Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 688 - Jay and his Hotwife Sheila on Cuckolding

Episode Date: September 13, 2023

Jay went from being a bull to a stag and now he’s a hardcore cuck and him and his hotwife Sheila called in to talk all about it. How and why did he decide to become cuck? How hardcore does it get for him? And, what does Sheila love most about him being a cuck? Tune in to hear all the details including how and why being a cuck was a very freeing experience and how it relived a lot of shame for him, how he decided to be open to guy on guy action and exactly what he enjoys doing with other guys, how he feels empowered while holding on to another mans c***, his experience topping a guy, the first time he sucked a d*** and how and why he loves being the clean up guy, the hot threesome him and his hotiwfe had with her ex-boyfriend and what exactly went down, the feelings of jealousy it brought up and how and why he enjoyed those feelings, how his wife’s reassurance helps him be comfortable being a duck and why it’s Important, how reclaiming sex and replaying the scenario with her ex is a big part of the turn, the parking lot sex they had recently had and how and why playing solo is still super important, how Sheila found out he was actually fantasizing about her with her ex, how she played with a couple times solo at firsts and what exactly went down, how Jay loved edging and wondering abut what was going o and why that turned her on, how she enjoyed playing with him solo and how his big c*** made her into a size queen, how and why she is so turned on when she watched Jay with other me and how it makes him more attractive to her, how and why she loves stranger sex and public nudity, the naughty massage with two bull she had and what went down, the new bull they met recently and exactly what went down during their hook up, the threesome they all had and exactly what went down plus a whole lot more. Sheila's Onlyfans account here: bit.ly/3ZhABF9 **To see anonymous pics of JAY and SHEILA plus see anonymous pics of my other female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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slash strictly anonymous podcast. Now listen, today I have on Sheila and Jay. Sheila and Jay are a hot wife, stag, cuck, bull couple. They've been on before. I've gotten both their backstory separately. I never had them on together. They wanted to come back on and talk about Jay taking his plunge more so into being a cuck. And why did he never go down that path before and what's the turn on for him and what it was like getting more into it. He talks a lot about guy on guy experiences and action that he's done and how he's totally into it now and his girl totally likes it. And then she comes on and gets really hardcore into all the scenarios they have been in recently, including the main one that got them really into realizing that Jay was a little

cock is that she got a call from her ex-boyfriend, her one ex-boyfriend with a big, dick okay that guy was always like the guy that stuck out in Jay's mind as like oh fuck him like I could never imagine you with your ex but he did start imagining her with her ex that's the story that she tells that he was secretly kind of fantasizing about that even though it was so when he was jealous of then that guy contact him they wound up getting with him and eventually they wound up taping with him so you could see her fuck her ex while he's in the room and then he reclaims her. He's really into reclaiming.

He's a cleanup guy. She loves nothing more than guy on guy action. She loves taking custom requests. One of the biggest ones is like going out in public and doing like public nudity and stuff. So she talks a little bit about that and just talks about a lot of like the hot scenarios that they've been in. Balden recently. A lot of the stuff like I said has been documented is over on their only fans. Their only fans is at Sheila exposure.

The link to their only fans will be in the description. I'm going to put Jay first and then Sheila's going to come second. Okay, so first you're going to hear from Jay talk all about how he's a cuck now and what that means to him and what he's into, including all the guy and guy action he likes. And then Sheila comes on and she really goes into detail about what she's into and the hot scenarios they've been into recently. You'll love this episode. It's super interesting. So I'm going to be right back on with Jay and Sheila. Hi, Jay.

Welcome back to the Strictly Anonymous podcast. are you today? I'm doing good. I'm doing good. Now listen, Jay, let me give you a little, let me give my listeners a little back story in which Jay you are. Because I've had a couple Js on and you've been on before and you have a very interesting story because you're Jay,

you first called in, you were like a bull, you were a fucking lot of couples and then you became a stag, right? You got a girl and then you're like wanting her to go fuck other guys and you wanted to bring bulls in. You were a professional bull. You're very good at being a bull. You have a way of being a bull.

we've had episodes where you've come on and talked about that. If people haven't heard those episodes, they should go listen to it. And then you had your girl call in Sheila. She's a hot wife. Okay, she fucks other guys. You sit back and watch after being a bull for so long. You were into that. And that's the last time I talked to you.

You were into that. Your girl also called in Sheila, talked about what she likes to do and what goes down. And now today I have on the both of you. I'm going to hear from you first. You're going to talk a little bit about the fact. that now you are a cuck, okay? And that's a little bit extreme. That's a step in a whole other direction.

And after we talk about you, is it though? Is it though? I think so if it's the true cuck, okay? Is it a true cuck? Yeah, I mean, because the truth is I was already doing things that I was like, cuckish. Remember I always said I was like a little, I was a stag, but with some cuck tendencies. But now you're, are you more extreme now?

Yeah, I think that I have been able to, like, adjust to the thought of being a cuck. Yeah, a cuck. So now the cuck is admitting he's a cuck. So you have always been a cuck maybe, but you just couldn't fucking admit it. I don't know, because you have some experiences to talk about it. And then I'm going to get your girl on. In this episode, I'm going to talk to you a little bit. And then she's going to come on and talk to me about her cuck experiences.

Because really what happened is she started to bang and. ex of hers that you really didn't like, right? Is that what it really started? Was that some part of the story that where the whole you admitting your cook starts? Yeah, for sure. 100%. The story is so complicated because you deal in with so much besides the physical act, the mental side of it, even just the sides, especially with the whole Adam 22 came

out when his wife fucked Jason Love. and I was a hot topic like a month ago and people just using the word cuck in such a bad way so it just took some time and it took some experience and then it's like and it gets to a point you're like who really cares and I'm not using it as a as an empowerment in a sense like it makes me get more into the role

listen this episode is about you talking about being a cuck and not being ashamed of it And that it's like, it's fucking okay. And that you could be out and proud. And it doesn't necessarily mean what people think. And there shouldn't be any shame around it. Yeah, 100%. You know, so besides not being ashamed of it.

Yeah. Because you also are more free or freer. So to enjoy the experience. And not hold on to like things that you grew up with, things that you say is wrong or things you may say that it's gay or bye or sissy, whatever case of being. If you like it, do it. That's all that matters.

Totally. Yeah. Yeah. But how did you get to that point? Is that something new for you or are you always that way? Yeah. I mean, I always had it. Like I said, I was a stag with some cut tendencies.

Okay, so started from when I was a bull and or even saw when I was a twin couple back when I was married and I could never fathom to like to get to the. point that I'm at right now. But being a bull and being around other cucks, I never fully understood it. I just enjoyed it because I was like, you know, have sex with the wives. I saw ask some questions. I started talking to them. Yeah. And they start sharing these stories as far as to sit here and to watch my wife be with another man. It's so exciting. And like to see her facial expression, to see her open up her legs and let another man into her. her, which is something like we was told we should never do.

And then when you get to the cuck side of it, that's the even just a stag. But when you get to the cut side of it, you start to understand the energy of a nice, size hard cock inside the cold. Okay, so I have a nice size cock, too. But to have to fill the energy of another cock is actually exciting and a little bit inviting.

You're like, I don't want to play with that. I want to see how that feels. so then you get into a role and like maybe you want to service the guy and see if that is a thing for you and then next year your wife is watching you and she's enjoying it

if not she's begging you on she's telling you to do it oh she's asking you to do it and then it just grows so yeah yeah well okay and then you're like sucking dicks is what you're saying like in front of your wife and she's into it that kind of a thing like you've crossed that line

now how do we we talked about that before yeah But not to the sense of I wanted to do it. It was more like, it's more like we talked about it. We kind of played with it. But it wasn't something like I could actually fully like kind of engage it. I think that there's still a big stigma around guy on guy action that I think it is hard to come to terms with the fact that they fucking enjoy it and want it. You know what I mean?

You get 100% or 100% like. And we got three people in the room. And for me, I just got to the point that I don't want to hold any boundaries. And the fact that my wife really enjoys it. Like, that's when her number one of her turn on seeing male on male. She just fucking loves it. Oh, that's interesting. Okay.

Yeah. I mean, she'll tell you she fucking loves it. And to be able to engage in that, especially, and I will also apologize about being a little bit too graphic here. but something empowering to hold a big cock inside your hand. I've grabbed my cock my whole life, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, and it's fun. It's fun.

It's great times. You know that cock well as both guys do. Yeah, he's your friend. Yeah. But then to grab another man's and the churking and feel him throbbing in your hand and him moaning and my wife watching me. And then we also got like a camera recording us, obviously for great content. It's kind of, it's a huge turn on.

I'm getting excited just talking about it. Now you're really falling into it and you really realize this really turns you on. Now, do you put a label to that as a label that you use cuck is the label that you use bisexual? Is there a label? So, so the only reason why I would say that I'm not bisexual is that because naturally speaking, I'm not turned on by men. I never look at a man. When you're a gym, I look at a man. And I'm like, man, I really want to hook up with that guy.

It's never a thing. I don't find men attractive. It's just the energy of the moment. And in some ways, you can almost call it pansexual, right? But I'm just not attracted to men. And also, I don't want to be penetrated either. So I haven't crossed that line. Do you think you're well?

I don't see it. I don't see the pleasure in it. Okay, you know what? Let me say it right. I can see the pleasure in it as far as from a mental aspect, having another man bend me over and top me, especially front of my wife and really getting even deeper into that cuckerel. Yeah.

I just don't physically see the pleasure. Like I have my girlfriend play with my asshole. I just don't feel good. Oh, I see what you're saying. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. Yeah, like watching videos, like it looks hot, but like, when I actually try playing with it a little bit, it just don't feel good. Now, have you ever topped a guy?

Yes, I have. Okay, and how's that for you? I mean, honestly, I did it because they really wanted it, but I'd rather be fucking his wife. But I would say there is something to be said about getting a man over and just in some ways, and I hate to say this, but in some ways, my mind. I'm thinking it taking his manhood. He's being submissive to me. Yeah, well, and that's that bull in you. I mean, you've got all sides to you.

You're just probably like very hedonistic, right? You just love fucking sex. You can see the pleasure in all of it. And you could get, you could get down in any role, which I respect. You're like into everything depending on the moment. Yeah, listen, I'm 42 years old. I've been in the game a little bit. Just holding myself back from certain pleasures and opportunities and experiences.

It's just ridiculous. Listening to what other people say, how other people judge. You get to a point in you like, you know what? You only get one life to live. Yeah. Living. But let me ask you this. Do you feel like this stuff was a little bit repressed in you because of society

and the stigma is attached and what people think? Yeah. Like if society wasn't so negative about these things, I probably tried it a long time ago. Yeah. And the fact that I was exposed to it from the, From the bull side, I had mental pictures that I could go back and look, oh, this is why he liked that. This is why he enjoy that, especially when you, like, find a woman who's, like, really into male or male, and she has a good sex drive.

She loves to be seen, and it was just like a perfect storm. To bring it out of you. Yeah, yeah. And then it's so funny because, like, when you, you're not first, suck the dick, which is always an interesting. statement for me to say. But it's so funny because the first couple times I did it and I was like, oh, okay, whatever. But now that I do it and I'm like,

you know, the best time to, I fucking love this. And it turns me on so much is when he's fucking my wife and he pulls his cock out and she like creamed all over his cup. And then I'm like, yes, put that on my mouth like now. Oh, so you're like a little clean-up guy now.

Yeah, that is actually the best. I don't know what it is. It's magnetizing just draw me into it like the cock comes out of my mouth just it's just magnet to his cock and i feel like it's just my duty i feel like it's something that i'm supposed to do and it just really gets me into the cuck row yeah and my wife fucking loves it which just makes me even more exciting it's excited yeah of course and that's probably been the driving force of really you getting more into it has been that right yeah yeah 100 i mean only that it turns on like I mean, it definitely turns on, but she's been very comforting.

She's been very, she makes me feel secure. It's never a question of my manhood or if I, how she view me as a man or anything like that. So it just makes me feel comfortable to go explore and try these things. And I honestly feel like it's a win for her, man. She gets to fuck me, which I believe she really enjoys. I hope she does. She gets to fuck other guys that she finds to be really attractive. And then she gets to see me play around with another guy, which is that's like her number one fantasy.

That's legitimately her number one fantasy, which is so interesting. So just to give you a story here, so we just came back from Vegas, right? Yeah. And we met up with a bull who was actually her ex-boyfriend. This is the guy that you used to be like not happy with because it's like a guy from her past. It was a guy that I'd be like, yo, fuck that. fuck no never really yeah um but then she showed me a picture of his cock and i was like that's actually a really nice cock i understand the good news is that he's a really complete asshole

like he's a complete narcissistic asshole so outside of his cock he's he's no value to her or us so i was like and he lives in Vegas and i was like okay all right if i can get past my jealousy I get past some mental blocks there because they did have a relationship there with him. I love you said between them. So it's not just like a fuck thing, like a random fuck. But the fact that he has a nice cock and he knows how to fuck her. Yeah.

So then I was like, all right, fuck it, let's do it. So what happened was she met with him a couple times. And to be honest with you, it was a cool situation only because of the fact I was able to stay home and visualize. a little bit of what I think was happening. And I go into this realm where I like, I edge and I could do it for hours. And then I could just play into my fantasy and over and over. And to that's a point that I'm like, you know what?

Let's do it through something. I actually want to be there and see it, which was a lot. And that's what happened. So she met with him solo a couple times before. You like that, right? That's the new cuck in you, correct? Right, right. Yeah. And I'm actually kind of shocked about that,

the shock that I would actually enjoy that or even be secure enough. But I was fine with it because of the fact that I knew he was an asshole. Right, right. No, I know you put that in the email. I'm going to get those two solo stories from her because she's really good at detail. So she's going to give me those hot, two hot solo stories, right? We'll get those to it. But then you could just tell me about you had a threesome with him, right?

Yeah. It was honestly, it's something. the hottest content we have created and we obviously have it on our only fans page and I go back and watch it and I'm not so jerk off to it like he has beautiful cock nice and smooth nice and hard and she knows what she's doing

with it because obviously she fucked him a million times so the fuck session was incredibly hot and weird enough he was really open to some cut play which I was surprised about that He was.

Yeah. He had never done it before. Was he ever with a guy or had any guy on guy action? Not for my knowledge. Unless he was lying to me. I felt like he was in the position I was in five, seven years ago. Like, what? I'm going to play with this couple and be going to try some cut things.

And then although he was a little bit different, he wasn't like asking questions like the way I did. So I don't know how good. curious he really was. But he seemed like he enjoyed it, especially when we got a really hot video when he was fucking hot doggy, and I was like underneath them in a

fuck-licking position, and I was like licking her clit and his cock, and he seemed to really enjoy that. I mean, that's what made him come. And he like cream pie the hell out of her. And she was already over my face, so she just out of my face and I just cleaned her up.

Were there any kind of emotional stuff afterwards for you? at all. No, because his attitude was like, he just had this very, he had his attitude that like, it was annoying. It's outside of the sex, he's annoying. And not even just to me, but just to my ex. She's like, I see why that we broke up. The way he came in and then the way he left, it just kind of sucks that we propped him up and gave him all his praise because of his cock, but you just can't hate. Like, you could be an asshole and be really great or something. So we had to give him his props. He had a big cock. Nice.

cock, he fucked a well. We had to give him his props on that. And he was actually open to me indulging of my cuck fantasies. And there's no bigger cuck fantasy than seeing your wife fuck her ex-boyfriend. Right. That's a part of the cuck thing,

right? Because it is someone that she liked. There is emotional baggage attached to it, right? It's a little bit deeper. There's a little bit of jealousy there. That's a part of it for the cuck, right? Yes, there's like a lot of jealousy. a lot of jealousy

because it's moments like, there's moments you're sitting there and you're like, what the fuck? What am I doing? You do have you what the fuck moments.

But then you're like, but then she'll call me over and start kissing me. And that helps me calm down. I'm seeing her ride him and she's like really enjoying it, like facial expressions. And he's like going deeper and I'm like,

damn, she's taking all of his cock, which is kind of impressive. Like I said, I have a big cop with this level. He's next level. And so seeing her ride him and seeing her facial expression, I'm like, fuck.

She kind of don't make those faces when I'm fucking. I'm not too sure if that's true, but it makes me think that. But then she would call me over and just start kissing me and let me know I still love you. But you do like a little bit of that insecurity. She pulls you in then and gives you that confidence to make it not totally real life.

I don't fucking give a fuck about you, You like a little bit feeling that way. That is the cuck in you. Yeah, 100%. That jealousy actually manifests into like excitements and turn on. Exactly. I mean, that's a big thing about being a cuck. For me, I think if I ever got to a point that I'm not jealous anymore,

then I feel like I'm losing the passion for my wife. Oh yeah, fuck anybody. Fuck him. I don't go fuck. Right. You still my wife. I still love you. I still cherish you.

I know people may not understand it, but we still have an honest system to our bond. But on the same token, we do got these kinks. So I think that jealousy means a lot. And I don't think it's ever going to go away. But you know how to harness it. I think there's a lot of jealous people out there. They're like, how could it be jealous and turned on at the same time? I mean, what I think it is, and I learned this through doing my show

and talking to a lot of people who were very jealous and then started getting into being into the cuckold lifestyle and realize it's like a switch of the energy. That energy is still there, but you're just taking it and putting it someplace else. And I think what a great thing to do. It's better than being fucking jealous in your head. Do you know what I mean? Yeah. Yeah, 100%. It's like in something negative and switching into something positive. Totally. Yeah. Yeah, you could be jealous in your head. And then doctor just erode your relationship. Totally. And we flip it. We actually make it super. exciting. So it kind of really helps our relationship. Plus, on the same token, my wife does a really good job in reassuring me. She understands like sex is sex love is different. And some women can't separate it.

Fortunately for me, my wife can. And she understands she has a really great man. Like I said, if anybody want to want to go check, they could go look at my Twitter account. They can go look at the only fan page. I have a good cop. Now, I'm a physical specimen. I'm in shape. I'm athletic. And I post all fuck videos. So do you understand? I'm not just some sissy little dick person, which, hey, if you all that person, because they're awesome cucks. That's the role.

And that's perfect and fine. You played however you like. But for me, I think I feel better with the fact that I know that I could please my woman. And she doesn't need this. We just have it because it's fun. Yeah. And then we could jump into other things. Last weekend, her and I had sex in a parking garage, which was a,

Actually, really excited. I thought at first I was going to do it for content. And it is just public. Oh, because you're taping that. You taped it. Yeah. Yeah. We had the camera set up.

We found a perfect spot. It was very secluded. But it still had a threat of being caught. Yeah, yeah. Okay. I got it. Yeah. And we recorded a whole like 20 minute session.

But like the cool thing is to go from a cut play to like her and I just being a venture is just her or not. Yeah. Actually enjoying each other presence. So we make sure we solidify our own relationship and not just I'll do fucking a bunch of guys. Right, because you're so tired from creating content and fucking other guys. I'm going to promote your only fans for you guys, like I said on your thing. But let's talk to her.

Okay, cool. Okay. All right. Bye. Okay. Hi, Sheila. Listen, you are coming on. We decided to do half your guy, half you, because I've already got your guy's backstory, right?

this is just a conversation getting more into the cuck, hot wife, whole dynamics, since you guys are pretty much professionals at this point. You know what I mean? He just explained that you guys got into fucking your ex-boyfriend, and I know you were the one that reached out and told me that this is like how things started to go down more so the cuck route. Do you want to talk about it from your experience of how you got in touch with your ex, douchebag? I mean, Jay described him as an asshole out of the bedroom, but you guys kind of used him for his big cock. Yeah, yeah, he's difficult in the sense of like when we first started playing, we ended poorly and didn't talk for almost a year. And then I feel like he just randomly reached out to me and was like, hey, how are you doing? And I was like, this is weird.

And it was great because me and Jay in the bedroom in our fantasy world before this even happened, he actually confessed to me that he's, that he's, he was fantasizing about my ex and that we would use him in our cuck play fantasy while we were just having vanilla sex and kind of playing into that and it took him a while he's i had been thinking about this for a long time but it was worried that you might not like it and then i was actually having the same thoughts but didn't want to cross a line this is an ex this isn't like a bpc that we found just to use and so we both got on the same page and played with it and then randomly he texts me. I was like, hey. And so I was very up front. And I just was like, and I knew that he had some experience in the lifestyle a little bit. He's very mysterious, doesn't share a lot of information.

So I don't know exactly what his experience was. So when he opened that door, I was like, well, this is the opportunity. So I just kind of laid our cars on the table. And I was like, hey, I'm in a loving, committing relationship. I'm allowed to play. Would you be open to playing? And he had so many questions. Of course. Yeah, it was a tough conversation. And we all were on the phone at one point. And he asked all his questions. Are you sure that you guys are okay with this? I want to make sure all the parties involved are okay. So he wanted to talk with Jay. And ultimately, he was not okay with Jay being there at all. He was like, we can have sex. We can do our own thing, but no video, no photography, no nothing. Oh, interesting. Yeah. And Jay had a really hard time with that because

going from hot wifing, being in the room, being like male, female, male, it was an incredible big change for him. And I think for him at that time, it was hard. And then ultimately, after doing it, Now he's, that's all I want to do. I want to be, I don't even want to be in the room. I want to be at home edging and not worried about taking pictures or photography or getting the video, getting the right angle and then having to perform. So it really has morphed our relationship as a hot wife. He's always, do I have to be there? Could you just play? But it was a tough scenario that first time because he was at work and I was texting him a lot, but he couldn't really communicate. And he obviously couldn't edge. So the timing was tough for him. And I ended up playing really late and ended up coming home later than anticipated. And he was still really uncomfortable with talking about it over the phone for some reason. I'd call him immediately after. I want to give him all the details.

And he was still dealing with some of that shame that Cucks deal with. Like, why do I like this? Should I be enjoying this? Oh, my gosh, did I make the wrong decision? Is she going to go back to her ex? That tension really was tough for him. But when we finally got to reconnect that first time, he was anticipating, and this is why we call him kind of an asshole, we were anticipating that we would get at least one photo, something, because that's what he had promised us. He's, well, I'll take some photos.

And throughout the whole play session, I would ask, I was like, this would be a hot photo. This would be a hot photo. And he'd be like, no, not right now. No, not right now. And by the end of our play session, I was like, are we going to take a photo? He's fine. And he took a really terrible low lit photo. And so when I finally got home and I told him, this was the only thing I got.

He was like so sad. He was like so let down that it almost ruined the play session for us. Yeah, I'd be pissed. Yeah, it was very infuriating for him. So, but we ended up playing again. He came into town again. And things did get a little bit better. I think he knew what to anticipate and he was more okay with not having pictures and

not having video. And we had lots of text messages and I would give him, I would write out exactly in detail as soon as I left the house through text. So I wouldn't forget any of the details. And we have those text messages on our only fans, which tons of people have loved reading, not only in my conversation with my ex and us leading up to it. And then my conversation with Jay about. what it was like to play with him since we didn't get the pictures and videos from it.

But it's been an experience for me, definitely. I have, this is an X that we have always had amazing sex. Because he has a big cock. It's just, I've never had a cock like this. Because it's so big. It's a size. Yeah. And it hits like these different spots.

And he doesn't have to be like super, super hard. It just feels just like amazing. I mean, I have never had an orgasm with any of our bowls, and I feel like I've had multiple orgasms with him. Finally. Yeah. I'm sorry, but I'm an orgasm girl, and everyone's always like, oh, it doesn't matter if you have an orgasm. But for me, it does. So I'm, like, fucking happy that you're having orgasms now.

What's the point? Yes. And I think even now with Jay, for some reason, my pussy has just changed recently where, I mean, I want more. I want bigger. I want deeper. I'm like, that is a spot. And I always, we had this code word. So when we're having sex, and I'm like, this is what it feels like when my ex sucks me.

And so I'm like, don't move, do more of that. And so that way he knows that's the spot. Keep doing that. So it's been quite the experience. Because I thought when I first met my ex, I saw the size and I was like, there's no way. I was like, this isn't going to work. Like how it's, I'm assuming like when you say it's so big, is it like the width or the length or both and all the above? I would say both.

Yeah, definitely. It takes a while to warm up, and I'm like, just a few inches and then a few more. And then for some reason, it just relaxes. And I mean, I see some of these videos of women that are taking like a foot and a half. Yeah, yeah. Yeah. It's amazing what the human body can do. Yeah, well, they can have a baby.

Yeah, exactly. That's amazing too. Yeah. Well, there you go. It's made to stretch. So keep going. Sorry. Yeah.

Yeah, so we had that first play session and it was kind of tough on him. And I think we took some time to really play with that kink. And I mean, it wasn't that great that night and that reconnection was really tough for him. But that next week, he moved past it so quickly and he was like, when are you going to play again? I was like, you want me to play again? And he's like, can you do it? He was like addicted. It was the ultimate cuck fantasy because not only are you trusting me with an ex, but he's like,

way bigger than you. I really love his cock. Like he was like, it was hitting all of the jealousy points for him where he was like level 10. He's, I've never experienced this at all. So he was like ready for me to play as soon as possible. So we did. Plus he was shafted last time.

I know. He just settled and was like, okay, this is what it is. We're not going to get pictures. We're not going to get video. I'm not going to be able to be there. And he was okay with that. He just had to put it in his mind. mind and he was just hot. And he really told me the details he wanted because I really want you to wear

panties. Like I oftentimes don't wear them. He's, I want you to put them on immediately after you have sex with him. And I want you to come home with those wet panties and I want to feel them. And so that was his biggest request. And so still to this day, one of his, he would like wrote me the other day, my top five memories of being a cook and you being a hot wife. And that's the number one fantasy. Coming home with the dirty soil panties, naughty. Mm-hmm. Yeah. He's like every guy's dream. Yep, walking through that door, and he was sitting on the couch, and I just spread my legs in his skirt, and he like slid his hand on my thigh and to it, and it was like warm and wet, and he didn't even have to do anything sexual. He was, like,

just knowing that I had my axis cock in me, like, less than 10 minutes ago, and that his cum is, like dripping out of me and he like pulled the panties to the side and he got his tongue in there and we're just like standing in the living room and it was just so hot it's one of my favorite i mean that's why i love being a hot wife is because of the reconnection like that intensity that desire that your partner wants you on this level that like it's not just a regular play session it's not just a regular us having sex and getting into our king he has such a strong desire to have me again and reclaim me and be like, no, you're fucking mine that I'm like, hell yeah.

So that's why I love the hot wiping because of the dynamics that it creates. I mean, it can be fun to obviously play with new partners and new dick energy. And they always do something new and different ass grabbing. They grab my ass very differently or they spake me differently. That creates like a sensation that I'm not used to with my partner. But what about the whole guy and guy action? because he really focused a lot on the fact that he's really into that and more okay with it, especially because it's such a huge turn on for you.

Because eventually he joins you in this guy, correct? Yes, he does. It was so hot. We haven't had a bowl that was okay with this since the first time we ever played. And it was always my fantasy. It's probably the number one video that I go back to. and it's not something that we post a lot. If people, like, message us on OnlyFans.

We'll share it, like, very privately. And we don't have a ton of video, but it's some of the things that I go back to and watch while I masturbate. Because I just think it's incredibly sexy for us to share his cock, like, in a different kind of way. Like, I would put my lips around his cock. And then he comes in and he puts his mouth on it, and then I put my mouth on it.

And it's just, it's so incredibly to be so connected and so sensual with each other while we're like loving on another BBC and also just being fucked by my by Jay and then having him suck my BBC off. So I get to enjoy having this BBC and also watch visually because I love male on male action. It is incredibly hot. I think because there is a huge submissiveness to it where I know he's doing this for me. That I'm like, I'm in. control and I've done a little Fem Dom, which my ex has really loved, like, choking with my feet and putting my hands around him and using the verbal, like, you're mine and you're going to listen to me.

I control when you come. Like, you better not. Like, very soft play, but I was like, this is hot. I can see why people love. Women love to begin that dominating role and playing it in my own way where I'm not super dominant and not super like sissy play like using names but using it in a like a kind loving dominating way

and it doesn't make you see which I think is every guy's fear or sometimes what women might believe would be autopilot for them which is you see your guy with another guy and then that kind of they lose some sort of

masculinity because of what you saw I mean? Yeah there is definitely a lot of that we've curiously asked a lot of people about questions. And even in black culture, we've talked about this, that even talking to black women, I've asked a question, well, if a man has ever been, ever had any kind of male-on-male contact, they were like, no, they're gay forever. And I was like, you couldn't even date them? And you're like, no. And I was like, why? That makes no sense to me. Yeah. Like, I find it like a turn on. It's so sexy. I'm like, you're more attractive because

you are open to every experience and it doesn't make you gay. It's just about pleasing your partner. Yeah, that whole thing is a stigma and that is just something that's put on people from society. I don't think that we're born thinking that. And then I just think that's something like I said that's out there in society. You're younger than Jay, right? Yeah, a couple years. Oh, just a couple of years.

But I mean, I just think the younger you get, the more that stigma I think doesn't come into play. but like you said it's still very hardcore in certain communities in certain places and it is still not even accepted in the swingers world i mean can you fucking believe like these are supposed to be the most open people yet guy on guy action even in that world still has a stigma a stink to it you know what i mean a stigma attached to it and there's plenty of girls that dig it yeah i think women are afraid to say that but i know a ton of of women that love to watch gay porn. It's their go-to. They love watching it. And I love anal. So anything to do with anal, I'm like, yeah, put it on. And also the male voice, too. I mean, when you're watching regular porn, usually the woman's very dominant and very auditory and loud. And I was, I'm like, just mute it. I was like, so I want a whole room full of men, which is why I love to watch gang bang porn, which is why we thought about doing the gang bang, because having all the men in the

room, like talking and I don't even care that it's degrading. That's one of my favorite parts about when we played with my ex in Vegas is his verbal. I remember the lines that he said to me and he's like, hey, like, Jay, do you want to take a turn? And I'm just like, oh my God, if I could just say more and more about that. Because the idea of being shared, one of our first play sessions, I remember then I'm like in Doggy and Jay is going in and then out and then my bowl is going in and then out and they're like going back and forth, just getting two, three strokes, two, three strokes. And I'm just like not knowing who's inside of me. Oh, wow.

Yeah, knowing that it's like a different person. Yeah, it's hot. It's one of my hottest fantasies. Yeah, you're going to wind up doing a gangbang one day because imagine that times seven or nine. You know what I mean? I know. It's so sexy to me to be blindfolded and not know who it is and just create your own fantasy and not worry about what you are doing to engage.

You just get to enjoy it. We've also had fantasies because we played in San Francisco at one of their swinger clubs. And that's when I came up with this fantasy. I was like, it would be so hot if I was like face down on the bed and you just called over whoever was watching us. And you just like let him fuck me and you just somehow sneak down underneath me. And all of a sudden I'm like, wait, who's fucking me? Because you're here. Who's that?

Yeah, yeah. It's like stranger sex. Yes, yes. And I think pairing up two things that I love, which is like massage porn with gay porn and black, all black BBCs that are super muscular to guys that you don't know and you pay for a very regular massage. Yeah. And then slowly they kind of like edge towards the pussy kind of getting a little bit more

inappropriate. They're massaging the booty. And then you can see their dick is getting hard and then rubbed up against you. And you're not, it's like that you don't know what you should do next. It's like that anxiety that it creates. Oh, like, happening? Am I imagining their hard dick? And then at some point it like crosses the line and you're like starting to get so wet.

And then they start to like really get. They definitely have crossed the line. You're like, oh, okay, here we are. Like if you get to fully enjoy it, they take their clothes off. They're oiled up. I'm oiled out. They're massaging me with like their bodies. I have a dick in my mouth, a dick in my pussy. And we have done that with one of our bowls. We did a massage day where they both rub me down and did the oils and led to a hot wife like sharing session that we have on our only fans page.

Oh, you do? Perfect. And you know, we ask all the time we do polls and we're like, hey, what do you want to see more of? Because I've been doing lots of different things like naked yoga. I work out naked. and studio myself, I do naked cooking and they love public nudity. So I always find like a new location once a week, whether it be like Trader Joe's parking lot or the gas station where I just lift up my top and I show them like there's a bunch of cars around. The parking garage was the most recent one that was like very risky. There was multiple people walking down to their cars. We were in like a hotel parking garage. We were coming in and out and we like pause multiple times and like duck down.

Oh my goodness. And you're taping all this. And that's all the content that people could find over on your OnlyFans, right? Yes, yes. And we had a 32-minute pay-per-view on OnlyFans that we just put together and released. We finally found a local bill. We have been looking for this since we started playing, you know, two years ago. He is a BBC.

He is bigger than Jay is, which is probably the first time we've had such a big bowl. And we've been trying to hook up. we can know how the lifestyle goes. It's like, ah, timing and things that. But he's been very receptive. We went out on a date, just me and him probably over six weeks ago. And then our timeline didn't match up, but we've been texting and sexting. And he is super enthralled with me. He wakes up every morning. He's like, good morning, sexy. And so it's nice to kind of have that, almost like that second boyfriend, I guess we would call it. We tease with that kind of verbage. I remember I sent him one of my favorite videos with an old bull. He like oiled up my ass with like coconut oil and we did

reverse cowgirl and he got some of the best footage of my ass I have ever seen and it's one of my favorites and this new local bowl was like reverse cowgirl is his favorite. So I sent him at video and he said he had watched it over and had come over and over even before we played. So I was like, this is going to be good. I feel like we had a lot of like foreplay. He's a great listener, asked great questions, everything we really want in a bowl. And most of our bowls so far haven't been super open to mail-on-mail contacts. And he was like very open.

He's like, yeah, whatever you're comfortable with. I mean, I don't want to be penetrated. But besides that, we're good. Which is great for Jay because, you know, when people are a little hesitant, I think that Jay is more hesitant. He's like, well, I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable and like, ruin the vibe, or ruin the moment. So it was great to have that energy and know that we could do whatever we wanted. So we get the hotel room.

Jay goes down and gets him. We have this nice spread and we just like kind of reconnect and talk a little bit at the beginning. You know, just it's slow and very essential, something that our local bull has talked about. He's been in the lifestyle for more than eight years and he just kind of got tired of it. and he loves that slow and sensual and kissing. He doesn't want to just come in and just fuck and leave. So we like undress each other. We like lay on the bed.

We caress. Jay's got the camera. He's enjoying watching us. And he goes down on me and probably one of the basketball experiences with eating my pussy. His lips are so soft and he's so gentle. He listened to all of the cues that I had given him before. And he hit the mark. like it was very enjoyable.

And of course, Jay comes over and he, you know, he's super hard and I get to play with him while I'm getting my pussy now and having both all four hands, like harassing my body. I was in heaven. And then, of course, I want to like definitely please him. And he is such a big cock. It's really hard to fit the whole thing in my mouth. Yeah. And then Jay is behind me.

And so I'm on top of him. and the bulls laying on the bed and then Jay is licking me from behind. So tons of like amazing like three ways. Probably some of my favorite having two men like please me in whatever way that I really love and even just sandwiched between them. Yeah. And so Jay ends up guiding his cock inside of me, which is incredibly hot because I can see it. And he teases the opening.

He listens to every detail. My pussy takes a little bit longer to warm up and to stretch it before I can fully be able to take a huge cock. And if not, like, it's difficult. So over the years, now being in my 30s, like, I understand more of my body and how much time I really need to warm up. So I told him that from the beginning. And he listened perfectly. I didn't have to say a thing during sex. He took his time.

He teased me to the point where I'm like, oh, my God, I can't fucking wait to have this whole cock inside. of me. And then Jay did something he's never done before. So the bowl is on top. I'm on my back. And Jay actually plays on my ass. He has a finger going in and out of my ass, which I love my ass plays with during sex. And usually that's what makes me come. So he had great footage of this too, of him like going down behind the bull. And I was like in heaven on cloud nine. And Jay loves to film my face. So he's like got the camera on both sides showing every angle. and then just me enjoying it. I always love to finish on top.

I love to be the one in control to make my bowl come, to be the one that, like, you know, has all of the moves. I know everything I am doing is what is producing his orgasm. It gives me so much control and so much enjoyment. And so this is our first time playing. And so he didn't know if he could come inside or outside. We haven't really, like, discussed that.

Because we always go bareback. I do not like condom. And I also think the cum shot and the whole cleanup is just way sexier when you actually have the cum. And your guy likes, your guy did tell me he's the cleanup guy now. So he's into it. Yes, he's very into it. It likes me to kind of ask him to or tell him to because he's like, I'm do it like on my own. But if you request it, he does.

And so I'm on top. And he ends up pulling out because he wasn't sure if he could. And then Jay quickly like grabs his dick. and starts like jacking him off as he's like coming. And he is such a big comer. I probably never seen somebody come this much. And it's incredibly sexy Jake and sit on camera, which is fun to watch later because as the positioning,

I'm in, I miss half of the things, you know, you don't visually get to see as much being the female. So I love watching these videos over and over. The male-on-mail contact is everything for me. And that's probably the best feedback that we've gotten on Twitter. and only fans, people just love to see that because they don't get to see it as often,

especially male on male and black on black. Yeah, because of like we talked about because of that stigma, right? So give out all your shout out, Sheila. This is a great, I think this is a great interesting episode for you and your guy. I mean, you guys have been on before. I'll definitely tell people in my intro like the episodes, the numbers of your older episodes, because if someone's a new listener and they want to hear your guy's backstory and stuff,

which are super interesting. I'll give those episodes out. But give your shout-out to your OnlyFans. And I'll definitely give a shout-out in the intro, and it will be in the description. So people could go see these hot scenarios that you talked about on your OnlyFans. Yeah.

No. So at Sheila Exposure on OnlyFans. We're also on Twitter, which is a great place to see what we're going to do next. That's also at Sheila Exposure. And please come check us out, because we absolutely love to have feedback. We'd love to send out I do freebies all the time for anybody that has their auto renew on.

So we send out little one minute videos, free pictures every month to show our fans that we really appreciate them. And we love to hear feedback. If you want to see more of something, you just let me know and we make it happen. Yeah, that's awesome. So you guys like do custom things. So if someone's into, and listen, you're white, right? Your guy's black. So it's interracial too, which I think sometimes it could be interesting for someone if that's like their specific kink.

and the fact that you do customs and stuff, like what a great deal. Yes, awesome. Thank you so much. Yeah, do me a favor. Go into my Discord. I mean, you guys have been on before. I mean, there's over 1,000 people in there now.

So I don't know if you've been on there lately or whatever, but when your episode airs, it will soon, like on a Friday probably. I'll let you know. Go in there and give them a freebie or do a poll or something and give them like a video. Promote over there if you can. Sure. Yeah, introduce yourself so people know. Like I said, there's a lot of new people on there.

I never go on there. So if you guys were on there every single day promoting, I wouldn't know. You know what I mean? So I don't know if you've been on there or not. But there's literally like over a thousand people on there now. So it's a good place to go over and also promote there too. Okay, sounds great. Thank you so much.

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