Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 586 - Linda Went from Being Vanilla to Having Gangbangs at 56?!

Episode Date: January 25, 2023

Linda went from being vanilla to having gangbangs at 56 and she called in to talk all about it. What made her change so drastically? How was her sex life with her husband before the change? And, what else has she done besides gangbangs? Tune in for all the details which include the trauma from her past, how she met her husband when they were very young, when and why sex went out the window fro them, how her husband got into porn and strip clubs, how he once went to a prostitute but couldn’t go through with, how he wound up telling her about all of it once things changed and how she felt about it, why she never liked oral sex and how she feels about it now, how quickly HRT worked to make her super horny and how they decided to go to a swingers club, how and why her husband set up a surprise threesome with a guy and exactly what went down, how her husband filmed the whole thing, their first time at a swingers club an what went down there, the gangbang that her husband set up for her 56th birthday and exactly what went down, how she tried double penetration and what she loved about it, her experience withy air tight and spit roasting, how her husband wants other women to now join and why she’s hesitant about it, whats on their bucket list for the future, h what went down recently between her and a stripper in the backroom plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics Linda plus most of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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If you want to call my Confessions Hotline, you could do that 347, 4203579, 3. 347, 4203579. You could call that number 247. Links to everything and all my information is in the description. Today I have on Linda. Linda is a hardcore. Linda's got such an interesting story. She's been married since she's like 20 years old. Met her husband since she's 18. Okay. So she's been with the same guy her whole life. they she went through some hard times got and she explains what went down and why she got totally turned off to sex they didn't have any sex for like 15 years he almost cheated on her with an escort he wound up telling her which is like why i don't know because he never wound up doing anything because he felt so bad but she wound up going on hormone pellets this is a couple that emailed me because they heard the hr t episode i did a while back

about the pellets and they're here to say like oh yeah change their life too because you won't believe the things that Linda and her husband have been up to since she went on pellets. This is a couple, like I said, who have been monogamous their whole life. She never even really watched porn. They were pretty vanilla with each other besides the fact that they hadn't had any kind of sex for like many years because of her issues.

She goes on the pellets and before you know it, this couple is hooking up with other men. He set up. threesome with or like her guy for her to hook up with in a hotel they went to a swingers club they fooled around with a girl there kind of i mean they didn't do much of the swingers club but they went and then they the guy that they hooked up in the hotel set up gang bang okay this girl went from doing nothing at 56 having a gang bang and then they started really getting crazy okay her husband sets it up. Well, they decided to go to like a swingers club because they had friends who were

swingers and they knew of a swingers club pretty far away from their house. They didn't want to what the F they were doing. And on their way there, her husband was like, oh, by the way, I set up the scenario where guys going to like come to our hotel and you're going to have sex with them. Kind of interesting, right? She approves of it and, you know, she has been with the same guy her whole life since she's 18. And now her first time she's in a hotel room with her husband and a new guy. and she goes to town. Spit roasting is the word she uses. Okay, she was spit roasted.

If you don't know what that is, she'll explain. She had double penetration that night, and this was a woman who had never been into anal, okay? She's doing all that the first time out, and she loved it. She's here to say double penetration was like nothing she's ever experienced before. It was pretty amazing. Then they went to the swingers club. She talks all about that.

And then the guy that they spit roasted with hooks up gang, bang. a bang, okay, a gang bang. Maybe that's where she had the double penetration. I don't remember, but anyway, she has a gang bang. And then she is, the words, it's airtight. Then she does airtight. You know what airtight is? That's the double penetration.

Plus a guy in her mouth, okay? She does a gang bang with these guys and her husband. This is all the stuff that they've done, like right from the get-go. The minute she got on the hormones, she was that horny. They're doing all this kind of stuff. she now has you know after that they went to strip clubs now they do anal she started swallowing she was never someone who swallowed and she talks all about it how the hormones changed her life how doing all these things how you know what she's found out about herself after doing all these things what is on her

bucket list she really wants to hook up with a woman she doesn't know how she'll feel about her guy being with a woman but she wants to experience that. She wants to do full swap with another couple and so much more. Okay, it's a great story. I have pictures of Linda and her guy over on my Patreon. So if you want to put the pictures to this episode, go there, patreon.com slash strictly not on this podcast. But you're going to love her story.

It's fascinating. This is one of those stories we're going to have to get a part two from them in like six months from now because they just started and they've done so much already. Imagine what they've forgotten. going to be done, have done at the end of the year. Anyway, so I'm going to be right back on with Linda. Hi, Linda. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you? Good. How are you? I'm good. You and your husband emailed me, I think. After, I don't know if it was after you listened to the HRT episode or you emailed me separately from it, but the short, quick story is

you got on HRT. This is like the very quick story. And now you're having gang bangs. I like that. Yeah, it's like fucking crazy because let's, can we just start off with your age? I know normally you don't want to ask a woman your age, but I think it's important to have that in this because it's like, you know, people your age aren't typically having their first gang bang. Exactly. I am 57. You're 57. Okay. So let's go back, okay, because now that we know that eventually this ends with you having gangbangs and doing all kinds of crazy things, let's start out with, you know, just a little bit of your back story.

how long you've been married to your husband and then when did your hormone stuff start, you know, and we'll take it like, like, you know, tell it in that way. Okay, perfect. I started, I've been with my husband since I was 18. However, prior to that, I was introduced to sex at a very early age, announced to myself. You know, I wasn't my choice, but I was very hypersexual from 14 to 18. When you were raped or something when you said it wasn't your choice? Yes, it was my father.

Yes. Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah. So, of course, you were acting out after that. So, yes, I acted out. And then once I started leaving the home and actually started having sex outside of the home, I found out he left me alone. Because I would just tell him that other people fuck better than him. And I was just kind of an onry little shit.

Yeah. So just kind of, the more I was promiscuous outside of the home, the more he left me alone inside of the home. I then, my husband when I was 18, I mean, and actually, what I was acting out, I was very vanilla. It was, I mean, I guess I was considered a slut by some of the high school girls or whatever back in the day. But honestly, when I look at it now, I was extremely vanilla. Exactly how I feel about myself. Like, back in my day, I was such a slut because I fucked a lot of guys and people I wasn't dating and, you know, I'd have booty calls and I'd talk about sex. But I really didn't do anything just except sex.

I'm talking to all these people I talk to now and what you have done. Like I didn't do any of those things and still haven't. But back then, it was really not vanilla to just be having sex with random people. It's a very different world. But let me ask you this. Did you get married when you were 18 just to get the fuck out of that house? We didn't get married until I was 20. We had when I was 18 and got married when I was 20. He is five years older than me. He knew of me because of my reputation. Yeah. And I knew of him because he was the hot guy that everybody went and stared at at the mall. Because he worked at the mall. And I'm from a small town. And so we all kind of, everybody knew everybody's business. And except for nobody knew what was happening inside my home and actually

helped. But anyway, age 27, after we had our children, I got diagnosed with cervical cancer and uterine cancer, which was actually the same. I kind of think that that might be from my partner since my mom had cervical cancer too, and we shared the same partner. A partner, quote unquote, your father. Okay. Exactly. Don't worry, people.

This episode's going to get better. This is a lot of tragic shit. Because, but this play, I mean, this part of the story, it does really play into how, you know, why you eventually went on to hormones. Because if you have all your stuff taken out at that young age, you know, what do they do for you as far as your hormones are concerned? For till 2006, when I was 40, I had a doctor that would give me hormones. And then when she retired, it was back in the day that when I went to the doctors, they were like, oh, you're female, you're having depression.

We can't give you hormones because they cause cancer. So nobody would give me hormones. Well, then they put me on antidepressants and anxiety medicine. Okay. And now how is your sex life at this time with your husband all this time? From 27 to 40 it was fine. Okay. Of course, we were also raising children and going through that part of our marriage too.

But we actually had, you know, good sex, very monogamous. I've never gone outside my marriage until recently. And he was with me. So I technically didn't. But at 40, when they stopped all my hormones, I mean, I stopped having sex. I became suicidal. I'm just extremely depressed. I don't want to be touched.

It hurt. It literally physically hurt me if it hurt my husband. I don't care how much lube you used. It was painful. Yeah. And I didn't, every once in a while, I'd throw a blowjob, but I wouldn't swallow. I wouldn't. It's like, don't you dare come in my mouth.

I wouldn't swallow. I mean, so it was very, very. In fact, sometimes he said I would even cause fights with you just so you'd pay attention to me. While I'm going through all this, he is getting involved. involved in porn and he also went to some strip clubs and well not strip club yeah I guess strip club well I don't know strip clubs yeah and then he tried to go to a prostitute but he wasn't able to work because of the feelings he did have for me wait a second though I got us I'm sorry I'm just

gonna keep cutting you off because that's what I do okay Linda how do you know that he went to a prostitute like is he telling you all this like oh tonight I'm going to a strip club and tomorrow I'm going to try prostitute. I mean, how do you know? Like, while this is happening, are you in the no or do you wind up finding out later? I end up finding out much, much later when I'm on hormones. He couldn't hold it in anymore and he decided he needed to tell me all this stuff, which sometimes I wish he would have left it in the dark. But he thought I needed to know because of guilt, I guess. Yeah, it's a weird thing that people dump there to make themselves feel better. They dump something onto somebody else. That's just going to make that other person feel bad.

But they feel better, you know? Exactly. A little selfish if you ask me. I don't know. I just, I mean, it's great that he had those negative feelings about it. It wasn't right. And he didn't do anything. You know, that's all on him.

He really didn't have to tell you. I mean, us girls are here to tell you guys listening. Okay. If we don't know, don't fucking tell us. Like, resolve it on your own. Exactly. Exactly. So decided I needed to know, which was fine.

Okay. So now I know. But this was after. He didn't tell me until I was on hormones. Right. Okay. So, which was just, I got on hormones in 2011. So I've only been on him for a year and a little over a year.

So let's get to that point. So you're on all these antidepressants. Nothing's working, though. You're not happy. You're not having sex. Your husband's not happy. He feels rejected, I'm sure. That's what a lot of women don't understand.

It's not just like the guy just looking at you like sex object. Sex and intimacy does go hand in hand. It's a part of romance. It's a part of a. you know, I mean, like, so much more than that. And I think sometimes women blow it off like you just want fucking sex. Like it's attached to, you know, how he, how he feels he's pleasing you, how you care about him. You know, there's more loaded, I think, than people think.

Exactly. It is. It's a very loaded and not having sex in your marriage is, is, and he was, you know, I'm sure, very lonely. Well, he tells me, you know. And so he turning to porn. He got involved. He saw things online that definitely sparked his interest. You know, so things that I would never let him do.

You know, so he's now fantasizing about things that I, you know, because being very vanilla, it was like, don't dare try to touch me anally and don't dare come in my mouth. You know, all these rules that went along with sex. And he kind of understood, you know, I really reason why I didn't like oral sex. but he has now all these fantasies. And so I get on hormones when I'm now, well, I was so 55, right before I turned 56. And I start taking the hormones. Well, I start taking hormones basically for my antidepressants, you know, being depressed

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And now all my friends are going through menopause and they're starting to talk about these hormone things that they're doing. So I thought, I'll give it a shot. And I went in and I go to a place where they test our blood every three months. You know, so I'm under a doctor's care. And when I first went, the secretary said, oh, you got pellets today. And I was like, sex was like the last thing from my mind. I looked at her and gave her this dirty look like, really?

You know, it was like, whatever. Well, three weeks into having my pellets put in, I started to become very, very sexual. I thought, oh, my gosh. You know, everything was waking up down there. And I called my husband from work and I said, hey, I'd like you to come home. come home and visit. So, well, that's when he decided he needed to tell me. He was now starting to feel guilty because I'm now sexually active.

You were able to get past it, obviously. Yeah, I was able to get past it. I mean, I didn't give him sex for 15 years, basically. So, I mean, what was he supposed to do in 15 years? Yeah, listen to it. But do you hear that on both sides? Men are women. I just feel like if you withhold sex for so long,

because I think that a lot of people are like, like, oh, one's a cheater, oh, he's a cheater, and everyone thinks everybody who cheats is the biggest fucking scumbag. But sometimes, you know, I have talked to many men, and I'm sure this happens with women, too, where, you know, they don't have sex that are in a sexless relationship for so long. And a lot of times the person brings things up and tries and tries, you know, but if the other person's shutting them down, after a while, what do you think that person's going to do? Even the most monogamous miss man might cheat after 10 years of that, you know?

It just, it's just, and your guy tried. I mean, he felt really bad. but maybe another 10 years he would have eventually he would have got to the point where he was going to fuck that prostitute because what else is he going to do? Right, exactly. And so we had friends talk about that they were swingers. Then it was kind of funny because I would have never even considered that. And it was like, wow, these people I consider them normal and they're into swinging, you know.

And I was, we kind of talked about it a little bit because at this point now he had to have major back surgery. So now I'm working. and he's not completely working. Meaning the back surgery thing affected his sex drive and everything. Well, not really his sex drive, but his ability to get it up, keep it up. To get it up. Yeah. And so he then started hormones to two months, about two months after me.

So here I am now. He's having issues. I'm fixed. Now we're working on getting him fixed. He decided to kind of look into the swinging world. we had with our friends they had somebody that they play with that owns a swingers club or a lifestyles club and so we thought we would go and try that wow i mean that's pretty major that's pretty major considering all this you know you've been together for so many years here you were

a woman who had and had sex for like 15 years and now you're going to be going like to the opposite end of the spectrum exactly and we we we he surprised me and because he knew that I hadn't been touched by another guy since I was 18 and set up a visit with a male on that same weekend that we were going to be away that we were going to swingers club so he I get we're on our way there he's telling me that this is what we're going to do and I approved of the guy us no no no no but can you just explain this is what we're going to do like what does he say like hey by the way, I have a guy meeting you in a hotel room that's going to fuck you.

Like, I mean, what was the conversation? Kind of, kind of that situation. Would you be open to that? And how did you feel that he had already set it up? Well, we kind of had talked about it. So, I mean, I knew that it was a possibility. Okay. So it wasn't a total surprise that this was going to happen.

I get there. But wait a second. I know. I'm sorry. You don't tell a good story. I got to keep cutting you off. Does he show you pictures? of the guy. I mean, yes. Okay. I see pictures of the guy. I see pictures of the guy's face to his

penis. So I know what he looks like from top to waist down. And you approved. Okay. And you approved. And now are you super just horny anyway because of the pellets? I am. I'm super horny anyway. And so, yeah, we'll try that. Yeah. It would be nice before I go to a club to have, you know, if I'm going to be touched by somebody else. to have its confined space and not out at a party. It's kind of like an appetizer. Right, right, an appetizer for the night. So we go to the hotel. He meets us there.

I stay up in the hotel room. My husband goes down and greets him. He comes up to the hotel room with my husband. And that night, we spent probably three hours with him. Oh, my goodness. And I let him explore. My husband sat back, watched for a while, and then joined in. And I did mouth, I guess it's called roasting.

I don't know. Where you do, my husband was in my mouth. Oh, spit roasting. Spit roasting, yeah. Oh, my God, I. At 57 here you weren't spit roasting for your first time. 56. It's 56.

Okay, it's awesome. So here I am. Yeah. 56. First time. Yeah. New guy touching me from the first time since I was 18. Wow.

And it was, it was amazing. It was, it was kind of scary, but I know that I depended on my husband quite a bit. I looked at my husband quite a bit and was making sure he was okay with everything. And going, I just was worried about how he was handling it too. Of course.

And he was doing great. He was wanting to film things. I do not like being filmed. Okay. So that was not my, I kept thinking, oh, please don't. I don't want to see it. I've never watched that one. Yeah.

And so those two full advantage, which was fine. I was open to them taking full advantage of what they wanted to do. And then he left. And after that, he kind of reclaimed his property, I guess, is what I've heard from listening to your show. Yeah, reclaims. You know. So, yeah.

So we had very, you know, very good reclaiming sex and enjoyed the rest of the evening together. And then the next night, we met up with a couple that. Wait, did you spend so much time with that guy that you didn't even make it to the swingers club? Or were you not supposed to go anyway till the next day? We're not going until we kind of did a long week. Oh, okay. Cool. Right.

So that night you just stayed with that guy. Yeah. Okay. It was all kind of around sex. Okay. So the next step, we met up with a couple that we had met online. And it worked for me, but it wasn't going to work from my husband. So it was nice meeting them.

We had a nice dinner together. They asked us to come back to the home. And my husband looked at me and said, no, I don't think I can do that. We didn't go to their home. But you didn't fool around with them. But we did not fool around with them. Okay. So the next night, after we met with them, the next night we went to the swing

Club. My husband is not really good at being social. He kind of gets stuck in one area and then he won't go on and continue talking to other people. So I was walking around and kind of doing my own thing. And a woman noticed him that was, I guess, was also pointed out from the owners that, oh, they were new to. So she caught my husband and those two started talking well you could tell that she was interested in my husband and then her husband came up and he wasn't anybody that i would have been interested in my god this is the problems so my husband really wasn't even interested in her except he was he's too nice and it didn't really know how to get away from her and i went up to my husband and said am i taking one for the team because i don't think

that I'm ready, but I'm feeling like, oh, he'd done that special thing for me and let me be with a man. Maybe I should, you know, open up and just let him, you know, have his fun time. So I just kind of sat back and I kind of watched it. He was like, no, we need, we need to go talk. Well, at this point, as I'm trying to take him and we're trying to kind of go off on our own, they continue to follow us. So we ended up, with them in a room kind of making out separately, but then ended up the girl, the other woman and I started kissing. Somehow I ended up sucking her boobs, and I thought, wait a minute, I didn't get myself in this predicament. So I made my husband suck the other boobs. And her husband

then was down on her giving her oral sex. And I'm not getting any satisfaction from this. This is like she wasn't somebody that I even would have, but I thought, oh, well, go with the flow. And we don't know what we're doing. We're kind of doing this. So they were nice enough. So we just, then they were clean. So we just kind of all made out. Yeah.

And she had a very nice orgasm. And at this point, it was extremely late. And we left the club. So our experience at the club was, I guess we technically made out, but we didn't really have sex with another couple at the club. Mm-hmm. First time. You had sex with another man the night before. And I had had sex with that. So I, so I knew we had a good weekend, drove home. Now, for my 57th birthday, the man that I was with and him still kept in contact with each other. So those two continued to talk. And he had worked with some other guys. Oh, now I see the gangbangs coming up. So these guys have all talked and have all been together and we're all comfortable with each other.

So for my 57th birthday, my husband planned a gang bang. So again, we drive. And I was excited. There's things that because I started watching porn more for at that point, I was like, okay, well, where do your hands go? And where do your feet go? And where do you do this? It's educational. Right. I've never been really exposed to porn. Nor had I, I'd never been to a strip club. I'd never, you know, there was a lot of things I had never been exposed to. So I was kind of curious, how did we do all this? And how does it all work?

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if I won, I got to pick what I did for two minutes. And if they won, they got to pick what they wanted to do to me for 10 minutes. Not 10 minutes, two minutes. Sorry, two minutes. So each person got to have a round. And then finally the last one said, well, I want to go to the bed. And then that's when it all started. So we go to the bed. And, It was so overwhelming at first having all these hands on me and people down in my vagina and out. And I was like, oh my, this is very overwhelming. But I calm myself down. And I let myself enjoy it.

And I wanted to try after watching porn, I thought I wanted to try double penetration. Oh, my fucking God. Linda, you're out of control. So we tried double penetration. Oh, my goodness. I must say, every woman, if you want to do it, it's definitely worth trying. Really? Oh, my.

I mean, I'm not really that easy to have orgasm. And it was almost immediate, having being that full. And then somebody was in my mouth at that point. I guess then now doing airtight. So funny, you know these terms. I learned them recently myself. Now you're pit roasting airtight. Oh, my goodness.

So here I am airtight. Wow. For the first time, 57, with three men, they were all, they didn't want to play with anybody younger than my children. So they were all in their later 40s, early 50s. So they were older. also so it wasn't like a bunch of young, young guys. Yeah.

And it was a very polite gang bang. They washed themselves in between. And they, nobody ever came in my mouth, though they did try to talk me into it and showed me some pictures of, well, look, this. I was like, no, thank you. Good for you. Stand your ground. You can do it on my chest. I don't care, but not in my face or in my mouth.

Yeah, yeah. So the gang bang happened and it was a lot of fun. I would love to do one a month would be great. But I don't think that that's feasible. It's hard to get involved. Yeah, but that guy, though, had set all of it up, right? Because those guys were, had done it before, correct? Exactly.

They had worked together before. They knew each other's, how each other worked and who was the start guy. Right. So they coordinated it. Because it is hard. I mean, I had that girl Caseyan who like did a gangbang supposedly every weekend. And it's like, it is hard to get that all together. It's hard enough to get five friends to come over, let alone five guys to fuck you that you're into that are going to show up. I mean, it is, it's a chat. It's not that easy. No. And especially when I'm really horny, I think, gosh,

I wish we lived in a bigger area because there's no way that I would play with anybody. I don't want to run into people at Walmart that. You know, when I'm shopping, yay, how are you? So that's not really something I've run a Jew. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And so I, we have not explored anything else at this point. You've explored a lot, let me tell you. My husband has talked about wanting another female.

And I'd be able to have another female. But then again, the jealousy part of me is still a little worried, even though here he has watched me with four guys and then one guy than four guys. And so it's not really fair of me. And I kind of bi-curious anyway. I like Cox too much to ever go fully on the lesbian side, but I am bi-curious. And I would make out with the woman. And I think maybe I made out with the woman and then he kind of joined in.

Yeah, you already saw him with that one girl sucking on her nips. right? I mean, were you jealous then? Or how did you feel in that time? At that point, I was kind of, kind of, here, you got us into this predicament here. You're going to help out. Oh my God. That's so funny. I wasn't jealous at all. Yeah. Because I knew that she really wasn't his type either. So I knew he was just kind of nice and didn't know how to get out of the situation. And then I guess we both were too nice and didn't know how to get out of the situation. Right. So we just, just ended up in a situation. But it wasn't like you felt like he was enjoying it enough to have the full experience

of like whether you would be jealous of that or not. Exactly. Exactly. And so, and for a male, I think it's harder because they have to obviously get hard. Yeah. For a female, you don't have to get hard. So looks matter to me, but they're not extreme to where he's going to have to be physically attracted to be able to get it up.

So, so I, I think it might bother me a little bit more, too, if I know that he's physically attracted to them. And you see him hard for somebody else. Exactly. Exactly. I think that might scare me a little bit. Might throw off some jealousy. Yeah.

You don't know. I don't know. I don't know how I'm going to feel about it or if we might just go with the moment and be going and having so much fun that it won't bother me. Yeah, you don't know, because I have asked that question to a lot of people who wound up in that situation by accident. And I have said, like, would you have thought before you wound up doing this that you would have been jealous, whether it's the man or the woman, you know, before you wound up seeing your partner with somebody else? Like, would you have bet money that you would have been jealous? And a lot of times that answer is yes.

They didn't realize if they were going to be into it at all. The opposite. You know, they thought for sure they'd be like most people, which is, you know, I feel like most people don't want to see their partner fuck somebody else. But sometimes it has happened for some guests on my show. Like I said, by accident. And then when they did cross the line, they realized they really fucking liked it. So, you know, and listen, I'm sure there's a lot of stories that go the other way too, that maybe you don't know and then you see it. And it does really bother you. The good thing about you guys is is that you've been together for so long and through so much that if like why not try it? Because the minute you said no fucking way like this isn't cool, he would stop and you guys would be fine.

You know, it's not going to smash your relationship. You know, it's not, there's no danger to it. The only thing is, is it could maybe benefit you because maybe you would be really turned on by it. Who knows? And he is very turned on by watching me and being enjoying my. myself. Right. And he, he actually filmed it. Yeah, obviously. And he watches, he watches it. I've watched it once and that was plenty. I just sit there and criticize myself by my body or whatever. Yeah, that's how girls are. Yeah. So I just sit and criticize and he's, oh, look at this and look at that and

oh my goodness. And he watches. He likes it into the sound actually of me enjoying myself. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah, that's a common thing. He was probably watching. watching porn and all that kind of stuff before, right? Weren't you talking about early on, like, how he was watching a lot of porn and getting into different things and, you know, had he, he knew going in that that was going to be something he was into, correct? Yes, he's very much a voyeur, I think. Yeah, yeah.

Where I don't think I'm a voyeur, I think I prefer to play. Mm-hmm. I don't want to just watch people. When we were at the club, they would watch people and I, it doesn't really interest me to sit and watch people. That's why I don't think I really get into porn. I use it more as an educational tool than a... Yeah, you're not very...

You're not visually stimulated. A lot of men are and women aren't. I'm very visually stimulated and I'm a girl, so I don't think really... It's just, it's every person is wired differently. And look, your guy gets turned on by what he hears too. I think everyone has different ways of things that float up their boat, right? And so for you, it's not visual.

So you would have to be involved in living out your female female curiosity and have him maybe join in probably then have you watch him get down with some other girl. Right. I think if I start it and he joins I think that would help my jealousy a lot. Yeah, you don't know. And I mean, I think as long as you guys

talk about it ahead of time and have like your quote unquote safe words, like, you know, it should just be that you could bail at any moment and everyone's cool. And, you know, maybe even explain it the woman too that, you know, and I think that if everyone's really open about where they're at and that this is very new for you and you don't know how you're going to feel, I think that it could be okay, you know, because you shouldn't be, I get a lot of comments on YouTube in situations like this where the woman is getting pleasureed by other men, the guy is very into it, but the woman is not into seeing her guy with other women. And it's common, even with, you know, some girls that

are very hardcore. You know, I think it's Ember who's been on my show. She's very hardcore in how much she cuggles her husband and fucks other people, but she is just not down with him with other women at this point. She wants to get to a place where maybe she could try it, but she's just not there yet. And a lot of people go off on her. Like that's just not fair, blah, blah, blah. But in their relationship, like her guy's fine. Like he loves seeing her pleasured, which I'm sure your guy does too. You know, so for right now, that's fine. But I think that whatever works for the couple is most important. And I don't think anybody, whether it's a man or a woman, should put themselves in a position

where they're doing something that makes them feel horrible just to be, quote, unquote, fair. You know, you're going to try it for your husband, which I think is very cool of you because you feel like maybe that's fair. But if you don't like it, you don't like it. What can you do? You know, you can't twist yourself into a pretzel for somebody else. Right. Right.

And I, as I said, we grew up together. We've been together since we were, you know, I was 18. So I basically was a baby and I'm not even the same person that I was at 18. Yeah. So we've grown up and we know each other's, we know each other pretty deep inside. You know, you know a lot about a person when you've lived with them for that long. So we definitely are wanting to try that. I want to go.

I'd like to be with another couple, see how that goes. That's something I would like. to try. Now, would you want to do a full swap with that? Yes, a full swap would be good. Okay. I would try the full swap. Linda, you are so hardcore. I'm thinking, well, you've got to do it now before you're, I'm 60, right? I don't know. Well, you've done a lot in a year. Listen, you had straight to D.P. Spit roasting airtight, okay? Like, you know, you have, like you'll be there by the time you're 60, and then some. Come on. Well, and I know. ever even had done anal.

Wow. But I wanted my, I told my husband I didn't want to do anything with anybody else that I wouldn't do with him. Yeah. So we tried anal pretty early on into my pellets. And he had been told no so many times that he stopped even trying. And then he had a hard time because mentally he was like, she's told me no so many times. I don't know if I can do it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. We finally got beyond that. He was able to do it. So I've tried anal. I've let him come in my mouth. Oh, and how's that now? It's okay. It's not my favorite.

Okay, but you're not turned off by yet. I'm not turned off by and I don't jump up and go, oh my gosh, like I used to when I was younger. I try to be good and not make faces. They'll say sometimes quit making that face because I get prepared for it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're taking it for the team still. You're still taking it for the team. Yes, still taking it for the team.

And he does enjoy that. So the things I've tried just alone with him that I've told him no to for so many years. And then they're going outside of the marriage. We went to a strip club because I'd never been to a strip club. And I wanted to go to it. And they thought it would be funny to give me a lap dance. Well, I ended up going back with the girl. And we ended up having a really nice conversation.

She cried. and we talked about if you know if you're here for your own accord and you want to be here and you're nobody's forcing you to be here because she was having an argument with her boyfriend and so i came back 20 minutes later this poor girl she's been crying and we talked we hugged and she was just like oh thank you so much for i basically my strip club i was like they're younger than our girls right i kind of i don't think that this really turns me on either so that's why i know i'm definitely not a voyer i just don't even being there and seeing it right in front of me besides on a screen or it just doesn't turn me on. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So. I love that story though. That's hilarious.

Poor girl. I mean, your guy must have thought, oh, she was back there for 20 minutes. I can't wait to hear what went out, you know, thinking it's all kinds of sex stuff. But here she was, she's like infighting in you and crying and you're giving her therapy. Right. Yeah, I ended up being the mom, sitting there talking to her and listening to her and having a good little conversation. with her. She was very cute. So it was fun. I just know

that that's just not something that is for me, but he enjoys it. So every once a while, I'll watch it with him, but sometimes I'll just fall asleep. But you are a little curious, though, about definitely hooking up with a woman. Like, you would like to check that box off and see if, like, you're into it. Yes. I would like to check

that box off. I would like to be with another couple on a full swap. And whatever else might come down the road. I've been to a swingers club now, a strip club. I cannot believe it. Now, does anybody, I'm assuming your swing or couple friend, do they know that they turned you on to all this stuff? Do you confide in them about what you're doing or is just you and your husband keep it to yourself? We, I do talk to her. One friend, she is the friend that, because we've kind of done some things, we've got toys and stuff here at the house. And she's the one that knows if something happens to the both of us. She was the one that knew because that my friends don't live here. And she's the one that knew if something would have happened to us on the trip to where to take the computer and ruin the computer. I know. Right.

She's the cleanup girl. Get rid of all the evidence of all the SCX you guys have been into. Exactly. So she's our person that takes care of all those. So the girls don't have to find that kind of thing. Oh my God. I love it. That's hilarious.

Are you going to send me in any kind of like anonymous? picks of you guys by any chance. Sure, I can do that. Because I know your husband knows you're on. This is like something. He was going to come on with you. But I'm like, let's just do a girl talk for this episode because I love your story. I think it's really interesting because it's, you're kind of unique.

Like, you know, here you are a woman who, even though you had that acting out and those horrible things that happened to you when you were younger, I mean, you were pretty vanilla all your life. And then you had all those years of no sex and you were on that end of the spectrum. and then for you to get on the pellets and then completely open up and do all this kind of crazy stuff is really interesting to me. And I think it'll be interesting to other people. And, you know, I think it's always fun to get picks to go with my patron. I always tell people, please don't send me like, I don't want to see full insertion shots or anything X-rated. People, I know, you won't. I could tell,

but I can't tell you still the people send me stuff like that, even though I say it just clearly. So, you know, sexy picks, it could be sexy picks like people do, but no faces, no, like I said, nothing rated X, just like rated R is fine, or even just a regular pick, but no faces, you know, just for people to put like, who are these, who are these people in their late 50s that are now becoming swingers and having gang bangs, you know, and I'll post those pictures over on my Patreon. But you are going to have to come back on. Maybe next time we'll have you on with your husband because if you have a

done all this in the past year. Six months from now, I feel like you might have done full swap girls, you know, with other couples. Like, who knows what you're going to be up to, Linda? It's hard to find other girls. Because whenever I look on a lot of the Swinger site, they're looking for, they're kind of using them as a dating site. They're only wanting males. And I'm like, no, that is something we have agreed on that we will not do it separately. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Always going to play together. Yes. Yeah, yeah. That's important to have those rules. Or not, I mean, you don't have to have that rule, but decide which way you're going to go and figure it out together. Like, what are, you know, are you going to be playing solo or always together?

And it is, I think, harder to find that woman that is interested in being with the woman because, you know, and not the couple. I mean, or the couple, both, but for the woman too, not just for the guy. Right. Right? That's the unicorn. That's, and we don't want to play here, as I said, where we're from. I have a job, well, we both have jobs where it would not go over very well. So we have to kind of keep that to ourselves.

Of course. And so we, in fact, we went two states away for all of this to happen. So we do keep it very quiet. We're very discreet. We're both professionals and that is not something that needs to get out into our community. Yeah, well, you know, I don't know if you've heard a lot of my other couples on, and I have someone coming on who is a woman who started like a travel company, like a swingers travel company.

You know, you guys would probably do really well. Maybe your next trip go to like hedonism or someplace like that. Because then at least you know you're on vacation, you're far away, you know, but then you're also though with tons of like-minded people because everybody at that resort is,

you know, open and down. So maybe, you know, you'll go on a trip or something. Did you ever think of that? Right. We have thought of taking a trip.

doing that kind of I would like to take I would like to go to a new nudist colony or a lifestyle type trip that is another thing I'd like to do yeah that's I'm going to have a woman on who started her own company from she's a Brazilian girl so you make sure you listen

to that that's coming up soon she does those she books that kind of travel you know but I think that that would be great considering you guys don't live in a place where you could set things up and stuff that's a fast track to like I said having a ton of people that are like right there with you. Right, because, you know, we have such, we live in such a society that sex is so

oh, taboo. Yeah. And really, I'm not sure you can go to Europe and they're a lot more open and I know, free about those kind of things. Where here were, oh, no, I would never. And especially in my age range. Oh, yeah, totally. And I remember traveling to Europe when I was younger, like in my 20s and being blown away by the articles they had in like the cosmopolitan there as opposed to the one here. Here it was like, oh, you know, for your guy's birthday, like buy him balloons and put flower petals. And over there it was, this is how you give him a good fucking blowjob for his birthday. You know, I mean, they were way more sexualized and open and straightforward and that way. in the same magazines that we have here, you know, but it's there that was so different.

And I was like, wow, you would think that we're, we're so, we're more progressive in a lot of areas, but not when it comes to sex. No way. We're very behind. I think the younger generation is very different. You're very different in your generation because a lot of people grew up with it. It looked like you were slutty and you weren't even doing anything except having multiple partners. You know, that's the kind of people you grew up with.

I grew up with those same people. But now you're spit roasting. bang banging. Oh my God, I love it all. Quick question and then we're going to wrap it up. But let's get off with, so like the HRT, the pellets, is that what you're still on them? Are they still working a year later? Like how, you know, how did you experience them so that other people could know? I have been doing the pellets since October 2021. Yeah, because 23. My husband started, he does not do pellets. He does injections. I was, however, with doing the pellets, because of I'm doing, I was started for more of my depression and anxiety.

Yeah, yeah, just happened to make you really horny. I decided to try, I felt like the pellets were kind of, I was going up and down and down and up and down. So I started doing injections, which most women don't do injections on a regular basis. They tend to stay with the pellets. And I am going to go back to the pellets. However, my husband accidentally, he gave me a three weeks. dose in one dose. What?

When he was giving me my injection, we had a larger barrel. And he, than what we normally use. Yeah, I get it. I've done needles before. So he did the same thing, but because it was larger, it was three times the amount. Exactly. Oh, my goodness. And he, I was like a teenage boy.

I couldn't even, even when I was at Target, just going through the men's underwear section, I was like, oh my gosh, I have to get out of here. hilarious. So when it was time for me to get my new pellets, because I was going to go back on the pellets, my testosterone was so high. I had to do a blood dump, which women don't normally have to do blood dumps. I had to do a blood dump. Oh, to get rid of it because it was too high. It was extremely high. Wow. I was like in the 900s. Wow. Wow. Yeah, that's crazy. So what are you on right now? Did you go back to the pellets? I can't go back to the pellets until March. Oh, okay, because you're still low. lowering now, but you're still horny because you had all that, you had that three months supply in you. Well, and I'm still getting injections. Oh, okay. I don't.

So I'm getting injections. I take, right now I'm taking my estrogen by mouth just so I didn't have to get another pellet put in. So I have, why are you going to go back to the pellets? I just feel I get tired of, one, I'm tired of getting shots three times a week. Yeah. And two, I, for the whole accident. it's not going to happen.

And it really hasn't stopped up and down and up and down. But the reason that I went on to see if it would help with my depression. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It didn't. It didn't really. So I thought just go back to the pellets where I'm not coming to get a shot every three times a week that I would. So I'm going to do that eventually. But they just looked at me and there's like, there is no way that we're going to put a pellet in.

Oh, my God. That's crazy. Well, Linda, thank you so much for calling in and sharing your story. I think it's wonderful and fascinating. It will be up very soon. Send me those pictures so people could put something to the story, which will be great. And, you know, I really need an update at the end of this year from you and your husband come back on and tell me all the crazy things you guys have gotten into or done since.

Because you have a lot of things on your bucket list, and I have a feeling you're going to try them all. And then some. Yeah, I thought you started so late. You've got to get it done. Yeah, you have a couple of years. You said, you know, you're going to do before your 60. So like I said, I think you're going to be doing it way after that too. But there's definitely more stories to come from Linda.

Thank you so much for calling in and sharing things so far. Thank you. It's awesome. Send me the picks. Thanks, Linda. All right. Have a great day. You too.

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