Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 577 - Rick is Totally Into Sharing his Partners with Other Guys

Episode Date: January 4, 2023

Rick is totally into sharing his partners with other guys and he called in to talk all about it. When did he realize he was into being a cuckold? Why does he think he is so into it? And, how did he get his girlfriend to hook up with other guys? Tune in for all the details including the time he hooked up with his passenger while Uber driving and how freaky she was, his foot fetish and when he realized he had it, how he got molested when he was super young by multiple boys and how that shaped him, how he lost virginity, the first threesomes he had with friend in high school and how that led to his future desires, the first time he realized he wanted his girlfriend to hook up with other guys and how he started sharing her, how he caught her cheating on him and why he was super turned on by it, how he found out she was into BBC and how and why that turned him on, how and why he enjoyed being smaller and inferior, his feelings about hooking up with guys, how and why he cheated on his gf and how she caught him hitting up couples on Craigslist, how he got busted sharing her pics with his male friends, how he found out about cuckolding on Reddit and how researching it made him feel better about what he was into plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics of most of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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slept with a lot of Uber drivers. I forget what it was and I was like, you know, I put a call out like, how many times does this actually go down that Uber drivers are like hooking up with their ride share people and I got a guy who called in to tell me his Uber driver's story. He's an Uber driver and he fucked a girl that came into his thing and he starts off with that right. We talk about the fact that he's an Uber driver, the fact that he had a girl who was really freaky and he got down with her and exactly what went down. He talks a little bit about a foot fetish that he has and then he talks about having a threesome when he was very young, like in high school,

and how having that threesome with his guy, friend, and another girl, really wired him to be into seeing his partners, his female partners in the future with other men, how he got really into that and how he got interested in, and how that threesome in high school did shape him. He also had another bad thing that happened to him when he was little, only talks about that as well in the beginning. And then we get into the fact of when he did eventually wind up with a girlfriend and shared her

and why he's into it, what turns him on about it, how seeing her is a turn on and why. Like I said, it sums back a lot from that wiring with the threesome in high school. He also talks about how and why he started cheating on his girl as well and how he feels about hooking up with guys. That stuff goes back to the time that he was taken advantage of when he was younger by another man. That's the thing that happened to him when he was younger. He talks about as well.

And then his feelings about hooking up with guys when he's older, he has an interest in interracial porn where that stems from. and then he talks about how finding out about cuckolding and doing a deep dive into it really kind of cleared the air for him because it really put into perspective all the things that he was into and explained to him why he was into it. So anyway, I've been holding on to Rick's episode for a while. He called it a long time ago. So anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Rick. Hi Rick, welcome to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you this morning?

I'm great, great, very excited. I've been looking forward to speaking with you. I've been looking forward to speaking with you first as well. Because I did put a shout out out there for any Uber driver that watches people have sex or has sex with their people. Like, I don't know, there's this whole thing going down that a caller had told me about with his wife having sex with Uber drivers. So it's like, I wonder if other Uber drivers are having these experiences. I figured they were. You wouldn't tell me you have one of those,

but then as well as like a lot of other crazy stories, you were cucked by your girlfriend, and then there's like a lot of other vanilla, non-vanella stuff that you do. So why don't we start off with the Uber story? And then we'll get into the girl and everything else. Can we just get, what is going on with the Uber's drivers? Do you fuck one of your clients?

What do you call them? So this was a one-time occurrence. I'll be honest with you. I never try to even be flirtatious because I would never want somebody to report me. Yeah, you're professional. Yeah, extremely. So two years ago after the Super Bowl with the 49ers and the Chiefs, I live in the neighborhood where there's a lot of people that party in that neighborhood.

So after the game, I said, okay, I'm going to get some rides. And there's a bar less than that. two, three miles from where I stay and I go and pick this passenger up when she's wearing the chief's jersey, right? I'm a home's jersey. Attractive blonde young lady. And the ride wasn't more than seven minutes from her location to where she resided, which happened to be right down the street from my apartment. So I just started small talk. It was like, hey, nice jersey, whatever, whatever. And she's kind of giving me a little back story how she got the jersey, pretty with saying she didn't really care.

And then, I mean, I don't want to say things went south, but things probably went up. Right as we pulled up to her to her apartments, there's a, all of a sudden she hits me with the, hey, well, you want me to trade you for my jersey?

And I'm like, trade you for me, what do you mean, trade you for my jersey? She's all like, you want to fuck me? And I was like, are you serious? And she said, yeah, you want to fuck me? And I was like, where?

And she's like, in here. She, she, she, she, she didn't want to pay for the ride? Or she just like, like, she didn't want to pay for the ride. What was she trading? What do you mean? Oh, for the jersey? I didn't, that's what I meant. I was like, what are you trading for, you know?

Yeah. So she was just propositioning me, right? And I couldn't believe my ears. So I was like, are you serious? Just, yeah. So there was literally a park right across the street. I made a U-turn. I parked.

I put my, uh, sunshed. up on the front windows because, I mean, I don't want to get popped for something like that, you know, and possibly get arrested or something. So I park my car. It's on with the AC on. I jump in the backseat. And, you know, we kind of start going at it. Like, she wants me to seduce her. So started making, you know, I run my hands in her past. Start touching her. Start fingering her. And I mean, she's getting turned on before you know it. Like, I got her undress. her back seat and she's like eating my pussy so I went down on her you know like just I mean I kind of lost all my inhibitions at the time and I started going at it and then we were going at it and then she starts

telling me she's all like if you have a friend I want to get fucked my two guys and I'm like oh my god like I got this adrenaline rush and I'm like oh my god what do I do so you know I texted like two or three guys friends I mean it was already close to midnight and like no responses trying to call your Like, like, my best friend that I knew he would be down for something like that. I called him and he's got a girlfriend and two babies or whatever. He kind of had to cut his short. I was, wow, man, I can't get out right now. I was like, all right, my cool.

I'll talk to you another time. And going at it in the backseat. And I mean, I'm just like eating her out, like finger banging the hell out of her. Like, I'm trying to have sex with it, like full blown. But it's like she's kind of not letting me like penetrators. So I'm just getting what I can out of it, right? I didn't know. But she's just like the dirty talk, you know, like, oh, my God, like, I want to get gangbanged and this and that.

Oh, my goodness. Mind you, I'm, mind you, I'm that guy. That is right up my alley. Oh, you're a freak. You know, I have a relationship. I've had a relationship with the female I'm seeing for 25 years. Oh, okay. And this one experience that me and her had has just left me longing.

or something like that. Oh, right, right. The cock, the cock experience. Yes, I couldn't believe what the hell was going on. But I went with it. I mean, I damn your fisted this girl. I don't know if she plays with herself a lot, but she was very desensitized down there.

So we were pretty much in my car for like an hour and a half of just me trying to get her off. And she was like, I'm not getting out of this car until I come. But I was trying my hardest. The funny part was that I had my dogs with me. Oh, my God. How many dogs? Dogs, plural? I got two little dogs with me.

They were the front seat and they just poked a little head. I'm like, good looking. Turn around. Hilarie. Were they jumping around? No, they were just watching. I don't, I don't know. It was just, it was, it was, I couldn't believe what was going on that night.

Yeah, crazy. And then like before she got out, she was like, I can't find my phone. Obviously, she had been at a Super Bowl party. So, you know, she was tipsy. She was in drunk. So the stuff that she was telling me was, like, I believe that's what she was. She told me she had just broken up with her boyfriend. And I think she had these urges, but never even vocalized them with him.

But here she was opening up to me some stranger who she didn't even know for 10 minutes. Yeah. So the experience was very, very hot. I'm not going to lie. But that was a one and done. And I mean, I'll tell you, being an Uber driver where I live, I mean, there are just some of the most gorgeous women, like, ever. Like, it's unbelievable. Like, I mean, the fact that, you know, there's some men that can't control themselves and they're just like, they're down near pigs, like the way that they're probably creep out some females.

And I've heard that from a lot of females, but I get it. Like, I have self-control, but a level of beautiful women that you come across doing this is very challenging. right right and if you're young you sound young and young girls were getting in i mean like people hook up and meet people and if you're cute and she's cute and i'm sure maybe there's people like beside like like i was looking for salacious stories but i bet you there's uber drivers out there that met their girlfriends or boyfriends while driving anyway let's get to all your other like non-vanella stuff i mean you did have one experience with your girl but what is all the stuff that happened that led up to it okay well by listening to so many of your episodes

which I just came across your platform like maybe like two months ago. I've been hooked. Oh, I love that. I take so much from so many episodes and oh, I can relate to that. I can look to this. Yeah. So let me just start from the beginning. And I'll work myself quick.

I'm not going to make this long drawn out. But, you know. Okay. No, I don't mind. I mean, I do need an episode. Right, right. So I'm a young. I was born out of wedlock.

So my parents are older. I got a brother that's 20 years old. with me. So when I was little, like, I only had like three sisters, no, actually two sisters at the time living because, you know, they were getting older or whatever. And I'm talking about from like a toddler. I remember like kind of being sexualized in the way that when my sisters' friends would come over, I started getting attracted to feet like at a young age. So I don't know. Oh, you're a foot fetish guy. Oh, God, I love feet. So, okay, this might be good for my foot fetish, my Fetish Friday's episode. Yeah.

It's amazing because you could tell a lot from the personal care that a woman does to herself by the way she cares for her feet. And I think that's what it comes from, at least for me. Like if a woman's got beautifully pedicured feet, like you could just imagine, like my mind just starts going. I bet she's got a beautiful shape pussy and this and that. So you can tell a lot from the way that a woman maintains her feet and keeps her car clean. I've heard as well. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I can say that. Yeah. So anyways, that was as a toddler, whatever. And I grew up in a border town. And I kind of went to something traumatic like when I was young. My grandparents lived in Mexico. And because I was in that generational gap where nobody was really my age and my family. I remember we were visiting my grandma's place. And they had an next door neighbor who was considerably older. I was a teenager. And I must have a have been around six years old somewhere between five six and seven year old rating and i went over to visit and after a few times of hanging out with this kid he took advantage of me man like he he he sonomized oh wow that's fucked up yeah it wasn't to completion but he was trying yeah yeah and and after that i never wanted to go again like i never quite was able to tell my mom because my dad didn't live in house so I felt like I didn't have like a male to defend me and I just carried it with me like I just internalized it and so I felt like I was robbed of my innocence at a very young age.

Yeah that's sad because I just have to say that with stuff like that it's so common that people don't share it and I get why and but the the problem is is that if you don't share it then you just hold on to that and that kind of baggage for the rest of your life. life can really do damage in a lot of other areas. You know, it is a, it's really, it's, it's, it's such a terrible thing to have happened to somebody. Right. And so, I don't remember how far after, but a few years later, I must have been like second or third grade, you know, I remember hanging out with some kids in the neighborhood, you know, back, back here in, in the United States, in the border town that I'm from in Texas or whatever. And sometimes I want to, you know, I'm

wonder what it was about me. I don't know. But anyways, I was hanging out with these two kids, and we were in their apartment, and there was no adults around. And I don't know what got into them or what provoked it or what. Next thing, you know, like, they both whipped their dicks out on me. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, see, that's what's so sad about it is that you think the first time that it happens, you just assume that it's something that you did. And you're really young. You don't, you can't even think about anybody but yourself. And now then it happens again. And now it even perpetuate that even more. It's not about you.

It's about the other person. It's about whatever they're acting out for. But that's how it creates the damage. Because you take it on as if it's something you did or something about you. And see, I really don't know. I mean, from a scientific standpoint, when it is that young boys start thinking like that, you know? Because, I mean, we're not six, okay? It's not fucking six.

But I think sometimes people act out like that if it was done to them. unfortunately like this kind of stuff is not like it's not the norm right it's not happening to 100% of the people but it is happening a lot unfortunately and that's just a fucking fact and I just think it's like a vicious never-ending cycle because sometimes people are young kids that are doing that it was also done to them do you know what I mean and then they're doing it to somebody else and I mean you're six years old you don't even you're not a sexualized being at that time so how are you going to going to put that together properly in your brain. You're just not going to be able to.

It's really brutal. And then now you're like a little bit older. And I've heard these stories before, you know. And it could really affect you, you know. So one of the kids was Hispanic. The other one was black. And when they did that, the first thing that ran through my mind was like, I don't want to get beat up.

So, you know. I got to do what they say. All I remember is that I didn't give them blow jobs, but I lick their dicks. Right. Both of them. You know, just for a little bit. Like I said, I don't even know how I got out that situation,

but I do kind of, in a blurry sense, do remember, like, licking both of their dicks. Right. And then after that, because we all lived in the same neighborhood and went to school, I remember just carrying that weight on my shoulder. Yeah. Can you imagine, like, all through elementary, all through middle school.

just here being outed. Yeah, of course. And listen, I'm a mother. When I think about if like that happened to my son, you know, and he carried that instead of told me, like, why didn't you go tell anyone? I think I know that most people don't. I'm just, you know, is it because you feel so ashamed or you're worried that it's a part of yourself, right? Like, what is it about somebody? I think I know the answer. I'm just wondering if you could talk it out because that's the worst thing that you could do and that's what is that's typically what people do is they keep it to themselves right well I didn't have a dad in house right that I felt comfortable I mean my my mom so much older and I didn't I didn't

want to put that on my mom either because you know I what what can the mom do you know and I just I felt like rather than make it a bigger deal let's just make it a no deal and yeah I'll I'll keep it to myself so like I said I carried that with me in the back of my consciousness and I went and grew up like that. Excuse me. And by the time I got to high school, I guess you'd say I blossomed, right? Like, I turned into a very handsome young teenager. And because of my sisters being older, I've always been attracted to older females.

So I was a sophomore because I just started high school. I lost my virginity to a girl that was a junior, had her in a class. And I lost my virginity in the parking lot of a church. like right you know she she had borrowed her parents car and you know you got to do what you got to do when you're that age we hooked up and i was off to the races like i got my first taste and now i've been blessed i've had luck where like i've never even been like the initiator like i've always had women who make the first move and i pick up on body language and we hook up so when i was going into my senior one of my best friends was living in these apartments and he started messing around with this girl

that was about maybe two years younger than us right and he took her virginity very very pretty young girl and you know she went with the punches and next thing you know like one day like he's on the phone and he was like hey would you let my friend fuck you and she was like yeah and i'm like are you seriously and he's like yeah so then and he had this other guy living with him like whose parents were kind of abusive to him so this one time we were hanging out as teenagers do right like it was like four four guys and then her and a friend and we were you know smoking weed and we went back to my place and he takes her into the bathroom and starts having sex with her and then the other kid that lived with him he's a little horn dog or whatever and he's like

Hey, what's up, man? And I guess he had heard what she had said or something like that. And at first he was like, hey, can I come in? And my friend's like, no, no, get away. She didn't want nothing to do. He's all right, well, what about Rick? And then he's like, yeah, Rick could come in. So I remember going in the restroom and it was so hot in there from them breathing hard.

And it was dark, pitch is dark because they had the light of it. And I was like, come on, look at my mom's bedroom. So we went to my mom's bedroom. And we both had sex with it. like at the same time he was getting moral and I was penetrating her and he swapped off or whatever. So that sparked off this for a few weeks, just about every day. Like during the week, you know, we did this thing where like we would have sex with her on his mom's bed. And then the other kid that was living with him and myself, like one day I'd have sex with her.

One day he'd have sex with her. It was literally like a show. We were like putting on a show for each other. So that to me would introduce me to looking at a female like that and objectifying her as a sexual object like that, right? I mean, it was hot. Yeah. It's like watching a live point.

Mm-hmm. You know? I definitely do think, I have to say that, I definitely think that a lot of times whatever you do in when you're younger, when you start to first have sex, if it's something like that, you do tend to get wired to not needing it but really wanting that kind of a thing over and over again whatever that is you know in the beginning well it was fun and the girl was very pretty so you know it was a lot that that left you hooked yeah those emotions to those desires it's just insane with

what that sparked off so during a graduated high school I didn't know what I wanted to to do so My mom's a nurse. And so my mom suggested that I work in a nursing home. So I went and got my certification to become a nursing assistant. And it's funny because this female that I was in my certification class with, she had a boyfriend at the time. And we happened to start working at the same nursing home. And we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, but, you know, she befriended me.

She started giving me rides. And I started having sex with her, you know. In my mind, I was like, this is my way of paying for guys. You know, she'd come over and she'd hang out. And, I mean, you know, she was just very different from what I was into. I was into, like, rap music and stuff like that. And she was into darker stuff. She already had all kinds of tattoos and stuff.

And I felt bad because she had told me about some trauma she had been through where her grandfather was molesting her. So, you know, I felt bad for her. There was no emotion attachment, but as a human being or whatever, you know, I liked her, but not like that. So when I was working in that nursing home, a few months after, female starts working there, right? And she worked as a janitor. I mean, too pretty to be pushing a mop, right? But she had just gotten out of a long-term relationship.

She had been living in Florida with a guy. And so she moved back to our hometown and she was working two jobs. And so talked to her. It wasn't really like hitting on her or anything like that. But we would talk, but there was another guy who was a, few years older than me and he worked there. And that's who she had her eyes set on, right? So, you know, I just noticed the body language and this and that.

And I didn't find out until later, well, I had gotten a brand new car and then, you know, I don't want to say that's why she started talking to me. But one day she was like, hey, you want to hang out or whatever? And this and that. And I was like, yeah, sure. I mean, she's 10 years older than me. I was 18. 28. So I never thought in a million years that I had a chance with her, right? And boy, did she clean

up my son, like, away from work. But before we actually hooked up, I found out that she had hooked up with that guy. So, you know, to be honest with you, I was thinking about her before I had been hooked up with her. Like, I remember that I would go home and masturbate it, thinking about her, like being fucked by that coworker, right? So, We went out and I think she wanted me to wash my car or something like that. She said she remembers like that first night where we were saying our goodbyes and like pulled her in to give her a hug and she said she remember the feeling that I was aroused. So long story short like we started hooking up.

I'll say this about my mom like I love her to death and she gave me so many liberties that very many young men don't don't get given but she would let me bring females and let me close the door and let me have sex. She'd rather that than worried about. about me what I could be getting into like into trouble like out on the streets or whatever. Yeah. So she started spending on my place like all the time, all the time. Well, Damien, I don't say living girlfriend, but we were inseparable.

I mean, a female that's that much older, the things that she was doing to me, I mean, come on. Like, you know, if a woman's being a teacher, she had me wrapped around her finger, you know, know, like, she just blew my mind. And my best friend that I had done that with that other girl with, we were like a threesome as far as like friendship, like hanging out. And I could see that there was a chemistry between them too because my, my girlfriend was like, he's so cute, like, you know, because it was almost like, like he wanted to be my twin, you know?

I don't want to say he was a copycat, but, you know, we were best friends. right? Yeah. So upon us hanging out or whatever, I don't know why he brought it up to her. I don't know if he was trying to act like a hot shot or something like that, but he let the cat out closet about what we used to do that to that female. And he kind of planted the seeds. And so, you know, I remember we even went to an adult arcade this one time and went

went inside a booth and started watching like a pornographic movie, but it didn't go anywhere, right? And then there was like sexual tension. Like there was definitely sexual tension. I remember this one time we were going to hang out and me and this girl already lived together. And I got there and he got there before me. I saw his car and saw I come in my apartment. I was like, hey, what's up? What were you guys doing?

This and that. And they playfully used to do. suggested that they hooked up and I was like really you guys looked up I was like so then I guess you saw these right I like pulled her top up and I exposed her tits to him and it was like oh my god I was like yeah I didn't think so because he went into acting like that and it was just like some some you know like real playful stuff but again never went any further than that and uh I remember you always knew that you were like that kind of let all that little stuff like turned you on yeah it did It did. It did. And they knew that, but we just, we just never went there.

Yeah. And even a few years later, we were in another apartment. And I remember literally leaving them alone, going to sleep. And I'm like, I'm going to see what happens. And I gave them hours, right? And I remember getting up and it was like three in the morning, four in the morning. And I walked out into the living room and nothing. But they were close to each other, you know they were like very very close and i was just like dude do i need to like do it for you so um i was about to move out of town and the night before i was scheduled to move out of town we were at his place and he had just met the the mother of his child who would later become that right and you know she was just the real plain jane woman or whatever

whatever, and he starts talking to us. He's like, hey, uh, let me show you what I bought for me and my girlfriend. So he pulls out like a tackle box of like French ticklers. Well, I guess we had never seen that, right? And my girlfriend says to him, she's like, well, which one are you going to wear tonight? And we just kind of like looked at each other. And we knew what that meant. That was, that was the green light.

Right. And I was like, oh, my God. It's like it's it's going to happen. Holy shit. And so I started making out with her. I went down on her and, you know, we're all on the bed, right? So once he sees me that I'm like about to like get in top of her and penetrate or whatever, he gets off the bed and he lays down on the floor.

And, you know, I proceed to have sex with her on the bed. And then when I'm done, I guess. it up and so he gets up and he dropped his trousers and then he got the top of her and like i mean this this whole scenario it's been embedded in my brain it reminds me of that of that scene on eyes wide shut where the guy keeps replaying something that he saw that just keeps replaying in his brain. And so I remember like he went up there and he started kissing on her breast. And then he started like making out with her. And oh, God, I was getting so worked up. And then and then he penetrates it. Like he sticks a big man. And I'm thinking no condom, no nothing. And I didn't say

nothing. I just, I just watched. And like my heart was beating out of my chest. It was single-handed lead the most sexually. euphoric experience I've ever had in my life. Right. This was my girlfriend. Like I loved her. It wasn't just whoever, you know, this was like my girlfriend, girlfriend. Mm-hmm.

And I mean, I've never been so turned on. It looked amazing. I guess it made me appreciate her more how hot she was by seeing somebody else enjoying her, not just enjoying her, but enjoying the full experience that I got. Mm-hmm. And, I mean, you know, he's. finished, he completed, he came inside of her. And then I remember pulling her back down to the floor, like where I was, like, I guess what we were going to sleep the night? And I have to have

sexual with it, like, again. And that's it. After we finished, like, after I had sex with a second time, and that's it. We went to sleep. Right. And then that's it. Like, the next day, we went over again, but another friend of ours showed up. And I don't know, it was kind of weird like the guy's behavior. I wonder if he had a feeling that something was going on. It just kind of seemed weird the way he showed up. It was kind of intrusive and like he wouldn't leave. So it didn't happen. And I wanted it to have happened again that night, but it didn't. So I ended up moving out of town for like two or three months. I had to come back because my mother had, um, she had knee replacement surgeries. But just the thought of that was just like

consuming. It was driving me wild, driving me wild. But. But while I was with her, she moved in with me and we lived together and then, you know, it didn't work out because I was having friends over, you know, and we were out of smoking weed and playing video games and stuff like that. And I mean, I wasn't acting like an adult, right? So she'd move out. And then we had this like on and off relationship, right? And I was having sex with a lot of females, like working in a nursing home, being surrounded by nothing but females. I had an issue where I couldn't help myself, you know. And I've got this, I don't know where I heard it before, but I've heard that, you know, a guy is only as faithful as his options.

Yeah, I've heard that. Yeah. Uh-huh. And I had a lot of options, right? And it wasn't because I was being like, you know, predatory or anything. No, like the women were being predatory to me. Yeah. They were coming after you. Right. Yes. I mean, I remember that this one situation where this was after I came back at my start working at this one nursing home. And there was this lady. She was a petite little Hispanic lady, right? And she was a nursing assistant. And her husband worked another ship, and he was African American. And, I mean, to say that she threw herself at me was almost an understatement.

Right. You know, I mean, she put it on me. And I was like, whoa, she started calling me. She'd come over to my place and not have sex with her. I mean, even at the nursing home, we were having sex, like, in the rooms. Like, I'll probably go to health for this. But, I mean, I remember this one time, like, we were providing care for this patient who was, like, not with it at all. I got behind her in that.

Fucked right in the room. And I was fucking right. I was fucking from behind. Poor family of that poor person. And we hear a knock on the door and housekeeping. I was like, damn near push her off of me. And we're like the thrill of almost getting caught. It was intense.

Yeah. But after a while, I had to cut it off because I started having sex with another female. And then I started having sex with another female. I was kind of out of control, like, looking back. But, I mean, I was a young guy who was exploring his options or whatever. Yeah. And so we moved. We finally ended up moving, my girlfriend and I, we moved, we moved.

permanently to a bigger city in Texas. And when we relocated over here, the same thing. Like, I started working in a nursing home and there was a daughter of one of the patient sons who came by to visit her grandma and I guess she was attracted to me. He was like, hey, you want to go out and hang out sometime. And like my girlfriend very, very quickly, I suddenly moved over here. She started withholding sex from me and I was like, are you serious? like, why did I bring you out here?

I didn't need a roommate. What are you doing? And then here this other female was like, wanting me to hook up. And I remember just like leaving and going to hang out with this female. And, you know, my girlfriend knew what I was doing pretty much. So she, she, of course, she was upset. And she was like, you know what?

Fuck it. So she ended up moving out. So she got her own place. And she was into like the parting scene or whatever. And she was Caucasian. but the clubs that she like going to were predominantly like all African Americans

so after she got her place a few weeks later I went to visit her and you know we were having our issues or whatever and I looked on her on her table and I saw a blunt you know

because she wasn't a weed smoker and she always gave me shit about smoking weed and I was like what is that and it seemed like as soon as I brought it up like I hear a knock on the door. And I go and I open the door and it's kind of like is actually there.

And I was like, yeah, man, but she's busy. And then he kind of looked at her and was like, you know, try to get confrontational. I don't know what she had told them about some of the issues that we were having. You know, I never put hands on her or something like that. But he kind of tried to get like confrontational. Like, like he looked at him. like you're gonna be alright or something like that and I looked at

was like yeah man she's gonna be alright man and she'll worry about her and I closed the door and he left and I was like are you fucking out? And she was like no it's some guy mad blah blah this and that so I mean I'm thinking she's into black guys like

you know it just caught me off guard you know and I'll say this when that happened it led me down a rabbit hole of interracial porn because even though she told me they didn't hook up in my mind I'm like no there's no way like he showed up for a reason like you know he wasn't expecting me to be there and that turned you on you wanted that to be true you played that out as a fantasy yes right yeah yeah you realize you're into it you know I mean I had watched porn before like most

guys or whatever but you know when you left me to my devices I really went down that rabbit hole And I was just fucking hooked. And so she really didn't even own up to it or admitted until like a year later. We were in my apartment. And then I was like, come on, man. Like, quit playing. I mean, like, it's driving me crazy. Do you fuck him or not?

And she's like, yes. And, you know, I didn't tell her to stop. But, you know, she had an episode where, like, somebody broke into her apartment. And she had just hung out with him. And it was, it was, the way it was done, it's like they didn't really steal anything, but we kind of put it off that it was on him. Yeah. So she ended up moving out and moving them back in with me. But like I said, she was withholding sex for me.

And then I started messing with another female from work. And so it was just this whole like off again, on again, off again. and like she ended up like a year or two later hooking up with them again and and then there was a vendor from her work who she also started seeing as well who had a girlfriend and a child and so she was seeing two guys and I remember I was out of town my mom and here she's telling me that she's fucking these two dudes and I just I was losing my mind. But in a good way losing it like in a good way you were losing your mind. Yeah, yeah, because it was just turning me on like the thought of her having sex with black guys that are well endowed because I mean I'm not endowed like there's nothing I can do about it you know I can't grow a bigger dick.

And she told me that the guy she lived with before me in Florida was like very very well endowed So I knew she was into that. And sometimes, you know, when you find that out and you're a guy, like, you know, you can't help but be left. And I developed this once I found out she was into black guy like that. Like I developed a what do you call? A complex of inadequacy. A complex of inadequacy. Because like I'm not packing like that.

So like why is she with me? You know, like, because I don't. know if I was a female, if I could do the same thing, like, you know, go back to something that's not as satisfying as this, this thing, right? Yeah. But, you know, I mean, I remember this one time, like, I came over and I had just dropped off this one female that another friend of mine's girlfriend and hooked me up with. You know, it didn't go well.

And I showed up at her place. And when she opened the door, she was like, oh, I thought you were so and so on. And I was like, what, some guy just left? She's all like, yeah. I was like, you were having sex with him? She was like, yeah. She was like, but I can't, I can't come with him. And I was like, oh, my God.

I was like, I want you right now. Right. But she wouldn't let me have her like right then. She had to take a shower. And in my mind, like, she took like a 10 or 15 minute shower. And I'm like, yeah, I could just imagine like this guy was, was fucking her without a calm him as well or something like that. because I know like come on like I saw my two eyes like condoms aren't the first thing on her mind

and actually like going back to when we first got here and the whole thing with the black guy I saw like she ended up pregnant oh really and she had an ectopic pregnancy so it wasn't you know like she lost it yeah but but to me she'll never admit that it was by this other guy And I know it couldn't be mean because, you know, when I have sex with females and when I get comfortable, like, I come in them and I've never gotten anybody pregnant. So to me, it just made sense that it had to have been this other guy who got her pregnant. It wasn't me, but, you know, when I bring it up, she'll get offended or whatever. So she's always downplayed. And we'll never admit to that, you know.

But in my mind, I'm pretty sure that it was the guy. that got pregnant on me. Right. Yeah. So, and I see the way she gets around African-American guys. Like, it drives her nuts. And just to see the way that she gets kind of giddy and stuff like that, like, I get turned on because I want to see it again. Right.

That's like your fan. The problem that she had, the problem that she had with my friend at one time and why it never happened again was because he came in like less than 10 minutes. I mean, this was his first experience having said. We had to calm them. So I could just imagine, you know, the, just the sexual tension. I mean, because I know he was falling in love with her. Right. Like, there was a time when they met in the parking lot, and he was telling her all my dirty laundry.

Like, he pulled an asshole move. Like, he didn't have to do that to have hooked up with her. But I think he was trying to take her from me. She had done something where, like, she knew I was going to meet up with this female. Right. Did she ever find out that you were cheating on her? Yeah, yeah, because I was sloppy, you know, I was washing, I was washing the comforters. You know, she'd come home from work, and I said, what are you doing?

I'm washing the comforter. So, lo and behold, it was, what happened is that in the apartments we were living in, another buddy of mine was messing with this girl. And this was like, almost like two years later. So now she's two years older. And she got hotter, you know. I mean, she's, she's growing into her own, like, as a girl. the young lady. And I saw her walk into school this one time and I drove up and I was like, hey, what's up? I'm going to go hang out for a while and yeah, she was with it. So I took her back

to her apartment and I started having sex and with her and it kind of became a semi-regular thing and my girlfriend found out. So that's, that's really what started all the cheating with me. Right. Can I just ask you a quick question? Sure. You did the cheating, whatever. Did you ever, like, wind up hooking up a guy's ever, or do you ever fantasize about that? Like, because sometimes the cuck thing does have to do with somebody being a little bit bisexual. Sometimes it doesn't. It's not always the case, but I always ask when someone has that as their fantasy. Right.

I will say that after I went down that interracial porn rabbit hole, and there was this one time where me and her were I guess people talking after sex or whatever before sex and you know I don't know why she would have told me something like this but she was like when we were talking about that and she was like well you probably liked it

and I was like that's fucked up like I was like six or seven years old or somewhere in that age I was like how could I possibly have liked it? I was too innocent to know what's was, you know, like she couldn't understand why I did what I did, you know, because she was the first person that I ever told about that.

Yeah, but you didn't do anything. You were forced to, like you didn't do what you did. I wasn't forced to do it. I did it because I thought, well, why else would they pull their dicks out on me? No, no, you were. You were afraid. No, I'm sorry. You were in a situation

where you had two guys there. You didn't feel like you had a choice. You thought you were going to get fucking beat up. So, you were, you were going to get fucking beat up. you did what you had to do to get past it. That was not something you chose to do for fun. Do you know what I mean? Right.

But when she told me that, when she told me that, you probably liked it. You know, I thought about it. And, you know, the black kid was considerably more endowed. And I do kind of recall the same kind of feeling that I had when I was watching. my best friend having sex with her I was having an adrenaline rush when that happened and so when I went down that rabbit hole of interracial porn I started I started getting attracted to because to me when I watched her have sex like I just really got turned on by watching her pussy getting fucked and it really fucking turned me on so when I started watching interracial porn that that's what I like I like I like I like

like watching whether it's Latinas or white women with beautiful vaginas getting penetrated. Like that shit really fucking turns me on. And so when she told me that, I started thinking back, I was like, maybe that did turn me on. So I think I'm orally bicarious. I don't know if I would go through with it and do it because I know how I am and I'm going to feel the shame but there's something that's there

that I would probably want to blow a guy after he's had sex with her to taste her on him right you have that I mean listen sometimes those kinds of early things that happen do wind up wiring you for that too sometimes even if it's not your choice

and even if it's a negative experience and that could be confusing as well I was just wondering if it was there. If you had done anything like that yet, you know, I didn't know. No, no, I haven't been. And yet I don't know why she thinks that at some point, see, you know. Maybe she's wouldn't like that to happen. Like maybe that's a projection of what she's into.

No, I don't think so because we've, look, we've had these talks. Like I went down that Craigslist rabbit hole at one point myself. And I'd given her access to my email. I guess it was for purposes of using some app. And she started going through my emails. And she saw sometimes where I was like following, where I was emailing somebody. And I think these were like couples who were looking for a third.

And I was emailing them. And so she found those emails. And some of them were to just like single females as well. But most of those were bots. And she didn't understand the whole thing of bots. was like for sure that I had been hooking up and this and this. I was like, look, you caught me. I'm not

going to lie. This is what it is. Like, these are bots, you know? Yeah. These weren't actual, like, real people that I hooked up with. So this day, she thinks that's bullshit. And I was like, no, these are box. Like, I never met up with anybody not once. Yeah. I'm pretty open with her. Like, you know,

I'm very, very transparent. I'm not one of these guys who just going to keep lying in line. No, I've owned all of my baggage. And I have so much of it, you know. Yeah. I love her because of that because she accepts me. But at the same time, that's kind of what keeps us from progressing, like, as a couple

because he has all this resentment towards me. And I don't blame her. Like, I understand, but, you know, she is the love of my life, you know. But so a couple of years ago, it's got to be like two years ago now. Like, I came across Reddit. and you know going down that rabbit hole to read

that there were other guys that were into what I'm into was such a relief because here I felt like shit I have these feelings yet I can't talk to them I can't talk about that to anybody and

I started opening up about those feelings and urges to one of my other best friends who happened to be there that one night when we all hooked up. Like I told you, there was four of us guys who was two girls. So that one guy that was there and knew that we had hooked up. So I guess this was after we had that threesome or whatever, he bragged to my other friend about having had sex with my girlfriend in front of me. Right?

So like, the cat was out the bag. and so I owned up to it. So it was, it just kind of led to this one thing where I, I opened up to him rather than being denial or anything, I started, you know, I started talking to him.

I remember this one time. So I was hooking up with this other female and I took a picture of a vagina. You know, she had a fairly attractive vagina, right? And, and my girlfriend really never let me take pictures of vagina as well. So I had a picture of her vagina as well. And so I sent them these two pictures.

And I was like, which one of these do you think is hot? And he's all, damn, man, you're a lucky dude, man. Like, they're both pretty damn hot. And he's all like, but this other one, the one did it to my girlfriend. See, the first time I had sex with my girlfriend, it was almost the last because after we had sex, I was like, damn, girl, you got a fat pussy. Like, that's so hot. She slapped me because she thought it was an insult.

Yeah, she didn't realize you liked that. Well, I'd never seen nothing like that. Well, I'd never even seen the shaved vagina. You know, this was like 2019. I know, I get it. But listen, I need to give a PSA. No, but listen, this is a PSA to women, if anyone's listening. Like, this is what happens when you send guys naked pictures of yourselves.

Like, I do not put it past guys to share those picks with other guys. Like, trust me, that shit happens. This is proof. We're going to wrap it up now. But this is proof that guys do show that shit to other people. Right. So I showed him those two pictures in the assno. Like I said, and he's all, look, this one.

That shit looks like a moose knuckle. Like, it's so fucking odd. It looks like it's so warm and this and that. And I was like, well, that's Ashley. And he's like, oh, shit. And so, you know, but he didn't say anything else, right? And so when I'm texting him and I was like, So what did you think?

I sent that message to my girlfriend instead of him. Yeah. So she found out that I'm sharing like her picture, right? Yeah. And, you know, she got upset, but it's not like she made a big old deal about it, but she wasn't happy about it. So then like a year later or whatever, I took some more pictures that were more intimate, close-ups.

And she was like, what are you trying to take these pictures of me for? So you could share them with your friend? And I was like, does it bother you that I wanted to show you off? Because they're hot. And she was like, so she let me send them to them. And I did. And, you know, because he's a photographer. And he was like, damn, man, those are, those are pretty amazing.

So I had these pictures. And then she told me that she had been telling me about this vendor who had been hitting on her. So I'm like, well, go ahead, go ahead and do it. Like, why even tell me about it if you're not going to, you know, go through with it. And so I read their texts or whatever. And he was just pussyfooting around. And so I sent those pictures to him.

Right. And here you go. Yeah. And at first he was acting like, okay, yeah, man, sure. You want a double team? Or this is like, no, no, no. Honestly, this is just about her.

Like, I would love to watch, but it's not like I'm trying to like be in there with you. And he got cold feet. Like he, the thing was that he, he asked her, hey, are these your pictures? And she denied it. She said, no, it's not me. I think he thought I was maybe catfishing them or something.

Yeah, some people, I think a lot of people would think, like, something like that is either too good to be true. Some people would be intimidated. I think a situation like that is very loaded for a lot of people, not, I don't think 100% of the time a guy is like, yeah, I'm fucking down with that. I think a lot of times you're going to get a guy feeling weird about it for a number of reasons. You know, of course you're going to come across guys that are totally into it, but I don't think that that's the majority. I think a lot of guys might have a lot of reasons why they wouldn't, you know. But anyway, listen, I have to wrap this up because we are at an hour. I feel like those were all your stories.

I, you know, I'm so glad that you called in and shared all your stories with me. Like, I do hope you get to live out more of your fantasies. Like, what would your future look like? Give me like a one sentence like thing. Like, what is your future look like if you were to, painted the way you wanted to be meaning sexually speaking like what would you be living out like

what would your intimate life be like if you could make the decisions right now or if you could plan it I've got another best friend that I hang out with and this guy like I mean he's a very confident guy and I wish that she'd be willing to

explore that with her so but I mean in general not just that one specific thing so in general you would want her to be always hooking up with other guys like you would want that kind of situation the stuff that you hear on my show of guys that have their so that so that i can watch yeah yeah yeah i wouldn't i wouldn't want her going on dates and then i don't know i wouldn't be a participant yeah yeah or spectator yeah i get it so you would want to be like a cock and have her be a hot wife with you uh watching and joining all the time because to you i think it's i think it's a lot of how it has to do with that young

when you and your friend were doing that girl a lot, you experience that very young, and I think that probably plays a lot into what you want and need in your life now. So I wish you... Well, I mean, she's a hot female, and to me it really turns me on knowing that somebody... Yeah, that's what it's about. I think a lot of guys don't feel that way,

but the guys that do, it's about kind of having their own girl be their porn store, watch her, share her. That's it right there, nail on the head. Yeah, that's what it's about. But yeah, thank you so much for calling in and sharing your Uber story, sharing all the rest of your stories. Make sure to listen to a guy named Ali. He reminds me of you, an episode with Ali.

It's a great episode. It reads like a good story. He's got a lot of crazy stories. And he had like, he had a beginning where he had like a lot of threasons with his friend and then, you know, everything that followed, followed. So I think you'll enjoy his episode. people are going to enjoy yours. Thank you so much, Rick, for coming on and keep me posted if you ever live at more of your fantasies.

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