Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 542 - Johnny and Amanda are a True Cuck & Hotwife Couple
Episode Date: October 17, 2022Johnny and Amanda are into MFM threesomes, reclaiming s-e-x, chastity and more and they both called in to talk all about it. When and how did they first start having threesomes? What exactly went down... at their first one? And, how did it progress to them being a full on cuck and hotwife couple? Tune in to find out plus hear Johnny explain throw he felt the first time his wife had sex with another guy, what about it turned him on, how he’s 100% not jealous, the rough patch they went through when they tried full swaps, why he loves reclaiming sex and being the “clean up guy,” the videos and audio recordings he gets from his wife while she’s with over guys and why he loves that so much, why he looks for guys that are bigger and better than him for Amanda to hook up with and more. And then, Amanda explains the first MFM threesome she had before she was married, how she felt about hooking up with other guys at first, what she enjoys about it now, how and why she’s not into full swaps, why she loves being with two men at the same time so much, her DP and DVP experiences and why she’s now a size queen, the stranger sex she had a hotel and exactly what went down, how she stays safe, who she tells and doesn’t tell about her lifestyle, why it works for them and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of Johnny and Amanda + anonymous pics of most of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confess while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Okay, I have picks of Amanda and Johnny and you're going to hear from them both.
First you hear from Johnny, then you hear from Amanda. I did that. I did them that way.
She wasn't available to speak at the same time he was. So I'm like, I'll get his story,
but because she was interested in calling in tune, and I know that everybody loves to hear from the girls,
I decided to get Amanda on after. So Johnny first talks about.
their open-cock hot-wife scenario that they have. He talks about how it started. Their first
MMF threason they had, it was with her tattoo artist guy. They flew him out. They all had a
fucking threesome and then he stayed for days. Okay. And then they did full swaps with him and a
girlfriend and they talked about, at least he talked about it, and also Amanda expanded on the fact
that when she saw him with another girl, she was not down for it. Okay, she wasn't into it. She's not into women. She's not into seeing. She explains why. Johnny's okay with that because his thing is he has no jealousy, zero jealousy. He loves nothing more than to see Amanda with other dudes. And she loves it too. And they set up some hot scenarios. Okay. Like she sees guys without him. She videotapes them. She audiotapes, tapes it. She sends it.
him she sees guys at the house while he's at work and over time what they're into and what they do
has totally evolved i mean right now as of now and it's not how it started out he is very much like
a cuck i mean he doesn't do the whole humiliation thing but he is very into her being with guys
who are way bigger than him and she's into it too she talks about how she because i asked her like
are you a size queen she's like i am now after all the guys she's been with she's
does talk about a threesome that she had before johnny before she met him that was her first
threesome with two guys okay but then she does talk about how they started how she felt the first
time that he put it out there because she didn't really trust it like anybody would wouldn't trust it
you know is it a fucking trap like is your guy really going to be happy seeing you with someone else
because she didn't like seeing him with someone else but uh so you know we talk about i talk about that
with her. She talks about what she's into and what her type is. He also talks about what he's looking
for. And like I said, it has a lot to do with like guys being bigger and better than him. They've done
DP. They've done DVP. He told me about the DP, but then, of course, I asked her more questions about
it. And she talked about like a situation where she had DVP too. She talks about what's on her
bucket list and it starts with a gang and it ends with the bang. And it's a,
Gang, bang.
I'm trying to do more than two guys.
Did I say yet that they love reclaiming sacks?
And he loves to be the cleaning guy, clean up guy.
And she loves nothing more than to do all these things.
The more it turns him on, the more it turns her on.
She's totally into all of that.
She believes that opening up their marriage has made their relationship stronger.
They've been doing this for a long time.
They're on very solid ground.
they're very open with each other about everything.
They were open with me about everything.
And like I said, the way this is going to go down is first.
You're going to hear from Johnny and he gives a great bigger picture,
but with some great details, okay, and some hot stories.
And then Amanda comes on and she gives me her side of the story
as well as more interesting details.
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But I'm going to be right back on with Johnny first and then Amanda.
Hi, Johnny of Johnny and Amanda.
I'm going to have you on first.
I'm going to talk to Johnny first.
And then I'm going to have Amanda on separately.
You are a married, hot wife, cuckled couple.
I'm going to hear from your wife after I hear from you.
But you're going to give me basically the whole story.
And then I'm sure I'll have questions for Amanda too.
So now you guys have been doing this for over like 15 years,
or have you been married for 15 years and this is something new?
What's your guy's story?
We've been married for 15 years and we got into what we thought was going to be just some MFM threesomes
about three years into our marriage.
We had previous to our marriage, we were both fairly sexual people.
We had both been involved in threesomes in the past.
and we thought we'd like to try and spice it up a little bit more.
I mean, we've always had a fantastic sex life,
but we wanted to bring somebody else into the bedroom.
And she wasn't totally keen on another girl, and I was fine with that.
I'd been in several MFF three since prior to that,
and I was totally cool with her, you know, being with another guy.
So that's kind of what prompted it, what started it, I guess you could say.
Yeah, you know what's so interesting.
when I wasn't sucked into this world of mine that I'm in now where I hear everybody's secret confessions
and lived in like the regular world, I really always assumed.
And I think the word on the street is that the threesome with two women is every guy's top of the mountain.
But what I found through talking to people is I think it's the opposite.
I think more guys are into the MMF threesome as far as what I've seen on my show.
Yeah, I would agree.
Something about seeing my wife receive pleasure, even just watching or being involved.
Like we've done quite a few different scenarios.
So, I mean, I guess what started the whole scenario is we talked about a threesome.
And it took Amanda probably a year or two to find, like I said, well, tell you what, you find a candidate you want to have in the bedroom with us.
And as long as I'm cool with him, then we'll do that.
It took her some time to find the right person.
It ended up actually being our tattoo artist.
No way.
Yeah, she was very open with him when she was getting tattoos and stuff.
And, you know, you get a six or seven or eight hour long tattoo and you kind of talk about everything.
So they chatted quite a bit about sex and that kind of stuff.
She always seems to get turned on when she gets tattooed.
So that helps too.
So she was texting with me while she was being tattooed.
She was in Las Vegas getting a tattoo.
I was back at home and she was texting me saying, you know, like, this guy might be the right guy.
And I was like, well, just ask him.
I mean, see if he, see if he's down for it.
And we'll figure out how we can, how we can all connect somehow.
And we set up the, we set, we decided to set up a meeting.
We actually flew him from Vegas to our hometown because we're in a fairly small hometown in, in the rural area.
And we decided to fly him up and we would do some tattooing.
and we would see if we could make this threesome happen.
And that's where the whole hot wife thing came in.
I was working, so I wasn't able to go to the airport with her to pick him up.
And the airport is about four hours from our home.
So she had quite a drive to go to the airport to pick him up and then quite a drive home.
And I kind of in the back of my head because there's been a lot of chit-chat back and forth
and videos set back and forth between us before we all met,
I kind of thought in the back of my head that he,
this guy's probably going to try something.
And I was kind of like,
this was before I really even knew what hot wiping was,
but I was kind of into it.
I was like,
you know,
it'd be cool if he tried something when I wasn't there.
And she's,
she never thought,
like I said,
you know,
if you try something,
see where it goes.
And she's like,
he's not going to do anything.
And in the back of my head,
I was like,
he's a guy.
He's definitely going to do something.
And my wife's pretty easy to look at.
She's tall and big-breasted and covered in tattoos.
And she's easy on the eyes.
So I suspected when I sent her to go pick him up that maybe he'd try something.
And coincidentally, on the way home, there was a big storm,
and they ended up having to stop at a small town on the way home.
And she texted me and said, it's really bad out here.
I wonder if I should get a hotel room.
And I said, yeah, get one hotel room.
And she was like, no, we'll get two.
And I'm like, no, I just get one and see what happens.
Wow.
So they stopped at this small town, got a hotel room.
And pretty much as soon as they walked in the door, he was basically all over.
And they had a pretty good night.
I obviously, I didn't know what was going on at the time before we had really done anything like this.
And so she had a great time with him.
and they fucked in all the ways you can fuck.
And, you know, he, you know, fucked her in the ass.
And, you know, basically everything,
they had a really exciting night.
And then they made their way all the way home the next day.
And unbeknownst to me, this had happened.
She had still told me that this had happened.
Anyway, they got to our house, and she kind of let on that something might have happened.
And, you know, we sat around and had drinks.
and I think we might have got a little bit of tattoo work done that night,
and then we had some more drinks.
And before I know it, we're getting her naked.
And I'm kind of watching him, you know, go after her.
We move our way to the bedroom, and she goes down on him right away,
and I'm kind of watching this in awe.
I can't believe it's actually happening.
And I don't know, we had probably two or three hour long session that night,
and I didn't know what we were going to try, but I mean, we did dual penetration, you know,
we did spit roasting.
We did all the things that you'd expect a male, female male threesome to do.
So he stayed with us for a week, so we pretty much did this for almost four nights in a row.
We had, you know, basically threesomes the whole time.
And when I went to work during the day, they fucked a couple of times.
of times when I was at work and I come home and, you know, she'd take me the bedroom and tell
me all about it and stuff like that. So I didn't realize how turned on I was until here we are
into it. I'm like, you know, I love it when she gets fucked and I'm not there and then she tells me
about it. And we've kind of evolved from that and tried a lot of different scenarios since that first
get together. I mean, to add to that story, he's come back three or four times and he even actually
brought his girlfriend at the time
one time and stayed with us for
a few weeks and that was our first experience
in the full swap
swinging I guess you could say
that's the one and only woman I've
been with other than my wife since
we got married
it was mostly
it was mostly hot tubs
drinks and then a whole bunch of drunk people
taking it way too far
and me and
Amanda had not talked about any
boundaries or anything that we were okay
with or weren't okay with.
And so we went through a little bit of a
strange rough patch.
Kind of right after that,
it happened with, we had done two nights
with this couple where we had done full swaps.
And I think
she struggled to watch me
with another woman. She felt like
maybe I like fucking the other woman more than I like
fucking her, which I don't know why she'd think that, but
it's definitely not true, but it was
just a whole different scenario.
So anyway, you know, we, we did the one full swap, or the two full swaps, two nights in a row.
And then it was actually strange because it wasn't weird after that.
Like we kind of all decided that we were going to like take it cool for a little bit.
He's been back to see us a couple of times since then.
And nothing more really has gone on the last few times he came back because he has a steady girlfriend now and didn't want to mess with that.
And we didn't want to mess with that.
So after the first couple of encounters with them, I suggested she's a bit of a gym rat.
She goes to the gym all the time.
And, you know, I would always tease her when she was headed off to the gym.
I'd be like, hey, check out the guys.
Tell me if they're going to be there that you think is cute or hot.
And she'd laugh.
And she'd go and she'd text me and she'd be like, hey, there's this one guy that's really cute.
I'm like, well, go talk to them.
Yeah.
She's naturally a flirt.
So it costs pretty easy to her.
that's kind of how the whole hot wife thing
started with us, I guess, and, you know, we've been
doing it for 10 years now.
Wow. Well, listen, the guys
at the gym are like, there's a lot of hot guys
at the gym. I'm a gym girl, and I always
worked out in the back with all the guys, because
I used free weights always. You know, now
more girls do that. Back when I was doing,
nobody was back there except me and all these fucking guys.
And, you know, she probably
met a lot of guys at the gym. Did she?
I mean, did she bring anyone home?
She had, yes.
The next guy after our tattoo artist ended up being a guy that she randomly picked up at the gym and they went for drinks.
And she kind of explained the scenario.
I don't think he really believed her.
Like I think he thought maybe she might have been cheating or something, but she laid it out on the table for him.
And they did go to his house one night after their drinks or after their drinks or whatever they had drinks one night.
He went to her house and they fucked.
She was disappointed.
He was not the performer that, you know, you see this big ripped guy.
Yeah.
You just think he's going to be full of testosterone and a real performer.
And he wasn't.
He was kind of a big flop with him.
So that was when I decided, well, maybe I should start looking.
I told her like, look, I'll go on some websites and stuff like that.
And one of the websites we've used in the past, AFF, Adult Trendfinder,
We put a profile up there and actually got inundated with people.
And it takes a long time to vet these guys and then find out if they want to talk.
And that's kind of how I vet them is I see how much they're interested in talking about what we're into and what we want to do and stuff like that.
Once I kind of qualify a person, I'll kind of hand him off to her and she can carry on the conversation through an app or whatever.
but that's kind of how we've been doing it is I pretty much vet most of the guys, find most of the guys.
And then she decides, yeah, he's good or no, I don't really feel it with him or whatever.
So that's kind of how it's going from there.
Because I know in the first time it took her years to find a guy and it was her tattoo artist.
But after that, once she got into it, was it easier for her to pick out guys that she was into?
Yes.
it was easier for her to, you know, once I kind of, I kind of laid it out and said,
hey, look, imagine you're single and you're maybe just looking for a fling or a guy or
whatever, like, take me out of the equation and just think you're single.
What are you attracted to?
And just go after that, you know, and I know what body type she likes.
I know, like, she likes a person that can carry a conversation.
She's not the type of girl that's just going to say, yeah, I'll come over here else and
fuck you.
Like, that has happened zero times.
Yeah.
You know, she needs to have kind of a little bit of chemistry and maybe a slight emotional connection with the person before she's ready to get naked.
But she has no trouble getting naked once she's determined.
Yeah, this guy's smart and funny and cute and let's fuck.
Oh, my God.
I love that I'm going to talk to her because there's so many questions I want to ask.
But I'm like, oh, she would be better answering that question because I really want to know that first conversation with her tattoo guy, you know.
but what's so great is I will be talking to her,
and I'm going to put that conversation with her right after this conversation
all in the same episode.
So everyone's going to hear more of the story,
some from your viewpoint, some from hers,
which I think is like really interesting, you know.
But what, what, so if she does,
if she has the type of person that wants,
you know, someone that she feels more comfortable with
and there is some chemistry there.
Do you guys typically see the same guy a lot as it,
or do you have some one and done's?
Or is it more so like you?
Yeah, so there's definitely been some one and done.
The first few guys I found on the AFF website,
she would go to another town, have dinner with the guy.
If she was feeling it, you know, they would go back to the hotel and fuck.
And we did that a few times and it was okay.
We ended up, she actually found a guy at the supplement store she goes to.
she found a guy at the supplement store and started chatting him up and that was that was one of the,
that was actually the first guy that she had an ongoing relationship with.
He, he would come over.
When I go to work and the kids were off at school, he would come over and they would fuck all over the place in our house.
And she would send me, the thing that really turns me on is the random pictures or a little audio clip or a video or a video or even
a text about, you know, what she's doing right now.
That was kind of my only requirement with this whole, if you're going to be with other guys.
Basically, I just wanted to feel slightly involved in that she would, she would let me know
what's going on.
If she couldn't let me know exactly what was going on that time, she'd give me a full kind
of text review.
She'd send me.
And as we got more into it, like she was, she was with this guy for probably about three
weeks.
They must have fucked, I don't know, you know, a dozen times.
something like that
in the house and stuff like that.
And she got more into it.
She sent me a four-minute-long video of him fucking her in the ass.
Wow.
Which was like mind-blown.
Like, I'm sitting at my office in town and I'm looking at this on my, I'm just like
so hard and so horny for what's going on.
So that's happened a few times.
You know, and I guess probably over the course of seven or eight.
years.
She had been with multiple guys, sometimes just one and done.
Sometimes she would have like a, you know, a two or three week long scenario.
She's had to cut a couple of them off because the guys were kind of essentially falling
in love with her and like thinking that they're, you know, they're going to take her away
from me and stuff like that.
And we're so secure in our relationship and so in love.
We both know that like we're able to separate sex and love pretty.
easily.
And some of the guys really started to get attached.
So she had to cut off a few of them.
One of the guys she used to go see was a power lifter from the gym she had met.
And he had a girlfriend, but he wasn't really into the girl.
So he's like, yeah, you know, so they would fuck during the day.
And she would send me videos and texts.
And, you know, I don't know, I probably have a, my phone library of her
excapades is pretty impressive.
There's an awful lot of videos and texts.
She's sent me over the years.
But she's had to cut off some of the relationships because they get clingy.
Sometimes it's just sex isn't as good as she hoped it to be.
And then logistically, we're very far from any large cities.
So she's got a couple of guys that she will see, like, she'll go a couple of years
of seeing a guy.
And then, like, actually, we were in a city here for our anniversary, our 15th anniversary.
and we hooked up with a guy she hadn't been with in six years.
She was with him by herself.
The first time, I wasn't around.
And then this time we did a dual penetration, male, female, male.
And, yeah, it was a lot of fun.
That was our anniversary present, I guess.
Oh, wow.
Now, have you ever cross swords?
Like, do you cross swords?
Do you do anything with guys?
Have you ever done anything like that?
I'm definitely straight.
But I definitely don't have any trouble.
I mean, we've probably done dual vaginal penetration.
I don't know, probably six or seven times.
I have no trouble with another guy there.
And I guess that's part of the more of the story.
In the last couple of years, I've kind of got more into this cock holding kind of thing
where she'll go out with a guy that, you know, it goes really well.
you know she maybe meets him three or four times gets really comfortable with him and you know she's
come home after having sex with him still with him inside her and she'll come home and i'll be in bed
and she'll crawl up on my face right away and and you know make me get her off like that with his com still
in her so that's become something that i didn't think i would ever be into but just how naughty it is
and and how intimate i guess it is it's become something that really turns me on
So we've started to do that.
And we've had a few MFMs where, like, I've been on the bottom.
We've been in, like, a 69 position.
I've been on the bottom.
And he's been fucking her from behind right in front of my face and stuff like that.
Yeah.
You know, until he comes and then I'll clean her or whatever.
So it's been something that's not something that I thought I was into.
And I still feel as though I'm definitely a straight male.
There's no question about that.
But I have no trouble with, you know, a guy's dick hitting me.
in my face or something silly like that, right?
Yeah, crossing source. That's what guys
call it. Exactly. Yeah.
Yeah, that's interesting that, because I think
that they call it like reclaiming sex and a lot
of people that are into cuckolding or
hot wiping. That's a big part
of it. That could be a big turn on to
someone. And it's interesting that it has
you're still being introduced to new things that you wouldn't
have thought you would be into.
Even the hot wiping thing in the beginning. I mean,
it started off where you were going to be there.
Like you didn't even realize
so much that you were going to be so into the fact of her doing it without you there, right?
Yeah, exactly.
I think that she would prefer, like, I know she prefers when I'm there.
She likes two guys at once for sure.
Like we've talked about maybe even more guys at once that logistically is very difficult
because she's very picky and it's hard to find multiple guys that are open with crossing swords or whatever.
So we haven't made it happen yet, but we've talked about it on multiple occasions and we're both open to something like that.
So I think that'll probably develop down the future too.
Like the cuck holding reclaiming sex stuff, that's kind of in the last three or four years just started to happen.
And now more and more like, you know, she wants to go, she wants to get fucked and filled and then come back to me full of another guy's come.
And then we either fuck or I clean her or whatever the scenario may be.
So she's she finds it almost as hot as I do.
I think she maybe doesn't want.
I guess she knows how much I enjoy it.
That's why she enjoys it.
Or she might enjoy it too.
You know, it's very dirty, naughty, like you said.
I mean, that could be hot.
And especially when I think when you push,
the more you push boundaries and the more things you do,
then sometimes, you know, you need something a little bit more.
You know, once you start fucking other people and your husband knows,
and that's like you think that's the dirtiest thing and it's so hot.
But after you do it a long time,
okay, like, what's the next thing, you know, to get that sort of fix of, oh, this is so hot and dirty.
You know, so.
And that's what it feels like.
It feels like this relationship continues to evolve and like the gangbang fantasy scenario might be a little bit more of mine, but she's like, you know, if it was a right two or three guys, I, she'd totally be into it, right?
Like, yeah.
If we can find the right candidates, I mean, she, she loves sex and she's become a bit of a size queen.
loves a big guy, not only physically big, but like with a big dick.
And, you know, she's not a marathon sex girl.
So, you know, the three or four hour sessions, she's not so much into, but she's totally
into a guy, you know, a guy with a 10-inch cock, talking to her, you know, for a couple
hours.
She's like, she loves that.
Right.
Now, do you have a preference?
Because I'm going to get all her specifics from her.
Like I said, I'm so excited that I'm going to be talking to her.
and people are going to get instant gratification because they're going to hear from her next.
But, you know, what is, do you have something that you look for when you're vetting the guys?
Do you have any kind of preferences yourself?
Well, I know that she's into, like, actually, yeah, I do.
I like guys that are even more, you know, of an aggressive, dominant male than I am.
Like, I can be dominant, but I almost prefer.
being a bit submissive. I love it when she comes home and like doesn't say a word and just
crawls up on my face and like she's kind of orchestrating the whole scenario. Like yeah,
that's probably the biggest thing for me. I love that. So when I when I'm looking for a guy for her,
first things first, I know she's into big guys with muscles. So that's, you know,
fairly straightforward to find. I know that, you know, the kind of the kind of guy she's looking
for in the face, you know, in his face, the facial looks and stuff like that. And then when I start to talk to them,
I get more into, you know, is this guy, is this guy just a dip shit from the gym or is, you know, is he intelligent?
Like, she likes conversation and a funny guy and stuff like that.
So an intelligent guy, a bigger guy, and I definitely immediately, like, one of my first questions is how big is your cock.
Like, she's a bit of a size queen.
Yeah.
So I know that, I know what she's looking for.
So let's see it.
And, you know, can you go multiple times?
Are you a big comer? Can you come back to back?
Like, try and set her up with a really dominant, aggressive male that's bigger than me and more aggressive than me.
So she can kind of get her, she loves to be, she's a tall woman.
She's 5'10, you know, 160 pounds.
So she's not a little girl.
So, you know, she likes to be with a guy that can throw her around.
And I'm 510 and 200 pounds.
So, you know, I can hold my own, but a guy that's like she was with a power lifter that was 6'2 and 275.
pounds and the dead left 800 pounds.
She loved the way how big he was and how he was able to just kind of throw her around.
She loves being taken by a man, I guess.
Yeah, for sure, because as a woman, it's just going to make you feel more like a woman.
And if you're a bigger woman like that, a lot of guys don't make you feel that way because
you're just physically bigger and stronger, you know?
So, of course, she's going to be down for that.
Now, I know that a lot of other cucks have felt this way, and I'm wondering if for you
it's a thing.
I don't know how big your dick is, but do you prefer that they have bigger dicks than you?
I mean, is that a part of it or no?
Yeah, 100%.
I always prefer a guy to have a much bigger cough than I do.
I'm pretty good.
I'm just right around just a little bit shy of eight inches and I would say a pretty decent girth.
So it's a little hard to find her.
But I definitely love, like she loves being stretched.
I love the feeling of her pussy when she comes home after she's been with a bigger guy.
Or if I'm there and she's been with a bigger guy and I fuck her right after and she'll say things like I can hardly feel you.
Like that's such a turn on to me for whatever reason.
Isn't that fascinating?
That's fascinating to me because it is the antithesis of what you think any guy would want or think, you know?
100%.
You know, like I've never been a jealous person.
I love that she flirts.
I wish she'd do it more to tell you the honest truth.
But, you know, we have three kids in busy lives and I own a business and she's a home to.
schooler. So, you know, we've got lots of things going on, so it's tough to
to always make this happen. But I try my best to
find the right candidates and try and set up. A lot of times we have to travel
to make that work and stuff like that. But yeah, it's weird how
much I love her being with a, I guess I could say,
I'm a more manly man than me, a more dominant man to me, a bigger man,
somebody that can fuck better. Like I keep telling her all the time, I'm like,
I am trying to find you a guy that can give you way more orgasms than I can.
I want a guy that could fuck you better than I can.
Yeah.
One with a dick that feels better than mine.
And that's weird, I think, for a lot of people.
But for me, it's such a turn-on to know that she's being pleasureed by a guy that I can't compare to.
Yeah, let me tell you, that is a true cuck there.
I mean, you're not that much.
It doesn't sound like, but maybe it, I don't know, you tell me.
But it doesn't sound like you have so much the, oh, you want to be completely humiliated.
But you do like for him to be bigger, better.
you do want that aspect to it that is a lot of times a part of a cuckled experience, a true cuckold.
And as we as we enter this cuckold thing, I find like I do more research on it and I find more things that I think I would be more into.
Like what?
Well, I mean, I've always wanted to be on the bottom in a 69 with her and then have the guy.
finish in her and then pull out and then she just sits directly on my face.
Like that,
that for me is like the hugest turn on.
Just recently,
um,
I got a,
uh,
a chastity cage,
which we've played with a little bit,
um,
something that I never,
ever thought like the humiliation portion of it,
like where she calls me a useless cissy or something like that,
we're not into that.
Yeah.
But,
but I,
but recently I have kind of revisited some of the guys she's been with some of the
bigger guys and,
you know,
I've had,
I've had,
intimate conversations were like,
like,
I want her to tell me his dick
was way better than mine,
and she still struggles to like hurt.
I don't want to hurt my feelings,
but she's starting to open up to the fact,
like there was this one guy she was with a couple of times.
She's like,
his cock was amazing.
Like it wasn't the longest,
but it was so thick and it was so much bigger than yours.
And,
and yeah,
I came harder with his cock than I do with yours.
And that was like a huge turn on to me.
So that's something that,
that we've kind of started to do.
And then one of the last times we had, well, I thought it was going to be an MFF,
but essentially this one was pretty hot.
I set it all up.
I found a guy in a city.
We had to go to the city and get a hotel room.
And I blindfolded her, and she knew there was a guy coming, but I blindfolded her.
She was naked on the bed, and he come up to the room, and I let him in.
And she had me in a chastity cage.
I'm caged watching this.
And he comes in and like he's nine and a half inches.
He's like six foot four, two hundred and forty or fifty pounds.
And he's got nine and a half inch cock.
And he,
you know, he goes over to the bed and pulls his dick out and, you know,
gets her to put her hand on it.
She starts rubbing him.
And you can tell like her look, like just her body language,
she was like, oh my God, this is going to be amazing.
And so I watched this guy destroy her for like a half an hour.
And then she knew I wanted, I wanted him to come in her.
And so as he was getting close, she'd already come three or four times by this point.
And as he was getting close, he said, I'm going to come in your pussy.
And she's like, yeah, come in my pussy.
And he came in her.
And I'm still in my cage.
And I'm watching all this, like in disbelief.
I can't believe it's happening in front of my face.
Yeah.
And then I get on the bed and she straddles me.
And the guy takes a video of me cleaning her.
And then she ended up taking a cage off and I got to fuck her afterwards.
And he filmed it.
And I probably, I was so excited and turned on.
I probably only lasted, you know, three or four minutes.
But she had caught me.
She commented as I was fucking her.
I said, you're so loose.
And she's like, I can hardly feel you.
And I basically just sent me over the edge.
Wow.
You know, I pulled out and came all over.
And that was like one of the craziest ones we've done so far, for me anyways,
like kind of checking a lot of the cuck holding boxes, I guess.
Yeah, it's super extreme from where you came from and where you started.
I'm sure that guy that was like, you know,
when you were setting up the MMF threesome,
if you would have thought this was something that you would be doing or into,
you probably would have been like, no way.
But you open that Pandora's box and look what happened.
It's interesting to me,
how it has evolved because it sounds like it's interesting to you.
And I totally, I can't wait to start to your wife about how, you know, she, you tell her,
oh, tell me that his dick is bigger and she still feels like, are you positive?
I just think it's just such the antithesis of what you feel like somebody else would want,
especially if it's not how you feel, you know, like she's not into seeing you with other women,
correct still?
Right, right.
Yeah, she's not into me seeing me with other women.
We've talked, like, we've visited a couple of,
of Swinger, well, we went to one
Swinger hangout
and with a couple of other couples
and I didn't know if anything was going to happen.
We really had, like,
I knew that she wasn't keen on me being with another woman.
So we all ended up just fucking kind of side by side
in this big room, which was fun.
It was different.
And I think that we'll probably
progressively open up more and maybe we will have
maybe some full swaps.
Maybe we will have another woman.
But it's not what it's about for me.
Honestly, I could care less.
I get off on seeing her pleasured.
So if it was a woman that could get her off,
then I guess I'd be into that.
But I know how much she likes to stick,
and it gets her off.
And the bigger, the better, the more dominant,
the hotter it is for me.
I love seeing her pleasured or like some of the hottest stuff.
She dated this one guy for probably six or seven months.
I found him on Ashley Madison,
actually and he was in kind of a bit of a failed marriage his his wife was turning into a lesbian i think
and and anyway she went went on this date with him things went well so they had a second date and
uh he she ended up fucking him in in his truck and they probably did that six or seven times he
he fucked her in his truck and she would turn her phone on and hit the audio record so she would
record the whole audio of this 20 or 30 minute long get together and then she would send me a text
recap of what happened and I was so I would have this text recap of what they did and then this audio
to go along with it and wow so I could listen to this 30 minute long you know hearing her
hearing her with him like he was quite large too he was a nine inch guy wasn't a big guy but
he had a big cock and she really really enjoyed him um so yeah like listening to him
fuck her for 30 minutes in the back of a, you know, listening to her come and stuff like that.
Like I can tell, like, you know, it's been 15 years.
I can tell when she's going to come.
I can tell how hard she's coming.
And, I mean, she really liked this guy.
So it was a super turn-on to get all the audio from that.
And they had probably a dozen, no, half a dozen hotel dates where she'd stay overnight with him.
And then I'd come back.
He'd leave for work in the morning.
And I would call in, I'm not coming in in the morning.
and I would go see her right after they had had sex.
And we'd have sex in the hotel room.
Wow.
So.
Yeah.
I mean, first of all, let me ask you a question.
Are you guys going to be sending me in some anonymous picks for my Patreon?
Because people are going to want to put some, like, people to these stories.
Yeah.
Definitely I can do that.
Yeah, I love that.
So listen, I cannot wait to talk to Amanda.
Okay.
I want her.
She needs to expand.
I'm going to have all my questions.
I'm saving all my questions for her because.
But I love this whole recap you gave me and everything you told me.
I mean, this is like a wild story.
It's interesting.
I mean, I could talk to so many different couples that open up their relationships,
even someone that's like, oh, I'm a cuckled and a hot wife.
And everyone's going to be different, you know?
And I think that your story is super interesting because of how much it has evolved.
And like I said, I can't wait to talk to Amanda and hear some of the details and get more specific with her.
So I'm going to be right back on with Amanda.
Okay, hey Amanda.
Welcome to the strictly-known-in-in-in-in-it-up podcast.
I just talked to your husband, Johnny.
Those are your fake names.
You know that we're calling him Johnny.
We're calling you Amanda.
So listen, we just heard Johnny gave, he was a very good storyteller.
He gave a very great big picture story.
He got into some details.
And I remember like the first question I was thinking that I wanted to ask you was like,
how did that first conversation go with the tattoo artist?
Because like, you know, what he explained was you guys both decided you were going to do a
threesome.
You didn't want to do it with a woman.
You want to do it with the man.
And it took you a long time to figure out who that guy was going to be like years.
And then all of a sudden you're like getting a tattoo one day.
And somehow the conversation comes up and you get your tattoo artist down for the threesome.
How did that.
exact conversation go down?
Well, it was a while ago, so I don't remember it exactly, but we, he's very, like, forward.
So he just will ask me whatever questions that he's wondering about.
So he just flat out asked me if I've ever had a threesome before while I was getting
tattooed.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Right?
You're sitting there for hours.
So, yeah.
Yeah.
You tend to talk about everything when you're sitting there for that long.
Yeah, he just asked me if I've had a threesome and I told them that I had.
So, of course, he asked if it was male, like two males or one female and another guy or, but it was two guys.
And I was more into that than a threesome with a girl.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Oh, so he wasn't the first one.
I thought he said that the tattoo guy was the first one.
I didn't realize there was Zoe.
In our marriage.
Oh, I didn't know that.
Okay, so explain that to me.
So that was when I was a bit younger.
So I used to work in a bar and I was out one night after work.
And I actually just met these two guys.
And we ended up going downtown.
And one of them started hitting on me in the car, and then we ended up having sex outside on a stair set in the middle of the city.
With both guys?
Yeah.
Outside, in public.
Yes.
Like a drunken scenario.
I was not drunk.
Oh, okay.
You're just working in the bar.
You weren't drinking.
I know when I worked on board, I always got fucking wasted.
But, you know, I don't drink anymore.
That's because I think I had an issue with alcohol.
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
So you just randomly, like, were down for sex that night.
I mean, it just kind of popped up and you went with it.
Yeah.
I'm a very spur of the moment kind of girl.
Yeah, I love that.
So did you see those guys ever again?
Or was that a one and done?
And then the next time was with your guy?
yeah yeah that was a woman done i don't even remember names or anything um just had fun and then
went home then well so then we jump back to that story so you that guy asked you have you ever had a
threesome you're like yeah it's that threesome with those two guys out in public and then how does it
get to the point where you're like well by the way me and my husband are looking for somebody
well i never actually talked to him about that i honestly think that
they talked without me and had this plan of what was going to happen.
And when it did happen, I thought it was a spur of the moment thing more so.
And Johnny, I guess, kind of knew all along what was going to happen when this tattoo guy came to visit.
Right, because you flew him out.
Now, you must have given him the heads up that.
you were interested in if there was going to be a threesome, you'd do it with this tattoo guy.
Because I know that what he said was that it was like a long time went by before he got the green light,
even though you guys had decided.
So you knew that you were attracted to this guy?
Yeah, I did.
And I guess at first I thought maybe all of this talking, like,
was just talk between Johnny and I.
Yeah.
And I wasn't sure if it would amount to anything.
Because you always worry.
You don't want to someone to be like,
oh, yeah, we should do this.
And then they regret it after.
Yeah.
So I always had that hesitation, which is why it took so long.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.
Did you have any hesitations about it?
Like on your end, like when you're saying,
when you're saying, oh, I don't want anyone to have a,
you know, bad feelings about it.
it is that you and your husband is it the tattoo guy I mean whose feelings were you
considering at that point my husband right you always worry yeah right yeah especially because
listen later down the line your husband's like oh tell me that he's got a bigger dick than me like
he really wants that even though your husband's not small to begin with but he likes him to be even
bigger right so it's like yeah it's hard to believe that that's true it is it's a tough it's a tough
build a swallow and like a tough thing to wrap your head around at first because you're like are
they serious or is this a trap is this a trap exactly i totally and the last person you ever want to
hurt is your spouse right so yeah and you could never take that back no exactly you know i was terrified
yeah yeah yeah i mean because listen some people i i do believe
believe that there are some people out there that do that fucked up shit where they try to get you
to say something, but they're coming from a different way, right?
Yeah, like it's a test.
Yeah, it's a test to see if you would say that because he's nervous that that's the truth.
And then you say it.
And then he's like, fuck, I caught you.
You don't fucking like my dick.
And now, you know, you can never, like I said, get past that.
And it's the end of your relationship.
So I could totally see why it would be so hard to trust that scenario, especially with your,
because he's your husband.
Exactly.
And I've had bad relationships before where there's major jealousy, which I was used to for years, right?
And then Johnny doesn't have a, like, at all, no jealousy in his entire body.
Yeah.
Interesting, right?
Yeah.
So that's a hard transition to go from a super jealous boyfriend.
to a completely non-jalous husband.
Yeah, and like I said, same thing with the trust.
You wouldn't necessarily believe it or buy it at first
because you're not used to it at all.
Yeah.
It's very foreign to you.
Yeah, exactly.
And now how long had you been married again?
I forget.
Like, how long was it when you guys first decided to hook up with that first guy,
which was the tattoo guy?
So we've been married for 15 years now.
Mm-hmm.
And that was about, I would say,
three years in. Right. Now, how was that first experience for you? Were you nervous still at that
point, too? Because here you are, a girl who had a past of guys being super jealous and now you're
going to like fuck a guy in front of your guy. Well, starting off, like I would say, the first
like couple minutes was I was a little bit worried. But then I kind of just get in the moment. And then
that all goes away.
Yeah, I think when you get really horny,
it's kind of like being drunk.
You're not in like reality, you know?
So you probably, the first couple of minutes,
you're still straight.
And then the minute you start to get turned on,
you're in that horny, drunken state.
So you're not fucking thinking about it.
You're just into it.
So it was a very hot experience having those two guys.
Was that something that you really enjoyed?
I do.
I love having two guys at the same time.
It's actually one of my,
favorite things. Really? I know he told me you did two, you did like a DPs. I just had someone's talking
about DVPs where it's two dicks and one vagina, but the DPs is different. You've done DPs a lot too,
right? What guys like he said a bunch of times? Yeah. Yep. Those are interesting. They're fun.
They're, both guys have to be super comfortable because they're pretty close, but it usually, it's
worked out every time. And I love it because I honestly just like all the attention on me. It's
kind of nice. Yeah, right now, do you have a type? I know that for your guy. He goes looking for the guys
a lot of the times, right? And he knows that he's looking for someone that's bigger than him and better
and that kind of thing. Like he really wants to see you having a good time. Do you have a type?
Yeah. I know you're a size queen. I am.
Well, now I am.
I wasn't before.
Oh, that's so funny.
You mean because you've had so many guys now you are.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, well, when you've had like a pick, right, of different sizes and shapes and all that kind of stuff, you kind of stuff, you kind of have your favorite body type and dick size and all that kind of stuff.
My type, I like, like, like, fit guys.
Right.
Because you're a gym person.
I am.
Yeah.
So I take care of myself, so I in turn look for that.
Right.
Because it's sexier, I think.
Like if people take care of themselves, that's really hot.
And they have to be like intellectual.
They have to be able to carry a conversation.
Because if they're dumb, I can't talk to them.
And then it's a turnoff.
Yeah, totally.
I think most women have that, right?
Yeah.
You know?
What about, like, I know that you did a full swap with that tattoo guy.
Eventually he brought in a girlfriend of his, and there was a full swap.
And you did.
You weren't into seeing him with another girl, right?
No, that was really hard for me.
Yeah.
I'm not sure why.
It makes, I don't know, it makes me feel terrible inside.
I just don't like it.
That's okay.
Yeah, but I mean, I think it's important.
It's great that you were able, you guys were able, you know, you put that out there.
He was like, okay, and you were able to move on from that.
I mean, know, know, it sounds a lot easier than done.
And I think a lot of people sometimes hide a lot of who they are and how they feel
because they're afraid it makes them look weak or whatever.
And even like you, when you're saying it, you're like, oh, I don't know why.
I mean, because that's just how you fucking felt.
And most people would understand that, you know.
That's true.
He's the more abnormal one in this situation that he has zero jealousy, you know, seeing the woman he loves with somebody else.
Like, that's the thing that's more perplexing, you know.
But yet you're the one saying, I don't know why I found it hard to see my husband fucking somebody else.
It's like, duh.
Yeah.
You know.
Yep.
And so you've never been with girls or hot.
That's not a thing that you're into.
strictly, dickly, like totally into two guys, that's your thing?
Yeah.
Yeah, I like that one time the full swap with a girl.
It wasn't my favorite thing.
Right, right.
I'm not attracted to girls.
I like dick.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So, yeah.
And now I know that, like, he had some really, you know, hot scenario where he was like,
oh, she would meet this guy and she would turn on like the, you know,
her recorder and record herself having sex and then give me like a play by play.
And I could just imagine how like supercharged and hot that could be if that's what you're
into because you don't have the visual but having just the audio and just the text and allowing
your mind to sort of go there.
Like that's kind of like really hot.
Like now I know why that's hot for him.
He's on the receiving end.
I'm assuming and you tell me is that hot for you too.
that you know you're taping it and your guy's going to listen and he's back home waiting.
Does that make that whole situation supercharged?
It does.
And the main thing for me is to obviously make our relationship stronger,
which sounds strange, but fucking other men.
But it does.
It, like, keeps a variety in our relationship.
And then me recording it and seeing how.
much pleasure he gets from that, that makes it harder for me because I know how important that is
to him and how much that turns him on too. Yeah, well, that's kind of like the cream pie scenario
that you guys mock up. And he was saying that he really loves reclaiming and you getting on top
of them after some guy just came inside of you, whatever. And he was like, I don't know if she likes
it for herself or she's doing that because she sees how much I like it. And I was like, no, she probably
likes it herself because, you know, she's been there, done everything else.
Maybe this is just another hot thing.
Yeah.
A big part of it for you is how much he's turned on by it and you're pleasing him.
Yes.
That's a big part of it.
I also enjoy it, but like my main thing is I love making him happy and I just love it.
It turns me on more when he's really turned on.
So it just works.
Yeah.
I mean, it's, it's, it's.
interesting because your guy, like, how do you feel about him becoming a little bit more of a
cuck as time has gone by? I mean, because he didn't really start out that way. And you guys didn't
really, I mean, I asked him this. Like, I was like, oh, were you super surprised? Because here you were
a couple that was just thinking you're going to have a threesome with a guy. And now you're like doing
chastity. And, you know, he's watching it. He wants guys with big dicks fucking you. You know,
it's like gone in a direction that he was even surprised it went to. You know, I mean, were you
surprise of where you guys are or where you wound up? Yeah, it's different and I, I love it, but I love that we're
always evolving. Yeah. Trying new things and we're not afraid to try new things with each other
or we're never afraid to tell each other our fantasies and things we would love to try or do,
no matter how strange we may think they are.
Yeah, it's full transparency.
How amazing.
I mean, I think that that's everybody's dream,
but everybody's biggest fear is to really put themselves out there
because there's nothing more scarier than that
than someone's saying like, ew, or what the fuck are you into?
You know?
But you and him, you're super open.
I mean, what is on your bucket list
or your fantasy to do next?
Well, we've been talking lately, actually, about bringing in a couple more guys.
Like, maybe I'll have three guys once, maybe more eventually.
Gang, bang. Do I hear you saying gang, bang?
Yes, possibly a gang bang.
It's hard to, like, where we're located, it's quite hard to.
find people. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So we actually have to travel.
Mm-hmm.
So it doesn't happen as often as we would like, but when it does happen, we try and set
up a couple nights worth of fun.
You know, I remember your guy saying that you had a guy that used to come over and see you
while your husband was, and I was like, what about the fucking neighbors?
That's what I'm thinking.
Like what were the neighbors thinking, right?
But you guys live in the middle of no neighbors.
So there's no neighbors wondering that shit.
No.
No neighbors.
But yes, I did have a guy that used to come to the house almost daily.
Mm-hmm.
And I would have sex with him during the day and, like, send my husband pictures and video and stuff like that.
And then that scenario got a little awkward because he fell in love.
with me. Oh, no. I remember that, yeah. To leave my husband and yeah. So that didn't work out.
So what, how would those situations, wait, but how would those situations go that he fell for you?
Was it like you would have sex? And because you do say, you did say, I like these guys to be able to
have a conversation. I mean, would you hang out with him before, after a lot of texting goes on?
I mean, how did he get so whipped? Yeah, like we would talk before and then, yeah, after a bit.
and over text messages.
And I just think I don't, I don't understand it.
Johnny says that I am very naive and I don't realize.
I also think, no, but this is what I think.
I also think sometimes, you know, if I was talking to that guy,
the guy that was coming over your house and fucking some other man's wife.
I mean, he knew the deal.
He knows you're with a husband.
and he knows, you know, you're coming home and this is all for your thing.
He knows you're in love with someone else, but all of a sudden he's copying feelings for you.
Now, if that guy called me, and I've heard from that guy many times before, or girls that are doing the same thing,
fucking a married guy and like, this is the only guy I love and I'm so hooked on him.
And what I would say to that person and what I think is happening in that end is that person is completely unavailable for a real relationship.
And the only person they could really open their heart to is somebody who's safe.
meaning they have a fucking relationship,
meaning it's never going to fucking work out.
You know, so.
Yeah, a lot of times that's what's happening subconsciously.
I've been that person, okay?
I've been that commitment phobe that could get totally down for a situation.
And I think that I'm totally into this person.
But it's only because they're completely unavailable.
If you were completely not with anybody else and he was coming over your house all the time,
probably 10 other girls that wished they would be his girlfriend.
and he was like, I'm not, I'm not looking for anything.
And then he falls in love with the married girl.
You know, I mean, a lot of times that's what's happening.
But whatever, you know.
And maybe it's also because you give good head or because you're so down for sex and they wish.
I mean, listen, a lot of guys listening to you and where you're coming from and how you, you know, you say, like, I just love doing this.
And it's like pleasing my husband and you're totally down for it.
And you're very open about it.
A lot of guys would want a girl like you.
You know, that also could be going.
on, right? Yep. I know your guy's going to send me in like anonymous picks of you too, but let me ask
you a question because I have a guy. I'm going to give him a shout out. He's the YouTuber on my YouTube
and he's always commenting. His name is Howard and he's always, he used to be a psychologist Howard.
He always emails me. I know a lot about him. He's very nice and he's always like, ask your people
about STDs. And I started to do it for him a little bit more. And because, and especially like,
like if you're hearing a couple like you where you have a lot of this reclaiming sex going on and
there's cream pies and you're coming and he's eating it and he loves it, you know.
What do you do to keep yourself safe?
Well, when he talks to these guys at first, we usually will find out if they've been tested.
And I obviously have been and I do all the time just to make sure I'm safe and good
clean and all that kind of stuff.
So we expect the same of them.
Right.
So he's vetting them and that's how you're...
Yeah.
Yes.
And if there's someone that's like he's unsure of, like we won't even bother.
Right.
So it's not like you do that with everybody.
No.
I think that's important to put out there because I always get a lot of judgy people,
fucking judging people, you know?
And I think that if they don't get that kind of information straight from your mouth,
they're going to be like, oh, they do fuck anyone.
I'm without con and it's like you know but it's that's not the case that's what you're saying it's
only like the people that you know because you've had certain conversations with that
they're okay to do that with but it's not everyone yes yeah that's cool now do any of your friends
know about this a couple of them know um and most like the people they do know are my non-judgy
people. Yeah.
I find it very hard to tell certain people just because of their personalities and how I would
be treated if they knew. Yeah. So yeah, we're pretty careful with who knows. Although in
the last year, we're a little less worried about it because I'm kind of at the, I don't
give a fuck stage.
in life
I don't
Yeah
Well I'm not a marriage
How old are you?
I am just turned
40
40
Yeah that's when it starts
That's why I said you're 40
Like that's when you start to be like
I don't give a fuck what people think anymore
You know that's when it starts
Yeah so
That's kind of been my thing in the last year
And I've actually told more people
In the last year
than in the last 12 years.
Right, right. Interesting.
Yeah, because you guys, listen, you said, do the math.
You said you've been married 15 years.
You did it three years in.
So you guys have been doing this for a very long time.
Yeah.
Do you have like a hottest story ever that you could remember or a couple of them?
Like, what is the top of the mountain for you?
Is it when you do a DP?
Is it when you have two, like when you're there, you have them together?
Do you ever see guys separate?
I mean, what is the hottest scenario for you that you could remember?
member? The hottest
I have a couple I guess.
Yeah, tell me. So
as things have evolved
when I first started, we started with the
threesome together
and then I did
like I would go and
fuck a guy on my own.
Yeah. And then I would
come home to my husband.
And then we've kind of evolved
more to he's there
with me, which makes me more
comfortable.
So, a start of the evolving, I slept with this guy, and I know I can't say names, but.
No, just say, you know, make a fake name for him.
Like, he's like, you know, if you met him in a bar, he's a bar guy, bar guy.
Well, I have a fake name for him.
Yeah, okay, give me.
Yeah, I have a fake name for him that my husband and I have called him since the start.
So canine.
K-9?
Okay, I wonder why.
Yeah.
So the hot scenario was I went to the city where he lives.
Mm-hmm.
And I had never met him face to face before.
And I got a hotel room and I told him what room I was in.
And I figured that we would talk for a couple minutes before anything happened.
But as soon as I opened the door when he got there,
he like started kissing me in my neck and then we just ended up having sex and I didn't even talk to him before
yeah kind of like stranger sex I would call it yeah it was but it was super hot and he like we had
texted back and forth for a few weeks before I had met him uh-huh and he did exactly what I said my
fantasy was. Oh, wow. And what was that fantasy? Yeah. Well, I, I like melt when guys kissed me on the
back of my neck. Mm-hmm. So he started with that and then he pushed me up against the wall and we had
sex against the wall and just the whole scenario was super hot. Right. And I actually saw him that one time and I didn't see him
until that was six years ago.
Yeah.
I didn't see him again until this year.
Oh, wow.
How did that come about?
Did he hit you up?
Well, he would text me, I don't know, like randomly, once every three or four months just over the six years.
And we just kind of kept in contact.
And then he found out that I was coming to his city with my husband.
And so we set up a meet.
and I wanted them to meet and see how things went and we ended up having a threesome.
So it was awesome.
Was there a DP with that guy?
There was.
Oh, there you go.
Who was your first DP?
Do you remember that time?
That when that happened?
Or actually, sorry, with him, it was DVP.
Oh, you have done the DVP too.
I don't even know what that fucking was until like a couple months ago because now I just hear it a lot.
Two dicks inside you at the same time.
Yes.
Right.
Says the girl who was like, yeah, you weren't always a size queen,
but how could you not be after all that?
And that happened recently or that was something that was...
Yeah, that was just a few weeks ago, actually.
Wow.
So, and you know, you mentioned early on that, you know,
you do it not just for the variety,
but you wanted to make your relationship.
stronger. Now, has it?
In what way? Explain because I think a lot of people, like I said,
it's for those judgy people. You know, explain to them how
this could actually not only work, but help a marriage.
Well, it helps with communication because you have to be completely
honest with your partner about everything.
Yeah. It makes you
more inclined to tell them your fantasies and things you would
like to try, without fear of them thinking you're weird or whatever.
Yeah.
And it definitely helps out in the bedroom.
Like, if you've been married for 15 years, it's kind of the same-ish stuff.
Yeah.
So to add variety to that is huge.
Yeah, major.
And it makes your sex life so much better.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, totally.
Yeah, those are the main things.
Yeah, no, I know.
And I think that, and I mentioned this before once I was listening to someone else's podcast,
they had Dr. Drew on.
And he was like, oh, that never works in relationships.
But I think that a lot of people just hear the negative aspect or in the relationships
where it doesn't work.
And sometimes it doesn't.
But sometimes it does.
And I like, I like all kinds of stories because I like, I'm a realist and I like to show the real truth.
And the real truth is sometimes it does.
cause an explosion in a relationship and it ruins it and a relationship can't sustain it.
But there's a lot of times, just as many times that it does work and it's okay.
And even some people who have done it and then they got divorced a lot of times are like,
you know, maybe they got divorced for some other reason that didn't have to do with that, you know?
I think everyone just assumes it can't work or it doesn't.
But you guys are doing it 15 years.
Yes.
Right?
I mean, if it wasn't going to work, it wouldn't, it would have, it would have blown up, you know, 10 years ago, right?
Exactly.
Yep.
I mean, because I would assume when you're explaining it to your girlfriends, you know, that's a big part of your explanation.
You know, it's not just all the sex.
Like, you want them to know that this is like something that only has helped your marriage and made it better just so that they don't get, you know, judgy.
I don't know.
Yeah.
Most people that I choose to tell are, well, first their jaws drop because they like don't expect that for me.
Yeah.
And then they're full of like a thousand questions.
Yeah.
So, and they're by the end of my explanation and telling them about our lifestyle, they're always like, oh, I wish my husband was like that.
Wow.
These are girls.
And I, yeah.
Like, I just tell them, like, how do you know he's not?
That's how ours started with a conversation.
Exactly.
It's funny because I just had a girl on Ember who talked all about being a hot wife
and her and her husband have been together a long time and then they opened it up and
she fucks guys on the side, whatever.
And she was saying to me, oh, she's gotten hit up so much from my listeners and so many guys
asking her like how do I get my wife to be like you you know so I just wonder if a couple of those
girlfriends if their husbands are sitting at home secretly listening to my show or Googling hot wife porn
and that's what they're into but they're afraid to say it and your girls are like oh I wish I had that
too because they've been married forever to the same guy they want new dick you know I don't know
but like you said it's communication I mean I think a lot of people don't put that stuff on
the table because of all the reasons that you said in the beginning you know is this a trap
There's a lot. It's loaded.
Yeah, exactly. I, I think most people just don't communicate enough with each other.
Like, I think so many marriages could be saved with a conversation.
If you would look back then when you first met this guy, because you didn't start this until three years in, like, would you, if like someone told you that when you first met, I'm like, oh, you know what you guys are going to be doing 15 years from now?
Would you have believed it?
I mean, were you guys?
because you said your friends are like, oh, they can't believe that you did that.
I mean, I don't know you, but you must exude sort of the opposite vibe.
Is that the same with Johnny?
And were you guys freaky from the start or very vanilla?
I guess that's my quick way of saying.
Well, I guess we're more vanilla at the start.
But things quickly evolved because you get more comfortable with each other.
And he's very good at communicating.
which he had to teach me because my past relationships,
I couldn't ask the questions I wanted to ask
and say the things I wanted to say.
Right.
So he made me more comfortable in my own skin
and comfortable with asking him questions
and things like that where I wasn't before.
Yeah, no.
So he definitely is the one who opened me up to a lot more.
Right, and really had you come into your own.
And yeah, no, I could tell because, I mean,
when he called in, I was like, wow.
I mean, he just did a half of an episode because I wanted to get you on too and just for a little
bit, you know, but he was like at the end, I was like, oh, you did so good.
I mean, he was a very good storyteller in that he told the whole story.
He said enough details, enough big picture, you know, it was just like perfect.
It was great.
But I'm just so happy to have had you on to give the other half and your side of the story.
People are always interested from hearing from the woman as well.
I think maybe I'll have you.
I do a thing now.
It's called Girl Talk.
I'm doing it every other Friday I air episodes.
And I need a girl to rap about Dick Size.
I mean, guys are so obsessed with Dick Size.
Whether they're a guy like you and they wanted to be bigger,
or they don't or they have insecurities.
I don't know.
When I mention anything about Dick Size on any episode,
people will chime in about that one little thing and talk about it for hours that I think
we could really have a whole conversation just about Tick Size with you.
and I'd love to have you back on and talk about more stuff, like when it comes to SCX, because you are super open.
So I'll email you about that, Amanda.
Thank you so much for calling in and telling your story.
Make sure to send me those picks.
I told your guy, like, just anonymous picks that are rated R, not rated X.
I can't tell you the shit that people send me.
I get off the phone and then I see a picture of like them blowing somebody.
I'm like, I can't post that.
I just sent me, like, sexy picks.
All the girls said in, like, lingerie, stuff like that,
but no, like, naked shots or anything, you know, for my Patreon.
But thanks so much.
And then I'll also email you guys about you calling in and to talk about dick size.
It's going to be good.
Okay.
All right.
Thanks, Amanda.
Thanks so much for calling in.
Thank you.
Bye.
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