Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 556 - Fetish Friday: Dean is a Married Cuck Who Digs Wearing Panties, Hooking Up with Guys & More

Episode Date: November 18, 2022

Dean is a married cuck who digs wearing panties, hooking up with guys and more and he called in to talk all about it. When did his panties fetish start? When did he realize he was into cuckolding? And..., when did he start hooking up with guys? Tune in for all the details which include the game he played when he was younger with a male friend that triggered his fetish, who he stole panties from early on, how he found trans porn as a teenager and realized he was into it, how he lost his virginity in a MMF threesome, how he met his wife when she was a stripper and how the cuck in him loved her job, how they started dirty talking and how that led to him admitting his fetish to her and how she reacted, their FFM threesome with her friend , how his wife talked him into him hooking up with a guy, his first experience with a guy on a work trip and exactly what went down, how his wife got him into bottoming by surprising him with butt plugs and a huge strap on, his guy on guy massage that led to his first bottoming experience and a whole lot more. how he went about finding his wife a bull and exactly what went down, what his wife did to make the experience super hot, how the reclaiming sex is the bestsex they’ve ever had, his guy on guy massage that led to his first bottoming experience and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at strictlyanonymouspodcast@gmail.com or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:02:36 You could call me up. I don't air those episodes. Send me an email strictly namas podcast at gmail.com. I'll send you a link to set up. Today is Fetish Fridays. And I have on Dean. Dean was a great storyteller. He's one of those guys that just like had the whole story.
Starting point is 00:02:51 It's chronological. It's great. It's really interesting because Dean has a fetish. we start off talking about that. It's panties and lingerie fetish. He talks about an interesting scenario that happened when he was nine or ten that definitely wired him to be into panties and lingerie. And then he talks about all these other things that happened when he was younger, especially with his step-sister that furthered his lingerie-wearing thing as well as something that him and his wife do now, which is cuckolding.
Starting point is 00:03:27 So there's a lot of stuff that happens early on that he talks about that eventually comes back to the story when you hear about like the progression of him and his wife's vanilla life into a like a cuckolding, open marriage situation where they are doing all kinds of things. I mean, his story is like super interesting. So like I said, we start off talking about his fetish and his early experiences. He does have this crazy step sister that you wouldn't believe the shit that went down with her. He talks about all the places that he stole panties and stuff when he was younger and how he was able to get his rocks off with that. He does then talk about meeting his wife, how they had a vanilla sex life, and how dirty talk, them talking dirty to each other,
Starting point is 00:04:15 led to so much. It led to him admitting that he liked to wear panties. It was kind of like by accident. You'll hear that story. He admitted to her that he had bi-fanties. That's something else that he talks about that happened to him when he was younger when he started to realize that he was into that. He also, then they started pegging.
Starting point is 00:04:36 His wife is super interesting. I mean, you won't believe the things that she has set up for him and how she has done it. She set up the pegging scenario. They started pegging. Then they had a threesome with a woman. And then he joined Tinder. and she helped him like hook up with a guy and he had his first experience really
Starting point is 00:04:58 hooking up with a guy it started out his first experience was a BJ on a work trip and he talks in detail about that and then his wife admitted to wanting to hook up with another guy and then he set that up and he couldn't have loved that whole scenario more he's a total cuck so they love the reclaiming sex she's been with guys they're totally into it um he is eventually on his way to maybe and she's totally into it they have a regular bull that they've hooked up with a couple times they plan on doing even more stuff getting more into the cuck fantasies he talks about it all it's a really interesting story how it all plays out he's really good at telling it so i'm getting he's sent me picks so make sure if you want to see them go to patreon dot com slash strictly anonymous podcast that's patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. All of the links to everything is in the description. I'm going to be right back on with Dean.
Starting point is 00:06:01 Hi, Dean. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Doing all right, Kathy. How about yourself? I'm good. You copped to the fact that you're like all my other callers and you're like sitting in your car and some parking lot.
Starting point is 00:06:14 Ready to divulge all your dirty secrets to me. It's so funny. Seems to be a thing to do. Yeah, I mean, years ago it was only the only thing you found in parking lots were like empty cars or people cheating you know having cheating sex now you have to add in there people calling into my podcast so fun yeah okay so listen dean you are calling in because you do have a cross-dressing fattish but you also mentioned in your email like this whole other story that I feel like is like it could be its own separate thing where your wife kind of caught you and then now you have like
Starting point is 00:06:48 this cuckolding thing going on I mean I don't have any more details than that so you're going to to tell me your whole story, how that kind of ties into the fact that you guys started cuckling. Is that correct? Yes. We actually started it. It's progressing day and day out. Wow. Okay.
Starting point is 00:07:05 So let's start first with your cross-dressing, a fetish. And then, you know, we'll work up to how she caught you and how that led into the cuckolding that you guys are doing now. Because I think that that's interesting. I haven't heard that story before. But let's get into your fetish first. Like when did you realize you like to cross-dressing? Were you or is it full cross-dressing or is it just panties and stuff like that? I mean, what?
Starting point is 00:07:30 It's just like panties and lingerie. I've never been in the makeup and wig sort of thing. I am a very masculine guy. So I probably look pretty foolish with lipstick and a beard. But, uh, right. It's definitely the panties and lingerie stuff. Mm-hmm. And so when did that start for you?
Starting point is 00:07:51 I want to say I was about nine, ten years old, and staying and I was friends, you know, like we do at that age. It was me and one of my friends. I was staying at his house, and we were playing poker. Of course, we didn't know the rules. It was, you know, who had the highest hand. And we kept making silly bets. And one of the bets that I had him to lose was whoever lost had to put on his sister's panties. Wow, that's hilarious.
Starting point is 00:08:18 And, you know, I did it because I lost and I was humiliated. But once I put it on, I thought, you know, this isn't bad. This doesn't feel bad. And actually, you know, they look nice. Wow. And in doing that, I started to, you know, feel things change and he actually noticed it. And I was embarrassed. You know, this is, if not the first, it was probably one.
Starting point is 00:08:48 of the first times I'd gotten an erection. At that young age, you don't know what that is. Yeah, right. And you're getting it in front of your friend while you're wearing his sister's panties. I mean, oh, my God. Now, he was about two years older than me, so, you know, being the older friend he was, he decided, you know, he was going to help me out. And he explained to me, you know, hey, you know, if you mess that thing a little bit,
Starting point is 00:09:10 it feels really good. Mm-hmm. And so he kind of demonstrated, and so I started doing it, and I thought, think that's probably where that whole thing with the painting stuff started. I heard one of your callers in the past. You talked about whatever you're, you first see or what you first get involved in, it kind of keeps on recurring. And I kind of believe that might have been what happened with me. For sure, I think those early things get wired into you, whatever that is, especially if, and you're going to tell me, if you then went home and continued to, when you had an erection to either
Starting point is 00:09:52 try on panties and do it at the same time, you know, to keep recreating that same moment and keep, then that would only further that, you know? Did you follow me through my childhood? No. It seemed like you know how this story is going to go. Yeah, of course. That's how it does go. Exactly.
Starting point is 00:10:10 And that's kind of exactly what I think happened. But going forward, you know, I get back home and, like you said, I started playing around in mom's panty drawer and sisters' panty drawers and things like that, trying on different types, different colors. Always make sure that, you know, I rush them to the laundry basket afterward and tuck them way down deep. You know, the same mistake that all young boys make when they do stuff like that. Let's not wash it. Let's just tuck it in there and hope nobody notices. Yeah. I don't think anybody – nobody ever said anything to me, so I don't know if anything was notice. or not, of course, my mom was not the type that would have said anything anyways.
Starting point is 00:10:46 But, man, fast forward a year or two later, and I found the Holy Grave found Dag's porno mag stash. Oh, wow. That is like hitting the lottery. People nowadays don't understand. We didn't have the Google or, you know, porn hubs. So finding something like that was like hitting the lottery. Oh, yeah.
Starting point is 00:11:07 When you find where that's at, that's your go-to place to second that front door shuts with everybody. and that's where you're headed to. Yeah. But going through those, you know, at first, you guys look through all the Playboys. I was like, hey, this is nice because I do love women 100% and a woman's body is something to be admired. But as I got further down that stack, I got into some more of the hardcore magazines. And I started noticing little ads where you'd call it.
Starting point is 00:11:35 And some of those ads actually had transsexuals in them. Oh, okay. I thought, hold up a minute when I wanted. What is this? This is interesting because they're wearing the stuff that I like to wear. They have kind of the same acquaintance that I have. And I think that kind of got my mind thinking, you know, that might be something I might be interested in. Because, you know, I see other men and I'm like, that guy is handsome, you know,
Starting point is 00:12:00 because I can tell, hey, that's a guy that's going to draw the women and stuff like that. But as far as being attracted to men, that's not my thing. Mm-hmm. But there are parts of the male anatomy that I'm. I am very interested in, which we'll talk about later. Totally, okay. And you get that with the transsexuals. Mm-hmm.
Starting point is 00:12:19 So, yeah, that fueled a lot of intimate moments for me growing up and a lot of desires going through those magazines. And then my dad, you know, my mom and dad were divorced, and he got a girlfriend, and his girlfriend had two daughters that were slightly older than me. Mm-hmm. And I got to peruse their painting drawers when they were gone. And they had a little bit skimpier cuts. You know, they had some string bikinis and thongs and things like that. And I really had a good time with that. But in that, I did get caught by one of my sisters.
Starting point is 00:12:58 Oh, you're kidding. So, yeah, she found a pair of hers in my closet, and I tried to argue that, no, no, no, must have gotten mixed up with the laundry. but she had remembered putting that specific pair back in the drawer right before she left. Right. So what did she tell your mom or her dad? She didn't, but we made a deal that I would be her sleigh going forward. Like, what kind of slave?
Starting point is 00:13:25 Do dishes? Yeah, yeah. It comes time to do dishes. I was the one doing dishes. Smart. I'm sorry. There is no way that girl isn't super successful right now. She's a smart bitch.
Starting point is 00:13:38 A, because she remembered exactly where that thing was. And she didn't let you make her believe that she just, like, forgot. And B, because she made you do all her chores. Oh, my God, I'd high-five her. How smart. Oh, wait until I tell you what else she did to me. Okay. Oh, no.
Starting point is 00:13:57 Well, maybe, okay. So, yeah, that went off for a little while. And from time of time, she would think it was funny to put. put me in a pair of her panty and had me doing things like that. Oh, wow. One time when our parents were gone, it was just me, her, there. She said, I'm going to go out to the pool and swim because we have a little pull out back and say, okay, she's like, well, you ought to come with me.
Starting point is 00:14:23 And this was, she forced me to wear one of her bikinis to go out there. And this is my first time going outside the house wearing anything like that. We had no fence around us. That was a terrifying moment. At that time, I was about 14. I believe. Oh my God. How old was she? She would have been 16 at the time. Okay. So she's, and now is she getting off on, because this is your step sister, right?
Starting point is 00:14:48 Is she getting off on like humiliating you? I think so. I think that's exactly what it was. And, you know, we never, we were close. We were very close, actually, you know, with all this stuff going on. There was at one point of time, shortly after that she was talking she was a very promiscuous young woman and she was talking about all the different partners she'd had all that stuff she asked me if i'd had any and i told her no and she said well you need know how you know what area is to please a woman and so she actually gave me a little anatomy lesson by like showing you her shit yeah she showed me she said so this is where the clit is and you will have to know this oh and she's like you know you women like to be
Starting point is 00:15:36 touched here and here and the entire time, I had a raging erection. Wow. If she just closed her eye for a second, I would have been all, and I could have had a lot more exciting story to tell you had that had happened. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But she didn't go, she didn't, like, cross those boundaries or lines or anything. I mean, do you think she knew what she was doing? Absolutely.
Starting point is 00:15:59 Right. She absolutely knew what she was doing. Right. So there would be times, you know, she'd come home, come home, drunk, climb in her window. and she would holler for me come. She said, help me get my jeans off, help me get my shirt off of us. She knew what she was doing. Oh, yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:15 Yeah, the smart ones. Yeah, she was, yeah, she was twit. She was smart and twisted. But, you know, I think about after, see, shortly after anatomy lesson, maybe five, six months, her, her mom, my dad got divorced, so we kind of didn't see each other for a while. now we actually live in the same small town of about three or four hundred people so we see each other on a regular basis and nothing's ever said but it's awkward after that uh i think the next thing to be talked about is at 17 years old whenever i lost my virginity is actually in a threesome you're kidding how did that happen yeah well uh i got sent away to a boy's home because i was causing a little bit of trouble and every so often they'd let us boys go back to our normal homes on the weekends And one weekend I brought one of my friends home with me from that boy's home. And he was staying there at the house with me and went out to a house party.
Starting point is 00:17:13 And we were at that house party. He noticed one of the girls I used to go to school with. And he kept trying and trying and try and sleep with her. And she wasn't given the time of day. And me being full of liquid courage, having no idea what I was doing, I said, hey, you want me to show you how this is done? He said, sure. So I walked up to her and I said, hey, I'm tired of being around.
Starting point is 00:17:35 the bush let's go fuck right and she said okay and she grabbed me by the arm started dragging me down the hallway well he comes tag on he's like wait a minute wait a minute i i wanted that i wanted that she said you can come too so we go back there and i'm thinking myself all right you're about to lose your virginity but your buddy's going to be right here in the room with you uh it ended up with you know me on top pounding away mercil like i have no idea what's going on and she was giving us a hand job at the same time. But that was my first actual sexual experience with somebody else, was a threesome with my best friend and some girl I knew from school.
Starting point is 00:18:16 Oh, yeah. That's going to, I think something like that, you know, is probably a reason why you eventually wind up in a little bit of a cuck situation. You know, you have three. There's a three. There's a, you know, it's triangular. Yeah, I mean, that's, that's what I was brought. in, that's kind of what you're inducted in it is.
Starting point is 00:18:37 That's what you're like, hey, this is. Yeah, and that's how you lost your virginity. Yeah. You know. Unfortunately, they can't all be threesome, so I had to go through a spell there, which is me and one other person, and that was great too, but I always kind of thought, you know, it'd be nice to get back to that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I can imagine, because it's like you started at the top of the mountain,
Starting point is 00:18:55 and then had to go down. I just lucked out there somehow. I don't, I have no idea how that line worked, and I promise you, I've used it many times, and it has never worked since. Yeah, and, yeah. Yeah, no, that's not like a common thing that happens. I think it's just a little bit too much drinking and a little bit too much smoking going on and inhibitions were gone. Yeah, yeah, totally.
Starting point is 00:19:17 Okay, so you lose your Virginia, you have that threesome. Now, during all this time where you're still secretly wearing panties and stuff at home? I was. Now, when I went to the boys home, obviously there wasn't a whole lot of opportunity for that. So I had a spell there where I was not able to. It lasted for about a year, maybe a little bit more. But shortly after leaving that boys home, I enlisted in the army. And one thing about the army is is when you're going as a single soldier,
Starting point is 00:19:51 eventually you're going to be living in barracks with other people. And I happen to luck out and get sent into some co-ed barracks, where there's several rooms that have women in them. Oh, wow. we had a shared laundry facility. Mm-hmm. So I'm guessing you can see kind of where this is going. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:20:11 I mean, that was like the perfect. Yeah, I'm surprised that they had, they had co-ed scenarios like that. Or it wasn't like you were in the rooms. It was just that it was in the building co-ed. Right, right. The same building is kind of set up like an apartment. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Starting point is 00:20:25 There's several different rooms, all that stuff. But there's one laundry room that everybody shared. Right. And so when it finally click, I'm like, hey, wait a minute. You know, I have a buffet down here I can pick from. Oh, my goodness. You know, I know I've talked to several other people before they're in the panties and a lot of stuff.
Starting point is 00:20:46 A lot of them, they really get off on the act of stealing them. Yeah. That wasn't my thing. I stole them because I was too big of a sissy go buy myself. Yeah, there was an Amazon at that time. It was hard to get your hands on stuff. Right. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:20:59 Uh-huh. If you looked at my Amazon shop list, you would swear them down. It was a woman. Exactly. It's so funny. Your orders. But, you know, in the barracks, I shared a room with one other guy, and I wore panties the vast majority of the time that I was in. But I did a good job at keeping those hidden, you know, by wearing shorts over and things like that.
Starting point is 00:21:25 Now, the way our rooms were situated, I was on one side. he was on the area, it was kind of offset. There was one night where I was laying there, and I was away. You couldn't really see because the lights were off. He was laying in bed, and his light was on. And I actually got to watch him pleasure himself while I was there. Oh, wow. And that really got the wheels turning.
Starting point is 00:21:44 Here I am laying in bed, wearing these pants he's unaware of, and I'm watching pleasure himself. He can't see me, but I can see him because of the live of the TV. I really got thinking. I'm like, you know, I could help him with that. Right. But I still didn't have the nerves to do it. Going forward, next thing, I'm out and I'm working kind of in the old field stuff,
Starting point is 00:22:07 and I'm having to go do my laundry at laundry mats all the time. I'm living in the RV at the time. I don't really have any family or anything like that. And again, going to go in that laundromat gives me more opportunity to increase my collection even more. So, you know, this is two or three years after I'm out in military. All those panties are long gone and they don't even fit me anymore because obviously you gain weight once you get out of there. Yeah. So I started finding more and more there.
Starting point is 00:22:38 And I actually had a woman that she saw me walking out with panties in my hands. I had nothing else in my hand but panties and the laundry thing. And I thought for sure she was going to dime me out on it. Yeah. What's saying? She just kind of gave me a strange look and I ducked my head down and I, I hushed, hurried out. And from then on, every time I saw that laundry mat, I left.
Starting point is 00:23:00 Regardless of where I was in my laundry, halfway through pulling the detergent, I left out of there. Right. Because the shame was pretty, pretty large. Mm-hmm. But while I was working there, I ended up meeting my wife. We end up getting married, and she actually lived from out of town. So I'm still living in the RV, working out of town, doing all that stuff. but I'm married to her.
Starting point is 00:23:25 And we're married. We have a good marriage, great sex life. Nothing kinky going on at all. Ben, you know, it's your normal. Yeah, it's your normal, you know, husband and a wife, you know, hey, we'll do doggy style this time, her on top, but nothing other than that. One thing to note that might play into the Coco thing is when I met her, she was a stripper. Mm-hmm. So, and I think that that might have played in that as well because as much as I enjoy going and paying for those $20 table dances and a lap dancer from her, I also thoroughly enjoyed watching her give those to other men.
Starting point is 00:24:06 Right. And that's, I mean, that definitely is a cue that you dig that because a lot of guys could not handle that. Right. And I ate it up every time I saw it. We actually made a small business out of it in the fact that because I was her boy, boyfriend I was safe. Mm-hmm. So whenever I, when I would come in, all the other strippers can come talk to me and joke with me, not worry about me hitting on them or doing anything like that. And while they were all
Starting point is 00:24:34 occupied talking with me and, you know, we're joking and have a good time, my girlfriend was out getting all these lap dances because everybody else was feeling neglected. Oh, my God, hilarious. So in turn, she would pay for my entry, pay for me to have a ball and this beer mugs so I can drink all the beer I want all night. I'm surrounded by strippers. I'm living, living my best life. And she's making a lot of cash. Yeah, she did that. But after we got married, she quished her. She started working several other little jobs stuff.
Starting point is 00:25:00 And I'm living out of town in the RV. She's at home. You know, we're doing the whole dirty talk thing. And Skype had just come out. So we're trying through the grainy video message and stuff like that to have our fun. It was, as you probably know, very hard back then when Skype was first coming out. But in doing all that stuff, the dirty talk really. started to pick up.
Starting point is 00:25:26 It started talking about having another woman with us. Then it got to, well, let's have another couple with us. Oh, let's have a man with us. Oh, well, then you can help service the man. And then the man's going to do you, and I'm going to doll you up and the man's going to do. And all this stuff kept coming up and growing, growing, growing. So finally I told her, I said, well, you know I have a thing for panties. Mm-hmm.
Starting point is 00:25:50 And you could have heard her jaw hit the ground. she had no idea. Why did you think that she did? Just because the way that I did nothing to make the conversation progress, but kept progressing and progressing and progressing at the point where she said,
Starting point is 00:26:08 I'm going to get you dolled up and let him have a guy have his way with you. So you thought that was her saying that she knew. You didn't think that you were just pulling that out of that. Yeah. Oh, okay. Uh-huh. Yeah, that's what I said. I think I was caught at that point in time because I was like, oh, crap,
Starting point is 00:26:25 She must have seen him when I had them hidden in the camper and she come to visit or something like that. Yeah, yeah. So, you know, I come clean. I'm like, well, you know I have a thing for panties and all that stuff. And so that really opened our conversation up about what are we into. And at first, you know, she didn't have any real kinks to let lose. She's like, you know, I don't really have anything like that. She said, she told me she said, I used to be a lesbian, you know, now I'm not.
Starting point is 00:26:52 But, you know, I still find women attractive. but she had nothing on the level that I did. Then talked to her, you know, I said, you know, I think I have kind of bi tendencies. I had been turned on by transsexuals and things like that. You know, I hadn't done anything up to this point, really. And so she brought up the idea of, well, have you heard of pegging? Because in all this, throughout this conversation that happened over weeks, she'd been to research. She said, well, have you heard of pegging us?
Starting point is 00:27:20 No. She explained to me, I'm like, yes, we need to do this. Yeah. We need to do this now. That's pretty amazing though if you think about it. I mean, just for people listening, that here you were like a very vanilla couple. And it was really the dirty talking.
Starting point is 00:27:39 And that really helped get you guys to admit stuff that you were into, that you were not admitting before. It really goes to show that communicating. And maybe in like a dirty kind of way while you're having sex, a great time to let that stuff out and it really can lead to then living out your stuff in real life. We're both firm. We're both firm believers that some stuff you stay when you're in the heat of passion, it's just fancy. It's not something you want to act out or you intend to act out, but it is something that warrants further discussion on down the road.
Starting point is 00:28:19 Yeah. And so when we're in the heat of moment, we're going to say, what are we thinking? and what's going through our minds. And then what we get done is go back, oh, hey, so you mentioned this, is that something you want to try? Mm-hmm. And how would you like to see it go down? So those lines of communication are very open between us. You know, we've had some of that stuff that has started out as that's a hard no, there's no way it's going to happen.
Starting point is 00:28:41 But as it progresses, it's like, you know, I know we said we would not do this, but I'm kind of thinking it might be something worth trying. Interesting. Now she knows what you're into, the dressing up. obviously she's into it too on some level because you guys are playing together and now she brought up pegging you're like let's effing do it so you guys start pegging yes so uh you know i told her i say yes we need we need to do this and she said you know how would you like like it to happen i said uh well i don't want to know that it's going to happen oh interesting i want it to be i want it to be sprung on me like almost forced and she said that's fine she said i'll handle everything And she said, you know, do you want the panty play and all that stuff involved in? I said, yes, 100%. I want the panty play, lingerie play, pegging, all that stuff to be a part of it. I said, oral everything.
Starting point is 00:29:37 And a couple weeks later, I finally get a few days off. I go to Visor at the house, and I show up. I walk in, she says, get upstairs, get changed, or take a shower, and get change. I'll lay your clothes out on the bed for you. I thought, that's odd. I never got any commands like that, but okay. So I went upstairs. I'm taking a shower and everything.
Starting point is 00:29:59 As I come out, there lay a nice little pink thonged body suit on the bed with a butt plug, and she says, put this in and put these on. Oh, wow. Wow, okay. Here we go, I guess is it. So I wrestle the body suit on, and I am a larger frame guy.
Starting point is 00:30:21 I'm into powerlifting and things like that, so it doesn't fit really well. But I get it on. I put the butt pug in. I sheepishly kind of walk downstairs. And she is down there decked out in black leather with about an eight-inch pink strap on. Oh, wow. Oh, God, that's a lot bigger than I thought it was going to be. And it was pretty intimidating.
Starting point is 00:30:44 I'm thinking, you know, a little bitty beginners think, no, this thing, it was, like I said, It ain't eight inches, and it was pretty girth. It was pretty massive. Yeah. And I thought, there's no way this is going to happen. And I think she could see the look in my face. She said, don't worry, I'm going to take care of you. And she did.
Starting point is 00:31:05 She led me to our downstairs bedroom, and she used other toys and things like that to get me relaxed and ready. She actually had me on my knees servicing the strap on with my mouth for a little while. And I thought, man, this is incredibly hot. And I kind of impressed myself too For somebody that never done anything like that before I'm like, I don't know why women complain so much It isn't so bad Right
Starting point is 00:31:27 But then she started getting me ready with her toys and everything And The first time she pentrayed was that I was in heaven I absolutely loved it And that became a A regular thing Not with all the theatrics involved in it But a regular thing where
Starting point is 00:31:45 Once or twice a month We would I would be surprised with, hey, you know, go get your body suit on. And I knew whenever it come time put that on, I knew what that meant. Right. So that's kind of what got us going into the pegging thing. And during the pegging, obviously there's a lot of dirty talk in there. There are other toys involved where, you know, she had a dildo that was such a cup to the headboard
Starting point is 00:32:11 and had that in my mouth while she was behind me thrusting. And that was incredibly hot. at no time did I really feel like a woman, but the filling of the lingerie and stuff like that and being used like I've seen women used in porn and things like that, I found that incredibly hot going through that and being that position. I also think maybe because, you know, were you turned on when your step-sister used to dress you up
Starting point is 00:32:43 and make you go, you know, swim with her and all that shit? Were those times like highly charged sexual experiences for you? Oh yeah, 100%. Yeah, so I would think, you know, there you are again dressed up, but now you get to like actually fuck the girl, you know? Yeah, just the thought of dressing up and somebody else seeing me like that, see me vulnerable like that. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:33:07 Because like I said, in my day, day life, I present as a very masculine, very dominant person. Mm-hmm. So being able to flip that switch and be totally the opposite. that I think it's kind of a I don't know if it's relaxing or just it's a calming thing for me. It's a release. Absolutely.
Starting point is 00:33:27 Yeah. In the BDSM world a lot of times, you know, you find that who's the submissive going to meet the dominatrix in the dungeon? It's the CEO. It's not, you know, it's not the guy that's working for the CEO.
Starting point is 00:33:41 It's a CEO. That's the way he gets all that shit off his back is to be the exact opposite because it's, There's a lot of stress being that alpha person. So a lot of times when it comes to that time, the people typically switch to the opposite of what they are. I think that's kind of the only rub that we have in our marriage is because we're both so alpha and dominant during the day and our occupations and things that we do
Starting point is 00:34:08 that we both at nighttime are like, I want to be submissive. So sometimes, you know, I will allow her to be submissive at night. And sometimes she'll allow me too. And we kind of have to, we have to balance that. And sometimes we find ourselves out of balance there. Yeah, that's interesting. And we have a conversation. Be like, it's been a little while since you've kind of just taking charge.
Starting point is 00:34:29 So. Your turn. But, yeah, we did that, like I said, a couple times a month. And a few months after that, she's texted me. She said, hey, I got a question. I said, okay, what is it? She said, well, you text me wanting me to come over. she's been drinking and she's lonely. I said, what do you mean? She's lonely.
Starting point is 00:34:50 She said she wants me to sleep with her. Wait, who's this girl? Her friend or someone? It's her best friend that lives next door to us. Okay, so she's like, she wants me to sleep with her. Like, somehow? Yeah. Okay. She's having trouble with her husband and frustrated and I guess they've been talking.
Starting point is 00:35:07 And she invited my wife over to sleep with her. Because she knew my wife used to be a lesbian and she wanted to experience that. So she messaged me, like, hey, what do you think about? about this. I'm like, absolutely take pictures. I want to see this. Right. And so they do. And I still have the pictures this day and I love, love looking at it every time I see him. But my wife started to feel some guilt from that because, you know, now we're stepping outside the marriage. Right. And that's the first time. Don't worry. Right. I said, don't worry about it. I told you she okay. I wouldn't say it's okay. I would tell you if I'm not okay with that.
Starting point is 00:35:47 Yeah. And we discuss it quite a bit and she said, well, have you ever stepped outside of marriage? I said, you're all the woman I could ever want. I have no desire to step outside. You feel everything I need from a woman. Right. And then she brought the fact you keep saying from a woman. I thought, uh-oh, I know where this is going.
Starting point is 00:36:07 So she said, what about a man? Do you want to step outside the marriage with another man? I said, oh, you know, I've thought about. fooling around guys and stuff like that. She said, I can make it happen. And I was terrified. I was shit out, though, this is not going to end well. Why?
Starting point is 00:36:25 Why do you feel that way? I didn't want to be thought of as gay. Okay. I didn't want somebody like, oh, you know, he's gay. I'm from a very conservative state, and I know that other areas, there's a lot more open, stuff like that, but still here, especially in the town that I live in, if people find out you're gay it's they go the other side of the street you're walking down the street and things like that right okay so in my in my profession i'd be blackballed and stuff like that but she said i can make
Starting point is 00:36:58 that happen so i finally said okay how and she informed me that her friend who she had just hooked up with son was gay now my wife's about 10 years older than me her friend's a little bit older than that so i'm actually pretty close to her son's age i've been about four years of her son's age And she said, I can hook you up with him. Oh, my goodness. This is so incestuous. I thought, this is kind of weird. You know, you looked up with his mom and you want me to hook up with him.
Starting point is 00:37:28 I said, well, I'll talk to him. We'll see. So we chad a little bit, and we exchanged some pictures and stuff like that. I never just could quite bring myself to do it. And I explained that to us. She said, well, if you're ever ready, just let me know and we'll work something out. But we've moved off. We haven't talked to either one of them in years or anything like that.
Starting point is 00:37:54 And there's really only been that one episode between her and her friend, friend next door, in that right there. But that kind of starts in the going outside of the marriage looking for pleasure. Yeah. Now, in the exchanging pictures, I did find that I do like to show off for other men, especially in the panties and the lingerie and things like that. I like to know that they're getting off on what I'm showing them. So I found the world of chatterbate and other websites and stuff like that where you can video chat with other guys.
Starting point is 00:38:31 And I got in that video chat and I was pretty heavy in that. I mean, I was spending probably four or five hours a week video chatting guys. And I never got myself off doing that, but I would do things to help get them off. you know being dressed up playing with toys and things like that she was aware of that she was okay with it it was kind of a safe release for that side of me right uh we started talking about you know you she told me you can have some uh a middle partner if you want to and she told me about this app called grinder i'm sure you've heard of it she said get on there see what you can find so i've spent a lot of time on Grindr,
Starting point is 00:39:14 talking to a lot of guys, stuff like that. But there are just a lot of flakes on there that, for lack of a part of term, they're looking for pictures and things like that. So we didn't have any luck for a long time. Until I am sitting out of town for a seminar with the job I was working with. And I'm staying at this hotel out of town,
Starting point is 00:39:34 I've been out of town for about a week. And it was two days before I got ready to leave. And while we're sitting at a seminar, I heard a tone go off on somebody's phone. The only place I've ever heard this tone before is on the grinder app. Right. And that light bulb goes off my head. I'm like, wait a minute.
Starting point is 00:39:52 This could be hot. This could be fun. So later that night, I called my wife and said, hey, you'll never believe what happened to me. And I told her. And she said, you have to hook up with him. So, no, no. Now, this guy works in the same industry I do, but we all come from all over the U.S., so a chance of me ever seen him again were nil.
Starting point is 00:40:12 Right. She finally talked me into it. She said, no, you need. I told her, I said, well, if I'm going to do something with a guy, you know, I want to be dressed up. She said, she actually Googled the closest adult sore for me. She said, here's one, two miles from you. Go get you some lingerie, mesh to that guy, get your freak on. Mm-hmm.
Starting point is 00:40:30 Wow. So I did exactly. She told me to. I walked to lingerie shop. Now, this is my first time ever buying women's garments for myself. I was kind of sheep'sly looking through the racks, things like that. And the clerk came over said, can I help you with something? Like, it's for my wife.
Starting point is 00:40:49 She said, okay, I don't care. I said, well, she's plus side. She said, how much plus size? I kind of looked at myself. I said, kind of like me. She said, gotcha. So she walked me over to the correct racks so I can find something that I wanted. And I got me a little blue teddy with stockings and all that stuff.
Starting point is 00:41:09 You know, shaking, put my car in the car. the machine and I got out of there as fast as I could. I went back to the room, got on Grindr, and I thought, man, how am I going to know which guy this is? Luckily, there are only three guys within a thousand feet of me on Grindr,
Starting point is 00:41:25 so I messaged all three of them. Right. Start sending them pictures. As I got their names, I took, because you only get first names on there for safety. As they got their names, I took the roster from the class, mash it with the name, and
Starting point is 00:41:40 try to see if I could see any pictures where I can match something up. And this guy happened to have a picture of a Navy flag on his grinder. And on his Facebook, he also had the same picture of the Navy flag. So I said, that's the guy. Wow. That was a good detective. Oh, yeah. I'm good at it.
Starting point is 00:41:59 So I was able to figure out who this guy was. I did not tell him who I was, but we chatted back to forth. And he wanted to the first thing. He didn't he was back to forth, back to forth. Finally, that's when I said, look, no strings attached. I'll walk in. Let me go to your bathroom change. I'll come in.
Starting point is 00:42:18 I'll service you. I'll leave. No harm, no foul, no words have to be spoken. So he finally, I said, okay. So I go down there, and he opens the door. He sees me. He's like, oh, my God. Because he recognizes me from the class we were in.
Starting point is 00:42:31 Yeah. I said, don't worry about it. Go lay on the bed. So he went on to bed, and I got changed. And I got to suck my first cock that night. first time in real life yeah and I enjoyed it very much and he enjoyed it too
Starting point is 00:42:46 he told me he's like are you sure it is your first time I said it's my first time on a real one so but we had we had a lot of fun with that he took some time and kind of explored my body while I was wearing lingerie he told me he's like you know I've never seen a man in lingerie before
Starting point is 00:43:03 and I said well I've never letting a man see me in lingerie before but, you know, let me suck them off and I swallowed, again, like one of your past people talked about. I don't know why women complain about that. It's not that bad. It goes right down the throat. Yeah, I'm right there with you. But then I left.
Starting point is 00:43:25 You know, we didn't hardly say anything after I left. Next day, we're in class. We hardly make eye contact. It's like nothing's happening or anything like that. But come lunchtime, I got a message. again, I'm like, yeah, let's go. So we left to lunch everybody, go to his room, and we do it again. The exact same thing.
Starting point is 00:43:45 And it was just as hot as the first time, maybe more so because we had to go back to the class. And the entire time I'm thinking, man, I hope my breath doesn't smell like it's cocked. Right. This would be bad. But I told my wife about all that stuff, and she found a very hot. She was upset that I did not take any pictures. but I told her about it and she said well did you bought them for him
Starting point is 00:44:11 I said no no that's I don't want to do that she said well you enjoy pegging you should try the bottom I don't know about that you know I enjoy the pegging because you're there and the domination part of it and all that stuff she said okay yeah we'll see I get home a few days later and when I get home there's Amazon box sitting on the bed
Starting point is 00:44:32 inside that Amazon box is one of the little fucking machines you hook a dildo to Mm-hmm. I thought, what is this? She said, that's for you. Okay. I don't know how to use this or what to do with it. She said, oh, yeah, you do.
Starting point is 00:44:49 And that box set in the closet for a few weeks before I find it's how to pull it out. And since I have almost worn it out. That's one of the greatest inventions ever. What is it? Like the Sibian? It's not a Sibian. It's got a little suction cups on it, and you kind of adjusted the height you want, you put whatever attachment you want on the end of it,
Starting point is 00:45:11 and it's just in and out, in and out for you. You can adjust the speed and things like that. Mm-hmm. So it's not something you ride on or anything like that, but as long as those suction cups hold, it'll give you hours and hours of pleasure. Right. I know that from experience.
Starting point is 00:45:27 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. But I think that after that first time of me stepping out, that kind of opened her up to the idea of hotwifing, because we had, or cuckolding, because we had talked about this before a little bit, we had kind of looked around, but always got cold feet. And I think she wasn't real sure how I would take it if we actually did it. So after all this, we start really earnestly looking for a bull for her. So I told us, I'd really like for you to experience that.
Starting point is 00:46:01 And only would that pleasure meeting know you're getting pleasure, it'd make me feel a bit better about stepping out as well. Right. We, after a lot of vetting, a lot of talking to guys, we finally found one. One thing we were concerned about, we wanted somebody that was either single or if they were married, their spouse knew about it. We didn't want any drama. And we found this guy, and he assured his spouse knew about it and everything. But when there comes time for the hotel and all that stuff, he's like, well, I can't.
Starting point is 00:46:34 put that on my card. I'll tell you what, you pay for it on your card. I'll pay you back my half in cash. And I told off, this sounds if she's like, he's hot, I want to do it anyways. Okay, let's go ahead and do it. So I was gone out of town again, but she told me she said, hey, he's free this day, I'm free this day, call and get us the hotel. So she actually made me call and get the hotel and pay for the hotel for him,
Starting point is 00:46:58 which is another aspect I found really hot in the whole thing. Here I am setting up a room for my wife. I have to get fucked by another man. Right. Mm-hmm. And so she goes to room. She sends me a picture of her laying on the bed. I get a text message a few minutes later saying he's knocking at the door.
Starting point is 00:47:17 And all of a sudden, nothing. I get ghosted. She turns off location on her phone, everything. What? And after, yeah, after about two hours, I just kind of start panicking. I'm like, there's something to happen to her. I sent her with a pistol and everything. You know, okay, there are creepers out there.
Starting point is 00:47:33 Oh, my God. I started thinking, did something happen? Why did she turn off her location? And finally she called me. She said, I'm done. I said, are you okay? Yeah, I said, why was your location turned off? Why wasn't I made a hold of you?
Starting point is 00:47:48 Why haven't you been texting her call? She said, because I was fucking another man and you didn't even know about it. Wow. Fair enough. Mm-hmm. So she told me she did that just for the sole purpose of keeping me in suspense as to what was going on. Yeah. checked that I knew you would be checking my location every five minutes, which she was right.
Starting point is 00:48:06 I was. I want to know exactly how long it took, and I got home two days later. She refused to talk about it until I got home. I got home two days later, and she gave me the very, a very small list of details as far as what happened. Yes, she did oar on them. Yes, Sarah was kissing, different positions and all that stuff. When it come down to me asking the question, well, did you come?
Starting point is 00:48:35 She would not answer it. She would not answer that question regardless. How come? I said, well, I need to know. Yeah. I didn't know it first. But what she told me, she said she wanted to keep a little bit of that to herself. I said, well, that's something we need to discuss because I want us to be a harm.
Starting point is 00:48:54 She said, open and honest. And later on, she admits she said, I didn't come with them. She said, I couldn't because of the nurse. She said, but I didn't want to tell you that. because I didn't want you to think that I didn't enjoy it because I did enjoy it. Right. Which I still don't understand how women can have sex, not have an orgasm, and enjoy it, but I guess that's the female anatomy. I guess that's the way it works.
Starting point is 00:49:17 No, I don't think so. I don't agree with that either, but people have told me I'm very wrong about that. So whatever, I'm right there with you. I mean, to me, if I'm having sex, I have to have an orgasm or I feel like it did, you know, it wasn't, I didn't have, you know, I didn't get accomplished. I set out to get accomplished. Like for me, that's the end, you know? So I don't know. But I'm supposedly wrong.
Starting point is 00:49:37 It's like baking the cake and not eating it, right? Yeah, I don't get it. I don't get it. And I always have an orgasm every single time I feel around. So when I, you know, that's the way it goes. So I don't understand it. But other people that are very into sex, people that will tell me that I'm wrong and will say what you just said, which is that, you know, that's, those women could be
Starting point is 00:49:56 completely pleasure and have a great time but not have an orgasm. But anyway, go on. All right. So that led to some incredible sex with us. I mean, probably the hottest sex we've ever had in our marriage. Me knowing that I'm entering her and having recently been used and that another man had been there. And this opportunity was me to kind of demonstrate that, yes, you did that, but you're mine. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:50:23 You're always going to be mine. I don't think a lot of people realize that reclamation period afterwards is so intense. A lot of people talk about it. Yeah, a lot of people talk about the reclaiming. That's a big part of it. There's something in the man's mind where he has to reestablish dominoise over that female body. And that led to several weeks of very hot sex force.
Starting point is 00:50:53 And, you know, we talked about it every time we did it. Right. But we went and we took a couple of times. couple weeks, actually about two months there, and we discussed it very in depth. How did we feel? Have our feelings changed it all? Are we still comfortable with it? We want to do it again, not so much, a different guy, all that stuff. And we ultimately decide that we both enjoy it very much. We enjoy how it happening with me getting the hotel and all that stuff. And she did enjoy it with that guy. He's a safe guy. We don't want a ton of partners involved in our marriage. So we decided
Starting point is 00:51:29 we're going to go back with that same guy again. We reached out to him. Actually through Reddit was the web page we used. Didn't get a response. So we reached out to a couple of other guys we talked to in the past, kind of vetted that were backups before. And there was one guy that he was like, yeah, yeah, I'm down. So my wife said, hey, this is day, I'm free, this is time, are you free?
Starting point is 00:51:54 And he ghosted us. What's going on? you know, it shouldn't be this hard for me to let other men sleep with my wife. If I had known this was a lifestyle when I was single, I would have been all over this. But then all of a sudden, we get a message on there from an ad we put on a long time ago, didn't recognize a name, and it says, hey, stranger, do we know you? And he sends his face picture. It's the same guy from the first time.
Starting point is 00:52:20 He just has a different account. Oh, wow. And we were like, awesome. Yeah. So we told him we were like, hey, you know, we thought maybe. you didn't think she was a good lay or something because you ghosted us before he's like oh no i lost access to that account this is my new account and he said well i didn't think you guys only because you hadn't talked to me a couple months oh well it took us the time process because our first
Starting point is 00:52:40 time we're like yeah well you know we're looking for a second he was like yeah when and where i'll be there so we set up the second time same thing uh i was gone out of town uh coming back that night actually i set up the motel for them uh sent the information to him. She went up there. She sent me the picture before of her dressed in the bed. Text me whenever he called or knocked on the door. And so I thought, okay, here's my next two or three hours sitting here waiting. About 15 minutes later, I get a picture of her sucking his cock. I'm like, whoa, I wouldn't expect him this. Because I joked, I said, I want pictures this time. She's like, yeah, right, you ain't getting no pictures. And I got that picture. I'm like, whoa.
Starting point is 00:53:24 Yeah, your wife's hot. She really knows how to change things. up and do things without you realizing it and you know she's always throwing in surprises she's got a good imagination you know she knows how to she like knows what she's doing a few minutes later i get a video message i open it up it's just a black screen as i turned a volume up she is moaning she had the phone down on the bed where you can't record anything just recording the audio and i hear her moaning you know you're screaming fuck me fuck me fuck me i'm about to come I thought, oh my God, this is the hottest thing ever. Because I've heard my wife say that before, but never for another man.
Starting point is 00:54:05 Right. And then when I hear him talking to her, I'm like, I'm going to lose it right here. Yeah. You know, it's a tall of time. I'm sitting behind my desk, I'm looking through the windows thinking, man, would anybody notice if I just maybe rub one out real quick? But she sent that and then nothing else the rest of the time until they're done. She called me when they're done. and she said, do you get that picture in that video?
Starting point is 00:54:29 I said, yeah, the video didn't have an actual video. It was audio. She said, I know. I said, what do you mean? You know, she said, you don't need to see it. I said, you're killing me. I want to see this. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:54:41 So she sent me a short little 10-second clip he'd taken of her after he had used her. So, I mean, he had just got done with the deed. She's bent over the bed. He takes a video and everything shows that she has just been used. and gives her a little smack on the ass and I was like, I'm coming home right now. Wow. So I take off driving down the highway, speeding, trying to get home as fast as I can. I walk in, we don't say hardly three words to each other.
Starting point is 00:55:12 I pick her up, we go back to the bedroom. And again, the reclamation sex was incredible. Then I find out there's almost 40 minutes of video she took, but she went through and edited there's certain parts out she wanted me to see. Yeah. Finally, I got the full video and I got to watch it. And this was about six, seven months ago. I have watched that video at least 200 times.
Starting point is 00:55:41 Wow. So I've seen it first time. It's like your favorite porn. So it's something about watching your woman do that. Right. She is my favorite porn store. Yeah. Mm-hmm.
Starting point is 00:55:53 There's nobody compared to that. Mm-hmm. So we've been talked to the bull a little bit more. Actually, we had a conversation this morning with him about meeting up Blair this week, and now they're wanting me to get involved in it. Part of the thing is I have to be locked in the chastity cage, and I'd have to be in lingerie to be there. It's all coming together.
Starting point is 00:56:19 It's all coming together. Everything that you've ever been into is all integrating into one. You're able to be in. I know, right. Exactly who you are. You got it all. You're about to have it all, right? It's crazy.
Starting point is 00:56:33 George Lucas couldn't write a movie better than this. I promise you. I know. Totally. We don't know exactly how I'm going to be involved. There's been discussion. You know, I told him I would like to prepare him orally for her. I would like to guide him into her and definitely perform clean of that words.
Starting point is 00:56:51 He has expressed that he would like to take her annually. And she said absolutely not. I have somebody's willing to step up if you need that. I'm sure she's talking about me, so that might be a thing. Yeah. But that's something we have on the horizon. Now, I have had a few more blowjobs I've been able to give through Grindr. And actually, since my email, I sent you about two days ago, I got the bottom for the first time.
Starting point is 00:57:19 So that was an experience. Yeah, it wasn't exactly what I was expecting. called a guy over. I was going to wear lingerie. I was going to service him with my mouth. And I explained to him, I was like, eventually I like the bottom, but, you know, I want to meet the right guy, and I want to be sure it in vibes there,
Starting point is 00:57:36 and I feel safe and all that stuff, because it is a big step. Yeah. And it started out just like we had talked about, me blowing him in lingerie and all that stuff. And then he started talking about gay massage porn. I was like, yeah, I've always loved gay massage point. That's one thing I like to watch.
Starting point is 00:57:52 I said, but I always envisioned myself being, you know, the guy getting his back. back rubbed all that stuff and the masseuse starts you know exploring with his hands and next thing you know he's taking full advantage of the guy he was massaging he was like yeah we can do that so i stripped lingerie off real quick so this is going to be my first time with another man not wearing lingerie just straight man all man two hairy guys doing their thing right i'm laying on my stomach he's rubbing my shoulders or my arms all that stuff and then he does this kind of strange thing where he lays down on my I'm on my stomach. He's laid down with his stomach to my back, and his penis is right in between my butt crack. He starts kind of thrusting right there in between my butt crack. I'm like, man, that feels pretty good. I'm not going to lie. And he starts biting on my neck and stuff like that. And then he starts all the name-calling stuff. And I'm really into the name-calling degrading, you know.
Starting point is 00:58:48 So he started to do all that stuff. And finally, I cracked. I said, did you bring condom? Did you bring a loop? He said, absolutely, are you sure? I said, yeah. So he went and got those, and we argued back and forth about what would be the best position and everything. We finally figured out, and I was kind of underwhelmed. It lasted all of about a minute and a half, and I was like, this is how women feel. You know, I get it. So, but I can say I experience now, I enjoyed it, and maybe something we can do further down the road with the bullet we have.
Starting point is 00:59:25 Right. It sounds like it's going in that direction. And like I said, it's interesting because it's on the table that you might also be able to include the other big part of you, which is, you know, the lingerie and the panties, all that stuff. It's like everything that you've ever been into and wired, you know, when you were little, all coming to a head. I want to ask you a quick question. Does your wife know that you're calling into the show or is it, are you doing this? on the deal and I asked because if she knew I'd be like oh let's get some picks of her like how hot is she I don't know I always think strippers are always you know really good looking I just don't know am I wrong I don't know yeah she knows I'm calling in the show I asked her I said do you want to call him with me she said absolutely not no that's okay but okay uh she uh I might be able to talk to picture out of her if you want to if she's interested if you want to also for you I have like a cross-dressing tier where like I would put like if you want to send in because I was always just getting pictures of the females you know but like why not get pictures of the guys especially you know you dress up and stuff so if you also want to send in a pick I think people would be interested in just seeing you know anonymous picks and also R rated picks or PG rated picks nothing X rated I always say like no dicks in the pick no if it's females no tits or anything I don't show stuff like that but sexy picks and what guys send in is just just sometimes it's just like a body shot.
Starting point is 01:00:56 So I think what would be interesting for your picks is because you talk about how big you are and masculine and here you are switching sometimes. So it is like what is what does that guy look like as a guy regularly? You know, and maybe you want to send in a pick of you dressed up. I don't know. That's your thing. But if you want to send in a couple picks to go with this whole story, that would be great. If not, that's totally fine.
Starting point is 01:01:19 And if you want to include one of your girl, let me know. And then if you do, I'll put it in the intro. and if you don't, I won't include it. It's totally cool. Also, I'll think on it for sure because I like showing off, even though I feel like I look kind of ridiculous. I like showing off for other people for sure. All right.
Starting point is 01:01:36 Well, Dean, thanks so much for calling it and sharing your story. It is an interesting story that just, you know, progressed more and more. And I think a lot of guys that are listening are going to be very jealous that you've been able to be out and about living out all of your fantasies with your girl, you know, consensually. like I said, very openly. That's awesome. I appreciate it.
Starting point is 01:02:01 I let me share it. And I look forward to seeing where it goes, for sure. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's going to be great. Thanks so much for calling in. Thank you. Thanks, Jane. Bye.
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