Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 603 - GIRL TALK: Layla Had her First Threesome and and it Led to Many More

Episode Date: March 3, 2023

Layla had a threesome and it led to many more and she called in to talk all about it. Who did she have a threesome with? Where did she meet them? And, what exactly went down?? Tune in for all the details including the app she used that led her to the couple she is now hooking up with, why she chose them over the many other couples who were looking for a unicorn, what they both look like and what she digs out about each one, what they were all looking for from each other, what happened during their first meeting and how far it went, was went down during their second hook up and what was she super into that surprised her, how the wife loves watcher her with her husband and how and why they send her pics of their solo hook ups, how far she’s gone with the wife and how she loves domming her, the “dates” she has solo with each one of them and what exactly goes down, how they all feel about copping feelings, the specific things that really turn her on during the threesomes including the voyeurism, the tease and denial and more, her mmf threesome fantasy she is trying to make happen and what she wants to go down, the new male play partner she just met who is a submissive and ways she doms him including putting him in a cock cages, ruining his orgasms and a whole lot more. You can find her podcast and all her other stuff here: https://www.thecuriousgirldiaries.com  **To see anonymous pics of Layla plus all of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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So sign up, patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. The link is in the description. Now, today I have on my friend and fellow podcaster, Lela. Layla has her own podcast called The Curious Girl Diary. She's been on my show before. We've talked all about her past history. She came on another time. We talked about Dick Size.

It's a great episode. You should go listen to that one. Her first episode is great. Her podcast is great. I will put a link to it. On this episode, we talked all about threesomes because Lila has a bucket list, a sex bucket list. She's been checking things off. And threesome, having a threesome is something she recently checked off.

And she's had a bunch of threesome. She met a couple. They're in a thruple and she talks all about it. It's super interesting. Layla's very open. She's very graphic. She gives a lot of details of what went down at all of their threesomes, how their thruple is set up,

how she met them, where she met them, the hot things that they do together. And then we also talk about the fact that she's got a male submissive because she's very dominant. She's actually dominant and a submissive. She's into both. She's kind of like a switch, but she does like the dom thing.

and she has a guy, a new guy. He's a professional soccer player that is her submissive. And she loves nothing more than like putting him in a cock cage and making him submit to her. And we end with that. She talks all about that situation and that guy that she's hooking up. She is checking things off her bucket list. She talks all about it on this episode, threesomes and cock cages, tease in denial, and more. It's very good.

And Linkster, all of her stuff will be in my description. But I'm going to be right back on with Layla. Hi, Layla. Welcome back to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. How are you today? I'm doing fantastic. Excited to jump into today's topic. Oh, three songs.

Yes. Well, this is like my Girl Talk episodes. I like to leave Girl Talk episodes, you know, me and some other female. Just wrap it about stuff. Now, the reason why I wanted to have you back on is because, you know, if people listen to your podcast, you've been on my show before, we've talked about your backstory, you have your own podcast called The Curious Girl Diaries. And what that all was about was like, you know, you were like sexless for a certain amount of time. And then you started to, and then you went the opposite way, right? And you started to live at all your sexual fantasies.

And it took you a while because you've been doing your show for a long time, but you had no threesomes at all. During all that time, you did a lot of other things and people could go listen to. your episodes because really it's your whole journey there and you are kind of like a good dirty talker people will know by the time they listen to this one they should go check out your podcast because you put it all out there what you've been through and recently because we talk off air too i know that you were setting up a threesome you were going to do it i know that you've done it you met a couple and you were like fucking smitten for them okay last time we spoke i was like don't give me the details because i want it all on an episode and we're going to talk about three

I've had a couple threesomes we'll talk about. You've had a threesome with this new couple. So why don't you walk me through that story of like how you met them and how you vetted them? Did you put an ad out or something or did you go and respond to somebody's ad? Like how did you meet them and pick them? Yeah, good question. So I actually got on a different app. I got on the app called Field, which I really love. And it just seems to be more kind of, it's a lot of couples and more open-minded people sort of looking for ethical non-monogamy, you know, threesomes. And it just, it kind of, I found sort of the right group like-minded, you know, for what I was looking for. So I got on there, put up a profile and instantly, you know, boom, I had like 700 pings or something.

Wait, what was, okay, what did your profile say? Were you looking for, you were looking for a couple? Like, what was your thing on your profile? I didn't actually, so it doesn't give you the option. really say like, oh, I'm, you know, I want a threesome. I mean, I guess I can type that in, but I just, I just put on there, you know, you have a little section like what you're interested in, you know, and I said, I did put threesomes on there. So, um, very quickly, uh, the male part of the couple reached out to me and started chatting me up. And I will say there is, um, there's something to the people that reach out to you quickly and right away. They just go for what they want. Those people usually get my attention. And,

and my time. Wow. Interesting. Okay. Because when you get hit with that many pings, you know, it's, it's hard work to try to go through. Oh, right. Right. And so he kind of did the heavy lifting, right? Because he just, he just got on it right away and was like, hey, you know, and reached out. And I liked what he had to say. And so then I just started chatting with him and just felt kind of instantly really comfortable. When you say you liked what he had to say, what did he say was, you know, what was his deal? Why are you laughing? No, I mean, they don't. No, I think what I liked was just that he's, you know, they don't reach out to you with a dick pick or anything stupid. You know, it's just trying to get to know you better first. I could tell by his approach that finding someone that, you know, him and his fiance would like out of the bedroom was just as important as liking me in the bedroom. And so I appreciate that because I feel the same way. Yeah, listen, I ask that because I'm always thinking that people are listening and they're like, if they're a part of a couple or they're a guy that wants a threesome. How do you stand out to a unicorn, right?

You're a unicorn on there. You're that elusive girl that a lot of people can't find to hook up with them. So I think it's important to let people know what that unicorn is looking for. I mean, it was that he was that he would, there was no dickpicks. It wasn't like just straight to sex. Exactly. I mean, look, we all know why we're on there. Yeah.

You know, I mean, that's, that's obvious, right? So why don't you try to get to, it made me feel better that they actually wanted to get to know me and that what they, what they wanted was a long-term relationship and ongoing, which is what I like too. I don't really like one-offs. Some people like one-offs. It's just, you know, I prefer to get to know somebody. I feel like sex gets better over time. You know each other's bodies. Sure. And especially, you know, with a couple, there's, there's just a lot of different ways to slice and dice that. So I really just made me feel good to know that, hey, yeah, we know the sex is important. That's why we're all here. But we also really want to like you. You know, we're interested in a relationship with you. So let me ask you this. I mean, is this?

And I think I asked you when you told me when you met them because you seemed very smitten by them more than just sexually. You know, you really liked being with them. And I'm like, oh, is she going to wind up copping feelings for them? you know, is this a Polly situation? I think I asked you that because I was like a little concerned because I could tell like you were like digging them, even more so than just sex, which I think like you said is important for you.

But I'm wondering is where do you draw a line? Was this a just a sexual thing? Or did you want to go Polly? Do they want to go Polly? Was that discussed at all? It wasn't discussed, but it was sort of, you know, intamated a little bit. Like they, you know, they were putting it out there that what they didn't. like and what they weren't looking for. And so I could sort of conclude, you know, where they wanted to go. And

currently we are a thruple. You are a little pa. Like it is like a thruple in that like you're all dating each other. Yes. So I date her separately and I'll date him separately. And then and then we all date. Then we have dates together. Oh my God. I need all the scuppage. Okay. So let's get to right to the sex. Okay. Let's just get there because we've got a lot of your backstory. And this is like a girl talk. So and you know, guys are listening for. the sex and girls are listening, you know, to find out. But wait, so tell me, okay, the first meeting, did, was there any kind of sex involved? The first meeting, let me think, I'm trying to remember. I just remember straight sex, but no, no, we met, you know, what we did was I've put

them through my process, right, which is, okay, first we're going to text on the app, then I'm going to move you to a video call because I want to see you and you want to see me and every, I want to make sure that you know we're on the same page and we're still liking each other and when we did our video call i just really had such a good feeling about them and i what i really drew me in was their the strength of their relationship they're they are fucking solid like i don't want anybody that's trying to fix a problem in their relationship yeah bringing me in yeah and i don't want to i don't want to feel like i'm just being used like an accessory you know i'm i'm it's really all three of us we've agreed it's kind of like it takes three votes and only one no you know so we're you know we all

have to be on the same page with stuff so i just you know i really felt like an equal and appreciated and i also like the fact that there you know there's no bullshit going on with them and how hot are they paint the picture uh they're hot yes they yeah thank you they paint the picture he's uh he's like six two and just you know really really really good good striking tall, nice body. She's gorgeous, but she's short. I was hoping for somebody that was tall like me. But you know what? I'm, I'm okay with it. She's about five, six. And how tall are you? I'm five, ten. Oh, you are tall. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So I don't, I just didn't want to feel like the biggest one. You know, it's ridiculous. I mean, you know, I'm only 130 pounds, but I still feel like,

you know what I mean? When you're tall, you don't want to be, you just feel. big bigger you know yeah yeah totally above everyone else so i just didn't want to feel like i was manly against with her do you know what i mean i still wanted that feminine energy between the two of us so that's why i had it in my head that that was a perception that i have since gotten over because she's very feminine and i'm where i feel it feels very feminine when i'm with her i don't feel like masculine at all so she's super hot though and let me tell you anyone listening that isn't on my patreon or doesn't know leila i have i have like one of the hottest picks of you you sent me for my last time like you know whenever i have someone on i'm

like oh give me some anonymous picks for my patreon you gave me like a picture of you like you're practically naked in it right and you're like a 10 and uh i just had some like your nips covered but like if you really want to see leila in all her glory you can either join her private podcast or come to my patreon because you'll get a lot more there so but so you're a 10 she's a 10 he's a 10 does he have a big dick like i mean are you a size queen we did do a whole episode on like you know, dick size and we said it doesn't matter, but it was very obvious that we both prefer it to be big. Is he on the bigger size or is the average? I would say he's just slightly above average, but he's got my, he's my dick type. So that's the right penis to shaft ratio. Oh,

okay. Oh, yeah, you have a ratio. I remember that. Oh, my God. We had a whole conversation with me, because me and Laylor both podcasters, but we're friends. And we had a whole conversation about Dick's so you could go listen to that as well. So, okay, so he's, okay, so you meet the first time. Was there sex the first time? No, we met for dinner first. Okay. And you like

them. And then we made out in the parking lot. All of you? To say goodbye. Yes. So, but she really wanted, she's, it's interesting because she's kind of submissive and she likes watching him, you know, touch me and have his hands on

me. And that turns her on, which I totally get and understand because I have a man's hand thing too. And he's got these great hands. So the fun part with her is that I get to make, I get to have all this fun role play, like making her wait and watch. You know, he'll come over. We'll send her little videos, you know, and then I'll start the video and then right as things get going, you know, get hot. I turn it off and tell her, you know, she has to wait. That's all she gets to see. Oh my goodness. And we send it to. We'll send it to. We'll. send it to her right then and there because she's working and we love the fact that she's

getting turned on and excited and we're teasing her and she knows that he's fucking me and she, you know, she can't be there. She really does like to be submissive to him and also when we're all together, that still sort of, you know, is the dynamic, which is nice because I can't be submissive to another woman and I love to, you know, I do have this dominant side. So I get to acted out. And I, you know, and I come up with all these different scenarios and I get to present, you know, say, hey, let's do this. And I get to take control and, you know, make her sit in the corner and blindfold her and growl in her ear while he's right behind me fucking me. And, you know, and just, how many times of you, oh, so there's a lot that we have to catch up on to go, let's get to, I did say a

long time ago, let's get to write to the sex. And then I ask you a million questions and people are probably so irritated. So let's talk about the first time you, you know, you have to that makeout session, but what's the first time you guys have a threesome? And what happened? Okay. So I was nervous because I'd never been with a woman, you know, and I'm just like, oh my gosh, you know, what, what's this going to be like? And we go to their house, we had breakfast and then we went to their house and I, we're sitting on the couch, kind of like L-shaped. She's, she's, she's on one side of me and he's on the other. And she's really doing a great job reading him. She can tell he's excited and ready to go. So she kind of helps,

you know, get, she comes, sits right next to me, I'm sitting next to him, she sits on his lap, takes off her shirt. And boom, this is like the first time I'm staring at a woman's boobs like that close in a sexual situation. Does she have big boobs? Like, are they good?

They're beautiful actually. They're real. They're beautiful. And she's got, okay, first of all, I just have to say right now, boobs. Who fucking knew? I am a boob fan now. And I think her boobs, I think those boobs imprinted on me and I'm probably always going to like if I'm ever with a woman again after her like I'll always be like oh I want those boobs. Oh right the top of the mountain. She's got really

good nipples like I have I don't have a lot of projection on me nipples hers really project you know you always see those they're kind of like erasers right and I was like I'm fascinated by nipples that don't look like mine so I asked her if it was okay she's kissing him he's getting hard. You know, I'm reaching over, stroking his cock. I'm asking her if it's okay if I touch her. And she says, you know, yes, that's of course, you know, so I just kind of start touching her boobs. I'm, that's the first thing I gravitate towards. And Kathy, I swear to God, like, I understand why men love boobs so much. They're comforting and they feel great. And she's got these perfect little sea cups. And I'm, you know, I'm, and then I start sucking on them. And oh,

my God. That's when it really like hit like I mean I love touching her boobs sucking on her nipples playing with them putting up the way they feel in my hands just everything about them and I feel like I understand guys so much better and why they're so drawn to them because they're fucking fantastic. That's so interesting. Was it their first time or had they played with other women before you? She's bisexual and I don't know. I don't know about him but she before she met him, she was unicorning. She was you. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. So she's, you know, kind of all about it. And he's just, he's just really horny. But you don't know if you were their first unicorn or if they had hooked up with other females before you or had any other three sons as a couple? You never asked that question? I probably did and I just don't remember. Oh, okay.

Right. The sex is too good. Okay, let's get back to the sex. So that time, do you go down on her that time? No. I have so I was upfront with them about the fact that I don't want to I'm not comfortable with that yet and so I haven't done it. Oh, interesting.

But the more I'm with them and the more comfortable I am with her. So, you know, I mean, I definitely touch her pussy and I've gotten a little more comfortable doing that. I will say this though. There's a big difference. You would think it would be kind of like instinct. but her pussy looks so different than mine. They all do look very different. They're so different.

And I'm like, where is her clit? Oh, that's so funny. So I understand. I have a lot more empathy for guys what they go through. Like we are all wired so differently and are the way we're just put together. You know, the plumbing is a little bit different on every woman. But if she's by, why has she never gone down on you? Do you not want her to?

or she's not into that either? No, she is. I think we're just, so we're just taking the time to sort of build towards that. I mean, we're not rushing what we do. Like, we all have sex together. But she and I just haven't actually done that yet. But maybe it's because, like, does she know that, like, would, okay, maybe it's on you. Like, does she think that maybe you wouldn't want that because you don't go down on her?

Because if she's by and she was a unicorn, she's probably gone down on women before, is it maybe she thinks that you're hesitant about it? Because I'm surprised. You know, I don't know. I actually really don't know. I haven't brought that up. Like, how come you're not, why aren't you diving down there? I mean, would you let? Okay, then my question to you is, would you want her to?

Would you allow that? Yeah. Would you be cool with that? Oh, absolutely. Fuck yeah. I want to know, yes. I mean, like, I want to know what that feels like. I'm curious about the difference between the way a woman would go down on you versus the way men go down on you. Right. And that's never happened. How many times have you hooked up with them? Has it been a lot of hookups?

So we, I've been with them, all three of them together three times or sorry, two of them together, two times. And then he comes over quite a bit, just solo. Okay. So you're really getting down and dirty with the husband a lot. A lot. Yeah. Yes. He's all about it. Mm-hmm.

And you're sending her picks and all that shit. She loves it. Yeah. And she loves it. Yeah. She likes that. I think she's busy too. So she's,

I know she's doing a lot work-wise. And so I think she's really happy, like, that she knows how horny is and that he's getting taken care of. So it's, we're sort of, we're just kind of sharing the workload here. Yeah. Yeah. Totally. I totally get that.

And also, if she really gets off on that, then she is getting pleasureed by that experience, even though she's not there. Oh, she loves it. Yeah, she'll send me videos. Like I left my vibrator over there one time and they were both like using it and she sent me a video. She's like, he, he used it on, you know, on the tip of his penis and got off and just because I had been on my, you know, because it had been on my pussy. He wanted to use it. Yeah.

And I got, I mean, I just thought that was so hot. And then she sends me a video and she says. She's like, I've reclaimed this for the pussies. And I'm like, yes, you go, girl. You know, she sent me a picture of herself masturbating with it and having an orgasm, which is another thing that was so fascinating for me to see. Like the first time we were all together, she was, you know, when he was inside me, she was right next to me and I could see her masturbating.

And as the first time, I actually saw a female orgasm up close and personal. Right. Interesting. Uh-huh. Yeah. Just the way, you know, just the way things pulse. and vibrate and all that. I was like, wow.

Because she was there. But now, do you finger or anything like that or nothing? Like, do you do that? I just touch her on the outside. I haven't actually put my fingers in because my fingers are, she's a nurse and she actually does, you know, helps women with her pelvic floor and things like that. She keeps her nails very short. So I assume she wants me to cut mine.

Mine are naturally longer. So that'll kind of be like, I will kind of be like, I will. cut them specifically for that. Oh, okay. So listen up for people. If you see Lela in her videos with short nails, you know, she's done the deep dive. She's finally done it. She's checked that off her bucket list. Right, right. Yeah. So so far, I have not put my fingers inside of a woman. Okay, but you love her booze. Now, you said that you do play solo with her because now, I mean, I thought we were going to try with three cents, but it's so interesting that you do kind of see them separately, too. That's another side thing. Well, we, she and I've gone on dates. We haven't.

actually we've gone on dates and we've sort of made out in the car, which is weird. I mean, showing up for me, you know, it's like I'm getting my mind around it. Showing up for a date with her. We'll go to dinner. We'll go do something. And like sitting right next to her, you know, because the first time I showed up, I was like sitting across from her. She's like, no, no, sit next to me. You know, and it's, it's a different thing for me. I'm still a little shy about like, oh my gosh, people are going to see me or, you know, like we're sitting together. They're going assume we're together. I'm still kind of getting my head around that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Because you're very touchy-feely with each other. I mean, why wouldn't they just think you're friends?

I don't know. I'm probably being ridiculous. You know, we're not super touchy-feely. We don't, we don't do the PDAs, but, you know, you're not making out at the table. No, we're not making out of the table. But, you know, I don't consider myself bisexual. So it's just a new, it's a completely new world for me. Let me tell you, if you did make out with her at the table, you would just, you know, you would just get everybody's attention. There was a, I once had a girlfriend from college. And, uh, we were out at a bar one night and we were really drunk.

And then all of a sudden in the middle of, and this is like back in the 80s or 90s, you know, where I'm sure this goes down all the time, but, you know, maybe it wouldn't happen now. But like, in just the middle of our conversation, she just was like, grabbed my hand and started making out with me. And we just made out all night at the, at the bar. And I mean, there were just guys throwing their business cards at us. Every guy wanted to talk to us.

We were like walking out to the cab to go home and it was like, everyone's like chasing us. It was like the craziest thing. I was like, oh, that's all you got to do to get a lot of attention. Yes. Make out with a girl in the club. So, I mean, if you guys were very touchy-feely and stuff, go to a steakhouse fill with men and then sit next to each other and flirt.

And you'll have like every guy in there like fucking on you. Because guys love that girl on. girl stuff. So for you, it's kind of maybe you just feel weird about it. So you're thinking other people, right. Uh-huh. That makes sense. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I'm just, I'm really baby, I'm going slow with it, baby stepping. And so we're kind of more hanging out like girl friends, you know, than we are like sexually interested partners. So, but we're building, I mean, I like that. I like the fact that for her, for them, both of them, it's important to get to know me on their own terms separately and how they're, you know, whatever they're comfortable with.

And so that's, you know, that's kind of how we're doing it. Right. But because you did say it is a thruple and you are seeing the husband a lot and you're fucking him and doing all this stuff. And they do say, and I believe it's true, that there is like some sort of hormonal release or something that goes down when women have orgasms with men that makes them more attached to them. That's why a lot of women can't just have meaningless sex with somebody without copping feelings. So do, like, do you feel like you have copped feelings for him and vice versa? Well, that's what they want. And he likes to connect. I mean, he's really like, he wants to look deep into my eyes and, you know, make a kissing while we're, while he's inside me. And,

you know, it's very intense. Right. That's why I mean, whether they want it or not, I want to know, have, I would assume you will, would have already copped feelings for him. That's what I'm asking you. Like, did you cop? Like, do you have feelings for him? I would say he's ahead of me in the feelings department. But do you have feelings for him. Yes or no. I, I know. I, I do. But probably, but not, you know, not love feelings. Um, but we keep everything to, we do keep all the texting together, which I totally am, you know, I think is great. And he, again, so everything, I, what I love. like about it is everything's on the table. So he is not doing anything that he was not saying something to me in private when he's with me and she's not around that he wouldn't say on our text

chain. So that makes that makes me feel comfortable. Right. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. I don't want to be, I don't ever want it to feel like you're establishing something with him outside of her. It's really even though she's not there, it still is a thruple. There's no. Because, you know, that's where I think it can be a slippery slope if you know she's not there a lot I hear all the stories you know I've had a million people on my show so I've heard the gone wrong stories and a lot of times it's there's certain things that allow for shit to go wrong more than other things and I think when you are seeing people solo and separately and consistently there is a chance for stuff to go south even if you don't want to you know it's just it's shit happens you know yeah

No, it makes me feel way more comfortable. Because I don't want to be. And that's what I said in the beginning, you know, when we were chatting in the beginning is that what really drew me to them is they're solid. Yeah. I don't feel like, I feel like they have their shit together. They're mature enough. They just, you know, their relationship is very strong.

I don't want, yeah, I don't want anything to get off balance or weird. They are the, you know, it's their primary relationship. And I'm okay with that. Right. So what happened at your second threesome? I mean, you said you've had a couple with them, right? Or a few, three of them? Yes.

Yeah. So that was very fun because that was the time where, you know, I really, I could tell that, I call them Jack and Jill. So I could tell that Jill is really into the, you know, the, the, the cut team, you know, like she's getting into that zone and not in a disrespectful way. She doesn't want to be humiliated. But just that she likes me. telling her how good his cock feels inside of me and, you know, they, they roll, they play off

each other and they tell me what they talk about and how they talk about me when I'm not around and how they get each other going while they're having sex and stuff like that. So I took a lot of that and then I told her, you know, that she had to, I blindfolded her and I'm like, you've got to sit in this chair and you just, all you get to do is listen. And until I'm ready for you to join us, you know, you have to sit there. And, and, and, you're going to sit there. And so that part was fun because I would play with her and kiss her neck and just, you know, touch her tits and while he's fucking me and just being that close. And she could, you know, I was putting her hands on my waist so she could feel him thrusting and just everything. And it's not teasing her and touching her.

I love to tease her. You know, I love to tease and deny. That's a part of me that that's in there. Yeah, yeah. So I get to tap into that, which is really exciting. while he's being dominant over me. So I'm just not low man on the totem pole, which I like. Yeah, no, that's interesting.

And so she's jerking herself off or does he have sex with her afterwards? She's not allowed. No, she doesn't get to touch. She cannot do anything until I say it's okay. So she just had to sit there. I could touch her and play with her. She's my little toy, but she can't touch herself. Until I invite her.

And then once I invited her on the beach, bed, then, you know, we, then we both played with her body. And, and then I said, okay, I, I had another little fantasy in mind where, you know, he, he laid down. She started fucking him. And then I was writing his face. We were facing each other making out. Right. Mm-hmm. That's like a typical threesome, you know, thing. Yes. But I never, but I know that's a standard. Right. Yeah. Yeah. But I've never done it. So I'm like, I have all these positions in my head. Like, we're going to do this.

We're going to do that. So I just get to, I'm running through my list of things that have been building for like seven years. So it's very fun. And now is it hot for you to watch them as, you know, the voyeurism of all to watch another couple have sex? Because you get that too, right? That's something that maybe you would never even think that you're into. I know.

And it's totally fun to sit and just like right, to be right next to them. And, you know, I may be, you know, take my vibrator out and he's fucking her and then he'll put his fingers in me because I'm right next to them. And just being right next to two people fucking and watching how they touch each other and what turns her on. And because she and I are different as far as what, you know, the amounts of pressure. Like she just needs super hard. I don't need it hard until I'm close to the end or to push me over the edge to have an orgasm. And so it's she just likes it bang, bang, bang, the whole time. time, you know, and I'm like, oh, okay. So he's, but it's interesting. He's really like he's,

he knows her body and now he knows mine and he knows how to switch it and just like, yeah, it's really interesting. Yeah. And then the third time is, was there anything new that went down that time? Let me think on the third time. Oh, no, I think we were just all kind of going for it. That was just pretty much a free for all. You know, we're switching up. Everybody's, everybody's always touching each other. you know, we're always connected and just the nice dirty talk. And the voyeurism part, you know, just watching, like, sitting back for a minute and watching them is really exciting to me. Yeah, I'm just disappointed that neither one of you has gone down on each other.

We have that to happen. I mean, what's the big deal? Are you like, what are you, are you afraid? Is it that you just think, oh, pussy is gross and you're not interested in it? Or is it that you're afraid you don't know what you're doing and you won't be good? I mean, what is the, why haven't you gone there? Yeah, it's probably all of that. I don't, you know, I don't know that I, like, there's the part when I think about going down on a woman that I just go, oh, I don't know.

You know, like, oh, I'm a little squeamish about it. And then the other part is I feel like I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, you know, and I don't like to be bad at some things. Yeah, yeah, I get that. But, I mean, let me ask you this. when you like look at porn, because a lot of girls will be like, oh, I love to watch lesbian porn. You know, do you like when if you're looking at things and like, does that turn you on when you see that? I don't usually watch lesbian porn, but I'm going to have to start, I think, so I can, you know, really. But maybe you're not into women if you have never.

You know what I mean? So I, that's why I say I don't consider myself bisexual because I don't look across the room and go, oh, she's hot. I wonder what she tastes like or whatever. I've never had that. So I'm sort of slowly building that with Jill, you know, as I get to know her and I'm more and more, I'm finding myself more and more attracted to her. Like just the last time we were, we went on just a little solo day. You know, I could see her like the lacy part of her bra peeking out from her shirt. Yeah.

And I just really kind of like wanted to touch it, you know, and play with it. and start to, you know, touch her skin. And so I think I'm the more, I just need the cerebral connection as much as I need the physical with her. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Guys, I can just be way more like you're hot, your dick gets hard. Yeah, you know, that's, that's, I'm ready. I mean, listen, you're obviously into her sexually too.

You love her the tits. You love watching her, fucking him. I mean, you know, there's a lot going on there. It's not like you're totally opposed to it. It's just you haven't gone to that area. You need for her, so just get, tell her you want her to go down on you. Like, have that at least happen. I know.

I, I, I need to. I don't understand. I don't know. Because I'm falling apart. Like, I feel like I'm back to like, you know, third grade. Like, you know, like a little school girl, like, I'm out of sorts. You know, I don't like with men, no problem. Get your fucking face down there, eat my pussy.

Say that to her. Come on. You're the dom. And you know what's so funny is you're in the perfect position because you are doming her, right? Yeah. That's who you are. So it would make sense that you're not going to go down on her, but you're just going to take her head and just put it, you know, force her to. She'll love it.

I mean, she was a unicorn. I'm surprised as a podcaster who talks to people, interviews people, as a very open woman. I mean, you get fucking down and dirty on your podcast. you've been on my show. You're like never disappoint with your stories. I mean, you're very super open. You're down to try everything. I'm so surprised that you haven't even just like asked her the question.

Like do you like, you know, do you like to go down on women? Like that was, you don't know about her paths with women at all. How far she's gone or anything. Oh no. She, I know she's done all that. You know, she has gone down on women. And I know, I need to ask.

I don't know. I. No, then I then it must be. The fact that I mean, listen, the only reason why she hasn't gone down on you then, okay, we know why you haven't gone down on her because of all those reasons we said before. But the fact that she hasn't gone down on you, I think, is she might feel like she doesn't know how you'd feel about it because she's obviously down if she's done it before. She's down. She's all in. She's done it. Yeah. She's been there, done that. She's probably into it. But maybe she needs the go ahead from you. that might be yeah yeah that might be yeah i mean i'm gonna be how do you feel about that okay cool but how do you

feel about that like does that turn you on to think of her going down on you oh fuck yeah absolutely oh my god that can make it fucking happen already i mean come on can you do it before i air this on friday well i'm not i'm just seeing him on friday i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna i'll ask him about Yeah, that's what you should do. And then I'll put it on the, I'll put it on the group, you know, I'll put it on our group text after he and I talk about it. Yeah, because it would be so natural. I might actually, I might actually, you're giving me creative ideas here. I might actually just when we record our little, you know, one of our, we always record a few things while we're, while we're fucking and send it to her.

I might, I might like do that. I might say, you know, get her going, you know, kind of like flash her my pussy and say. I wish you're here. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I need your mouth. Yeah.

Yeah. I think she's just waiting for your green light. And if you're in there telling her what she needs to do and what not to do and tease in denial, I mean, it's just a natural thing that should happen where you force her to go down on you. Come on. Yeah. No, she loves it when he does that kind of, you know, forces her to like suck his dick and stuff like that. Yeah, she's a little sub.

Yeah. She loves it. Oh, she loves it. Yeah. So I need to just sort of, I know, I'm, I don't know why. It's, it's just weird. I feel like I said, I can't, I'm not making the smooth transition over to women. Like the way I am with men, you know, I can be dominant or submissive depending on the guy.

And I have no problem either way. But with her, I'm, I just, I'm, you know, because she's a girl and I just don't want to offend her and I want to make sure I do everything. Right. Yeah. And listen, that's probably why she hasn't done it to you either. She probably feels the same way. know it's like girl coach she doesn't want you know it's and it's unspoken and nobody's speaking up and just asking the question yeah because but if she has in the past and you know and she's very

by she wants to she wants it she's just waiting for you to say okay now let me ask you this are you planning on having uh two guys and you three some because i know because you love dick so much. I'm surprised that you haven't had one of those. Are you in the works of, like, is that something on your list that you need to check off to? Absolutely. Yes. I cannot go to my grave without having that happen. Two guys. Yes. Every time I meet a single guy, I'm like, do you have any friends? How do you feel about X, Y, and Z? I'm constantly prospecting for that. And you just haven't been able to make it happen yet, but you want to? Yeah, I want to. Absolutely. Would you do D.P? DVP? I mean, all these things. All of

of it. All of it. I want to. Yes. Absolutely. That's, well, here's the thing. You have to find so, so some guys, they only want to kind of do like a London Bridge scenario that, you know, they don't want, they don't want to feel dicks touching inside of you or in any way. Yeah. And if that's the case, that's just not what I want. And so you can find two guys, no problem. But they're not going to be, it's not going to be the type of scenarios that I want to have happened. So tell me you're the scenario you want to happen. Oh, I just want, I mean, all that attention on me. I mean, I want to be the star of the show. Me, me, me, get both dicks inside. I'm, I admit it. I'm not, you know, I'm not holding back. I'm sure guys fucking love that. Yeah.

Yeah. I mean, I want DP, DVP. I want to try it all. Right. And so have you ever mocked those scenarios with the guys that you're with with toys and stuff? Yes. You've done the DVP, the ones with the two dicks inside of you?

I have done it with a small. Dildo, yes. You have. Yeah, you can't do it with, I mean, it has to be a real small one. Yeah. So I do think about that as I'm sizing the guys up. I'm like, how's this going to work? They can't have two ginormous dicks. It's just not going to fit. Yeah. So you've had two, you've never had two guys together, just like your separate guys that you have this couple now. Yeah. And you bring it up to other guys that you see. I do. Yeah. I, I just ask. You know, a lot of guys are like, nope, totally. not, you know, don't want another guy in the room with them when they're fucking. And then other guys, you know, would say, yeah, you know, but they would then want their dicks. Yeah, that's okay, but I don't

want dicks touching or the risk of dicks touching. And I'm like, okay, that's out. So it's just finding the right. You really kind of have to find two guys that are heteroflexible, as they like to call it. Would you get into seeing two guys together? Oh, I would totally love to. Like, that would be great. Oh, to see like a, like guys getting it on together. Like, that turns you on. Oh, oh, oh, oh, guys. Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, I thought you meant like if I was in a no, I mean a guy, guy on guy action. Some girls are into that. Um, you know, I don't, I don't know yet. I haven't that like when I think about it in my head, that's not like I don't go, oh, that's super hot. But I wouldn't put it past. I mean, I wouldn't be surprised. Like, if I was the one directing

the guy saying, get down their suck is, you know, if I could be bossing them around and telling them what to do, that might be hot. Yeah, listen, you're like the, you're great in that. you really are in alpha female, I would say. But yet you're very much a switch in the bedroom. Like I always explain and I got to tell you like a girl Dom is a very hot demand because I always get these questions on my Patreon when I do my private Q&A's like, oh, Kathy, would you ever be a Dom and treat your man? Because you're dominant outside of the bedroom.

Yeah. But I'm like, no, I'm totally want to be the sub because I am so dominant. And typically, I think it works in that people, you know, sort of switch when they're in the bedroom. But you could do both. And I think that that's more rare. But I think that that's great that you could be the sub, but you also can fucking dumb. And I think a lot of guys like that. I have a male sub right now, too.

You do? Tell me about that. Uh-huh. Oh, fuck. He is hot as fuck. This is this. So, you know, I love. first of all, I love being submissive.

I love having a dominant. That's a man. And but to really understand, to understand it fully, it's fun to explore your dominant side because I know what I like as a submissive. And then when I get to apply it, I better understand what my dominance feeling and why that's so hot to him, you know, because I, you just get the full picture. Yes. But right now, I've got this guy who's this hot professional socks.

soccer player six to just I mean cute as a fucking button and I mean I first I thought it was a douche he looks like a European douche you know if you can imagine like oh I always love the douche bag look he's probably hot do she yeah I like that player right with the aviator glasses I mean he's like too the spiky hair like to a tea oh he's so yummy I could just eat him up with a spoon he likes to be. I mean, I put his dick in a cage. I deny him. The groans and the sounds and the begging is so

fucking hot when he just wants to come. And I'm like, no. No, sorry. Oh, yeah. You really are a little dumb. No, but I'm like, but you're going to have to eat my pussy. Like, I mean, you know, and he likes it dripping all over his face and he likes to make me squirt and then he wants it on his face. And I'm like, there you go. That's all you get.

Wait a second. I know that you know how to squirt. Was that a new thing? Is that new? Or did you always know how to squirt? No, I know. That's not new. Oh, you always know how to squirt.

Yeah. Okay. And he, you make him make you squirt. Can you squirt from anything? No. It has to be like a sure thing. Like fingers or like,

yes, fingers. Or a really big dick will make me squirt. You know, if there's just a lot of pressure in there. So and also or just sometimes super fast. If you're just, if you're putting the pressure in the right spot, it, yeah, I can squirt. Right. But it's usually pressure based.

So it's not just any, any old, any old thing or, or just if there's nothing inside me, if I'm just masturbating that I'll squirt when I orgasm. It has to be, it has to be from the, from the dick or fingers. Where did you meet this male submissive guy? Was it on the Fields app too? Field app, yeah. Field. Well, you should get them as a sponsor.

Do you get them as a sponsor? I am. I need to reach out to them actually. They're on my list because they I have mentioned them so much. Yeah, me too. All these fucking apps and shit. I'm like, you know, you should get him as a sponsor. I know. But so I met him and he's just, yeah, very fun. And how old is he? 35. Oh, that's cool. Younger guy. Yeah, younger guy. And I just, and he's the first uncircumcised guy. I've. been with. So that was also on my list as well. So he he ticked two things off. But I'm not fucking him. He doesn't get to fuck me. Oh, interesting at all. Not yet. We have a we have a naughty list going. And he I said make a list of all the things you want to see happen. Yeah. I know because we talked about boundaries and hard limits and things like that. So I mean, I just I beat his ass. I spank him. Do you humiliate him with words? No, he just, he not so much into the humiliation.

Just the bossiness. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, you know, he likes that. Well, let me just tell you because you like T's and denial. I had like a boyfriend once and I called it the halfway in guy. He was really psychotic. He was like my best friend for 10 years. And one day we wound up making out, we had all this chemistry and we were about to date.

And he got like really freaked out about it. Because like, listen, if you're best friends for 10, 10 years and now you have sex involved. Like what happens next? Like you might as well just get fucking married because everything's there, you know? And so it was like a real big commitment phobic freak out he had. And he played all these weird sex games with me because he was so petrified of like really falling into this.

So he would do this thing where we would be like fooling around and like just making out with him was like the fucking hottest thing because, you know, just all the layers there with a friend and we just had all this chemistry. And he'd like put his dick in. And he just sit there. And he would be like, he'd put it in like halfway. And I'm telling you this because you should just like tease the shit out of your guy by doing this because it's like the hottest thing. Because my friends would be like, how could you play that fucking game?

We called it the halfway in game. I'm like, you don't understand. It's so hot. And so, and I've done the halfway in game with other guys. And what he would do is he would just put it in halfway and he would just sit there. And we would just lay on top of each other with his dick inside of me hard. Of course, he was hard. I was like super wet, super into it.

And we would just like make out and ravage each other. but he wouldn't move, he wouldn't thrust, he wouldn't do anything. So the slightest movement, what happens in that kind of scenario, because like I said, my friends would be like, how the fuck can you do that? It's like torture. I'm like, no, it's like the hottest thing ever. Because the reason why I think you wind up needing it harder and faster at the end

is because you sort of get used to it, you know, and you need more and more to feel a feeling, right? And you're like, fucking be harder at the end to really get you over that thump. Whereas if you're not doing anything, the slightest movement, Like you could cough when they're like in you and just sitting there. And it is like the most erotic fucking thing. I am telling you. Like you could tease the shit out of them.

If you were into tease and denial, the halfway in thing is hot as shit. Because I've tried it with other guys. You know, after the things never, he never put it in all the way. Okay, that guy ran for the hills and we broke up and we don't talk anymore. But I have done that scenario with other guys. And sometimes it's good when you're on top and you just kind of sit there and you do not move.

You put that dick in. It doesn't have to even be halfway. It could be all the way in, but you don't let it move. No fucking thrusting. And it is for you and the guy like the hottest thing. I mean, and you sit there for like 30 minutes making out, talking dirty, do whatever. And then one thrust is going to throw you over the fucking edge. It's like a hot thing.

I like teeth and denial. You know, when you get to the point where you're letting him go inside you, if you really want to, I don't know, tease and deny him in a way, try that. move it actually is really good for both. You'll love it too. Oh, I will. I definitely try that. Yeah. You know, and I've ruined some of his orgasms, things like that. So it's just ruined, you know, ruin, you've heard about ruined orgasms, right? No. Oh, yeah. It's like, um, you, you know, you get them right come. You get them right to the edge and then you stop. Oh yeah. That's the honest thing. They'll, they'll ejaculate because they've gone too far, but they don't, but you're not carrying them all the way through. it's just an ejaculation rather than an orgasm.

But you don't ever give him an orgasm? Like it never doesn't like. Oh, no, I do. I'll do that when I'm blowing someone. Like, you know, I'll stop right before. If I really like someone, I'll like really, I can make a blowjrop go for an hour and get them right to the point. And then they're about to come and you stop and you don't, you know, just so that it just, that pleasure lasts for a really long time. Right.

But your guy, he eventually gets to come. Correct? Eventually. Not all the time, but eventually. Yeah. You even have your dumb voice when you say that. You know, you sound like a bitch. Guys must love that.

They do. It surprises me because, you know, the difference, right, is like with a woman, it's like, don't fuck with my orgasm. Like, if you were to ruin one of my orgasms, I mean, I've been teased and denied, obviously in the submissive position. It's a love-hate thing. I don't really want that all the time. Right.

He loves it. You know, he likes it. He likes, and, you know, just like, I'll tease him through his cock cage and, you know, and I told him I'm going to make him get a penis extender that, like, goes around his penis, and he can fuck me with that so he can have the thrusting and the imagery of fucking me, but he doesn't get to feel anything. Wow. I love that.

Oh, my God. That is hilarious. It's so interesting what people are doing behind closed doors. If only his soccer team knew, he's in a fucking cockage. How long have you kept him in there the longest? I mean, is it typically just when you're with him? Because I've heard like extreme scenarios where like, oh, she's had me in a cock cage for three weeks, a month, blah, blah, blah.

I can't really, I would love to have him in there for a while. It's only when he's not working out. And since, you know, he's training so much, it's not comfortable to wear, obviously, when he's training. And I wouldn't want him to get kicked or hit or whatever with that on the field. Oh, my God, you're going to have to tell me off air what of team. he plays with and send me a pick. I want to see this guy. He's hot, right? Oh, you're going to love him. He's, oh, he's just, oh. How long ago did you meet him? I met him, uh, I don't know, maybe about four weeks ago.

Right. So he's a newbie on the scene. Yeah, because I don't remember hearing about him. I just finally gave him, I just moved him off my burner app and gave him my real phone number. He has earned it He's earned it Yeah Yeah he's earned it Wow oh my god Lila listen you never fucking disappoint

I mean What I want the next time You come on because I love doing girl talks with Women that I know I think it's just a good combo The next time you come on is when you've gone down with a girl You're going to have some threesomes with a guy You're going to play the halfway in game

Game All those updates I mean, what's fun about you is like you're just down to try everything because it is a big part of what you do on your show. It's a content, right? You have to do it for your fucking content for your show, Leila. That's what you do over there, which is great. Well, it actually just works because I'm interested in all these things on my bucket list. And I'm really committed and passionate about making those things happen.

And then I just get to share them. Yeah, and then you have that content. And that's what you do over on your podcast. The Curious Girl Diaries. Now, I will definitely put a link to your podcast in the description. I'm going to be on your show soon. So, you know, people go over there, listen to your episodes and then listen to me on your show. But thank you so much for coming on and telling all your threesome, thruple cockcage stories.

Thank you. You're always a good time when you're good, you know, you're a good dirty talker. Yep. Thanks for having me. All right. Thank you. Hey, everyone. Thanks so much for tuning in to the.

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There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other. And that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total, strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private, like I said. All you got to do is email me. me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook, or the paperback. Send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's Strictly Anonymous podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much

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