Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 613 - Sheila is a Super Hot Hotwife

Episode Date: March 27, 2023

Sheila is a super hot hotwife and she called in to talk all about it. When and did she become a hotwife? What kind of Bulls does she prefer to play with? And, how involved os her Stag? Tune in to hear all the details including how her partner Jay (episode #560) brought up the whole hotwife scenario to her and how she reacted at first, why she’s not into sharing him with anyone else and why he’s totally fine with it, what bringing in other people into their relationship does for them, what she needs sexually to feel pleasure and why it’s important to her, why she’s only into BBC ad has never really dated a white guy, what about the hotwife scenario turns her on the most, how they find their bulls and how and why Jay’s past is so helpful in guiding them, what she needs from a bull to feel attracted to him as well as what turns her off, their first bull they met in Vegas and exactly what went down him, how much Jay participates and why she loves when he joins in, how and why they have always taped their threesomes, how and why they decided she should go do a solo date, what happened on that date and how and why she enjoyed it so much, when and why they eventually started an Onlyfans and what they post there, how and why anal is one of her big time kinks and what kind of anal play she enjoys, how and why she would love to see Jay penetrate a guy, what they love about going to swingers resorts, how she once watched a video of her guy with an ex and how she felt when watching it plus a whole lot more. Her Onlyfans is: https://onlyfans.com/sheilaexposure Twitter: https://twitter.com/HotwifeSheila **To see anonymous pics of SHEILA and most of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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If you love my show, go do that too. But today I have on Sheila. Now listen, Sheila is a hot wife. and it's interesting because I got her guy, Jay's story a while back. It's episode 520. Now, if you've been a listener for my show, you'll probably remember him. He was interesting and unique in that this was a guy, Jay, used to be a bull, like a professional bull. He was a bull to many couples.

And then he transitioned into being in his own relationship with his girl, Sheila, and being the stag. He's not a cock. He doesn't like that word. he's a stag and she's a hot wife she's a total hot wife he loves nothing more than to get bulls to bang his wife and she's down for it now you get his whole backstory on his episode when he called in and that's 520 and you'll want to hear his backstory because he was doing a lot of stuff like you know stag vixen hot wife bullshit before her um but she wasn't you know she this all started when she met him and that's what we that's a

story we get on this episode, you know? Sheila met Jay. She talks about how he brought it up, what he was into. He told her his whole backstory, and she was down. She explained why she was down with it. And, you know, right from the get-go, they decided to set up the hot wife situation. Stagg, he's a stag, the hot wife stag situation. She always picks the bulls.

She's very specific about what she likes and what she's into. And because she's very specific, they have turned down a lot of bulls. She wants her bull to be very complimentary, to take his time, her sessions that she has with her bull. She likes to drag it out. She loves the foreplay. Well, he loves the foreplay before of setting it all up and the buildup. And then she has her session. They videotape it.

and then afterwards she's very into the reclaiming sex. She talks about their first time they did it. It happened in Vegas. This time what happened in Vegas didn't stay in Vegas. She's going to tell you exactly what happened when they met their first bull in Vegas and what went down. Like I said, they started videotaping from the get-go eventually over time because she's younger. She's only in her 30s and her friends are super young and they all have only fans nowadays.

So at one point she found all her friends had only fans And she's like we have all this content Why don't we start that too So they wound up starting to put all of their videos of her with their bull on an only fan She does have an only fans It's at Sheila Exposure It's at Sheila Exposure I will put links to all of her stuff in the description

So you'll get all of that information She definitely has an anal kink Okay, she gets into that. She's also a white girl who loves black guys. BBC is her thing. She's only ever dated black eyes. Her bulls are all black guys. She talks about her anal kink.

Her guy is a little bi-friendly and kind of open. And she talks about the stuff that he will do and what he won't do and what her fantasies are that she would like to do in the future. One thing Sheila doesn't do is share her guy. She goes and gets to be with these other guys. Her guy loves nothing more than that to happen, but she is not down to see him with other girls. And she even at one point requested or watched a video of him with someone else

just to see how she'd feel, and she talks about that and how she did feel when she saw it. But she's not down for that. We do get into that because I know a lot of people go mental about that, but she explains that's the way they have it set up. They recently started to do a little solo play. She went on her first solo. date with a guy and she talks about why she really enjoyed that and why it really worked for her.

And then she talks about how they've been to Swingers resorts and what they've done. And there's just so much in this episode. It is super interesting to hear her side of things because like I said, she had never done any of this before she met Jay. He had a whole backstory and it's fascinating. Go listen to it 520. But on this episode, you're going to get her whole backstory from her perspective. and it's super interesting because it's very different than his perspective of things. So anyway, she sent me in picks. I have them over on my Patreon. On my Patreon, now I have a Discord where people put more hardcore stuff.

She's going to do that over there. If you join my Patreon, you have access to all of that. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. Link is in the description. I'm going to be right back on with Sheila. Hi, Sheila. Welcome to the strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today?

I'm great. Thank you. How are you doing? I'm doing good. Listen, I'm excited to have you on the phone because I've already had your husband on. He came on a while ago. His name is Jay. He was, he had a lot of backstory of stuff that he had done before you, right? People really need to go listen to his episode because it was pretty unique. He's like it's number 560. Jay was a BBC bull and now he's a BBC stag. Okay. And that is the story. He was doing a lot of stuff before. before he met you. And he was like the bull. And now you're a hot wife and he's the stack, correct? Yes, yes. I love that he has changed over. It's quite a story that he tells.

I listen to his podcast too. And I loved it. I still love listening to him. He interviews so well. Yeah, he's great. And then, you know, he was like, listen, we've done some new stuff and we'd love to come back on. I'm like, I want your girl on.

I want to hear the whole story from your perspective, even from the start, because you, unlike Jay, didn't do any of this kind of stuff before him. He was the one that kind of turned you on to this. You were kind of vanilla. I mean, he said you had lots of friends and stuff that were pretty open and you were open-minded person, but you had never been a hot way for anything like that prior to him, correct? Yeah, no. I feel like my one relationship, it went really terrible.

Like, he really wanted it, and I wanted it for him. And every time that he got close to. a woman, I was just like so turned off and my skin crawled. And I was like, don't touch my man. Like I can't share at all. And like he said, yeah, I have lots of friends. They're in open relationships. I have one of my closest friends that actually, when we became friends, she was very cautious and shared it with me. And she's like, you know, my husband likes to share me and I'm a hot wife. And it was like the first time I ever heard about it. And I was like, that sounds really cool. Oh, that's so funny. So it wasn't like you were like kind of into it when you heard about it.

Yeah. I mean, it's a one-way share. It seems very selfish in a way where I'm like, so I don't have to share you, right? Like, this is not going to be like, come back to me one day and be like, well, I shared you. Now you have to share me. And he's like, no, I don't want that at all. You know, I've done that. I've been there. And I know this is what I want. And this was something that he hadn't done with anybody else. He had kind of tried to dabble with it with his last girlfriend. And it didn't really pan out the way that he envisioned it. And so this time it was really just about like figuring out how do we make his kink come true since he had been thinking about it for so many years and I was like as long as I don't have to share you, I'm good let's figure it out. I know and that's what's always interesting about these types of scenarios

and I've heard about them for a long time but over on YouTube you're going to get a lot of comments where people are going to be like that's so fucked up she just wants to fuck other guys and he's not allowed to be with other women but you know what your guy what was so interesting about him he did do that all the time. Like he has sort of had his cake and ate it to in every way possible. So by the time he met you,

the way you guys have it set up is like perfectly fine and enough for him because he was like, like I said, The Bull in a previous relationship. He had been with couples and done so much that he doesn't give a shit that he doesn't get to be with women, other women besides you. Yeah, it's never been like him asking or saying it. I mean, I have sometimes thought like, are you sure like you don't want to like are you sure you don't like he's like no absolutely not and um it's really you know the the tricky part is is that i i've had the best sex in my life with him out of all of my partners out of everybody that we've played with like he's probably the only one that i would want to play with consistently but we play with other people to bring in this extra like energy i would say you know

like the week that it builds up. You know, I love having like a long buildup. Like sometimes we surprise like, oh, let's do it tomorrow. And I'm like, I don't really like that as much. So we played around with like, how do we get the biggest bang for our buck? Because for him, it's about thinking about it, psychological torture in a way. You know, he gets to masturbate at home and, you know, have fun with that and really think about it and play it up.

And that build up for me, he gives me extra attention that week. I can tell he's horny. I mean, I think that in it general makes it worth it. Not even the actual act of having sex. I think the act of having sex reminds me a lot of like having sex with like a one-night stand, you know, you go home with somebody from the bar and you're like, oh, that was okay. Yeah. Oh, that's interesting.

But listen, it's not the first time I've heard that. Most couples talk about, I used to always hear, oh, the reclaiming sex afterwards is really good. Recently somebody brought up like, no, the before. beforehand thinking about it, setting it up, imagining it before it happens. That foreplay is actually even better. They were saying them the reclaiming process afterwards. So it's really all of that other stuff as opposed to the actual act. Yeah, because we've done it a few different ways.

And I personally find it hard to have really good sex with something that I can't be 100% comfortable with. And, you know, we've only probably played with like three partners and probably missing one somewhere, maybe four. And the most recent one was we played with almost for like the last year. And so we played maybe six times. And the funny part is, is that I met him while I was pregnant. And a lot of people think that's incredibly taboo. And a lot of people are like, I can't believe you were doing that. And we did get a little bit of judgment. And we started our only fans while I was pregnant. And I found that like from a friend that I had met who does only fans, she

did it while she was pregnant. And she was like, it was the best thing I did while I was pregnant because it motivated it. They kept sexy. I wanted to take photos, like posting them online and getting all that attention. It just like kept me feeling very sexy no matter how big I got. And so I absolutely kept that up and I loved it. And I actually love taking pictures of myself being pregnant more than I do postpartum.

And I think that's normal probably. But what I was saying is that like sex has always been very different. because I have to have that like connection 100% comfortable in order to like have an orgasm. And so a lot of these guys are like, no, I want you to come with me. Like I've been with this guy six times and he's like, I'm going to make you come this time. I'm like, okay, let's try it. And so, you know, it's tough for me to get completely out of my head with somebody. So this last time we played Jay, he's like, I don't even want to be there.

We've done one other play session where he didn't come and then he joined a. later. But this time he's like, I'm not coming at all. I just want you to go and play. And it was like the first time that I felt like very different energy, very, being very comfortable. We didn't really record as much because we record a lot of our stuff for only fans. And I just got to like be in my own head and play with my own kinks. And like I got incredibly close, incredibly frustrated that I couldn't. But it was like such a more enjoyable moment for me. Because I feel like, I'm not having, I like to perform. I like to be on camera.

I like to enjoy that. It's fun for me, but it's not fun in the way that I'm like, I'm going to orgasm on camera. You know, I'm not a porn star. And so that doesn't come naturally for me. So that was the first time and that's recently that you played solo? Yeah. That was like two weeks ago.

Oh, okay, cool. But let's go back to the beginning because you were someone that never had an open relationship and never played with others or anything. Like, do you remember when, Jay put it out there to you. I felt like I remember him saying that he was very upfront because he wanted to be, correct?

Yes. I want to say within the first two, three weeks of dating, he mentioned it. And I was all on board because my friend had mentioned it before and I was like, this seems like the best kind of place to be being in the lifestyle. I don't have to

think about sharing. There's no jealousy. We really just and I get to pick the guy. You know, I think that's the biggest thing that sometimes couples run into when you're trying to find another couple it's like well I like the guy but you don't like the girl it's like we seek out only male um black male bowls and that's yeah that's all i've ever played with that's all i've ever really dated and um yeah i had a hard time switching over to dating white guys i just for some reason don't find them as attractive for some reason so i strongly attracted yeah i remember that from

your guy's uh episode He was like, you know, he couldn't believe that you were with him because he was like, she comes from, she's so white and she comes from such a white family and all her yearbook is full of white people. And I was like, how the fuck? Are you only with black guys? But he said that you had worked at a subway shop or something. Like, I don't know how I remember them. Yep. And there was all these, like, black guys giving you attention.

And that's when, you know, you started to be attracted to them. And then I'm assuming that that's all you've ever dated. You know, I feel like I can't memorably. I think there was one white guy. And honestly, he acted more black than white. So same thing, right. You know, and then I've dated a mixed race. He looks more white than black, but acts more black than white.

And so I feel like, yeah, I can't, I've definitely never had a long-term relationship with anybody. I may have, like, you know, hung out for a week or two, but I can't really remember it. It's never blossomed into anything big. So I strongly attracted to black people in general. Right. I just find them way more attractive. I feel like even if they're not like a 10 out of 10, I'm still like way more attracted to a 6 out of 10

versus a white guy. They have to be like a 10 out of 10. I'm like, oh yeah, he's good looking. That's so funny. So like way higher standards. If like you're white, you got to be a fucking 10 for you to be looking at him. That's interesting. But so you meet him, right?

Are you guys married by the way? I forget. You have a baby, but are you married or not? We are not married, but we do say that. we're married most of the time to everybody when we play and, you know, he's my husband in that kind of realm because we treat it like that. Okay. So now he drops it on you very early on, like, listen, like, what did he say? Like, listen, I'm into sharing my girls. You know, what was his, like, terminology? Oh, man. Yeah, I mean, I think it was really hard for him

to share this with anybody. It still brings up a lot of, like, shame. Even to talk about it when we're going to go play or something. I'm like, why haven't you talked to me about this? I just feel uncomfortable. So I think it was very difficult for him to bring this up and even to say it. But he's like, I have to start it from the get go. Because I'm not going to, he knew it was like such a strong kink. He's like, I can't have a relationship without this. Right. Like I have to. And so, yeah, once he told me, I don't really remember his specific terminology, but he's like, hey, how do you feel about sleeping with another guy? And I was like, well, What are you, like, why would we do that?

And then when he unfolded, like, his history and, you know, how he transitioned into from watching and being the bull and then watching these guys. And he's like, why do they like this so much? You know, like, he really was like psychologically, like watching them. Like, they're so turned down. And to have that flip and to never really be able to fully, like, get into his kink. I mean, it's the only thing that I think he thinks about when he masturbation. race. It's so strong. Even like when we're having sex, if I get right into that kink with him

and start talking like dirty talking, it's like, you know, it's level 10. We're going from enjoyable to like, oh my word, you just light up my life, you know. And you find it a turn on too, correct? I mean, you enjoy thinking about it as well. You know, I think that I really enjoy turning him on. Yeah. I, when he is into it and he is like moaning and he's like, you know, so turned on. Yeah. That is really what turns me on. It doesn't matter what's turning him on or how it's turning him on.

It's just that I'm like, I can push your button and it's super easy to push it. Yeah. And so I enjoy that part of it. When I can speak that language to him and know that he's going to give me everything that I want back. Like I can't orgasm without like some kind of audible noise. Like I love to have doggy style, but if I can't see his face and I'm like, get into my head and I'm like, he's so quiet. Like, is he doing this? I'm like, you have to moan.

Like, I have to know. That's hilarious. Yeah, it's going to make sense. Yeah. Yeah. And so I think that because I know that makes him do it, it's like that's the turn on for me. Right. Now walk me through that first time, though.

So he puts it out there that he's into that. You decide, okay, I am too. When do you wind up having that first experience of what exactly? went down. Yeah, so we planned it out in Vegas. You know, we were on Cassidy and he kind of put Steelers out there on Cassidy and he would always be on there looking for different bowls and he'd bring them sending me pictures, you know, screenshoting me in the middle of the day and be like, hey, what do you think this guy? Like, is he attractive? And I would either say yes or no. And then, you know, he did most of the talking with the bull and just kind of like asking questions. And

because he was a bull before, he had, he learned through this process that he's a very unique ball. You know, he would look for them to ask questions. Like, hey, what pleases her? You know,

how can I get her there? And I would say, like, 80% of them never asked us one question. Like, Jay was teasing another day. He's like, I feel like I should create a class for bulls.

Like, teach them. Because he told me, I remember the things. of why he stood out and he was very popular as a bull was because he gave the girl the G-F-E, the girlfriend experience. He really knew how to make that woman feel really good about herself, right? That was like his whole thing. Yeah.

It's true because we've gone through so many and we have let a lot of them go because it was really hard to find a connection. And I'm like, I really need that connection. I need you to make, you know, I send you a picture and you like, hard. it. I'm like, say I look sexy. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm in lingerie, my ass is out. Like, if you're not interested, then just tell me.

But, like, I'm a hot wife, hot wife. Like, I'm not just like a, I'm the guy that we play with a consistently. I don't know if he was just like blowing smoke, but he's like, yeah, like, I don't think I've ever been with a hot wife like you. Like, I mean, like, you're, I would fuck you all day. Right, right. Like, you're the hot wife, hot wife. Yeah.

So I was like. I don't get it. Why is it so hard for these bowls to, like, show some attention to, like, act like they're interested? You know, I'm asking you a bunch of questions about what your kink is and what you like and how I can please you. And somehow it's not reciprocated. It gets kind of frustrating on our side of things. So we've, like, gone through a lot of, like, interested bowls that we've just, like, let fall flat. I actually went on a date with a guy that's local and the date was so just like vanilla and then you know we had good conversation but he never like complimented me or anything and then after the date he just never text me and I'm like I don't get

it like we can have sex like I'm saying that like there's no strings attached and you're just like we're okay like all you got to do is give me three compliments and two texts and you're you're good to go and they can't even do that you know you're offering like like you said no strings attached sex, but you do want a little bit of what you need as a woman, which is women love compliments, they need a little attention, they want to know that they look good. That's just going to make you feel more confident and more, you know, relaxed, right? Yeah, and that you're into this, right? You're not just showing up to do a service. Like, that's why we typically look for styles. I'm like, are you a essential lover? You know, that's what I need. I don't want to just be

fucked hard. You know, that's not going to do it for me. And so if that's what you prefer to do, then maybe we're not the right fit because not everybody likes the same things you know and a lot of times you know jay would show up and they would want that they would want just to be fucked hard and he's like i mean i can do that but that's not exactly what i like to do and that's not the style that we are we're very sensual lovers you know long foreplay get everybody ready and then it's very slow and i mean that's enjoyable part of sex for me so the hard wam-mam thank you man like might be like like 10% of it, which is like at the end for you or something like that if they wanted that. So, um, but our first, um, session was in, uh, Vegas. And, uh, it was, um, so much energy.

It's like New Year's, right? We get there early and we set this up for like a Thursday. And he, he had been communicating with me very, very well. He was complimenting me. He was super sexy in his pictures. And we met at the, um, he met at the, this bar in the hotel. And I remember him, like, walking over and me, like, seeing him. And he's, like, exactly my style. He's very muscular, athletic. And, um, now is Jay there? He is. Yeah. So we're in this swanky, like, boozy, like hotel, um, just bar area. And he's dressed really nice. He smells really nice. And I'm dressed in this, like, tight red dress. And, um, he walks over. He, he, He gives me a hug.

He kisses me on the lips. And, you know, Jay is, like, sitting in the chair next to me. And this is, like, his first experience. He almost is like, oh, my word. Like, he just kissed my woman. Like, he's getting a little, like, jealousy, a little angry. He's like, but I asked for this. Like, so you can, he, leading up to this, like, these moments, he has so many mixed emotions.

Like, he's, like, torn between, like, should I like it? Should I like it? I like it. But I don't know why. And it's just like creating so much emotions for him. It's like so high. So when we finally get there and he sees it, he's just like, oh, my word, did I make the right decision?

Like, I like this. But. And so he ends up, Jay ends up going to the bathroom. And this guy buys his drinks and he comes down and sits next to me. And he listened very well. And Jay always sets it up. He feeds them exactly what they need to do. She wants you to touch her.

sit close to her be affectionate look at her speak to her like don't worry about like affecting anybody be very sensual like all of these things even like to the point where he's like hey when you initially penetrate her go incredibly slow like you're teasing her so much like almost to the point where she's going to beg you to put it in and uh and he just feeds them exactly what they need to do. And so he listened incredibly well. And so our first time was great. We always meet kind of like in a more like social situation because if it doesn't go good, you want to be able to like bail. Yeah, I just wonder if I was sitting close in that bar only because I do my show. I'm sure if I was sitting across the bar, I'd be like, I know exactly what's going on over there. She's with that guy and now this other guy

comes in and now they're making out and he's with them. They're going to do a threesome. Like I would just Yes. It's probably obvious, right? I think so. I mean, it's not like a super packed bar. I feel like the couple across the way. I feel like we have actually seen that in Vegas. Yeah. We were at a swanky restaurant and the couple in front of us, they had their backs to us. And it was a black man and a white female older. And she had the Queen of Spades tattooed on her shoulder. Oh, so we all know what that means. Well, we know what that means. Yeah.

And Jay was just like he could not get over himself. He's like, oh, my word. Like, this is it. Like, this is going on right in front of us. And I was like, oh, it was too funny. Yeah, that's hilarious. Okay, so now this guy's there. You guys are still at the bar, correct?

Your guy had gone to the bathroom and then do you guys wind up going up to your room? Yeah. So I feel like there was a very quick interaction and it was so good. I mean, he, like, kissed down there and he had his hand on my leg. and, you know, Jay is sitting in the chair kind of off to the side. He's, like, at the same table as us, but it's like a lounge area. And he's just, you know, having regular conversation. We usually always talk about, you know, his lifestyle history.

How long have you been in it? You know, what got you into it? They always have interesting stories, you know. I think he was a younger guy when he was, like, in his early 20s and met a couple at the bar. And the couple actually propositioned him was like, hey, like I want you to fuck my wife. Oh, this guy, this bull.

That's how he got into it. Oh, interesting. Yeah. And so he was telling us that story. And, you know, he's been in it for almost 18 years. You know, he's been doing it a long time. And I was like, well, he's experience. You know, he's doing all the right things. And so we moved it up to the bedroom very quickly.

And yeah, it was incredibly hot. I still remember some of the people. video that we took of just him taking my clothes off and me giving him head for the first time. And, you know, Jay is recording everything. And we had such a nice hotel room. And yeah, we had good sex. But again, it was tough. For some reason, I remember, his skin was, like, super dry.

That's so funny. And it's such a weird thing because afterwards, I had this, like, amazing picture that I'm trying to recreate before. where the two men are like laying on the headboard after sex. And you can see my legs between them. I'm kind of facing away from them. And I'm like the queen. I've like conquered all. I love this picture so much because I was like,

this is my first moment. Like I get to have two of you. Yeah. Two hands, you know, two pairs of hands. And, you know, I just enjoyed the, like, what do you? Yeah, the attention. and just like all of the love that it created and it was so slow and sensual. And yeah, it was one of the best experiences that we had, which is funny because we went back and tried it again with him.

And he, I remember him kissing me at the bar. And I was so turned off by his kisses. We didn't even go back. Really? You kiss him the first time, right? What happened the second time? Maybe my standards have changed. I don't know.

Maybe he like shaved differently. Yeah, yeah. His lips were just really dry. I was like, no, thank you. I don't even want to do this. But wait a second. So go back to that experience. So it is, because listen, everyone sort of sets it up differently.

And your guy's situation, you're not just having sex with the guy. Your guy, Jay, is the bull that also gets involved, correct? Like, he's not just watching. He's also, you get to do with them both at the same time. I would say, yes, most of the time he's always been involved. And I would prefer that. way. We prefer to have somebody that is bi-friendly, somebody that's okay with like mail-on-mail contact if it happens, you know, but not everybody is okay with that. And so we have to respect

boundaries. And so it doesn't always happen that way. But most of the time, most men are okay as long as there's no mail-on-mail contact. And it's been such an interesting experience because we've had all spans of it, you know, where we can be very friendly and then we have to be more cautious. Now, I forget. Yeah, go on. No, you go on. This time, I feel like he was very open. And he, there was never like a weird time where it was like, oh, don't do that.

But it's always been incredibly sexy. And, yeah, very long play sessions. I feel like they go for like three, four hours and we do all the things. And now, I forget, is Jay? buy friendly or open to more than just crossing swords? Is he a cleanup guy? Tell me that information. I forget from his episode.

Yes. He is very by friendly. And he's okay. He loves the cleanup. Although he mentions to me that he, he's like, he says the words like, I want to clean you up. And then I'm like, well, did you taste the come?

And he's like, he's actually really grossed out by that. He's like, I mean, if it happens, it happens. happens like I want it to but I don't want it to. It's more of like the active reclaiming than it is about like actually tasting come. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. So yeah, he loves the cleanup and I love the cleanup. I think that's one of the most important parts for me being the hot wife because at times it can feel like it's pulling from our relationship and it's like not. I almost like I'm like want to look over at him and I'm like, do you still love me? Like this is still like good for us. Like I feel like maybe there's going to be a moment where he's just like, oh man, I made a bad

mistake and this is not what I wanted. And now I don't want you because you're sleeping with all these eyes. That's interesting. So you still feel that way every now and then. Yeah, I do. I feel that way. Every time I need the reclaiming part of it more than maybe he does. I want to feel that, feel that love for him in that way. And like the buildup is for him. I don't feel like the buildup. besides getting more physical affection that week is really that great. But the reclaiming part is the number one thing that I need. I need to know that you love me, that you want me, that we still have what we still had before,

and nothing has changed. It's just gotten stronger. Right. And that's what you do feel every time. It was weird. You know, I had a woman on who was Gang Bang Betty is her name. And she had called in the first time she was married. and she was doing gangbangs a lot

and her guy was a big cuck. She, all he loved, nothing more than to see her with other guys. And, you know, recently they ended things and she's called in many times. And what was interesting is she told me what eventually happened for her as a hot wife is she felt like she was just performing for him

and wasn't getting out as much and was doing it more. It was more about, you know, and then, and I was like, oh, I had never heard that. And I never think that that would happen or that would be a thing. You know what I mean? That's why I ask, like, is it a lot for you?

You know, because, like, you don't ever want to get to that point where you're like, oh, just doing it for somebody else. You know, you want to make sure you're doing it for yourself too. Yeah. I do kind of feel like her in some ways it is a performance. And, you know, I truly love to turn other people on. If they're turned on, then I'm turned on. And so it doesn't really matter what we're doing.

I love that attention and I feel like the guy that we play with consistently now does that really, really well like he always leads up, sends me text in the middle of the week hey, sexy, I was thinking about you. Like he's like, when can we fuck again? Like that's the first time we've ever had anybody that's given me that attention consistently.

Usually it's just like set it up, you know, okay, we're here. And then maybe they turned it on then. Yeah. But that, you know, had it attention that texting the, hey, I'm thinking about you. And I also think, like, the cuddles afterwards are super important. Even with the person, you know, that's the bull. Like, I enjoy that part of it as well.

The sensual, the light touches, the afterglow, if you call it. Yeah. You know, the pillow talk, which was really nice at this time because, you know, Jay wasn't there. And so we did get kind of have the last couple of times we played. we have the baby at home and so we have to like rush out. Yeah, yeah. We were like, oh, great. And, you know, Jay is like packing up the bag.

I'm like laying in the bed. He's like, yo, we got to go. And I was like, oh. So this time was really nice that we just got to kind of like lay and, you know, talk about whatever. And, you know, just chill and have that physical affection time. And now, were you nervous? Because this was the first time that you were going to play solo. I mean, had you guys discussed this a lot?

Like, why make that leap now? So I've been asking him, I feel like Jay has maybe not been as vocal about what he was excited about. And we had played with this guy probably two, three times recently. And it just seemed like those fireworks weren't there for him as much for Jay. Like he wasn't like excited about it in the same kind of way. And he wasn't being as vocal. And he wasn't asking for it again. And so I was like, you know, what are we doing differently during these sessions that maybe are just like not turning you on as much? And so I was kind of asking him, I'm like, how can we make this better for you? Like, what do you want to see?

And so he, he was the one that made the suggestion. He was like, I think it would be better if I wasn't there. Interesting. Yeah, I was like, okay. I mean, I definitely love having him there because I love looking over and having like that. he hates the word cuckle and that's not really what we do but in my mind sometimes I like watching cuckle porn so a couple of play sessions ago I asked I was like can you keep her clothes on like I think it would be really hot if you're like the true cuckle would like fully dress and you just have like

your dick in your hands um watching us and uh and so I asked for that and he really doesn't like that and so he prefers to be like the stag and so we were trying different things out and so this was just a way of trying to like amp it up for him I think he gets to imagine what will happen and what happens in his head while we're there and he gets to be at home and just like self-pleasureing and kind of like going through all of our old porn and you know edging and edging and edging um to the point where he's just like I don't be an edge anymore so it was yeah I think this is the best time that we've had for him big right so you will be, do you think you'll continue to do the solo stuff now and now that you guys

tried it that one time for sure? Yeah, I think so. It seems like Jay really liked it and I was probably the closest to having an orgasm that I have. So I think on both ends it was better than usual. Right. So you could, because you could get out of your head. Now that first time you said, you know, you're in Vegas and your guys filming. Now, at that point, I'm assuming you didn't have an only fan or anything like that. Was he just filming for your guys pleasure to watch afterwards, or had you already set up the only fans? No, we were just filming

just so that we have our own porn to watch, and he always goes back through when he plays by himself, and he just loves to watch. He just goes through video after video after video, and like looping them all back together. It just kind of gets in his own. So your guys were

taping, like when did he, like who came up with the thing of like, let's put this stuff out there and go in OnlyFans and let people, you know, see what we've been watching and doing. Yeah. So we were in Florida with a friend of mine and I think it came up in conversation. And I want to say like more than 60% of the room was like, yeah, I have an only fans. Yeah, I have an only fan. Millennials or I don't know what your generation is called.

But how old are you? You're young, right? Well, I am going to be 35 for the third time. Okay. So, coming up. Yeah. And so I want to say our friend range, you know, late 20s to, you know, mid to late 30s.

We're probably the older people in the group. And so everybody was doing it. I mean. Yeah, and I'm just going to say something. I'm cutting you off just because I just want to say something. I had somebody recently that was like, oh, what's with these only fans people? Like, why can't you just get back on the regular people that are doing it for fun? You know, and I'm just like, I had so much.

much to say back to this person. I'm like, listen, first of all, I do have tons of regular people that I have on that don't have OnlyFans. But the other thing is, is that nowadays, like, like you just said, like more than half of your friends have one. I mean, it's just a thing that people do. Everyone has a fucking OnlyFans. But you were taping before. It doesn't mean that you're just doing it for that because you guys were living this lifestyle and doing all this stuff before OnlyFans. You're not just doing it for that. Now you are putting it on. there and more people could watch and maybe that's a part of the turn on too right but you were doing this before you had it yeah totally it was something just for us yeah and so you're tell your like your friends

are all talking that they're on it and so that's when you decided yeah because we already had a lot of content um and so we were like yeah let's just make it happen and um he really was the driver behind it, you know, I was not super into being in like another social media platform, if you call it that, and posting and being creative. And I would come in. It is. And so I was like, when it stops becoming fun and we don't like want to do it anymore, then it'll just fizzle out. And so we just set a small goal and we're like, when we make it, you know, then we'll reevaluate if we want to be here. And, you know, we've had such an outflowing love during my pregnancy. that that's really why I kept doing it. I probably did more during my pregnancy than I did before,

you know, taking pictures of myself and buying lingerie and being creative and, you know, it's just amazing to look back at all of that video and footage that we did. And it's only for us now. You know, we can't really do much with it and share it with like the regular, like my parents, you know, and things like that. But it was so sexy. Like I have never felt sexier than when I was. And now, did you tell your friends, since your friends are super open and you all do, do all your friends know that this is a part of your life? Yeah, I would say it's hard because I forget who I tell and who I don't. So sometimes, like, I casually mention it. And they'll be like, wait, you have an only fan?

I'm like, oh, shit, I shouldn't send that. Because I do just have, you know, two female close friends that one of them, she is really big on only fans. and she's been in it much longer and made a whole lot more money than I have. And so she's one that I'll come to and ask questions and, you know, she'll give me advice on that. So she's kind of the one I go to the most. And I feel like there's been a few people that have come into our life that we found out they had only fans. And so they know about it that's in our friend's circle. But we try to keep it a little bit hush-hush.

I think Jay has accidentally mentioned it to his friends a couple of times. But they think it's just, you know, just me and him having sex. Oh, they don't know that about the other stuff. Now, do you show your faces on there? Are you anonymous? Why don't you give a shout out, first of all? I will definitely put links to your only fans in the description. I'll also give that shout out in the intro, but because we haven't mentioned it yet,

give your stuff right now just so that maybe people will Google you while we're talking. But what is your only fan? Yeah, it's at Sheila Exposure. Now, are you anonymous on there, or do people see your face? face? We show our face. And at first we were not going to, and we had our faces on Cassidy and somebody made a good point. We're like, well, people are like paying for your only fans, but you're putting it for free on Cassidy. Like, this doesn't make any sense. And so we were like, you know what? It's a small group of people, you know, and we blocked. We mark it on Twitter and Instagram.

And so we would block the people that we would know or that would know us. And we wouldn't market to our local area. So just kind of like weeding out a lot of that conflict of interest. And so, you know, it's not a ton of people, you know, I feel like, and I feel like my face is like my moneymaker besides my ass. I have nice face, nice smile. I was like, I just don't think it would be the same without it. I do remember you bring up your ass.

I mean, I do remember that your guy talked about getting you to orgasm through penetration as well as turning you on to anal, correct? Is that what happened with him? I have always loved anal. I think it's probably one of my kinks. I would say, so not anal sex. Yeah. Because I feel like, yes, he is the first person that I've successfully done that with. Okay. And he's on the larger side. And so he had to be very, very patient. Yeah. And it's definitely not something that we do very often. But in my head, I love talking about it. I want everything, like, just use your words and describe it. We don't even have to do it. I just want you to like describe what you would be doing to it or how you want to do it, you know. And I do think that the easiest way to make it come is like having vaginal penetration and then, you know,

having some kind of anal play during that, whether it would be just a finger, most of the time it is because it's most easily accessible and you don't have to get a toy or anything like that. And that's how I usually climax in doggy style with both. And I would love to DP. DP. And I feel like the few times that we've tried it, it's more tricky than you think. Yeah, I think so because I've asked people like,

can you just like actually tell me like the positioning that you're in that it works? You know, because sometimes I'm like, how does it work? Right? Yeah. Usually there's a guy on bottom and he has his leg straight out. And then I'm straddling him on top. And then the other guy, that's the hardest position is the guy, the third on top, right? Yeah.

He's trying to hit like a moving target. And his legs have to be over everybody else's, correct? Because like you guys are under there, yeah. He's like squatting and straddling in this weird, awkward angle while he's trying to aim in a small hole. It just seems complicated. So you have, you've tried, though. It hasn't worked out. So we probably have not successfully done deep.

in a male, female male. He has been able to, like, play with my ass. Yeah. In that sense, which I love. And that's probably all that I need. But it is a dream one day. I always think, like, it has to be, like, a very small white guy or something.

Because I feel like black guys just don't come in that size. Yeah. I mean, it is true, right? I mean, BBC, right? I mean, is that just a true fact? As someone that only dates black guys? It's hard because I haven't really seen a lot of white dicks. So I haven't seen a ton of small dicks.

I feel like the smallest was a guy that was white and black. And he was definitely on the smaller side. But yeah, I would say in general, when we go to like these, what do you call them? Like the Swingers Resorts. And everybody's just kind of like butt naked. I feel like that's the time you get to like see comparison. But now that everybody's always hard. So definitely when I look at those places, he's definitely on the bigger side.

So what do you guys do when you go to the Swingers resorts? Do you guys like the same stuff? Like you look for guys to hook up with there? I mean, because I do know that you typically like to make a connection first. Yeah. So when we went, it was just the energy. You know, we saw maybe a couple couples or a guy that was in a couple. And sometimes they do play solo.

So you never, you never know until like, you have that conversation with them. And really, it's just like the imagination, you know. It's the sexual energy. You know, you're at the pool and there's a black guy over there getting his dick sucked by three other women. And, you know, I just enjoy watching. And it was like, it turns me on to be able to see incredibly a few sexy people.

Most of the time at these places, it's a variety of shapes and sizes. But the few people that you do, you like play it up in your head. You know, you go back to the room. You're like, oh, maybe we'll run into them. And like maybe we'll have a conversation. And then nothing happens. But like it was still really hot and it built like that chemistry between you and your man. Right.

So it's a matter of you guys being voyeurs. Are you into being watched? I mean, do you have any kind of exhibitionist in you? It doesn't sound like it. No, I don't think so. I think it's just. Yeah. I think because I don't orgasm from that, that's not my go-to.

I do enjoy performing. Like if people are watching and somebody's looking at me and they're like, damn, you look sexy. I enjoy that attention. Yeah. But no, it's not my go-to. Right. So it's not like going on OnlyFans as hot for you because you're like, oh, all these guys are seeing me like fuck or when you're filming, like, that gets you off. I mean, because I feel like an exhibition is totally would.

That would be a big part of it for them. Yeah. No. I do enjoy like when Only Fans like send me a message and they ask me for a specific kind of. of video. They're like, I want this specifically. And sometimes they're just simple, you know, like, I want you to ride him and make eye contact with him and be very essential. And then look at the camera and speak to me and say these words. So I enjoy doing that specifically for them. Because I like to fill up their cup and it's easy to do. Yeah, that's your thing. You really,

like you said it numerous times, you know, even with your guy and it would be no different with anyone else. I mean, you really like that validation that you're turning someone on. Yeah. I think the little exhibition in you hasn't woken up but to realize that when they're watching you, that's what's fucking happening. You just need to hear the moaning or complimenting you. I do. It's a verbal and auditory thing that I need. Yeah, everybody has their love language. I mean, that's definitely yours. And it's funny because, you know, he would be your guy, Jay.

I mean, it is great that you have him because he coaches these guys for you. I mean, because he is the perfect bull for you. He happens to be your guy too. but the way he rolls is the way you want a guy to be. That's probably why you do say, like you had the best sex with him, right? Why he was such a good beau, because he's a great lover. He gives you all that kind of stuff, correct?

Yeah, I mean, he's been the only lover that's, like, really listened to everything, and I don't have to say it over and over, you know? Like, sometimes in a relationship, you say it over and over, and they, like, they don't quite hit the mark, and you feel like you're just having to repeat yourself, and then nothing ever changes,

and you just kind of get frustrated and then a year later you're just having bad sex, you know. Yeah, yeah, but you feel like he really listens and is in tune. Yeah, absolutely. He does all of the things every time it's almost too perfect. But yeah, I told him the last time we had sex, I was like, it was 10 out of 10, which after you have a baby, like, I feel like so many things change. And, you know, you have to get back to yourself and figure out what works again. And finally, everything's back to normal. And I was like, yes, this is working again.

Like this is amazing. Do you get into seeing him with other guys? Like, are you into that at all? Seeing who with other guys? Your guy. Does he ever do any kind of guy on guy action? And if so, are you into it? I know he does the cleaning up a little bit.

I mean, does he do, does he ever do any oral or anything like that with a guy? He will do that for me. I have a huge kink that we've never played into where I would love to see him penetrate another guy. Uh-huh. Yeah, I think again, it just plays into the anal kink that I like. It doesn't matter if it's mine or his or like anything. Like I just love to hear about it and see it up close and watch it on porn. And so that's my ultimate thing that I would love to have happen.

And I don't know if it will. I feel like we've kind of toyed around with that idea, but it's hard to find the specific person that we need because, you know, he would prefer somebody that's more soft. more womanly I guess in a way to make it easier at least to ask and I find the men that are more athletic build to be attractive and so it's like we want it to be a three-way

share but to find that mix and also to find the right type of guy that is open to that it's hard to find I think it's just tough to find the specific even to find more bowls it's hard to find. Right he would be the one doing a guy and you would

be able to watch it. But you wouldn't, and you would never, I mean a girl, another girl, that kind of situation is completely off the table that hasn't changed, correct? Never really been interested. I find women to be very attractive and I am very sensual with women. But when it comes to like having sex, it just, I don't know, it's just never been a huge desire. I'll kiss a girl. We can like, and I find them to be more sensual genuinely. Like, naturally it comes from them. So we'll dance and we'll, you know, be very close and maybe act like we want to, but I have never crossed that boat and it's never been a desire. Right. And you're still, and you wouldn't want to ever see him with anyone, but you would

maybe like to see him with a guy, penetrating a guy. Yeah, yeah. I've actually only curiosity, like, because I see that he gets so turned on by it. So I asked him to send me an old video of him and somebody that he used to play with who was married. And I, I was like thinking about, I was like, oh, should I do this? And so I thought hard and deep and I was like, this is going to spring up some like serious emotions. And it's like somebody from like five years ago. And I had him send it to me. And it's, you know, it's really very basic.

Like I feel like it was, you know, on the floor with like a tiny mattress. But watching him be very like sensual like and kissing and like seeing her face and how much she enjoyed it. I personally would have so many control. I'd be like, okay, so no kissing. Okay. So she can't orgasm. And I was like, this is just not going to work. But were you turned on by seeing it? I can see how the jealousy can spark that intense desire to like be with your mate. But I mean, you watch the video. I'm just saying when you actually watched it and you were seeing and do that and everything, were you corny in the slightest. it or zero. Zero.

It just made me want to like reclaim him. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're mine. I want you. Yeah, no, I think that that was, I think it was ballsy of you to try it and go there. I mean, that just confirmed that that is very much not for you, right?

For sure, because you weren't into it at all when you saw it and you realize, like, you would have too much, like, imagine that in real life if you didn't like that from a girl from five years ago. You know what I mean? Yeah, it would be very, very intense. Yeah, no, that's cool. I mean, like you tried it. And like, listen, like I said, I remember Jay Singh.

I mean, he's completely fulfilled the way it is now. He loves this kind of set up, you know, that's what's always most important. You will get comments on YouTube about people saying like, oh, like, fuck her. She's so unfair. She gets to, you know, now you're even going on solo dates with guys and your guys at home. But he's at home jerking off having the time of his life. Right? Exactly. Yeah. And the bulls that I play with, I always ask to him like, what's the percentage that you play solo? Yeah. You're like, most of the time I play solo. Like if the partner wants to be there, I'm fine with that. But most of the time, it's they're not there. And I was surprised by that. Um, because you think of that, you know, cuckle situation as the most common. Um, but I think this bag situation happens more and they're just more quiet about it.

Yeah, that is, I remember now, you just reminded me, but you said this before. Like, your guy really didn't want to use that word cock. Like, he's no fucking cock, okay? Yep. He's an alpha. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he's definitely an alpha. But he's definitely getting a lot out of it. I remember him also saying that, like, you know, he felt like he had done so much work as the bull.

Like, there's kind of like, he doesn't have to do as much work now. It's true. You don't have to show up and perform and make sure, you know, you're giving them the girlfriend. friend experience and giving all this energy out, you know, he just gets to have his woman again. Yeah, and you're the younger one in the relationship, right? How much older has he been, you? A couple years. Yeah. So you're doing all the work, Sheila. Now, my guys are going to love you. Give your shout out again to all of your stuff. Yep. You can find us on OnlyFans are at Sheila Exposure. So I will give, do you have like a link tree or is it like a place where all of that is in one place?

There is a link tree. I can share with you. Okay, cool. Give me that so people can find you there. Now, send me some picks for my Patreon. My picks for my Patreon are just like R-rated for those people, but I have now a Discord channel that you could go on to and you could have access for that. I'll send you access for it for free. You don't have to sign up for my Patreon, but you could go there and put like a teaser or something more hardcore stuff over there and promote to whoever you want to my Patreon members. I have almost a thousand people over there. So you definitely want to go do that as well. I don't get involved in that. Like the X-rated stuff. and the Discord, that's like just for my audience, but I allow people now to go on there and do the more hardcore stuff. And for somebody like you, it's good because you go to promote yourself there as well. So I will send you that link when your episode is up. So you could do that. But if you could send me like a pick or two for my Patreon members,

nothing X-rated for that. That I just do like R-rated. So it could be like hot pictures, but no, you know, X-rated stuff. Okay, sounds good. All right. Awesome. Thank you so much for calling in Sheila and giving your side of the story. I feel like it's always such a different episode when I get these kinds of situations from each person.

You know, you gave a very different perspective of it. So now we have the whole story. I really recommend people going and listening to your guys episode first, too, because his backstory is great. That's 560. I'll put that in the description so people could go and listen to him. But thanks so much for calling in and giving your side, Sheila. Awesome. Congrats on your baby.

Thank you. Appreciate it. Okay. Thanks so much. Thanks, Sheila. Thank you. Bye. Bye.

Okay, I just want to tell you before you go that my book, it's called Strictly Anonymous Confession, Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers, is now available not only in paperback and e-book, but you can pre-order the audiobook. It's still not going to be out until August 25th, but you can pre-order it. The book is basically 17 different stories taken from my show. I kind of picked one story from each category that I talk about on my show. Like there's a hot wife story. There's a cuck queen story. There's a cuck story. There's a gang being girl story. Like I said, 17 stories. And they're all told in the third person. And they're all true. I took the interview and rewrote it in the third person. And I wouldn't really call it like a total erotica book. Think like penthouse letters. It's more direct. It's not so over the top like erotica. I don't really like that kind of vibe, right? But these are true stories. 17 of them. They're really. short chapters, easy read. You could read, you know, one or two and then skip around. You could read the whole book. It's available in eback format, paperback format. And finally, the audio book is available

coming out August 25th. But you could pre-order it now. And if you buy my book in any format or pre-order it, I will throw in a complimentary link to my Discord. My Discord does not disappoint. Okay. There's no way you get into my Discord any other way. then getting the link from me. Okay, I give it to people who buy my book. There's tons of people in there. Everybody shares content with each other. And that's what you get to do there. You could post your own pictures and videos. There's tons of channels. We have lots of contests where you can win a lot of money. It's a super fun place to be. It's a total strictly anonymous community and you will love it. I will be giving anyone who buys my book access to my Discord. It's private. Like I said,

all you got to do is email me a screenshot of your purchase, whether you did the audiobook, the ebook, or the paperback. Send it to me at Strictly Anonymous Podcast at gmail.com. That's strictly anonymous podcast at gmail.com. And I will send you the link to Discord. So anyway, thanks so much for tuning in. This is this podcast. Hey, everyone.

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