of the couples I know there is a lot of times with these like couples trying to find a third person there is a weird race element into it and I am Hispanic so I wonder if that took

life is the couples were mostly white you know take offense americans yeah but there's nothing wrong with that yeah but uh you know suburbs and then you you're you know they're you know they're on these apps looking to like you know like they're all their house are always their bios would say you know must be discreet or yeah yeah i'm like well yeah like who i'm gonna tell i don't know who your family is but uh so i was i was a third most of fucking one of the couples i was having sex with the wife and he would join in to uh but he never like touched dicks yeah we both fuck his wife um so and then the second couple were i felt like the wife was more into me than her husband when i ended it uh we both i was fucking her husband a lot more than we end up having sex a lot more than he did but i think it was

more of the same i was younger he was a little bit and then he was out of shape a little bit say nice be nice when i say that but yeah so so her and i had a lot more sex than when he was involved in and then the other couple was 100% completely a poly open relationship. They're very open about it. I would have sex with the wife sometimes and then we'd come up and the husband would make me pancakes or like, you know. Or like bacon. It's really weird. It was kind of shocking, actually.

And then, you know, same thing. I would have sex with the resume and they're very, very open about it. Yeah. And they had a beautiful house. I love seeing there. And I was a week in there and stuff like that. It was great. Yeah.

I still actually talked to both of them part often still. I became more of friends than, you know, in terms of part of the parents. partners. But yeah, they own a bar and so I became a bar regular there and it just kind of, you know, made myself very available to whole staff as well. What does that mean? You fuck the staff too? Yeah. Yeah, I did. Yeah. I just kind of went around. Oh my God. Stop. I didn't really, I didn't really try to do that. I just kind of happened. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Alcohol, this kind of stuff just goes down. I mean, it happens, right? I don't know. Yeah, I totally go. I totally get it. But wait, did they though, but did they know that you were

like fucking their staff or did they give their staff the heads up like hey there there's our guy go get them like I mean or was this all just done like randomly it was done randomly I mean I'm sure they probably talk in the background I'm not really sure yeah it'd be like I would go to their bar the close up or there's another bar and then sometimes like a bartender would come with me or and then they would you know we were talking about and I'm poking up or they would have house parties and I'll hook up with another bartender there or one of their workers there girls or guys both both okay so it was Our city is pretty open.

Very gay accepting. But yeah, it was just kind of weird as an area. I was just kind of sex with everyone in the bar. It was really weird. Yeah. I mean, it was fun. It was really weird, though. Yeah.

But, yeah, their relationship definitely opened me up to, like, possibly having this kind of lifestyle with another partner. Yeah. And it being like, okay, and more importantly being healthy and, like, ethical. And then they recommended actually a sexologist to me on a YouTube called Lindsay Doe. And she had a lot of Lindsay Doe. Lindsay Joe. Yeah, she's a professor.

Uh-huh. But, so I watched some of her videos about anal prep and, like, you know, diseases and really, like, made myself knowledgeable about all these, you know, social, economic and health things going on. And, like, these kind of, like, groups of people and I just like gay people and gay culture and stuff like that. Mm-hmm. So it was great. It was great, like, learning experience for sure. Yeah, that's good. That's good that you, you know, had that time.

Now, was that when you just saw. to start seeing a therapist? Yeah, so around this point, I was kind of like done with all this. I had three sums, you know, forced feminization, fantasy was out. Yeah, this is a, wait, one quick question. Were you doing the forced feminization with any of these couples?

Yeah, I did have one. Okay. So I was wearing like this lingerie and then, and they're like, hey, this is really pretty. you mean like the way it looks on you and stuff but like it's hard to fuck you in this so you know you can just take it off all right so um so that that was like a one-time thing and then not really embarrassed was like oh yeah I guess that makes sense I don't know but after that didn't really try to do that with any of the other couples again right okay yeah so for first mobilization one full three stones and then all right so like around this point it was getting close to like the pandemic era right before I was like okay I think I want to I think I'm ready I just want to date someone on ready with you and I'm ready with you I'm exhausted, physically exhausted, having, you know, multiple partners. It's time-consuming.

I just want to stick to one person. I, uh, the pandemic hit, you know, dating was a lot harder, it kind of easier and more people were more into, like, interpersonal, like, conversations and more in-depth stuff. So I had all these, like, dates with people. Then I was like, realize now the trend of not really listening to these people I was with.

And I saw all these, like, habits of my last partnership. I was like, I'll get bored. or not invested, I guess, is more the right term to use. So I was just, and it's not fair with these people. In my bio, I was like, hey, maybe looking for relationship, I'm not sure. And so people who have gone on dates with had this, like, mine's like, oh, maybe this person's open for relationship. And then I was saying that, but, like, acting a complete different way.

And actually got called out on it by this girl who almost had a relationship with. And she was like, hey, like, when we have sex, you're not very early present. And, like, you're just kind of, like, spaced out. Like, you're there, but it just seemed like you're, like, actively in, you know. Yeah. Like having sex with you just I'm just like an object and that kind of like hit a quarter with me. I was like. And I was like what?

And she's like yeah, you're just like you're there. I can tell but you're just kind of like not, you're not looking at me. You're just kind of like having sex with me. And I asked, when she said that, I asked people are dating people with. Like yeah, you kind of do that. It's kind of weird. And you know, that's kind of hurt. Not hurt, but like it didn't hurt, but it was kind of like a shocking moment.

I was like, oh, like maybe I should. Maybe I should see a therapist and see why I'm just not, you know, connecting with people. Or is it because, like, all this stuff that's happening. I'm not healed from this breakup or this repression stuff. So I went to a therapist, talked about my past, the breakup. My therapist was very forefront. I was like, hey, so these are things you work on. And, you know, she's like, well, you're not really good partner.

Like, you're not, it seems like you have all these issues and stuff, you know, trust issues, and oppression, speaking, what you want. And a lot of self-sabotage tendencies, which is very, very true. So that therapy was very, very helping and like forming this kind of like, I want to say try an error, but she would give me like every week, like kind of like a goal for the next day, like try to do this and do this and this. And so eventually I, you know, I found my partner and I'm great. I'm happy I found her. So, but at first, the first couple months, it was a little rough. Again, I let her know, hey, I'm going to therapy, it went through a five-year breakup.

I'm not sure if I want to jump into a relationship immediately, but I'm more than willing to try to like, you know, say focus on us. So I stopped talking to everyone completely. And we were focusing. It's been about like maybe six and nine months in the relationship. When I was like getting a little bit more open with her with her. Okay, this is running to, you know, sexually. She's like, oh, I've never pegged a guy before.

I've never. So she asked me, are you gay? I was like, no, no, no, no, no. I'm not gay. Like, I happen, because she's bisexual herself, but I believe, like, most time when people say they're, they're into men, who are also men, they think they're, oh, he's just a closet of gay. Oh, he's, he's more into men, he's a chie-almy, all those stereotypes of, like, bisexual men. And I was trying to explain to her that I was like, no, you know, I like men, I like women. I've been only romantically involved

in relationships with women. So I think that kind of gave her some kind of reassurance. And then, you know, she was kind of so close-minded often. So I sent her a bunch of videos about, you know, sexual relationships, sexual education. She was like, oh, okay, you know, I can see where you're coming from, all this stuff. So it was kind of cool having a partner who was, like, opening to learn about this stuff. But that's also kind of fair to say my past partner. I just never gave the opportunity to that partner to learn about it instead of I just, you know, was a dickhead and just went out and cheated. Yeah, I tried a lot with this current relationship.

And I'm still in therapy now. So it did take me about almost a year for it to actually, become our relationship become official. She was very like, hey, when you're in, like, what the hell's going on? You're like, no, I just, I really want to make sure, like, I am ready for this mentally. I don't want to, you know, I don't want another five-year relationship that just ends. I want to, like, I want, like, you to be, like, I want my last partner to be, a relationship made to be my last, like, partner, in general. Like, I'm looking for, like, a partner at this point. And I'm glad

to stay, we've been together for about two years. But, like, you know, I haven't been I felt bad, but she came from a place of understanding. She's like, yeah, okay, well, I want you to be the best you that you can be. And I don't want you to go out and cheat on me as well. But yeah, I very open, very trusting. I don't keep anything hitting from her at all. I tell her about everything that's going on. Sometimes I feel like some weeks I don't have, I don't have sex at all.

And like she thinks that's like, well, is it very cheating? I mean, I don't mind constantly a. or like reaffirming things like I have no process yeah yeah right yeah before like when I was younger I was like oh how dare you like ask if I was cheating on me but again like it's a thing with cheaters they get so offended when you ask them they're cheating or they're getting because they are yeah yeah they are and then if it's like oh your partner might it's like if you cheat on someone you kind of get like suspicious of the other person that they're cheating to it's this weird dynamic it's just gross in general but yeah so

She's very open. Again, we've done some like ask plays. I've had, she put the plug in me. It was actually really cool to see like a really great to be in a healthy relationship where like I can be open about things. She can be open. I gave her a pass. She's never had sex with a woman before. And I was like, hey, I know you're by and you're into women. I don't want to feel like you have to like lose that experience if you don't want to. But if you ever wanted to, like you have that pass because I see sex. That is, right. Currently, I see sex is a very, I mean, it's very intimate, but also, sex can just be sex. It can have no feelings attached to it. So I very, very much matured on the way I see those kind of relationships. Has she had an experience with a woman? No, well, she told me she's made out with women before, but she's never actually, like, had. But I mean, she hasn't taken that pass yet. No, she hasn't. And I was okay. Do you have that same pass?

Yeah. There's more, like, I guess, steps in it because if I do have sex with a man, there has to be, like, you know, am I on prep? Am I, you know, as a other person been tested? There are just, you know, a little bit more steps to that. No, I know, but I'm just wondering, are you, like, how are, what kind of relationship have you set up with this girl? She's allowed to go hook up with women. You guys are together. Now, do you guys play with others, or do you get to be with guys? Because I just wonder how long you'd be able to keep that part of you that is into guys, like,

under wraps if you're not doing it. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I do have a pass. I haven't acted on it yet. And it's because I'm kind of interested in anybody else at all. Right now. Yeah. Yeah. That's right now. But like I'm very much into my partner right now. Like I'm very like just sexually like physically like I'm just I cannot get enough. Right. Right. She's enough. Yeah. Yeah. She's enough. But does she know like I mean I'm just wondering like does she know how many guys you've been into and all the stuff that you've done with guys? I mean you and does she know. And does she know. And does she know? And does she know. And does she. know about the force feminization. Does she wonder? Like I I would get why she needs like a constant reassurance because I think on some level you don't have to be a rocket scientist or at least this is the way I would think is like this guy did all this stuff like that means that he likes it.

It's a part of him. Like when is he going to want to do that eventually again? You know and like am I like would she be okay with it? Do you know? Yeah. So she does know about all this stuff. I've told her about it. And yeah, there is that aspect where I'm doing sure all the time. But I've told her, hey, if I have those feelings, I will, you know, talk to you about it. You know, first hand, and then we can figure out what to do from there then. But no, I haven't had those feelings of having another, like, partner or going out and having sex with a man right now. But I do have that past if I do want to act on it.

But currently right now, no. But, yeah, there is a, she's also on therapy, too. So I don't, you know, obviously I don't know what she talks to her therapist. But she's getting like a brief summary, not really in depth. And so do I. So we kind of just, you know, some match up notes. Yeah. I even, like, suggested because we're both, I mean, she's really, she has a manic depression.

So, you know, really aware about the social settings where we go to sometimes. It comes like severe anxiety. And when we first started dating, it was, at first took it as being rude. I wasn't aware that she had severe anxiety. So it was like, oh, she's been rude and closed off. And then she told me it just kind of like clicked. And I was like, oh. okay and then ever since then I was like kind of have to be aware of I had to like tell her okay this place is busy

um kind of get her mentally private like a few days before we do something like an event or just hang out with friends really but also like being with this person who has you know depression anxiety kind of maybe some in areas but it gave me like patience it gave me a way to learn how to like be more pathetic I guess in a kind of weird way I don't want this sounds awful but like just more conscious of other people's like, you know, mental issues or maybe something that's not presently there or the way you back. No, it doesn't sound awful at all. Sounds great.

You know, it's definitely like you're, she's helping you have, be more empathetic and see that. And maybe you would have never learned that had it been somebody else. But you care about her so much that, you know, it's teaching you that and it's, you know,

working that part of yourself and plugging that back in. And I think that that's great. Yeah. We're luckily, both of us have insurance. We're privileged to have that and we have great insurance. Yeah. So we were, where there was a point where I think I hit 26 and I don't know if it's just men or that age, but kind of like a crisis where like I was like, oh, what am I doing for life?

Like, you know, I have so much time left, almost 30. We'll have it done. Like, you start measuring up your accomplishments to like your peers and your career wise. Yeah, for sure. And so I was just comparing lives and like I was kind of having this like depression squirrel. and like she's like you know i stopped going to see my therapist at that point for for a period and like she was it was pretty obvious i was not giving enough attention to the aship i was just kind of like constantly comparing constantly like on social media or like or other like you know it's awful

but like influencers you know it's just looking at like oh this person's like you know why am i not like measuring up in like a society and it was just really just awful and then she you know caught on that and was like hey i think you can you go see your therapist like you're having this spiral, I don't want you to, you know, go into the state and maybe, you know, I don't know how you are when you're there because I've never been in like in a depression pit when I was with her. And so we went into like couple counseling where, I mean, it was not relationship, but like my internal, like, and not talking about my feelings as much as I should with a partner was very, very much affecting the relationship. We have a couple of therapists. We don't,

we only go to the therapist where we feel like there is a communication issue. So it's only been room it twice. And the first time was with, you know, I was not being affectionate's because at this, you know, state of constant comparison and this, I don't say a middle life, middle like crisis, but I don't know.

It's like almost approaching the age of 30 crisis. I think everyone kind of. Yes, that was a big turning point for me. 30 was like, was hard turning 30. There was something about being 30 that I, and I remember warning people like that's like a, there's a big change over because you have to like,

like your 20s you could like fuck off a little bit and be like it and be like it's okay you know but there's something about 30 that you're like oh I can't fuck off anymore and now I got to deal with all this shit but it is a there is some sort of shift that I remember going through at that point that was difficult and and and I think and I've heard from other people that they went through to I think it's like across the board 30's not easy you go to a totally different level yeah in my early 20s I have this like you know really repressed self I wasn't able to experience like your early 20s like most people would right yeah like your college 20s around party and stuff it was very like this is my relationship we're gonna get married kind of thing

yeah um so whenever i have younger brothers and i tell them hey just don't be in a serious relationship in your other 20 like way to go at least like 25 26 yeah so we you know we very much check upon each other our sex is great we definitely probably end up incorporating pagan more often i actually found a show because uh of a pagan video oh interesting yeah yeah yeah on youtube yeah yeah i was on youtube uh-huh And it just was on recommended the algorithm. That's good. Yeah.

And I was like, okay. And then I became a Patreon member last month. Oh, awesome. Yeah. And then I was like, you know what? I'm shoot my shot. So I emailed you guys. Yeah, I love this combo.

And I feel like, you know, you're the type of person that I'm like, oh, a year from now. Like, where is that guy on his journey? You know, because you're so young. You're learning so much about yourself. I think you still are, you know. I do wonder. But listen, the good.

The great thing that you have going with your girlfriend is there seems to be, from what you say, like a very open line of communication about everything. So, you know, I was asking the question like, oh, what about that part of you that loves forced feminization and being with guys sometimes and getting fucked in the ass? You know, all that kind of like, where's that guy? Where's that part of you? You know, I think that because that part of you is not there right now, you're not, you're not asking to be with other people.

But I feel like because this girl, what's good about you guys is that maybe, you know, know, two years from now when you're not bored, but you know, when you kind of been there, done that with her, if you start to have these desires that if you guys keep this line of communication open that you have and you're just always talking about things and really, because you know, you're both those kinds of people that, you know, that will come up and you guys will figure it out. You know, that's what you're going to need if that time comes through. And that's like really the basis that everybody needs for a good relationship. And you have that and just keep that going.

And I think it's great that when you guys have, you know, issues, you go to therapy, you're both open to therapy. You're both sort of self-res, you know, like people who look in the mirror at themselves and you help each other. But I do think that that will help your relationship in the future, you know, when you, like I said, when you come, if you come to those kinds of crossroads. Because I do think that those repressed parts of you, now that they're up and they're not repressed and you sort of say, you know, you might want to hook up with another guy at some point. point in your life, don't you think? Yeah, and I've been, I've, you know, talked about that before to her, we're like, hey, I don't know when at some point whenever, like, you know, I haven't urged, like, you know, and I have a dick in my mouth or ass or put my dick in my ass.

Like, you know, I was trying to explain. She's like, well, what's different? I was like, well, it's just like, you know, having sex or mean pack does feel great. It's just, it is just a different feeling. Yeah, it's not the real thing. I don't know. Yeah, I don't know. Yeah, it's very different.

It's more personal. Ask her. She should know the difference seller. Like, do you want me to fuck you only with a dildo? Or do you want to? I've done that before. You know, but I mean, like, there's a big difference. She should know.

She knows the difference. It's like if, you know, or you, the real thing, the warm thing, the real thing, the real thing. The real thing. Attached a body of person, you know? Well, my, my, so the Kinkof Fest forced feminization, kind of, my idea of it kind of changed when I became more educated about, like, sex and generals and such, where it kind of came kind of came from, like, a stereotypical general. like you know the men are masculine provider and whatnot right well like you know with my generation

and like gen z we we're kind of like changing that or it's going to be very different i don't know like where that role is kind of blurred uh you know men don't have to be at an ice swing yeah they don't have to be as masculine and we can just express ourselves more so we're like it kind of change where i i'm still into i guess more the dominant side of that of that kink and not so much as it as it being like oh uh just up as this and this and this i mean our girlfriend things are like cute in lingerie so i will wear it for yeah it became more like a development of getting out of that kink i guess or so much or getting out of the the the general kind of side of that that makes sense yeah i get it i mean i think it's great that you've brought it up to her that you

guys talk about it. I think I said when if it comes up that you want to in the future that you you you know you'll figure that out you don't want to I mean listen a lot of people say once a cheater always a cheater I don't believe that you know I really don't know I think a lot of word no and not only that especially somebody if they were like really cheating when they were like you know drinking heavily or into drugs and you know they sort of kick they kick that habit or you know I cheated I was like a drinker and I actually it out sexually a lot and there was times that I cheated but I'm not a cheater but like when I that's why I don't fucking drink you know because I go to like a place like I black out I don't know

what the fuck I'm doing you know so I so I do think that that kind of cheater somebody that's cheating all the time where they're drinking if they stop drinking like they're and they don't and they tell you they're not cheating where you could fucking believe them so I don't believe that that's the case you were a guy that cheated a lot like I'm assuming in this relationship you're monogamous with her and you don't cheat right yeah yeah Yeah, correct. And where are you at with, like, your acting out and your depression and stuff? Do you still see your own therapist still on the side?

Yeah. I still see my therapist. And with that, she kind of also changed my, like I said, the little forced king fanization thing where, like, it kind of opened my wardrobe a little bit. So, like, I, in public, I'll wear, like, I guess more feminine, like, clothes. Like, the other day, I wore, like, a, it was nice side. I wore a skirt. It looked great on me. It was great.

So, like, I've expanded my fashion a little more, which has, like, people question, again, my sexuality and stuff with that, especially my family. Like, what's going on? I was like, hey, I just think it's cool. I'm starting to wear what I want to wear at this point. I don't really care. And it actually got me, got more attention. The woman's side, like, the female side of, like, our, like, so whenever I go out, like, women do stare. But it's more like a, I had a couple women.

My girlfriend I go to a bar. I'm wearing, like, something a little more feminine. They actually come up to me and, like, try to hit on me. And my girlfriend's like, oh, I'm actually with them and stuff. so it's kind of weird like the more open it became more open it became to like more feminine and like in like more wardrobe and just like as appearances like more women I attract more women it's kind of weird how that works out yeah yeah that is interesting that's interesting what did you know I didn't look at the pictures you do know that I have a Patreon right now are there

any pictures that like what were the pictures that you sent me I mean do we want to post them on uh Patreon or do you want to send them with your face in them. Like, I don't post, you're my Patreon member now, right? You know that I don't post like X-rated stuff. I say, it's always hard rated.

I did post a pixelated dick. Did you see that one? No, no, I did. Oh, okay. Go to that. I've been out through all the pictures, yeah. Yeah, no, I just posted an episode

where we talk about dick size. But, um, oh, I heard that episode. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that was just last night. That one I put his,

a pixelated dick pick, but typically it's not stuff that's like hardcore. You know, I don't mind putting picks as long as it's anonymous. So if you want to resend me those picks, I don't know, you said you sent me picks. I didn't look at them. So were they you dressed up? Like, what were they up?

I sent you where, I crop my face out and my tattoos aren't showing at all. So, but I was wearing, what was I wearing? I was wearing lingerie with fish nits, I think. Or maybe I was talking, I don't remember my asses out and stuff. And nothing like, nothing matches out and stuff. And nothing matches and showing anything. You stick aside. But what are you dressed of? Oh, I just wearing, I'm just wearing like lingerie, I guess.

Okay. So it's you dressed up. Like a check. Okay. So yeah, why don't you send that to me? And I'll put, if you don't want, if you want to, I'll post that on my Patreon if you want. Yeah, I can resend it. I'll put the crop it differently. Well, there's a dick, like I don't want to put dicks or bulges. You know, nothing like that. No, nothing's like it. It's just like a side profile. So you can't really see any generals or any, like, you know, ass, you know, crotch. It's just like a side profile, I guess.

Perfect. Perfect. So why don't you send me that? I'll put that up on Patreon. And then because you remember, though, you know, you could write to people, people who make comments. Yeah, I will definitely do it. All right. Awesome. Thanks so much for calling in. You know, I wonder if I'll put this maybe because it's a lot about forced feminization in the beginning like on my fetish Fridays because I do believe force feminization is a fattish. I know you kept calling it a cute.

It is, yeah. Right? It's a fetish. So I might put it on my fetish Fridays episode or I might use it next Friday or I'll use it on the other days. But thanks so much for calling in. This was great. Thank you so much. Good luck with everything.

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