Strictly Anonymous Confessions - 776 - Brian is a Straight, Married Guy who Hooks Up with Guys on the Side

Episode Date: February 28, 2024

Brian is married but he can’t stop hooking up with guys on the side and he called in to talk all about it. When did he realize he was into guys? When did he start hooking up with guys? And, what does he enjoy doing with them when they hook up? Tune in to hear all the details including how as teenager he saw a d*** in magazine and it triggered his fascination, the d*** collages he made and why he made it, how he posted ads online and looking for guys to hook up with, the trucker he met up with and exactly what went down, the gay couple he hooked up with and what went down with them, his gloryhole experiences he had, the solo anal play he got into when he was younger and how that led to him being into huge insertions, how he could suck his own d*** when he was younger, his first anal experience as a bottom and why it wasn’t that great, where he meet guys now to hook up with, the black book he keeps and why, how cheats on his current wife with guys and feels bad about it but can’t stop, how he got caught with first wife and how he convinced her into pegging him as well as seeing him with a guy and why it never happened, how he enjoys being with guys solo better than with someone, how he set up gloryhole in his apt, how many guys showed up and what actually went down, the demographics of the guys he hooks up with, the guy he hooked up with in his office and what went down plus a whole lot more. **To see anonymous pics BRIAN'S BLACK BOOK plus see pics of my female guests + hear anonymous confessions + get all the episodes early and AD FREE, join my Patreon! It's only $7 a month and you can cancel at any time. You can sign up here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/StrictlyAnonymousPodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and when you join, I'll throw in a complimentary link to my private Discord! MY BOOK IS NOW OUT FOR PRE-ORDER!!!! Strictly Anonymous Confessions: Secret Sex Lives of Total Strangers. A bunch of short, super sexy, TRUE stories. GET YOUR COPY NOW: https://amzn.to/4i7hBCd To Join SDC and get a FREE Trial! click here: https://www.sdc.com/?ref=37712 or go to SDC.com and use my code 37712 Want to be on the show? Email me at [e-mail] or go to http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com and click on "Be on the Show" Have something quick you want to confesss while remaining anonymous? Call the CONFESSIONS hotline at 347-420-3579. You can call 24/7. All voices are changed. Sponsors: https://bluechew.com Get your first month FREE! https://butterwellness.com/ Try the Butter Wellness perineum massager and use code STRICTLY for 20% off your entire order Follow me! Instagram https://www.instagram.com/strictanonymous/ Twitter https://twitter.com/strictanonymous?lang=en Website http://www.strictlyanonymouspodcast.com/ Everything else https://linktr.ee/Strictlyanonymouspodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Now listen, all of the links and the number to the confessions hotline is in the description. So today I have on Brian, another guy, not by. He's only into dicks. He's so into dicks when he was little. And he realized he was into them because he saw one, like the most beautiful one he's ever seen in a magazine and he got obsessed with. Dicks. He started like making Dick collages. Oh my God, seriously. And then I have to tell you, like he tells me his whole life story and it's super interesting and I'll give a little summary of it.

But towards the end of the episode, he says, oh, I forgot one other thing I used to do when I was little. And it's like the craziest thing I've ever heard and it has to do with ice cubes, okay, and come. So make sure that you don't hang up towards the end and you feel like I'm wrapping it up because there is one little tidbit of his story that's super interesting that he would made it all the way into the end after I almost said goodbye to him. So you want to hear that. But he does talk about, like I said, seeing that cock in a magazine and being obsessed with it and then realizing he was very into Dick. He's always been very into women too. He didn't lose his virginity until way later, but he was always seeing women and dating women.

He eventually married two different women. He's got a wife now and he had an ex-wife that he talks about. But he was always seeing guys also on the side. His first wife, he got to the point where his first wife kind of knew when they wound up trying to huck up with a guy and things didn't kind of work out. But he's one of those guys that says that he prefers it to be something that he does solo. There's something about his wife knowing that doesn't make it as exciting as when he does it alone. Unfortunately, I've heard that before. But anyway, he talks about his childhood. When he saw that dick, he also used to be able to suck his own dick. Okay. And he started to experiment with a lot of anal play on himself when he was home.

He got to a point where he could insert very large things. That's when he talks about the fact that he could blow himself and he would be blowing himself and sticking shit up his ass at the same time. And then eventually when he got a little older, he started to go out and start meeting up with guys. He's one of those guys where he just wants to go and suck a dick. He just want to get his dick sucked by other guys. He did bottom with a guy once and he talks about that experience. He does talk about where he would go in the beginning to meet guys, all of his guy on guy experiences.

He's been there, done that. He keeps a little black book. He's going to send me picks his little black book. I have that over on Patreon. It's coded for all of his experiences. He's kept that black book since he's younger. But he's just been blowing guys ever since. He once set up a glory hole where he had four or five guys come the whole weekend.

He talks about that. He talks about all the cheating that he's done on the DL behind his first. wipes back he did get caught once by her he talks about that he has wanted to stop what he what he does he says that you know when he's done he always sort of feels guilty and bad about it but a couple months goes by and he always gets the urge again and he just can't stop sucking dick and he talks all about it uh like i said at the end he does bring up in this little side note about and Ice Cube. So you got to listen to that. That's for the end. If you want to see picks of his black book and as well as talk to him over on my Discord, he's going to be over there. His name is

Brian. If you want to talk to him, go to Patreon. Patreon.com slash strictly anonymous podcast. He'll be on my Discord. And I'll have picks of his book. Anyway, I'm going to be right back on with Brian. Hi, Brian. Welcome to the Strictly Anonymous Podcast. How are you today? I'm doing well. Thank you for having me on. Thanks for calling in. You're like one of these guys that people don't think exists, but they exist. Let me tell you. And I know they exist, but I feel like a lot of women don't know they exist. And a lot of women might be married to a guy like this. There are a lot of guys out there that are, you know, having guy on guy action. And no one's really talking about it. There was a point at some time, like at some point, you were married and you were still hooking up with guys.

You do hook up with guys on the side. You don't consider yourself by. We'll get into all. of that. Are you still married now, though, Brian? I'm a little confused. Yeah, well, I'm on my second marriage now. Okay. Okay. Okay. So you did a lot of the stuff, though, behind the first wife's back, because I know there was something like on a wedding anniversary or something. Do you still do guy and guy stuff on the deal behind this wife's back? Yeah, that's a yes. I'm trying. That's a yes. Not having good luck. Yeah, that little laugh. That was like, yeah. Okay, Brian, let's go all the way back. When did you first realized that you were into guys or had your first experience? I don't know which came first. Yeah. So I was a teenager and I just watched some porn and and then one day I don't know what it was.

I was looking through a magazine and there was just this guy posing and I didn't find him attractive per se but there was just something I was just drawn to his dick. He had a really nice dick. That's why I was in the magazine. And I was like, man, I'd love to feel it and something I just wanted to, I thought about what would it be like to suck on it. Yeah. And that just triggered something in me. And then it's going to sound kind of weird and stalkerish or something, but what I would do is I would then take magazines and I would just cut out the pictures of just the dicks. And I I made like a collage. A montage.

Yeah, yeah, exactly. And I put it in a binder. Oh, my God. And it was just a binder of dick pics. Oh, my God. If your mother ever found that binder. Oh, I know. And that was the problem.

My mother was very nosy. Oh, no. So I had to, I mean, she caught me jerking off once. There's nothing worse than a nosy mom. You know what I mean? Oh, my God. Yeah. Yeah.

It used to piss me off. Yeah. But she never found, she never found your mom. montage of dicks. Where did you hide that? I just had a bunch of shit in my closet and so I buried it way far in the back. So if I knew she went digging around, it would be obvious because I knew how things were placed. Do you still have that montage collage? Oh my God. I would love to see a picture of it. So wait, you would just cut out like the dicks and you just put like how many dicks were on in that collage about? Do you have any idea? Was it 20 or 5 or 100? Oh, at least 100. Oh, my God. It was page at your page. Oh, it wasn't just like one collage.

It was like literally like a whole album full. Yes. Of dick picks. Of dick picks. You got a little obsessive there. I did. Yeah, I did. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. So I had that. I was a virgin until I was about 20. I was super shy. And so I never, I honestly, I never even. kissed a girl until it was like 20. Wait a second.

You never went to a party where you like had no friends? What about those parties in seventh and eighth grade where you play spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven and run catch kiss? Like you never went to any of those? No, I was not one of the cool kids. No. Oh my God. Yeah. I was an only child.

I had friends, but we were all kind of, we weren't like the popular kids. And you didn't have parties like that? No, no, no. Interesting. Okay, so 20 years old, you haven't even kissed a girl. Let me ask you a quick question, though, and I remember exactly where we're at. Like, the fact that you're cutting out dick picks and you're like, have this little fascination, were you confused about your sexuality at all during that time? No, I wasn't, I didn't think so. I was not, which you've heard on your show many times and listened to your show all the time. I was not attracted to men at all. And still not. But there was just something about a dick. A nice, nicely shaped cock that turned me on. I wanted to play with it, suck it. So, yeah, but I know I was super attracted to girls.

I love girls. My whole bedroom was covered in girl posters. Oh, okay. I love women. Yeah, women. I knew what it was. That's cool. How old are you, Brian?

Now? I'm in my late 40s. Okay, cool. So now you're 20. Who do you lose your virginity to first? A girl or a guy? Yeah, so I'm 20. I move away from home.

And I start, I start dating girls. So I lost my virginity to a girl. And it was typical losing a virginity. It wasn't very good. And it was awkward and that kind of stuff. And then I think it was just a couple of months after that, I had my, I sucked my first dick. And so this is, we're talking mid-90s now.

And in the mid-90s, the way I had to find a guy to give a blowjob to was that, So at the porn shop, there was like this newspaper type of thing called Mail Call. It was like M-A-L-E call. And there was ads in the back. So I would go on there and that's how you hooked up. So the first guy, and looking back at it, I feel stupid for doing this. And I would not do this now. But the first guy was a truck driver, which for me now is a red flag because truck driver is.

truck drivers are they kind of tend to not be the safest people mess around with as they're driving all around they're hooking up at truck stops. Oh really? Like they carry a lot of STDs is what you're trying to say? Yes. Yes. Is that a thing? No offense to truck drivers. No, you are. Let me tell you, I get emails from my truck. I love my truckers. Okay. I got a, I don't know, truckers write into me because I have a lot of truckers listening. They always write it and tell me I keep them company on their long journey. So I don't want to say anything bad about truckers. I didn't really realize if that's like a thing about them that people say or is like a stereotype? Yeah, it is a stereotype and I've had experience.

I know truck drivers and they told me stories. Oh, okay, okay. Did you ever get anything from a trucker? No, no. So as far as I know, this was the only truck driver I messed around with. Okay. So the part where I look back at it now and I feel stupid was he's like, okay, well, let's get in my pickup and we're going to drive to a secluded area. I'm 20 years old. Oh my God.

You should be more worried about being murdered. That's what I thought you were saying about. Yeah. Well, no, that's why it felt stupid. Oh, okay. Yeah, yeah. Because I mean like, because I could have been murdered.

Yeah. Yeah. Chopped up in little bits right now. Totally. Yeah. First, well, he'd first make, you definitely have to blow him first. And then maybe you'd get fucked in the ass and then you'd be chopped up. There'd definitely be sex first, probably.

No offense. So I get in this truck, we go to the secluded area. And he told me he's nine inches. Now, I've done construction. I know what legit nine inches is when people say, oh, I'm this or on that. They're usually wrong. Oh, my God.

You, especially with the montage and fascination with just dick. You're like a connoisseur. Yeah. Yeah, because I know how I've measured mine. I know what mine is. So I know I can compare. and I told him he's going to have to wear a condom, which he wasn't happy about, but there's no way I was putting a truck driver dick in my mouth for the first time without a condom.

I was just too nervous. So he agreed. And he was legit nine inches. And still to this day of the biggest dick I've ever come across. Yeah. It was really nice. He was reminded me of Tommy Lee. He had that same type of frame, the skinny.

but huge dick. Well, those are the guys. Those are the guys that are sporting them. They don't even have to be tall. They're just the little wiry, little dudes, the little ones or the tall ones, skinny, skinny, have the big, huge cocks. A lot of times that's what's attached to them.

Yeah, yeah. So, yeah, I blew him. He came in the condom, and then that was it. He didn't murder me. Thank God. How was it for you? Oh, it flicked a switch inside of me. Oh, I want to do that again,

but next time I'll want to do it without a condom. Yeah, it really, it turned me on just, it's just, it's the act of it. I love sex. I'm a very sexual person. So the, just the, and I think that's why I'm not attracted to men. I actually think men are for the most part kind of gross. Like when I'm in the gym and I'm in the men's locker room and I see what they're doing, the sounds they're making.

I'm like, gross. I'm glad I'm not a woman. So, but a nice dick. Oh, yeah. I'm all about that. Okay. But so now you blow that guy, right? But you're also hooking up with women, too.

Are you dating anyone at this point? Yep. I'm just kind of dating in general. I'm not in a relationship at this point. Mm-hmm. And so I'm trying to date girls and trying to suck some dick when I can, when I can find one. Yeah, my second interaction was actually with a couple.

So they had me come over their house and it was it was kind of interesting. And then I was again, very nervous. I'm always nervous when I do this no matter when it was the second time or the 30th time. Because I don't know these people. I don't know if they're totally mentally stable. There's so many X factors. I don't know if they have an STD. So this couple, I went over there and it was just one half of the couple that wanted me to blow him.

and then the other one was just going to watch. Okay. So I went in there. He laid on the bed. I started sucking on him. And I think he didn't like how I was doing it. Because I probably wasn't nearly as good as I am now. Yeah.

But he's, oh, okay, here, let me help you. And then so he just starts stroking it and then asked me to lick his balls. So I'm licking his balls while he's stroking it. and then the other guy's kind of dirty talking to him while I'm licking his balls. And then he just came on his stomach. And then it's always a little awkward when everything's done. Most of the time, you just want to get in, get out, do what you got to do, and get on with your day. For me, that's the perfect scenario.

So we finish and then we're in the living room. And we're just kind of making small talk. They're telling me how they work at a bank and telling them what I do. and then they ended up just leaving. So, yeah, I've had some, some, some awkward ones. I've had some that were super hot. I set up a glory hole once, which was probably the greatest experience for me because it's just the dick.

I don't have to have any interaction with the guy. I get what I want. They get what they want. and that was just like last year and and i want to do it again but i am in another relationship now and so it's hard for me to set up a glory hole and the glory hole also i'm very nervous about what dick is going to get put through that hole where has that i'm i'm a i'm a i'm a planner and i can tend to overthink sometimes so i'm like okay if that guy's sticking his dick through this hole, what other holes is his dick been through?

What other mouth has been on his cock? And did they have something? Did they go to Thailand and go on some month-long freaking hooker expedition and caught all kinds of STDs? So this shit all goes through my mind. So I am always nervous about STDs. I've never caught anything. Thank God.

And my worst fear is me catching something and then giving it to my partner. Yeah, especially because I had a guy on. I did a whole episode on STI. right and I didn't realize this but he was on talking about his test that he offers through his company shameless care and you could have gonorrhea in your throat and have no idea in your throat you could have an STI in there from all this blowing you're talking about you worried about the dicks coming through what about those guys worrying like where's your mouth been your guy is setting up glory holes come on you're all obviously promiscuous people and you can be a carrier I don't know it's just

interesting but do you because listen you can get and I didn't realize this until I did that STI episode that you can have something in your throat and considering you do a lot of BJs behind your girl's backs or do you get tested regularly have you ever done a throat test so I did listen to that episode and I didn't I was not aware of that either yeah is that interesting yeah super interesting so yeah I do get tested fairly regularly but I know I've never done the throat test. So I do plan on that after learning that. And I'm kind of surprised that that's not well known. I know, especially because you can give it to somebody else, right? Listen, I don't know how prevalent gonorrhea is. Like, I've never known anyone. But maybe what

guy friend of mine would tell me, or a girlfriend would be like, oh, by the way, I got gonorrhea yesterday. You know what I mean? It's probably something that people don't talk about, but I'm not sure that gonorrhea is a very prevalent. STI, I don't know. I'm very into protection, though, so whatever. Let's move on though. I want to get to how you set up the glory hole and all that stuff, but let's still stay like chronologically. Because eventually you wind up getting married. My first question though, before we go into

what happens after you start blowing guys, did you ever do anything else besides BJ's or do you just stick to oral on guys? Is that like your thing? So I do like to get fucked in the ass.

Yeah. Okay. So what does that in the story. Let's get there. Yeah, so I used to experiment just with myself, put a couple of fingers in myself. And so I think I'm just some weird freak of nature. I don't get enjoyment from the prostate aspect of things. I've tried it many times.

I actually have more difficulty getting a heart on while my prostate is being massaged or manipulated. And then when it is being. massage and manipulated while I'm jerking off, I don't have nearly as good of an orgasm. It's kind of like a, I know we're not supposed to use this word anymore, but it's kind of skewed. It doesn't feel the same. Yeah, it just feels off, and it doesn't feel nearly as good. And I don't know why because everything I've ever heard, oh, God, you get to wear your prostate, this and that,

and it's supposed to be amazing. But that's just never been for me. So, but you knew that you were into anal stuff inside. Yeah, well, so, okay, so it would feel good. I would just kind of play around my fingers. And then I was like, oh, I'm going to get, well, I already had a dildo. Like, I would kind of practice sucking on the dildo because I wanted to be good at it. And so just one day, I just lubed it up and I'm watching porno.

And I used to be able to suck my own dick when I was younger. Unfortunately, I can't do that anymore, not even close. but so I would I would kind of lay on my back, flip my legs up over my head, and suck my own dick while I'm fucking my ass with the dildo. And then I noticed that I could get a pretty big dildo like all the way in my ass and it felt good. So, and it was it was bigger than your average size dick. So I'm like, okay, if I come across a guy that I can get to fuck me, I'm not going to have any issues. Yeah. Yeah. So, and I would use like the training butt plugs. Like I'd start small and then go bigger, you know, leave it in for half hour and then go bigger. And the thing was, I would get till the big one and it wouldn't stay in me. It would just keep falling out. Like my butt was so relaxed. So I was like, okay, I need, I need to make this happen for real. So I found a guy. And this is one of my not good experiences. I found a guy, had me park kind of around the corner from his house.

And the reason was his family was home and he snuck me in the side door into his garage. So he came up to my car. His family was home. Yeah, this is what he told me when we got into the garage. He's my family's home, but they won't come down here. They never come down here. I guess they were upstairs. It was a big, nice two-story house.

And they won't ever come down here. So we're fine. And so yeah, he came out to my car, got me, brought me into the garage. And I was not attracted to him at all or anything. And he was like, I've never had any aspirations to kiss a guy. It's kind of like a huge turnoff for me. And he kept trying to kiss me. And I was like, no, no, no.

Come on, just a little bit. That's what I'll get my cock hard. And I was like, all right, fuck it. I'll try it. I'll try almost anything. And nope, didn't like it. It was fucking gross. It turned me on.

He was like slobbering all over me. So, and he wasn't real out of shape or anything. He was like height weight proportionate, but I'm just, it's just not my thing. So I lay down. He has this table. I lay down on my back and my legs go up on the air. And I told him, we're going to play safe. And then he kind of, he's coming up to me.

He's, I don't use a condom. I don't use a condom. No, use a condom. No, come on, come on. Come on. No, using a condom. Yeah. Now, he could tell he's getting irritated and about to shut stuff down. He's like, so they put a condom on. So again, kind of going back to what he said earlier, it's okay, if he's wanting so bad to put his uncovered cock in my ass, how many other times has he done that? Totally. That is always a sign that any guy that asks you, even once not to use a condom as a guy that most likely fucks a ton of people without a condom. Of course.

Yeah. And I was not going to do bear back. Hell no. So, yeah, so he puts it in and I, my ass accepted it quite willingly. And it felt good.

And he was fucking me. And then he starts going, oh, you're my little bitch. You're my little bitch, huh? And I'm not into that. Like, I'm not into getting degraded or anything like that.

And now my moods kind of, of changing and I just wanted to be over. Yeah, this guy and you are not on the same, like you guys are not on the same level. I mean, you both like very different things. No chemistry. Yes. Yeah. So I'm just like, I just wanted to be over.

So I'm like, okay, yeah, uh-huh, I'm your bitch. Yeah, fuck that ass. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Just so we fucking hurry up and finish. And then he finished. And then I just got my clothes on. So, all right. See you later.

And left. And that was it. that's the one and only time I've ever got fucked in the ass. The only time? Yeah, I've tried many other times. When I had my glory hole set up, in my ad, I put on there for oral bottom or just to get fucked. But everyone just wanted a low job that came into the glory hole. Wait, so quick question.

This experience with the guy that, where you bottomed, were you married at that point? Are you still young and single and just dating around? and experimenting. No, this was probably seven years ago. I was married, yeah. Oh, okay. So let's go back to that, like your life story, like chronologically. You're playing around with guys, you're dating women.

At what point? And you're blowing tons of guys. And where are you finding your guys just basically like back then on Craigslist and stuff? Or that same magazine? Yeah. So it was that magazine at first. And then, of course, Craig's List. That was the godsend for that stuff.

And then Craigslist got shut down. And then I found a double list. So I used double list now. And then I tried Grindr, but that didn't really. That was so much fake spam and bots. And just that didn't work at all. So I've always had the best luck with Craigslist and double list. Okay.

So like how many guys were you blowing in either a month or a year? Was it something you did a lot? Was it something you did? every six months. Well, I don't do it nearly as much as I would like to. No, but back then. Back then. Okay, so before I got married, I was doing it more than when I was married.

So I'd say probably one a month. I actually have a little black book. I started a little black book because I knew I was going to be sucking a lot of dick. So I just thought it would be kind of fun to keep a little black book. Yeah, it's the same part of you that kept the collage book, too. Yeah. You like that shit. Do you have that buck?

You still have that black book? I do still have it. Oh, my God. Wait, how long have you been keeping tabs in that book, Bat, like, since before you were married? Oh, yeah. Yeah, I started it, I started it the first year that I, probably about a year after I sucked my first dick.

Oh, my God, send me a pick of your black book. You don't have to, if there's names and shit, you don't have to send me that, but just can you send me like a pick of your black book somehow? I could post on my Patreon. So funny. Sure, no problem. Okay, awesome.

So you have your black book. You're doing a lot of good. guys, you wind up eventually meeting a woman and getting married. Now, do you think when you go into that marriage, okay, I'm going to be able to put this whole guy thing behind me? I didn't think about it. Well, when you were dating her, were you still with guys, like seeing guys behind her back? Okay, so you were just cheating. You just always were able.

And so did you feel bad about that? Here you were like a guy that was, you were monogamous. Yeah, yeah, totally. Oh, yeah, I would never cheat on my wife with another woman. No. No, but I mean like, right. So did you sort of compartmentalize it that way? Because some people would just still say, so what?

It's still fucking cheating. But for somehow, what I'm hearing you say is because it's not with a woman, it's not like cheating in the regular way. Like you somehow saw it like differently or you framed it differently in your mind. You didn't feel like you were really cheating? Well, no, I know that it's cheating. I know that it's wrong. I know I shouldn't do it. but yes, I do, I can compartmentalize.

Compartmentalize. Yeah, that one. I can do that. But the problem is after I'm done, I have that postnut syndrome or postnut clarity. Yeah. And I feel horrible. I'm like, oh, my God, what did I do? I can't do this again.

What is wrong with me? Yeah. And I go through that every time. Every time. Every time. And then a couple of months or two goes by. and then something triggers the thought and I'm like oh my god I want to suck a talk again and then the cycle starts all over again yeah yeah yeah and you haven't been able to stop

no so you're with your wife you're seeing guys while you're with her and then you're married her is and you're seeing guys throughout that whole experience and that's it's with the first wave that you have that first bottoming experience as well yes yeah yeah yeah so that was the one and only experience and we got into pegging. Yeah, I was going to ask you if you ever brought like anal play into your relationship with your wife. Yeah, so she was really into anal. So like when we would watch porn together, it would turn her on to watch anal porn. And she wanted me to fuck her in the ass. But I have a pretty good size dick and it was a lot of work and she didn't get. And she didn't get as much enjoyment out of it as she thought she was hoping to. So I was like, and I, I tried to be

open with her to a point. She had, she still to this day has no idea I've ever messed around with any guys. But what I told her was, I was like, let's try hanging. And she's, okay. And she got excited about it. So we went out and bought the harness and, and it was this really cool strap on, but the one half of it goes inside of her and curves up and vibrates. So while she's fucking me, she's getting pleasure too. It's not just like that phallic where you can't feel anything for the woman. So it was good for her too. She would kind of get, yeah.

I mean, it wouldn't make her come, but it felt good. And then she would always joke around, like she was so jealous how well I could accept this big ass dildo that she was fucking with. He was like, I wish my ass could take a dick like that. What the fuck? I'm so jealous. Yeah, because I can really take a pretty big dildo and I don't even,

I'm just, I guess my anatomy for some reason. Yeah. And I'm able to relax those muscles because you have to want it. If you don't want it in your ass, your ass is not going to cooperate. You really have to want it something in there.

Yeah, I've talked about it a lot of my show. Did you ever, while she had it strep down, blow her, blow the dildo in front of her, or put it in your mouth at all? Or did you just act like you never, you weren't interested in that? Yeah. So, yes. So we had talked about that because we were just kind of kind of do like a role reversal. Like I had always been the dominant.

She was a submissive. So, well, let's try it the other way. So she was a dominant and she would be like, get on your knees and suck my dick. And so I would suck the dildo. And it turned her on. She liked it. it turned it turned me on but not in the same way of when i'm alone with the guy sucking a real dick it was just like it's hard to explain but it was something that i was doing with my wife but it was

different and i did tell her once and this is i've already gone sucked so many dicks at this point and she has no idea i told her i don't know i think i might want to suck a dick someday what do you think i think i'd like to try it i'm full of shit I'm lying to her, but she's, oh, my God, that would be so hot to watch you suck a dick. So, okay, great. Well, let's try to find a guy. So we were going to try to find a by guy. So we put out and out.

We ended up meeting this guy at a restaurant and we're talking to him. The guy, I mean, it's a good-looking guy. But as I was talking to him, I wanted to be more of his friend. Like he was this cool guy. Oh, you liked him. I just wanted to hang out. I didn't want to suck his dick. I didn't like, I just wanted it.

So I was like, and I told him that. Yeah, I don't know. I couldn't do that. It was more like a buddy type of thing and that's not going to work. That took away from it actually. Yeah, it did. Yeah. Yeah.

So it just never happened. And then we just kind of gave up on it and it just never happened. And then we ended up getting divorced. It's crazy because you really were. very close to being able to be you and in all your glory and not have to live like a secret life with this woman, with that woman. I'm assuming you got divorced for other reasons, so it wasn't going to work anyway. But you were very close. I mean, you did really put it out there to her a lot, kind of. Yeah. But I, and I've heard other guys on your show show say this,

that it's different when if you're doing it with your wife even though she knows but i i much prefer to just do it on my own and she doesn't know it's just my own little thing on the side yeah that's a bad thing you just you still you want to do it on the deal it's hotter that way it's terrible yeah sad but true yeah yeah that's that's unfortunate but i think that listen i mean you're you're okay let's it to this wife now because does this wife know anything about your, about pegging, you being into it

and guys and that kind of thing like your other wife knew? No, this one knows absolutely nothing as far as she knows, I am 100% straight, never any interactions with a guy at all, no. And she doesn't know that you like to be pegged or anything.

You never even brought up that to her. No, absolutely. No, I am, we have a very good I'm the dominant. She's a submissive and she loves it. She likes to be called a slut and I pull her hair and yeah, we have a very specific role with our sex life. And so your sex life with these women is always good, correct? It's like the one has nothing to do with the other. Huh? Yeah. No, my sex life with every woman I've ever had has been amazing. It's just I need some cock once in a while. How long ago did you meet your current wife? I met her about two years ago.

Okay, so you guys been together for two years. Now, did you ever think or did you ever have a desire to maybe be monogamous or no? You've never gone into any of these relationships thinking, oh, this is, maybe I could put this behind me and just be with this one person. Well, that's a great question because that's exactly what my plan was. With a one with the new one. Yeah. When I became single, well, it was actually,

I know, I know we're going to get to the glory hole later, but after the glory hole experience, I was like, okay, that's it. I kind of like, got it out of my system.

I can't do this anymore. I have to, I can't take these risks. When I'm, when I finally meet another amazing woman and risk, losing that relationship or giving her, yeah, losing it.

So I told myself, okay, this is it. And I was, I was a good boy for a while. And then just I watched a porno and this girl was sucking this guy's dick and his dick was just like so like symmetrically perfect and beautiful. And then he blew this huge load all over her face. And I was like, oh my God. Because I always, I don't want to be a girl. I'm not, I don't cross-dress. I'm very 100% a guy. But like when I'm watching pornos and stuff. I'll watch like compilation videos of blowjobs or com shots. And I just wish that I was that woman. I wish I was in her place, I should say, not a woman, but just in her place. Yeah, doing it. Yeah. Yeah, doing it to like these beautiful cocks that I see. So yeah, I just, I got

triggered again. And then I've been trying. I've had an ad up. I actually just renewed my ad like 10 minutes before I got on the call with you because I have time off today, so I'm trying to find one. But it's hard because I have a few ads that are saved in my profile. And one is I have to go to their place. I cannot host. And then I have one that is I can host or travel to them. So when I post an ad for one that I have to go to them, I get very, few responses. But when I post one where they can come to me to my place, I get a ton

because it's all married dudes or whoever, just want to swing by on lunch or after work, get sucked off and go. So, and because I'm in a relationship now, and we live together, I can't just have some guy swing by my house. And I don't know if he's going to be some weirdo that's going to come by later and just, hey, you know, how about another one? And then she answers the door. Who knows? Yeah. Just like they're being discreet.

You have to be. Let me ask you about the glory hole thing. I'm assuming you did that when you guys were just dating. So I was single. That was in between. Yeah. So how did you set that up? Where do you put an ad out?

How do you get people to show for a glory hole? How did you create a glory hole? Tell me the whole experience. Yeah. So, well, okay. So technically I have to back up a little bit. So we were together and then we kind of split for a while. and then we go back together.

So during our split is when I did the glory hole. Because I didn't think things are going to go back together. So anyway, so, yeah. So I just had my apartment. I put the ad up and I just got a sheet because I went, I went to the thrift store and bought some $2 sheet. And then I tacked it up at the bathroom door frame. Cut a hole in it and then put the ad out.

And then I got so many responses. But in the ad, I always say, show me what you want to stick through the hole and get sucked off. So, and there were some really pretty cocks. And I was like super happy to be such a lucky recipient of because sometimes there's some like pretty nasty ones. How many like responses did you get for that glory hole ad? Oh, God. 15. So over a two day period.

I had it up on a Saturday and a Sunday. I sucked off. I had two come by on Saturday and two come by on Sunday. And then I had another guy come by on Sunday that wasn't a glory hole one. He just came over and I blew him. But I'll always remember because it's something I've always wanted to do. I watch Glory Hole Porns all the time. That's like the perfect scenario for me.

No talk, no nothing. And it's just a nice cock and I get to suck it off and then they leave and that's it. So I remember I'm on the other side of the sheet and I hear the door open. And the rush, I'm getting kind of like goosebumps right now, the rush knowing, oh my God, he's actually here. He's going to stick his cock through this hole and I'm going to suck it off. And he sucked it through, stuck it through. and it was totally I was always going to I was always surprised to see if it was already going to be totally hard or limp and they had to make it hard so the first guy yeah it was just totally limp because he was probably nervous I would be I'd be nervous as hell and that's not something I could ever do as a glory hole and I'm not into guys suck in my dick anyway so but he got hard pretty quick and I'm I'm a pretty good at deep throading and I like to make it really wet like. I get the really good spit in the back of my throat.

There's a lot of spit and spit strings. And I'm pretty fucking good. And I second dick how I like my dick sucked. Right. You know, and to me, a good blowjob, 50% of it is enthusiasm. I would much rather have a blow job with a lot of enthusiasm and not great techniques than vice versa. Act like you want to be there, you know, that kind of a thing.

Yeah. So another thing is, so I've never intentionally swallowed because of the fear of STDs. I want to. The thought of it is, like, my cock gets hard just thinking about it. Like, my fantasy is to do like a blowbang. I listened to that other episode you had with the other gentleman. Yeah, oh, my God. I was like, my dick was hard.

That whole fucking episode. You called in more than once, okay? He had more events. Yeah, yeah. I looked for all of his episodes. Oh, my gosh. Right. He is great. Yeah.

And that was a trigger for me. Yeah. Oh, my God. Oh, I need to find a dick to suck. Yeah. So thanks for your show. Oh, my God. Yeah.

Blame me. I blame your collage. I blame your collage. So, so yeah. So I'm never, I never swallowed it. So I'm sucking them off. And in my head, I'm like, okay, do I just want to swallow it? what am I going to do with this load?

Because usually when I blow a guy, they'll come in my mouth and then I'll just go spit it in the sink or whatever. So I really want to swallow. So what I do is because I generate so much spit, they can't tell spit from calm or what. So when he comes, he's coming in my mouth, but I have my mouth open just a little bit. So I don't swallow it,

but it just kind of pours out. the bottom. So it kind of gets, it runs all down my face and stuff, but I'm still kind of stroking and sucking while he's coming. So he, from his point of view, he probably thinks I swallowed. Like, you wouldn't be able to tell when I swallowed or not. So, and so, yeah, so four guys came to the glory hall total, two on Saturday, two on Sunday. And that's what I did for all of them. And it was so fucking hot. It was like exactly what I had hoped it was going to be. But, after the fourth one, I had some sort of mental breakdown. I don't know what you would call it.

I like, I almost started crying. I, like, question myself, like, oh, my God, what am I doing? I just sucked off four totally strange dicks. I don't know where they've been, who they've been with. Godly knows if I just caught something. What else? I'm like, thank God I'm not in the relationship right now, because I really probably would have lost my shit mentally.

And I just, I had a little bit of a blip. And then three hours later, and all this time, I haven't come yet. So I do this just to kind of build up, like this mental buildup. So when I do eventually jerk off thinking about it, I'm just going to have the most amazing orgasm ever. So it's a few hours later. and then I just go, I want to suck another dick. But I don't want to do the glory whole thing.

So I put up another ad and within an hour because I'm hosting, I get plenty of replies. And it's a guy is 20 minutes away. And it's not really my type. He was kind of overweight, which I don't really like because then the belly gets in my way type of thing. I don't like really overweight. I don't like really hairy. If someone's manscape, that's a huge plus for me. but he had, but he had his beautiful dick.

It was like thick and just beautiful. So I was like, all right, I'll fuck him. So he came over. I sucked him off and he left. So yeah, that was the most I ever sucked. I stuck five dicks in a weekend. Wow. Yeah.

It turns me on when I think about it. Yeah. And I don't want to do it again. So you did say, like we started off this conversation, getting to the point where you said, Like you did go into this relationship, really hoping or thinking that you could not be triggered and not be with guys anymore and not lose your girl. I'm assuming you've never been caught by either woman. So the only thing that ever happened, so I'm pretty, I'm pretty good at hiding things.

I have pretty good methods. I did get caught, basically one morning. So what would happen is my ex-wife, we had a little bit of a different schedule where I would be up early in the morning. She would sleep in. And I would get up early in the morning,

just do whatever I got to do. And sometimes I would just watch some porn and jerk off. So I was watching the porn, something got triggered. And I was like, all right, I'm going to go on to this chat. So there's this other website I go on to Silver Daddies where it's like older guys looking for younger guys and face versa. Well, they have a chat room on there.

So I went on to the chat room and I was talking to some guy and we were like getting into like dirty talking stuff. And I had the chat window up. And then my ex-wife came walking out and I was like trying frantically to close it. But, you know, you lose your fine motor skills under stress. Yeah, yeah. And I didn't close it. And she saw it. She's like, what the fuck is that?

And I, my heart sank. And I'm like, and this was after the, we had talked about finding guy. So that wasn't a huge surprise to her. But it was the violation that I was talking sex stuff with someone else. Even though it was a guy, it wasn't a woman. She did say it would have been so much worse if it was a woman. Yeah. But it fucked her up.

up. It caused the problem. And I felt like shit. I wanted to fucking jump off a bridge because I hurt her. And the last thing I wanted to do was hurt her. So I'm super careful. I have methods for not letting anybody find out anything. Like my black book is all in code. If someone saw it, they wouldn't know what any of it fucking means. Oh, interesting. Yeah, I know what it means, but they don't. Like, so like the time I blew the guy on my wedding anniversary. I have it in the black book as Office Annie, like that, because I blew the guy in his office on my anniversary. Oh, interesting. So those words totally meet. So Office Annie. Okay, so this guy had you come to his office?

Did he work with a lot of people? Or did he just, was he so low in his office? Yeah. So his office was kind of strange. It was just in a big, huge office building, sweet, whatever. and it was just him alone in his office. There was nobody else there. It almost looked like they were getting ready to move out or they just moved in.

I don't know. It was very not much in there. And then just in our conversations, yeah, he told me he was married. Yeah, married. And, yeah, so I blew him in his office. Wow. And he was so considerate. He had a towel on the floor for my knees already when I got there.

His professional. He's another professional. I'd make sure he wore a condom too. I know you're just so worried about the truckers. But any guy in an office that has already a towel on the floor means he's blowing. He's getting blown by a lot of guys too. Come on. All these guys are promiscuous. I always tell my guy friends and I've said it on these kinds of episodes before. This is if you're a guy and you want head all the time, like this is your demographic. You need to like guys blow you. And if you allow it, if you open yourself up to it, you could get blown all the time. There's so many guys out there. I want to blow guys. Yeah. 100% true. When I place my ad, there's just, I'm competing with 20 other guys that just want to suck dick. Yeah. And I can't find barely any that just want their dick suck.

Yeah, that's what I'm saying. Because most guys that are like you, most guys that play with other guys, don't want their dick suck by guys. They want a dick in their mouth. So this is why straight guys have to close their eyes and let all these guys, I don't know what you want to label yourself. The guys just want a dick in their mouth every now and then and let them blow them. And like these straight men could be getting blow jobs galore if they just did it. And I think that's what those gloryhole guys were. They were probably all straight, married, whatever.

Yeah. And that way they don't have to look down and see a guy face. Exactly. Yeah, but they get head. Yeah, for sure. Like, it kind of makes sense. Do you feel like that's the demographic of what's on the receiving end of most guys you're blowing? Like married guys?

Oh, yeah, yeah. You make a little bit of small talk. I used to make small talk more so in the beginning than I do now. But yeah, they were always married. Always, okay, I have to be discreet. Totally. I would, if I went to their house, like, there's pictures of the whole family right there in the living room. And I would ask him, well, where's your wife? Because I don't want the wife coming home. He's like, oh, yeah, she's at work or she's there or whatever. business trip. Yeah, business trip. Yeah. So I know, so my, my, my current wife, she's got a business trip planned in a few months. And as soon as she told me that, I was like, well, I know what I'm doing that weekend. So. Oh, my God.

On the prowl. Yeah, because I can't find, it's very hard to find opportunities. So like today, I have an opportunity. So I have to try to. Make it happen. Maximize my opportunities. And I've been trying all week. I've kind of had.

a lot more opportunities, but I haven't had any luck. And it's always the same guys because they can host. And it's like they're too far away or they're super hairy or they're just got an ugly dick or something. Oh, interesting. Yeah, it's hard to find exactly what you want. But that's why that glory hole was good for you. Have you ever tried to go into like an adult bookstore that has glory holes in them?

Maybe it would be surprised if you never went to any place like that. well i yeah i i want to but i don't where i live i don't think they exist i because they so back in the mid 90s when i used to get that magazine yeah they did have like video boots yeah but i i never saw any holes yeah and now there they just don't they just don't have them anymore where i'm where i'm at yeah so last question you are still married to this woman it's you're not having been with her long or do you still have that part of you that wishes you could stop because you don't want to lose her or are you back to being able to compartmentalize it or both? Yeah, I wish if someone said, okay, you can be hypnotized and it'll be gone.

Yeah, I would do that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because it rules you. But it does, yeah. But that's the thing. Once I kind of get, so let's say today, I have the ad out and I suck a dick. I'll be satisfied for a couple of months or something. And I'll be good. I won't even think about it.

I won't be triggered. It's kind of like a drug in a weird way. And then, but enough time will go by. And then I'll get triggered again. And I just want to do it again. It's, it's an interesting, interesting way my brain works. You just wired yourself that way. And here you are.

This is what you're into. Last question. And I know that I said that was my last question. Where do you hide that little black book? Oh. So I have a lot of like tools. I have a big workshop in my garage. So I just hide it in there where no one would ever, ever look.

And I have it. So I put magnets on the back of it. And then it's up inside a drawer on my mess. metal tool chest. So no one would ever, ever think to put their hand there or reach back there. I think if the FBI search my house, they wouldn't find it. So you're very good with hiding your shit. Because sometimes I love asking that question because sometimes people give me the dumbest answers. Oh, it's in my glove compartment in my car. I'm like, what if you fucking crash? What if your car gets a flat tire in the middle of you worrying about that shit,

you forget and your wife picks it out? There's just like a million things that can happen. It's interesting, though, that you have that little piece of evidence floating around because if you died at some point and your wife had to go through yourself, she might find it, don't you think? Yo, but exactly. Oh, but you won't know what. I love your. She's like, what the fuck? Yeah, office and ice cubes.

Wow, and everything is code for something that triggers what happened with that person? Yeah, exactly. How many guys in that book do you think around? So I knew you were going to ask me that. I like information like that. Yeah, it's 43. 43. Okay, send me some picks.

I would find that. I think that it'll be super interesting for, I want to see it, how that's, and stuff, especially since it's not, you're not really given anything up. It's in code. It's a Morse code we're reading. So no one's going to know who the fuck anyone is. You're not giving anyone up to send me a picture of a couple pages in the black book. I think that'll be super interesting.

Listen, Brian, you're like a lot of guys. Yeah, what was saying? Oh, I just wanted to tell you one other thing I did when I was younger real quick. Yeah. So, like, I really wanted to take like a load in my mouth and on my face. So, but I was so scared of another man's come because of STDs and stuff. So what I did, and this is back when I was like in my early 20s, I got really riled up. And more riled up I am, the more I come.

So I would come into an ice cube tray and then I'd throw it in the freezer immediately. And then next time I wanted to like, I would watch porno of like blowjob videos and stuff. I would pull the tray out, let it thaw. And then I would like eat my own come or put it on my face. But I used to come on my own face when I would blow myself. Oh my God. I got to edit this part and put it with the blowing part because you're like, people will think we're getting off and tuned out.

They're missing this fascinating little tidbit. You would do that. And then what would you do? But how are you putting those in the freezer? You're not living with your mom at that point? I'm assuming. No, no, no. This is when I was out by myself.

Right. So you'd put them in and then you'd eat the ice cubes while you're watching other blowjubs so you could pretend that you were that girl that you wanted to be. Or like in that position. Yeah. Yeah. Like I would like, I would have to let it fall enough. And then I would hold it up and let it.

that drip into my mouth, like, and I, while I was watching the floor and something like that. Yeah. Guys are so fucking sick. I know. I know. Would you fill up a whole tray? How many ice cubes would you get on in one? No, no, no.

No, I would just shoot, like, one, because I'd have in my early 20s, I would blow a big-ass load. So I would shoot big-ass load in just one square. Oh, my God. I'm going to make sure in the intro I put in wait till the very end so you could hear some crazy ex-vers. I can't believe you waited to the end. You forgot about that little tidbit. Listen, Brian, thanks so much for calling in and sharing your story. Send me in the picks of your Blackbug. If you want to send an anonymous pick of yourself, you can too. I will give you access to my Discord for free so you could go in there and you could share

whatever you want on there and talk to like my audience. There's 2,500 people on there now. So maybe if you talk to those people privately, you could find out if you can find out if you there's anything in your area that you're looking for. People are hooking up on there. So I'll give you access to that when your episode goes up. Get me the pictures of whatever you want me to post sooner than later. No dick picks. If you're going to send me to pick of you, it's not a dick pick. It's mostly I get pictures of girls. But you could put dick picks on my Discord if you want. That's what people do over there. That's what that is. Because you called in, you're going to get free access to that. I'll send that to you when your episode airs, but send me the picture sooner than later. So I have

it. So when I decide to air your episode, I just, I don't have to ask you for it. Okay, sounds good. All right. Thanks so much for calling in another interesting story. Thanks, Brian. Thank you. Love your show. Awesome.

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