Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 524 - Bisexual Nicole is In an Open Relationship with a Much Younger Guy

Episode Date: September 5, 2022

Bisexual Nicole is in an open relationship with a much younger guy and she called in to talk all about it. Where did they meet each other? When did they decide to have an open relationship? And what exactly have they done together? Tune in for all the details which include all the kinky stuff her and her much younger boyfriend are into including bondage, pegging, sex candles and more, her experiences while hooking up with girls and what exactly went down, their visits to fetish sex clubs and what they like to do while there, all the fantasies they indulge including daddy scenarios, threesomes with other guys, gangbangs, spitting, dirty WhatsApp chats and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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You could call that 247. The numbers 347, 4203579. Again, 347, 4203-579. Now listen, it is the end of the summer. I always think, because I'm like a warm weather person and I live in New York City, so we get cold next. It gets fall and then cold winter. The seasons change.

But every summer, and I don't know if other people feel this way, I think to myself, like, I really believe. It's not even that I think. I just know that this is the time that winter's never going to come. Like, summer's just going to stick. It's not going to be like it is always. Like, this summer's just going to last. Things aren't going to change, right?

I don't know. I, like, trick myself into believing that. And then when the fall starts to come and that disgusting, 64-degree weather comes, oh, I just can't. I don't hate anything more. than the fucking fall and the change of seasons. And I'm always devastated. That's when I realized that I thought that the summer was going to stick.

Like I said, I don't think about it when it's happening. It's when the fall comes and it doesn't happen that I think like, oh my God, like, what's fucking happening? Like, why isn't it still the summer? It's like, why didn't this one stick? It's never going to stick, right? I don't know. Do you guys follow me what I'm talking about?

I don't know. I hate the fucking fall and everyone loves it. and I hate all you people that love all the leaves changing. It's disgusting. It looks ugly. Even if it's sunny and 90 degrees, it just looks different because the sun is different. I don't know.

I hate the fall. Louis, not Louis C.K., the other, Lewis Black, I think it is, right? He has a great 15-minute fall bit. He fucking hates the fall, too. And it's the best little comedy bit I ever heard, because it is my sentiment. Exactly. I don't think I could air his comedy on my show because maybe that would like be stealing or something. Go Google it. I'll put a link to it. I'm going to find it because it's really good. But I hate the fucking fall. But it is the end of the summer. So happy long weekend to everybody. This is airing on Monday. You'll probably all be listening to it when your weekend is over. So welcome to, you know, that September to December stretch that things get really super busy.

So I'm doing a repeat episode. I pulled one from the past. I edited it a bit because in the past I used to interrupt a little bit more or a lot more. And I repeated words. Oh my God. It was so bad. But she was a very interesting guest. I am assuming a lot of you have not heard her episode because it was like back in 2017 or 18,

but it was like great. Her name was Nicole. She came on first. She came on all the way from Australia. She's got that hot Australian accent. She was dating a much younger guy. She's totally bisexual. They have a very open relationship,

but they definitely play together and do a lot of stuff. He called in after her. His episode, I think, is 256. His name is Brett. I'll link to that episode in the description. But on this episode, we get her whole backstory, like when she first started hooking up with girls, you know, what she's done since and what she's done with her boyfriend with girls. We talk all about all the stuff that they're into together.

They're in a long-distance relationship, so they have a lot of fantasy play with each other that includes like their fantasy with like gangbangs and daddy dom stuff. They did discover that they were into bondage and BDSM together and they definitely switch it up when they're together. talk about that. They're very into being exhibitionists. They're into spitting and sex candles and cages and pegging. They go to a fetish club called Torture Garden. That's in the UK. She's very specific. They're very kinky together. He's a lot younger than her. She's the older one in the relationship. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Nicole. How are you today? wherever you are. Hey, Kathy, I'm good, thank you.

Where are you? Do you mind telling me? I don't know. Does it matter? Like the country, at least, you're in another country. Yes, I'm in a Scandinavian country in Europe. Oh, okay. Interesting.

So we're talking to your listener. Everyone's listeners now that call in. And when you got that right in, when you wrote in, you wrote in, it was sort of like an email from you and your partner. You guys are a couple. And you guys are a couple that are into a lot of things. Like, I was literally trying to, because you sent me a long-winded email with a lot of stuff. And we were trying to figure out.

between the three of us, like whether I would do the both of you on a call or do you guys separate. But I feel like you guys, it would be really interesting to talk to a couple that have a very open relationship and do a lot of sexual things with each other and get the man's sort of perspective from it as well as the female. Even though it's going to be the same story, I feel like there'll be different things coming from both of you. So today we're going to talk about you first. You're Nicole. Now, you told me in your email that you and your boyfriend, you have a long-distance relationship, but there's 10 years between you guys. One is older, one is 10 years younger.

Who's older and younger? What are the ages of you guys? Like, what are your age? Who's the younger one? I'm lucky. So I'm 32 and he's 22. So I have a little baby. So you're 32 and he's 22?

Yes. Okay, so you're the older one. Now, how long have you guys been... How long have you guys been dating? Two years. Okay. And now, I mean, because you said like in your email, you're into a lot of things. One of them is that you are bisexual and you were with women before.

That's something that you and your guy will probably get into. But you did that before him. So were you always involved in like really open relationships with people? Like when did you start experimenting sexually? Like before him. Like what's your backstory? Well, my actual first boyfriend was the first I had a threesome with. I mean, I was 17 when I met him and then I moved to the States.

I lived there for a bit. And in the States, no, actually not. When I was 19, I was still in this Scandinavian country I'm at now. So we got a little drunk one night and my friend who was going to, well, I took her on a like a double date. Mm-hmm. Because I wanted his friend to have some fun as well. Right. But his friend was obviously boring.

So she came up to the bedroom where we were at. We just started talking about how boring his friend was. And her and I just like kissing. Were you bloated? Were like the alcohol involved? Like did you guys know, like did she know that you were into girls? Was this, did you know you were into girl? Like, is something that just happened?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I knew I was into girls as well because the first girl-on-girl experience our head was like when I was six. Okay. We were just like dry-humping each other. And I remember I liked it, but I didn't know why. And then when I was in my high school years, 15, 16, 17 and onwards, I had a lot of experiences with girls. So you were sort of openly into girls. It wasn't like a secret kind of a thing.

Well, I didn't say it to anyone, because that's my mom. I tried, I told her once, like, my mom, I'm gay. And she's like, okay, cool. I said, well, it was Joe, but. But I wasn't openly gay. I'm not openly gay now. I don't feel gay. I just like, I've never had feelings for a girl.

I just like to feel my body and the sensualness of a girl, really. Yeah, don't you think that's bisexual, right? Wouldn't that be the term for it? No, yeah, yeah. I can definitely say I'm bisexual. I just haven't had a crush in a girl ever. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So this girl was your friend.

Did she know that you had been with girls before? Had she? Did you know whether she was with girls before? Was it her first experience? Oh, she was a complete slut. She'd been with everything and everyone. So I knew. So I guess she knew.

I can't remember if we talked about it, but I wasn't really shy. I'd never been a shy girl. So I guess she knew that I had tried with girls as well. So we just started kissing and like fiddling a little bit, I guess. Now, this is like 12, 13 years ago, so I don't really remember what order. But he didn't fuck her, but he fucked me.

We ate each other, everyone. I ate her, she ate me. He ate her. He ate me. We kissed and then we fingered each other a little bit. And then he fucked me and we went to bed. Everyone had lots of fun. But I had a really bad experience of eating pussy back then because she tasted horribly.

You are kidding. You are friends. No. Yes, she did. I couldn't tell her of easy. And since then, I've had girl experiences after that, but I just haven't been able to go down the girl because of that extent. Yeah. And a few months after this incident, I moved to the States and I still had my boyfriend here. So I wasn't cheating or anything on him. But then I met this girl in New York. I lived in New York at time and I studied architecture. And I met this girl called Philippa. She was really cool. She was a model. She was hot as fuck. And we became friends. And she said, I want to eat you. And I said, well, sorry, I got a boyfriend. I've got asked him first. And this is back in 2004. So I had to eat. email him and ask for his permission. And he said, yeah, sure, go ahead. Tell me all about it.

So we, that's my second girl-on-girl experience. And we had fun for like three months. And then I actually didn't go down on her once. I was just going to say, you said that you were like, and she was okay with it. She was completely okay with it. But I found out after why she fell in love with me and that's where she wanted to wait so I was ready and all that. But I just didn't have that for her. I just wanted some fun. Right, right, right. Oh, she kind of had a crush on you and was hoping for more, so she was being patient with you. Yes. So you, have you never gone down on, is that what you said, right? You still haven't since that. Not after that. No. Wow. How bad her pussy sounds like, I mean, something must have been wrong with her because I'm sorry. Like,

how could, why would it like, you know what I mean? Don't you think maybe she had an infection or something? Did you tell her afterwards? I don't know. I don't know. That's what I think. I never asked to this because I didn't want to be rude, but I think she might have thought that my husband's friend and then came up to me. I don't know what it was, but I don't know. I was young also. so I may have not just realized a smell or the taste or whatever, but it's just stuck with me. And you didn't like it. But you said that you before her, you did have experiences with women. Was that the first time you had gone down on a woman with her?

Was she the first one? Yes. Oh, okay. Yes. So maybe you don't like it. I don't know. You have to try again and report back. But I like my own.

Like when me and Brett, my boyfriend have sex, I like to taste my own and I think that's sexy and I don't mind it. I don't think it should have any like taste. Do you know what I mean? That's what I mean. Yeah. I think she something was wrong. And I think sometimes you could be a little musty down there,

but once you start getting into it, like, that wipes off. Like if it's just the outer coating, do you mean? Like if you've been out all day. No, definitely. It should not be persistent unless she could have had a yeast infection or bacterial infection. You know, if it was really strong odor, something was wrong with her. You need to try again with somebody else other than yourself. No, yeah, definitely.

And I'm all up for that. Like, after I came back from the States, a few years after I met a girl who was a lesbian and we were at party. And I had a boyfriend back then as well. And he was there at the party. And he goes, and she goes like, can I eat you? And I was like, yeah, but my boyfriend has to look, like watch. And she goes, yeah, no worry.

So she goes down there. And it's the worst ever experience I've had girls and boys. No, I'm so like, upset. The straight up love you and you would think she would be the best. That's what I mean. But no, no, she was so like, it was so hard. Her tongue was so hard on the cliff. Oh, my God.

That's so bad. Yeah, he's not even good to kiss somebody with their tongue too tight. No, I know. And I just had to tell her, like, just let my boyfriend finish. So she just watched and he finished and that was it. Wow, what a disappointment. I know, it's really disappointing. But I'd still like girls and I want to try it again.

But like I wrote in the email, I've had, we've looked, me and Brett looked to find another girl. And I actually went on a few dates to find girls. But they're just, many girls are so, like, boring, I think. So we haven't found the right one yet. You need to find someone more like you. I guess so, yeah. Just open-minded fun. Yeah, not looking for anything more.

And maybe someone, like, very experienced, it's going to know that, like, their snatches not going to be, smell bad. Do you know what I mean? I don't know what was going on with your friend, but she should have prepared. Because don't you sometimes, if you don't know, like you take a little sniff beforehand,

just to make sure. You know what I mean? Like, how did she not know? I don't know. I think that's just so bad. That's so... I have no idea. But I'm going to move on because people are probably irritated

because you have so much other stuff going on that. Like, why are we harping on the worst part of your story? So you meet this guy two years ago, Brett. Now, was this your first open relationship with this guy? I mean, I know like your other boyfriend said, oh, yeah, let go with another girl. Did you have open relationships always in your life? Or did it start with this guy because he was long distance?

Well, no, God, no. My ex, he was a Muslim. And he, it's not about the Muslim part, I think. But he was really, he didn't like me being very sexual. he thought I was, well, I don't know, we just had a really bad relationship. We didn't have sex for a year. We lived together. He didn't even kiss me.

And you were monogamous with him? Because you said you're like faithful. Okay. So you put up with that. You didn't have, did you do other things? No, God. Yeah, sometimes when he was asleep, I would make myself come. But I had to be really quiet because he didn't like it.

And it was just a horrible relationship. Fucked me. I can't do with that again. Yeah, that's weird. Could no sex for a whole year. But I've been with all kinds of guys and I've dated weird ones with Seth. Like, it's so. or people would think what guy wouldn't want to fuck a girl.

But there's guys out there like that. Just like a weird thing. Yeah, I don't get it. Was it because of his culture? Was it part of his religious beliefs? No, no, no. He had a problem getting it up, really. And the first six months he told me, so he took Viagra, I didn't know.

And then after he told me, he felt comfortable enough not to take Viagra out. And then his sex drive went, and we went to the doctors. But over here in Europe, they're not really keen on giving any hormones. So he didn't want to take anything. And then he didn't want to kiss me. because he thought if he's going to kiss me, then I'm going to think it's going to lead to sex. And if I thought it was going to be to sex.

He had other issues going on. I mean, they might have played out like physically, but that was, he had mental issues, emotional issues. God, yes. Because he wasn't probably that old. I mean, you're how old at that? Oh, he, well, he was, he's 40 now.

So. But when was he then? Five years ago. Yeah, I mean, too young for those kind of issues. He was a medication. That's what I mean, yeah. So how did you meet your guy? Because you guys have a long distance relationship, right?

He lives in another country. But he lives. He lives in the UK and I live in Scandinavia and me and a friend was in Grand Canaria holiday and he was there with some friends and we just met out and about on a club and my friend, she hooked up with a guy. I'm not really up for that. I need connection sex. So I can't, I don't really do. When night stands at random. Yeah, it's not my thing. I have done it once and it was actually the second best sex I've ever had. So I'm not going to make it. But it usually doesn't happen. So she went to our hotel with this guy and,

I met my boyfriend's crew. And so I just went with them to party at their hotel. And I ended up staying there. We didn't have sex. We didn't. We did case, actually. But that's it. And we just talked and talked all night.

And then we hung out for a week. We didn't do anything, actually. Came back and he came back. We just stayed in contact. And I surprised to visit him. I was so nervous. I thought, fuck it, Mel. What if he got, girl?

Yeah. Because you liked him. You knew that you liked him. I liked him. And obviously, I didn't know. know his age? Because that was a real ageist back in the day. I was going to ask because as a woman who has had younger guys interested, like, sometimes, like, I don't know. I don't want to be with someone that makes me feel old. You know what I mean? Like, I could be an issue for most women,

which I totally understand. So you were like not looking for a way younger guy. No, God, but I, to be fair, I look really young. I'm 32, but I look like I'm 25. I usually hear 25 match. Yeah. And listen, I don't like to see people's pictures, okay? Like, I'm really anti it. I feel like I could give a better interview and talk in the most like non-judgmental way, knowing like sort of nothing physical. You take those things out of the equation and people are just people. And it's, I don't know. There's something about not seeing people that really works for what I do on my show. But is this your, but you call me through WhatsApp and pops up this picture in my face. Okay. So I can't not see it. Wait, let me look at my picture. Is that you?

It's definitely me. Okay. Well, you're like a 10.5. Okay. Yeah. And you look like you're really hot. Okay. And people want to know those things. I normally ask people like, what are you on a scale of one to ten? But I could tell you all she's like a 10 point. It's a hot picture.

It's just like your face. But I mean, I can just see you're like extremely attractive. You're not just pretty. You're also very sexy looking. I mean like you're and like I said, I don't like to know those things because I, it's just,

I just would ask you. But I see it because when you call me, it popped up in my face. So I could tell everyone that you're super hot. So of course like a 22 year old guy is going to be into you. Any guy would be. that kind of looking girl, which is only going to add to this episode, because people want to know those things, that a really hot girl loves sex. And I think that's what every guy's looking for

because I think a lot of girls, like you say, maybe they're like a little repressed or the they just don't let their freak flag fly as much. But I think the reason why people love the episodes where I talk to women, especially women like you, that are super open-minded and into a lot of things and enjoy it and are experimenting. They love to hear from those women. And the fact that you're like a 10 on top of it only adds to it. So anyway, so you're super hot. I could see why he... And so you didn't know how old he was at first, right?

Is he really good looking to? Oh, God. Yeah, he's a model. He's extremely hot. He used to be... Yeah, no, yeah. He thought, wow. But actually, the first night I saw him,

I thought he looked scabby as fuck because he didn't... He had like a real... I like clean shoes, like a clean look. Yeah. It's really important to me. A parent's... For some reason, the first night, he was... It was just, they had just arrived.

It was tired as fuck. They'd gone to the gay scene because they were a big crew. And he was just wearing like ugly shorts and dirty sneakers and I think an ugly-ass t-shirt. And I met his friend who's a girl. That's how I met him because they were crew, whatever. And so I befriended her. He was actually kissing another Scandinavian girl. That's so funny.

Okay. It is. And she was like, oh, Brett, you got to come meet this girl. He's like, oh, no, I've got a girl already. I'm going to fuck her. And then five minutes later, he's like, oh, you should have been kissed. What's Scandinavian girl you got for me? Oh, there was no chemistry there with the other one?

Yeah, no, not at all. So, yeah, we just had really good chemistry. And he's been really cool from start with everything. His motto is everyone is different. You do whatever fits you. And we're doing this as a couple. If it doesn't suit us as a couple, we're not doing it, basically. And if it doesn't make you comfortable, I don't want it.

So we basically get really turned on. when the other watch turned on. Yeah, and like, when did you guys start having, like, these conversations? Because you guys do a lot of stuff with each other, right? He totally, you're totally who you are with him, and he, you're both, like, sort of put your shit out on the table. Like, this is what I like. This is why I don't.

I would assume in your previous relationship, especially if you dated a Muslim guy, like you probably had a lot of backlash from guys, right, if you would tell them all the stuff that you were into because a lot of guys, like, oh, I've never been able to tell exactly what I'm into besides with Brett, yeah. But I've always been open. and I like to try any things, just do this, but then you're being cut down and you start telling. But I think me and Brett, we spoke from the start of what we like and what's cool, but we

started slow, so it's never been any pressured. And I think if you start telling, for example, like Brett, he has a fantasy of being raped by, like, really gangbang by like several girls, maybe 10. If he had told me that from day one, I'd be like, okay, well, chill. Yeah. Let's see what we can do first. Yeah, but that's going to come out till later, right? So you're...

That's what I mean, yeah. Yeah, it's like it's got to be sort of worked out. You don't dump that all out in the first time. But you felt, I guess, and I think sometimes it's like an unspoken thing. Like you just felt super comfortable with him from the start, right? That's what was attractive about him. And that's why you sort of said okay to date a younger guy because you guys just had that thing going. Exactly.

For me, it's all about, I know I look good. Without saying... without sounding like I'm an idiot. I know I look good, but I don't act, sort of a thing. And so I know I can get attention from people, but I don't want it. I want it from him.

And if he just gives that attention to me, I'll give it 10 times back to just him. Right. Now, I'm really faithful. I do, and I'm all up for, you know, you have to do whatever for your man and your woman, obviously, or your man and man, whatever. Otherwise, someone else will do it.

That's my view. And I think we have the same view, not they will cheat. That's not what I mean. But I just think if he wants me to suck off a dildo on FaceTime every day, I'll do that happily because it makes him horny. And that makes me horny. And it does make you more. I mean, you told me that you guys, because you guys have a long distance relationship.

So when you're not together, you don't go with other people and you do a lot of sexting and face-timing and all that kind of stuff to keep each other hot. But you did say that. And I'm assuming that this is when you're together. And maybe a part two you could do it where you have had things where you try to make each other come or he tries to make you come like 50 times. And the most you've gotten up to is like in one day, the most you've gotten up to is 35. 24 hours. How 24 hours you did 35 times? Yes. And I could not walk the next day. Like my, because I'm, when I come, I don't know about you or anyone else,

but when I come, I tense my calves so hard. So I couldn't walk for days after. And I go to the gym five times a week. So I'm doing. You're got good muscles. But it's just a fun thing we do. Because he He's a pleaser. So am I, but he really likes to watch me come. And so in his mind, he, I think it's because a mutual friend of ours who is older, who's older than me, and she's a girl, she just kept saying, oh, I think you suck in bed because you're young. And I think he's stuck with him. Oh, right. So he's trying to prove something. It really, yeah, that could have benefited anyway. Yeah. Oh, definitely. I'm not complaining. Over here, I don't know about you guys, what we call either you're a one or you're two or you're three if you're a guy and if you're a one it means you're

either your tongue your finger or your dick just one of those things yes and if you're a two you're good and if you're a three you're good with all of them now i don't know how he's done this but he's only 22 i met him when he was 20 he is he's a 10 out of 10 on all three really yes and it's just crazy to me like he makes me waterfall he makes me squirt he makes me come in 12 seconds It's crazy. Were you able to do that before with other people or was he the first one? Once. No, once.

And that's the one I stand I had. Oh, that's why it was the best sex. One of the best sex you ever had. Yes. Really? Okay, so he was the first guy, though, real boyfriend. And when was the first time you guys had sex? Because you said it took a little while.

I squirted and I came a lot by myself before him and the one I stand. But with a guy, it was these two. But when was the first time you and him had sex? I think it's a month and a half or two months after we met, I went to surprise him. And that's actually when he surprised me with the fetish club. With the what? Oh, the fetish club. You did that right off the bat. But that was after a month and a half of you guys talking. Were you talking like a lot with each other? So you felt like at that point you really did each other?

Yeah. Right, right. So that's cool. And now how many times did you see each other then? Because I'm assuming you guys met and then went back to your country. Like you were separate, but you were talking a lot on the phone? Yeah. Well, yeah. So we meet about. every other week. Sometimes it's for two days. Sometimes it's for four days. And then every six month or so, we see each other for a month. Oh, that's awesome. So you saw him and the first time was it just like amazing. Well, he took you to a fetish club? What kind of fetish? Was that the bondage thing? Because I know you guys, I mean, we're going to get into all the stuff you're into.

And I know bondage is one of them. Well, this this fetish club is located in the UK. It's called Torture Garden. Torturegarden.com. It's an amazing venue. And I think because I'm very open-minded, I could enjoy it the first time, but I actually brought my friend there. She was not as she didn't like it. Did you bring your friend on the date with your guy that you all were together? Or was this a different time? Yeah, yeah, because no, no, I did bring her because we were all friends. She was with me.

So we became friends in Grand Canaria. I brought her there. And then they just brought us to this torture garden thing. Right. Torture Garden. T-O-R-T, that's torture, like torture chamber. Yeah, yeah. T-R-T-U-R-E.

So you walk in, what's going down inside there? Well, they basically tell us what we should wear. They fixed outfit for us. And the first time I just had like a sexy body, sexy like full one piece thing, whatever, and high heels and a whip out and a mask. And then we walk in and the first guy I see is completely naked and he has leather thong where his penis is sticking out. Right.

And I'm just like, wow, what is this place? Is this cool? but she got freaked out. And so we walk out and it's a huge venue. It's like, I don't know, 10,000 people maybe. Oh, wow. Do they have this every week or is it like a once a month thing? They do have, they have it every month.

But the good times and the good venues are for Halloween, Christmas, I think, valentines in summer. Right. So they have like a couple of big events. And so this was one of the big ones. There was like 10,000 people. Yes, this was Valentine. Right.

Okay. And then there is one big, dance floor where you can dance and everybody's really a sort of fetish outfit. They're really strict with a fetish outfit. You can go dress as whatever you want as long as it's really down to a fetish somehow. And then they have what are they called? Beds. Yeah, well, obviously they have beds, but they have like little caves where people get, I could go there on a bed, lay down, people can put dildos in me, people can time me down if they want. You can have sex there. You can just watch. You can join in. People having

sex and you can dance and you can drink. So your first time there were you like totally horny like was this like you got there and you were like totally into it? Even though your friend was freak? Was she like, I'm out of here? Did she leave? Yeah, because we were not just me, him and her, obviously we were like five, six people. So the girl that I had met in Bracken area, took care of my friend. So I could just be with Brat. And we went to my favorite place, which is, I call it the watch scene. So I like being watched. And, This is like, if you imagine you go into a big theater or opera or whatever and you sit in the rows and they go downwards onto the stage. Yeah.

Yeah. So the stage in this scenario is the actual dance floor, the big dance floor. And then on this where everybody's sitting, people are watching other people enjoying themselves. They can either having sex or blowing each other or just fiddling, whatever. And those are the people on the stage, that you go up on the stage and then you do your business up there. No, no, no, no. So the stage in this scenario is the dance floor. Right. So, but I mean, it's just, it's just chairs basically going downwards to the stage. So everybody is sitting on these chairs and you can have an audience around you, but they're not really a stage because the stage is the dance floor.

Oh, okay, I get it. Okay. Yeah. And this is, I've always wanted to try stripping. But I didn't know one. I didn't know why. And this is when I realized, well, I really like people watching me. Yeah. So, but I'm going to try stripping at some point just because of this. But because I live in a Scandinavian country, everybody knows everybody here. It doesn't really work. Yeah, yeah.

You don't want it to bump into your uncle or something. Yeah, yeah. Oh, God. My God. Yeah. So we, we didn't have sex. I haven't actually had sex all on because I've had my period every time I've gone there. Yeah.

But we've done other things like he ate my ass and we had an audience and I loved it. And it's really safe. They know they have to. ask before they do anything. And last time I was there was in the summer, I think, and we found a girl. She was so hot. I got turned on just looking by her. Like she was Brazilian, I think, really brown, like small petite but voluptuous body. Yeah, yeah, that's Brazilian. Brazilians are beautiful. Yeah, like blue eyes and really gorgeous. But she was there with a guy and she said to us that she wanted to go with us, but she couldn't leave him. And we didn't want that guy. He wasn't, he wasn't

cute and we weren't at that stage yet to invite a guy. Yeah. So that didn't happen, but we had fun anyway. So when you guys go there, you're like, you're like, but you like every people watch you and stuff. Maybe you don't get it. I love when people watch me, yeah. Right. And what about your guy? He likes, does he like for people watching him too? Is that a part of his thing? No, he doesn't really mind being watched, but it's not his thing. So he just get turned on by me getting turned on by it. We're going to have him on the show. So he'll tell us about his gang, bang, fantasies and all this stuff that you said. I know. I know. that you went, so I mean, you're, so you're kind of like the first night that you have sexism.

This, like, this was like your sort of foreplay. You were at this place. And then you went home and fucked him or did you fuck him there? Oh, no, we didn't fuck there. We haven't fucked there. I'm actually going to him on Thursday night, this Thursday night. So in two days. And he doesn't know I'm taking him there again.

So it's a surprise. Hopefully then we'll fuck. Okay. But no, so it's my thing to be watched. I like the whole eye contact. I like to see in people's eyes that they get turned on by me. And I love the couples who get turned on by me. But I don't mind, I don't mind any, like single, coupled, old, young, fat, skinny.

I don't mind it. It's just really turn on for me to watch their eyes and them jerking off forefingering or whatever. Right. I got it. It's not like you're attracted to them. You're attracted to them being attracted to you. Exactly. Yes.

But that's why it doesn't matter whether what they look like or whatever. Yeah. Yeah. That's a good point. So you go home and then that's when you guys have sex the first time? No, actually not. We had sex the day before the first time, and he was really cute. Like, we just had one of those, like, missionary looking in the eye and just a nice, really cute, nice sex. But he made me come and that's what matters to me.

And it was the first time, I think that that's good that it served that way. No, it was a really good sex. And, yeah, he actually wanted to wait. And I said, no, fuck it. And I just pushed him in. And he just tells this story till the day, I'm going to die, I think. But that he was wanting to wait. and you push him,

that's hilarious. Yes. He's probably going to say it by a new to be in the speech time. Yeah. And so the chemistry was there. Everything was good. And I mean,

he obviously knew you were down to a lot of things because you went to this fetish club and you were cool. You weren't freaked out like your friend. You were like into it. And I'm assuming you guys spoke about it afterwards is that when the conversation started about all this stuff, right? I mean, well, you said you guys were really talking about stuff that you were into.

He knew that you were by and stuff like that ahead of time. Yeah. I've never really used a word by, I think. I've just said, I like sex and it doesn't really matter, but I like female. So, yeah, he knew that. We talked about, from the day one, we talked about what we like, what we've done, experiences and how we'd like to evolve and that. When did the bondage come in?

Did you always know that you were into that? Or is that something that you guys figured out together? I know. I've always liked that. I didn't know how much, because me and him obviously explored even more. But since I had that first boyfriend with a threesome, we tried it. And it was cool. We haven't tried it to the extent where I've gone now, obviously, but I like to it.

It just because I've always had positions in my workplace where I've been in leadership roles. And I'm always, I'm usually very, like, dominant in my personal life as well. It just makes me feel really, like, safe and just comfortable letting loose, I think. Because you're the sub, right? You like to be the sub. That's what you mean, right? Yes. You like to flip it in your, and when you're being, okay, I get it.

So that night coming from Torture Garden in the Fetch Club, he turned me down to the bed. That's the first time we tried candles. It could have been the next Torture Garden, I'm not sure. But I absolutely love a little pain. Not too much pain where I'm actually in a lot of pain. Enough that you're feeling something. Yes, exactly, because it just takes me come even more. And I think everyone should definitely try it.

Not real candles, sex candles. What is the difference? Because like if you do real candles on your body, you can actually burn your body. Some people like that. But if you want to be safe about it, there is actually candles used for sex. You can buy in sex shops and such. And they don't get as hot. Oh, that's interesting.

That's good to know. Yeah. This is Brett. He researches everything that's making me feel very safe with him. Yeah, no, that's great that he does all that. Yeah. He knows how to tie good knots with bondage. So I don't, I can't get loose, but I still feel safe.

I don't know how he researched it. But bless him. Yeah, well, he was probably like, bless her, she's into this shit. I'm going to make sure to get it right so that we keep doing it because he was probably like really excited. Let me ask you this. Is he like, because he's the dom. He takes that role. And you said it turns out that he likes that role too.

How is he more of a submissive like in his regular life? And so he switches. Do you think that's how it typically works that people like to be the opposite of what they are? I wouldn't say he's submissive in his regular life. I would say he's very chill. He's really chilled. He just goes with the flow, really. He doesn't like confrontation.

He's more like passive than impressive. Yeah, but he wouldn't like bow down to a... He wouldn't take shit from anyone, but he doesn't like confrontation. But I wouldn't say he's afraid of it either. So I don't know. He just, I think he just likes being in charge. Although now, as I write in the email, we have tried a little bit. Which, yes.

Yeah. And you find now that you like to be Adam a little bit. Yes. I think it's because he likes it. I like it. Like we have this weird connection and everything he likes, I like. Like, I have not been a fan of cum. Now, I'm sorry, all the guys. I know you really like girls who like come and all that. I'm not really a fan of come, but he just really loves a girl to eat and play with come. And spit has been a really big thing of his as well. So I had to learn to like it. And now I actually

do like, especially spit and pre-cum. Pre-com is my thing. I love pre-cum because that tells me you're really turned on and obviously I like people get turned on by me so I think that's yeah yeah that's a part of your thing so and I think he always like to watch me give blow jobs on dildos or on like we play with fruit and food whatever so like cucumbers or bananas or putting shit up my pussy whatever and he just likes the way I look when I do it and he just likes also he says I'm a really good actress so he says I should be a porn star. Yeah. So he thinks, so that's why he wants to see some, like us to eating another cock or me getting

fucked. That's how we change the roles now because he's me being turned on and me doing it or me getting fucked. That my face is sexy. I love for that. And now, because that's a whole other thing. And I'll talk to him more about that. But he recently is like open to being by curious or like maybe being with a guy.

Has he ever been. before? No, not. I think he hasn't realized it before that he's curious. Now, he has to say this because it might be a sensitive subject. I don't know. But I think he has never tried it before, but I think, well, he says it's because I felt caught good when I do it on him and he wanted to be a part of it. I don't really care what it is because I have a fantasy. I've always liked to guys getting it on. And that's what you said is recently. It's been something that you realize that you would like him to do, to turn you on. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. So it's actually

me who started the whole fantasy of it, and I think, I don't know, it might have made him happy. Maybe he had it before. Yeah, it doesn't matter. I mean, he just, no, exactly, I couldn't care less. But I do like two guys either touching each other's dick or blowing each other. I don't really, it doesn't really

turn me on with them kissing. But other than that, I'm fine with everything. I love it. So that, that should be cool. So we, yeah, we do a lot of fantasies. I was going to say, because you live long distance and you're both so highly sexualized. And you have this, you have an open relationship in that you're kind of out there and open to other people. But you don't have an open relationship in that like you guys when you're not with each other are out screwing other people.

You only have sex when you're with each other. It's not open like, oh, you could go fuck other people when you're not with him and he does the same thing. You're very monogamous with each other. It's only open like when you're with each other, maybe you'll bring a third person in. How many times have you done that? Have you ever put a girl in? I don't even know, right? No, we haven't actually.

We tried. We opened up a chat on like Tinder or Bumble. We did on Bumble, but it's the same thing. It's like an app. And I actually went on a few dates to find a girl for us for his birthday as a surprise. Yeah, and you couldn't find anyone, right? You said that already. I couldn't find anyone because they were either, they didn't look as they did on their profile picture or they didn't say, I don't know.

The vibe wasn't there. And then we went on vacation and we found a really cute Russian girl together. but there she was with a boyfriend. They always with the boyfriends who were really boring. I don't get it. And she wasn't, and the boyfriend wasn't into it or she couldn't get away. Yeah, the boyfriend didn't like it.

So she couldn't get away. She wanted to, but she couldn't get away. So we just had a bad luck, I guess. And then we found two girls on a boat once. And both of them were cute, but they were together and one of them didn't have the guts to and the other one wanted to, but she didn't want to because a friend was there

and she didn't want a friend to know. And it was just like, oh, wow. So I just think it hasn't been, meant to yet. It's hard to find. I have a lot of people to find a single girl to come in to the situation. It's much easier to find a couple, right? To come in and do it. That's what I find from talking to people. I haven't tried finding a couple. I think you, yes, I think that's the easier thing. Definitely. And especially, I'm going to tell you, especially to find a couple like you guys were, everyone's kind of by. I think that's easy. Yeah, maybe.

I mean, in that world. I mean, not if you go to Walmart. I mean, like, but if you're like in the right place on the right website, yeah, that you're going to find a lot of couples like, you're not like, oh, only the girl will go with the girl. You know what I mean? So you're just like to stop there. It's like pretty much you're pretty open to anything.

You guys would probably take somebody where if it was only the girl was by, but the guy wasn't. But if the guy was, you guys would be open to that too. So I feel like you would be, it would be easy for you guys to find and that's what you should look for. I found through talking to people for over three years, I'm almost four years doing this. And I have to say, or three years, I have to say that the single girl that will be coming and be involved is like they call it the unicorn. Like that's the harder thing to find the right situation. But couples don't have, I have found that couples find it pretty easy to find other couples.

I mean, you may have a problem. Take a little while to weed out the ones that maybe you're not interested in and find the exact one that's right, meaning that you'd be attracted to them and whatever, but they exist. And especially because you guys are open and you're not so specific like you would only do this or that, I think you would, that's the way you're going to get it done. Yeah, maybe. For real. Trust me. Listen to my shows. I have. I've listened to everyone. Yeah. So there's a lot of couples out there that are fucking other couples. Like all the time, I can't believe it. I make jokes about how when I go to the playground and like people talk to me, I start to think like, do they want to take me home? Like, are they?

hitting on me because I just think like all these married. I'm in that position as well now because of your show. Like we've always said we're not ready to fuck other people without each other. We're not there. But we always say we never know what's going to happen. We want to grow together. We want to marry each other. We want to have a lifetime together. We want to be partners. Yeah. So obviously we're going to get tired of fucking each other. Yeah. Now we know this might happen and it's fine. But we're just not there yet. Oh, you won't be there for a long time. I don't. I mean, yeah. Yeah. No. And you guys have such a rich, like, sort of fantasy life. And I think that, I think being a part has helped foster that and create that

and make it actually like flourish. Like I think you could, you know, and I think that that's really healthy. So you'll always have that even when maybe that goes. But I think that there's a lot of couples out there that just have that sex thing that stays with that. Like seriously, I think it could stay. It doesn't necessarily always have to go out the window with everybody. And because you guys are so open and into so many different things, I think you're not even close to it. When you start to have kids and stuff like that could be a different situation and changes things for a little while. But I think it doesn't necessarily have to become a time where you guys get bored of each other. But because you're open to doing so many different things, that's why it'll always keep it fresh.

You're in no rush. You don't need to rush into having those other things. No, I know. Yeah. What have any? Because you have so. many fantasies that you live out with each other. And that's like, that's endless. That's endless because you're just creating that and you build on them. Yeah. Yeah, you guys have this whole, what's that thing where you have where you like, you do a gang? Like, tell me that because that was interesting. That's so much fun. I love that. Yeah. So we created a WhatsApp chat, obviously, just with us too. And you can change the name of the WhatsApp chat. So this one is called, let me just go back and see it.

So it's called naughty and wetness. And you have two people on there, but you're not. not each other. Like you pretend to be like you're role playing. Yeah, we're role playing. So it's me and him. So it's me and Brett. And then we add people. So yeah. Because you're setting up a gang bang, right? Yes. So we're setting up a gang bang with me, maybe another girl and a bunch of guys. So what we do is if it's me talking in the chat, like actual me and I won't write anything else but while I'm actually writing. But if it's someone else named maybe Tina, then I'll add a little emoji at the same. thought and the end of the message. And then we just learn. And we'll say like the beginning of the

chat, like, hi, I'm Tina. And we'll describe Tina a little bit. Like I like to eat calm. I'm a cleaner or whatever. And everybody just greets Tina in the chat. Now, I think we're five people in the chat now. That's awesome. And it's funny because we actually sometimes discuss the chat, just him and me and be like, wow, Tina was pretty, she was pretty keen today. She really wanted. And also, He works at night and I work days. So before he started his shift, sometimes we pretend that a couple of guys are going to come over here and fuck me, put calm in my pussy,

and just I'll go to sleep with that and wake up in the morning with lots of calm so you can see it. And so before we hang up and he goes to work, he's like, so are you excited for tonight? I saw the group chat. She's going to come over. And we send fake pictures in the group chat as well to make it real. It's just fun.

Yeah, no. And it's probably really. hot because if you really buy into it, right? And let yourself and you're really both able to go there in your mind and stay there. I mean, that's like what's hotter than that? Like you create whatever kind of reality you want. So when you have like imaginations like that and stuff like that's always going to keep the sex between each other because you're so on the same page. Yeah. We have girls in the fantasy as well where girls come to his work, sit down under his desk or whatever and give him blowjob and he tells me about that. So it's not just meant.

fucking me. He also gets the half fun too. Yeah. No, that's awesome. And you could just pull out whatever you want and because you know each other what each other really likes. You could like feed each other. Oh God. Yeah. So he can last for hours. Honestly, he can last for hours and hours, but I can make him come in a minute. Right. And I love that. Yeah. And he likes for you to come a lot. Yes. Are you multi-argasmic? Like you could have multiples or is it right? Oh, God. Yes. How many can you have more than one? I could never have more than one. I mean, I could have one. I can have one. and then I can, and it's great, and then I can wait 20 minutes and I can have another one, but like I've never been able to have multiples.

How does that, I mean, did you always, I think people are just either wired one way or the other because I don't think so because you don't think so. You can you learned it? No. Yeah, I think so because I think it has to do with you being completely comfortable with yourself and your body, first of all, and then you have to be completely comfortable with your partner. I think you can be completely comfortable with yourself and your body, but it doesn't mean

you have to be completely comfortable with the partner and the opposite. But I just feel like physically, like once my orgasm is done, like my clit is just too sensitive. Obviously, yeah. So how do you push through that and come again like one second later? Like from what I think. Because come is not always about the clit. Like you can like let's say he's fucking me.

And I have a vibrator on my clit. And I'm coming from the clip. I can take the vibrate off for maybe 10 seconds. and he's still fucking me and I can let my clit just rest a little bit but you came from the you came you had a clitoral

orgasm so then you take it off and he's so since the clit isn't being penetrated or touched it even though it's sense of you take it off and then you have a yeah like a vaginal orgasm yeah but he now has a thing where he's challenging me to put to have the

vibrate on while coming like keep it on oh so like kind of torturing you, but maybe that's hot. Yeah. If you could work through it. It does. And once you like go past that, oh my God, it's so sensitive.

It actually makes you come again. I just think you both need to try different things because that actually works for me. Now, it can also, if your vibrate is good enough, it can also make your clit numb. Yeah, no, I never like vibraes because I was always afraid that if I used it too much, like I would never be able to have because I'm like, no dick is going to do that to me. You know what I mean? Like, so it's just like. If it doesn't matter though.

can have the beautifulness of the vibra and the dig at the same time. Right. Now, I'm not, I've never been a fan of a dildo where I put up, never been my thing. But he bought me the best library I've ever tried. I loved vibra errors. I've tried them all. But this one, he bought me, wow, I'm telling every friend of mine. It's called massage wand.

Massage wand. And you can buy it on Amazon. Yeah, so I buy it on Amazon. I think it's like 35 quid. It's actually for massages. So it looks like a, it looks like a mix between. a massage thing and of deldo. And it's just called massage wand.

The head of it sort of thing is really big. So you can't miss your spot. Because obviously us women are very different. On, under, over, beside, whatever. Yeah. So you can't miss your spot. Once you've found your spot, you just keep it there. And it's not, it doesn't matter if you move.

It's going to be there. Now, I've tried all of those suction ones, where people say they put it on and they're fat. like your clear or whatever. I don't like those because it's too much on. Now, this one, it doesn't matter if I'm horny, not horny, if I'm tired, not tired. I put it on and I'm coming within that half a minute. It's that good.

Yeah. That's good to know. So the massage wand is the name of it. And people can get it on. I think, listen, when it comes to sex toys and stuff like that, like I think word of mouth is the way to go. Because, like, honestly, one of the, my. favorite things I bought was, it was something called the Click Kisser. Don't even bother Googling it anybody that's listening now because the new version is nothing like the old

version. It doesn't work. I tried. It's gone. But the reason why I bought it because I went on to Adam and Eve at the time. There was no Amazon back then. And I just like bought like I, I bought like the, it was like the top 10 and I bought like the number one thing, which was this thing called the click kisser. I had to literally throw it away because I was so used and abused. I wouldn't leave my house. My friends were calling me. I didn't want to go anywhere. Like it was the best thing that was ever created. It was one of those suction things with a vibrator and it really worked in.

It was just like amazing. But and then like I said, I had to get rid of it because I was so addicted to it. It was like almost too good that I thought, oh, my pussy is going to like really age a lot from this thing. Do you know what I mean? Because it was like sucking it and someone like going to be like like I'm 70 down there after like a weekend. It was because and that was a reason why it was number one and everyone loved it because it really was the best thing. So, and then like I said, I tried to buy it again, like maybe five years ago and it didn't work and it's not so great anymore. But so I think it's great when you hear another woman who's tried it all and said like, oh my God, this is like the greatest thing.

People should go out and buy it because it probably is. Yeah. And I'm sorry. I said the wrong name. It's not massage one. It's magic wand. It's a magic wand. Okay.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. People should look at what about what about your before, because we're almost at an hour. But what about your, you have a daddy fantasy. Like that's an interesting thing that you have that you talk to. Why don't you explain that? You've got some hot scenarios there that you told me.

I think the whole daddy for issue is pretty sexy. One of my go-to fantasies when I want to come at night or in morning or whenever really is one where I am a daughter of a dad and he's invited his friends over for this pokey night and they've paid me a little bit to wait on them. And obviously I see that they find me sexual and sexy and my dad gets a fan. phone call to, he has to go somewhere. And then the guys just start throwing sexy comments, trying me out, seeing what I'm capable of doing, what I want to do, what not, giving me money. And I'm teasing them because I obviously like it. I like people watching. So that's when they

end up banging me all of them for money at the end of the prokinaid. And when you say, like, when people say the daddy, well, because, no, that's a hot fantasy. But when you say the daddy thing, Does that mean you want to be with the daddy or that just revolves around that sort of scenario, right? No, I know, because your dad leaves, right? So all these things have to do with like maybe it's the dad's friend or right. That's the kind of thing. Yeah, I think it does. Yeah, because it's never actually the daddy in my fantasy.

Right. Yeah, no, I'm actually lying now. Sometimes it's like, I'm in a little pickle and I need money and he can pay me by doing something. Yeah, I've had those fantasies as well. But more often it's some other. a person surrounded by daddy that does it. And just like a much older guy, you're a young girl. Yeah.

I mean, there's a little bit of the submissive thing in there too. Don't you think? Oh, definitely. Yeah. The submissive part of you. And so you guys been dating for two years, right? I mean, you have so much ahead of you as far as like sex is concerned. And now you did say like you guys are not engaged or anything, but like you do know

that you want to spend the rest of your life with him and like, does he feel the same way? Is that where you guys are heading? Yes. But you're not engaged now, though. And do you want to have kids one day? Like, is this something that you see in the next like couple of years for you guys? I don't think so. I want to have kids, yes.

No, as far as marriage, I mean. Yeah, no, definitely. I want marriage and I want kids. I don't see it in the next couple of years because I think he still, he should still live a little bit longer. He's still very young. Oh, yeah. I keep forgetting. He's 22.

Oh, my God, very young. But I don't mind. I don't mind at all because I, it's such a beautiful thing adopting anyway. So even if. it will take us a few years. I don't mind. Well, you could always, let me just tell you something. As somebody who tried at a very late age to have children, I started in my 40s, I just really didn't have any clue of how hard it would be.

I have a baby now, but like I have to say what I always tell younger women, especially because like I think it's better to wait and get out, live your life and stuff. It's like freeze your eggs. Like if you just do one round and just like freeze some eggs, like at some point when in your 30s, That's a huge thing that you could do for yourself. I wished I would have done that for myself. I just didn't have any idea about the real sort of reality of like fertility and women's age and all that stuff. So for you and like, and I'm so glad, I have to say, I'm so glad that I had my child in my 40s and not any earlier because I would have been miserable because like it really becomes all.

If you're going to want to be a good mom, like it's really like all about your kid and you have no life. Like all those things are kind of true. And I just feel like if I did that in my 20s or even in my 30s, I wouldn't have been happy. But I'm so happy now because it's like kind of been there, done that with everything else. So I, but I had to go through a lot of medical stuff to have my baby because I waited so long. So I just say like freeze your eggs and then you don't have to worry about it. You'll get like a lot of them. You're good to go.

And then you really don't have to have a kid before you're ready for it because that could be a disaster. No, definitely. That's why I haven't had one yet. I haven't been ready for the man. Like, I haven't found the right man. Now I have found the right man, but I don't think he should be deprived of his youth. No, and you guys just need to have a lot more fun.

You guys are still living far away from me. Like, you're still apart. It's a funny thing that we should still have our fun. We keep talking. The first week, I think, when we met, I told him about a fantasy I've had for ages, about the cage. I don't know if I emailed you it.

She would tell us that one. Well, I have a really big, big fantasy of me being kept in a cage. Oh yeah, no, I think you put this in. Yeah, go on. Yeah. And it's just for him to be used as he plays for a whole day. And I like people watching me, but for some reason, I also like when people ignore me, like if Brett is fingering me while we're watching TV and I love for him to actually watch the TV, not me. Yeah, yeah, I get it. Uh-huh. Yeah. So we actually did buy a cage for a huge.

human body. We haven't used it yet. And I like that because every time, I don't want him to tell me when he's going to do things to me. Like, I like nipple clips. I like the whip. I like the whole bondish thing. But I don't want him to do it every time because then it's not fun. He always surprised me with it slowly and I love that. So we have the occasion. I know we have the occasion. Every time I go see him or he comes see me, I'm excited for that. It might happen, but it's still such a big thing in my fantasy. I just wish for him to like put me in the cage, make me blow him through like the little bars or whatever, just for him to go out to eat something, much a little movie, come back and I'm still there

waiting to be used and, oh, I think that's so hot. So is this just a fantasy or do you actually have it? You have it, right? We have the cage, yeah. But so far the actual-keeping you in there is a fantasy. You haven't, yeah. Yeah. So you had guys, I mean, you said you guys laugh about the fact that you keep saying that you

have a lot of more in you, but you really don't you think? Oh, God, yes. You haven't even gotten to the point where you live together. That's going to be a whole new thing. Yeah. I just feel like you have, and you're still young. Listen, you're not like 39. You're 32.

I mean, that's when I think back to when I was 32, it's like, it feels like 50 years ago. I mean, like, you're still super young at 32. So even with kids, you don't even have to freeze your eggs. I say start thinking about that if you're 37 and you haven't yet. But you're still would be fine. So you guys could get married five. years from now. Does he ever have plans? Do you guys have plans to move in together? Yes. Because of work, it's kind of hard to do that within the year. But after that, we've talked about it.

That's great. I think that's like really great. I suggest that you guys to get some more action going. And what about the pegging? How did that come again? Come into thing. You've done that, right? That's not a, it's hard to figure out what's fantasy and what's not. Even though your fantasy is super hot. Yeah. I wouldn't say we've done that to the full extent of what. it's possible. But yeah, we've done it. It's because he absolutely loves ass. Now, his biggest love, I think, on the world is ass. Yes, oh God, yeah. I think he loves ass more than he loves me, to be honest. And he loves your ass. Yes, yes, he loves my ass. And he really wanted to fuck it, like, completely. And I don't, I don't mind trying any things, but obviously you've got to do it

gently. Yeah. And I haven't really had big experiences with that before. So I was a bit nervous. So I just told him, if you wanted to do it to me, I'll have to do it to you. And that was a deal. And we did. But I encourage everyone who's going to try it to actually invest money in a strap on because

the one I got was shit. Oh, really? Yeah. The strap, because the actual dough was made of silicone and soft silicone, I can't explain it really. It just came out of the strap when I was fucking. And it was just a turn off. So it was a pretty bad experience. Yeah. The last thing you want to do is bumbling while you're doing. Yes. So we bought a new dildo now. So we're going to probably try it when I got this week. Okay. So he's looking for it. So he's into that. Like he's open to that as well, right?

Yes. And how did you like anal with it? Did he do it to you? Yeah. I feel like. Well, well, you're, so do you like it? Did he actually make you like it? Because you said, you had some not so great experience with it. But like when you did it with him, was it better? Was it okay? Did you like it? I absolutely love when men or women for that reason eat my ass. It's so sexy because it's a bit bad.

I don't know how to, but it's so sexy. Yeah, I think that's what people think about it. It's like a dirty thing. Yeah, and I absolutely love it. And yes, I do like actual penetration in my eyes as well, but it has to be done gently. I'm really sensitive and I'm not all there yet. I wish I was like, I wish I was like Britney on your

show, Molly or whatever it was. Yeah. But Brett keeps saying I got potential. What do you mean? You're not there, meaning like you just can't just get pounded, but you like it? Like, what do you mean? Yeah, no, that is like, I mean, I can't get pounded yet, but I do like it. Right. Yeah, I think you just have to, I always liked it. But for me, I was always in control of it. And I had to wait.

Exactly. It was like a thing. And then once you get to a certain point, you're like, whatever. And the minute they start going hard and fast, it's like maybe four seconds after that and you come. But I always felt like most women have a bad sort of taste in their mouth for it because some guys think that they could just like put it, ram a dick up your ass and they're good to go. And it's like, that's not how it works.

Of course that would kill for anybody. You have to like work it slowly and whatever. And that all comes with being with somebody that you're comfortable with. I think most of my female friends are really scared of like stories of shit coming out of the hours and it doesn't matter how you can't even they care about that. I mean, you can't you just, really like just clean yourself. God for God's sake. And I always tell my friends as well, don't buy the shitty like what it is. I don't even know what it's cool where you pump up water in your butt and just push it out. Just finger yourself a little bit in your butt before you're

going to have it. I guess I'm just gross. I'm kind of gross because I never cared about that. I never thought of it. It was like in the moment. I'm not thinking of that like once I'm into it. And I don't know if that's ever happened or not because I've never cleaned or done anything. You know what I mean? And I'm like anybody else. But I don't think in the middle of it or after like anyone really cares, it doesn't make, it doesn't change anything. And it's in the moment.

It's like, ha, and then you're over. If there's anything left over, I don't know who, I don't know. I don't get weirded out by stuff like that during that. I mean, like it, listen, if somebody smelled really bad like your friend, that's a different thing. But if certain things when, you know, normal things could happen when you're doing and stuff like that. It's just a part of business. It's not a big deal.

No, yeah. Definitely. So I don't think girls, I think what women don't understand sometimes is like how they don't realize how much guys don't care about certain things that they think guys would care about. A guy. Like most girls, boyfriends,

like, would love to fuck him in the ass. And like if they would just let them do it, they wouldn't care if there was a little poop on it at the end. You know what I say? Like it is honestly, like most likely they'd be using. a condom and just take it off.

And I don't know that that would be a deal breaker, but I think girls think it would be, but I think guys wouldn't care. I don't know. I don't know. Yeah, no, definitely. But what I think is, I love eating my boyfriend's house as well. I absolutely love that. And I like fingering him. I love licking my finger after. It's just sexy because we both

are sexy. And that's our thing now. Spit and bumholes and pre-cum. What did you just say? I said spit bumhole and pre-cum. Right, that's your thing, right? That's what you both love. And I think, yeah, I think that's what got now into the next fantasy of us, sucking a dick together. It's all of that stuff, the pre-cum.

You got him maybe into that because of all you're into being into it, right? Yeah, I think so. And do you think that you're, I mean, I know that you've been looking for a girl, but like, have you been looking for the guy? No, not yet. But in our fantasy and in our chats, in his words, it's always a black eye. He likes big dicks? Yeah.

I guess. Yeah. I'm scared of big dicks. Right. I'm kidding. So I think if we've ever found one, then it might be a tall guy because I like tall guys. My first boyfriend was Black and I think maybe that's it. I don't know.

He just likes me to be enjoying myself. Like you said, he's the pleaser. He's the one that likes to please. He wants to make you come a million times. That makes him feel like a fucking man. Yeah, everyone has like their thing and that way they're into. But like you guys are super compatible. with all that stuff. And it seems like you guys are super compatible in other areas too, I'm assuming,

because it's not like you just love having sex with them. Like you want to marry this guy. You guys are planning and moving in together. Yeah, he's my best friend. Yeah. Yeah, that's important. That stuff is going to take you a long way as far as like if you have a really great friendship, you have really great sex. You have all the foundations. There's no reason why that should go stale anytime soon. But maybe you guys will be looking for the couple after I talked to him and give him the same advice I gave you to look for calling you. Maybe you guys will be doing the guy and the girl sooner than we think. Maybe. You never know. But I'll be talking to him soon. I don't know what we're calling him, but we called you, Nicole, on this episode. And then we're going to be

talking to him. I'll be talking to your other half and people will get to hear from his side of the story. It's interesting. Yes. See how that works. But anyway, thanks so much for calling in Nicole and telling us all your stuff. No worries. I enjoyed it. Yeah. And when you guys step into that other world with the couples and do other things. You're the kind of person that my guests will want to hear from again. Oh, definitely. And we'll go on that Fetch's Club Friday that he doesn't know, but he'll know when you speak to him. Oh, okay, cool. So we can find out what happens there. Yes. I'll remember to ask him. All right, thanks so much, Nicole, for calling in. Thank you. Bye. Have fun this weekend. Bye. Thank you. Bye.

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