Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 569 - Khloe was a Shy BBW & Now she's Hooking Up with Couples, Having Threesomes with Guys and More

Episode Date: December 19, 2022

Khloe was a shy BBW and now she’s hooking up with couples, having threesomes with guys and more and she called in to talk all about it. How and why did she decide to go online and live out all her fantasies? What kinds of things has she done? And, how has it all changed the way she feels about herself and her body? Tune in for all the details including how she was struggling with her own body image and why she decided to change things up, why she chose Adult Friend Finders to meet others, what she was looking for on there, why she enjoys hooking up with couples the most, the first hot couple that she hooked up with and exactly what went down, all the other couple hook-up she had including the couple she met who squirted on her, the couple where the wife loved watch her and the husband get it on, the couple where the wife gave the husband a hall pass, the cop who got her into anal, handcuffs and strap-ons, the gym rats who hit her up and why they are so great in bed, how and why she went from hating anal to loving it, her dp experience, why she loved it but would never do it again, how no one knows about her secret hook-ups, stuff she’s looking forward to doing including going to a swingers club, hawse is a completely different person now that she accepts her body and how all the sex she’s had brought about that change and a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of Khloe + anonymous pics of most of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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but you don't want it to be aired, I offer that too. Send me an email. Strictly anonymous podcast.gbobal.com. I'll give you the information. All of the information I just gave you, blah, blah, blah, is in the description. Now, today I have on Chloe. Now, Chloe, it was a former shy BBW who is now living her best life when it comes to sex. I mean, you wouldn't believe the stuff that she has done.

And her whole journey is super interesting because, like I said, I mean, she titled her subject line of her email was like a former shy BBW. This was a woman who didn't really feel confident about her body. She gained some weight like everyone else did during COVID. And when she came out of it and she wanted to like get back out there, she went up and out on some like hardcore website adult front finder. I don't know if you know about that. But that's like a website for alternative life size for lifestyles for sure. She went up there as a solo woman and she got hit up and she had a ton of experiences. She talks about the couples that she hooked up with and what she enjoyed doing with them.

She talked about all the different guys she hooked up with, including cops, which happened to be one of her fave and, you know, being tied up and put in handcuffs and the pegging experience she's going to have coming up. She talks about a DP she had with another guy. Like I said, she talks about all the different couples she's been with. And a lot of them have had very different scenarios. One guy wanted or the wife wanted to just watch. One was like a squirder. One was doing it more for the husband because the husband had like, was into bigger girls and his wife was super skinny.

I mean, she goes into all of her experiences. There's many of them, like I said, all the ones I talked about, and then some. And then she talks a lot about how it really has changed her. How she went from being shy to being open, how and why putting herself out on Adult Friend Finder in her lingerie. out and proud, even before she was, has changed her to be very out and proud now. She sent me in a pick of herself, her favorite pick that she has, and her favorite lingerie. It's an anonymous pick. If you want to see that, it's on my Patreon, patreon.com slash strictly

anonymous podcast. You would see a picture of Chloe in her lingerie and all of her glory, as well as all my other female guests, send an anonymous piece. It's anonymous. that was one of her favorite picks that she said. But she talks about how she faked it until she made it in the beginning. She kind of wasn't, like I said, that's a cure about herself, but is now. And that's what we end talking about

that journey and what she learned. So I think that this episode could help other women out there. You don't have to be a BBW to feel not so confident about your body. I think that's a big thing that so many women feel. So you could learn from Chloe's

experience and journey. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Chloe. Hi, Chloe. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? Good. How about you? I'm good.

I'm excited to talk to you because you had called me. There are some bullets that you're, I hope you remember all the like interesting stuff that you have done sexually since you kind of came out and came into your own. But, you know, what I'm excited about is the whole angle, like you were a BBW, right? that's what you said in your email to me. And you decided or, I don't know, you tell, like you had like a big sort of recent transition where you went from being maybe uncomfortable about your body and your sexuality to becoming fully comfortable with all of it. And then living out like a lot of stuff on your bucket list.

I mean, you didn't use those words, but I'm using that word. Is that correct? Yes. That is correct. Yes. Yeah. Yeah, I really went from kind of just the COVID era, you know, being at home, gaining quite a bit of weight, not doing anything. And I'm like, you know what?

Fuck it. I am who I am. And I'm going to see what's out there. And I'm going to get busy. I'm not really one who likes to date people. But I really was just kind of bored every single weekend. I'm like, what am I going to do? And then I'm like, hmm, I don't know.

There's got to be something more. I'm like, maybe I'll just join 10. and that was a fucking shit show. So completely got off that. Oh, so you got off of Tinder. What did you do after? Like, what was that jumping off point to all this stuff that you did regarding threesomes and stuff? Yeah.

So Tinder just wasn't there. It was just kind of, I think I ran into more coworkers than anything on there. It was kind of awkward. Oh, my God. It's so funny. I'm like, oh, no. So I just started looking up other websites. And so I came across adult friend finder.

And so I became intrigued. And I was like, you know what? I'm going to try this. out and I of course didn't want to put my name or anything or have you know kind of my face but the other thing too is I was kind of struggling with my own body image and so I was like I want people to know it like I don't want to be catfish that was too much on the bumble and the timber tender life that I didn't want that so I'm like I'm going to take a photo in my lingerie just so you truly know what you're getting and that was it and from there it was like oh okay a lot of

Like me. People are into this. People want that. Yes. But wait, so I'm assuming, because I know that you're younger, that you had been on apps before. Did you find that when you had clothes on? You were, people were less likely to hit you up than when you just really put it all out there. Like, what was the difference between adult friend finders and, you know, Match.com? Totally different. I mean, you may connect with a couple on Bumble and Tinder a few. I mean, literally, it is actually obnoxious. just how many emails I get a day from people that, A, are you real? That's the first thing they always ask. Are you a real person? Are you going to respond? Do you want my big black cops? There is quite a few emails daily. And a lot of them, I mean, I live in a large city.

So, I mean, it's definitely every single day I have a variety of options. And it's an option from male to couples to females. I mean, it is a nice variety. Yeah, well, listen, I know. from, you know, talking to people over the years when I started my show, Craigslist was a big thing, but sometimes, but, you know, adult friendfinders was big

then too, and I have heard a lot of people say that on adult friend finders. I think it's hard to find real women on their solo. I think couples are on there, but I think that there's a lot of fake girls, and I think that's why people are like, are you real? Because it's hard to find a solo

girl that's looking just to fuck, and is out there, you know, and right? don't you think? I don't think that it's common on there to find somebody like you. It is not. It is not. So it is very nice when it actually happens. For everybody else and for you because you're getting all this attention. Now, had you ever, because you said you like get hit up by couples, by men, I mean, had you ever been with women before? Is that something that you opened up to now that you're on adult friend finders? What's that deal?

Yeah. So I, once in college, drunk, don't remember it. You know, just had the flashbacks from the next day. And it was like, oh, okay. Yeah. And of course, I went on to Adult Friend Finder. I put, looking for males. I didn't even have that couple little box clicked at that time. And this really, I mean, hot as shit couple. I mean, gorgeous.

Sit me a private message. And they're like, hey, we're looking for a unicorn. And we think you may be that for us. Do you want to chat? And here's where we're planning on being for the weekend. And it was a very nice hotel. All this stuff. I'm like,

is this? I'm like, hmm, trusting me. Like, you want to hang out with me? All right. Let's, let's try this out. So that's kind of how it led to the couple's thing that I honestly actually enjoy the most out of everything. So tell me how that first initial meeting went with your first couple. Did they wind up to be your first couple? Did you hook up with them? Yes. So what happened? They did. So we went out for drinks and had several drinks. And of course, they introduced me to the texting app because that's the other thing too is I'm single, so I want to be careful. And I give out my phone number to everybody, all that stuff. So they're like, hey, join Kick. And we'll communicate with you there at the three of us and trying to just, you know, get to know each other, see if it's going

to go well, all that stuff and photos, that type of stuff. So we did that. And before we got on the kick app, he did say that his wife is a little bit more shy, but after a couple of drinks, she's ready to go. And I'm like, okay, I'm pretty sure I'm going to need like 10 drinks. But okay, yeah, let's continue on. So anyways, we went and had drinks at one of the bars near the hotel. And it was actually so nice. Like we just, you know, talked about everything under the sun, really didn't talk much about, like,

anything of the bedroom that night or, you know, things of what they wanted. It was all about, I do this in my career, that, like, it was just really cool conversation, super easy, so much fun. And then I needed to use the restroom. And so, you know, we're awkwardly sitting there like, is this going somewhere? Is it not? So I went up, used the restroom, came back, and they're like, hey, are you, would you like to come back to the hotel with us?

And I was like, sure, absolutely. But wait, so paint the picture of them. I mean, how old are you? And how old are them? And you said that they're like super hot as shit. Like what do they kind of look like? I don't know. Paint the picture a little bit.

Yeah. So I'm 34. And Eve was, I think, about 46 or 47. Yeah. And then she's a couple years younger. So 43 maybe. And, I mean, big, fake boobs, very skinny, very nice body, just very attractive. And same with him.

He's not like, it's not a dad bod, but it wasn't. like a chiseled out type body. No, but we'll get to that because you didn't, it mentioned the hot fit guys at the gym that you love to fuck. That's a part of your pull. Oh, yeah. Yeah, go on. Right, so he wasn't one of those.

I found my kink. Yeah, yeah. Yes. No. So, anyways, I mean, it was, I mean, I was super nervous. I'm like, I'm not the, you know, I don't know, I'm not. And I've learned throughout this, too, like, he's attracted to women that have a little bit more curves and she doesn't and you know they have like their middle kind of you know she was

attracted to but it was more so him like that I learned over time that it was more to kind of this meet up was kind of more for him than her so much but it actually started out more of us kissing and going down on each other and that was like something that I'm very nervous about it was like I haven't done this and I just take your time and if you don't like it like you don't like it and, you know, nothing about it. Like, we can bring out some toys if needed. I'm like, okay. And really, we didn't need that at all.

So it was kind of a, I don't know, it just flowed so well. It was great. It was good. And they also had asked me to stay the night. I was like, oh, no, I got to go. Yeah, that would be weird. But you obviously saw them a bunch more times because you said that you did learn over time that it was really for him to get his kink of bigger women, right?

Because you said his girl was super skinny, but he liked all, he liked a variety. So you were, yes. Right. Absolutely. Like, and he loves to smack my ass. And, like, she absolutely hates that. So, like, that's a really big thing for him. Like, oh, I may be going down on her and he may be fucking me doggy style and smacking my ass.

And it's like, oh, I enjoy that. So it works out for me. Do you still see them? I mean, how many times did you wind up meeting up with them? Yeah. So they're pretty regular. They both travel a lot for work and they have kids. So it's pretty random and spontaneous, but we still text a lot.

And there's just random things that will be like, oh, hey, how's it going? We have favorite coffee shops and they'll send a picture of a coffee shop or she will. You know, there's just things we stay connected, but it hasn't been as much in the bedroom type situation lately. I know that you said that you, I mean, you have so much on your list. So, I mean, maybe you should just go through the chronological order if you want. I don't know how you want to tell your story because there's so much to it. Yeah. Yeah.

Well, I mean, so before that, I guess I should, before the couples, it was truly me getting back into the ropes. So it was two different guys that I kind of started off with talking to on the app. And I was kind of nervous, didn't know exactly if I wanted, you know, what I wanted out of this whole entire thing. But the biggest thing that I knew was I hadn't had sex in a long time. Like it was at least four years. maybe five years. Oh, wow. So I'm like, I don't even fucking know if I'm going to, like, I don't know how this is going to go. So, like, of course, I picked a random guy to be like, hey, like, come over to my place. This is where I live. And I was completely drunk, like, you know, going, okay, I'm going to

enjoy this or I'm going to try to enjoy this and see how it goes. I just have this weird figuring myself out. Like, I'm a very confident person, but at the same time, you know, your head can really fuck you up. So I'm like, I don't feel like I look, you know, good enough to be in bed with, but let's see, let's see where this goes. Yeah. So anyways, completely shit-faced and it was fine, but of course it was that first time in four plus years. It was not that great. It was terrible. And then men are really funny. They act like they only want sex. And then they actually sit there and try to fucking talk to you afterwards. And I'm like, dude, just, okay, thanks. Thanks. You did it. Like, go, get out of my house. I don't want to know about any of your problems.

I'm not here to be your therapist. Yeah. Great genius. Thank you. And then I, of course, the next weekend did the same thing with another guy. So I was feeling more comfortable. And the whole entire time, I don't know, I just kept getting this whole entire, I am hot. And guys like me for who I am because every single situation I was in, it was always like, oh, my God, you're just beautiful.

And I've always heard, like, you know, you hear it the typical, you've got a pretty face. It's like, okay, well, you don't like the rest of me. And in both of those situations, it's been the complete opposite. It's been like, oh, I love your curves. I love exactly where they're at, like your legs, everything. So it was just that big confidence booster. And so it was great. And then the third one was the couple experience.

And it was a lot of fun. And since then, I just continued to explore what I enjoy the most out of it. So I definitely had some major kinks that I wanted to accomplish and see. Yeah, what were those? There's this one. Well, and also, apparently have a type. I didn't realize this at the beginning, but of course, some of these photos show, you know, occupations or anything or you kind of know what they are, but somehow I gravitate

towards police officers. Oh, interesting. And there are several that are on there. And my biggest thing is being handcuffed and being tied up, like light bondage, cuffs, any of that type of stuff. And so I met one and we kind of kept doing the whole entire sexting stuff, what we wanted to do to each other. And He didn't even handcuff me because I think he got like super nervous and just wasn't going the way it planned. So then, of course, that was a terrible experience. And trying to think of when I started talking to the new police officer that is on this one. And he, of course, has this very chiseled hot bod. And he was talking about how he can really only like texting late at night because he works kind of a later shift at night.

And so he started texting me and told me that he was a police officer. And I was like, oh, that's great. I was like, one of my biggest fantasies is literally being frisked and cuffed and being told I'm a bad girl. And he was like, I've got you. Like, love that. That's hot as hell. Let's do it.

So we set up the date and it was perfect. That's exactly what happened. It was so good. And then during our conversation of texting, he also talked about how he really has been interested in a little bit more athlete. And I'm like, well, that's not something I'm big into, but, you know, we'll see how it goes. So I was giving him head. And I was like, you know what, I think I want to try something different. So I put my finger up there. And oh my God, it set him off to a whole new level. And after we finished, he was like, that was the most amazing thing ever.

And I had so much fun. And then he had texted me later that night. And he was like, I had so much fun, the things I want to continue to do. And he was like, would you be interested in doing more stuff? I'm like, yeah, what are you interested in? And he's like, I think I, you know, really kind of want to be pegged. And I'm like, I would love to do that. Like, that is on my, my bucket list. I would love to peg you. And that night, I ordered a strap on. And so that is coming up this next weekend. Oh, you haven't done that yet. No way. It hasn't happened yet. But that's something you're into. So his days off. Yes. I mean, well, I don't know if I'm into it yet because I haven't done it, but it's something I want to do.

It is on my list. I'm doing. But I know that you said, wait, I'm looking through your bullets. I know that you said with that couple, like, you know, I know you said it was mostly more for him, but I think you said in your email, like she squirted on me. We did all these things. It was like pretty crazy. That's a different couple. Oh, okay. That was a different couple. So you have more couples coming up. Sorry. So that was my second couple. Yep.

I'm jumping ahead. Yep. That was a, no, I just went straight in. So that was a different couple that is from another town. And they were up here also for an event. And that one was wild. That was when I was still very fresh, new, trying to figure out the female body if I truly loved it or not. And they were very wild. It was fun, a lot of fun.

But there was a lot of things that were done that I've never had done to me before. And specifically her squirting on me. That was something. Did you enjoy it? Or was it like what the fuck? It was a what the fuck. But everything else was so hot. But that was like, so that's a known, not into.

Like, no things. Don't do that again. But everything else we did was a ton of fun. But that was just a little too, a little too much for me. Too messy. Yes, way too messy. But everything else, I mean, you used double end of dildos with them. Like that, do you see them more than once?

I mean, how did you get into doing all that stuff? Was it a one-night thing? It was a one-night thing. they were just coming through town for a game. But they had double-ed-ed-ed-dil-dos with them in their bag? Oh, yeah. They did. Yeah, it was a very planned.

And it's funny because I feel like with couples, there's a lot of insecurity for them on people ditching. And it's like when I set a date, like, unless I'm sick, like, I'm going to do it. And they just kept texting me all day long, like, we're flying in. We'll be at the airport at 11. Well, you know, let's have drinks at 7. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, okay, I'll be there.

Like, don't worry. I promise I will. show up but I get it but they were very worried about that and they had planned ahead of time to bring some toys with them and they definitely did and that was a fun experience I know let's do the couples first

because you have so many different people that you hug up with like I don't know how to do it but you're gonna you're I feel like you're forgetting shit so I'm reminding you. Oh yeah absolutely so I mean what was like I know you had a couple other couples too why don't you talk about your couple experiences and I know you had a DP with and you

have more guys gym rats Yep. And then the most interesting one that really kind of put me on display and I thought was different is every couple is looking for a different thing and I'm still figuring out exactly what I want in it too. Yeah. But now I'm getting a little bit more picky. But another couple I met was also from, I kind of have this theme of like picking out of town couples like, hey, we're coming to town this date. Oh, perfect. Okay. I'll never have to see you again. So this next couple, they were super sweet. He was reaching out. me on AFF and talking about how they'll be coming to town. Him and his wife have only been with one other person and they really want to experience more and kind of go from there. And I was like, okay, great.

We'll leave that for drinks that night. And she was sitting there at the dinner table and she was like, honestly, she's like, I'm more of just a fan of watching my husband have sex with women. And I was like, oh, okay, that's different. All right. So like, that's going to be dressing. And he was super good looking. So I'm like, all right, let's go try this.

So anyways, we went back to the hotel room. And of course, it wasn't anything that I kind of expected of, you know, typically it's more fun to start off kissing the girl and, you know, kind of exploring that way. And it was straight to, okay, y'all too can start doing whatever you want to do. And I'm just going to sit here. And it's like, what? Okay. But she was into it or like, did you get the sense that she was a cup queen and she was,

I mean, was she pleasuring herself as she was watching or just watching? She did. Yeah, she did eventually start pleasuring herself and was like really getting into it and like talking to him. And then like really being like his hype man like come on baby like get her get her harder. Come on. You could do that. I'm just like what the fuck is going? Like it was cool. But it was like okay. You literally have a cheerleader in the back there. And then like I mean and by the third time like and I mean she just wanted him to continue. She's like you've got one more round and like he's just like. I'm tired. I'm really tired. And she's like, no, you got this. So she went over there and just like started to like just go down on him. And she's like, you can do this again. Like you got this.

And like, there she goes. And like she literally set him up for a third round. And I'm like, okay. Like it was hot. But it was different. But he's probably got the coolest wife ever just being the cheerleader. Yeah. Well, a little bossy.

I mean, if he was like a little tired, but she made him go three times. But I mean, were you into the fact that? Were you into the fact that she was watching or it didn't matter either way for you? It was weird at the beginning and then it was okay, like, because I think I was just enjoying it so much. And then looking back on it, I'm like, eh, that was, I still enjoyed it. But like, that's not my, that isn't my total enjoyment. I like men and women both. So, like, it just wasn't really.

And she was super attracted, too. So it was just one of those where it wasn't 100% my cup of tea. Like, I don't think I'll ever do that again for sure. You want to play with the woman, too. Is that what it is? Yes. Yeah. Definitely.

Right. Yeah. It was just a little too much. But it was a cool experience, for sure. An interesting one, too. Yes. A story. It's a story.

Yep. Definitely. So go on. Yeah. So the married man was a fun one. It was through AFF and he was very clear from the beginning, like, I'm married. My wife travels all the time. And I have a hall pass.

And her biggest thing is she does. wants to meet you the first time, make sure it's good to go. And I'm like, okay. And I actually responded back and was like, just not in the married men. And he was like, okay, all right, have a good one. And then a little bit later, he sent me another message. And he's like, no, seriously, would you really consider this? Like, my wife is 100% into this.

She would just like to meet you and I'm going to go from there. And I'm like, all right. Well, one night I was pretty bored. And I was like, you know what? I'm horny. So I replied back to him and was like, okay, let's do this. And he was like, all right, well, she was actually out of town already. So their agreement came to, hey, you go out, have drinks with her if you like her.

And you want to do more. You can take her back to. And that's the other thing. It was their house. So that's also where I knew it was like not some fake. I don't know. I just have the thing about marrying men and it not being, you know, a couple type situation in the lifestyle compared to just, you know. The guy that's cheating on their wife.

So, yeah. So anyways, we went and had drinks and it was definitely going really well. And I, you know, I have no connection. I just want, you know, the sexual experience. So I was like, okay, let's go back to your house. So he phaetimed her. And she was like, you know, just asking a couple questions. And like, it was pretty laid back.

Just like, have you ever done this before? And I'm like, nope. And she's like, and, you know, are you good with wearing a condom? I'm like, absolutely. and she asked me if I was on birth and like just a whole bunch of things and then kind of also went to the and just so you know like this is just for fun. I'm like absolutely like that's all I'm all I'm here for. New experience and just go on with this.

And so anyways, that's how that went. Did she watch? Did she watch or after she gave you guys permission, did she log off? Yep. She logged off and we went to the bedroom and that was the end of that. Now, was there a part of that being hot because you knew that he was married and she knew. I mean, is there that aspect to it or was it just like the guy was like great? Yeah, it was hot for sure.

Like, I don't know. There was something about the whole entire. I don't know. Once again, like, I think for me, the reassurance of like, oh, hey, like, you know, she seems nice. She's good. Like, do whatever you want to do. We're good to go. Yeah.

Tide still. And I mean, and him, he was so very attractive and a nice person. And so, you know, it was like, okay, like, I'm not putting, that's the biggest worry of, like, me and kind of starting out with this is I never want to put myself in a situation where it's not safe either. So it's not that I, I mean, maybe that's why I'm gravitating towards couples. I love it more than anything. That's your favorite, right? But I also don't, you know, it's my absolute favorite. it. So I don't know if there's just more of the security of three people being there or not,

but then I've also had plenty of other experiences, too. But I think, I don't know. I'm still trying to figure that one out on why it's so hot. Why what's hot? The couples? And I enjoy it the most. Yeah, the couples are even the married guy getting the consent. Like that was a, that was a pretty fun experience. So I don't know. It's kind of an interesting deal. But you liked it. I mean, right? Oh, yes. Absolutely. Like, and, we still on the Kick app, we'll text, and nothing has come about it again at this point in time, but there's definitely been a couple, hey, what are you up to? And I've been busy type situation.

Right, right, right. And he's still around for you to go and see. How did you meet all of your gym rats? And then you had a DP. You could get to those stories. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

So my gym rats are probably my absolute favorite. On a day-to-day basis, walking past one, seeing them out in public, not my thing. I think they're kind of arrogant, kind of boring, just, you know, stuck at the gym and think that everybody should look the same way they do. And I'm still trying to figure out if this is a fetish for them or if it's truly just what they're attracted to. I don't know. But they are probably the best in bed with a girl that is bigger because they can really kind of toss you around and do what you want to do and aren't done in five minutes because you're, are holding onto a leg or putting them in a position that's a little bit different. So it's pretty,

pretty hot and fun. And I definitely have enjoyed all of those little adventures with them. And they're also kinky too. Like they like to do a lot of bass play. And they like to just do, I mean, just different things. I mean, they're a little bit more adventurous. So.

Than the regular guys. And had you ever been with a gym wrap before or was that a total shock to like, oh my God, look, I put myself on adult friend finders and all of these guys that I never thought would be into me are, because I think that a lot of people, I am a gym rat, and I know a lot of gym rat guys. And I remember having this one trainer who was like, oh, all these girls I'm trying to date, they get so freaked out. They think that they have to have the perfect body. And like, I don't give a shit about that. Like, they don't understand. And in me as a gym rat, I don't care what kind of a body a guy has, but I think a lot of times people think that's the case and they stay away

like that, you know, because you think, oh, they're going to be analyzing, you know, my body so much because they're so in shape when it's not the case. Like, look. I would think that it would be surprising for you at first, like, all of a sudden you're getting hit up by all these guys because maybe you never thought you were like regular girls that are afraid of those kind of guys because you think they're going to be so judgmental with bodies. That's absolutely what I've thought. And then the other nice thing about it is several of them that I have been hanging out with. It's been reoccurring. And then it's also, do you want to go grab dinner or do you want to go grab drinks too? Like so many of these have turned into why be on Bumble or any of that, not that I'm

looking for a relationship, but there's way more that comes out of it from the opposite way. I feel like, yeah, that's interesting in the bedroom. Yeah. And then it's, hey, do you want to go grab a drink tonight? And, you know, I don't know. Like I just feel like some people always talk about the, well, they may be with a bigger girl, but they don't want to be out in public with you. Every single one of those guys have been, hey, do you want to go meet for drinks? Where's a bar near your house or this bar is near my house? You want to come over and have drinks before we, you know, go hang out. Like it's not at all what I thought.

And I do feel bad that I did kind of push this whole entire, oh, they're hot, but they're meatheads and they, you know, they're going to think that I don't care about my body, which I care about my body. I mean, I play an active sport four days a week. So it's just not bad. It's just I'm not at the gym getting. rip every single week. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

But that's what they like, but it doesn't mean. I think that that's like what's interesting because I know that because I knew, I have a lot of gym rat friends and I know that they're not so particular. So every now and then you'll get a guy that is like that and whatever. Everyone's different. But I know that some gym rat guys have that problem where girls get intimidated because they think that they're going to be so hypercritical of bodies because they are. Typically gym rat people.

one of them. They have their own body dysmorphia and their issue is with their body. They're not people that feel confident about their body. They're people that are so, like, freaked out by the littlest thing that's wrong with them that they are hyper fixated on their own, that they're not judging anybody else. I mean, it's kind of like the opposite of what you think. Yeah. No, and that is truly what I'm learning and truly learning that they are way more fun in bed. Because they could really, they have the power to push you around and treat you like a woman, like a woman wants to be like that way, right, throwing around a little bit, like throw me over caveman kind of style.

Absolutely. Right? Yes. Nothing is hotter than that. So, and it's been a lot of fun. So I definitely, I definitely don't pass up those messages anymore. But at the beginning, I very much did. And now I'm finding I really like them.

Who did you have your DP with? How did that happen? I didn't even think like you had couples like men and women couples, married couples, but you've had two guys, too? How many times have you done that? And then tell me about your DP. So that was a very random kind of I hooked up with them once. And it was fun.

And then we kind of talked about a little bit of anal play. And I'm like, and this was kind of early on. And I was like, nope, had a bad experience in college, never going to do that. And he was like, you know, you're really sure. You should just try it. You're a lot of fun. You're going to enjoy it. You just got to relax.

And I'm like, I still don't. I don't know. And so, of course, I dwelled on it for a little while. And I'm like, okay, I'm ready. Let's try this the next time. So, oh, and by the way, this is a Bumble guy. This was still while I was on the Bumble app. This was not even off friend finders.

So anyways, he came over and, I mean, it was, I don't know, probably it was just, I think he wanted it so badly too, that he, knew that he's just like they relaxed and calm and plenty of this like really talked it through and then just went to town and I was like holy fuck I've never had I didn't think

it was possible to have an orgasm while having anal and it was the best thing ever like it was I don't know it was and that was your first time because you said that you had a bad experience with it yes bad experience in college

and then his was I mean it was something else, like hot, different. It was super uncomfortable at the beginning, but then, I don't know, like, just stayed relaxed and he was just like, relax, you're good. Like, you kind of really coached me through it. And then, I don't know, first time I had an orgasm doing it. I'm like, okay, wow, all right, like, I'm in. Yeah, yeah, yeah, now you're a little girl.

Yeah. Yeah. So anyways, he has a good friend that he's not bisexual, but his friend is and he's like, you know, we've always been wanting to do a male, male, female situation already down. I'm like, I don't know. And I'm like, you know, I mean, yeah, I guess I am. I'm like, let's try it out. And so it was definitely a strategic placing situation.

It's not as what the, you know, the porn industry makes it look on, oh, yeah, this is super easy. So it's a lot of, you've got to lay this way, sit this way, go this way. So funny. It keeps falling out. It's fun. It's fun. Yeah. And then the other big thing that I don't even know if I said this, but I broke my jaw

off when I was very young. And so I have like the worst ability to give head. If you have a small penis, it's perfect. If you don't, my jaw just starts to like walk up and it's a terrible situation. Like it's the worst. And so that's another thing too that I'm very upfront with. Well, you know, I'm kind of like, hey, you know, not always going to be able. be able to reciprocate. And they're like, oh, it's fine. Like, I'm in it to pleasure you.

I'm like, yeah, you say that. But really, don't try to grab my head and push me down on it because it will literally do my job. And yeah. And it's always worked out well. So I was kind of nervous in that situation. Like, you know, what am I going to do to please them? And, you know, he ahead of time kind of told his friend, like, it's just really not going to happen. But we're good. And it was, It was fun and it was hot. And I will probably never do that again, though, just because it was not comfortable in any situation. It was fun.

It was, you know, all that. You mean just like physically, like in the position you had to stay in or something? That wasn't all right. Yes. It just wasn't, no. It just wasn't. I think I just worried more about like, I don't know. Just, I don't know.

It was not something I'd ever plan again, for sure. Yeah, but you could check it off your list. I mean, I can't put, like, does anybody know? Like all of your girlfriends, I mean, do any of your girlfriends know about all the stuff that you do? You're younger now. Like, can you tell your friends in this day and age that you did stuff like that with them calling you a slut? Well, so, no. None of them know.

I'm living in this whole different lifestyle, or at least here. So I have a very close friend that I did tell her all this. And so she's living vicariously for me. Currently, she's married and boring. And it's been a lot of fun to tell her about all this. and she actually has my, you know, she tracks me on my cell phone. So I'll be like, hey, I'm going to see this person. Like, make sure I make it home tonight alive.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's smart. So I do have one friends that knows all about this. But the other nice thing is I have a couple that, like, I've just become very close to. And like, I've kind of been slowing down on some things just because they're a lot of fun. And telling them my stories just because they're really non-judgmental and kind of talked about all my stuff. And, you know, the other thing, too, is the whole pegging. thing of the cop coming up.

Yeah. You know, they enjoy that themselves as a couple. So, like, got a couple good pointers on what to do. And, you know, it's just little things like as simple as make sure you wear a pair of underwear when you put the strap on because when you start going to town, it really rubs you raw. And I'm like, okay, like, just little things where they've done it. And they're like, go have fun and do it. And tell us when, how it went and coming out with us.

Is that a couple that you hooked up with or just a couple you made friends? I mean, did you meet them on until front of them? finders, that couple? Yes, I met them on adult friend finders. Yep. Yep, this is the very last one that it's been pretty, I mean, for the last couple, three weeks now we've been hanging out. So this one wasn't anything. This one was like the most normal couple. Like this one is, you know, we've done drinks more hung out. We didn't even do anything the first time. They're just kind of looking for an additional friend to hang out with. And they've always been into a full swap type situation and I was their first unicorn and so I don't know I think we're still just kind of navigating

the waters but we tend to hang out quite a bit and they don't have children so it's even better like it's very easy to hang out with them at any time it doesn't have to be a random night now have you hooked up with them though like it's not really clear one now just once yeah right yep and they're both and you fool around on both of them I mean do they don't when you say that they're the most regular couple. I'm assuming there's nothing like they're watching you or squirting or anything. I mean, it's like a normal threesome that you're having with both of them included. Definitely.

Yeah. And then they really want to. So the bond is in hopes and we'll see where my comfort level gets to this point, but they want to just play separately at some point in time. And mainly just with the husband only. So we will see. We'll see where that goes. I think it's important to have a really good kind of can they handle it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Now, have you ever hooked up with any single women or is it always just the women in the couple scenarios and then the solo guys? Yeah, it's always been in the couple scenario, but it is on my bucket list to see how much I truly love it. Like, you know, not with a guy there. So it hasn't come along yet. I don't really even know where to like fully, you know, decide on how to do that. Or, you know, if I go looking on Adult Friend Finder or find it elsewhere, you know, not for sure on that one. Yeah, because I think the problem with Adult Friend Finder is it's not a lot of women.

I mean, that's why they're always asking you. There's not that many solo women to begin with. That's why you're getting hit up by a lot of couples and guys. But I don't know that there's a lot of other U's out there. And if they are, you know, they're probably, you know, getting hit up by couples and stuff. No one's thinking, oh, let's find the solo girl. That would probably have to happen maybe off of like a regular app. There's a lot of, listen, there's a lot of threesome apps now besides Adult Friend Finder that, you know, is available.

Adult Friend Finder has been around since the dawn of time. So that's like old school. But there's definitely a lot of new ones. And that people use, a lot of people that call it to my show, couples and solos that they use to go find alternative kind of, you know, hookups. that and you can even do it on Tinder you know right can't you just set your Tinder profile but you said that there's a lot of you know you find a lot of your co-workers

and stuff so maybe you don't want to put that out there I don't know yeah nope no I'm enjoying this whole entire this is me and no one knows but is anyone like wow you seem different or you're so much more confident oh really you don't know why I have actually yes even a couple

co-workers recently have really been like oh you're just kind of I don't know. They're like, do you have a boyfriend? I'm like, no, sure don't. You're glowing. Are you pregnant? Oh my God.

That is so fucking hilarious. Yeah. And then I've also had to catch myself in drinking situations with my friends. Yeah. Real recently we went to an event and there was this new couple that came along with all, because all my friends are married. And I'm just always been the single, single girl. And there was this fun younger couple that came to the event.

us and we had all been drinking way too much and they were standing there and I can't remember exactly how it all started but I was like you know do you want to have a threesome and I'm like oh dang like don't say that this is the vanilla kind of me but I played it off as like completely joking like winking you know like ha ha and they were like oh okay like it was a little it was a little awkward but in like a good awkward but I made it awkward more than anything because I'm like I can't believe you just said that. And so I played office. I was only joking. Like, I'm, and I'm always the life of the party. So it was totally just, you know, pushed off as a ha-ha moment. But I'm like, nope, you're Vanilla Chelsea right now. Yeah, that's so funny. Now, so what else is on your bucket list moving forward?

So, Pegging is on there. I really want, yeah. So I definitely want to go to a swingers club and have like that experience. I have not gone there and had any type of public sex or in that capacity, like going out and doing that type of thing. And then definitely some like more kinky like tie-ups and bondage type stuff. Like, you know, a little bit more, I like it rough. And so I want to add in the ties and stuff like that. Now, how does a relationship look like for you in the future?

Do you feel like you would be able to be monogamous? Do you think that if you were a part of a couple that you would want to play, like these other couples that you hook up with? Yeah. So you know what? My friend put it perfectly when I was talking to her about all this, the one that I can tell her. She's like, this is kind of perfect for you because I don't really want to date.

I don't want to get married. I don't want kids. Like I'm kind of just a free spirit person. And I always hate being asked, when are you going to get married? When are you going to have kids? All that stuff and the dating thing. So it's like, yeah, you know, right now with the one couple of it's out with one night,

I ran into someone I knew and I was like, oh, hey, these are my friends, so-and-so. And they're, you know, it was great to be able to say that. And little do they know. It's like, yeah, like they're, that's who I'm going to go home and be with tonight. And from perspective, it's, you know, I'm hanging out doing things. But really, I'm having a lot of fun. and no one knows and it's good to go. Like, that's kind of what I enjoy.

Yeah, and talk a little bit. Let's end with because I know that this was a big part of why you wanted to come on the show that, you know, how much it has changed the way you feel about your body and your body image, how much that has changed and how it makes you feel and that kind of stuff. Yeah. Oh, my goodness. It has changed me so much. At the beginning, it was, I was, and I've always been.

kind of confident in myself just because I was a very, you know, dominant career, all that stuff. Like I've never thought of anything. But I was so terrified when the clothes came off. Like, yeah, yeah, yeah. Am I, you know, so I was just kind of mentally get in my head. And so at the beginning, it was very much, I didn't want to fully take off my clothes, like, would prefer if the lights were off. Like, I don't want you to look at my body. I don't even know if I love my body. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

And then after the few couple times, like it was like, man, and when you get told your body is sexy, it sticks with you. Like, it truly does. Like, I don't know how to explain that other than, it may be not even a reassurance thing, but it's just that you are, who you are, and people are attracted to everybody in every shape, size, color, everything. And so, own it and don't think about it and don't get stuck in your head of, you know, oh, I'm a bigger girl. There's no way I'm going to be able to get in that position. Right. I mean, listen, BBW, you, right? That's the correct way. It's porn. I think they say it's like one of the most highly downloaded if you take all the categories. I think that what's great about things nowadays,

I mean, you're young, and I think it's so great that you could look in magazines and look on TV and see yourself in ads and on the cover of magazines and stuff. Like, you know, back in my day, you could never see that. It was totally like one body type, and this is how you had to be. So it was like way harder even then, I think. I think it's so great that nowadays, all kinds of body types are celebrated. They're shown to be beautiful. And I think it's really changing,

which is really great. Yeah, it is. It's a great thing, for sure. I don't think guys changed what they were into. I think that they always were into all different types of body, shape, sizes, women, flavors, varieties, like that guy who has that perfect body girl, but likes girls like you too,

you know, that couple that you have. I think that always existed, but people weren't being really honest about it. I had a guy once that it was like my long-term Brady Call guy and I found some porn in his drawer and it was BW and he was so freaked out. And I always had a lot of guy friends. So I knew what guys were into?

I was like, what do you care? Like, it's no big deal that you're into that. Like, that's normal. You know what I mean? I knew that guys liked all. different stuff, but I think a lot of people never copped to it, society never talked about it, but it was always there. I mean, come on, you know.

Right. Yeah. And I think the biggest thing is like, and I'm learning through all this, is it's not a fetish. Like I think sometimes people try to put it in like a fetish category rather than a preference. That's important to say. Yeah. Like it is not a, don't think that you're being fetishized because you, they can hold on and hold on to your curves or they like your thicker thighs.

It is not that at all. Like it is truly a body preference. And I think that's the big thing. You know, don't psych yourself out. If you are someone that is bigger and you just don't know where to start, like don't think that it's some creepy guy that has a fetish. And that's all it is. It is not that at all.

And you just needed a couple guys to tell you and to, like, see, let you know that they thought that you were hot. And then that changed the game. It was more, I mean, you did have to put yourself in an uncomfortable position in the beginning because it's not like you went in totally confident, right? It was that it changed over time. It did. I know.

But me being my personality, the first one wouldn't have even known that I wasn't body confident at all. So fake it until you make it. Oh, yeah. I faked it until I made it. And now I just completely laugh because it's like, you know, lights, you know, and I think it's everything. And I think that comes even with just any size preference.

Women sometimes don't prefer the lights to be on. A lot of men typically think it's because they don't love their body. Yeah. That's not always the case. You want to know what the fuck you're doing in there too sometimes. But, you know, you don't need all the lights on. Yeah. But maybe you just a couple lights so you know what's going on or, you know, if people like it in the dark, it's in the dark.

But it's like just, you know, it doesn't have to do with how your body looks sometimes. But my preference at the beginning was keep those lights off. I don't want you to see me at all. Yeah. And now it's like, I don't fucking care. Yeah, look what happened. I mean, you put yourself up, like you said, like in your lingerie, like, here the fuck I am. Let's just get right to it.

This is what you're signing up for. You just threw that out there probably never realizing the positive reactions you would get. And you surprised, and it totally changed your whole life. And I think that that's important for other people to hear. So, you know, right? Yeah, definitely. Definitely. For sure.

I love that red lingerie picture. it will forever be my symbol of who changed, you know, how I changed myself. Well, the good news is. I was terrified of taking that. Yeah. That's the one that you have up because I have that anonymous pick of you. I'm going to put up on my Patreon for people to see. I have the red lingerie anonymous pick that she fucking loves.

Is that your, like, adult friend finder profile pick? It's not even the profile one, but it's on there. But it's on there. Right. Yep. And you sent it to me. It was just because it was just one of those where I, I had a, you know, I think it was a picture of my boobs.

Everybody loves boobs. So I was like, oh, I'll have that as my profile picture. And then if you continue to scroll, then you'll see my full body type. Yeah, yeah, yeah. There you go. Okay, so you have a full variety. We have, I do have those anonymous picks of you over on Patreon so people can come see it. I'll make sure to put BBW, I think, is really important in the title.

And somehow I got a title this the right way so that, you know, not only people, like not, like that some, that the right people will find it. Maybe other girls like you too, you know? and I think that because I do think that your message, besides your hot stories and all the stuff that, you know, people tune into my show for, I always do like to be helping people, you know, and I think your journey besides being hot, and a lot of people will think that is also, it could help other people as well. If there were where you were a year ago or however long ago you were this completely opposite person, now look at who you are. And I've had other girls like you on my show, and I think that that's always an important message to women, because, Whether you're BBW or not, a lot of women don't feel good about their bodies or how they look and they're very self-conscious. So, you know, you're here to say that if you put yourself out there, you might be surprised. And things can really change.

And I think it's very brave of you to have done that. I think it's great that you're living your best life, you know, when you have 10 more experiences, call me up. And I'm sure you'll have more stories for me. But this is, I like this whole story. So thanks so much for the pick. Thanks so much for calling in. And this will be up either this Monday or Wednesday. Awesome.

All right. All right. Thanks so much. Have a good one. Thanks, Chloe. Thanks, Chloe for calling in. All right. Bye.

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