Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 682 - FETISH FRIDAY: Bisexual Mark's Pantyhose Fetish Led to Crossdressing, Threesomes and More

Episode Date: September 1, 2023

Bisexual Mark's pantyhose fetish led to cross dressing and a whole lot more. When did he realize he ws into pantyhose, the did he start cross dressing? When did he start hooking up with guys? And when did he start having threesomes with his wife and other guys? Tune in to find out and hear all about how he snuck into people's house when he was young and what he did while in there, how he used to steal his mother's clothing and how she caught him, exactly when did he realize he was into guys and what exactly does he like to do with them, how he told his second wife about his fetish, how she reacted, what exactly goes down during the threesomes with his wife and other men, how and why he likes watching his wife have sex with other guys, how he hooks up with hookers and transgender hookers, and a whole lot more.- REPEAT - Original airdate 12/13/20 To see anonymous pics of my female guests + get extra exclusive CROSSDRESSER and Hoser episodes/content + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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The links to that is in the description. Today I have on Mark. Now, Mark starts off talking about his panty hose fetish. he did some really risky things. And I've heard of other pantyhoes guys doing this, like sneaking into people's houses and stuff and taking their clothes or wearing clothes and stuff. But you would have believed his stories

about stuff that he did and whose shit he stole when he was younger. And the beginning half, like I said, is all about his pantyho's fetish and what he did. And the pantyhoes and the girls' clothes and, like, the pantyhoes led into, actually, dressing up in girls' clothes. clothes, right? He's a cross-dresser. And like I said, the stuff that he did to wear that, the stuff

that he was into was out of control. Then we fast forward to much later in life when he started hooking up with guys. We talk about when he realized he was into guys. We talk about what he actually does with guys. We talk about his second wife and how she knows about his fetishes and how they've had some threesomes. We talk about hookers that he's picked up, guys that he's met on Craigslist, all kinds of interesting stuff. Like I said, it starts off with the Panias Fetish. It goes into all the dressing up in women's clothes and then to all the other crazy stuff. So I'm going to be right back on Mark. Should I just say that? Yeah, I'm just going to get right to it and be back on with Mark. How are you today? Hi, Kathy. Doing great.

Start with your story. I don't really know anything about it. Start off with your story. Like when did you first get into Panty Hose or realize that you were into them? Okay, here we go. I was just thinking of a name. I thought, oh, they always have titles. I was thinking like Panty Hose Adventures and Miss Adventures. So it all started when I was 13. My best friend lived next door.

And I was over his house hanging out one day. And he had two older sisters. And the older of the two came home. from school, she was in high school and we were quite a bit younger, she come walking in the door and she had this floral blouse on and a tan skirt and tan panty hose, which happened to be my favorite, like some of us, and these like wood platforms, like three or four inches tall, kind of like a sexy type of platform. And she came walking in and I were just staring at her and I didn't know why, didn't really think much about it. And then she walked down the hallway, her bedroom obviously, and Brad and I were, or he and I, Brad and I were just talking about. talking away and stuff like that. And then she came back into the kitchen what I could see from the living room.

And she didn't have the shoes on, but she had the dress and the skirt and the panting I was still on. And she sat there and she was doing her homework at the dining room table with her leg crossed. And I could see her like dangling her, moving her toes around and moving her feet and all the rest of it. And I got kind of turned on by it all. And I ran up 13. And I didn't know what was going on. But I just thought, God, this looks, this is awesome.

So I was kind of just watching her when I can kind of sneak a peek. And I didn't want to let Brad know that, oh, my God, why are you staring at my sister? So I just kind of snuck a peek whenever I could and stuff like that. And I got really, really kind of, not like I didn't get a heart on or anything, but I just, I didn't know why, but I liked what I was looking at. And so in the subsequent days afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about her. And I was, and it just, I was just thinking about it and thinking about her. And then I woke up one morning and some of the stuff of my, my memory is pretty clear on it all. And like you said, like a lot of men, they get in their mid-fifties, and they just say the heck with it all.

And they just think or do whatever they want. And so I'm in my mid-fifties. And but my memory's great on this. I woke up one morning, I thought, okay, this is what I'm going to do. So I went to my mom and I said, Mom, I don't feel good. And she says, what's going on? And I just don't, you know, my head hurts and my, you know, I feel warm and this, that, and the other. I think I need to stay home today.

Oh, okay. It was a school day, huh? Yeah, it was a school day. And so she kind of reluctantly agreed. And so I stayed home. and I put my little plan into into motion. So both my parents worked, and I knew both of Brad's parents worked, and it was a school day, and I ran staying home.

Are you going to go scow into the, are you two going to go burglarize their home? Well, let's see here. So it was about 9 o'clock in the morning, and I was like, well, I'm shaking, even telling the story right now, but I was definitely shaken that day. So it's 9 o'clock in the morning, and I went over there. And I remember always when I went over to their house that their front door was never, ever locked. Ever. Even every time I went there, the door's never locked.

So I thought, well, maybe this will be a day when the door's not locked. Right. And so I was peering around the neighborhood, making sure nobody kind of saw me, whatever. And I was just normal. I wasn't in my pajamas like I wasn't when my mom left. And so I opened the door and was unlocked. And I walked in there and I walked into her bedroom. Oh, my God.

You do for sure the parents were gone and the kids were at school, right? your parents were gone and now you're in their house. Were you, because your heart beating so fast? Did you know how bad what you were doing was? It was. Well, yeah, it was really super naughty. It really was. But both parents had their own cars, so they were both gone.

And I knocked down the door first, make sure maybe one of them was staying home sick. And I banged hard. Banged on the door really hard, not just like a slight, light tap. And so I went in there and I went into a closet, and I opened up the closet, and there was the blouse. and over to the right of it a little bit farther, there was the skirt, and I'm looking,

and I was touching it, didn't do anything yet, just touching it and stuff like that. And I thought, okay, I looked down, and there was the shoes sitting right there. And I thought, oh, yeah, she's wearing panty hose too. So I went open her drawer, and there was just one pair of tan panty hose in there.

So I said, those got to be the ones. And then it just kind of clicked in my mind. I thought, I'm going to try this on. And then I thought, well, let me put the panty hose on person. And then I'll pull the skirt up, because I've obviously, you know, seen my mom get dressed, you know, when I was a little boy. So the panty hose and then put those skirt up. And I thought, let me try the shoes.

Maybe they fit. And I said, they look pretty close. So I tried the shoes on two and the shoes fit. And it's, oh, my God. And then I thought, wait a second. When does somebody's coming? So I actually walked down the hallway to the front door and peeked out the front window. I was like, okay, everything was cool.

Everything was cool. So I was just walking around in her house, wearing her stuff for, I don't know, like 15 minutes or so. And I would have walked around for hours if I could have. but the paranoia of when I was like somebody came home. So I took the blouse off real careful, and I made sure I knew exactly where everything was. Right. So hung the blouse up, just perfect the way it was, and the skirt and it had these little spring clips I were holding the skirt up, make sure that was right. And I wanted to, I was going to keep the panty hose, but there was only one pair in the drawer.

And so I made sure and put them in there kind of the way they were and put the shoes back where they were. And I left the house. Mm-hmm. But while this was all going on, something kind of happened when I pulled those panty hose up when it when it rubbed across my cock it was a feeling that I'd never felt before right oh interesting okay yeah and so I got hard on it's like my first hard on oh right so it wasn't like when you put that whole outfit on you were hard it wasn't until you actually felt that sweep across you it was the sensation that

got you right well well it's it's really an interesting sensation and to break from the story for just a second. I did something kind of interesting for you today. Yeah. Because I have that house to myself for a few days now. I'm actually dressed right now. No wig or makeup, but I'm dressed every way except wig and makeup right now. But whose clothes are you wearing? You have your own female clothes. Are you wearing your wife's clothes? I know you're married. No, I kind of have my own little stash. I have six inch tall, very black strapy, high heels, kind of a black spandexy. You're more dressed up than I Yeah, black spandexy, well, it's kind of a lycra type of high neck, long sleeve, very short, and kind of just a go-to, like legs, sheer energy, suntan.

So I can feel the panty hose on my cock right now. So it was the same type of feeling that I had that first time. And it was like really exciting. So I kind of was touching myself a little bit and I'd never done this before. And it was like, whoa, this feels so good. If I had known it felt this good, I would have done this years ago. Oh, that was the first time you jerked off. Yeah.

So, yeah. So I pulled the panty hose down a little bit and I start to just rub myself and stuff like that. And it got a little bigger and got a little bigger and a little bigger. The next thing, you know, it kind of exploded. And I didn't catch it. And so I went into the bathroom and got some tissue and, you know, wiped it up. And, yeah, well, I was holding the panty hose down because I didn't want to get any on her pantyose. Of course.

Oh, my God. And so wiped it up. And so wiped it up. And then. Where did you jizz? Like all over the floor. Did some get on her pants? the carpet. Oh, my gosh.

Because I was just enjoying myself and I didn't know what was going on and it caught me off guard. It's like right now a man can kind of sense when things are kind of getting to the finish there. I just, boom, all of a sudden. You had no idea what the fuck was going. It was your first time. Yeah, it was first time. I just absolutely had no clue. So that happened and I cleaned it up and I put everything away right.

And then I was, I was gone and I was laying in bed and I went back and said, I might as well just go lay down now. And so I laying in bed. bed and thinking about that and I was touching myself and really enjoying that so I guess that kind of started started the whole adventure if you want to call it that so that so that night I jerked off in bed no panty hose or anything like that and then for days I was hoping to catch her again coming home from school and then for a week or so I was trying to hopefully catch her come home from school and that was the only time I ever really saw come home dressed like that so I was really I was really kind of disappointed by that so this is after a couple weeks and everything I went

And what am I going to do? And I thought, well, mom was, I got home from school, mom was still working, dad was out doing something. I went into my mom's room and grabbed a pair of hers just because I wanted the touch and the feel. And I kind of rubbed them on my cock and she had a whole drawerful. Right. So actually, and Brad's sister was wearing tan and my mom had a bunch of tan. So, of course, I grabbed tan. And so I took them and I hid them under my bed like I've heard in other stories and things like that.

And at nighttime, I would take them out and I'd rub them on my collar. and jerk off. And I thought, oh, this is great. Newfound entertainment here at nighttime. And so I would do that and stuff like that. And then one day, when I had time in the afternoon again, I actually went out of her high heels. And I could barely kind of squeeze into a couple of them.

And I kind of walked around in them and put those panty hose on and stuff like that. So I was just having a great old time. I didn't understand any of it. I thought, was this weird? Is this not weird? I'm not sure. But it was fun. And I was really enjoying it.

and then probably like a month or so later it was time for school and mom came and woke me up she opened the door and she came in and actually got caught oh no way yeah wait but like what were you where were you in full get up well no so what it was is is is I was I was I had him on and I jerked off and then I took him off and I guess I just was like holding onto him and I fell asleep so there your mom comes home and her son sleeping clutching a pair of her panty hose yeah are they I had more like wadded up. Yeah. I am like wadded up.

Wadded up and they were on my right shoulder and I was laying on my back. And so that's the only time I've ever been caught. You but wait. Just tell me why your mom reacted and how much she knew. Did she know that you had come in them? Like, I mean, do you remember? My mom is one of the greatest ladies, one of the finest women I've ever known. And she just says, okay, it's time to get up for school.

And that's all she said. And we never had a conversation about it. She knew. Yeah. But you know, as I've grown up, I've come to find, this is an Italian family, come to find that. My mom is the twisted one of the two of them. Oh, you mean she's got her own kinks is what you're saying that you know of? Right.

But I don't really know, but I, well, my wife I'm with now, one Christmas gift thing, she gave me was kind of like those minors hats, but it's just a strap. It's just the strap and the light that goes on your forehead. And she kind of gave me that. It's kind of like a gag gift. So I'm between my wife's legs with the mining helmet on and the light shining down. And she was giggling as she gave it to me. Who? Your mother or your?

Yeah, my mom gave that to me. She says, here, you might need this. This is a little gift for you. So, okay. So it's a light you put on your forehead. So I can see what I'm doing when I'm hanging out with my wife. And so she's just got a little edge about. They were about five or six years ago.

They're in their later 70s. Now, about five or six years ago, my cousin and his wife and my parents, parents, they went to Monterey or something like that. And in the morning, my cousin and his wife said, boy, it was a weird night last night. There was all this banging going on in the room next door and stuff like that. And my mom just starts giggling. Your parents? Yeah, it was my parents.

But my cousin was like total red face talking about it and stuff like that. So I think my mom's, so my mom was very sweet about it. She probably obviously knows I only took a pair of her panty hose and I was playing with them. Right. But that was the only time she caught you? Yeah, it was the only time I've ever, I think probably the only time I've ever been caught. Well, I wanted to get caught on purpose, but that's later on.

Right. Okay. So now I'm assuming you went back to the stash while you're living with your, while you're younger and in your parents' house. I mean, is that typically how you got off with Panios just kept going to your mom's drawer? Well, at some point also, Brad's mom came, she was, she was like a waitress in a restaurant. And so she'd come home and she always wore black. And so one day, I made a little. another run next door.

And I thought, let me see what black's like. So I actually was visiting Brad hanging out and stuff like that. And I said, I got to go to the bathroom. So when I passed the bathroom, obviously, went into his mom's room and grabbed a pair of her black. Oh, my God. While Brad's in the other room. Well, Brad's, he was in the living room. And I went down the hallway to the bathroom.

And I jammed him down my pants under my balls. Right. I didn't want to leave him in front because that would be like a bulge or something. Of course. Yeah, yeah. And so I'm talking with Brad, and I'm trying not to get a raging heart on. while I got his mom's panty, you know, stuff between my legs under my balls. So I took those home that night and wear those.

So I'd go between the brown ones and the tan ones and the black ones and stuff like that. And then I have a really vague memory once. I must have told Brad about it because I remember one time we were both. Actually, we were, why we were running. I don't know. We were in the house running. And he was wearing a pair of his mom's black ones. And I was wearing another pair of his mom's black ones.

Oh, so maybe he had the same thing going on. Right. So I shared it with him and he says, and I think we went and got two pairs. And I was wearing some. You were wearing some. We were running on. But it's not like we touched each other or jerked each other. We didn't do any of that. None of that happened. But I remember memory of that too. And that only happened one time. And so, I mean, I just for a while there, I just had those two pairs. And every now and then I kind of wash them out a little bit because they get a little crusty, if you know what I mean. But I kind of had this thing. It wasn't like every single night, but it was almost every single night. And I'd be. just doing my thing and stuff like that. And I thought, God, is there something wrong with me? But back then, there was no internet or anything like that. So I just was just enjoying myself. And I think the next time anything was really interesting was I graduated in eighth grade and my capping gowns and all the rest of that. And I remember standing in line and one of the girls was wearing all the girls, most of them were wearing tan hosier and one that I really liked.

She had on these these wood platforms kind of like Brad's sister and stuff like that. I remember her tripping and falling down. And she had nothing on under the gown except for her seamless tan panty hose. And that was the first crotch shot I ever saw. And it was covered in pantyos. And I thought, oh, man, this is awesome. I'd still hadn't been with a girl or touched a girl or anything like that. And I thought someday, hopefully, I was thinking, okay, I'm just a kid still.

Someday this is going to come around and I'll get to touch one for real. And on the house on the other side of me, the mom's sister, who was quite a bit younger in her, they like to go out on Friday and Saturday night. And she always came over, I don't say, dressed like a whore kind of, and high heels, hojury, the whole thing. And she used to come over all the time. So here I was inundated with all this stuff and really know where to go except for hanging out myself. Yeah, yeah.

And at that time, yeah, it wasn't my time yet. I guess I was just a little awkward. But it all kind of changed. At 16, I got a job at this restaurant. It was kind of a dual restaurant. It was like a cafe on one side and a high-end dinner house and the other side. but they had common dish stations and cook stations and all the rest of it. So there was a lot of employees.

Yeah. And I started working there at 16 and I worked there until 21. And so obviously at that time, all the waitresses were panty house. And almost all of them were in tan. And so I was like a kid in a candy store. And so talking with all the girls and hanging out with them all the time and stuff like that, my awkwardness kind of started to come around a little bit. And I started gaining my confidence and they talked to me and I talked to them.

So basically I just jumped into the deep end of the pool with the bus. bunch of girls wearing pantyhows and eventually figured it all out. It was easier there than it was at school. Right. And so, so that's where I kind of cut my teeth, so to speak, and kind of get my groove a little bit and stuff like that. And actually, when I was 18, I lost my virginity to one of the, one of the girls there was a waitress is really sweet. She wasn't wearing pantyhose that night, unfortunately. But, but I lost there to be parties in the summertime after work and 20 of us or 30 of us, somebody's parents would be out of town and we'd go there and hang out at the house and lost my virginity to somebody when I was about 18. So it all started to work. It was coming around for me

slowly but surely. Right. And then when I was about 18, they saw some something good in me there. So they transferred me from the cafe to the dinner house with the usually older, older young ladies instead of a bunch of kids working there. So here I was 18 years old being around a bunch of women in their mid-20s, waiting tables. So I even got better at my game, if you want to call it that and stuff like that. And I remember one night sitting in the break area, having something to eat, I just happened to look up and there was this one waitress that was on that side that I just met with beautiful, long, brown, curly hair and thin legs and she wore black pantyholes, unfortunately, and stuff like that. I used to see her all the time. And I saw her when somebody, when another lady

went into the bathroom there, there was lockers in the men's and the women's just inside the door. And so somebody went in there, and there she was. She had her black pantyos in her hand. And she was putting him in a locker. And I just happened to look up and catch that. And I thought she was hot as can be. And I just happened to be closing that night. So I was one of the last people there except for management on purpose, of course. I went into the ladies' bathroom and pulled that door open for that locker and grabbed her black panning.

It was right out of the locker. And stole them. Just kind of like, and stole them, of course. And so I stuffed it down my pants just like I did at Brad's house years ago and stuff like that. And it was really exciting. I went out in my car to drive home and pulled them out and they had this like different smell to them. Smelled like a girl. Right.

And a perfume. So it was like a new smell. Oh, these were, these are awesome. So I had those for a while too. And but she only worked there. I was hoping I get to ask her out or something like that at some point. But she only worked there for a month maybe or something like that. She was gone.

And that one was over. And then I was working in the restaurant one day and this girl comes in. And she literally looked like Merrill Monroe. Oh, seriously, blue dress, blue shoes, tan panos, the whole thing. And she came in and she put her purse behind the, behind the waitress desk there. And I said, no way, she's not working here. And one of the other waitresses introduced me to her. And she was like the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen.

And so I spent my evening as much as I could trying to talk to her. Right. And we both got work, off work about 10 o'clock. And she says, well, it's nice to me. And I'm going to call my dad and get her ride home. And it says, oh, I'll give you right home. And I had this really nice muscle car at the time. And she says, I'll give you a ride home.

She says, oh, let me ask my, let me call my dad and ask him. And dad agreed. And I took her home. And I couldn't stop staring at her legs. She had the most awesome legs I've ever seen in my life. Obviously, I'm a leg man. Right, right. Took her home.

And we talked in her parents driveway there. It was about 10.30 we got there. And we probably talked till at least to the sun coming up. And the whole night, never touched her, staring at her legs the whole time. She took her shoes off. and I could see her like panty hose covered feet and all the rest of it and everything like that.

And so that kind of started it the next adventure with her. And I ended up taking her to work all the time and getting into a relationship with her. I'd go pick her up before work and she'd be walking around and a slip and tan panty hose. And I thought that was the greatest thing in the world. So I kind of on again, off again, relationship with her. She was a bit of a wild, wild girl, if you want to call it that.

But did any of these, like, did you let any of these girls know about your panty hose? fetish this girl? Did she know? No, I was, I didn't. I just kept it on the down low, if you want to call it that. And I really wanted to. But, you know, when she started working at a restaurant, she just turned 16, and I was now like 20, I think, something like that. And I knew I'd be in trouble.

So I, and she was really super wild, but she was like the most exciting thing I'd ever run across my whole life. So I kind of just kept my distance from her a little bit and stuff like that and kind of went on and off. I'd see her and I didn't see her. And her parents always asked me to come over for. dinner because I was I think I was the one they really wanted her to be with because you know I had a I had a good job by then and I switched from the muscle car to a exotic sports car and I was doing good

in my life and I treated her right and intelligent and all the rest of it blah blah blah blah but I knew she was trouble and I and I so I just kind of kept my distance from her and never told her about those type of things well I let her go I met my first wife and started going out with her now her I told. So this is where things start to change a little bit. Yeah. So I told her about my little fetish and things like that. I love your legs. You're really tall, leggy. Now, she would kind of wear for me every now and then and not do, not do anything really wild, but, you know, got into a relationship with her. And after a few years, we got engaged and I'll give you the real short version of this story. This story, I could take the whole hour and spend on it. But the night before

we moved away, we were going to move away two states away. One of my buddies said, up a bachelor party for him knowing I was leaving. So he set it up the night before I was ready to leave. And so we're at a strip club in a major city here on the West Coast. And we were getting ready to drive back down to our hometown, which is about an hour south of it. And we were 11 guys in a 10-person limo. So one of us always had to ride in the front of the limo. And so I decided, okay, I'll ride back for the hour and sit up front. So I'm talking to the driver of the limo, and she's telling me, she was beautiful herself, telling me famous people she's driven around.

And I said, you know what? I had a dream last night. And she says, well, what's the dream? I says, well, there's this one gal I used to go out with that was like the most of me in my life. And I think maybe she would have been the one, but she was too wild and crazy. I dreamt that we were going to see her tonight. And I hadn't seen her in about three years at this point. And so she says, well, we're going to this bar called D.B. Cooper's.

If you see her, you better come get me. We get out of the limo when we got back to our hometown and 11 of us go walking in and the groom says, hey, you guys been buying buying drinks all night. He says we got enough time for a round or two. I'm buying. We get about 10 free from the door and I hear a scream. Mark! It's her. Oh, wow.

Hadn't seen her in three years. Right. Runs to me black and silver dress. Black. This is the Marilyn Monroe girl. This is the Merrill Monroe. Run straight to me, jumps into my arms, lays this big old kiss on me. You know, and my guys are right there with me.

and I'm completely blown away. Well, we end up dancing and talking and talking and dancing and blah, blah, blah. You were always the best. You always treated me the best. My parents always loved you, blah, blah, blah. Please come home with me. And it's like, and everything was packed. I was leaving the next day to move two states away.

And I was engaged. To get married, right. To get married. So I said, well, I'm with my guys tonight. Give me your number. I'll call you tomorrow. Well, left the next day, drove two states away. Never called it.

and started a new life. I knew she, and that's a very famous Yogi Bear Alliance says when you come to a Yon the road, take it. Right. Right. And so that night I was given a Y in the road and I didn't take it. I stayed on the course. And so moved two states away. And my wife would wear for me every now and then and not that much.

Then years later, her give you the real condensed version, we'll get back to fun stuff. Her life fell apart. Her mother's health fell apart. she fell apart. I had to leave to save my own life. Both families agreed. OCD, obsessive compulsive disorder, if you know what I mean. Her? Because, yeah, her obsessive compulsive disorder. OCD. Yeah, her mom got breast cancer twice, 17 years apart. So she thought her mom's going to die the second time. And so she turned into a germaphobe. Everything we breed, drink, or it's going to give us cancer. And so she got paranoid about everything. And I got a professional.

So you divorced her, right. Right. So I came back home, got my own place. And was a really finding anybody and I turned back to my old faithful. I went to the store and I was starting new and everything like that. So I bought some pantos and I thought, hey, why not? I'm single again now. I got to have a little bit of fun here. So I went, got some pantios and would wear them around the house and I was working hard, put my life together and everything like that. And then I thought, I want a little bit more. I couldn't go into my mom's closet or Brad's sister's closet and take any clothes. So I went to an adult store, big warehouse one and actually bought some, a couple dresses and some heels that fit me and stuff like that. So I used to kind of walk around my apartment

and stuff like that. I was still kind of put my life together and have a little bit fun and all the rest of it. And then one day, I'm dressed up and I'm looking in the mirror. I thought, wow, I look really. My shape is real good. I look good. I says, I wonder what a man would think. And I thought, no, I can't do that. And so a couple of different times I'm looking in the mirror. And I thought, really, I wonder what, I wonder what, I wonder if a man would think I was, I would look okay. And at that time, Craigslist was still active. So I thought, you know what? I'm just going to post a leggy picture on these real tall high heels, about as tall as the ones I'm wearing today, on Craigslist. And so I posted on Craigslist. And the first day, I got 75 replies.

Oh, my God. And I thought, this is cool. This is awesome. I was scared to death, too, because I read most of them. And there were mostly kids just looking for something, anything to fuck. So I read through them all. And then the next day I got about 50. And I was like, this is awesome. And I quickly figured out that if I'm really going to do this, I better just kind of like pick an older guy. Right. Yeah, just to be safe. So I would read through it and I read through it for four days and this one guy stuck out. He was in his early 60s and his wife wasn't doing too well. And obviously he says his wife doesn't wear from him anymore. He's always been a leg man, panty hose man and stuff like that with a tiny bit by curious and he says i'd love to meet you and just see you and watch

you walk around and maybe touch your legs and stuff like that and he says and i'd be fine if that's all that happens and i thought you know what this is this is if i'm going to do this this this is this is where i got to start just because just for my own curiosity because i'd hate to be 20 or 30 years older and regret not ever trying i'm not that type of person i'm a type of person that why why wait so i so i let me ask you this had you ever had fantasies about this kind of scenario before? Was this the first time it kind of entered your mind? That moment I looked in the mirror and it clicked. I wonder what a man would think. That is the absolute first time. Like when Brad was wearing him when I was at his mom's house, I didn't think,

oh yeah, boy, I'd like to just rub his penis or something like that. I never had one thought about it. So when I looked in the mirror, that was like the first time. And I've never really been bi-curious or anything like that. But you know, my penis feels good and my penis looks good. It's a penis. So I thought he's not going to show. me his penis, he wants to see me and touch my legs. So I felt pretty safe with that, but no, no, no, by curious stuff at all, never even a pang of it in my life. Okay. And so, and so I invited him over. And he came in and he brought, he, he was holding a little picture of his wife says, look, here's, it's like trying to convince me. And he says, here's a picture of my wife.

And I just want to show you that I'm real and I'm not playing any games. And well, the whole time I was talking, I was walking around because I was really nervous and scared. Here I'm in front of a man, be it an older man, and here I am dressed sexy, no wig or makeup or anything like that. Eventually, we talked for like maybe 20 minutes or something like that, and then I felt pretty comfortable when I started to calm down. And I says, would you like to touch my legs? And he said, oh, I'd love to. So he was sitting on the couch, so I just walked up to him and just let him start to touch my

legs. And I got really turned on by, and I thought, this is, this feels good. Whether it's a man or a woman, it just feels good and it feels natural. So I just let him do that. And after about 10 minutes of that, and I said, if you want to feel up a little hard, under my skirt, it's okay. And so he did that. And he was feeling my cock and my ass and my legs and everything like that. And it felt really, really good. And I could see he was getting a little nervous and things like that. And so we kind of called an end to it. And I says, if you'd like to do this

again, I'd be, I'm never done this before. And you look a little nervous and I'm a little nervous. Would you like to do it again? He said, yeah, I'd really like to. He says, I think I should go, though, because I'm having almost like a panic attack. And I says, I can see it in your face. It's okay. So we ended it there. And three days later, he wrote to me again and he says, that was really nice. I'd like to meet you next week if we could do it again.

So I invited him over the next week, just about a week later. And pretty much the same scenario. I'm a little bit nervous, but a little more calm. And I walk around for him. He's sitting on the couch. And he just said, is it okay if I just stare? He says, yeah, that's great if you stare. No problem.

And so I'm walking around. And then I walk up to him. And he's touching, touch and touching. and feeling my cock and my ass and things like that. And I just looked down and I thought, okay, here we go. I says, do you want to taste it? And he went, oh, please, is it? Would it be okay?

And so he pulls my panty hose down. And he, you know, he's like lightly sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, this feels awesome. This was great. I wasn't seeing anybody. I did all my, all my friends are married and have lives and here on the divorce one. And so he gave me this nice, soft. slow blow job and he let me come in his mouth and it was it was the most beautiful thing it wasn't

just me being by or anything like that it just felt really good and he was really really thankful and appreciative of it and he thanked me for being brave enough to let him come over and from there like I never saw him again and and I couldn't kind of get it out of my mind I started dating somebody probably I know a couple months after that but every now and that I would wait wear the stuff around the house and think about it and I go over her place and I actually stole some pantyhose stuff like that. I guess I'm a little pantyhose thief. And then sometimes I'd be wear the pantos under my jeans or under my sweat pants and go from there just to kind of have my fun. But then on a father's day, I actually posted on Craigslist looking for somebody because

I was in a grocery store and all these couples were in there and her was single. And I'm thinking, And I was really frustrated. So I says, here I am, Father's Day, all these couples, and I got nobody. Well, somebody answered back to me, and we went out. And she was an incredible lady, and we talk, talk, talk. And of course, now I'm brave enough. I says, I'm really into like legs and panty hose and all the rest and stuff like that. And she says, oh, I wear them sometimes.

That's fine. So she told me a little story. I knew it was going to be a clip, and she told me, yeah, when I was young, to do some wild things and stuff like that, she loves driving through the city. And this guy in this big truck had this little short skirt on. and he yells down at me and he says, he says, hey, you're beautiful. And she says, thank you. And he says, yeah, I'd want to lick your pussy.

So she let him lick his pussy. Oh, my gosh. So I knew at that point that she had a little bit of game in her and stuff like that, a little bit of wildness. Yeah, for sure. And she had the sexiest walk in high heels that I've ever seen and stuff like that. So as the relationship started to build, I liked her to dress sexy and she was totally fine with that.

Sometimes I'd ask her to dress in sexy clothes and walk in the mall and just watch younger guys look at her. So I guess I started to think about stuff like that too. Yeah. And then one time we're laying in bed and she's got panty hose on and we're kind of in the middle of sex and stuff like that. I says, those feel really? I says, can I wear a pair of yours?

She says, really? I said, yeah. I just want to see what it feels like. I didn't rubbing against you like that. And she says, sure, go ahead. So it just kind of went from there. And I thought, wow, she's awesome. This is working out perfect.

So we'd have sex sometimes. I'd be wearing, she'd be wearing all the rest of it. And then one time I did ask. or I says, and she was actually in a business that dealt with women's things. And I says, I think you should maybe dress me up on a week and makeup one time just to see what I look like. And she says, okay, no problem. So about a week later, yeah, about a week later, she had stuff and she dressed me up.

And I thought I looked pretty darn good. And so Christmas was coming around. And she said, what do you want for Christmas? And I says, well, sweetie, we had a good life, good jobs, nice house, everything. And I said, we weren't married because she had a bad first marriage. So she was almost against getting married again. But we were living together. And I says, I don't know.

I have everything I need. She says, come on, you've got to want something for Christmas. And I just threw it out there, not thinking anything would come of it. And I says, how about some fantasy wishes? She said, what do you mean? And I says, how about six fantasy wishes of my call? Anything goes. And she went, wow, is that what you really want?

And I said, yep. And she said, sure, okay. So I went with that. So about two months later, on a Saturday night, I set it all up. I went to my old favorite Craigslist and did some posting. And instead of posting pictures of me and panty hose and high heels, I picture, I put pictures of her saying my milphy wife, we're looking for a third. If you're really interested in you're a leg man and you're okay with panty hose and all that said, please write to me and tell me why I should. choose you. Right. Well, I can't, I can't tell you how many replies I got because she had great

legs. Yeah. So a ton, a ton of replies and a ton of replies the next day. But that's the hard thing to find. I mean, you know, for a couple to say, hey, come in and to guys, you want to come in and hook up with us. I mean, like every guy's, yeah, I'm down. It's, other things are a little much harder to get. But that's an easy one. Right. Absolutely. So I ended up picking up somebody who went to the same. He was about 20, I guess, a red-headed kid. He said he was awkward with girls too. He played the same sport I played, went to the same college. I went to say this would really boost his confidence to be with somebody. I didn't show a face pick that hopefully is this beautiful as our legs are. And so I ended up picking him. And I set it up. We met at a

restaurant near this big, huge mall. And I told my lady, I says, okay, we're going out to dinner and blah, blah, blah. Please, we're going to, I'm going to dress your purple. there's something going on and she just kind of smiled she says what and I says oh it's fantasy the wish night she really so I had her in a black corset tan panty hoes some really tall strappy black high heels and like a black coat cover in the corset we went out to dinner and so I told him to meet us there at six and I knew what he looked like because I had to I made sure he sent me a picture so I waved to him and saw me he came walking over and she turned red face and I says I'd like you to meet so-and-so I say he's going to be with us tonight and so

So this was kind of the next adventure of it all. So we talked and I explained to her about the Craigslist and all the rest of it. She's awed by it all, kind of turned on and odd. But she was really kind of excited about it all. So she started asking them questions. Are you sure? Are you sure? Are you sure?

I mean, I set up a hotel room at the hotel next to the mall. And we got up from the table and I told him, I said, hey, take her hand, walk her out like she's your lady and walked out to the vehicle. I put them both in the backseat and drove us over to the mall. We went upstairs. They sat on the bed. I sat on the couch. And she's telling him, she says, okay, here's some of the gramm rules. No kissing.

And you got to wear a condom. And he's, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, no problem. And I'm sitting on the couch and I'm frozen because I'm like watching my own real porno movie here with my lady. And this, I was literally frozen. And so she says, go ahead and touch my legs. So he's touching her legs and touch my breasts. And she says, you can't kiss me, but you can kiss my neck.

he starts kissing her neck and feeling her. Well, she started to get into it. Next thing you know, she's kissing him on the mouth. And they're kind of touching and feeling and feeling and touching. And she ended up going down on him for two minutes. And then she says, well, why don't you put a condom on? And he put a condom on. And he did her dog style for, I don't know, 20 minutes or something like that.

And I'm literally frozen on the couch. Watching. Couldn't move. Totally enjoying it. Yeah. So they finished their thing and he leaves. And then we had sex. And she says, well, why didn't you join in?

I says, I don't know. I was frozen on the couch. This was awesome. I didn't know what to think. Yeah. I couldn't move. And so she was perfectly fine with that. So those were some of the, those are one of the six fantasy wishes.

But at some point, her life kind of turned on her a little bit. She had a job change and she started working 60, 70 hours a week. And she had a family member with, you know, with a drug problem. and I literally for time, you know, wouldn't see her for almost a week or two at a time. She needed to be traveling, you know, in her office at home working. And it was just, you know, the relationship was kind of degrading. Oh, that's too bad.

It really was because she was an awesome lady, but she just literally had no time. So I took care of the house. I did the cooking, the cleaning, the shopping, working, doing everything. And I was like bored and lonely. So one Saturday night went, drove to the big city, because usually on my days off, I'd drive. and go get a donut and coffee in the morning.

And I was craving a donut. So I thought, oh, yeah, there's that place in the city. It was bored. It was 10 o'clock a night. She was gone for the whole weekend. And I drove into the city to go get a donut. And so I got my donut coffee and I'm just driving around in the city and stuff like that. And I see this young lady standing on the corner.

And I thought, hmm, interesting. So I drive around again and she's still there. So I pull over and she just gets in. Oh, so is a hooker? In training, we'll call it. Okay. And so she says, she's, hi. how you doing? I says, oh, hi, I'm doing great. I just saw you standing here. I just came to get a

donut and she says, well, what are you doing? I says, I'm just driving around and eat my donut. She says, well, what do you want to do? And I says, well, to be honest. And she says, yeah, just tell me. I just love to see you dressed up in something sexy of my wife and just touch you and play with you. And she went, okay, sure. She says, where do you live? I says, it's about 30 minutes away. So I took her home and dressed her up in some of my wife's clothes and panty hose and high heels. and she was walking around the bedroom and all the rest of it. Really pretty girl. And all the rest of it. And I thought

she looks beautiful. And it's because I was bored. And I guess ethically, I thought it was okay. So she said, you didn't fuck her or anything like that? Well, this is where it was going. She says, what do you want to do? What do you want to do? And I says, well, I tell you what. I says, let's be like kind of 69. And I'll just play with like your legs and your feet. And you suck my cock. And she says, well, I have to work. You have to wear a condom. And I went.

And I says, I'll tell you what. I says, I'll let you keep the dress, the panty hose and the high heels. no condom. And she thought about it for 10 seconds. And she says, well, my friend told me I always need to use a condom. And I says, well, you look at the house we're in and I'm clean cut. And I's looking all the rest of it. These clothes and all the rest of it. And she went, okay. And so. Oh my God. You're both terrible. I'm a very big condom advocate. Someone complained about that on a YouTube comment recently. I think like it's a cock block to some people. But like here you are cheating on somebody. It's so bad. Okay. But anyway, go. with the story. Yeah, it was great. It was great. So she sucked my cock. I played with her legs. And that lasted

for, God, like an hour. Do we talk a little bit? And she's stuck and I played. How much of that cost you? How much of that cost me? That cost me 200. Okay. And the clothes and the outfit? Right. But my wife had closet full and it has 60 plus. I was the one that bought her shoes, most of them. So she had 60 plus. She would never even remember which ones were missing. No, but I'm just saying that's, I was just trying to figure out what the girl got made out with. So it was a 200 box and had to tow. And had to tow. gear, do you want to fix? Well, the shoes were Jessica Simpson, so they weren't cheap. Right. Yeah, they weren't from, they weren't

from Target or something like that. They were nice, sexy shoes. So she, she made out, she made out pretty good. And she gave me her number, and I called her, but nothing, nobody ever picked up. So, so that was, that was the end of that. Well, things still kind of, still kind of degraded a little bit

for, in the relationship. So I went back on a couple weeks later on Saturday night to get my donut, driving around, didn't see anything. Danny girls at there, but I saw somebody else there. She was in like a white cottony dress, tan hosery, panty hose and white high heels. But she looked a little different. And I thought, hmm. So I drove around again, but she looked so good. Oh, I know where this is going. Right. So I pulled over. Right. So I pulled over and she got in and I heard the voice immediately. And I'm thinking, oh, God, I don't know if I should do this. And she said,

thanks for pulling over. She says, I'm just feeling a little lonely tonight. She was really honest and was doing a lot of talking. So I just feel a little lonely tonight. I just kind of want to hang out with somebody. That'd be okay. And she looked great. So I thought, okay. She says, can we go, we can go back to my place, park your truck and a secure parking lot. And we just, I'm just, I'm just lonely. I hate to say this. This is so off topic, but it's funny that you're like, oh, she said to me, I'm feeling a little lonely like she was being really honest. Don't you think that's like their fucking pickup line? That's how they get you to become, that's how they're getting paid. That's like a line. Don't you think? Or do you think I just think that's what she says to get that hurt.

I'm going to get you to like really be down and get you to pay up and do what she wants to do and become her John for the night. Well, she looks so good and I've never done this before. She looks so good that I would have paid for it. Exactly. Oh, but you didn't pay for her? So I was thinking that. So we get back to her place. Yeah.

And we're talking. And I says, and I just thought, okay, let me break the eyes here. She says, can I just touch your legs while we're talking? She's, oh, yeah, sure. talk she she works for some LGBT organization and stuff like that and she and she says I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not okay so I should have up with my mouth it was really right okay yeah yeah so she I ended up and I says well you know what thank you for being really honest I says I would have paid for it because you're beautiful she says really I says yeah I says you're really really beautiful look at your legs I'm a leg man I'm a pantyos man I'm this

I'm that I'd be perfectly fine with just like playing with your legs and stroking you and having you stroke my cock and she's I'll totally do that So I hung out with her for four hours. And she ended up giving me a blowjob. No sex, no nothing. I didn't go up and feel her bulge or anything like that. And it just played with her legs. And she played with my cock and give me a blow job.

And then it was getting like probably at 3 o'clock in the morning. And I left. And I thought, oh, my God, this was incredible. But while we were talking and stuff like that, she says, you ever been to this club? I won't say the name, XYZ. And I says, no, I've never even been to a club. I've never even, to be honest, been with somebody like you. And she says, oh, you ought to go to this club.

There's a bunch of girls like me, and they'd love you and your big cock and all the da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da. You ought to go in there sometime. And I says, well, I do, I do dress up every now. And then she says, and then she stopped. She says, you do. And I says, yeah, I've never, I've tried on the wig and the makeup one time with my lady, but I've never been out or anything like that.

But I have a dress and high heels that fit me. And she's, oh, you ought to dress and you ought to go down there sometime. It's so much fun, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And so for a little while after that night was over, I started thinking about it. and I thought, hmm. So I actually got up the guts one night. You're still married at this point? Well, we were still with her.

I was still with her, but she didn't want to get married because she had such a rough relationship. You're not married, but you guys are together, though. You're still with this woman, right? Yeah, we're like five or six years in at this point. Okay, but she's so busy that she doesn't realize

that you get totally dressed up and go out one night to this club. No, not at all, because she's traveling at least a week or two a month. Okay. So I'm free and clear. So we're just, you know, living in two different worlds. She'd say one night, oh, yeah, let's watch a movie. And then we'd start watching some movie. Yeah, who cares about that?

Yeah, let's get back to the story anyway. Yeah, yeah, the story. Yeah, instead of all that. We don't care about her. Get back to the, now you're dressed up and you're going out for the first time, like cross-dressed, right? Right. So I was scared to death, and I went and parked down the street from this club,

and I walked over to the club. and I didn't go inside and the wig and I did the best I could on makeup and stuff like that and I had a lot of cars pull over and trying to try to pick me up and I was really really excited about it really excited about it but didn't didn't get in any vehicle or anything like that but I was really turned on by didn't go into the club and so I left because I was getting a little nervous I saw police down the street and all the rest of it so I kind of not run of course because I was in tall shoes made my way back to my vehicle and drove home and it kind of changed it and kind of I'm not staying out there anymore.

And I kind of regretted it a little bit. And then every now and then I'd still be posting to kind of keep some guys in the bullpen, if you know what I mean, just in case I was feeling extra horny. And so this one guy wrote me and asked if he could take me out. And I thought, hmm, boy, this would be kind of interesting. But he says, can we meet first? And I said, sure. He says, well, I own this record studio.

I'll meet you at my record studio late night, 10, 11 o'clock or something like that. I'll give you the tour of the record studio. And we could just see if we get along. So I met him at his record studio. do, he was a nice older guy, gave me the tour, and I'm walking around, fully made up. The wig, the makeup, high heels, pantos, the whole thing, walking around, walking around, walking around. And it was great. And he was really a nice man and all the rest of it.

And we talked for a little while and stuff like that. And he was, he asked me, can touch my legs? He says, that's all I want to do. Can I just touch your legs? Just to see, just because I won't be able to get through the night if I don't. I said, sure. And that's really all that happened. But he says, at the end of the night, he says, but can I take you out?

I'd really like to just take you out. could you do that? And I said, sure, why not? And he says, I'll come pick you up. I'll take you out into the city. We'll go to this club, XYZ. And I said, and I thought in my mind, oh, my God, that's the club that mentioned. And I thought, okay, I'm down with this. Okay, no problem. So a couple weeks later, we set it up, and he came and picked me up, and we're talking on the way. And I'm talking, I'm being like a girl. I'm crossing my legs and moving my feet around and kind of trying to turn them on a little bit while we're driving. And we're a couple blocks away from the club. It's probably nine or 10 o'clock at night. And he says, well, I've got to put my car in a parking garage about a block way. He says, you can be able to walk that far in those high heels. And he says, well, I tell you what, why don't you just drop me off in front and then go park the car? And he went, okay. So I knew what I was doing. So as soon as he dropped me off and drove away, cars would stop.

And they were trying to pick me up because here I was. I got to play that same game I played in previous times. And so I was really getting turned on by it all. And come on, hey, baby, God, what great legs. You want to go for rides? You want to go home for me? heard all these stories. It was awesome.

I was really, really super excited. And I didn't get in any car. I really wanted to, though, just because I was so turned on. And he comes walking up when we go into the car, or go into the place, and he introduces me to the manager.

Evidently, he's a semi-regular in there. And the manager's all made up, tranny, cross-dress, whatever you want to call it. And they're giving me drinks, and they're really excited to see somebody new in there and giving me all these props on how nice I looked and all the rest of it.

And I was thinking, This is, this is great. I'm totally loving this and having a good time. And we hung out in the club for two hours. We actually danced a little bit. I've never tried to dance in tall shoes. And just hung out in the club. Didn't have sex with them.

Didn't, didn't touch his penis, didn't see his penis. When we got back to the, this, to my place, I invited him in. He came in. He gave me a, he gave me a, he gave me a blow job. And then he left. And I, and that kind of started my line of thinking a little bit, down the line a little bit that maybe this is okay and maybe I am a little bi-curious. And so I answered another guy's ad and the wife was gone.

He sounded a little more sketchy than the first guy. He was a little bit younger too, but I thought, well, okay. So I went got a hotel room so he can meet you there instead of the house. He comes up to the hotel room and he's got flowers for me and a card. He was really excited and he wanted to take me out to dinner instead of some club in that same big city. And so here we are in this restaurant and he says, well, I'm going to order for you. obviously my voice because I wanted to look the part, but I didn't sound the part. Yeah.

And so he says, do you mind if I order for you? I says, oh, no, no, no, you go right ahead, order for me. And so we're eating and I'm getting a few looks, but kind of not what the hell is that, but just kind of an interesting look. This is something different here. And then after dinner, we're walking with like literally thousands of people out there. And he says, you want to go for a little walk? I says, oh, yeah, because now I've turned into an exhibitionist a little bit.

I want to be out in public and I want to be seen. And so as we're walking, I got all these girls and women that will come up to me and talk to me. Say, are you a guy? Or how do you walk in those, how do you walk in shoes that tall? Right. You have great legs. And I could see guys giving me a first look and then a second look and then a third look trying to figure me out. Or it was like, whoa, he looks really, he, she looks really sexy, but that's a guy, I think, and stuff like that.

So I was totally turned on by that. And so we go back to the hotel room. And this was mainly just for my entertainment. So I had never had sex with a man, never thought about having sex with a man. I didn't have sex with this guy. But I told him he could suck my cock if he wanted to. And he did because he was really turned on the whole night. And I never gave him, didn't give him a hand job or anything like that.

I guess I was just being a little selfish. But, you know, I was the one out in public in the dress, the pantos, the high heels, the makeup, all the rest of it. And I guess this was kind of my reward for it all a little bit. Well, he tried to contact me a couple more times and go out and didn't, didn't happen. So, but I could see my quest was kind of getting ready to kind of take the next step. So a couple weeks later, I answered this other ad from this, from this very well-spoken, well-written gentleman, and he wanted me to meet him at his workplace, which was a corporation that, he said he's the CFO, corporation that you would know by name.

And so during the day, and he says, you don't have to wear the week. makeup but I just want to see you in a dress and panty heels and high heels. So I was like, okay. And he says, meet me right out front. So I was like, and he sent me his picture. And so I pull right up front and there I am sitting there. And he comes walking out with a couple other guys. And he gets in my vehicle and he says, oh, go over there with the parking garage. And it's, whoa, parking garage. Okay. Broad daylight and all the rest of it. So we're in the parking garage. I back into a stall. And we talk for a minute or two. And he's touching my legs and kind of feeling my cock and things like that. And security comes driving by.

he had the flashing lights on top. And I said, oh, we better take it easy. He says, oh, no, that's so-and-so. He waves out of him as the guy's driving by. And it's, wow, this is really weird. And he says, okay, this is enough for now. He says, I've got to get back into the office. I got at one o'clock meeting.

And he says, well, here's my card. He says, this is me. This is my private number. He says, you can call me, but don't call me at night. My wife won't know, but he says, I want to meet you. And I says, sure, why not? Okay. And he says, this is my address.

He says, we have a big home and a big lot. And this was in an area. with a $5 million homes. He says, I got a big motor home right next to the house. He says, when you pull in and park, park next to the motorhome, and then just go in the motorhome and wait for me. About 10 o'clock, I says, okay. So, and he says, just the way you are.

So I went in there about 10 o'clock, drove in there, got out of my vehicle, walked into the motorhome. About two minutes later, he'd come walking into the motorhome on his property. And this is in a big, a real big, expensive residential area. And I says, well, where's the wife? She's, oh, her and the kids go to sleep early. So he says, I'm fine. He says, I just loved your legs.

He says, I just love to just touch your legs and suck your cock. Would that be okay? And I thought, all right, it is. Go for it. So he was, you know, here he is the CFO of a major company in the United States on his knees in front of me sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, I'm giggling inside. I'm thinking, you know, this is, this is unbelievable. So he's sucking my cock and he's talking.

And I think he, I think he was kind of a submissive a little bit because I could tell because in these shoes, like right now, I'm 6.1. and I'm like six, six wearing these things if I'm standing up. So I'm really tall. So I think he liked that I'm tall in the whole submissive thing because he was down on his knees in front of me, sucking on my cock. And I think he was kind of a shorter guy. I think he kind of liked being submissive and stuff like that. So after he was done sucking my cock and I says, well, can I do anything for you?

I felt kind of guilty a little bit this time. And he says, well, you can jerk me off if you want to. So the first time I had a cock in my hand, I jerked him off. And I thought, and I thought, this isn't so bad. this isn't such a bad thing at all. And so I jerked him off. And he says, can we meet again? Can I get ahold of you another time?

And can we meet again and do this? And I says, I says, absolutely. I says, I feel really comfortable with you. I feel safe and all the rest of it. And about once every two or three months, he would give me a call. And I'd go over there at nighttime when she was away and he'd suck my cock. And about the third or fourth time, I says, would you like a little more this time? And so I ended up, because I really felt comfortable after three or four visits, I said, can I, can I suck your cock?

And he went, yeah, okay. Yeah, go for it. So I ended up sucking his cock that night. That was the first cock I sucked, and I thought again. How old were you at this point? Okay. So I was, about 50. Okay.

So seven years ago. Yeah, about seven years ago. And so it took you until about 50 before you had that dick in your mouth. right yeah yeah all the way all the way till 50 but i but you know i never really had i've heard some of the i've listened to a lot of your podcasts and it starts earlier with some of them yeah it's all different i never really i never really had that inclination but i just kind of we just kind of manifested into that you can kind of see as things kind of just kind of progressed a little bit yeah exactly and had a little bit of fun that i just was a little more willing to try this and try that because

like i've told my wife i'm married to now i says you know what we're not getting any younger, I says 20 years from now, we're going to be too old to do stuff like that. So I got hurt when her and I started getting serious, and this was probably a couple years after that episode with the last time I saw that guy, I kind of got away from it for a little while because I was working hard and paying off child support and all the rest of this stuff. I had a daughter with the first wife. But this one, I mentioned to her right away. I love legs and panty hose and all the rest of it.

And she told me much later on that she thought it was a little strange, but she went with it. And so this is the greatest lady I've ever known, and she wears for me all the time. And we have our little panty hose games. And it's a ritual for her when we do that. And I usually just rip them open. But it just, it's all I can ask for. And I still kind of crave the, the going out in public. And when she did travel before all this COVID stuff, I'd actually get kind of dressed up and I'd go get gas in the middle of the night in my vehicle. Let me, I was, that's what I was wondering. Does she know how far, does she know about all this other stuff like the guy stuff the dressing up stuff or does you just know about the pantyho stuff

she knows about the pantyho stuff she knows about none of the other stuff right and now in the time though that you've been with her have you ever have you met up with any guys well that's yes try to try to oh you know because craigs list isn't yeah yeah i've been at poff and all the rest of them stuff like that i've tried to and i've actually been stood up a few times and i met one guy and he was really nervous. So nothing's really kind of worked out. So I guess so my fun has been in the middle of the night on the way to work. A lot of the house dressed and go get go get gas in my vehicle dressed up or something like that, getting my jollies. But with her, it's, it's, I'm more focused on her than me, even though I think after we're doing this talk today that I'm probably

going to go out in the middle of the night on my way to work and get gas fully dressed up just because I'm I'm kind of horny and kind of turned on now by this. But also your wife, right, right. But also your wife is that I know this because of scheduling and stuff, right? We talked about the fact that you were available to call in because your wife is out of town, right? And so you have a short amount of time because I know she's coming back tomorrow, right? To let do your thing. So now's the time to do it, right, while she's away.

Oh, absolutely. So, I mean, you have to take you when the chance comes. you present itself, you have to do it. But with her, I've tried to bring her along just to kind of cross the line a little bit. I've taken some provocative pictures with her outside, had her all dressed up and gone into the woods and had my fun with her. I got her to answer the door dressed very provocatively. Obviously, panty hose, high heels and a short dress.

When the pizza guy came and she was totally giggling afterwards and fine with that. So I've got her to dress sexy like before in afternoon, Sunday afternoon. She'll dress sexy for a minute and says, hey, my car needs gas. Let's go get some gas before we've gone to the gas station and made her get out, dressed sexy and pump gas. And I'm watching guys watch her because she's attracted herself. And so I'm kind of having my jollies with her, but I kind of want to have my own fun. Yeah, you have this other side.

You have this whole other thing that you're into, right? That she can't really fulfill because it has to do. you being fully dressed up as a woman, right? Being with a guy. Exactly. And you're not planning on telling her, right? We're going to wrap it up now, but you're not planning on telling her, right? No.

Right. If I could bring her along a little farther, maybe, but not at this point. Right. Yeah, you'd have to do the whole dressing up with her. I think it's hard when you cross the line to be like, oh, you want to, you know, get a blow job from a guy or any of that kind of stuff. That's a whole different ball game, right? Big time ball.

Way. That's way across the line. Even going from pantyhoes to like, I want to dress up and close. You know, they're all, you know, I think panty hose, and I've said this before, is a very easy fetish for a woman to accept. It's extremely easy.

It's like a no-brainer. Nicholas, you got to hold on one second. This is why we got to wrap it up because of hours the longest I can keep. I'm almost done baby cakes. Five minutes. Shut the door. Thank you.

I think the fact that a guy loves painting husband wants his girl to wear it. No girl's going to give a shit about that, right? The fact that a guy wants to wear them, a girl might be like, what, at first? But she really likes the guy. She's going to be fine with it. But then when you get into the, I want to dress up, that's a different thing. And then, oh, I like my dick and a guy's mouth. And that's a whole other thing.

So there would be a lot that she would have to accept. But it seems you might be a. able to mock the stuff up that you like with her maybe and go a little further with her and do like fantasy play with her because she seems down for that she'd probably be

open to it. You know who really would have been down is that other girl that you lost one that was like that guy in the room and wanted you to join in and that was the girl. If her life wouldn't have fallen apart. She was the one for all of that. No doubt 100

yeah yeah. But this one, I don't know that you'd ever be able to really tell her everything. And so in seven years that you've been with her, you haven't been with a guy or had any of those kinds of, the only thing you've really done is tried to make it happen, right, and gone out dressed up behind her back. Right. Yeah. Have you seen any like coakers or anything like that like you've done in the past? I mean, you can't pick them up anymore, you know, but have you done cheating on her with women at all? No, not at all. You know, I used to, we used to. live closer to the big city.

Now we're like an hour and a half away from it. So it's not, I can just, you know, take 15 minutes and drive over there and drive around and look and all the rest of it. So I haven't. But it's interesting that you say that about Craigslist and I, and maybe women and men, but, you know, I'm just saying more women might have really benefited from Craigslist personals going out the window because it did make it a lot easier, right, for these kinds of secret things to go on.

Yep. Right? Because listen, you're saying seven years you haven't been able to make anything happen. But if Craigslist was around, you definitely would have, right? So I think for- Of course, it's been super easy. Yeah, for a lot of women that were with men that were living double lives And a lot of women that had or men that were married to women that were lived. It's a good thing that Craigslist went down for those people.

It's bad for you because you haven't been able to get your fix. but I think you've gone seven years without it. I think and you're okay. So that's fine. And I think maybe you could push your girl to go a little bit more into fantasy play with you while COVID's happening and nothing's really fucking going on. Right. See, that's what I'm kind of hoping for. The COVID thing because she's working the whole work from home thing until maybe the end of the year.

So she's foot to be tied right now. And so you know how it is. You got to be in the right frame of mind to do things like that. So everything's just like everybody's life. Everything's on hold kind of right now. And yeah, we're in the twilight zone. Yeah, no, I know. The only thing I have to do is right now go feed my son.

I'm stuck with a four-year-old every day. You were all like, it's not such a sexy time, right? I mean, I don't know. Maybe some people are banging more doing things, but I think it's hard when everyone's stuck in the house with each other, right? I don't know. That's what you were trying to say. Oh, it really is. Yeah.

Yeah. But, you know, I think we're getting closer towards the end. I mean, I don't know when I'm going to air this episode. but me and you are talking in the beginning of September. I'm hoping we're a little bit past the halfway mark for this piece of shit year. Psycho phase we're in, right? Who knows? But hopefully we're getting towards the end and this could all sort of move away.

But thank you so much for calling in and telling your story. You definitely were one of those that I could just sit back and relax and listen and tell everything. I'm glad I'm airing it on my regular show because. it's much more than pantyhose. There's cross chest in there. There's bisexuality in there. There's a lot of other stuff going on. So it's going to make for a great episode.

So I'm glad we finally spoke. I mean, me and you have talked about this for a long time. Long time. Way too long. So I'm glad we finally. Yeah. When she told me she was going to go away with her boys for a few days. Yeah, it was it.

Got to get a hold of Kathy right now. Yeah. Yeah. It's awesome. All right. Thank you, Mark. That was great. Thanks so much.

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